I have not yet entered into a static free zone. Buzz, buzz, buzz…my head is ready to fucking split. I asked him if it still mattered at all.
I am waiting for his reply.
I have been half way around my brain with this shit, and it just keeps coming up the same. And I am repeating myself, here in the dark, not quite alone.
In time.
p.s. patience please, my lovelies...I am listening.
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Amy, I'm sorry you had such a day.
My family is Scottish, so bagpipes are required. They are quite touching.
He's gunna make damn sure that you can never leave.
You won't ever get too far from him.
He'd better stock up on the ice cream, then. Because that's the only thing that will keep me some place I don't want to be.
I think so too BC.
Good night Mayo.
Good night All.
TTFN
Goodnight GS.
G'night, GS!
Goodnight GS. How are you Miss T?
RW?
Taking Back Sunday Lyric Anon!
Nice!
Hi there sd10. By the way, that picture you have is quite beautiful :)
Now I want to go and watch (half of) that video!
I'm good BC, how about you?
Have you got your new phone all set up?
Hey BC,
How are you?
Thanks so much. I took it with my cellphone yesterday. I'm no photographer that's for sure.
Kapunua,
Let's go bask in Adam love together.
I'm doing pretty good Miss T, sd10.
I just had some delicious chocolate. Miss T, I have to wait a few more hours until the phone is activated, but I am also planning on adding AIM on it soon so we can stay in touch.
Oh and sd10, you're welcome. That picture is just gorgeous :)
That's good BC.
I hope it all works OK.
Hello BC :) How're you doing?
Thanks Miss T. RW, I'm doing pretty good. How about you?
Not bad, BC. Just getting ready for bed. I keep hitting the sack too late, and am then tired the next day :(
That's good RW. Ah well, get plenty of rest and take care. I am going to go watch a new SVU episode. Take care guys.
'm all for basking, Sdock. LOVE the basking. ^_^
Have fun, BC :)
See you later BC.
Mayo,
How are you? Are you feeling better? I hope so. Me? I am honestly not sure tonight. Nothing seems to be wrong with me, but things aren't always what they seem, are they? Or maybe, they are exactly as they seem and I'm just fine but creating shit where there is no shit...I'm completely out of my head. I wish I could get back in tonight.
So have you found a quiet spot yet? Shhhhhhh. I know the spot you are talking about. Want me to tell you how to get there? No, silly. It's not on the map. It's way way off the beaten path....dark, a little scary. A place where people try to get inside but they fail miserably. Do you know where it is yet? It's in your heart. You can make it any place you want. Do you like the beach? Do you like your old bedroom? Do you want it to be on a mountaintop? Do you want it to be in a deep dark hole? It's all up to you, buddy. Once you get there, you'll be able to clear your head and find the peace and quiet you are searching for. It's going to be so nice. You can hear nothing but your heart beat, your breathing, and that beautiful singing voice you've been searching for. Come on, grab my hand...I'll go there with you if you want. Or maybe, this is something you need to do alone. I understand that totally. I need to revisit my own place soon. Very soon. Who knows? We might meet up at the crossroads.
I hope you find yourself again and all the answers you are searching for, and it happens sooner than expected.
Because I am faithfully hopeful like that...
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Not in your brain, in your heart.
Goodnight Mayo! Wherever you are, I hope you find peaceful rest.
Goodnight All!
Sweet dreams!
Love!
S
He's gunna make damn sure that you can never leave.
You won't ever get too far from him.
Oddly enough I don't plan on going anywhere. At least not tonight.
Except to have a bath.
Now, try and stop me! MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA!!!!
-A
Have a relaxing bath, Amyranth.
Um, I'm still waiting to see the tree!
Star!
ACK!
I need to find more decorations, I only have two small boxes... on top of that my colored lights are so old they're almost WHITE! Time for some new ones I guess?
-A
Amyranth, my mom got these cool rose cover things that cover white lights. They are beautiful.
I'm going to get them when I do the change over to Valentine tree.
