Collared Green
I will not be drawn
By your lead.
While you push, push, push
Your finger into my chest,
Bruising your insolence into my collarbone.
Blue radiating to my shoulder, and then arm to hand
Where the green takes hold.
Eating away at my flesh
Working in tandem with the air
To fuel disintegration
Until my fingers fall off.
Until my eyes fill and follow
The trail of digits, divided
Along the cement, among the shoulders.
Go on about your day now.
Take a deep breath of air
Feel it pull, pull, pull
My pestilence into your mouth
Burning your disdain down your throat.
Blue radiating to your lungs, and then heart and soul
Until your eyes turn green.
Until you can no longer see
I lick my wounds down to the knuckle
And I will wax without device.
p.s. beneath an ocean.
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1 – 200 of 2774 Newer› Newest»Hey Mayo.
Wassup?
So like, did you see what went on yesterday?
Any comments?
Hello?
Am I talking to myself?
Do I offend?
Are you scared of me?
Hello?
Anyone? Anyone?
Hi there Mayonaise.
Have a thing for water and the ocean I take it. Ocean of feelings, drowning, cleansing.
I hope you are well today. so, are you calling someone's bluff or are they calling yours?
Hi S&V. Long time no read. :)
Yes, and yes (see above).
@_@
Hey Jenn!
I hope you're saying yes to Jenn and not my questions.
^_^
hello mayo!
is their something your trying to tell someone?
but cant?
You are too fast, or I am too slow.
I was resonding to:
S&V20 said...
So like, did you see what went on yesterday?
Any comments?
So okay.
The ocean scares the hell out of me.
One of the few things in this world that does.
"My wish was granted.
These are tears of joy.
I see what you see in her,
most of it came from me.
I know what you think of me,
most of it came from her.
I wish i could make this easier for you,
I didn't think she never knew.
I'll try again... hold on for a bit, I'll get it i swear.
This made no sense, i know, but he gets what it means."
Oh, okay.
Sorry!
I was hoping that you weren't saying I offended you and you are scared of me. ^_^
It was pretty crazy in here yesterday.
we are moving pretty fast..
Hi Mayonaise!
Do you ever sit back, read over your posts and think "Jeebus, I'm so full of b*ll*cks sometimes I hurt myself"?
And why are you up a stupid o'clock in the morning (for you, anyway)?
Oh well, I'm really going now...
Kass xx
mayo, are you trying to take control of something that out of control?
It's been crazy around here lately. I just have to take a step back and take it all in. Slowly.
I'm starting to believe the ocean's much like you,
cause it gives, and it takes away.
thats what the P.S reminds me of
Mayonaise said...
You are too fast, or I am too slow.
I was resonding to:
S&V20 said...
So like, did you see what went on yesterday?
Any comments?
Don't say "Yes" to "any comments?" when you haven't got any comments!! The word you need is "no".
So....
Okay, I don't want to sound stupid or anything but Mayo, you gotta break it down for me.
I'm not one for interpreting your posts and reading into stuff like that. What did you think about all that 'stuff' from yesterday?
OK then....
Fumble if you read this, your musical fruit says hello! xxx
some things been bothering mayo, and he wants to take control of it, put it in its place.
but i could be completely of track.
oh bloody hell, leave me on the old post.
DO I SMELL OR SOMETHING?
hello? im standing right here... talking..
anyone listening? or care for that matter..
hello fimble!
Uh, I thought you were talking to him/her/it/them/she/he/us/we.
Sorry, hello, Romance.
I will not be drawn by your lead
So does that mean you aren't going to comment on what went on yesterday? Or are you GV saying you won't post an admission on this blog about it like all the anon's kept asking you to do?
bean!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
did you get your little messeges. wow how are you hun.
MAYO, dude seriously. i have a question.
What is your favourite colour?
Mayos bored and watching you lot running around trying to find meaning were there is none gives him a hard-on
I am probably totally off base here, but this is what I think. (also working on lo-cal lunch not chocolate today)
Mayo will not take the bait of the anonymous' from yesterday. Their words push. They are rude. They cause damage. He will not add fuel to the fire.
