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Yes, I am aware.
Art by: Toujours
No Contest
even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Blog header image by: Anima
I would like to credit the photographer and thank her for sharing her work.
something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
Art by: Toujours
“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
Jean-Dominique Bauby
Jean-Dominique Bauby
1,940 comments:
«Oldest ‹Older 801 – 1000 of 1940 Newer› Newest»hello and good night gnothi. ^.^
I'm okay, Toujours. Just a lot riding on my mind.
i understand that, well enough, mustard. go easy.
amyranth, i'll vote, but i'd take too long to find any pics. is that ok?
So where/how do we post the pictures?
Hey if we renovate can we add a hot tub?
If we added a hot tub, then that would totally be my new hang out spot.
Considering I live where it is FREEZING right now.
Sdock:
I knocked on the door, but you weren't home.
oh and PH I gave hubby your hug and he said thank you, he doesn't think you are creepy at all!
And speaking of superheroes, does anyone remember one of the Justice League characters, one of the minor ones, a guy in a yellow suit with a sun on the chest? He got his powers from the sun, too. L really liked him, but she can't remember his name.
Anybody? Mayo? SS? Can you help us?
J
EP,
Tell your hubby anytime! =]
J could it be sunfire
MJ,
Could be. Did he have blond hair?
J
Mustard,
Here's a spare key!
You can visit any damn time.
hello ladies!!
just popped for a moment to express my support to you, elena!
Just hold your daughter tight and everything will be fine
*hug*
ps. Ph, you better save me one brownie!
I think we should add a bar and grill for us to hang out at and have party. That why we don't mess up Mayo's home to much.
thanks so much andie
Hello Mayo, how are you today? Smiling I hope.
Hello SS, how are you today? Thank you once again for yesterday.
Hello everybody, how are you?
Hey Andie!
*HUG*
Consider the brownie locked up. I shall put it somewhere safe. ;)
J is this him
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Firestorm_the_Nuclear_Man
hi andie, i'm going to vote for you, ok? is it alright for my vote to be in english?
I knew you were her Miss T=]
I am good thanks how are you?
*HUG*
er, was that a dumb question?
andie, i'm sorry if that was a really dumb question.
Hi miss t are you well today?
J look up Firestorm he was on the superfriends. Sunfire is an x-man
hey miss t!
*winky wink wink*
Hello Ab how are you?
I'm good Paperheart, how are you?
I've been out for a Christmas do with the girls from my last job at the hospital. I left this time last year and they still keep in touch which is lovely.
One of them said, once we've had you we never let go which was really sweet.
Also, the other week, people where I worked 3 years ago rung me up and said come and visit us cos we miss you.
Isn't it lovely when you find out that you are still remembered fondly.
Andie,
I voted for you earlier tonight. Good luck!
Hey Miss T, good to see you!
MJ, L's gonna take a look at that link while I go feed the cats. Be back in a few.
J
OP - My Jedi Mind Powers say he'll skim over that part. XD
TJ - That's cool, so long as you have a say.
PH - Go over to DM, and post them there as hyperlinks.
-A
Amy, how do you do hyperlinks?
Miss Tottenham, I am glad you are okay! I hope you had a good day! How could anyone forget you? See everyone loves you! =]
Martha,
That's it! Firestorm. Thank you for looking that up. I couldn't for the life of me remember the name.
Love ya,
L.
MJ darling, I'm good, how are you?
TJ, I'm good sweetie, How about you? *wink wink*
K, I am still thinking about ou and Trisky and I hope you are both holding up.
Elena, I was so sorry to hear about your daughter but glad that she is OK.
I know it may sound silly to some about her being so upset about the car but I know what she feels.
I drive a 1969 VW Beetle. Mine is white. Before my dad died (he was a mechanic) he stripped her down and rebuilt her from scratch. My dad was called Eric and I have named my car Erica.
You all know how I lost my dad and that car is such a strong link to him. If anything happened to my car, it would be almost as bad as losing a family member.
