Drill Bit
Tuesday I hear it’s going around;
I’m off...again, knuckled white.
Wednesday I will talk myself into
Round about routes to denial.
If I say it, then it won’t come true.
And, I find comfortable restraint; bound to
Repeating it over and over and over. And again,
It feels better that way, medicated meditation.
Then Thursday everything is white. I eat
From a bland full service spectrum buffet,
Plated and nothing touches.
I won’t even sip from her cup.
By Friday I am unable to tolerate human contact.
And, I count back to the last
In order to find spared time. I’ll be free-
On Saturday what is in the air will kill me.
So, I hold my breath between rooms. Suffocated,
Sunday I become completely restricted.
I will not accept from anyone, anything
That has been anywhere other than here.
Those days, they wear me hard
And to the end, so I have become
Exhausted from the fight. I finally sleep.
Then Monday brings me back, slightly.
With a negligent handshake,
So that again Tuesday I am found,
Wringing dry, anticeptic hands.
I will not allow myself to open a door
I stay; refusal and restraint, withholding.
p.s. its got quite a grip.
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«Oldest ‹Older 2801 – 3000 of 4924 Newer› Newest»yes my god!!!!!
hahahahhaha!
ergo where ya fucking been?
are you getting dressed again?
holy moly!! I totally missed that!! LOL
damn having to do my girls hair!!
well done fasc on an eyecatching comment!
*happy dance with you*
Language FASC hahahaha! Just see what I said about you at DM.
Blue Ergo, why blue?
because it's as far from red as you can get!
redheads out west in country areas get called Blue all the time, or Bluey
Aussies are an odd bunch
just gotta nick to drop her at school, I'll be back
gonna check out DM miss T.
thanks ergo!
girls hair!! nightmare every day! i feel for you!
I think we are all odd bunches in our way. *whispers behind her hand* especially the Man U fans.
See you later Ergo.
seeya ergo!!
you are an odd bunch but strangely we get you!
gotta go now.
i'm late and i'm getting minimal bitching!
miss T take care babe, lovely to see you!
mayo and SS *hugs*
people i miss *hugs* too!
*hugs* all around!
oh and to share just cos.
turn the volume up loud and then click me, you know you want to!
Nighty night FASC, take care sweetie.
No one ever apologized to Amy for offending her. No one ever offered her that olive branch. They left without so much as a "sorry for offending you Amyranth" but at least they LEFT. That's the one good thing.
goodnight fasc take care and sweet dreams!
Briefly It Enters, and Briefly Speaks
I am the blossom pressed in a book,
found again after two hundred years. . . .
I am the maker, the lover, and the keeper. . . .
When the young girl who starves
sits down to a table
she will sit beside me. . . .
I am food on the prisoner's plate. . . .
I am water rushing to the wellhead,
filling the pitcher until it spills. . . .
I am the patient gardener
of the dry and weedy garden. . . .
I am the stone step,
the latch, and the working hinge. . . .
I am the heart contracted by joy. . .
the longest hair, white
before the rest. . . .
I am there in the basket of fruit
presented to the widow. . . .
I am the musk rose opening
unattended, the fern on the boggy summit. . . .
I am the one whose love
overcomes you, already with you
when you think to call my name. . . .
Hi again Ergo.
that's lovely
let's wait and see how long mayo keeps this blog going now kapu and her friends have left... something tells me this place no longer holds his interest. just sayin.
6:20, that's a pretty insulting thing to say to the rest of us, regardless of who they call "friend".
Just sayin'.
I just managed to wipe all the music off my iPod :[
at least I still have it all but I don't even really know how it happened, I was trying to get a video on but it keeps telling me my iPod can't play it
and I clicked something and *phoomp!*
no music!!
So I want to get it back on before I go to work
Oh no Ergo, that's a major pain in the arse.
Hiya Amy, how are you sweetie?
hi amy how was your day?
just ignore it, they only want a reaction, let them post any opinions they like , it's not worth bothering about it
I'm about to get dressed for work
Hey MissT, Hey Ergo.
Yeah, I couldn't help myself on that one.
MissT, it's cold and snowy here again. I came home yesterday to sun and +10, now it's grey, windy and -18.
I hate Canadian Winters sometimes.
How about you two?
I'm good thanks I have a sore back but it's not too bad, I'm off to work in a half hour or so
it's hot and sunny here
I'm good thanks Amy.
We've got warnings about the snow coming back to us too. Apparently yhey had it down south yesterday. We'll see if it reaches up north. It is does, you can guarantee it'll be worse.
yhey = they
MissT, I didn't think your corner of the world was really prone to snow. How far north do you live anyway?
Ergo, quit bragging. A back pain and a hot sunny day? I'd kill for that right now.
(Back pain means I wouldn't have to go to work on a hot sunny day.)
(Back pain means I wouldn't have to go to work on a hot sunny day.)
True.
I dunno, these Australians bragging cos it's summer while we freeze. Tut tut, always the way hahaha!
Amy we live in the north of England in a part which is just about in the middle of Britain.
If you look at the map, there is a group of hills called the penines which is also known as the backbone(to carry on Ergo's theme) of Britain. You'll see why. Picture britain as a person standing looking to their right.We live on the right side of those hills.
*pulls out her maps and compasses*
*furrows her brow*
*spins her desktop globe a few times*
Okay, I think I get it. You're closer to the Atlantic Ocean, than you are to the inlet between Britain and EU, right?
