You startled me
In not so much your words,
But your approach.
It was fast
And filled my head
With nonsense words
And warmth
When you weren’t there.
So, I went under
And swallowed
The surge. And above
My head is swirling water.
My hand slapping at the surface,
Desperate for structure
Steep stone. Then
My fingers finding rooted edge
Holding ground,
Finally. Almost out of breath
When I pulled myself up.
Entwined in mine, fingers
Not rooted mass, but flesh.
That took the shape
Of mysteries ability
To suddenly deliver me
Upon the edge was all
That I was meant to be.
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No Contest
even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Blog header image by: Anima
I would like to credit the photographer and thank her for sharing her work.
something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
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“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
Jean-Dominique Bauby
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BC have you had your birthday? I know it was coming up, now have I missed it?
Mayo
I'm a very tired woman tonight. So I'm off to pass out on the sofa. Only problem is I've got too much going on in my brain so I know sleep will elude me. Oh well that's just how it goes some nights.
Take care and know that you are in my thoughts. Yep even though my mind is full I always have just the right little space for you in there. Crap, that really sounds creepy. Oh well, I don't care it's the truth.
Night Mayo
Elena (using the Mayo side of her brain)
Recurring disrespect? Well anon, my suggestion is to completely forget about this person. You are very busy and they are not worth your time.
my new watch
but in gold (at the bottom)
it was on sale :]
Ergo, oh no, no worries. The birthday is not til Sunday :)
Night elena, sweet dreams.
Ergo, that's not a bad looking watch
I'm getting sleepy, so i'm gonna call it a night. goodnight ergo, anons, anyone about.
thanks BC. my old gold dress watch is having a hard time deciding if it wants to keep time or not, seems to have days it just decides not to be constrained by the whole hour, minute, second thing.
Repairing it doesn't seem to help as they say they fix it, and have I been near any strong magnetic fields :/ like that's an everyday thing out here in the country!
This one is prettier and is waterproof, was on sale and an australian owned company, that was 4 points in it's favour!
sweet dreams, I will be sure not to forget on sunday :]
Good morning/afternoon/evening Mayo, SS, Ergo, Sweetcheeks, J!!!, Elena, TJ; various anon, watchers and lurkers… everyone!
Did you all have a good night (or a good day ~ as applicable)? I hope so!
Jen: Thank you, so much, for the e~mail updates and for updating us here.
I’m so happy to hear Lisa is responding to treatment and seems to be aware of her surroundings. I’m especially happy to hear that she knows when you and her parents are in the room with her. I know she has a long road to full recovery and having you there, by her side, will make a world of difference.
The two of you share such a special bond. A rare, precious and unbreakable “sisterhood”. Not a sisterhood either of you were born into but one the both of you chose. I believe I’ve mentioned before that I think the two of you are true soul mates. Souls that were destined to meet and become lifelong friends.
You’ve shared over half of your lives with each other. You’ve shared your hopes and dreams. You’ve shared losses and sorrows; pain and heartache. You’ve shared laughter, tears, joy and frustrations. You’ve “saved” each other more than once... No matter what difficulties either of you face, you’re there for each other. Nothing and no one can break that bond. It’s beautiful to behold!
You are both such strong, special women and I feel so lucky and so privileged to call the both of you my dear friends. Thank you for letting me be a part of your lives ~ a part of your friendship and your sisterhood.
You know where to find me if you need anything. Anything at all.
Have a great day, everyone!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
Ergo: *smooooooch*
That is a good looking watch! Can I borrow it if I visit you in Australia?
;)
Sweetcheeks: I'm glad to hear that your first day back at school went well! A "c" is not a bad thing. It's not bad at all!!! I think you should be proud of that grade. Heck, I'm proud of you!!!
*huge hugs and sloppy kisses*
Lewis!!!!! I'm so happy to see your beautiful name!!! I've missed you. I hope you (and Dave) have been well and happy!!!!
HI: PJ, SC, DG, Elune, DA, P anon, Present and RW!
Mayo
ok this is a song I have on a compilation, came up on shuffle as I drove into town and thought I'd share it
The Look ~ I Am The Beat
Girls are dancing all around them just for me
And the party wouldn't swing if not for me
I've made you hearts jump, I've caused a heat
I'm in demand I am the beat
I've turned a girl into a heaving senseless wreck
Made the captain of a ship dance off his deck
I've made the old man jump to his feet
I'm in demand I am the beat
All round the world the people know my name
In heaven and hell they know me too
Across the world the people know me now
I am the beat and I know you
You always listen to me on your radio
I'll bet your buddy all he really needs to know
And who kept the lawman down on the street
I'm in demand I am the beat
All round the world the people know my name
In heaven and hell they know me too
Across the world the people know me now
I am the beat and I know you
When the martian came to earth I made him dance
And Mr. Crooper had to thank me for his chance
And who made the zombies all tap their feet
I'm in demand I am the beat
I'm in demand
I'm in demand
I'm in demand I am the
I am the beat
beat
beat
beat (repeat to fade)
sing along
much love EP xx
SS
another one I heard this morning,, always a goodie
The Baby's ~ Isn't It Time
Falling in love was the
Last thing I had on my mind
Holding you is a warmth
That I thought I could never find
(sitting here all alone)
Just trying to decide
(whether to go all alone)
Or stay by your side
(then I stop myself because)
I know I could cry
I just cant find the answers
To the questions that keep going through my mind
Hey babe
Isnt it time
(isnt time it took time to wait)
(falling in love could be your mistake)
Isnt it time
(isnt time you took time to wait)
(falling in love could be your mistake)
Ive seen visions of someone like you in my life
A love thats strong reaching out
Holding me through the darkest night
(sitting here all alone)
Just trying to decide
(whether to go all alone)
Or stay by your side
(then I stop myself because)
I dont want to cry
I just cant find the answers
To the questions that keep going through my mind
Hey babe
Isnt it time
(isnt it time it took time to wait)
(falling in love could be your mistake)
(isnt time you took time to wait)
(falling in love could be your mistake)
(isnt time you took time to wait)
(falling in love could be your mistake)
I feel a warmth in my heart
And my soul that I never knew
This love affair gives me strength
That I need just to get me through
(sitting here all alone)
Just wondering why
(then I stop myself because)
I know I could cry
(then I think of you)
And everything seems alright
Ive finally found the answers
To the questions that keep going through my mind
Hey babe
Isnt it time
(isnt time you dont have to wait)
(dont have to wait)
I know its time
Ooh yeah
I know its time
It must be time
(dont have to wait)
(losing this love could be your mistake)
(isnt time you dont have to wait)
(dont have to wait)
It oughta be time
(isnt time you dont have to wait)
(isnt time you dont have to wait)
It must be time
(dont have to wait)
(losing this love could be your mistake)
(isnt time you dont have to wait)
(isnt time you dont have to wait)
(losin this love could be your mistake)
(isnt time you dont have to wait)
It oughta be time
sing along
lotsa love EP xx
goodnight blogbelieve, see you in my morning
♥xx♥
sdock and fasc have great tuesdays
take care all who pass through while I slumber
I want to first start off by saying that I am sending well wishes to L. I hope she starts feeling better really soon *hugs*.
