Friday, September 12, 2008

Echolocation

It was written from another’s perspective. A recollection of a conversation turned first person. Expensive, anti-climactic words ringing in my ears with an unrelenting need to, once again, find voice. In reverse, they became a bit of guilt unfurled to reveal how my selfish needs superseded best interest. Recall that I held on too long, to that room, to that moment.

“Just say it, say it already”

“I don’t.”

As painful as it may have been to hear it rephrased in that manner, I never meant to be cruel. And now, when the melody of the moment presents itself, I am reminded to never again make that mistake. Although ironically, it was only after repeated cost that it became my lesson. I hope it has become yours, as well.


p.s. volumes like breadcrumbs lead back.

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Anonymous said...

thank you walter

Anonymous said...

Anon 9:05

You must have caught one of the OPs rocks in the head.

resurrected wreck said...

*gives BC a quick squeeze*

Hi, BC :)

I'm not sticking around. Am turning in for the evening.

Have a great night!

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

Anon 9:05

You must have caught one of the OPs rocks in the head.

September 24, 2008 9:06 PM

If I caught it from anyone it was you.

Anonymous said...

But you didn't catch it, did you?

Not even close, Bud.

Anonymous said...

Hi RW *big squeeze*

Thanks for the squeeze. Sweet dreams :)

Anonymous said...

stop with the "Original Poster" shit. no one cares

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

But you didn't catch it, did you?

Not even close, Bud.

September 24, 2008 9:09 PM

What ever. At least I don't get my thrills by beating a dead horse.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

stop with the "Original Poster" shit. no one cares

September 24, 2008 9:13 PM


Don't like it when someone continually post shit that NOONE GIVES A SHIT ABOUT.

Amyranth said...

Well fuck.

MissT, I'm sorry to hear about Laura, and so soon. Take heart in the thought that she didn't suffer any longer than she had to. You know where I am if you need me.

-A

Anonymous said...

9:17


whatever douche

Anonymous said...

9:21 A douche. Alright I will cleanse Mayo's of all the nasty smelly anons.


Now Mayo's can feel fresh again.

Anonymous said...

Hey amy

Amyranth said...

Hey BC.

Another night in blogbelieve.

Anonymous said...

Mayo where you be at you twinkie eating motherfucker.

Anonymous said...

I think Mayo prefers DingDongs.

Anonymous said...

Are you having a bad day, anon?

Anonymous said...

Hello, Amyranth, Bleeding Chaos.

Amyranth said...

Hello 9:48. How's it going?

Anonymous said...

I'm doing fine, thanks, Amyranth. How are you doing?

Anonymous said...

Amy, yeah. You doing okay?

I'm not much in the mood to talk tonight :/

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

I hope you are well. I'm okay. Today marks 5 years that my little cousin has been gone. Cancer. She was only 9 and she loved me better and purer and sweeter than anyone had ever loved me. I can remember the day that I found out about her tumor like it was yesterday. I was at work and I looked up from my counter to see her standing in the door of my office with one of her Granny's co-workers. She was grinning and waving at me. I thought it was odd for her to be out of school, but I was so happy to see her. The lady explained it away to me by saying that she had a new little helper with her for the day. They left and it was only a few minutes and my Mama came in, we work in the same building so that is nothing unusual. I was telling her about seeing my cousin and she told me that she had something she needed to tell me. I just remember being in shock. My mama trying to console me by telling me it was to early for us to jump to any conclusions, but she was headed to Atlanta for emergency surgery. She was only 7 when she was diagnosed and she fought so hard. Through it all, she never lost her smile. And do you know that not a day goes by that I don't carry her with me in some way. Her blue eyes in the sky. Her bright smile in the warmth of sunshine. Her sweet little voice in a song. Her laughter in the fall breeze. And anytime I see a butterfly, a ladybug or something pink and girly.

I miss her, Mayo.

I always will, but I'm lucky as hell because I got to know her and she shared her life with me.

And that's pretty damn special.

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. Say it. Say it again, because you never know.

Anonymous said...

To all of you that's had a bad day



Where is the moment we need at the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Amyranth said...

