Saturday, November 10, 2007

Roadside crosses are the result of unyielding left hand turns.

Most of it is gone now.
The rain having pelted the remains
the final time.
I passed by yesterday
and felt what could have been
your hand. The scream,
I won’t let go. Today
I stopped.
I buy gas and cheap
bags of pretzels, she wants candy.
I refuse,
and contemplate
what could have been
for you
in those last moments.
Did you let go
knowing?
Pump stopped.
Ten minutes I have stood,
you are here for eternity.
Always yielding, never turning.

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Carrie said...

ooh, br, good quote!

Original Punk J said...

Girls,

One last post from me, then off to sleepytown.

When I first read Mayo's poem, I thought immediately of his former long-term girlfriend, you know who I mean.

Then I read the anon comment that said "she loves you, talk to her". After talking with L, we sort of came to a different conclusion:

Maybe it's about his mother.

J

Depicted in self destruction said...

i dont drive yet *roll*

Anonymous said...

I'm going to call it a night guys.

To all of you, stay as strong as you can. I'm probably not the one to say that, but the words are there, and there is deep meaning behind them.

I'm thinking about you all.

Kapunua:
Thank you for your knowledge and advice this evening. I won't forget it.

616:
Thank you for yours as well. I didn't repond because I could clearly make out the letters on the keyboard well enough to type. Thank you.

See you all tomorrow.
Maybe some sleep will clear the fog.

Jennicula said...

*puts up hand*

I pump my own gas because the "gas jockeys" tend to try and top off the tank and then spill gas down the side of my car. I hate that.

Carrie said...

Goodnight mustard!

Depicted in self destruction said...

i dont think its his mother

i think its a lady friend... now former lady friend, or their just in a fight
"she wants candy.I refuse,"

Loli Lovette said...

Thanks Jenn and Ergo.

In other news...I don't pump my own gas...'Cause I can't drive!

Jennicula said...

Good night Mustard.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Lolita Haze that is why we are hear to help a person who is in trouble or maybe troubled by something.

I just hope that you will be ok and thank you for your kind words.

Carrie said...

I didn't drive until I was in my 20's. The driver's training class interfered with AP History so I skipped it.

toujours said...

good night, mustard - remember: hog the covers, and sleep well.

j., you just gave me an "omg!" moment. i'm going to have to think about that idea. wow.

JocelynHolly said...

Goodnight MIB! *HUG*

OPJ; It could be about his mother.

Bitter Revenge, neither do I! Haha learners permit in about 5 months! ^_^

Jennicula said...

Lolita, I can't drive either, but it doesn't stop me :)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight MIb and OP J

Anonymous said...

Goodnight, Mustard. ^_^

As far as refusing candy goes, all I can say is, jesus, I'd buy my own. And if I asked a guy I was with for candy and he told me no, well surely the "OMG ARE YOU SAYING I'M FAT" thing would have to begin. ;D

Original Punk J said...

BR,

Remember one of SS's blogs that said "Your mother called today. She wanted to know how you were. I lied to her. How do you think that made me feel?" or words to that effect.

Thinking that Mayo and his mother have had words, he doesn't want to talk to her, and he keeps thinking about how the argument cost her.

And the "candy"? Reference to a certain woman who likes "nose candy"? Also just an observation.

J

Depicted in self destruction said...

lol at Kapunua

Shame in me said...

sdock10 said...
Well I haven't had the same kind of experience as our writer has, but I am in a difficult situation. Sad, because I either stay where I am and settle for someone who doesn't hear the same music that I hear...or I leave him and then I am off to sing my beautiful music by myself...probably forever. Am I ready to be myself? I don't know


sdock i am in completely the same situation as you, its tearing my insides apart, ive never been one to be able to be 100% sure of my choices but i can no longer live this way. I feel for you. Its hard work it really is :(
I have some catching up to do here so im off to read evryones posts but sdock if you ever need a friendly ear and someone who is in the same boat then i am here :)

Anonymous said...

Umm, and one more thing.

I'm still having a really bad feeling about all of this. Am I the only one?

Keep your stupid self safe, okay? Don't go ramming your fool skull into any brick walls, metaphorically or otherwise. :/

Carrie said...

