Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Absent minded memory.

Last night you said
“I would give you the moon.”
Pull it down from the sky
and feed you by spoon.

In your whisper, while hushed
I was bribed by conceit.
Force fed through a tube
of ill will and deceit.

Then, the grandest of gestures
you walked out of the room.
Strangling me in a glut
of dissonance and doom.

Last night I said
“I would give you the moon.”
And you took it greedily
not a moment too soon.








p.s. it was at that exact moment that the unraveling began.

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Anonymous said...

More poetry again, Mayonaise? I thought you were over that ^_^

elena said...

Mayo Hun.

To say I'm confused would be the understatement of the year.

What the hell is going on?

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Original Punk J said...

Mayo,

Not sure if you are as confused as the rest of us, or if you know exactly what is going on, but, basically,

What the hell?

L.

Anonymous said...

"What the hell?" and "I'm confused" seems to be the understatement quotes of the night.

Amyranth said...

Nice poetry.

I like the moon, but really this one is right over my head.

-A

elena said...

Okay this is probably not going to make any sense to you but here's the thing.

I've picked you up out of the road. Where the hell do I put you down?

See, told you it wouldn't make sense to you but it does to me. I just wanna do the right thing, ya know?

Vivienne said...

So now what?

Vivienne said...

Come out come out wherever you are... and you did.
How strange.

Anonymous said...

The drama starts to unfold I guess, Cupcake. Who really knows? O_0

elena said...

Mayo damn it...say something. Hell anything will do. You've got a whole bunch of people worried here.

Amyranth said...

Elena, he didn't worry us.

-A

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Andrea said...

Dude, what the crap is going on?

Anonymous said...

Elena, I agree, although every time I come here I worry anyways.

Andrea said...

Mayo, very nice poem, btw.

Anonymous said...

Hey guys my internet is out so I'm on a shitty signal right now. Took an hour to get mayo to come up what is going on email me it's on my profile.

Anonymous said...

Goddammit! you are stronger than this

Vivienne said...

Now we all know I'm filled to the brim with love for everyone here, but I'm loosing patience.
I don't know what to do.
No one can help if they don't understand what's going on.

What's going on people?

I'm sure someone lurks who knows... surely.

elena said...

I didn't say he worried us. I said we are worried.

And just what is unraveling?

No wait. I probably don't want to know.

Anonymous said...

The P.S. is actually worrying me. Could this be that sooner or later, we will find out May-O's identity?

Hi Mj. As to what's going on, well, we're not exactly sure.

elena said...

Cupcake if I knew I would tell you.

I have no idea what's going on.

Anonymous said...

Well someone tell me something. I nedd to go to bed soon.

Original Punk J said...

Anonymous said...
Goddammit! you are stronger than this

January 3, 2008 2:05 AM

I think we are, Anon. Should we all call off the red alert?

L.

elena said...

Mayo I've said it before and damn it I'll just keep saying it....

Is there anything we can do for you?

Amyranth said...

MJ - Do you have TJ'S email? If not, email me. I can't find a hotlink to your profile.

Comp is being slow.

-A

Amyranth said...

Yeah Mayo.

Anything you need us to do?

Well. ALMOST anything.

-A

Vivienne said...

Mayo, didn't post and run did you? come and talk. For once, throw us another scrap hun?

Anonymous said...

Mayonaise, sweetheart, is there anything we can do for you? Don't be afraid to come talk to us.

Amyranth said...

Srsly dude. Don't make me post a voice file.

I WILL sing and you WILL regret it.

-A

Martha Smith-Jones said...

amy I sent you an email

Entropy said...

Mayo,Something huge is going down and I'm not sure if you are aware. If you aren't,you need to be.
Give us a hand or something.
Or at least call on us.

Did you see all our boldness in the last blog?

Amyranth said...

Okay, maybe if I try to sound more intelligent, you'll at least notice.

Are we running around with safety nets when you're simply gazing out the window?

Is the building on fire, or are the neighbours burning supper?

-A

Vivienne said...

Mayo we offer nothing but support. Please.

elena said...

Mayo your silence speaks volumes.

I feel defeated. I'm sorry I couldn't help.

Vivienne said...

Amyranth said...

Okay, maybe if I try to sound more intelligent, you'll at least notice.

Are we running around with safety nets when you're simply gazing out the window?

Is the building on fire, or are the neighbours burning supper?

-A


Nicely put. If you have respect for us honey, let us know. Take a minute and talk.

toujours said...

finally got my old man computer to cooperate. *scowl*

mayo,
we've been dithering again tonight. and it sounds like things aren't exactly smooth on your side of the screen either.

care to share a little more? or at least soothe our ruffled feathers?