Ah, you know. The States are in a mortgage crisis, Clay Aiken is gay, the world keeps spinning.

To sum it up, same shit, different day.

What did you do today?

Anonymous said...

Hi 9:48, I hope you're well?

Anonymous said...

I know what you mean, Amyranth. One step at a time, you know.

Hello, BC. Hope you are doing ok.

Thanks, 9:52. I think a lot of people need that today.

Anonymous said...

Good night, Sdock. It's always harder when you lose someone young. You always wonder what their life would have been like. My condolences to you.

Anonymous said...

Oh Jesus, Solly; I had never heard that entire story and I can't even begin to imagine it, nor want to begin to imagine it. It doesn't even bear thinking about. It's brave of you to be able to discuss it. I'm really, really sorry.

Anonymous said...

Nothing much Amy. Right now I'm just cooking something to eat so I'll be going back and forth.

How was your day?

toujours said...

that song was always on the radio in those first months after my husband left. even though it was overplayed, i liked hearing it, because it was such a kind song, and made me feel like someone cared that i was sad.

that's very thoughtful of you to post it, 9:52.


hello everyone.

Anonymous said...

I can't be on after knowing that. Nothing could be worse to consider and everything else looks really small and petty. I'll be thinking of you, Solly. And you as well, MissT.

Amyranth said...

BC, not horrible. Just kind of floaty, I guess.

9:48, one day at a time, right?

Solly, I had no idea about your little cousin. It seems to be an all around shitty day doesn't it? I'm glad you were able to talk about it though. It's better to open up about these things.

-A

Anonymous said...

Goodnight solly, you have my condolences *hugs*

sdock10 said...

Thank you, Anon @ 9:58 and Jules.

It's been a weird night when I think about what happened to MissT and her friend and today marking 5 years for me, I had myself a good old cry tonight. Something that I needed, I suppose. It's a terribly sad thing, but like I said, I'm the lucky one. I had her in my life and she left such an impact on myself and so many others.

MissT, I'm thinking of you tonight.


Goodnight, BlogBelieve.
Sweet Dreams.

sdock10 said...

*Squeezes*

Thanks, BC.

Night, night!

Anonymous said...

I don't know anon. My mom told me a while ago that she thinks she's gonna die and that I should prepare myself so I'm keeping an eye on her, and selfishly, I might have seen this guy I like with a chick(I'm not sure if it was him though)

So my day is shit.

Anonymous said...

No problem solly. I will gladly give hugs to anyone who needs it. Sweet dreams!

Anonymous said...

One of my acquaintances just said she is considering suicide. WTF is up?

Anonymous said...

Hello Amyranth, Bleeding Chaos and anons. How is everybody tonight?
Thank you for the song 9:52.
Yes, Amyranth. Everybody has their own cross(es) to bear. One day at time.

sdock10 said...

Amy,

Damn, I feel like an ass. I missed your comment. I'm sorry. Thank you for your words and you're too right it does seem to be a crappy day.

Yay for Clay though!

Sweet dreams to you too!

Night, night!

Amyranth said...

Bye Solly!

Hallo 10:15!

So is anyone else pondering a giant bottle of wine?

-A

Anonymous said...

Hello

Amyranth said...

Hallo 10:24.

...

Lots of numbers tonight.

-A is through pondering wine

Anonymous said...

That which doesn't kill us, makes us stronger "- Friedrich Nietzsche (not Kanye)



Boy did he get that right!

Anonymous said...

everybody

I know there's pain
Why do you lock yourself up in these chains
No one can change your life except for you
Don't ever let anyone step all over you
Just open your heart and your mind
Is it really fair to feel this way inside

Some day somebody's gonna make you wanna turn around and say goodbye
Until then baby are you gonna let 'em hold you down and make you cry
Don't you know
Don't you know things'll change
Things'll go your way
If you Hold On for one more day
Can you Hold On for one more day
Things'll go your way
Hold On for one more day

You could sustain
Or are you comfortable with the pain
You've got no one to blame for your unhappiness
No baby
You got yourself into your own mess
Lettin' your worries pass you by
Don't you really think it's time
To change your mind

