Walking by your side
My head down, shoulders rounded, heavy
It occurred to me that I should stop,
Check the time, and commit
An endless unraveling of pulled wool thread
Weaved into promises of expository resemblance.
The comparisons are never ending and seldom unfit.
“You wear it for a while.”
I will begin again tomorrow with the same start, at the same seat
With the same saucer, spoon,
And without sacrifice
“I will wear it.”
Then again, I could be
Somewhere else completely.
p.s. it is more than an itch, it is a rhythm, a pattern that forms in my head, then through my fingers…tap, tap, tap. Did you hear it? There is no mistaking the origin, is there?
He is aware of the seepage
Bleeding under the bandage
Yet he can’t quite fight the flow
And who the hell will know
About broken bones
And your superimposed overtones
They will all inspect the damage
Because the charts report more to me
Than you will ever see
But oh, how well you see
(Who rearranged the furniture?)
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I read this as Vaseline :x
*hugs everyone*
Hello sweeties, I've really missed you.
P<3, It's the worst thing when someone young dies, and there's nothing I can say to make it less strange, surreal or painful.
I won't say 'he's gone to a better place, I won't say anything in fact, I'll just hug you tight.
*HUGS*
Rahahaha, GS!
Now, be my fucking Valentine.
I read this as Vaseline :x
Be my fucking Vaseline!
I really love Vaseline. it is the only makeup remover I have ever used!
Thanks guys. *hug*
I can't stay strong. I've had to endure so much shit, so much drama. I'm sick of it. I'm only fifteen. There's only so much I can take before I break.
GS, that's incredibly annoying. Thank you for trying though. :)
*hugs*
paper heart im so sorry for your loss :( thats terrible at such a young age :(
My god this blog is going through the ringer aint it?
Cupcake love how are you? Chat to me anytime on aim or msn if you need an ear. I think you have some problems i have been through what with eating and that. Im always here for you (((hugs)))
Miss sexy t *waves back* ♥
I really love Vaseline. it is the only makeup remover I have ever used!
I always use Nivea face cream :) Do you have Nivea in America?
P<3, I know the feeling hun, believe me, and you don't need to stay strong, you are so young, and when shit like this happens... well it's fine if you drop your bundle for a bit.
Just take care of yourself ok?
Paperheart, your depth of feeling never fails to amaze me.
I am so sorry that you have had to endure such a lot of sadness recently.
CC, You too are a wonderful person who has had to shoulder too much sadness.
My thoughts go out to the both of you.
Thank you SIM, Miss T.
GS, blogger has decided to be good and let you post, I'm not sure what it was doing before.
GS, vaseline? LOL It would have sound funny. "Be my Vaseline!!"
paperheart, no one is telling you to stay or be strong, but right now I think you need the support of your friends and family, and maybe receive some counseling at school, if you feel that you need it.
The one way you can deal and get through this is by being with a strong support system.
I guess no one wants to be my Valentine?
Cupcake, I know this is bitter irony, but I happened to have a box of cupcakes on my counter at the moment. Half of it is finished already ;D
I can't stay strong. I've had to endure so much shit, so much drama. I'm sick of it. I'm only fifteen. There's only so much I can take before I break.
I hear you. And, unfortunately, that's an age where you feel dumped on a lot by life & helpless to do anything about it. I know it doesn't ease your pain now, but believe me it will get better.
I always use Nivea face cream :) Do you have Nivea in America?
I always use Spectro Gel.
Want to know what I need? To be happy for one day of my life. That's all I need.
GS, yep, we have Nivea over here in Ameri-ca.
Shame in me, where have you been young lady?!
As cliched as this sounds, Paperheart, everything you're going through is making you a stronger person. You will have experience that will make you able to help others. I don't want to say I've been there too, because that's another cliche, and I hate when people say it to me, but I have. I'm not saying that makes the horrible things any less horrible, but you'll come through it.
Paperheart you are only 15 and it is a lot of shit to take. But you won't break, Honey. Just bend. Let the emotion out, we are here so you can do that.
