Collared Green
I will not be drawn
By your lead.
While you push, push, push
Your finger into my chest,
Bruising your insolence into my collarbone.
Blue radiating to my shoulder, and then arm to hand
Where the green takes hold.
Eating away at my flesh
Working in tandem with the air
To fuel disintegration
Until my fingers fall off.
Until my eyes fill and follow
The trail of digits, divided
Along the cement, among the shoulders.
Go on about your day now.
Take a deep breath of air
Feel it pull, pull, pull
My pestilence into your mouth
Burning your disdain down your throat.
Blue radiating to your lungs, and then heart and soul
Until your eyes turn green.
Until you can no longer see
I lick my wounds down to the knuckle
And I will wax without device.
p.s. beneath an ocean.
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«Oldest ‹Older 2601 – 2774 of 2774I am doing alright Siobhan-san, thank you for asking. I finally have instant messaging installed on my Sidekick.
hi ergo i'm good thankies!
BC i know sorry about any images there!
siobhan - lewis collins! i am so with you there!!
Second!!
Wow, you're daughter's birthday.
Tell her happy birthday from a stranger. ^_^
How old is she?
Well, the olives are already in my tummy.
And the bread...*mmpf, mmpf*...too!
Sorry!
Gaaaaah! What happened?
Ergo, happy birthday to your daughter! It's raining...again?!
Faraway, that's okay ;p
http://www.wattpad.com/73148
So, Fasc, can you tell me what the hell is Bodie's first name then?
And Doyle's? Do they even have first names?
ergo is your little girl 6yrs? it goes so damn fast doesn't it. get cleaning and i hope all goes well with the relatives!
Hello guys!
siobhan
ray doyle and william bodie!!!!
hey bella!
Faraway!
How've you been?
Oh my! Thank you, Fasc!
They never actually mention their first names.
There was one episode when a girl appeared, who called Doyle by his first name, but I forgot it.
Hi Bella!
Long time, no read. How are you?
Hello Bella. How are you?
Sorry guys I had to leave a moment.
So who wants a glove to use to spank Bert?
Elena, Bert's not here for us to spank him :(
Hi Elena!
So, what did Bert do to deserve a little spanking?
Did he take a shower? hehe
bella i'm good thank you!
siobhan mr bloke is on his laptop in the sitting room and googled that for me!!!!! i think he's happier me talking about the professionals as opposed to g way, frankie, blogbelieve, mayo, SS and bert mc love!!!
Hey BC, Siobhan and Elena!
Siobhan you're back! YAY!
*HUG*
I'm fine, thanks for asking. What about you all?
Lol, Fasc! Tell him I said 'thank you'.
I really would like to know what Lewis does these days. I think I should google him as well.
I am here to be spanked actually!
Aww, grazie mille, Bella! *hugs*
Sto bene. E tu?
disappointed lurker said...
However, these past couple days have proven otherwise. You write a blog that's all angry and indignant but are still too aloof to tell us who exactly it was directed to in regards to the mess we just had. Then leave. When YOU could have prevented it by simply disabling anon comments.
If you actually care about the people here and you care how they feel and you don't like when people are mean here, all you have to do is disable the anon comments!!!!!
I think this has been suggested before, though. And THAT'S what disappoints me. That means some part of you must.... like watching that kind of horrible insanity happen?
I don't see why else you wouldn't simply pick the option that lets you disable anon comments.
Maybe Mayo leaves the anon comments enabled because he does not want anyone to be excluded from his blog.
If he disabled anon comments the only way you would be able to converse with friendly anon commenters such as Safe, Heavenly Mother, Calaf, Present, m. etc. is if they created a Blogger account.
And of course if anon comments were disabled, SS would no longer be able to visit.
Kind of a high price to pay.
Be careful what you wish for.
Not my cup of tea, Fasc. hehe
I'm not a hobosexual, haha!
Ah, you speak Italian Siobhan?
I'm okay,just a bit upset because of what's going on in BlogBelieve...
No, not really, Bella. Just some words.
Well, Blogbelieve is a micro cosmos.
It's an illusion to think it can always be peaceful here.
