It was written from another’s perspective. A recollection of a conversation turned first person. Expensive, anti-climactic words ringing in my ears with an unrelenting need to, once again, find voice. In reverse, they became a bit of guilt unfurled to reveal how my selfish needs superseded best interest. Recall that I held on too long, to that room, to that moment.
“Just say it, say it already”
“I don’t.”
As painful as it may have been to hear it rephrased in that manner, I never meant to be cruel. And now, when the melody of the moment presents itself, I am reminded to never again make that mistake. Although ironically, it was only after repeated cost that it became my lesson. I hope it has become yours, as well.
p.s. volumes like breadcrumbs lead back.
Friday, September 12, 2008
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«Oldest ‹Older 4201 – 4400 of 5657 Newer› Newest»Mayo's got bologna tits
Mayo doesn't scare me.
Mayo's got a cute face and a dough boy waist.
Mayo's got a nice grilled cheese ass.
I guess someone here knows what Mayo looks like.
Mayo has black messy hair, hazel eyes and a filthy wife that doesn't shower for six days at a time.
click
Here's a link I got from AP.net.
It's news video out of Columbia that discusses the plane crash on Friday night. The audio is pretty heartwrenching, so just a forewarning.
Video
4:50
thanks for making me vomit
That is awful, Mustard. Just awful. :(
And can I just say that I miss Jules and Fimmy? I wanna go back to Disney! :(
4:50
That's nothing extraordinary, they appear very much a couple.
Me too, Smoke, I also miss Jules and Fimmy.
And Mayo, where the beef are you, dude?
SS,
I heard this song on my afternoon drive home from work and it made me think of you.
Love Can Build A Bridge
I'd gladly walk across the desert
With no shoes upon my feet
To share with you the last bite
Of bread I had to eat
I would swim out to save you
In your sea of broken dreams
When all your hopes are sinkin
Let me show you what love means
Love can build a bridge
Between your heart and mine
Love can build a bridge
Dont you think its time?
Dont you think its time?
I would whisper love so loudly
Every heart could understand
That love and only love
Can join the tribes of man
I would give my hearts desire
So that you might see
The first step is to realize
That it all begins with you and me
When we stand together
Its our finest hour
We can do anything, anything
Keep believin in the power
Love and only love
Love and only love
You shoulda heard me singin it! I rocked it!
*sighs* I hope you one day find whatever it is you are seeking.
Remember to get enough sleep and look after yourself.
*snickers at Solly*
Well, that is better than "Mama, He's Crazy"!
Hee-hee.
Hey, guys!
Hi Mustard,
Smoke and I are going to walk about. We'll be back in about 30.
Party in Mayo's blog?
You in?
Why the hell not!
I'll bring some party poppers or something of the noisy sort.
Have fun!
Religious lady keeps her miscarried baby
Pics are.....vomit inducing.
More than ugly straight people hugging.
Wow, now, that is something you don't see every day.
Oh man that last one with that hat. Uhg that's sick.
Yeah, the hat was the crossing of lines, too.
Well, I'm speechless.
But, I guess, ya know, whatever..
Hey guys! Well, I am home, with groceries and happy dogs. ^_^ It's so good to be here, with the wet, cool, sea-salty air, crickets and treefrogs singing. the high grass, and driving with the seatbelt over my left shoulder. ^_^
Solly, Smoke and FImmy, I miss you guys. Thank you so much for hanging out with me. :D
Mayo, where the beef are you?
I'm going in the shower, so I'll be back on later. :)
Jules,
I miss you too! I'm glad you are home! I'll be pink bubbling Mummy, Daddy, and Granny K too!
Yay! I'm glad you're home safe and sound!
PINK BUBBLE FOR MUMMY K, DADDY K, and GRANNY K!
I almost typed PUNK bubble. O_o
no, i dont.
Has Ashlee Simpson gone into labor? For some reason, I have nothing but Ashlee Simpson songs on the brain.
Weird.
Thanks, guys! I am pink bubbling them, too. :D
Right now I am in my stripey fall pajamas and I've put on some tea. Niiiiice!