We are kinda slap bang in the middle of Britain but cos Scotland is on the top, that makes us the north of England.
ah well sore back doesn't stop me unfortunately
wish me luck 25 kids doing practical work in a lab *eek!!*
night missT
sweet dreams
might catch you later amy?
bye bye
Nighty night from me Ergo. Have a great day.
Well, it's after midnight so I'm gonna hit the hay.
Nighty night everyone.
xxxxx
Goodnight MissT! Goodnight Ergo!
How very, very sad
what, elena?
well, maybe i'm really slow tomight or something, because all i can figure is that you were commenting on the break between comments?
the other day, when i was working at the house with the amazing 80-something lady, we were trying to rehang a very large picture, and thought we had, but then it fell -- and broke a ceramic statue that had a bit of sentimental value to her. i felt so horrible. she's such a lovely person, and then we break her stuff.
but she just gathered up all the pieces to see if she could repair it, and shrugged, and said "it is what it is."
Anonymous said...
let's wait and see how long mayo keeps this blog going now kapu and her friends have left... something tells me this place no longer holds his interest. just sayin.
Self absorbed much? Just askin.
Amyranth said...
6:20, that's a pretty insulting thing to say to the rest of us, regardless of who they call "friend".
Just sayin'.
March 5, 2009 6:26 PM
It's not insulting amy. Don't you realize that the rest of us don't matter. We're beneath them. We're the bottom dwellers in this ocean. That's how they've always tried to make us feel. Don't wait for an apology either. You'll never get one.
hello anon(s).
alas, time for me to go to bed.
good night everyone. :)
mayo,
so yesterday was almost getting a house of my own, today was finding a car that was inexplicably attractive to me -- i've never found myself wanting a car before!
but everything seems possible these days.
the car is an 80's camaro, midnight blue and shimmery, with black interior. i shake my head at myself when i think of it, because i have never been a sportscar kind of person. back in high school (the last time i ever thought about having a car), i always imagined myself in a karmann ghia, taking cross-country trips with my cat in the backseat, dictating my stories into a hand-held tape recorder.
no, i really did imagine that.
*grin*
so seeing that car for sale in someone's yard on the way to work, and having that sudden flash of "hey, i could see myself in that thing" is a little startling.
and bemusing.
and why not? why limit myself to anyone's notions of who i am, including my own.
i might just actually be a sportscar kind of chick, after all.
well, an old and beat-up sportscar, in any case. *grin*
good night mayo. i hope you surprise yourself sometimes, too. where would the fun be if we ever truly figured ourselves out?
hello I'm home
TJ if you're about please check your email
Mayo
So yeah I’m a bit cranky tonight. No, strike that I’m really fuckin’ pissed. You know shit like this….
Anonymous said...
let's wait and see how long mayo keeps this blog going now kapu and her friends have left... something tells me this place no longer holds his interest. just sayin.
really gets to me. Why after all you’ve said would someone say this? Far as I’m concerned you’ve gone out of your way many times to let us know that we all are important to his blog. Well, fuck I can tell you why this pisses me off. I hated high school and this is just such a high school type attitude. Oh hey, you don’t sit at the cool kids table so you’re nothing. Fuck that shit. I am important, each and every person here is important. No one is better than anyone else.
I do not mean this against any of my friends and yeah, I’m friends with pretty much everyone here. I don’t believe they think like this but I do believe there are some here (aka certain anons) who want to make it into this. For so long they have tried to turn people against each other. I’d be heartbroken if people who I consider friends really felt this way.
Each and every one of us has something special they bring to this place. So anon who wrote that comment – I think you’re dead wrong. If certain people who don’t spend as much time here as before made Mayo lose interest then damn it, I’ve been so wrong about Mayo. Nope, I’m positive I’m not wrong. Mayo appreciates all of us. He’d be a fool not to. And Mayo is not a fool.
Take care.
Night Mayo
Elena (pissed as hell)
Hello Mayo, SS, Ergo, TJ, Amy... all you wonderful, smart and interesting people!
I hope everyone is well. I shall be next door chatting with more wonderful, smart, funny and interesting people!
Have a great night, everyone! Sweet dreams to one and all!!!!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
Hi PJ, J, L and Miranth!!!!
Elena: I'm so sorry! We were typing at the same time. I love and appreciate you and you know it! At least, I hope you know it!!!! I think you do!
Come next door if you want to chat for a bit!
*blows kisses to Elena*
Nice to see you Wendy but I feel more comfortable in this home.
Even if it's quiet now, it feel like home.
*hugs Elena*
We can chat here if you wish! Did you get that new picture of Jake ready for posting? Sandy Ann's been waiting all day!
;)
HI elena!
we have a cyclone heading our way too
they predict it may hit us on monday, I'll keep you posted
Or, we can talk comics! I admit I don't know a heck a lot about comics; but, you could educate me more!
*big smile*
Perhaps I could educate you on one or two of my favorite artists. I love Van Gogh and Monet!!!! Ohhh... have you heard of New Orleans artist David Harouni.
You might recognize this work by him (and used by HIM)!
Or, we can talk Poe or wedding plans. I know we both love Poe and we do have a wedding to plan!
Hey Ergo
Stay safe. We have a snowstorm heading our way and it was 84 here today!
Ergo!!!!
*smoooooooooch* again
Oh no! Another cyclone? Hurricane season is approaching (us) fast.
