Friday, December 28, 2007

The smoking gun.

Reflection.

I battle with my image. It is difficult to see myself in the context of life. To see myself as others do, with a watchful eye. I am often too busy living to be constantly aware...aware of my actions and my thoughts as they occur, to be always on. That is a poor excuse, and so I will continue learning.

There amongst the rubble, the rubbish, the reality, and the reverie…is a life lived. I have opened it up for my inspection, my dissection. My life spilled open before me, I am able to pick it apart. What is worth keeping and what shall be cast aside? Some of it will be misplaced or forgotten without intent. Some will be thrown full force out the fucking window.

The entirety of it, my life, has been examined, admired, and accepted as a lesson in time…without regret. But still I ask myself, how can I be a better person?



Considering the past, I must live forward.



I will continue to challenge myself to sustain thoughtfulness. I will attempt to close each day with a question…was I good?

I will allow the answer to that question to lead me forward. Daily, I will take the hand of my mistakes and my misgivings and allow them to guide me to craft a life. My triumphs and successes enhanced by greater insight. I do not want to come to the close of another year bombarded with resolution.

I will also try to keep fear at bay. I will pause, even if it is just for a moment, to reflect. I intend to live, and live well. Each day I will do my best to be good.

My lovelies, I wish each of you the best of life in the new year. I hope that you are all happy and healthy, and that you find joy in each day. I hope you live, and live well.



Apparition?...please.








p.s. my clichéd resolve will be found in the calm exhale of purity.

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JocelynHolly said...

Hey Ergo! What you said made me LAUGH OUT LOUD!

Hey FASC!

ergoproxy said...

HI MissT OP L (and J) FASC cupckae fimble kapunua BC PH Siobhan MJ

Umm I never know how far back to go to get everyone!

Anonymous said...

Did you see VV's new thread on the GW forum?

MissTottenham said...

Thanks FASC, how are you?


Hi Ergo!

"yes, buying dead vegetation to celebrate a traditional festive occasion, as everyone else does, tells me they are truely a secure couple"

*wipes away tear* best laugh of 2008 so far.

Anonymous said...

Hi Ergo and PH!

JocelynHolly said...

BC, I definitely am! I think we're all feeling down today!

Siobhan, hello there! Seems I missed you! You and Gerard Way hey?

farawaysoclose said...

hiya ergo!! you know i'm fucking gutted! i actually bothered to read the cover of my ben elton book that my mum gave me and its not new at all its a 2006 book called rock stars or pop stars or something like that?? its prob great but i assumed it was a new one, especially after you said you got the new one! its your fault! whats yours called?? bless my mum she's always picking up bargains here there and everywhere and she knows that since i had kids i've read fuck all except harry potter and phillip pullman dark trilogy. i used to be an avid reader but my babies seemed to stop that. bless them anyway!!

Fimble Star said...

bc there is only room fo one person who cant spell so i will fight you till the death. beware i am a manc so i am 'ard as nails innit'
the uk'ers will hopefully laugh at that bit lool.

jules i may be on, i ave to try and spenm time with the family gah bloody family hey. i will prob be on about 9 ish or bit before.

i am on aim now if anyone wants to talk. and anon if you wanna chat on aim and correct my spelling by all means IM me my name is

fimblestar1

i hope to recieve my lesson there hunny

Anonymous said...

BC, we're talking here with each other about approximately 1 hour now and you dared to hide that special information


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Siobhan-san, my dear friend, you weren't here for me to give you that special information. I was peeking through buzznet late last night, at about 3 or so in the morning.

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You want him all to yourself, don't you?

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Yeah maybe. LOL ;)

Original Punk J said...

Paperheart,

I'm glad you are doing better today. Yeah, great way to start a New Year, but life is full of surprises, some good, some bad.

I agree wholeheartedly that you are one of the most mature teenagers I know, and I am proud and pleased to count you as my friend.

Love ya,
L.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Ep and happy new year.

ergoproxy said...

and where pray tell is the link to this buzznet photo???

I think it should be shared, just saying .....

JocelynHolly said...

Okay, I am off.. for now.
Food is calling for me.

All my love;
- 007
<3

Anonymous said...

Yes, PH! It's a new year and I thought I can finally show my true fangirlish self!

Btw, if anyone likes to add me on buzznet, my nick is 'Voluptuosity'!

Anonymous said...

Petty excuses, BC! Petty excuses!

Original Punk J said...

Hey Ergo!

I'm sorry the anon left you out. Do you want us to call you a "old, pathitc luser who shld bee pute out too paster?" ^_~

Love ya,
L.

