It is quiet, and the weight of my somber mood holds my thoughts in check. I have given thanks. I meant each and every word. But I can't escape the boundaries defined by custom.
And I am grateful for you. The remarkable way you hold your ground. When I turned to myself for answers, I found strength and pride. When I turned to you, I found wisdom and patience. I could use some of that now.
Balance.
I think I will sleep tonight. I will allow my dreams to lay and lie along with me.
p.s. grateful for you as well (and the diversion).
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K - You are kinda giving off a weird vibe tonight. Not bad just different.
Ah, the body, a floating vessel that traps a fleeting soul, drifts amid the wild current of life. It contains all the secrets of universe, but short-lived, a drop of dew between wind’s teeth. Yet, and yet, this soul, listless, lingers for a thousand years, long after my raven hair turned ashen, then dust.
My life is a long scandal: endless affairs before, during, and after my two marriages...
*is with Elena on her comment*
I hope you don't dream at all tonight.
At all.
And if you do, I don't want to know about it.
I’m a nightingale hidden behind curtains at my own house, sealed in ox-carriages. The only light that sheds on me is from the moon; the only outings I make is to visit temples. I cannot be seen, nor can I see. Not even my lovers, who steal into my room at night and steal out before dawn. Not even my brothers or cousins, with whom I must talk through screens or fans.
...But I refuse to succumb. I fight with love. Let the flames of my passion burn away the shame, misery, shadows. Let it brighten my life, even if it’s just for a day, an hour, a second. To love in order to live. Ah, what is love without poetry--fuel on fire, rivers running to the sea? To love and write, if we have the luck to get such a training, to be endowed with a quick wit and free soul. This is our only means to live with some decency, some joy...
Too much time on our hands, we gossiped. Romance was our favorite subject. Once I had a visitor who came with an umbrella. The next morning, the whole court was whispering about umbrellas....
Lord Michinaga, the most powerful man in Japan, once saw a man holding a fan in his gathering. When he found out it belonged to me, he snatched it from the man’s hand and wrote “Fan of a Floating Woman.”
I love that post Kapunua.
We're just...here.
Stuck between life and death.
We are what we make ourselves.
K, are you okay?
My friends are terrified. Michignana could destroy me without lifting a finger. But I had to speak up. Who doesn’t float in this world? Look at the water in the Kamo River that skirts our city so tenderly, the fish and weeds in it, the cherry blossoms along its banks, leaves in the fall, the people, high and low, pretty and ugly, all drifting, hanging onto the straws of love, beauty, fame, money. Everything is a floating bridge of dreams, and the lord himself, a mere fleeting reflection in the mirror of history. He knows. He knows it better than anyone else. That’s why he clings to his power, accumulates wealth, drinks and chases women shamelessly.
Too much time on our hands, we gossiped. Romance was our favorite subject. Once I had a visitor who came with an umbrella. The next morning, the whole court was whispering about umbrellas....
Um...what's this from? Am I seeing things that really aren't there?
Kapu, you have worked out something.
toujours, yes, I scared myself writing that.
:D
when i read it i thought: wow. this person has been lurking at other sites, too! you clearly are skilled at field research. :)
Even Murasaki Shikibu, who never smiled at me in court, admitted in her diary that I write with grace and ease and with a flashing wit, though my behavior is improper indeed. “There is fragrance even in her smallest words.” How I love that word “fragrance”! True beauty is ephemeral. It follows its own logic, like love; and it’s full of surprises, like the best incense. She almost fools me, that genius who puts on such a cold façade whenever we meet in court. To think that she, creator of the shining prince Genji and his colorful ladies, understands me! My heart is ablaze with joy, and my sleeves soaked with tears of gratitude.
Do not fear.
The dead are never dead.
To dream under dream I return,
looking out from this phantom.
My flickering shadow is not a cling to the world,
but a gaze from the twilight shade,
a firefly in the dense foliage of summer fields.
Let my words waft some fragrance for the souls
flying about like bats under the moon,
which is in the end an illusion.
Let my poetry be a lighthouse for the living,
who float in the dark sea, tangled in the weeds of desire.
For we all need it,
in this long night that further curses our fate,
as we pass into darkness from darkness.
Kuraki yori
Kuraki michi ni zo
Irinu beki
Baruka ni terase
Yama no ba no tsuki
Please shine some light on our path,
Oh, words of poetry, seeds from the heart.
Mayo, are you up late again tonight? Join the chat, won't you?
He already has
silence *cricket* silence
an post a bloody picture quacko
kapunua, for a moment there, i thought you were quoting from genji itself, but this is from that historical bio, right?
but why? just feeling fey? or...?