Wendy I haven't had time to download my pics yet. They are pretty good. I introduced Jake to bubbles today. I bought one of those big bubble wands and he was really having fun chasing the bubbles around the backyard
brb visitor on a Harley
I hope both of you stay safe!
Ergo: A visitor on a Harley? Is he a he and is he single? LOL and wink!
Elena: I would love to see video of Jake attacking the big, bad, bubbles! I bet he had a great time and you must have had a great time watching him!
It was fun Wendy. Jake is just a big silly puppy.
Oh and by the way I love HIM. I really enjoyed his set at PR but man, did that dude smoke a lot.
Oh Ergo I gotta know what kind of Harley.
I might seriously get one of my own. The hubby keep trying to talk me into it. Hey, why not?
You LOVE HIM???!!!! You LOVE HIM!!!!! Well hell, Elena; I loved you before but I LOVE YOU even more now!! Haha!
Yeah, he smokes almost as much as me!
;)
I have to take some video of Sandy Ann "running" for Jake. It's too funny!!! Really, she tries! She thinks she's running, I'm sure!
She's a special girl!
;)
Of course she's a special girl, that's why Jake loves her!
Actually Flighty is the one who introduced me to HIM years ago. I bought her her first HIM CD
Elena: Have you ever heard HIM's version of "Fade Into You"? It makes me melt!
That man can SING and play that acoustic guitar!!!
The only question is, will the video still be there tomorrow?
:P
Wendy thank you for pointing out the smart, interesting people. Thank you EVEN MORE for not pointing out the "others" because they already think of themselves as smart and interesting. In my opinion that makes them worse. Less than nothing.
Still no apology to Amy for the poetry and quotes? No of course not. Where is AMY'S olive branch?
Yes, that's what I thought. There isn't one. There won't be one.
Ever.
I have heard that before, Wendy. I love it.
Oh today I was at my mom's and she has a music channel that shows videos on demand so I got to show her the Desolation Row video.
God love mom, she said that Gerard is awfully pretty and she was worried about Bob getting hurt when they knocked him and his drums over.
Elena: You have to be the most wonderful "mom" on the planet! Second only to my "mom" and my niece's "mom" (who is my sister), of course!!!!
Has Flighty seen HIM in concert? If not, she must! Ohhh... and, she does have the Live "Digital Versitile Doom" cd, correct? It's brilliant!
LOL Elena!!! I think mom is correct. Gerard is pretty (although not quite as pretty as Mikey these days)! Is it just me or is looking more and more like someone who stepped out of a calvin klein ad?
As for Bob, I bet he could take those drums and ALL those police men!
I;m back
he is single but a lot younger and a family friend lol
elena it is a big yellow touring bike, I think it is one of the biggest they make, it belongs to his parents and his mum is ample so she needed a bike she could get on too
Flighty has seen HIM in concert. She was most impressed.
At the PR show I saw he was so funny. The curtain that was supposed to come down with HIM on it was messed up. He just took it in stride and made a joke out of it.
I thought the same about Bob too but it was so funny to see her get all concerned about him.
Yea, Mikey is pretty too. He really is.
Ergo do you know what year the bike is?
Ultra Classic electra glide - I think (I googled)
Well poop, Ergo! I was already starting to plan MY wedding to this Harley guy of yours. I was already checking into flights to Australia too! There goes that!
;P
Elena: Those Finnish people really are wonderful, laid back, down to earth people! Yes, as I have said before: the most beautiful people on this planet... probably in the entire universe!
At least, I think they are.
*big smile*
the current model, they got it late last year
That is a big bike Ergo.
I need something a bit smaller. LOL
and BTW stuff Bob he can fend for himself, what about poor Ray!!!
Oh how could we forget Ray?
Well, I better head out again. It's been great chatting with you again, Elena! I miss the old days of our late night chats and antics! Hopefully, J and L, Martha, Miranth, BI, Fang Bang and all the others will come back soon. Well, hoping never hurts, right?
Goodnight Ergo, Elena, Mayo, SS, lurkers! Sweet dreams to one and all!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy/Weedy
;)
Sweet dreams Wendy
Talk to ya later.
that is exactly what I was thinking elena!!
*taps foot*
goodnight wendy sweet dreams
I'm very sorry Ergo
Here let me try again....
Oh poor Ray. How could anyone endanger those magic fingers? And the hair....OMG they could have messed up that hair.
thank you, I shall forgive you the error this time.....
Thank you Ergo
I shall respect all things Ray!
all is now as it should be
lol
I had a boy of 16 with studs in his lower lip and all call me "mummy" today
it's so cute when they do that (he was totally embarrassed though) then he asked if I was 35 and when I said no he said "I didn't think you were that old"
he is now my favourite student LOL
AND he loves my Muse and my Emily the Strange shirt (he wants it lol)
Oh he is teachers pet!
Well I gotta go. Take care Ergo. Stay safe. Talk to ya tomorrow
Night Blog
Just stopping by for a quick hello before heading off for the night.
Goodnight everyone. Goodnight ergo, elena.
Sugarplum: Damn, I missed you, but thank you for the compliment earlier about me "cheating" lol. I found a picture of lust bunny that just screams 'booty' ^_~
I hope you and your niece and fur babies are well. And what's this HIM song that I've been reading about? Is it any good or on any of the albums?
Sweet dreams!
Hello! I'm still here!
Why? Because I just had to share THIS
Ergo: Oh math and science whiz, would you please start working on that clone machine??? PLEASE!