Second, I believe that everyone, including myself, shouldn't really be posting on this strangers blog anymore. It's in intrusive and just plain rude. I wouldn't want people I don't know coming to my blog typing thousands of posts of mindless chatter. Someone could easily make another blog where people could meet up. Why does everyone here continue being rude and stalkerish? And don't say I am staying here until Mayo tells me to leave. That's just childish, selfish and wrong on so many levels. Maybe this person is lonely and is just too polite to tell us to leave. I for one am going to do the right thing and stop posting here.
But this is the thing that keeps gnawing at my brain and is probably the most logical theory behind this blog. One of you made it up and that's why you don't leave. If that's the case, then you all are pretty pathetic, sad individuals. Pretending to be someone else??? Are you trying to make someone jealous??? It's not working obviously. You just look really foolish.
Before the masses come in to tear you apart, 8:28, I just want to say I agree with you. I rarely read here anymore because for the most part, it just makes me feel sad and uncomfortable.
I think most people continue to come here because they think they're getting attention from MCR fans in general and maybe even the band itself. Otherwise, they would go to some more private place.
But you will be told that you're JUS JEllUZ!1 because you don't have some special connection to SS or that you would feel differently if Mayo paid attention to you or some other such ridiculous shit.
Wow.
Ummm, this place never ceases to amaze and disappoint. I’ve guess I should come to expect it. How sad is that?
I would like to say that I do wish L all the best and I hope she gets better soon.
Mayo,
A whassa’ goin’ on? ^_~
SS,
Dustland Fairytale.
Enough said. FASC and Sdock will agree with me. :)
And to the both of you:
PARANORMAL STATE! OMG! WATCH IT! O_O
Demons can use the Mississippi River as a means of transportation. Did ya know that? I sure as hell didn’t. And yeah, it’s not really that simple but THE RIVER! WTF? Just WTMFF?
And Mayo, remember when I was calling you Beelzebub and you said you’d prefer Azazel? Well, you showed up on Monday night’s episode. Ha.
Later folks!
Anon at 8:28 and Former Watcher Anon
Perhaps you missed the fact that on numerous occasions Mayo has told us we are welcome here. In fact he said that this place is as much ours as it is his. When he is so inclined he speaks to us. And before you say “oh he’s just too polite to ask you to leave..let me just say this. Do you think he was lying when he said that? Or do you think he’s changed his mind? As far as I’m concerned I will stay here unless he does say he’s changed his mind. Why would I second-guess what he says? I believe he says exactly what he means. He said we are all welcome here and I believe him.
Oh and “mindless chatter”? Sorry what we say comes off that way to you. However to many others and me our mindless chatter are just friends sharing their thoughts. Friends getting together and having a good time.
But you will be told that you're JUS JEllUZ!1 because you don't have some special connection to SS or that you would feel differently if Mayo paid attention to you or some other such ridiculous shit.
That comment really is funny but the thing I find even more interesting is that I’ve seen comments like it before and so I’m pretty sure I know where this is coming from. So believe me that whole comment I take with a grain of salt.
That said you’ve stated your opinions and I’ve stated mine. Have a nice day.
SMOKE.....
Good to see you. I've missed seeing your name. Hope you have a good day.
Perhaps you missed the fact that on numerous occasions Mayo has told us we are welcome here. In fact he said that this place is as much ours as it is his.
I see you neglected this part of the anon's comment:
But this is the thing that keeps gnawing at my brain and is probably the most logical theory behind this blog. One of you made it up and that's why you don't leave.
No one expects you to stop posting here. After all, didn't some little fangirls 'recognize' you once? How special that must have made you feel. No, you'll never give that up.
The thing that so many of you don't get is that you bring so much shit on yourselves because you forget one of the most important rulles of the Internet:
Teh interwebs =/= srs biznez.
You make it way too easy for people to give you crap because you take yourselves and this place way too seriously.
More Nathan & Caleb picspam, pls? And how about some Jared love? He's not pedo bait anymore. ;p
Watcher. I am another former watcher from the original watchers. From the group that used to get together on a page and discuss the blog. We most of us disbanded after the Fix to be honest. It got ridiculous with that.
I'm one of the only ones who still comes around every month or so out of curiosity. Or so I thought...?
Are you one of the originals? Do I know you?
