Reflection.
I battle with my image. It is difficult to see myself in the context of life. To see myself as others do, with a watchful eye. I am often too busy living to be constantly aware...aware of my actions and my thoughts as they occur, to be always on. That is a poor excuse, and so I will continue learning.
There amongst the rubble, the rubbish, the reality, and the reverie…is a life lived. I have opened it up for my inspection, my dissection. My life spilled open before me, I am able to pick it apart. What is worth keeping and what shall be cast aside? Some of it will be misplaced or forgotten without intent. Some will be thrown full force out the fucking window.
The entirety of it, my life, has been examined, admired, and accepted as a lesson in time…without regret. But still I ask myself, how can I be a better person?
Considering the past, I must live forward.
I will continue to challenge myself to sustain thoughtfulness. I will attempt to close each day with a question…was I good?
I will allow the answer to that question to lead me forward. Daily, I will take the hand of my mistakes and my misgivings and allow them to guide me to craft a life. My triumphs and successes enhanced by greater insight. I do not want to come to the close of another year bombarded with resolution.
I will also try to keep fear at bay. I will pause, even if it is just for a moment, to reflect. I intend to live, and live well. Each day I will do my best to be good.
My lovelies, I wish each of you the best of life in the new year. I hope that you are all happy and healthy, and that you find joy in each day. I hope you live, and live well.
Apparition?...please.
p.s. my clichéd resolve will be found in the calm exhale of purity.
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«Oldest ‹Older 401 – 600 of 2409 Newer› Newest»Dear, Mayo
To me you sounds quiet hopefully.
I'm estatic to hear so.
Thank you for your warm wishes for the New Year. I wish you the same for your New Year, and so much more. Many here basically have the same response.
Mayo, just remember whatever occurs in 2008, just have some hope. Have hope in your beliefs of being a better person. Have no regrets, no doubt about that. Things that occur in the past, stay in the past. But learn from it and grow a abeter and stronger person. So much love to you this New Year.
Everyone on here - Thank you all for your warm welcomes. As I have just joined, I have felt accpeted into your blog family. So much love you all and to all have hope.
^_^
how rude of me, sorry I forgot my manners to say good night
Well good night, everyone! have sweet dreams! ^_^
Mayo - of course to you too! Sweet Dreams and have a good night. ^_^
Angel needs you
Wow Mayo, that was so personal and open -I almost feel like I shouldn't have read it. I can't stop reading it though, I keep coming back; just to make sure I'm not imagining it-I think! It keeps making me smile. I hope I can be good too. Good luck to all of us with that!
Happy New Year Mayo, SS, everyone -I hope it was all that you've wanted and needed! <3 -L
Happy New Year to everyone
2008 toast to you, mayonaise.
May you always choose the right mirror and light to create the image you desire and a life that reflects it well.
Regards to the Law of Reflection,chucking stuff and pure air.
`sc
good?...leave alittle bad will ya?
mayo,
doesn't it feel good? a whole new year to stretch out in! i always get so amped by the possibilities, it's all new now. i can do anything!
your entry tonight makes me want to work harder at my own transformation this year. there were things i let slide last year for fear of them. not this year. this year i'm going to be my own galatea. i'll step off the pedestal, you'll see.
but here's the thing -- i know myself well enough to know that there are still going to be times where i fail. i'm not going to be able to live up to my expectations every day.
this will happen to you, too, mayo. it happens to us all. when you have those days when you feel utterly disgusted with yourself, please remember there's a balance in all things. remember that every weakness is an unawakened strength. remember that the goal isn't perfection, the goal is the process. be gentle with yourself, mayo, and learn to embrace your whole self.
even in just the few short months this blog has existed, i've been able to see a glimpse of how truly vibrant you are. don't worry about your image too much. you're shinier when you're off.
going to bed much much too late now, but smiling rather than yawning.
happy 2008, mayo. you do your best, and i'll do mine. :)
Hi Fimble! Hope you had a great time. We missed you last night. ^_^
PH, I'm sorry that junk happened to you. It blows going to bed upset.
Heavenly Mother, thank you for that. You're lovely. Happy New year to you. :)
Well, off I go to work. Have a good day, BlogBelieve!
*psst!*
Is anyone awake?
Or did the Kool Aid Pitcher take evryone out as well as the wall?
*e = egit speller PP
If we are going to go all Jasper Carrot Commercial time, please consider the Trumpet tog/undies man from NZ.
*laughing away through the New Years first day*
Mayo,
I don't know that your smoking gun has revealed any indisputable evidence leading up to the 29th.
*PP poking around in the dark that is her empty head for answers and needing a torch*
All I know is that even though you are going through the wringer a lot lately, you take the time to think of everyone here, when New Years is a time for friends and family.
I see a lot of thoughtfulness and good in you.
SC had it right though, a little bad is also good.
Blushable bad is better.
A New Day is dawning.
SS,
I hope your New Year dawned in the way you would like it to continue.
Be it with friends, family, harmony and humour, or, just waking up after a damn good nights sleep only a tad hungover.
Warm Happy New Years wishes to you and yours.
F,H,L,
PP
*hoping SS wasn't hassled too much over clothing choice NYE*
*sniffs self*
So that's the problem tonight.
Please accept my stinky apologies.
*Goes in off in search of soap and a backscrubber**
*preferably with warm hands.
EDIT Button Please!!! >_<
*goes off in...
Good night all.
Hey Mayo,
Just re-reading.
I love how hopeful this sounds. It's hard to look deep within yourself but, you know, you find a lot of good. The good that others see and base their love for you on is the hardest to see yourself!
Getting caught up with your image and how others see you clouds things....not everyone can see you as you really are. The ones that matter to you do.
At the end of the day though, the only person you have to answer to is yourself. We can't always be 'good' but as MJ said we can be true. If you can do that then you can always look at your reflection.