Give your daughter a hug from me from one Beetle owner to another. Tell her I feel her pain.
MissT! So glad to see you :) Sounds like you made a day of it, off prouncing around with the ladies ;). And it really is. That's so terrific for you.
Sdock:
I'm taking your spare and keeping it with me at all times. Like, forever.
Just one teeny tiny question for the rest of you?
DON'T YOU THINK MAYO WILL BE PISSED THAT YOU'RE REMODELING HIS ENTIRE LIVING SPACE?!
On second thought, probably not. Those sheep crapped everywhere at S&V's party. He told me he secretly wished we'd redo this place up right ;).
Mayo,
How is everything with you? Just like you need it, I hope. Me? I'm okay. Not feeling very talkative tonight...just lost in my own head again. Usually I'm lost out of my head, but tonight it's both. I'm here, I'm there, I'm everywhere, but nowhere. Feel me?
So, I have a bad nervous habit..ADD symptom..whatever you want to call it, but my hands are always fidgeting with someting. I'm either twirling my hair, tapping a pen, rubbing my neck, playing with my ear, or doodling. My new little pic is one of my doodles. Just thought I'd show you what I do in my notebook when I'm not writing. Sometimes if I get really bad I'll take a pen and write on my jeans or my hands. WTF? I have no idea. Maybe I'm trying to let people know on the outside what I'm feeling on the inside??? Best explaination I can come up with and I just felt like sharing.
So I have you something...You know it's so funny where you will find things that inspire you or make you think of someone. This song was on some stupid movie on the SciFi channel and it made me think of you. It's called "Walk This World", I think. So here it is:
I have slept beside the winter and the green is growing slow
I have watched you find the places hidden by the snow
I have tripped into a valley that is blue till you can see
I want you to come walk this world with me
With the light in our eyes it's hard to see
Holding on and on to what we believe
I'm not touched but I'm aching to be
I want you to come walk this world with me.
And I'm sucked in by the wonder and I'm fucked up by the lies
And I dig a hole to lie in and I build some wings to fly
And I think that I could love you 'cause you know how to be free
I want you to come walk this world with me.
With the light in our eyes it's hard to see
Holding on and on 'til we believe
With the light in our eyes it's hard to see
I'm not touched but I'm aching to be
I want you to come, I want you to come
I want you to come walk this world with me.
And it's burning in our fingers and it's burning on the road
And I like the way you're broken and I'll like you when you're old
And I see you in the garden and I feel you plant the seed
I want you to come walk this world with me.
With the light in our eyes it's hard to see
Holding on and on 'til we believe
With the light in our eyes it's hard to see
I'm not touched but I'm aching to be
I want you to come, I want you to come
I want you to come walk this world with me.
Mayo, I hope you liked it.
So, I've taken up quite a bit of space with this one and I think I'll close now before I look like a complete comment hogger.
I hope today that you fix something or someone that was thought to be broken beyond repair.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Feel my hand yet? It's on your shoulder.
And oh, Elena, I'm sorry you have had such a crappy week. At least your daughters are ok, even if they didn't fare so well with the road and ice.
I hope next week brings better days, and that you can relax a little bit.
Love you,
L.
Thank you Paperheart, J and mustard. I hope everyone here is good.
Andiebomb, I voted for you.
hi again
I am now really full of lunch
at mayo's house
can we have an outdoor BBQ area with somence palms in big teracotta pots and balinese woodcarvings and the like?
and it needs a pool, one of those nice ones that are all landscaped with natural rocks and little waterfalls,and it ca be in a huge climate controlled greenhouse with tropical birds and orchids so it's always perfect weather
Hi there Miss T, Andie
...and I could spell things correctly!
yay, amyranth, i'll definitely vote then! (plus, i just realized i don't have a photobucket anyway. *heh*)
btw, that plastic container in the verrrrry back corner of your fridge? there was...um...something moving in it. O_O
miss t, it sounds like you had a good day. ^.^
i did too, actually. not thinking about any of the bad stuff tonight at all. ^__^
I will tell her MissT. She had just been putting the final touches on the car. It needed work when we got it and it was looking really nice. It's yellow. She keeps thinking it can be fixed but I don't think so. I'll let her dad handle that one.
sdock that's really lovely.
andie - hi!
what's the voting about?
