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Yes, I am aware.
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No Contest
even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Blog header image by: Anima
I would like to credit the photographer and thank her for sharing her work.
something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
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«Oldest ‹Older 1401 – 1600 of 2664 Newer› Newest»"I havent been sleeping so well lately, it's like my mind doesn't want to shut down and let me sleep, even though I feel exhausted most of the time."
It sounds like you need a serious break to let your body recover it's normal rhythm.
Have you had something in your daily irregular life bothering you as well?.
Heh, do you really want help from the 24/7 crazy blog ladies?
*pp puts on very serious hornrim glasses, ignoring the cat on her head*
I guess you guys must miss your host. He hasn't been around much lately, has he?
Good Morning All,
How is everyone?
I just woke up...can you believe it? sdock10 slept past 6:30!
He seems to be quite busy at the moment. Leaving us to our own devices.
pp,
I've finally caught you! Are you ready for your ass kicking for teasing me about Wal-Mart?
sdock10 is so happy she doesn't have to go today!
anon,
I hardly ever sleep well. It takes 3 pills just to somewhat shut me down.
As for our host, I don't know. I hope he finds a way to lurk here at least.
Anon,
Mr Mayo moves in mysterious ways.
He's a very obliging host even when not here.
Perhaps he's figuring out what to do with us. We're developing a habit of messing up his house.
SD,
About time you got that lazy ass out of bed.
Elena,
I could live in bookshops. Would you mind if I bring a cat or too to yours if mayo brings in the exterminator.
Elena said...
He seems to be quite busy at the moment. Leaving us to our own devices.
Or as said the other day...to our own vices and devices. Take your pick.
Elena, did you enjoy hanging in my dark corner last night? Did I miss anything substantial?
I'v often thought my book store needed a cat or two. Sure bring them along.
Hello sdock - Well after you left talk turned to boobs. I hang my head in shame for I joined in. I REALLY joined in.
How are you this fine day?
I woke up with "Disenchanted" burning in my brain...hmmm, very interesting.
Subconscious talking to me again? Or is that you my little voice? Are you trying to sing to me?
*very loudly in her best early morning voice sings "it was the roar of the crowd that gave me heartache to sing*
Guys, looks like it's going to be that kind of day for me. Hope you all don't mind my talking to myself faithfully like that. You know how much I love to do it.
Feel me?
PP,
Hey, it's L. I just saw your flower question. It's lilies, any color.
How are you today?
Love,
L.
Does it matter if they bite,elena?
Elena,
I missed the boob talk? Seriously? Haven't we talked about our tee-tahs enough? Mine are ginormous for my 5 ft frame....anyhoo.
It's too early to tell Elena. I'm just trying to predict how the day will go and get my gameplan in order and put on my best gameface.
How are you? Sounds like you are relaxing quite nicely.
PP,
Bend over. I borrowed Sister Midnite's best pair of asskicking boots. Don't make me scuff them up by your squirming. Hold still!
*gives PP a swift kick in the ass*
Damn your ass is as firm as a....you made me hurt my toes.
Morning L -
How are you today?
And hello, Sdock, Elena, Anon if you are still here.
Anon, I know what you mean about not being able to shut your mind off even though you want to rest so badly. Hope you get some sleep tonight.
Love,
L.
Hi Op L,
Thanks. I'll try to fit a few in.
Elena,
Nothing wrong with boob talk.
'Fess up. Who here hasn't actually weighed them up themselves?
Hey, Elena. Not sure yet. Coffee is still brewing, so I don't really know until I get about 2 cups in me. :)
My Dad taught me how to make coffee and it is stronger than road tar, the kind that comes out of the cup and slaps you awake in the morning!
Love,
L.
What the heck was that?
*looks behind and finds SD nursing boot clad foot*
Warned you Socky. Iron ass. Butt lifts while blogging works wonders.
PP I LOVE cats that bite. Bring them on.
sdock - I am quite chill right now.
L,
How are you today? I've only been up for about 30 mins.
I know what you mean about the coffee. I like to make it so strong where it looks like you could stain wood with it. Nice dark finish.
Or course then I put like 4 creamers in it and a half a cup of sugar....but ya know.
PP,
Just how do you work those butt lifts in while blogging? I must know your secret.
I bet Mayo is confused..he wonders why I haven't spoken to him yet.
Good Morning Mayo! I told you last night that it's good to keep you guessing...uhhuh. Because I am unpredictable like that...
And you thought you knew all there was to know...
Dude, you have no idea. I'm just getting started.
I love strong coffee. Nothing in my Starbucks coffee, thank you very much. And heaven help them if they ask me if I want room for cream!
Anon, if you are still around, maybe you could help me please, being a regular reader and all.
Present *folds arms*..., writing such loveliness and even christmas carols even to some of the bloggers.
Much as I think Present is absolutely delightful and thoughtful and all gooey, I fell out of a tree laughing at his soft pore corn and received an ode,(which was rather funny by the way), that, if replied to in a similar vein will have the corn police knocking on my door.
Any good lyrics come to restless mind and all?