Don't be afraid to be who you are or do what you want to do. Some fear kinda keeps you on your toes though,don't you think?
Much Love and New Year Best Wishes!
Mayo, I too was just re-reading.
On the way to hope perhaps?...
I still see a touch of anger.
xoxo cupcake
Hello Mayo
Hope your New Year is starting off just as you like. Hope you are surrounded by loved ones.
Once again thank you for last night's post. See, I knew that sensitive guy would pop out.
Take care and I know we all hope to hear from you soon.
Proud to be one of the lovelies - Elena
Sweet Elena, just like you.
Hey Cupcake...
You're pretty damn sweet yourself.
You're too kind Elena.
*yawns and curls up on Mayo's couch, the one she did NOT drop chocolate on during Xmas*
My lovelies, I wish each of you the best of life in the new year. I hope that you are all happy and healthy, and that you find joy in each day. I hope you live, and live well.
thank you for that mayo. thats really sweet. happy new year to you!! hope its a good one!
happy new year family!
i have four words for you all:
HANGOVER FROM MOTHERFUCKING HELL!!!
i'm so happy i learnt to 'bold' just to make sure you realise how bad a hangover it is!!
catch you later.
Hello Mayo.
Your resolution for the New Year is admirable and I’ll try to follow your advice.
I’ll try to live well.
To be a better person you firstly have to find yourself and I truly believe you’re on the right track. You ARE a better person, Mayo.
Mayo, SS I wish you all the best for the New Year. Thank you for everything, my friends.
Love to you both
Happy New Year family!!
Love you all
*HUGS & KISSES*
Thank you!! See you later!
*HUGS & KISSES*
10:53 AM, January 01, 2008
Wait FASC!
How do you do bold? how? ahhhh!!!!!!!!
this is from bellatrix at DM she can't get in here.
Bellatrix said...
Guys, I'll go and try to have some rest.
Could you please post this at Mayo's for me? My computer doesn't allow me to:
Hello Mayo.
Your resolution for the New Year is admirable and I’ll try to follow your advice.
I’ll try to live well.
To be a better person you firstly have to find yourself and I truly believe you’re on the right track. You ARE a better person, Mayo.
Mayo, SS I wish you all the best for the New Year. Thank you for everything, my friends.
Love to you both
Happy New Year family!!
Love you all
*HUGS & KISSES*
Thank you!! See you later!
*HUGS & KISSES*
10:53 AM, January 01, 2008
Maybe you should travel back in time to 8/22/07 and not wreck the best friendship you ever had. In that moment you threw it all away. You turned on the one person that would have followed you to the ends of the earth, the one person you could trust to always be honest with you, to watch your back and fight your corner. You humiliated him in front of thousands of people. You know he could have kicked your ass but he turned the other cheek. He was fighting back tears on that stage and still he forgave you. You are not worthy of such a friend. There was a time he would have done anything for you, he looked up to you and respected you but now you just embarrass him. You know you're losing him don't you? And it terrifies you. You know that you need him more than he needs you. You're starting to feel the emptiness already aren't you?
Apparition?...please.
Too little too late.
What now?
sorry cup cake i was trying to show you how to bold and i fucked it up so deleted and now i'll try again.
say you want to bold the word fuck you put (b)fuck(/b) but instead of using ( you use < and instead of using ) you use > if i type it with the < > symbols it just comes out bolded and not the explanation if you get my drift!!
for italics do the same but use 'i'
have fun!!
oh some one had already posted bella's comment! not to worry.
fuck .... how's that?
Fuck yeah! cupcake now has the power to type bold!!!!!!!! watch out world!
Thank you fasc!
MAYO!!!! look! I learned bold! clever ay? surely that means you can forgive me for the chocolate I dropped on your couch?
my pleasure cupcake!! its all about sharing the knowledge!! kass showed me how to do it so she is the one to thank!!
Good morning my beautiful girls. Is anyone hung over? I confess to having a few last night after my oldest was home and the youngest in their beds.
Mayo I hope you see how you affect the people in here. Could it be your shouting reverberated through the halls and made them turn on each other, one in particular. Think about it.
I should have said it last night but I forgot. Kapunua, please don't ever let anyone tell you not to post your nice stories and words and poems. Please do not stop posting stories and pictures from your nice, well lived life because of the harsh words of one person. I enjoy your stories and your smiles. I think others do too. In other words please do not let that meanness get you down. I would be proud to have a daughter like you. I think your family is lucky and so are your friends.
That goes for the beautiful ladies on this blog too, I am just pointing her out because of the horrid things that have happened on here.
I hope you are all still celebrating and will continue to do so.
Mayo.......
listen to your mother. No, not me your real mother.
No longer alone! woot woot!
I'm not hungover either!
I'm loving this bold!
Home, showered, lunched, already in slipper socks. ^_^ I think I might take down my decorations today; I'm sick of them.
When I was putting them up, Calaf was around. Wonder where that guy went, that was neat.
Huge random thunderstorm here today.
S'up, my homies?
Hi Cupcake. Heavenly Mother, that's lovely. I can't thank you enough. ^_^ I've got no worries; it's all good. Still, thank you. You seem to have had a nice new years; I'm glad. :)
11:06, I think at some point we've all thought this blog might belong to Gerard Way. It doesn't. I understand venting, but you can't be sure your words will mean anything. You should introduce yourself before charging into a conversation.
Still, your words kinda broke my heart.
Hi Kapunua!
I apologize for all the bold and italics I'm using! I'm just exited to have learned something new!... gosh I'm a nerd!
How are you Kapunua?
I'm hoping you don't understand the lyrics because I can think of no other reason you would post such a song here on the first day of a New Year.
It disgusts me.
Anonymous said...
I'm hoping you don't understand the lyrics because I can think of no other reason you would post such a song here on the first day of a New Year.
