Your subtlety lacks finesse. Either it is, or it isn’t.
And, we know it is.
But it is incomplete, isn’t it. What is it that was left out or held back?
Well, let me remind you.
Fear at all hours of the day and night. And, I couldn’t breathe without suggesting abandon, so I suffocated from repression. Then, managing the never ending time spent attempting to quell your irrational needs killed me. It was never enough, the time, the attention, the truth, so I finally caved. Yet, the debate continued. And, you couldn’t stop me or make me change my mind, and that infuriated you. But, instead of pushing so hard you would have been better off just killing time.
But, I relent and you suffer delusion and sometimes it was the other way around.
It was like this; there, assembled from misery, denial and frustration, we produced an alternate reality. Can we just admit that it was unnatural? Not quite forced, but awfully close. If so, then we’ll leave it at that.
In the end, it was finished. I’m surprised we held out as long as we did.
And yes, “it was grand, and we have the pictures to prove it.”
Now it’s just shit and we are both shoveling.
p.s. while hiding beneath the window, crying.
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Hello L,
I hope you have been feeling better.
(not 3:58)
Anon at 2:14 to 2:20, you can try, but it won't work. I can assure you that J. is not going to play this game. She is better than that.
Anon at 3:58, did you have a point in re-posting that?
L.
Thanks Ergo. *hugs*
Hey Opal! How are you feeling?
Just a lot of crap that's piling up. I made a huge mistake which may or may not have lost me a friend. I don't know yet because we aren't talking.
i agreed with it?
Thank you 4:00 anon. I am feeling better, thank you. I will be going back out of town again tomorrow, but I will be back soon. How are you?
Hey Ergo! Did J. tell you we got your package? Thank you so much! Is there anything from the South that you want to request for next giftee?
L.
Bubbles, I'm sorry things are rough right now. True friends will understand, it may just take them awhile. Is it something that you think can be worked out?
L.
I think it can be worked out. It was a huge mistake and never should have happened. Things are just kind of tense and awkward right now between me and my friends.
Oh, Paper, I'm sorry you're having "one of those turns."
It usually means that doors are about to open, though. ^_^
I hope so Kapunua! ^_^
I'm crossing my toes and fingers and tongue for exactly that!
I've been better L, but tomorrow is another day.
Glad to read that you are much better. It's nice to read you here too :)
oh no idea L!
she did say and you're very welcome
PH just give it time, and be open whenever they are ready
Bubbles, here is part of a song from The Offspring's 'Have You Ever'. It may ring true for you too.
Have you ever walked through a room
But it was more like the room passed around you
Like there was a leash around your neck that pulled you through
Have you ever been at someplace
Recognizing everybody's face
Until you realized that there was no one there you knew
Well I know
Have you ever buried your face in your hands
Cause no one around you understands
Or has the slightest idea what it is that makes you be
Have you ever felt like there was more
Like someone else was keeping score
And what could make you whole was simply out of reach
Well I know
When the truth walks away
Everybody stays
Cause the truth about the world is that crime does pay
So if you walk away
Who is gonna stay
Cause I'd like to think the world is a better place
I'd like to leave the world as a better place
Anon, I hope you feel better soon. Anything you want to talk about?
And thank you for your comment. It seems strange, I feel like I've not been on here at all in so long. Sometimes holed up in my room upstairs, sometimes sitting with my coffee and just listening, sometimes packed up and gone for a few days, but thankfully, the lock hasn't been changed on my room.
L.
I hate situations like that, PH, it just puts my stomach in a huge knot. I hope soon you can look back on it without feeling badly.
at least I'm finishing up 2 of my 4 days a week at the school, and I didn't take the other 3 day contract.
It would have been good money but I'd have no time with afternoon tutoring as well
haha that looked random
PH unfortunately it's part of life, we've all been part of it
you can at least learn what not to do
but hopefully it'll sort out after tension eases
Has the teaching and titoring wore you out, Ergo? It sounds like you have been really busy lately! I kinda miss the days when I had too much to do, but somehow, ran around and got to everything. Now, I go with good days or bad, and do what I can. J. says I make her tired watching me on good days, because I tend to overdo it a bit! :)
L.
