Last night you said
“I would give you the moon.”
Pull it down from the sky
and feed you by spoon.
In your whisper, while hushed
I was bribed by conceit.
Force fed through a tube
of ill will and deceit.
Then, the grandest of gestures
you walked out of the room.
Strangling me in a glut
of dissonance and doom.
Last night I said
“I would give you the moon.”
And you took it greedily
not a moment too soon.
“I would give you the moon.”
Pull it down from the sky
and feed you by spoon.
In your whisper, while hushed
I was bribed by conceit.
Force fed through a tube
of ill will and deceit.
Then, the grandest of gestures
you walked out of the room.
Strangling me in a glut
of dissonance and doom.
Last night I said
“I would give you the moon.”
And you took it greedily
not a moment too soon.
p.s. it was at that exact moment that the unraveling began.
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I thought Yoda was a dude, or are we talking bitch t*ts from too many steroids?
Kass xx
Hello all.
Female, Yoda is.
Wants to tassle Frankie's hair, she does.
Hi Anon!
And how is Yoda today? Frankles could literally rest his head on my bosums, seeing as I'm a good foot* taller than him!
Kass xx
(*in my heels)
Frankie's height, I am.
Squat to lay his head on me boobicles, he would.
LOL...Kass
When I met him last year and hugged him...I think his head did literally rest on my boosom. Not much there for him though...poor boy.
Yoda,
You see, this is what disturbs me, more that the 'erotic commentary' of a few days ago - that you appear to have an obsessionally large stash of Frankie photos to cover all eventualities!
Anon, lucky girl you!!
Kass xx
shame in me
i have found you a sepcial video for the scally 5000 and if anybody else would like to see it then watch.
the uk'ers will lol i hope
http://www.slide.com/r/Fc-7aifG5T_L
1XTsqV9OU1T98sfNQcWy
Grab them off of INO, I do.
Frank has poses for every occasion.
After putting his head on my breasticles, talk about it with friends, he will.
I love it, BRMS!!
"Five sovereign rings from Argos!!"
I'm a Brit too, FYI.
Kass xx
errrr.
talk about it with friends, he will.
KASS..It was fun, and interesting meeting him....a little wierd at the same time. I'm so much taller than him and (*cough* a few years older *cough cough*) it almost seemed a little like hugging one of your pervy distant relatives..lmao..if you know what I mean.
BUT he was such a sweetheart about the whole thing.
I've been a lurker almost from get go, just felt like commenting today...must say the conversation gets rather interesting around here sometimes. So thanks for chatting with me, love to read your thoughts on things.
Kass
i knew you would. you cheeky little thing. i will go now but please tell shame in me that it is here for her. she will know and give her a big kiss from burnely rocks my socks please
burnley rocks my socks OFF
I loved that Fuse TV 'view that the pic's from Yoda!!
They're all talking about their fears - Frankie's "lots of eyes and legs" (I hear you!) - and Gerard starts with the hippy b*ll*cks about being "afraid to live"
*rolls eyes*
Don't worry about it at all Anon. Most of us are old enough to know better, and whilst we try and keep the Frankie-fangirling to a respectable level, sometimes, you know, just damn, he shouldn't be such a sweetheart...
One word of warning, though - sometimes it does go a bit mental in here so if you pick a 'nickname' rather than 'anonymous' it makes it a bit easier to know who we're talking too!
Kass xx
I THINK THERE IS A LITTLE BIT OF SS IN ALL OF US.
this little gem is certainly worthy of bold type and capitals!!
i am chuckling like a fool!
anima i hope it was SS anon that laughed at that!!
sis M great post.
just off to have a little catch up!
Hi FASC, but also "Goodnight"!
I know FASC! I was laughing pretty damn hard at myself last night.
(Oh how I wish it was true. ;) j/k, Wait, no I'm not! Sorry dear SS. I love you, I really do.)
*At least I didn't say that there is a "little Mayo in all of us."
0_0
That's just wrong! Love ya Mayo, but your name just doesn't work right with this one. ;)
Hi Anon, welcome!
Sis Midnite, that was a great post. We missed you!
Kass... is this better?
I know what you mean about Frank.
GW...NOT so much, I mean yes, he is easy on the eyes; as are the other guys, but his attitude is for shit. PRETENTIOUS much?
Maybe he'll come around.
MAYO; I have been rude, to barge in and not acknowledge your hospitality...soooo Hello.
Hope whatever is troubling you finds its resolution soon.
Mayo,
Mustard found this little bit from a while back. So fucking funny.
Do you remember?
Well fuck me. I am fucking sorry. You mother fuckers...are you ready to fucking rock my fucking world or what? Fuck you! Let's hear what you have to fucking say about that. How's that for a fucking good night?
Good morning fellow residents of BlogBelieve!<3
Hi PH! How are you?
I'm supposed to be working, but I just can't.
^^ Anima, wow that's pretty fucking funny!! That's from FF2007? (or how ever it was broken down?)
Anima! I am good, how're you? (even thought you basically just responded!)
I should be.. sleeping? Today I don't work until 3, so it was my day to sleep in, but noo my dad had to talk really loud on the phone and wake me up. I guess that's what happens when you hit 50? ^_^
Yep, that was from FF2007. Mr. Mayo himself joining in on the fun.
