That is not me
Through the mirror
From which I see
Spouting lies
And histories
None that matter
Not to me.
In reverie
I am fabled
Often wickedly
Sprouting eyes
like mysteries
A ghost blown curtain
Through which you see.
And it cycles
Its cycles.
I do not know why.
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No Contest
even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Blog header image by: Anima
I would like to credit the photographer and thank her for sharing her work.
something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
Art by: Toujours
“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
Jean-Dominique Bauby
Jean-Dominique Bauby
4,808 comments:
1 – 200 of 4808 Newer› Newest»Hey mayo. Thanks for the new post.
hi Mayo
how are you?
I like your poem
Once again you show you have a wonderful way with words
Hey Mayo
What's up?
So is the chiral negative or positive?
You aren't going to say Gidday?
Hey Ergo and BC
A big Gidday to both of you.
Hiya elena! how are you?
perhaps he's a helix..
or he's contemplating enantiomorphs..
I'm okay. Fred and I are playing a word game right now.
But it doesn't involve any words like those you just used.
hi there elena
oh what word game is it?
those ones are geometry, it's when a shape is a chiral, like a helix and I was doing it with my yr 12 maths student
What's up BC?
Ergo
Those words are Greek to me.
The word game is called "Tumble Bees". It's on Pogo.
*yawns*
*rubs eyes*
thank you for the text, ergo.
good to see you again, mayo. thank you for the poem! something new to chew on. :)
back to bed now, thoough. good night everyone. sweet dreams!
goodnight Tj sweet dreams
you know a helix elena? like a spiral
the other is a flash term for things with chirality, one of those in my "words I know but never get to use" list
We knew that
(Fred says we did anyway)
actually seeing as I mentioned geometry one of my favourite words is Euclidian
(you-klid-ian)
I just love the way it sounds, unfortunately not a great call for it in normal conversation,
and I was telling my student today about "elucidate" and we decided it was a word that needed to come back into common use, so he's going to try, lol
Okay Fred just yelled at the computer "I knew that one".
yay Fred!!
how do you play Tumble bees? and what is Pogo?
What's Pogo?
Oh my you don't know? It's fun. Just go to Pogo.com. Lots of games you can play for free.
Oh I've used there sites like that, we even have educational ones I used last year for those reading/maths kids, I'll have a look
Well Fred said that Blackjack teaches you to count to 21.
Okay it's really late here and let's face it our words on Tumble Bees have been of the 3 letter variety.
I had a go at Tumble bees, it is fun
I got 3 words over 3 letters lol all the rest were little, It's hard to think when they are all falling in like that
What room are you in?
We can go into the same room and chat (as if this were not fun enough)
oh goodness I don't know!
do I have to sign in? I was playing as a guest
Just look at the top it will tell you what room you are in. We are in Graceful Bee
am I in your room?
I had to stop time to feed the animals
Goodnight everyone
Sorry Ergo I had to take Fred home. We looked up and realized it was 2:30 in the morning here. Not sure where the time went. Now I gotta hop in the shower but maybe tomorrow night we can meet up at Pogo and head into the same room.
goodnight BC! sweet dreams
that's ok elena, I haven't a lot of time tonight either, we will meet on pogo one day!! lol
have a nice shower and sweet dreams
Mayo
I really like your new post. I think my favorite line is “A ghost blown curtain
Through which you see.”. That is some fuckin’ cool imagery. Well at least it is too me. Wish you could have hung a bit but I’m sure you’re busy.
I’ve been going threw some of my storage areas and throwing some shit on e-bay lately. Lots of antiques that I’ve collected over the years. I don’t want them anymore and none of my girls like the stuff. So why keep it? I look at the items and remember where I acquired them. It’s funny but almost ever item I associate not just where it was from but what was going on in my life at the time. And most all memories center on my girls and what stage of their lives they were at. It’s sorta like I don’t remember anything about how I felt or thought at the time, I only remember what they were doing then. But nothing is like it was now. And if I hold on to the past too tight that is where I’ll stay. It was a beautiful past but it’s gone.
Anyway I really brought that up because I found a very old Japanese work of art tucked away and I want to show it to you. It’s a painting that is done on a straw weave I believe. I’m not really sure. But it’s too late tonight so maybe tomorrow.
Take care.
Night Mayo
Elena (memories have such sharp edges sometimes)
HI!
Anyone here? Just woke up.
Mayo - You got these scheduled for every three weeks, or what? :)
I will have to reread when more awake.
PS - I seem to remember talking about chirality before?
Was it in a post or a riddle? I can't seem to remember much these days, but I do know that everything at Mayo's pops up again, usu. somewhere else in funny and unexpected ways.
:D
hi Miranth
it was a riddle from quite a while ago I remembered it too
and I said last post, thanks for the Ped Egg info, good to know you had a laugh!!
enantiomer or maybe an isomer
only optical?
hmmm
i think you were right on the money ergo
Anon - I don't remember the details of 'isomers' and whatnot, but I do remember the riddle episode.
That was fun.
Thanks ergo! It was pretty funny - and I didn't know they had a knockoff. That's even more hilarious! LOL
AMY - if you read this sorry! Didn't mean to harm you in any way with my words. And yeah, I realize Ped-Eggs are very gross!
