I spread out the cloth for the dishes to lay.
The chipped rims and faded patterns
of plates that held the sustenance
of our years, pulled from the hutch.
Once careful, I now slam them down hard.
And it feels good that way.
The sharp clink of ceramic
greater comfort than the quiet smooth edges.
I wrap the sharp and cold pieces for trash
swallowing more pride than food.
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Care to elaborate?
P.S. I like to solve conspiracy theories ;)
Please explain Entropy, I'm here to listen.
^I forgot the "to" also. Whoops.
marthajones said...
Doesn't have to be the UK could be east coast. It would be 7Am there and if a person can't sleep they will do odd things.
No, you misunderstand me, it was 4am and 7am east coast time. More likely to be someone from the UK at 9am and 12noon.
anon at 3:32...you know what? I was thinking about that this morning...
I don't know what area blog spots headquarters are in. So that time stamp is always wrong when I post. Lots of things are possible.
Aw come on! Not only do us in the Uk miss all the good stuff cos of the time zones, but now we're getting the blame. I'm not guilty by the way ha!
When Mayo makes a comment, he gives you a way of finding out that it was him. See: 8:05.
Anonymous said...
Lost feelings return
So maybe i can learn
To stop this world of a lie
This time around
Are we, are we ourselves?
Are we, are we ourselves?
m.
October 13, 2007 7:06 AM
This was posted in my blog earlier this morning
Yes he did that one time. I don't think he would constantly keep changing the time to let us know. But like I said anything is possible and there are way to many possibility. All I know is that this M has been lurking.
Dude. Mayo's view count has almost hit 1000. He must be quite popular, no?
Anon:
I don't think he'd do that whole location thing again. It's a wonder we even found that one! Something made me go look at his profile. Don't know why though.
No, I am from the UK and I was there when 'm' posted. It would have been 4am and 7am on the east coast because of the time difference. I even made a snarky comment to him about it. I'm not being argumentative I just don't want to see people get taken for a ride. :)
Well, BC. What you posted kinda sounds like something Mayo would say, given what we've seen on his blogs. I don't know though. I'm kinda confused about all of this.
I'm assuming you mean this one, anon:
I like it here. Someone evil is trying to shut it down.
You wouldn't believe the truth. Leadership is an honor. People read things differently. Letting people in on deep dark secrets is cool, I won't delete.
Everyone willingly agrees.
p.s. i know who lurks.
Ok, so someone made this comment:
Anonymous said...
Please dont hurt me - I have told you all my love is all ive got,
and tomorrow is the day when i for your sake am coming back.
And you tell me that i dont love you ??
Im trying hard to make you jealous
trying harder to make you stay
days are long and nights are crazy
its so strange when youre away.
And you tell me that i dont love you ??
Because i love you - i will show you all the faces my love can have
So please let me come to you
and stay this time.
And you tell Me that i dont love you ??
YOU KNOW THAT ITS JUST NOT TRUE
m.
October 12, 2007 11:41 AM
Right away i thought it was keyotr, cause it mentioned confrontation as does the recent kyeotr blog.
It was brought up later when we realised it was a song by a-ha called 'and you tell me'.
That was when we realised kyeotr had 'a-ha' on his about me section.
So we figured it was them.
Come mourning, there is 'm' again leaving a comment for BC and SC.
I thought it was someone messing with us cause i looked on kyeotr and it had Please do not be taken in by imposters. I sleep.
So i said something(you can find that at the end of the comments on the last blog, tell me if you can't find it)
So now i'm all confused. But that is what happened.
Thanks missT.
why is it so odd to think gerard would be up in the middle of the night? he doesnt have a day job after all id be up all night and sleeping through the day aswell
Anon2007, the thing that catches my eye is if that comment was posted by Mayo, why would he take the time to post it on my blog? He never posted a comment there before...
hmm...
I don't know what to say. I'm just speechless right now.
Shitsubou Shita, I feel honoured and overjoyed that you commented my blog. Really. I don't even know what to say. I can't stop myself from smiling like an idiot as I type this. Thank you so, so much.
However I don't speak a word of latin, so if any one of you can help me out and translate this, it'd be greatly appreciated.
" Shitsubou Shita said...
Nil desperandum, ego te absolvo, mea amica!
Vita pulchra est - bene vive, saepe ridere, multum ama.
Gratias ago tibi ab imno corde.
Bona fortuna sit semper.