Sorry you didn't get to sleep in. I can sleep through ANYTHING! Not necessarily a good thing, but it does help when people are being too loud.
Those were the good old days! We need to have an FF2008 very soon! I actually miss when Mayo would join in as an anonymous, then say "Check the time and goodnight".
Haha, awwh. My mom slept through the fire detector going off one night. I burnt my food, and I thought she'd wake up and get mad because it was like 3 am. But she didn't.
How's your day going Anima? =]
I hate to leave, but I do need to get more work done.
Have a great day PH! *Hugs*
Those were good times. We are ready for FF08, just don't know when we are going to do it. I really want Mayo and SS to join in on the fun.
And thanks for asking, my day is going okay. IT'S FRIDAY!!! Just working and now goofing off. But time to go back to working. Sorry I can't stay. I hope to be back soon.
Have a good day Anima! <3
*hug*
Anonymous said...
ghost
I am so sorry that you are in so much pain.
Remember what I told you to pretend.
January 4, 2008 2:58 AM
hey all, taking advantage of the connection at work to ask a question --
anon from the above quoted comment: for some reason what you wrote last night has really piqued my curiosity. i even wrote a little blog entry about it. (no, not clinically diagnosed with ocd, why do you ask? *grin*)
if you're around, and you don't mind answering the question: you told someone to pretend what?
probably none of my business, but it's caught at my imagination, you see.
thank you.
and now, blogfolk, i'd better get off this computer before my supervisor comes back!
i'll be here later on, even if i can't comment, so spare a thought for poor ol' chained-to-dial-up toujours, and blow me kiss. i'll be hovering up in the corner by the spiderwebs, as usual!
ciao, friends!
Good Afternoon, anyone!
Seems remarkably quiet right now...
Hope everyone is doing well today. I see SS dropped by last night.
Thank you, dude, you do have a calming presence about you. It was good to hear from you and know it was you. We would still like to hear your story one day... ^_~
Sister Midnite,
Fantastic post as always! These boots are made for kicking!
I miss having all the Family on here, instead of blogger kicking them out to the porch after so many comments. It just feels better if we are all in one place.
Love ya,
L.
Good afternoon/evening everyone
Hello, BC. Are we it for now?
Love,
L.
If someone offered to feed me the moon, I might decline. Consuming it one spoonful at a time would take a very long time, first of all. The moon is not very nutritious, either, I hear—you might waste away before you finished it. Also, being in outer space would get boring after a while. That is, if you survived long enough to notice you were bored. If you did happen to survive, you would probably lose your mind, especially if all there is to do up there is have another spoonful of moon, and another, and another. In the end, you would be left starving, delirious, mouth full of dust.
Doesn't sound particularly enjoyable.
Have a pleasant afternoon/evening/night/morning/your temporal moment of choice.
Well, Redrum,
When you put it that way...
Nice to see you. Have a pleasent (insert time of day here)!
L.
By the way, everyone, J. says "HI!" She has been really busy these last few days, so I have been at the controls of Punkworld. (Scary sometimes at best!)
She will be on over the weekend, and I will be gone for a few days to visit with my parents and help them with some things.
Love,
L.
HI OP L. How are you? It seems the blogs are slow today. Hello there redrum.
Temporal moment of choice seems to fit in with Mayo's personality quite well ^_^
Slow indeed, BC! Quite a change from the last few days.
You seem to be feeling much better, I've noticed. How are you doing?
Love,
L.
L, definitely. I'm doing pretty good. To be honest, I feel quite in a good mood today. Despite what happened yesterday, I was having a good time because of those random anons. I had a good laugh out of that.
Thanks for asking :)
I'm glad you are doing better, BC. It is good to focus on a little laughter sometimes when it gets a little much.
L.
Exactly, especially with this place so bombarded with constant drama.even with yesterday, I was not in the mood to be serious, so instead, I was too busy laughing. I thought evil anon was pretty funny, but I don't know.
Usually I'm attracted to cynical and sarcastic people ^_^
Anyways, how are you?
I know what you mean. J. and I both tend to be a little on the sarcastic side some days, and some people get it and some don't. Not in an ugly way, just a little fun.
I have to go, need to go to the grocery store and a few other places. We have company coming over tonight, (our guy friend) and I gotta be back pretty soon.
Take care of yourself and each other!
Love,
L.
Take care OP L. Enjoy your day and your dinner! :)
Isn't there anyone else here?
*LOVE,MAN and MAYONAISE recent posts are both about moons.
**Is there some thing there?
Thanks, BC! Although, he's kinda the dessert... ^_~
Ok, I really gotta go.
Love ya,
L.
*At least I didn't say that there is a "little Mayo in all of us."
0_0
That's just wrong! Love ya Mayo, but your name just doesn't work right with this one. ;)
too true anima thats just a little gross!!
no diss mayo but really not a pretty thought!!
Well fuck me. I am fucking sorry. You mother fuckers...are you ready to fucking rock my fucking world or what? Fuck you! Let's hear what you have to fucking say about that. How's that for a fucking good night?
that was a top comment from mayo!!
happy days!!
hello and goodbye to all including mayo and SS of course!
i can't partake of the addiction tonight sadly.......quality time...the bloke...blah blah blah!
love to you all though!!
hey anon. interesting bout the moon??
Anonymous, Love Man hasn't been on for a while. Love to you OP L, and faraway!!