It disgusts me.
- Having considered that it is in fact the first day of 2008, I have removed the lyrics.
My apologies for having offended you, I realize it is a serious subject, a disgusting one, yes, but to me it just raised awareness about a horrible practice that was performed a lot for a while, and is still going on in some places.
But I concede it was inappropriate.
Again, apologies to ANYONE offended.
I may be stubborn bloggers, but I know when I have done something thoughtless.
That is all.
XX cupcake.
In an act of apology, and of love and respect for you all
ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE By The Beatles
Love, love, love.
Love, love, love.
Love, love, love.
There's nothing you can do that can't be done.
Nothing you can sing that can't be sung.
Nothing you can say but you can learn how to play the game.
It's easy.
Nothing you can make that can't be made.
No one you can save that can't be saved.
Nothing you can do but you can learn how to be you in time.
It's easy.
All you need is love.
All you need is love.
All you need is love, love.
Love is all you need.
All you need is love.
All you need is love.
All you need is love, love.
Love is all you need.
Nothing you can know that isn't known.
Nothing you can see that isn't shown.
Nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be.
It's easy.
All you need is love.
All you need is love.
All you need is love, love.
Love is all you need.
All you need is love (all together, now!)
All you need is love. (everybody!)
All you need is love, love.
Love is all you need (love is all you need).
Yee-hai!
Oh yeah!
She loves you, yeah yeah yeah.
She loves you, yeah yeah yeah.
.... There.. much better I think.
Yes, basically at heart I am a believer in that. And another thing.
All you need is love, honesty, and respect.
Hey Cupcake it's called Free -Back Off Anon- Speech. God bless the internet. The last free ground.
The lyrics weren't so pleasant, but hearing your thoughts on it -made me forgive the nasty context -In A New light, ya know? If you have something you want to share with people (and I think you were just enjoying your next blod/italic tricks :D) -I do believe this is the place to stand up and say it. Thank you for the song Cupcake. I don't think you need to go so far as deleting it, just giving your thoughts on it was good enough for me. Happy New Year to you!
And Anon, I may be new here -but picking on the family here -is not the wisest option. Especially Today. Just a friendly hint for you.
Thanks Lewis, I appreciate that, but I thought it was best to delete them, I don't want to seem like a thoughtless person, because I'm really not.
So, how are you doing?
Yes, it is called free speech. I found the lyrics offensive and I exercised my right to express my disgust. Cupcake responded graciously and I thanked her for that.
I'm doing very well Cupcake, thank you. I hope you are well too. I was just poping in to check on everyone.
I didn't think for a second that you were being thoughtless. I just didn't get why that song -then you explained it. I think that was enough really. But I am impressed that you choose to be 'the bigger man' -so to speak!
I really cannot stay, I was just going to lurk for a few minutes - that has turned into Many Few and a Little More -Minutes! So I have to be off, but I did not want to be rude to ya. And truely, just explaining the song choice was enough for me.
Happy New One Cupcake! Hope to talk to you again soon!
Fine Anon, we are all very expressive. Hurray for us. Hurray for free speech. Happy New Year to you too.
Thank you again Lewis, glad you're well, take care now!
And Happy New Years!
Anon
Thank you for thanking me. I understand you found them offensive, and that it was an inappropriate time to post them, I hope my explanation of why I did it helps.
Happy New year.
Hi again -for just one second! I think my Happy wishes to Current Anon sounded a bit sarcastic -that is not how I meant it. Sorry. Everyone IS entittled to their opinion, which I am greatful for. I did very much mean and hope for a happy new one for Everyone(Anon included). -You take care too Cupcake! Later! -L
Another sweeter song I'd like to share, and to let you in on a secret, I'm such a wuss it makes me cry
That's All
I can only give you love that lasts forever.
And a promise to be near each time you call.
And the only heart I own
For you and you alone
That's all,
That's all...
I can only give you country walks in springtime
And a hand to hold when leaves begin to fall;
And a love whose burning light
Will warm the winter's night
That's all,
That's all.
There are those I am sure who have told you,
They would give you the world for a toy.
All I have are these arms to enfold you,
And a love time can never destroy.
If you're wondering what I'm asking in return, dear,
You'll be glad to know that my demands are small.
Say it's me that you'll adore,
For now and evermore
That's all,
That's all.
If you're wondering what I'm asking in return, dear,
You'll be glad to know that my demands are small.
Say it's me that you'll adore,
For now and evermore.
That's all,
That's all.
Don't worry Lewis, I know you're lovely! XD
Good morning guys.
Did you all have a Happy New Year's last night?
Hi there P<3!
I had a lovely new years when I stopped sitting on my ass, feeling sorry for myself and took control. I started to re arrange my room. I'm going to do a painting in dedication to my friend who passed away.
Onwards, with love!!!
How are you hun? how's 2008 so far?
Hey Cupcake! *hug*
Awwh thats a lovely thought! Does your bedroom look good?
I am alright, thanks. 2008 feels just like 2007 to me! Haha.
lol P<3
Well so far my room looks a bit like a bomb went off, but it's going to be great.
A fresh start.
:)
That's good!
I'm switching bedrooms with my sister. So after she has her baby, then the baby will have the empty room beside my current room, and now I will have a much larger room in the basement!
Aww P<3, that will be exiting!
A baby in the house and a bedroom in the basement!
lol. Yeah.
Now, I can have my guitar a little bit louder than before, and now, I can look forward to painting my new room next weekend!
ooo wow!
Whenever I paint I get more on me than on the walls... same with cooking, I always get flour on my face... even when I wasn't using flour! lol
Haha! Wow. That takes skills! I suck at painting too, I get soo much paint in my hair!
Oh yes P<3, I have some pretty special and unique skills!
Paint in the hair... tis a terrible thing...
