Tuesday, December 18, 2007

From the corner.

Always, they gather around the table.
Their hands clasp coffee cups
of different colors, shapes, and sizes.
Scattered before them plates hold sweets.
They arrive, each with beautiful minds
bounding exuberance, and cautious measure.
Another day and the scene may be festive,
music, cocktails, streamers, and balloons.
And another, somber
with their wondrous hearts saving the day.

Always, they are lovely to behold
and they graciously offer
the culmination of extraordinary lives.
They saunter in and take their usual place,
then spirit out again to live, work, love, and play.
Always offering their host a taste
of what that experience could be.
I walk among them undisturbed,
sharing the endeavor
with their glorious insight discerning the way.



Please keep that in mind for the times I when say I have heard enough and please carry on regardless of my shitty ass bad timing.



I am all but present and accounted for, and simply enraptured with the season…I am fucking giddy with this shit.


p.s. “tally-ho!”

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Anonymous said...

Hey Elena!

And PJ!

And Kass!


I'm okay, thank you. Just relaxing I guess.

How are you all?

Kassiopeia said...

Hi MIB!

It's going pretty well, thank you Elena.

The high of being exiled from BN is disappating, soon to be replaced by the high from all the sugar in my Moment du Chocolat. Nuke it for 90 seconds and it's like drinking a bar of Dairy Milk (or US equivalent). Mmmm...

And yourself - are you having the 'wonderful day' you wished for Mayo?

Kass xx



Kass xx

Anonymous said...

elena, smoke, mustard, good morning.

Smoke said...

Hey Kass, Elena and PJ!

Anonymous said...

What do Ya'll think of Eliza being back, do you think she is ready to spill the beans, or do you think she is the one with the gag order?

Kassiopeia said...

Coffee and idleness, a counter-intuitive, yet perfect combination, PJ.

Procrastination rocks!!

Kass xx

elena said...

Kass I wished Mayo the wonderful day I'm NOT gonna have.
Youngest daughter is sick, dog knocked over the trash cans, Middle daughter's car wouldn't start this morning and her sister didn't understand why she should give her a ride to school. Good God they go to the same school!!
Sisterly Love ain't it great!!!

Mayo gets the wonderful day. (in his sweater of course)

elena said...

Hey PJ

How are you? Not sure what to think about Eliza. I'm still laughing about .."Here is your knife set back"
Who knows what really happened? I always got the feeling she wanted GW for a long time. That's why I don't believe the "she cheated on him" thing. Why finally get what you want then do that? Whatever happened he had a lot of anger.

Anonymous said...

Good morning, goddesses!

I shall only be on for a short while.

Would any one be so kind as to explain the Eliza being back thing to me?

(Sometimes, I think, yay I'm not a gossip whore! And then... Sigh. I'm so ashamed of myself but I'm so damn curious)

Anonymous said...

Elena, I'm with you.

I saw a woman in love with someone who was not in love with her, and she got hurt.
BUT.....When he kissed Frank on stage, you could see, something was wrong, he took off the ring, the one he had on the day before,
and the pictures of that concert was crazy.....something did happen.

Then Eliza is just gone from the whole world.....i thought he killed her....lol

If she is a women scorned....watch out....cause a storm is coming.

Kassiopeia said...

Oh Elena! It's all being going a bit Pete Tong* for you lately. How long until you can legally kick them all out?

In the meantime:

*transatlantic hug from a giant woman*

Re: Eliza. Normally I'd go for dignified silence, but given that the teenies hate her guts anyway she has less to lose. It must be really frustrating not to have a forum for response when you've been publically trashed by your ex-fiance. Personally I'd give her the benefit of the doubt, especially given the f*ckwit her ex has since become...

Kass xx

*Rhyming slang for 'wrong'.

Anonymous said...

Eliza, if you read this, and i really think you have heard about this blog.

Feel free to come here, anyway you want, all of us here, have a heart, and a shoulder to lean on.


OH! Shit!

What if Mayo is Eliza!

just kidding.

Eliza you are welcome to come chat with us.

Anonymous said...

But honestly the whole ring wearing freaked me out, what man in his right mind, wares a wedding ring and is not married.
Its hard enough to get a man to marry you, let alone get him to wear a ring, most go kicking and screaming to the alter.

elena said...

PJ said...
Elena, I'm with you.

I saw a woman in love with someone who was not in love with her, and she got hurt.
BUT.....When he kissed Frank on stage, you could see, something was wrong, he took off the ring, the one he had on the day before,
and the pictures of that concert was crazy.....something did happen.

Then Eliza is just gone from the whole world.....i thought he killed her....lol


He did say in an interview once that Frank was the kind of friend who would help you bury the body!!

Kass the oldest just turned 18. Mentally she's about 15 LOL

Anonymous said...

Hey BlogBelieve friends!

Is anyone else WAY behind on cards, wrapping and gifts? Holy hell, I sure am. I blame it on this entire month and how it has eaten a bag of dicks, king size, "assorted flavors" as my Mom added when I told this to her! O_O

Kass, I have to say, I think I love you. Just throwing that out there, along with a sharpie.

YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT TODAY IS, RIGHT? Well, it's going to take me a few hours to get on that because I have some meat-space shopping to do first. I will try to get to it by dinner, 'kay? Hope you guys are ready and if not, do not fret! You still have a few days. How much time you have is actually up to Mayo, clueless though he is. (We hope. ^_^ So just gimme some time and I'll get us started.

Strings of garlic to everyone!

Kassiopeia said...

My friend's husband won't wear a wedding ring - he thinks they're 'gay'. Hmmm....

My hubby-to-be won't be kicking and screaming, the drugs will see to that. I'll also be coming up the aisle to the Jaws theme tune.

