Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Burning the Manual

I have righted myself before you.
Pulled the knife out of my wound,
And shoved it back in yours.
Like you knew I would.
Like you knew I could.
Before I ever had a name
You knew it was there,
Everything for you
And you know it, and I
Know it still, the same.




p.s. who is driving who or...what?

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Martha Smith-Jones said...

Elena ;)

toujours said...

you know, it might actually be kinda fun to try to herd cats...

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hey you bitches,


Would you like to have your own bitch badges. There is a box on the table.

Anonymous said...

Only call "bitches" ones who deserve it. Not your friends unless you are just joking.

Anonymous said...

If you are joking wear your bitch badges with PRIDE.

And remember that you won.

Anonymous said...

*squeezes J* How you're doin' sugar? :p

Hey everyone else

toujours said...

hi there, bc.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

hello BC

did you guys heard about the steam powered robot that eats dead people that is being build.

Original Punk J said...

Of course we're joking, first 12.05. We all know that, too. :)

Second 12.05, nobody "won" anything.

TJ, herding cats might be easier than herding five small children. Trust me on this. Elena knows what I'm talking about.

Martha, I want my Bitch Badge to be shiny and dazzly, maybe gold. Have you got one like that?

Ergo, no body fluids were exchanged, although there was a fair amount of snot about. I was near it but did not actually touch it. Kleenex were involved. :)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

right now my badge is soaking in the sink

ergoproxy said...

hello BC!


did you guys heard about the steam powered robot that eats dead people that is being build.

O_O

Martha Smith-Jones said...

J I will have to order new ones. The ones I have right now make things green and nutty.

Original Punk J said...

*squeezes BC back*

Hey cutie-pie! I iz dandy. How iz yooooo? :)

Martha? Like a reverse, metallic zombie?

Anonymous said...

There are winners and losers. Be proud of being winners. There is no shame in it.

Original Punk J said...

I'll...just wait for the new shipment, Martha.

>.<

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Pretty much j

Original Punk J said...

Hmm. In that case, 12.16, what exactly did we win?

Anonymous said...

Hello ergo, tj, mj! Hope you guys are good?

I'm sweatin' like a pig j, but otherwise okay, searching through my dvd's and such. I hope the fur babies and L are good?

toujours said...

i'll take your word for it j., but in the meantime, i think i'm going to go to bed and dream about my future life as as cat wrangler.

good night everyone. sweet dreams. :)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

j, we won a flesh eating steam powered robot.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

goodnight tj

Anonymous said...

Goodnight tj sweet dreams

ergoproxy said...

goodnigth TJ sweet dreams



MJ why is someone making a steam powered dead people eating robot?

Anonymous said...

Racism???

ergoproxy said...

my lithsp came back, goodnight TJ

Martha Smith-Jones said...

EP because the threat of skynet just wasn't enough

elena said...

Night TJ

ergoproxy said...

WOMEN'S ASS SIZE STUDY

There is a new study about women and how they feel about their asses; the results were pretty interesting:


30% of women think their ass is too fat............

10% of women think their ass is too skinny......

The remaining 60% say they don't care, they love him, he's a good man and they wouldn't trade him for the world.

elena said...

LOL Ergo

That is so damn true!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Anon, I don't like it when anyone uses that word, But I wouldn't call that racism. Him saw it is not going to give a black person the same feeling that it would if a white person would use it.

In a way it is like us calling our selves bitches. It isn't going to help change the meaning of the word or make it less bad but sometimes it is the only way to get your point across. Or to just or a little while take a little of the sting off the word.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

LOL ep

ergoproxy said...

I am going to print that out, laminate it and put it up in the workshop office...

I think my ass is just perfect*















*apologies for saccharine sweetness of that comment, lol

Original Punk J said...

Goodnight TJ.

Ergo, it's funny BECAUSE it's true!

Anon, I don't call that racism. Honestly, I believe the "n" word applies to anybody who acts like that, no matter the color of their skin. Check out Elvis Costello's "Oliver's Army" and listen closely.

OOOOHHHH Martha! I've always wanted a flesh eating steam powered robot! How cool. Can I play with it first?

ergoproxy said...

a steam powered flesh eating robot would come in handy in so many situations

toujours said...

mayo,

i think i just dreamed i was in a weird sci-fi anime...it started at the comic-con, and then we were in our spaceship, in space, battling...something, someone...

hmm.

might be best to throw in the towel on choosing a topic for tonight's good night, and just say it.


so: good night, mayo. sweet (non-anime) dreams.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

J sure why not.


Ladies and anons of unknown gender, I am off to take a shower and than to bed. I had a nice time here tonight. First time in a long time that has happened here. I liked it I hope that it will happen again soon.


Until next time goodnight.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

EP it would come in handy until you are the half dead person it decides to eat.

Original Punk J said...

Goodnight Martha, it's really good to have you back with us. I hope it happens again soon, too. *hugs*

ergoproxy said...

I got a message from Miranth too , at myspace a few days ago but I hadn't checked it

she says hello! :]

the port to charge her laptop is broken so only has her phone

ergoproxy said...

good point MJ

sweet dreams

I have a student soon I think :/

elena said...

Night Martha

Good to see you. Take care

Anonymous said...

Goodnight mj, sweet dreams.

Original Punk J said...

Tell Miranth L and I said hello, Ergo.

Think I'll head off to bed, too. Had a good time tonight, almost like old times. Goodnight Elena, Ergo, BC, various anons, Shaunette, Party Sheep (from Sparkle and Twinkle), clones, et al!

Goodnight Mayo, I still want to take a stab at interpreting your post, but it ain't happenin' tonight, man. Not after the flesh eating steam powered robot thing.

Cause, damn.

xo jen

Original Punk J said...

Hello, Precious!

Yes, today may have been jam-packed with toddler fun (and it surely was), but I DID get to see parts of two amazingly good movies.