For we all need it,
in this long night that further curses our fate,
as we pass into darkness from darkness.
Please shine some light on our path
That was beautiful Kapunua. I especially love this part.
What do I make of the entire story? Perhaps you could lead my mind in the correct direction.
Quako? Lol
Izumi Shikibu.
In chat we were talking about certain types of people who seem to almost be "not there" or nebulous in a way. You can't grasp them; you wonder if there's anything to grasp after all.
I happened to mention this Japanese kind of sensibility, the idea of "floating" and the whole "ghost in the snow" imagery that ancient Japanese poetry often has. I remembered Izumi Shikibu and how this lord had written "fan of a floating woman" on her fan to insult her and then I remembered how much I had loved her work and her ideas. I owe so much of my own sensibility to her.
So I looked her up and I started reading this, a monologue that she wrote, and it fit so well.
Those Japanese poets (and the CHinese, too,) also had this one other metaphor, the thing about sleeves. If you were in disgrace, your sleeves would be wet (from tears) or muddy (from being dragged.) She mentions that in her monologue, too.
It just seemed fitting.
Oh, and SS, if you're here, you forgot about me in that birthday story. It's okay though, as I was out of the country & not on blog at that time, so you may have just overlooked me. It's not a big deal, but if, you know, you're up late one night with nothing to do... A lot of free time and all that...
Just sayin'.
What do you mean, KD? Sorry, I've been babbling to myself for a while.
He already has
Earlier in the day, yes. But not tonight.
it is very evocative. thanks for posting it.
Yes,it's beautiful and it seemed meaningful. You're welcome.
Kapu,
I meant he came on during the day.
Watashi mo me ni mienai desu
Oyasumi nasai
Buona notte tutti :)
Catch up with you all tomorrow. Thank you for a great night!
Goodnight, Katherine!
Night, KD!
Night, Katherine.
Goodnight Katherine. :)
I'm following her out. I'm pooped. It was a grand day here. No quarrels. Just peace. And SS and Mayo both paid a visit.
But, things still seem, I don't know. Off?
Will attempt to dream peaceful dreams. You all do the same.
Goodnight and see you tomorrow.
Mayo's the wind, baby
good night katherine. ^.^
Goodnight, Mustard ;)
good night mustard. best of dreams to you. ^.^
But, things still seem, I don't know. Off?
I can only speak for myself here, but I'm still concerned over Frank. Not as worried, thanks to SS, but he's still very much in my thoughts.
Night, MIB.
Goodnight, MIB!
Soooo, it seems kind of slow in here again.
Would you rather have been born 15 years earlier than you were, or 15 years later?
I go with 15 years earlier.
If you guys are sick of this just let me know and I'll shut up!
yes, resurrected wreck, frank's in my thoughts, as well. however, i actually stopped worrying when that anon said he was surrounded by his family. somehow, that just gave me a sense of confidence. so now, i just keep him and his family in my prayers, to add to whatever they might need.
Would you rather have been born 15 years earlier than you were, or 15 years later?
One hundred and fifteen years earlier.
i actually stopped worrying when that anon said he was surrounded by his family. somehow, that just gave me a sense of confidence. so now, i just keep him and his family in my prayers, to add to whatever they might need.
That's a good thing to think about. I'm sure he'll be fine, but it's hard sometimes not knowing.
seems to me you have had fun!
Do you mean all of us, anon, or were you taking to someone in particular?
15 years earlier.
Or as RW did, 170 years earlier, which would put me in the British Romantic period, with my boyfriends Byron and Shelley.
Honto ni, KD. Wakari-masita.
Ano hito no egao mo omoidasenai no.
15 years earlier.
Or as RW did, 170 years earlier, which would put me in the British Romantic period, with my boyfriends Byron and Shelley.
Ah yes, that would have been grand!
As for myself, I am a Victorian girl at heart. I would love to have been in my prime in the 1870's or 1880's.
Anonymous said...
seems to me you have had fun!
November 25, 2007 2:40 AM
Now who the hell is this?
And why are we all up so damn late speaking in tongues?
Can't change when I was born cause it would screw up my whole life. I wouldn't have met my husband so I wouldn't have my daughters. No messing with the fabric of time.
wouldn't you like to know my dear!
One hundred and fifteen years earlier.
lol! that's what i was thinking: can i add centuries to that?
it's hard sometimes not knowing.
that's for very sure.
i still worry more about gerard, though, tbh. it always seems like frank is so upfront, you know, that it's easy to believe that he'll be able to come through difficulties.
gerard, though...that's murky ground there. that's where the real not knowing comes into play, for me.
um.
or maybe i just think about this all too much? ^.^;
I'm going to ask you all to answer something for me without asking the question. You guys are going to be my oracle tonight.