And I wonder why I'm single!

Kass xx

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Anonymous said...

Ahhh, congratulations, Kass.

My ex would not wear a ring, but i know it was because, women would know he was married.

what a loser!

I just wish you all the best.

elena said...

Kass
Looking back I wish the music I had walked down the asile to was the Imperial Storm Troopers music.

Yeah that would have been good

If for some reason I was ever single again I would never get remarried.

I sorta look at getting married again like sticking beans up your nose....
You might do it once but twice???

Anonymous said...

I have some meat-space shopping to do first.


You get on that, Kapunua? We'd want you to bring back the perfect piece of "meat." ;)


*added to the book of Filthy...But Not.*

Anonymous said...

I don't know if i will do the marriage thing, been there done that...kind of thing.

I'm much too fucked in the head, at the moment to get involved with any one person, would not be fair.

Anonymous said...

My wedding song was, Every step you take...by Sting.

Looking back, i know why he picked that song.....he meant every word of it.

The man was crazy!!!

Anonymous said...

I have to go now, but i will check in later.

luv ya'll

PJ

Anonymous said...

Heehee, Mustard. And this from a vegetarian. ^_^ PJ, I remember a quote by Sting once where he said he thought it was sweet that people used that song for a wedding song, but also weird because it's about, like, stalking. :D

My bestest friend in the wide world, she only wears a wedding ring because immigration demands it. If she didn't they they would suspect her marriage was only to stay in the country and they would send her back. She feels that a wedding ring is like, in her words, "an occupied sign on a toilet." ^____^ Heh.

Anonymous said...

Thank you Muthtard, for my lovely thong, it thertainly brought a thmile to my fathe. Hopefully Thanta will thort me out in time for Chrithmath - I have been very, very good thith year.

Kassiopeia said...

Oh, no! i'm not engaged. I'm just hypothesizing that it's going to take a truck-load of Rohypnol to snare me a husband.

I quite like the idea of marriage - that they won't be able to escape without a long and costly legal battle; plus my parents made it 30 years this year so I still have faith in the institution.

Kass xx

Anonymous said...

Dude.

You're so fuckin' welcome.


I'm putting in a good word to Santa for you, 'kay?

Anonymous said...

Haha!

You said "thong."


;)


*realizes she shouldn't make fun of those without teeth ;)*

Anonymous said...

That would be just thwell, Muthtard, my athtute friend.

Anonymous said...

Hey, seriously.

Are you okay? Like, is everything alright?

anima said...

Hi Mayo dear. Good morning blogbelieve family.

How is everyone?

Smoke said...

Muthtard. Ha, I like that.

In case you haven't noticed, I'm following you around Muthtard.

Anonymous said...

Yeth, I did thay thong.

My original thententh almotht thaid 'Thank you Muthtard, your thong thertainly brought a thmile to my fathe'

but thankfully I proof read it firtht!

Kassiopeia said...

PJ said...
But honestly the whole ring wearing freaked me out, what man in his right mind, wares a wedding ring and is not married.


Liam Gallagher (*sigh*) wore an engagement ring during his betrothal to Patsy Kensit and I thought that was a little weird. It means I can also sympathise a little with the Eliza & LynZ-bashers because my teenie incarnation hated Miss Kensit's guts.

They divorced, I won!! And yet I'm still a loser...

Kass xx

Anonymous said...

Hello Printheth and Anima.

I hope life ith treating you both well.

anima said...

Hey Mustard and Princess!

Guys, I am so freakin' tired right now. And work is fucking killing me.

I need to chipper the fuck up.

-Anima is cussing way too early.

Smoke said...

Hey Anon with no front teeth! I hope you are okay today. We've missed you. ^_^

WTF. I swear, everytime I get interested in something I have to effin' leave.

Fuck.

Yeah, I said it.

I don't want to go eat right now. My office is making me go.....

I DON'T WANT TO!!!!!!

Well,

I'll see you all in a bit.....

Bye Muthtard.

Bye BlogBelieve Family.

Bye Anonymous with no front teeth.

You get special hugs and kisses just for that reason!
Princess S&V20

anima said...

your thong thertainly brought a thmile to my fathe'

That just made feel chipper. ;)

I'm good Anon friend. Just tired. How are you doing? Life treating you good?

elena said...

Hey S&V - I sent you an e-mail. Did you ever get it? I'm not sure it went out.

Hey Anima. It's never to early to cuss.

Smoke said...

BTW, Anon with no front teeth.....


Sdock said to tell you hello (she can't blog right now, forbidden and stuff) and she hopes you have a Merry Christmas!!!

anima said...

Hey Elena, thanks for making me feel better about my cussing. I can be pretty foul sometimes but today I'm feel especially dirty-mouthed (is that even a word?)

anima said...

Princess, tell Sdock I said hello.

Anon, are you still around?

Anonymous said...

I dropped by yethterday very briefly, but there were too many other anonth around for my liking tho I didn't thtay. It altho theems there are fewer vultureth around at thith time of day.

Anonymous said...

Hey everyone that came in!



I still feel you here.

Is everything okay?

Do you have big plans for the holidays? Stuffin' your face ("Stuffin'" as in shoveling food in your mouth ;) and opening presents.

If I don't see you again, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year :)

farawaysoclose said...

hi guys! how goes it for everyone? its bloody freezing here!

hello mayo.
SS???? where art thou??

anima said...

Oh, I must have missed you yesterday or I may have overlooked. There were a lot of anons yesterday. It actually got a little depressing. I had to stay away for a while.

This time of day is a little slower. Sdock and I used to hang during this time (way back when), but her work has completely cut her off from the blogging.

sister midnite said...