I must say that Mayo comment is my favorite ^____^
Is anyone here?
I spy with my little eye,
a little girl who wants to cry.
I spy with my little eye,
she pretended to be someone she wasn't, oh me oh my.
I spy with my little eye,
a girl "dressed" as a man, to not get caught, she'd do whatever she can.
I spy with my little eye,
her world began to crumble when the people caught her in her lie.
I spy with my little eye,
the blondie ran away, to collect herself and learn how to continue her lie.
I spy with my little eye,
the girl collected herself, made a new blog and wiped her tears dry.
Not this again. :/
The Avenger said...
Not this again. :/
==========
Apparently so BC!
Well, I don't know about you but I haven't been to a good public lynching in years.....
Let's find this 'little girl', tie her to a log, immerse her in water and see if she FLOATS!!!
You know, a little FRIDAY FUN ;-)
BTW: forgive my rudeness; How are you today BC?
Love & Hugs to all,
#6
Wendy
Hi there wendy. As far as this is concerned, I am not going to involve myself. Anyways, how are you? I have to leave right now, but I started a little blog party at my house to keep our minds off of all of this. You guys are welcome to go over there and discuss whatever you choose. It's not dramatic like it is here. But I'll be back in a bit to get things started. :)
Hey, Six, you still here?
Thought I would drop back in for a minute or so. I got back from the store and had a little more time than I thought.
Hard to believe, me, who has no sense of time. I'm either really late or really early. Go figure.
Love,
L.
Hi there L.
Wendy, I must leave now but my party thingy invitation still stands for all of you. Take care guys. Hugs and kisses :)
Bye, BC. Thanks!
Love,
L.
Just dropping by to wish you all love.
Mayo, hope you're doing well hun.
xoxo cupcake
Anonymous said...
Please come back to me, im not gonna give up on you.
Im gonna fight for what we had, be as stubborn as you like, I wont give up.
I truly am sorry. Believe me I am.
December 31, 2007 5:03 PM
Winifred K. PennyBottoms said...
Dear Anonymous,
I know your comment was not directed at me. I do not allow my imagination to take such paths anymore.
However, please realize you gave me the silliest scare I've ever had for about a quarter of a second.
Oy vey.
January 3, 2008 10:06 AM
I just noticed these two consecutive posts on Mayo's first blog entry when I decided to re-read from the beginning. Yes, I am that bored today. Sorry if this is old news.
anon 5.27. can i ask what do you mean. i dont get it sorry
FS, These two comments are on Mayo's 1st post in Sept.
so someone has gone back to old posts and written comments?
thank you anon. i will have a gander
Hello FS, anon, I'm back and extremely bored!
How are you?
Oh fuckity hell!
Now I have to go again...
I'll see you all around blogville.
xoxo cupcake
Hi all it's saturday and I have heaps to do so I'll be on and off.
Thanks for everyone who commented my poems If anyone wants a look feel free, they are just for enjoyment or provoking thoughts and memories.
Hope all are well
I'll be back sooner or later
(I hate housework!!)
Wow, it's been a long time since I've been here.
Hey everyone ^_^
Hmm, trust me to turn up when nobody else is here.
Hi Jade
I'm having a break before tackling the washing up
It is incredibly humid here today blah!
How are you?
Oh hi Ergo! I'm very well thankyou, yourself?
hot and trying to avoid housework lol
Aww.
Luckily, I never have to do housework. That's one of the things I dread when getting older. My dad does everything in our house, I'm lazy ^_^
where is the shewolf?
I dont know where anyone is anon. It's dead round here this evening.
Anyone home?
Hi Jade, MJ!
Yes, it's pretty quiet.
DM is, too.
Not much going on, at the moment... in the house, or on the porch.
How are you guys?
Hey Martha.
How are you?
Hi SM!
I'm pretty good thanks, yourself?
I havn't been here in a long while, I'm suprised to see it so quiet.
Hi sisM
Martha
I'm trying to avoid housework but I really have to do it
GRRRR
Jad you are lucky, enjoy it while you can!
It is really quiet today
Hi SIS M. Jade I'm alright I don't know how long the Internet will be up for me. I'm on a shitty connections and we are having some really bad storms.
Oh Martha, that sucks. I read a few of the earlier comments and I knew you were having trouble. I hope the weather brightens up a bit for you.
snow storms martha? or rain storms
shit I must go and wash up
be back in a while
Housework and bad internet connections both suck. Long, loud, and HARD. ^_~
So do werewolves, which I'm convinced are around here somewhere. Too quiet.
O_o I don't likes me no werewolves!
<_<
>_>
O_O
x_O
O_x
@_@
Rain storms with tornado like winds in some places. Snow up in higher areas.
By the way hello EP. Werewolfs come out come out where ever you are.
*Little do they know I have silver bulter.*
I have to go
Hi everyone, hi Shewolf anon. Sis, it's good to read you as always. I'm around. I'm struggling to upload some pics my cousins sent me and they keep crashing my goddamn stupid useless hard drive.
Once I get it figured out I will picspam with pics of the Boychild. ^_^
Then I will probably go on AIM. Chat some of you there?
Oh! And of course. Andrea: Thank you for addressing those things and for our chat last night.
SS, I wish I could explain to you logically, in context, why your words meant so much to me last night. But suffice it to say, they did, and I thank you.