Anonymous said...

I guess maybe he is not up to speaking with us.

Anonymous said...

Hi there squeak squeak

Vivienne said...

Not up to it? hmmm perhaps.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Amy sent you another email

Amyranth said...

Avenger, he usually isn't.

Which is far too bad. I was hoping one day...

-A

Anonymous said...

That's true Amy.

Original Punk J said...

I'm not sure if I'm on the right track here, but does the "unraveling" have to do with the Family itself?

Since there has been so much tension between some posters lately, and the togetherness has been forgotten at times, is this in response?

L.

soulconnector said...

Hello everyone

Thought:
Be careful what you ask for and who you follow.

Word:
Greed

Otherwise time and experience may kick your ass.

Regards to the flood mayonaise.

love to go around
`sc

toujours said...

hey there bc.

mayo, damn -- i usually try to be a little less pathetic here, but --

i really need to hear something from you tonight. even something totally random, or just a "hi, go to bed" whatever.

then my feet will be solid under me again.

please.

i'm sorry to ask.

Andrea said...

I totally need to go to bed, yet I can't seem to pull my eyes away from... from what? I'm not even sure. Something I can't define.

Raise your hand if you're frustrated right now.

[Raises hand]

Anonymous said...

Hi there SC how are you?

Anonymous said...

Andrea, I'm frustrated, yet a little worried.

Original Punk J said...

Goodnight, all.

PACTUM SERVA.


Love,
L.

Anonymous said...

Goodnight and sweet dreams L

toujours said...

i'm not frustrated, just knocked off balance.

business as usual in blogland.

toujours said...

good night, l. sleep well.

Vivienne said...

Goodnight lovely L. *hugs*

toujours said...

knocked off balance by the night, not by your post mayo, is what i mean.

Anonymous said...

So...

Andrea said...

Alright, I'm giving up for the night. If anyone figures this out, please email me or comment me or something? I'd appreciate it.

Goodnight everyone.

toujours said...

mayo, you're still dealing with the past aren't you?

Vivienne said...

So indeed BC.

I think that's all we're going to get for now.

toujours said...

good night, andrea. sweet dreams.

Vivienne said...

Well it's dinner time, I need to eat.

I love you all

True.

xoxo cupcake

Amyranth said...

Yeah, I need to sleep on this.

Tidbits keep passing my way, maybe by the morning, I'll have a thumbnail sketch done.

Who knows.

Good night everyone. Goodnight Mayo.

-A

Anonymous said...

Goodnight and sweet dreams andrea.
Cupcake, I think so too.

Anonymous said...

Goodnight Amy. Take care cupcake

toujours said...

it's good to look back over events, sort through them, put them in their proper sequence. i think of that as turning it into my story, so i can understand things and draw meaning from what happens to me.

but remember what you wrote -- live forward. learn what you can, but eventually, you have to turn around and face the direction you're going.

less likely to fall into holes, that way.

soulconnector said...

BC,
I stepped away for a minute and missed your greeting.

Thank you and Hello.
`sc

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight amy, L and Andrea.

Anonymous said...

SC, no biggies. How are you? I don't see you here that often.


I wonder what happened to m? I missed him.

soulconnector said...

BC,
Not sure, m only commented on my blog that one time. I must of not of impressed m.(smile)

Oh, I am here, just not commenting, it is too hard for me to keep up.

martha,
you still having trouble with blogger tonight?

Anonymous said...

SC, I agree. Too many comments is just overwhelming to read through.
I hope m comes back soon.

MJ, are you still here?

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

I was just sneaking by for a moment to see how things were going here- oh Mayo, you break my heart. I hope whomever they were, they were just being foolishly dramatic. But it does not sound that way. I'm sorry Mr. Condiment. Love or whatyouwill seems to make and break us so quickly. It's like the world has just begun and while your basking in it's glory -it all suddenly begins to crumble around you. I am sorry, but if it wasn't true in the first place maybe it's better you found out sooner rather than later. Before worse things happen, and you are less able to escape. I hope you feel better Mayo. -L

Anonymous said...

Hi there Lewis

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hi all my Internet is completely out. I hope to have it back by this weekend so if I disappear that is the reason. A neighbor has an unsecured wireless line so that is how I'm on right now. But it really sucks ass. Once this place hits 200 comments I won't be able to get on.

toujours said...

oh martha that really sucks. i'm hoping now that not so many people have icon pictures it will make a difference in how long dial-uppers can comment.

*fingers crossed*

Anonymous said...