G'morning, evveybodee! ^_^

Kapunua: If you get a free mo', I answered your email. If you could answer, I'd feel better about stuffs. ^_~

Great song, Muthtard! Here's my little bit o' wisdom for the day:

Oh, we start to perspire
As we sit on the fire
A beautiful site, I'm hot stuff tonight
Sittin' in my burning underpants


Work again... who created the five-day workweek?!

anima said...

Hey FASC!

anima said...

Hiya Sis M!

Speaking of work, I gotta get back to the mother-fucking grind.

Bye everyone. Love to all of you.

Anon, it was nice seeing you around. Thwing by more often,'kay.

Anonymous said...

I'd better go, I have tho many thingth to do today, but it wath a pleathure thpeaking with you all, ath alwayth.

farawaysoclose said...

hi/bye anima!
hi sis M!
hi MIB!
anon?

Kassiopeia said...

Bye Lisping Anon!

Hi FASC! (again)

I feel like I've been on here far too long when people I spoke to in the morning start coming back...

Kass xx

farawaysoclose said...

ha ha kass! i think that means you have!! but you are working too so who cares!!
anything to get you through the working day!

sister midnite said...

What time is it where you are, Kass?
It's 9:50 AM in Deadmonton. (Canada, eh?)

*argh* Why do people have to keep booking meetings?!

I needs some of them footballs. Too bad Dr. Nut's keepers won't let her play here anymore.

They might get lumps of coal from Christmas. Just sayin'.

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farawaysoclose said...

i'm off now guys.
won't be back in until tomorrow so have fun days/evenings etc!

Amyranth said...

Hello girls!

I got a question. If you're being a little shithead at work, and you get sent home for shithead behaviour, does anyone else have a right to complain?

-A

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Kassiopeia said...

Hi Amy,

Only if, like I do, you have just 2 work colleagues in your department and one of them leaving means 50% more work for me.

You're deliberately not telling us if you're the sh*thead or not!!

Kass xx

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Kassiopeia said...

Hi OPJ&L,

Long time, no see.

Happy Christmas to the both of you!

Awwww! - we're 'family'...

Love,
Kass xx

sister midnite said...

Kass, the mall isn't all it's cracked up to be. ^_~
It's about -7º C here today, not too bad. We already have about two feet of snow, which will be good for Christmas. I love when it snows (no blizzard!) on Christmas Day!!!

I thought of a question last night that might help lighten the mood around here: What was your best Christmas present ever, and why?

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sister midnite said...

OP's, why does your comment sound so final???

Come baaaaaack!!!

Amyranth said...

Kass I am usually not the shithead.

Usually.

What happened was we had an employee who was refusing to do what was asked of him. Took five or six smoke breaks in about an hour's time, got other people to take his till shift, and when he was asked to go to Furniture Section and help some customers he said "No, I don't really care about that right now."

So the other Floor Manager and I called the store manager. We explained what was going on, and he told us to send him home. The SM had already spoken to him about his behaviour once yesterday.

So we sent him home. About 20 minutes later another employee drops by for a visit, she happens to be friends with his mother. When she found out he'd been sent home (she was coming with coffee so he could take yet ANOTHER break) she started beaking off about how it isn't fair that he got sent home, it's bullshit, blah, blah, blah.

Either way, I work with a REAL bunch. I'd take shitty anons over my co-workers any day.

-A

Amyranth said...

OP'S

Can we still come and visit you on your blog? Will you come visit us in other places?

We miss you!

-A

Amyranth said...

SisM - My best present was my W-S Giftcard last year. I wish I'd get another this year, because I still have so much to get!!

-A

Smoke said...

Ok, L & J.

Correct me if I'm wrong but it sounded like you were totally pissed with SS. I'm not sure why. He has been nothing but nice to everyone here but yet you are ready to write him off? He doesn't owe anyone here anything. Point blank. This person did something extra special for J on her birthday. I just don't get why you two seem so upset. He does have a life outside of these blogs and he can't answer everyone here.

Just help me understand, okay?

Original Punk J said...
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Kassiopeia said...

Amy,

No sh*theadery assumed. I just thought I'd check in case it was some kind of test!

You were right to send him home, and his mother's friend has no right sticking her nose in. We used to have a few smokers here, who'd take the mickey and probably accrue twice the break time the rest of us did. Thankfully due to the new smoking ban and a pregnancy most of them have given up.

SisM,

I thought the OPs post had a bit of finality about it, too. I'm not going to worry about it yet as past 'leavers' have had a habit of coming back because we're all so fabulous.

Best Chrimbo pressie ever - a computer from my Aunt. About £400 worth of hardware and all I ever did on it was play Tombraider.

Lara Croft is my heroine, seeing as I'm brunette and a bit posh, just with smaller boobs and less athletic ability!

Kass xx

Original Punk J said...

Sorry.

It seems like we have done nothing but piss people off lately.

Bad habit, I guess.

L.

Smoke said...

WTF is going on?

anima said...

SS, you are amazing. I am completely in awe of you and your generous/loving heart.

Much love to you and yours,
Anima

Smoke said...

He really is, Anima.

sdock10 said...

SS,

I risk losing my job by getting on here to say this to you. You must seem really frustrated because it seems like no matter what you do for some people it is never enough.

I only speak for myself here, but I want you to know that I cherish you and your friendship. You have been nothing but nice to me and my sister and I am forever grateful to you. I have said before and I will say it again...I have much still to learn from you, my friend. You are an amazing human being and I wish you nothing but happiness. Again, I thank you for your friendship.

Holding on to the faith, hope, and love...

Always,
S

p.s. repeated for emphasis...identiy is not important, YOU are my friend and that is all that matters.

anima said...

I have much still to learn from you, my friend.

I almost added that in my comment. I feel the same way.