Hopping btwn rooms here. Back later.
thanks anon, perhaps he's looking at not only a reflection but a translation
miranth I think the Ped Egg will haunt many a person now, lol
*shudder*
The thing is, ergo, I would never have had any curiosity about such a thing (ped-egg) had I not recalled the reference here. I usu. spend as little time as possible at the store unless I can't find what I am looking for.
I think you like shopping? Or at least finding deals? :)
Just read back and I see you were referencing items (mostly in nature) with chirality?
Interesting thought about translation.
I am curious about the lie part of the equation, as if what is reflected is not the truth.
The concept of cycles is interesting too. The helix twists which is like cycling.
But perhaps Mayo is referencing these ideas in a metaphorical sense.
I get the idea that part of it is a response to people who chastise or in some way vilify our blogger.
Mayo - above are my initial thoughts as to the post, but I have had no caffeine as of yet so excuse the mental meandering!
:)
Miranth I like shopping but I can't do it for long, I have to have a purpose, and if I don't find something I like I can't just hang around aimlessly, I shop like I ma on a hunt and as I don't get a lot of opportunity, when I do it's a treat.
take care xx
Mayo
I have been thinking on your post and I was taken by the first lines
That is not me
Through the mirror..
relating that to the rest of the post I pondered...
I would think a great many people do not feel they are the person they see in the mirror, and the reasons can be varied.
Is it that the mirror shows aspects that we wish not to acknowledge, things of which we are not proud, or that we wish to hide. That it makes us uncomfortable to see how we really are. To confront what we try to sweep beneath the carpet. The mirror becomes a jury.
Is it that the mirror makes us feel inferior again, that it is not the image we have of ourselves. That it shows us our frailties, bringing us back down to earth, reminding us of our flaws. Without seeing the reflection we can be what we imagine. The mirror becomes a hindrance.
Is it that the mirror is reflecting a person we know we are not. Circumstances having created a false image which we feel doesn't fit how we truly feel about ourselves. A caricature created by others, ourselves or both, from which we feel powerless to be free. The mirror becomes a prison.
Is it that the image we see is what we want to be. Like a parallel dimension where confidence is a given. Where we are the masks we use. The lines between reality and fantasy are blurred so as to be meaningless. We see what we aspire to really truly feel. The mirror becomes a goal.
Or are all these interchangeable?
Is the goal of one the prison of another?
Or are they all really facets of the same thing?
So when we look in our mirror, is it the perception of ourselves which is flawed, or that of the image?
I don't know either.
much love EP xx
"Beware the Jabberwock, my son."
somber
contemplative
REFLECTIVE
SS
hoping the week is working out well for you, that your goals for yourself are being reached, and if not reached at least you have been able to move closer to that point.
take care of yourself and those you hold dear
lotsa love EP xx
goodnight blogbelieve see you in my morning
♥xx♥
gerard: @ChaunceyCC <-------------------------- somber. contemplative. REFLECTIVE.
9 hours ago
Anonymous said...
somber
contemplative
REFLECTIVE
April 22, 2009 7:18 AM
and?
so?
Anonymous said...
and?
so?
April 22, 2009 8:07 AM
Me thinks someone is reading Gerards twitter.
huh? i'm just responding to 8:01.
Bye now.
Amy and BC - I love watching hockey fights! Its odd cause I hate boxing. I remember when the Red Wings were so terrible that the highlights of any game were the fights.
9:02 and other Anons - I was the one who got the love anon attribution incorrect, but the laughs were right :) Thank you for more 'sploding cock. Art talk as an anon said.
Imaginary Friends YAY! :) Yes, in many ways I am still two.
Anons - Please leave MissT alone. She defends everyone and just wants this to be a comfortable place for all. As many of us do.
FASC!!!! - I hope you are well! I miss our morning interactions and THANK YOU so much for letting us know Bella is well. I was getting more and more worried. I am glad she is spending some time volunteering. I am sure those affected appreciate the help and I hope it comforts her as well.
Ergo - You are the same as me then, shopping-wise. Take care and I will try to read your examination of the post more fully later. You pose an interesting question though. Maybe if we could see ourselves through others' eyes, we would get clearer answer, both literally and figuratively, though then again depending on who is watching the reflection may be even more convoluted.
Lewis - I wonder if you are right about mayo/ss visiting more than is obv. I have no clue who any of the anons are unless they share something I said privately (which is very rare). I don't even try to ascribe identities to them. Its not because of a lack of curiosity, but rather more a respect for those who wish not to be identified (a well as a product of my own cluelessness!)
PS - Anons - Can we leave the bereavement talk? If those recently bereaved feel better speaking about it here, that is a very good thing, but having lost two people in the last 6 months the constant arguing about grief and what people can and can't say about it is really starting to get to me. I am sorry, but its true. I like to remember them fondly and this here makes me sad. :((
And I don't mean to offend anyone, I am just speaking the truth.
You prob. don't care anyway, but I felt the need to say it. And you are not required to respond in any way, but if I read nothing on the matter I will be impressed and, not least, at peace.Thank you.