Yes or no?
Damn good question K
Anyone?
Anyone?
Anonymous said...
wouldn't you like to know my dear!
November 25, 2007 2:45 AM
Otherwise I wouldn't have asked?
i still worry more about gerard, though, tbh.
Me too. For sure.
YES
I hear you, Tj, and I agree. And... I know I think about this all way too much too!
Really?
Anyone else?
K, my gut reaction says yes. Even though, if I can guess the question, my head says no.
You guys are going to be my oracle tonight.
sure.
Kapunua, yes.
Yes, Kapunua
On the topic of worrying about Gerard....Yeah I worry. He thinks and feels too deeply.
Why is the affection demanded?
Why is the attention needed?
They are the questions!
Huh. Wow. That's a lot of yeses. Maybe you're all just really positive thinking people?
Mayo, if you're lurking, play along. This has nothing to do with you or the blog or anything here.
yes or no?
Why is the affection demanded?
Why is the attention needed?
They are the questions!
Sounds like a question for Mayo.
Anon, if any of us knew what the hell you were talking about, we might be able to lend some insight.
Anon, maybe because that person wants to be loved?
He thinks and feels too deeply.
but this is also a strength, don't you think? it's just a knife-edged one.
he does not think of feel deeply enough. Unless it's about himself.
The question is...... what will he do with all of you?
Just something that has been playing in my mind
Kapunua, no
I wonder what the no is answer to?
Anonymous said...
Why is the affection demanded?
Why is the attention needed?
They are the questions!
No they really aren't. Those questions have easy answers. If you are human with a heart those are easy. No one wants to be invisible. No one wants to be truly alone. We reach out to each other to keep this from happening.
Oh and demanded....Nope not demanded. Requested
Well, and I wonder who the hell you are.
Thank you for being the one "no" though, because that's more realistic.
Like I said, it's nothing to do with this blog, I just wanted an oracle. ^_^
you know, this anon sounds like the anon on the previous blogs who asked about what Mayo was going to do with us
There was another anon a while back who left off the periods t the end of sentences. But it's 3 AM and I can't remember who that was.
God! You anons.
Anon. personally, I don't want him to do anything with me. He doesn't owe me anything.
Whatever happens, happens. I stumbled upon this blog, and I like the people. I occasionally leave some advice, or other lame comments like 'hang in there', but if it vanished tomorrow, I'd be okay. Well, I'd be sad, but you know what I mean.
Elena, exactly.
You cannot demand or force an emotion from another onto yourself. It has to come freely or has to be requested.
Your voices have been heard in places you don't even know..... A lot of people are wondering what he's going to do wth you.
Your voices have been heard in places you don't even know..... A lot of people are wondering what he's going to do wth you.
What do you care?
Anon, we're not here ready to drink the Kool Aid. That whole "what will he do with us" idea is a little creepy.
There was another anon a while back who left off the periods t the end of sentences. But it's 3 AM and I can't remember who that was.
God! You anons.
And another anon with the same sentence structure.
Anonymous, I think we are fully aware of that.
Bleeding Chaos.
Maybe you should take a step back to see reality! I worry about you my dear
How can it be love when you do not know the person?
Why would you think he would do anything with us? Honestly we aren't chained to this house. We chose to be here. He knows were here but his presence isn't required. We have each other. If our being here helps him in some small way then - bonus.
Why do you care anyways?
I'm gonna go have dreams, guys. Nice ones.
A lot of people are wondering what he's going to do wth you.
tbh, i wonder too, but whatever's going to happen, will happen. i really don't think anyone knows at this point -- not even mayo.
we'll just have to wait and see.
Do not worry anonymous. I moved on. Besides, I am here to support my fellow bloggers.
You pretended to move on maybe. But it's obvious you haven't!! You're stuck on a rock star..... Like a stalker.
Sweet dreams and good night K.
Squeak squeak, the future here, at this point, is uncertain. Can we add some music from the X-files to add dramatic effect? Lol :D
'Night, K! May flights of unicorns wing you to your rest!
good night kapunua. hope your dreams are cigarette-free tonight! ;)
I'm off. Night everyone!
Name yourself or be forgotten, anon.
Okay now I'm getting annoyed. Our voices have been heard in other places we don't even know? And this should conern me why? Honey, at my age I don't give a flying fig newton about shit like that. I suppose you are implying that people are making fun of us. Well been there, done that and fucking wore the tee-shirt.
Night K, and BTH!