SDock,
I think I am doing ok. Got a few sips in me. Yeah, the coffee has to be strong. I put non-dairy creamer in it (milk products and I don't mix!) and no sugar.
I gave up coffee one year for Lent and you know, no one's let me do it since. And I was told that I am one of the sweetest people, but I became downright EVIL during that time. Kinda defeted the point...
L.
Elena,
I loved it when I was in London that there was a Starbucks every 40 feet. I got pretty good running in, blurting out "Grande, Latte, soy milk!" and having 2 pounds 25 p ready in my hand!
Love,
L.
Ohhhh Mayo...
Sorry forgot. Hey, dude how's it hangin'?
What the hell did I just type?
Sorry...Good Morning Mayo.
Hope all is well.
OP,
I have tried unsuccessfully to give up caffeine like that...not a good idea. I even got rid of all the cokes and soft drinks and coffee, but I still had to have an excedrin every morning just for that shot of caffeine.
Thanks mom and dad for raising a hardcore drug addict!
Hey guys,
I have to take my dog to the emergency vet, I'll be back later. Please send us good vibes and good thoughts! She is my best girl!
Elena, are you really sure? One looks all pretty, drawing the cat lover in , then turns all evil and gives a good nip.
L, did you get the shakes as well?
*pp wisely sips at her non- addictive grassy smelling herbal tea*
SD,
Clench and release, clench and release...
Yes, sorry, hello, Mayo. Forgive my manners, coffee has not kicked in.
Hope you are doing well, and taking care of yourself. You know we worry about you, despite what it seems some days. You are loved, and I hope you truly understand that.
Hope. Love. Faith.
L.
K,
Go quick! Good luck and good thoughts for you and your girl.
xoxox
Kapunua,
Hope everything is alright with your girl. Good thoughts are being sent, poor thing.
Love ya,
L.
Kapunua,
I totally send you all the good vibes, thoughts, and love that I have.
PP,
Not so much the shakes, as I was irritable. I didn't even realize it at the time. I thought I was doing good! It wasn't until the NEXT year that people forbid me to ever do it again.
I had tons of tea, but it just wasn't the same.
L.
PP I have a cat right now that will be just nice as can be one moment then change in the blink of an eye. I never let my guard down with that one.
K - sending only good thougts for your girl.
ANON did you toddle off?
Hello to lovely Anon!
And hello to you lovely people!
My brain is tired and I really have nothing to discuss.
But, speaking of "Disenchanted," I played it on the guitar yesterday. Everytime I do, it kinda breaks me down.
Anyway...
Hello, Mustard.
How are you? That is a beautiful song. I'm glad Mikey kept pushing for it to be on the album.
Love ya,
L.
Sorry ladies, I wandered off to read more comments...
Pickled Possum, please do not confuse me with the 'present' anon. I'm afraid my soft pore corn writing skills are sadly lacking and no match for 'present' anon!
Yes, I will save you some cake. Crumbs and all.
And, I know EXACTLY what your favorite is. ;)
I'm glad you caught that reference, I wasn't sure if you would remember! Thank you so much for everything.
mustardisbettersaid...
SS:
Confused? I'd ask why, but that's not always easy to answer when you don't even know.
I'm still working this out. I hope I'm wrong.
Kapunua, thank you so much for the poem! It was kind of you to think of me. I hope you don't mind but I have saved it, along with a couple of others.
You made your point beautifully, and thankfully there was no counting required on my part (which was great cos it meant I could keep my socks on!)I knew straight away what you were saying!
I am considering a career change, I think I would excel as a professional hat tipper. Master Tipper of Hats - it has quite a ring to it, dont you think? Hmm...I think tomorrow I will wear a hat and tip it to as many people as I can...
Morning mustard.
L, tea is fantastic.
So many lovely flavours of dried compost.
*feeling all lonely because no one else obviously holds their own - perverted pp*
Oh, bother, embarrassed myself in front of SS... again.
That was a lovely birthday gift for L. PLease don't look at what I have for her later today. Pleaseeee!
Hi SS!
Glad I caught you--thank you so very much for the riddle, it was great fun. :)
You're the sweetest thing in the world. I love you, baby.
Of course I caught your reference. How could I forget? ;)
See you tonight, I hope, for my party? It's at Discuss Mayo, 6pm EST.
love to you babydoll
J
SS:
I hope you're wrong as well. It's easy for me to sit here and say, "Dude. It'll all be fine," because I can't even tell myself that. I hope you find the strength you need to continue fighting. Just keep working on it. Someday...
Anon, my friend,
I will say it again and continue to say it....
You rock our little world here.. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
I enjoy your presence and have so much to learn from you as a human being.
I know L. The freakin' acoustic at the beginning maybe the saddest music in my repertoire right now.
Sdock, you just said it perfectly.
He walks in and the world's right here. Balance. Equity. Strength.
Master Tipper of Hats...
What a lovely title. I think it fits you beautifully.
Thank you for chatting. I'm sure you don't remember but several times you have acknowledged me. I was touched. I'm sad that way.
Balance, Equity, Strength
I love it, love it, love it.