Ashlee Simpson might want to sleep with one eye open. Husband Pete Wentz has revealed he once tried to burn down the house after taking medication that made him hallucinate. Pete tells Playboy magazine he has to carefully balance meds for his anxiety, insomnia and ADD.
Jules,
Go ahead and mark it down on your calendar, when TBS starts to tour again, we are so gonna meet up in the middle somewheres! Or we might just fly to your house and hang with you.
Solly, that would rule above all else. :D And this time, Splash has to come, and LucyBean too.
And whoever the hell else wants to. PARTY AT MY HOUSE!
Yeah, I already said that were gonna pool our money for Lucy Bean to come here!
It would be made of win and all things awesome.
Mussssssstarrrrrrrd!
Splaaaaaaaaaaaaash!
Passsssssssssssssh!
YES!!!!!!!!
That would be sooo much fun.
Where is Amyranth and MissTottenham?
:-(
Mayo, this was Fimmy's idea, and it is for you. Heehee. She was like, "You know how you've posted that picture of the Chinese girl and the lollipop?"
So there ya go, Mayo!
Niiice! :)
AIM?
New TUA article
:D Princess, I gots a pic for you, too, but I can't upload it yet because my stupid cord is still in transit.
MAYO!
POST, BITCH!
^_^
Sure thing, Solly. Lemme just pour my tea and I'll be right on. :)
Anon,
The linkie doesn't work!
Help a sistah out!!!
Where is Entropy, Martha Jones and Kassieopia?
:-(
New TUA article again :)
Maybe if we start a chant Mayo will hear us.
POST!
POST!
POST!
Maybe if we hit him with a phone book!
I was thinking about Kass this morning. I miss her comments. They always made me laugh out loud. :(
Damn it!
:(
MAYO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bwah! Your sad got mucked up!
Uh, Mayo? What ya doin?
Anon,
Thanks so much for TUA linkie!
Mayo is washing my car right now.
Mayo is going to the fridge and retrieving my yogurts!
Mayo just made me my tea. It's too hot. Blow on it, Mayo!
Nuh-uh. Mayo is fixing me a hot bath and baking me some cookies.
Cuz he wubs me.
He doesn't wub you enuff to fix your blogger name!
BWAH!
Mayo is drinking sake at a little table outside of the castle.
*sticks tongue out at Solly*
And guess what?
Mayo is sticking his tongue out at you, too.
Ha.
Mayo,
Don't drink all the sake!
SAKE!
Pour me some, Mayo! You little botch!
Is it sweet sake, like what we had? ('Cause that was kinda icky.) Or is it regular dry sake? Because that's kinda nasty, too.
Mayo, don't drink sake. Instead, drink plum wine. That is niiiiiiice.
I can still taste that stuff. It tasted like flowers. :)
And I can still smell the jasmine.
Awwww.
I thought our sake was pretty good after the first couple tastes.
Actually, I think Mayo is now drinking him a thug passion.
He is hip like dat.
JASMINE! Yessssss! And ice cream!
Smoke,
Is he drinking from a jewel encrusted goblet?
That sake left me feeling a little ill, TBH.
Oh, so it's crunk sake then!
Oh, you know it. I'm a little jealous of the goblet. It's quite blingy.
Where the beef is Mustard?
and Fimmy?
*run's through Mayo's wearing a Mary Poppins outfit*
*sends love*
*sends screaming babies*
*sends a turkey leg*
*sends a pretzel*
I dunno! :(
I'm going to take a shower. Be back in a bit!
Where is Emerald, Carrie and Katherine Drier?
Bwahahaha.
Beautifuk. ^_^
Where the hell is PPU?
Where the hell is Sister Midnite?
I miss my Co-Captain.
Grr.
Be back in a bit.
Hi :)
Where is Soul Connector and Magic Pie?
Yeah, I miss PPU, Sister Midnite, Katherine, Star, Jennicula, Lucy Bean, Fimble, Anima, Paperheartxx.
BEAUTIFUK MARY POPPINS!
:D
Hey RW!
Oh, it's my Beautifuk!
For that matter, where are Mayo and S(S)S? Dayam.
Where is Capture this Void and Guardian Angel?
Fimmy, get your beautifuk ass on AIM!