His lovelies are the digits divided and scattered.
He wishes the nasty anons to go away and choke on their own words.
so romance, i left you a comment on your blog. are you Bitter Revenge?
Fumble BB!
*hugz*
hello to everyone else here as well! :D
screw anon's, their like those people who go on forms saying how much that band sucks, i hate those people..
That band sucks!
not every anon is mean. just a few.
bean, how was work? did you get all your jobs done?
Jenn,
I like that. ^_^
Anon,
Nothing. Absofuckinlutely nothing.
hello S&v20 *waves*
fimble, i've left a blog in response to that..
FIM!!!!
I left you a message at 12:28 *points upwards* just before you magically appeared :D
Hi Mayo!
i saw bean, and i replied me musical fruit.
hey guys how are you all
romance, i will check it out now.
Alright, well, I'm going back to, ahem, work now.
*Blows kiss to Mayo
So glad you aren't scared of me, dude. I know I'm intimidating, heh-heh, but I was all like, "What did I do?"
^_~
Toodles peeps! I'll be back later!
i couldn't tell you in few words or so, their are many different ways it could be looked at, and i must illustrate it carefully.
so i read it, and i took from it that you was bitter revenge.
I missed you. Damnit. :(
fimble.. thats all you took from it?
Fim your story was vrilliant!!!!!!
I loved every word! :D
Um, so I'm gonna steal your cement and shoulders line.
I've got to think about this one. Hope you're doing okay. Maybe?
Okay, well, I'll be right back.
thanks bean xxx
hey J how are you
anima, how is work today?
jen - BOO
Well shit. I missed him again. Damn it I wanted to ask about the robes.
Fim - Boo to you, ho!
Hi Mayo.
I am at work and. I have to say two things I always see in post s like this are: anger and guilt. I wonder if ths is the same person you yare always addressing. Who is hurting. Whom?
Hope you are doing okay.
TROLLOP yay, how are you hun. i am cleaning are you proud. then i am going to clean elena house if she still wants me hehehehe
Sorry guys, I didn't mean to barge in and not say hi to everyone. I'm at work and super fucking busy. I just signed back on and surprised to see a new post from Mayo.
*WAVES* Hi everyone!
*waves back*
i think mayo keeps referring to the same person/people in his blogs..
Ho, I'm alright. I noticed you were cleaning and bashing furniture. Is Elena aware of your smashing method?
Oh I want you Fimble
not sure, if she is and her offer is still open then she is very brave!
oh elena.
i never knew you felt like that about me ;)
ops, no one likes either of you...have you not noticed??
of course I do Fimble. I've heard the rumors. LOL
smoke, he said yes and yes because yes, he noticed and yes, he has comments**....this whole blog is a comment about yesterdays events
**duh
anon, do not speak on my behalf. back off and take a look out the window at the sceenery.
well, i hop over to do a minor bit of flailing, and hello! new post!
okay then. :)
first read seems like you're a bit peeved at someone, mayo.
and your postcript put a blue october song in my head.
Well. lo-cal lunch is over and I still want to nibble on my desk.
Mayo, as always, it was a pleasure.
Rest o' the gang, check ya later.
Anon
I LOVE the Punks. Go away before I send Fimble to hit you with a broom.
bye bye jen
elena, what on earth are you talking about? there are no rumors at all ;)
Green with envy? That doesn't sound like you, but it does sound like some others.
Green meaning restful, but that sure as hell doesn't sound like you.
Green meaning well-balanced kinda feels like you, though sometimes I'm not so sure.
And blue being calm and able to communicate.
So, back and forth you go. Back and forth we go.
I'm not seeing the forest for the trees, am I?
i dont like being called a digit, thank you very much, mayo...we are more than your digits
elena, gosh where are you getting these from. i am innocent. i would send mustard because she is dirty and she could sit on them.
Oh Fimble, Fimble, Fimble.
Hiya Fimble!!!
