Friday, September 12, 2008

Echolocation

It was written from another’s perspective. A recollection of a conversation turned first person. Expensive, anti-climactic words ringing in my ears with an unrelenting need to, once again, find voice. In reverse, they became a bit of guilt unfurled to reveal how my selfish needs superseded best interest. Recall that I held on too long, to that room, to that moment.

“Just say it, say it already”

“I don’t.”

As painful as it may have been to hear it rephrased in that manner, I never meant to be cruel. And now, when the melody of the moment presents itself, I am reminded to never again make that mistake. Although ironically, it was only after repeated cost that it became my lesson. I hope it has become yours, as well.


p.s. volumes like breadcrumbs lead back.

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Anonymous said...

Mayo's got bologna tits

Anonymous said...

Mayo doesn't scare me.

Anonymous said...

Mayo's got a cute face and a dough boy waist.

Anonymous said...

Mayo's got a nice grilled cheese ass.

Anonymous said...

I guess someone here knows what Mayo looks like.

Anonymous said...

Mayo has black messy hair, hazel eyes and a filthy wife that doesn't shower for six days at a time.

Anonymous said...

click

Anonymous said...

Here's a link I got from AP.net.

It's news video out of Columbia that discusses the plane crash on Friday night. The audio is pretty heartwrenching, so just a forewarning.


Video

Anonymous said...

4:50

thanks for making me vomit

Smoke said...

That is awful, Mustard. Just awful. :(

Smoke said...

And can I just say that I miss Jules and Fimmy? I wanna go back to Disney! :(

Anonymous said...

4:50

That's nothing extraordinary, they appear very much a couple.

sdock10 said...

Me too, Smoke, I also miss Jules and Fimmy.


And Mayo, where the beef are you, dude?

sdock10 said...

SS,

I heard this song on my afternoon drive home from work and it made me think of you.

Love Can Build A Bridge

I'd gladly walk across the desert
With no shoes upon my feet
To share with you the last bite
Of bread I had to eat
I would swim out to save you
In your sea of broken dreams
When all your hopes are sinkin
Let me show you what love means


Love can build a bridge
Between your heart and mine
Love can build a bridge
Dont you think its time?
Dont you think its time?

I would whisper love so loudly
Every heart could understand
That love and only love
Can join the tribes of man
I would give my hearts desire
So that you might see
The first step is to realize
That it all begins with you and me

When we stand together
Its our finest hour
We can do anything, anything
Keep believin in the power

Love and only love
Love and only love



You shoulda heard me singin it! I rocked it!

Anonymous said...

*sighs* I hope you one day find whatever it is you are seeking.

Anonymous said...

Remember to get enough sleep and look after yourself.

Anonymous said...

*snickers at Solly*

Anonymous said...

Well, that is better than "Mama, He's Crazy"!

Hee-hee.

Anonymous said...

Hey, guys!

sdock10 said...

Hi Mustard,

Smoke and I are going to walk about. We'll be back in about 30.

Party in Mayo's blog?

You in?

Anonymous said...

Why the hell not!

I'll bring some party poppers or something of the noisy sort.

Have fun!

Anonymous said...

Religious lady keeps her miscarried baby

Pics are.....vomit inducing.

More than ugly straight people hugging.

Anonymous said...

Wow, now, that is something you don't see every day.

Anonymous said...

Oh man that last one with that hat. Uhg that's sick.

Anonymous said...

Yeah, the hat was the crossing of lines, too.

sdock10 said...

Well, I'm speechless.

But, I guess, ya know, whatever..

Anonymous said...

Hey guys! Well, I am home, with groceries and happy dogs. ^_^ It's so good to be here, with the wet, cool, sea-salty air, crickets and treefrogs singing. the high grass, and driving with the seatbelt over my left shoulder. ^_^

Solly, Smoke and FImmy, I miss you guys. Thank you so much for hanging out with me. :D

Mayo, where the beef are you?

Anonymous said...

I'm going in the shower, so I'll be back on later. :)

sdock10 said...

Jules,

I miss you too! I'm glad you are home! I'll be pink bubbling Mummy, Daddy, and Granny K too!