Good morning! And it IS a good morning!
Lisa's cousin called me a couple hours ago to say that Lisa's vital signs have stabilized, she's been awake this morning, and was "grinning from ear to ear" when she saw her parents in the room with her! She's giving indications that her brain function is intact. And her breathing is easier.
So today they're going to start "waking her up", i.e., weaning her off the sedation. They're also going to start weaning her off the ventilator! She has made such progress in two days, I can hardly believe it!
I know I'm gonna cry when I see her this afternoon, I can just feel it.
Thank you all, and I do mean all, for your prayers, thoughts, good wishes, candles, and whatever else you've all been doing. It has been helping, and it is still helping!
My brother in law is also doing extremely well today! He's been up walking around, ate breakfast, is talking to everybody. They're moving him to a regular room today. Also doing an EKG this afternoon, and will most likely go home tomorrow! He goes back in 2 weeks to have the other stents put in, and then they'll wait to see if bypass sx is needed.
What an amazing day!
Can I ask the 8.28 and 8.49 anons something? You know, this blog's been here since September of '07. Why are you so concerned about it being here, now? And I have to point out that the both of YOU are here, telling US we should go away. Why bother? You've made a special trip in this AM to tell us we shouldn't be here. This makes no sense.
There's a nifty little thing called Freedom of Choice. Those of us who're here, have chosen to be here. We like it here. Mayo's told us we're welcome. He's not here most of the time, so why should he be bothered by our presence? He's never asked anyone to leave, but I think he would if he didn't want that person/s here.
You girls may need a new hobby. I hear reading's pretty popular, you know, those things called "books"?
And please, try to remember what's more important in life: LIVING. Blogs?
Mother, please.
I'm going to the hospital to see my best friend, who IS alive but almost wasn't, twice, two days ago. Y'all have a nice day.
Watcher,
I am not from the group that originally coined the term 'watcher'. My group started out as three friends on AIM and then later with filtered posts on one of our ljs. Eventually we worked our way up to seven members. For the most part, our aim was initially to disprove that Mayo and SS were who some people said they were. We did that to our satisfaction rather early on, but became somewhat intrigued by the social dynamic and watched (silently, for the most part) for a while. When people here began acting so strangely (dividing off into groups, being very exclusionary and mean to newcomers and causing people to lose their jobs and such) most of us left. Also, of the seven, all but two lost interest in MCR (including myself).
The 'fix' was pretty much the final nail in the coffin. Occasionally, I am told by one of my former group what is going on here, and against my better judgement come to check the blog out. I always regret that decision, so you would think I would have learned by now, huh? Anyway, I don't think I know you, but I do think you might know one of us -- her name is Emily.
Nice talking to you anyway.
P.S. We actually referred to ourselves as 'The Seven'.
That is INCREDIBLY similar to the story of the original watchers. We actually used to have a blog (it's still out there but noneo f us check it and I don't even think I remember the password. The blog was just theoriginalwatchers.blogspot.com.
We used livejournal too in the early days.
We wrote the early quizzes and we included everyone.
Our story is so close to being the same as yours.
We thought it came to a head with someone here losing their job (I don't even need to mention), but from there it got worse and worse.
I know some of the original watchers are still anons once in a while but not too often.
Like you guys we also lost interest in MCR too. Most of us anyway.
Well it was intriguing in the beginning. There were nice anons, there was She Wolf Anon and there was a lot of mystery instead of hatred. There was intrigue.
I also miss the poetry. A few of us used to play quoting games when there was nothing else to do.
And riddles too. Also once I played with the Kool Aid Man.
Once in a while i miss those days.
Oh and I remember Emily. A Rose for Emily, right?
I know one of ours still comes here occasionally too.
The other thing that made it worse was all the stat trackers. Some of us don't like people knowing where we're coming from no matter what we're saying. Of course every one has a right to use them.
We used to frequently visit other people's blogs too.
Even when Mayo started using stat trackers and the Porch did, it felt weird but no one felt too violated.
But then when someone's information got released to the public most of us agreed that it was hide my ass or nothing.
And most of us decided on nothing.
More Nathan & Caleb picspam, pls? And how about some Jared love? He's not pedo bait anymore. ;p
I mostly have Nathan pics, but I was able to find a couple of Jared in my pics file, although he does still look a little like "pedo-bait" (lol) in this one! And then there is this one, where Caleb still had his "Pantene commercial" hair and Jared really was jailbait.
But, if you want to see Jared when he was really young, there's this. OMG, aren't they adorable? And they all look the same as they do now. :)
Amazing gene pool those Followills have there. ^_^
cute :)
I've become a fan of KOL recently. Someone (maybe it was Safe) was posting them on Verita Venom site and I got into them.
I will not make the same mistake twice of "believing" in a band. I jut like the music ... and the eye candy :)
I will not make the same mistake twice of "believing" in a band. I jut like the music ... and the eye candy :)
Their music is amazing. A lot of people have been getting into them recently through their latest album, but be sure you go back and listen to their earlier stuff (Aha Shake Heartbreak is my favorite CD). The best way to do that is to go check out their live performances on youtube. Their energy, Caleb's voice, their musicianship and the uniqueness of their sound...they're the real deal. And not so hard on the eyes, either.
^_~
OH! And I'm seeing them in April!
I miss the riddles and games too, 1:51. I used to partcipate sometimes. I was God once and said 'Let there be light', but I think someone else claimed credit for it. Lol, not that it bothered me. I never came here for attention, just to have fun -- something that's been in short supply for a very long time around here.
I don't think my friend Emily is the same person as A Rose for Emily. She was just one of our group who said she knew some of you.
Anyway, it is kind of eerie how our story is so similar to yours. I'm glad we talked.