Some day somebody's gonna make you wanna turn around and say goodbye
Until then baby are you gonna let 'em hold you down and make you cry
Don't you know
Don't you know things'll change
Things'll go your way
If you Hold On for one more day
Can you Hold On for one more day
Things'll go your way
Hold On for one more day

I know that there is pain but you
Hold On for one more day and you
Break free from the chains
Yeah I know that there is pain but you
Hold On for one more day and you
Break free from from the chains
Some day somebody's gonna make you wanna turn around and say goodbye
Until then baby are you gonna let 'em hold you down and make you cry
Don't you know
Don't you know things'll change
Things'll go your way
If you Hold On for one more day
Can you Hold On for one more day
Things'll go your way
Hold On for one more day

Don't you know things'll change
Things'll go your way
If you Hold On for one more day, Yeah
If you Hold On
If you Hold On
Mmm
If you Hold On baby
Won't you tell me now
Hold On for one more day
'Cause
It's gonna go your way
Don't you know things'll change
Things'll go your way
If you Hold On for one more day yeah
Can't you change it this time

Make up your mind
Hold On Hold On
Baby Hold On
Turn around
Just turn around baby
Hold On for one more day
'Cause
It's gonna go your way

:)

Anonymous said...

Amy :)

Anonymous said...

I could go for some amy, thanks.

I would like to rest though. It helps sort out my emotions. Eek.

Original Punk J said...

Evening everyone!

Anonymous said...

K isn't the center of attention, aww.

Anonymous said...

Hello j

Amyranth said...

'allo J!

-A

Anonymous said...

Hello Original Punk J.
I think we all want some of that wine Amyranth.

Anonymous said...

I came back on because I had a revelation. I said before that these things made everything else look small and petty, and they do.

Solly is so much braver, stronger and more positive than she gives herself credit for. I admire that so much. And she had enough in her to ask after my friend too. Here's what I told her.

Randomly, this friend of mine writes that she is in too much pain from her bad health, that she is lonely, betrayed, and worthless and she feels like the only thing left to do is kill herself. She just doesn't like the world and doesn't want to be in it.

The irony is that she's just about the most physically beautiful person you could imagine and I'd give so much to have the beauty that she has. Yet she's still not happy, and I still am. Isn't that strange?

And people who have lived through these devastating losses still manage to breathe, and live, and smile and still have time to make other people smile, too.

I can only guess that depression is a great big huge bitch that doesn't make any kind of sense or logic. And I guess you could say the same of cancer.

“Just say it, say it already”

“I don’t.”


Next time, say that you do, Mayo. You don't have to lead anyone on or lie to them. You can love people without fearing them, hurting them, betraying them, marrying them, banging them, spending your life with them or even spending an afternoon with them. I'm not talking about people who are not a part of your life or who are toxic to you. (In which case I think it's healthier to say, "no" to those people.)

But if there is even a little love or respect, then say so, you know? You don't have to quantify it, either. It just is.

Anonymous said...

Thanks hold on. Hi there 10:24 :)

Anonymous said...

And now there is obviously a dickweed around who thinks it is cool to use so many other people's pain as a weapon, so I really am out. You have fun with that, you petty little piece of crap.

Anonymous said...

You're welcome Bleeding Chaos.

toujours said...

*still sitting quietly on the couch*

Anonymous said...

:( for Sdock

Anonymous said...

*is holding a box of double fudge chocolate ice cream, hehe*

Hi there J, how are you? *hugs*

Haha, hello douche anon.

Anonymous said...

Shut up, K. No one here wants to hear it.

Anonymous said...

Thank you for what you did, dickweed.

Anonymous said...

Hello Douche and Toujours.

Original Punk J said...

Hallo Amy and, uh, Douche? Do I know you?

Hey TJ and BC! Is anyone else around? Hope I didn't miss anyone.

Anonymous said...

You talk about using people's pain as a weapon but you use it to bring attention to yourself, like you do everything else.

Anonymous said...

You're might want to get a bigger bottle of wine, Amyranth.

Anonymous said...