Dear SS and Mayo,
Sorry, darlings, but I'm afraid I'm going to have to postpone the soft-pore corn for the evening. Can we take a rain check? Tell you what, you let ME know when's a good time for you guys. I'll arrange my schedule. You know where I live.
I'm off for the night, I think. Hope you both have a restful night, wherever you are.
Mayo, if you're scared of the dark, I'll leave a light burning.
SS, baby, love you. I know how you bring it! ;)
Goodnight--
J
Goodnight, J!
Have a good day tomorrow!
That's too bad J.
Oh well back to my corner to sit and watch.
Going to head to bed now. 'Night, guys! :)
anonymous says hello
Oh ANON we've played this game before. You come on, people show up. You clam up. Yeah, that's how it goes.
Spin spin sugaaaaaah.
Someone had to say it.
Hello Anonymous.
Mayo, I"m going to bed. I hope you are doing well. Sleep well my friend.
ps, Leave a night-light on.
anonymous says goodbye.
not for long.
Kapunua says...
My ass.
Bored now.
anonymouse says i love donkeys
Then came each actor on his ass.
why did you have to leave anon? surely you didnt have anything better to do than to talk to mayo
You said, ASS. ;)
See ANON I was right. So what do I win?
Come on...give me, give me.
I'm the winner.
Not for long.
Steve?
hello elena. how are you tonight
how are you girls?
i saw your present from the present anon. that was nice.
I said "Came."
Then I said "ass."
it was cool.
Sorry, that was a bad joke and once again only funny in my own head.
Or should I say only funny to....
my ass?
Not really? That's what I thought. Carry on.
Amina said:
Steve?
Anima, you scared me because I thought you were serious.
Now, that was very funny.
Hi Fimbel How are you?
i am well thank you elena. i was at college today and then tonight. i hate going there so boring.
how are you
Fimble, I feel your pain. You will get through it. I promise. At lighting speed in fact.
Goodnight everyone. Love to all of you!
goodnight anima. sweet dreams
Wow, that was a nice bath..
I need to find a schedule for Christmas Shows...
-A
well it has gone very quite in here. i may start to talk meaningful words and show my emotions. i dont think you want me to do that
Hi all good night anima
martha jones
martha jones
calling martha jones
Guten nacht.
Fimble - I just left another gift at Loli's house. I'm getting addicted to that bloody tree!!
-A
Here I am Fimble Star
Anonymous said
Anonymous says hello
Mayo
i sit here at the computer and wonder if you ever think about joining us and feel the urge to talk to us like our friend does.
i wonder if you ever thought that you could find so many people that only wants the best for you.
people say that the ones who know the truth are the ones who see it from an outsider point of view, becuase i am sure you know a lot of people tell you what they think you want to hear. i know how that feels and sometimes i just wish someone spoke the truth.
i find that the truth is the best quality you can have becuase it is so easy just to lie.
so MAYO i was wondering....
why is it that you come on here and write blogs, then you leave one or two comments but you never really talk to us. dont you like us? dont you want to get to know the people who have bared their souls to people here?
at the end of the day we are all strangers to one and other but we are family in hearts becuase we have grown to love each other and respect each other and hat is through talking. its amazing what can happen.
i wont try to igure out your posts becuase i think you are the only one that knows wha each word means becuase you put it there for a reason. i just hope that who ever you arethat you are happy and content with what you have made here.
I would like to talk to you, the real you about the things you enjoy like movies and books and music.
but i know that will never happen like i know that you will never read this but i did warn people i would do a comment with my emotions if that is wat you can call these.
well i will stop now and wait for my friends to come say hi.
goodnight whoever and whereever you are
i hope tha you can find peace in yourself knowing that you have lived you life the way you want to
fimble star
XX
god that is a long arse post. i do apologize. do not read it. just aload of blah blah blah
MAYO,
Waiting for his reply? close with him? so close that he's you, or are you hiding in a closet hun?
And I miss you mayo, cant deny it, wont deny it.
XX
Hey cupcake how are you?
Fimble Star that was beautiful. I feel the same way. I would love to really find out who mayo is. I don't mean his real identity just the person. I try but it seems my comments are ignored or lost so I usually just give up.