Some people claim the one's playing the games and posting poetry got blamed for trying to get "attention" When really it was the one's against the fun that really wanted the attention. Maybe the one's that did get the attention was because i'm sure anyone rather see the fun times people used to have instead of all the name calling.
For the most part, our aim was initially to disprove that Mayo and SS were who some people said they were. We did that to our satisfaction rather early on,
In the beginning when everyone was friends we all tried to prove/disprove who Mayo and SS were and it was a lot of fun until people split off into groups. I have always been friends with both 'groups' and I know that the 2 people suspected of being Mayo and SS have both given certain members of each 'group' confirmation IN PERSON that they are Mayo and SS. But because the 2 groups don't talk, they don't share this info. It's a real shame. There, I came out and said it. I like both groups and wish we could all be friends again.
I like both groups and wish we could all be friends again.
It's hard for those who likes both groups.
Different Emily. I'm glad we talked too. It would have been fun if the two watcher groups got together.
I wonder if there are any other watcher groups. I think there has to be.
Someone on Verita's was saying that someone had written a sociology report on this blog.
I wish that people could be friends again but I see that it's never going to happen.
I was proud of Kapunua when she forgave Wendy. (And then THANKED her), I gained a lot of respect for Kapu then, even if I didn't like her too much in the beginning.
But I think that too many other things have happened and been said for people to go back the way they were. Feelings have been hurt and privacy has been raked over the coals.
The Fix really was a bummer. And the name calling that came from that group after.
In this day and age you just can't tell people that they can't put up poetry on a poetry blog, call then c---- when they laugh at your "rules" and then demand an apology from them because they didn't do your biding.
What is the world coming to.
LOL just kidding. I'm being sarcastic. But really, if you think about it...
It is hard because I definitely always liked OPL and I was sad when she disappeared. She never really hurt anyone. And I hope she gets better soon. She definitely seems like a calm person who doesn't want to hurt people.
I always liked and talked to Wendy but she REALLY surprised me with that crazy outburst.
And I miss Mustardisbetter. Its surprised me when she left.
Has she ever come back?
Ooops, I meant shen she forgave MYA.
MY BAD! Sorry! Don't come and beat me up everybody!!
Personally, I miss the games, quotes, riddles and poetry.
I used to escape here, tell secrets.
I would read a little when I could.
And, I would find inspiration here when I felt tapped out.
I still do, just not nearly as often.
I hate the shit.
And for the record...I have never told any of you who I am.
I remember the secret game.
I told one or two.
Now you could never do a thing like that here. People would tear your life apart.
I also used to find inspiration. The riddles challenged me. So did Mayo. Trying to figure him out.
And I liked watching develop friendships with people.
But then somehow it ended up that his friendships with certain people was causing others to hate them.
I actually still kind of think Mayo is GV.
That's why I never got OPJ's post about "secrets! finding them out and telling them".... and "one of your friends trusted us enough to tell us your secret".
WHAT secret? I was always so sure that Mayo was GV. I doubted that GV would tell OPJ her secret.
whatever mayo go suck some more dick, asshole.
Anon if you think I am Mayo you are wrong. 4:48 and 4:50 are me. I'm just one of the watchers who came by and got into talking to a watcher from a different group. It surprized me that there were two groups, that's all.
Oh you meant 4:40 I guess. Sorry.
Hi Mayo. From a former watcher, hi.
why do you think the shit started? who's to blame for the shit? 98% of all problems here relate back to you and your selfish motherfucking ass.
If you're not GV I apologize. I just always figured you were.....
There's still no need to be rude to Mayo.
A word or a prayer for OPJ would be nice right about now shithead.
THAT is what's meant by "selfish"....
4:40 are you Mayo? If you are then that must mean the people I consider my friends have lied to me about a certain someone confirming his identity when they met him.
4:40 IS Mayo, but Mayo is GV not GW. GV will never fess up to being Mayo.
mayo cared about some stupid dead dog but wont say a word about someone who loves him and who is currently in the hospital. is that proof enough?
anon mayo was around a lot more back when kapu's dog died.
And with the Fix, and Guidelines I hope you realize that Amyranth did those to HELP you. Everything she did was for YOU and the people she cares about.
But I guess "caring" is out of style.
"4:40 are you Mayo? If you are then that must mean the people I consider my friends have lied to me about a certain someone confirming his identity when they met him.
March 25, 2009 5:05 PM"
Check his location. It is 4:40.
Mayo is telling you that he NEVER told his "secret" to anyone, which means that the OPs "secrets" post was meaningless.
And that he misses the "banned posts".
I don't agree with you 5:10.
the fix even drove the watchers away, even they thought it was ridiculous. of course mayo would also think it was ridiculous, any rational person would.
"GV will never fess up to being Mayo."
She did... once.
And OPJ lost her mind over it.
GV was testing the waters to see how admitting it would go over.
"Not well".
You don't have to agree but it is true.
Amy was trying to do the right thing.
mayo's around RIGHT NOW. the only thing people have been talking about for two days now are J and L and how much they are going through. do you really think he didnt see ANY of it? he skipped past all of that and went back to bitching about how he hates his blog and yet does nothing to make it better.
AT LAST! Mayo has confirmed once and for all he misses the poetry, the fun, the games, everything Amy tried to ban. Clear enough for everyone? Good.
THANK YOU MAYO!
Anonymous said...
AT LAST! Mayo has confirmed once and for all he misses the poetry, the fun, the games, everything Amy tried to ban. Clear enough for everyone? Good.
THANK YOU MAYO!
Don't blame the OPs. They were told Mayo's identity by Toujours and we all know how deluded she is. GW probably said on stage 'How are you all tonight?' and Toujours would have heard 'How are you all tonight in Blogbelieve?' The OPs aren't the liars, they are innocent in this and believed the secret too.