Post scriptum: Pactum Serva.
October 13, 2007 11:27 AM"
Please?
Hi anonymous! Stick up for the UK. It wasn't us.
Honestly, just like everything else on this page, it could've been anyone.
On Blogger, don't you have the option of changing the way your date is read? I need this answered before I ask my next question. I don't have a blog here, so I don't know.
Shame on me, it is not odd :) I tend to stay up all night as well as I have done last night. I went to check kyeotr's blog last night but that was BEFORE four of us were discussing about A-Ha's song lyrics. I did not mention that tidbit before until now.
Capture this void, let me see if I can translate the lyrics. This time I am not going to use google. I will translate the hard way :)
No good with Latin CTV, I don't know where are ace translators are so it maybe awhile before you get it. Good day by the way.
capture this void, I can see straight away that the end says
P.S. Keep the faith.
I'm working on the rest as we speak!
I'm probably a little late with this, but the "anytime you want" sharpie message:
http://i212.photobucket.com/albums/cc16/emoluvrbeth/anytimeyouwant.jpg
Thanks, you guys.
Really. I really appreciate this.
Thanks anon for the picture.
CTV:
You must be the chosen one.
SS said
There is no cause for despair, I forgive you my friend!
Life is beautiful - live well, laugh often, love a lot.
Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart.
May good fortune always be with you/good luck in all you do.
P.S. Keep the faith
Wow! CTV that is a totally awesome message! What was that all about?
That picture looks like it may be from PR. Not that that has anything to do with any of this. Just saying.
Huh.
Wonder what SS's message was about. CTV, do you know what he could be referring to?
Thanks Entropy for your message. It makes you think doesn't it.
That is indeed an awesome message CVT :)
When was this posted I don't remember seeing it before.
Oh!
CTV, you're the one who apologized to SS for the PPU incident. You're forgiven!
CTV what exactly is it about?
Awwww, see CVT, there was nothing to be sorry about.
Man, SS is just awesome!
^^I second that!
dsgshlkjhg;kl
I don't even know what to say right now.
*melts inside*
Thank you so much. I feel deliriously happy.
And thank you, Anonymous, for translating.
Seems like SS is trying so hard to keep the peace around here. On behalf of all of us SS, thank you.
It makes you think doesn't it.
I'm glad i'm not the only one.
So what does that make you think of 'm'?
wow, what an awesome message :) and jep it wasn´t your fault with the PPU, I left after the idea came up with him appearing as unicorn, so I missed the rest....
Anonymous said...
But I do
Love you
Anyway you want me to
m.
This is from an A-ha song, 'You Are The One'
You are the one who has done me
Guess you knew from the start
I call again, but there's no one in
Don't know where, with whom you've
been
But I do
Love you
Anyway you want me to
You are the one...now
the state I'm in!
Catching you was so hard
I fought for you, did
you let me win!?
Don't even care, don't care
Where I've been
But I do
Love you
Anyway you want me to
I've done all I can do
[ Lyrics provided by www.mp3lyrics.org ]
All the letters...I've sent through
Put my life in the
palms of your hands
Maybe now you can see
That it's got to be me
But if you leave me
I'll understand, yeah
If you leave me, I'll understand
You are the one who has done me
Guess you knew from the start
I call your friends,
but there's no one
in
Catching you is so hard
You are the one!
SS's message was sweet
No PPU here yet. Hope it stays the same
Entropy, could you please tell me what your comment was cos there's just too much to trawl through and I'm no fisherman ha!
i just spent the last 5-10 minutes translating the damn thing and I see someone has beat me to it. Good on ya!
It's still appreciated MagicPie. :)
Thank you anyway, Magic pie.
To those of you who are confused about this whole thing, please feel free to read my blog.
hehe thanks ;)
Anyway, that is an amazing message! SS is the bomb-diggity.
CVT, you posted your blog entry about PPU here didn't you as well as in your blog? I think it's so sweet that he saw you apologised to him and that he saw you were upset and went to the trouble of letting you know he didn't blame you. Not only that but I admire the way he did it quietly on the down-low on your blog. God, you are soooo lucky! That is officially the best message in the world ever, he was just so gracious and sweet it makes me want to go all fangirly! :D
I think PPU is still lurking we ignored them the other day and they disappeared. Just read your blog CTV. Wow, that was sweet.
CTV Hi! Could I please have the link to your blog?