Fimble Star said...

bye 007. catch you later wifey

Anonymous said...

Fimble, I have to fight siobhan-san over Gerard, so you are free to claim the bad speller title. Anon told me I was a bad speller, so it's all her fault! Lol


Teddy bear, me and Siobhan-san are fighting to the death over our beloved Gerard. She claims that he belongs to her, but I don't think so. XD

I'm having a great time with Siobhan-san, so I have to thank her for cheering me up :)


Hi there Ergo. How are you?

JocelynHolly said...

OPL, I'm very happy to call you my friend as well. I wouldn't be nearly as strong as you say I am, without you all here for me to talk to. *HUG*

Again, goodbye for now;


P.S. Agreed with Ergo!!

ergoproxy said...

Oh Fasc that one is really good too!
I assume it's Chart Throb?
(but there's Popcorn)
I love all his books. He has a very cynical way of seeing things.
So don't be disappointed.

The new one is called Blind Faith and it would be worth reading too if you can get it.

Anonymous said...

EP wrote:
Say that about any couple and I'd think "yes, buying dead vegetation to celebrate a traditional festive occasion, as everyone else does, tells me they are truely a secure couple"

I LOLled. Truly.

Siobhan said...

Did you see VV's new thread on the GW forum?


I'm in it. ^_^ I rule. ;)

Fimble Star: Family? WTF? Sure, throw us over for them. ;) Kidding. Natch. I'm cooking dinner now but in a bit I will go on.

Anonymous said...

Ergo, I shall look for the link to the photo. It may take a few minutes.

Siobhan, no excuses. It's the truth. And you can't handle the truth! lol :D

Come back soon teddy bear *hugs*

Original Punk J said...

Bye Bubbles.

I will have to go soon as well. I need to start dinner and you know how long it takes to get going when you are all dried up and cracking.

Hell, it might take me an hour ALONE to get out of the chair...

Love,
L.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Ep it's not just about buying dead vegetables as this anon has said before (because I'm sure this is the same anon) it's about the fucking and the marks of love.

Yes they are fucking in front of the dead vegetables and leaving many marks of love on each. Because as we all know that is what is important in any adult relationship.

MissTottenham said...

Hey L, was your mum's second eye op as successful as the first?

Anonymous said...

Damn!

*is watching 'Constantine' on TV and almost missed Gavin Rossdale's appearance*

Anonymous said...

Siobhan-san, so you're voluptousity in disguise? When were you ever planning on informing us of your secret? Shame on you! ^_^

Anonymous said...

I know the truth!

He's mine!!!

MissTottenham said...

Hell, it might take me an hour ALONE to get out of the chair...

You made me laugh so hard I snotted. Gotta blow my nose now.

Original Punk J said...

It was, Miss T., thanks for asking. She can see so much better now. She actually isn't wearing her glasses because they are too strong, but she needs to wait another week or so to get a new prescription.

She has worn glasses since she was in her 30's, so it seems really strange to me to see her without glasses. I think she looks cute, but she thinks her eyes look too small without them.

I have to have surgery next, to take out my gallbladder. The surgeon's office is supposed to call this week to let me know when to come in. I am NOT looking forward to it. The only surgery I have had is for my wisdom teeth, and that was when I was 15!

I know it's pretty routine, but I still get a little skittish thinking about it.

Love ya,
L.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodbye Ph talk to you later.

ergoproxy said...

Oh L thank you so much!

I have found your pathitc luser insult just the ticket to lift my depression (which of course I have in abundance just like Gerard)


Thanks everyone too, I'm so glad I made you laugh!

Anonymous said...

Yo, it's hopping over at Verita's with a preeetty interesting video. O_o

Anonymous said...

Don't be mad at me, BC!

*hands you a black rose*

Anonymous said...

Ergo, your christmas tree comment made me laugh. You made me laugh too OP. Thanks guys! :)

Siobhan,

He's mine I tells ya!! ^__^


Here's the link to the Butt picture ;)


http://www.buzznet.com/www
/search/photos/gerard's%20butt
/?id=29971421#pagesubnav

farawaysoclose said...

hey ergo its chart throb! i've read popcorn that was a while back. i know i'm sure its great but i thought it was the new new one. i'm sure i'll get round to reading that one too! cheers anyway.

love to all don't think i've said hi to PH or K so 'hi'.

i'm gonna head off now, hangover still not really gone. i went to bed at 5am and my 2 yr old had me up again not long after. it was like shutting your eyes and then opening them again like a fucking joke!! you kidding me, fucking morning???? yup i was still drunk then though so i was kinda ok.(btw i am a happy drunk and a responsible parent ish ish i'll have you know!!) anyway its 22.13 here and i'm gonna watch a bit of telly then head off to the pit! last day of the hols tomorrow, gotta sort out a shit load of uniforms, gym kits, book bags!!! hells fucking bells.
love to you all family!
you too mayo and SS!!

ergoproxy said...