The first one was, Heaven help me, "Mamma Mia" with Meryl Streep and Pierce Brosnan and lots of other people. It's...well, it's fun. Fluff to the max, but fun fluff. Meryl has an unexpectedly good singing voice. Pierce, not so much. But he gave it his all. The other one was "August Rush" with Freddie Highmore, Johnathan Rhys Meyers, and Keri Russell. Cheesy as fuck, but good cheesy. It's about soulmates. :) I loved it.

So now I'ma gonna drag my weary self off to bed. It's raining tonight, good sleeping weather. Nice to cuddle. ;)

Goodnight, baby. I love you.

My heart to yours, always.

xo jen

Anonymous said...

Goodnight J, sweet dreams to you and L.

Anonymous said...

If you are joking wear your bitch badges with PRIDE.

And remember that you won.


And also remember that you have the mentality of a fourteen year old.

elena said...

Night J

Talk to you tomorrow

ergoproxy said...

goodnight J sweet dreams, hi to L and will do

It'd be nice to know when this girl isn't coming, now I don't know if she's coming at all any more
I'll have to call her mum

1:59 said...

1:51~

You *know* which one is you ;)

:***

Dream of me.

Goodnight.

elena said...

Mayo


You know I realized something tonight about being a mom. Well, the mom of teenagers anyway. --- I can’t win. Totally a damned if I do, damned if I don’t situation. See, what happened is this… Flighty and I got into an argument. She did something very stupid (which she does admit) but she’s positive it’s not her fault. Yeah, you guessed it, it was mine. Why? Well because I’m her mom. Seriously she said to me that the reason she is having problems is because I never sent her to Day Care. Okay, that remark just floored me. Here I thought all this time that I had done the right thing by not working when my girls were little. I hired employees so I could stay with my girls. I felt that was more important than anything. I wanted to be there, I didn’t want to miss a second, not a second of their childhoods. So each day we went on adventures together. We sang, drew, chased fireflies…okay getting misty here. But you get what I mean. They were my first priority. And for her to tell me that I should have sent them to Day Care really hurt. But the more I thought about it I realized that if I had then she would be sitting there telling me that I hadn’t spent enough time with them. See, no win situation for me. I know she’s just mad and is taking it out on me but it’s still so hard for me not to be hurt. I really did try my hardest to be a good mom. I did my best. Someday, when she has kids I think she’ll understand. Oh well…


Hope you had a good day, with no drama. Hope tomorrow is drama-free for you, too.


Night Mayo


Elena

ergoproxy said...

oh elena
*hug*
you did do a good job, but sometimes the thanks doesn't come until they realise themselves how hard it is, parents are convenient and safe to blame.
Hope it works out better soon

1:51 said...

:)

The one waiting -for a merge


:***


Goodnight.

ergoproxy said...

good morning anon, have a great day

Mayo
I just watched United States of Tara, I thought it was pretty good, if you get the chance , give it a go. Plus I like Toni Collette, so bit of bias there, goodnight mate, have a good wednesday
much love EP xx

SS
United States of Tara, have a look if you can, or have you seen it? Hope you have a great hump day, I'm working tomorrow, gah, have to keep reminding myself, not used to this lol
take care
lotsa love EP xx


goodnight blogbelieve, see you in my morning
♥xx♥

Original Punk J said...

Hello!

KOL Anon, I meant to leave you a note last night, but completely forgot, which isn't unusual.

I've been on glaucoma drops for about 12 years, because, well, I have glaucoma, surgery-induced but there nonetheless. It seems to be a side effect of all glaucoma drops to make your lashes grow. Mine are very long and very thick, and they don't seem to fall out very often. Have you talked with your dr about the effects they would have on your eye pressure? I figure you have, but I just wanted to make sure.

Ok, everyone, I hope your days/nights are/have been good! One of us will be here tonight probably, so see you then!

xo jen

MissTottenham said...

Hiya guys, how are you?

Just a quickie.

*huge hug* for run and hug.

LOL J and Ergo, a plaque for my bits. You crack me up. They already feel honoured for being blog famous. My sis keeps taking the piss saying "are you gonna post pics on your blog". I think there are laws against that kind of thing.


LOL Wendy, I knew you's want all the gory details.

So, the update is I'm feeling a little better. I'd been sent home with two lots of pills, paracetemol and some others. They told me they were both painkillers and I hadn't been taking them cos I was more sore than in pain and Im brave hahahah!

Well, yesterday I thought, this swelling should be going faster than this I'm sure. Good job I read what the other pills are. They are anti inflamatory, just what I need. If they'd told me what they were I'd have been taking them from the start. They told me they were more painkillers so I took them home and put them to one side duh!

Off now cos it's not good sitting in one place too long hahahahah!

Catch you soon. xxxx

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

Original Punk J said...

*whispers*

Yup, Amy, the bearded man with the cap is Frank. Well, I guess the new version of him. Kinda makes me sad.

Goodnight.

July 28, 2009 12:26 AM


Why does it make you sad, J?

July 28, 2009 1:43 PM

J nsi and very sleepy said...

Shoot, something else I forgot.

L wanted me to tell you all that she made jelly yesterday, for the first time ever, and she said it turned out really well. She can fill you in with more detail later.

And Ergo, we sent you a package two days ago, so keep an eye out!

Later, dudes.

xo jen

J still sleepy said...

And, why does it make me sad, Anon? I don't know exactly, it just does. I can't even really explain it. Sorry to bring it up.

later, again

Anonymous said...

(Anonymous) wrote:
Jul. 27th, 2009 10:25 pm
From a watcher
Hi Kapu. Just wanted to tell you exactly how I feel. What became of "that place" really stinks. I checked it out the other day and it is boring and so hypocritical. All those people pretending. When what really happened was a fox hunt with W, M, OPJ, A, and MJ leading the baying hounds while everyone else just watched and laughed it off.

They are crazy Kapu. Really crazy. Glad they are behind you, but miss you and your friends, and the poetry and games. They killed that whole thing off and it is a carcass. Oh well so sad.