I'm alright Bella. Thank you for asking.
well said be careful what you wish for
its not mayo's problem anyway. we choose to come here. end of!
talking of you mr mayo man in the tower! what are you up to?? would be lovely to read you.
SS still thinking of you!
right family i'm out of here. 9.49pm and i have a date on the sofa with mr bloke and wentworth miller!!
see you tomorrow!
Bye, Fasc!
Thanks again to Mr.Bloke for the first names, hehe.
Have fun!
Goodnight Faraway, sweet dreams. Here's a spanking for good measure
*slaps Faraway's bum*
Well, would it really be so hard to sign up and make an account?
And why is SS posting as an anon to begin with?
'Night faraway!
See you tomorrow!
*HUG*
So, I decided to go to the hairdresser's tomorrow.
I don't know what to do with my hair.
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
Well, would it really be so hard to sign up and make an account?
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Siobhan-san, no it wouldn't. Five minutes or so is all it takes. To answer your other question, someone was pretending to be the real SS, so that's why SS posts as an anon now.
Mayonaise, I can now access your blog from my phone. You have no idea how happy that makes me.
I agree with "careful what you wish for." While the choice is with the owner of the blogs, it would probably turn away some of our nice anons, ones who maybe don't want to sign in to talk to us.
To answer your other question, someone was pretending to be the real SS, so that's why SS posts as an anon now.
Hahahaa, BC!!!
I'm sorry. I'm not laughing at you, but what you said sounds so funny and so paradoxical at the same time.
So, SS is posting as anon to prevent others from imitating him?
Am I the only one, who thinks this is funny?
Siobhan-san, if it makes you laugh, then who am I am to judge? ^_~
To answer your next question:
Yes.
*hehe*
So, what should I do with my hair?
BC your a fucking moron if you think that's the reason ss posts as an anon. how do you get by each day without harming yourself? seriously?
I just read that they didn't mention the late Brad Renfro in the Oscars 'Memoriam section'. Poor guy!
Anon or potential regular, that IS one of the reasons why he posts as an anon.
Are you still agreeing with that anon, Kapunua? ^_~
shave it all off siobhan a la britney.
Siobhan, they didn't? Poor guy. And guess what? The Oscars were the least watched program, which is not surprising I guess.
Nah, anon! I don't have the guts to show off my cone head that way.
They said the host was so boring. I'm glad Johnny didn't win though.
The Oscar is the death kiss for every actor, believe me!
...and actress, of course!
Siobhan-san, for haircuts, try looking at magazines and see what you can find. That's what I do.
I think you're right, but you know, the Oscars get too much hype and then, eventually, they won't live up to it.
Sorry guys, my connection went down...
Anyway I have to go.
Take care and see you tomorrow.
Love you all.
*HUGS & KISSES*
for everyone in new york, i just read that mcr are playing Madison Square Garden with taking back sunday.
Yes, that may be it. What happened to Halle Berry, Cuba Gooding Jr., Charlize Theron, Gwyneth Paltrow (still don't know why she won though) etc. etc.?
None of them managed to have another box office hit after that, right?
Bye Bella! Take care! *hugs*
Anonymous said...
for everyone in new york, i just read that mcr are playing Madison Square Garden with taking back sunday.
That blows. I would love to see Taking Back Sunday again. >_<
Well, off to Kung Fu, catch you guys after training. ^_^
Goodnight and sweet dreams Bella. Love to you.
Anonymous said...
for everyone in new york, i just read that mcr are playing Madison Square Garden with taking back sunday.
What a perfect show! Why does Kansas have to be so far from everything good?
That new york show would have been cool to go. When is it? Hi elena
Ladies, I'm off to bed!
Stay happy. Stay healthy.
Nighty night!
Forget it. I just seen the new dates on their myspace
for everyone in new york, i just read that mcr are playing Madison Square Garden with taking back sunday.
That's cool. /Adam
Goodnight and sweet dreams my lovely pancake zilla. Xoxo
Hi BC
How are you today?
Hey mustard
Hey dudettes! :)
I'm doing pretty good right now elena. Thanks for asking. How about yourself?