Paperheart, we know you do. Is there anything we can do to try to cheer you up? We love you
Cupcake, I know this is bitter irony, but I happened to have a box of cupcakes on my counter at the moment. Half of it is finished already ;D
I see..... way to make me even more paranoid! hehe
Hey Elena, cupcake, SIM.
PH,
I know it sounds harsh but you need to distance yourself from these instances. Mourn their passing and accept their abscence.
You can not continuously take the burden of everything on your shoulders.
That makes me sound so cold, but it is a preservation method. If you feel everyones pain for them you will end up a mess my lamb.
PH sweetie it's awful to have to realise but people die, the human body can only take so much whether it's accidental, disease or anything else.
I lost students at 13, 15, 16, 17 and some who'd just left school, for 10 years our school magazine was dedicated to someone or in a couple of case more than one we'd lost each year.
It really is something that noone can control and noone can say why shit things happen, but they do and you just have to find people to grieve with and take help when it's offered, it is unfair and he would have had a lot ahead of him but it is just some awful tragic thing that happens.
Please find a counsellor or someone to talk to
*lots of hugs*
Guys, I've tried to stay strong, believe me. It's just hard. So many are relying on me to be strong.
:(
Want to know what I need? To be happy for one day of my life. That's all I need.
You will. You're just going through a rough patch right now. It's not easy being a teenager even at the best of times, let alone when you're grieving a loss. Don't give up, it does get better.
bc i have been at a friends watching films, but of the non sad variety, and now im talking to miss t on msn and pottering aroundmayos garden. LOL
I may go bed soon im tired.
I have a friend date tomorrow night for Valentines we are going walking through a forest in the dark and driving around to 30stm hehe my request obviously :) Hehe i cant wait. We both have split up with our partners so we will cheer each other up :)
How are you?
*waves back to sexy SIM*
I ♥ you.
GS, I only ever use nivea too.
Paperheart, If I could make you happy, I would sweetie.
Star :) *hugs*
Hi star!!
happy birthday to CTV :)
I know it sounds harsh but you need to distance yourself from these instances. Mourn their passing and accept their abscence.
GS, I'll try.
You've all been so helpful, and I don't feel like I deserve you're kind words.
I have to go.
<3
Guys, I've tried to stay strong, believe me. It's just hard. So many are relying on me to be strong.
:(
That's too much pressure, you shouldn't have to bear that burden. Have you tried talking to someone about it?
Take care, PH :)
Cupcake, I know this is bitter irony, but I happened to have a box of cupcakes on my counter at the moment. Half of it is finished already ;D
I see..... way to make me even more paranoid! hehe
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I am simply evil. Muhaha! >:)
P<3,
'So many relying on me to stay strong'.... I have no idea how many times I've said that, but you know what? you're 15, fuck em. They'll have to stand on their own feet for a while. Tell them you need to take care of yourself for a while.
Yeah yeah, I should take my own advice.
You will. You're just going through a rough patch right now. It's not easy being a teenager even at the best of times, let alone when you're grieving a loss. Don't give up, it does get better.
I hope so. I really do. Actually, I know it will.
Again, I still feel like you're all being too kind. I really don't deserve it.
Thank you.<3
Hi Star
Paperheart I'm sure they do depend on you but you can't take on everyone else's burdens. It is NOT selfish to think of yourself. You have to sometimes.
bye PH really find someone to talk to, I've helped and grieved with students and honestly you can get through it
hello to everyone who said hello to me too, I'm losing track ...and does the page refresh when you go back and forward?
P<3, take care. No, really.
*hugs*
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Evil? I know you are! cheeky monkey.
I hear you ergo. My best friend, died when he was 13. I was 12. And I'll never get over it. I'll never sugarcoat death, either. It's inevitable. I was born just so that I could die, and even though I'm still pretty much a kid, I'm a-okay with it. I wish I could console you, PH. The best that you can do is remember him. I mean really remember. Keep him with you forever. It'll save you once in awhile.
It's not easy being a teenager even at the best of times
For reeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaal.
GS, blogger has decided to be good and let you post, I'm not sure what it was doing before.
