Saturday, December 29, 2007

Who do you think I am anyway...

The catalyst of confusion
started a fire
while shopping for
a soul on a high wire.

Until now I was unaware that the remuneration for impropriety exceeded that set for dignity. How much did you get for yours? As for my dignity…I will hold onto it, thank you. I would rather starve than feed my soul from a base wage.

With my voice in repose, I hid behind my own forbearing shadow, and allowed silence to foster absolution. Silence failed, and I have become intolerant of flippant commentary.

I am not so completely unaware. Because I am certain that is common knowledge, your recent presentment was, quite frankly, out of line. Your bravado flames me.

As it happened, I had simply misplaced the why, where, and how. I can identify the sickness in that statement, and I concede fault in my volition. I understand that I can be fucking difficult. My own scathing behavior must remain in constant check.

I am not able to take back that fleeting moment or the injustice it served you. I have arrived at the place from where I must move on. I wish you the same in your departure.






p.s. a fucking doormat.

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Jennicula said...

Fimble, where's your protoctor? Hmm? Looks like you're going to have to deal with my immature slagging. You are a big weenie hog.

Anonymous said...

Paperheart, thank you. Tonight, YOU get the hug.

Anonymous said...

oh yeah teddy bear. I call her piglet all the time; it's just an affectionate gesture though. I have nicknames for my brothers as well, but I just call them bozo
OP, you heard right. ^___^

Fimble Star said...

jen sticks and stones my breack my bones but i a going to ram you in the head with a turkey drumstick and feed you to my pet girrafee. oh and remember to wipe your constipated arse you wench

Original Punk J said...

Paperheart! My nickname from childhood is POOH! And when my older sister had her two kids, she started calling me--you guessed it--Auntie Pooh!

She then started spelling it "Anti-Pooh", hahaha.

And...my older cat, Dumplin? His middle name is Tigger!

Aw man, isn't that great? I love Pooh. My dad almost always read Pooh stories to me at bedtime when I was little. That's how I got the nickname.

J

Anonymous said...

That's the thing, mj. After everything that happened, when you start listening to their music again, you can feel the magic of it starting to lose its spark.

As far as Gerard is concerned, whatever I have to say about his shitty behavior, I will save the words for the next time If or when I meet the fucker again.

I may have to make a scene if I have to. It's sickening how people have to walk on eggshells around him.

Fimble Star said...

like i said 007. you are amazing and never forget that hunny

Original Punk J said...

Ergo, if you're still on, it was me. But don't worry, it gets confusing to US sometimes, too. ;)

BC, ok, you gotta spill, girl. Who, when, how, what, where, all the details, let's have 'em.

I'm all ears...

J

Jennicula said...

Fimble!

Do you kiss your mother with that mouth?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Bc get it on camera so we can all see. if and when it happens.

Anonymous said...

Op, you weren't here last night were you? As soon as I made my appearance, there was this person who appeared that went by the name of BC lover. This person proposed to me, and now, we're getting married.

My comments earlier on may have hinted that I was getting married for real, but alot of us were goofing around last night, so it's Nothing serious. I wanted to add a bit of mystery about the proposal, which is why it sounded like I was getting married for real.
I don't know who the BC lover person is though.


If I was getting married for real, you bet I would spill all the details and pictures here ^_^

Anonymous said...

Mj, when or if I get married for real, I will definitely do that :)
I hope my "marriage"comments weren't offending anyone. LAst night there was alot of anons lurking about, but it was just some of us goofing off.

Anonymous said...

I'm still here , a bit sweaty though.
Shovelling is hard work esp a cubic metre of the stuff!

actually I still like listening to the music of MCR, I don't equate it with anyones behaviour, I just like it
*ducks for cover*

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Sorry i didn't know you were talking about the "engagement" wink wink. I wanted video of you giving a piece of your mind to GW.

Anonymous said...

Ergo, don't worry. I still listen to them too, just not as much as before. I know it's not the rest of the band's fault, but sooner or later, (or maybe now I don't know) I am going to consider them as being just another band.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello EP

Anonymous said...

Mj, that sounds like an excellent idea! I prefer to say it to his face though. or if not, I shall flip him the bird, and then speak my mind. I got no problem flipping the bird at someone's face ^__^

Searching Serenity said...