This probably means nothing to anyone but me, but I just got an incredible red Chinese satin shirt, gold phoenix Chinese gown with long sleeves, and a long black Chinese jacket with a mandarin collar for about the price of a week's groceries (sixty bucks) from a company that does not use sweat shops, and the shipping is free.
O_O
Well youre right about nobody caring.
it is a bit J , not the doing it, but our workshop is flat out and hubby working late most nights, if I'm at work all day then titor an hour+ in the afternoons, and the animals, the housework tends to slide, as well as having to get the business stuff done, get to the bank , groceries etc easily
I could do it, but I'm not one of those rush about and get exhausted women
I can't see the point if I have no time to enjoy anything
that was cheap K, good find
I got a nice black satin top with a pheonix and flowers embroidered up the side from a thrift store
Thanks for the concern L. It's just something I have to work out myself :)
Kapunua, I like your fascination with all things Asian.
4:24, speak for yourself.
I know how that feels, 4:26. But there are some good listeners here, so anytime, ok?
Ergo, true, the money is nice, but if you don't have the time to enjoy it, and are run down, it's not so good.
Here are a few signs of "When It's Time To Start Worrying"
1. The dust in your home has grown limbs and has developed their own language.
2. You notice every meal you serve has the word "Happy" and a toy with it.
3. You drop things on the floor, meaning to pick them up later, until you notice your daughter has to use a compass to find her way out of the house.
L.
Hi guys ^_^
Hey, Cupcake! How are you? I read your comments earlier. Has your Grandfather been doing better since he got home?
L.
That's awesome, Ergo!
4:26, thanks; I can't explain it. I don't know what draws me to things Oriental and tropical. There are styles I distinctly dislike as well, such as American Colonial, nouveau, and the "farmer chic" that all my friends have in their homes. (Decorations with apples, daisies and roosters. O_O ) It's cute but it's not what I go for. I wonder what it is that gives us our tastes and sensibilities.
What kind of stuff do you like?
Hello L, it's lovely to see you.
He is doing ok I guess. It's more my Grandmother I'm worried about right now. This is so much for her to take on, I don't think she realized how hard it would be, physically and emotionally.
Anyway, how are you? and how is J?
Kapunua,
I'm not into tropical, but I definitely lean towards things Japanese inspired :)
I like their aesthetic and style. I think their language is very beautiful too.
It looks like a giant red eyeball!
O_O
Hi peeps! I'm about to leave work. See you guys later!
L fortunately none of the above.....yet
lol
hello CC!
K I tend to go with asian inspired decor, but mine is more the island style, warm colours, wood and carvings, stone, teracotta etc
hey smoke have a good day
cool pic, it looks like the lord of the rings thing - brain is not engaged for thought right now, getting ready for work
Princess, I've seen that one, isn't it awesome? It's like Sauron's eye!
Anon, I absolutely agree re: Japanese aesthetic. I just love everything about it: their music, language, poetry, art, the ideas of mono no aware and pretty much all that stuff.
Humor's a little weird sometimes, though. O_O
Hi Ergo, how are you?
And forgive me for not saying earlier: Hello Kapunua, and hello Anon. I hope you're both well.
We are doing pretty good, Cuppy, thanks! I am leaving early in the morning to go to my parents, my Mum is having a procedure done tomorrow, and I wanted to be there and stay with them for a few days.
I hope your Grandmother will be alright. I know this has to be such a change for her, and for all of you. They are lucky to have such a caring Granddaugter.
L.
best wishes for your mum L. hope it all goes smoothly
Thanks, Ergo. I think it will be fine, but I want to be with her anyway!
Cupcake, "Granddaughter" not "Granddaugter". :)
I need to to for a while, but I will try to catch you guys later tonight.
Mayo, I promise, I will write you a proper hello and comment later tonight, and SS too. So don't change the lock on my room, ok? I still have a BUNCH of shit in there!
Love you,
L.
Oh, hi there Cupcake! How are ya!
Errr gosh I just spent another 24 on BPAL's "Winter of Our Discontent" scent.