Have a great time in China!!! Stay cool.



kapunua wrote:
Jul. 27th, 2009 11:07 pm
Kitsunegari!
Hi there Watcher. Yeah, I know it. But I feel pity for some of those folks though. What they really went after, now that I see it in retrospect, was the relationships I have in real life. That kinda makes me think that they don't have ones like that, and maybe that's why the blog means so much to them that they were willing to act that way, and do the crazy things they did. And perhaps because they just don't understand what it's like to cherish and really dote on real-life friends, and have those kinds of close relationships. It's like they put the "mental" into "fundamental misunderstanding," LOL I totally made that up. I know that borders on "THERE JUS JELLUZ!1111" but it does kind of stand up to reason in this case.

BTW, "kitsunegari" means "fox hunt" and is the name of an X Files episode. :) Makes me kinda wish I could quote it to someone. ;)

Anyway, thank you, and I hope you and your friends are out there having fun amongst yourselves too. ^_^



(Anonymous) wrote:
Jul. 28th, 2009 05:58 pm
Re: Kitsunegari!
We don't really get together that much anymore. It was fun while it lasted.

I think in this case it might be a case of jealousy. Just because certain fans overuse it doesn't mean it's never true. Mayo liked you guys. He said so enough times. That got them mad, especially Amyranth, and OPJ who flipped that time he quoted Fim. The Fix said almost everything they all needed to say...

Oh well.



(Anonymous) wrote:
Jul. 28th, 2009 10:20 pm
Re: Kitsunegari!
And of course they are at it yet again.



kapunua wrote:
Jul. 28th, 2009 10:25 pm
Re: Kitsunegari!
Gahhh I don't even want to know.

And please, if you are still there, don't waste your time. They are time-vampires and they love to suck it out of you. ^_^



(Anonymous) wrote:
Jul. 28th, 2009 11:03 pm
Re: Kitsunegari!
They suck alright...

Anonymous said...

THAT my friends, is what I call "lack of class".

Anonymous said...

So why don't you take your "fox hunt" idea and shove that too.

Anonymous said...

Has anyone else noticed that nobody over here talks about her?

Except anons, that is.

Anons who just HAPPEN to LOVE her.

Anonymous said...

Actually I happen to dislike her (I don't use the word hate,) and I dislike her talking about my friends behind their backs. That's cowardly and lacks class. If they are being discussed it should be to their faces and not sneaky.

Anonymous said...

And you, 3:12. You talk about her too, do you HAPPEN to LOVE her?

Anonymous said...

J still sleepy said...
And, why does it make me sad, Anon? I don't know exactly, it just does. I can't even really explain it. Sorry to bring it up.

No need to apologize. I'm just sorry to hear you feel that way.

Anonymous said...

She is probably just worried about him. Like many were and continue to be.

Anonymous said...

I think Frank is just fat and happy. He is enjoying his wife's cooking.

Anonymous said...

Okay let me get this straight. KOL anon is using glaucoma medication to grow her eyelashes out longer? Does she go to Michael Jackson's doctor?

She must be going to try and bed that hot rawk god Caleb Followill when she travels around the US stalking the band.

LULZ.

ergoproxy said...

quick good morning as I'm off to work for the day
I'm in the behaviour management room, it's the room kids are sent to if they misbehave really badly in class and they go through a sort of quick counselling to try and resolve the problem.
If it doesn't they then go into another set of procedures and so on.
Funny thing is, the head teacher who runs it has another teacher (who I worked with when I was full time) with him part time and as she is off due to medical reasons he told the boss the only other person he wanted to work with was me! :]
He's running me through it this morning, it's good as he is a lovely man and I know we work really well together

then home to finish off my cooking, has to be in tomorrow morning
*phew*
I think I'll need a big rest after that, lol

hi J from before, I will keep my eyes peeled, it is usually about 2 weeks
I am getting stuff together too so will send it next week I hope

missT I think your ladybits are pretty famous now, perhaps a reality show in the works? lol
Good you are taking the pills now Hope it all settles once the anti-inflammatories kick in. Take care of yourself, and thank sis but perhaps pics are not really needed, lol

5:25 I hope so, nothing nicer than cooking for your man, my hubby loves what I cook and it makes me so happy to be able to make it.I love cooking for my friends, just as I know they love eating it!

off to dress ad go, see y'all later

Anonymous said...

Frank is surrounded by people that love him and who don't care if he's carrying a few extra pounds.

Anonymous said...

KOL anon is using glaucoma medication to grow her eyelashes out longer?



It is prescribed for growing lashes and making them darker.Brooke Shields is in the commercial that advertises the prescription. No different than some on using hair dye on there head. No big deal. People can do what they want.

Anonymous said...

Exactly 6:07.

Amyranth said...

KOL Anon, thank you dearly for that link. I plan to use it at any occasion possible, but I bet you Mister won't get the reference. ;D

HALLO YOU BIRCHES AND WHOORES!

Anonymous said...

Just like a seed has an image of the tree in it, so does your heart have an image of who you are becoming. Look for stories in movies and books that resonate in your heart, and you will find glimpses of your possible futures. What is your favorite story?

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
Frank is surrounded by people that love him and who don't care if he's carrying a few extra pounds.


Yes.

And I am happy for him.

Amyranth said...

*waves her hand*

Can I say? I'm a goober.

Sailor Moon is my favorite story. But I know I've said that before.

Not only Sailor Moon though, GALS! is another really good one. Yes, another manga.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
J still sleepy said...
And, why does it make me sad, Anon? I don't know exactly, it just does. I can't even really explain it. Sorry to bring it up.


How can a picture of a group of friends celebrating a birthday where everyone is smiling and seems to be having a good time make you sad? Really? Is it the beard? Is it the 'extra' pounds that everyone keeps talking about? I must not see what you see. If it is one of those two things then oh my, what a shallow person you are.

Anonymous said...

Can any of these people do anything right in your eyes, "anons"? You lie in wait to jump on anything they say, and rip them to shreds for daring to speak.

I believe J has made it very clear that she cares for Frank no matter what he looks like, and has supported him when many did not.

I have held my voice for a long time, but I am fucking close to telling everything I know.

I would suggest you leave the ladies here alone. You have done more than enough damage for many.

Anonymous said...

Can any of these people do anything right in your eyes, "anons"? You lie in wait to jump on anything they say, and rip them to shreds for daring to speak.