If I had gone THERE, I could not have gone
HERE on New Year's eve!
and I would have missed THIS *drools*
Damn! I really needed a clone that night! PLEASE work on that machine for me. I might need it this year!
Goodnight, again, everyone!
*blows kisses*
*heads out the door singing*
"Oh, there she is now!
I gotta go - and give her a great big kiss
And now that I'm in her I don't wanna lose her
These moments are takin' me to heaven..."
Hanoi Rocks "11th Street Kids"
and
"She was the sun
Shining upon
The tomb of your hopes and dreams so frail
He was the moon
Painting you
With it's glow so vulnerable and pale"
HIM "The Funeral Of Hearts"
Okay, THIS year I'm going to end up exactly where I planned on New Year's Eve... I HOPE!
Sweetcheeks!!!!! I'm so happy to see wonderful, magnificent you!
This HIM song is a cover of Mazy Star's "Fade Into You", and; alas; it is not on any of their albums/cds. It should be, though! Click on the link and listen. It's wonderful!!!!
As is their "cover" of "Enjoy The Silence". That one makes me melt too!
Good Lord! That should be against the law!
;)
Okay, I need a cold, cold shower now!
Sweet dreams, sweetcheeks!!!!
Hugs and Much Love to you!
Ohhhh....
The audio is much better on this one!
:D
hey BC
I'm off too dinner time
night BC night wendy
sweet dreams
One more thing:
I just have to give special thanks and kudos to Joey Westwood from The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus for playing HIM for me after one of their shows in NOLA. I still haven't quite figured out what song you were playing; but, thank you SO MUCH for trying!!!
Whatever song it was; YOU were wonderful!
Goodnight Ergo!!!! *smooooooch*
Speaking of The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, you all do plan on purchasing their new cd, correct?
Don't make me "rip your hearts out and it it for lunch"! LOL!!!
Hell Yeah! "You like to hide behind lies
But we see through your disguise
It's not a threat or a curse
Just a proper verse"
^for Mya, Amy, J, L, Martha, CTV and Lewis (cause I got her addicted)!^
I will never let you fall, I'll stand up with up forever...
Strange how a blog can mean so much to people who claim it doesn't mean a thing to them.
Strange how the easily manipulated will pick up the speech of their manipulators.
Words such as "creepy, psycho, obsessed, epic fail".
Strange how weak the human mind can be.
Strange how easily manipulated some can be.
Glad me and my friends aren't those types of people.
You must be so proud of "your friends". The manipulated and the manipulators. Those who have no empathy. Well done and bravo. How many of them
how many of that kind
will be at your funeral?
I can just hear their speech. Somehow, your death will be all about them and their life. Fuck, you'll be lucky if your name is even mentioned.
In the meantime the ones that really cared won't even be allowed to view your bodies. No. They were never important enough They never kissed the plastics asses so they didn't make "the list".
It is sad. It's all so damn sad.
Awhile back somebody said "men are stupid". I had no idea how stupid Mayo and SS could be until the last time they were played like this. Played so expertly they were. By a bunch of women who have had maybe 3 men between them. If that.
There is still hope for Mayo and SS . If they don't buy this latest round of bullshit. If they do
all bets are off.
Tell us Mayo. Who are your favorites? This blog WILL END without Kapu and naive followers won't it? Tell us Mayo. Tell us who really matters and who doesn't.
Yup. People who have no idea what empathy, compassion and sense of community means. Yup. Those are the special ones. Those are the interesting, smart ones who keep Mayo and SS coming back. Only if they are the egocentric, obnoxious people YOU are. Only in your little self aborbed world "i have done no wrong" world. Pityful and delusional.
If Mayo and SS are anything like you
I don't want a damn thing to do with them them.
I don't know any decent human being who would want a damn thing to do with them.
Peace
out
Tell us mayo and ss. Who's more valuable? Fuckin' Kapunua or Bleeding Chaos? Fuckin' Smoke or Elena? Mustard or CTV? Sdock or Amy? Fimmy or Martha. Tell US. We're waiting to hear who should mean the most to us all. We're waiting to hear who has talent and who doesn't. Whose words are important and whose aren't. Come on. Tell us. We bow down to your judgment just like we do to theirs.
People don't see what's wrong here. What has BEEN wrong here. Are you people blind or have you just drank too much of that fucking laced koolaid? Maybe you're just completely devoid of empathy. In other words SOCIOPATHS.
I think the anon last night was right. I wonder how so many sociopaths found this place.
All you have to do is google the blogger names to find out who the sociopaths are.
I wonder how so many of us "extras" did too? Head for the blue wall on the horizon people. Head for the blue wall!
Anon at 6:26
If Mayo and SS never post here again
it will have nothing to do with Amy, Elena, TJ, Martha and the others left being boring or uninteresting.
It will have everything to do with you, Kapunua and Smoke running around here acting like your shit didn't stink.
It will have everything to do with YOU trying to make gods out of people. People who should have been happy with being part of a community. People who should not have tried to make everything about them People who should have been willing to play WITH others instead of telling them what and how to play. People who should not have put so many others down.
I think Mayo and SS are both embarrassed. Embarrassed about letting the mean girls run this jr. high for so long.
They should be. It's time for both of them to say something. To say something about he hypocrisy and double standards. To say something TO the people who believe they are above others. It's passed time.
If they can't do that
I don't think I can respect either one of them any longer. Fair is fair. It's way passed time for each of them to say something
SIGNED IN.