Mayo, do you have a favorite painting? You've shared a poem that you liked, but how about paintings? Do you like visual art as well?
Good evening / morning Mayo.
Good evening / morning everyone.
I'm not stopping.
What can I possibly say about this entry? Know that you can still talk to us, the threads are still strong.
Kapunua - thankyou for the explanation.
Andrea - thankyou also for your side of the story.
Sister M - missed you :)
SS - the voice of sanity. So good to hear you again, you have no idea how good.
Good night.
TTFN
QUESTION
Did Mayo and SS know about your other place?
Then, the grandest of gestures
you walked out of the room.
Is he upset that you suddenly just shut it down?
Do Mayo and SS know the reasons behind all of this and why you suddenly shut it down? It could be seen as a snub to them.
anon - no idea
I'm sure if they read up they'll see it's nothing to do with them and SS was here anyway.
I have 3 new poenms too if anyone wants a look
especially TJ if you see this , the new one I know you'll like!
I dunno anon, but that place isn't shut down. Everything we wrote, we'd delete at the end of the day because there was personal stuff on there about ourselves that we didn't want to get out.
Since then, no one has posted another entry. After delving a little into some of the party crashers, I can say that at least I feel a little funny about putting so much out there.
Anyway, who are you and why do you care?
ETA: In case you didn't notice, I explained the reason for pulling those posts in excruciating detail.
I am a friendly anon. I was trying to interpret Mayo's post and it sprang to mind that he may have thought you had all walked out of the room without explanation. He seemed pretty upset. But that would only fit if he had been invited to your other blog in the first place and I wasn't sure if that was the case or not. Same for SS. I noticed he has not been around here much lately and he has made it known he doesn't like the 'vultures' so I wondered if he actually was coming around but he was visiting you at your other place where there weren't any anons. No harm intended, trying to be helpful.
Kapunua said...
ETA: In case you didn't notice, I explained the reason for pulling those posts in excruciating detail.
I have just seen that. Sorry.
I suspect that a lot of what our host writes has to do with stuff that is going on in his life in meat-space. I think we're a distraction sometimes--often I think it's not his intention to ask for our interpretation and/or advice for that matter. I vent all the time in my LJ and stuff. It's what journals are for and I've often hoped that Mayo keeps an actual journal separate from this where he can say things exactly like he needs to say them without 40 or so women trying to pick apart everything he says.
The dude's got relationships and stuff, a family I guess. He said he was married. Who knows? We just only hope he's doing all right.
That's a good point. I never thought of it like that.
I know he says he likes us, but I don't think we quite merit outpourings of something that seems like heartbreak. Exasperation maybe, however. ^_^
Poking my head in for a minute! Butter Chicken for supper tonight and I'm nervous.
-A
Probably not as nervous as the chicken!
Check it out. Here is a dog I found on the highway today and took to work with me. Oh my god, look at that face!
And Boychild picspam. Seriously, I don't get goggly-eyed and grabby handed over babies in general, but OMG, look at that child. He's gorgeous and in love with the world.
Okay, the only things cuter than that pic of the dog are those pics of that little boy. And he seems to be settling in nicely.
Friendly - I rather imagine he had a bigger fear than I did! I'm not a big fan of spicy food period, and what makes this worse is that it's family cooking it, so if I don't eat it.... yeah. Nervous.
But, tomorrow, it's MY turn. Beef Risotto is on the menu.
-A
Hey everyone :) whats new?
Fimble if you are around i just found your comment for me and i am gonna watch now hehe thankyou sweetness :)
Fimble i cant watch it :( it doesnt work for me :( im deeply saddened
Thanks for sharing,K.
He is too cute. He makes me awwww alot.
hey entropy how are you?
Thanksssss! ^___^ He is my beautiful boy! Well, not MINE, but...
hey kapunua Elena Entropy SIM sorry I'm not about much I'm on a self imposed "MUST DO HOUSEWORK" day
lol
I seriously hate it
How's it going Elena?
Cute photos K, adorable
Haha awww ergo have you been getting distracted by mayos house. I sure do i managed to drag myself away last night though and get down to some serious cleaning :)
SIM It's a major household hazard for me!
It's just so easy to think to just log on for a sec and see who's about
I'm on lunch now
i left you the video shame in me. not that manc fimble. i really wanted you to watch it. try copy the first line and then the second one. see if that works.
ok burnley rocks my socks :) sorry i keep getting you mixed up with fimble i have been sniffing glue and drinking white lightning lol i cant think straight :/
*(i havent relly been sniffing glue to anyone who reads this comment, its just a british joke)*
I like oranges and I love you.
you are a scally at heart my burnley bird and to be frank i hate oranges. they are just to tangy and sucky.
vodka is class
I'm pretty fond of the rum & iced tea I'm enjoying at the moment.
Hi all.
Jade,
Good to read you around again.
Jappy late New Year.
Kapunua,
The family looks completely fullfilled in their happiness.
He's adorable.
Ergo,
You missed a spot.
*flicks a duster at Ergo's rear*
Oranges anon,
I have a soft spot for fruity people. But bananas are better.
Thank you thank you!
What I can't believe is how at peace this babychild is with everyone and everything. He's like, "hmm, eat, sleep, play, give hugs. Not bad."
ouch!!
PP guess where I'm emptying my dustpan!