I have deleted my comment on Mayo's previous post. I concede that I wish I had handled it privately and do apologize to all parties affected.
Do not for one minute think that I will not come out in full force against any anon that may come in here to attack of ANY of the regulars here.
Again, Happy New Year.
Wow. You have no clue how boring 2008 is so far! There isn't much to do because everything is like closed, and it's -28C with the wind chill!
Hey Mya!
Happy New Year to you too!
Hi Mya! happy new year! XD
Hey everyone. How are you? Happy New Year's
Aww have a good meal Mya!
BC!!!!!! *flying bear hug tackle*
How are you?
hehe
For Red Dwarf fans.
http://www.youtube.com/
watch?v=7b35O8O_5ZM
Bye Mya! Enjoy your delicious food!*HUG*
And Hello BC! *HUG*
Is it just me, or are you just happy to see me Cupcake? ^_^
*Tackles, then gives a big squeezy hug to cupcake*
I'm doing pretty good, just a bit tired. How about you?
Hi there teddy bear *gives paperheart a big hug*
Hi teddy bear. How are you doing young grasshopper? *gives more big hugs* :)
How're you today BC?
Me? I am fine. Just drinking some apple juice! ^_^
Why ofcourse I'm happy to see you BC!
XD
Awwh, hugs are the way to a girls heart!<3
*HUG*
Do you know what it's time for??
GROUP HUG!!!!!!!!!!
Aww that's good paperheart and you are definitely right. Hugs are a way to a girl's heart :)
Cupcake, I'm happy to see you too, ol' delicious one ^__^
Awww Group Hug!!
*Hugs paperheart and Cupcake once again with super massive huge hugs!!*
:) :)
I'm always glad to see all you ladies, and Mayo, SS...
I really do adore you all.
*hugs*
Aww I adore you too Cupcake. You too teddy bear. Always *hugs*
I love you guys *pretends to bat eyelashes* ;p
Wow, this blog is going really damn slow today O_0
I'm feeling the love in here!
*does bat eyelashes* hehe
Tis a bit slow!
There is nothing but love in here right now cupcake ^_^
I feel the love!
Lol
Yeah it is. I wonder where everyone is at.
Even an anon would be nice to chat with.
If you pay attention Mayo, your Lovelies are not happy. They are sad, depressed, down. The new year is depressing. If you look on the porch you will see.....
The question is, can you help them the way they have helped you?
Hello people!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
How is everybody?
They are perhaps still hungover from NYE?......
Or everyone died, and there's only us...
I hope it's the first one...
Siobhan!
Happy new year hun, how are you?
Hi there, Cupcake!
Happy New Year! I'm better! It's almost 9 p.m. here in Germany and the hangover has disappeared after drinking gallons of fresh water.
How are you?
Hello hello Siobhan-san. How are you? Happy New Year!!
Anon, you know, the last few weeks hasn't been chipper here, but you probably already noticed that. To be honest, I'm not feeling it myself. I feel tired.
Cupcake, probably. Lol.
Happy New Year, BC!
I'm doing fine! How was New Year's Eve?
I'm doing ok Siobhan, not hungover, but a bit sore. That's what i get for lifting boxes! XD
Thank you Siobhan-san! How are you? My NYE's went fine. I didn't get to drink though :(
I'm okay, but feeling tired. I didn't went to bed until five in the morning.
I wish shame in me was here. There's some guy stuff I need to discuss with her.
Lifting boxes?
Yes Siobhan I was trying to move my extensive music magazine collections while re - doing my room.
I'll see you guys later. The blog is going slow, and boring.
Take care
Bye bye BC *hugs*
I been around long enough to make some observations, before you ask I got this off of fandom wank. That's where a lot of people found this LMAO. Because basically your a bunch of wankers. But I lurked around because I couldn't get enough of the wank. And I can see who are the stupidest wankiest people here and on the other board.
Sdock10, can you say drama whore? This dumb bitch relaly thinks its gerard Way and she is going to be the one to save him. Meanwhile she's always whining about her pathetic life and BEGGING for attention. The only time she ever talks to the rest of you its to say OH LOOK AT ME DRINK MY LIFE AWAY!!!1 wahh wahh my pussy hurts. Pay attention to me. I drink like Gerad used to, someone save me! Drama queen and attention whore. Any other time she posts it is always to who she THINK is Gerard. "Love to YOU always" LMAO. If for a second you din't think this was Gerard or you stopped getting your attention here you would leave.
ANd where is your long suffering sister, probably fucking fed up with you. Your older then she is but you act like a little baby. At least she has a kid.
Original Punks. OMG please. Never have I seen such fangirlness. There to Frank was Sdick is to Gerard, wanting to save him. Maybe he will repay you in sex. Oh wait you are withered and dried up. Gross, the real Frank wouldn't even look at you, he would die before he put his dick in there. Yes I have seen pics of you. Your behavior is pathetic.
The Avenger. You cannot even fucking spell and yeah you are STILL in love with Gerard Way and you also think this is him. You used to be Bleeding Chaos. Change your name as much as you want you are still an idiot. You don't even get the simplest of jokes. You're fucking crazy on top of it all.
Kapunau. There are no words. Just BITCH. ONE person in here was right about you always posting your lame ass stories. NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOUR STUPID NEPHEW. Go save some slaves or stop talking shit. If you're so hot why aren't you in movies?
Cupcake do you do anything else aside from fucking post here???
Fimble Star learn to fucking spell.
Miss Totenham, STFU just STFU. You're another one alway swhining, get over it.
Oh wahhh we are all on xanax!!! We think we can help Gerard Way and Frankie!!!!!
Why don't go out and get lives you bunch of losers.
hello family!!
hows it going??
i still feel a bit hungover. but better than i did!
happy new year anon!!!!!!!!!!!