I'm well Miss t good to hear you doing well.
L you are welcome. I knew it was fire something just wasn't sure what the other part was. There aer why to many fire superheros out there.
Sun fire
Fire star
Firestorm
That just the ones I remember.
Thanks L - I'm just waiting for things to calm down.
Hello BC, how are you today?
TJ, nice to hear you had a good day too. You could do with one.
Thanks, Ergo.
MissT,
Oh thank God, You found me.
Hello everyone, where are my manners?
Miss T, I am glad you had a good day today. You would be surprised how many people still remember you and miss you. It's always nice to find out they didn't forget you!
K, Hope you are taking the time you need with Trisky. Give her love, hugs and kisses from me. I wish I could do something to take away the pain from both of you.
Mayo, SS,
Hold on. Now more than ever. Hold on. Love you both dearly.
Amy,
I want a library and a play room added to the house. :)
Bubbles,
Hey, sweetie. Hard to catch you. Grab a cup of hot cocoa and sit with us when you can.
Mustard, Toujours, Andi, Martha, SDock, anyone else I missed, hope you are doing well tonight.
Love you,
L.
I've found you sdock, what do you need sweetie.
missT,
Just needed to know that you were here.
I'm okay now.
L, I plan on staying here for a while.
My sister gets off work in an hour, and she'll want to go online for a little while before she goes off to get drunk with her friends.
Other than that, I can stay all night. =]
*HUG*
misst so glad you've had a good time
That's good sdock. do you want to snuggle together under a blanket?
Yay, we have Bubbles all to ourselves for a while!
How goes the job? I haven't been online much this week but J. has been keeping me sorta up to date.
Love,
L.
Hey there Miss T, I'm doing okay, how about you? Hi there L.
^_^
The job is going pretty good. My supervisor says that I am doing really well, and that I trained really fast for only working 2 shifts. I work again tomorrow for 6 hours.
How have you been L? =]
Hello, BC. How goes it?
L.
hello L how are you ?
Yeah snuggling is good! I'm kind of chilly and I'm all by myself.
My dude just went to bed and left me. How romantic...
Now I have peace and quiet in my house.
I'm doing okay L, just listening to some music. how are you?
Thank you Ergo.
I'm good BC. Has your rash got better?
i'm glad it's going good Paperheart. You'll be running the place in no time!
I have had a rough week, fatigue wise, and lots of muscle pain. I feel a bit better today. I slept for 17 hours Thursday night. I'm used to it, this only happens occasionally, but I hate it when it does. I'm usually really active so it bites not being able to do the things I normally do.
But it is minor compared to many, many others, so I don't really feel like I have a right to complain.
Love ya,
L.
Amy,
I want a library and a play room added to the house. :)
oooh! ditto to l.'s suggestion! a library would be lovely...ladders and wingback chairs and dark wood...*drifts off into a reverie*
TJ, nice to hear you had a good day too. You could do with one.
oh, thank you, miss t.
now i have to blow you a kiss, i do.
*smek*
sdock, those lyrics were truly lovely. i always find a lot of meaning in anime theme songs, myself.
er...that was useless information, wasn't it? hmmm.
Kapunua,
this is for you!
*Joaquin Phoenix Alert*
Gladiator is on!
Hello, Ergo,
See post above for my week. :)
How are you?
Love,
L.
Miss T, my rash has gotten a bit better. Thank you for asking. This may be kinda odd, but today I have been considering taking up modeling. I wanted to try it for a while, you know, to boost my confidence and stuff.
Awwh L! *HUG*
Let's not even get started on my endless week!