You don't have to agree but it is true.
Amy was trying to do the right thing.
I think she was trying to help the way SHE thought it would help.
Maybe some agree, some don't.
Everyone thinks differently, and see things differently. You cannot impose your views on everyone.
I would hate to call anyone a liar, but if they say they know me, chances are, they are mistaken.
Aside from a few very close friends, no one can make the connection.
Although, apparently a few of you have a pretty good handle on some of my better personality traits.
And shit, do you have to take everything I say and make it into some fucking plot to stick it to someone?
I just like poetry and riddles, let it go.
And, I'll commit to well wishes on my own time, thank you.
Mayo we are waiting for you to send a message of support to the OPs. If you don't you will be just as bad as the Porkies.
I just like poetry and riddles, let it go.
Hear that Amy? Let it go.
Anonymous said...
mayo's around RIGHT NOW. the only thing people have been talking about for two days now are J and L and how much they are going through. do you really think he didnt see ANY of it? he skipped past all of that and went back to bitching about how he hates his blog and yet does nothing to make it better.
yes he jumped to defend Kapu and the poetry again when L is in hospital. Mayo = GV.
GW probably said on stage 'How are you all tonight?' and Toujours would have heard 'How are you all tonight in Blogbelieve?'
LOL! sorry but that was funny.
Lastly I think it would be decent of both SS and Mayo to publicly give their support to OPJ in this difficult time. Mayo, it's time for you to come in here and say something.
HA! He did, he came in and said how much he misses the games and the poetry!
good morning!!
hope everyone is well
J - great news about L
elena, smoke hope Wednesday has been a a good one
Mayo we are waiting for you to send a message of support to the OPs. If you don't you will be just as bad as the Porkies.
Ignore that Mayo. They are full of shit.
Anonymous said...
HA! He did, he came in and said how much he misses the games and the poetry!
Don't forget the riddles, I think he misses SS's riddles too. SS was always fun to have around the place.
Mya Get over it already!
How embarassing!
You anons are going to give poor mayo a headache!
Now anything I say will seem forced, provoked by your insitence that I wish them well.
They would never know if I meant it, or if I only said it to shut you up.
I am sure they are grateful.
What is my name? You do not know.
I like to pretend to be mysterious.
I have absolutely no friends.
I am a selfish asshole that likes to fuck with peoples minds.
I do not know how to spell occasional properly.
I am 13 years old.
and hi mayo
hope everything else is going well for you in 2009
Holy crap! You mean all this time the 'secret' the OPS were gloating about was bullshit? How embarrassing.
Hey dumbass. Im pretty sure the way you ignored everything everyone said about them and went ahead and bitched about poetry and riddles pretty much spelled it out for everyone. Do everyone a favor and go make out with a chainsaw.
Anonymous said...
Lastly I think it would be decent of both SS and Mayo to publicly give their support to OPJ in this difficult time. Mayo, it's time for you to come in here and say something.
You really aren't doing the OPs any favors. I'm sure Mayo and SS would be more than happy to give their best wishes to Lisa and Jen but it looks bad when you are more or less demanding they do it. Surely a message of support means more when it is given freely. If it was me lying in the hospital, I would not appreciate you writing comments like the one above. I think it does more harm then good. Remember Mayo and SS don't come here every day like most of us do. If/when they find out what has happened to Lisa and if/when they comment, it would be nice to know they are doing it because they wanted to, not because they felt obliged. After your comment, the OPs will never know for sure and that's a shame.
March 24, 2009 7:06 PM
Anonymous said...
What is my name? You do not know.
I like to pretend to be mysterious.
I have absolutely no friends.
I am a selfish asshole that likes to fuck with peoples minds.
I do not know how to spell occasional properly.
I am 13 years old
ORLY? But can you spell SURPRISE, cos according to his official blogs, GW sure as hell can't.
Anonymous said...
Hey dumbass. Im pretty sure the way you ignored everything everyone said about them and went ahead and bitched about poetry and riddles pretty much spelled it out for everyone. Do everyone a favor and go make out with a chainsaw.
Aww..look...Amy is all butt hurt.
All are welcome here. But, if it is uncomfortable for you to remain here, you are also very welcome to leave.
what i dont understand is why he keeps writing under anonymous, what a douchebag
I liked it better when the asshole was off vacationing.
well it's a shame that since there has been conflict, everything needs to be turned by anons back into conflict regardless.
People cannot do anything without the past being brought back up over and over.
In real life people disagree, fight, make mistakes, annoy etc etc and life is able to go on, though admittedly altered.
However you don't get a little bunch of hooded figures, their identity obscured, appearing at any possible moment to bring up past wrongs, ridicule, harass and abuse.
You may have rights to speak, but you are in no way showing any responsibility in choosing whether it is appropriate to do so.
I want to say so much, but now is not the time. So many comments I have read sent me spinning and I almost busted through the blog doors, but instead I decided to let it settle a bit. I'm still angry.
Right now I just want to say to hi to Mayo.
*scrolls up* Hi Ergo. :)
Sending ♥ to all of my friends.
and that doesn't apply to all anons, but unfortunately at some points it is the vast majority
Hi Anima!!
♥
hope everything is going ok with you?
For the same reason you comment anonymously...
Because, I am mysterious, of course.
Or, at least I think I am mysterious. I could be wrong...most likely I am wrong.
I'm really just an asshole, douchebag, cocksucker that can't spell.
Now anything I say will seem forced, provoked by your insitence that I wish them well.
They would never know if I meant it, or if I only said it to shut you up.
I am sure they are grateful.
I actually think they will be grateful!
you have revealed alot of yourself today and that is a good thing. It will enable many people to move on from here.
Following your ignoring the request re grace and Grace I think they already know you don't give a fuck!
