"I don’t know how to pray," she said.
"For this, for you, the end."
She lay at a loss,
Her eyes polluted, steely slits.
Rice paper skin loosely holding in
Vast, venerable veins.
Their purpose fooled
Into considering one more day.
"It is Thursday,
And I have a permanent."
Then her eyes fix themselves
Upon mine, she knows.
"Keep me in mind,
Dear." I won’t forget.
And that is just like her
To hold off death intent
To have her say. Again
She knows, and then does not,
It is time. Fraught
With just enough heart
Remaining, she pulls her way
Loose from her body, barely
What it was when she was put to bed.
It is cold and blue and black and red.
For the last time,
"I don’t know how to pray,"
She said. It is alright…
I will for this, for you, the end.
Thursday, March 24, 2011
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«Oldest ‹Older 3401 – 3600 of 4986 Newer› Newest»Grim,
I'm trying to reset the doomsday clock for you. There's been some buzz about 2012.
Mandy
Grim,
Take off the hood. You know i have trouble finding you in the dark with your damn hood up.
Mandy
Mandy,
A dog took off with my foot.
Grim
whip me
slap me
DRUNK FUCK
Ummm... sorry, anonymoose. I can't help you this morning. MissT has my handcuffs and I think either Amy or my Sweetcheeks has my whip!
Besides, I have a strange feeling you don't like blond(ish)es!
:P
~~Wanna hear some funky Dixieland
pretty mamma come and take me by the hand~~
Gosh dang, that's a good song! No, it's not the Dobbie Bros. It's TRAIN's "I Got You"! (Just like Sonny and Cher... except, I'll be there.)
:)
Loves it!!!!!
Have a great night/morning/day, everyone!!! Stay safe out there!!!!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
PS: Guess who can't sleep AGAIN? Go ahead. Guess!
:P
Oh shucks! Ya'll know I've got to do it!!!! For sing along purposes, of course!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Train: I Got You
Lyrics
Hey, did you hear about the one that got away, they say he looked left,
she turned right-meant to be together but not that night,
it's when fates running late, we tend to make mistakes,
we go round and round from love to love
it's either way too much or not enough
gimme lazy days with nothing better to do
than singin
oh black water keep on rolling while I wait for you
I don't care if it rains, I'll be just fine,
I'm leaving the ghosts behind until I got you I got you
you're the sun through my window, warming my skin
Oh you,
I got you
hey then when one of them was taken, the other one was waiting
for the next big thing
To bring them to the gates of heaven or maybe just late night in Vegas
It's true that's what we do when were going down swingin-
then coming up singing the blues
Wearing out my shoes-chasing new faces to get to you-
driving home on a summer night
Singing old black water keep on rolling- till the time is right
I don't care if it rains, I'll be just fine sit back enjoy the ride
until I got you I got you you're the sun through my window
warming my skin, oh you I got you Like Sonny and Cher
Except I'll be there for you , I got you
Let old black water bring us together - old black water keep on rolling
Mississippi moon won't you keep on shining on me
Wanna hear some funky Dixieland
Pretty Mama come on take me by the hand, wanna hear some funky Dixieland
Pretty mama come on take me by the hand
Here she comes, here she comes I got you I got you
You're the sun through my window warming my skin oh you
I got you like Sonny and Cher you know I'll be there for you
I got you let old black water bring us together
You I got you, I got you , I got you baby
By the hand hand take me by the hand
Pretty mama dance with your daddy all night long wanna hear some
Funky Dixieland pretty mama come and take me by the hand
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
:)
I must try to find the sandman (who is once again being extremely elusive!). I have a dentist appointment today!
more Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
PS: I hope you heard from your family, Elena and I hope they're all okay!
Ergo, Wendy and anons - Thank you for your concern about my relatives in Joplin. They are okay but oh God the damage there. Growing up I spent a lot of time in that town and to see the photos and videos is so heartbreaking. Last reports say they have 89 dead. I've been watching videos all morning. This one, while you don't truly see much, you hear the fear of those in this convenience store as the tornado hits the building.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQnvxJZucds&feature=youtu.be
Sorry I can't link this.
And today that same area has a very good chance of severe weather again. Please keep these people in your thoughts and prayers.
good morning
elena, such a relief to hear your relatives are ok but just terrible news out of the area, our news just said it's up to 118 people and still expected to rise.
The vision is devastating, just almost inconceivable that a whole town and so many people can be gone in such a short time.
Praying that the weather isn't as severe as they predict and that everyone takes every precaution possible. Loss of buildings is awful but loss of life is so much more tragic.
The stories from Joplin Missouri. So tragic. :(
Elena, I'm glad to hear your family made it through. I wish this was the last of them though.
