Sunday, September 23, 2007

The telling of big tales with small words.

You are beautiful
and better than mischief.
Covered in grit
and grime,
here we encounter
the divine and bleeding.

I am powerful
and closer than you think.
Claimed by spit
and image,
we are together
the prudent and pleading.

88 comments:

JocelynHolly said...

Wow. That is deep..?
Very dark too.
I don't really know what it means,
but still.. wow
<3

Anonymous said...

Regretfully, there is nothing prudent about this union.

Anonymous said...

What now? This didn't fit written on your neck in Sharpie?

Anonymous said...

Your reply came quickly, Shitsubou Shita. You two on the same time zone or something? ;D

Smoke said...

Powerful, eh? Are you sure about that?

Shitsubou Shita, good to see you haven't left us.

Love Child said...

As much love as I have for the rumoured writter of this blog, despite how my own blogs have been wrongfully viewed, Shitsubou Shita makes my heart burn.

Andrea said...

Power is fleeting, my friend.

Don't forget to take care of yourself.

sdock10 said...

Covered in grit and grime, eh? At least mine washes off when I take a shower at night. You can't wash away that filth you carry on the inside. That shit has built up over a life time. You can try to cover it up with some nice new clothes or new friends, but you can't come clean.

The divine and bleeding? It's all right here my dear one. For you to take what you need. If you can't find it here, then you aren't looking. We open our hearts and souls for you to take what you need.

Powerful? In your own castle maybe. Close to what? The edge?
Don't get too close. You might slip and my reflexes aren't that good today. I might not be able to catch you.

P.S. Did you need a bathroom break before you got finished?

Anonymous said...

I don't think he is writing about them. I think this is about "us" in "here".

"here we encounter
the divine and bleeding."

"we are together
the prudent and pleading."

I think he is telling us he is listening.

-VM

JocelynHolly said...

I think he is telling us he is listening.

I never thought of it like that, but that makes sense. I hope he's listening..

Smoke said...

Ummm, he's listening? If he was listening to us, he wouldn't be doing the shit he's doing. He may be reading, but he ain't listening.
If you ask me, he's patronizing. That's okay, though.

Mayo, next time, don't be scared to join in on the kickball game. Don't run off with my mirror, cool?

Shitsubou Shita, I'll let you kick first. You got a spot on my team anytime.

Jokes aside, Mayo, I think it's time to stop for another veggie burger. You look a little hungry.

XOXO

Anonymous said...

LOL @ THE SHARPIE REMARK.
That is one smart anon.

Dearest ~*Mayonaise*~,
You are nothing more than a 30 year old lost man in infatuation.

It's all going to blow up in your face, love. Sorry?

And tell that skank of a wife of yours to actually get some talent.

Anonymous said...

lol she should get some talent and less tramp stamps

Anonymous said...

And tell that skank of a wife of yours to actually get some talent.

We can have civil conversation here without throwing out insults. I respect that you have an opinion, but this comment wasn't necessary. She has just as much creative talent as the next member of the band.

Magic Pie said...

We get a nice piece of poetry to try to dissect and people just fling out insults right off the bat.

Anonymous said...

Did you know there are actually people in your fandom who are seriously hurting for you. Why, you may ask, care for a complete stranger? It's really not that strange. We are all connected in some way.
Shitsubou, we are seriously concerned for him in light of recent information.

ergoproxy said...

a nice piece of poetry Mayo, I like it best of all you have written

Shitobou Shita - would you like me to cheer for you?

I hold my concerns in check, I am not bleeding yet.

Anonymous said...

Maybe Mayo likes us to bleed for him, a perverse way to feel important.

Anonymous said...

23.9.07 is a european way to write the date. i think mayo is probably some jerkoff from the uk messing around with us.

ergoproxy said...

23.9.07 is a european way to write the date. i think mayo is probably some jerkoff from the uk messing around with us.


Blogger puts in the date,not the author.

and could be a jerkoff but it's amusing none the less, and the comments are the best place,we can write to like minded individuals and it's fun, especially if kickball starts up again
*pompoms ready*

Anonymous said...

I, too, am beginning to think he/she isn't who we believe him or her to be.

Taken from Mayo's previous entries:
"Please don’t be hasty in your conclusions, think carefully. Be cautious with your concern, and do not presume that others see what is not there."