Smoke said...

Yay! I'm glad you're home safe and sound!

PINK BUBBLE FOR MUMMY K, DADDY K, and GRANNY K!

I almost typed PUNK bubble. O_o

Anonymous said...

no, i dont.

sdock10 said...

Has Ashlee Simpson gone into labor? For some reason, I have nothing but Ashlee Simpson songs on the brain.

Weird.

Anonymous said...

Thanks, guys! I am pink bubbling them, too. :D

Right now I am in my stripey fall pajamas and I've put on some tea. Niiiiice!

Anonymous said...

Ashlee Simpson might want to sleep with one eye open. Husband Pete Wentz has revealed he once tried to burn down the house after taking medication that made him hallucinate. Pete tells Playboy magazine he has to carefully balance meds for his anxiety, insomnia and ADD.

sdock10 said...

Jules,

Go ahead and mark it down on your calendar, when TBS starts to tour again, we are so gonna meet up in the middle somewheres! Or we might just fly to your house and hang with you.

Anonymous said...

Solly, that would rule above all else. :D And this time, Splash has to come, and LucyBean too.

Anonymous said...

And whoever the hell else wants to. PARTY AT MY HOUSE!

sdock10 said...

Yeah, I already said that were gonna pool our money for Lucy Bean to come here!

It would be made of win and all things awesome.

sdock10 said...

Mussssssstarrrrrrrd!

Splaaaaaaaaaaaaash!

Passsssssssssssssh!

Smoke said...

YES!!!!!!!!

That would be sooo much fun.

Anonymous said...

Where is Amyranth and MissTottenham?
:-(

Anonymous said...

Mayo, this was Fimmy's idea, and it is for you. Heehee. She was like, "You know how you've posted that picture of the Chinese girl and the lollipop?"

So there ya go, Mayo!

Smoke said...

Niiice! :)

sdock10 said...

AIM?

Anonymous said...

New TUA article

Anonymous said...

:D Princess, I gots a pic for you, too, but I can't upload it yet because my stupid cord is still in transit.


MAYO!

POST, BITCH!

^_^

Anonymous said...

Sure thing, Solly. Lemme just pour my tea and I'll be right on. :)

sdock10 said...

Anon,

The linkie doesn't work!

Help a sistah out!!!

Anonymous said...

Where is Entropy, Martha Jones and Kassieopia?
:-(

Anonymous said...

New TUA article again :)

Anonymous said...

Maybe if we start a chant Mayo will hear us.

POST!
POST!
POST!

Anonymous said...

Maybe if we hit him with a phone book!

Smoke said...

I was thinking about Kass this morning. I miss her comments. They always made me laugh out loud. :(

Smoke said...

Damn it!

:(

Smoke said...

MAYO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sdock10 said...

Bwah! Your sad got mucked up!

sdock10 said...

Uh, Mayo? What ya doin?


Anon,

Thanks so much for TUA linkie!

Smoke said...

Mayo is washing my car right now.

sdock10 said...

Mayo is going to the fridge and retrieving my yogurts!

Anonymous said...

Mayo just made me my tea. It's too hot. Blow on it, Mayo!

Smoke said...

Nuh-uh. Mayo is fixing me a hot bath and baking me some cookies.

Cuz he wubs me.

sdock10 said...

He doesn't wub you enuff to fix your blogger name!

BWAH!

Anonymous said...

Mayo is drinking sake at a little table outside of the castle.

Smoke said...

*sticks tongue out at Solly*

And guess what?

Mayo is sticking his tongue out at you, too.

Ha.

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

Don't drink all the sake!

Smoke said...

SAKE!

Pour me some, Mayo! You little botch!

Anonymous said...

Is it sweet sake, like what we had? ('Cause that was kinda icky.) Or is it regular dry sake? Because that's kinda nasty, too.

Mayo, don't drink sake. Instead, drink plum wine. That is niiiiiiice.

Smoke said...

I can still taste that stuff. It tasted like flowers. :)

And I can still smell the jasmine.