There were plenty of people ripped tp shred whenever they said anything.

Amyranth said...

8:19, so what you're saying is that everyone should be treated the same? KOL Anon has never said anything negative about anyone here, and Anons have had fun poking at her for almost everything she writes. She's even gotten harassing emails over nothing.

Please explain your justification.

Anonymous said...

Explain yours first before asking someone else to explain theirs.

Personally I didn't see anyone attacking J.

Anonymous said...

Not 8:19 but answering anyway,


8:19, so what you're saying is that everyone should be treated the same?



No Amyranth of course not. People you hate should be treated with disrespect, called ugly names, told what and when they can post, ridiculed, have their privacy raked over the hot coals, scorned, and called out on every thing, and not be allowed to talk unless they follow "Guidelines' that you approve of.

People you like should be left alone and treated with respect.

Anyone who suggests otherwise is a "stalker".


(I like the KOL anons and I like KOL and I don't think they should be bothered, but that statement made by Amyranth deserved a response with sarcasm. Amyranth you are a petty, small minded woman capable of only seeing things your own way).

Anonymous said...

Then "I must not see what you see".

I'm not bluffing.

Every.

Fucking.

Thing.

You may want to check with Your Highness, unless you are her. There are many things she has done that she would rather others not know. I'm sick of watching good people be harrassed day after day.

Anonymous said...

"8:19, so what you're saying is that everyone should be treated the same?
"

Wow. Are you serious?

Anonymous said...

How old are you anons? I really would like to know. Are you teenagers, 20's, 30's, what?

Anonymous said...

I have held my voice for a long time, but I am fucking close to telling everything I know.


tell tell!

Anonymous said...

Are you serious 10:02?

Anonymous said...

Just tell her she had her chance.

Goodnight.

Anonymous said...

"
Wow. Are you serious?

July 29, 2009 10:02 PM"

Of course she's serious. She's Amyranth. That's what she believes.

Anonymous said...

Oooh tell the rest of the class! Telltale tit! I want to know who Mayo is. I want to know the whoooole thing!

Who is "her highness"? Who is who? Who are YOU and how do you know the stuff you claim to know?

Tell allllll! I want to know. Why hold back. If Mayo doesn't know who you are he can't punish you for revealing his secrets.

Anonymous said...

I'm confused.

Who is Blackmail Anon and who are they blackmailing? And with what and why?

I feel like i missed an episode. Is this the first blackmail here?

Anonymous said...

I admit I'm confused too. Who is Blackmail threatening? What do they want to stop? I don't get it. It's exciting though.

Anonymous said...

Hi there Watcher. Yeah, I know it. But I feel pity for some of those folks though. What they really went after, now that I see it in retrospect, was the relationships I have in real life. That kinda makes me think that they don't have ones like that, and maybe that's why the blog means so much to them that they were willing to act that way, and do the crazy things they did. And perhaps because they just don't understand what it's like to cherish and really dote on real-life friends, and have those kinds of close relationships. It's like they put the "mental" into "fundamental misunderstanding,"


*shakes head*

Delusional, persecution complex, self absorbed, out of touch with reality

Sad

Anonymous said...

She has no close relationships with anyone. If you look at the pictures, it looks like she throws herself at everyone and they merely tolerate her at best.

I think most of her friendships are in her mind. They are probably aquaintances that she inflates in her mind.

Just a theory.

Anonymous said...

Blackmail anon, who are you blackmailing and what do you want with the person? And how do you know so much? You have to be a regular yourself. Personally I think if you know something about this blog you should just say it instead of trying to get something out of it...

Anonymous said...

Didn't she say early on that she didn't know that many people in real life. That she only had one or two real friends.
That's the trouble with pathelogical liars. They can't remember what lies they told 1 year ago. The story keeps changing.
The saddest thing is that she'll never change. It's too late at her age.

Anonymous said...

The Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD, 301.81) has been recognized as a separate mental health disorder since the third edition of the Diagnostic and Statistics Manual (DSM), 1980.

It is described as an all-pervasive pattern of grandiosity (in fantasy or behavior), need for admiration or adulation and lack of empathy. It usually begins by early adulthood and is present in various contexts. Five (or more) of the following criteria must be met (all quotes are from Dr. Sam Vaknin’s Malignant Self Love: Narcissism Revisited):

1. Feels grandiose and self-importance (e.g., exaggerates achievements and talents to the point of lying, demands to be recognized as superior without commensurate achievements);

“The narcissist is prone to magical thinking. He thinks about himself in terms of ‘being chosen’ or of ‘having a destiny’. …He believes that his life is of such momentous importance, that it is micro-managed by God. …In short, narcissism and religion go well together, because religion allows the narcissist to feel unique.”

“God is everything the narcissist ever wants to be: omniscient, omnipresent, admired, much discussed, and awe inspiring. God is the narcissist’s wet dream, his ultimate grandiose fantasy.”

2. Is obsessed with fantasies of unlimited success, fame, fearsome power or omnipotence, unequalled brilliance (the cerebral narcissist), bodily beauty or sexual performance (the somatic narcissist), or ideal, everlasting, all-conquering love or passion;

“The narcissist is haunted by the feeling that he is possessed of a mission, of a destiny, that he is a part of fate, of history. He is convinced that his uniqueness is purposeful, that he is meant to lead, chart new ways, to innovate to modernize, to reform, to set precedents, to create. Every act is significant, every writing of momentous consequences, every thought of revolutionary calibre. He feels part of a grand design, a world plan and the frame of affiliation, the group, of which he is a member, must be commensurately grand.”

3. Firmly convinced that he or she is unique and, being special, can only be understood by, should only be treated by, or associate with, other special or unique, or high-status people (or institutions);

“The narcissist despises the very people who sustain his Ego boundaries and functions. He cannot respect people so expressly and clearly inferior to him, yet he can never associate with evidently on his level or superior to him, the risk of narcissistic injury in such associations being too great.”

Anonymous said...

Nobody is blackmailing anybody. They're asking an anon to leave the ladies here alone

or else.