Sorry everyone my internet got disconnected.*tear tear*

Paperheartxx - I'm good thank you and thank you forthe compliment of my name. Serenity is a name that I've always loved ever sinc I was liitle. This pobably sounds dorky but I used to watch Sailor Moon and I believe the princess's name was serenity. I searched the definitiona nd I loved it! I am sure to name my first daughter serenity. ^_^

Martha Jones - I'm pretty good thank you. It's nice meeting you ^_^

Kapunua - Hello there. How are you?

Original Punk J said...

Aaaahhhh. I see, BC. So, well, I guess "congratulations" are in order for your "betrothal" to, uh, somebody. :)? *smiling a bewildered smile*

When's the happy event? Should we bring a gift, or would you rather have the cash? :D

J

Fimble Star said...

no jen but i do other thing with it.

would you like to know, oh sorry you wont be able to hear because i am going to bite your ears off and put them in a jar of pickles. now step back ho

Anonymous said...

Kapunua - Hello there. How are you?

Just fine.

Anonymous said...

Bikey, are you seriously 29? And were you seriously bitching about being old? *slaps you* Sit down, young man. Listen to your elders.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

nice to met you as well serenity. used to watch sailormoon as well.

Anonymous said...

Searching serenity, you watched Sailor moon? I love that show. My little cousin is name Serenity as a matter of fact. She thinks I'm her mom ^_^
OP, as soon as I showed up last night, this BC lover person did too. They want to have my babies too. How exhausting to get "married" and start having kids soon? ha ha
Not sure when the event will take place yet. Funny thing is, I don't know if this person is a man or woman.
Thank you for the congrats. As for gifts, bring anything you like :)

Original Punk J said...

Ergo said,

actually I still like listening to the music of MCR, I don't equate it with anyones behaviour, I just like it
*ducks for cover*



I never did STOP listening to them. And I still do. Every chance I get.

Ergo, is there room behind your shelter for me too? *squeezes self into small, dark space that provides maximum security*

J

Anonymous said...

*Busts down the goddamn wall again*


KOOOOL AAAAID

Anonymous said...

Bikey, where are you? Are you 29? wow.

Anonymous said...

*gets all up on Kool Aid's Kool Aid*

Damn you, we just had that wall fixed last night. GTFO with your sugary sweetness!

Anonymous said...

Kool aid pitcher, I remember you from last night! What flavor are you today? Strawberry? Fruit punch? :D

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Doesn't the koolaid guys say Oh yeah

Searching Serenity said...

Martha Jones - Yes, a fellow viewer hahaha

Kapunua - It's nice to meet you ^_^

Anonymous said...

Do not toy with me, BlogBelieve Bloggers. I can destroy more than your wall.

Anonymous said...

"OH YEAH" is so seventies. We have moved on to self-announcement.

Jennicula said...

Look Fimble Beeotch, I'm going to get your pimp to thump you right. You're out of control this evening.

It's obvious you've been huffing or drinking.

(doink!)

Anonymous said...

Bikey I wanna ride you

Anonymous said...

Drink from me.


NOW.

Original Punk J said...

Weeeeell, this is seriously my cue to leave for tonight.

Hope the night is good for everyone. I'm gonna write my messages to Mayo and SS, then hit the sheets. L has already gone to bed, but she said "goodnight" as well.

We'll be back tomorrow. See you then!

Hope/Faith/Love/Peace/Happiness

J

Anonymous said...

I think they did mj. Kool aid pitcher, Can I give you a hug?

Anonymous said...

Kool aid pitcher sure is a demanding frosty pitcher of juice :D
Goodnight and sweet dreams J, L.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Kool Aid guy where is my kool aid. No poison

Anonymous said...

I would like to admit publically that I was afraid of the KOOL AID Pitcher guy. I would start screaming when I saw him.

And... I didn't like Punchy the Hawaain Punch guy either.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight J

Anonymous said...

I am coming to get you Staaaar.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello star.

Anonymous said...

Punchy!
I will throw Pepsi on you. It eats paint off cars!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I knew Punchy was going to show up.

Anonymous said...

*Busts down other wall*

There, how do you like me now, bitches??

Anonymous said...

Hey MJ, how are you?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hey why are you wasting good Pepsi. Throw some coke zero or tab.

Anonymous said...

Hey! That's our wall, you know? You'll pay for that, Pitcher!

Anonymous said...

i need berts hair to cook. i need to fry baby fry

bert where is your hair.

Anonymous said...

Hold it right there, Kool Aid Pitcher. I won't have any of this wall-busting going on in this town.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Star I'm well but Mayo's house isn't doing to well. Did the Kool Aid guy just say bitches. I think you've been listening to to much msi.