Where are Mya, Bikey and Andrea?
AIM, Smoke and Beautifuk!
AIM, anyone and ALL?
Ashlee Simpson might want to sleep with one eye open. Husband Pete Wentz has revealed he once tried to burn down the house after taking medication that made him hallucinate. Pete tells Playboy magazine he has to carefully balance meds for his anxiety, insomnia and ADD.
He also tried to kill himself by ovedosing in a Best Buy parking lot.
Sorry, I was stuck in YouTube's super beautifuk black hole.
It's just Solly and I right now and we are ruling this bitch.
Hi, K! :)
Hi Solly, S&V, and Anonymous! :)
sighs
Hi, Mustard! :)
*tackles*
Best Buy is pretty awesome. Just saying.
I will be overdosing in the Best Buy parking lot a week from tomorrow. Overdosing on IRON MAN which comes out on the 30th!
Where is Mayonaise?
Where is SsS?
*tackles RW back with faux fall leaves*
Yes, where are they?
CHAPTER FIIIIVE!
Chapter Five is where it all comes together.
Yay, leaves!!
I love the fall ^_^
Mayo, you have to read chapter five. The love of my life read chapter five and it was my favorite chapter.
Oh! I didn't tell you that I got married while I was down in Florida, did I? That's right, I did! I only knew him for a few seconds, but, dude. Chapter five.
Chapter Five, FTW!
Yes, Mayo. Chapter five. You read it and you're like, "Oh! I get it now!" It's amazing.
RW!!!!!!!!!
Whatchoo doin?
Mary Poppins, get your beautifuk ass back here and drink your goddamn tea!
*rereads Chapter 5*
Solly, I iz eatin' macaroni and slices of aged cheddar cheese.
Whatchoo doin'?
Eatin yogurt. I had to go get it myself. I got tired of waiting on Mayo.
I had to make my own macaroni. I got home late from work & Mayo hadn't put supper on :/
I iz back!
Mayo's obviously slacking the hell off, huh? Bad, bad, bad.
Mayo needs to tighten his ass up. Do a little something.
And I say that with lurrrve.
Bad Mayo! Bad, bad!
don't read chapter 11, Mayonaise. it will break you.
LOL! You guys took that in an entirely different direction!
ANd boycott Chapter 27!
O_o
Welcome back, S&V :) Where didju go?
By the way, on the way home tonight I gotchoo this.
You iz so sweet! I was taking a shower. Mayo got it all nice and hot for me.
But he wasn't in there with me.
Uh, nevermind.
O_O
Chapters 5, 8, 13, 17, 22, and 30.
What's that, SPlash, you mean us beating on Mayo? Well someone has to! Besides, it's a long time since I hit him with a phone book. It's been all lollipops and poetry and sake, stuff like that. Now it's phone book time again!
Don't forget 7.
Or did someone already say that?
Oh wait, those might be lotto numbers.
Niiice!
Now wouldn't that be some freaky shit?
Like the LOST numbers.
You iz so sweet! I was taking a shower. Mayo got it all nice and hot for me.
But he wasn't in there with me.
O_o
STFU, Smoke. That would be too damn weird.
Also, i got everybody these.
Princess: O_o
^_~
Ohhh! I want the pretty pink one with all the sprinkles and the white drizzle! OOOOHHHH!!!!
Yummy, RW! :)
*dies from RW's gift*
Oh mah God, I could eat them all in one sitting right now.
They're so pretty though!
...Umbrella Academy will continue to address everything but the obvious.
Love that. Absolutely fucking love that. Thanks for the link 7:44.
I bet Mayo is going, "OMG! OMG! STFU PRINCESS! YOU ARE GOING TO DIE!"
You wub me Mayo! You know you do!
Now go get me one of those apples from RW. :)
I like the one with the gummy bears round the top!
Them is purdy, RW! I can't choose!
STFU, Mayo.
El oh el, I'm just playin' witchoo son.
Mayo, will you pipe down? Srsly.
Buwhahahaha.
Mayo,
Shut up.
K, this one's for you.
It's dipped in Nutella.
Mayo, shhhhhh.
Use your indoor voice.
Oh damn! That's the mother of all candy apples.