I would take the advice.

Anonymous said...

What anon is asking people to stop calling Amyranth out for what she said?

Or else what?

Yep that is blackmail. "I have something on you and I'm going to tell".

But I was the one who called out Amyranth and I don't know who you are, who or what you are talking about. It's blackmail but barking up the wrong tree.

"Leave the blog or we'll tell everyone something about someone no one knows who we are even talking about".

So I say - tell what you have to tell.

Anonymous said...

Not one person here has said anything about her in a long time. They have tried to move on yet anons and she herself continue to talk about everyone here. I don't think she can stand the thought that no one here gives a shit about what she has to say or wants to hear about her.

Anonymous said...

Neuropsychiatrist Richard M. Restak stated, "At the heart of the diagnosis of psychopathy was the recognition that a person could appear normal and yet close observation would reveal the personality to be irrational or even violent". Indeed, initially most psychopaths appear quite normal. They present themselves to us as charming, interesting, even humble. The majority "don't suffer from delusions, hallucinations, or memory impairment, their contract with reality appears solid." Some, on the other hand, may demonstrate marked paranoia and megalomania. In one clinical study of psychopathic inpatients, the authors wrote "We found that our psychopaths were similar to normals (in the reference group) with regard to their capacity to experience external events as real and with regard to their sense of bodily reality. They generally had good memory, concentration, attention, and language function. They had a high barrier against external, aversive stimulation....In some ways they clearly resemble normal people and can thus 'pass' as reasonably normal or sane. Yet we found them to be extremely primitive in other ways, even more primitive than frankly schizophrenic patients. In some ways their thinking was sane and reasonable, but in others it was psychotically inefficient and/or convoluted."


Want some more?

Anonymous said...

1.Glibness/Superficial charm

Glibness is a hallmark of psychopaths. They are able to use language effortlessly to beguile, confuse, and convince. They are captivating storytellers. They exude self-confidence and are able to spin a web that intrigues others and pulls them into the psychopath's life. Most of all, they are persuasive. Frequently they have the capacity to destroy their critics verbally or disarm them emotionally.

10:26 said...

You're confused 10:28. I'm not 8:00 and I don't think they were talking to you.

Anonymous said...

5. Lack of Remorse, Shame, or Guilt

At the core of the psychopath is a deep-seated rage which is split off (i.e, psychologically separated from the rest of the self) and repressed. Some researchers theorize that this is caused by feeling abandoned in infancy or early childhood. Whatever the emotional or psychological source, psychopaths see those around them as objects, targets, or opportunities, not as people. They do not have friends, they have victims and accomplices-and the latter frequently end as victims. For psychopaths, the ends always justify the means. Thus there is no place for feelings of remorse, shame, or guilt. Cult leaders feel justified in all their actions since they consider themselves the ultimate moral arbiter. Nothing gets in their way.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
1.Glibness/Superficial charm

Glibness is a hallmark of psychopaths. They are able to use language effortlessly to beguile, confuse, and convince. They are captivating storytellers. They exude self-confidence and are able to spin a web that intrigues others and pulls them into the psychopath's life. Most of all, they are persuasive. Frequently they have the capacity to destroy their critics verbally or disarm them emotionally.

July 29, 2009 10:32 PM

THAT'S IT!

You hit the nail right on the head.

Anonymous said...

I am confused. I'm the one who said that Amyranth was small minded. I don't know who Blackmail Anon is or what they want though. Maybe they were talking to someone else. The "personality disorder" anon maybe.

Who is that directed to?

Anonymous said...

10:30-32 We get the point and we already know. We haven't been wearing blinders for 1.10 years.

Anonymous said...

July 29, 2009 10:32 PM

THAT'S IT!

You hit the nail right on the head.

July 29, 2009 10:34 PM



Two words:

BEYOND POETIC.

Using glibness and language to turn criticism against the others, making hurtful jokes when someone was just being honest.

Anonymous said...

This shit is boring. Let's talk more about bedding Caleb Followill.

Anonymous said...

12. Irresponsibility/Unreliability

Not concerned about the consequences of their behavior, psychopaths leave behind them the wreckage of others' lives and dreams. They may be totally oblivious or indifferent to the devastation they inflict on others, something which they regard as neither their problem nor their responsibility.

Psychopaths rarely accept blame for their failures or mistakes. Scape goating is common, blaming followers, those outside the group, a member's family, the government, Satan--anyone and everyone but the leader. The blaming may follow a ritualized procedure such as a trial, "hot seat" denunciation, or public confession (either one-on-one or in front of the group). Blame is a powerful reinforcer of passivity and obedience, producing guilt, shame, terror, and conformity in the followers.

Anonymous said...

http://www.fwselijah.com/psychopa.htm

The rest is all right there.

Anonymous said...

You're still confused 10:34. PD anon didn't post before 8:00 posted.


I would take the hint and leave the ladies here alone. All of them including Amy.

Anonymous said...

So PD and Blackmail are two different anons then?

And I still don't get why they're blackmailing me. Or with what.

I understand the rules that everyone is fair game but the people that Amyranth likes and they should be treated like dirt unless she says so - but that's not going to make me stop seeing what I see, and saying it when I feel like it.

So again I say - tell your secret. I want to know what it is too.

Anonymous said...

Irresponsibility/Unreliability
Psychopaths rarely accept blame for their failures or mistakes. Scape goating is common, blaming followers, those outside the group, a member's family, the government, Satan--anyone and everyone but the leader.


That hits the nails on the head.

We know.Thank you.Enough.

Anonymous said...

Not one person here has said anything about her in a long time. They have tried to move on yet anons and she herself continue to talk about everyone here.


Were you the anon that posted what she said on livejournal over here?

Anonymous said...

And I still don't get why they're blackmailing me. Or with what.


Still confused. Give it up.

Anonymous said...

And I still don't get why they're blackmailing me. Or with what.


So you are confirming your identity? You can't possibly be saying that you don't know who that anon was talking about. So you are confirming you are her?

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
Not one person here has said anything about her in a long time. They have tried to move on yet anons and she herself continue to talk about everyone here.