I really hope at some point mayo does join us.
Hey cupcake how are you doing?
trying to say it in a sexy way because it would sound good with a name like cupcake.
Fimble that was anything but blah blah blah that was beautiful. It was from your heart.
martha.
it is so easy to just give up in here but i think that we have to still try.
but try for wat?
try to talk to our friends and to try and let mayo know that under all this "mayo" persona their is a guy/girl that has a life. that likes to do normal stuff.
i like listeing to my music. i like going out and having a good time with my friends see thats not hard mayo just to share what interests you but like i said again it falls on deaf ears but that doesnt mean i am going to give up asking about yourself ie wa books you like, movies crazy things you have done
ok i am in a talkative mood tonight and i dont know why
Hi anybody...
Hello Fimblestar, I know what you mean. I feel like at this point Mayo has the privilege of knowing more about us than we do about him.
A blog post every now and then, opening up when it's convenient, but we talk. We have discussions, share things.
You guys know how I cried when my dog was put down, I know a certain lady who chased a boy from junior high around with a knife!
These small intimate things we share.
Now I adore you Mayo, whoever the fuck you are, whether you're a computer nerd, librarian, brain surgeon, teenage girl.
I don't care.
I'm not here to build you up, or tear you down.
Very few of us are, though we love to tease, but you know that.
Give a little.
Find some time to chat.
Don't get all elitist love.
fimble, i just read your "long arse post" ^.^ and i thought it was really lovely. it was nice to read what you thought about the situtaion, and what questions you had.
hey there martha, hello cupcake. ^.^
cheers elena. it was mainy from my head becuase i just dont understand why someone makes a blog and posts their thoughts and words yet does not show anything else and does not talk to the people who grace his house.
just makes me wonder really why mayo is mayo
MJ I feel delectable, but ofcourse I am, just ask the trail of lovers I've left behind.
Hot enough?
Hi sis M!!
Hi everyone else xxxxxx
Hello sister m how are you?
"situtaion"
wow, what word it that??
i meant situation, of course.
better go get some coffee.
Hello TJ and Elena how are you guys?
Fimble maybe the problem is he doesn't know himself who he really is. Maybe he's searching for himself like so many of ua are.
hey there tj. thanks for that
cupcake
Now I adore you Mayo, whoever the fuck you are, whether you're a computer nerd, librarian, brain surgeon, teenage girl.
I don't care.
I'm not here to build you up, or tear you down.
Very few of us are, though we love to tease, but you know that.
that is exactly what i was trying to say.
doesnt matter who you are mayo at the end of the day you could be tom dick or arry but you are here as mayo and yet you refuse to let anyone know who the real mayo is and maybe that is a problem.
you dont have to tell us anything but doesnt it feel nice that you can say the things you enjoy and find out that other people enjoy it o and that you can talk about your interests
fimble
xx
Well good night guys I have to return this computer to the owner later.
elena. i agree he needs to search for himself to be true but surely he knows the simple stuff like what books he reads or movies he watches. heck when i started talking her i was quite and wouldnt say boo to a goose but i found out by saying what i enjoyed doing other people like them aswell and we had conversations.
i just wanted mayo to talk to us like he is a friend not just some stranger that posts on a blog
good night martha.
remember
martha jones
martha jones
calling martha jones
Right on Fimble!
None of us know who we are, we never stop evolving, but we have experiences and thoughts that can be shared.
We walk our paths alone, but this is 2007, we can use email so we're not so alone.
good night Martha.
Fimble, that was lovely. And I agree.
You know, anytime I've had a shitty day, I come here and everything slowly gets better.
And I don't ever know why, but I just keep doing it.
-A
amy its called addiction and i am totally addicted to coming here and talking to you guys.
k cheers for that. means somet
Beautiful words tonight, everyone. *hugz*
How's everyone?
(MJ, I know exactly what you mean. G'night!)
Goodnight MJ *flying bear hug(which I haven't used in a while)*
Hanging in there, Sis.