Thanks, TJ.
I thought they were cool.
*catching TJ's kiss*
*blows one back*
L, I'm sorry to hear that you are feeling unwell. Is it the winter weather making it worse?
TJ the library must have really high bookshelves and one of those ladders on rails to swing about on!!
L, a billion hugs from me to you :)
Hugs back to you, Bubbles!
Miss T, no, I it just hits when ever it feels like it. Usually a few days every couple of months or so. There are points on my arms, neck, shoulders, hips, knees and ankles that just ache and I have no energy whatsoever. One doctor did diagnose the muscle pain as fibromyalgia (localized muscle pain) and there is a condition where chronic fatigue syndrome goes with that. They think that may be it, but there is no real test for it, they just go by symptoms. I see a doctor on the 28th of Dec to see if I need a specialist. So who knows?
I can deal with the occasional muscle pain, but the lack of energy drives me batty.
Love,
L.
BC, you should totally do it. You should book one of those professional photo shoots.
A nice set of photo's will make you feel good.
*puts arm round sdock and kisses her forehead*
Thank you, BC. I appreciate it.
Love,
L.
I'm going to have a lie down and a read after I take the clothes off the line.
I think we have rain coming.
L sorry to hear you've been feeling bad, hope it eases up soon, good to have you back
BC have a go...why not? or try something else new, it's always interesting to try different things.
Miss T, lucky for me, there is a modeling school nearby, but I will give it some more thought before I make a decision. I used to get alot of modeling stuff in the mail and I think it would be a fun experience to try it. In this life, anything is possible.
BC,
I missed your comment about becoming a model. I was wondering what everyone was talking about!
I'm positive you would make a fucking amazing model! =]
Go for it! I know you could do it!
MissT,
Thank you...It's so nice here with you under the blanket. I feel myself getting sleepy.
*yawn*
Your very welcome L. Ergo, thank you. It's good to try new things right? Maybe this will be good for me ^_^
BC,
It would be great for you!
TJ - Moving? Oh dear.
Everyone - So far I have a few pictures, your suggestions are awesomew, I never thought anyone else would get as much into this as possible.
PH - The HTML for pictures is:
um...
God, I don't remember. One second.
-A
bc, that's actually a really good idea! i did a bunch of runway modelling in high school for my salon (my stylist and i were always doing something with my hair, y'see, so i was always their "omg! look at what you can do with cut and color!!!!!" model. lol) and it really does help you feel better about little things like how you walk and so on. and acting confident actualy does help you feel more confident. more power to you, and hope you enjoy it! :D
TJ the library must have really high bookshelves and one of those ladders on rails to swing about on!!
yes yes yes! exactly! oh! and a design in the parquet flooring you can only see from the top rung. like indiana jones, except without needing to bash it open, 'n'stuff.
*catching TJ's kiss*
*blows one back*
^___^*
Aww thank you paperheart. My biggest challenge though would be listening to the photographers telling me to pose a certain way. As you can tell, I don't like people telling me what to do, but I guess I have to step outside my boundaries just a bit :)
Thank you everyone!
Amyranth - Okay=]
BC, you will get used to people bossing you around. But once you get all big and famous, then you will be the one bossing everyone around. ;)
TJ - Moving? Oh dear.
um...yes. i think...no, i'm pretty sure it was doing a slow cha-cha.
i put down the moo shu and backed away.
Ok guys, I'm not going to fight sleep any longer.
Goodnite Mayo
Goodnite SS
Goodnite BlogBelieve Family
Goodnite ppu
Goodnite m.
Goodnite Anons
Goodnite Not really anons
Goodnite Lurkers
Goodnite Trisky
Goodnite All
Faith, Hope, and
Love
Always,
S
Thank you, Ergo. I am feeling better. I leave tomorrow to go to my parents to help Mum with her eye surgery again. So I have to be better by then. Or at least fake it really good. I hate for my parents to worry about me. I don't even tell them I'm sick if they can't see me! :)
But Mum seems to always know. I think it's that mother connection. I do know that when I have my gallbladder surgery next month that I will want them down here, or else I will be screaming down the hall "I WANT MY MUMMY!"