Mayo - I will have to read your post more carefully, but I appreciate your effort in putting it out there, as I always do. I am confused though. Do you feel that what people speak of you are lies, or what you find yourself speaking are lies, or are you confused by the reflection of yourself in others' eyes? And here I will repeat what I wrote to ergo: Maybe if we could see ourselves through others' eyes, we would get clearer answer, both literally and figuratively, though then again, depending on who is watching the reflection may be even more convoluted. Which would add to the confusion I fear and may be the experience to which you refer.
Now that I have confused myself, I will leave you. :)
Have a great day Everyone!
♥
PPS - I haven't thought of Jabberwocky since I had to copy it over and over for drafting class. I will go back and read it when I have time.
Anons - Avoid the Twitter! It will suck out hours of your life! Its why I don't have one (a twitter account, I mean.)
:D OK really gotta go.
apart from fangirls 8:08, who would wanna read Gerard Way's goddamn twitter?
i can only imagine how banal and boring it would be.
HOW TO TREAT A WOMAN
Wine her. Dine her. Call her. Hold her. Surprise her. Compliment her. Smile at her. Listen to her. Laugh with her. Cry with her. Romance her. Encourage her. Believe in her.. Pray with her. Pray for her. Cuddle with her. Shop with her. Give her jewelry. Buy her flowers. Hold her hand. Write love letters to her. Go to the ends of the earth and back again for her.
HOW TO TREAT A MAN
Show up naked.
Bring chicken wings.
Don't block the TV.
Woulda been more believable if you'd posted this before Gerard's twitter...oh wait. You couldn't have.
Close, Dude, but no cigar.
Why you wanna be connected to that shallow asshole anyway?
Hi peeps & creeps! ^_^
I like your post, Mayo. Although I'll leave the deep & inspiring analysis to people like Elena, Ergo and Miranth, who know what they're doing -- all I can say is, better to be chiral than viral. :D
<--- has no Twitter, no Facebook, and is proud of it!
I'm glad Bella is OK.
And what's this about someone picking on Miss T? *grr*
She's a sweetheart, and anyone who picks on her will be answering to me! So be warned. :p
OMFGGGG I had a huge long response written out TWICE, and effing TWICE FireSux shut down on me before I could hit "publish." I even copied it but it refused to paste. BITCH.
Anyway Mayo, I wanted to pop in here and congratulate you on this poem. First of all, I love the chemistry metaphor! Chemistry and all the sciences are so suited to poetry, don't you think? Richard Feynman thought so, and I agree with him.
I do love the "Chiral" metaphor and even though I'm sure you meant it as just that--a metaphor--to me it resonated more literally. (Oooh, resonance, now there is a chemistry concept that would make for a good poem too!) The reason I wanted to take it literally is because I am so asymmetrical that I can't even stand to look in the damn mirror most of the time. I only have one in the house, it's in the bathroom (who wants to run into themselves all over the damn house?) and sometimes I don't even turn on the light, because no one wants to see that, least of all me! Symmetry has so much to do with how we define physical beauty, and I have neither! Heehee.
"Sprouting eyes" at first made me think of potatoes, (heh,) and then later of this one part in Stephen King's Gunslinger series in which mutant spiders sprout "eyes on stalks." I'll never forget that image; it's so creepy that it gave me nightmares.
It's easy to let others define you, I guess. Harder to define yourself and harder still if, to quote Queensryche, "the mirror lies." (Except that it usually doesn't. Sadly.)
Well Mayo, it's like they said on X Files: We are not who we are.Take care, my friend, I miss you!
Mayo – glad to see you’re still kicking. I was beginning to wonder if you drifted off into the electronic cosmos never to return.
A ghost blown curtain
Through which you see
Is just the coolest damn line. I can totally picture it.
Isn’t it interesting to hear peoples’ perceptions of you? Especially when they don’t really know you? Then again, what happens when the deception you wear is all you show the world? Nobody gets the true glimpse and when they do, they don’t understand it, don’t like it, or don’t want it.
Yes, it’s quite a conundrum there. Let in the masses and risk getting hurt or wear the veil and risk misconception.
Wonderful post. Thanks for catching us on the flip-side. On that note, Happy Earth Day.
You guys just HAPPEN to show up the day after Mayo makes a new post.
You never really left after all. Obviously. None of you did...
Hi K & Jenn!
It's a conspiracy, Anon. Kapunua is Mayo. Didn't you know?
Hey Sister M, what's shakin?
Not much, Jenn... at work, as usual. I found out recently that I'm diabetic, so I take more frequent breaks now. :)
How's things wit' you?
Doing alright. Hanging in there. Sorry to hear about the diabetes. Are you able to manage it through diet or do you have to take insulin?
Sis, gosh, send me an email okay? I have some tips for you if you are at all interested in things outside of western medicine. :) Hello Nnicula. :)
Hiya K. How's by you?
Anon, I've been in for a peek or two, but that's about it. This morning I got an email: "What do you think of Mayo's poem?" and it sounded like it was up my alley so I wanted to come check.
Honestly there's always been some cruelty on this blog, but after last week's (or two weeks ago?) astounding new low, I reminded myself of what I've always thought: the fortunate thing about the internet is that you can turn the black box off and the bad people go away. Or in this case, if you just click the little "X".
It's simply not worth it for me to be here that much or sometimes at all.