O_O
Thank you L, you're very kind, and I'm sure you staying with your family will help. You're a very comforting person to be around.
Take care, L. <3
I'm pretty good K, how are you?
Cupcake, I'm peachy, thanks. :D Though obviously spending too much money in one day. O_O
Hello Cupcake. Hope you are well :)
Kapunua, their humor is unusual, almost child-like. Then again, I think the whole culture is based around a youthful mindset.
I think the artist Takashi Murakami translates these themes as well.
bye L good to see you again
take care
xx
CC it will be hard but make sure your gran is never concerned about asking for help, and make sure you explore every avenue of respite care and home help you're entitled to
there is actually quite a lot out there
Oh I know all about that K!... I have an unfortunate talent for it.
Thanks Anon, I'm pretty good. How are you? I'm finding the conversation on Japanese culture very interesting. ^_^
Ergo, quite right. We've been offered a lot of options, which is good.
Takashi Murakami, whoooa, I just googled. Very eye-popping!
I agree, it is a culture based on youthfulness, but not in the same way that America is. It almost seems (to my untrained eye) that in Japan, youth is retained through fashion, humor, actions, accessories and stuff like that rather than through surgical procedures. And I think by and large they also respect old age, too, whereas in America we kinda tend to brush older folks off as "used up" which I think is weird. Because old people rule.
My favorite Japanese artists are Amano and Hiroaki Samura. Amano can be pretty eye-popping, too.
Cupcake, have you ever been to BPAL on the net? Oh my gosh, their scents are orgasmic. If I was rich and insane I would buy so much there. As it is, I buy about a scent a year.
And I think also I am getting a guzheng (a Chinese koto) for Crimbo, too. O_O
bye anon CC and K
I'm off to work, wish me a good one!
(or at least if I have supervisions there is enough work for the whole time and the kids aren't feral, all you can hope for!)
byeeeeee
xx
Bye, Ergo! Have a good one!
Haha, yes I have K. One of the many places I could gladly spend all my money. ^_^
Bye bye Ergo ^_^
Hi and Bye Ergo, have a great day.
Hi everyone, how are you all?
K, that's great news on the hula teaching. I'm so happy for you.
Elena, I'm so glad your daughter is OK. Some things bleed more than others and the sight of all that blood must have really panicked you both. So glad it wasn't too serious.
Amyranth, I really hope they manage to catch that psycho guy. That's scary.
L, I hope your mum's treatment goes well. I am sending my good vibes her way.
Hello MissT, how are you today?
Oh, it's Misty! Hello! ^_^ And thank you. :)
Hiya K and CC.
I'm good thanks CC. How are you sweetie?
You'll kick hula ass K.
I sure hope so. I'd better get back to practicing. O_O
Swivel them hula hips baby.
I'm good MissT, I've finally gotten around to watching Schindler's list.
Haha! I wonder what dances I will teach. I hope I get to teach old people; they tend to really get the feeling behind the dance.
That's a great film CC.
Don't they make all schoolkids watch that film these days?
Sounds cool K. Old people can be really cool. You gotta love em.
Apart from the miserable moaning ones that push to the front of the bus queue hahahaha!
It is, MissT. And yesterday I re-watched Hotel Rwanda, another film that I think everyone should see. It's just heartbreaking. I hear they're having the same problems over there again, I wonder if this time the UN will actually intervene.
LOL, too right! ^_^
Well guys, I am off for a shower and some early X Files watching; I have to get up early tomorrow. It's Boychild's adoption finalization. :D
See you guys later! ^_^
I must admit that I've not seen that one CC.
I should prob do that.
Parts of Africa are in the commonwealth so in Britain we get to hear lots about their problems on the news. It's never ending. Who knows how to solve it though.
Nighty night K, have fun with x-files and have fun tomorrow.
Have fun K, take care. ^_^
Oh I forgot to say to PH that I really hope you and your friend make up. I can't imagine anyone being mad at you for long sweetie.
CC, have you managed to look into care packages for your grandad?