Mj, that sucks. So you won't be here for a while then?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I think it has more to do with how many people are on line at that time. Hey blogger may even be having problems.

Three years ago my Internet went out for about two months. We called the cable company to find out what was going on. They kept telling us some BS story about the weather. When really they had switch to a new system that had knocked half the users off and they couldn't fix the problem. We only found out because the repair man told us.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Once it hits 200 comments I won't be able to load the whole page let alone a comment box. So no i will be gone for a while. If may hadn't put up this new post I wouldn't be able to talk to you at all.

Anonymous said...

Mj, that cable company is stupid. Weather is not going to knock out the Internet for two months. When the weather messes with my Internet, it gets fixed the next day. :O

Anonymous said...

Mj, then it's sad to say this post is gonna hit 200 comments by tomorrow :(

toujours said...

well, hopeully, whatever the cause, it will get better. not being able to comment here is awful.

Anonymous said...

Isn't it, squeak squeak? Anyways, it's almost three in the morning here, so I have to say goodnight. Goodnight MJ, Squeak squeak, SC, lurkers.

Goodnight my little jar of Mayonaise. I wish we knew what was going on with you.


xoxo

toujours said...

good night bc. ^.^

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Well BC they just didn't want to tells the truth. We knew it was something else. but we were thinking an animal chewed through the wires again. WE have skunks. possums and raccoons in my area. And the raccoons are huge. The size of a medium dog. And they attack ans eat cats when there is nothing else to eat.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight BC

Anonymous said...

MJ, you have skunks? I never seen one before O_o
Well, anyways, good night guys.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Yeah BC skunks. They got int our backroom once. And our last dog got sprayed several times. And the smell it lingers for days. They are always getting into fights and just going off.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Is anyone still here?

toujours said...

hey martha, i just got back. but i think i need to be going to bed, so i'll say good night to you, and make my good nights to mayo.

for some reason, i'm all worn out. huh.

talk to you later, martha.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight TJ I will be here a little longer. Trying to get the previous blog to load so I can see what I missed.

ergoproxy said...

HI MJ that's a pain about your computer
HI BC!or have you gone
TJ you still about? or are you gone too?

I am so confused.
Is anything clearer yet?

Mayo what are you talking about. Please just once could you be clear? Is it you? Is it us?
I just don't know anymore, it all feels wrong. Suspicion, confusion ....it worries me. even though it shouldn't. I care about here and I care about the people here. And I care about you Mayo and SS.
Tell me if you don't want my concern.
Tell me if you are ok, are your blogs just creative writing or are they true feelings, is it a game or is it real?
Could you just once , please tell me you are ok?

toujours said...

mayo,

you know, it's ridiculously easy to forget that there's life outside this blog. i'm only "toujours" here, you're only "mayo" here, this is the only place where our lives connect. it's only a little sliver of a connection -- precious, but a spider's thread all the same.

it's also ridiculously easy to be thrown off-balance by the rapid ups and downs of this intense little hothouse blog. and when you post a new entry, and it's about something apparently completely unrelated to the latest arm-flailing?

well, that's just like the twist ending from an episode of the twilight zone. it just takes a moment to come down from the adrenaline rush and regain my bearings, you know?

(hey -- non sequitur, but -- there's a tiny knot looped in one strand of my hair. fairies must have been playing with my hair tonight. *grin*)

you've been using a lot of strong words lately, mayo -- erupting and choking and strangling -- and i'm not sure what to make of them. they are somewhat disquieting. are they reflecting your mood? i won't tell you to be easy or calm down -- i just want to understand.

but now i must go to sleep. the day is done, whatever i failed to accomplish is beyond my power to complete now. every day is a new to-do list. only one thing left on today's list -- to presume upon our connecting spider's thread and once again remind my gods to keep you in their care.

sleep well. whatever your real life has in store for you tomorrow, may you greet it with anticipation.

good night, mayo.

toujours said...

ergo, i'm just heading off to bed, but i wanted to remind you that mayo has told us how he feels -- go back and re-read "from the corner".

it's not a game. i think mayo writes about a lot of different things, to many different people, but that doesn't invalidate our participation.

i think everything's going to work out, somehow.

(but i'm stupidly optimistic. *grin*)

good night ergo -- i haven't forgotten that i owe you an email, so don't start kicking me, okay? ;D

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello EP

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Well Mayo and SS I'm out for the night. Most likely for the rest of week. Have a nice rest of the week and week end.

to the blog believe Family Email me if you want to get a hold of me. It's on my profile. I will talk to you later.

ergoproxy said...

Thanks TJ I had sort of forgotten that post. I shouldn't it was such a lovely one.