Anonymous said...

Very true, MJ!
I'll thorw some Dr. Pepper on Punchy

Anonymous said...

*wrings out hair*

There ya go.

Make out with me?

Original Punk J said...

Dear Mayo,

How are you feeling tonight, honey? Any better? I'm hoping that you've been able to deal with your issue and at least look at it a little objectively. You've had a hard time lately, haven't you? First with Best Friend, now with this Other Person. I'm so sorry for that, I wish you'd been able to get through the holiday season without so much turmoil.

Things will improve for you in the new year, I have faith that they will.

I'm sending good thoughts and feelings to you tonight, and always. Remember that I love you, brother. It may not sound like it sometimes, but that's only because you mean so much to me, and even more to L. (She'll be writing to you tomorrow, BTW. She sends her love.)

Sleep well, friend. You deserve it.

love to you

J.

P.S. Have you ever read the Tao Te Ching? I think you would find it soothing, and perhaps even inspirational.

Anonymous said...

Kool aid pitcher, can you serve me a glass of kool aid fruit punch?

Oh, I prefer to be called BC, not bitch, if you don't mind.
Nice to meet you hawaiian punch guy :)

Anonymous said...

I won't be taken alive, Cap'n Crunch. I will take all of BlogBelieve down with me. THE STREETS WILL FLOW WITH THE BLOOD OF THE BLOGBELIEVERS.

Anonymous said...

Hi there
cap-n-crunch.
Bert, I'll make out with you. Hi there fries

ergoproxy said...

Hiya here are some pics of my garden, can't link but

http://i171.photobucket.com
/albums/u294/sarinapixie
/IMG_1520_2_1.jpg

http://i171.photobucket.com
/albums/u294/sarinapixie
/IMG_1519_1_1.jpg

http://i171.photobucket.com
/albums/u294/sarinapixie
/IMG_1518_1_1.jpg

the pic with the back of my car we did today

Anonymous said...

BLOOD?!
Who said blood?!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Ok we have the kool aid pitcher from a Quentin Tarantino movie.

Anonymous said...

*pokes Kool Aid Pitcher with wooden sword*

DIE, WALL-WRECKING BEAST OF SUGARY GOODNESS.

ergoproxy said...

eeek

*hides from strange anon Capt'n Crunch vs Kool Aid guy*

which we have neither of in Australia so I suppose I'm pretty safe

Anonymous said...

Nice to meet you count chocula. If you like, you can suck my blood ^_^

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Ep I can't get those links to work.

Anonymous said...

*sidles up to Count Chocula*

Hey baby. Remember how we mixed it up last night?

Anonymous said...

ERgo, cap-n crunch is a cereal and kool aid is a powder juice mix :)

If I have to take sides, I'd go with Cap-N crunch :)

Anonymous said...

*shatters*

I WIll TAKE YOU ALL WITH ME! DROWN IN ME! DROWN IN MY ARTIFICIAL FLAVORING!

Anonymous said...

Hi frankenberry

Anonymous said...

Frankenberry,
Ssssh, please, I thought it was a secret!

Anonymous said...

Kool aid pitcher,

No thanks. Lol

ergoproxy said...
This comment has been removed by the author.
Martha Smith-Jones said...

Cap n Crunch love the stuff. Kool aid too. haven't have hawaiian punch in a while but I loved it to.

Anonymous said...

There are no secrets on the internet, Count. The slash is out there.

ergoproxy said...

bugger

Anonymous said...

What happened to bert and fries?

ergoproxy said...
This comment has been removed by the author.
Anonymous said...

Ergo,
Very pretty. I admire your skill! I do not have green thumbs!

Anonymous said...

Hi there star

ergoproxy said...

MJ if you copy each line of it and add them together it should work

thanks Star

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Count Chocula and Frankenberry are having an affair. I think Buzznet will love this.

Original Punk J said...

SS, my darlin'!

What's going on in your world tonight? Good things, I hope.

While we were shopping today, I bought something that made me think of you. I don't want to tell you outright what it is, but suffice to say it has to do with the first one you ever got! ;)

Let me know when you want that cake you asked me to save. It's your favorite, just as you requested.

It's goodnight and sweet dreams for now. Talk with you soon?

Love you always, babydoll.

J

Martha Smith-Jones said...

When its broken up it won't work. I tried your idea once ep it didn't work.

Anonymous said...

MJ, Lol.

What happened to all the funny anons?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I think the word Buzznut scared them. or they took the fight outside.