O_O
RW: I came. Oh man, that's a mouthgasm for sure.
don't listen to smoke. i would try to avoid chapter 7. messy.
I HATE EFFIN' HOME KEYS.
>_<
I'm about to nom nom nom my computer screen.
*sneaks in*
*sprinkles everyone with hugs and kisses*
So many links to click!
What's this with Chapter 5? Is confused.
P.S. Blogger is being a little bitch. :(
A mouthgasm.
Huh.
Muwahaha.
I definitely want some chocolate or somet right now.
Mayo, don't forget, I gotchoo dat lollipop. SUCK IT. ^___^
RW: I came
O_O
ANIMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How are you? I have missed you soooo much!
Anima! You're here!
Hi, Anima! :D
Help yourself to a candy apple!
ANIMAAAAA! Hey lady!
Am I the only one not having problems with Blogger?
How are things with you and yours, Anima?
*tackles Anima to the ground and rubs leaves in her hair*
RW, those desserts are insane!
Now I have Lolli Lolli stuck in my head.
Okay, now Blogger is messing. Youknow what it looks like? It looks like it's loading on my crackberry, with the exception that I can see the words in the comment screen.
The screen you guys are all seeing is tailored for portable machines.
But, why is it doing that?
Lolli Lolli makes me miss PPU.
Ghetto fabulous.
I desperately want a caramel apple!
There's a Rocky Mountain Chocolate Factory store on my way home, and they make some nice ones, but I left work late today so they were closed by the time I went by >_<
Oh man, I love you guys!
Solly, the leaves feel awesome, just sayin'!
Fall is seriously the best. Except the 29 bags of leaves I had to bag up last year. With the good comes the bad!
I don't know what's going on, but it's doing weird shit.
See? It's being a bitch. >_<
Awww, PPU.
*sings Lolli Lolli for PPU*
:(
Anima, were your ears burning on Friday? Because we were talking about you when we all got together. We were like, "Have you seen her MySpace? She's so beautiful!"
Blogger is playing with itself.
Usually when it goes screwy like this it means that they are changing something.
Actually, I said, "she's hawwwht!"
Mayo is fixing my name. Ain't you Mayo?
Kapunua, other than missing you guys, I am doing pretty darn good. Although, I need to be working right now! Feeling like slacking a bit...I'm giving myself until 8:30then I gotta get back to paperwork.
That's right, that is exactly what you said!
And you made me LOL so hard the way you said "Beautifuk." With such oomph!
They changed something in the profiles section. They now have a Team Members section, even if you're the only contributer/owner of the blog.
Paperwork blows, Anima. Burn that crap.
Team members? WTF?
Awww, I'm seriously blushing....
Oh man, that's a lame first comment.
I hope they are finished messing around inside the innards of Blogger, 'cause whoa! This is annoying.
Go check it out, K. even Mayo's got it.
Oh! A bonfire! We need to have a big bonfire!
Come on Mayo! Peez?!?!?! You know you wanna!
Hey everyone
Anima is that really you?
"Innards" looks funny all typed out. Just statin'.
Hi, Elena! :D
Mayo,
Did Blogger clear this with you before they started mucking about?
Huh, willya lookit that. Mayo, can we be on your team? Will you pick me last?
Hi Elena!
Well that just looks weird. O_o
I'z can be a team member, Mayo. Muwahaha.
Mayo, this would be lovely ^_^
Team members?! Gotta go check that shit out.
Mustard, I do agree..."Innards" looks way strange! I don't think I've ever typed that word before.
Elena, yes it is me!!
Hey RW
How's it going?
Hi Elena! How'z you?
POP
:)
That is pretty, RW! I love that!
I'm a bit of a pyro. O_o
Or this one.
It looks like there's a genie in it!
Mayo is gonna get us back for not letting him be on the kickball team, 'member?
Hi Elena!
Lollipops!! ^_^
I'm pretty good, thanks, Elena :) Long day at work, but that's okay.
How are you today?
Well, Mayo never put in a Gokart track, so we're all Even Steven.
Hey K, Smoke and Sdock
K - I just sent you a note.
Anima how are my dogs? I miss them.
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