Well MissT, I doubt we can. I don't think blundering in there and telling them what to do would really help. But the situation in Rwanda, between the Tutsi and the Hutu... it was genocide and when it happened everyone just pulled out. All foreigners were pulled out, and the Tutsi were left to defend themselves. No one helped, they were just abandoned.
We have MissT, that's all sorted now. Someone will be coming in once a week. It was my Grandmothers choice and she wants to do as much of it by herself as she can.
Your grandmother sounds like an amzing lady.
I hope they help is good. She can't do it all alone.
Yeah, the world troubles. Should make us all relalise that we have things good but it's still easy to moan about our lot in life.
She is amazing MissT. There are a lot of strong, and caring women in my family, women who I really look up to. We're all doing our best to let her know she's not alone.
That's good CC, you've all gotta help each other in situations like these.
So, what you been doing with yourself lately sweetie? I hope you've been finding some escapism.
Well mainly I've been catching every single virus in the area. lol
I think my immune system is kind of shot. Other than that, a lot of writing. I always do a lot of writing.. music, stories, poems.
Ooooooo don't give me any viruses, I've had enough of phlegm to last me a lifetime.
Writing sounds like a good way to escape. I'm more of a reader than a writer. I've been doing a lot of that since I've been ill.
If you write that much, you should think about trying to get your poems published.
I'll do my best not to pass it on. I decided to be unique and get tonsillitis as an adult a few weeks ago. That was a trip...
I do love reading as well. I've kind of been ditching the usual parties and bar hopping in favor of staying home and reading lately. I don't think I'm in any shape to be drinking.
I'd like to get some things published, eventually. One of the many things I'd like. ^_^
Oh no, tonsilitis as an adult is supposed to be horrible. Are you OK now?
You should go look into the publishing thing. Would it be easier to get poetry published than stories?
Finally getting over it, but for a while there... ick. It came on so suddenly too. One moment I was fine, the next I was pretty much delirious.
I'm not sure which would be easier...
I should look into it.
You should look into it for sure.
Yack to illness. Everybody is coming down with bad stuff lately. At least it's not that bird flu that was supposed to have killed millions of us by now.
Ahh yes, Bird Flu... I think that was one of the many things i was paranoid over for about five minutes. Pandemics are probably one of the scarier things out there. War, pandemics, natural disasters. But there's something about viruses and diseases that I find particularly scary.
Well, it's been rememberence day here on the 11th and we remember all war dead but it's mainly for the first world war. But it's staggering that at the same time that millions were being killed in the war, millions were being killed by the spanish flu.
So many people.
Yes... so many people killed, so many lost their loved ones, their whole lives must have must fallen down around them. I can't even begin to imagine..
And it all happening within 4 years.
So much death all around the world in such a short time.
Mind you, it was the same with the plague.
It's kind of like natures way of dealing with over population. It's as though when things get too crowded, a virus appears and kills milions.
I get worried cos the worlds getting a little overcrowded again. Makes you dread to think what's coming next.
Yes, and I always think, even if it's not in my lifetime, what if I have kids? what about them, and their children. Eh, I'm getting ahead of myself, but one can't help wondering sometimes.
I wonder too and if you read the papers it's all doom and gloom.
Although I do think that a lot of this global warming stuff is crap.
Yeah, we shouldn't pollute but also a part of climate change is because the earth goes through cycles and warms up and cools down.
We had the same weather patterns in the 17th century and was that global warming?, was that pollution? Nah, it's all natural.
It's disgusting how politions try to tax us on natural events.
The media thrives on doom and gloom, as politicians do. Keep people afraid, keep them in line.
Exactly, it's all about keeping us down and afraid.
Man, we could do with some good news sometimes.
You turn on the TV and it's all murder. This year seems to have gone crazy. It's as though they've poisoned the water or something.
I know what you mean, it's getting ridiculous.
I'm trying to keep a fine balance between watching the news enough to be informed, and not watching it enough to be convinced that the world has gone to shit.
Totally.
You wanna know what's happening but it's just so sad.
I really hope next year will be better.
It seems like all the bad stuff that is happening is spreading all over the world so what was over there is over here and vice versa.