Mayo's new poem made it worth it to come in and say, "good job."
That all right by you?
Hanging in there 'Nnicula! Right now I have to go and unpack my shipment of 5000 worms. Also Haku is being a cuddlemuffin more than normal so I wonder if he's feeling something coming on. Ugh. >_<
Later! :)
*runs in
hugs mayo
runs out*
Anon, I'm sorry I disturbed your peace and quiet. How about I leave again until Mayos next post?
Later.
Sister M, I'll talk to you.
SIXTY NINE!
*runs back out*
Astounding new low? like the new low when you told CTV that she was "over reacting" when SS stole her words? The night that she was crying in tears and you told her it "wasn't a big deal"?? Yeah, low like THAT?
CTV is a whiny ass baby.
new low"
She has to mean that curse put on MJ wishing her a lifetime of illness and tragedy.
SS didn't steal her words. He said himself he was 'borrowing the words of one to comfort another.' He also borrowed Kapu's grandma's words in his latest post but you don't see her crying and calling the waaaahmbulance cuz he didn't give her grandma credit for her words. Kapu took the words as they were intended. Clearly it was his way of tipping his hat to her grandma and acknowledging the wisdom in her words just like he did with CTV. The people involved in both cases knew who the words he was using belonged to. That's what mattered; not what anyone else thinks. Using CTV's words to help someone else showed he valued the words and the power they had to help others. It was actually a huge compliment to CTV. It's not SS's fault some people don't get it and are only happy when things are being flaunted for others to see and be 'impressed' with.
Exactly!
CTV was in pain and hurting. How do you justify her pain meaning than anothers?
IMO telling someone "he didn't mean it like that, it's not a big deal GET OVER IT there are more important things to cry about" is nowhere NEAR as god awful as telling someone that they are grieving wrong about their grandmother who died, when like that day or something?
That's not what MJ did. She never told anybody that the way they were grieving was wrong.
"that's what matters, not what anybody else thinks" she said.
General opinion seems to be that Wendy wrote that curse just to see if the Porchies would delete it like they deleted Martha's comment about K's grandma......
Kapu was grieving and in pain. Where was your compassion then, when MJ was ctiticizing her because she didn't feel she was mourning 'the right way'
"That's not what MJ did. She never told anybody that the way they were grieving was wrong."
That's funny because her words were "I don't agree with the way you're handling it" only in MJ speak meaning with nothing spelled right and everything in the wrong tense.
lol
the conspiracy theories have hit an astounding new low.
MJ certainly made it clear she didn't agree with the way Kapu was dealing with her loss. IT WAS NONE OF HER BUSINESS! Talk about adding insult to injury.
If MJ feels she isn't welcome here because of what she said to Kapu, then as the porchies have been told many times...
nobody is kicking her out. it's her choice to leave.
^ only difference is Mayo won't get all upset and ask MJ to come back like he does with Kapu and her friends.
Anonymous said...
CTV was in pain and hurting. How do you justify her pain meaning than anothers?
this sentence makes no sense. hello mj!
"Spouting lies
And histories
None that matter
Not to me."
Those are my favorite lines.
I like EP's analysis and her questions.
What do you do Mayo?
and then later of this one part in Stephen King's Gunslinger series in which mutant spiders sprout "eyes on stalks." DNW! DNW! EWWWWWW!!!!
Hey guys!
Hey Mayo!
Mayoooohhhh!!!
Thank you for the new post! Very cool and very interesting! I love to read everyone's spin on it.
SS!!!
Miss ya! Just wanted to say hello!
Be back later!
*thumps Mayo on the ear*
*blasts up Catch Me If You Can on Mayo's unbelievably sick sound system*
*runs out the door*
Love the poem Mayo! It's great to see poetry here. I find it odd that some people complain about poetry being posted here when you so obviously love and appreciate poetry.
It's not that they were posting poetry. It's that they were asked NICELY to stop by Amyranth and a few others, and they didn't.
So it's ok when Mayo posts poetry?
He doesn't do it non stop. It's just how they kept doing it when they were told some people didn't like it. It was the way they did it.
Well, Mayo said he misses them posting their poetry. I suppose it matters more what Mayo likes and dislikes than Amy. After all. it's his blog last time I checked, not hers.
Agreed. She had no right to try and decide what could and couldn't be posted or how frequently. That's Mayo's call. No one else.
Mayo misses EVERYBODY. He said it many times. Not JUST them.
if MJ really believed in what she was saying to kapu, she wouldn't have to write it anonymously. she knew what she was writing was low. i don't even know why she felt she had to comment. it was none of her business.
But Amy and her group are still here every day. You know that told quote..... how can I miss you if you won't go away?
Think of all the people that have left. Has Mayo EVER asked them to come back? He's done it with the porchies...more than once.
PLEASE Amy, give Mayo the opportunity to miss you.
100
Uh no. Amy went off and sulked after Mayo put her in her place. She came back of her own accord. Mayo didn't reach out to her like he did with Kapunua and her friends.
2:25 musta missed all the other wonderful poetry posted recently.
It's obviously OK when Wendy posts poetry. It's just when the Porchies do it that people complain.
so it's not the poetry you have a problem with, it's WHO posts the poetry.