Don't hurt anyone out of jealousy or rage.
Have you ever had crushes like this before?
Will this one fade before anyone gets damaged? I hope so.
Anonymous, why are you bringing up old subjects? I barely don't even acknowledge Mayo when I come here, unless I feel like it. Stop recycling old questions already.
Gerard Way does not want you.
ooh, bc -- no x-files music at this hour, please! ^.^
anon, it really doesn't matter. the eventual outcome, whatever it might be, doesn't change my participation here, so it's a moot question.
Why would I hurt anyone out of jealousy or rage? That is not who I am. No one will get damaged. When it comes to feelings, I don't hold back, and when I do express them, I forget and move on. Poof.
You always acknowledge him, so lying about it is stupid.
And Mayo tolerates you at best.
Like I give a damn anonymous. I moved on. That's it. Drop the subject already please.
good night, hope -- good to meet you!
I'm outta here, people, Anons are giving me nosebleeds. Mayo, thanks again for the fun times & new post. To everyone else, Have a great night & chat again later :)
Actually, not all the time anonymous. Sometimes I don't acknowledge him. What is your beef anyways?
Night night hope, and RW. Sweet dreams
Good night, RW!
Squeak squeak, your wish is my command. No X-files music. The theme from the Friday the 13th tv show used to scare me when I was little though
Good night!
good night resurrected wreck. ^.^
Star, are you leaving us?
Ok I'm outta here too....
See ya Mayo - It was fun today.
THANKS
oh yeah, bc, that's a creepy theme song, too!
hmm...let's see...non-creepy...
gilligan's island?
i dream of jeannie?
;D
Goodnight and sweet dreams Elena.
Squeak squeak, sometimes I whisper the theme to I dream of jennie when I get bored ^_^
I suppose anon left us. They were quite boring to converse with.
good night elena. ^.^
so squeak squeak are we the only ones here?
Squeak squeak, sometimes I whisper the theme to I dream of jennie when I get bored ^_^
cute! XD
Lol yep. If I'm not mumbling the i dream of jennie theme, sometimes it'd be the Simpsons theme or the Addams Family one ;D
it kinda seems like we are, bc. except for lurkers, of course.
there's always lurkers.
*glances at the curtains*
Some lurkers are creepy, squeak squeak. Being paranoid about it reminds me of that song from Rockwell back in the 80's.
"Somebody's wathing me." O_o
*watching*
Damn, I spelled it wrong.
My sister made the letters on the page so damn big! lol
the addams family one is a good one -- i like making snaps.
i prefer to whistle my tunes, however.
I agree! I like doing the snaps when hearing the Addams Family theme. I actually didn't know they had a TV show until I saw it the other day. I like to whistle out songs too, only when I need to preoccupy my mind :)
i whistle all the time. i whistle along with songs without even knowing it sometimes!
hmm...that might annoying to the people around me.
*shrugs*
^__^
Whistling is great, although it may sound kinda lame. Sometimes I like to whistle imitating a bomb dropping like I sometimes see in the cartoons ^___^
bc, you always make me grin! ^__^
i think i'm going to go to bed now, too. the day is starting to catch up with me. =_=
so i'll say good night to you, and to any lurking anons (i see you behind the curtain, behind the arras, behind the couch, behind...oh there's too many of you to count at this hour.). hope you have sweet dreams, bc. :)
mayo, i'll say good night to you too.
today wasn't a great day for me, real life crap has been weighing me down lately, and i was exhausted by the time i got home. but having you come and play with us really lifted my spirits!
so, thank you. if i was paperheartxx, i'd give you a hug in gratitude, but, uh...i don't feel like i know you well enough for that, so i'll just pat you awkwardly -- yet affectionately! -- on the shoulder, ok?
*pats*
("make it so" *shakes head* oh man, i you could've seen my face when i read that, you would've gotten a laugh, for sure. way to drag my shameful past as a trekkie up out into the light of day. *kicks the inner trekkie back down into the basement*)
good night, mayo. you do make me laugh, you know. :)
good night again, bc! good chatting with you!
Ha ha thanks squeak squeak. Well, then I must say goodnight and sweet dreams to you squeak squeak. Take care *hugs*
Goodnight to anyone who is lurking.
Hello Mayo,
FYI:
Under his 'sponge', Bob is actually a dome-shape. His pants are still square, though.
Hope that's the answer you've been looking for!
Hello everyone,
Looks like I missed movie quotes.
Here is mine:
Of all the gin joints in all the towns in all the world,she walks into mine.
I laugh everytime I hear these two silly quotes:
Why you hanging with 7-11?
7-11?