I've just tried a tester one and it hasn't posted. I wonder if there's some kind of delay, so it doesn't appear and I think it hasn't posted?
I'll go back in a minute and check.
I hope so. I really do. Actually, I know it will.
It will. I speak from experience, so hang onto hope :)
Again, I still feel like you're all being too kind. I really don't deserve it.
Piffle! Of course you do! :)
RW, I don't have anyone to talk to about it. My family is caught up in my niece/nephews arrival coming up, and my friends aren't the easiest to talk to sometimes.
Cupcake, I really want to. Thanks sweetie.
<3
Please take care paperheart, and let us know how you're holding up. *hugs*
Just needed to know your whereabouts my lovely shame in me. You are my daughter after all. Your Valentine's day plans sounds quite lovely.
By the way, will you be my Valentine? *Bats eyelashes*
I'm doing pretty good, albeit a bit full at the moment.
Paperheart I'm saying this in my MOTHER voice...
We are here for YOU. Stop that "You are being too kind" crap. You are part of our family.
Hi ergo, I don't think I said hello already... meh, I'm all confused. -_-
P<3, you are more than welcome.
I wish I could console you, PH. The best that you can do is remember him. I mean really remember. Keep him with you forever. It'll save you once in awhile.
Loli, first, I missed you. Where have you been?
Second, thank you.
Not to change the subject, but ever since I read Mayo's post, the song "Sweater" by Weezer is stuck in my head.
"If you want to destroy my sweater, hold this string as I walk away."
The second part reminds me of Sylvia Plath. I don't know what to say about that.
You okay, kid?
We are here for YOU. Stop that "You are being too kind" crap. You are part of our family.
Elena, I know that. But it doesn't feel that way right now. I'm soo sorry.
Seriously I am off.
<3
RW, I don't have anyone to talk to about it. My family is caught up in my niece/nephews arrival coming up, and my friends aren't the easiest to talk to sometimes.
How about a guidance councellor or teacher at school? Or a grandparent or other relative?
BC ♥ of course i will be your valentine :)
Thanks for asking me *blushes*
Hehe ohmy i must run to the store and get some presents :) hehe
Paperheart, anytime you need to get away from your responsibilties, come here and let us look after you.
CC, I wish I could hug you for real.
Aw, don't thank me.
I missed you too!
I've been piddly-paddying around in purgatory. And I've been extra dyslexic today.
paperheart, you absolutely deserve our advice no matter what you may think, and it will be good for you to depend on others and not carry the burden by yourself. If you allow that to happen, it will break you. Share it with someone you hold dear. And don't be afraid to seek help.
Does it feel to anyone else like we're slamming a door shut behind us every time we move onto a new comments page in here? 'Cause it sure does to me :/
PH - seriously, take time for yourself. I mean it. Night sugar.
Belated hello to Ergo.
Cupcake - still no go * shrugs *
Hi Elena.
Star - no, I don't think he is.
Miss T - :)
Does it feel to anyone else like we're slamming a door shut behind us every time we move onto a new comments page in here? 'Cause it sure does to me :/
YES!!
It looks to me like Mayo's answer to everyone who asks how he is doing is "I'm fine". Maybe next time he post someone should ask "What's wrong?" instead.
Me too Miss T.
Damn you ladies always know how to make me tear up!
Does it feel to anyone else like we're slamming a door shut behind us every time we move onto a new comments page in here? 'Cause it sure does to me :/
YES!!
It sucks, doesn't it? It feels that, for example, if SS were to pop in he wouldn't know where to find us.
GS- I'm getting comments, I think blogger is lying to you!
Cupcake don't worry it's moving a bit fast for keeping track!
PH do you have a teacher to talk to or a school counsellor, they will know how to help and they probably are grieving too (teachers just get good at hiding it and appearing strong)
Hey GS and everyone else I missed. Sorry I got caught up talking to Paperheart.
This is totally off-topic, but I'm making up baby names right now.
I told my sister I wanted to name one of my babies 'Adoralette' (which would be half Charlotte, half Adora, and it would mean 'Beloved, free one'. She said it sounds like a pencil or a hairdye. :(
Hullo, Elena :)
Hi elena.