Let me say that we still don't know if SS is really who we think! It's nice that they did comment solely on your blog though CTV. Just remember that they may not be who we think they are. Not trying to bust anyone's spirits, but there is always that possibility :)
That is true, nothing is ever 100% certain.
Anonymous at 4:23 PM:
I know. I feel exactly the same way. I'm trying to calm myself down but it isn't working haha.
MissTottenham,
http://www.capture-this-void.blogspot.com/
Thanks for the kind words, everyone.
Thank you again, SS.
misstottenham, just click on capture this void's name and it will take you to the blog
miss t just click on ctv´s name and you come to her profile ;)
Thanks for the link CTV and thanks for the info everyone else. I hadn't realised that doh!
Mayo's post sounds like moving day. Does anyone know for sure if the ol' Way homeplace has been sold yet or not?
ok, i said this I don't think this person is who they say they are.
On kyeotr,they have added Please do not be taken in by imposters. I sleep. on their about me section.
It sounds like they were warning us that was not them.
I would'nt trust this new anon,sounds like its just someone trying to play with us.
Then he responded with I never said who i was
why do you presume ??
m.
I said Well, you are signing off with 'M', only one can presume that you are the person who previously signed off with an 'M' or maybe trying to be
He then responded with and yet you presume that i am the imposter and not the one before me ??
m.
Which i then said i dont know, cause at that point i was pretty fed up with all of it.
There you go MissT, no fishing needed.
It's okay you guys. This is about the lightest topic we've had in a long while and it's nice to have just a breather. No one is at fault for wanting to believe SS is who we think. But, just keep it in the back of your mind that all of this could just be bologna.
I'm just glad SS came back out of hiding. Now, if we could just get Love Man to follow suit, the whole gang'll be here!
Lemme have a go without googling!
Nil desperandum, ego te absolvo, mea amica!
Don't worry, I forgive you, my friend!
Vita pulchra est
Life is beautiful,
- bene vive, saepe ridere, multum ama.
Live well, something something, (laugh often?) love a lot. (I'm guessing because I've seen that on plaques and such.
Gratias ago tibi ab imno corde.
Smomething something heart.
Bona fortuna sit semper.
Good fortune forever.
Post scriptum: Pactum Serva.
PS: Keep the faith.
Does BC know anything for sure about SS or is it just Mayo she has proof about? I know she knows ppl who are close to the band and I was just curious. I have to say, with the way SS handles himself, how he has reacted to things, his sense of humour, how he pulls back from the attention, I do have a very strong feeling that SS is the real deal, but it is just a feeling, so I could be very wrong.
I hope I'm not though!
(And I'm convinced he was the anon who politely asked PPU to stop posting his URL and the anon who said what amazing fans we are and how MCR do care.)
I don't know 51. Could be. I still read it as a metaphor (what else?!) though. I thought maybe the dishes he was breaking without any remorse was our hearts. It just seems like in his post, he doesn't care anymore about anything. Like he's okay with the world around him.
Thank you, Kapunua.
Thanks Entropy, I see what you mean about giving up. Maybe kyeotr was saying that M isn't them, but M was saying that you don't know they are Mayo or not. Which one are we saying they are the imposter of. Does that make any kind of sense to you.
I only have a strong suspicion that SS may be who we think it is..
Well SS still has meaning to us regardless ( been using that word a lot lately) of who they are.
I'm starting to wonder how much more I can take of all this. How much longer can I sit here and wonder who all of these people are?
It does mess up one's mind...it's definitely messing mine up a bit.
Agreed MJ. I agree.
It does make sense.Thanks MissT
You certainly gave me a new perception on it.
Drat, someone beat me to it. Anyway, the ever-logical 07 said, Let me say that we still don't know if SS is really who we think! It's nice that they did comment solely on your blog though CTV. Just remember that they may not be who we think they are. Not trying to bust anyone's spirits, but there is always that possibility :)
And I agree. We don't know who anyone is, although it was nice of SS to come out of lurkdom and say "it's all good" anyway. The only thing that wouldn't be nice would be if SS wasn't who you thought s/he was and was really obviously leading you to think of a certain person.
We have a lot of nice people on these blogs. I think that most of us are pretty decent folk; I mean, we care about what's going on and most of us would probably even still care if we found out that the general assumption was wrong. 'Cause we're all, like, nice and stuff.