Sdock, thank you for mentioning 'identity.' It is so true. And identity is not an issue with any of you. SS, Mayo, my blogbelieve friends are so special and I am so thankful for the love and friendship I have here and that is all that matters. It is beyond words.

Smoke said...

You got it, Anima.

It really does not matter to me.

Honestly.

Original Punk J said...

SS,

I'm sorry. I wrote that post, not J. It had just been so long since she had heard from you, and it klnd of all came crashing down on her this morning.

She does care about you and does consider you her friend, as do I. I just tend to be overly protective of my friends, especially her.

Please accept my apology, and tell her what you wanted to share.

It's just been a bad few weeks and even though that's no excuse, it's all I have.

Love,
L.

Kassiopeia said...

Bye-bye Anima, OPL, Sd & S&V.

Just so you know, none of you ever piss me off!!

Everyone has good & bad days and it's all part of life's rich tapestry, even the more hateful Anons.

Toodles!

Love,
Kass xx

Amyranth said...

Wow.

I should just write a book on pet care. People who own animals these days are just slightly insane.

-A

Original Punk J said...

Okay, here we go.

This is Jen now. For what it's worth, neither one of us is angry with SS. I've always thought maybe he and I sort of (for lack of a better word, and at the risk of sounding wacko) "connected". Felt that way to me, anyway. So when he was absent for the better part of two weeks, ESPECIALLY after his sweet birthday letter to me, my first thought was, "Ok, well, maybe he doesn't want to talk to me now," or "Ok, I really misread that letter," or "Hmm, maybe I pissed him off completely." See, I've been known to do that in the past, inadvertantly usually, so I'm kinda sensitive about it.

If there is anything to be discussed, it is between myself and SS.

SDock, believe me, I appreciate everything that man has done for me. More than you will ever know. And the line about "it's not enough for some people", well, I'm not gonna even comment on that.

Smoke, I'm not angry at you, neither of us are. We're a tad "displeased" with the atmosphere that's been showing lately, and it just kind of rubbed off on everything. Ok? No worries about us, honey.

So, let's just drop this whole fuckin' thing, and try to enjoy the festivities.

I am sorry if anyone was offended, or hurt, or angry, or whatever. We do seem to have a penchant for sticking our feet in our mouths at times.

L is so upset about what she wrote that she's been sobbing on the couch for 10 minutes, so that should tell you guys how much everyone means to us.

We'll be around.

J

Anonymous said...

Sis Midnite, I'll get right on that; I need a few moments as I just walked in the door. No worries. ^_^

SS, I'm sorry I missed your lovely self! Good to hear from you, you are as sweet as pie and you made me LOL. Stick around later in the week m'darl', because the bunch of us have something up our sleeves, okay? It's cool, I promise you'll get a kick out of it. ^_^

So I just have to take care of my LJ because I have anonymous people spamming my comments with porn. WHoever is doing that, I doubt you care that my two young cousins read my unlocked posts, huh? I turned off IP tracking a few months ago and I'd rather not have to turn it back on, but if you continue, I will. I have a feeling it's one of the vultures from here, and I will find you out. It would not be the first time I was able to TOS someone.

Sorry for the rantiness, back to your regularly scheduled holiday madness. ^_^

Guys, I need a few more hours before I begin our project, okay? :D

elena said...

OP's damn it you guys better be okay. Hell everybody here better be okay. I need you guys. Yeah I'm special whiny cause I've got 101 temp and that makes me cry at the drop of a hat. SO come on please lets just all be happy,

Smoke said...

I'm sorry but I asked a question and you immediately deleted all your comments. How was I not supposed to think it was because of what I asked?

The thing is, no one owes anyone anything here. That's why I politely asked if you would help me understand what is going on. A simple 'It's ok, it's nothing I want to discuss here' would have sufficed.

Mayo and SS are now the icing on the cake. We all know why we came here in the beginning. We all know why we have stayed here. Not because I hope there is some small chance that SS or Mayo will talk to me. I love it when they do. But I can't hold my breath for it, ya know? Those two people have lives outside of this. Mayo allows us to stay here and talk about whatever and whenever and he never has once asked us to leave. SS drops by and gives us hope with his sweet spirit. He really does take us serious. I can't imagine having that much heart to care about so many people and their feelings.

What they do should be enough. In the end, they don't even have to do anything.

Neither one owes me so much as a hello.

I will never be able to give back to SS what he gave to me on my birthday. I will never be able to show Mayo the smile I had on my face when he told me happy birthday.

I hope they know just from my words how much I appreciate what they do.

I sincerely wish the best to both of you, L and J. Really.

XOXO,
Princess

Anonymous said...

I feel like I missed something that I'm probably glad I missed.

For the record, I don't feel a "connection" with anyone other than that of friendship. You guys--none ofyou--owe me any time, any words, anything! I just like you all.* And am always happy to read you all.

SS, you raise the bar, ku'u hoaloha. ^_^










*

Amyranth said...

Kapu - I guess the vultures really want us to bring this home.

Porn? I've got worse, and I have yet to hesitate to use it.

-A

Anonymous said...

Look at me folks, I'm blue! Now I feel like a smurf!

Smoke said...

Hello Bikey!

Hi Amy! Hi Jules!

elena said...

Kapuna and Sister
I hope both of you know how much I like you guys.
Having this place to talk keeps me sane somedays. Sometimes I just come here and watch you all talk. It makes me feel better.
And yeah Kapunua sometimes I disagree with some of the stuff you say but isn't that how it should be? Who agrees with someone 100% of the time? I value your opionions. I think it's great you express yourself like you do.
Oh hell now I'm gonna rattle cause I feel like shit. I hope you all understand what I'm trying to say.

Mayo and SS dudes I thank you both for everything you've done here but I don't expect anything from either of you. For me this place is enough.