I was thinking about a Faith, Hope, Love tatt...but now I might have to add Balance, Equity, & Strength to that.
Awesome....
I learn more from you guys than you realize. You certainly always give me a lot to think about. On that note, I shall say goodnight.
Goodnight.
Mustard,
It is a great intro on that song. I also love the build up toward the end of sleep. It gives me chills everytime.
I listened to the whole album on my way back from my parents earlier this week and I think I hit 95 on the interstate a few times, especially during "House of Wolves." I thought, "you know if I get a ticket, can I send it to the guys?" :)
SS,
Hello. I thought that might be you. Keep trying, keep fighting. It is worth it.
Love ya,
L.
Sdock!
Kicking required here!
I tried to take the loved anon to the dark, soft pore corn side.
I promise not to clench.
*grits teeth*
Elena,
He is an outstanding person, isn't he? He makes my heart fill up when and my mouth turns into a smile when I think of all the little things he has done for us.
That's why I keep reminding myself that I have so much to learn from him and that I could always try a little harder and be a better person to all.
Goodnight sweetheart, hope you can get some rest. Pleasant dreams.
Talk to you later--
love/peace/happiness
J
I'm sure you don't remember but several times you have acknowledged me. I was touched. I'm sad that way.
I'm sure he remembers, Elena! Who could forget you. *whispers* I'm sad that way, too ;)
I love it, love it, love it.
I'm glad! I find that here nearly every day. I hope you all find it in your own personal lives.
Good night, SS. Hope to see you later at Discuss Mayo!
Sleep well, my friend.
Love ya,
L.
Goodnight, SS, my friend.
I hope sleep and rest find you tonight.
Sweet dreams.
Hey guys,
I've got to run off for a bit but I'll see ya later today. J, I've got a 'big ass bright tiara' with your name on it!!!
SS,
Hate I missed you! Seems I always do.
Toodles for now.
XOXO,
Princess S&V20
sdock you speak the truth about SS.
I am privileged just to read what he writes.
Now my day is brighter.
pp,
Relax, no ass kicking required on that one. You will learn to distinguish between anons. Sometimes it does get tricky like that, but I will kick you ass anyways just for good measure.
*pow*
Damnit, I think I broke my toes this time and I scuffed Sister Midnite's boot.
Now my ass is grass.
Goodnight friend,
I hope your mind is more restful for now, and you sleep well through what is left of the night.
Hope, faith and love,
to you.
Kapunua,
Sending positive vibes to you and your girl. I also called St. Francis in on it too!
Sweet dreams, SS. You deserve all of everything that is good.
Meanwhile, how is everyone else?
GOOOOD MORNING!
Dang, did I just miss SS?
I knew I shouldn't have hit snooze too many times! Ohh well!
How are you all this morning?
=]
Princess, I can't wait to see my tiara! I'm honored that you're going to let me wear one of yours. Thank you.
SDock, watch out about those boots. But I don't think Sis Midnite will worry too much about scuffing.
J
SS:
A little late, but Goodnight. Sleep as best you can, and worry about it tomorrow. I hope everything works out for you. You surely deserve it.
I just noticed, SS you said goodnight!
I just woke up but I'll still wish you goodnight!
GOOOOODNIGHT! ^_^
Hi Star! Hi Bubbles! And hi Mustard and Elena, I didn't speak earlier, I'm sorry. Developing bad manners in my old age.
And hello Mayo, how're you doing? Well, I hope. Will I see you later at DM for the par-tay? Please try to be there, I'd love it!
J
HEY J!! *HUG*
I don't know if I will be able to make it to the party today!! =[
I think I hit 95 on the interstate a few times, especially during "House of Wolves." I thought, "you know if I get a ticket, can I send it to the guys?" :)
Glad to know that I'm not the only one that happens to! "House of Wolves" and "This Is How I Disappear". EVERY TIME.
What?
Oh SD, you again.
SisterM will be after your ass now, scuffing her boots. Start clenching and releasing now!
'Morning PH
*hug*
*covers mouth and yawns*
I might do like the previous sensible blog leaver and make for bed also.4:45am eyes kicking in.
Night all.
Hope Kapunua's four legged friend is okay.
Hello to PP, The OPs, Sdock, Elena, "Jamia" ;), Star!
How's everyone?
Getting ready for the shindig?!
*Is planning to bring J's favorite ice cream.*
Hey Pickled Possum!
Goodnight!! *HUG*
G'nite PP!
Hello all that have arrived.
ph, hugs to infinity for you!
I must get off this thing and start my day. I have so much I need to get done.
I'll catch you all later on today.
Must leave a few words for Mayo and I'm off.
Hey, Mistress J! How are you?
Mustard, that happens to me when I listen to Headfirst For Halos and drive. VROOM VROOM!
Hey Sdock!!!
58468469465168 hugs!
and 486416516871651 more for you to carry throughout the day!!
I start work today, in t-minus 5 hours and 6 minutes!
FUNNN!
Aw Bubbles, I hope you can, it'll probably go on for quite a while. If you can stop by for a few minutes even, that would be cool.