Bc is on her sidekick and is still giddy that she can now come here through her phone.
Weee!!!!
Hey ALL!
*waves to Mayo and winks, turns, spins, stops, and blows kiss*
How is everyone today?
I'm guessing we`re not gonna give any spankings today huh?
I'm doing well thanks, BC
Hey Mustard and sdock
Hello sd19! How are you doing today love?
Oops I meant so say sd10 not sd19 lol
Hi Everybody!
Thought I would pop in and say hello. Seems nice here right now. I hope everyone is doing well.
-VM
I'm good. I hate my job and working for the public, because they suck the living life out of me but other than that, I'm feeling fine as frog hair.
Frogs don't have hair, silly! ;)
Hey VM!
And BC and Elena and Sdock, since I haven't called you by name!
Hey VM
How are you today? Yes, things are nice and quiet.
I'm sending you an e-mail later. I'm so behind today.
Mustard,
How do you know? What if you can't see the tiny little hairs with the naked eye?
That's how fine I am.
Silly.....
Fine as frog hair, I love it!!
Thanks for that.
I am ok. I can't seem to get enough done and then there is that 4 year old that is constantly requiring that I play play-doh. It is so easy to be distracted from responsibility.
-VM
Elena,
that is ok, I know the feeling. I will check it later.
-VM
Oooo! Got me Sdock!
You're a sharp one! :)
Hey vm
Well, I'm about to turn my kitchen into Hooters! Gonna fry up some hot wings!
Be back later!
Mayo? Want me to bring you some? Just say the word. Do you like em hot, extra hot, mild, or wimpy?
Take care sd10.
well, I am off to dinner. It's mexican. I would love a margarita, but no limes :(
Take care!
-VM
Good evening Mayo.
Good evening all.
A quick fly in and out to say hello and to wish everyone well.
VM - nice to see you again, I hope everything is as well as can be expected.
And a request:
If anyone can find the clip of Bert holding a camera and doing a delicious litle scream into it I will be forever in your debt. I can not, for the life of me, find it.
Only just over one hour left of your birthday here Bertles, I hope wherever you are you are having a BLAST.
Good night all.
Good night Mayo.
TTFN
http://www.pulpsecret.com/post/5878/my-chemical-romances-gerard-ways-first-published-comic
WOW
Goodnight gs. Sweet dreams. Take care vm.
Comic Anon:
How did you find this?
Mustard there is a link on BN
Oh, I didn't know that. It seemed like a crazy, off-the-wall thing.
That is definitely gerard....what is the comic guys beef with gerard????
Ummm, well that was interesting.
Hey everyone. :)
Anon, I think its easy to understand, just go look around the articles.
Interesting.
So this guy is pissed that they called the Umbrella Academy his First Published?
So what?
If I go to the bathroom in the morning and call it my first leak, does that mean EVER? No.
Fucking People.
-A
Not sure where everyone went...
Hi Mayo, it's been awhile. Not sure what you have been up too, but I hope it was fun. Me, I've been stuck in the house, but sleeping like 16 hours a nights. It's good though. I'll be back to myself in no time. :)
If you are around, you should pop in. No blog necessary if you don't have the time.
or you could not be a bitch and explain it????
Hi guys.
I Took a look at the link.
Amy I think the guys is more upset about the fact that he is basically acting like it never exist.
Like GW is embarrassed about it or something. And the guy did say he helped him out a lot at that time.
If that guy wanted to he could make a lot of money reprinting it.
What I want to know is if this guy contacted someone to ask for a correction. It seems to be jumping the gun a little bit. Hell if I know, he sounds kinda pissed.
That Hart guy sounds like a bitter man who is trying desperately to get what he thinks he deserves in this world.
If I read all that correctly it seems as if he claims that Gerard (@ 16) had a comic published with his company. It seems he is pissed that Garry is denies it.
And that is ok...I can get that part.
But what bothers me is that apparently now he is searching through all of MCR's lyrics in search of some sort of connection to something that he wrote once upon a time. So that he can what? get what he deserves?
You can always find some scap of similarity when two people have the same dark interests. Take our boy Mayo for instance, seems that we could all make some connection between what Mayo writes and MCR or even TUA.