Were you the anon that posted what she said on livejournal over here?

July 29, 2009 10:43 PM


No. I don't go there. I would prefer that her words stop being posted here.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
Not one person here has said anything about her in a long time. They have tried to move on yet anons and she herself continue to talk about everyone here.



They must be obsessed with us. We're unforgettable. Take it as a compliment and stop going to her LJ. It'll upset you.

Anonymous said...

Noooo I am confirming that I am the one who called out Amy and that comment about "leave Amy alone or else" seemed to be directed at me or possibly the other anon who called her on that stupid thing she said.

Since I don't know who you any of these other anons is I don't know who they are blackmailing or with what. I'm supposed to not give my opinion or they will tell someone something about someone. How is that supposed to affect me?

Anonymous said...

And I still don't get why they're blackmailing me. Or with what.


There is no blackmailing here. They can however post where you live or your real name. :)

Anonymous said...

You can't possibly be saying that you don't know who that anon was talking about.

I assume the blackmail anon is talking to me (because they told ME to stop talking to Amy) but I don't know how them saying something about someone is supposed to "get to me".

The PD anon I assumed was talking about Mayo but at first I thought Blackmail anon and PD anon were both the same.

Anonymous said...

They can however post where you live or your real name. :)

Not likely, since I never told anyone... sorry not that stupid to use my real name around the people on this blog and never once said anything about where i live.

I also am not naive enough to go to anyone's links (except KOL anons) because of the way most people here abuse the stat trackers.

Anonymous said...

I would prefer that her words stop being posted here.



I think we all would. Though the ones today were an interesting read. Interesting not surprising.

Anonymous said...

Tattle tale tit come back! Who are you blackmailing! Just tell us please!! I am curious.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
Noooo I am confirming that I am the one who called out Amy and that comment about "leave Amy alone or else" seemed to be directed at me or possibly the other anon who called her on that stupid thing she said.

Since I don't know who you any of these other anons is I don't know who they are blackmailing or with what. I'm supposed to not give my opinion or they will tell someone something about someone. How is that supposed to affect me?

July 29, 2009 10:50 PM


Then why do you have an opinion about the people here and seem to have so much knowledge about everything they have done? Yet you feign ignorance of who the anon was meaning.

You aren't very convincing.

Anonymous said...

You see from the conversation she had with the person on her blog don't you? That she has FOLLOWERS and not FRIENDS.

That my friends, is personality disorder. Has "psychopath" written all over it.

Anonymous said...

"
Then why do you have an opinion about the people here and seem to have so much knowledge about everything they have done?"


Because I can read?

Oh I forgot I wasn't allowed to read and form opinions without permission.

Anonymous said...

I have held my voice for a long time, but I am fucking close to telling everything I know.

I would suggest you leave the ladies here alone. You have done more than enough damage for many.


This anon was probably going to say that she knows for a fact that Frank is SS and that the OP's have a special connection with him.

Anonymous said...

I love when anons tell other anons that they aren't convincing.

As a lurker I want to know who Blackmail Anon is because that is obviously a regular.

Anonymous said...

"I have held my voice for a long time, but I am fucking close to telling everything I know.

I would suggest you leave the ladies here alone. "



Holy shit sure sounds like blackmail to me.

But who are they blackmailing? Someone who disagreed with Amy?

Anonymous said...

They can however post where you live or your real name.


They can get fired for doing that. Specially when they're guilty of libel . I hear that happened to an old blogger.

Anonymous said...

Sorry, huh?

Anonymous said...

Little anon, do you really not know the whole story?

Amyranth said...

11:01, most around here don't know the whole story.

Anonymous said...

Confused anon, give up. I've been here on and off logn enough to know.

You said something to Amyranth and the hounds ASSumed you were one of Kap's friends, oh sorry I meant "followers" and they pulled out the blackmail threats to get you to stop.

When that confused you they just went on the attack like they usually do. They get confused too, and when they get confused, they turn back to ripping and threatening Kap and her friends. Oops I mean followers. Whatever.

Anonymous said...

Should I repeat that for you 11:00?

Anonymous said...

Personality disorder" anon was probably not talking abotu Mayo (even though it seems like it) but once again talking about Kapunua. When they can't think of anything else to say, and when they can't drive off people with opinions that they don't like, they pull a stunt like that.

Anonymous said...

Would you like to know the story, anon?

Anonymous said...

Are stories alowed here?

Anonymous said...

If you're the blackmailing anon I would like to know the story. Why not. But I doubt if it's going to clear up my confusion about who you think you are blackmailing and how it's supposed to make me stop speaking my mind.

Anonymous said...

"Are stories alowed here?

July 29, 2009 11:06 PM"


Only one a day, only if they're not too rambly, and only if Amyranth says so.

Remember, you can't treat everyone equally. That would be wrong.

Anonymous said...

when they can't drive off people with opinions that they don't like


You mean like the anons are trying to do to the people here?

Anonymous said...

They have selective reading skills and bad vision amy and 11:01. Only see what they want to see. Ignore everything else.

Anonymous said...

"Anonymous Anonymous said...

Would you like to know the story, anon?

July 29, 2009 11:05 PM"


YAY story time. I would like to hear a story.

Who are you and how do you know so much about other people's stories? How do you know enough to blackmail random people unless you are a regular?

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
If you're the blackmailing anon I would like to know the story. Why not. But I doubt if it's going to clear up my confusion about who you think you are blackmailing and how it's supposed to make me stop speaking my mind.

July 29, 2009 11:06 PM


No. I mean the story that 10:59 was talking about.

Anonymous said...

"
You mean like the anons are trying to do to the people here?"


Yes, calling Amyranth out on saying "oh wait so we're supposed to treat everyone THE SAME"?! is the same thing as trying to drive off the people here.

Anonymous said...

"
No. I mean the story that 10:59 was talking about.

July 29, 2009 11:08 PM"


I had figured they were one in the same since this person seems to be a regular here with a name and some kind of agenda. But I'll listen to any story. :-)

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
when they can't drive off people with opinions that they don't like



Anonymous said...
You mean like the anons are trying to do to the people here?