You know I love you anyway!
Mustard, L says "nope, not just you."
She wondered why she kept passing everybody, they were probably thinking, "Who's that strange woman barrelling down I-40, screaming at, well, nobody?"
J
Paperheart, hello to you as well!
It's taking a while to load now.
J, I will definitely try to come!! =]
I probably would make it though, I only have to go in to work from 3-6:30!
Headfirst For Halos and drive. VROOM VROOM!
So true. A speeding ticket just waiting to happen
Hey MIB! =]
Oh I know! It's getting me a little angry. =]
Hey Elena! =]
PH, good luck on your first day at A&W! (That IS the right place, isn't it?) L and I send all good thoughts your way! One word of advice, though, don't hug the customers. ;)
Heya Handmaiden Star! We seem to keep missing each other. Will I see you tonight? I hope?
Goodnight PP! Talk to you later!
J
She wondered why she kept passing everybody, they were probably thinking, "Who's that strange woman barrelling down I-40, screaming at, well, nobody?"
I have to control myself at stoplights ;)
I'll be in and out today. 6PM EST. DM. Be there, or be square!
Yup, it's A&W!
One word of advice, though, don't hug the customers. ;)
HAHAHA, I'll try not to sweetie! It may be a little hard for me though...
=]
morning, everyone.
i can't believe i missed ss. if i had got out of bed when i woke up, instead of laying there dozing, i would have been here when he was online.
that makes me sad.
We're heading off for some breakfast right now, but we'll be back later in the day.
Kapunua, please keep us up to date on your baby's condition. We will be thinking about you guys today.
Spread a little love today--
J and L
Mayo,
Morning, dude. How are you? I hope you are having/had/or about to have an outstanding day/night. Shit, I think that just about covers it. Me? I am well rested and doing pretty good. A little rambly and babbly this morning...so I guess I am typical. That is my new favorite word...typical. Typical and almost. I love those words.
See? I can't help myself from just spewing words. Does that mean I will have a breakthrough moment today? That would be spectacular. Now, I am giddy with anticipation.
I still feel that something is off...is that you or me? I am leaning more towards you, but feel free to let me know if I'm way off with this one. I just don't know what it is or isn't. It's probably the same shit that gets to all of us on a daily basis. Right? But why is it that sometimes shit bothers you more than other days? Some days you can be all like fuck it..I am not worrying about that today. And other days it eats away at your insides and you feel completely powerless. Oh I see, we are back to that balance thing again. Teeter totter, my friend. Do you need an extra set of hands? I am a Libra...I can balance things for you if you'd like. Let me see what you got there...nope, that will never work. You need to shift some things around...What the fuck is that shit? That shit has no place even being on the scale...throw that shit away. Put that shit down. OK, now let me see. That's a little better...but you're missing a few things. See if you can find those and get back to me.....
Hope you can find time to visit us at the party later. It's bound to get completely out of hand. If it doesn't, then I will have failed as a hostess!
May you find exactly what someone else is missing today and return it to them.
....No, you don't need it. You have your own.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Keep looking
Hey TJ!
Have a good day J&*L! *HUG*
Just had to add one more song to the speeding list:
HONEY...
I go way over the speed limit while thrashing about playing air guitar and singing Gerard's and Frank's parts...fast indeed!
Later peeps!
Ph, Good luck at the job. Though I know you don't need it.
hello paperheartxx. so, today you officially become a worker bee, huh? have fun!
Thanks Sdock and Toujours!
=]
*HUG*
hahaha Miss T...you asked earlier about why I was sweaty.
I'm sorry to say it was for reasons that are not that exciting. I had just gotten back from the gym.
Hey Magic Pie! =]
J, I will be there! YAY!
Paperheart, have fun at work!
Toujours, don't be sad. He's like Frosty, he'll be back!
Awwh Star, you are such a sweetheart! =]
*HUG&
Hello Paper HUGS
Sorry I had to step away from the computer for a moment but I didn't want to think I didn't want to say Hello
Hi Elena! How are you?
Elena, *HUG*
How are you today? =]
Been thinking, but then I'm gone:
"Like ghosts in the snow"
That is such a beautiful line. Beautiful and tragic at the same time. Invisible, but there. Imaginary footprints.
I'm gone now. Everyone have a good day!
BYE MIB!
*HUG*
I'm doing very well this morning Paper. Thanks. Hope you are as well
Hello Star
i know he'll be back, star -- that's the coolest thing, to know that he likes to come here and read what everyone has to say -- but i always seem to miss him, or be unable to talk to him when he's here because of my slow connection.
aw, i'm just whining. don't listen to me. i like reading his comments no matter what. he always sounds so calm.
I'm glad you are good E!
=]
I must be off for the day. I will talk to you all later!
xoxox
- 007
I too must leave for a bit. Take care all. Hope to catch up with you later.
er...
did everyone leave?
well, i've got more scrounging to do, so i can't stay either. hope to be back later on.
'bye, whoever.
'bye, lurkers.
'bye, mayo.
wasn't Spike Milligan going to ahve "I told you I was sick" on his headstone?