Hi J, I'm a dickweed for keeping it real.

toujours said...

hello j., hello hold on.

Anonymous said...

You talk about using people's pain as a weapon but you use it to bring attention to yourself, like you do everything else.

They ALL do that here, anon. If they didn't they would just talk about it on their own blogs.

Anonymous said...

I agree 10:43.

Anonymous said...

I agree, too.

Anonymous said...

As do I.

Original Punk J said...

Well, hello Dickweed! Wait, we've got 2 "Ds" in here? Too confusing. Can I call you, Douche, C3PO, and you, Dickweed, R2D2?

Anonymous said...

9 out of 10 anons agree...
* fades *
Oh nevermind, we don't count.

Anonymous said...

Hello dickweed.

Anonymous said...

Douche? Do I know you?


Maybe

Anonymous said...

"She just doesn't like the world and doesn't want to be in it.
"

Too bad you don't feel that way, K.

Anonymous said...

Hello 9 out of 10 anons.

toujours said...

we talk about our crap here because this is where we congregate with our friends. this is where we we can come and maybe find some kindness and compassion.

if all you see here is shallow display then you aren't reading very closely.

Anonymous said...

WMHD

Worlds Most Hated Douches

Anonymous said...

I'm dickweed and 10:43. I can't be blue with you.

I don't think she sees what she does. If you have a suicidal friend, help them. These ladies lost people they couldn't help. That's a guilty pain you never forget.

Original Punk J said...

Amy, how're things going after your "forced vacation"?

Amyranth said...

*shuffles upstairs from the cellar, with six bottles in arms*

Okay, so I have a Wolf Blass Merlot, A Hillside Estate Riesling, Barefoot Rose, a Blue Nun Gewerstraminner, Jackson-Triggs Sauvignon Blanc, and for those of you into a liquid form of self-flagellation, Baby Duck.

-A

Anonymous said...

Well K doesn't actually care about the sisters and their loss. She would say something just to make herself look good.

Anonymous said...

TJ no one's talking about you. Some people here are that shallow. You're too kind to see it.

9/10, I noticed that! Blue turn black pretty quick.

Anonymous said...

Do you think she is really going to go to medical school or ANY school? I doubt it. All talk to make it look like she cares about anything aside from herself.

Anonymous said...

National Suicide Hotlines USA


1-800-SUICIDE
1-800-273-TALK
1-800-799-4TTY (4889)

Anonymous said...

She probably hopes her friend does kill his or herself. Then Mayo would have to write a post for her.

Amyranth said...

Good point, Hold On.

Now, who wants what wine?

Say THAT after 3 glasses and I'll give you a prize!

Anonymous said...

Hey TJ

Anonymous said...

you anons are some cold motherfuckers. lol

Original Punk J said...

Amy, I think I need my own bottle. Do you have anything stronger than wine over there?

L would like some of the Merlot, BTW.

Anonymous said...

10:54 you are crossing a line. Your words are hurtful to anyone whose dealt with suicide.

Anonymous said...

Amyranth said...

Good point, Hold On.






VERY good point. If her friend is going to commit suicide, why are you here instead of getting her to call a help hotline. Oh but you're not suppose to keep it real, Amyranth. That makes you a dickweed.

Anonymous said...

Help for any suicidal person is just a click or a phonecall away.

Website

Amyranth said...

*rummages behind the bar*

Hmm... strong... Tequila?

*slides over a glass of Merlot*

toujours said...

hello bc.

i'm going to go get more coffee, and when i get back, if there could be something i could splash into it, i'd be grateful.

brb

Anonymous said...

There are no lines when it comes to K. That's just how most of us feel about her.

Anonymous said...

**steals bottle of wine**

Have a goodnite everybody.

Anonymous said...

you anons are some cold motherfuckers. lol



When it comes to her..... yes.

Original Punk J said...

Yeah, Amy, that'll do. Ta.

*passes L her glass*

You know, the idea of suicide is a terrible one. This poor woman does need to contact someone who has professional training in that area. It's not something to joke about. I hope she's alright in the long run.

Anonymous said...