"I acknowledge and respect that you question the sanity of one you hold so dear. This is a shared endeavor and given the time allotted you will be offered reasonable clarity."

^This one kinda did it in for me. It being a "shared endeavor". If it's shared, he's not the person we're thinking of.

"I feel each and every one of your fingers supporting me. You, my precious ones, are my binge.
[...]Just be careful of what you project on me. Delusion resides on every corner, piles of it."


This person is either really good at covering their tracks, or they are who we think them to be. I prefer the former. I'm not so sure this person is credible in the situation we all are discussing. These blogs in theri own personal lives may have meaning, but I don't think they have meaning here.

Just a hunch. I could be totally misreading his/her blogs.

Andrea said...

In the immortal words of Rivers Cuomo...

Somebody's Heine' is crowdin' my icebox
Somebody's cold one is givin' me chills
Guess I'll just close my eyes

Oh yeah
Alright
Feels good
Inside

Flip on the tele'
Wrestle with Jimmy
Something is bubbling
Behind my back
The bottle is ready to blow

Say it ain't so
Your drug is a heartbreaker
Say it ain't so
My love is a lifetaker

I can't confront you
I never could do
That which might hurt you
So try and be cool
When I say
This way is a waterslide away from me that takes you further every day
So be cool

Say it ain't so
Your drug is a heartbreaker
Say it ain't so
My love is a lifetaker

Anonymous said...

"We get a nice piece of poetry to try to dissect and people just fling out insults right off the bat."

To Magic Pie...I completely agree!

-VM

sister midnite said...

Better than mischief? Ain't NUTHIN' better than mischief, my friend. Unless it's kickball.

Grit & grime, divine & bleeding.
Okay, so I haven't been in the shower yet today. Not like I have any guilt to wash off. How 'bout
cheerleaders & cupcakes?

Powerful, hmm? Smell isn't everything, honeybuns.

((For all those who may have enjoyed 'The Favor':

"How about a goodnight fuck?"
"Good night, fuck."

I actually got to use this last night. Sometimes it pays to store this shit away. :D ))

PS - Hit a sushi bar, would you, Mayo m'dear? Dr. Nut's footballs carry more weight than you do lately!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Sister midnite, I love you.
Good night fuck
hahaha!!!!
I will be cheering for you at the next kickball game. In the shadows I'm not really good with rhymes

Anonymous said...

mayo you need to eat some mayo. you look like your about to fall through your ass.

Anonymous said...

Poetry deserves poetry. Let the muses speak for awhile.

"Wake Up"
The breeze at dawn has secrets to tell you.
Don't go back to sleep.
You must ask for what you really want.
Don't go back to sleep.
People are going back and forth across the doorsill
where the two worlds touch.
The door is round and open.
Don't go back to sleep.
- Rumi

Anonymous said...

Neat "poem", if you like that kinda thing. I'm not wild about love poems, so.

Anyway, so here's what's going to happen. In a few weeks or maybe months, depending on how long these bloggers can stretch it, this will all stop. The sad part about that is that we'll lose touch, the ones of us who've been chatting and having some weird cathartic form of fun. Sdock10, Sister Midnite, Ergoproxy, Bleeding Chaos, Smoke&Venom, hell, even VeritaVenom. (A lot of venom here!) We'll all go back to what we were doing. The European tour will come around and we'll see lots more of the things we saw on PR, only magnified, probably. You can take that any way you want. The good in the form of music, and the bad in the form of the tasteless and tacky and classless.

Then MCR will go on "hiatus." We won't hear from them for a while. Likely, they won't hear from each other. Any drama that goes on with them (and it will,) we won't know about.

Something will eventually happen to bring our attention back to the band we used to love so much. My gut feeling tells me it will be something bad, something we won't want to hear about. But maybe not. Maybe things will change before then. Then we'll look back and go, "MCR, man, I used to be so into them at one time. Their rhythm guitarist was such an awesome guy, too. Maybe I'll check out Leathermouth." (If you haven't already.)

I'm sorry if this sounds so pessimistic, it's just that, well I've been down this road before. Anyone who is a fan of music and is over a certain age has been down this road before, actually. We watched so many bands we loved in the 90's come crashing down. We watched them sell out or worse.

I should be old enough to know better than to still have these crazy punk ethics of saying what you believe and then actually LIVING by it, but I don't think that will ever leave me. I think to have just sat back and accepted everything a band I liked did without question would be selling out just as much as they seem to be now.