*shakes over your head*
hi Katherine I'm cleaning and about to dive in again.
I have written 3 new poems if you'd like a look
http://noneventmass.blogspot.com
and SIM, orange anon (hello!)Kap too
orange anon, I love you too, you just pop up so quietly.
From Sdock
Mayo,
How are you tonight? Well and working through shit, I hope. Me? I'm good. The Princess and I had a nice day off work celebrating LittleHawkMan's birthday. He's totally the most awesomest rockingest 8 year old on the planet. No doubt about it.
So, since last night I was called out for being overbearing, pleading, and wallowing. I will try to not do that. I won't dwell on my life this evening. It's pretty much the same as yesterday and the day before that.....
Mayo, my wish for you tonight is this: The sweetest of dreams and the most restful sleep you have had in a long while.
If you find yourself with a bout of insomnia, the porch is always open.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Sleep late
Hello everyone. Hello oranges anon. Where have you been? I love you too
*shakes head and shimmies dust all over Ergo's clean floor*
*flicks E on the rebound*
Maybe Orange anon popped in quietly because he missed all that juicy talk about clementines.
hello everyone
Hello hello magic pie. I missed you. Hey there pickled possom. How are you?
Magic pie, the blog is super slow today, in case you're wondering.
Anonymous said...
QUESTION
Did Mayo and SS know about your other place?
Then, the grandest of gestures
you walked out of the room.
Is he upset that you suddenly just shut it down?
Do Mayo and SS know the reasons behind all of this and why you suddenly shut it down? It could be seen as a snub to them.
January 4, 2008 8:47 PM
Mayo's post came before the other place was cleared.
anon and how do you know?
hey there avenger! yes this thing is way too slow tonight. I may waddle over to DM instead.
I've missed you too. Hope you're doing well.
Can someone tell me what the hell happen earlier? What other place is this anon talking about?
magic pie, I'm doing okay, just got back though.
bc you knew about it. dont worry hun.
hey
I can't help you there, avenger. I don't know about much around here these days....
Hi Magic Pie and BC!
Much as I love you I must leave you.
Unfortunately Mayo alone doesn't make for an interesting dinner*
and my dinner is in peril of becoming charcoal.
Later all.
*depending where it is put of course.
*PP's dinner eaten in gutter tonight*
night night PP!
That's okay magic pie. apparently, there is a fake Mayo lurking about?
Could this be the same Mayo whom I was duking it out many months ago? O_0
Take care pickled possom. Much love and snuggles to you *hugs* :)
Ah, fimble, so that's what it was about. Thanks. How are you hun? *hugs*
So,the new Used video for Find A Way?
yeah, that's one video I will not be sending to my Mom. Sorry, Mom! But you can't watch it. ^_~ You can still listen to my CD int he car though. ;)
Hello everyone. It has been quite a while..don't know if you remember me..Already Gone. Anyway I haven't been online in probably a couple months since everything here seemed to get too crazy and weird for me. I am back now but starting a new blog... Special hellos to BC, paperheart,fimblestar and misstottenham for your support and sweet comments. :)
I think for the first time ever, Mayo's has been absolutely slow all day. How amazing is that?
Already gone, where have you been? I missed talking to you *hugs* I hope you are doing well.
BC
hey there already gone. about time. i was wondering were you went to. how are you?
Ok signed in MUCH BETTER.
Hello BC..I tried to find you on aim but you neve log on? I am good,how are you?
Hi FS, I am well yourself?
Hi already gone. I do log on AIM, but I have a new screen name now so I log in through there instead. I still have my old one though.
How are you?
not bad. just the usual. are you still courently not giving a damn?
did you have a nice holiday?
I am so sorry to intrude here, but I need some advice. Hypothetically, if you had discovered something interesting by accident...something that could upset the balance of things around here just a little (and before you ask, it's not Mayo or SS's identity I may have uncovered, but a regular), would you tell what you had found out or just leave it alone? And if you would tell, how would you go about so that it doesn't cause chaos like the recent events?
I also want to add, that I am not a vulture or mean anon. I like this place and visit often. I don't want anyone to be hurt.
FS- def. not giving a damn anymore. Not to be a bitch, just more of a fuck you to naysayers. I get sick of ppl acting better than others. Seen too much of it.
BC-what is your new sn? I'd like to talk to you sometime. I have my old one as well.
Hi already gone nice to see you again
hi BC fimble
I'm off on a walk up the nearby creek with waterfalls and stuff to have drinks and cheese and crackers
you all have a good time
though it's quiet today
BC 2 new more uplifting poems for you :)
have a look
Confused, why don't you just contact the person? Come on man. Like we need MORE drama?
anon unless it's really important does it matter?
just think about it a lot first
we don't want anyone hurt
ag. best way to be. just concentrate on yourself.
so what you been up to
hey there ergo you ok hun
anon. if it was me i would just say it, it may hurt but it will hurt one day you may as well get it over with. but thats just me
Hi there Ergo. you have new uplifting poems? I shall take a look :)
Confused anon, I'm not sure what advice I can give you concerning that. :O
Already gone, new screen name is spoiledmayonaise.
