"I don’t know how to pray," she said.
"For this, for you, the end."
She lay at a loss,
Her eyes polluted, steely slits.
Rice paper skin loosely holding in
Vast, venerable veins.
Their purpose fooled
Into considering one more day.
"It is Thursday,
And I have a permanent."
Then her eyes fix themselves
Upon mine, she knows.
"Keep me in mind,
Dear." I won’t forget.
And that is just like her
To hold off death intent
To have her say. Again
She knows, and then does not,
It is time. Fraught
With just enough heart
Remaining, she pulls her way
Loose from her body, barely
What it was when she was put to bed.
It is cold and blue and black and red.
For the last time,
"I don’t know how to pray,"
She said. It is alright…
I will for this, for you, the end.
Thursday, March 24, 2011
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talk about rude and classless 10:32, you are trying to cheat with a married man
diisgusting
He's not my lover boy 10:43. Never has been.
Did he fail in his duties with you? Too bad. Maybe you're just to judgmental and critical. Too harsh and bitter.
Then we share something in common, cause he's not mine either, in the past/present/future tense.
critical and judgemental, harsh/bitter blah, blah
Start a new blog and it's all finito!
talk about rude and classless 10:32, you are trying to cheat with a married man
I'm trying to what? I can assure you if I wanted a married man it wouldn't take much effort to get one. A simple direct look, smile and a yes would suffice.
Duh?
Hello everyone:)
Someone special is celebrating their birthday this weekend so I splashed out and bought a new dress. Hang on I'll see if I can look it up on t'internet.
dirty scumbag
Why should Mayo start a new blog 10:57? Do you have any idea how ridiculous you sound making those demands of him?
Do you have a younger sibling? How would you feel if that sibling found your personal diary/journal and then told you to end it or else they would tell the world what you said?
You're doing the same type of thing with Mayo. You don't like what is or isn't being said here so you're demanding he delete the blog. His blog. His diary. His journal.
You sound like a spoiled, jealous child.
Umm, am I in the way anons?
Should I leave?:(
I don't give a DAMN! He has other fucking blogs.
DELETE THIS ONE
You can contribute to the current conversation, Welshie. Do you think Mayo is a dirty scumbag?
Do you think he deserves this verbal abuse?
He sure is!
WHY 11:12? Why is this blog so fucking important to you? Why do you constantly demand it be deleted?
Why?
When did Mayo ever Lie to you?
How does this blog hurt you?
Explain to those of us who don't get why you are so determined to have Mayo end this blog.
I'm trying to understand here. I am.
Is all of this bitterness and hatred because of whom you perceive Mayo and SS to be?
Is it?
Well I don't know Mayo personally, but from what I can gather by reading his words he seems to be a decent bloke you know.
I certainly don't think he deserves all the verbal abuse, especially not on his own blog.
I don't owe any explanation to anyone
It's his blog, he can deal with me.
*rolls eyes*
You don't need to understand anything 11:26.
It's not your problem.
DELETE THE BLOG
That has always been a problem here. People get a picture an image in their minds of who someone is and there's no changing it for some of them. They will believe what they want to believe. What they need to believe.
I've often wondered why about that too. Why they needed to believe that Mayo = fantasy man 1 and SS = fantasy man 2?
Why was it so important for them to believe they had a special connection to what they perceived as a star?
Was it the person that mattered to them or the perceived status?
Is it Mayo that matters to them or is it the belief that Mayo is Gerard Way and they have a special connection with him because of this blog?
That would really suck.
11:29,
Are u Mrs. Mayonaise? If not, FUCK OFF. This blog really isn't your business.
TOO BAD 11:48
You fuck off
GET RID OF THIS BLOG
CHEAP DIRTY FUCK
whatever 11:45
Honestly anons, I'm so bloody confused right now:(
I think I'm probably the only one on this blog that doesn't know Mayo's identity. Yeah it sucks to be honest cos I feel as if I've been left out you know. Never mind, worse things happen at sea and all that:(
Everybody wants to touch a star at least once in their life.
More than just touch it. They want to feel they've reached it. Become a part of it. Inspired it.
It's all so messy thanks to the internet.
Gerard Way is a moron completely unconnected to this blog and who I am 100% sure I am not directing my comments to.
Welshie,
You're not the only one. Trust me. :)
Fuck. 11:58 actually seems like a reasonable person with that comment. Except for the moron thing.
I am a reasonable person.
One who just happens to think the blog owner is a two faced bastard who needs to finish this hobby of his once and for all.
Seriously 11:57 they shit in the toilet just like you do.
Who cares.
Well he is 12:02
I know that 12:05 and you know that. Some of them don't. Some of them think their shit smells of roses and lilacs when it actually just smells like shit. Worse than usual shit depending on the drugs they're doing and what they're drinking at the time.
12:09,
I have to disagree. I don't think Gerard Way is a moron any more than I think that Mayo is an idiot scumbag.
I don't care about fucking rock stars.
It's all a great big wank
END THIS BLOG
FINISH IT.
Pardon moi! I just have some singing to do. Yes, I do!