Damn this new blogger thing is pissing me off.
I told my sister I wanted to name one of my babies 'Adoralette' (which would be half Charlotte, half Adora, and it would mean 'Beloved, free one'. She said it sounds like a pencil or a hairdye. :(
There's a character in a Terry Pratchett book called Adora Belle Dearheart.
yes sorry I haven't personally said hello but it got a bit rapid!
so hi RW GS BC CC Star Loli CTV (happy birthday - did i read that?) missT I'm good thanks, SIM elena PH and I think that's everybody
I loooove the name Adora. It reminds me of the Smashing Pumpkins.
GS- I'm getting comments, I think blogger is lying to you!
I posted a tester comment on your 'It's my blog and I'll whine if I want to ' post and it hasn't come up. The last post from me was Feb 9th.
Lolita, I think that's pretty cool... then again I'm biased, my middle name is Charlotte.
How about Adorletta?
Adoralette make me think of Elnette hairspray. Sorry :\
This is totally off-topic, but I'm making up baby names right now.
I've always been fond of the name Plato. The Greek philosopher, y'know?
Yeah, don't ask. Sounds pretty snazzy to me.
Oh I just got an email GS, saying there's a comment from you saying something about testing.... is that it?
Loli, charlotte is a beautiful name.
Oooh! Pretty.....I love the name Charlotte!
I've always liked the name Mariette.
I agree, Charlotte is pretty name.
Hey... does anyone in here have a birthday tomorrow? I was sure we had a Valentine's Day baby, but I can't think of who it is.
Charlotte makes me think things I like:
Charlotte's Web
Charlotte Bronte
and Charlotte Sometimes, which is one of my favorite Cure songs, ever.
loli it sounds lovely, perhaps a little like a brand name but it's pretty but just remember when you are thinking up names, from a teacher's point of view you may be causing her to constantly have to correct pronunciation or spell her name every time someone asks it, which I know from experience gets very annoying (and my name is hardly uncommon!) and make sure you check what it'll get shortened to or if it can in any way rhyme with something crude
That's pretty too, GS.
Another off-topic:
My two new favorite words are platitudinous and diametricaly!
Yes, Charlotte is a pretty name *feels proud of middle name*
Oh I just got an email GS, saying there's a comment from you saying something about testing.... is that it?
Yep, that's the chappy.
Hi CTV :) Happy Birthday!!! Plato is cool but your child is gonna get it's head kicked in :) I always liked Jasper.
RW - have you been watching ' The Darling Buds of May ' by any chance? :)
Oh, by the way guys, it IS Valentines day here, so happy valentines day! :)
I like serendipitous and oubliette.
A big thank you to everyone that wished me a happy birthday! You've put a big smile on my face. Thanks guys.
Thank you, GS ^_^
*GLOMP*
RW - have you been watching ' The Darling Buds of May ' by any chance? :)
How did you know, GS? ;)
I hope you got lots of pressies and cake, CTV :)
Happy heart day, Cupcake :)
Happy birthday wifey!!!!!!
*the most amazing snog for the most amazing wife*
Happy valentines CC sweetie!!!!!
Oh yeah! That's soooo very true, Ergo! Well, it'll be a loooong while before I have babies..... I used to have all these really absurd names like Aelwen and Domienna that I wanted. For sure though, I wanna name one of my babies Luna, after the Smashing Pumpkins song.
Aww CTV!
Dumbass here forgot to say it!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Please do excuse me, I'm not myself lately, I'm someone even worse. haha
I *LOVE* the name Jasper!!!!!!!!!!!!
I had a wonderful day, actually. I wasn't looking forward to today, but I ended up having a really great time with my friends.
Chocolate cake, anyone?
Loli,
How about perorate?
It means to speak longwindedly. You hear that Mayo?! PERORATE. Yeah, that means you buddy.
Cupcake, Miss T, thank you so much. I love you guys.
Miss T, I thought about you a lot today, dear.
yes it's half way through valentines so Happy Valentines Day
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ok there are 45 there so it should be enough for one each for blogbelieve
I'd love chocolate cake!!!!!!!!