*gosh that was a super late hello.*Just got a phone call from lady that drives me fucking insane....*
Okay, I get it. But only a little bit. I have to have time for this stuff.
So, Jen? I'll be back around today sometime. I'm still loving, in the most sorrowful way, the metaphor you left me.
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I hope you're all doing well!
Anon @ 12:49,
Yeah, I got that, Anon.
Duh.
okay, second read and this is like one of those old curses scratched out on a lead tablet that archaeologists are always digging up wherever romans had outposts.
i kind of like that, even though i'm leery of that sort of thing in my own life.
Okay that sounded totally retarded of me Mayo. I shouldnt read you when I don't. Have actual time to think. I'm sorry, I will be able to think better later. This is about yesterdayy? GV? Nyway I hope you are well. Hi everyone. I am having trouble loading the page and readdng it. Comments won't load righ tnow. Sorry, hope you are all well. WIll try to say hi even better at lunch. ^_ I feel like a moron rig t Now. This comment took me fiftenn minutes. O_O
Id just like to say for the record, i havent left.
I was just having a breather, i dont remember speaking in absolutes.
Sorry to make some of you worry.
Thanks for the emails. I was just beefing with the world yesterday.
I think everyone should go easy on Katherine. I thought it was bloody obvious that she was joking but now i hear everyones frantic and there is just no need. She was only trying to stop the anons.
I may have a bit of catching up to do, not sure if anything else has happened since yesterday but you should all go easy on GV yeah?
Anonymous said...
Mayos bored and watching you lot running around trying to find meaning were there is none gives him a hard-on
Well then, I'm glad I have a purpose.
hahahahah elena,
sim, hello hun. good to see you back. how are you and the veggies
(sneaks back in)
Mustard, I call it disturbingly beautiful.
K, I loved your photos btw!
I saw it, and was very sad that by the time I got home it was over. I would have taken photos too. But I love yours, very awesome.
Hi Elena, TJ, Mustard, Princess, Jen, Romance, J, Kass, Lucy!
hi anima, and hi everybody else too!
i still really need to flail, would anybody mind??
Hi SIM!
Elena, I feel the same way. As long as we are here to give our main man hard-ons then I can go to bed at night knowing that he is smiling. ^_^
Or maybe all of this is just a leap of faith.
We're all walking this blindly, much like Jen mentioned yesterday.
Mayo's in our boat. We're in Mayo's.
Gotta paddle along together.
I cannot help but be reminded of the infamous zombie vs. shark scene in Zombi 2.
Disturbingly beautiful it is then. I hope you're holding up well.
Hey everyone, hey fimble sex :) veggies are great thanks, ill tell them you were asking lol.
Ill be back i need to find out why everyones so mad. I dont know if anything else happened. Unless someone wants to fill me in?
Hey everybody.
So what's the name of the boat?
Actually OPs, the correct grammar is "which neither of you HAS". It's singular. "One has". "Neither one has". Don't make corrections unless you're going to make the right corrections.
the SS Mayo, of course.
er... so no one much cares if i flail or not, eh? well, i'm gonna.
mayo, avert your eyes if flailing disturbs you. ;)
i'm not sure i i read my email correctly -- i hadn't even finished my first coffee when i opened it -- but it seems as if my road trip in april has been extended again!
the mother of one of my buddies -- we're crashing with her in portland -- has decided it would be a crime against humanity if we didn't attend the second portland show as well!
so...three shows in a row!
and the last on gerard's birthday!!
i feel like i've been bashed over the head with an enormous boffer, and i'm dazed and stunned and i think i like it!
:D
Or that sinking ship on Gilligan's Island.
That ill-fated one.
*cheesy grin*
Or, SS Mayo works, too. ;)
See you all later! Bye Elena, Fimble, Anima, Fim, OPs, TJ, Anons, anyone else around!
i think its funny that mayo ALWAYS makes typos in his comments but rarely in his blog. i bet he spends a compulsive amt of time checking and rechecking his blogs....harrrrrrrrrr.