I hope you still feel that way Mayo,sharing part of our lives. I went to my Father-in-laws this afternoon, to see his partners daughter's family before they head off down south and home. It was cooler and quiet, just the sound of animals, chickens, horses, cows as well as crickets and birds.
We sat and talked, kids played, the sun set.
Life is good, I hope it's good for you too.
If it unravels pick up the end and weave yourself a new one, and I bet it'll be even better and more beautiful than the last.
Wishing peace and love to you and yours.
Much love
xx

(Tj don't stress I won't kick you..











...yet ;)

farawaysoclose said...

oh mayo i don't know what to say?? i don't speak mayo at the best of times.

so this poem is about a forgotten memory?

whenever you write like this in my head i always think you are writing about/to a lover.

so my probably wrong interpretation would be your lover promised you everything and let you down badly. they deceived you/betrayed you? you coudn't let go though and still offered them everything you could. but it was already too late??

oh fuck i am shit at interpreting you but i'm willing to look like a twat anyway so there you go!!

anyway whatever it's about i hope you are ok and doing well.

family hello to you all!

Kassiopeia said...

Morning Mayo and whoever!

Excuse my pedantry, but shouldn't the closing quote mark in the first verse come after 'spoon'?

Anyway, it's that kind of day. I think I'll break free from work early and go see I Am Legend. I wasn't that excited about going to watch an Omega Man knock-off but now I know the mutant growls are voiced by the delicious Mike Patton, Hell Yeah!!

I am so sad...

Kass xx

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

How are you this bone-chilling Thursday morning? I hope you are well and I hope you are warm. Me? I'm trying like hell to get ready for the day, but you know I have a hard time doing that until I at least try to talk to you. So, here it goes...

I might be way off here, but here's what I think. There was someone who came in your life...probably during a time that you weren't looking for anything or anyone special. They made you a promise and even though you knew you probably shouldn't trust them...you did anyway. By this time, you actually wanted to believe their motives and intentions were pure. Then your eyes began to open and you started to see this person for what they really are. They were using you and abusing you. So you decided to test them to see if they were the person you really thought they were or the person you had once hoped they were...and you found out, they are exactly the person you thought.....selfish, greedy, uncaring.

Mayo, at least you are wide awake now. No longer hungry....no longer in the dark and much, much wiser.

Maybe? Of course, I could put another spin on this, but I will save that for tonight.

May you have another enlightening day, my friend.


Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. Tie a knot and pull the thread back through.

Anonymous said...

Just as lost as the rest of you.

Bellatrix said...

Good morning Mayo.

So here we go again: a poem.
And again I don’t know what to think. I’m confused and a bit worried though.

My friend, please, just let us know if you’re okay.

Love to you



Good morning family!
Have a great day everybody!
See you later.
*HUGS & KISSES*


PS: SS, I miss you

Kassiopeia said...

There was someone who came in your life...probably during a time that you weren't looking for anything or anyone special. They made you a promise and even though you knew you probably shouldn't trust them...you did anyway. By this time, you actually wanted to believe their motives and intentions were pure. Then your eyes began to open and you started to see this person for what they really are. They were using you and abusing you. So you decided to test them to see if they were the person you really thought they were or the person you had once hoped they were...and you found out, they are exactly the person you thought.....selfish, greedy, uncaring.

Spookily, Sdock10 has just articulated the general feeling of the plebians here after the MiracleWhipMe debacle!!

Maybe Karma's finally biting our Mr. Mayonaise on the rump? Mwahahahaha!!

Kass xx

Anonymous said...

Hello there Mayo,

Didn't Sdock give you the moon as well?

Anonymous said...

Hello guys! How are you?

...someone should write something like a "Cambridge Companion to Mayo's posts", just saying :D

Anonymous said...

Pfft, just PP making up stuff in her mind as usual.

Gidday there kass, Kapunua, sdock and anyone else up and about.

Smoke said...

Well it looks like 2008 is working out so hot for you either. I'm right there with ya, Mayo. You know I rarely ever try to attempt and interpret your words. I have no idea. My first thought would be that you gave somebody the world because that's what you thought they were going do for you. In the end, you found that particular person had an ulterior motive the entire time. Still, you tried only to have it confirmed that this person never really did give two shits about you.

I know I could be waaaaaaay off base. I usually am. Just remember that there are plenty of us here that worry about you and several of us have probably been through the same things you are going through. If you need us, you know where we are.

No ulterior motive here.

Hugs and kisses, Mayo.

XOXO,
Princess S&V20

Anonymous said...

Hi villanelle!

Good thanks. How are you?