Gerard doesn't owe us one bit of information on his private life, and I couldn't even care less about it, except in that I hope the best for him like I hope the best for MOST people. But he DOES owe us a reason why he has changed the ethics he's preached so hard about for the last six years, because a lot of kids put all their eggs in his moral basket and now he's dumping it everywhere.

In that respect I agree with posters like Verita Venom, even though I'm not convinced about the drugs thing. OTOH that could be because I don't want to be convinced. I just HOPE it's not true, but I can't say either way.

Now, because this post was so pessimistic? FRANK IERO OR GTFO.

Just, wow.

...ella...ella...ella...

^___^

Just trying to lighten the mood. Even though I'm the one who darkened it. ;)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I think we will still be here. I don't think Mayo will stop blogging. It may be less often but i believe Mayo likes the attention he is getting.
Also there are other blogs that can hold kickball games. I think it will last for a good while.

Anonymous said...

Precious,

What the Hell?

What. The. Hell?

You would have made Mother Teresa curse a blue streak, you know that?

What are you exactly do you hope to get from this blog? By now, you know people are worried about you and do give two shits.

Advice has been given, pleading has been done, hair has been pulled out, but you haven't said anything about what you want.

You're not a stupid man. You know you are fucked up, you know you need help, you know you have people to go to for that help.

So tell us, Mayo, what have YOU been doing with the advice you've wrenched out of us?

Have you been to your therapist? Have you even tried to lay off the blow and booze? Have you talked to any of your friends and family? Or will they still talk to you?

What's on your agenda for the rest of your life? Is there a rest of your life?

Sorry to sound so harsh, precious, but we think it's going to take harsh words to get through that thick skull of yours. We saw the latest pictures. For God's sake man, eat a biscuit! The Kate Moss diet is not working for you.

One of us used to be a nanny and the other was a therapist who worked with head injured people. And since you're acting like a head injured four year old, you're right up our alley.

By the way, where is Brian in all this? You would think he would want to save his meal ticket. When did intervention get taken off the menu?

Shitsubou, have you tried kicking him like you used to do? Back then you would for no reason at all. Now you have one. If you need help, we can be there in about twelve hours with a tranq dart. We'll keep the engine running while you drag him to the car.

All joking aside, don't give up. Keep trying to get through, no matter what you have to do.

The offer of the e-mail address still stands.

becauseyouneverknow@earthlink.net

Same questions to identify as were posted in the last blog comments.

We will still be kind, but the sugercoating is gone. Believe it or not, we still care, that's why we sound so cruel. To be kind.

Stay on the ride.

Anonymous said...

You are powerful? And closer than we think?

hmmm....

Well, we are just the little people...

And we are becoming bored...

Much more than you think

Andrea said...

Kapunua, beautiful post darling. I couldn't have said it better myself.

Anonymous said...

Posted on Love Man's blog:

I am an older fan - much older than any of you... I have a daughter that introduced me to these boys... And I gave birth to her late in life...

When I first heard the wonderful and beautifully artistic Black Parade, I sent an email to MCR's official website and their MySpace website - but I knew it would not be read...

I could hear, in the lyrics, the torment and struggle that was going on between the Way brothers...

Mikey had become Discouraged, Disillusioned, and Disappointed. I believe he really believed in the "message" of MCR...

His older brother, however, used it and played it for everything it was worth. He knows how to play the system. He has prostituted himself (and the band)to get everything he has ever wanted out of it.

I also believe that during the making of this album was when Gerard Way may have "come clean", or THOUGHT about coming clean about his sexuality... Another disappointment for Mikey... But the struggle I hear in the lyrics has more to do with Gerard revealing himself to the rest of the family (Mom and Dad).

My email simply said...

Gerard, the people that love you will continue to love you, no matter what...

Mikey, we all have to prostitute ourselves in this world at some time. That is real life...If you don't like the direction things are going - make that U-Turn... (Next thing I know was that Mikey took an extended "honeymoon".)

"If I'm so wrong...How can you listen all night long..."

Go listen to THAT song, along with "Disenchanted", and then move on to "Famous Last Words".

If you're not convinced then...

Then...

You're just plain stupid.

Anonymous said...

Can not find Shitsubou Shita's blog... "Page not Found"

Interesting read in Cached:

"Abandon hope, all who enter here...

What the fuck happened? Why didn't I see this coming?