Anonymous said...

Good night, everyone!
See you all tomorrow!

Anonymous said...

No, really we just started talking about Gerard Way in the chat room and it kinda sucked the fun out of me. Sorry.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Buzznut wow well that is a better name for it.

Anonymous said...

can someone put them in a link for me?
For MJ to see

I seriously suck at linking

Anonymous said...

Buzznut? ha ha

Anonymous said...

Goodnight star. sweet dreams.
That's okay K.
Ergo, maybe I can try to put the links together. Hold on.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight star

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Sorry Ep the second set you put up worked. Your garden is lovely.

Anonymous said...

Mj, the other way you can see the pictures is if you type the entire link on the search box.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

What chat room Kapu?

Anonymous said...

ok I have to go and shower ready to go out for New Years Eve just at a friends with food and alcohol, lol
Out on their property so away from town, It'll be quiet but they are really nice and funny
(except my sis in law will be there - *grimace*)
You all have a good night, and when I talk to you again it'll be next year!!
Take care

MAYO
Wishing you much joy and love , to you and yours.
And to SS
And to everybody!!

love and hugs
XX

Anonymous said...

A bunch of us are on AIM. It's super fun. Or was, until we started mourning MCR, some of us. But now we're explaining cereal to Mustard.

Anonymous said...

eat me, Bert Ghost

Anonymous said...

oh thanks MJ It was work but we're really happy with it, as long as they all grow!!

byeeeee!!!!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Now I'm even more confused.
Why are you explaining cereal to MIB?

Anonymous said...

have a great new year's Ergo. You are very lucky. Looking forward to talking to you next year ^_^

Anonymous said...

Booberry, Bert ghost is not here unfortunately :(

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Bye ep

Anonymous said...

Will you sing for me tonight?

Anonymous said...

Before I go to bed, I wanna apologize for that post of epic proportions. It like, eats the whole page and I'm sorry.

It's just that I wanted Mayo to know that stuff, and then I got on a roll and I didn't want to leave anything out.

Goodnight, BlogBelieve.

Anonymous said...

Goodnight K.
You don't have to apologize. Anonymous, do you mind if you sing to me?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight Kapu. don't worry about the post.

Anonymous said...

How are mj? I'm getting bored :(

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Yeah me too. I was rereading Mayo's post. I can't shake the feeling it is directed at us.

Anonymous said...

The weird thing is, I can't either. Something about it bothers me. I don't think it is because he mentioned only one person, and then the p.s. doesn't make sense either

Jennicula said...

Anonymous: I'll sing for you before I go to bed.

Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
And I say it's all right
Little darlin' it's been a long cold lonely winter
Little darlin' it feels like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
And I say it's all right
Little darlin' the smiles returning to their faces
Little darlin' it seems like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
And I say it's all right
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Little darlin' I feel the ice is slowly meltin'
Little darlin' it seems like years since it's been clear
Here come the sun, here comes the sun
And I say it's all right
Here come the sun, here comes the sun
It's all right, it's all right

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Jen.

Bc this is how it goes.

Who do you think i am anyway... (ps) a fucking doormat

Anonymous said...

Hi there Jen.
Seriously though, I'm not in the mood to analyze tonight. I'm too much in a goofy mood :)

Anon616 said...

Hello again all! If ya'll smell smoke, it's just ME ;-)

KOOL AID PITCHER: You weren't sent by the ghost of a guy named JIM JONES, were ya????

I ain't swallowing that stuff if you were. I don't care how sweet it is, SUGAR ;-)

OPs! What sign are you gals?

Ergo: My fellow VIRGO, it looks as though you and I shall be doing some rocking and rolling this year!! Some sensual and passionate rocking and rolling at that - HELL YEAH!

BC & SIM: OUCH! I felt a knife penetrate my heart......harsh HIM reviews.....OH NO!

That's okay, I still love ya'll ;-)
*big hugs*

LOVE & HUGS to ALL again!
#6
Wendy

Anonymous said...

That's what I was thinking too mj. It makes alot of sense, but eh, if we think about this post more, my mood will turn sour :(
Where is bert ghost?

Anonymous said...

Anon616, I'm sorry, but Ville's voice did sound bad at my PR show. I'm not sure if it's because of the microphone problems they had, but he was smoking too so..
Goodnight and sweet dreams. I'm hoping to see you here tomorrow.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello 616. Bc no analyzing don't worry.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight Bc

Anonymous said...