(Yes, it does make fun of our favorite condiment, but in a good-natured way ^_^)
Man, I can't believe I said "new Used video" and you guys are all, "La deeda!" ;D
Hey Mayo, you know, you have never challenged me to a poem. I'm just saying. If you wanted to, you still could. You're partial to the rondeau form maybe? ^_^
fs- just school coming up, trying to find a new job :) living life enjoying the holidays..u?
Thank you for the advice.
Kapunua, I certainly don't want to start any drama. This place has had more than enough it lately. I would contact the person in question, but I am pretty sure they would evade the truth.
FS, I been thinking that too. That I should just say it. It may come out anyway with crack CSI team here at Mayo's. But I really, really don't want to hurt anyone either.
KD, I'm going to think about what you said. Maybe some things are better off left unsaid. I don't know. I got a lot of thinking over to do.
confused anon
if this info is important and effects us then in my opinion it needs to be said either in here of idealy to them personally. but its your call. you know the info and you will know whats best. good luck with your decission
AG, what are you doing at school? i have just been cllege and crappy stuff like that. nothing important. not that i wish there was tho.
hey fs-nothing at school just the usual college classes. I really am so fucking behind here. I dont even know what direction the blog has gone in. Care to give me a quick recap?
to be honest AG i couldnt. so much has happened and i am really dead to the wind. its 1.26 am here.
but i am sure someone will. sorry i cant think at the moment. i will get back to you tho next time when i am thinking clearer ok.
and with that i am off to bed. so tired.
nighty night and nice to see you again
Find A Way.
Graphic, okay?
It's fine fs..have a goodnight. Wouldanyone care to tell me what's been going on? My aim sn is alreadygoneg.....so just hit me up ill be on late. :)
Wait, you checked their MySpace and they didn't have it? 'Cause I was told that's where this came from. O_o
KD, right? I mean, I get the sweet, sad love story. I get the metaphor, sure. I get it. But the fangirls and RPS writers are going to explode.
No, someone said it came from their MySpace. I'm not all MySpacey so I don't know for sure though.
I don't think it's purposely pandering but again, I can't be sure. It could really just be something honest, in a metaphorical way. You know like: There was this beautiful thing and then The Man came in and raped the hell out of it.
Or maybe* I'm just a pretentious English major.
*Lose the "maybe."
*waggles antennae slowly*
*senses (fail)*
Mayo, so if you want, give me a subject, a theme, a visual, something like that. I'll make you up a rondeau redouble, a la Dorothy Parker. Those take time though so. ^_^ Yeah, that'd be a challenge! I'll bet I could do it.
You want me to?
KD, you are too kind.
Okay, wow, I'm having doubts about that clip being legitimate now, huh? Man. Oh well, guess I'll just have to wait. I should get The Used on my MySpace, but I just don't bother with it enough to be worth it. I've got Leathermouth and the Lo Fi's, TBS and 30STM. No The Used so I'm not sure.
I guess there must be a way to check their page?
Wow. The blogs are really this slow hug?
Mayo,
I haven’t been around for a few days. I wasn’t able to get into your house. At first I thought that maybe you had changed the locks. I thought maybe you were tired of the strange woman leaving weird comments. Turns out it was just my stupid High Speed Internet not being so high speed after all. Perhaps my clear view of the Southern sky wasn’t so clear. Who knows?
Anywho, I just wanted to say I’ve been thinking about you and your last post. Not to be over dramatic (Okay well I’m always sorta that way) but it made my heart hurt. Your words paint such a sad picture. It was probably for the best I couldn’t comment last night because honestly my mood would have made my words very dark. I don’t like it when I feel that way. It’s unfortunate that feeling seems to appear more often that it should.
Mayo, I always wish I had some words of wisdom to offer you. I don’t. I really don’t have anything to offer you, and that is what saddens me the most. The feeling in this post I know very well, too well. I just don’t know what to say to make the bad feelings disappear. Tell me, do they ever really disappear? I hope so.
I guess all I can do is go back to my corner and sit and watch and listen. So many wonderful people on this blog do have words that may help you. I truly hope that they do. I truly hope you listen to them. These are smart, kind and compassionate people. They speak words that I only wish I could say. Words I only wish I could believe.
The corner is calling me. Take care, Mayo. I’m still here. I’ve just fallen silent. I’m nothing if not faithful.
Elena
Hi there Elena. My last comment, obviously I meant to say huh, not hug lol
Yep, I'm still here KD. Just talking to some buds on aim right now :)
Anyone here?
Hi again
nice walk though a bit tedious with little girl touching stinging plant she was not 5 sec before told not to touch!!
But it was ok.
KD About the used vid, I told K about it it came as a bulletin from the Used myspace as I have them as a friend.
Can't tell you more than that, but it was a legit bulletin.
HI Elena hopefully I can catch up a bit tomorrow when I can sit back and bludge a bit, lol
(after I do some more washing)
Good morning/afternoon/evening BC, Ergo, Elena, Mayo, SS, people and life forms of the Milky Way.....
How is everyone?
Sorry I was so late for your party BC *blushes* I promise to be on time (or at least not 10 hours late) for the next party you host :)
OP-L: Sorry I had to run out so quickly earlier; but my nephew was hungry and I had to prepare my award winning (his words) Angel Hair Pasta and Cheeeese Sauce for him!!! He says it's better than Semolina's ;-)
Love & Hugs to you ALL!
#6
Wendy
Since no one else seems to be around (and I can't sleep due to cold meds) It appears to be the perfect time to break out the old karaoke machine.......