Amyranth ♥ though.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

WMHD

Worlds Most Hated Douches

September 24, 2008 10:49 P

I do not approve of my name being used this way. I am a good douche. I clean away all the nasties.


I leave Mayo's fresh and clean

Anonymous said...

You know, the idea of suicide is a terrible one. This poor woman does need to contact someone who has professional training in that area. It's not something to joke about. I hope she's alright in the long run.



I for one hope that K is NOT talking to her. That will only make her want to kill herself more!

Anonymous said...

10:57 #2, I'm dickweed. Get it right. Obey her labels.

Amyranth said...

Goodnight Hold On!

*wonders which bottle was taken*

*pours J a shot of Tequila, with salt and lime on the side*

*rummages further for something to slip into Teej's coffee*

... That sounds dirty.

Anonymous said...

Hello dickweed

*giggles*

Anonymous said...

Talking to K could make anyone want to commit suicide. i hope she leaves her "friend" alone tbh.

Anonymous said...

*sets out tea for TJ*

I tried not to get any dickweed in it.

toujours said...

i'm back. thank you for the numbers and link, hold on. very good of you to post that information.

now:

*holds out coffee cup*

Anonymous said...

Maybe K could trade places with her "friend"...

Anonymous said...

Hold On Have put those links and numbers On K's blog?

Original Punk J said...

Goodnight Hold On, make sure you do that very thing. Enjoy your wine.

L says that's a fine glass of Merlot, Amy, but she needs another "just to make sure."

Douche, would you mind if we changed your name slightly? To, oh, Summer's Eve, or something like that? Every time someone uses the other word here, it's horribly derogatory. You seem nice, so you need a nicer name.

toujours said...

oh, thank you 11:04, but it's not a very tea kind of night for me.

i appreciate you keeping the dickweed out of it though.

Anonymous said...

Hi BC. *giggles louder*

Even the names she calls us are immature. *sigh*
Calling it like you see it seems to be reserved for K only. I say fuck that and face reality.

Anonymous said...

douche said...

Hold On Have put those links and numbers On K's blog?



Why? She isn't going to tell her "friend", she will sit back and wait for her "friend" to kill herself so that she will have a topic of conversation to demand Mayo's attention.

toujours said...

*nudges coffee cup toward amyranth hopefully*

good night, hold on.

Anonymous said...

I'm having a dickweed free cider night.

Anonymous said...

Goodnight hold on sweet dreams.

Lol douche.

Anonymous said...

Keep the pressure on, maybe we won't hear anymore "pomes" or her other bullshit

Anonymous said...

J I kinda of like it. But for you ... I will become Ultra cleansing.

Original Punk J said...

As always, I have my Tab. Also dickweed free. Hopefully.

Hmm, maybe dickweed is what makes it so damn good.

TJ, you want some of my tequila? Hits the spot.

toujours said...

cider would be good. i wish my folks didn't live in a dry county.

Anonymous said...

She never even bothers to update her blog or even answer anyone who writes on it.

Anonymous said...

Hmm, maybe dickweed is what makes it so damn good.



^________^


Maybe we need more "dickweeds" around here to make it better. Seeing that "dickweed" only calls it like they see it. And that is the truth.

Anonymous said...

Back in the day, you know before K ruled this blog, we used to be able to support each other. Even when we didn't like each other. We were decent and kind. I miss that. I miss you.

Anonymous said...

*winks, winks*

toujours said...

*holds out mug to j.*

yes, please. coffee & tequila, sans dickweed.

Anonymous said...

Honestly, when people come to this place and start making jokes about the potential suicide of another human being, I think the time has come to shut this place down.

Suicide is no laughing matter and it should never be taken lightly. It certainly is not a weapon to be wielded at someone you "hate" for petty and ridiculous reasons.

If you actually do more than skim these comments, Mayo, this is far worse than the plagiarism and sexual harrassment that resulted in your deletions in the past. You should put a stop to this. Now.

Original Punk J said...

Thank you, Summer. It sounds so much nicer: Ultra Cleansing. Or Summer, or Summer's Eve, or SEUC (which we could pronounce "suck" and give you another little thrill). :D

Anonymous said...