I doubt Mayo sitting right next to me explaining, let alone a Cambridge Companion, would make his posts any clearer to me.

Anonymous said...

Hi pp and everyone!

I'm fine, just haven't been here for a while and now I'm trying to catch up with everything, timetravellers and all O_O

Anonymous said...

You win the award for most unexpected and unconventional friend of the year. You seem so unhappy in life, like you're searching for something that you can't quite reach and you won't be satisfied without it. I always wish I could help you somehow. All my attempts at conversation and advice seem to go nowhere, but I do hope it helps you to know that I care and I'm here to talk if you need it. When you try to be all mysterious, it only makes you more transparent. I can see you, even when you're hiding, but I still don't think I really know you. I certainly never know where I stand with you and that gets frustrating. You're awfully good at maintaining distance. I get the impression you're not telling me everything. I wish you could just be open and honest, but it's pretty clear that you're protecting yourself - from what, I may never know.

Anonymous said...

Good morning Possum, PrincessS&V, Kass, Villanelle, Bella!

How are you all this morning? Good, I hope! Me, I'M FREEZING!!!

I see I missed a lot yesterday (as usual). Conspiracy theories, games of clue and who dunnit, more secret walks along the virus infested paths of aim ......
Seriously, everytime I try AIM I get about 5 virus warnings that pop up!

And......a new poem from Mayo!
Good morning Mayo!

I'm not going to try to dissect and interpret this poem. Afterall, one man/woman's doom can be another's bloom!

Although, the p.s. does lead me to believe that whatever is blooming might just be poisonous......
or at least full of thorns.

And, on that HAPPY note:

LOVE and HUGS to ALL,
#6 (more than ever)
Wendy

Pickled Possum said...

Gah! I missed bella, s&v20 and 616.

Goodmorning/evening to you all.

Anonymous said...

This sounds like the end of a marriage to me. The opening line has a romantic feel to it.

Kassiopeia said...

His to PP, Villanelle, Anon616 & Smoke!

Given all the fuss Mayo is making, you'd think he was the first person who'd ever been screwed over. Suck it up, bitch, and move on!!

Or at least put some sugar in their petrol tank. Revenge IS sweet...

Kass xx

Anon616 said...

*gives best possum call*

I'm here Possum!

Good morning to you Kass!
LOL, put sugar in their petrol tank.....
You IS vicious!
Good girl! ;-)

Anonymous said...

Hi kass and anon616!

I prefer laxatives in their drink. I actually did it once to someone. No regrets ;)

anima said...

Mayo dear, I noticed you posted this at 11:35 AM yesterday. About the time you changed your "About Me." Is there any significance? Or is there a reason you decided to wait until last night to post this? Probably no big deal, but I thought I'd ask.

This is a lovely poem, but it makes me terribly sad. I do not know if this was a recent event or something from your past. Regardless, I hope you find peace. Greediness, ill will, and deceit from someone you trusted is not what you deserve; it is not what anyone deserves. I hope you have found better or you are moving on to find better for yourself.

Come and hang out with us today if you can. We are here for you. Always.

Anon616 said...

villanelle said...
Hi kass and anon616!

I prefer laxatives in their drink. I actually did it once to someone. No regrets ;)

==============
Hi Villanelle!

Or, you could always whip up a batch of those special laxative laced homemade brownies!

Nothing says lovin' like something from the oven!!!!

=)

anima said...

Anonymous said...
This sounds like the end of a marriage to me. The opening line has a romantic feel to it.

January 3, 2008 9:08 AM


Mayo is married, so that is a possibility. If it is, then this is going to be a really difficult time. All we can do is be here for him when he needs us, just as we are here for each other.

Anonymous said...

Hi everyone!

How is errbody in BlogBelieve?

Anonymous said...

Nothing says lovin' like something from the oven!!!!


...made specially for you :D


Darlings I'm off. Talk to you later! Take care!

*hugs*

Anon616 said...

Good morning Anima and x_x!

How are the two of you this morning?

I think we're thinking up some 'recipes for revenge' today.
Any suggestions?

Anonymous said...

Revenge? Ooooooh, it can be sweet, can't it?

anima said...

Hi there everyone!

Revenge, hmmmm.... I've never been good with that.

Anon616 said...

Somethings CAN be both sweet and painful! Such as my extra special brownies ;-)

I forgot to say hello to Anonymous.....HI ANONYMOUS!

Kassiopeia said...

Mayo is married, so that is a possibility.

Mayo says he's married. Big difference.

He's still trying to play a part remember!

Kass xx

Anon616 said...

anima said...
Hi there everyone!