Hey guys? Please send good thoughts for my dog Trisky! Tomorrow is her echo and I'm nervous about it! Good vibes!
Good Echoes?
-A
echo cardiogram.
I know. I meant good echoes as in a good echocardiogram.
-A
Thanks, Amyranth. ^_^
k are you still here
so is anyone here?
I'm still here. Sort of.
*sings* 'And I sleepwalk around, two feet off the ground, while the real world is trying to reach me...'
Alright bbs, bedtime for me.
Sleepy kittens keep crying.
Goodnight ladies and Mayonaises!
-A
goodnight amy. sweet dreams
elena and cupcake. wat are you up to.
I'm going to bed now. Goodnight, guys! Love to you!
Oh, and goodnight Mayo and SS, wherever your little selves may be.
::ohm...TriskywillbeGREAT...ohm::
G'nite, K! G'nite, A!
Hellloooooo...??
Goodnight Amy, goodnight Kap! *hugs*
Sorry I'm being so spacey guys, I'm still unpacking from my trip!
anyone here?
everybody goodnight. hope you have a lovely sleep and sweet dreams to you all.
Mayo ifyou actually read my long arse post please think about it. well we shall see. will not keep hopes high enough tho.
goodnight
xx
I'm here!
Goodnight FS *hugs* You're a wonderful, well spoken woman. XX
I'm here!
Goodnight FS *hugs* You're a wonderful, well spoken woman. XX
Goodnight Fimble. Hi there cupcake how are you?
I'm here!
Goodnight FS *hugs* You're a wonderful, well spoken woman. XX
I'm good, pretty damn good.
My only worries are for those around me now.
How are you hun?
Ah, it sounds like you're doing better cupcake. That's great. I'm doing okay, just listening to some music right now.
Ahhh very good. So I understand things haven't been to lively during my absence.
It seems that way cupcake
Well how very dull!
Very dull indeed! ^_^
How was your weekend?
I must away! :(
Take care my friend, BDS13 formerly BC
And stay well everyone else.
Mayo Doll, pay attention. Are you paying attention?
xx cupcake.... whose real name is Vivienne.
Take care cupcake, aka vivienne. Sweet dreams and goodnight :)
Well Mayo I seem to be alone here again. It's all good. I like the silence at times It feels good, feels right. You should try this silence. Gives you time to think. Review the day and think about tomorrow. Will it be better? Maybe, at least it's something to hope for. After all hope is what keeps us going.
Night Mayo. Close your eyes and dream.
Night night elena. Goodnight to anyone who is lurking. Goodnight Mayo.
Fuck you Mayonaise!
Many times, the need to provoke out weighs the need for silence.
Many times, silence only offers time to think about the need to provoke.
mayonaise said..
And I am repeating myself, here in the dark, not quite alone.
Why is that darkling?
Want a different question
Live a different answer
Patronizing much on that p.s.?
I prefer the short bursts of intimacy, that a roller-coaster offers.
The painted up merry-go-round kind of intimacy, is some scary shit.
regards to time and listening
`sc
hello mayo,
you know, it's okay to be rough around the edges sometimes. it's okay to be impatient, to want things to change and get better now. it's okay to be frustrated at not knowing just what the hell is the best thing to do, or even the right thing to do. it's okay to lose track of that little voice.
you're human (well, I assume. *grin*), a man subject to the same stresses that affect us all. and sometimes, it's the wanting that makes things harder to bear. why can't we just be happy as we are? why do we always want more? it just bollixes everything up, doesn't it?
but it's good to strive, it's good to be so tangled up in trying to figure your way out of something and into something else that the energy you're pouring into it is beating against the insides of your skull. it means you're alive, it means you're trying to be better, trying to get to that golden self you know you can be.
be gentle with yourself in these times, mayo. you'll get there. things will work out.
and i'm not sure who you were referring to with "in the dark, not quite alone", but perhaps i could remind you that we're here, too.
i have my candle ready. do you need a little light?
rest easy, mayo. remember your alignments: who are the beloved ones watching over you, what are the things of beauty you treasure, what are the intangibles that make your heart sing? these will guard you and guide you.
and now i go to rest my own spirit, and wander a little in dreams.
good night, and be well, mayo.