Hey, hwo is everyoen doign?
bye mustard, have a good day!
...i still have that blue october song in my head. :/
Hello All.
Just finished getting caught up on the events of the last few days.
Its been interesting to say the least.
Hope you all are doing well.
Bye Mustard
TJ you lucky girl. I loved your chapter by the way. Damn that was good. Gonna be hard to follow.
I'm thinking - SS WTF
SIM and Moth, as well. Sorry I forgot you guys!
thanks elena! i was trying to figure where to go with it -- and kept getting distracted by that last scene with m'lord mayo in yours! -- when i realised we had reached the twentieth chapter in a gothic without the heroine being in mortal peril once!
an egregious error, one that had to rectified tootsweet!
lol
hey guys sorry i was side tracked.
i have to go and mop the floors so i will check you guys later and keep it clean
carrie if you read this - check me out doing chores. i am like you now hehehehe
see you later fimble. have fun doing housework!
Holy crap you are so right TJ
How could we forget? All one has to do is look at the cover of a gothic....
Woman looking distressed, castle in the background.
Glad she was very distressed!
Aw Fim, you totally stole my chore mojo! I am sitting on my ass today, you took all my energy. I'm all like, huh, let 'em clean up their own messes! What did you mop the floors with? I myself am a fan of the Orange Energy Pine-Sol. :)
i know, elena! it was a very facepalm/headdesk moment, i assure you.
now i feel like our gothic is truly on track. :)
Oh wait till you see what I have in mind. I'm off to write it now.
hi and a nice afternoon/evening :)
thanks for your new post mayo, hope you´re doing fine...
@toujours: I´ms till waiting for the real hollywood-snow :(
aawww, pixie. :(
i only had the snow that one day. maybe next year?
elena, you always do something fantastic, so i can't wait!
Someone among us possesses the dreaded zombie touch. Beware...
this is kind of long, so i wanted to put it separately, but this is part of the email from the woman who is making it possible for me and my concert buddies to go to both portland shows.
it's really inspiring, and i wanted to share it with everyone. i think what she writes applies to everything, not just my chem concerts.
I'm forty-two fucking years old, and if I have learned one thing in all those years, it is to ALWAYS LIVE NOW. You've got one life to live, that you know of, ONE life, and only maybe fifty years of that life when you're not either too young to be able to legally do what you want, or too old to enjoy it comfortably. Fifty years: eighteen thousand days, four hundred and thirty-eight thousand hours, and once each one of those hours is past? it's GONE, you can NEVER get it back. And of those hours, there's going to be enough time, way too much time, spent on sleeping and working and studying and doing chores and mundane stuff that has to be done to get by, but brings no joy, no enlightenment, no passion into your life. All the responsibilities that everyone says are supposed to come first? Guess what: they'll still be there when you get back. Assignments can be made up, work hours can be made up, there's always room to do the mundane stuff later. But the MyChem shows will be over, done, gone, and there will be no way later to make that up, no way to go back and recapture the joy you sacrificed in favor of stuff that, in the grand scheme of things, really doesn't matter.
ALWAYS LIVE NOW. You can responsibly plan for the future as much as you want, and guess what? The future's gonna do what it wants anyway, throw twists and turns at you that you can't be prepared for, and all the plans you sacrifice your nows for will go to hell anyway. Anything could happen, and probably will; and all you've got that you can count on is NOW. You must never sacrifice NOW for a maybe-future; it's a bad gamble, an unfair trade, and you'll regret it, in the end, if you do.