Awwww.

sdock10 said...

I thought our sake was pretty good after the first couple tastes.

Smoke said...

Actually, I think Mayo is now drinking him a thug passion.

He is hip like dat.

sdock10 said...

JASMINE! Yessssss! And ice cream!

sdock10 said...

Smoke,

Is he drinking from a jewel encrusted goblet?

Anonymous said...

That sake left me feeling a little ill, TBH.

Anonymous said...

Oh, so it's crunk sake then!

Smoke said...

Oh, you know it. I'm a little jealous of the goblet. It's quite blingy.

sdock10 said...

Where the beef is Mustard?

and Fimmy?

Anonymous said...

*run's through Mayo's wearing a Mary Poppins outfit*

*sends love*
*sends screaming babies*
*sends a turkey leg*
*sends a pretzel*

Smoke said...

I dunno! :(

I'm going to take a shower. Be back in a bit!

Anonymous said...

Where is Emerald, Carrie and Katherine Drier?

Smoke said...

Bwahahaha.

Beautifuk. ^_^

Smoke said...

Where the hell is PPU?

Where the hell is Sister Midnite?

I miss my Co-Captain.

Grr.

Be back in a bit.

resurrected wreck said...

Hi :)

Anonymous said...

Where is Soul Connector and Magic Pie?

sdock10 said...

Yeah, I miss PPU, Sister Midnite, Katherine, Star, Jennicula, Lucy Bean, Fimble, Anima, Paperheartxx.

Anonymous said...

BEAUTIFUK MARY POPPINS!

:D

Hey RW!

sdock10 said...

Oh, it's my Beautifuk!

Anonymous said...

For that matter, where are Mayo and S(S)S? Dayam.

Anonymous said...

Where is Capture this Void and Guardian Angel?

Anonymous said...

Fimmy, get your beautifuk ass on AIM!

Anonymous said...

Where are Mya, Bikey and Andrea?

sdock10 said...

AIM, Smoke and Beautifuk!

sdock10 said...

AIM, anyone and ALL?

Anonymous said...

Ashlee Simpson might want to sleep with one eye open. Husband Pete Wentz has revealed he once tried to burn down the house after taking medication that made him hallucinate. Pete tells Playboy magazine he has to carefully balance meds for his anxiety, insomnia and ADD.


He also tried to kill himself by ovedosing in a Best Buy parking lot.

Anonymous said...

Sorry, I was stuck in YouTube's super beautifuk black hole.

Anonymous said...

It's just Solly and I right now and we are ruling this bitch.

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, K! :)

Hi Solly, S&V, and Anonymous! :)

Anonymous said...

sighs

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, Mustard! :)

*tackles*

Anonymous said...

Best Buy is pretty awesome. Just saying.

Anonymous said...

I will be overdosing in the Best Buy parking lot a week from tomorrow. Overdosing on IRON MAN which comes out on the 30th!

Anonymous said...

Where is Mayonaise?
Where is SsS?

Anonymous said...

*tackles RW back with faux fall leaves*

Anonymous said...

Yes, where are they?

CHAPTER FIIIIVE!

sdock10 said...

Chapter Five is where it all comes together.

resurrected wreck said...

Yay, leaves!!

I love the fall ^_^

Anonymous said...

Mayo, you have to read chapter five. The love of my life read chapter five and it was my favorite chapter.

Oh! I didn't tell you that I got married while I was down in Florida, did I? That's right, I did! I only knew him for a few seconds, but, dude. Chapter five.

sdock10 said...

Chapter Five, FTW!

Anonymous said...

Yes, Mayo. Chapter five. You read it and you're like, "Oh! I get it now!" It's amazing.

sdock10 said...

RW!!!!!!!!!

Whatchoo doin?

Anonymous said...

Mary Poppins, get your beautifuk ass back here and drink your goddamn tea!

sdock10 said...

*rereads Chapter 5*

resurrected wreck said...

Solly, I iz eatin' macaroni and slices of aged cheddar cheese.

Whatchoo doin'?

sdock10 said...

Eatin yogurt. I had to go get it myself. I got tired of waiting on Mayo.

resurrected wreck said...