It's working so well for them.

Anonymous said...

OH!!! I get it now. You are talking about Kapunua asking for help here and someone sending emails to her boss or something.

CUNT unemployment as Wendy said.

I remember reading that but I guess I saw it differently. I thought she was very naive and stupid to trust anyone at all here but I felt bad for her. I only hope she learned to be less trusting although I still hope her friend who got hurt is OK.

toujours said...

hi everybody.

how's it going, amyranth?

Anonymous said...

It wasn't Wendy, it was Mya.

Anonymous said...

CUNT unemployment as Wendy said.


Wrong. Wendy didn't say that.
More selective reading and lies.

Amyranth said...

Gettin there Teej, gettin there.

Back and forth, watching Wipeout right now. How're things at the shop?

Anonymous said...

And you're not allowed to see it differently.

Anonymous said...

Sorry my bad, it wasn't Wendy. I get them confused. Sorry.

toujours said...

the shop is okay -- although it's a little weird not being in charge! i have to get used to being just the assistant manager again, and not the acting manager. i must've become power-hungry last week. lol

what's wipeout?

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
It wasn't Wendy, it was Mya.



Don't burst their delusional bubble with the truth anon. They don't acknowledge the truth. It doesn't further their agenda.

Anonymous said...

Who is "they"? I said I got them confused, I said I was wrong and I said I was sorry.

Anonymous said...

Hi toujours. Put on you slickers.

toujours said...

um, thanks anon.

Anonymous said...

No agenda. Just telling the truth.

Once upon a time, a person came here and told a story about what happened at her work, which may or may not have been true, that I don't know.

According to her, a client at her work had done something inappropriate to another co-worker. This is what that co-worker told her. Again, this may have been true, it may not.

This person put a link to that clients website here, and told everyone what horrible people they were. Keep in mind this was to their business website.

Then some anons sent an e-mail to that client to tell them what she had done. They complained to her boss, and she was fired. As anyone would have been who posted that info on a public site. It may or may not have been true, but you are to use "alleged" until proven guilty.

Did I mention these people ran a business where they came into contact with children? If the allegations were true, of course they should have been prosecuted to the full extent of the law. If it was not true, what she said could have done a lot of damage to their business.

The e-mail was sent to the client, not her boss, by one here, it was later found out.

In the meantime, this person blamed many, many people here for sending that e-mail, and she and her friends harrassed them as well. After it was confirmed who had sent the e-mail, this person did not apologize to even one of those that she falsely accused. It was acceptable behavior for her, I suppose.

Can you guess who that person was?

Anonymous said...

Sorry my bad, it wasn't Wendy. I get them confused. Sorry.

July 29, 2009 11:14 PM



It's hard to tell them apart :)

Amyranth said...

"Just" the Assistant Manager! That's my girl!

It's like the american version of MXC, or Takeshi's Castle. I like it quite a bit.

So when'd you get the promotion?

Anonymous said...

It was Mya who sent the email.

I re-read the whole thing a few months ago when you said the same thing.

I didn't see her or any of her friends harass of accuse anyone else of sending it.

Your version of the story is pretty messed up. Are you lying on purpose?

Anyway please give me some proof that she and her friends accused other people here of sending Mya's email.

I apologized for getting Mya and Wendy mixed up so let's see you bring some proof of this "harassment".

I said another time, I admired Kapunua for how she handled it when she lost her job. I read that whole thing. She acted decent about it, she accepted Mya's apology and she moved on. I never once saw her blame anyone else.

I admired that.

Anonymous said...

In the meantime, this person blamed many, many people here for sending that e-mail, and she and her friends harrassed them as well. After it was confirmed who had sent the e-mail, this person did not apologize to even one of those that she falsely accused. It was acceptable behavior for her, I suppose


I bet alot of people here knew what Mya did. So i'm not buying it. I already heard this story.

Anonymous said...

11:26 doesn't have "an agenda", NOPE.

Anonymous said...

Yeh, I'm not buying that part either. I think it was stupid of her to come here and be honest. (I believed it when she said her friend got hurt. Happened to a friend of mine too only that person's boss banned the touchy feely client from the store).

But I"m not buying the part with her and her friends accusing anyone else because I never saw anything like that
Oh well, 11:26 has their version of the story but I don't actually buy it.

I think they are just trying be be a hata. ;-)

Anonymous said...

You have a very strange way of remembering things then. How did you miss the blame game over several months afterwards? I think around 8 or 9 different people were blamed.

Keep looking little anon, unless you don't want to see.

Anonymous said...

In the meantime, this person blamed many, many people here for sending that e-mail,



Mya should of admitted it sooner instead of letting her friends accused

Anonymous said...

Here's the way I saw what happened that night. Since anons insist on bringing up the past. Just the facts maam.


If you had a legal background and saw people being libeled on the internet what would you do?

Would you click the link that the person who was doing the libeling provided

right here

or would you ignore it and allow the reputations of those people to be ruined?

Not only was the link posted here but the libeler asked the people here to click it and send emails to the clowns.

Mya did as she was asked. What Mya did not do was spread erroneous information or tell the clowns how horrible they were and falsely accuse them of "sexual assualt".

Mya stated the facts to the clowns. She did her civil duty.

The clowns had every right to be outraged by the fact that they were being libeled on a public site. The legal definition of libel is
An untruthful statement about a person, published in writing or through broadcast media, that injures the person's reputation or standing in the community. Because libel is a tort (a civil wrong), the injured person can bring a lawsuit against the person who made the false statement. Libel is a form of defamation , as is slander (an untruthful statement that is spoken, but not published in writing or broadcast through the media).

The clowns, the victims of this libel, had every right to go to the libeler's boss and demand she be fired.

She was.

Her boss did the right thing in firing a person who put him at legal risk and endangered his business and the employment of everyone who worked for him.

Those are the facts.

Let me ask you anons who dislike Mya a question.

If you were a nurse or had a medical background and saw somebody choking on their food would you perform the heimlich maneuver or would you ignore them and walk away? Possibly let them die?