My daughter just got her learner's permit but I can't bring myself to be in the car with her. I just don't trust a person who can't pick her underwear off the floor to drive the family car. My hubby is stepping up to the plate though. In this state, you have to have 50 hours of driving with a learners before you can get the license. Is it the same everywhere?

Loli Lovette said...

HAHA! Jenn...Naughty naughty. Except that...I didn't even know the steering wheel could go all the way around when I first got in the driver's seat. Since then, I've had no desire to drive! :)

Thanks again, MJ.

JocelynHolly said...

OPJ, you have very good observations.

Jennicula said...

Oooh, very good J. I forgot about that.

Depicted in self destruction said...

yeah i remeber Original Punks,

the whole candy part dosent make sence in any of our theroys

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I just went back and read the anon post in the other blog. The poster was telling us to read between the lines of the posts.

This may not even be about a person or even one person. Let alone a woman.

Depicted in self destruction said...

the post in general is risky, so the chat of itwill probly be the same

although i do feel like im putting mayo under a microscope

Depicted in self destruction said...

theres too much emphasis on the human like refrences for it to be about something in general

Original Punk J said...

Lolita, Carrie,

Your stories are both so very sad.

Lolita, your friend will always be with you in your heart. My dad's been gone for almost 20 years, and I miss him every day, too. Time does help, but there's always some good things that stay with you. Try to let your friend's spirit rest easy by letting your pain go. He wouldn't want you to mourn him so severely. Write him a poem, or a letter, or draw him a picture. Get your grief out through a memorium that will last.

Carrie, I will pray for your friends. What a tragedy. I don't know what else to say except, I'm sorry.

love to both of you

J

Jennicula said...

Lolita: I actually have a license. My husband thinks I should really be driving a bumper car and not an actual car.

Carrie said...

Thanks J. I appreciate that.

Depicted in self destruction said...

my conclusion: a flashback to the departing of mayo and someone close to him, hes feeling a bit remorsefull, deep down knowing, it wasnt all or none of his fault

Martha Smith-Jones said...

bitter revenge said...

theres too much emphasis on the human like refrences for it to be about something in general

November 11, 2007 5:55 AM

I was actual thinking of a group og people when I said that. I meant to take that part out.

Depicted in self destruction said...

like the band?
i always too gee as the pusher from what SS said
i dont think so, it would be a far strech

Depicted in self destruction said...

oh jeez its 1am

Loli Lovette said...

Thanks, J. I really appreciate your advice.

Jenn, I could've gotten my Learner's a year ago, but I'm terrified of mortality :) :) :). I ran over the guy who operated the bumper cars. Well...bumped him over. No freakin' joke.

Depicted in self destruction said...

too much head too little heart?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

We are reading this as if it is something that actual happen But what if the whole thing is a metaphor for something else. The she could be another way of talking about the other mayo mention in the last blog.

This could be an internal fight with ones self.

Jennicula said...

My high school years were spent living in a remote area with lots of woods and farms. My parents didn't have time to teach me how to drive, so they handed me the keys and told me to stay off the major highways. So, I taught myself how to drive on dirt roads and huge housing developments. I'm actually not that bad, but my sister is a real white-knuckler.

Original Punk J said...

Now, I REALLY am off to bed. Got another day of heavy posting ahead of me tomorrow.

Or is it "pasting"? Or is the proper usage, "I pasted a lot today"? Hmm...

Anyway, goodnight to the lot of you, and talk to you all tomorrow. Sleep well, my friends.

love and kisses
J

Depicted in self destruction said...

hummmmm..

intresting...
like a story only taking place inside his mind

Jennicula said...

Sweet dreams J.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I'm just throwing ideas out there this is why I usually don't say anything when you guys dissect the blogs.

Depicted in self destruction said...

*gasp* it all makes sence thats its refering to an internal battle!

you figured it out!

Depicted in self destruction said...

hes trying not to let go of a desire or way of himself
candy=alcohol
contemplating what he could have been
always yeilding never turning hes avoiding something

Depicted in self destruction said...

well i think thats it*shifty*

Shame in me said...