Morning Mayo!
Be thankful it's just buzzing to annoy you - the heating system here in the office has been ballsed up and it sounds like the Predator is growling just over my right shoulder. I don't really do much that's actually constructive but today I'm surpassing even my normal levels of inattention...
Have you tried going the whole way around your brain and switching the light on?
Love,
Kass xx
Some things are better left unsaid.
*quiet tuneless whistling as PP sweeps away the last of the belablack debris from mayos house*
Anon said,
Some things are better left unsaid.
Usually only the person who has the right to say can judge whether it is best left unsaid.
But, sometimes the person's judgement can be clouded and it may be wise to seek counsel of an independent person.
*wonders whether worth signing in with this mouse being rubbish*
"Who would I be
if I was true to myself.
Who would I be
if I was someone else.
Would I like me
if I was the only one left?
Since I can't be
someone else
I must be me
myself."
By T.J. Daniels 2002
Gerard was interviewed today for TV3 news. It looked like he'd been dragged through a bush backwards. Someone give the man a comb.
Sunglasses back on - despite it raining here today. He rarely looked at the interviewer. Sounded happy enough though. Talked about new album - would be exciting and different. He won't be going bungy jumping.
Reports from BN are that he was charming to the NZ girls at the airport and Frank was warm and friendly. Mikey walked past.
*pp wondering why the heck she is having to go with others to the mcr venue at 4 in the morning - looks at watch - in 4 hours time*
Anonymous said...
Some things are better left unsaid.
December 5, 2007 5:55 AM
True...I suppose.
But not always. Sometimes you no leave people no choice but to make ASSumptions based on actions and not words...and we all know where that gets us.
hey PP!
Must go eat breakfast!
....just saying.
Good morning lewishasfallensloppydead. How are you today.
'I must be myself.'
Some people are having doubts about being themselves I suspect.
pp,
you must get there early....DUH!
Awwwh, do we have to be ourselves today?
I would much rather be....
Hmmm, no I changed my mind. I do want to be myself.
Now, which one of my selves do I want to be?
Tricky, trick..that one.
How about you LHFSD?
You seem rather interesting.
*PP confesses to seeing Knowledge Is Power*
Nice mix of songs by the way. Exposing something, maybe.
Please don't send me down a rabbit hole like I did with belablack please.
Hi SD10,
We kiwis never get anywhere early. We just kind of lurch up at the last minute for concerts. This MCR concert is weird. There have been kids camping out for the last two days. Shhesh. Why are they?
*getting seriously po'd at mouse now*
* pp tentatively saying*
Lewis do we know you...
Hello Mayo,
How are you? Maybe...a little better than yesterday? I hope so. Me? Sleepy...but I am slowly waking myself up. I just had breakfast...3 taquitos and a coke. It's so less dramatic than it sounds. Frozen and microwaved. Oh, how I love the advances in technology. So....
I will not buzz, buzz, buzz in you ear too long this morning. I mean I just talked to you like 8 hours ago. What more could I possibly have to say? You'd be surprised. But I won't surprise you now. I actually went right to sleep last night and I don't recall any of my dreams...damnit. What if my dreams hold all my answers and that's what's holding me back? Hmmm, I should really lay off the tylenol pm's and nytol I suppose, but then I wouldn't sleep at all. And if I don't sleep, how the fuck would I dream? Damn, I'm in a tight spot here. Help a girl out...
Oh well...
May you spend the day wrapped up in your own heart and mind.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Just Because
Possum - I beg to differ, make me an offer.
PP,
You must come back immediately and let us know how it goes.
MUST!
Or...
I'll kick you ass AGAIN!
Seriously, I must go get dressed now.
Why is sdock10 feeling the need to listen to 3 Cheers this morning...look out world.
Feeling Pretty, Handsome, Awkward this morning?
Nice...
Are you the thinking anon from last night? Or someone else?
Dreams shattered, confessions? Will you take our hand that we have extended with regards to a new life.