I read that Oscar Wilde's last words were "Either that wallpaper goes or I do".
That man had style.
*RW is reading yesterday's posts & trying to catch up*
Can it really be that I am the only one visiting at Mayo's right now?? oh my gods! 0_0
I don't think that's ever happened before.
Hi everybody how are you. Shit I missed SS
Hi MJ :) I think we're the only ones at Mayo's right now.
Mayo,
Do you mind if I just stumle out of my corner and talk to myself?
I bet you are wondering why I just don't go to my house and talk to myself....I dunno the answer to that one.
I was trying to have an uneventful, lazy Sunday afternoon, but that seems like such a waste of a beautiful day. The weather here is warm...80 degrees. Yep, 80 degrees in December. Ain't Georiga marvelous? Fuck yes it is. I love it, love it, love it. I am waiting to be inspired. I want to write a new blog and I am so tired of dwelling on my relationship and my shitty job. I need something new and fresh. But what? Maybe I am being too shalllow. Maybe I have not even begun to dig below my surfaces yet. Surely, there must be more to me than that right? Uh huh. That's what I am thinking. Nope, I am still not digging deep enough. What am I so scared of finding in there? Am I afraid of people really looking at me? Drawing attention to myself? I need to create....fixate...obliterate...not just tolerate. I am tired of settling and complacency. I have to constantly remind myself to strive for so much more. To keep reaching...to keep testing...to keep trying. It's pretty hard when I don't even know what my goal is or where I am going. How do I know if I am on the right path? Will I always be lost? Feel out of place? Maybe that is my place...maybe it is my job to not be comfortable to always be reminded what it's like to not fit in...to always feel the way someone else might feel..to relate. To connect...to touch someone...literally and metaphorically. Maybe I am all that you all are......maybe. I think I almost understand what I have to do...almost.
My hope is to one day be able to do it well...
What do you think?
Damnit I should get out the dark and go outside...blue sky, clean air, of course humid, beautiful colors of fall, green grass, my dogs playing in my yard, buzzards circling overhead (roadkill I suppose), cars going by on the road leaving Sunday church service..... I am looking and listening, but I am missing something. I should close my eyes....
I almost hear her now....ALMOST.
*My apologies to anyone wasting away precious moments in their life by reading my hot mess of thoughts.
Sorry I was writing an email to Bh13 about the going ons at Mayo's. Why did I dream about baking a cake last night
hi everyone
Hello BC :) And hello to you, Sdock, if you're still here.
Hello guys! =]
Slowly he slid her body down his. "I'd hate to poke your eyes out."
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeelllll, good morning then, ghoulies! Teeheeheeheee. Now that's one sweet piece of prose right there! :)
Hi RW, martha, sd10, paperheart.
How are you teddy bear? *hugs*
hi there lolita how are you?
Hi Paperheartxx and Lolita Haze! Finally, this place is starting to fill up again :D
Hey lolita! *HUG*
BC, I am good, how are you?
I didn't get much sleep, and I have to go to work today. =[
*HUGS* for everyone?
I'm a-okay, BC, thanks! How are you?
Hi PH! Thanks for the hug :)
Hi RW!
Hi MJ!
Hi everybunny else, especially the lurkers!
That's good to hear lolita. Paperheart, i'm doin okay. Aww sorry to hear about your lack of sleep. I'm getting alot of that as well lately. It sucks :(
I wish you well and good luck on your first day on the job :)
*hugs*
Thanks BC! AND I am on my 4th cup of Green Tea today, so I'm on a caffeine overload. Better than a coffee high right? =]
Lolita, Anytime sweetie!
=]
Good Morning everyone. I slept in way too late. But it was good.
K - I will be keeping you in my thoughts.
SS, I tip my hat to you. The feelings are mutual. I learn a ton from you. I am happy that we are also giving something back to you. Friends are good like that, 'ya know.
J, Jappy Jappy Birthday! I hope I can join everyone for the party. J-if I am not there, just know that it is not intentional. I will try my best.
Mayo, I do miss you. I hope you find some time to visit. However, I understand. Just take care of yourself. We all care about you so much. Don't forget that.
Aww paperheart, you had green tea? Tsk tsk. Lol ;p
At least you will be on a caffeine high. You are going to need it :)
Hey Anima! =]
I really will BC!
&& I got my homework out of the way, so I am set for today! ^_^
here is a video of gerard telling a 12yr old that "he will kick his ass". wasn't it gerard who always said "never solve your problems with violence". try taking your own advice asshole.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xMgUr_7PWr0
Oh, very mature G-Way.
Fiished my email. Shit I messed up doing a past of SS message I pasted to many thing on the page as in this whole comment page.
Hello every one Isee
LH
BC
RW
PH
SD10
anima
I hope that is everyone
HEY MARTHA! =]
Hi PH!!! Hi BC, Lolita, RW!