When you're seventy-five years old, you will not remember that in April 2008, you worked an eight hour day, turned in your schoolwork on time, or what grade you got. But you will remember going to three MyChem shows in four days, and how awesome it was. And you will not regret having taken that opportunity to LIVE NOW. I promise.
i don´t know toujours, maybe the weather is just crazy? it snows a lil bit and the next day it´s raining and that here in finland in the middle of the winter.
anyway, long time no see, how are you? you´re right, people from minnesota are really nice, just wondering if they´re all so crazy *laugh*
i'm good pixie -- well, actually this month has been pretty bad, truth be told, but it's been picking up!
and yes, i think most minnesotans are a little bit touched in the head, usually. but in a nice way! lol
and hey...hi redrum, sneaking in with a cryptic remark that i had scroll 'way back up to get the reference to! :)
3 shows in 4 days? sounds awesome...
anyway, she´s so damn right.... *sighs*
she´s definetely crazy in a nice way :)
seems as everyone had a bad start into 2008, especially january was such a bad month for me ^^ february was better now, but still some health problems, but anyway I´m okay :) hehe
I hope everything will works out great for you tj *hugs*
You know some very wise people, TJ. Hi.
New GV post
thank you pixie! *hugs!*
isn't she, redrum? it's really something that should be on a motivational poster somewhere.
so anway, tomorrow is friday yay. what are your plans for the weekend ?
Anonymous said...
Mayos bored and watching you lot running around trying to find meaning were there is none gives him a hard-on
February 21, 2008 12:32 PM
LMAO!!!! That comment gave me a hard on!!!
Mayonaise, so you did see what went on yesterday?
Sighs.
I'm sorry you had to see that.
Good morning/afternoon to anyone who is here. I am aware that the blog becomes quiet at this time during the day.
he already answered that, stupid
hi bc how are you? *hugs*
it´s always quiet when I´m online, but that´s evening for me. that´s why I´m always sooo not up-to-date here ^^
Hey my dear pixie, how are you today?
Pixie, I'm doing alright, thanks for asking. Shame in me, are you still here?
sorry, pixie! running around the internet! :)
i honestly don't know what i'm going to do this weekend! probably just keep on looking for a job. :/
hey there bc.
i´m good bc nearly 10pm, will go to bed early, we´ll have team work day tomorrow and our boss makes a big surprise out of it, we have no clue what we´re doing, but we´ll have to wear a tracksuit and prepare for being outside, so we´re guessing we go iceskating :) well we´ll see...
and yay it´s friday tomorrow, means weeeeekeeeend :)
welcome to the club tj *hugs* I´ll have to do the same during the weekend, I have to decide in which area I want to work and write a nice text and find places were I want to send emails too etc ^^
and I should do some laundry and cleaning
Hey TJ. Are you alright? Pixie, I hope it's a good surprise. This week has gone by too fast, but I'm glad tomorrow is Friday as well.
I just got a letter today saying that I need to apply for financial aid again, and I haven't done that yet. Oops.
i´m so happy the week is over, I´m paranoid at work, i was my hands all the time and as soon as i´m home I put my clothes on the balcony (because it´s cold and kills the eggs, if there are any... hopefully not) and take a loooong shower... it freaks me out...
exodus, have you ever heard of a band called Life of Agony. they are awesome, even though their lyrics are a little dark, they write about shit everyone can relate to.
damn typingmistakes ^^ argggg
Pixie, the egg thing is simply nasty.
Anon, I have heard of the name, but I never listened to them before. Are they any good?
good luck to you pixie on your search, and whoever finds work first will send the other big successful vibes, ok? :)
i'm doing better, bc -- thanks for asking.
i should probably boot myself off the internet and do some real world chores. lol
see you guys later!
tj i bet you´re faster, because my search will be complicated *hmpf*
anyway take care and have a nice afternoon!
jep bc it´s definetely sooo nasty... ^^
anyway, I´ll have to go now. bye *hugs*
exodus, they are good. i think anyway. you can probably see their vids on youtube. i'm from new york and their from brooklyn, so i've been listening to them for a long time.
TJ, pixie, I wish you both good luck in finding work. Goodnight and sweet dreams Pixie. *Hugs*
Now it's time for me to go finish my college application.
But I'll still be here
Anon, thank you for the recommendation. They don't have a myspace page, do they?
Hey OP L.
Sorry, Mayo.
Apparently we are preachy again.
We tried.
L.
Why do you guys feel the need to delete the comments? You should leave it.