Yeah his mouth never closes
or
Hello....Benjamin!(100 bill)
`sc
Good Morning Mayo,
How are you this shopping day Sunday? I'm actually hoping for you that you don't have to go shopping like I do. Don't worry it's just grocery shopping, nothing major. I kill myself. I put it off all week long and now I must go because I have nothing in my cupboards to eat. Me? Awwh, I'm ok I suppose. I just ate what seemed to be a freezer burnt waffle and had a cup of coffee. See, I told you I needed to go shopping. But can I tell you a secret....shhhhh, it's actually to make sure I have plenty of Tylenol pm's and shit. So now you know.
Well it seems we wasted no time in filling up your new blog. I hope you don't mind but sometimes we get carried away and it is really so rare that almost all of us are here at the same time. So, I will comment as long as I am able today and after, I will lurk and hang elsewhere.
So it seems I missed the anon that always comes around asking what you are going to do with all of us and I think that's an easy question to answer, don't you? You will do with me exactly what I allow you to do. My faithful heart is for you and all here to keep...someone should really be using it. It gets kind of icy when it's not being used.
Hope you have a well planned, well thought out, relaxed but productive Sunday. I will try to do the same.
And I believe it might happen because......
I'm faithful like that, but....
fucked up. (I almost made it a whole comment.....almost.)
Love to YOU Always,
s
p.s. People at Wal-Mart beware. Here I come....*insert evil laugh* Maybe, I shall buy some new/old Johnny Cash...What you reckon?
Good morning Soul Connector,if still here.
Good morning SpongeBob liking lurking Anon,
FYI:...dome?...
Well, that was informative. When did animation start sounding a little... dirty?
Kapunua,
Now known as 'Gerard Way's Chinese Love Poetry Communicating E-bit-on-the-side.' About to become the most searched person in MCRdom after the band members. =)
Good morning SD10.
Have fun shopping.
*PP taunting sd10*
sdock guess I just missed you again. Damn. Well Hello to anyone out there. It's cold and I'm in need of Starbucks. Damn I'm addicted.
Hey PP, Hey Elena,
Just popping back in to say hello and goodbye. I'm off to Wally World. Stop taunting me, PP. I will come back ready to kick ass and take names later...well, maybe not.
Mayo,
Forgot to tell you one thing about well thought out plans.....plans ain't worth a fuck if you don't execute them properly.
So there all that is....
Here's to flawless execution!
Love ya'll!
SD10, you have to get out of Wally World intact first. *whistles quietly to self. Should be safe for an hour or two*
Waves hi at elena.
Oh, you all started talking Christmas.
We had our Christmas parade here today. There's nothing quite like seeing floats of fake snow while burning to a lovely shade of red while watching. Santa should be carrying a surfboard on the beach, at our parades, not jollying over snowy hills with his reindeer.
At least our parade Santa didn't bother with political correctness.
In light of Australian Santas being told not to say Ho!Ho!Ho! as it is derogatory towards women (suggested they say Ha!Ha!Ha! instead), our Santa cracked out "Ho!Ho!Ho!" and then added, "because I can!" *NZ Santa blow raspberries at Australian Santas.*
Hey PP sorry I didn't see you wave before now. I wish we has a Christmas parade. That sounds like a lot of fun. I've always wanted to go to NY for the Thanksgiving Parade. I get up and watch it on TV every year. Have since I was a little girl. I'll probably never get there.
Anon@11:41,
"- I just need more time."
*pp gives anon an e-hug for taking time to answer, and passes over a clock shop's worth of time.*
Okay, worrying a little less, but you know, you could just be one of those loyal, self deprecating people. There could be someone throwing knives at your heart, and you might go, oh, that's okay I can take a few more of those, for the sake of my friend.
Stand firm until you achieve what you need to.
Looking forward to your eventual return.
*Gives a Glasgow Kiss (headbutt for USA)to people with trashy ethics and lyrics. PP still wearing Union Jack anarchy t-shirt*
Hi elena.
No parade? Oh, that's too bad. You miss out on being tickled with feather dusters, blasted with confetti, and hit on the head with inflatable hammers...I must have looked like I was asking for it this year. O_0
Some childhood traditions never leave. Do you still put up your christmas tree the same time as you did when young?
Mayo's house needs some festive bling.
And maybe some shelves for his oooooollddd movie collection.
Haha at SD10 still shopping. PP's ass completely safe from kicking.
'night all.
All those movie quotes last night and yet no one attempted these:
"Stay gold, Ponyboy"
"Chopper, sick balls!"
"As God is my witness, I will never be hungry again!"