Dear sweet author of this blog,
I sit here and write to you in response to this new post with a slight headache and a dissheveled appearance. Alcohol is wearing off and tiredness looms.
I had a good night :) with friends and dancing to good music, but recently theres something missing, i know what it is although i wish i could forget, ive tryed to forget but its part of my entity now.
Im missing something, missing someone and i wish i didnt. The reasons against do out number the reasons for but that is no concelation in the game we call love. I must apologise there will be many typos in this note haha (alcohol)
I get the feeling you're missing someone too.
Whoever wanted candy did you refuse because she should have known better to ask you whilst you were feeling like this? did she know you were feeling like this? I cant pretend to know who you are missing, but do you have any inclanation as to whether she misses you too?
In my situation i know the person knows i miss them but i dont think they grasp the extent to which i feel hollow without them. And i realise they are busy but i worry and i care and part of me is scared they wont return to me.
From what i gather from the post is the person you are missing dead? I may be wrong but an ominous feeling loomed over me as i read your verse. Im very sorry if they are. Loss in any situation is the hardest thing to come to terms with.
I am suffering a somewhat significant feeling of loss, someone stole my heart and then dissapeared, and i am left with an unforgiving emptyness, i wonder if they will bring my heart back and i wonder if i still have theirs. In my mind i do and i am keeping it so safe and protected. I miss them....
Im sorry dearest i have made my reply to your post all about me i am aware of that, and i apologise i just feel that way out tonight.
Still i enjoyed myself tonight so i should smile and keep hope that the one i love a lot will return when time is more forgiving. I hope that any emptiness you are feeling is somewhat smothered in the love of those that love you.
Thankyou for allowing me a place to say the things that are in the deepest bits of my heart.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

IT would be nice if it was but like I said I'm just throwing shit out there . What does everyone else think.

Depicted in self destruction said...

well they all left

and yours makes much more sence then any of the other theroys

Entropy said...

Ah J, I thought I was the only one that that of "candy" like that.
Goodnight to you by the way.

Loli Lovette said...

Whew. What a night.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Well entropy is still here and I just saw a post from Sim. what do you guys think. And thank you Br for believe that I may have found the answer

Depicted in self destruction said...

indeed, lots of emotions and contemplating
like some drunken night

Amyranth said...

Alright, I have a long day of work ahead of me, so I must depart.

Mayo, I've left you a note on my blog. Check out my profile, you're not the only one who can mention people cryptically.

Have a wonderful rest of the night, boys and girls.

-Amyranth never got her license because she almost ran her mother over with the car once.

Shame in me said...

also i would like to add that i think i maybe guilty of letting someone go. They suggested a more realistic approach to the situation and i agreed because i just wanted them to be happy, i wasnt knowing that they were just looking for my 100% belief in what we shared. Maybe that is why for now i have lost them. I would do anything to go back to that day and just do what my heart was telling me to do. Then there would be no question of my faith, belief and everything in between. Is that how you feel when you speak of someone letting go and were they knowing of their actions?
Just wondered. haha i give you a lot of questions dear but i never will get any answers hehe life is funny like that

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight amy.

Loli Lovette said...

Night, Amyranth.

Jennicula said...

Martha: I hear what you're saying. Everybody has a light/dark, male/female side within. Very interesting, must ponder a bit on this.

Jennicula said...

Sorry. Night Amyranth.

Entropy said...

I have alot of thoughts on this, Martha. But I don't think we can ever settle on one interpretation.

Goodnight Amy.

Depicted in self destruction said...

very true Entropy

Depicted in self destruction said...

well im off meh darlings
*waves*
sweet dreams

Anonymous said...

Do you love everyone, Mayo? Everyone? Will you paint this? Keep it? Who do you love? Why? Who don't you love? Why not? Do you believe in love? Who is right? Wrong?

Mayo.... do you love these people, your lovelies? If you do, then why?

Jennicula said...

Goodnight Bitter. Sleep well.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight BR and have sweet dreams.

Depicted in self destruction said...

one last thing..

what if anon is just someone messing with us?

*is realy gone*

Anonymous said...

These people feel responsible for you. Do you feel responsible for them? Indebted? Happy? Exasperated? Exhausted? Do you think they are stupid? Naive? Smart? Caring? They're yours now. Will you care for them? The children? The mothers? The victims, the nurses? The faithful and the she-wolf? Will you care for these people, "Mayo"? Or will you let them slip away? After you've sucked them dry.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Most of them are just messing with us or just ignoring us to talk to mayo.

Shame in me said...

hahaha some crazy ass anon that asks more questions than me!!! haha i never thought i would see the day somebody asks more questions than me haha

How is everyone? hope you are all well :)

Bit of drama tonight i see.....