It seems that all over the place this has been a year of unfortunate events, and change... many things. It's been a scary year.
But I'm determined to make this a good Christmas, and start next year with fresh hope.I really think we have to, what else is there?
Remember last Christmas here? the gifts of the Blogbelieve Magi? And I remember people talking about their various traditions, and what food they were making. I really hope we can do that again.
I agree CC, that's what we are hoping for too. A nice christmas and a better new year.
I remember last year. So so many blog gifts. I hope it will be just as friendly this year.
We could do with some Christmas spirit in blogland.
Christmas traditions have already started for my family. Today my Mother is baking the first Christmas cake, she always does it early as they need to be sprinkled with brandy every day for a few weeks before eaten. ^_^
Sounds cool. I like traditions.
My nan used to make christmas puds too.
Never liked them myself. Can't be doing with mince pies either but I'll scoff down most other crimbo foods.
I'm with you there MissT, I can't stand eating them, but Christmas wouldn't be the same without them around. So I'll even be learning how to make them, though I never eat any. lol
miss t hello
Hi Martha, how are you?
Hahahaha good for you CC.
My nan always used to get a few fruit cakes in (which I also don't like) and add a bit of booze to it.
Then it was a tradition that her, her daughter and my mum would do the marzipan and icing topping.
Now, I did like the marzipan and icing topping and of course, me and sis were always around to catch the bits that dropped off.
Though, I don't think it was appreciated when we pointed out that certain parts looked like they would fall off so we'd better save them the trouble and pull them off and eat them.
You'd be amazed how many bits were obviously ready to drop off. hahahaha!
Hiya MJ sweetie, how are you?
Aww that's such a sweet story MissT. ^_^
I love little memories like that. I really am looking forward to Christmas, I'm one of those people that feels the need to play Christmas carols 24hours a day, and deck not only the halls but anything that will stand still long enough. XD
Miss t and CC I am doing well. How are you two?
Miss T
Hello me darlin! Are you still here? Congrats re Spurs resurgence but still gutted re Hamilton win!
Have returned from Rome. Totally knackered cos was caught up in the birds saga!
Congrats re funding.
Lots of love
EB37 xxx
I'm ok MJ, currently getting psyched about Christmas.
Aw CC, your crimbo sounds lovely. My fave thing is when you know crimbo is coming cos of the adverts on TV. Crimbo ones are always much better.
I'm good thanks MJ sweetie. Really pissed off though cos the twat next door has been on with the music. he started at 430am for an hour. Started again at 9:00am so i had to change bedrooms to sleep. now he started again at 22:00pm and he's still at it after midnight.
Hiya EB37. I hope you had a fantastic time in Rome. Just time to recharge your batteries till the next trip.
Yeah, wayhay for the spurs, boo hoo for the F1.
Thanks for the congrats.
How are you sweetie?
I am not big on the Christmas spirit right now. But I hope you have a good Christmas this year.
So true MissT! and I love how the streets in town are decorated...
*hugs* for MJ. Thank you hun, I hope you have a good one too...
Oh no MJ, surely you will be looking forward to the crimbo episode of Dr Who.
I love the lights too CC although I have noticed more and more that people don't take theirs down anymore. They just don't turn them on but leave them up ready for next year hahaha!
Miss T
Right now I am a very wee bit tipsy (if you know what I mean).
I am currently very smiley but sleepy. Found out I have to work Saturdau even though I need sleep and rest badly.
Looked up flights re Venice and Salzsburg next year and think "why the hell not".
Hello and love to all.
EB37 XXX
Hi Mayo.
Hi Ladies.
A buzz through. Apologies in advance if I miss out any acknowledgements. I have no excuses.
Amy - psycho? What? Must backread tomorrow. Hope you are okay.
Cuppy - good news about your Grandad :)
Elena - sorry to hear about your daughter. Was in a child/danger incident recently. I DID NOT LIKE! I feel your pain.
Foggy - 30p for a wee.
J & L - it never rains but it pours lately for you two. Keep strong.
Kapunua - very belated congratulations on getting on to the holistic medicine course.
PH - I hope that things manage to get sorted with your friend.