Revenge, hmmmm.... I've never been good with that.
============
Well, my diabolical mind CAN work for two if you would like Anima!

;-)

Magic Pie said...

Mayo, this is either in the present or it may be a past memory.

If this is the present, I understand how the feel. The realization that someone isn't who they thought you were is horrendous. You put all your heart into loving someone and then you see that it was all just a pointless dream in your head.

Stay true to yourself and get out while you can.

anima said...

Absolutely 616! That would be fantastic. ;)

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anima said...

Hi Mya!

Sad, but true story....I need to get back to working. Lots to do.

Be back later.

Anon616 said...

Good morning Mya and Magic Pie!

Sorry Mya, I was off trying to think of more legal ways of revenge.....I guess I'm not as diabolical as I thought, LOL!

How are you this morning?

Anon616 said...

See you later Anima! I'm sure I'll come up with something for ya by then ;-)

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Anon616 said...

Decipher away Mya! I'm no good at that and apparently, I'm not as good at revenge as I thought. All I've got is the brownie thing....

Hmmm......I think I should just stick to posting lyrics!

Feel free to sing along:

Poison Heart
The Ramones

No one ever thought this one would survive
Helpless child, gonna walk a drum beat behind
Lock you in a dream, never let you go
Never let you laugh or smile, not you.

Well, I just want to walk right out of this world,
'Cause everybody has a poison heart
I just want to walk right out of this world,
'Cause everybody has a poison heart.

Making friends with a homeless torn up man
He just kind of smiles, it really shakes me up.
There's danger on every corner but I'm okay
Walking down the street trying to forget yesterday.

Well, I just want to walk right out of this world,
'Cause everybody has a poison heart.
I just want to walk right out of this world,
'Cause everybody has a poison heart,
a poison heart, a poison heart, a poison heart ... yeah!

You know that life really takes its toll
And a poet's gut reaction is to search his very soul
So much damn confusion before my eyes,
But nothing seems to phase me and this one still survives.

I just want to walk right out of this world,
'Cause everybody has a poison heart.
I just want to walk right out of this world,
'Cause everybody has a poison heart,
Well, I just want to walk right out of this world,
'Cause everybody has a poison heart.
a poison heart, a poison heart, a poison heart.
a poison heart, a poison heart, a poison heart.

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And, once again, I prefer HIM's version ;-)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C5NbmtuzgZM&feature=related

*credit to whoever made that video and HIM for the wonderful cover*

:)

Anon616 said...

I guess no one felt like singing along......

Oh well, maybe next time!

I'm off for now, and I'm LATE as usual.

Have good/great/at least decent day/night everyone!

Love & Hugs to ALL!
#6

Anonymous said...

I wish Mayo would come talk to us and let us know he's okay. I'm worried about him. I don't know why.

I'm already in a pissy mood and now I'm sad, too.

Damn you, Mayo! Are you okay?

Anonymous said...

checking in, yoda is. still mean, you are?

happy, frank is.

Kassiopeia said...

Scared of opening pic for fear of porn, Kass was!

Please keep the rest of your posts similarly U-rated!!

Kass xx

Anonymous said...

kass!

posted porn, I never have.

just beautiful frankie.

unless this can be considered porn.

Anonymous said...

maybe this is porny too...

topless frankie-poooo

Anonymous said...

hey everybody, just stopping real quick on my way out the door to work.

last night was all sorts of weird (which is s.o.p. for blogland, right? *grin*), with lots of emailing going on. if there's anyone who still wants to know what's going on, please email me -- my address is on my profile.

i don't know a lot, but i will gladly share what info i have. i don't want anyone to feel out of the loop.

talk to you all later.

bye, and hi/bye to mayo, too! :)

Kassiopeia said...

Cute. He's got the beginnings of a little Buddha-belly going on in the 'Search & Destroy' pics.

It's not your Frankles pics that are porny, so much as the commentary Yoda, which in turn leads me to deduce that you have a filthy mind and makes me a little frightened to open them at work!

Kass xx

Shame in me said...

Hey Mayo nice poem, i have only just woke up though so i am sure as hell that i have no idea what it means but its still nice. I like poems about going to the moon.

Anonymous said...

Thinking about you guys and Mayo as well.

Mayo, I get that you are hurting and if , if this not just all a game of distraction, please considerw what we were saying to you last night.

We don't want to lose you.a

Maybe your post is personal and has nothing to do with any of that.

We lost track of each other, you and I, didn't we?

Anyway, if you've got it in you to do so, give us an answer on that.

Or a quEstion. Cause maybe we can help.

Anonymous said...