Great minds think alike other 2:49!
why would mayo be so nice to someone who so openly expresses her disgust at GW?
Because Mayo is GV not GW.
I'll tell you what is low. OPL was in the hospital. She almost DIED. OPJ went through so very much. She had to be so strong, stronger then ever. And she was. She took care of her best friend. That was a real true horror.... something someone went through that was so hard.
OPL is SO YOUNG. And she almost died.
Kapu's grandmother died. She led a full life.
SS wrote a post about and mentioned Kapu's grandmother.
Not a word about OPL's sickness. How bad it was. How she almost died. Or about OPJ and how hard she struggled and what SHE went through.
The OPs are loyal to SS. They never ask him for words. They never bother him. They just offer their love.
This is what I think so wrong.
If you kiss SS ass, he will write a post about you.
Mirror Images
I
am;
therefore,
reflections,
mirror images.
Everything is misconception,
visualization requires self-deception.
Self-deception requires visualization,
misconception is everything.
Images, mirror
reflections,
therefore
am
I.
© Jim T. Henriksen
At her jounral link it's nothing but posts about how GW is ruining her game.
Mayo is not GW.
downloaded Advent Children Complete! (Before anyone asks, I'm not buying it. Gerard Way is doing the new ending song and he doesn't get a penny frm me; sorry, but I try very hard not to fund anti-feminism or hate speech.)
Anyway! But I watched it without subtitles (not that it's too hard to understand the parts I haven't already seen; one gets the gist of it) and I watched bits and pieces. (I think I'll save watching the whole thing until I do get a subtitled version.)
My first and so far only thought is that it is so much bloodier and more gruesome than the original. The fight scene between Cloud and Sephiroth is brutal. I mean like, arterial spray brutal.
So of
So I really don't think if Mayo was GW he would still even be talking to her.
anon
if we wanted to read her lj we would go there and read it. most of us don't want to read it. please stop posting her lj entries here.
I'm trying to make a point. She keep on saying that she doesn't liek GW, he's ruining her game. WHY would GW still talk to her? But GV would. GV is in love with her.
"The OPs are loyal to SS. They never ask him for words. They never bother him. They just offer their love."
guess love isn't what he's looking for.
Actually Kapu had to wait since Sep 2007 and suffer a bereavemnet to even get a mention from SS on his blog. The post was about HIS family and it just had one sentence that related to Kapu. IMHO Jen got the best post from SS. That post showed how how much he thinks of her.
"The OPs are loyal to SS. They never ask him for words. They never bother him. They just offer their love."
Kapu never asked for his words either.
It's obvious SS cares about Jen. When Lisa was really sick he knew it must be hell for Jen and he asked how she was handling the stress. They don't need blog posts written about them to know he cares. Stop starting trouble for them. Jealousy is a terrible thing.
i wonder how mayo and ss feel about these pissing wars.
mayo's on this side. ss is on that side. mayo values the porchies above all others. he only talks to them.
ss only quotes this person. he must like them best.
they're never going to get the smell of urine off of their skin.
If you kiss SS ass, he will write a post about you.
LOL. Nobody kisses his ass more than the OPS.
it's all just so ridiculous.
I actually cringed when they ASSumed Mayo's p.s about the fighters homecoming was about OPL and he had to explain it wasn't. How embarrassing.
i actually cringed when they thought ss's rivers was about someone it wasn't. i do alot of cringing at the ASSumptions here.
if you can't beat 'em
join 'em.
*pisses on trees at the four corners of blog*
First 3:09, I agree. It's these types of stupid comments that must make mayo and ss think it's not worth it. Why come here at all when there every move is under scrutiny? They must have to think really carefully before they answer and who they answer. I remember the days when they both would just come hang out and chat. SS sometimes had me in hysterics. *remembers the infamous Let's Tango! comment and the raiding of his underwear drawer and funny stories about pranks he plays*
I agree about the rivers comment. He was talking to Gnothi and Kapu assume he was talking to her. Funny!
3:16
the pissing wars are never going to end. sad but true.
get accustomed to smell and pick out a few trees to mark.
"Anonymous said...
First 3:09, I agree. It's these types of stupid comments that must make mayo and ss think it's not worth it. Why come here at all when there every move is under scrutiny? They must have to think really carefully before they answer and who they answer. I remember the days when they both would just come hang out and chat. SS sometimes had me in hysterics. *remembers the infamous Let's Tango! comment and the raiding of his underwear drawer and funny stories about pranks he plays*"
i remember those days too.
i remember people who didn't feel the need to point out when ss or mayo was hanging out, joking around or answering them. when friends could come here and just have fun.
then i remember when it started. the arguements over whose questions were being answered.
"the yes was for this person."
"no. the yes was for that person."
the need to be the centers of attention on a blog. the need to make sure everybody thought the person you wanted to receive attention was receiving attention. the need to tear another apart to try and build up the ones you like.
the poor this person or poor that person.
i think that happened about 3 months in. it's no wonder so many have left.
that and the smell.
3:16
i'll race you to those center trees.
It's a shame it happened here, but it's so true.
We didn't start the flame war!Had to share it.
Have fun, anons.