We would like people to be themselves. That is what we have been asking of some people around here.
Bugger, they're all going to think I'm on happy baccy when they wake up and read this.
*starts clanging gongs and cymbals*
Morning, everyone!
*pp wondering why the heck she is having to go with others to the mcr venue at 4 in the morning - looks at watch - in 4 hours time*
0_0
Have you got standing tickets, PP?
sdock10 said...
Awwwh, do we have to be ourselves today?
I would much rather be....
Hmmm, no I changed my mind. I do want to be myself.
Now, which one of my selves do I want to be?
Tricky, trick..that one.
The sweetest sight I've ever seen -someone true.
Like a newborn to the sun.
First time in here guys. Sorry to be suspicious, was just feeling lyrical.
Sorry lewis,
Just saw your 6:44 comment.
Beg to differ on what?
Then I can make an offer.
Sd,
Will do.
Have a good day.
Morning, Lewis. Welcome to the funhouse!
On whomever you thought I was Possum. Hello Wreck.
Lewis,
Thank you for that. It's sometimes funny the things you need to hear from someone else just to reassure yourself. Nice to know that my truth...as fucked up as it is..comes across in my words.
sdock10 is still trying to decide....
Hi RW.
*falls into familiar arms*
I was suffering serious brain freeze there.
Fun house? I'm dancing around on my own in the looney bin.
Yes, standing.
I may possibly die due to surging youngsters fighting their way to the Ways.
Take your time, please. No hurry. I'm still working on that myself.
Well, have a good day everyone. I'm off to work...
Later :)
Yes, standing.
I may possibly die due to surging youngsters fighting their way to the Ways.
Good luck with that, PP. And have fun!
Yes for sure...
Welcome to Casa de Mayonaise, Lewis.
Thanks. Seems real cozy here.
*PP gives herself a thump for going down that path again*
Hi Lewis,
You think I would learn, huh?
*shakes head at self and pulls out another broom to start sweeping*
Everyone has a mess to clean up sometimes.
I'm certainly getting quite good at making them.
Not a sheep in sight to blame either.
See you RW.
Have a good day.
Lewis said,
Take your time, please. No hurry. I'm still working on that myself.
Just backing away slooowly from that, Lewis. I'm leaving that job up to you. Still sweeping over here.
'It's mind is full of air that plays round every subject. It rouses us from our native dogmatic slumber and breaks up our caked prejudices...'
William James, Some Problems Of Philosophy
Maybe that's why you can't sleep. You're thinking too much.
More like thinking not enough, nor with any intelligible clarity.
Mr. Condiment seems to be doing a little of both, thinking and not thinking so clearly. I'm curious if maybe he needs an advil.
I definitely think too much. That's why I take stuff to turn myself off at night. I'm not very good at clearing my head.
Errr, you guys I already had to be a plumber this morning and I suck at it. Something just broke off in my hands, but a little scotch tape (I didn't have duct tape) and I think I patched the problem.
I still haven't decided...and I haven't listened to my music and the world better watch out!
Scotch tape is surprisingly vemonous when need be. I'll keep my fingers crossed for you.
Back now.
Sorry about that.
I had to see a brush about some teeth.
Mayo certainly seems more confused than contradictory these days. He's sorting decisions out I guess.
Advil. They are...?
A pill to alleviate an ache or pain.
Socky,
Plumbing and scotch tape will only hold together until the moment the plumber goes to bed.
Aaah, advil. Thanks.
It might help with the buzzing.
Thanks you guys for your support this morning.
I hope I don't come home to a flooded house...
Don't be so hard on Mayo..it's hard to know which voice to listen to when you hear so many! Trust me, I know.
Got to listen to my song this morning...now, I shall go face my adoring public.
sdock10 is going to be a rockstar today!
Love to ALL!
Rock on sdock!
Have a good day, and may you floors be dry when you return at the end of it.
The buzzing is apparent. I have to be off now, it was very nice to meet all of you. I just had one more thing to say to Mr. Mayo -as he is apparently listening?