ENDLESS DARK
by HIM
album: Love Metal (2003)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jROq0HiJA1g
Softly the light shines in through
Gates of grace on me and you
Deceiving our restless hearts
A flickering flame so serene
Devours the night so we could see
The fear we hold on to so strong
But I know where I belong
Away from your gods
That heal all wounds and light
This endless dark
Endless dark
This endless dark
Lonely the light shines on you
Through the gates of fire entombed
Feeding on your love
Weak is the blaze that kept me away
From cruelty and tenderness embraced
Saving my soul no more
And I know where I belong
Away from your gods
That heal all wounds and light
This endless dark
Endless dark
This endless dark
I know where I belong
Away from your gods
That heal all wounds and light
This endless dark
That shine on you and tame your burning heart
That buried my truth right into your arms
That worship the tomb of our forlorn love
That heal all wounds and light, this endless dark
That heal all wounds and light, this endless dark
That heal all wounds and light, this endless dark
==========
If ya'll didn't get get into that one, how about the old classic:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vJeB0iEXMBI
I Hate Myself For Loving You
(Joan Jett/Desmond Child)
Midnight gettin' uptight Where are you
You said you'd meet me now it's quarter to two
I know I'm hangin' but I'm still wantin' you
Hey Jack It's a fact they're talkin' in town
I turn my back and you're messin' around
I'm not really jealous don't like lookin' like a clown
I think of you ev'ry night and day
You took my heart then you took my pride away
I hate myself for loving you
Can't break free from the the things that you do
I wanna walk but I run back to you that's why
I hate myself for loving you
Daylight spent the night without you
But I've been dreamin' 'bout the lovin' you do
I won't be as angry 'bout the hell you put me through
Hey man betcha you can treat me right
You just don’t know what you was missin’ last night
I wanna see you beggin, say forget it just for spite
I hate myself for loving you
Can't break free from the the things that you do
I wanna walk but I run back to you, that's why
I hate myself for loving you
I hate myself for loving you
Can't break free from the things that you do
I wanna walk but I run back to you that's why
I hate myself for loving you
I think of you ev'ry night and day
You took my heart then you took my pride away
I hate myself for loving you
Can't break free from the the things that you do
I wanna walk but I run back to you that's why
I hate myself for loving you
I hate myself for loving you
I hate myself for loving you
==========
Even if you don't like/respect Joan Jett, you HAVE to love DESMOND!!!!!
Oh yeah, just myself and the tumbleweeds.
*kicks toes around in blogdust*
Goodmorning Mayo,
So how's it hanging today.
I hope you are indulging in a weekend sleep-in, because you seem like you need one.
Resolutions still holding or did that all go to custard?
You know you can start again and don't actually have to wait until the next Jan 1.
*stating the obvious but most people do seem bound to that magical date*
I think I'll leave you be there for a while.
*leaves coffee brewing, incense burning, and the morning paper opened at the good news part*
Hello, I just wanted to say that I am on Myspace, and I did check the bulletin from The Used (adding seems so strange a word for making friends- but I did 'Add' them). They did very much send out a Bulletin announcing their new video but it "Is No Longer Availiable" -much like on Youtube. Apparently it was Quite a Vid! A shame some of us missed it before it was Blacklisted.
I also wanted to say -although I do not post to Ss, as I have not really encountered him, not only did a friend endear him to me but it is everyday in here very clear how endeared he is to the family here (much like Mayo); So I just wanted to say if that really was him last night - He seemed very well-spoken, gentle and caring but with a strong sense of self and purpose in his words. I could see how intense a friendship between him and Mayo could be. I hope for the two of them to realize how important it is to have people near you that care about and understand you -and that they can soon overcome whatever it is that is keeping them apart. Clearly the friendship they have is a powerful and worthy one -as we all seem to still be here yea? I hope things become right soon.
Hope everyone is well! Hearts to you Far <3 -L
Goodmorning lewis.
*drops prickly, old tumbleweeds and grabs lewis instead*
I was nearly ready to send out search parties for people.
The song is so gentle, but apparently at complete odds to the video. It must have been a doozy.
I'll grab ya right back Possum. -Although, I hope that didn't sound rude! How about a hug? ;P
The song is lovely. I find it hard to believe it could have such an innapropriate vid to go with it. However, this is The Used we're talking about. So, I shudder.
Grabbing is fine, lewis.
*PP easy...
and ruder than lewis*
*hugs for lewis, back*
It looks like the censors didn't have to think too much about it.
Could someone pass this to Mayo?
Mayo,
How are you doing this morning? I actually hope you really are sleeping late. A little extra rest never hurt anyone. Me? I'm rolling right along this morning. Got tons of house cleaning to do and grocery shopping...really, really fun stuff. Right now, I am about to have breakfast on the porch.
Just wanted to wish you a day full of energy, focus, and completion. I have a feeling you know just what you need to do...what you have to do...now do it.
Feel me?
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. I'm going to try and not do mine half-assed like Mama would say.
9:05 AM, January 05, 2008
Sorry -I couldn't get back in for some reason!
Yeah, the bulletin was just sent out late last night. That was fiercely quick to go so far as block it. Kind of makes me mad. I have yet to check their official website though, so we might get lucky there!