Thank you sweetie.
I have friends with a son "Seth " and it's such a cool name for him, suits him completely
It means to speak longwindedly. You hear that Mayo?! PERORATE. Yeah, that means you buddy.
Good one! ;)
Oh my golly! It's not Valentine's Day yet here! But ♥♥♥ to everyone! :)
It's just now hitting me, with the red and the pink and the white and all.
Bleh.
Hey everyone :)
Glad you are having a good day CTV :)
Happy Valentines Cupcake :)
Loli - isn't it the best!
RW - did you know oubliette is an old fashioned term for a dungeon? Or more specifically a hole in the dungeon floor that victims were thrown into and forgotten, hence the word ' oubliette ', forgotten
Happy Birthday CTV!
Did you mention cake?
Oh that is so sweet of you to say CTV babes.
I am honoured to have friends like you.
RW - did you know oubliette is an old fashioned term for a dungeon? Or more specifically a hole in the dungeon floor that victims were thrown into and forgotten, hence the word ' oubliette ', forgotten
I did indeed, GS, I learned it off Most Haunted :)
It kind of has a harsh definition, but it rolls off the tongue so pretty-like.
BC ♥ of course i will be your valentine :)
Thanks for asking me *blushes*
Hehe ohmy i must run to the store and get some presents :) hehe
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My lovely, thank you for being my Valentine! If you happen to go to the store, can you please pick up a couple of 100 thread cotton sheets for my adorable "Mayonaise?" :D
It looks to me like Mayo's answer to everyone who asks how he is doing is "I'm fine". Maybe next time he post someone should ask "What's wrong?" instead.
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RW, you noticed it too? Frankly, I am never convinced when he says "I'm fine." When someone says that, that usually means that something is wrong.
I &heart; you too Ergo
I &heart; you guys!
Thanks for the heartsies Ergo :)
And yes, Seth is a cool name.
RW - hehehehe
Love you too CTV. <3
Thank you, dear.
Yes! Chocolate cake for all!
Hey mustard! ♥ to you and CTV. Happy birthday CTV!!
I did indeed, GS, I learned it off Most Haunted :)
Most Haunted is a veritable font of knowledge :)
Mustard,
We can be bleh together. Okay?
Thank you, BC :)
Love to you, dear.
And champagne! champagne for everyone!
* Just a small Little Brittan reference thrown in there*
RW, you noticed it too? Frankly, I am never convinced when he says "I'm fine." When someone says that, that usually means that something is wrong.
It often comes across as an answer one would give as if it were expected of them, rather than what they are truly feeling. More like a greeting than a reaction to a show of concern. Or maybe it's just a polite way to say "None of your business."
CTV, Happy Birthday fellow Aquarian!
I had a chocolate cake for my birthday too!
I hate that spongy yellow cake with the weird whipped cream frosting.
Chocolate all the way for me!
Most Haunted is a veritable font of knowledge :)
T'is indeed!
Your welcome CTV
♥
♥
Sdock, Mustard,
May I join in being bleh?... though I'm also a little meh...
It often comes across as an answer one would give as if it were expected of them, rather than what they are truly feeling. More like a greeting than a reaction to a show of concern. Or maybe it's just a polite way to say "None of your business."
It's settled, then.
"How are you" will now be replaced with "What's wrong?". He can't worm his way outta that one! Huzzah!
Oh wait.
He can always, y'know, ignore the question :\
Meh. Worth a shot.
I hate that spongy yellow cake with the weird whipped cream frosting.
?
You have weird arse cakes in America! I should have made you a cake. I make a mean birthday cake, don't I RW?
resurrected wreck said...
RW, you noticed it too? Frankly, I am never convinced when he says "I'm fine." When someone says that, that usually means that something is wrong.
It often comes across as an answer one would give as if it were expected of them, rather than what they are truly feeling. More like a greeting than a reaction to a show of concern. Or maybe it's just a polite way to say "None of your business."
I always felt that too... but then I'm paranoid beyond belief so....
No, I mean it... that's the impression I always got, but meh... who knows...