Original Punk J said...

I am a fucking idiot.

I am so sorry if I upset or angered anyone.

I told someone the other day to think before they write.

I suppose I should have taken my own advice.

I cannot tell you how badly I feel for what has happened today. I am taking myself off these blogs for a while because I just mess things up for everyone.

I am truly sorry, and to all who have been so sweet and kind to me, thank you beyond measure.

I'm so sorry, J. I never meant to do any harm.

Like I said, I'm a fucking idiot.

Love to you all,
L.

Smoke said...

Oh, and before I forget, Elena......


I didn't get an email. Did you send it to diamondsandmirrors20@yahoo.com?

I likes emails but I rarely ever get any. :(

Anonymous said...

S&V20, what you said, every word, yes and win and truth. ^_^

Amyranth, it wasn't even good porn. It was Britney Spears junk. I can and will use my Web Fu on themif I have to, though I'd really rather not be bothered because that junk takes time and energy. So here's my warning to those anons: quit now. I can find out exactly who you are. I'd rather not bother, but I will if it keeps up.

Hello, Bikey! Out of the black and into the blue!

Elena, I hope you know I feel the same. And your avatar rocks. ^_^

Today is a GOOD DAY because guess what? I got my Skeleton Crew shirt! It's the one with the mice and the banners, it is so cute. And it came with a CD, which is awesome. I would so completely wear this shirt to a Leathermouth show if there was another one. Which I devoutly hope. ^_^

Welp, I should really get on our project. SOrry this is taking me so long, guys. I will have us up and running by tonight. :D

Anonymous said...

L., there's no reason for you to leave. ^_^

Original Punk J said...

Mayo and SS,

The others are right. You owe me nothing. I'm sorry if what I wrote hurt you or upset you. Please stay with the others, and drop by when you can.

You are both good and kind people.

Unlike me.

Love you,
L.

Anonymous said...

Hi S&V. Hello everyone. How are my ladies today?

sister midnite said...

SEE? SEE WHY WORK IS BAD???

I had a stupid meeting, and all kinds of stuff happened in the hour I've been gone.

I ate all the footballs, and now I'm going to chomp on some mistletoe, just because I MISSED stuff. >.<

OP's - L, J, I totally understand your frustration with all of this. I've been frustrated, too. (duh - like no one knows *that*!) No apologies necessary -- we're all human, and we're all bound to ruffle each other's feathers when the emotions start their roller-coaster ride. *hugz* I love you both, please don't stay away for too long? The blogs just wouldn't be the same without you two!

If we (as a group) get any more emotions happening, we may need to rename the library "Salon de la PMS"!!

Kass: I'm a smoker. :)
Nasty habit, I know. But I don't take extra breaks - in fact, I'm never gone for more than 15 minutes at a time, 3 times a day. I hear people in my office bitch about smoke breaks, too -- here, though, the people who don't bother to *take* breaks are the ones that bitch the loudest.

Speaking of... back in a bit! ^_^

JocelynHolly said...

Good Afternoon;

What is going on today? I think I missed something.

Amyranth said...

I think I may have either fixed our anon problem, or made it worse.

Time will tell.

God, girls I think it's time for a beer!@

-A

elena said...

L and J - hells bells women come on. Who here hasn't at one time or another said or done something in their life that they wished they hadn't?
You guys are important to our family.
Please don't stay away.

Smoke said...

Today is a GOOD DAY because guess what? I got my Skeleton Crew shirt! It's the one with the mice and the banners, it is so cute. And it came with a CD, which is awesome. I would so completely wear this shirt to a Leathermouth show if there was another one. Which I devoutly hope. ^_^

Okay, now somebody owes my something because I ordered a damn $40 hoodie and I got a button.

Somebody owes me a CD!!!!

Just playin'. I LOVE MY HOODIE!!!

JocelynHolly said...

Oh dear.

OP's, why are you leaving? I need you here, we all need you here. I still don't know what happened, but all I know is, you can't leave. =[
*HUG*

Original Punk J said...

Yes, but Elena, I screwed up on a royal level.

I have not stopped crying since I read SS's note. I feel like I have just messed it up for everyone.

I doubt he will ever want to talk to or trust me or J. again.

Plus I pissed off so many of you guys, people I consider my friends, my Family.

I am so sorry. Please believe that. you don't have to forgive me, just know that I am.

SS, please let J. know what it was you wanted to tell her. This was not her fault, it was mine. I let you down.

I let everyone down.

L.

elena said...

S&V I sent you an e-mail with my other address. Stupid gmail give me trouble!

Hey Paper

Hello Bikey. You're a cute smurf.

Smoke said...

Hi PH!

Bikey,

Since you are now blue does that mean the bike was blue? ^_~

Just playin' with you!

L,

There is no reason for you to leave. You know that. Families have disagreements and misunderstandings but they always stick together, right?

Love ya!
Princess

Anonymous said...

I don't think you pissed anybody off. What note? I feel like I missed something here. O_o

Anonymous said...

OTOH it's probably not my business, sorry. ^_^ Hope it all works out, whatever it is.

JocelynHolly said...

OPL,

I have no clue what happened, or what was said. I just don't want you to cry. I care about you lots, and I both love you and J.

Things will work out in the end.







Hey Elena. =]

elena said...

L stop it right now.

I know in my heart the SS understands people sometimes say and do things they regret. Give it time.

For now stop beating yourself up about this.

We all are here for you.

JocelynHolly said...

Hey S&V and Kapunua! ^_^

Anonymous said...

Hey Paperheart!

The word of the day is "thong." Did everyone get the memo?

Anonymous said...

Since you are now blue does that mean the bike was blue? ^_~

Much more obscure than that I'm afraid.