This is precisely why I don't change my way of treating anyone regardless of who they may or may not be. If you are some random anonymous person on the internet, you should act with class and treat good people nicely, you should not throw diva fits. If you are Gerard Way, you should act with class and treat people nicely and not throw diva fits.
By that same token, I don't like to see anyone get hurt or be in pain.
Anyway, yeah. Pactum serva.
MJ i couldnt agree with you more.
Magic Pie, I know how you feel! I try not to read all the comments anymore because it is just too tiring and you never know what is BS and what is not. I'm trying not to check any of these blogs but once a day now. It's just too much.
CTV, I just posted the translation in your blog :D
I noticed SS's was the first comment. That could be why he felt comfortable posting with his logged in name, it was kind of private and away from this circus. I am excited for you haha I'm such a loser!
Yeah totally. Today is the first day all week that I have really gone through a lot of posts. It's just too much now.
So in essence, we should all keep "pactuming the serva", yes?
I suck at foreign languages.
Boo.
Oh Kapunua I know of a lot of people on a web site I use to go to that need to read (hear) what you just wrote (said). To bad they still would not take it to heart.
It does mess up one's mind...it's definitely messing mine up a bit.
Don't let it. And don't sweat it, either. As long as you're honest, right? Good things get said here, for the most part. Opinions aren't censored. Most of us are bright and well-written adults.
These people could be anybody, but how much does it honestly matter? Even if these blogs belonged to Gerard Way and Frank Iero, 1) it's never going to come out that it's really them and 2) it's not like we'd all be chillaxing with them all friendly-like forever after. Just take it for what it is: a handful of interesting people having some cool discussions and joking around sometimes. It's, you know, the Mayo Clinic.
As long as we remember that we will probably never know for sure, and that in the end it probably doesn't matter.
And of course the keepers of these blogs must also bear in mind that there's always someone cleverer than yourself. ^_^
CTV Why do you feel like a loser. Be happy.
First thought that came to mind while I read this was "Moving?"
I think it is so cool about SS commenting on Capture this Void's post. I think SS is a good person, whoever he/she may be.
Aww,Kapunua,that made me feel alot better,thanks for your smart words.
Kapunua:
Thanks for your awesome compliments. We are really cool people, no matter what anyone else says. We all have good heads on our shoulders and we can get our points across without throwing punches. It's so nice to have that.
And may I ask, do you model your language sometimes after the way Mr. Lazzara speaks? I sometimes notice that. If you don't intend to, like, you know, do this a lot, you sound like him anyway.
The thing is, CTV wrote her PPU blog on here too saying how upset and sorry she was about everything, which must be where SS saw it, then he chose to click on her name and post a comment. He didn't even have to respond to CTV at all or he could have just posted that message here but he chose to do it on her blog. I agree, he could be anyone, but whoever he is, he has class and sensitivity.
wow wise words kapunua and so true.. thanks for that... I think we all needed to hear that or? :)
Bella, that was my first thought too. When I helped my parents pack up the house that I grew up in, it was sad. Then, again, when I helped with my Grandmother's house... That was the saddest one - every loving memory, packed in cardboard.
SS does indeed have class and sensitivity, and it was not CTV's fault for what has happened. I am happy he forgave you :)
Hi everyone,
Just dropped in because I actually have a question for SS.
Dear SS, if your are out there, could you possibly let us know if the rest of the band agreed to have MSI as your support act in Europe. A yes or no answer will suffice, and I appreciate you taking the time to respond.
The reason this issue is close to my heart SS, is that I volunteer in women' s shelters. They seem to always tell me the same story, the abuse started with the name calling eg "bitches" and quickly escalated. In a lot of cases, the partners used to listen to hardcore rap music, or music which seemed to demean and objectify women. (Although I believe in personal responsibility and don't blame the music. ) The music just reinforces their idea of women.
Wow Kari, direct.
ANYWAY you want me
Care to elaborate?
P.S. I like to solve conspiracy theories ;)
"Any way you want me too" is a line from an a-ha song called 'You Are The One'.
"Any time you want" is the Sharpie message Gerard had on his neck at one of this summer's PR shows, perhaps as an answer to the "Run away with me" message LynZ had written on her arm that same day.
About the whole selling the house thing. Pictures circulated Buzznet around July or August showing the inside and outside of the Way's old house. It was taken from some realty site. The inside was completely empty save for a few pieces of furniture or whatnot. This post could be an old journal entry and Mayo just now decided to post it, or it could be that they've just now began packing and the circulated pictures were old or something.