Shut up Kapunua. Everyone knows it is you.

Anonymous said...

Dickweed thanks the err...face thing there.

Everything is better with dickweed in it.

Anonymous said...

"Dickweed" should rule the blog.

Anonymous said...

*tosses the Night Crew some more shovels*

Keep on digging your grave, bitches.

And to think you lot are supposed to be the "real friends" around here. What a joke.

Do you really still wonder why SS and Mayo never come and talk you? Look at the mess you've created on this blog.

Family and "It's all about the love."

I call bullshit. Tell Mayo why you really hang around here because it sure as hell ain't for each other.

Amyranth said...

*pulls out a really dusty bottle of cognac, a bottle of Bailey's and a bottle of whiskey.*

So Teej, what will it be?

*pours another glass for L*

Anonymous said...

11:13, no one joked about suicide. The jokes are about K. Comparing thoughts of suicide to forced death by cancer is just ridiculous.

Anonymous said...

we used to be able to support each other. Even when we didn't like each other. We were decent and kind. I miss that. I miss you.



I remember how everyone would have fun together and if something went wrong they would stand by each other.


It doesn't matter who you think is responsible for the changes, what matters is that you try and bring it back to that time.

toujours said...

ok, so anyway, today i finally finished the fifth book in this massive fantasy series i've been reading (the kate elliot one). it took so long partially because the last few days or so we've been running around more, leaving me less time to read, but also because the damn thing was 900 pages long!

*sheesh*

all extremely good, though. when i closed the volume today, i just sat there for the longest time. all of a sudden i realized that what i was feeling was this intense desire to someday write a book as fully-realized as her's is.

i think i want to apprentice myself to her, but that might be considered "stalking" nowadays.

Anonymous said...

Because depression is obviously so frivilous and easy to overcome.

Amyranth said...

Do you really still wonder why SS and Mayo never come and talk you? Look at the mess you've created on this blog.

Family and "It's all about the love."

I call bullshit. Tell Mayo why you really hang around here because it sure as hell ain't for each other.


I've been coming for the fully stocked bar, myself.

Anyway, thanks for the shovel. I'll use to to dig a hole for all the tears I'm not going to cry over your butt-hurt.

And you're clearly more blind that I am if you can't see why we're really here.

Like really, really.

Free room and board, you see.

Also, grow some balls and sign in if you're gonna bitch us out.

toujours said...

i'll take a little of each amyranth, pleaseandthankyou. :)

Anonymous said...

11:17, if you really believe all that bullshit you just spouted, then you are even more fucked up than I realized.

Death is death, no matter how it comes.

Have you ever been close to someone who has committed suicide? Until you have, then I suggest you keep your mouth shut.

Anonymous said...

Tell them Amy! ♥

Amyranth said...

Teej, what is the name of the fantasy series? I'm a Pratchett type of Fantasy reader, would I like it?

Anonymous said...

Have you ever been close to someone who has committed suicide? Until you have, then I suggest you keep your mouth shut.



Has K? Probably not, so keep YOUR mouth shut!

Anonymous said...

Also, grow some balls and sign in if you're gonna bitch us out.



Do you want the other anons to grow some balls and sign in, too?

Carrie said...

Dudes, seriously?

Anonymous said...

Did someone strike a nerve, Amyranth?

Why do you call that anon out but not any of the others?

Amyranth said...

Teej, you rowdy lassie!!

*pours out a bit of coffee, and an ounce of each in her mug*

Anonymous said...

The truth is better than pages and pages of shitty poems and "pomes" and endless links about science and politics and "look at me Mayo" bullSHIT. This is calling it like we see it.

Carrie said...

And no, I wasn't an anon, I just caught up and I'm kinda horrified.

toujours said...

amyranth, it's called the crown of stars, the first book is king's dragon. they are very very good books, but they're extremely dense, with a complicated plot.

i highly recommend them to everyone, but they are vastly different from pratchett's books.

but you should still read them! do it! do it! :)

Anonymous said...

Dickweed doesn't want to rule the blog. A small woodland village would be ok though.