JocelynHolly said...

Memo received Kapunua! ^_^

JocelynHolly said...

Ohh Hi Bikey!

Anonymous said...

Bikey, you're in publishing?

PUBLISH MY SCI-FI FANTASY NOVEL!

Do you think that's a good query letter?

Original Punk J said...

Elena said...

I know in my heart the SS understands people sometimes say and do things they regret. Give it time.

Elena,

He even deleted the comment he left on our blog. I wouldn't blame him if he hates me now.

I am sorry guys.

Love,
L.

Smoke said...

Personally, I don't know that the man is even capable of hate.

L,

I'm sure he'll understand.

Anonymous said...

looks like your precious ss isn't the great guy you all thought he was if he is going around upsetting ppl this much.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

So Hi all. I'm still confused as to what the hell is going on in here. But to make matters worse I just had a person come to my door to invite me to their church. But before they left they had to ask me. "If you were to die right here right now and were standing before God and he asked you why should I let you in. What would you say?"

And still after that shit he asked me to come to his church.

Smoke said...

SS didn't do anything to anyone, thanks for the concern though.

elena said...

Anon - If you think that they you don't know him.

He IS a good man, so just stop.

L perhaps he deleted because he needs time to think too.

Please don't burn bridges.

SS - I have faith in you always!

anima said...

Bikey, you must like it here if you decided to go blue. Welcome to the family!

OPs please do not be upset. Remember this:
Over the last few months, you have established your own group dynamic, you have formed bonds and friendships that transcend the usual shallow relationships of online 'communities'. But life is not just rainbows and butterflies, and there will be times you will want to kill each other, but that just proves you are a family.

The whole is greater than the sum of its parts.


.
.
.

And Anon, you have no idea what you are talking about.

Anonymous said...

there's a new interview with Gerard, it came up on my F-list, and dude, he really did say that about Britney Spears. O_O I had thought that was just a rumor.

Oh, if you want to keep your good spirits, skip reading it. It's more of his usual babble about how "zOMGZ HAPPEEEEE AND FINALLY MARRIED!!!!!!!111"* he is. He even talks about how "weird and lonely" it was to be single. Transparent much?

Give it a miss, it's babble.












*Desperate, clingy and badly adjusted.

Anonymous said...

Hi Paperheart. I wish I could tell you I was a big wig Kapunua, but alas I am not. If I was however, I would gladly publish your book with with that query letter.

Original Punk J said...

Anon at 3:31,

He didn't. It was my fault.

End of story.

L.

Anonymous said...

WRONG!he obviously said something hurtful or op's wouldn't be upset.i should have known you would protect him.

anima said...

Martha, that sucks. I mean, I'm sure they are good people, but seriously why is it any of their business what you would say to God. That shit just really gets under my skin.

anima said...

Anon, again you have no idea what you are talking about.

elena said...

Martha I would have told him that was a stupid question. God wouldn't ask me that. He would open the gate and say "come on in"

I hate door to door religion sales.

anima said...

Oh and one more thing, anon, we 'protoct' people around here, not 'protect.' ;)

Original Punk J said...

Look, Anon, The others are right, you have no fucking clue what you are talking about.

He said only sweet things, and that is what made me feel even worse about what I wrote. THAT is why I am uspet, not at him, at myself!

Elena, I would never burn a bridge to him or any of you.

L.

Amyranth said...

WRONG!he obviously said something hurtful or op's wouldn't be upset.i should have known you would protect him.

'Scuse me?

Two words.

STEP OFF.

You have no idea what is going on, so I suggest you stop trying to insert yourself into something that is not only over and done with, but isn't your business to begin with.

Thank you.

-A

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Anon who has a hate on for SS. We get it you don't like him that is fine. But understand this was not his doing. L was upset and posted something she now regrets. So get off you SS hating for today.

L I think SS may still be lurking if not he will read this and see that you are very upset. Just give it a little time and I am sure SS will come back. You don't need to leave. You put your foot in your mouth it happens.

elena said...

Anonymous said...
WRONG!he obviously said something hurtful or op's wouldn't be upset.i should have known you would protect him.


We protect him like we protect the OP's. They are family and that is what family does.

Smoke said...

Ok, one last time and let's mothball this shit........


Anon, he didn't do anything to anyone, okay? It's so sweet of you to be concerned, really.

Do you need PROTOCTING by any chance? Mustard and I are quite the PROTOCTORS.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello anima and Elena.

Pixie said...

a nice afternoon/evening to all of you, how are you girls? *hugs*
seems as if a lot is going on at the moment...

Original Punk J said...

We protect him like we protect the OP's. They are family and that is what family does.

Elena,

This went straight to my heart and started me crying all over again, but in a good way. It makes me realize how much I need you guys too, all of you, including Mayo and SS.

I never cry. It is a rarity for me. I think I just became too jaded to cry for the longest. I have cried more today than I have in a long, long time.

Please don't give up on me. Any of you. Again, It has been a rough few weeks, but it is no excuse.

Thank you,
L.

elena said...

Hey Martha. How are you?

I'm sick as a dog right now. Fever, cough, just general crap.

Wish I could just sit down and watch Mr Beans Holiday. I just bought it yesterday. Oh well.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Pixie.

Sorry to hear you are sick Elena. I feel like crap myself, cramps.

Pixie said...

"Please don't give up on me. Any of you. Again, It has been a rough few weeks, but it is no excuse. "

no one would give up on you and it´s normal and human to have rough times and everyone here knows that, I´m sure... it´s nearly christmas sweetie, please stop crying *hugs*

elena said...

L - I'm glad my words touched you and hey I understand about the crying. I tried for so long not to do it anymore. I had convinced myself it was a waste of time. Well you know what? It's important. Sometimes a good cry helps a lot. I meant every word I said. You guys are family.
WE ALL ARE FAMILY and we all ARE HERE FOR EACH OTHER.