Martha Smith-Jones said...

There is always drama in here Sim. Just sometimes its crazier than other times.

elena said...

Shame - No more drama than usual. The House of Mayo thrives on it.

Anonymous said...

Hi Lolita, Jennicula, entropy, MJ, anybody I may have missed.

Okay, let me start by saying I feel weird trying to interpret what he's saying. I've never done this before. Usually, I just post something inane along the lines of "cheer up", or "hang in there", Mostly, I feel sad that he's sad. But, between this post and the one before it, I get a sense that he's more self aware lately. And that can be both a blessing and a curse.

I'm not sure if he knows the person for whom the roadside cross is left. I interpreted the candy to mean some sort of bad substance.
She wants it, he refuses, and he's left standing alone, thinking about scary bad stuff. Unfortunately, that's what happens when you're not numb. You think about things you normally wouldn't think of, and they leave you sad and confused.

Anonymous said...

You know, that anon has asked more questions than all of us combined. Lol. Hello again everyone.

Anonymous said...

Hi elena and BC!

Entropy said...

Hello SIM,Star and BC!
How are you guys?

Loli Lovette said...

Yeah, anon. Wow.

Anonymous said...

Hi Entropy,
I'm good. We had dinner with my brother in law and his new girlfriend at their new place, and she made really really strong Turkish coffee. I will not sleep tonight!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello star and BC.

Entropy said...

That's great Star.
Well,maybe not the lack of sleep you're going to get but everything else.

Anonymous said...

Hello star, martha, and entropy. How are you guys doing? As soon as I left this post a while ago, the flu began to bite me in the ass. Now I'm starting to get a sore throat on top of it :(

Anonymous said...

Yes, Entropy. It was really good coffee, though. Worth the palpitations!

Jennicula said...

Hi Star.

Anonymous said...

BC, it seems to be hitting people early. My sis in law is at home in bed.
Did you take anything?

Anonymous said...

Hi Jennicula, how goes it?

elena said...

Hi Star. So was the Turkish coffee good? I've never tried it.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I'm good BC. Sorry to hear about your illness. Just don't give it to me.

Entropy said...

Aw,that sucks BC.
Alot of sleep is on order and some of the early stages medicine.

Jennicula said...

It goes good, Star. And you?

JocelynHolly said...

Hey guys!

Is it just me or does that questioning anonymous sound like Sdock10?

Entropy said...

Hey Paperheart!

Not to me.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

If haven't said it already hello Elena I can't remember. What happened to the anon? Why do they always do that? You talk to them and they just get all quiet

JocelynHolly said...

Hey Entropy!! *HUG*
It's probably just me. :P

Jennicula said...

She would never call him and emotional vampire.

Anonymous said...

Oh no, the flu has hit your family too star? I haven't took anything yet, but I am drinking some warm tea to sooth my throat. Hope your sis in law gets better.
Thanks martha. Do not worry. I will not spread the flu around. Thanks entropy. As soon as I am finished, I am going to lie down.

Anonymous said...

Elena, it was so strong, It looks like mud. It was crazy.
When my brother in law's girlfriend first came here 8 years ago, she drank 13 cups a day. Now she's down to 4.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Ph how are you?

Jennicula said...

Anons like to stir it up and then watch the shit hit the fan.

JocelynHolly said...

Hey Martha! *HUG*
I am alright. Still have a tummy ache and I'm getting tired. How are you doing? =]

Shame in me said...

Hey everyone who said hey, my eyes have gone a bit blurry hehe so i cant collect your names to say hey back so heres a general hey to the everyone :)

Haha yeah true about the drama, never a dull day at mayos thats for sure.
sorry your ill bc hope you feel better soon. theres a lot of viruses around at the moment, well in England there is.
Haha i like the questioning anon, there wont be any answers i doubt haha, i like to think i know some of the answers already. I have faith in mayo.

Jennicula said...

And, I don't mean all Anons. Just some of 'em.

Anonymous said...

yes, BC, she thought it was a normal cold, and WHAM, it hit her.

Entropy said...

Ah,a hug from the hug fu master!
Thanks!

Anonymous said...

Hey, PH, Master of HUG FU!

*hug*

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I'm eating pez and drinking wild cherry Pepsi I think I'll be up for a while.

JocelynHolly said...