I had to make my own macaroni. I got home late from work & Mayo hadn't put supper on :/

Smoke said...

I iz back!

Anonymous said...

Mayo's obviously slacking the hell off, huh? Bad, bad, bad.

sdock10 said...

Mayo needs to tighten his ass up. Do a little something.

And I say that with lurrrve.

Anonymous said...

Bad Mayo! Bad, bad!

Anonymous said...

don't read chapter 11, Mayonaise. it will break you.

Anonymous said...

LOL! You guys took that in an entirely different direction!

Anonymous said...

ANd boycott Chapter 27!

Smoke said...

O_o

resurrected wreck said...

Welcome back, S&V :) Where didju go?

By the way, on the way home tonight I gotchoo this.

Smoke said...

You iz so sweet! I was taking a shower. Mayo got it all nice and hot for me.

But he wasn't in there with me.

Uh, nevermind.

O_O

sdock10 said...

Chapters 5, 8, 13, 17, 22, and 30.

Anonymous said...

What's that, SPlash, you mean us beating on Mayo? Well someone has to! Besides, it's a long time since I hit him with a phone book. It's been all lollipops and poetry and sake, stuff like that. Now it's phone book time again!

Smoke said...

Don't forget 7.

Or did someone already say that?

sdock10 said...

Oh wait, those might be lotto numbers.

Smoke said...

Niiice!

Now wouldn't that be some freaky shit?

Like the LOST numbers.

resurrected wreck said...

You iz so sweet! I was taking a shower. Mayo got it all nice and hot for me.

But he wasn't in there with me.


O_o

sdock10 said...

STFU, Smoke. That would be too damn weird.

resurrected wreck said...

Also, i got everybody these.

Anonymous said...

Princess: O_o


^_~

Smoke said...

Ohhh! I want the pretty pink one with all the sprinkles and the white drizzle! OOOOHHHH!!!!

Anonymous said...

Yummy, RW! :)

Anonymous said...

*dies from RW's gift*

Oh mah God, I could eat them all in one sitting right now.

They're so pretty though!

Anonymous said...

...Umbrella Academy will continue to address everything but the obvious.

Love that. Absolutely fucking love that. Thanks for the link 7:44.

Smoke said...

I bet Mayo is going, "OMG! OMG! STFU PRINCESS! YOU ARE GOING TO DIE!"

You wub me Mayo! You know you do!

Now go get me one of those apples from RW. :)

resurrected wreck said...

I like the one with the gummy bears round the top!

sdock10 said...

Them is purdy, RW! I can't choose!

Anonymous said...

STFU, Mayo.

El oh el, I'm just playin' witchoo son.

Anonymous said...

Mayo, will you pipe down? Srsly.

Buwhahahaha.

Smoke said...

Mayo,

Shut up.

resurrected wreck said...

K, this one's for you.

It's dipped in Nutella.

sdock10 said...

Mayo, shhhhhh.

Use your indoor voice.

Smoke said...

Oh damn! That's the mother of all candy apples.

O_O

Anonymous said...

RW: I came. Oh man, that's a mouthgasm for sure.

Anonymous said...

don't listen to smoke. i would try to avoid chapter 7. messy.

Smoke said...

I HATE EFFIN' HOME KEYS.

>_<

sdock10 said...

I'm about to nom nom nom my computer screen.

anima said...

*sneaks in*

*sprinkles everyone with hugs and kisses*

So many links to click!

What's this with Chapter 5? Is confused.

P.S. Blogger is being a little bitch. :(

Smoke said...

A mouthgasm.

Huh.

Muwahaha.

Anonymous said...

I definitely want some chocolate or somet right now.

Mayo, don't forget, I gotchoo dat lollipop. SUCK IT. ^___^

resurrected wreck said...

RW: I came

O_O

Smoke said...

ANIMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How are you? I have missed you soooo much!

Anonymous said...

Anima! You're here!

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, Anima! :D

Help yourself to a candy apple!

Anonymous said...

ANIMAAAAA! Hey lady!