Love,
L.
Squeak squeak, after reading your experience, it only makes me want to do this modeling thing even more. I do have confidence, but I don't think I have enough to prove myself to the world kind of confidence. Maybe that will change. You guys don't mind if I talk about this? I wanted to brighten the mood just a bit :)
g'night sdock, sweet dreams to you. ^.^
sdock, lay your head on my shoulder.
L, I hope you feel better soon.
Good night, Sdock,
Hope you sleep well. Take care of yourself.
Love ya,
L.
Didn't you once post a picture of yourself BC? You should post it again, I don't remember it.
Sweet dreams Sdock! =]
*HUG*
Goodnight Sd10. Sweet dreams!
Amy, it will definitely take some time to getting used to people bossing me around. I'm used to giving orders instead of taking them. Nah, I don't think I'll get rich and famous; only want to try this just for the hell of it although it would be cool to be in a magazine. I was in the news and in a newspaper once ;)
Anon, yes I did.
Anonymous,
I haven't seen BC's pic either.
=]
After all this time that we've talked, I still haven't seen a picture BC! :P
bc, it was a fun thing to do., and don't worry about being bossed around by a photographer -- it's more like pretending as they tell you to "just do this, just think of that". a good photographer will make it a fun time.
Guys,
I'm going for now, need to finish a few projects before I leave. J. will probably be back on, and I may be later. Definitly before I leave tomorrow.
For those who leave before I come back on, Good Night and Sweet Dreams.
I love you all, my Family
L.
Have a good night L!
Sweet dreams! *HUG*
*gasps* paperheart, you never seen my pic?!
Goodnight and sweet dreams L!
Squeak squeak, thank you *hugs*
anon, please forgive me, but with you being a anon, I'm a little hesitant to post my picture again.
Nope!
You did one night, but I wasn't here! =[
Shall I post it then paperheart? :)
Sure! =]
see you later, then, l. ^.^
paperheart, here is the link:
http://i16.photobucket.com/albums/b48/Mafiaprincess915/SANY0039.jpg
Goodnight sdock sweetie. I'm glad I saw you tonight.
BC, you are soo gorgeous!
No wonder you want to be a model!
PH -
{a href="put your url here"}type what you want your link to say here,{/a}
Change the { to < and you're good.
-A
Thanks Amy! =]
Aww shucks *blushes* Thanks teddy bear ^_^
How is everyone else doing tonight?
I must go now.
I'll be back in about an hour.
All my love;
- 007
xoxo
*HUG*
Take care teddy bear
i couldn't see your pic, bc. :(
it said the photobucket was private.
See you later Paperheart.
L, goodnight sweetie. I'm sending my best wishes to your mum but I'm sure she'll be fine.
Are we all going to start posting pictures of ourselves now?
-A
Amy, not sure. paperheart never saw my pic before so I decided to post it for her. Squeak squeak, I'll post the pic next to my username. Hold on :)
Squeak squeak, I posted my pic ^_^
hey where is everyone?
oh yeah! i remember that pic! ^.^
you're so cute, bc.
go forth and model.
and thanks for putting your pic back up, i forgot to say! ^.^
Aww thanks squeak squeak. You're so pretty too ^_^
Modeling here I come, or something like that lol. Now I just need people to stop pinching my cheeks hmmm...
You are very welcome squeak squeak
I'm here but juggling 100 different things.
that's good Miss T. How is your weekend going?
It's good BC. I'm gonna decorate the tree tomorrow.
How about you?
And TJ, how about you?
How are your weekends going?
That's great Miss T! I havent't even start to put up my tree yet :(
My weekend is okay so far, although boring, but I can't complain.
Psst...hey guys...while L's been doing laundry and packing, I've been loading some of her toddler pics on our photobucket account.