Entropy. You surely are welcome! ^_^

Hey Star!! *HUG*

How are you this very early morning?

Andrea said...

Mayo,

This poem is obviously very personal. Thank you for sharing it. I will not attempt to dissect it, but I do offer you my heartfelt sorrow for your loss.

If the anon who posted earlier is correct, and there is someone who needs you, then you should reach out. Most hurts can be forgiven if repentance is offered freely, sincerely, and lovingly. I'm not saying it will be easy. But that doesn't mean you shouldn't try.

Carrie said...

Goodnight guys, check ya tomorrow.

JocelynHolly said...

MJ, I've never had Wild Cherry Pepsi!

JocelynHolly said...

Sweet Dreams Carrie!
<3
*HUG*

Anonymous said...

Thanks shame in me :)
Viruses and flus sure do suck. I haven't had the flu for about two years

Anonymous said...

Oh, MJ, wild cherry Pepsi and Pez is a lethal combination!

Anonymous said...

night night and sweet dreams carrie.

Anonymous said...

Night carrie!

Entropy said...

Goodnight, Carrie!
Sleep well.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Well at least the question anon isn't rude to us and the question are interesting

Shame in me said...

Night carrie god bless :)

JocelynHolly said...

That is true MJ!

BC, I haven't had the flu since I was 7. I never get really sick. I hope you feel better! *HUG*

Jennicula said...

Good night Carrie.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Good night Carrie and have sweet dreams. It maybe a lethal combination but I love it.

Jennicula said...

I get the flu shot every year. So, it's been a while since I actually got a good case of the flu. There's some nasty barfy bug going around my office. That's something I really don't want.

Anonymous said...

Aww thank you paperheart *hug*

Martha Smith-Jones said...

The one and only time I got a flu shot I got sick the next day. I was sick for all most three months. It just lingered.

Anonymous said...

Jennicula, I've never gotten the flu shot. I'm thinking about it this year. Everyone says I should because I teach, but I haven't gotten the flu in 10 years.

Anonymous said...

Yes, MJ, that's what I'm paranoid about!

JocelynHolly said...

I am off for the night guys.
Sweet dreams everyone!

Mayo, keep holding on.

SS, keep the faith.

Everyone, RAWR.

All my love;
-007
*HUG*

Entropy said...

I have to admit, I like the question anon,they're asking questions we all secretly want anwsered.

Anonymous said...

Night, paperhearts!

Anonymous said...

Honeslty, I agree entropy. Those are some very interesting questions indeed.

Entropy said...

Rawr PH!!
Goodnight and pleasant dreams.

Jennicula said...

Star, if you don't get sick now, don't tempt fate by getting a shot. My whole family is supposed to get the shot to help protect my son. Husband won't do it. He never gets sick, ever. I missed getting the flu shot 3 years ago and I haven't been that sick since I was a kid.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight Ph have sweet dreams.

JocelynHolly said...

I have to admit, I like the question anon,they're asking questions we all secretly want anwsered.

I really truly agree Entropy. Those questions have been burning at the back of my mind for sometime!

I really am off now!

Sweet dreams!
*HUG*

JocelynHolly said...

P.S.
RAWR

JocelynHolly said...

=]

Jennicula said...

Goodnight PH.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I bet the question anon is surprised. We don't hate him/her.

Shame in me said...

ok peeps it 7.20am here and my slight headache is becoming a stonking one so i will retire to my freezing cold bedroom :/ brrrr woe is me hahaha

Hope you all have a lovely night and take care :)
See you tomorrow bye xxx

Entropy said...

Thanks guys.

Goodnight, SIM.
Hope your headache is better when you wake,sleep well.

Anonymous said...

Jennicula, my dad is 73 and really healthy. He runs 20 miles a week, he lifts weights, It's crazy. He's totally against me getting it because he claims he got the shot in 1960 and was sick for the whole winter.

I don't think I'm going to do it.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight and sweet dreams Sim

Jennicula said...

Goodnight SIM. Get thee under some warm covers.

They are interesting questions. Ones I don't expect to be answered directly.

Anonymous said...

sweet dreams and get better shame in me.

Anonymous said...

goodnight, SIM

Jennicula said...

I get the shot every year and find I feel a little "peaked" the day after. Then I'm fine. If you never get sick, why get the shot? Just sayin....

Anonymous said...