-A
Grim,
I told you to stop using your foot to play fetch with that dog! Use your funny bone. You don't need that one. ;)
Mandy
Mandy,
:p
Grim
you're still a low two-faced bastard
dirty pony
:)
good morning
"I'm not the type of person who wants to go back to the land. I'm the type who wants to go back to the hotel." ~ Fran Lebowitz
On happiness:
We live in a world where people think happiness is a condition, but it’s not; it’s a sensation. It’s momentary. So do I have little moments of happiness? Yes. Is that my general condition? No. Is that anyone’s general condition? I can’t believe that’s the case. Are there people that are generally more buoyant than I am? Yes, most people. I don’t think of myself as being unhappy, I think of myself as being morose, but it’s just natural, it’s not my circumstances so much. I can be in bad circumstances like anyone else, or I can be in good circumstances, but in general, if you broke into my apartment and I didn’t know you were there, you would not see me whistling around the house.
All God's children are not beautiful. Most of God's children are, in fact, barely presentable.
Fran Lebowitz
If you are a dog and your owner suggests that you wear a sweater, suggest that he wear a tail.
Fran Lebowitz
In real life, I assure you, there is no such thing as algebra.
Fran Lebowitz
Humility is no substitute for a good personality.
Fran Lebowitz,
Life is something that happens when you can't get to sleep.
Fran Lebowitz
Remember that as a teenager you are at the last stage of your life when you will be happy to hear that the phone is for you.
Fran Lebowitz,
Being a woman is of special interest to aspiring male transexuals. To actual women it is simply a good excuse not to play football.
Vegetables are interesting but lack a sense of purpose when unaccompanied by a good cut of meat.
The telephone is a good way to talk to people without having to offer them a drink.
Did you know that if you watch Jaws backwards, It's a movie about a shark that throws up so many people that they have to open a beach?
lol @ your 10pm. :)
The one thing that you need in life....
Latka is a wise man! ;)
Mandy,
I have ice cream.
Grim
Did you know that if you watch Jaws backwards, It's a movie about a shark that throws up so many people that they have to open a beach?
lol x 2
O_o
Douglas: You there, computer man. Fix my pants!
Moss: Beg your pardon?
Douglas: Pull down my trousers and do your job!
Moss: What kind of operating system does it use?
Police: Err... its... Vista!
Moss: We are going to die!
Have you tried turning it off and on again?
Grim,
Is it Death by Chocolate? In a waffle cone?
almost smiling Mandy
;)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOUJOURS
0_o TJ? Happy Birfday gurrl:D
Toujours, just sign in already. Pathetic.
Hi. :)
This made me cry. It's so lovely and romantic. :)
And just in case links aren't working here is the c&p version
good morning!
happy birthday TJ
Man, I was thinking about unrequited love. I figure it’s best to just walk that shit off. Find someone else to be excited about. It’s like if you love ice cream but your ice cream man friend won’t give you any. Maybe he’s got a good reason. It cuts into profits. Who knows? But he likes you as a friend and wants to hang out anyway. It drives you crazy to hang out with that dude, even if he’s being reasonable from his point of view. So don’t hang out with him. What, you ONLY like ice cream? It’s ice cream or nothing? Don’t be an asshole. Learn to love donuts.
— Joey Comeau,
"Dear Nintendo, We need a new Mario game, where you rescue the princess in the first ten minutes, and for the rest of the game you try and push down that sick feeling in your stomach that she’s ‘damaged goods’, a concept detailed again and again in the profoundly sex negative instruction booklet, and when Luigi makes a crack about her and Bowser, you break his nose and immediately regret it. When Peach asks you, in the quiet of her mushroom castle bedroom ‘do you still love me?’ you pretend to be asleep. You press the A button rhythmically, to control your breath, keep it even."
— Joey Comeau
I had all kinds of plans in case of a zombie attack. I just figured I’d be on the other side.
…There’s a romance to danger. There’s a romance to drinking, to drugs, to petty crime and to heartbreak and loneliness. All of those things can be used to make the STORY of our lives better.
When I played “doctor” I played to win.
Adventure is just one mistake away.
The world isn’t going to end just because we’ve done everything wrong. Though, that would be easier.
I have a thing for gay porn starring Asians who were born in Canada, but who were living in Europe at the time of filming. It’s kind of my fetish, I guess. I don’t like blond Asian guys, though. A lot of the Canadian-born Eurofag Asian porn you get has blonds in it. It just looks so fake.
-Joey Comeau
awww
That's so beautiful, thoughtful, romantic, funny and creative 5:54. Don't think there's a woman in the world who wouldn't have melted into a puddle of yesness with that. Thanks for sharing!
Unless she wasn't in love with him, of course.
Y'all are some really stupid, flaky, sad-sack sheep here.
Unless she wasn't in love with him, of course.