You're leaving mj?
Goodnight to you. seet dreams

Anonymous said...

oops. I meant sweet dreams.

Anonymous said...

Ghost, I miss your white sheets all over me

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I thought you were leaving.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I think we shell get another episode of the blogbelieve soap operas

Anon616 said...

The Avenger said...
Anon616, I'm sorry, but Ville's voice did sound bad at my PR show. I'm not sure if it's because of the microphone problems they had, but he was smoking too so..
Goodnight and sweet dreams. I'm hoping to see you here tomorrow.
============

Yep, that must be it - Bad Microphone! Bad, bad, bad microphone (or sound tech) ;-)

Hello MJ! How are you tonight (or whatever it is for you)
I'm sending you an extra BIG hug to help you shake your 'bad feeling'.

I'll try to come back tomorrow BC. I hope blogger is kind enough to let me back in......

Night all! Sweet dreams!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Thank you Wendy and it is night. 11:35PM. Goodnight 616

Anonymous said...

Oh no mj. I'm staying. I rather get another blogbelieve soap opera, even if it's sappy as shit :)
Night night anon616

Anonymous said...

Ghost, I miss what's under those sheets as well

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Any topic you want to talk about BC.

Anonymous said...

Topics? Well, let's see...I can't think of any, but I'm going to go to sleep soon. How about you? I was hoping some of those anons would come back and entertain us for a while.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I'll be up for a while. Only thing really on my mind is this post.

Anonymous said...

Yeah? This time of night I'm not going to analyze it. I stopped doing that a long time ago. Only brings me headaches. Anyways, I am heading off for the night. Take care and goodnight MJ. And have a great new year's!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight BC you take care and have a happy New Years as well.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

So are there any anons are lurkers in the house tonight.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

hello

Kassiopeia said...

Morning Mayo,

Happy New Year's Eve!

That's all I have to say.

Kass xx

Martha Smith-Jones said...

toujours said...
mayo,

it's strange not being able to comment without help. it's strange haunting your blog. it's loosened the leash a little, and i'm able to wander a little further afield than i used to.

it's made me realize that maybe i don't fit in here. i don't say that to evoke pity -- i've spent most of my life being slightly out-of-step with even my family and close friends, so it's not too surprising to find it here, too.

there's been lots of talk tonight about gerard way, about my chem, about the importance of their music. for the sake of balance, i'd like to put my opinion out there, once again, if you don't mind?

i didn't come to this blog because i was angry at gerard way. i didn't come here because i felt betrayed by him. i didn't come here hoping to chide him back onto the "right" path. my chem has never let me down. i listen to their music almost every day, and it means as much to me as it ever did, or perhaps even more than before.

that said, my alignments stated -- why do i stay? why am i still here listening to the regularly reoccurring rag-on-gway sessions? sometimes, things are said that i do agree with. tonight, kapunua, for instance, brought up gerard's recent concert language. i have to admit, when i first heard about that, it did make me cringe, a lot.

for the most part, though, my opinions are on the opposite side of the spectrum, and i try to keep them to myself. obviously, i usually fail at this!

but i stay because, first, i wanted to know what you would write next. from that, i came to know these people, and now i like them, very much. i like this little world we have here. and i like ss, and i like you.

sometimes, back when i could comment, i felt like i had to be the lone voice defending gerard way, so that this blog would be a place of balanced opinion. that usually also left me feeling like an overgrown fangirl.*ick*

i just don't see it the way the others do, is all. i'm not wearing rose-colored glasses, i just have a tendency to try to understand where another person is coming from by putting myself in their situation. it makes it difficult to condemn people for actions you can imagine yourself doing.

that's all i wanted to say. just wanted to try to balance the gway opinions in here.

now i'll go back to hovering up by the spiderwebs in the corner, at least until you post again.

good night, mayo.

December 31, 2007 3:56 AM

Vivienne said...

MAYO, Where I am it's about one hour till 2008 begins.
2007 will be over and I cannot express how glad I will be to see the back of it.
I'm sitting alone in my room.
I decided to shun big parties, and sadly plans with close friends feel through.
Is it my fault? am I neglectful?
Probably, but I've felt them drifting away.
I don't think my best friend is my best friend anymore, and all because I don't call her every night anymore.
Would it kill her to call just once?
Yeah, I'm gonna start the new year in a great mood.
By god I hope you're feeling better hun, I really, really do.