We lost track of each other, you and I, didn't we?

---compute compute---

You haven't given me any individualized attention lately and I am very sad about that. Give me attention.

---end program---

Amyranth said...

Writing earlier, posting later.

Again, is he waiting for someone specific to see these posts?

You're reflecting on the past Mayo, I imagine with good reason.

Have you been good today darling?

-Amyranth

Anonymous said...

Yes "anonymous" I would like to talk to and hear from Mayo. Not sure why that means anything to you, or why you are too afraid to say who you are though.

I'm sorry * it bothers you so badly.










* tickled

Anonymous said...

Yes "anonymous" I would like to talk to and hear from Mayo. Not sure why that means anything to you, or why you are too afraid to say who you are though.

I'm sorry * it bothers you so badly.










* tickled

Anonymous said...

Shit. DM!

Amyranth said...

Kapu - DM PLZX.

-A

Anonymous said...

4 months blogbelieve family have been there for you MAYO

In our time of need where are you for us.
In a matter of fact where are you SS

We give and give our friendship, our trust, our support. We need a little back in this time of need

Kassiopeia said...

Mayo's never posts until about midnight GMT, so I doubt he'll be on for a while Anon.

Anonymous said...

That's what I wa s afraid of, this whole mess. This is what we were getting at last night but there is SO much more.

Still, we're just as confused as we were last night.
I can't get to any of those links. Don't want to.

With this post and that crap going on, it looks like one big RP. Yet I still don't feel that somehow, you know?

Hell, I don't know who Mayo is, only who he isn't.

And Mayo, unless you ARE these people and you are playing us, then I like you, I don't want you to sad. And I don't want this to end.

Are we all in agreement about at least that?

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Vivienne said...

Hello everyone.

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Kassiopeia said...

Hi CC,

Holy sh*t at DM!

Mya,
I was only pointing out that Mayo probably won't know that the sh*t is hovering perilously close to the fan until later on tonight, because that's when he tends to post.

Apologies for any confusion...

Kass xx

Vivienne said...

Well Mya I have an amazing headache and the feeling we're only at the beginning of going through some ridiculous shit, so I suppose I've been better.
On the other hand, it's supposed to be a beautiful day here today, so when the sun is finished rising and the family is awake, we're going to the beach.
A long explanation of how am am isn't it?
How are you?

Vivienne said...

HI Kass, holy sh*t is right.
How are you?

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anima said...

Nope, don't want this to end.

I don't think it will.

Mayo needs us. He said so. And we need him. We will have to have a huge family discussion with Mayo if he decides he needs to leave. We won't let go of him that easily. ;)

Right Mayo? That's right we are sticking by you my friend. We know you will stick by us.

anima said...

Cupcake, have fun at the beach!

I gotta run.

Love you to all of you!

Mya, feel free to email anyone one of us anytime if you have any questions. We love you, don't forget that.

Anonymous said...

4 months blogbelieve family have been there for you MAYO

In our time of need where are you for us.
In a matter of fact where are you SS

We give and give our friendship, our trust, our support. We need a little back in this time of need

Vivienne said...

Thanks Mya, it should cheer me up..... that and the heart shaped rink postits' I bought. lol

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Vivienne said...

Bye anima love, I'm sure I will*.

*try...lol

Anon616 said...

Kass79 said...


Holy sh*t at DM!

Mya,
I was only pointing out that Mayo probably won't know that the sh*t is hovering perilously close to the fan until later on tonight, because that's when he tends to post.

=================

Oh my...
Oh my, oh my..........

I don't think the sh*t is perilously close to hitting the fan Kass;
I think IT HAS HIT THE FAN! And little pieces of it are flying all over blog believe!

I think it might be time for some 'duck and dodge'......

Hi ya to my CUPCAKE!!!! I've missed you!

Have fun at the beach!

LOVE & HUGS,
#6
Wendy

anima said...

No problem Mya, I will email you sometime this afternoon. I don't know much, but I'd be happy to share what I think is going on.

I am running out to lunch. Be back later.

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Vivienne said...

I've missed you too Wendy, if you're still here can I get a hug?

Anon616 said...

*pounces on CUPCAKE and gives her the biggest hug of her life*

How's that for a YES cupcake???
;-)

You want a pounce and a hug too Mya??? :)

Vivienne said...

haha ahh Wendy, that was perfect! lol

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
4 months blogbelieve family have been there for you MAYO

In our time of need where are you for us.
In a matter of fact where are you SS

We give and give our friendship, our trust, our support. We need a little back in this time of need

January 3, 2008 1:36 PM


if we have truly given our friendship, our trust and support, then we can sit back and wait for mayo and ss to talk to us when they have the time and the ability.

i'm greedy, i admit it -- i'd love to receive some reassurance from mayo right now. one of ss's generous appearances would also be lovely.

but i'm not going to get my panties in a twist just because they don't appear are my beck and call.

i'm a grown-up, after all. i understand that we all have lives outside this blog. (ok, i don't have much of one, but i can appreciate that others do! *grin*)

see you all later on.

breathe, people.