Yeah, I agree Jennicula.

Now, see these are the type of posts I wonder if Mayo get annoyed by. Like I wouldn't want to cause him angst, sitting around reading about my dad and me and the flu shot.

Jennicula said...

Star, He could just "delete" if it were bothersome. I don't sweat it. Hey, he liked FuckFest 2007.

Purple prose - exaggeration, highly imaginative writing

(face meets palm) Is it as easy as that?

Jennicula said...

Star, I don't mean our flu conversation, but any ole conversation.

Anonymous said...

You're right. I never thought of that!

Jennicula said...

Well, it's late and I'm freezing my nubbins off. I need a warm bed and deep slumber.

Goodnight Mayo.

Good night Star and anybody else out there. Sweet dreams to all, and to all a good night.

Entropy said...

Goodnight, Jen. Sleep well.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight jen have sweet dreams

Anonymous said...

Night, Jen

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Where is everybody?

Entropy said...

Around.

Haha,I don't know. I'm still here though.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Got anything on your mind you want to talk about?

ergoproxy said...

Hi ya I'm back, just went for a walk to the creek and had some blue brie, crackers and a whiskey and cola.(rtd)
I am now feeling nice and relaxed and thinking about getting dinner ready

The various analyses are very interesting, though i must say the anon brings up interesting questions.
I don't have so much invested here that I will feel sucked dry though.
However I often wonder if this is some strange social experiment

Entropy said...

Martha, not really,you?

Hey Ergo! Sounds like you had a nice day.
There are moments when I think the same thing,about the social experiment thing.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

strange social experiment

I feel that way sometimes to. I often wonder about who some of the lurkers maybe. If this place is as well known as some anons have said I wonder if there is a person from the press watching. I only feel sucked dry when the emotions of the others get down. You know sucked dry isn't the right words.

ergoproxy said...

yes, it's not far from our place on next doors property. It was about 3.30 and cooled down so we decided to get away from the house for a bit.

Not enough water to swim yet, but will be nice if we get a bit more rain

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Man I was confused for a moment there I didn't see Entropy's post.

ergoproxy said...

yes MJ I never feel Mayo is sucking me dry ( oh that sounds dreadful) but you know, as the anon said.
It is emotional sometimes, but I find that quite nice.
It is so easy to feel you are the only one feeling a certain way, it's good to find you aren't.
I certainly don't feel Mayo needs to take care of me.

Entropy said...

The press? You know, I haven't really thought about that. That would be interesting.
I think about the lurkers alot too.

We're getting rain as we speak. It's nice.

ergoproxy said...

oh wow to think we could all be e famous and be featured in a media frenzy!
AAAHGGHHH
*runs frantically back and forth in blog deleting incriminating reference to one befroed individual*

Martha Smith-Jones said...

That is one of the really good things about here you find out that everyone has the same feelings and fears etc that you do.
It's raining where I am to. I love the sound of it.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I would like to believe that the befroed individual would get a kick out of that. SS did say someone should show him this blog.

Entropy said...

Haha, e-famous. We already have a Jonsin for Martha,with your crazy fans. We can all have our own thing!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I don't need mayo to take care of me. I feel a bond with mayo and ss but I know that it is only an ebond. I wouldn't know mayo or SS from a hole in the ground if I meat them in really life. And if this is FI and GW I don't thin k I would want them to know who I'm. I can just see it
"Hi GW I'm Mj from your mayo blog"

" so you;re the bitch who keeps saying I have my head stuck up....."

ergoproxy said...

I think he'd have a big laugh, well I hope he would, there's far too much to delete anyway.

We just had a sunny day after 4 days of rain, just enough to dry the washing

toujours said...

hey you guys. just popping in to say good night. ergo, your frenzied running around was pretty cute! :D

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight Tj have sweet dreams.

Entropy said...

Goodnight, Toujours!
Sleep well.

ergoproxy said...

haha spoke too soon ! I had about 3/4 of washing off the line and it started raining.

I would love to subtly say something and see their face.
But I'd be too shy.
However if they want to call me out on the 28th!
(I will hide beneath my chair)

ergoproxy said...

night TJ
(I am now all wet from grabbing washing)

toujours said...

oh, martha. do you remember you said how you'd like a fox & zombie t-shirt?

i thought that was a really cool idea, so i'm working on a drawing of them in a graveyard, like you described. i don't know how well it's going to turn out, because i haven't done any artwork for months, but i thought i'd try to post it on my blog when it's done, and if people wanted to do something with it, they could.

katherine dreier said...