I made a point to keep out of it this time, but at what cost? It sucks to be trapped between a rock and a hard place, it's a lose/lose situation.

I've always been honest with you, shouldn't that work both ways? What's with the double standards? People are starting to notice. I'm not talking about kids, I'm talking about people in their mid 20's and 30's. People with life experience who can see the cracks starting to show.

What am I supposed to say? I just dont have the answers. How can I reassure them when I need reassurance myself?"

Posted by Shitsubou Shita at 18:10 0 comments

Anonymous said...

Anonymous above about Shitubou Shita's blog

where was that and when was it posted ?

Andrea said...

That blog entry from Shitubou Shita is very interesting indeed. I wish it was still up for all to read.

Andrea said...

To find Shitsubou Shita's blog, search google for:

Shitsubou Shita blogspot

The main link goes to "Page Not Found", so click on the "Cached" link. Not sure how long it will be before google flushes the cache. When that happens, this page will disappear forever.

Anonymous said...

DIdn't see that blog by SS but I'll tell you what, it reads very differently from what was posted here by that person. Great, now we're getting fakers for ANONYMOUS people. >_>

Anonymous said...

I disagree. It sounds VERY much like SS. Only he is letting his guard down in that blog entry, probably because he thinks it would never get read. He wrote it and deleted it. Remember he said it felt good to get stuff off his chest? Well this is probably his innermost thoughts he didnt feel were appropriate to share with us. Just my two cents...

today's thoughts said...

I just wanted to send you all many thanks. I am going through something similar with a friend and your words help me to keep on believing that I can help him if I just wait until he is ready. He is a creative type too, feeling like he has something to prove, i guess and is drowning in his new found 'fame', making decisions that he would never have a year ago, because of his pig headed belief that his opinion is the only one that can be trusted.
Shitsubou Shita, i feel for you, my place is similar to yours.
To rock the boat or not?
Well, I rocked it so fucking hard that it capsized and now I am treading water, happy that I did it, waiting for his realisation that he can't swim unaided.
The lifeboat is coming, but will he have the strength to pull himself on to it? I guess i will just have to wait and see.
Love to you all.x

sdock10 said...

Sister Midnite,
I love reading your posts. They are full of excellent insight and advice.

You and Ergoproxy get double footballs at the next practice!

I know we joke around here a lot. Hell we have to keep ourselves interested and entertained, but we are all drawn here for one reason. I'm trying my hardest not to lose sight of this person. He's being pulled further and further away and he's almost out of sight. Come closer Mayo so I don't have to shout at you. My throat is tired already (shouldn't have screamed so much at the kickball game). I know all about escapism. Hell, why do you think they call me Dr. Nut? But you know what I also like? I like being in control and drugs and alcohol make you lose that control. Sure, you might escape your troubled mind for a little while but it comes back tenfold my friend. Emotions might suck sometimes, but at least you feel something. Sometimes it's as sharp as a fucking razorblade tearing at your skin, but at least as long as you feel and bleed YOU ARE STILL ALIVE! I'd rather be alive and hurting than high and hurting others.

Remember as I have said before...how simple things would be if they were just about YOU. Even this blog is not just about YOU. It's about a group of people, drawn here by a common interest and through it we have found friends, therapy, and even a little game of kickball with eachother.

Don't sit on the sidelines....join us. We might even let you kick once or twice. Sister Midnite might let you borrow her boots and I know Smoke&Venom20 will let you wear her tiara.

Anonymous said...

To the anon @ September 24, 2007 12:12 AM who said,

"DIdn't see that blog by SS but I'll tell you what, it reads very differently from what was posted here by that person. Great, now we're getting fakers for ANONYMOUS people. >_>"

What is that supposed to mean?

Anonymous said...

Where can I find comments left by Shitsubou Shita?

Smoke said...

You know what Mayo?

I don't even know if you read our comments. Maybe you do read them and just don't care. Just so you know, I'm not some 13 year old obsessing about how cute you are or how one day you will leave LynZ and marry me. Fuck that. I could give two shits about who you are with or how you dressed today. I have a life. I have real issues of my own. I have a family of my own. I have a job and real responsibilities like how I'm gonna make sure the light bill gets paid this month. It was your music that I fell in love with, not you. Now, knowing the signs all to well myself, I know you are in trouble. You are destroying everything good in your life and I don't understand why. If you can do one thing, just take a moment and think about all these people and what they are telling you. If you won't listen to the people that are close to you and love you, at least listen to us. You have such an impact on people and I don't think you even realize it. Every single person on this earth is put here for a reason and I truly believe that. You do have a special purpose and right now you are straying away from that. I once read a quote by someone very special that said "the messenger is not as important as the message". But how are we supposed to get the message if we have no messenger?