"my deletion" meffers!!!
i don't like how blogger is bunching up words when you do italics or bold or WTF ever!!
trying a fuckin gain!
"And it cycles
Its cycles"
that's my favourite bit!
hi Mayo! lovely poem. it made the corners of my mouth turn upwards!
hello everybody!
just popping in to say hi really. hope everyone is doing good?
take care all.
♥
p.s i have always loved reading everyone's take on Mayo's new posts. always kinda special.
hi K!
3.34, you are right, when you go back and read, shit got ugly soooo early on. ah well.
"3.34, you are right, when you go back and read, shit got ugly soooo early on. ah well."
yes it did. it got very ugly very fast.
Sorry, had to go a meeting. :(
Jenn, if you happen to pop in again -- I'm on Metformin, which is always fun on the ol' digestive system. My doc has me on a whole bunch of shit. I swear, I take more meds than my grandparents did.
Anons, I'm not even going to bother saying anything, except that most people "leave" because they're tired of reading the same shit over & over again.Some are on one person's side, some are on another's. Everyone reading this blog perceives things differently. What's the point in bringing up the past??
SM did you notice that KAPU brought up the past? Astounding new low? That was about MJ and probably Wendy. Does THAT matter to you? Or is SHE allowed to in your mind?
I'm on Metformin, which is always fun on the ol' digestive system.oh shit Sis M!!
lovely seeing you, i have just popped back in before shutting my computer down. Metformin = bad wind! i have treated alot of Diabetic feet in my time and yeh... so they say!
take care of yourself Sis M, diabetes is a fucker. be really sensible and healthy. it's dull as fuck i am sure.
♥
Yes, Anon, she mentioned 'the past', But she referenced an event rather than a person. Not the same thing, but nice try.
cunting blogger!
sorry i know i am vile, but it should have read.
"I'm on Metformin, which is always fun on the ol' digestive system."
oh shit Sis M!!
yeah that is what it should have said!
anon who does those CAPITALS you are as easy to read as the anon who always says noone.
i think?
night all.
Its funny, you stand there and look at everything. The lines on your face, the ruffles in your hair, even the way you stand whether it is on a slant of straight. Sometimes it is a good sight, content with what you see. Unfortunatly you get the off chance of seeing something that makes you feel sick. When that happens your stomach begins to turn and doubt sets in your mind but thats all it is.... doubt.
You are who you are and who you want to be is who you will be.
Do not let anyone EVER look, say or think anything different.
I think that is a perfect lesson in life, one that some people find easy to learn and others spen all their life trying to learn it but never do.
Proud to be who you are and if not, go on that journey to find it. It will be worth it one day.
night sis M.
Hi FASC! Yeah, the meds have fun side effects, but I find & research an alternate treatment, I'm stuck with them.
*until I find
fuck Fimmy!
2-0 my friend!
just ended.
Chelsea drew. Liverpool drew last night.
OK, looking effing good!
looking good indeed, i just asked you who scored lol.
*waves to sister*
Havent been around much, you ok?
hey sis M, hang in there. eat as healthily as fuck and maybe, maybe and a total maybe...you may not need the drugs. some people do everything right and still have high readings. some people do everything wrong and do OK. everyone's different. good luck!!
"anon who does those CAPITALS you are as easy to read as the anon who always says noone."
i am so not saying you are the same anons, you deffo aren't. just saying i think i recognise certain anon traits.
not important, who cares.
goodnight from England everyone. St George's Day tomorrow. it's not really celebrated here. i thing Scotland celebrate St Andrew's Day, Ireland deffo celebrate St Patrick's! I think the Scots celebrate Burn's night alot also. But in England we don't really celebrate St George's Day. dunno why? just never have. i am sure in the war they did??
fuck me, i am gone!
healthily =- healthy.
thing = think
fucking hell
i am gone.
"just saying i think i recognise certain anon traits."
Liek you're not the only one.
good morning all!!
hi K smoke sisM fim Jen fasc
sisM sorry to hear your diagnosis, keep looking into possible treatments there is a lot diet and lifestyle can help with too
I have to work today, worse luck.It's such a lovely day outside, shame to spoil it with yr8 maths..lol
"anon who does those CAPITALS you are as easy to read as the anon who always says noone."
They had nerve to name themself "long time no see" then precede with their telltale commenting traits and same old agenda.
Wear a neon sign next time why dont you.
i'm so 3008 and you're so 2000 and late
"boom boom pow"
Hi Fimmy!!
Thanks, guys. I'm doing OK, really... just busy with work, as always - bleh! :Þ )
Been thinking about Mayo's post, and I wonder, do any of us really see ourselves as we truly are?
I miss kickball. :(
Hiya mayo. How's you's?
Great new post. I'm glad to see that you still have your wits about you after the beating you have been taking from Smoke. Honestly, what did you do to get a pasting like that, you must be black and blue by now. *hands over healing cream*
Thanks FASC for letting us know that bella is OK. That's great news.
Sorry to hear you are not well SisM, I'm sending my healing cream you way too ^_^
Thanks Miranth and SisM for being my ever faithful bodyguards. No one's gonna mess with you guys.
-I think I got my notes a little mixed up this morning!-
Hi MissT! - I meant I wanted them to leave you alone when they were chiding you for your remembrances of others. It was rude.