PH see you later!

I can hear you crackling from here L - I'd always thought it was computer static!

MJ can you sharpie a tree?

Anonymous said...

Aww don't worry, Siobhan-san. I'm not mad at you. Thank you for the black rose :)

Does someone have the link for Verita's? I don't have it saved on my computer. Thanks.

Anonymous said...

Say, guys. What do you think about MyChem changing their MySpace from "Punk" to "metal." To me it just solidifies the idea that they are trying to change their image in order to fit in better with their new crowd. Because the change was like two months ago. The music hasn't changed; they haven't even done any new music.

So why?

Anonymous said...

http://veritavenom.blogspot.com/

There ya go.

ergoproxy said...

goodnight FASC

Original Punk J said...

Glad I could help, Ergo! We must make sure we don't get all high and mighty and think we are anything special that anyone would even want to get near, much less touch! Oh, heaven forbid... I don't know what came over me...

Miss T., I made you SNORT! Hope the monitor didn't get hit too bad... :)

Love ya,
L.

Fimble Star said...

jules you said

Fimble Star: Family? WTF? Sure, throw us over for them. ;) Kidding. Natch. I'm cooking dinner now but in a bit I will go on.

how bloody dare you cook dinner and not even ask me if i wanted anything. and by the way its TEA. i thought you was going to be an english bird for a bit hehehehe. i will catch you in a bit and save me some food. i am starvin marvin

ergoproxy said...

that's a big hole!

but he may have briefs on, but obviously not boxers

MissTottenham said...

See you later FASC.

I'm sure it will all Be OK L, try not to worry.

Anonymous said...

Right, TEA! How could I forget. Blimey! ;D

Anonymous said...

GONE! For Mustard.

Original Punk J said...

Thanks, Miss T. I hope so!

Going for now, but I and/or J. will be back on later tonight.

Take care of each other!

Love ya,

L.

Anonymous said...

Ergo, maybe he had a thong on because I didn't see no boxers or any underwear in the picture ;)
XD

ergoproxy said...

okies I'm off to the gym and me and my girl are getting hair trims so I'll be back in a while.

have fun and if an anon comes about insulting make sure you tell them I damnwell am as pathticly fangirlly as anyone !!!
And I damand to be inslted as mch as possbile!!!!

Anonymous said...

Mach dich nackisch, du Wutz!!!

The video at Verita's doesn't work for me! Can anybody post the link here as an actual link?

Original Punk J said...

One last thing,

I checked that video on V.V.'s blog, and I wish I could say I was shocked, but I'm not. I had heard that MSI used to slag off MCR in print and videos.

I really wish it were different.

L.

Anonymous said...

Take care L.
Thanks for the link K. Ugh, if that video is MSI, I don't want to see that shit, but Maybe later I will.

K, I had a "Wtf?" look on my face when I saw My Chem's myspace change from Punk to Metal. I even sent a comment mentioning it. Their music is definitely NOT metal, so who are they trying to kid?

Anonymous said...

Regarding the 'simulating orgasm' debate, Gerard actually said 'don't touch yourselves, just make it sound convincing!'

The 'you'll probably be doing this for the rest of your lives' remark was meant as a tongue in cheek reference, implying that most guys are inadequate or selfish lovers and unable to satisfy their partner, resulting in their partner either faking orgasm or masturbating to self satisfy.

MissTottenham said...

See you later L and Ergo.

Anonymous said...

Say, guys. What do you think about MyChem changing their MySpace from "Punk" to "metal." To me it just solidifies the idea that they are trying to change their image in order to fit in better with their new crowd. Because the change was like two months ago. The music hasn't changed; they haven't even done any new music.

So why?


Isn't that what opportunists do?
Changing their minds, their style, their beliefs to run with the in-crowd?

ergoproxy said...

just saying anon- I assumed that and well, I must've snagged me a good one!

Anonymous said...

Ah. So he wasn't actually asking pre-pubescent girls to touch themselves for him. He was just asking him to fake touching themselves.

Thanks for clearing that up, but it doesn't take too much of the edge off for me.

Anonymous said...

Will people always find excuses for this guy?
So sad!

Anonymous said...