Hear that SS and Mayo? You both are family too.

I get to be the annoying cousin who always means well. She's just a little strange sometimes!

anima said...

SS, are you around?

When you come back, will just pop in and let us know that you are okay? And if you are not okay, then tell us that too. It breaks my heart to think you might be upset. Sending you tons of hugs.

elena said...

Martha sorry about the cramps. I used to have cramps from hell. It was because of a medial problem.
Happy to report I don't have that problem anymore.

Now if I could just stop coughing!

Original Punk J said...

Thank you for all who have had kind words.

I don't really think I deserve them today, but thank you.

I'm off for now, but I will be back. I just feel kinda numb.

Love you,
L.

elena said...

We'll all be waiting for your return L

Take care. Love ya!

anima said...

Sorry to hear that Martha, grab a heating pad, that always helps me. I also have illegal rememdy too (well it is legal for medicinal purposes in some states), but that is besides the point. ;)
Cramps are evil. I hate them. Sometimes I have to take off work because of them.

L, we love you.

Anonymous said...

He even deleted the comment he left on our blog. I wouldn't blame him if he hates me now.


i think your right.he hates you now.

anima said...

Elena, are you at work or home? I hope you are at home getting some rest.

Anonymous said...

Hello darlings!
How are you all?

elena said...

Anonymous said...
He even deleted the comment he left on our blog. I wouldn't blame him if he hates me now.


i think your right.he hates you now.


Well now is the little "i" cause you are a little person? I think so.
Isn't there a fly you could go pull the wings off of?

Really, trying to hurt someone who is already hurting is pretty low.

Just stop and think...Would I want someone to do that to me?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Thank you elena and anima.

Amyranth said...

Anon - Keep it up and I'm going to send you to hell in a heated iron basket.

-A

elena said...

anima I was actually supposed to be at work but I had an employee fill in. I couldn't stand the idea of going out in the cold. I'm at home right now but working in my office. People this time of year want to order books for Christmas gifts but they only pay for Media Mail. That isn't going to get the books to them by Christmas so I have to try to explain that to them. Oh boy, it's not easy.

Pixie said...

hi siobhan, how are you today? *hugs* seems as if it´s still colder in ger as here in fin ^^ that´s kinda weird...

Anonymous said...

Hi, my Pixie! Yes, it is still frigging cold here!
Do you feel better?

elena said...

Hey Pixie,Shobhan,Amy and anyone else who just got here. Please excuse me for not saying hello. I'm not at my best at the moment.

Amyranth said...

Hi Elena, nothing to worry about. It's not exactly tropical here, and I haven't had two days off in a row since mid November. It's starting to get to me too.

-A

Anonymous said...

Hi Elena! How are you?
Is everything alright with you?

MissTottenham said...

Hello everyone. Thank you for putting up with my whinging yesterday.

I feel much better and I am ready to get the festive atmosphere back into the blogs.

ARE YOU WITH ME? LET ME HEAR YOU SCREAM YESSSSSSSSSSS








L and J, I love you both. You know where I am if you need to talk.

Anonymous said...

Hi Miss T.! Glad to hear that you're feeling better today!

Pixie said...

hi siobhan, jep I´m much better my stomache is nearly ok, but now my throat starts to hurt ^^ one of my workmates is really ill and staying home... hopefully I won´t get the same ^^

Anonymous said...

Damn, Pixie! 'Vom Regen in die Traufe', he?
Drink hot lemon!

elena said...

Siobhan I'm just a bit under the weather - fever and a cough. Noting terrible but just enough to make me feel like death warmed over.

Pixie said...

hi my ukchumn *hugs* good to hear that you´re in a better mood today *hugsagain* :)

MissTottenham said...

Hi Pixie and Siobhan, how are you?

Pixie said...

totally siobhan! I´m just afraid because hot lemon has so much acid in it and I´m sure that´s still not good for my stomache ^^

elena said...

Hey MissT
Good to see you.

MissTottenham said...

J and L please don't leave. I love you both and I need you here.

Anonymous said...

Oh, Elena! I'm sorry to hear that!
Get well soon!!!

Pixie, you're right! I forgot about that. Well, I think hot tea would be good, as well.

Miss T., I'm doing damn fine! Thanks for asking.

Amyranth said...

Blogger Elena said...

Siobhan I'm just a bit under the weather - fever and a cough. Noting terrible but just enough to make me feel like death warmed over.


Am I weird? That make me think of Apple Crisp.

-A

elena said...

Amy you just made me laugh..apple crisp? WTF?

MissTottenham said...

Hi Elena, how are you?

Pixie said...

sorry, that was a real short visit, I hate it to be ill and tired... just wanted to give a sign that I´m alive *lol*
take care all of you and see you tomorrow *hugs*

elena said...

MissT - I'm feeling like crap. Think I'll just go rest for a few minutes. The cold medicine is kicking in. I've got tons of work so I'll be back later.

See ya all in a bit...

MissTottenham said...

Aw sorry to hear that Elena. See you later sweetie.


Goodnight my pixie chum, I hope you feel better tomorrow.

Jade said...

Just dropping in to say hello and goodbye.

Y'know what I'm like, I never get a real good chance to pull up a chair here.

Anyways, you have probably already seen this, but I however just discovered it, soo.

Interview!
(Sorry if you cant access it?)

Lots of love.

Anonymous said...

Bye Pixie! Schlaf schön und ruh dich aus!!! *hugs*

ergoproxy said...

good morning everyone

I'm just getting my coffee.

missT

YEESSSSSSSSSSSS !!!

MissTottenham said...