I still don't think it's about packing dishes though. I think it's more than that.
That was his mom's house right?
Do we really think he is leaving in his mom's house WITH his wife?
Yes, I saw the pictures of the house. I was surprised that it was that big. Gerard always saying he had been living in a basement always sounding like the dark dungeon type of basement, But that wasn't the case at all. Their basement was like another house. Did their Grandmother live there? Or, was it orignally her house, I've wondered?
I think this post is trying to say that everything in the past that appeared ordered and comforting to him, no longer make him feel this way because it was an illusion, and now he enjoys seeing it shattered.
But in shattering this he has taken a lot of flack, and has to swallow his pride.
Thank you RW. Someone has mentioned that to me on my blogs though, but thank you.
I never thought about it but all of these post are potential song lyrics. Is that a possibility Mr. Helmans?
Still, I like you. Even though you give yourself way too much pity than you deserve, but I was once in your shoes. Now I have set myself free from the bondage of self-mental mutilation and destruction. Something tells me you want to do the same.
Sorry to sound so preachy but I got hardcore cockrocking angels above me and the self loathing devil below me. I ain't giving up without a fight. How about you? You still got some fight left in you? Or are you using yourself to make a nice chickenshit sandwich?
Dont' you know by now that everyday is a struggle- A GODDAMNED WAR for people like us (Mentally ill, not rock stars- I don't know what the fuck they do).
You need to break some dishes? Or do you need a Mental health break?
You tell me. But it's time to stop throwing verbal tantrums like a two year old and MAN THE FUCK UP!
It's only so much people can write, listen and say to you and if the message still hasn't gotten through that carpet thick skull of yours, You have more to worry about then towels and clanking ceramic.
Better get your shit together.
Life moves faster than track stars with aerodynamic wings. Sooner or later, you will be squashing tomatoes with your broken plate playing catch up (Ketchup).
XOXOXO
51 about the house. Think it's still for sale. It's still on Foxtons website
I've always felt for Gerard when his Grandmother past. I've always been very close to mine. She is the most amazing person I've ever known. And at 105, she still is!
Guys, again, thank you for your kind words.
Kari, I like you for your direct question! But I LOVE you for your work in women's shelters. People don't realize how often this kind of terrorism against women goes on. People don't realize where it starts. And a lot of people don't understand that it's not "hilarious" to propagate that mindset, especially to like an audience of pre-teens.
'07 said:
And may I ask, do you model your language sometimes after the way Mr. Lazzara speaks? I sometimes notice that. If you don't intend to, like, you know, do this a lot, you sound like him anyway.
A compliment of the highest order! But no, I've always had the same "voice" when I write; all my blogs read like what gets "said" inside of my head. I think that Adam Lazzara is far more poetic than I could ever be, he's much less pedantic, and he does stream of consciousness much better. ^_^ But thank you.
Thank you RW. Someone has mentioned that to me on my blogs though, but thank you.
After rereading through all the posts here (and there are A LOT of them - see what I miss when I go to work??), I see that the question of lyrics/Sharpie messages has already been answered. As usual, I am late to the party :/
You tell 'em, Blackheart!
Goodnight all. I look forward to reading your comments same time tomorrow. Maybe over night you will all have fathomed everything out about who is who and put the world to rights and I will have missed it all again. Oh well, always playing catch up. Love to all.
Hi Blackheart, it's good to hear from you. :)
I think this spread is quickly becoming a thousand island dressing, seeing he is so delusional.
Anon:
That house is supposed to be up for sale. Who knows if it has been sold and if Gerard my have bought it back. I seriously doubt that though seeing as that plot of ground probably saw its fair share of campers.
51:
I've never heard anyone say. I know if Gerard and Mikey's grandma lived there.
Bravo or brava, blackheart13!
Linkie?
Nighty night Miss T. Have a great night. Blackheart, where have you been? I missed ya :)
Mayo,
Are you finally coming to terms with something that happened to you in your past? Did you have to pretend that everything was fine and normal all the time? Does it now make you angry that you were forced to play that game? You have to deal with this now! You need to confront it, fix it, and throw the rest of this bullshit away. If you don't, it will fucking destroy you. You will never be able to breate deeply and exhale. It will continue to haunt you FOREVER!
Pride goes down better with a dose of humility.
p.s. Call me next time and I'll help you set the table. I'll bring some empathy for dessert.