"I feel the need, the need for speed!"
"You should open your mouth a little wider when you speak because I can't understand a word you are saying."
"I bet you called us beavers on your cb radio too, didn't ya?"
Awwww, come on peeps!!?!? I know ya'll missed me. Ya'll could have brought up The Princess Diaries or The Princess Bride or something at least. Not even you Mayo? Oh well.
I'll remember that! ^_~
I'll be checking in with you guys later on today, alrighty?
SS,
Will you visit us again today? Hope all is well with you and if not I hope it will be soon. We're here for you.
XOXO,
Princess S&V20
P.S. - Clerks and Clerks II? OMG, just the funniest movies EVER!!!!
For those of you that don't know (Sdock)......learn.
How can a question mark ponder your mind? Idiot.....
I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack from Hell, no wait, I mean Wal-Mart, but again I lost a little bit more of my soul. Bastards. They shouldn't have such sweet deals to lure us in. No new Cash for me today, but I did buy Lost Boys on DVD. Get ready Littlehawkman...it's time you learn.
PP, you better cover your ass. You'll have to come back eventually and your ass will be ripe for the kicking!!
So ummm anon@10:34....Huh? What? Did I miss something? Probably, I always miss things...like the forest and the butterflies for picking up all the leaves on the ground.
boo-yow! Because I feel like saying it, that's why!
Hey Sdock!
Hey everyone!
Thoughts.
A new day.
It feels tragic already.
Two days before Tuesday.
Weird.
Awkward.
Silent.
Still.
Calm before the storm in more ways than one.
Cold.
8 days to freedom.
Everyone doing okay this morning?
Glad you didn't get killed at Wal-mart this morning, Sdock. That would have been bad. :)
Yeah, Mustard me too, But Wal-Mart doesn't want me to die. They want me to keep coming back for more and more and more.......They are evil fuckers like that.
"I feel like I should welcome you to the neighborhood or something. Anyway, did you really want to do Rex Manning in the count-out room? Is that how you always imagined your first time would be? Your back up against the daily totals and your feet pounding against the safe? 'Oh Rexy stop that. You're so sexy.'"
Empire Records
Tee-dah, I knew that one too!
Empire Records, funny as hell.
If you want blood, you got it!!
Hahaha BC.
I got one:
My problem is that it's 2 A.M. My problem is I'm asleep. I'm on a tour bus with eight stinkin' men. Rule number one: Don't propose to a girl on a bus, you got that? Rule number two: Don't tell her it's because you had a bad dream.
Walk The Line.
My husband is in that movie, you know.
Morning, dudettes! And dudes, if you're around. ^_^
NUHUH! Morning Kapunua!
Joaquin is not your husband! He's mine!
I got another one:
Talk hard, I like that. It's like a dirty thought in a nice clean mind.
Just look inside yourself and you'll see me waving up at you naked wearing only a cock ring.
They think you're moody, make 'em think you're crazy. Make 'em think you might snap. They say you got attitude, you show 'em some real attitude.
Thanks for being my oracle last night guys, but I think most of you are wrong. I think anon got it right. YOu must realize that when I ask a question of "what do you guys think?" I've usually made up my mind anyway and will disagree with whoever says the opposite, even if you don't know what the question was. ^_~ Because I'm difficult like that.
Are we getting another anonflux today? Jesus.
Kapunua,
Now known as 'Gerard Way's Chinese Love Poetry Communicating E-bit-on-the-side.' About to become the most searched person in MCRdom after the band members. =)
I don't think any of that crap will go anywhere. It's amazing how we've remained relatively private here aside from a few smatterings of anons here and there. It's just a game, most people know that.
I hope it stays that way because this place means too much to me for it to be overrun with questing anons who think they know something that they don't, which isn't even true anyway.
Plus I hate when things get cheapened like that. I like all you guys. I like Mayo. I like the games and the wordplays and all that stuff. I hate when things that are just fun and light-hearted get turned into something like that. Why can't people just talk to each other without a bunch of others thinking something else is going on?
The day any one of us breaks out a sharpie for real is the day that the rest of the world can start talking about how cheap it is. ^_~
All right, pussy, pussy, pussy! Come on in pussy lovers! Here at the Titty Twister we're slashing pussy in half! Give us an offer on our vast selection of pussy, this is a pussy blow out!
For all you Robert Rodriguez fans out there!
Kapunua, What did I miss last night? What ya talking bout?
The day any one of us breaks out a sharpie for real is the day that the rest of the world can start talking about how cheap it is. ^_~
CAN I GET AN AMEN
sdock10 said...
NUHUH! Morning Kapunua!