Right now, you are killing them both.

sdock10 said...

Well said Smoke&Venom20. Not much I can add to that.

Mayo, do youremember this? "It's okay to be messed up." And I'm just as messed up as you are, but I try my hardest not to hurt others. Much of my pain and heartache is self inflicted but that doesn't stop me from reaching out and trying to connect to people. If I can help one person....if I touch one person with these words I write then I have accomplished something. You message means so much to so many and some are innocent kids. They need someone to look up to, but it's not a hero they are looking for. Just a man...an honest man who doesn't lie to them. Someone they can relate to. Someone who fucks up from time to time but has a good pure heart and doesn't hurt people. Don't throw those kids away...they have enough people doing that already.



p.s. "Pain in temporary, but regret is eternal."

Anonymous said...

Mayo may be listening, but that doesn't mean he agrees with or understands what is being said here.

I'd say denial is the most powerful weapon.

Anonymous said...

Andrea, I love the Weezer song you posted. :)

Any particular reason for you to post it? Somehow it seems fitting, but from more of a personal angle.

Also, really good posts everyone. This group is so insightful from so many different perspectives. I love it. I hope Gerard is listening to all of you.

Anonymous said...

andrea, what do you mean by cached link?

Anonymous said...

A cache is were data is stored. It is a snapshot of a page at some point in its history. When you do a google search, look next to the URL and you will find "cached". Click that.

sister midnite said...

Smoke&Venom20 and Sdock10 have already posted, and their comments are very well-put. I could say, "yeah, ditto" but it would be too easy.

Mayo, you know by now that a lot of people are visiting this blog. For all the fucking around we do, we're worried about you -- you're turning into someone different, and it's fucking scaring people. If the changes in your behavior were positive ones, no one would be snarking at you; the changes we've been observing are hitting too close because a lot of us have been through 'the shit' ourselves. As Smoke&Venom20 said, it's not about who you're with or what you wear/don't wear: it's about who you're becoming, and what other people can see in you.

If you're hurting, let someone help. You have friends, you have fans, you have family - you must have *someone* you can trust. I live inside my own head, too, but sometimes you have to let other people in. If you don't, it's a very lonely existence.

The various temptations and addictions are a short-term fix -- believe me, we've all discovered this the hard way. (It's a very good idea to quit drinking when one discovers one could out-drink Motley Crue.) Instead of numbing the pain, they end up adding to it. Not many of us know you, and how we're different than the other sites is that we don't pretend to. However, we see what we see, and what we see is that you're in trouble.

My heart is as closed off as anyone's; we're a rather nihilistic and sarcastic bunch around here. But I'd be willing to bet my favorite pair of boots that we all mean well, and we only want you to be happy & healthy. Lately, you're neither. You're one of the good ones -- all we want is for you to stick around and keep creating the beauty you express so well.

soulconnector said...

i speak the truth for myself only
i say for today

fuck words
fuck meaning

they say nothing without..
muthafuckin `sc

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

Way to bring down the mood in here. As if Mondays aren't bad enough! Thanks for getting this week off to a spectacular start!! We're all pissed off and tired.

Sister Midnite...great comments!

Tomorrow...surely will be better.

I can't wait for kickball on Friday!

I want cupcakes with sprinkles!

sister midnite said...

Nut Dr., I've taken a page from Ergoproxy's book and written a new Nutbuster cheer.

2... 4... 6... 8...
Try the footballs,
they're fuckin' great!

Don't let Monday bite you, if we didn't have Mondays we wouldn't appreciate Fridays.

Although I am tempted to go a little Boomtown Rats from time to time. :)

Anonymous said...

Sdock, you nailed it. This one has not been as fun. I thought it was supposed to be a big tale. Doesn't seem like it to me. I must be missing something.

And I definitely have the case of the Mondays, so I'm a little crabby today.

Kickball on Friday?! Can I play? Mayo, are you going to cheer?

Smoke said...