Nope, I am still not digging deep enough. What am I so scared of finding in there? Am I afraid of people really looking at me? Drawing attention to myself? I need to create....fixate...obliterate...not just tolerate. I am tired of settling and complacency. I have to constantly remind myself to strive for so much more. To keep reaching...to keep testing...to keep trying. It's pretty hard when I don't even know what my goal is or where I am going. How do I know if I am on the right path? Will I always be lost? Feel out of place? Maybe that is my place...maybe it is my job to not be comfortable to always be reminded what it's like to not fit in...to always feel the way someone else might feel..to relate. To connect...to touch someone...literally and metaphorically. Maybe I am all that you all are......maybe. I think I almost understand what I have to do...almost.
Sdock:
Get out of my head. I'm looking for inspiration today as well. Desperatly looking for something to write home about. It's not coming. The skies are dark and cloudy and nothing has sparked a fire.
Are you my doppelganger?
---------------------------------
Mayo:
You've got a certain person missing you. You've got people here who look foward to your presence. You posted. You left. I put a compass in your back pocket. The needle points to your dreams.
Stop by, will you?
Hi Anima :D
Hello mib.
I'm not watching that video.
Nothing will surprise me anymore.
You can't have your cake and eat it, too, Gerard Way.
Hi Martha!
MIB and Sdock, you both have a way with words. =]
626512351681 *HUGS* for you both!
I think MSI has rubbed off on Mr. Way.. =]
So yes, nothing will really surprise me either.
You have got to be fucking kidding me. He told a kid that?!
hi mustard, mj, anima, anyone else I missed.
I'm not watching it either, MIB. It's old news. Gerard derailed the non-violence train the night he attacked Frank onstage.
I think I could kick his ass.
My kung fu's better than his.
Golly. Don't preach about non-violence if you're not gonna practice it.
Hey MJ, RW, Paperheart, Anima, Sdock if you're here and not in your corner.
Now I will start putting the blame on MSI.
Hey MIB!
I agree LH.
At least say what you mean.
Actions speak louder than words...
Gerard derailed the non-violence train the night he attacked Frank onstage.
Yep. And we still haven't managed an answer as to why. He flushed that whole thing down the proverbial toilet.
Where'd he go?
Lolita, anyone can kick his ass
I like to see you try your moves on him ;p
Actions speak louder than words...
So true, PH.
I will be on and off today. I am trying to get a new job. I have to take this stupid online test. I really hate those things with a passion. Wish me luck everyone, I'm gonna need it.
And all the fansheep cheer and say its no big deal and that rock and roll is supposed to be dangerous. Funny about that rock and roll was never dangerous it was that the older generation didn't get it and they didn't like it so they thought it was dangerous. Not only am I losing respect for GW I'm losing respect for the other fans. Not that I had that much for them in the first place.
MIB, Gerard is too kewl now to be bothered to be accountable anymore for things he says and does.
Paperheart:
You're so right.
Anima:
I send you all the luck in the world. We're thinking about you :)
Good luck Anima!! =] *HUG*
I was expecting Gerard to say something like that.. but actually seeing it with my own eyes.. he's really disappointing me right about now.
Ha! Teehee! Tiny little girlie vs. Gerard Way.
Knockout, first 10 seconds. Have you ever seen that fight on Youtube? Frank's the good fighter. Gerard just flails. Using Karate in the most inappropriate place! Teeheeee.
The respect that I have for that man is nearing zilch. Any anons that want to yap at me for saying it, I'll kick your asses too. :)
The band as a whole has my respect.
I think that Gerard would be very sorry if I were anywhere near him right now. I'd punch him countless times in the head to knock some fucking sense into him.
THESE KIDS LOOK UP TO HIM, if he is saying shit like "I'll kick your ass", then they're going to think it's alright to do shit like that.
He should know by now that he is looked up to by soo many people!
hi guys!!!
hi Mayo!
Just popped in to say hi!
A friend of mine is having a tattoo done today and I'm going with her...
PH, I hope your fist day at job goes great!
SS, you're such a angel!
Jappy bday J!
Yes, to everything you said MJ.
I respected what Gerard Way had to say. He was making Rock & Roll safer. He was making this the new generation of shit that didn't have to be the way it was.
Now, he's totally gone and fucked up everything he worked so hard to do.
Congratulations.
Good luck with the test, Anima :)
Hey Andiebomb, Thanks!
I agree MIB.
Good lucky anima.
I'm just wait for the video when he tells the girls in the audience to show him their tits.
I seen the video just now and I am disappointed. He did say that he was going to kick some ass.
I am so going to make a blog about this. And some of the commenters on youtube thought it was funny, until I told them otherwise and asked them "what the hell is wrong with you?"
Knockout, first 10 seconds. Have you ever seen that fight on Youtube? Frank's the good fighter. Gerard just flails.
I've seen that, but after a while it's hard to tell who's who anymore (except Ray, of course). I heard that there's a moment in it where Gerard is clutching Frank's leg, and another one where Ray is holding Frank back.
I'm going to have to watch it again.
The day he does that Martha, is the day I lose all fucking respect for that man.
Andie:
That's so cool! Tell us about the tattoo when you return!
Lolita:
The band as a whole has my respect.
Yes. Gerard just tests that now, but yes.
hello and goodbye AB have fun with your friend
Hi, everyone.