Grabby, easy and rude huh? We could be related! I am just trying to behave in here. Don't sway me!
Hey Possum, I keep getting kicked out so I will have to say goodnight to you. Hope you are well! Just ignore the tummbleweeds -or you can decorate with them like Snoopy's cousin. I always liked him more anyway (I think it was the facial hair!).
Hope to talk with you again soon Possum! Hugs and sweet dreams! -L
I started off behaving here at first, also, lewis and gradually I have descended to living in the gutter, with occassional sidetrips to hell.
I now have real estate there.
*shakes fist impotently at blogworld for kicking everyone out*
Will miss you lewis.
Nice reading you.
Take care.
*thinks about copying snoopy's cousin's decorating ideas*
Mayo,
My arms are starting to ache from semaphoring at our friends on the porch, and my legs are all run out from tripping between blogs.
Do you miss them over here as well?
You should pay a visit to the porch some time. You know they'd like it.
*shoves mayo's missus out of the way and gives mayo a swat on the rear*
*wake up damn it, I'm bored*
*PP pushing her luck today*
Wake up!
*whack*
Wake up!
*whack*
Wake up!
*whack*
Either you like this mayo...
or possibly you are not getting up.
*sets bedside radio to LOUD*
*replaces incense with fresh sticks*
*places newspaper back on kitchen table... electioneering politicians photos now unexplainedly all wearing purple smiley faces*
*not me, says PP innocently, hiding sharpie behind back*
*grabs a few tumbleweeds on way out for sizing*
Later, mayo.
Oh gosh, don't burn incense in here, I hate incense, it makes my eyes dry! ANd I putup with enough of it in Kung Fu. Hello, we are gasping for breath and trying to breathe oxygen while working out, do we need toxins choking us? (Sifu says it's good for you. :/)
So The Used video was official but they pulled it down? Why the hell?
Yeah, it was not what I expected. One of the most sincere love-disappointment songs on the album, and the video starts out as one big, huge "Awwwww!" and then OH HEY, S'UP JARRING, DRAWN-OUT SCENES OF M/M RAPE, HOW ARE YOU TODAY!!
I get the idea of it and all, but hello, brutality much?
*waits for fangirls with fetishes to announce the completion of their lives*
good morning mayo,
i was all overcome with lurkiness last night, and slunk off to bed without saying good night. it didn't seem proper to show up and say good night when i hadn't said hello first.
but i thought about you, and hoped you were well. i hoped you have a friend that you can talk to without reservation, one that you can call regardless of the time, day or night, one who doesn't judge, only listens.
we all need someone in our lives who will just listen, because without that, we get too lost inside the circular poison of our own thoughts. when you're talking to someone who is really listening to you, you will say things that are utterly true, and that you didn't realize you believed until you heard the words out in the air yourself.
we listen to you here, but it's not the same. i wish it could be, so very much. i'll just have to hope and trust that you have a 3-am-sort-of-friend.
have a good day mayo, as good as you can.
Oh man,Youtube took it down? Damn. That's pretty funny though.
Hey,there's people.
Morning guys.
Morning kapunua,
Feel free to extinguish incense, lol.
All I could get up of the video was a brief single image.I wondered if that was where it was heading.
What was going through their minds to do that video?
Morning entropy!
Loving and leaving time again for me.
Goodnight/morning all.
Goodnight,PP.
Sleep well.
Hello Family!
Sorry I've been away for a while, I've had many things to tend to this week. But I'm back, and will be back later tonight for who knows how long. Til the cows come home, maybe. (If anyone knows when exactly that is, could you let me know please? ;) )
I hope some of the high, bizarre melodrama is over. L's been keeping me up to date, and I gotta tell you guys...uh, WUH?
L is going home tomorrow, not today, and she will be answering emails. She is very tired after our "dessert" party last night--well, Devil's balls, so am I!--so she's resting today.
I'll talk to you all later. Have a good one!
love ya
J
Mayo!
How YOU doin'? It feels early to me, even though it's noon. Had a late night last night, y'know. ;)
Well, your post. How about that? Have to say, I actually got it the first time through! And for me, that is a major accomplishment. Either I'm getting better at speaking Mayonaise, or you're becoming more forthright in your writing. Hmm...I dunno on that one.
Mayo, do you teach classes in Mayo-speak, or is it a learn-as-you-go thing? Does Borders offer anything like "Mayo for Dummies"? Cause I could use that sometimes. :)
Weeeeeeell, gotta go. Hope your day is fantabulous, just like you. Talk to you later!
love you!
J
SS baby!
It was so wonderful to read you from yesterday. I miss you when you're not home for a while. Are you doing alright? I'm not bad, myself.
This is just a "hello" comment, nothing major to say. Well, there IS something I wanted to tell you, but it's not, like, earth-shattering.
Do you remember these words?
"And in my honest observation, your love touches the lives of everyone you know...You're beautiful, and I just hope you know I never want to let you down, your faith in me means more than words can ever say."
Today, I give them to you. I hope you will accept them, and gain as much warmth from them as I have since you wrote them.
May today, and every day, be a blessing for you. Its all about the love, babydoll.
And I do love you.
My heart to yours, always.
J
Good afternoon/evening everyone.
*hears crickets chirping*
Hi Mayo!
How are you? Me? Life sucks.
XOXO,
S&V20
P.S. - SS, I miss you....:(
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