You know SisM and I got your back!
Hi SisM - Also, I meant to ask them to back off of their insults to you when you were just asking for peace. And then they were being rude for your efforts! Oh, the irony!
Hi FASC!!! And Fimble
:)
OK I need a nap so I shall go now.
Bye
Aw so short and sweet Miranth.
Have a nice nap sweetie.
Thanks MissT, I will, as exhausted as I am. Have a good night yourself!
Nighty night Miranth xxxxx
PS - Didn't Mayo refer to this place as a Mirror?
In which case, Mayo, does this place no longer matter to you?
Sorry, my mind wanders when I try to sleep. And I do find something disturbing about this poem.
Good night MissT :) (I am pretty sure its late over there!)
Hello Mayo, SS, Ergo, FASC, MissT, Sweetcheeks, SisMidnite, Miranth, Fimble, everyone!!!
How are you all? Good, I hope!
Mayo: Wonderful new post. I must admit, I did miss your poetry! Thank you for the new post/piece/room!
Now, I'm sure you all know I must address a few things said today.
First:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Anonymous said...
General opinion seems to be that Wendy wrote that curse just to see if the Porchies would delete it like they deleted Martha's comment about K's grandma......~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
If that is what "general opinion" seems be, then "general opinion" is ~ once again ~ 100 percent inaccurate.
Once again, please allow me to make this clear. I did not post the "binding/hex/curse" comment at the porch. I haven't posted a comment at the porch since Sdock's birthday. I believe that comment was "HAPPY BIRTHDAY SDOCK" along with a picture of a hot air balloon to "help her fly".
Secondly, I would love for any anon to show me where I said anything negative about anyone's grandmother or the way they choose to mourn and remember any beloved family member. You can't, because I didn't.
Did I stand by a friend whose words were being twisted, who was having words, and the miscontrued intent of those words, forced into her mouth? Yes, I did, as I have many times in the past.
That friend of mine was asked to explain her actions and she did. She didn't have to; but, she did.
Furthermore, that friend of mine has asked me to tell everyone, if you have a problem with her or anything she said, to leave it off this blog and e~mail your remarks to her.
I am requesting the same regarding any future accusations (and I'm sure there will be more).
However, as I have said, if doing (or believing) any of these things brings you some sort of happiness... well, that's just strange... but please, continue ~ with me and not with my friend. I'm "batshit" so it doesn't bother me!
:P
Thank you for reading!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
Hi PJ, SS, J, L, Amy, Elune, Fang Bang, BI, It's Me and Possum!
Yup Miranth, it's midnight here. I'll be off soon myself.
Hiya Wendy, how's you's today? Has the hamster cheeks gone down after the dentist trip?
Ohhhh....
MissT: I'm glad you like the sparkly stuff! And, not one scorpion in the whole package!
:P
Goodnight Miranth! Have a good rest!
sparkly is always good. I was all ooooo and aghhhhh.
MissT: Chipmunk/hamster cheek is gone! YAY!!!!
Of course, now I have surgery on the right side to look forward to next month!
Come to think of it, I think I'm going to have to reschedule that one. There's a concert I want to go to that night!!!!
How have you been? What's new in your neck of the woods?
Good luck with the dentist.
My friend had a baby last week and if they are in the vicinity tomorrow I will get to see him for the first time. He is named after the cousin I lost.
Ohhh... I read that MissT!!!! I think that was such an amazing thing to do!
His first and middle name too!!!! That's a great friend, MissT. Her doing that shows how much she loves and respects you and her friendship with you.
Shucks, I'm getting all mushy now! It's hormones with the baby talk!
;)
hi missT
hi wendy
good to see you both :]
Ergo!!!!!!
*smoooooch*
It's good to see you, too! Those guinea piggies are just too adorable!!! I love those sandals too!
YIKES! I forgot to upload the pictures of my Dogwood. Remind me to do that tonight!
;)
How was your day/night?
joke for you:
A married man went into the confessional and said to his priest,
'I almost had an affair with another woman.'
The priest said, 'What do you mean, almost?'
The man said, 'Well, we got undressed and rubbed together, but then I stopped.'
The priest said, 'Rubbing together is the same as putting it in.
You're not to see that woman again.
For your penance, say five Hail Mary's and put $50 in the poor box '
The man left the confessional, said his prayers, and then walked over to the poor box.
He paused for a moment and then started to leave.
The priest, who was watching, quickly ran over to him saying,
'I saw that.You didn't put any money in the poor box!'
The man replied, 'Yeah, but I rubbed the $50 on the box,
and according to you, that's the same as putting it in!'
Hiya Ergo, how's you's?
Yeah Wendy, our families have always been close, now we are closer then ever.
LOL!!!!! I bet that priest changed his mind real quick!
LMAO Ergo!
night was fine, would rather have slept in, morning is ok so far but I have to go to work in just over a half hour
good to hear your mouth has settled after the surgery
MissT: That's great! It's wonderful when you're able to stay close to childhood friends. I've been lucky in that area too!
Ohh... did you know Bre (Briana) was named after my brother? And, my nephew was too! His first name was my brother's middle name.
:)
Aw that's great Wendy. It's good to keep the names going.