BC,
We are being told we are the reason for GV's latest post.
We apparently have helped no one here, only hurt.
Sorry to all.
L.
Please, stop being dramatic. No one said you have never helped anyone here. Histrionics do not help, only hurt.
hello everyone!!
mayo! a new one! i'm still catching up here!!
is this your response to the nasty anons??
i'll have to re read and prob re read again!
anyway hope you are ok. you made me smile at the beginning. you aren't used to the frantic art of quick comments are you?? i think your lovelies are pretty damn good at it now!!
J. will still be here.
I really do love you guys. You know that.
Pactum Serva.
L.
ok whats going on OPs????
hope you are ok?
god must really catch up!
back soon.
L, you have nothing to apologize for.
You were only responding to the confusion. I respect you; you are a strong woman, and as such, you stood up and expressed your opinion.
L, J, we love you too, but that doesn't mean you should leave. This is ridiculous.
ok still don't know whats going on with the OPs. this is getting out of hand! WTF!
Hello everyone!
Mayo:
Sincerest apologies for the events that have occured in the past few days.
SS:
Same goes. Really sorry about what's going on.
Hey mustard, faraway. How are you guys?
Hey there, BC :)
How are you doing? Everyone holding together over here?
hi BC hi MIB whats actually going on with the OPs??
according to anon @ 3:47, no matter how we react to confusion, it's OK. Whether that includes making false accusations and hateful comments toward someone like the OP's did with GV (see how they deleted there comment) or just doing nothing. Its A-OK, according to anon. does that really make sense????
Anonymous at 3.47pm, thank you.
All I'm gonna say to those of you who complain about us "preaching" or "whining" is, walk a mile in our shoes, just once. We try to help other people if we can. That's all. Yesterday we saw many of our friends leaving the blog because of what some perceived as a "joke". These people were hurt. Do you folks care about them?
One of the comments on Katherine's blog all but accused us of driving her to suicide. Thanks for that, Mischief Managed.
I'm going to go now. If anybody wants to yell at me some more, bring it on. I'll yell right back. But not here. On my blog, or in an email.
Mayo, SS, sorry, guys, for all this drama. We surely didn't start it, but we seem to be getting blamed for part of it.
J
Hey mustard, faraway. I'm doing alright, just got done cooking.
I'm not exactly sure what's going on, but this is just ridiculous.
oh add to the list of "things I can't process well in the mornings" Mayo posts. You have gangrene and are some zombiefied thing that breathes death? Sounds like a really bad horror movie.
lol
and why are you beneath the ocean?
I ned to read up more obviously.
Tj fantastic !! how cool I am also green now it seems.
and what is going on about OP's?
Mustard - I saw your challenge while you couldn't sleep! Just give me a bit to get reality sorted.
and hello to everyone else too!
*wanders off to get coffee*
J and L, please don’t do that.
Don’t let them win.
anonymous at 4.10:
What false accusations are you referring to? "Hateful" comments?
What's your interpretation of "hateful"? And by the way, sign in as yourself, so I know who I'm talking to.
J
Hi Mayo!
Hi Blog Family!
Hi fellow lurkers!
Hi NICE Anons!
How is everyone tonight? I hope you're all well.
Safe on the Waves
Hi there Ergo. How's your leg? Hey there Bella. OP J, L, I don't want you guys to leave.
Don't let them win.
Hello Safe. How are you?
We're going to have to figure something out here, or we're going to destroy this place.
I don't want to see that happen.
You don't want to see that happen.
Pretty sure Mayo wouldn't want that to happen.
Nor would SS want to see that happen.
What are we going to have to do?
Excuse my rudeness, Mayo. Hello to you.
I second every word Mustard said: Mayo and SS, sorry for what you had to witness in these past few days.
Anima, if you're lurking good luck with your surgery sweetie.
Hello everyone here.
"What are we going to have to do?"
I wish I had the answer, mustard...
Mustard, I don't want that to happen either.
Again, OP, I have no patience for histrionics. I never accused you of pushing anyone to suicide. Stop trying to be a victim.