*sighs*
Anon, no right now I don't, I'm an insomniac, I don't have a lot else to do.
We don't think this is Gerard Way, because it isn't!
My god, can we please move on from this?
It's a little sad how you have nothing better to do than insult strangers.
Good day to you.
XX cupcake.
So, Cupcake! You busy bee, you!
Hi Fasc!
I'm off for a bit Siobhan, but as we all know I have nothing else to do so I'll be back soon enough! lol
;)
Bye, cutie! Take care!
Oh and happy New Year to anyone I haven't said it too, even you anon.
Have a good one.
xoxo cupcake
Anon,
so I'm a crazy? Well, thank you for the compliment. As far as name-changing is concerned, I can change my name any time I fucking want. You don't dictate to me, or anyone else here on the blogs.
Miserable little bloodsucker you are.
hi siobhan! bye cupcake!
anon at 3.11 pm
i really want to say bravo to you for your lovely post. you have really taken your time out of your very busy life to say such nice things. thank you so much
yes i cant spell. i was just wondering, if i cant spell how can you tell what i am saying. are you this highly intelligent person who can read minds so that you do not need to understand what i write because i am crap at spelling. yet again bravo to you.
hey anon, why dont you send me the dictionary so that i can learn how to spell because we all know wankers cant spell. even better why dont you just become fimble star and spell correctly for once because we all know fimble star is an idiot and can not spell. shit sorry i am just repeating myself.
the ball is in your court hunny. i hope i spelt everything correctly for you. i have spent a long checking it but you are so intelligent you may find an error. please help me.
Anon, if you think all of us here are stupid, then let me ask, why are you here?
If you got a problem with any of us, why are you here? Are you being forced to come here? Hell no, you are not.
You hate us, and yet, you come here anyways.
Does it make you feel superior to mock others because they have problems?
Maybe one day, when you become a full fledged adult (If possible), you will have those problems as well. And who are you going to turn to when you want to bitch about them?
Hi faraway. Happy new year
Did you party hard, Fasc?
I did, but it seems as if my precaution against a very bad hangover really worked.
What is really sad and pathetic is that the anon posting at 3:11 seems to know an awful lot about all of you. That poor sad person probably spends hours just lurking here. That just speaks to how much of a life that anon has.
It is a sad existence for poor anon. So poor anon needs to project its hostility (that is has for itself, and its sad pathetic life) on all of you.
Another sad waste of a life.
Anon @ 3:11 first learn how to use spell check.
Second losers the only loser here is you. You spend your time watching us so you can find ways to insult us. You life must really suck ass.
Look at your self you have made a list of people and why you hate them. You're the one who needs to be on xanax.
One last thing this is not Gerard way or Frank Iero
hi BC, fimble anyone else.
happy new year too!!
From MIB:
No person this Anonymous mentions deserves those words and you all fucking know it.
You're all beautiful.
Bury those words, and pay them no attention.
3:26 PM, January 01, 2008
Why do you people always validate such people and their posts by responding to them?
I don't get it!
Hello BC, FS, FASC and anon@3:33. Happy New year to you all.
Hey Evil Anon I'm hurt. Nothing to say about me? Damn come on. I'm totally pathetic. I feel so overlooked.
Now that being said here it the thing. I know that no matter how pathetic or how much of a loser I am I will never be anywhere near as bad as you. You are an evil, mean spirited person. You are obviously unhappy with your life and in some sick way it makes you happy to pick on others.
I feel sorry for you. You can't begin to understand what we "regulars" have here.
So why don't you just move on? I'm sure there are other places where your venom would come in handy.
You are a sad little person.
freedom of speech siobhan. i waned to ask him for help.
Hello Siobhan happy new year. I have a hard time ignoring some people especially when I have some thing to say back to them. Anyway usually when you start talking to them or asking them questions they run away.
Anon, I don't know about love, because I never been in love before, but so what if I *like* someone?
Do you have a problem with that?
I can't control who I like. And for that I'm sorry. Even after what you just said, I'm actually not angry.
Hi there fimble. Happy new year. I missed you.
As long as you're all responding 'Anonymous' will go nowhere but come back again and again!
Hello Elena and happy New Year
Siobhan said...
Why do you people always validate such people and their posts by responding to them?
I don't get it!
That's easy for me to answer. I don't give a shit about what someone says about me but when they talk shit on my friends that takes to to a whole new level.
Hey Martha ..
How are you today? I'm still a bit hung over.
Well Siobhan they are going to come back anyway. Every time someone new finds out about this place they think they are the first person to come in and insult us. Some are repeat offenders. No thing we will do is going to stop them so some ignore other talk back it's up to you to decide how you want to deal with it.
I'm well Elena how are you and how is your family?
Yes, the might run away for some time, but they'll always come back, because they can count on your attention.
If you would ignore them right away, they might leave for good!
They're attention whores and as a long as you provide them with the things they obviously lack of in real life- attention -, they'll come back!
Just saying
And it was just a question, Fimble. I didn't forbid you to speak, did I?
Hey there MJ, elena, faraway, anons.
Mustard, thank you!
Happy new year guys!
Siobhan, I'm actually not angry, but it does make me angry when anons talk shit about the family. Like I said, they're miserable little bloodsuckers. They don't understand a damn thing about the wonderful family here.
Oh, and siobhan, usually when you talk to these anons, they run away and don't respond back :)
hey bc. happy new year t you. hey martha, elena fasc and siobhan
siobhan, i know what your saying about ignoring them but they dont always go away. have you noticed this anon has not come back to help this wanker with her spelling. if you wanna ignore then you ignore but if people want to talk to them then thats up to them
BtW,
Hi Martha!
Hi Elena!
Hi Fimble!
Happy New Year!