The reason I asked was because of the R on the downstairs fireplace or something. What was Grammy's last name?
"I think this spread is quickly becoming a thousand island dressing, seeing he is so delusional."
Best line of the day!
I think her last name was Rush.
Blackheart:
Welcome back. And I applaud you for your speech. Well done. Maybe that got through Mayo's thick head.
her last name was Rush. Linkie for pics? *pretty please*
Last name was Rush
I was catching up and this might explain why m mentioned sc
Anonymous said...
Please dont hurt me - I have told you all my love is all ive got,
and tomorrow is the day when i for your sake am coming back.
And you tell me that i dont love you ??
Im trying hard to make you jealous
trying harder to make you stay
days are long and nights are crazy
its so strange when youre away.
And you tell me that i dont love you ??
Because i love you - i will(show you all the faces my love)can have
So please let me come to you
and stay this time.
And you tell Me that i dont love you ??
YOU KNOW THAT ITS JUST NOT TRUE
m.
October 12, 2007 11:41 AM
geez mayonaise,
i realize you are complex and attract many different faces
but,do we deserve all of this semi-name shit today.(your not showing the face of love).alittle control would be nice?
October 12, 2007 9:53 PM
sc post last night shows reference to m post of lyrics.(the faces of love) maybe not sure?
SS whoever you are; you are lovely!
Wish i had commented on your blog as a name not an anon
P.S The person i discussed is my dad.
Rush, OK, thanks everybody.
It's time to go, but I'll peak in tomorrow to see if there is anything new.
Take care!
Thanks BC, and Kari it is good to hear from you too and YOU ROCK for doing one of the hardest jobs on the planet in my opinion-some of the things you must have seen, heartbreaking.
Kapunua, you must be a comedy writer because "The Mayo Clinic," it is priceless!
It's either that or "The Office"
(of mayonaise)
Why thank you Kapunua, I think your're pretty cool ! (and i'm not gushing).
And yes, I wish I could accurately describe what I see in these shelters, it's so heartbreaking, because it's just not the women, children are involved.
Mayo I should take your hand in mine and walk YOU through a day at the shelter and make you meet some of the victims. This would put everything in perspective for you!
See ya 'round 51! You take care as well.
Hey Bh13 Been emailing you and you show up here.
Anyhow, I was thinking that he might have bought the house back. Who knows , mainly because I heard it was the address listed on the marriage certificate.
http://www.foxtons.com/search?order_by=price+desc&location_ids
=161&search_form=mapionnj&per_
page=
10&search_type=SS&submit_type
=searc
h&property_id=501015&resource=
photo&photo_page=1
Blackheart13, I just read your speech to Mayo. I just have to say, WELL DONE! It was straightforward and I'm sure that's what he needs to hear right about now.
=]
I think MSI should get the tour too.
Anon @5:13 P.M.
Unfortunately, it may not explain why "M" had mentioned me. I am still trying to figure that out.
Blackheart, aww thank you for the compliment. Big *hugs* to you! :)
BC, maybe it had something to do with you mentioning redemption on the last blog? The only thing I could guess from the convo last night...
I think MSI should get the tour too.
I think that Jimmy Urine should get my knee in his groin. I'm sorry, but it's true. I fantasized about handing him his scrawny little ass during Kung Fu drills the other night, and calling him a bitch the entire time.
ijust watched gerard on MOD from a couple of months ago and he said the only thing to eat in europe was mayonnaise.
Mmmm....not sure you would buy a house that every teenie knows the address of; but he is random at times!
Hello Everyone!
Hello to everyone on here, I missed you guys. Hey Marthajones, I emailed you back, trust me I had a lot to say (all good things).
I just want to make something clear, I do believe Mayo is indeed Gerard. I know that sounds ridiculous to some of you, but I think he is just the insane in the membrane type of motherfucker to have a blog and then say in interviews he wants to have a private life, in other words, he contradicts himself alot!
That is why I was so blunt. He needs to make up his mind already, he has been sitting on the fence as far as maturity and integrity goes. It's sad really. But me, being in a similar boat on a miniscule scale compared to him can only give so much sympathy- I have truly loved this man. But enough's enough. Like NIN (the With Teeth album) said "Why do you need all the love in the world?"