Joaquin is not your husband! He's mine!
Oh wow, we're gonna have to tangle for this one. We're gonna go arouuund and arouuuund! Float like a butterfly, sting like a bee!
My affair with Joaquin Phoenix, now that is sordid. ;D
sdock10 said...
Kapunua, What did I miss last night? What ya talking bout?
Oh, with the question thing? I asked everyone here "yes or no" but didn't tell what the question was. Like you guys were my Tarot cards or something. Most people said "yes," one anon said "no," and I agreed with the anon. ^_~
It is a good thing that Gerard has an aversion to needles. With his fleeting interests and relationships, can you imagine the tatoo remorse he would have. At least sharpie messages come off with some scrubbing.
good morning everybody
did we all have a nice sleep. i know i did and i woke up wihout anybody waking me up which is rare but nice.
i am just popping in to say goodmorning before shopping to walmart. yes sd10 you went this morning. looks like we will have both been to hell and back today!
K,
oooooooooooooooooh, I would have said no too. No, wait, I would have been undecided. Yeah.
Joaquin....ahhhhhhhhh. Need I say more.
Hello Innerjoy You are right but I have been wondering if the new Mrs Way will talk him into a tattoo.
ohhh Fimble, be careful, be very careful.
Stay away from the Christmas gift sets aisle. It will suck you in.
Hi guys, just in for a minute, then I'm gone for most of the day, I think. Sinuses are rock 'n' rollin' today.
L called me this AM to tell me her niece's house burned early this morning. Crystal, her husband, her son, and their cat all got out safely, and they managed to save some pictures and jewelry, but not much else. Apparently a space heater was left on, and the house was a log cabin, so...you see where this went.
L is staying at her parents' one more day to see if she can help with anything. The family's kind of in shock right now, obviously.
She also asked for those of you who pray please to pray for Crystal, Jason, and Austin.
Sorry to bring such downer news, but she wanted you guys to know why she wasn't back.
I'll be back on tonight, though. Hope everybody has a good day, and take care.
I love you guys.
J
J. can you send my thoughts to L and her family please. i am so sorry to hear that
sd10. i find it hard to find anything in there. it takes me an hour just to get like 3 items hahaha but i will stay away from the xmas aisle. hahaha
J, good to read ya. Please send L and her family all our love. I owe you guys both an email so much. Hope your sinuses feel better!
Sdock, I'll take your "no" more to heart because I don't even know who the other "no" was. :)
And if you ever want someone to fangirl over Joaquin with, I'm your girl. Actually my brother met him. Which I preeeetty much think means that we were Meant To Be. He said he was really nice and taller than he thought he'd be, but very weird.
My brother also met Christopher Walken, and there's no doubt that Walken and I were Meant For Each Other. I'm sure his wife will understand.
Oh, and my brother met MCR too. He's the sound guy for Conan O'Brien. I asked him, "Did you see at the end of the show when the guitarist kissed the singer?" He was like, "errr... yeah. Yeah I did." Heh, my poor brother. Said they seemed nice, but drunk. (My brother is a recovering alcoholic, sober for like ten years or something. He tends to fixate on things like that.)
Anyway, yeah! So Joaquin and Walken are kinda my husbands. And Ewan McGregor; we've been married for about eleven years now. Last year I got married to Jared Leto as well. So I'm a busy girl as you can see. ^_~
J please tell L that my prayers will be for her family members. God, what a horrible thing to happen especially at the holidays.
J, Tell L. that her family is definitely in my thoughts and prayers.
Kapunua, I guess we might could share Joaquin, but I will not share Christian Bale. He is my for real husband. I've never told anyone that before. Joaquin does seem like he might be a bit odd, but that would make us perfect for each other because I am equally fucked up! YAY!
kapunua said...
Oh, with the question thing? I asked everyone here "yes or no" but didn't tell what the question was. Like you guys were my Tarot cards or something. Most people said "yes," one anon said "no," and I agreed with the anon. ^_~
The question was about your Pretty and the correct answer was no.
Anonymous said...
kapunua said...
Oh, with the question thing? I asked everyone here "yes or no" but didn't tell what the question was. Like you guys were my Tarot cards or something. Most people said "yes," one anon said "no," and I agreed with the anon. ^_~
The question was about your Pretty and the correct answer was no.
You got me.
Care to tell me who you are though? Someone I've chatted with perhaps?
Go ahead and color me intrigued. Why do you think the answer is no?
Kapunua, I guess we might could share Joaquin, but I will not share Christian Bale. He is my for real husband. I've never told anyone that before. Joaquin does seem like he might be a bit odd, but that would make us perfect for each other because I am equally fucked up! YAY!