Thank you for my heart Ergo.
Happy valentines everyone!!!!!!!
CTV, he'd probably either ignore it, or say :
"Nothing, I'm fine .
CC nice Little Britain! Did you watch it last night?
My Saturday nights are Iron Chef (the Japanese one) and then Most Haunted - love 'em both!
and font is a cool word as is veritable
GS, a standard birthday cake here is usually yellow cake with some sort of gelatinous fruit filling and whipped cream that makes the inside of your mouth slippery.
ICK.
I still love cupcakes for a birthday.
I hate that spongy yellow cake with the weird whipped cream frosting.
0_0 Sounds like a Twinkie!
You have weird arse cakes in America! I should have made you a cake. I make a mean birthday cake, don't I RW?
You do, indeed! They are veritable works of art!
Cuppie,
Of course you can, mix your meh with our bleh.
Miss T - same to you :)
With regards to Mayo, he's just like us. Hands up who always says ' I'm fine ' even when they're not, 'cos I know I do.
It looks to me like Mayo's answer to everyone who asks how he is doing is "I'm fine".
Right, because it's easier to say that. And maybe he thinks no one would care if he said what was really wrong.
Cupcake:
Surely! You can be blah, meh, bleh, mah, and eff it with us if you want :)
It often comes across as an answer one would give as if it were expected of them, rather than what they are truly feeling. More like a greeting than a reaction to a show of concern. Or maybe it's just a polite way to say "None of your business."
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RW, that's true.
I hate that spongy yellow cake with the weird whipped cream frosting.
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You mean Twinkies? ;p
Happy Valentine's Day to you too my lovely Miss T!! Happy Anti-Valentine's Day to those who thinks the holiday sucks (Me included)
He can always, y'know, ignore the question :\
Meh. Worth a shot.
We can try it. You know, just to mix it up a little :) Maybe he'll be taken by surprise and actually answer it!
Or, if not "What's wrong?", then maybe "Is there anything I can do to help?".
Or "Would you like a cookie?".
Ergo, no I didn't, but I'm constantly watching the dvds.
Star, every birthday should have a cupcake ;)
Sdock, thank you kindly sweetheart!
Loli, welcome back! Very good to see you again. ^_^
CTV, hao'oli la hanua! Where you at, shug? ^_^
Paperheartxx, I am so sorry to hear that. I lost a few classmates in high school, too. It is so shocking. I'm very sorry. And you have nothing to apologize for, okay?
Hey, by the way: What the hell makes a 35 year old think she can learn to do flips, springs and back walkovers?
Oh, that's right. Because she can. O_O
^_______^
Haha. I can picture it now.
Mayo posts a cheerful entry, and everyone writes "What's wrong, Mayo?"
Mayo: O.o Whutchu talkin' 'bout, foo?
With regards to Mayo, he's just like us. Hands up who always says ' I'm fine ' even when they're not, 'cos I know I do.
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When I'm feeling really shitty, I don't make it a point to say that "I'm okay" when knowing that I am actually not. If I feel that way, I'll say it. I'm not one of those people who holds their feelings back and pretend that things are alright.
But right now, I'm feeling satisfied, because I ate a couple of cupcakes earlier. Muhaha
Aww mustard, you're too kind!
I guess it is Twinkie like to an extent.
There's whipped cream frosting and these colored flowers made of buttercream, which is gritty.
You know, it's birthday cake.
Maybe it is just native to New Jersey.
Thanks, Kapunua ^_^
I say "I'm fine" everyday.
It's like ritual.
I would think something was wrong if I didn't.
GS is right.
Hello Kapunua, how are you? :)
Star, I think I know what cake you're talking about. I seen them at the store a few times.
Star said:GS, a standard birthday cake here is usually yellow cake with some sort of gelatinous fruit filling and whipped cream that makes the inside of your mouth slippery.
ICK.
:x
BC said:But right now, I'm feeling satisfied, because I ate a couple of cupcakes earlier. Muhaha
I'm eating Marmite, muahahaha!
I guess it is Twinkie like to an extent.