And let's not forget, I don't give a fuck, either.
to mayo said...
Now anything I say will seem forced, provoked by your insitence that I wish them well.
They would never know if I meant it, or if I only said it to shut you up.
I am sure they are grateful.
I actually think they will be grateful!
you have revealed alot of yourself today and that is a good thing. It will enable many people to move on from here.
Following your ignoring the request re grace and Grace I think they already know you don't give a fuck!
March 25, 2009 5:50 PM
Ergo, I'm doing okay. How you 'doin?
It's okay to not give a fuck, I say. Sometimes it just makes things easier.
well even if you don't always spell correctly you still write thought provokingly
Bye everyone. Take care okay.
not bad thanks anima, work is a bit more stressful that I'd anticipated, with lack of time to do anything else as well as a couple of difficult students
but that's all part of the job
what kind of a writer doesnt know how to spell occasional? really wow. my jaw was on the floor. shows how much of a writer he really is hahahahahaa.
*hugs* Ergo
Ergo, we need to catch up. I read my emails last week and still have yet to reply. I'll talk to you soon. Hang in there. :)
Following your ignoring the request re grace and Grace I think they already know you don't give a fuck!
maybe mayo wasn't referring to Grace when he wrote grace. ever think of that? Of course not, everything always has to be about you, doesn't it?
Anonymous said...
what kind of a writer doesnt know how to spell occasional? really wow. my jaw was on the floor. shows how much of a writer he really is hahahahahaa.
or the time he got tic and tick confused.
i hope mayo is proud of what he has done today, just made things so much worse. and then he complains about why it is like this lol. just a never ending cycle.
Of course not, everything always has to be about you, doesn't it?
who am I?
that's ok anima, whenever you ahve time, I imagine your life is pretty filled right now
and thanks
I'll be fine (we have term break at the end of next week for easter, weeks holiday - yay!)
then I have 4 more weeks after that
It's good money and nothing is unmanageable.
when will you people ever learn? mayo has always preferred the company of the day crew. last time they left he said he missed them and asked them to come back. Now he is saying he misses the poetry and quotes.
I'm confused. If mayo is saying he never told anyone his identity then does that mean that Kapu and her friends are the only ones who know SS's identity or do the OPs know that as well?
6:10 Kap will never admit she knows who SS is, she always protects him. But she knows, and she knows we know and she enjoys knowing something the rest of us don't. It makes her feel superior.
Mayo
I hope you haven't left. I'm kinda liking you today (for the first time).
Maybe K is full of shit and doesn't know anything. She probably just wants everyone to think she got confirmation.
Anonymous said...
Maybe K is full of shit and doesn't know anything. She probably just wants everyone to think she got confirmation.
That doesn't even make sense. She has never told people she knows who SS is.
Hi Mayo, Hi SS, Hi everyone.
Wow, I am just so glad that L is on the mend. I've just read J's latest update and I am sat here crying right now. And the news that J's brother in law is better too is just great. You must feel amazing right now J and I'm so glad for you. Please tell L how much she is missed here and please send her my love.
I want to thank J, Elena and Wendy for their updates. I have admitted to Elena in an email today that after finding out on monday what happened, I was scared to come online yesterday for fear of what might have happened. To hear of her amazing continual recovery is choking me up beyond words. I couldn't have wished for more.
I'm just radiating out love and happiness to J and L right now. I'm shaking but so happy.
I'm sedning out my love to everyone right now. Let's share a happy moment.
Are you srs? She was so smug after that show and wtf were they all posting and reposting that stupid nutella and toast poem for SS. There was some kind of clue or message in that poem. The porkies were all hyper about that poem, I just haven't been able to figure it out.
I'm glad Mayo finally got off the fence.
I'm glad Mayo finally got off the fence.
today certainly is an important milestone in the life of this blog. I hope people will see it for what it is and find new ways to amuse themselves and more importantly to get out and about, develop new interests and meet new people who may become good friends.
So, let me see if I can get this straight.
Mayo himself comes in, says what he wants to say, and there's still a bunch of people standing around, putting words in his mouth, and drawing lines where there are no dots to connect?
Oh, and again, everything is my fault.
Right, yes. Completely forgot. Thanks for reminding me, because I didn't remember that I was the one solely responsible for the downfall of this blog. 100% me. Everytime I open my mouth, another wall falls over in this place. Another person suddenly gets it in their head to up and leave. I enter the room and people walk out because, I dunno, I stink or something I guess.
MJ's got nothing on me for killing blogs.
And yet. AND YET.
For a place that doesn't have any rules, even the Golden Rule isn't in fucking play here, this place still sure has a lot of fucking rules.
Just thought I'd mention that.
Hi MissT
Hi Amy
*walks out*
Hiya Ergo sweetie, how are you?
Hiya Amy sweetie, how are you?
6:31 thanks for the suggestion, I do all that and must say it is a really great way to spend time, hope everyone takes up your suggestion, I'm sure their lives will be enriched for it
Hi MissT.
Doing, I see you're feeling pretty good! Glad to hear it.
I'm good missT, getting ready for work as usual.
I have to get in a bit early to grab some essential groceries, I have 2 very miffed cats who have run out of dry food and are not impressed with the alternatives on offer and one solitary mostly used roll of toilet paper!
and I am with you missT on the feeling about L
how has your week been?
is it still warming up over there Amy?
And for the record...I have never told any of you who I am.
Yep that's true. But that still doesn't mean that to me you are and have always felt like a friend.