'Thus the virture of courage lies between cowardice (deficiency) and rashness (excess).'
Aristotle's theory.
I wish him the best of luck with that very thin line.
Hope to talk to you all again, Bye.
Hello kass.
I'm going to head off too.
Mayo now has a philosopher in his house. It makes a change from cup size discussions.
Interesting and nice to meet you Lewis. See you around again.
'Night.
Bye PP,
But do we have a philosopher, or merely someone who quotes philosophy? Sorry Lewis, I'm reserving judgement for now but it's nice to have a new friendly 'face' around here!
Kass xx
Does that^^ seem bitchy? I didn't mean for it to sound bitchy...
Kass xx
Is it getting better
Or do you feel the same
Will it make it easier on you now
You got someone to blame
You say...
One love
One life
When it's one need
In the night
One love
We get to share it
Leaves you baby if you
Don't care for it
Did I disappoint you
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without
Well it's...
Too late
Tonight
To drag the past out into the light
We're one, but we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other
One...
Have you come here for forgiveness
Have you come to raise the dead
Have you come here to play Jesus
To the lepers in your head
Did I ask too much
More than a lot
You gave me nothing
Now it's all I got
We're one
But we're not the same
Well we Hurt each other
Then we do it again
You say
Love is a temple
Love a higher law
Love is a temple
Love the higher law
You ask me to enter
But then you make me crawl
And I can't be holding on
To what you got
When all you got is hurt
One love
One blood
One life
You got to do what you should
One life
With each other
Sisters
Brothers
One life
But we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other
One...life
One
L.
Right.
That is it!!!
You can't quote lyrics from the most hypocritical man in history, OP!
Kass xx
Good morning all. Assuming its morning where you are that is. Crappy day here. It's supposed to rain ice. Lovely. Two of my daughter just had a knock down over a mirror and the dog tossed cookies on the rug. Damn I have a glamorous life.
Afternoon (here at GMT) Elena,
I was going to sympathise with your rubbish weather, but the Sun's just this second come out and I can see actual blue sky.
On the subject of kids fighting, all I can offer is that one of my identical twin, half-Balinese 'nephews' has just learnt how to hit his brother in the head with his sippy-cup. Cue screaming!
Love,
Kass xx
Hey Kass
Sorry I had to just go pick up the trash outside that got knocked over. The wind was blowing it all over the yard. Of what a beautiful morning, oh what a beautiful day.
Hello to everyone!
Hello to Lewis! Nice to have you on board with your wise wisdom. It's hard finding the truth around here, so when we get someone, it's always a welcome sight.
Mayo:
Hello to you this morning. This has been the start of a better day for me. I've not seen one of this in a few days. I kinda don't know what to do with it. I was thinking maybe I should just sit here, but then I thought that would be a perfectly good waste of the day. But then it occured to me that if I do retreat from outside this computer screen, something could happen or be said to make this day go to shit.
Do I take the risk?
I hope everything's looking up for you Mr. Mayonaise. I hope that you get the answer you're wishing for. He's still there, you know? Just wait around a touch longer. Patience, remember? Give him a little time as well. But never ever think that it didn't matter.
You're a good person Mayo. We all are. We just have to search. Why the hell it can't be handed to us on a platter, I'll never know. But that's just the way it is and we have to deal with it.
P.S. Maybe when it makes one more trip, it'll make some more sense
Elena,
Something almost beautiful about rubbish blowing about in the wind, until you realise that you're going to have to rake it all up and bin it again!
Apologies to OPL if I offended her choice of lyrics, but as rock hypocrites go, our Gee could violate a teenage girl on stage with the fabled red snapper whilst quoting Andrea Dworkin and he'd still have nothing on Bono.
Kass xx
SS:
Sir, you've put a smile on my face this morning.
I hope that all of that has passed. And I hope it never returns.
Were you right? I hope not.
Best wishes for whatever you are figuring out. Do know we're here for you and Mayo both if either of you need anything. Make it a good day SS :)
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SS removed the "Confused" from his blog!
ss,
I hope being not confused is better than being confused.