TJ - did you do it? You have 2 weeks left to enter. I'm counting on you.
To all others out there - I hope life is treating you kindly. Be well my poppets.
TTFN
Blogger MissTottenham said...
Sounds cool. I like traditions.
My nan used to make christmas puds too.
O_O
That must mean something different over yonder.
I still have the BlogBelieve Magi blog. I could open it up again.
Just popping in for a second while eating cereal, then popping back out.
"Puds." Heehee.
Later!
Oh,and GS is here! Hi GS! And thank you very much. :D
Ahh yes, ruins it a bit, doesn't it?
Tipsy sounds good to me EB37 hahaha!
You go girl with your round the world travels. I wanna hide in your suitcase and tag along.
hahahaha GS, still 30p for a wee. But they should be bringing the prices down for the credit crunch.
Hi GS! *hugs*
K, that would be pretty cool. ^_^
yeah, open it up again K.
Miss T
Where will you be doing your 2nd training course *crosses fingers and hopes for London*
EB37 xxx
Anyone here?
Hello GS and EB37
Miss T the Christmas episode means we are that much closer to losing DT as the DR. I really want to see those episodes but it's going to be sad
Hello Kapu and BC
hahahaha GS, still 30p for a wee. But they should be bringing the prices down for the credit crunch.
But that would be the perfect thing to add extra charges to. Everyone needs to wee. They literally have you with your pants around your knees ^___^
Hugs Cuppy back.
Hi Kapunua.
Now everyone stop talking to me. I have to go to bed. Really.
Abyssinia.
BC, sweetie! long time no talkies, how are you?
Hiya BC sweetie, how are you today?
I know MJ sweetie but he's not leaving till 2010 I heard. he'll be around a littlw while longer I'm sure.
So sorry EB37, I wish it was London too. It's gonna be Leeds. I will defo come see you after crimbo when you are not galavanting around the world.
Hehe, goodnight GS, have a good sleep.
Hey mj how are you? Hi Miss T, cupcake *huggies*
Long time no see. How are you guys? Cupcake, I'm okay, but feeling a bit blah.
I look forward to it Miss T
Must go to bed now as galavanting does not pay for itself and perhaps I should have declined the last large brandy1
Night night all.
EB37 XXX
Hi Martha and BC. Oh and EB37 :)
I am off now. Truly.
Truly, truly.
Oh, I feel a Chitty Chitty Bang Bang vibe coming on...
Tru ----ly scrumptious
I'm Truly, truly Scrumptious...
LOL EB37, I was just gonna pop off myself too.
Goodnight EB37 sweetie.
Goodnight GS sweetie.
I'm good thanks BC. So sorry to hear that you are still not feeling well. I really hope you start to feel better soon. I am sending my good vibes your way.
Goodnight to MJ, CC, K, BC and anyone else here.
Nighty night all xxxxxx
I am well bc are you?
Miss t they said he is only doing four specials this year.
Goodnight eb37, gs and miss t
Oh no MJ, just four.
His time is running out so fast. I do feel your pain.
OK outta here now.
tata.
Aww, that's no good BC. I hope the blah-ness leaves you.
I'm afraid I must go, lovely ladies!
MissT, I really enjoyed our talk.
MJ,K, stay well, I hope we'll all get to talk again soon.
Mayo, Hi!... oops, I should have said that earlier, right? eh... my bad. Hope you're well hun.
SS, you little minx! hope you're well too.
LOVE, LOVE
xoxo cupcake
Thanks cupcake. Take care *blows kiss*
Thanks Miss T. Goodnight to you, GS, and EB.
Goodnight CC
I gotta run to the store. Be back later.
Bye mj
Hi, Mayo
How ya doing?
Let me tell you a strange dream I had last night, but only remembered about an hour ago. It was strange because you were in it and I rarely think of you nowadays, so I don't know where the dream came from really or why I had it last night.
I won't go into a lot of detail about the dream, only that I went to a party at your house. There probably a couple of hundred people there, but it was like no one really knew who's party it was. They were just there for the party.