~~I DO ~~
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I DO
by Better than Ezra
oow yeah, ahh ooow yeah
oow yeah, ahh ooow yeah
I got a little bit of reason
For everything I've done
I might just serenade the moonlight
And I get so lonely in this crowd
I want to scream but make no sound
And yeah I'm lost but maybe I'll be fine
Cause when I'm in over my head
I hear the words you said
That someone out there's
Listening to the same song
Feeling the same way that I do
Make me a believer pick up the receiver
And tell me you feel just like I do
I do
And I couldn't bear to see you walk out
And leave it all behind
I couldn't bear to see the sunlight
And I love the sound of rain on tin
Your screen door beckoning me in
And yeah I'm mad but overcome with joy
Could it be so damn naive
To hope you could agree?
That someone out there's
Listening to the same song
Feeling the same way that I do
Make me a believer pick up the receiver
Tell me you feel just like I do
I do
In a world that's cellophane
You get so lost I know you do
In a world that's cellophane
Someone out there's
Listening to the same song
Feeling the same way that I do
Make me a believer pick up the receiver
Tell me you feel just like I do
I do
Someone out there's
Listening to the same song
Feeling the same way that I do
Make me a believer pick up the receiver
And tell me you feel just like I do
I do
oow yeah, ahh ooow yeah
oow yeah, ahh ooow yeah
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I just LOVE me some BTE! (again) !!!!
Happy Easter, everyone!!!!!!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
Still hoping to hear from Anima soon. I've sent a text but haven't heard if they suffered any damage from the tornado.
Oh and Welshie the dress is adorable.
Amazing how all you people crawl out of the woodwork once I demand this blog close down.
And I won't stop you know
Anon/delete this blog anon: Please don't stop making your demands on my behalf. I would hate to think I had anything to do with someone giving up on something that was, obviously, so important to them. (Although WHY it's so important is beyond me.)
Carry on!
Elena: I hope you hear from Anima soon. Yeah, those tornadoes are scary! As you would know (probably) better than any of us.
Well, since I'm on a BETTER THAN EZRA kick; one of the most beautiful songs ever written. Ever, ever ever! So ever and so damn beautiful, Taylor Swift covered it at the Hope for Haiti benefit concert.
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Breathless
by Better than Ezra
Here you are now
Fresh from your wars
Back from the edge of time
And all that you were,
Stripped to the bone
I thought you d want to know
That when you feel the world is crashing
All around your feet
Come running headlong into my arms
Breathless
I'll never judge you
I can only love you
Come now running headlong
Into my arms
Breathless
Lay down your guns
Too weak to run
Nothing can harm you here
Your precious heart
Broken and scarred
Somehow you made it through
I only ask that you won't go again
When you feel the world is crashing
All around your feet
Come running headlong into my arms
Breathless
I'll never judge you
I can only love you
Come now running headlong
Into my arms
Breathless
So glad to see you smiling
So good to hear your laugh
I think that you've found you even
Missed yourself
I'm only asking this because I think that
Truth be told
Oh, you'll never go again
Again
When you feel the world is crashing
All around your feet
Come running headlong into my arms
Breathless
I'll never judge you
I can only love you
Come now running headlong
Into my arms
Breathless
Breathless
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Isn't that just absolutely beautiful?! Yes, it leaves me "breathless".
:)
Welcome back Fimmy, so good to see you're still on the ball.
Not on the balls, however.
What is it with you and your people interfering in Mayo's life?
To quote you yourself, "it's none of your business."
Take your own advice, princess: keep out of other people's lives.
And start taking your meds again.
Mandy,
I would never sleep in the basement. That is were the portal for the old ones opens at night. Might, explain why you like it down there so much. All that evil.
I will wait for you at the playground. It's your turn to slice and dice Billy.
Grim
good morning and HAPPY EASTER!!!
∩∩
(-.-)
o_(")(")
welshie that is one totally adorable dress!
Is it your birthday or a friend?
Happy birthday to whoever!!
hey elena, I saw those tornadoes of the news just now, let me know if you hear from Anima, I hope she and her family & friends are ok
I didn't take any photos, it's just a big grassy area this is the place fig tree is on the right
hi wendy
Hey Ergo
Cute bunny. I love the pic too.
Still at work and still haven't heard from Anima. Hope to soon.
hope you hear soon, but after stuff like that all the communications can be disrupted or swamped.
Hope you feel better today
Feel a little better, thanks, but really I'm starting to feel like it's time to get home. I need my jammies and sofa.
Jamies and sofa always make it better
Just a quick pop in....
At home now and wanted you all to know I got a text from Anima. She said the tornado went through about a mile or two from her home and business but they are okay, no damage!
thanks Elena, that's good news
have a good rest
I have a present all just for 4:58! You wait, moron ^_^
Grim,
You got sucked in the portal didn't you?
Mandy
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Happy Easter!
It's chocolate. ;)
went fishing and BG caught dinner!!
just like that ac/dc song "c'mon baby shake me all night long'"
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bastardo con due facce
They're baaaaack.
Oh joy.
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_______ .|=|_________
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Much prettier than the obsessive compulsive repetitive actions of -NOT FIMBLE. :)
They're baaaaack.
Oh joy.
They're baaaaack.
Oh joy.
They're baaaaack.
Oh joy.
They're baaaaack.
Oh joy.
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Oh joy.
They're baaaaack.
Oh joy.
They're baaaaack.
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They're baaaaack.
Oh joy.
They're baaaaack.
Oh joy.
They're baaaaack.
Oh joy.
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