Amy I also forgot in terms of the comic book GW was basically saying it was or at least most people had the impression that it was his first comic.
It's like someone going on American Idol and saying this is their first time ever on TV than you see them on an old Star search episode were they win. And than you find out they have a CD out as well.
MJ, that's actually pretty much what the most recent series of American Idol is this year.
At least that's what I read in the newspaper.
-A
Holy question mark anon, I am totally drugged right now, so I'm way chill. That was not a bitchy comment.
In one of the letter he said something about his wife was sick.
I also think that if it was about getting what he deserved he would just find a way to reprint it.
Cause you know the MCRmy will eat it up. That would be alot of money
Sorry need to finish a sentence The guy said his wife had been sick so that was more important at the time.
Amy that's what I heard as well the AI thing.
Garry Way. Hee hee hee.
I think he is looking for way more than $2.99 X 100,000 - printing cost (etc.).
$2.99 He could charge $35. Shit they charge $150 for the action figures.
I mean it is the very rare first GW comic book made when he was 16.
I'm totally understanding where this guy is coming from, but I wish he would have found a way to contact GW instead of doing it this way. Unless he did try and it failed. Which is what I do not know.
Obviously this guy wanted the fans to see this. I'm just not sure it was the right way.
Everyone has a right to want to forget their past, whatever it may have been. I'm not justifying anything. But I think we can all understand...15 years ago is kind of a long time ago. Think about yourself then. There is plenty I want to forget. Am I making any sense? I hope so. :)
Anima,
I'm 25 and there's stuff from last week I'd like to forget!
-A
Amen Amyranth!
Hello anime,
He did say that he tried to contact GW more than once but GW wasn't open to working with him. Wouldn't even reply.
And I think it really got out because of this.
It's over at VV's
http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x4i1ke_mcr-news-comic-book
Yeah Amy I would love to forget most of this year.
But just like a sex tape something will come back and bite you in the ass.
MJ and Anima
Fuck, I wish my problem was a sex tape. :P
-A
Maybe this guy is reading this blog... is there any advice we could give him?
Or am I setting this place up for destruction?
A civilized, respectful conversation, yet light-hearted would be perfect...
and
sometimes streaking is necessary. :) Speaking of MissT, where have you been?!
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No you don't Amy. That will haunt you for the rest of your life. People will use it to blackmail you.
But than again you could make some money.
MJ, and have a good frigging time doing it!
-A
Thanks Martha for clearing that up. I must have missed it. Selective reading I guess. ;)
Well, that sucks. I hope they can work something out. I really do.
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWH!
Birmingham! Niiiiiiiiiiiice
I am going to pass out and die now.
Now, come to Georgia or Florida. Do you know how far Birmingham is for me? It's like a long ways. But damni
Dear Mr. Fisher,
I just wanted to thank you for publishing my first comic. I was only a sophmore in high school at the time so I knew little of the ways of the world. I also appreciate you taking me under your wing as I was quite an impressionable young boy.
Since then I have gone on to become a pretty famous rock star, so I have enclosed a check for $100,000 in appreciation for all that you did for me 15 years ago. I hope this covers any of the expenses you incurred. I hope to send another check soon that will reimburse you for that message I stole from you, your comics, and your poetry.
Yours truly,
Gerard "Garry" Way
Amy lol ;)
Thank you anon at 8:14 I needed to laugh.
Brilliant.
Holy shit that was fun to write.
I was Gerard "Garry" Way @ 8:14. Thought I should let you know as I don't ever post anon. hell I don't really post that often.
Guys, I have an emergency. The Ipods are missing. I will be right back. Wish me luck.
Hello VM and SD.
Good luck anima
VM, I think he should use it. That was awesome. Maybe not so much money. But something. Musicians aren't that wealthy.
Mustard, I need you to help with that statement. Am I lying?
Hello anyone here.
Hi Martha and anima
Does anyone know if the album cover for mcrs new cd/dvd is released or not yet because I think I just seen it
Hello BC
I have no idea
Hi you guys!
I just made the mistake of calling and asking my dude if he cared if I went to Birmingham and ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....he agreed it was okay but he didn't like it much.