Mayo is not allowed unless he is prepared to cheer with no bathroom breaks and he brings his own mirror. Sorry Mayo, my mirror isn't big enough for the two of us.

Anon30, you be ready to kick some ass on Friday.

Bleeding Chaos, I still haven't dealt with you but oh, what the hell, bring the cupcakes with sprinkles for Dr. Nut.

Sister Midnite, Sdock10, Ergoproxy - You guys know what to do, I don't have to tell you.

Princess Smoke&Venom20 is not having the best Monday either. (Still have my tiara on though, I can feel bad and still look good!)Everyone that comes in my office is either bitchin' or cryin'. Is there no in between anymore? Damn.

sdock10 said...

Thanks Sister Midnite for trying to cheer me up, but I agree with Smoke&Venom20. These people today are freaking killing me......I don't know if they need a fucking pacifier, a titty to suck on, or a IV for a blood transfusion. They just want something ALL THE FUCKING TIME!! Wah wah!! It's never their fault. What the fuck am I supposed to do? I can't help everyone.........errrrrrrrr.

Footballs for everyone come Friday evening! Do we have to wait til Friday???

Sister Midnite you make the call.

Anonymous said...

Boomtown Rats! Nice ref, ILY. ^_^

Tomorrow is my Monday. AND I HATE IT. But I'll tell you something, I'd also rather have something different every day rather than the same thing day after night after day until they all blurred together and I didn't know what day of the week it was.

Hey, you know what occurred to me? That poem up there sounds exactly like something I would write about my car in my own blog. I'm not being snarky, I'm dead serious.

Hi, guys. I will cheer your kickball game from the sidelines Friday night. ^_^ And then maybe I'll make my own kickball game if I happen to get pissed off at anyone. ;D

THE BALLS ARE INERT.

Anonymous said...

I don't know if they need a fucking pacifier, a titty to suck on, or a IV for a blood transfusion.

*dies laughing*

Thanks, I needed those images. I'll be over here crossing my arms over my chest.

Smoke said...

I'm thinking about putting a bowl of little blue footballs on my desk. That way when someone comes in bitchin' or cryin', I can just nod my head and say 'here, take one'. Don't you think the world would be a better place if everyone had little blue footballs?

Smoke said...

On second thought, you do have those repeat offenders and they do tend to make you forget things. They may keep coming back again and again and again.

sdock10 said...

What are you gonna do when they stick their whole head in the bowl? Or when you go to say "take one" and there is no bowl? Or if you start dipping into your own stash? I see flaws in this plan Smoke......major flaws.

Kapunua....I'm dead serious. These people are so needy I'm thinking of claiming them as dependents on my W-2. I don't know how these people function.

Oh well.....tomorrow is Tuesday.
Does that mean it's 2'sday and it will be twice as bad as Monday? Surely not possible.

Is it?

Anonymous said...

You ladies make my day :)

I haven't been bothered much today, but that is a rare. I'm serious though, I do not know how people function in their everyday life because they act fucking brain-challenged at work.

Smoke said...

I see what you're saying sdock10. Although I'm not sure who would take more of them, me, my customers or my co-workers. Uuuggghhh.

Anonymous said...

Oh heck yeah sdock10, I believe you. I work with the same kind of people, at least tomorrow I do (a different group of people everyday.) One of them is so far up my ass all day with requests and neediness that she can practically wave hello from my mouth.

A LITTLE AUTONOMY, PPL.*
















*Hi, G-Way.

Anonymous said...

I love it when a blog is no longer about the blog, but about the commenters! Send in the Clowns!
Time for a new installment...

sister midnite said...

As far as I'm concerned, every day is like Monday. I haaaad to pick IT as a career. >_<;; The only reason why today wasn't bad is I ended up working from home.

I hear you guys, it's like the entire fucking working population has lost whatever marbles are still rattlin' around in their skulls. Everybody wants everything NOW, and they whine & pule about it if they don't get their WAY immediately. Which is why I let everybody but my supervisor get voicemail, but that's just me.

Kickball on Friday? I'll be there. And probably every day in between, 'cuz this is my newest favorite hobby/time-waster. I hafta do *something* when I'm ignoring people at work!

Smoke&Venom20, I loved your latest mirror reference. You kick first. :)

Why share the footballs when you can keep them all for yourself? I tell people I work with that if I'm NOT twitchin' & bitchin', I've been into the little V-wafers again. And they believe me, too -- not sure if that's funny or just pathetic, but meh. Too tired to care today.