Anyway, I wandered around the place and finally spotted you, sitting alone, in an obscure and quite corner. We ended up chatting and talking about how most of the guests weren't even aware of what they were doing there. We hung out together for the rest of the evening and I even met your mother. Strange...
But, the overwhelming thing about the dream was the feeling that you were really so sad, lonely, and unhappy inside.
That's all I remembered of the dream... So, anyway, when I remembered having the dream, I had to come here and see how you were doing... And I find your new post... And it is a really post...
I hope you'll be OK, Mayo. I really do.
that was supposed to say, "and it is a really sad post"
im sure he is not as sad as the post makes out.
My outdoor kittens are sad.
The dream just bothered me...
who were you dreaming of mya?
I thought she said Mayo, or were you trying to get her to put a face to the name? :)
Did you read my posted comment about having a dream?
yeah. how did he look like in your dream mya?
This just reminded me of that movie Brad Pitt and Anthony Hopkins were in, Meet Joe Black...
Remember at the birthday party when the Joe asks her, "Who do you think I am?" And she goes through all this emotional stuff and finally answers, "You're... You're Joe."
Mayo is Mayo.
Anon, he looked good, that's how he looked.
And sad...
Gotta run now...
Take care!
so you had a dream about gerard?
Gerard Butler? :)
Anon, go to my blog. The answer is there.
only problem mya, mayo is not GW. it appears what the another anons have said in the past is true; most of you think mayo is GW.
if she had a dream about gerard butler it must have been a hot dream. he's much sexier.
LOL Mya, i'm not the anon that asked you the question, but i did go to your blog to go see, and i saw your finger and i think the other anon might think you shot them the bird! LOL!
Mya, you have kickass hair.
Ya think?!
Damn! Thanks, Carrie!
Hey guys! Just popping in real quick to say this. In the spirit of being twelve and all.
Remember earlier I told you all I had ordered those wonderful cheap clothes from that company, but not before I had written to ask them if they treated their workers fairly and did fair trade?
I go tan email back assuring me that they only hire adults with diplomas, treat them fairly and did fair trade etc.
I just looked at the name of the person who wrote me back and the name is SWALLOW WANG.
Kid you effing not.
Later all!
Swallow Wang??!!
That is hilarious!
Yes, Mya, that's my dream hair, but I am too much of a pumpkin head to carry it off. And K, you crack me up with your silliness. :)
yes i think. looks like mya has a crush on GW.
I really gotta go now. I'm developing a terrific headache... Must take something for it NOW!
Actually, anon, I DON"T think Mayo is who you think that I think that they think...
So, stop baiting me, OK?
try not to have anymore GW dreams mya, they make them worst.
And my response of "Ya think?" was to this comment:
Anonymous Anonymous said...
LOL Mya, i'm not the anon that asked you the question, but i did go to your blog to go see, and i saw your finger and i think the other anon might think you shot them the bird! LOL!
November 13, 2008 8:57 PM
That was exactly my intention.
Goodnight
I know, SWALLOW WANG.
I swear I need to start prank calling people again.
Oh, i'm slow.....good one Mya! LOL!
SOmething keeps trying to hijack and change my homepage and Spybot keeps catching and denying it every few seconds. WTF.
it's okay, takes a lot more to offend me. mya, don't leave yourself so open to interpretation next time.
Maybe swallow wang is a virus!
if she had a dream about gerard butler
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He is quite handsome, isn't he anon? ^_^
o_0 Gerard Butler..yumm..
sorry GW
Mayo is NOT gw people
ge ge get over it
:)
OMG did Swallow Wang give me a virus? I hope not!
Oh my god, seriously, I can't believe how lucky I am to have gotten an email from a person named that. I will be chortling all night.
I feel so blessed.
9:09 i think mayo finds it embarrassing to be thought of as GW.
BC, gerard butler sure is handsome ^_^
Welp, I am off for the night. Good night everyone.
SWALLOW WANG.
Hallo Hallo!
Hallo Amy! What are you up to?
Hallo BC!
Not much. Just had supper, and I'm staring down a piece of cake.
How about you?
Cool. I'm alright I guess, applying to some jobs and sipping some charmomile tea.