Mayo,

I'm astounded! This goes to the deep recess of your heart....and the color... wow.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

how would you call them out if you could Ep.

Entropy said...

Aw,Toujours,that would be great. I would definitely do something with it.

Ergo,you should wear one on the 28th.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello katherine how are you.

Tj that would be so cool. for some reason I always picture the zombie wearing a hat. I don't know why. But its like the kind you see old men wear.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

You should dry off ep you don't want to get BC's cold

ergoproxy said...

No MJ I meant they call me out!

anyway, gotta go and cook
see ya'll

Entropy said...

See ya Ergo!
Have a nice dinner.

ergoproxy said...

Hi Katherine !
MJ I will go have a shower, at least it's warm weather.

Anonymous said...

Bleeding Chaos:

I really enjoy your comments but today..?

First you write how you will not be returning to this blog. But there you are as a scroll down.

Then this:

"Okay, I can see that no one is listening to me. Take care everyone. I need to go cry somewhere. :(

BC."

Come now. That's a bit over the top in the I need attention department. You need a friend.. You have them here. You don’t need to lay it on thick seeking support and pats on the back. The people here obviously care and respect you . You are not alone. But the neediness/mood swings replies are unflattering for some who seems so intelligent.

"but reading this new post is not currently helping my emotions. I feel like crying and I already cried once today. I've been here for two months and I never felt so emotionally drained in my entire life. "

Letting an update on a blog bring you down further? Whatever for? To take on someone else’s burden? Burdens of someone you don’t even truly know. Again..?

Should we be worried about Mayo, or worried about you? You seem to be taking all of this on, and letting it affect you way too personally.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

GW: "Hey is ergoproxy in da house. Where are you my lovely"

Ray: "GW leave ergoproxy alone her shes one of my girls"

GW pouts and sulks away

Well later ergo proxy

toujours said...

ooh a hat! i'll see if i can get that to work, martha! :)

i'd best be off to bed.

mayo, i got so caught up in the flow of conversation tonight i didn't really say anything about the poem itself.

kapunua mentioned the verb tenses earlier, and i agree, they are a bit disjointed, but i think that allows the emotion of the piece to come through. it certainly got through to me, anyway! i was rather overwhelmed by the emotion of it there for awhile tonight. (that's my excuse and i'm sticking to it. *grin*)

am i overthinking it to say this seems like a risky piece of writing? risky usually requires bravery, as well, so thank you for both. hope your day is lovely.

and now i'm really going to bed! good night everyone!

Entropy said...

Nice scenario, Martha!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight tj

Entropy said...

Goodnight for real, Toujours!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Entropy said...

Nice scenario, Martha!

November 11, 2007 8:52 AM

Thank you!!!!!

Anonymous said...

Believe me anonymous, right now there are things in my life that are currently affecting me, not necessarily the blogs itself. That was why I was acting irrationally today. As for what those are, I will not say. Let me leave it at that. But thank you for your concern. Just to try to sort myself out, I may not be here tomorrow. Besides, I have a flu I need to get over. I feel shitty enough as it is already. But thank you for your concern.


BC

Entropy said...

I'm heading to bed so goodnight Martha!

Goodnight to you too Mayo and SS.

Entropy said...

Hope you feel better tomorrow, BC,goodnight.

Anonymous said...

Not sure why I need to explain myself to an anonymous poster, but I think for now I need to stay away from here. At least until I get well. End of discussion. Take care everyone.


XOXO,
BC

Anonymous said...

Thanks Entropy. You take care as well. Sweet dreams.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Entropy goodnight Bc are you still here?

Anonymous said...

Yep, I'm still here.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

So How are you got anything you want to talk about.

Anonymous said...

I was about to sign off actually. I went to go update my blog, but alas, I am deciding to stay away from here. I have to go up against the flu ^_^
Apologies for my leaving, but I need to take care of myself before I can ever return. Take care and lots of love Martha. *hugs*

Love,
Hugs,
Kisses,
XOXO,
BC


#1
Master of the Asskicking Fu.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

well get better and get your ass back here soon. good night bc

Martha Smith-Jones said...

hello anyone out there?
echos

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