G-Way is getting worse and worse. Sometimes he gets me mad, but sometimes I just flat out worry about his stupid ass.
Anyway, I want to thank all of you for your thoughts about my Alpha girl. Here's what happened. Rememebr a few weeks ago she had to go for stitches etc.? Well not a week after that, she hurt her other leg on the stairs. She was on painkillers for that for about a week. While she was in there for stitches I had her senior checkup done and it ended up that her heart murmur (which she's always had) had gotten worse. That's pretty much a natural progression for an older dog but I scheduled an echocardiogram anyway; that will be done on Wednesday.
Then a fwe days ago the neighbor's dog tried to crash the yard and Trisky (that's my girl's name, by the way,) went nuts and tried to go over the fence. I think she ended up getting her leg stuck in it. I don't know exactly what happened because I didn't see it; I just heard her screaming and then when I got there, she was pulling her leg away from the fence. I figured she had just exacerbated the same injury and she was already on painkillers for it so I figured I'd give it a few days.
Well anyway, the pain didn't lessen and in fact seemed to get worse. When my friend Kim came over Friday she talked me into getting x rays done, saying it could be something a lot worse. (The first thing any of us in the veterinary industry think of when a dog starts to limp is bone cancer. Neither of us wanted to say it but the thought was there.)
So she was just as bad today so I took her down to emergency. We waited in there for about an hour before anyone saw us.
Fortunately the vet I got is my colleague's husband and we know each other pretty well. I like this vet because he explains everything in minute detail and holds nothing back. The first thing he did was to check her heart and say, "WOW. That's quite a heart murmur." He said that since there was no way to get a decent x ray without putting her under anesthesia, the only thing to do was treat for pain until she had her echo and hopefully can get on some heart meds. Then if her leg was still just as bad they would do the x rays and monitor her while she was under.
Meantime he checked out the joints and he feels that while i may be something like a hairline fracture, it's probably just age related arthritis that she exacerbated with her series of disasters. So he put her on better pain meds and they are kicking in already. She can actually get comfy now.
So now it comes down to waiting for the echo, which is Wednesday. We talked in detail about this, too, which was cool. He said that since she's had it all her life, the fact that it wasn't sudden onset and was such a slow progression was a good thing. Bearing in mind that you can find anything wrong at any time, what he mostly thought was that she has basic congenital valve problems. It's like a slow leak; easily fixed in humans, but not so much in dogs.
The good thing is that because it's so slow (*knock on wood*) he thinks that with medication she could live to a really old age anyway and die of natural causes years down the road.
So while it is a concern, and no one will know anything for sure until after Thursday, I'm feeling better about the whole thing. I like the words "really old age" and "natural causes." ^_^
That's the story.
Frank has my respect.
Bob has my respect.
Ray has my respect.
Mikey has my respect.
MCR? Half of it.
Why? Gerard is the one who does all the talking for the band. When he says some of the things he does, then my respect for My Chemical Romance slowly decreases.
another one where Ray is holding Frank back.
Yep, I saw that part.
I just love Mikey in that video. He's completely separate from everything else, being silly....
Hey K*HUG*
I hope Trisky gets better!! =]
That aside, I want to thank you all so much. I kept you guys's words with me while I was in the waiting room, and your hope that everything would go well.
SS, you're my darling and you brightened my otherwise crappy morning. My hope for myself is that if I was ever in a situation anything close to being similar to yours--everyone wanting my time, a piece of me, my opinion, my support--I would handle it with even a quarter of the amount of grace that you do. There are just not enough of you in the world.
Oh, and you can save anything you want to save that I've written at any time. ^_^ I'm honored.
Thanks, guys! So are we going to have a party tonight or what? I might have class tonight from 7:30 till 10-ish, but it's snowing and icing around here so it might be canceled. We don't know yet. ^_^
Even though it's with medication, that's swell that she could live to an old age, K. I heard somewhere that it's harder to lose a pet sometimes because the love that we have for them is absolutely unconditional, whereas with people, it isn't always that way.
Thanks for the update, Kapunua :) Best wishes for a speedy recovery!
You know I was thinking about his interview where he was talking about pushing the boundaries of sex or sexuality something like that. Why does he feel a need to do that now. He really doesn't have to Madonna already did it. And Ms Spears is just being a slut so she is pushing the boundaries of being a slut. He is a talented guy who doesn't need to do the shock shit to get notice.
Kapunua:
Just about to email and ask about her.
I guess that's good news. I'd much rather her pass due to natural causes than from uncontrollable circumstances.
MJ:
If that happens, I'm walking away from this whole thing. I will not look back, and Gerard Way can shove it.
Guys;
I must go, I have to go get ready for work. I will be back later and hopefully be back in time to join in on some of J's birthday festivities!!
All my love;
- 007
Frank has my respect
Bob has my respect
Ray has my respect
Mikey has my sympathy
Gerard has my boot in his ass.
And you guys, you know I agree (120%!!!!!!1111) with you all about New Gerard. You've all said it better than I ever cold anyway.
And like CTV says and it's true: Mayo >>>>>>>Gerard Way..