To say no person here is more valuable or more special than the next person. Named or anon. All matter equally.
Maybe I was wrong too. Maybe I had too much faith in Mayo and SS. Maybe I totally misjudged them in thinking they were good, decent people. Maybe I did.
It's looking more and more like I might have. It hurts to admit that. It really does.
*pulls knife out of back and the backs of 93% of the people who have walked through these doors*
Thanks. We like the pain as much as you do.
They should be. It's time for both of them to say something. To say something about he hypocrisy and double standards. To say something TO the people who believe they are above others. It's passed time.
If they can't do that
I don't think I can respect either one of them any longer. Fair is fair. It's way passed time for each of them to say something
SIGNED IN.
and you accuse the porkies of manipulating mayo and ss? mother, please...
It's way passed time for each of them to say something
SIGNED IN.
Remember what happened last time he was baited, even after he repeatedly warned against it?
If I didn't know any better, I'd say through my observations, the other group is just as, if not more so, manipulative, as the so called group they accuse.
IAWTC 6:22. They seem determined to gain Mayo's approval by continually trying to force his hand and make him take sides. This will only make Mayo and SS more distant. They do not understand the workings of the female mind the way we do, so they just back away from what they do not understand. I don't blame them for not wanting any part of it.
Awhile back somebody said "men are stupid". I had no idea how stupid Mayo and SS could be until the last time they were played like this. Played so expertly they were. By a bunch of women who have had maybe 3 men between them. If that.
of course they wouldn't be stupid if they sided with amy and her cronies, would they? if anyone is trying to play them, it's YOU. mayo and ss are doing the smart thing by staying out of this trainwreck. i'm sure they both have better things to do with their time.
Mayo
Follow me
Anonymous said...
If I didn't know any better, I'd say through my observations, the other group is just as, if not more so, manipulative, as the so called group they accuse.
March 6, 2009 6:22 AM
By my observations it is you and the other anon who are doing the most manipulation.
When someone questions Mayo and SS you make it into this fight against the two side on this blog. One person can't say shit with out you reading some in it that wasn't there.
Furthermore it appears that you re the ones who are really looking for the approval of those two.
If you were you wouldn't try so hard to protect Mayo and SS from the, bad people who don't treat them like they are above everyone else.
Supposedly, those two like everyone, if that is true then myself and others should be allowed to ask them certain thing. Like why do you seem to ignore some people if you like everyone. With out it being turned into their trying to force your hand.
hey everyone
just got home from midnight showing of Watchmen.I never left my seat and only took my eyes off the screen once to look at the guy next to me because he couldn't keep his leg still and it was shaking my seat. (felt like reaching over and holding his leg down)
my 5 senses exploded. I have to see it again to clear my head on a few things.
my chemical romance was a added plus to this thought provoking and interesting film.
take care
`sc
it appears some people think the words posted here should be debated, ok, however debating the importance of people who come here is not right.
martha- see you just posted, wanted to say hello and goodnight.
You're jumping to conclusions Martha.
And there is a big difference between asking and saying things like this If they do
all bets are off. It's has nothing to do with "protecting" them. Usually if you want a response from someone you try to be reasonable. Not make them defensive. I'm sticking to what I said. It's just one big power struggle going on here.
Hello SC good to see you and goodnight to you as well.
I won't be seeing Watchmen because I don't think it will live up to being as great as people are saying. I usually don't find movies that everyone else likes to be great movies. Like the Truman show. Everyone loved that movie, I didn't hate it but I didn't think it was that good either.
however debating the importance of people who come here is not right.
The problem with this place is the way Mayo and SS have handle things. It is to easy for people like those anons to manipulate things. If people feel ignored they will say it's because their words aren't on the side bar or jealous. When most of the time it is because they don't acknowledge some people at all and than say that they like everyone.
It really doesn't take that long to just say hello to someone and that is all some people where asking for.
Anonymous said...
You're jumping to conclusions Martha.
And there is a big difference between asking and saying things like this If they do
all bets are off. It's has nothing to do with "protecting" them. Usually if you want a response from someone you try to be reasonable. Not make them defensive. I'm sticking to what I said. It's just one big power struggle going on here.
March 6, 2009 7:32 AM
Really, than why do you and the anons like you make it into people trying to hurt or manipulate mayo and ss when they ask them things you don't.
It only became a power struggle because people like you keep making it one.
Really, than why do you and the anons like you make it into people trying to hurt or manipulate mayo and ss when they ask them things you don't.
It only became a power struggle because people like you keep making it one.
You need to get some sleep. You're not thinking straight.
Why do these people need the acknowledgment of these two? Why?
I already explain that but here I will try and make it simple.
Because when someone says that they like you and consider you a friend they usually acknowledge you.
And that doesn't matter if it is in the real world or the net.
As far as sleep, when I had a job I would be working right now so I would already be up at this time anyway
You think you have explained it, but you have only made sense to yourself, as well as made an infinite amount of generalizations.
Anonymous said...
You think you have explained it, but you have only made sense to yourself, as well as made an infinite amount of generalizations.
March 6, 2009 8:09 AM
Most of life is nothing but generalizations. I have explained it you just don't want to accept it as being a possible reason. You already don't like some of the people here so why would you give them the benefit of the doubt.
You already don't like some of the people here so why would you give them the benefit of the doubt.