O_O
I did that last night!
Nothing yet though. But the tea was good.
You know, regardless of how LOL-worthy Twilight is, I have to admit, the guy who plays whats-his-name is kinda cute.
In a human, non sparkly way.
No way Amy X_x
You mean Edward? Yes, he's quite a looker. I also think the guy who plays James in the movie is hot ^_~
Lot of knots, lot of snags,
lot of holes, lot of cracks lot of crags. Lot of naggin' old hags,
lot of fools, lot of fool scum bags.
Oh it's such a drag, what a chore... oh your wounds are full of salt.
Everything's a stress and what's more, well it's all somebody's fault.
Hey! Get Get Get Get Get over it!
Makes you sick, makes you ill,
makes you cheat, slipping change from the till.
Had it up to the gills... makes you cry while
the milk still spills. Ain't it just a bitch What a pain...
Well it's all a crying shame. What
left to do but complain Better find someone to blame.
Hey! Get Get Get Get Get Over It!
Got a job, got a life, got a four-door and a faithless wife.
Got those nice copper pipes, got an ex, got a room for the night.
Aren't you such a catch
What a prize! Got a body like a battle
axe... Love that perfect frown, honest eyes...
We ought to buy you a Cadillac.
Hey! Get Get Get Get Get Over it!
just cuz I love this song
I don't know about the other guys, I don't even know who's who. :S
for BC :)
dances around Amy..got a new crush? is he cute. smiles.
i couldnt tell from the adverts and all
That's okay Amy. James is the one with the long, blond-haired ponytail.
He's the villain vampire that tries to kill Bella.
Aw anon thanks :)
The link doesn't work though :(
I saw you sliding out the bar
I saw you slippin' out the back door, baby
Don't even try and find a line this time, it's fine
Darling, you're still divine
You don't love me at all, (Ooooohhhh)
But don't think that it bothers me at all. (Ooooohhhh)
You're a bad-hearted boy-trap, babydoll, but you're... you're so damn hot.
Well you're so damn hot
Well you're so damn hot
Yeah you're so damn hot
Oh.
So now you're headed to your car
You say it's dinner with your sister, sweetie
But darling look at how you're dressed your best
Suggests another kind of guest
You don't love me at all, (Ooooohhhh)
But don't think that it bothers me at all (Ooooohhhh)
You're a bad-hearted boy-trap, babydoll, but you're... you're so damn hot
Well you're so damn hot
Well you're so damn hot
Yeah you're so damn hot
So who's this other guy you've got
Which other rubes are riding hot-shot, sugar
I could have swore you said before, "No more, for sure"
What'd I believe you for
You don't love me at all, (Ooooohhhh)
But don't think that it bothers me at all (Ooooohhhh)
You're a bad-hearted boy-trap, babydoll, but you're... you're so damn hot
Well you're so damn hot
Well you're so damn hot
You don't love me at all, (Ooooohhhh)
But don't think that it bothers me at all (Ooooohhhh)
You're a bad-hearted boy-trap, babydoll, but you're... you're so damn hot
Well you're so damn hot
Well you're so damn hot
Yeah you're so damn hot
There is totally a company called Analtech.
Good night!
dammit! i'm sorry bc. i think the blog has the gremlins.
it was just some eye candy.
here:
http://i269.photobucket.com/albums/jj60/pf88290/gerard_butler_31.jpg
nice thighs ^_~
Redrum's blog has gone ecto. What happened?
That's okay anon.
I think the blog is messing up the new link too. On my computer, it's only showing half of the link, not the whole thing.
try again
http://i269.photobucket.com/albums/jj60/pf88290/
gerard_butler_31.jpg
*fingers crossed*
Hugs Amy,BC and everyone in blogbelieve goodnight.
yeah you too Mayo, you too
Thanks for the new post. Like it.
Life's hard sometimes but we all get through it somehow. Hopefully with as little scar tissue as possible
LOL.
Not really a crush, he's just good looking.
Now, Tobey Maguire, there's a crush!
Dude, people iz leaving Blogbelieve left and right.
Wee!
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