She doesn't know I've done this. :D
See, I didn't know until the night of my bday party that she had posted some of me. So, I felt the need to, uh, pay the favor back.
Here's the link:
http://s226.photobucket.com/albums/dd181/Original_Punks/
I love the one of her with the dog.
J
thanks for the compliment bc! *pinches your cheeks*
XD
my weekend just started this afternoon actually, since it was a working saturday, but it's going good so far, miss t.
i decided to worry about stuff later, and that's working out very well. *heh*
BTW, it should read "Original_Punks/"
The end of it was cut off.
J
Aww your welcome squeak squeak.
J, you sneak! I am so going to check out those pics ^_^
Back in college one of my best friends was an aspiring photographer, and she used to do these gallery shows. Often she would ask me to be in them because I had the coolest costumes and props, like a lot of swords and capes, junk like that.
For her BA, she did a gallery show about fictional characters. Some time after that, a bunch of friends and I decided to try to make our own photographic tarot deck.
Here are some of those pics. In there you'll see me, my brother, my cousin (when she was just a babygirl,) my parents, my first boyfriend (Raven, with the dagger,) my best friend in high school and college (Jeremy,) my aunt, my college professor (playing Hamlet to my Ophelia,) and a few of our friends.
It was SUPERFLY fun.
This is my friend who was the photographer, but I took this photo. (Actually I took a few of the pics in this folder.) This was for the tarot deck, and she was playing "The Succubus."
That is me as Ophelia. DAMN I had long hair back then.
The Eight of Swords, one of my favorite pics ever. That's a guy I used to hang out with, Morgan.
That's me on a window ledge in London.
That's Raven, he was my first boyfriend and also an art model.
That's me as the Lily Maid of Astolat. No one gets cheesy like I get cheesy. ^_~
Sorry, the discussion got me in a photograph mood.
J, those pictures are soo cute! Especially L with her dog. Your pets are so adorable ^____^
J., those pics are so effing adorable.
d'aawwww! that is one majorly frilly dress! so cute!
are you gonna get in trouble for this, j.?
XD
Agh. I think it's my bedtime now.
I'll see y'all.... Monday. Work Christmas Party tomorrow!
-A
K, come to AIM! We miss you!
People, your pics are fantastic.
I have a big smile on my face.
Carrie, I'm so effing tired I can't even fathom how I can still be awake. I'm probably gonna go to bed soon, I don't know why I'm fighting sleep. Just a habit I guess. ^_^
Goodnight and sweet dreams Amy!
K, I think your pictures are quite beautiful, and so are you and I like that Ophelia gown. I'm not sure why, but I think aged and black and white pictures are beautiful for some reason.
Hi there carrie. Is Miss T smiling? Aww :)
I really should stop saying aww shouldn't I? ;)
I'm baaaaaaaack.
But not for long.
My sister thinks I love the computer more than I love her. *rolls eyes*
Hi there teddy bear *hugs*
good night amyranth. ^.^
that's such a cool idea for a tarot, kapunua -- and cool pics too!
it's funny, but the astolat one makes me think anne of green gables. :)
*paperheartxx glomp!*
Hey BC, sorry you're tired Kapu, and loved the pictures. Now I'm probably going to have to look at you as an effing screensaver on my daughter's account, she has a hee-yuge crush on you. Hope that's not too icky. :)
Hey BC and Toujours!
*attacks both with hugs*
How are you both? ^_^
Thank you guys, thank you very much. Carrie, that's not icky at all, it's making me grin ear to ear. Thank you for that. I'm kind of amazed.
not doin' too bad paperheartxx. ^.^
hey, i thought of something to ask you this morning: do you know how to drive?
aww paperheart, did you miss us already little one? *hugs back*
Squeak squeak, right before I lost my camera, I managed to take another picture, but I'm not sure if I should post it. My smile looks kinda stupid
Awwww BC, I think it is sweet that you say Awwww.