Another generalization. Just because something is pointed out, doesn't mean you dislike them, maybe the word is respect. You say the same thing about GW, don't you?
What GW have to do with this? I m not talking bout him here.
You or another anon went beyond pointing out something and said people were trying to manipulate the situation. Usually when you use that word you aren't talking about someone you like.
How would you know how I use the word? I don't like it when I see it from anyone. Everyone is capable of it, you accused me of it. It's so easy to be in denial of it, especially when you're good friends with them.
What GW have to do with this? I m not talking bout him here.
When others have accused you of being a "hater" I've seen you say the same thing as I have just said to you.
Hey Marhta! I can't stay for long, just saying hi and good luck here.
if i could stay i'd be right there with ya -_~
have a nice day k!
have a nice day k!
There ya go! Someone accuses me of being K. Assumptions and generalizations again.
Maybe I should jump to conclusions and assume most of the anons are Aku.
But I won't, because that's silly.
I thought she meant k, like okay? Have a nice day, ok? she's probably texting.
Hello Bre have a good day and thank you.
Anonymous said...
How would you know how I use the word? I don't like it when I see it from anyone. Everyone is capable of it, you accused me of it. It's so easy to be in denial of it, especially when you're good friends with them.
March 6, 2009 8:26 AM
How do you know what those people where thinking when they said what they did.
You accused others first. You didn't say anything about everyone. you made it about one group. Why should I think by what you are saying that you like them.
When others have accused you of being a "hater" I've seen you say the same thing as I have just said to you.
March 6, 2009 8:28 AM
If it was me being called a hater about GW than yes. But this has nothing to do with him.
This about the problems with this blog not the problems with that man nd his band.
Anonymous said...
have a nice day k!
There ya go! Someone accuses me of being K. Assumptions and generalizations again.
Jumping to conclusion much. You just did what I said you where doing earlier.
Making a simple comment to me about a person you think we are out to get.
You just proved my "generalizations" about what you where doing.
You are not getting it Martha. It's not about GW. I was making a point in regards to the context of you saying I dislike these people because I didn't like certain behavior by them. Just like you do with this man. And just like your response to those people, I indicated, it's the behavior I'm pointing out. Understand?
You just proved my "generalizations" about what you where doing.
No. Your friend did that.
You get caught making assumption about something Bre said and you can't even apologise.
You don't appear to be making points about anyone's behavior. You seem more determine to try to make it look like some people have other motives for what they say.
Anonymous Anonymous said...
You just proved my "generalizations" about what you where doing.
No. Your friend did that.
March 6, 2009 8:50 AM
In what way, because all she did was tell me to have a nice day.
The letter k doesn't belong to one person. Using it doesn't men you are talking bout that person
s far s the GW thing you didn't make your self that clear.
You don't appear to be making points about anyone's behavior. You seem more determine to try to make it look like some people have other motives for what they say.
It's funny how your eyes can be so open to others, yet be so in denial with some. You can reason and accuse me of anything you like. It doesn't matter any more.
Obviously it does matter. If it didn't you wouldn't have said anything to me about it.
I usually don't delete comments unless they are doubles. But there was no point in that last one.
I didn't say what I did to force Mayo or SS to do anything. I just got tried of not saying anything about the shit going on here.
Anonymous said...
I thought she meant k, like okay? Have a nice day, ok? she's probably texting.
March 6, 2009 8:38 AM
I think you and MJ right. I'm sure you are since she's used the k for ok before. It's text language.
That other one is just so obsessed with Kapunua they think every K they see is a reference to her means her.
Sorry to see so many people have such a problem with equality. Here I thought we were out of the dark ages
and junior high.
What happens if we keep speaking out for equal treatment for all bloggers and anons?
Do we get sent to the principals office?
You didn't MJ. It's that anon's way. Accuse and point fingers. Get the pressure off of them and put it on somebody else. It's what they always do when they can't explain their position. When trying to explain that position will make them look like bigger hypocrites.
Anonymous said...
have a nice day k!
There ya go! Someone accuses me of being K. Assumptions and generalizations again.
Maybe I should jump to conclusions and assume most of the anons are Aku.
But I won't, because that's silly.
March 6, 2009 8:35 AM
********
Are you kidding me?!?!
i was saying k like in okay.
do you have a guilty conscience or sumthing???
i didn't mean k as in kapuna.
why i would say that? i would write her name out if i was addressing her. i wouldn't leave it up for speculation. You were the one jumping to conclusions Anon.
You know, you really shouldn't assume things. Have you ever heard the saying. When you assume, you make and ass out of you and me.
Thank you other Anon for saying that i meant k as in okay. I appreciate it.
And Martha, if you're still here, hello again! And hello Anons ^_^
It is sad that they do that. I know they do but I still try to expect more from people sometimes.
Thank you 9.41,44
As an observer who never bothered to get a blogger account I don't understand why you want so desperately to be acknowledged by Mayo and SS. Unless you really know something about them you aren't sharing with the rest of us non-blues...
MJ did you and BC go to the same school?
hello anons and bre. I am here a bit longer. I down loaded a bunch of podcast and I am listening to them now.
LOL that was mean but funny anon
9.53 you just don't want to get it
9.55 grow up
Well, at least you're having more fun than me, Martha.
I'm researching the 1920's to write a compare and contrast paper of then and now based on an interview i had to conduct yesterday at and old folks home (that sound mean, but i mean no offense. i can't think of another way to word it at the moment) and supporting details based on research.
not cool. lol
I am listening to the thing you should know podcast.