YAY ME! Then he asked, what you gonna do if they decide to go to GA after you buy AL tix and I'm like ummmmmmmmm I dunno.
*he doesn't realize that I will go to that one too
Oh and thank you so much Anon for posting that info. You just made me one happy Southern gal!
Even tho Birmingham is like 5 hours away, it's eezy peezy.
Solly, that is awesome news! I did the same thing. And guess, what they are doing a show here too. Oops, guess I need to buy more. ;)
VM, the part that made my stomach drop, was the sophomore reference.
And the Ipods are found. All is good.
Mayo,
What ya doing? You know that I miss YOU, right? I hope all is well with you.
You and I still have some unfinished business that I'm working on finishing for you.
You'll know what that is.
How many times can I use the word you in this comment?
A fucking lot! Hey, I used the word you more than fuck. Niiiiiiice!
Love to you Always,
S
p.s. ?
I am so sorry I disappeared earlier our power went off!
No, in general, you aren't lying.
But, as with everything, there are exceptions to the rule.
:)
Hey everyone!
My 'comma' was totally in the wrong spot. :(
Solly, KC is about 4 hours from here....and roadtrips rule. Are you going with your sis?
Dude, I totally messed that up.
It was supposed to be:
Love to YOU Always,
S
Anima,
Yeah, I want to go see em all. So are you guys gonna brave the mosh pit? That's what I am unsure of.
found a response from scott allie and gerard way about the comic book thing here.
Thanks Mustard. :)
Yeah, I'm going with my sissy! It's going to be totally so badass. I can't wait.
We got our Kid Rock tix today and we see him in 2 weeks in Savannah, so good times are ahead.
I love concerts. Love em, love em, love em!
I'm going to go try and wash the nastiness of the stank ignorant public off of me for the night.
I shall return.
Mayo, I hope you don't mind. I sorta straightened up the corner and got me one of those glade plug in thingies. Cool?
Wash it good. It is Bert's birthday after all. :)
Happy Birthday Bert!!
Is anyone watching the Foo Fighters on Fuse? It's pretty amazing.
Hello TJ
I love that Tj. Because there were people on Bn saying the book was a fake. I wonder what they will say now.
Anima, was that the concert they did at Madison Square Garden?
'Cause if so, it was awesome.
Hey anima mj ergo solly mustard squeak squeak
Mayo and lovely people
Ok well I fancy telling you about my day today, so sit down and make a brew.
I started as I woke up at 6. I very nearly won at DM this morning but FASC beat me to the first spot, which was totally not right. I went about my morning duties, getting ready, eating breakfast and then leaving the house at 7. Drove to class which was fuelled with road rage being that people are just mad over here in cars. Seriously if you place a car from England next to a car in america you will find the american car a giant. So they are scary if they decide to ‘get up in your grill’ and try to drive along next to you just to say hello. I was like WTF cos nearly drove me off the road just to say hi, well I was bloody annoyed so I tried to drive all ‘up in his grill’ but it didn’t work because he was a big truck and probably didn’t even see me.
So then I was in class at 8 till 10 but I left at 9 because I fell asleep, yes I fell asleep but luckily no one saw it so I just got up and ran. Luckily it was 80*F out side, no clouds and glorious so I went to Target for a latte and then went home to watch the tornado.
Spent the day watching tele-tubbies and jumping along with them. Then I was made to turn barny on (he scares the living day light out of me) but I won and turned elmo on instead. I thought I had occupied her for the day by dancing and singing but ohm nooo she had to find her way into my room and to my make up. She decided to paint her face and she look cezy, completely cezy. So it was an eventful day and was relaxed when I dropped her off at her daddy’s house. Once I returned home I lay in the pool and just listened to the birds. It was so relaxing and I could of just fallen asleep.
Now I have just finished my quiz online for my course and now I fin myself here telling you all how my day panned out. Sorry for my boring arse post, just fancied spilling it.