Oh fine.
Most recent picture of me. The guy is a friend of mine, we're at a birthday party.
Once in awhile, I can pull it off and not look like a complete ass.
Again, goodnight!
-A
Yeah, it was that sword photo that got her--if you would have heard her gasp when she walked in and looked over my shoulder and said "who the hell is that?" you would never doubt your beauty again.
At least in the lesbian community. :)
Toujours, nope not yet. I get my learners in early 2008, then I can take my drivers test next winter.
BC, I did miss you all! =]
Why is everyone here so gorgeous? Looking at everyone's pictures just made my jaw drop!
Amyranth, you're so effing gorgeous it's ridonkulous.
Carrie, that's such a nice thing to hear. ^_^ Man, tell your daughter thank you for me. I'll always have huge issues with how I look, but that alone is such a sweet thing to hear. (Read, whichever.)
Amy, you look so pretty! I swear your friend reminds me of that Chad Michael Murray dude O_o
Aww Miss T *hugs*
paperheart, I missed you too *hugs*
Yep, I'm feeling a bit sentimental tonight :)
Awwh BC! =]
I am very very cold, and thinking that I should be in bed soon considering I work tomorrow..
That will never happen! I can never fall asleep before 1 am on the weekends!
Paperheart, it is against the law to be in bed at a reasonable time on a weekend.
K, your pics are great, the Tarot idea was inspired. I like the black and white one of you, too.
L will look at them tomorrow--after I've told her about my little sneaky photo posting thingy.
TJ, will I get in trouble?
Who cares? HAHAHAHAHA!
I DID post that new, sexy one of her, though, so it should be cool. Although she doesn't like the one in the frilly dress.
(Hey Mayo! Dude, L's single, you know. In case you ever want to come wake her up...well, email me, I'll give you directions. ;))
J
Kapu - Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, my dear ;)
But now that it's been said, you're pretty hot yourself.
BC - Logan is one of those guys that's hot and knows it, but he prefers to be as cheesy about it as possible. That was one of the nicer pictures that night.
-A
Okay, these pics are far cooler.
They are ancient-to more recent family photos, some go back to the late 1800s.
This one, with my German great grandad and his part-Native kids. The girl in pigtails, sitting down, is my grandma.
That is a picture of her as a young woman, and yes I am thoroughly aware of how much I look like her.
This is my great grandmother (I think,) with my great aunt and some great uncles. I never met any of them, obviously.
ANotehr one of my Gran, with her brother, I think. One of the coolest shots ever.
My aunt, after she was dead. She died at around 13, you know they used to photograph you like that back then.
If you wanna see someone who actually does slightly resemble a certain hypocritical singer's wife, check out my aunt Ruth, second from left.
That's my Dad, back when he was a touring singer.
My Mom on her wedding day.
Does this dress look familiar? I'm wearing it in one of the photoshoot pictures. This is my Mom wearing it on her honeymoon. ^_^
Hey Miss T! =]
It really is! How are you? =]
Thank you J., and Amyranth. ^_^
Yeah it has been quite cold. We're supposed to have ice this weekend too. Be careful when you go to work tomorrow paperheart
hello again everyone.
I just had a bit of a nap (it was 1am before we got home this morning)
I love all your photos!
I'm cool paperheart, how about you?
K, you have amazing pictures. I can tell you enjoy photograhpy. It is always a pleasure to view your pics.
paperheartxx, i don't know how to drive either, so i think we'll both need to make sure we learn before we put our plan into action! :D
amyranth, such a pretty picture! i love your ringlets. ^.^
j., you're living on the edge. ;D
You all are so beautiful! It makes me quite jealous!
BC, my dad will be driving me, so I should be safe=]
Hey Ergo! ^_^
*HUG*
Thanks, MissT. I absolutely an obsessed with photographs to the point of neurosis. You know how people say "pics or it didn't happen?" I kind of take that to heart. I'm afraid that someday when I'm really old, photographs will be the only proof that things happened. Or that if I don't have photographs, maybe those things didn't really happen after all. I keep a camera with me at all times for that reason.