Changing yourself in order to impress others, possibly win the metal heads over is simply pathetic and stupid.

You're selling yourself out by selling your true personality to others who may not be worthy of seeing your real personality shine.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodbye to all my friends who have left see you later.

Not only is changing your self to impress others selling but it will make you into the but of jokes.

Those metal fans that they want to have so badly will never openly accept them. some maybe nice and say they like their music others will just make fun of them.

But in the end they will lose what respect they have. They need to just make music for themselves and if it is good the fans will come.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Why is it that when an artist does something distasteful people defend them by saying it's tongue and cheek. If what GW did at that concert was tongue and cheek than he really needs to stick with sing.

Most thing's that are tongue in cheek you can tell. No one has to point it out to you.

Anon616 said...

Hello BC, Siobhan, Ergo, OP L (and J), Mayo, SS, Kind Anonymous(es), k, all others reading/lurking/observing/too hungover to type people......

I hope 2008 is off to a great start for all of you!

As for MCR changing their myspace profile to "Metal", well, I'm thinking/hoping that's what their next album will be - a bit more "metal-ish/Famous Last Words-ish". I've always suspected Ray was quite the metal head!!!! Just watch that man head bang!

I have NO PROBLEM with metal ;-)
Of course, I have no problem with most genres of music! As long as it rocks!!! Rockin' "soothes my soul"......Give me the beat boys...

"Drift Away"

Day after day I'm more confused
Yet I look for the light through the pouring rain
You know that's a game that I hate to lose
And I'm feelin' the strain, ain't it a shame

Oh, give me the beat boys, and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away
Give me the beat boys, and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away

Beginning to think that I'm wastin' time
I don't understand the things I do
The world outside looks so unkind
And I'm countin' on you, to carry me through

Oh, give me the beat boys, and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away
Yeah, give me the beat boys, and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away

And when my mind is free
You know a melody can move me
And when I'm feelin' blue
The guitar's comin' through to soothe me
Thanks for the joy that you've given me
I want you to know I believe in your song
Rhythm and rhyme and harmony
You've helped me along, you're makin' me strong

Oh, give me the beat boys, and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away
Give me the beat boys, and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away

Oh, oh, oh, give me the beat boys, and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away
Give me the beat boys, and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away

Nah nah nah, won't you, won't ya take me, oh take me

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I've always LOVED that song!

video at:
http://www.last.fm/music/Dobie+Gray/+videos/+1-zaPnOASOWIU

or

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=2737229

I still can't do that darn link thingie *blushes*

Love and Hugs to you ALL!
#6
Wendy

Carrie said...

comment of the beast?

Anonymous said...

i need to be cooked.

i need bert

i need cooking grease

i need my berts hair

Martha Smith-Jones said...

hello anon616 happy new year.

I don't have a problem with most music as long as it's good. If it sucks well it sucks.

Anon616 said...

Hi Fimble Star, MJ, Carrie, Fries!

Happy 2008 to you all!

Fimble Star said...

i did 616. did you have a nice new year

Anonymous said...

At their early shows when they were still an underground band,they played in basements and the majority of the crowd were guys, now they play in stadiums to teenage girls. It's not how Gerard thought it would be. When the band took off, he lapped up the female attention and adulation but the novelty soon wore off. What he really wants more than anything is the acceptance and respect of the bands he grew up listening to. To be world famous but still not be taken seriously eats away at him and he is desperately trying to shed his pretty boy image. He resents Frank's breezy ability to switch from rhythm guitarist of MCR to throat of Leathermouth. Now that's a dangerous band. Frank has LM as a release for his dark, not so nice side of his personality and although I'm sure he tries his best to keep it separate from MCR, the fan girls still latch on to anything associated with Frank. I'm sure some like LM for the right reasons but the majority don't get it and are fans for the wrong reasons.

Anon616 said...

Martha Jones said...
hello anon616 happy new year.

I don't have a problem with most music as long as it's good. If it sucks well it sucks.
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Haha! That's true MJ!!! I do appreciate good, meaningful lyrics as well :)

Anon616 said...

I did Fimble! Thanks for asking! I went to a neighbor's house (again) to watch them shoot fireworks. I had planned to go to the HOB's to see the one and only, legendary, Buddy Guy - but, didn't feel like going out......Can you believe I missed Buddy Guy???? Oh well,he'll be back ;-)

Anonymous said...

Haha! A rerun of 'Brotherhood of the Wolf' on TV!

Hi Wendy! How are you?

Jennicula said...

Hey Anon. Very interesting thought. Thanks for putting it out there.