Anonymous said...

*ahem*

i meant to spell my name wrong.

yeah.

>.>

Anonymous said...

Hello hello everyone.

Anonymous said...

So can we expect Mayo's to be invaded by BN ppl now? If this chick can't keep her mouth shut about an alleged breakup then she sure as hell isn't gonna keep this place under wraps.

I'm sure Mayo is gonna be thrilled with that!

And it all comes tumbling down...

Anon616 said...

cupcake said...
haha ahh Wendy, that was perfect! lol
==========
Awww shucks Cupcake; it was my pleasure! Anytime, me love!

Hello to TJ and BC!

Vivienne said...

Hi BC sweetie. *hugs*

Anonymous said...

Anon, I'm hoping that won't happen. Hi there Cupcake, ol' delicious one. How are you? *tackles bear hug*

Andrea said...

Omfg. Anon @ 8:43am copied that entire paragraph directly from my blog WITHOUT my permission.

Anonymous said...

Hello hello Wendy, how are you?

Vivienne said...

Now is the time, for a cheesy 70's song!

Ooo and it's alright and it's comin' 'long
We got to get right back to where we started from
Love is good, love can be strong
We got to get right back to where we started from

Oh-ohhhhh
Do you remember that day
(That sunny day)
When you first came my way
I said no one could take your place
And if you get hurt
(If you get hurt)
By the little things I say
I can put that smile back on your face

Ooo and it's alright and it's comin' 'long
We got to get right back to where we started from
Love is good, love can be strong
We got to get right back to where we started from

A love like ours
(A love like ours)
Can never fade away
You know it's only just begun
You give me your love
(Give me your love)
I just can't stay away
I know that you're the only one

(Chorus)

Anon616 said...

Glad to hear you're okay BC! I'm getting a little dizzy with all this going back and forth....

I hope you're staying a good distance away from that fan! It seems to be getting a bit messy in here. :(

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Vivienne said...

And that song is for ALL the family.

Anonymous said...
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Andrea said...

Well obviously it's the internet, and my page is public, and people are going to do what they want with publicly available information.

But to copy my words verbatim and post them anonymously, without giving a context, without crediting the author, without asking permission...

It's very poor form.

Just sayin'.

I'm tired of cowardly anons.

Anonymous said...

andrea said...
Omfg. Anon @ 8:43am copied that entire paragraph directly from my blog WITHOUT my permission.


You could have easily edited the post you allegedly wrote on the 27th and added key phrases (eg. reflection) to make it look as if you wrote them first and Mayo was repeating them and referencing you in his post.

It's over.

Vivienne said...

Does no one like my song? should I have used 'you sexy thing'?

I need a shower, brb.

Andrea said...

Yes, I suppose I could have edited my blog to change key phrases or time stamps. But I didn't.

Anon616 said...

Mya said...
I'm calling a 10 minute time-out. I gotta go smoke!
=========

If you're more than 10 minutes Mya; we're docking your pay ;-)

Thank you for the song Cupcake!

How's your knee, BC? Any better?

Anonymous said...

Oh ok then, that's cool. Yeah, sorry about that then.

Andrea said...

Anon, if you have a question about something I've written, how about just asking me on my blog instead of posting my words on a different blog? I won't be mad if you ask questions, but I WILL be mad if you start flaming me without provocation.

A little common courtesy, please.

Anon616 said...

andrea said...

But to copy my words verbatim and post them anonymously, without giving a context, without crediting the author, without asking permission...
==========

Yeah, at least give credit where credit is due!

Anonymous said...

but I WILL be mad if you start flaming me without provocation



I don't see anyone flaming! Oh please don't get mad....I would..um..not care...

Kassiopeia said...

Hello again Cuppy, Anon616, Avenger & Andrea (didn't think you'd be here)

I had to go home and eat my dinner, but now there's nothing on the TV so I'm back. To answer your question, Cuppy, I am fine. I quite enjoy it when it goes a bit mental - if Mayo ends I'll have the motivation to get a proper job, but one which doesn't allow me to spend all day on the Internet!

Kass xx

Anonymous said...

Hello, m'ladies!

How are you doing today?

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