Those clowns have a family. They have friends. Their reputation being ruined could have destroyed their livelihood and harmed them all.

Mya did the right thing. She reported a legal, civil wrong. The clowns were the victims of that civil wrong.



You might want to stop bringing up the past.

toujours said...

oh, i've seen takeshi's castle -- well, the english dub here on tv. i'd love to see it subtitled. i bet it's even funnier. :)

technically, i wasn't promoted...my boss and i were talking about what the heck my title was (i was updating my resume), and we figured out that that's what i actually am. lol

i really like my boss. she's fun. :)

Anonymous said...

I'm not asking you to buy anything, anons. I told the truth. I'm not here to convince you, just giving you the whole story. What you choose to do with it is up to you.

Anonymous said...

"Libel" means it was a lie and I always believed her.

So "libel" is not a fact it is your opinion.

And I seriously do not remember her asking anyone to email them.

Please provide proof of that.

I also don't remember her accusing anyone else of sending the email that mya sent.

Please provide proof of that too.

Anonymous said...

Mya stated the facts to the clowns. She did her civil duty.


Yeah, and i bet she was the only one to do her civil duty. When it smells like a rat, it is a rat.

Anonymous said...

The "truth" and "the whole story" is just your opinions. You believe that Kap's friend was lying. I thought she was telling the truth because my friend was in the same situation.

But you saying that she asked people to email them, I think that is a lie.

And you saying that she and her "friends" accused others, I think that is a lie too.

So why not post those quotes and prove me wrong.

Anonymous said...

f she did her civIC duty, why did she apologize and say that she was wrong?

Didn't Mya get fired after that too?

Anonymous said...

Mya came forward when she realized other people were being accused.

Anonymous said...

So if i want to get fired, all i have to do is post the website to where i work? Hang on while i get that information!

Amyranth said...

I love having management like that. It's good when you can be laid back with them, but you also know that when they mean business, they mean it.

Anonymous said...

"Othe rpeople were being accused" but I see you still haven't given me any proof of who was accusing anyone else! LOL

You are entitled to your opinion that Kap's friend made up a story and got people in trouble.

You are entitled to your opinion that Mya did the right thing by sticking her nose in. And then teasing she did about it.

But the rest of it you call "truth" is ..... kind of .... lies.

Anonymous said...

The "truth" and "the whole story" is just your opinions. You believe that Kap's friend was lying. I thought she was telling the truth because my friend was in the same situation.


It would be a different story if it happened to one of their friends

Anonymous said...

I just did some snooping around in the old posts.

I don't see Kapu or any of her "friends" accusing anyone else.

I see May's anon posts about what she did.

I don't see anything about Kapu asking anyone to email anyone else.

Anonymous said...

Look I also believed that Kapu's friend got touched. But is that such a big deal? Do you have to go crying about it and telling? Some people joke around like that, copping a fele here and there. It happens.

toujours said...

yeah, her and i usually have to stay in separate parts of the shop or we'll talk to each other too much and not get any work done. she has to throw me out of her office all the time. :)

Anonymous said...

Yes it's a big deal. What if someone did that to your daughter or a niece or YOU?

Anonymous said...

Didn't Mya get fired after that too?

Mya lost her job but it had nothing to do with this place.

So "libel" is not a fact it is your opinion.

She was fired. That's a fact. Why do think she was fired? She could not prove any part of the story she told on a public blog and her lj.

She did ask people to e-mail the clowns. Go back and read. You won't see her comments. She deleted them the next day. You'll see the comments from other people.

'Nite.

Amyranth said...

*grins*

Sounds like my manager at the furniture store, she was really cool about having a bit of a chat now and then.

But it was funny to watch her chase people out of the warehouse when they were supposed to be working.

Anonymous said...

I would slap the shit out of my boss if he did that.

Anonymous said...

Wait ... why is this "anon" re-telling the story from their side of it?

Is this the blackmail?

Is this what they were going to do to try to get people to agree with Amyranth that people she likes should be treated better than people she doesn't like?

Because..... I'm sorry but my opinion is the same and I don't feel personally affected.

Anonymous said...

Wait ... why is this "anon" re-telling the story from their side of it?

Is this the blackmail?


Surely not. I already knew this stuff. Of course this anon told her "version" but it still is old news.

hi from an Old Friend said...

I remember Kapu's comments that night and I remember her asking people NOT to email anyone.

The link was to her journal. The dreaded live journal. I was on live journal at the time too.

She asked for advice and for people to not email tell that she was asking for advice.

She did OTOH say that her boss was a coward and she didn't think he would take the other girl's side in the situation.

Anonymous said...

Her boss did the right thing in firing a person who put him at legal risk and endangered his business and the employment of everyone who worked for him.


What about that anons? Where is your compassion for her boss, the other employees, their families?

No agenda, no double standards. NOPE.

old friend said...

I was the one who told her anonymously on her journal to tell her friend to call the police. She said that her friend was too scared to call the police. She said they were both afraid of these people.

That's when I came here and read all the comments, and the ones from Mya as an anon. I was so stunned.

I'll bet they all wish her friend had called the cops on those people.

That's how people like that keep getting away with those things.

Anonymous said...

The link was to her journal


Then the anon that told her "version" is probably the anon that snoops in Kapunua's journal.

Anonymous said...

Actually - her boss put himself at legal risk. If the girl had gone to the police and they found out the boss let this go on then he would have got in big trouble probably.

Kapu took the high road.

I like her for that.

But I understand that saying that gets you hated around here.

Anonymous said...

Sorry but I do not "snoop" kapu's journal and I never repost anything she writes anywhere. I do read her journal and I have read her journal for abotu three years.

Problem?

Anonymous said...

she didn't think he would take the other girl's side in the situation.


The other girl had no side. She was accused of throwing Kapu under the bus for not backing her story and telling the boss what happened and letting Kapu get fired.

Go back and read anons. Read it all.

Anonymous said...

Wrong and I say this as someone who read the actual story from her journal. The other girl did tell her boss about the whole thing.

Anonymous said...

Wow! You really do hate her to make up these things I guess.

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