I have issues.
Amy,
Great picture! You're very pretty.
J
thanks PH *HUG* :)
K I keep a camera too, for sort of the same reason, though I do compete a little so I'm on the lookout for good shots.
But there aren't a lot of photos of me as I usually have the camera
K, I was gonna say I bet you are never without a camera.
You should have an exhibition of your life in pics.
Thanks for explaining Amy. That friend is not that bad looking I admit ;)
That's good paperheart. Stay safe little one. Hi there Ergo how are you?
That's what my photo albums are to me, MissT. ^_^ Except I haven't updated mine since summer because my stupid printer doesn't work, and I'm kind of panicking over it.
Hey there Ergo! =]
I'm off to bed you guys, I'm so emmeffing tired it isn't even true. Have a nice night. Talk to you guys tomorrow.
Thanks again for everything, guys.
K, one day we will all be at the opening of one of your photographic exhibitions.
Remember when I said I dreamed that you were giving us all a lecture on your travels? You had a slideshow in my dream.
I'm good, though a little vague as I always get if I have an afternoon nap, it's still really hot and I'm sure I can here faint thunder rumbling
How do you link to photos?
Sweet dreams K.
goodnight Kapunua
Goodnight K.
you know link and put a little title for people to click on
good night kapunua, sleep well. ^.^
hey there ergo, i didn't say hi before. i read your email -- i hope you'll allow me a squoosh of time to write a solid reply? (er, but not another a russian novel, i promise!)
amyranth posted the instructions for making at link at 11:07, ergo.
of course TJ you can't rush genius !
(I just hope it made sense, I went back and added bits then wrote bits today.)
Paperheart,
Don't be jealous, honey, you're beautiful too. *hugs*
I think that I'm going to head for bed now, it's right about 1.00 am, and I needs mah beauty rest. (Why did I just flash on Foghorn Leghorn then?)
L's already gone, but she sent her goodnight wishes. She'll talk to you before she leaves tomorrow.
Talk to you all tomorrow! Have a restful night.
Mayo, keep in mind what I told you earlier, all right? You know what I'm sayin'?
SS, that message for you is tacked up on the wall at my place. Drop in when you can.
to all my Family:
Peace, Love, Happiness, Pactum Serva, Its all about the love.
J
*a link, that is.
*sheesh*
Goodnight J, say goodnight to L too.
good night j. ^.^
ergo, fear not, your email made total sense! i hope your hubby is feeling better? did the walk help him?
ok see if this works
this is me walking on the hill behind our house
my hair is a bit longer now though
aww paperheart, you are beautiful too young grasshopper *hugs*
night night J
Ergo, I love your hair :)
Mayo,
I could be wrong. I usually am. But I think you've reached out to help. See? It's not so bad being there for somebody else.
There are many hands in your little e-world. We help, hold up, clap, point, pat on the back, and even say "hi."
I'm patting you on the back and extending my hand in friendship to you.
And I, I am smacking you on the ass because I suspect it's kinda juicy.
^ 0_0
Mayo, it's getting kinda saucy in here!
ergo, just looked at your pic now and you look so nice! if you were smiling like that at that student of yours, no wonder he had a crush on you! ;)
cool shirt, too. ^.^
Carrie, I second that ^___^
Bc, Miss T says to tell you goodnight. She's having computer issues ans wasn't able to do it herself.
oh goodnight MissT
I was just outside having some watermelon and hitting march flies. Do you guys get them , big flies like an inch long that bite, but they are really slow so you can whack them.
thanks TJ I am smiling more!
that was a couple of days after my 40th birthday, the shirt was a pressie from my best friend
*sigh* we have some steers for beef and even though they aren't pets you get a little attached and one has just gone for meat, his name was Snowy and he was quite friendly
*sigh*
life on the farm
but we know they have a good life.
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