I will write nothing further on the subject.
Hey there, Bella :)
I didn't see you there!
I wish I knew what to do. We need to regroup or something. Clear all of this bad air and start over.
Don't worry mustard! ;)
Yeah, we definitely need to regroup, but I really don't know what to do..
Any idea, Mayo?
Exodus said...
Hello Safe. How are you?
February 21, 2008 4:25 PM
I'm not very well BC, but thanks for asking. And yourself? I see that Anon is still giving you a hard time. Why do people do it? It really baffels me out how people can be so cruel for no reason. XXX
Safe on the Waves
BC leg is ok still v sore
hello safe
mustard I'm still not quite sure why this has become such a huge issue.
A miscalculated move which had repercussions obviously not anticipated and a comment about it which may have sounded harsher than was intended (I didn't see it so can't say) and a lot of overreaction.
I don't know
hello safe, bella, BC ,MIB, OPs, ergo PPU.
erm PPU aren't you mischief managed at GV's?????
might be wrong and if so sorry but i think i'm right.
Hello safe,ergo and BC.
PPU you are mischief managed? I read the comment at GV's and it and some others seem to feel GV is intending harm, and the Op's comment said "all but"
seems a little over the top as far as reactions go
Ergo, I hope your leg will get better soon. And I have to agree, too much overreaction.
Safe, are you feeling ill? If so, get well soon and take care of yourself.
Don't worry about the anons dearie. I'm used to it, although I know I shouldn't be.
I'm alright, just eating at the moment. I have to come up with a response to a essay I'm writing for my college application, but I haven't decided how to start writing it yet.
...and hello faraway, of course!
Hey Safe!
I've not ever spoken to you much, I don't believe, but there's a first time for everything :)
You say you're not doing well. Is there anything you want to talk about? Maybe we can do something?
Ergo:
Maybe. I'm still trying to piece it together myself. Like I said last night, I walked in Mayo's yesterday just as things were happening. I got blindsided and had no idea what was going on.
I just hope GV comes back. That's all I'm hoping for right now.
Hi Ergo, Bellatrix, FASC and others!
Safe
Yes, I am mischief_managed.
hey bella fasc
mischief managed said...
Katherine,
The people who reacted harshly are the delusional, hateful ones. Not YOU.
Please do not think about doing anything drastic. It would not be worth it for these people.
All of you anonymous assholes, OPs, etc. should be ashamed.
February 21, 2008 2:31 PM
Greeting and salutations Mustard! I just have cold (and all the crap that comes with it). No big deal, but thanks of offering help. That's so sweet of you and BC! Mwah!
Safe
oh fuck i'm still kinda in the dark but feel an onslaught is about to occur??!
hello everyone again.
can we be mature about this onslaught???......or not?
Faraway, how about we go to our corners? I am not going to get involved with this.
Aww, thank you for the kisses Safe. Mwah!
Well, at least you're just ill, Safe! Lots of soup for you!
And, yeah. Can we keep this civil if we're bringing it to Mayo's?
Maybe we should consider taking this to DM so Mayo doesn't have to read the arguments.
Yes? No? Maybe?
"Onslaught"?!?!?! What makes you think that FACS?
Safe
Just what the hell is going on in here?
HEY ALL!
anon @ 4:10, when GV decided to play the game that she did, she should have anticipated a strong reaction to it. What did she expect to happen? Everyone to be all "Oh, ok, cool. Love you." Don't dish it out, if you can't take it's that simple.
safe you are looking after yourself?
Hope you feel better soon
Yeah, seriously.
We can totally do this out on the porch.
"Aww, thank you for the kisses Safe. Mwah!"
That's right BC, spread love not hate.
"Well, at least you're just ill, Safe! Lots of soup for you!"
I am truly soup-ed up!