It is interesting. But I don't see how I would know that they have goats that product spider silk in Their milk.
o.0
spider silk... in goats milk?
well now, that's something i've never heard before haha.
They were genetically engineered to do that. To help make bullet proof vest.
I also didn't know that you could put the ashes of a dead person in a diamond.
woah cool! that is quite interesting.
I also didn't know that you could put the ashes of a dead person in a diamond.
that's not quite how it works MJ. LOL
It was on the things you can do with dead body episode.
woah, how much does that cost? it doesn't seem like it would be cheap.
But that is pretty nifty too. Putting ashes in diamonds.
Well than anon please explain
I don't remember the exact number they gave. I have listen to like 25 of the pod cast. They don't go into detail they only have 20 minutes.
Tell us dumb people how it works 10:12.
We're waiting 10.12
Ah, well, i've gotta be going now.
I'm going to a pep rally for our basketball team whose playing the state playoffs tomorrow!
So i'll talk to everyone later ok.
Bye Martha.
Bye anons.
Anonymous said...
As an observer who never bothered to get a blogger account I don't understand why you want so desperately to be acknowledged by Mayo and SS. Unless you really know something about them you aren't sharing with the rest of us non-blues...
March 6, 2009 9:53 AM
I don't want to be acknowledged by Mayo and SS. I never said I did. You can't tell me you haven't seen people here hurt by not being acknowledged by those two. You can't be self centered.
Like MJ said, if you're going to say you like everybody and consider everybody your friends
Is it too much to remind the people who have gotten too big for their britches that the other people here are just as important. Just as special and worthy as they are.
I don't think that's too much to ask. I really don't.
10:12 must be looking it up so they can come back and sound so smart. Their gonna skool us.
Bye Aku.
SIGN IN K. Everyrone (read the comments) knows you were the one talking about the dead ashes diamonds made into rings months ago.
Yes, "K" please tell us stupid people how that works. I thought you "hated" diamonds.
Goodbye Bre
Thank you 10.26
I think you are right 10.28
Anonymous said...
MJ did you and BC go to the same school?
March 6, 2009 9:55 AM
Anonymous said...
LOL that was mean but funny anon
March 6, 2009 9:55 AM
Were you two raised by the same tribe of neanderthals?
You're welcome MJ.
We better go look up the diamond ashes ourselves. They might not know how to use google and we could have a long wait.
Bye MJ and anons with compassion.
Thank you 10.34
I am off.
Good morning to you all
Later
P.S. thank you to the anons who stood up for me and Bre
Funny how no one talks about Gerard Way on here anymore....
GW talk last night
elena said...
I have heard that before, Wendy. I love it.
Oh today I was at my mom's and she has a music channel that shows videos on demand so I got to show her the Desolation Row video.
God love mom, she said that Gerard is awfully pretty and she was worried about Bob getting hurt when they knocked him and his drums over.
March 6, 2009 1:53 AM
Anon616 said...
Elena: You have to be the most wonderful "mom" on the planet! Second only to my "mom" and my niece's "mom" (who is my sister), of course!!!!
Has Flighty seen HIM in concert? If not, she must! Ohhh... and, she does have the Live "Digital Versitile Doom" cd, correct? It's brilliant!
March 6, 2009 1:55 AM
Anon616 said...
LOL Elena!!! I think mom is correct. Gerard is pretty (although not quite as pretty as Mikey these days)! Is it just me or is looking more and more like someone who stepped out of a calvin klein ad?
As for Bob, I bet he could take those drums and ALL those police men!
March 6, 2009 1:57 AM
Not sure how the diamond/cremains thing works, but I had a friend whose ashes were made into part of the man-made coral reef off the coast of Florida.
I thought that was pretty cool.
it seems gerard is deliberately trying to piss off any remaining fans he may have left. wtf with those pics of headless chickens and monkey hands? wtf is he thinking of posting that shit? it's not big or clever. i wonder what frank thinks about him and bob using the bands official site to post offensive and upsetting pictures.
IKR? I don't like it either and I'm not even vegetarian like Frank is. Don't even get me started about Bob and the C word.
Maybe frank isn't a judgmental prude and doesn't see the pictures as offensive and upsetting. He might actually support free speech and freedom of expression.
Human remains used to make part of a coral reef. that is cool.
I could call someone the C word and hide behind freedom of expression. It doesn't make it right. Just like MSI calling people faggots isn't right. I believe in their right to express their opinion but I certainly don't agree with it or condone it.
How is Bob taking a picture of the c word on a wall the same as calling people the n word or the f*g**ts? I don't think it's the same at all.
BTW
Why is acceptable for hip hop artists to use the n word in their songs but not MSI? Seems like more hypocrisy to me. It's either wrong for all of them or not wrong for any of them. If you're going to claim "artistic license"
it should apply to all writers, musicians and photographers.
Because historically when white males use those words it was to put down those groups. It was to show that they had power over that group of people.
Beside why does msi need to use those words. They aren't doing any thing to help. That is what you should be asking. Is, it to show
When blacks and gays use those words amongst each other it in an attempt to take power away from the word. So for some of them it became just another word that they used with friends.
Also not all blacks and gays are alright with those words being used so causally by anyone.
In my opinion when msi says those words it just an attempt to seem daring. look at us aren't we so hxc we are using words that we are suppose to use.
It has nothing to do with show the evil in using those words. It is all about the shock value and the money it will generate for them.