Did you have a nice New Year's Eve?
my new year was good. i was completely sober all night because i was the taxi for the night but hey it was still nice. isnt it funny watching people drunk out of their faces falling over themselves when you are the only sober one. that was my entertainment lol
did you have a nice new year
Do want you want. I just think it is some kind of symbiosis.
No, I watch you all pathetic because you amuse me. I know the rael reason most of you come here is because your waiting for Gerard to break up with Lyn and either get with you. Newflash have you not read his interviews??? they bought a Christmas tree and he is happy. You can't eccept that so you call his wife gay and stupid. Guess what she is a million times beautiful then you will EVER be. She is fucking gorgous and he knows it and YOU all know it to. Bet you they are fucking right now hahaaa now that hurt's doesn't it SDOCK10! Because they have a happiness and joy together that none of you would EVER have.
Mayo whoever you are LMAO kudos to you for tricking them like this. THey love you! you are the master..
Fimble, the scary thing is, I like talking to them and when they try their best to put me down, I fight back and then they usually give up and just leave. No anon is going to put me down because this kitten has claws. Meow ;)
I was one of that drunk dude(tte)s myself yesterday, hahaha!
Well, it was quite funny, but I'm also happy it's over and now I can start afresh, again!
Hey Fimble and BC
Martha my family is good. It's just so damn cold here today. We usually don't have this much snow or the really cold temps until the middle of Jan or Feb. I'm really looking for Spring!!!!
oh my goodness anon. i am so sorry, my bad spelling must be rubbing off on to you would you like me to help you with this one ok hunny lets start the lesson
eccept = accept
rael = real
THey = They
ok is that ok. did you write that down. good anon. ok now you can pick out my spelling errors.
oh i love being taught new and interesting things.
lol i wish i was the drunk one. maybe then i could have an excuse for my spelling.
so have you got any plans for 2008?
Anonymous, let me be honest with you.
Lyn-Z has *nothing* for me to be jealous about. Nothing. Beauty does not mean a damn thing to me. Someone can be beautiful on the outside, but on the inside, they can be an absolute fucking monster.
Of course, Gerard is not going to tell the world about any problems he has. He puts a smile on his face and pretends that everything is okay.
Oh my God...
Gerard and his wife bought a Christmas tree together. Damn I better stop the divorce I was planning on getting from my husband. Oh all hope is now gone for me!!! A Christmas Tree......
ANON you are so funny....Sad thing is you probably believe your warped words. Go away you silly little girl...
OMG, Gerard, I want you so bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Take me, not that Lyn-Z thing!
I may have a peg-leg and no fancy tattoos, but I love you!
I Love You, Gerard!!!!
Fimble, your sarcasm is putting a smile and laugh on my face ^__^
Elena, Siobhan-san,
LMaO!!!!
XD XD
My plans?
GERARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg siobhan i think you will have a fight on your hands.
isnt it that all us wankers want to have gerard. maybe we can share him. i can lick a stamp and slap it on his forehead to send to germany for you
Happy New Year everyone!
Mayo, thank you for this wonderful post. I think I will take some of your advice and apply it to my own life. This last week and a half has been strange for me. I have hardly been around here, but I haven't really been anywhere else. I've been busy with family and friends, but I have been really distant. I can't explain right now, but maybe in time I will figure out the problem.
Mayo, you are beautiful in so many ways. Keep your chin up and if you ever feel a little confused or off track, remember how many people care about you. Thank you for being here, thank you for being you.
All the best to you and to everyone in this new year.
Love to all of you,
Anima
Anonymous said...
No, I watch you all pathetic
That should read " I watch you all because you are Pathetic.
because you amuse me. I know the rael reason most of you come here is because your waiting for Gerard to break up with Lyn and either get with you. Newflash have you not read his interviews??? they bought a Christmas tree and he is happy. You can't eccept that so
the word are accept, real and news flash
you call his wife gay and stupid. Guess what she is a million times beautiful then you will EVER be.
It should be " more beautiful"
She is fucking gorgous and he
gorggeous
knows it and YOU all know it to. Bet you they are fucking right now hahaaa now that hurt's doesn't it SDOCK10! Because they have a happiness and joy together that none of you would EVER have.
Mayo whoever you are LMAO kudos to you for tricking them like this. THey love you! you are the master..
January 1, 2008 3:53 PM
If you had been really reading what people on her have been saying you would know that most here don't think LynZ is ugly. We just hate her band.
As far as the gay thing we got that from your home Buzznet.
On Gerard being happy didn't he say the same thing when he was with Eliza look how that turned out.
But the only thing that still remains the same is that you are a sad and lonely person who has no friends and must insult us to the attention no one else will give you.
Hello anima and Happy new Year.
Oh, stop it, you guys. You guys are making me laugh!
Anon, Gerard makes my heart buurrrrnnnn!!! It's too bad I didn't call off the engagement from my fiancee. He and I could have had something together. Lol
XD XD
Hello hello anima. Happy new year! How are you?
Come on anon got anymore to say. Come on. I'm having so much fun with this.
We all know you came here for the attention. Do you like it?
Now you can see why I had posted Frank's finger avatar in the first place. A picture is worth a thousand words, right? :)
Do you really want to mess with me, Fimble?
Listen, I may have a peg-leg, but effing Flo Jo is nothing against me!
Even before you can say his name, MY GERARD will kneel right in front of me happily pumicing the callus on my foot!!!
Because it was a loooong way to America and back!!!
But I do everything for MY GERARD!!!
my goodnes. I see we have another asshat anon here. Lovely.
martha, well done for becoming a teacher. it is nice to give lessons out.
anon you have not given me my lesson yet. oh well there must be new pictures on buzznett on the gerard way has a big..... thread. jappy looking oh and yes i meant jappy.
anima nice to see you did you have a nice new year
and miss t i can see you. hello my sheffy wag
sdock10 said...
I'm still laughing at that post.