And Mayo's latest... well, let's just say that the wheel is turning but the hamster's asleep.

Sdock10, no, you CAN'T help everyone. You can only do what you can do. Muttering "fuck you very much" and other endearments under your breath will give you a little breathing room; people tend to back off when they see somebody muttering to themselves. It doesn't make them all go away, but it might make you feel better for a few seconds... (You could always throw a handful of quarters at them and watch them scramble after them!)

Speaking of work, I'd better do some so I can go home sometime today. Kissy-faces to all!! :D

sister midnite said...

PS - Kapunua, ILU2! ^_^

Anonymous said...

Wow.


--Tink

Smoke said...

Wow, what?

What's up, Tink?

Anonymous said...

"I'm an addict
for dramatics
I confuse the two for love..."

Liar (Takes One to Know One) - Taking Back Sunday

Anonymous said...

where's the link to shita's blog atleas?

Anonymous said...

atleast*

Anonymous said...

It's getting pretty bad out there. Someone has been receiving death threats and its not G Way.

Anonymous said...

By death threats, are you referencing Verita? Or are you talking about someone else? Not that there's any difference in the least. I believe we've come to a point where this isn't just about Gerard's safety and livelihood. This has now become about us and our's. No pun intended but, where do we go from here?

Anonymous said...

Anon, get out of my head with the TBS lyric! O_O


I was driving around listening to Taking Back Sunday all weekend and it occurred to me that everyone here has their own TBS theme song, or lines from a TBS song. ^_^ Music, you can relate it to anything, you know?

Gerard gets I'll Let You Live: I've come to expect the standards you have set / Tell me just how dangerous is second best / You've settled for less and I'm sure you'll settle again ... Came as a gift from a good friend / that disapproves / But understands / that you represent / and actively encourage / all of my worst habits / They all are proof that we're both capable of the most terrible things... Also You Know How I Do: So sick, so sick of being tired / And oh so tired of being sick. / Willing and ready to prove the worst of everything you said about. / So obviously desperate, so desperately obvious. / So good at setting bad examples....

The entire fandom drama gets Cute Without The E: I stay wrecked and jealous for this / for this simple reason / I just need to keep you in mind / as something larger than life / (she'll destroy us all before she's through / and find a way to blame somebody else...)

A Decade Under the Influence: Sad, small, sure in porcelain / You're skin and bones, I'm a nervous wreck / I got a bad feeling about this (when it comes to this) / I got a bad feeling about this...

Bonus Mosh pt. 2: The keys to the castle / Are right where I left them / The princess walked in just to take more attention / 'Cause after all, well isn't that all that I've been after and / After all, well isn't that all that I'm after,
You're so... / (No way out) I'll give up on you / I wanted you for nothing more / Than hating you for what you were / If that's what you wanted to hear...


Shitsubou Shita? There's No I In Team. Err, not the whole thing of course, but If we go down, we go down together / best friends means, / well best friends means... / And I've got a twenty-dollar bill / that says you're up late night starting / fist fights versus fences in your backyard / Wearing your black eye like a badge of honor / Soaking in sympathy / from friends who never loved you / nearly half as much as me...

The "Buzznet Army" who are attacking anyone with a contrary opinion: I Am Fred Astaire: Well I flipped every switch / that I could find on my way out just to upset you more / (just to keep you busy) just to make you angry (just because you were right)
/ All tired scream safe haven, / Let's get this out and on the table... we're always holding, holding out... / And that's what got us here in the first place, / you should have never come here alone / you should have never bothered at all... / Scream older and wiser, still filled with resentment / We get it, we get it...
Even though I don't quite think they do get it. Death threats for not liking what a rock star is up to? Really, people.

I guess we all--Gerard Way included--get Liar (It Takes One To Know One): I'm an addict for dramatics / I confuse the two for love / You can't tell me that you don't beg... / Liar (liar) / If we're keeping score / We're all choir boys at best / Intrusive and arrogant...

Bleeding Chaos, Sister Midnite, Verita Venom, sdock10, Ergoproxy, Somke&Venom, Andrea and all the rest of you folks who are actually speaking up when you think something is not right, well of course you all get If You See Something, Say Something: Genuine and unprepared
If you, you see something then you should say something... You're better off believing everything you heard was true.
*Sigh*

And me? I get My Blue Heaven. I can't tell you why, though. ^_^

ergoproxy said...