Anon616 said...

I'm good Siobhan, thanks! How are you? Have you recovered from
New Year's Eve???

Anon616 said...

Carrie said...
comment of the beast?
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Why, Carrie; Are you calling me a beast???

Thank you!!!!

Anonymous said...

Leathermouth. Now that's a dangerous band. Frank has LM as a release for his dark, not so nice side of his personality and although I'm sure he tries his best to keep it separate from MCR,

Yes, he said that in an interview. It was a really great interview, too. I love what he does outside of MCR. The dude is straight up honest in interviews, but that was one of my favorites. It was his quote that got me interested in listening. "What if I'm karma?"

Have you been around here before? What's your story? Got a name?

Carrie said...

Nah 616, I didn't call you a beast!!! :) Just idly trying to snag the 666 comment again, since I happened to be on here. You are very non-beastly, I'm sure.

Anon616 said...

Anonymous @ 6:23:

What do you think the chances are for a Cradle of Filth/Leathermouth show? Two different 'types' of metal; but I would still LOVE to see that!

Anon616 said...

Carrie said...
Nah 616, I didn't call you a beast!!! :) Just idly trying to snag the 666 comment again, since I happened to be on here. You are very non-beastly, I'm sure.
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OH POOP!!!! I thought you were calling me a beast.........
I feel so unloved now! ;-)

MissTottenham said...

Hello Carrie, Jen and 616, how are you?

sally said...
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Jennicula said...

You know me MissT, hangin' in there. Nursing a hangover.

Anon616 said...

Hello KD, MissT, Jenn!

How are you ladies tonight/this morning/afternoon....whatever? LOL

Did you all have a nice beginning of the new year?

sally said...
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Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Carrie and Jen. Happy new year. Anon that is what I was thing as well.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello KD and happy new year

Anon616 said...

Jennicula said...
You know me MissT, hangin' in there. Nursing a hangover.

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Jenn: I haven't had time to HAVE the hangover YET! I got about an hour's sleep this morning.......
I'm about to pass out and I AM OUT of champagne :(

MissTottenham said...

Hi KD, how are you?

I'm OK thanks 616.

sally said...

Hey MJ,

Happy New Year to you!

Anonymous said...

Yes, I'm doing fine! I ate soup and drank a lot of water.

Anon, your post makes sense!

I think someone like Gerard, who got ignored and looked down at at school will always do anything to please the people who won't accept him for what he is.
It's a catch-22! He tries to compensate the hurt and the humiliation he felt.
But as long as he doesn't get over this 'boyhood trauma' he will try to suck up to the people who hate him for the rest of his life.

sally said...

Hey Miss T!

*runs over and gives a big hug*

Anon616 said...

What did you do KD? I hope I'm not being too nosey ;-)

And you MJ? And you MissT (even though your New Year's Eve was a while ago ;-) )

Jennicula said...

Anon616: I've managed to drink a lot of water, and am finally hungry. I think it was the champagne that did me in.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

616 I was in here for NY. So I didn't do much but I had fun.

Anon616 said...

MissTottenham said...


I'm OK thanks 616.

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GOOD to hear MissT! I wanted to let you know that I have a friend who recently moved to Cairo and I have ordered her to take lots of pictures for me to send to you :D

sally said...
This comment has been removed by the author.
Anon616 said...

MJ: You don't have to much in NY to have fun!!! ;-)

Jenn: I think I'll be in your position tomorrow.....and, I am not looking forward to it!

Jennicula said...

pst... Hi Jonesin for Martha.

MissTottenham said...

*hugs KD*

616, I'd love to see those pics.

Anon616 said...

katherine dreier said...
That's okay anon616.

I spent the last few hours with some friends at their house.

Did you do anything special?

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Just hung out with neighbors KD. I didn't even get a kiss at midnight!

Wait, one of my dogs DID lick my foot.....
Does that count????

Anon616 said...

She promised me she would send them MissT! I'll send them your way as soon as I get them!

:D

MissTottenham said...

*huge smile*

Thanks 616.

sally said...

I think that's good enough 616. My dog always licks my hand. They are really little kisses :D

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I need to eat I will be back in a bit.

MissTottenham said...

See you later MJ.

Anon616 said...

*HUGE smile back for MissT*

I'll tell that woman to leave that young stud of her's alone for a few hours to take those pictures!

NOT THOSE type of pictures, LOL...
I don't want you to be expecting any porno now ;-)

KD: Yeah, beggars can't be choosers, right? haha!

Anon616 said...

Bon Appetit MJ!!!!