It just seems like he is never satisfied enough to just things settle and get on a balenced, even keel. He seems to need all of the overstimulation that has gotten him into this shit in the first fucking place. I want him to get well but as far as him growing up and deciding what he wants, like every human being has to do in life- Mayo continues to do laps in the kiddie pool. Before you know it dude, he will be swimming with the sharks.
My opinion? MSI are a poor excuse for a band. Even Marilyn Manson doesn't pull this shit off. Having to resort to the most provocative imagery to get a profile is beyond disgusting.
And to think there are actually two "females" in the band. If this is their idea of satire, I hate to see what abuse is.
And for the record I think Jimmy Urine is a gutless wimp, saying these things under the cover of an "performance".
BC, maybe it had something to do with you mentioning redemption on the last blog? The only thing I could guess from the convo last night...
That is possible, but I wonder if that person noticed how there are people who may look up to me for kind advice or suggestions or something similiar as that? When I am not posting blogs, people ask me for my opinion because I try to listen to everyone's own take on any situation. "M" posted a comment on my blog that is not posted here on Mayo's. I wonder if they are song lyrics. I am going to try to find that out.
P.S. Forget kicking Jimmy Urine in the balls. I rather use a cheese grater. Heh Heh.
Hello there dei gratia. how are you?
Have an image of him in oneof those cute rubber rings with a big dragon's head on the front. Is that wrong?
I'm good thanks,BC!
Hope you are well!
I know I've asked a bunch, but it's just 'cause I'm a worry wart, but has anyone heard from or seen Silence? She left here it seemed on a sour note, much to be expected with her current situation, and I just wanted to make sure that she was doing okay.
go to kyeotr
all is explained
Hello to everyone who has just shown up Good bye to all who had to leave, now that that is out of the way.
Thank you very much for you support BH13. I was getting a little touched in the head. It happens to all of us sometimes. But I'm feeling much better now. Thank you.
Anon2007, sadly, we have not heard from silence since the last time they came here. I hope she is doing okay. I think we are all worried for her.
I love how honest people are around here. Thank you kyeotr for clearing it up. It was appreciated.
"M" posted a comment on my blog that is not posted here on Mayo's. I wonder if they are song lyrics. I am going to try to find that out.
If that's in reference to the 7:06am comment on your blog, BC, then they are lyrics to a song called "Are We Ourselves" by The Fixx.
Seems some anon is having an 80's retro weekend!
^^Yes, so now we know. "M" is not kyeotr. The mystery continues.
Sounds like Mayo is getting the medication he requires. But sometimes it's a case of trial and error to see what suits.
Thank you RW! I was about to go look for the lyrics myself, but I got sidetracked :)
Thank you! Someone is indeed having a 80's retro weekend ;p
RW Said
'If that's in reference to the 7:06am comment on your blog, BC, then they are lyrics to a song called "Are We Ourselves" by The Fixx.'
you are wrong
M whoever you are I want your Ipod. Big 80's fan here.
80's music rulez with a 'z'.
m...m...m...m...m...
Hmm.
May "m" has some fascination with little chocolate candies or Campbell's soup. No? Didn't think so either.
I love the 80's as well ^_^
I think I may play some songs on my computer.
Didn't Mr. way say that he loved brit pop and most of that was big in the 80s.
try again
youre close
anon @ 5.58
Can you tell us why?
Quit being cryptic Anon. Who's close?
Didn't someone already say it was another aha song.
Yes, he did Martha.
The song is by a-ha.
Anon, can you please stop being cryptic and tell us who sang those lyrics?
'Quit being cryptic Anon. Who's close?'
right song - wrong band
Lost feelings return
So maybe i can learn
To stop this world of a lie
This time around
Are we, are we ourselves?
Are we, are we ourselves?
RW Said
'If that's in reference to the 7:06am comment on your blog, BC, then they are lyrics to a song called "Are We Ourselves" by The Fixx.'
you are wrong
I beg to differ. My innate 80's sense tells me it's The Fixx.
Point?
'M' likes a-ha?
If I do recall, Mayo has a fetish for Blur, but thats not the right decade.
The song is by a-ha.
Which song? The one posted at 7:06am on Bleeding Chaos' latest blog entry. That one is not a-ha. It's The Fixx. Maybe you and I are thinking of different posts?
"M" possibly favors A-ha. That could explain why they were lurking when myself, and three others were discussing that band last night.
I'm back.
Capture the Void, you must be glowing after that lovely response from SS.