There's whipped cream frosting and these colored flowers made of buttercream, which is gritty.
You know, it's birthday cake.
Ah. You mean the ubiquitous grocery store birthday cakes. We have those here too. I could never eat them, even as a kid. The icing always iritated the back of my throat.
Hey K!
Thanks :) ♥♥♥
Nobody wants to hear you say you're not fine. You don't want to have to look at them when you say you're not fine. What if you can tell they don't really care? What if they're super concerned to the point of worrying themselves to death about you.
Fuck that, I'm fine.
I'm eating Marmite, muahahaha!
0_0
I tried to make a cake once. It turned out like, black :|
Never again.
Sdock, would you like a cookie?
Star you have like a special birthday type cake? Is it a sponge? I always have chocolate cake, even my wedding cake was mud cake, I hate fruit cake
GS said:
BC said:But right now, I'm feeling satisfied, because I ate a couple of cupcakes earlier. Muhaha
I'm eating Marmite, muahahaha!
I am going to have lunch of .........something
muahahahaha!
so is that an answer to my question K?
Backflip yes?
*grabs Kapunua and runs off with her to get hitched hehe*
Sorry bc LOL
*grabs Kapunua and runs off with her to get hitched hehe*
*Ahem!*
Sir - reverance - an eighteenth century euphemism for ' shit '. That's a keeper!!
* GS is quoting from her Penguin Dictionary of Curious and interesting words *
Ergo, yes, my mom makes me a Duncan Hines chocolate cake for my birthday every year. It's hysterical because she hates to bake!
I can't ever say "I'm fine," at work because the kids I teach always seem to know when something's up. I don't ever go into details, but I'll just say something like I'm having an icky day.
Teaching is good because I don't think about anything other than what I'm doing. I tend to forget about whatever's bothering me until I have the time to really think about it.
Sir - reverance - an eighteenth century euphemism for ' shit '.
O_O
The hell?
GS:
O_o
Fuck that, I'm feeling relaxed and chill at the moment. Ahhh. CTV, I made my first cake late last year, using Betty Crocker, and in the end, it turned out to be quite delicious, despite my lack of excellent cooking skills.
Maybe I can teach you to bake a cake sometime. I also made this Italian brownie cake called Torta Caprese that I got from the Sopranos family cookbook. It was good, and I managed to alter the ingredients just a bit.
* looks up from book *
Hi Kapunua :)
Ergo - okay, muahahaha.
Hello again SIM.
RW - Marmite is lush.
* carries on reading *
I tend to forget about whatever's bothering me until I have the time to really think about it.
And then it makes a mess of you, right?
I hate having time to think.
Sometimes.
Not all of the time.
BC, I might just have to take you up on that offer!
I love baking, I just suck at it.
A cookie would be nice, yes I would like one, RW. Thank you.
I am going to have lunch of .........something
muahahahaha!
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LOL
Shame in me, you make me proud! *sniff sniff*
star the kids can pick it up like radar!!
I was lucky though as mostly if i was feeling bad the kids were extra nice, they weren't so helpful to some other teachers!
I had a biology teacher and we as kids nalways knew when she was having home hassles as she'd have a vegemite roll for lunch, good days were much nicer lunches
What 'I'm Fine' Really Means:
An acrostic poem by Loli
I don't understand why it has to be me....
My life is one hot mess, that's for sur
Fuck everything. I mean it.
I don't want to seem platitudinous, so I'll tell them that I'm a-okay.
Nobody needs to hear me complaining about how perilous everything seems.
Eviscerate my botherations, please!
Yes, Mustard, exactly.
I get anxious and depressed more in the summer because I only work in the mornings, and I have too much time to think and worry about things.
RW - Marmite is lush.
GS, I shall just have to take your word on that!
*passed Sdock a tin of fresh-baked, marmite-free assorted cookies so she can choose the one she would like best*
I can't believe I just wrote 'that's for sur'
Half English, moitie Francais.
Sir - reverance - an eighteenth century euphemism for ' shit
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Does this mean that Sir Mix-A-Lot's name is actually Shit-Mix-A-Lot?