I'm sorry you don't get as much from ths place and you did once. To be honest I don't as much either but just when I feel like giving it up something will happen here that makes me feel wonderful. Maybe I'm just silly and don't require all that much to make me happy but that's just me.
amyranth, you brought this on yourself. you repeatedly asked him to say signed in how he felt even though he warned you about baiting him. the result was a blog entry from the porchies point of view, about how he felt when people tried to tell him what he could and couldn't say. not content with that, you still continued to ask for mayo to sign in and give further clarification. today he made it crystal clear; he misses the poetry, the quotes, the games and the riddles...he misses the porchies.
6:46, which is fine, he can miss whomever he wants.
But I still find it quite hilarious that you think that I brought this down on everyone.
My dear, the things that I wrote about had been going on for a very, very long time. Kindly asking for a reprieve wasn't working, and like I said, I built to a breaking point, and exploded.
What bothers ME is that none of you anons can let it go. Do you think I enjoy this? Do you think I LIKE knowing that there are people who are uncomfortable coming here?
Do you think I enjoy being uncomfortable here?
No, no and no again.
This is dragging on and on because people keep bringing this shit up! Leave it lie! The horse is dead and beaten into dust at this point! WE HAVE NO MORE HORSES!
*flails*
he misses the poetry, the quotes, the games and the riddles...he misses the porchies.
Yeah right because they are the only ones who ever participated in that. Please we all used to play nice with each other. Ya think maybe that's what he misses?
Hi Elena sweetie, how are you?
I'm feeling a lot better hearing about L Amy.
Ergo, the weather is sunny but very windy. Blowing us all over the place actually. How about down under?
I miss everyone who doesn't come around as much or at all anymore
It's a lovely sunny day missT and the weather is getting cooler, autumn is a really nice time of the year
(though we have no leaf changing and stuff, unless they are imported trees, aussie natives aren't deciduous for the most part
Hi Amy, MissT and Ergo
Good to see you all
And let's not forget, I don't give a fuck, either.
The most telling sentence of the history of the blog.
And let's not forget,....
Me too MissT.
She's been so sick lately, both her and J. I'm just glad they're going to be able to make her better.
Hey Elena. How was work today?
hi elena!!
how are you?
Well I was supposed to work today but I gave myself the day off.
Went out and bought about 300 comics and....
*very happy* found a copy of "The Complete Alice Cooper" by Neil Gaiman. I've wanted it for a long time.
Good to see you too Elena sweetie.
Oh god Amy, I'm glad too. It's great news. We've run out of horses LOL.
Ergo, as much as sun is nice I don't think I could live somewhere that didn't have the full range of seasons.
Mayo, come back!
You did not say goodbye. Now, that's not very nice.
I am wondering why you chose today to address anons. hmmmm?
yeah out weather doesn't change as much as we are closer to the equator, down south has more normal seasons, though the weather and temp alters the vegetation doesn't really show it, until the winter frost makes all the grass brown
awesome find elena!!
Elena, I tried to give myself the day off, and then we got the heat bill. :P Heigh-ho...
I've never read The Complete Alice Cooper, is it any good? He does a syndicated radio show that we get up here, he's actually really amusing. Much better than some of the kids they have dj'ing nowadays.
MissT, it's true! The horses left, and if this keeps up, the SPCA is going to be called in!
And I agree with you, I couldn't live anywhere that didn't have spring. I love spring.
*grumbles at the snow outside*
And Ergo, no. It's not warm anymore. Not even freaking close.
Congrats on your comic book find Elena.
*pokes head in*
hey guys
Yeah right because they are the only ones who ever participated in that. Please we all used to play nice with each other. Ya think maybe that's what he misses?
well elena, it was amy that wanted to put a stop to it, it was amy who felt poetry was hurting her and the blog even though mayo has always clearly enjoyed and appreciated poetry. maybe she should have thought more about what the blog owner wanted and less about what she wanted.
Hi BC!!
amy I heard the Alice Cooper show on a radio station when we were driving down south at xmas, it was pretty good (though the signal faded in and out - stupid big country)
it's not on any where I live though, but then I rarely listen to the radio at night either
I love his syndicated radio show Amy. The dude is so funny and smart. I don't know if it's good cause I haven't read it yet. I have too much work to do to read it right now.
Hiya BC sweetie, how are you?
you know , when you actually want a full face pic of Paris Hilton from a magazine you can't find one........
7:08, blow it out your ear.
Why don't you actually ASK ME WHAT I MEANT instead of putting words in my mouth?
Hey BC.
'sgoinon?
Hiya ergo! Hey elena, hallo amy, hiya miss t, how are you? I just got done dyeing my hair, just getting ready to go to the store
i don't need to ask you what you meant, your fix said it all.
7:08 it's the use of, not the subject matter
oooh how did your hair turn out BC?
I just have to run in and wash mine for work
Why on earth would anyone of a sane disposition want a full face pic of paris hilton?
BC, you've got balls. I can't dye my hair. I'm sure I'd be left with two strands like Homer Simpson.
For darts?
Kids want to draw and you can't afford coloring books?
Scarecrow?
*thinks*
well mayo certainly seems to miss the way the poetry, games, quotes and riddles were used.
Ergo, as of a few minutes ago my hair color now consists of a reddish brown, with some blond highlights in between. I like the way it turned out
LOL Amy.
BC, your hair sounds lovely.
Hey BC
Nice to see you.
well missT I am doing an activity in maths about the Golden ratio, approx 1.6 which can be applied to faces, and I am collecting some faces that are considered "attractive" in the media for us to measure and analyse
and I was expecting to find her, but no. I have Brit, princess Di, Princess Mary, Nic Kidman, Hugh J, George C etc
just surprised I didn't find her in any of the mags I dug out
Thanks miss t :)
Good to see you too elena
Well that explains it Ergo, and when you're done with it you can use Amy's suggestion of a dartboard.
he he he
You could use the dartgame to teach the kids some geometry and a bit of physics.