Thank you, anon.
I haven't laughed out loud like that all fucking day.
sdock10 said...
I am still laughing about that shit.
Oh my goodness, I almost lost my breath a couple of times.
and is my name that hard to spell?
sdock....sock...sdick...scock....come on people!
3:53 PM, January 01, 2008
Hi Martha, hi BC!
Anon, you are funny. For the record, this is not Gerard's blog. Secondly, I am so happy for Gerard and Lynz. I really am. I wish them all the best.
Hello Mp and Happy New Year.
FS I hope that anon comes back I like being a teacher.
siobhan game is on. do you know i am english living in usa. that means i am double trouble so if you wanna mess do it by your own risk lol.
oh and you can have gerard i will take my gerrard (yes anon i said gerrard).
steven gerrard that is.
hey mp. nice to see a fellow oasis lover.
martha do you have your kane out. if the anon or me spell incorrectly then i and the anon may need to be kaned. but saying that
the anon needs to come and teach me how to spell.
Hi Fimble! Hi Siobhan, Magic Pie!
New Years' was different. Not good, not bad. Just different. I probably should have just hung out here with you guys. I would've felt more at home I think.
Happy new year magic pie, sd10. Sd10, now you're making me laugh! Ha ha
Unfortunately, we have another anon asshat attack, but I'm having fun with it, actually.
Siobhan-san, you know, I was thinking of proposing to our beloved Gerard even though he's a complete stranger that we don't know.
We were going to propose by way of Sharpie communication because this shit is as easy peasy ^_^
Anima, how are you doing my dear? How was new year's?
Good afternoon, my Family.
I trust you are all doing well this New Year's Day and enjoying yourself.
Me, oh, I am just continuing to wither away, and I think I will get a shawl and a rocking chair soon. I'm quite flattered actually that the little vulture took the time to check out pictures, read posts and comments from our Family.
I guess we are "Ghostbuster Famous" now...
Actually, I don't think I will trade in my active life for the rocking chair just yet.
Sorry, Anon, but we have heard it all, better and badder.
What on earth made you think we would suddenly all "See the light" and look at it from your narrow-minded, pusillanimous,irreverent,tactless and cretinous point of view.
I understand you may have to take time to look up many of these words, but at least you will be expanding your vocabulary, which means you will have accomplished SOMETHING useful today.
I will address you no further. Vultures mean as much to me as maggot-infested grime I would wipe from my shoes after trudging through the sludge you call an "observation".
Oh, and Happy New Year, little one. Remember to be in bed by 9:00 tonight. I think school starts tomorrow in most places...
L.
Where has the little lonely anon gone? Don't you want to play with us anymore? I guess we aren't so amusing anymore.
Hello L happy New Year.
What the hell? I love these people who try to school others on spelling and can't spell for the love of christ themselves.
For your ugly attack on Sdock, though, you are welcome to climb back into your Mom and get yourself aborted, you braindead twat.
Happy New Year! ^_^
I gave them some words to look up, Martha. I think that will take the better part of the rest of the day.
Love ya,
L.
Hi Anima!
Gerard is mine! I must live up to my reputation as a pathetic wanker!
And now, I'm going to Buzznet enjoying some crotch shots from my cute baby!
We're meant for each other! He knows that, don't you Mayo...er, Gerard?
Yeah, of course you do!!
I'm okay BC, just not feeling like myself lately. I had hoped that I would have more time over this vacation to reflect. And I have actually avoided it completely. Now tomorrow, I start back to work and it will be life as usual (and not in a good way).
Sorry to be such a bummer. I'm not trying to be. Just feeling a little lost lately.
Enough about me. How are you doing?
Hello Kapu and happy new year.
L that anon can't spell so it will take them the better part of the year to find those words.
Hello to all my wonderful friends in blogland, hello to mayo and ss, I hope you are all having a great 2008 so far. I hope the following year brings happiness to everybody and painful disfiguring diseases to mean anons.
Anon@ 3:11. At lot of people here have had problems and we all pull together to help each other. We like to hear about each other's lives, the good and the bad. The end of this year, it seems to have been mostly bad. We are all friends who help each other through our problems.
You on the other hand, have no friends here so I think you'll find that that makes you the loser. I'll bet that you also have no friends in real life as you spend your time watching other people talk, other people who don't even like you. In fact you are probably one of the most tragic and pathetic people in existance.
You might think that some people whinge, but at least we have something to whinge about, it's called life. I'm guessing you don't have one. You obviously have no friends.
I'm also guessing that you are dog ugly.You will find that people who are that ugly on the inside are also ugly on the outside. Another reason you have no friends and have resorted to lingering here.
I know the rael reason most of you come here is because your waiting for Gerard to break up with Lyn and either get with you. I'm guessing that that is actually the rael(your spelling) reason that you are here.
You friendless, shit spelling, pathetic sad loser.(funny how all your insults fit you so appropriately).
sorry guys disappeared for a while!!
fimble when i'm listening to a footie game and alan green says 'gerrard' as in 'steven gerrard' my heart does this funny flip shit which fucks me off!!
hi martha, anima ,ops,elena anyone else??
fuck me that anon was special wasn't she???
Sorry to post and run. But I need to go for a bit.
Love to all of you. I hope to be back around full force tomorrow night.
I posted the link last night to the You Tube video of Bouncing Souls covering The Kinks song "Better Things" for the Family (Mayo and SS included). The lyrics are below. My wish for 2008.
Anima, I hope you have better days. Feeling lost is worse than knowing where you are and not enjoying it. Don't worry about bringing us down, we all need to take care of each other.
L. is feeling the love today...
********************************
'Better Things'
Here's wishing you the bluest sky,
And hoping something better comes tomorrow.
Hoping all the verses rhyme,
And the very best of choruses to
Follow all the doubt and sadness.