Kapunua ! I veritable novel there !!
I agree some songs just seem to fit don't they.
love to all
and to all the frustrated workers I hope your week ends better than it seems to have started.
kickball soon ??
I have washed my skirt and have pompoms ready)

Andrea said...

Anon30, I listened to that Weezer song for the first time in a long time and suddenly it had a whole new meaning. It reminded me of a certain man we all know.

I found a beer in the fridge that didn't belong there, and I knew right away that something wasn't right. Everything spiraled out of control from there.

Woefully, I am unable to comprehend or predict the future. Where will it lead us?

I just finished reading every last word of Loveman's blogs from August. More confused than ever.

But I think I might know a certain blonde misfit he spoke of. I wonder if he will talk with me...

Anonymous said...

Dorian Gray mean anything to you?

Anonymous said...

Hey Mayo are you proud of your fans now? Look what someone is saying just because we have our own minds.

"fuck u verita Y dont' u go die! Go get raped pertend it is gerard.oh yes gerard dont stop!!! i mean NOOOo don't touch me there!!!hahahahaa bc u know u want it fucken loser. and i'm not frombuzznet u stupid whore i found your pathetic link at a different sight. GO DIE"

Think about it. These are the people defending you? Isn't it time you put a stop to this. No matter what Verita says this is TOO FAR! and you know it.

Smoke said...

Yes, Anonymous, I'm sure Mayo would rather have someone like you defending him. How fuckin' stupid and juvenile can you be? Take your childish ass comments somewhere else. This is where grown-ups talk. When you grow up you will learn that not everyone has the same opinion as you. People will disagree with you. And there is NOTHING WRONG WITH THAT. Damn, people, don't ruin my Tuesday.

Anonymous said...

Smoke, the anon poster was quoting someone who left this remark at Verita's site to show how lame those people have become. They were not defending Mayo at all, just indicating who does.

Smoke said...

Oooohhhh! I get it now! Well, anyway. Small person who posted that on Verita Venom's blog - that comment was for you.

It's too fuckin' early.

sister midnite said...

I believe we've come to a point where this isn't just about Gerard's safety and livelihood. This has now become about us and our's. No pun intended but, where do we go from here?

I, for one, will keep on saying what I've been saying all along. Pardon my French, but fuck 'em if the don't like it.

If anyone's feeling uneasy, don't worry too much. Sis Midnite will cover your ass. ^_~

Except for the death threats, most of the comments on Verita's blog are quite funny. They're so pathetic they squeak.

Can I be Mayo's blogs Worm?
I'm hella-prettier, of course. :D

sdock10 said...

Hells yeah, Sister Midnite. I mean Sister Worm or would you prefer Sister Midnitecrawler? You can be the bouncer/bodyguard as long as you promise not to wear that fucked up hat he's always seen wearing.

sister midnite said...

I can be Sister Caterpillar, Sdock10.
If I wear a hat, I'll make sure it's NutBuster-approved. I have the perfect boots for the job...

I'll protect the pharmaceuticals & cupcakes, too. Wouldn't want an unhappy kickball team, now, would we?

sdock10 said...

Damn skippy Co-Captain Sister Caterpillar...that would be a disaster.

I'm waiting on your comments on the new blog by Mayo. I'm sure they will be very insightful and asskicking all at the same time.

slaybelle said...

deep.
i love this blog even though i dont always understand it, but it's one of my fave :)

and to ppl who dont like it - why do u keep reading it and keep coming back here to tell him to stfu?? seriously.

and how can u call his wife a skank (if he is in fact who is rumored to be) - you dont even know her, or him.
i think they're cute and i wish them all the best <3 but some of u really need to grow the fu*k up.

Anonymous said...

"fuck u verita Y dont' u go die! Go get raped pertend it is gerard.oh yes gerard dont stop!!! i mean NOOOo don't touch me there!!!hahahahaa bc u know u want it fucken loser. and i'm not frombuzznet u stupid whore i found your pathetic link at a different sight. GO DIE"

Sadly, these are exactly the same type of people who have addressed such horrendous comments to the bandmembers themselves and to their girlfriends and/or wives, to journalists or other artists who have taken shots at the band, and of course, to each other.

NO ONE deserves to have that sort of thing said to them, but welcome to the world of internet anonymity.