And thank god, Warped is going to be at it's old venue one last time!
ah yes vectors , trigonometry
but seeing as they are yr8 and contain a generous proportion of boys, darts may not be wise
oh boi
Anonymous said...
Personally, I miss the games, quotes, riddles and poetry.
I used to escape here, tell secrets.
I would read a little when I could.
And, I would find inspiration here when I felt tapped out.
I still do, just not nearly as often.
I hate the shit.
And for the record...I have never told any of you who I am.
MARCH 25, 2009 4:40 PM
Anonymous said...
I would hate to call anyone a liar, but if they say they know me, chances are, they are mistaken.
Aside from a few very close friends, no one can make the connection.
Although, apparently a few of you have a pretty good handle on some of my better personality traits.
And shit, do you have to take everything I say and make it into some fucking plot to stick it to someone?
I just like poetry and riddles, let it go.
And, I'll commit to well wishes on my own time, thank you.
MARCH 25, 2009 5:19 PM
Anonymous said...
Now anything I say will seem forced, provoked by your insitence that I wish them well.
They would never know if I meant it, or if I only said it to shut you up.
I am sure they are grateful.
MARCH 25, 2009 5:31 PM
Anonymous said...
For the same reason you comment anonymously...
Because, I am mysterious, of course.
Or, at least I think I am mysterious. I could be wrong...most likely I am wrong.
I'm really just an asshole, douchebag, cocksucker that can't spell.
MARCH 25, 2009 5:48 PM
Anonymous said...
And let's not forget, I don't give a fuck, either.
MARCH 25, 2009 5:52 PM
bye all I'm off to work
take care and see anyone later/tomorrow
xx
Take care ergo
We already know about your good traits Mayo. Tell us about some of the bad ones.
Mayo all that up there, you crack me up.
I wonder what provoked you.
Hey kids, what's shakin'?
Hallo J!
Did our Sleeping Beauty wake up yet?
asshole, douchebag, cocksucker
and you say you can't spell.
Hiya J, how are you doing? How is L? *hugs*
See ya later Ergo.
Hiya J sweetie, how are you? How's L doing today?
Hey J
Gosh it seems like I haven't talked to you in ages. LOL
Hey Amy, BC! I'm only here for a little while at the moment. Lisa's actually not going to start either of the weaning processes today. She still gets kind of agitated when the nurses have to move her around in the bed. When that happens, she realizes she's got tubes in her and starts to pull at them.
NOT GOOD.
So, they're keeping her sedated for the majority of the time, and when she wakes up, it's on her own. The amount of sedation they have to use is the equivalent of what they usually have to give bigger men.
I've heard tell she's a tad...rambunctious when she first comes up. O_o
I'm glad to hear that she's waking of her own accord. That's great.
Hey Miss T, elena! Yeah, long time no talk, heeheehee!
Miss T, Lisa's still making progress, baby steps at a time. That's how it needs to go, though. Vital signs are stable, breathing is smoother/not as raspy, her color is way better, and she's been opening her eyes a lot today. Grinned at her mom this morning and communicated with her brother this afternoon.
Me, of course, she sleeps through. ;)
Lol, I'm glad she's doing okay J
That's great news J. I hope she continues to recover at the same speed, she'll be out of there in no time.
I really hope so, Miss T. It's already too quiet around here. Last night I kept thinking she was on the couch, and I kinda freaked myself out at one point thinking she was gone and I didn't know why.
Fatigue is a wonderful thing.
J, if she gets herself 100% better you'll think all your fatigue was worth it.
Oh, I'm not complaining, Miss T. Just stating facts. ;)
But I do need to get more sleep b/c if I don't, my vision screws up and I lose my coordination in my legs (I trip a lot, stumble, drag my feet, etc.).
Don't need BOTH of us in ICU!
2.43 AM (and some times before that)...thanks. See you again soon, maybe.
Rest well, too.
I'll be around a little later.
Ladies, I need to eat some dinner, feed the fur babies, and probably something else I've forgotten. I plan to be back on later tonight. Hope to see you all then!
You look after yourself J sweetie. It was nice chatting.
I'm gonna sign off for beddy byes as it's almost 1am.
Nighty night
xxxxxx
Goodnight J, BC, Amy, Elena and anyone else still around.
Just
For
Once
Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nighty night all xxxxxxx
Oh, yeah. One more thing.
Anons, just stop it with harassing Mayo about sending L and me "warm wishes". If he intends to, he will in his own time, and his own way. Like he said, now he'll have trouble doing so b/c it won't seem sincere.
But I know it will be.
So stop trying to make Mayo feel guilty. And remember that it's between Mayo, Lisa, and myself. Nobody else.
Please stop acting like y'all are concerned about us, the OPs. No real friend would act the way you've been acting. I don't need more stress, ok? Just...back off. Thanks.
*chuckles*
"Kindly asking for a reprieve wasn't working, and like I said, I built to a breaking point, and exploded."
LOL "kindly". Amyranth NOTHING you said to any of those ladies was said KINDLY. You came out spewing hatred.
And you still do.
Congrats Miss T and goodnight
It's amazing. I didn't know anyone had a "breaking point" for poetry and quotes.
Especially when the blog owner has said at least three times, Amy, that he wanted those things here.
You asked him and he told you over, and over..... and over again. But you would not LET IT GO.
How many times does he have to say it?
And seriously? "Breaking point"??
Anons, just stop it with harassing Mayo about sending L and me "warm wishes". If he intends to, he will in his own time, and his own way. Like he said, now he'll have trouble doing so b/c it won't seem sincere.
But I know it will be.
J
I'm not wanting to start shit but I hope, when all is well with L and you get some rest, that you will reread mayo's contributions. as he said, he does not give a fuck.
anyway, speedy recovery to L and your brother-in-law. Rest well.
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