*gigglesnort*
CTV, I guess we both suck at baking, but miracles do happen. I was supposed to bake a cake for Thanksgiving last year, but I never did it. Maybe I will bake one for my birthday.
Sesquipedalian - latin for a foot and a half, referring to excessively long words or speeches.
Ya still listening Mayo?
Well, I promised myself an early night tonight after three days of late ones, so I shall head to bed now.
Have a lovely night, everyone :)
Loli, that was wonderful. XD
Goodnight, RW! Sweet dreams!
Hey Kapunua, how are you?
Loli, it is sad that he has to be that way. I want to see him write a post where he can complain and bitch about stuff, like a normal, healthy person should do. I want to see him complain.
I bitch and complain about stuff all the time ;p
So soon, RW? :(
But you haven't given us a picture of Frank!
Thank you for the birthday wish, dear. Sweet dreams.
Goodnight and sweet dreams RW.
Teehee thanks!
It was sesquipedalian, wasn't it? :)
Oh Loli - brilliant!
GS I have a book like that mine's called "Dimboxes Eptopts and other Quidams, words to describe life's indescribable people"
I don't bitch and complain anymore, because nobody listens to me, so I just break things.
>_>
Only half kiddin'! Teeheehee!
goodnight RW sweet dreams
Night RW, sweet dreams :)
Good night RW, sweet dreams. :)
For CTV, 'cause it's her birfday.
Holy fuck! three goodbyes for RW that are almost exactly the same!
Ergo, GS, we have a psychic bond!
Sweet dreams, Resurwrecky! ♥♥
GS I have a book like that mine's called "Dimboxes Eptopts and other Quidams, words to describe life's indescribable people"
Oooo, that sounds interesting! My kind of book :)
Hiya Cupcake, GS, and uhh, RW and SIM. We're going to have to move to a place where polygamy is legal, I see. Don't worry, there is plenty of me* to go around.
I can't do a Jared backflip, I'm just working on a back walkover at the mo'. I was afraid to try them because I didn't want to die. Sifu and Sije promised me I wouldn't. And lo, I didn't. My flips are like a two dollar whore: It's not pretty, but it gets the job done. (I made that up. Use with credit. ;D )
Oh, are we talking sheet cake? sometimes it's yummy, if it's nice and fresh and has a good, raspberry filling. I don't bother with any of the other stuff, and the icing is alway spretty gross no matter what. Ice cream cake with the crunchy things in the middle? Whole 'nother story. You will see me dive for the crunchies with total disregard for custom and culture. It's kind of disgusting of me, I admit it.
Welp, I have one last anti-valentine to upload, will post the link again, then I'm gonna go ahead and post the last chapter to our story, guys. All cool? ^____^
*My ass.
*ducks as Loli hurls a vase across Mayo's living room*
Seriously though, sometimes it's fun to break things!
Ergo, GS, we have a psychic bond!
Sounds painful 0_0
Hello, guys, how is everyone?
Bubbles, if you are still around, I'm so sorry for your loss. It's always so strange when you lose someone so young. And you have so many things in your life right now that you are going through. Please know we are here for you whenever you need us, honey. We love you.
L.
Goodnight RW sweetie.
And I know what you guys mean about the "I'm fine" comments.
My standard answer, especially if it's early morning, is "So far so good, no one's told me any different yet, so I'm going with that."
L.
Kapunua said : All cool?
As a cucumiform.
I LURVE my book :D
Kapunua!
I think those chocolate crunchies should really be on top of every type of food possible.
MMMMM!
I'm waiting with bated breath for the next installment of the story!
Kapunua, you impress the living fuck outta me. :)
Well ladies, I'm going to head off now, I have a shepherds pie waiting for me, courtesy of my poor mother.
She worries when I don't eat.
Can I just say, before I go, how damn amazing you all are?
And I mean it, you are so sweet, so strong, kind and generous.
I don't know what I would do without you.
I love you.
You too Mayo, SS ;)
xoxo cupcake
Yeeep.
I rearranged the furniture! Teehee.
No, I'm too reckless. Gotta tell myself not to throw my body at a table.
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