I think I NEED to get some sleep....before I really do pass out --on my keyboard!

Good night KD, MissT, MJ, Jenn....everyone else....

Love and Hugs to all!
#6
Wendy

sally said...
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Jennicula said...

Sweet dreams 616. If you get the bed spins, just hang an arm or foot off the side of the bed. It helps.

MissTottenham said...

Goodnight 616, sweet dreams.

Anonymous said...

Hi everyone.Sorry for leaving. Had to take a shower.
I think New Year's has made me a bit high strung today. Apologies.

Jennicula said...

Fimble, Fimble, where are you?

Amyranth said...

Wow! How was the party lastinght?

I hung on til 3am Calgary Time.

Hello Mayo, Hello everyone!

-A

Anonymous said...

Hi there Jen, Amy. Happy new year's.

Amyranth said...

Hey Avenger.

You know, I was thinking. I bet you Mayo posted this post, and dated it a day behind, because he wants someone to read that first post.

It's up for someone specific, and rather than post a new blog so that it overshadows the meaning, he just backdated it.

Clever, clever boy.

-A

Anonymous said...

How was your new year's amy?
As for his posting, I think you may be right. Intelligent, and a sneak he is ^_^

Amyranth said...

New Year's wasn't bad. The aftermath has been good as well. I slept until noon, had a bath, and got back into my pajamas. Then I slept for another hour or so.

I love New Year's.

-A

ergoproxy said...

hello again to everyone I said hello to before my hair trim and hello to 616 Katherine and Jen

Anon that just posted, I can see how it wouldn't be what he wanted, but you can't make a break that easily, especially just trying to do it all in one go.
It'll be interesting to hear the next album.
I do recall when Metal Hammer did a MCR special and many a metal fan was quite upset they were included in the mag as they weren't considered metal.
i don't think gerard set out to be the pretty boy type, but I also don't think he quite knew how to take it when it happened. To me he seems confused by how he is seen and how he sees himself.

ergoproxy said...

oh Hi Amyranth!!!!

Happioli Newetti Yearatore!

Anonymous said...

Ladies, I call it a night!

Again, Happy New Year to all of you!

Have a wonderful day and/or night!

Good night!

Amyranth said...

Hello Anon @ 3:11

People in glass houses shouldn't throw stones.

-A

Amyranth said...

Ergoproxyatore!

Happioli Newette Yearatore!

How come none of the anon's ever pick on me? I just don't get it.

-A

Anonymous said...

New year's sounded lovely for you Amy. I'm glad you enjoyed it. The first day of the new year and I was acting high-strung most of today ^_^
Hi there Ergo


i don't think gerard set out to be the pretty boy type, but I also don't think he quite knew how to take it when it happened. To me he seems confused by how he is seen and how he sees himself.


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I will have to agree with what you said. MCR has been around for a while. Shouldn't people see past the "pretty boy interior" of Gerard already?
I don't think of him in that regards. I see him as just Gerard; Just a man who messes up and struggles like we do.

MissTottenham said...

Goodnight Siobhan, sweet dreams.

Anonymous said...

Siobhan-san, you were still here? Good night and sweet dreams and happy new year!


Amy, be lucky none of the anons pick on you :)

gnothi seauton said...

Mayonaise,

Reflection.

The mirror has two faces, my lamb.



Your New Year wishes are greatly appreciated. May your life find a firmer footing and I wish you all the best in the world.


To SS:
I hope your year will be the year you have always dreamed of. Much love to you.



To my Blogbelieve family:

I wish you the very best for the new year and I hope it is full of joy and peace. Make it the very best it can be.







Good evening everyone.

ergoproxy said...

mayranth - me neither.
I feel I need to attack an anon just to be recognised as a certified sad pathetic fangirl.
I feel quite left out

resurrected wreck said...

Has anyone else noticed that the official MCR webpage is down? First The Black Parade page flatlines, now this. Could they be reworking it to fit in with their new "image", do you think?

ergoproxy said...

oooh now you are mayranth - lol

hello GS thanks Happy new year to you to

Bye siobhan

Anonymous said...

Good evening GS. Happy new year's!

Amyranth said...

Ergo - I know! I guess they're just attacking the most prominent posters, but really. Why not start a fight with me? They'll only do it once! XD

Avenger - But I waaaannnnnnaaaaa fight! No fair!!

-=A

Anonymous said...

Hi there Rw. Happy New Year's. Yeah, the my chem website has been down for a while now.

ergoproxy said...

Hi RW it's been down at least a week I think
No idea why, maybe they are changing from the Black Parade oriented layout

gnothi seauton said...