Am I the only one not having problems with Blogger?

Anonymous said...

How are things with you and yours, Anima?

sdock10 said...

*tackles Anima to the ground and rubs leaves in her hair*

anima said...

RW, those desserts are insane!

Smoke said...

Now I have Lolli Lolli stuck in my head.

Anonymous said...

Okay, now Blogger is messing. Youknow what it looks like? It looks like it's loading on my crackberry, with the exception that I can see the words in the comment screen.

The screen you guys are all seeing is tailored for portable machines.

But, why is it doing that?

sdock10 said...

Lolli Lolli makes me miss PPU.

Ghetto fabulous.

resurrected wreck said...

I desperately want a caramel apple!

There's a Rocky Mountain Chocolate Factory store on my way home, and they make some nice ones, but I left work late today so they were closed by the time I went by >_<

anima said...

Oh man, I love you guys!

Solly, the leaves feel awesome, just sayin'!

Fall is seriously the best. Except the 29 bags of leaves I had to bag up last year. With the good comes the bad!

Anonymous said...

I don't know what's going on, but it's doing weird shit.

Smoke said...

See? It's being a bitch. >_<

Awww, PPU.

*sings Lolli Lolli for PPU*

:(

Anonymous said...

Anima, were your ears burning on Friday? Because we were talking about you when we all got together. We were like, "Have you seen her MySpace? She's so beautiful!"

Anonymous said...

Blogger is playing with itself.

Usually when it goes screwy like this it means that they are changing something.

sdock10 said...

Actually, I said, "she's hawwwht!"

Smoke said...

Mayo is fixing my name. Ain't you Mayo?

anima said...

Kapunua, other than missing you guys, I am doing pretty darn good. Although, I need to be working right now! Feeling like slacking a bit...I'm giving myself until 8:30then I gotta get back to paperwork.

Anonymous said...

That's right, that is exactly what you said!

And you made me LOL so hard the way you said "Beautifuk." With such oomph!

resurrected wreck said...

They changed something in the profiles section. They now have a Team Members section, even if you're the only contributer/owner of the blog.

Anonymous said...

Paperwork blows, Anima. Burn that crap.

Anonymous said...

Team members? WTF?

anima said...

Awww, I'm seriously blushing....

Anonymous said...

Oh man, that's a lame first comment.

Anonymous said...

I hope they are finished messing around inside the innards of Blogger, 'cause whoa! This is annoying.

resurrected wreck said...

Go check it out, K. even Mayo's got it.

Smoke said...

Oh! A bonfire! We need to have a big bonfire!

Come on Mayo! Peez?!?!?! You know you wanna!

elena said...

Hey everyone

Anima is that really you?

Anonymous said...

"Innards" looks funny all typed out. Just statin'.

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, Elena! :D

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

Did Blogger clear this with you before they started mucking about?

Anonymous said...

Huh, willya lookit that. Mayo, can we be on your team? Will you pick me last?

Hi Elena!

Smoke said...

Well that just looks weird. O_o

I'z can be a team member, Mayo. Muwahaha.

resurrected wreck said...

Mayo, this would be lovely ^_^

anima said...

Team members?! Gotta go check that shit out.



Mustard, I do agree..."Innards" looks way strange! I don't think I've ever typed that word before.

Elena, yes it is me!!

elena said...

Hey RW

How's it going?

Smoke said...

Hi Elena! How'z you?

Anonymous said...

POP

:)

Smoke said...

That is pretty, RW! I love that!

I'm a bit of a pyro. O_o

resurrected wreck said...

Or this one.

It looks like there's a genie in it!

sdock10 said...

Mayo is gonna get us back for not letting him be on the kickball team, 'member?

Hi Elena!

resurrected wreck said...

Lollipops!! ^_^

resurrected wreck said...

I'm pretty good, thanks, Elena :) Long day at work, but that's okay.

How are you today?

Anonymous said...

Well, Mayo never put in a Gokart track, so we're all Even Steven.

elena said...

Hey K, Smoke and Sdock

K - I just sent you a note.


Anima how are my dogs? I miss them.

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