Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Scratch the surface.

Walking by your side
My head down, shoulders rounded, heavy
It occurred to me that I should stop,
Check the time, and commit
An endless unraveling of pulled wool thread
Weaved into promises of expository resemblance.
The comparisons are never ending and seldom unfit.
“You wear it for a while.”
I will begin again tomorrow with the same start, at the same seat
With the same saucer, spoon,
And without sacrifice
“I will wear it.”
Then again, I could be
Somewhere else completely.








p.s. it is more than an itch, it is a rhythm, a pattern that forms in my head, then through my fingers…tap, tap, tap. Did you hear it? There is no mistaking the origin, is there?



He is aware of the seepage
Bleeding under the bandage
Yet he can’t quite fight the flow
And who the hell will know
About broken bones
And your superimposed overtones
They will all inspect the damage
Because the charts report more to me
Than you will ever see
But oh, how well you see








(Who rearranged the furniture?)

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Kassiopeia said...

Second! Although it's totally devalued now.

Spookily, one of our trashy magazines (OK!) was doing a "Valentine's Special" and they mentioned Kelly & Bert. I'm not sure I'd have dated him thinking he was going to be a paragon of romance, sobriety or reliability!

Who said the quote anyway?

Kass xx

Anonymous said...

Hi Kass. Nice to see you and FASC back.

The magic of scripted reality show, The Osbournes, saw Kelly get filmed being dumped by Bert over the phone on Valentine's Day.

Nice Anti-Valentine's sculpture Kass. The plane wreck was a nice touch.

Anonymous said...

Oh whoops, the quote was for Solly from Not Mayonaise on the previous page.

*should.go.to.bed.now*

Anonymous said...

Hello All!

I see Mayo was here, but hardly anyone else was. Odd...

News about my Dad:
He came home yesterday afternoon. Doing better, but this condition never really gets better, only worse.

News about me:
I have a sinus infection and went to the Dr. yesterday. Taking the Z-Pac and some high-powered decongestant.
I'm also now taking Ambien to help me sleep and stay asleep. I'm only going to use it for 1 week to see if it can help or correct my sleep habits.
Also, my Dr. wants me to have a sleep study (actually I asked about it first) especially after I told him about the couple of times I have waked up and had to sit on the edge of the bed and gasp for air.
I'm tired of being tired all the time. It has to be sleep apnea.
Obviously, it would help also if I would quit smoking...
Oh, and he also wants me to up my anti-depressant...

Anonymous said...

"My lord before you tumbled me
you promised me to wed."
He answers:
"So I would I have done
by yonder sun
an' thou hadst not come to my bed."


That made me laugh. Nice. I hope you have a good day, Kapunua.

Smoke said...

PPU! You laughing already?

Niiiiice.

Happy Valentine's Day again everyone!

Mayo,

Wassup? So who's your Valentine? ^_^


SS!!!

Dude, you are super duper crazy bizzy! You must gets in lots of trouble when you get idle. Me, too. O_O

Happy Valentine's Day!

Love you all to pieces!

XOXO,
Princess

Kassiopeia said...

Hello Mya,

I was going to moan about the My Chemical Idiots forum on BN being deleted - *cries single black emo tear for the safe haven* - but our problems don't amount to a hill of beans, etc...

I took Zopiclone (strong sleeping tab) for 6 weeks and that stuff is very moreish, so make sure you keep to just a week and your Doc knows all the tablets you're on. Don't fret too much about the AD going up - I was on the highest dose of Prozac for a while but now I'm completely off it. Look after yourself Sweetie...

Kass xx

P.S. Hi PPU!

Vivienne said...

Mayonaise

Happy Valentines day.

I know it's become commercial and we should probably all boycott it, but I'm a romantic at heart.
I want so much for the fairy tales that will never come true.

So for all you believers, and non believers, here is my V day gifts for you.

Zebunisso - Ghazal

Ghazal

You with the dark burly hair and the breathtaking eyes,
your inquiring glance that leaves me undone.

Eyes that pierce and then withdraw like a blood-stained sword,
eyes with dagger lashes!
Zealots, you are mistaken - this is heaven.

Never mind those making promises of the afterlife:
join us now, righteous friends, in this intoxication.

Never mind the path to the Kaabah: sanctity resides in the heart.
Squander your life, suffer! God is right here.

Oh excruciating face! Continual light!
This is where I am thrilled, here, right here.