You can have Christian Bale.
As for Joaquin, I guess we could share; I don't mind because it's you. You want him on weekends, or what? ^_^
Oooh, Can I grab a tub of popcorn and watch this unfold?
sleeeeeepy. how is everyone this morning?
I'm as much a spectator as you are, Sdock. O_o I mean it's not like I'm voiding my bowels over it or anything, but it's a little weird how some random person knew what I was talking about. On the other hand I'm pretty damn flakey and I probably mentioned it earlier and just forgot.
Or I'm getting way too obvious and I need new material. ;D
I want him just like every other Tuesday. Is that cool? I have Christian to occupy my other days.
And every now and then I run across some shitty ass rock dudes from shitty ass rock bands and of course we rock and roll all night.
That works for me, Sdock; House is on Tuesdays so I'm pre-occupied anyway. ^_^
I'm going to string up some garlic. Anon, don't you bail; I'm in the net, start hauling.
GARLAND. Not garlic. What the hell?
kapunua said...
You got me.
Care to tell me who you are though? Someone I've chatted with perhaps?
I would prefer to remain anonymous. Yes, but not in the way you think, and not about Pretty.
Color me amaaaazing.
So the question was supposed to be
if you are pretty or not?
Kapunua, that's fucked up. I know you are pretty. I've seen you.
No, her guy, Pretty.
Another anonymous. Why does that not surprise me?
Kapunua,
You are stringing up garlic! muahahha that is fucking hilarious. Trying to keep vampires away?
What lights the sky when night is upon us?
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH, Pretty the guy!
I should stick to doing what I do best, being lost and faithful!
Faith, Hope, & Love
Moon, flashlights, candles, explosions, fire, umm the blade of Kapunua's sword!
Socky you are correct once again.
You are so wise, I admire from a far
sdock10 said...
Kapunua,
You are stringing up garlic! muahahha that is fucking hilarious. Trying to keep vampires away?
The award for themost ridiculous typo of the day goes to...! ^_^ I'd actually invite the vampires in, to be honest. ^_^
sdock10 said...
So the question was supposed to be
if you are pretty or not?
Kapunua, that's fucked up. I know you are pretty. I've seen you.
Thanks, Sdock. I mean that, thank you. ^_^
Anonymous said...
I would prefer to remain anonymous. Yes, but not in the way you think, and not about Pretty.
Color me amaaaazing.
He mea use'ole ka ke aloha. First defense when confused: babble meaningfully in a foreign language to appear smarter.
What's amaaaazing is that you figured out what the hell I was talking to when no one else did. I know that I'm an easy read to anyone who's paid attention but the question is: why did you pay attention?
You were Calaf that day, weren't you?
Perhaps we can continue another time Kapunua. I believe the other anon has pressing questions to ask of you all.
ok, it looks like I walked in on something that I can't even begin to understand.
Long as you stay waaaaaaaaay over there, I guess I'm okay with the admiration.
Why do I have to be socky? Guess that's better than sucky...or sicky.
Stir, stir, stir baby.
I am not Mayo.
Anonymous said...
Perhaps we can continue another time Kapunua. I believe the other anon has pressing questions to ask of you all.
Do you, by any chance, always end with a jade's trick?
Anonymous said...
I am not Mayo.
November 25, 2007 12:47 PM
I didn't say you were; I asked if you were Calaf that day.
Dearest Socky.
A new love, young love,
Fresh and in bud,
Exciting, Heart racingly so,
Though uncertain, exciting still
A Breathless love Full of longing
Eagerness to be together
Reluctance to part
Hand touching hand, Pulse raising
Heart full of love, Head full of doubt
“Do they feel as I?” “Am I just a fool?”
Will our love last?
Will it blossom and grow
Will it bear fruit?
Or wither on the vine
Kapunua said...
Anonymous said...
Perhaps we can continue another time Kapunua. I believe the other anon has pressing questions to ask of you all.
Do you, by any chance, always end with a jade's trick?
You misunderstand me, Kapunua. I am hurt that you would imply such a thing. There is nothing more frustrating than trying to converse when there is more than one anonymous around.
Exactly the same thing happened the last time I posted anonymously. If you see two comments posted within a few minutes of each other bearing the name 'anonymous', and they appear to be commenting on the same subject, it is only natural to assume both comments were posted by the same person. This is not always the case.
As you can see, this other anon has already confused matters by posting that they are not Mayo. You weren't even addressing that anon, you were addressing me.
Mistaken identity can be dangerous in this place.
Socky!
I like oranges
Do you?
Another time, Kapunua.
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