Happy New Years Eve Mayo, lovely SS and my blogger family.

xoxo cupcake.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello cupcake

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

Hello, so for some reason I'm airing my dirty laundry here in Mayo's house. I think we are all just in that kind of mood tonight. So I am ending this year with a grand mistake, one of few as of late -But I am going to start the Next Year -by trying to fix it. I don't really know any of you, I don't really know Mayo, or SS, but I hope that if any of you made mistakes you have the bravery and desire to try and fix them. I don't think it is going to be fun, and I'm hoping to god -or whathaveyou that I Can actually fix my mess. And I will hope for the same for anyone else in my shoes. That is all I wanted to say. I wish you all a wonderful New Year -full of nothing but joy and all the right moves. -L

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Tj one of the reason I rag on gway is because he is so much better than the why he is acting. And this has nothing to do with dignity. It's more of seeing someone who could do great things lose their way. It's not so much that I feel betrayed but that I'm sad.

A lot of this comes from the crap I have had to deal with in my life. It also comes from having seem other famous people acting the same way. Just like the rag on gway sessions it is something that keeps repeating it self with the same bad out come.

Also I could never see myself acting like that. I see myself more in the role of the friend who has to watch this happen. Do I shut my mouth and pretend to be happy for him? Do I tell him what I really think? Or do I just walk away?

Kassiopeia said...

Addressing the empty space:

Just read Kapunua's and TJ's 'epics' and I'm still not sure quite where I would place myself.

There's no doubting some of G-Way's antics during and since Pro-Rev irritated me greatly and the "f*** yourself" concert banter made me want to slap some sense into (and hypocrisy out of) him, but I still can't find it in my blackened heart to actually dislike the guy.

Therein lies the problem - if he wasn't so damn pretty and softly spoken the fangirls (and I) wouldn't hesitate in calling him up on his muppetry, yet as it is I won't be burning my copy of 3 Cheers and I'll keep the videos under my favourites, although I shall feel an appropriate pang of shame whilst doing so.

Thank you.

Kass xx

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Lewis

gnothi seauton said...

Good afternoon Mayo.

Just a quick one in case I don't get on later.

Happy Birthday BoB.

* said Blackadder stylie *

Hope you have a great day!

For everyone else:

Happy New Year!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello GS and Happy Birthday Bob

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

Hi Martha, hope you are well.

I can't stay on I was just looking for FASC. If you speak with her could you tell her that doorman sent her another message? I would so greatly appreciate it.

I hope you are enjoying your New Years Eve.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Kass

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hey Lewis I'm fine and I hope you have a Happy NYE or NY depending on your time zone.

I will try to get that message to FASC.

Kassiopeia said...

Hi Cuppy, Lewis & MJ!

I see myself more in the role of the friend who has to watch this happen. Do I shut my mouth and pretend to be happy for him? Do I tell him what I really think? Or do I just walk away?

Spot on. One of my good friends got engaged, after 6 weeks, to a woman whose spoken aim was to find a man to give her 2 kids before the age of 25, and pay for them!

We all warned him, he went ahead with the marriage anyway, and despite agreeing to put off children for a couple of years, surprise, surprise her pill failed (twice!) and they ended up with 2 children. Within months she'd left him for one of his work colleagues. He's now living in a bedsit still paying off the loan they took out to pay for the wedding whilst she kept the kids and the house.

Not one of us ever said, "I told you so", but we have since all made a pact that if any of us similarly loses our mind the others are going to kick the sh*t out of them until we find it again!!

They don't call it "blinded by love" for nothing....

Kass xx

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

Thank you so much Martha -I am greatful! It is early morning NYE* for me. And I hope it gets better, but I am working on it -thanks. :D

Vivienne said...

Hello MJ, Everyone else.

How are we?

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

Wow Kass, I am sorry for your friend. Can't take a mistake like that back. A shame he couldn't see through her, but I think sometimes people prefer the make-believe truth than the real truth. I know I sometimes do. As it turns out I lost my 'brother' to a girl who has repeatedly, admittedly cheated on him. He has been with her for about 4-5 years now? And is planning to marry her soon. I don't want to give up on GW like I have my brother. I hope either I have assumed wrong about his new love or he gets out of it before it gets to a point of little escape. There is always an out, but I think generally it's less harder to stay In.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Lewis I hope things get better for you as the day moves on.

Kass it seems a lot of us have friends or loved ones who fall blindly in love. It is a hard thing to watch. You hope and pray for the best out come but your head keeps telling you this is bad. No good is going to come of this.

Hello again cupcake.

Vivienne said...