O_O
That would be horrible. I'm sure that man was smart enough not to go through all that trouble, time, planning and expense unless he was pretty damn sure she was in love with him too.
Mandy did you get your sundae?
Grim
Elena & anyone in tornado prone areas please, please stay safe.
Hiya guys, how are you all?
good morning MissT
good to hear Tim's doing ok, hope the chemo does it's job and he's back to living his life again real soon.
Good luck finding your outfit, it does get frustrating but I'm sure you'll look gorgeous!
Thanks Ergo sweetie. He's had his first chemo now and he said he felt OK but his mum said he looked grey. As long as he feel ok though.
I finally got my dress. I'll have to shave the legs tomorrow evening or deforrestation as I call it hahah!
Wow, cool tornado pics Elena sweetie. I hope eveything is alright down your way. Such a relief that your relatives are OK. I can stop holding my breath now.
Anonymous said...
Douglas: You there, computer man. Fix my pants!
Moss: Beg your pardon?
Douglas: Pull down my trousers and do your job!
May 25, 2011 5:58 AM
Anonymous said...
Moss: What kind of operating system does it use?
Police: Err... its... Vista!
Moss: We are going to die!
May 25, 2011 6:02 AM
ergoproxy said...
Have you tried turning it off and on again?
May 25, 2011 6:42 AM
You guys, I LOVE IT CROWD!!!!!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TJ SWEETIE!!!
I hope you had a fantastic day yesterday. I hope you got lots of lovely pressies xxx
Have a great weekend eveyone xxx
Grim,
That sundae made me this happy.
Mandy
Hi MissT, it'll be hard for Tim, chemo knocks you around but a positive attitude is a big plus. Hope it continues to go well.
Awesome that you found a dress, hope you have a wonderful day and it's the start of a very happy future for the lucky couple.
I know what you mean about deforestation, now that it's colder here and I am wearing long pants more it can be a bit of a shock when you actually look at your legs! lol
*squeeeeeee*
;)
love, kisses, and Oreo pieces
^.~
Love, hugs, kisses, nibbles ;)
^________^
Ă•_Ă•
D'oh!
love, peace and chicken grease ;)
la
la la la
la la laaa
idiots @ 5:18 & 10:50 love shit belongs at seven's
keep it there
'mornin cranky anon.
oh oh oh i
oh oh oh i...
gotta delete this blog
Mandy,
Where is my sundae?
Grim
shut up and DELETE THIS BLOG
you have your other places to whine on i can't see why it's so difficult for you to FINISH THIS
O_o
Such a lovely person that one is.
So helpful, supportive and encouraging. A pleasure to be around.
o_O
^ /sarcasm
^.~
dirty two-faced BASTARD
Grim,
I made a sundae for you last night. 31 different flavors.
I brought it to the playground. You weren't there. It melted. I slurped it up. I got a brain freeze then I threw up. I hate you.
♥
Mandy
It's so quiet here. Where have all the regulars gone?
Well for me anon, I'm not gone just very busy.
How are you today?
good morning!
We went to see Rio yesterday then spent the afternoon at the shed, such lovely weather, crisp but such beautiful clear blue sky :]
hi Elena, how are you?
Hey Ergo
Still at work and right now a customer is making my eye twitch. Her snotty attitude isn't going to work well for her. She just asked to talk to the owner. I grinned and said "okay...go". Seems she wanted to complain to the "owner" because I wouldn't take her crappy books that are in horrible condition. See if she'd just been nice I might have cut her some slack. Not now.
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and here I thought I was the only busy person.
At least I spend my time on important things
disgraziato!!!
so says the self-righteous pompous fool
idiot!!!
don't blame you Elena!
I'm trying to motivate myself to do something, but sitting on the veranda in the warm is so much nicer
time to end this
if it was really your private journal it would be private
you are keep this going for no other reason than to spite anyone who tells you otherwise
that's how 2 year olds act
if you had any sense of dignity or respect or any sense of decency you would DELETE THIS
Looks to me like you're doing a great impression of a 2 year old yourself, 7:50. Much better than Mayo ever did.
really 7:56?
why do want to continue this wretched thing?
delete this
1) I don't think it's a wretched thing.
2) It's not my blog to continue or discontinue.
3) I'm not Mayo's mom or dad. It's not my place to tell him what he should or shouldn't do.
i)it's wretched, people have been emotionally hurt here
ii)he is hardly here so he cares little about this place and has others he can moan on
iii)this is not about being a "mom or dad", it's about decency and respect. it should be deleted or private.
...but since i have worked out that he has no sense of decency or respect and enjoys playing people
well i know this is going to continue
and you can make out that i'm acting immaturely and make fun of me
GO AHEAD!
but the real issue here is how you can't let go and let everyone else let go
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