Hi Ergo, BC, Amy and MissT.


Hi RW!!
Did it say it was under construction or anything?

resurrected wreck said...

Hi BC & EP :)

Has it really been down a week? Shows how often I check it. Or don't check it, as the case may be.

Anonymous said...

Amy, my bloodthirsty side causes me to enjoy fighting with the anons too. It may frustrate some, but I happen to enjoy it. Maybe when the next anon pops in, you can go for round 1 ^_^

resurrected wreck said...

Hi GS :D

No note at all on it being under construction.

resurrected wreck said...

They could have at least left a Sharpied note or something...

Anonymous said...

RW, Lol.
What ever happened to the sharpie anon? That one made me laugh :D

gnothi seauton said...

They could have at least left a Sharpied note or something...

Snort :)

resurrected wreck said...

There was a Sharpie anon? I guess I shouldn't really be surprised. It seems there's an anon for each occasion.

MissTottenham said...

Hi GS and RW, how are you?

Anonymous said...

RW, yeah there was. A couple of nights ago I believed. They were pretty funny. We also have a Kool Aid Pitcher anon too :D

Anonymous said...

Hi again Miss T. Please feel free to join in the discussion :)

resurrected wreck said...

Hello there Miss T :D

I'm well, thanks. How are you?

gnothi seauton said...

I'm fine thanks Miss T. You?

Amyranth said...

Hiya MissT! Ready to turn over a new leaf? You know, there's islands full of hot men that wear nothing but leaves.

-A

Magic Pie said...

just wanted to say a quick hello to all of you and also a quick fuck off to that asshole anon up there.

Now I'm off to get chinese food!

Anonymous said...

Hello hello magic pie. I hope you're enjoying the new year.

MissTottenham said...

Hi Magic Pie, how are you?

Hi again BC, My bloody server went down a while ago so I've not been back long.

RW, I'm good thanks sweetie.

Amy, where's this island?

gnothi seauton said...

Hi Magic Pie, bye Magic Pie.

Anonymous said...

Hi Miss T. Still having problems with the computer? That sucks. Amy, what island are you speaking of?

Anonymous said...

Hi everyone and Happy New Year!!!


POP!! POP!!! POP!!!

Brought ya some left over fireworks!


Anon 311, I'm sure you know everyone is welcome in mayo's house.

I felt a little left out, when you did not mention me, in your post.


I'm sad!

Mad or Crazy, either one fits.

I'm pissed off....i wonder why?

I'm southern, born and raised.

I'm bi and proud of it,

I'm called lovely, by Mayo.

Friend by my blog family

Iv been called bitch a few times..I prefer Miss Bitch!


...but you can call me PJ for short.

So hello to you Anon, and a big high five, cause you are now apart of Mayo's family, warts and all.

Glad you could join our sad, boring lives, pull up a chair, and let us help you with you're anger issues, cause here its not who we are, but all about the love.



Everyone else....Sorry!...i just had to vent.


Anon's.....got to love um !

Amyranth said...

MissT and Avenger - Pick one. I betcha there's dozens!

-A

Anonymous said...

How is everyone?

I feel so much better now, PMS ya know!

MissTottenham said...

sdock said:

Mayo,

How are you tonight? I hope you don't have any complaints this first day of 2008. I hope you spent it surrounded by the people you love....eating, talking, sharing, laughing, and remembering. Me? I'm good. I spent part of the day with my family and there is no better place in the whole world.

Well, Mayo...it's a new year. I'm literally turning over a new blank page. I think I'll even get some pretty brand new ink pens, and I am going to wait for 2008 to unfold. Exciting as hell...all the possibilities. All the things just waiting to be written down....I am looking forward to sharing it with you and all my friends here.


So tonight, may you see all the possiblities 2008 has to offer and know exactly what you have to do to get them.

Go for it, Mayo!


Love to You Always,
S

p.s. Blank

Anonymous said...

PJ, my fellow crazy (lol) How are you? Happy new year! Missed ya. Amy, for island names I'm going to name one the Island of Pumpkin Pie, because I'm eating pumpkin pie :)

MissTottenham said...

Hi PJ, how are you?

resurrected wreck said...

Heading off now. Have a good night everyone :)

resurrected wreck said...

Oh yeah, and Happy New Year!!

ergoproxy said...

Hiu and bye MP

Hello PJ !!!

island? did some one say men in leaves.
let's plan a trip for autumn ;)

gnothi seauton said...