Kass, that's a sad story about your friend.

Lewis, nice to see you again.

Martha Jones, how are you doing? :)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I couldn't sleep cupcake. But it alright this is usually the time that I'm at work. other than that I'm well and yourself.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I think I will try and get a little rest now. I'll try and be back soon. Later

Vivienne said...

Ok MJ, rest well hun.

Vivienne said...

One minute to Midnight in Oz and I'm crying.... great way to start the year! ha!

farawaysoclose said...

gnothi seauton said...
Good afternoon Mayo.

Just a quick one in case I don't get on later.

Happy Birthday BoB.

* said Blackadder stylie *

Hope you have a great day!

For everyone else:

Happy New Year!


December 31, 2007 7:19 AM

GS i love black adder!! its so long ago now isnt it!! BOB! how fucking great!!

happy birthday bob!

if i don't get on later 'Jappy New Year' blogbelieve family!!

that includes you mayo and SS!!

Vivienne said...

Happy New Year.

Vivienne said...

I am taking down the Xmas decorations in my room. I have music on.
I've stopped wanting to cry.

Fresh start damn it!

farawaysoclose said...

jappy new year cupcake!! be jappy!

lewis i got your message. take care ok.

Vivienne said...

I will be FASC, in time. *hugs*

Kassiopeia said...

Hi FASC,

I love it when you type like you're high!

I also love Blackadder. It's one of those comedy shows, like Father Ted, Red Dwarf 4-6 or the first 2 series of Family Guy, that you can watch over and over again and it's still genius.

Lewis,
I guess there are some people who have such low self-esteem that they can't seem to function without being coupled up. G-Way seems to be one and I have another friend who's been a serial monogamist since she was 14. Luckily her husband is the loveliest guy and their kids are adorable but I can't help but fear what would happen if they ever split.

I have the opposite problem - I'm generally so comfortable with being single that I turn down that which might have the possiblity of becoming something serious on the grounds of some miniscule perceived flaw. I'd still rather live my way though!

Kass xx

Vivienne said...

KASS!!!!!!!!!!

You've seen Father Ted! oh fuck yeah!]Go British comedy, and Irish too!

capture this void said...

Happy Birthday to the awesomeness that is Bob Bryar.

Fuck yes. I am in one giddy mood.

Vivienne said...

Hi CTV!

hehe you're initials are CTV.... isn't that short for something or..... what?

And I forgot about Bob day! oopsies!

farawaysoclose said...

kass i tend to go through life appearing high!! haha! its all an act i'm a miserable fucker really!!
not entirely true, everything in my world is a little masked by a big smile and a loud voice but i guess i'm not the only one!!

father ted, red dwarf, obviously blackadder!! never saw family guy?? i was a massive young ones fan, fucking massive. i am officially in love with rik mayall!

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

Thank you Martha.

Right back at you Cupcake.

Kass, I am GW in that I long to be with someone, but I am the very best at pushing people away from me. I have some issues.

My love to you Far.

capture this void said...

Hey Cupcake!

CTV? I have no idea what that stands for in USA, but in Canada it's 'Canadian Television' =|

Haha.

Vivienne said...

lol FASC.

You know I thought I was the only one in love with Rik Mayall!

Funny how suddenly a mood can change. I'm re arranging my room and I feel good!

Kassiopeia said...

Happy B'day Bobo!

I wonder how his wrist cysts are faring, poor boy...

Father Ted is indeed legendary Cuppers, maybe because they never let it go on too long. Red Dwarf series 7 & 8 are painful and Family Guy & American Dad are circling the drain.

Is it 2008 yet?

Kass xx

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

I just wanted to say goodnight or good day? And Happy New Year to everyone.

I hope Bobo gets a new arm for his birthday.

I hope Mayo gets a someone worth the faith and Ss gets uh -some!

And Far, to coin a Bobo -You make my heart burn. My best friend, I love you and I hope you have the best of days today. Goodnight everyone! -L

ergoproxy said...

hello It's 11:37 and we had to come home from our friends as my little girl is feeling sick.

So I thought I'd come and say HI !

farawaysoclose said...

cupcake you are not alone with the rik mayall love!!

i was so sad when dermot morgan from father ted died. he was too young!!

lewis we posted at the same time!

Vivienne said...

It's half past midnight on the first of January here Kass!