*grabs Ergo by the hand and jumps up and down while screaming like a girlie*

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dei gratia said...

Hi folks!

SS; lovely to see you, always a pleasure, angel!

Hey Mayo...still chipper and giddy I hope!

MissT I've just given L the spud treatment *wink*

JocelynHolly said...

Work stinks.

I have to work tonight.

So I won't be here.

dei gratia said...

Jade, it's set to private sweetie!
Thanks for trying though.

capture this void said...

Christ. So much has transpired since my visit yesterday.

Shitsubou, love. Thank you for the visit. You gave all of us a nice laugh. A little word from you always lightens up the place. I'm glad to see you're happy and well. Do you have some holiday spirit in you as well? I sure hope so. I gave Mayo a candy cane yesterday. You can have one too. It's peppermint :)

L., darling, please don't be upset. We're all a little stressed, confused, and upset. We all love you. You've both been missed. We understand. As someone said previously, I doubt SS is even capable of hating someone. He loves us all, y'know? I'm sure he understands too. Please return soon.

CTV, can I have a candy cane?

I'm really, really late on this, but of course. Here you are, love. Enjoy!



So how are we all today?

JocelynHolly said...

I hope everyone has a great day, evening, whatever time zone you are in.

I am off to work.

All my love;
- 007

MissTottenham said...

DG, I hope the potato thing works.

I love it.

ergoproxy said...

aw PH that's a real shame, hope work is ok for you.

hi DG, CTV how are you?

Jade you could copy and paste it onto ypur blog if you want

misst WEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!
*careful not to spill coffee*

Anonymous said...

Guys, please head on over to DM. ^_^

Not you though, Mayo, or you SS, if you guys are lurking. >_>

ergoproxy said...

oh I missed elena :(
hope I catch her later.

how is everybody (as I am not sure who is here and who isn't)

capture this void said...

Hey Ergo. How've you been, love?

Anonymous said...

I'm off to bed now!
Have a lovely time here!
I hope to see you all tomorrow. Happy and healthy!!!

Good night all!

Jennicula said...

Welcome aboard, blue Bikey. Glad to see you took the leap.

How is everyone today?

Can't stay long, company coming tonight. I'll actually have to speak to people in person. I hate it. I'll miss you guys.

Original Punk J said...

SS,

If you happen to come by here, I wanted to offer an explanation as well as an apology for today.

I know you have had a rough time lately, and I should have thought about that before I typed. J. and I both swore we would never take you for granted, and I feel like I did that this morning.

J. was beginning to think she had said something that bothered you or upset you and that is why she was upset this morning. Me, being the stubborn ass that I am, went into "Protoct" mode and wrote what I did.

After I told her, she asked me to delete it, she didn't want you to think she was trying to make you talk to her.

Unfortunately, you saw it before I could delete it. I wrote it, and you have no idea how sorry I am. You didn't need this shit, and I feel horrible for even thinking it.

Please forgive me. J. had nothing to do with it, she was appalled when she saw what I wrote. My only defense is I jump in too quick when it comes to Jen. I love her so much, and I guess I had something stupid in my head this morning.

If you want to write, please, write whenever you want and don't think you owe us ANYTHING.

We forget sometimes that you do have so much going on, and we missed hearing from you. But that is our fault, not yours.

You can tell me to Fuck Off, and I wouldn't blame you, even though I would still love you. Please talk to J. though. She truly cares about you and would not hurt you for the world.

I am so sorry I made you upset, or feel like you haven't done enough, because you have. You are very special, and I hope you know I never wanted to let you down either, and I have.

Love. Hope. Faith.
L.


BTW, SS, this isn't the first time I tried to help Jen and wound up doing more damage.

We worked together at the same place a few years ago, and she slipped on some rocks in the parking lot and fell. But in trying to help her up, my lunch box swung off my shoulder, with drink cans and all, and whapped her upside the head, knocking her back down.

She told me "Stop helping me!"

I think I hit her in the head with another lunch box this morning.

L.

ergoproxy said...

goodnight siobhan

I'm good CTV madly writing christmas cards as I am sooooo disorganised !

how are you?

Original Punk J said...

CTV, thank you. I hope so.

Jennicula, thank you for the comment at our blog.

Bikey, I don't know if I said it, but welcome and hello.

DG, dare I ask what the "spud" treatment is?!

Love you,
L.

Anonymous said...

Guys? Err... it's time, so, you know. Go do the uhh, the thing. Okay?

ergoproxy said...

hello L I'm sure SS will understand. It's easy to attack first and ask questions later.
Love the helping story. a friend of mine fell between some rocks and her boyfriend tried to pull her out and the language was amazing, he was actually ripping a rock along her leg!!
He let her go and she got out herself, but he's her hubby now so it was all forgiven lol

Original Punk J said...

Thank you, Ergo. I had apologized for what I wrote, but I hadn't given the explanation. I left a copy of those comments on our blog as well.

It's ironic how we try sometimes to help, like with your friend, and wind up in deeper shit than before.

As they say, "The best intentions of mice and men oft go astray".

And friends.

And as Eddie Izzard said, "I understand about the plans of men, but what kind of plans did the mice have that went astray?"

If you have never seen that bit from him where he describes the movie "The Italian Job" with mice characters, well, it is a treat.

Love ya,
L.

MissTottenham said...

Goodnight Siobhan.




L and J, I'm sure that SS doesn't hold grudges and will understand. You have written some heartfelt stuff there and I'm sure whenn ss reads it he will be as touched as I am.



SS, that is touched in the heart and not touched in the head ha! I am quite touched in the head but I'm sure everyone has noticed that.

Original Punk J said...

I hope so, Miss T. I really do.

Touched in the heart, that is.

Thank you and love you,

L.

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