Safe.
hey safe! sorry you're feeling poorly.
i am sensing an onslaught because that seems to be all thet happens here of late!
may be i'm wrong.
anyway i'm not deliberatly going. i have to go now. be nice to each other. or just take any argument to DM. mayo doesn't need to see all the nasties does he?
love to all. i do mean that.
gotta go getting hateful stares from the bloke!
hi S&V I have no real idea what's going on.
anon @ 4:50 - that's what I meant about it being misjudged, noone really knew what was going on, and people here tend to react very strongly to things, it was a bad choice, but not the end of the world
Goodbye, FASC! See you around! :)
Thank you Ergo! Mwah (a germ filled kiss for you)
Safe
see you fasc have a good night and tomorrow!
Hey S&V.
"We can totally do this out on the porch"
I agree.
Safe, hope you'll feel better soon!
"Big Surprise?"
13 Comments - Hide Original Post Collapse commentsYep, I am hurtful, hateful and delusional.
I saw exactly what I needed to.
Death calls me.
Farewell!
posted by Katherine GV Sparkle at 2:05 PM on Feb 21, 2008
Shame in me said...
Kat i dont like the sound of this post :( you didnt know people would react like this :(
i get what you were trying to do. Ill try and makke the ones that are bothered see too. Dont go dissapearing on me my beautiful other half :)
I love you, dont worry chick, we all make mistakes and ill informed desicions from time to time.
(((hugs)))
February 21, 2008 2:23 PM
mischief managed said...
Katherine,
The people who reacted harshly are the delusional, hateful ones. Not YOU.
Please do not think about doing anything drastic. It would not be worth it for these people.
All of you anonymous assholes, OPs, etc. should be ashamed.
February 21, 2008 2:31 PM
toujours said...
certainly hope you're speaking metaphorically here, gentle v.
come back as someone else if you need to, but come back, okay?
-tj
February 21, 2008 2:31 PM
smoke&venom20 said...
Ok, I'll tell you what I think and you can take it for what it's worth. I understand what you were trying to do. I think. The only thing that bothered me was the fact that you left and never came back yesterday after doing that. That left everyone else here to deal with those that were upset (anons) and take shit all day long.
You never came back and explained yourself to them or to try and defend yourself.
That's what bothered me.
Anyhoo.....
I still think you are an amazing writer.
S&V20
February 21, 2008 2:33 PM
k, concerned said...
I hope this is a metaphor. Email me, katherine, please?
February 21, 2008 2:36 PM
mischief managed said...
I get the feeling you are more referencing Mayo's post than any anonymous or OP. In that case, it should be easy to shrug off. He is nothing but a faceless coward who toys with caring people simply for attention because he receives no validation through his real existence.
February 21, 2008 2:38 PM
smoke&venom20 said...
Katherine.
It's not enough to get stressed about. Really.
I'm the stuck up princess, remember?
If I say it will be okay, it's all okay.
Okay?
February 21, 2008 2:45 PM
Exodus said...
Katherine, I sincerely hope that you're not leaving, otherwise, I'll miss you, although we haven't spoken to each other that much.
I think so many are taking this much too seriously. I thought the Mayonaise thing was hilarious.
February 21, 2008 2:47 PM
Original Punks said...
Katherine,
We did not realize the extent of your problems. If you have taken what we have said this seriously, we will retract the words.
Please find someone to talk to. Life is too beautiful to miss.
L. and J.
February 21, 2008 3:07 PM
mischief managed said...
OP, after you are done preaching, please take your own advice and find out why you were so "unamused" and upset about something someone else wrote, WHICH DID NOT PERTAIN TO YOU.
It is obvious now you are one of the bloggers who is hoping that Mayo is Gerard Way.
Otherwise, you would have read Katherine's blog as most others had, tongue-in-cheek.
February 21, 2008 3:18 PM
Original Punks said...
PPU.
Done.
L
February 21, 2008 3:24 PM
Hey smokie. There's still a big reaction concerning the GV/Mayonaise topic.
haha safe I am on antibiotics so my wings are like a shield of steel!
I can't fathom this so I may as well just toddle on in my own way.
I personally think we need a nice soothing guitar riff - any suggestions mustard?
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