To a lot of people that is just as bad as using the word in order to hurt people.
good morning!
Mayo ,SS sorry i didn't goodnight last night but something came up and I couldn't get back on the computer
hi MJ Bre see you!
hi Jen and anyone else
That cyclone is now a Cat4 and looks to be heading our way by tomorrow morning!!
It may miss us but today will be battening down in case
sorry only Cat3, expected to be a 4 later (not that it's much better)
To a lot of people that is just as bad as using the word in order to hurt people.
Is that what you said to your friends?
you know what tonight let's just think of the people that need our thoughts.
love to you anima,
no reason other than this song means alot to me. no more and no less.
take care babe.
*waves* to ergo, cheers for the email.
I'm with you, FASC.
Love to Anima and her family during this difficult time.
Good evening MAYO,
I haven’t been to visit you for a while, but as always, you come into a conversation and I think about this place. Today was a very strange way for coming to check in on you actually. I was sat in star buck looking at my emails on my phone and BAM I see an email that made me think of your place.
Anyway, it doesn’t matter what it said or how it came about, I came by tonight and wanted to say hello
I have this client, his last name is mayo and it makes me laugh when I am talking to him, I always say ‘Mr Mayo’ simple minds and everything lol. Anyway, this dude is like in over a hundred grand in debt and I have to advise him the best possible way to pay it off in monthly instalments and I need to get his interest and charges frozen at a reduced payment plan for set amount of months. You probably didn’t want to know that but that’s what goes on in my life at the moment, want to hear it? Ok you get to then, just so that you can go to sleep easier, after all boredom makes people tired ha ha.
I am at work, I have 360 clients and with each on I need to put a reduced payment plan in place with both interest and charges frozen so that they can play off their debt in a way that will repair their credit rating at the same time as paying off their debts.
I had this one dude who is my client, he verbally abuses me every time I talk to him, I have ended up just calling him now and that way, if he is rude and when he starts shouting at me stating I have no business talking to his creditors, I can place the phone down on him so it gives him some breathing space then he calls back and apologises for his rudeness. At the moment over here, there is a lot of people in debt, I believe it is very stressful, very scary and people can sometimes lose themselves and forget that they are talking to another human so I don’t get that bothered about it. I am there to help them and give them the best possible advice and help them to my full extent.
Anyway, I see you are nearly asleep so I wont bore you with work anymore, its my birthday tomorrow, I will be 23 years old and I feel it lol, I make I joke to everyone around me saying that I am old but in fact I am not that old as my older friends state. Its going to be like a normal day, my family are over in America still, I am over here but at least I have all my friends. I will be going out at night into town and having alot, I mean a lot of drinks and dancing all night.
You are formally invited, everyone here is but I doubt you will want to come, I was pissed out my head last Friday night and ended up walking into the door, falling down the steps and into a very nice guys arms so yeh I wasn’t bothered about that lol but yeh, I went home and remained sober till tomorrow night.
Anyway, I am off ski to have a ickle chat to my sol and bean and then go to bed.
Hope your vacation is sweet, just remember it may be permanent now but sometimes, you may just want a visit back to the place you went away from. Sometimes you need to fill it up with more that food.
Stickle bricks and Lego seems to stay in place if you are building, I suppose you can use nails, just be careful how hard you use the hammer.
hey solly! fuck! i have to go! truly late here. lovely seeing your name.
&hearts:
and thanks.
i think you're wonderful fasc :)
fimmy fimmy!! ha! 23 years! happy jappy birthday!
man you work those other years, add three kids and try to feel as knackered as i am!! serously!! i am feeling tired and old.
hey man utd...how fucking good are we!!
hahaha!
fimblestar, you're a piscean like me.
you're welcome fasc, it was the least I could do
beautiful song too
hi sdock
hi fim
I'm off to town to make sure we have stuff we'll need (gas batteries etc) you never know if it'll come but better to be prepared, they say they can track this cyclone pretty accurately which is good in a way, but bad as it's tracking onto us
i apparrantly can't spell for shit tonight! and i'm old! i am bloody not!!
thanks anon 6.30.
typo checks:
♥ meffers...amateurish!(sp- sozza can't be fucking arsed.)
so late here.
love to you all.
I am anon, i am a fish and proud :)
I have 25 mins till i am old, so i will retire to bed, just popped head in to say hi.
i hope you had or have a lovely birthday anon, hope you get everything that you wish dream and want for.
going to bed, sweet dreams everyone.
Happy Birthday for tomorrow Fim, I may not be able to get on, depends of Cyclone Hamish,so I'll send the wishes now
oh damn,
anima, sent you an email, i mean what i said and remember you have so many people here for you.
love and miss you
xxxx
ah well that's good, only 25 mins early then lol
Sweet dream, FASC!
Ergo, I hope that it blows over and away, like way away.
ergo thanks again.
be safe. you have always been the breath of fresh air here.
motherfuck let's go for the race guys? yes!!
ME!
Hee!
FASC? Did I leave you in the dust?
Gah!
Fimmy! I miss you! Happy Birthday tomorrow!
Who is gonna get it?
MOFO!!!
Vroom Vroom
WATCHMEN!
MEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!
oh fucking hell!
so do I sdock!! but it ain't looking like it right now, it's Cat3 and expected to be Cat4 by the morning
At least we aren't right on the coast but could be very nasty, keep us in your thoughts!!
that's it right now
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