Hi PJ, Happy New Year, thanks for the fireworks!

ergoproxy said...

see you RW!!

gnothi seauton said...

Good night RW, speak to you soon :)

Anonymous said...

Night night and sweet dreams Rw. Bye Magic Pie.

Anonymous said...

MissTottenham, please give Sdock, my love, and a big kiss, and that i will catch up later.

The Avenger, and Miss T, i am fine, starting the new year off on the wrong foot, i had promised i would be good....at least for a few days....lol

Then comes the anons....damn resolution's, i never seem to be able to keep them.

Anonymous said...

Night RW.

Hello, GS, ergoproxy,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Anonymous said...

That's good to hear pj. Oh yes, some anons just like to spoil others' moods.

Anonymous said...

Damn I'm going to miss all of you, i sold this computer and he is picking it up tomorrow, and mine is not here yet, so i will be offline for a while, i hope only a few days.

Anonymous said...

That sucks pj. Well, hopefully, you can return more sooner rather than later.

MissTottenham said...

Goodnight RW, sweet dreams.

PJ, we'll miss you til the new computer arrives.

gnothi seauton said...

That's a shame PJ :\

Anonymous said...

While pj is here, let's enjoy the time we have with her.
I'm not sure if it's because I have food on the brain, but I picture your name as peanut butter and jelly. I hope you don't mind ^_^


P.S. I had deep dish pizza earlier on too.

ergoproxy said...

oh PJ we will be thinking of you!

~~~~~~~~EVERYONE !!!!~~~~~~~~~
Hey I had a thought!
(yes it happens)

could we maybe try everyone with icons and pics to take them off and see if it makes a difference to those stuck out on the porch?

I just thought maybe the page may load easier for the dial up people without the extra stuff

Vivienne said...

Darlings! Mayo, SS, Anons,etc

Just dropping in to say the hours I keep for the next few days may be a little more random and unusual.
I hope I'll be able to be regular, but I'm not sure, so if I miss any of you, take care!

xoxo cupcake.

Anonymous said...

I did not forget you, my dear Mayo,
Happy New Year!




xoxoxoxo

Anonymous said...

Ergo, yeah, with all of the pictures and icons we have, it does slow down the page and that's why that popup box keeps appearing. I'm gonna go delete my avatar

Fimble Star said...

hey anyone. sorry i went earlier without a goodbye. i had to rn. but i am back hello

and i am also on AIM.

Anonymous said...

Cupcake, ol' delicious one, will you be staying?

gnothi seauton said...

Thanks Cupcake, take care yourself.

Anonymous said...

Hi there fimble how are you?

gnothi seauton said...

Hi Fimble.

MissTottenham said...

PJ, sdock sends her love back.

Cupcake, I'll see you when I see you then sweetie.

ergoproxy said...

Hi fimble
Hi cupcake

Anonymous said...

Take care cupcake

Fimble Star said...

hey thre gs, bc, ergo and miss t

i am ok i have an headache oh well

Anonymous said...

All of you are soooo sweet, i really do not have a boring life, look at all the friends i have, i have never met any of you, but i feel you are apart of my life now, dose that sound crazy?

gnothi seauton said...

Drink some water Fimble, most headaches are from some kind of dehydration.

Anonymous said...

Aww thanks pj. You're such a sweetheart.And no, you are not crazy. I feel the same way :)

Anonymous said...

I feel naked without my avatar. Weird ain't it?

MissTottenham said...

Hi Fim you manc babe.

Anonymous said...

bye cupcake! miss you allready!

Anonymous said...

So! what should we talk about on my last night?

elena said...

PJ I feel the same way.

gnothi seauton said...

PJ, no that doesn't sound crazy :)


I did the lottery the other day and I thought to myself " If I win a large amount of money, I'm going to hire out a country house and fly everyone over for a long weekend "

I mean, you're all complete strangers, but the thought doesn't even enter my head that I don't know you, it seems natural to think of you all as family. Weird huh?!

Fimble Star said...

yo sheffy wag

gs its not that. i have to suffer them unfortuantly hey ho its just life.

how are you havent spoke to yo for a while

Anonymous said...

gnothi seauton said...
PJ, no that doesn't sound crazy :)


I did the lottery the other day and I thought to myself " If I win a large amount of money, I'm going to hire out a country house and fly everyone over for a long weekend "



It would be so great to have like a reunion in September for the fist year of Mayo or for Fuck Fest 2008...lol

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hi all

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Wait Pj you are leaving no. why?

gnothi seauton said...

I'm fine thanks, haven't been on since Sunday I think,I was out last night.

What have you been up to?

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