I know that better things are on the way.
Here's hoping all the days ahead
Won't be as bitter as the ones behind you.
Be an optimist instead,
And somehow happiness will find you.
Forget what happened yesterday,
I know that better things are on the way.
It's really good to see you rocking out
And having fun,
Living like you just begun.
Accept your life and what it brings.
I hope tomorrow you'll find better things.
I know tomorrow you'll find better things.
Here's wishing you the bluest sky,
And hoping something better comes tomorrow.
Hoping all the verses rhyme,
And the very best of choruses to
Follow all the drudge and sadness.
I know that better things are on the way.
I know you've got a lot of good things happening up ahead.
The past is gone it's all been said.
So here's to what the future brings,
I know tomorrow you'll find better things.
I know tomorrow you'll find better things.
Good afternoon L, K. Happy new year's!
Anima, sorry to hear that. If there is anything you want to talk about, we're here to listen :) Right now I'm not feeling myself as well. Mayo's house tends to bring out my most quirky qualities at best, and right now, I'm enjoying myself with the anon comments and Siobhan's take on "loving" Gerard. It is quite hilarious.
Siobhan-san, let's bet on who will marry him first ;p
:D
Siobhan-san, I went to buzznet last night and I seen a picture of our beloved Gerard's butt shot. It shows a big hole in his jeans where his butt is, and I have to tell you, he's not wearing any underwear ^____^
he he
Hi Miss T.!
Hi OP's! Long time, no see!
Hi Kapunua!
How are y'all? Happy New Year!
Bye Anima! Take care!
Hello miss t and happy new year.
Fasc no problem it happens.
Later anima
bye anima,
fasc omg he is just to cool for school. now i would def fangirl over him any day.
oh and guess what. we wond today so brig it on.
miss t. hello hunny. love the post but i think they have gone back to buzznet.
Hello hello Miss T. Happy new year's! How are you doing my English chum? :)
FASC said...
"fuck me that anon was special wasn't she???"
I laughed out loud at this, FASC. Yeah, "special".
That about covers it.
Love ya,
L.
Hey guys!
BC, Cupcake, sorry to have left in the middle of a group hug! (I went back and read what I Missed) A bath was calling for me!
Anons; Telling us to STFU? Maybe you should take your own advice, and your own words and run back to BN. Mmmkay? =]
good afternoon jules. nice to see you. how is work today.
i saw your earlier comment and i was having withdrawel symtoms lol. just one night and i am all to pot ha.
did you have fun anyhoot
Hi there teddy bear. How are you? *hugs*
That's okay young grasshopper. Can you believe that anon called me crazy? That really hurt my feelings
well, actually....no it didn't. ;p
Hi Siobhan, MJ, BC and FS, PH L and anyone I may have missed.
I'm good, how are you?
hello to L and 007 to.
there is so many people coming in i do apologise to anyone i have missed
Hello, Miss T., FASC, Fimble, Siobhan, Martha,
and Bye, Anima.
How is everyone this lovely New Years?
Love,
L.
That's good Miss T. I'm doing good, just feeling very quirky today. Being here at Mayo's does that to me alot
unfortunately ^_^
Hi there OP
And Bubbles, my sweet! How are you today?
J. told me about the horrible evening you had yesterday. I'm so sorry, sweetie.
Love you,
L.
Hello Ph and Happy new year
BC, I am good! I cleaned my room, and took a nice long bath while listening to my new Amy Winehouse CD.
That anon made me laugh. Seriously.
Hey everyone.
Anima, I'm sorry you're down. Post-holiday blues much? Yeah, I am kinda, too. It all kind of caught up with me, I mean this entire last month. Trisky, my own stupid injury, missing so much work, Pretty etc. And then today I took all my decorations down and am glad to be rid of them but you know? I miss my dog really bad right now 'cause it's like, the last time the house looked like this, she was there in her bed. It blows.
Are we all kinda feeling down today, or what?
MissT, you RULE OUT LOUD for that post of yours.
Fimble, we missed your humor in chat last night. You gonna be on later, Naughty?
Hey Martha, L, Miss T, and my wifey!
OPL, I am good, and feeling better. What a way to start a new year, right? =] How're you?
Martha, Happy New Year to you too!!
*hug* for all? =]
good morning all!!
I am devastated, how insignificant must I be if the anon didn't tell me how pathetic I am!!!
Oh anon!
Do I mean that little to you?
and seriously, buying a christmas tree is one of the hallmarks of a lasting union!
Not that I'm slagging G and L but , come on, it's not the most convincing example of togetherness.
Cute but think of something a little more meaningful.
Say that about any couple and I'd think "yes, buying dead vegetation to celebrate a traditional festive occasion, as everyone else does, tells me they are truely a secure couple"
lovely lyrics OPs.
fimble thank fuck for that result after the last one!!
hi to anyone else i've missed???
missT hiya you!! nice to see you again.
Hey Kapunua. =]
Thanks K, I'm coming out fighting this year.
Siobhan-san, I went to buzznet last night and I seen a picture of our beloved Gerard's butt shot. It shows a big hole in his jeans where his butt is, and I have to tell you, he's not wearing any underwear ^____^
he he
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!
BC, we're talking here with each other about approximately 1 hour now and you dared to hide that special information from me so long?
You want him all to yourself, don't you?
I said it before and I do it again!!
Don't mess with me!!!!!
He's mine!!!
*goes to buzznet looking at that ass*
that's good paperheart. I hope you are doing much better than yesterday grasshopper *hugs*
Fimble, I think I may have to join you in that shit speller category. That anon said that I don't know how to spell XD
I just happen to be an excellent speller and I am well read, but I am also a very fast typer. Of course I'm going to make spelling errors. It's natural.
I felt a little down earlier today, but I feel a little bit more chipper now, but I feel a bit hesitant for some reason.
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