Oh and
VOTE FOR FIMBLE STAR
You never know what may happen. Maybe a sex scandal, a murder or even a sex change. Tune in next time for the continuation of fimble star’s exciting life!
hehehehee
hey there martha, bc. :)
i don't know what will come of this whole thing, martha, but i like scott allie's attitude. he seems like a pretty cool guy.
Hello Ergo, Anima, Martha, Sdock, TJ and Elena!
How are you all tonight?
WOW, I read that Comic Book publishing credit thing.
Well, I certainly HOPE Gerard Way has saved copies of those e-mails he sent to Mr Hart. Maybe even screencapped and save them!
You know .... PROOF!
Otherwise, accusations might fly all around. To the left and to the right. He'll be accused of all sorts of evil and vile things...
Names that were never mentioned by either party will be dragged into it.....
YEP, I've seen it happen!
:))
Fimble, I couldn't love you any more.
And to hear you, with your British accent, say "up in my grill," like, it seriously makes my day.
You have my vote!
hahaha slash, i do try to make your day. i try my hardest.
hello everyone in here. how are you all tonight
Fimble, I ♥ you! I just wanted you to know that.
Hi ALL that have arrived since my bath! I washed most of the stank off, I think. Yeah, I did.
Happy Birthday, Bert!
Dude owns and I hope he gets lots of pressies. And a call from Dave Grohl.
sounds like the comic book guy is just out for a bit of publicity!
Fimble have you seen the guy who does Elmo? Kevin Clash? he's a huge african american guy! and it's so funny seeing him do the elmo voice
He also worked on Labyrinth - which I watched the other night
(oh boy David Bowie in tights! anatomical!)
TJ: I honestly don't think anything will come out of it.
I think Mr. Allie and Mr. Way's explanations will be accepted and that will pretty much be the end of it.
There are no contracts involved with this Mr. Hart. He doesn't have any legitimate legal complaint.
Maybe he just wanted credit as being the first to recognise Gerard Way's talent.
Gerard Way seems to be giving him credit as his first publisher....
now.
This will probably be gone in a few days.
Hey E!!! Glad to see you here!
How hard does Dave Grohl rock?
Way hard.
hey pimp, how goes today?
dave grohl is awesome, with his beard. to cool
fuck10, i hope i am invited to your little road trip to mcr. i wanna come.
ergo, i have never seen him. ohh do i want to see him?
Where the heck is Mayo at anyway? He's not usually this late...
...
unless his wife is....
*ominous gasp*
-A
Hello Everybody
Hi wendy!! How are you sugarplum? Hi fimble
hi martha, hi bc
i am so hungry
Hello Amy! How are you tonight?
I think perhaps Mayo might be busy living life.
Good for Mayo!
I hope he's not STILL beneath an ocean though! The air in the oxygen tank must be long gone by now......
Hey Mustard! Hey everyone!
Dave rocks an entire planet! And hearing Bert fangirl over him rocks pretty hard, too.
my thoughts on the matter exactly, wendy. i was glad to see the response, and glad to see how calm and matter-of-fact it was.
hey ergo -- i saw your comment last night just before i logged off. i know what you're talking about in regards to having family visit! although my family is much more repressed about our drama.
we stew. :)
pimp, you are just all in the hobosex.
Dave Grohl is awesome and apparently very nice
true story:
my brother is a muso in Perth and knows a lot of people in teh "biz" over there w, well when Foo Fighters were there a year or so ago they wanted to go on a trip in the harbour etc to look at Perth so a guy rang a guy with a yacht to see if he could and he said ok as long as they have white soled shoes,this was at night next morning he's at his boat , Foo Fighters arrive all in brand new white soled deck shoes and with a basket of meat and salad rolls for lunch, so the guy now says
"Dave Grohl made me a roll"
times I really hate living on the other side of the country
Bleeding Chaos said...
Hi wendy!! How are you sugarplum?
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Hi BC! I'm still a little tired but I'm good. Thanks for askin'!
How are you, sweet cheeks?
New mayo
hey thanks TJ fingers crossed this will be calmer!
Wendy awesome videos!
Fim he is absolutely not the guy you'd expect to do the voice
Thanks Solly!!!!
Kevin and Elmo
is this one the Sea / See?
I'm lost too. Hmm.
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