I agree with you on Red Dwarf, it broke my heart. :(

Cupcake is moving furniture! (very slowly, cupcake is small! lol)

farawaysoclose said...

cheers lewis love you too!
go to fucking sleep now ok!!

gotta fly guys. as i keep saying if i don't pop in before i go out to get horribly drunk later then "Jappy new year"to you all!!!

Vivienne said...

Hi Ergo *hugs*

and I know FASC it was tragic!

Vivienne said...

Bye bye FACS! *hugs*


I need some Champagne!

Kassiopeia said...

Toodles FASC & Lewis - See you in 2008!

Hello Ergoproxy,

Do you like my pic? It's my para-umbilical hernia scar, but I do solemnly swear the permanent marker dots are pre-Ger-Z!

Kass xx

ergoproxy said...

I love Rik Mayall too!!!

Have you seen King Arthurs Disasters with his voice?
Love Blackadder and Red Dwarf too

And Happy Birthday BoB in you time zone

ergoproxy said...

goodnight L and FASC

Hi Kass Cupcake I've got 8 mins to midnight

Vivienne said...

lol Kass Very nice!

And I believe I have Ergo!

Vivienne said...

I shall count down with you Ergo!!!

ergoproxy said...

Kass unusual pic but very cute!

3 mins to go

Vivienne said...

HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!! again...


Am I too early??

ergoproxy said...

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!

*fireworks*

*bang*.........oooooh!

*wizzz*.....*bang*....aaah!

Blue! Green!

*boom*........*bang*

*fizzzzzzzzzzzzzz*

*whistle*.......*bang*....Yay!!

*blows party favours*
*gathers in circle with arms around shoulders*

"should old aquaintance be forgot and never brought to mind!
should old aquaintance be for ..something...something something...auld lang syne"
*slightly slurred*

HAPPY 2008 EVERYONE!!!!!

FORM THE GREAT AUSSIE NATION !!!!
yay

Cupcake "aussie aussie aussie!"

-and I'm off to bed, catch you all later!

Kassiopeia said...

I've sent you a New Year's kiss Ergo.

Enjoy!

Kass xx

Vivienne said...

Bugger I'm too late!

ergoproxy said...

"from" not "form"

Vivienne said...

Goodnight Ergo! lol
Sleep well!

Smoke said...

Mayo,

Man, it's been irritating as hell not being able to comment on here. I wanted to be able to tell you how much I can understand you being upset. If someone wronged you or they are trying to stir shit up, I'd be pissed. After reading your post several times, I came to the conclusion that you were basically saying, "Look, I screwed up and there's nothing I can do to change it but I've moved on and you have to do the same."
Am I right? Maybe, maybe not.
Either way, I hope 2008 brings wonderful things for you, Mayo.

Hugs and kisses to you for the New Year!!!




SS,

I was talking about you yesterday over at DM. We were wondering what Mayo would do for New Year's and what you might be doing. I bet you are going to have a blast tonight. I have a feeling you have a good time wherever you are. You always seem so happy and that's why you bring happiness when you visit us. I hope 2008 is no different. I wish you all the joy and happiness in the world. You really are one in a million.

Love you to pieces and sending you lots of hugs and kisses!

XOXO,
S&V20

Smoke said...

HAPPY NEW YEAR AUSTRALIA!!!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOB BRYAR!!!!!

Anonymous said...

Sis M said,
I can't speak for Blogger, but the profile pics a lot of people have slow down the page loadings. Which is why I ditched mine. Not sure if that helps, but...


Hey all, this is worth a try for the porch sitters.

*waves hi at kass, CC, Ergo*

Your last garden photo really showed all your hard work was worth it, ergo.

Yappy 2008 to the girls from the land downunder.

Kass,
I thought your pic was a snowman O_O

*kass has a whiter middle than ??*

*sneaks off before Mayo sees*

Vivienne said...

haha Hello darlings!

Kassiopeia said...

Kass has a very white middle. Kass has to tan on a beach for a week to graduate from light blue. And yet Kass is not quite as white as the broad expanse of Gerard Way's legs when his trousers fell down!

Kass xx

Vivienne said...

Oh my god Kass, you never fail to make me laugh my ass off!

Kassiopeia said...

I've mailed you a NYE/D kiss too Cuppy!

I'm not doing anything special - I think I'll go to bed early tonight, just because I'm a rebel like that...

Kass xx

Vivienne said...

Oh RAWR kass! got your kiss! thanks hun :)

Kassiopeia said...

Now. Should I work the rest of my hours like a good girl, or should I sneak off early, given that management are all away?

I am so frickin' bored, I tells thee!

Kass xx

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