Miss T, WE WON THE FOOTBALL AND THE RUGBY!!!
Nobody's heard from Silence? Hope she's okay.
Lonely One, time zones suck.
And everyone who commented on the time transgression on Mayo's post,
well MSI is in Europe at the mo, just saying.
Hi to all others.
'Quit being cryptic Anon. Who's close?'
right song - wrong band
^^^Look at that. This anon has a sense of humor. Funny, funny.
Hey GS!
Okay, *which* lyrics are we talking about? I'm talking about the ones posted on Bleeding Chaos' blog. They were NOT a-ha.
"Are We Ourselves" is definitely by the fixx. I'm with RW.
^Thank you, anon!
Hi there GS
Gnothi, it doesn't matter that MSI are in Europe, Mayo's post was pre-dated not post-dated. This is because it is showing the day he drafted it originally, not the day he posted it.
What in the world is going on? Did they just come in here to stir something up? They left as quickly as they came.
this was just posted on kyeotr 's blog.
ice said...
Nice back-tracking. That was close, you almost fucked up royally, didn't you? Well saved!Bravo!
P.S. I think they fell for it!
October 13, 2007 7:06 PM
^ You said "came." Heee.
Hi gnothi seauton, lonely one and misstottenham.
I believe we are in the same time zone!
How are you?
^Hmm... Wonder what that was all about.
Mayo, still playing the skull fucking game, aren't you? Your're such a baby.
Not what I meant oh perverted one. Stick figures on the brain again?
so who the hell is ice supposed to be?
Oh! Idea.
Follow me here: That comment was posted by "Ice" which is the first word in Vanilla Ice's "song" "Ice,Ice Baby", which stole the bass line from Bowie's and Queen's song "Under Pressure" which was covered by MCR and BM. Mayo posted that.
Kidding.
I'm guessing that name means something to someone or they would have just posted as anonymous.
Has 'ice' ever posted here before?
On that new post on kyeotr, I think for now we should just ignore it. Its to covenant that it show s up in public.
It could be the ppu in disguise.
The name ice is really familiar but I can't place it and now it is really bugging me. A nickname maybe?
On the 80's theme; in Top Gun Ice is the "wingman"; one who watches your back!
Not sure that's relevant,
feel free to ignore!
I'm gonna go trawl through Mayo's old blogs, I know I've heard the name ice somewhere before. Back soon!
Anonymous at 6.13pm
Oh I see, thanks.
Dei Gratia, hi, I'm in the UK and it's currently 12.22 am.
^Now that's plausible. But who in their right mind would go through all the trouble of trying to find a name that meant something to what we've been discussing? This is proposterous.
oh my goodness.
i really thought there wouldn't be a new post until tomorrow, so i read this afternoon.
stupid good book!
and now my head is spinning from trying to catch up!
but i just wanted to say -- good poetry is a particular addiction of mine, and this one...yum.
it didn't sound so tantrum-y to me, but rather like someone using a power they had kept bound for a long time.
and the shards being wrapped before being thrown away stuck in my head as something positive and tender...
well, that's my take on it.
i love it, regardless.
beautiful stuff, monsieur mayo.
Didn't SS refer to "ice" in reference to Lovemans identity. It was something along these lines... You should have noticed we rejected the ice that was offered. But I'ii go search.
Val Kilmore was Ice man in top gun. Never saw the movie Don't like Tom Curse. Did see Legend many times. Unicorns.
I'm in the UK too, must go to bed soon, work tomorrow!
Bugger!Things always hot up when we have to sleep.
You guys don't think that maybe "ice" is trying to devert our attention? I think maybe we should not pay attention to them
Martha, I find it humorous that you keeping calling Tom Cruise, Tom Curse :D
Found it. Taken from SS comment.
"Love Man is aware that I deliberately made a point to refuse ice, I asked him if he had noticed I wasnt the only one."
^MJ: I like your thought process. You've got wit and I like it. ;)
By the way, Love Man's still around. He's letting comments through, but he's too lazy to post another all-telling blog. Shame
SHAME!
I don't like him.
Okay guys be back in about an hour. Keep up the CSI work on Icecube and I'll find out what went down when I return. See ya after a while.
Dammit, couldn't find anything, but it's still bugging me. It sounds really familiar but I just can't place where I heard the name ice. aargh!
Bye anon2007. We are looking forward to your return :)
As for loveman, I do not trust them. And that is saying alot from someone such as myself.
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