Hell, lately my potted plants >>>>> Gerard Way.
He is a talented guy who doesn't need to do the shock shit to get notice.
Exactly.
Seriously, I want to know what the goes on in Mr. Way's brain! What is he thinking half the time?
If that happens, I'm walking away from this whole thing. I will not look back, and Gerard Way can shove it.
He may think that he is broadening the horizon's of his fan base, when really, all he is doing is pushing his fans away.
Again,
- BYEE<3
Frank has my respect
Bob has my respect
Ray has my respect
Mikey has my sympathy
Gerard has my boot in his ass.
LMFAO
Opps!
BYE GUYS
*HUG*
Why? Gerard is the one who does all the talking for the band.
That needs to stop, even if only temporarily. It's too much pressure on Gerard, and gives no attention whatsoever to the thoughts/beliefs of the other four members of the band.
Well I'm glad for the good part of what is going on with you Kapu. I hope your dog get as better as she can.
Bye PH! Good luck! :)
Thank you guys. *hugs you all till you stop breathing* Oh! Uhh, sorry.
Gonna shoot out some emails; hopefully these will put a smile on you guys's faces too. ^_^
See you later PH. good luck at work
It really does need to stop RW.
They are just as important to the band as Gerard is. They have opinions that others want to hear.
If anyone would like to email me, you can:)
I like e-mails!
Okay, I REALLY need to stop talking now..
*RUNS AWAY*
^_^
This is what I was thinking that he wanted the respect of all those mental bands that he grew up listening to but than that anon came in and say he was upset about the metal fans bottling the band.
So now he is trying to be all macho and get the respect of all those drunken piss heads. Who will never openly admit that they like the band and their music no matter what GW does.
I just wish he would go back to being the person who cared and wasn't so jaded.
I just wish he would go back to being the person who cared and wasn't so jaded.
Amen, sister.
hi guys!
hi mayo!
prob old news but SS's occupation is now Master tipper of hats!!
god love him!!!
how we all doing??
Gerard trying to be macho? Not to be insulting, but the thought of that makes me laugh. It's like having the sensitive sheep trying to be the bad ass wolf. I hate to think that he hates being just himself, and thus, he is trying to be someone he's not. What's wrong with him being the shy nerdy kid? That's the Gerard I like.
GUYS! GUYS!
I just put up the Mayo family Christmas tree in my Christmas blog! Go look!!!!! Leave a gift for somebunny!!! Teeheeeheee...this is sooo cute.
I just made it the Mayo Holiday tree instead in case someone doesn't celebrate Christmas.
I fucked up all the gifts I put on there have who they are to in the from section. Oh well you get the idea.
I hate to think that he hates being just himself, and thus, he is trying to be someone he's not.
I think that's exactly what he's doing. He may not even be consciously aware of it, but he does take on the look, personality and mammerisms of whatever person he's attached to.
I fucked up all the gifts I put on there have who they are to in the from section. Oh well you get the idea.
My computer was too slow loading so I'll try again later.
Nice idea by the way, LH :)
RW, I wish we knew the answer as to why he is doing that. I wonder why he thinks it's wrong to be himself. I like him the way he was, and I'm sure others do too. He does not have to prove himself to anyone. He's amazing enough as it is, and still is, he just needs to realize that.
Lolita, thanks for the christmas tree idea. I added one on my page. I left a present for Miss T, but I'll go make some more for the others right now :)
I still think he hates looking in that mirror he talks about.
I don't think he's past that.
I can't blame him though. There's nothing wrong with still feeling like that. I just wish he'd find some sort of seperation in his beliefs about himself and his beliefs he had for the band.
Do you know what I'm saying?
Like, it's okay that Gerard can't personally decide who he wants to be. It's okay for him not to be satisfied with himself and to always strive to be better. It's okay to not like what you see in the mirror. We have the opportunity to change that.
But, his wishy-washy ways are seeping into the band. The BAND has always been adament on what they saw in the mirror. What they stood for, what they believed in.
But, with Gerard and his, for lack of a better word and a lack of better understanding, confusion, the BAND has seen a change. What was once in the mirror is no longer there.
DID ANY OF THAT MAKE ANY SENSE AT ALL?
yes MIB it did!
lolita i didn't leave a pressie?? i just left a comment sorry!
I can't blame him though. There's nothing wrong with still feeling like that. I just wish he'd find some sort of seperation in his beliefs about himself and his beliefs he had for the band.
Do you know what I'm saying?
Yes, I do (and well put, by the way). Which is one of the reasons I wish one of the other band members would do the talking for a while.
I can fix them and write from MJ on them if you want, martha!
I've still got lots to add under there!
Everyone should have a wishlist on their blog or on here so that we can all see what to leave!! :) :)
Hello MibI get exactly what you are saying. It was beautifully put by the way.
I understand that all things must change and can't stay the same forever but no-one unless they are in a cult or find religion changes their core beliefs like that. I mean the guy want to bury the old him like he his some sort of sickness that is making him weak and in doing so spitting in the face of his old friends and the people who supported him.
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