Love,
S
Faith, Hope, Love...Always
p.s. Still lost
Are you doing okay Sdock?
Hey Mustard,
I'm good.
How are you?
Shhhh, I'm working...damnit all.
I'm okay. You just sounded a little down. I wanted to make sure it wasn't more down than we usually feel :)
Weird how being tied together affects our moods, eh?
If Mayo's going to build Princess a lovely castle in the sky and feed her grapes all day (only because I told her he'd do it), I know he'd do it for you as well if you said, "FTW! I'm leaving!"
You should do that and see what happens ;)
Ya think? I dunno...Mayo, would ya?
Mustard, I hope I'm not bringing you down with my manic mood swings.
SS,
Would come shed some light for us? We need you, my friend.
Must get back to work now.
No, Sdock. I take care of that on my own ;)
I do hope SS returns and pops in. Just let us know how everything turned out and if it's all okay.
Dolls and Ducks, how are you all this morning?
I'm not here for long, not even a second.
The moment I click publish I'll be leaving you all.
First may I ask a favor? can someone email me a link to SS's blog, I had it... I lost it. Whoops!
Mayo, hope you're having a lovely morning most yummy of condiments!
love to you all.
xoxo, cupcake, whose real name is Vivienne.
Hello everyone, good morning!
A little rough around the edges…
Mayo said"
I have not yet entered into a static free zone. Buzz, buzz, buzz…my head is ready to fucking split. I asked him if it still mattered at all.
I am waiting for his reply.
I have been half way around my brain with this shit, and it just keeps coming up the same. And I am repeating myself, here in the dark, not quite alone.
In time.
p.s. patience please, my lovelies...I am listening.
My Dear Mayo!
Close friendships, and i mean close friendships, are full of emotions that run deep.
Sometimes a friendship, can be like a relationship.
A relationship/friendship that is grown closer over time can become like, Girlfriend/boyfriend in a way, with or without sex, its still a relationship.
A person you trust, lean on in times of trouble.
A person you love, respect, and someone who dose not mind sharing you, as long as he is accepted into the fold, and the relationship continues.
But! when something happens, be it a girlfriend or a marriage, the relationship between both of you as friends can change, now someone else shares your thoughts, your pain, your happiness, your dreams, and your future.
When in the past it would be ok, all at once, three in a relationship, is too many, and one of them has to be just the friend, and he knows its different now and maybe feels a little lost.
You might have fell in love.
But the other loved you and fell, and it was a hard fall, and now is hurting.
So what do you do? i have no answer.
You cope, you worry, you hold it in, you let it out, you fix it or you let it go, this is something only time will heal or can answer.
Patience!!! is the right word to use.
I would be a bit crazy trying to cope with it myself, and i am a bit crazy!
We are here for you, we do care.
I am glad you wrote something from the heart, it was more of what i like to hear from you.
All my hugs and love!
Your little ray of sunshine!
PJ
A delightful interview with Frank and Mikey in Australia.
http://www.triplem.com.au/sydney/shows/willehmo/listen/guestinterviews.html
Go to guest interviews at the site. I forgot to add that.
Everyone is here. Yea!!!
Good morning all, sorry, i just felt so bad for Mayo.
How is everyone today?
S, I see you there!
"""waves hands over head"""
Now!!! get back to Work, we love you but do not want you to lose your job!
OH SHIT!!!
That interview is kickass!
Thanks Anon!
You guys are in for a treat with this one. Funny.
See:
"A 36 inch spider."
Fucking hilarious.
I just listened to the interview. It's a cute one. As MIB said, you are in for a treat.
P.S. I could listen to Frank laugh all day. It makes me smile.
Thank you Anon.
They really sound happy!
I love it!!!
I was all like, "Mikey is the shit here!"
Those two are such goobers. I gotta run! See ya'll later!
It's amaaazing the difference between this interview and the usual Gerard double-talk we have heard lately. Quite refreshing.
Anonymous said...
Some things are better left unsaid.
December 5, 2007 5:55 AM
While it is true that 'some' things are better left unsaid, there are 'some' things that need to be said.
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