As requested:

To the blog of Mayo,
These people are not my family. I don't come here for your blog posts. Sorry but you lost me ages ago. The words started to look lip synched. I'm not part of the night crew or day crew, far as I know. SS and Mayo never spoke to me. I never spoke to them either. I try to speak to the people I like here but sometimes I can't hear them through the banshee-like cries for attention from someone else. That pisses me off and I dared say it. I don't care enough to "hate" K. Honest enough?

Anonymous said...

Lol about Toujour who is happy as long as no one is picking on Mayo. :-D

Anonymous said...

Because drinking from the virtual bar is so much more interesting and thought provoking.

This is hilarious.

Come on, Night Crew. Give it up. Tell Mayo why you're really here.

Amyranth said...

Well, very few people demand that Mayo shut down the blog. I don't, because I don't believe it's fair to demand Mayo do anything in his own house. If he hasn't done it yet, why start now?

That's what struck a nerve.

toujours said...

thankee amyranth! *sips from mug*

*goes instantly a little woozy*

perfect!



hi there carrie. :)

Original Punk J said...

Nine hundred pages? Dear Heaven, that's insane. It's like the DeMille pnderous tome I finished not long ago: seven hundred some-odd pages. Doesn't sound like Ms Eliot NEEDED to write a series, she could've put it all in that one book!

Right now I'm reading the first of three (maybe more now) books by a Rick Riorden. They sounded pretty good from the back covers, and yeah, number 1 is, so far. The main character, a guy called Tres (for "III"), has a cat named Robert Johnson. O_o

Anonymous said...

I'm not PART of the night crew but I respect them because they are honest.

Anonymous said...

Hi Carrie. They'll protect you, don't worry.

Anonymous said...

And Dickweed obviously doesn't realize this is a blog on the internet and there is a convenient little scroll button.

Kind of like the Staples commercials. Press the EASY button. Scroll away, Dickweed. Right past anyone or anything you don't wish to read.

Carrie said...

I mean, I understand the concept of entropy and all, but I guess I've just never seen it in action. It's just kinda...sad. Way far from what it was. I know it's been a long time and it's all make believe and such, but still? Yeah, I got nothing.

Anonymous said...

maybe because the other anons aren't giving Amyranth a shovel and telling her to dig her own grave.
yes, i can see you are so sensitive about death.

Amyranth said...

Come on, Anonymous. Give it up. Tell Mayo why you're really here.

Anonymous said...

This probably means nothing. But Kapu, for what it is worth, I hope your friend makes it out ok. Suicide threats should always be taken seriously. I hope she can overcome her depression. It is a disease. I battle depression myself and its a scary disease. It might not be cancer but it can make you want to end your life. The pain can be bad. I hope she can pull through.

Anonymous said...

Dickweed may I ask how long you've been around? That reply was honest enough for me!

Original Punk J said...

Heya Carrie, how you doing?

Carrie said...

Wait, who is gonna protect me? I can't remember if I'm evil or if I'm good. Last time, I checked, I was just me and stuff.

Amyranth said...

Anonymous said...

I'm not PART of the night crew but I respect them because they are honest.


You don't have to be a "part" of anything. Maybe partly odd to hang out at night with us. :)

Anonymous said...

How stupid are you? I can't scroll past something I don't want to read unless I read it to see what it is. *shakes head*

Carrie said...

Hey J, I'm okay. How's your bunny?

Anonymous said...

The truth about things may be harsh but it is better than a bunch of shit poems and quotes. No one cares about Peter Pan except children. Why didn't K outgrow it? Hmmm. And no one cares about shit poetry unless she is trying to get Mayo to respond to her.
It's all bullshit. This is truth. The truth is always better and more interesting.

toujours said...

j., it gets worse. the last two volumes took her two years to write, and were originally intended to be the last volume. she said she just concentrated on the characters and writing the ending that was appropriate for them, but then realized that a 430,000 word manuscript was a bit too unweildy to bind as a single volume, so she divided it.

i so admire her. :D

what is the riorden series like?



and what is everyone else reading? you anons, as well! i like hearing about new books.

Anonymous said...

