Drill Bit
Tuesday I hear it’s going around;
I’m off...again, knuckled white.
Wednesday I will talk myself into
Round about routes to denial.
If I say it, then it won’t come true.
And, I find comfortable restraint; bound to
Repeating it over and over and over. And again,
It feels better that way, medicated meditation.
Then Thursday everything is white. I eat
From a bland full service spectrum buffet,
Plated and nothing touches.
I won’t even sip from her cup.
By Friday I am unable to tolerate human contact.
And, I count back to the last
In order to find spared time. I’ll be free-
On Saturday what is in the air will kill me.
So, I hold my breath between rooms. Suffocated,
Sunday I become completely restricted.
I will not accept from anyone, anything
That has been anywhere other than here.
Those days, they wear me hard
And to the end, so I have become
Exhausted from the fight. I finally sleep.
Then Monday brings me back, slightly.
With a negligent handshake,
So that again Tuesday I am found,
Wringing dry, anticeptic hands.
I will not allow myself to open a door
I stay; refusal and restraint, withholding.
p.s. its got quite a grip.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
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Good morning!
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I was sick of restrictions
sick of the boundaries
about to close the door
Last night I fell in love without you
The coup-de-grace that set me off
Would've made for decent fiction
Belated Good morning 10:11am!
Oh, thank goodness. More comments appeared. I thought my excessive K-popping had destroyed all whom remained here haha! And I've been holding back!!
Wow. Juxtaposing songs posted at 10:52 (don't know if there is a vaccine for that?) and 11:19 (ouch - harsh words/happy music). One of the things I always loved about Mayo's was being exposed to different bands. =)
Why on earth would that turn off people? If you don't like it they just don't have to listen it PP.
PP I have a close friend who loves the same style of music I do and has a vinyl record collection comprised of over 8,000 mainly first press releases. His collection makes me drool!
That's true, 5:55am, but some people may have clicked a link out of curiosity...
Forever traumatised haha!
6:07, We must be in-sync or something! Whoa! 8000? Droolable indeed. Do they ever get played? =)
They sure do! He still likes to do the DJ thing occasionally with his old style analogue vinyl, which sounds much better than digital if you ask me! Also if you knew his day job you would laugh!
Now I'm curious about his day job >_<
It's traditional, conservative and you have to study for many years at university to do it!
Mr Alter-Ego, eh? Sheds the suit at night.
That's great that his collection gets played! There must be some real treasures in there.
Gosh, I haven't played vinyl for years. Still kept them though. I really should listen to some of them again and do the sound comparison. =)
Okay, I have to go chase down my crazy-ass cat that seems to think hooning up and down the hallway after midnight is perfectly acceptable. Hope it's just being frisky and not chasing anything. >_<
Lovely to chat with you. =)
Bye PP & anon.
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AN EMPTY ROOM
An empty room is all that’s left in me
Bereft of life and all that makes it home,
And since you left, its just a memory
Just spaces now, where once you used to roam.
A thought does steal across my troubled brow,
A feeling creeps yet in my failing heart,
But still the emptiness does not allow
The slightest hope to strike a spark and start.
But yet, my stubborn will cannot accept
That you are gone, and all the lights are out.
My destiny! Its promise has not kept;
Or has it? In me springs an innate doubt.
Though doubt may now have filled that empty space,
My heart yet pleads for you to take your place.
Hi PP hope you're well
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We'll show you the way to the 7th Dimension
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happy birfday ^_~
As always, I'm thinking about you.
Just thought you should know. ♥
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