I hope you have a nice day Ergo, even though you gotta work.
Well ladies, it is half past midnight so I shall say nighty night to you both xxxxxxxxx
Ergo: My cheek was back to normal by Saturday. The need for pain meds was gone by Sunday! T'wasn't so bad ~ except while they were doing it. These people never, ever drug me enough!!!!
Well, I'm off for awhile. Doggie bath time!
Have a good day at work, Ergo!!!!
Goodnight and sweet dreams, MissT!!!
It was good chatting a bit with both of you! I'll catch ya'll, again, soon ~ I hope!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
LOL
misst hope you have a lovely visit with the new little arrival tomorrow, bet his namesake will be watching over him too
~
here is an alleged real school answering machine message, I know it isn't and must be doing the rounds as in Aust we don't have "school lunches" and it was supposedly from an aussie school
but it is funny none the less and an unfortunate reflection on the worst parents we have to deal with...
Hello! You have reached the automated answering service of your school.
In order to assist you in connecting to the right staff member, please listen
to all the options before making a selection:
To lie about why your child is absent - Press 1
To make excuses for why your child did not do his work - Press 2
To complain about what we do - Press 3
To swear at staff members - Press 4
To ask why you didn't get information that was already enclosed in your
newsletter and several flyers mailed to you - Press 5
If you want us to raise your child - Press 6
If you want to reach out and touch, slap or hit someone - Press 7
To request another teacher, for the third time this year - Press 8
To complain about bus transportation - Press 9
To complain about school lunches - Press 0
If you realise this is the real world and your child must be accountable and responsible for his/her own behaviour, class work, homework and that it's not the teachers' fault for your child's lack of effort: Hang up and
have a nice day!
see you wendy, hope the doggie gets wetter than you!!
goodnight missT sweet dreams, and thanks :]
Nighty night Ergo.
Nighty night Wendy.
misst hope you have a lovely visit with the new little arrival tomorrow, bet his namesake will be watching over him tooI hope so.
xxxxxxxx
"Did I stand by a friend whose words were being twisted, who was having words, and the miscontrued intent of those words, forced into her mouth? Yes, I did, as I have many times in the past.
That friend of mine was asked to explain her actions and she did. She didn't have to; but, she did."
She also didn't have to be nasty to Kapu in the first place. She didn't have to say anything to her at all. Let her mourn in her own way, in peace. She could have minded her business.
And while she was kicking someone when they were down you were cheering her on. As always.....
Anybody home?
9.16 what business is it of yours. You keep telling me I should have minded my own business. What about you and the other anons. Who don't know what you are talking about.
Why don't you show me what a person who isn't a "piece of shit" is like instead of doing this.
Or better yet. Why don't you bring it to me personally. I have email. I have even given it out.
What is your reason for continually bring it up here.
i am!
and guess what? i got my computer in the mail today, my old man laptop!
i'm so nostalgic...
i met all of you guys on that laptop...
*sigh*
i'm turning it on right now (nerd moment, two laptops side by side)
oh man!
oh, i miss that screen....
<3333
oh hi, martha. :)
Hi there tj, how are you?
doing okay, bc. got home real late from work today though, so i'm feeling a wee bit crunched for time.
Hello Tj
I am off.
later
"
What is your reason for continually bring it up here."
I actually only brought it up the first time after I caught up, read all 3000 comments and saw what you did.
I brought it up because I never saw anything so disgusting on my whole time on the internet as what you did to her. It shocks you. Why couldn't you just leave her the fuck alone.
Fucking shocking and disgusting.
brb
In fact I don't even know how you get by in real life if you are anything like that.
And it is my business because you disgraced yourself on a board on the internet. In public.
But yet if I saw someone crying over their grandma in public I would leave them the fuck alone and not add to their misery.
But if I saw someone picking on them for mourning I would say the same things I am saying to you.
bye martha.
i'm reading old documents on my laptop, things i transferred to my flash drive back in seattle but haven't been able to read because they are in a dead program.
let me just say: miss you, redrum.
Goodnight Martha.
Hallo and Goodnight Teej and BC!
Mayo, nice post. You put things very, very well.
Why not get yourself a life and leave her alone? It's between her and K.
Hello BC didn't see yo when i posted just wanted to let you know
By the way anon if this was the real world an I was as evil and as graceful as you thought I would be doing just fine. I wold be rolling around in a big pile of money.
If you had really read all 3000 comment you would have seen my email address and you could have brought it to me.
And not bother all the other people here.
Why not take it to my email?
MIRA!
You didn't hurt me! Ergo started it! That video is gross and that's all I think of whenever I hear, PED-EGG.
>O
Because emailing you doesn't allow for K to look so damn persecuted?
Because YOU said it in public.
And how would acting DISgraceful (not graceful because you are not) automatically make you rich? You make no sense.
If I saw you acting so cruel so someone who was mourning, in public I would also call you out in public instead of going to your house. You shit in the blog, you should have to roll in it.
Besides do you magically turn into a good person in email.... I don't think so.
You would call her out on it in public... all anonymous like? Balls, please.
What good would it be giving you my name, no one knows me, what should I be afraid of, that you are going to come to my house?
And why dont' you tell us your name if you are interested in "balls".
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