There is no book anywhere on the matter.
Only as soon as I see you do I understand.

If you wish to offer your beauty to God, give Zebunisso
a taste. Awaiting the tiniest morsel, she is right here.


Zebunisso (1639-1706)






Andre Breton - Always for the first time


Always for the first time

Always for the first time
Hardly do I know you by sight
You return at some hour of the night to a house at an angle to my window
A wholly imaginary house
It is there that from one second to the next
In the inviolate darkness
I anticipate once more the fascinating rift occurring
The one and only rift
In the facade and in my heart
The closer I come to you
In reality
The more the key sings at the door of the unknown room
Where you appear alone before me
At first you coalesce entirely with the brightness
The elusive angle of a curtain
It's a field of jasmine I gazed upon at dawn on a road in the vicinity of Grasse
With the diagonal slant of its girls picking
Behind them the dark falling wing of the plants stripped bare
Before them a T-square of dazzling light
The curtain invisibly raised
In a frenzy all the flowers swarm back in
It is you at grips with that too long hour never dim enough until sleep
You as though you could be
The same except that I shall perhaps never meet you
You pretend not to know I am watching you
Marvelously I am no longer sure you know
You idleness brings tears to my eyes
A swarm of interpretations surrounds each of your gestures
It's a honeydew hunt
There are rocking chairs on a deck there are branches that may well scratch you in the forest
There are in a shop window in the rue Notre-Dame-de-Lorette
Two lovely crossed legs caught in long stockings
Flaring out in the center of a great white clover
There is a silken ladder rolled out over the ivy
There is
By my leaning over the precipice
Of your presence and your absence in hopeless fusion
My finding the secret
Of loving you
Always for the first time


Andre Breton


AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST....

Twisted Rose or RosaTorcida





Twisted Rose


She was pursued by a throng of suitors,
as his one shy rose
wooed her

with idling patience
in tentative
low gear,

but when he accelerated,
boastful,
certainly sure,

he flew preoccupied
off an unseen curve
and never returned.

Now a sculpture
of twisted petals
dance in sardonic curves

around a shrunken heart
in a vase
without water.






Rosa Torcida


Perseguido por una horda de demandantes
su timida rosa
la cortejaba

con una atronadora paciencia
en una tentativa
baja velocidad

Pero cuando el acelero
orgulloso
ciertamente seguro

el volo preocupado
de una curva no vista
y nunca regreso

Ahora una escultura
de torcidos petalos
danza en sarcasticas curvas

alrededor de un encogido corazon
en un florero
sin agua.


- Judith Pordon

translated by BLACK_CHARRO




Hope you all get a chance to read these... a few different sides of love, lust and longing.
Beauty and loss, hand in hand.


All my love, all of it,

xoxo cupcake
<3


p.s, I may re post this later.... just to piss you all off!

Kassiopeia said...

Hi Cuppy!

I prefer this:

You love her, but she loves him,
and he loves somebody else -
You just can't win.
And so it goes until the day you die.
This thing they call love,
its gonna make you cry.

I've had the blues, the reds and the pinks.
One thing's for sure...

Love stinks
Love stinks...yeah yeah...
Love stinks!
Love stinks! Yeah yeah...
Love Stinks
Love stinks! Yeah yeah...

two by two and sid by side
love's gonna find you yes it is
you just can't hide
you'll hear it call
your heart will fall
then love will fly
it's gone that's all!

i don't care puttin a cap on those things
all i can say is...

Love stinks
Love stinks yea yea
Love stinks
Love stinks yea yea
Love stinks
Love stinks yea yea
Love stinks
Love stinks yea yea

I been through diamonds
I been through minx
I been through long

Love stinks!
Love stinks yea yea!
Love stinks!
Love stinks yea yea!

Love stinks
Love stinks
Love stinks yea yea...

Anonymous said...

LOVE STINKS - Yeah Yeah

anima said...

Happy 'V' Day blogblieve Friends!

(V=Vunch, It has been officially changed!)

Love you guys so very much.

Hope to hang out soon!

Anonymous said...

good morning all

I won't bore you with my weather again, you know what it's doing? well it still is!

Hey PP CC Anima Kass S&V fasc - so glad you had a great time.

Hubby just arrived back home (an hr after leaving for work) - this isn't good, may mean flooding, I'll get back to you all

Anonymous said...

Hi Ergo. Is it still raining?!? O_O

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