Dickweed,

*sigh*

You should know which people you don't want to read.

Did you get here by riding the short bus?

Or do you read it just so you can pick it apart and bitch about it later.

Anonymous said...

I am here because I heard someone was hurt. I wanted to make sure they hadn't broken down.

Amyranth said...

J, did you print off that recipe for L yet? I have another one that I think you'll both really like.

-A

Carrie said...

Wah!!! I want to look for clone machines in Mayo's basement with Paperheart!!!

Anonymous said...

"
and what is everyone else reading? you anons, as well! i like hearing about new books."


Thanks for including us TJ! Just because we call bull shit doesn't make us less of people. I am reading Twilight.

Anonymous said...

i am sorry. i have made a mistake. you didn't just tell amyranth to dig her own grave. you told all the night crew bitches to dig there own graves.
can i have the names of the night crew bitches to engrave their headstones? i'm sure they'll tell satan you sent them.

Carrie said...

I am also reading the Twilight series, damn marketing.

Anonymous said...

11:31 depends on what you mean by the question. I've been around for decades. I started reading this blog the end of last September. I'm pretty sure I started leaving comments in mid October. I got here a few minutes before I left my first comment tonight. Good?

Anonymous said...

"Dig your own grave" means to get yourself deep into shit so that you can't get out. It's not literal. Just statin.

Carrie said...

OMG it's a blog peeples! Words! Screen! No hurty in real life!

Amyranth said...

i'm sure they'll tell satan you sent them.

*waves her hand*

He prefers to be called "Dad".

Anonymous said...

Looks like most cunts are gone.

toujours said...

i haven't read that series, 11:35, though i have a bunch of lj friends who have, and they talk about it. :)

have you ever read any charles de lint? he has this one book, called the blue girl that was very good, about a teenager coming to terms with her fae heritage, if i remember correctly. i read it awhile ago, though.

Amyranth said...

Anon with Twilight, how far have you gotten?

Carrie, is that like Gho$t? How is he doing?

-A

Carrie said...

Amy, you make me LOL.

Anonymous said...

I love you Amy. You hate who you hate and you aren't afraid to just say it.

Amyranth said...

I wouldn't call it hate. I hate onions though.

Man, if onions ever posted here, the trouble I'd have!

Anonymous said...

"i haven't read that series, 11:35, though i have a bunch of lj friends who have, and they talk about it. :)"


It is a great series TJ.

See? We can be friends even if we disagree. We can both like the same book

toujours said...

I am also reading the Twilight series, damn marketing.

lol carrie. :)

i hope you're enjoying it at least?

Carrie said...

Gho$t is da bomb, but still living up to that name, he has an appointment next month to lose claws and balls, and it's bigtime moneys.

Anonymous said...

Ok you want me to ignore certain people. I get that. Too bad my eyes catch words next to those names that force me to speak out. Sigh again though because that was cool.
The short bus line says a lot about you too.

Original Punk J said...

I'm ok, Carrie. Logan's still sneezing, but he now likes to try to fake L out about his "need" for Benadryl. He'll be in his cage, doing nothing, and she'll walk past him. Then he starts sneezing. She says, "You've already had your medicine." He looks at her like, Really? And then promptly stops sneezing. :D

Diva Bunny!

Carrie said...

I am, TJ, I am. I don't think her writing is the bestiest best, but I keep reading because I want to know what happens next!!!!

Carrie said...

Ha, drug seeking bunny.

toujours said...

well, i haven't read it yet, 11:39, but i agree with the being friends even if you disagree on certain things.

my best friend in college and i had mutually-agreed upon topics that we didn't discuss, unless we were in the most for a wrangle. she was very political, and i've always been healy-feely.

books are always a good starting point, no matter what.

Carrie said...

If you guys hang around until midnight my time, you can see a really unfortunate pic of me from the 80's.

Anonymous said...

Keep the pressure on. Amyranth, keep speaking out.

Amyranth said...

Carrie said...

Gho$t is da bomb, but still living up to that name, he has an appointment next month to lose claws and balls, and it's bigtime moneys.

Free Cat, my ass!!

*giggles*

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