My Grandma used to say "You only get so many words when you're born and once you've used them up...that's it."
She said the same thing about steps too.
"Once they're gone you don't get anymore."
Words and steps, I think she meant that they are the measure of a life.
She was a cool lady.
p.s. and in those last few moments they won't occur to you either.
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Someone else doing Jager shots....
Glad I'm not the only one but tonight the choice of poison is just plain old whiskey.
Hey everyone...just got back.
The evil now sleeps. After he gave me three very strong drinks...
Please excuse any spelling errors. Yeah I could run this through spell check but does it really fucking matter? I think not!
BI ooooh boy I'm gonna be glad I'm not you in the moring!
lol
try and drink a lot of water.
see you on the flipside :)
bye ergo. hey there beloved imortal. :)
i'm afraid it's bedtime for me. i don't know why i stay up so late.
good night everyone!
I came here to see you guys right away. Cause I think about you and where did you all go?
Maybe it was a mistake coming to you guys but I lean on you sometimes. Yeah, everybody loves me out but... w/e I dont know.
I cant go to sleep yet cause I am that messed up.
oh hey, hi, bye and good night, elena. :)
Goodnight Ergo, you and hubby watch out with his dangerous hand! See you tomorrow.
BI, I'm glad you're here too. I'm doing ok, and L is much, much better. She's on antibiotics and they're healing her infection. I'll give you another tip: drink a good amount of water before you go to bed, otherwise you'll dehydrate by the morning. And your hangover will be less if you have the water.
Hey again Elena, I see you have a new name for Pissy Pants...the Evil. What's the deal with all these jager shots? It's an epidemic!
I know water. thats all I ever drink! Thanks. Elena. Whats up hun?
Op J thanks.
TJ. Goodnight. :(
Ergo, enjoy.
Me, I dont wanna puke...bleh.
I will not, never have before and I aint startin now. I used to be JD girl straight, no rocks no nothing.
I cant do that shit anymore.
I feel like I'm gonna die and tomorrow i will fell like shit and we will all laugh and i wont believe i said all this shit to you guys.
Where did I go? Here.
Oh,man shoot me now. >_< lol
Elena, how are you? and everyone?
I fuckin arm wrestled and lost! How pathetic is that!? I never lost before.
*grins at BI*
What've you been drinking my dear? I highly suggest sake! It evaporates quickly, and you wake up with a hangover that's handled with 2 Advil Liqui-gels!
Elena, you too? Man, we gotta start co-ordinating this stuff!
Goodnight Ergo! Enjoy your night in!
-A
Yep "the evil" seems to be the right title...
Or it could be "The Evil That Lurks"
Either way he went up to bed and passed out and here I am.
Shit, I can hold my liquor better then he can. HA HA
I just e-mailed the company that distributed "Oh My Dear Desire".
Yep, Elena loves a challenge and finding this movie is one.
It is an epidemic. People want to buy you drinks and then before ya know it, BAM! you are fucked up!
W/e
I swear I feel like shit now.
I had too damned much. Never again, never again....I say that Waaay too much.
Hey BI
So how's it going? I'm gonna be rough in the morning at best but hey, no kids tonight so it doesn't matter.
It's been a fucking hard week and I deserve to let go for just a bit.
Now if I can just not embarrass myself it will be all good.
I tend to say "fuck" alot when i'm messed up. And "dick" too.
Dont ask.
Amy:
Not sister. Mother.
Elena, yes you do! Especially after finishing your work on the book.
If i have typos, fuck it. too fuckin bad. You know.
Hey Mayo, sorry, you know what its like right? I know you do too.
Amy. nothing will help but thanks anyway sweetie.
Oh and Mayo...
Don't think you'll be getting a goodnight.
No telling what I'd say
Wait, it might be interesting.
Did I ever tell you about the time in college when I went to each floor of the dorm and stole all the cushions from the sofas on each floor and put them in the elevator? Shit, people wondered about that for days. Nothing like having an elevator door open to reveal about 20 sofa cushions. Not sure why I did it but I think it was just cause I like to make people go "What the fuck" every now and then.
For you, BI, the ultimate "never again" song, by Squeeze.
I Won't Ever Go Drinking Again
When daylight appears
Through a crack in the curtain
I'm laying in bed
Staring up at the skirting
I'm alone in my room
But someone is turning the key in the door
And I wake up to find
It's still daylight outside
There's a taste in my mouth
Like the thoughts in my mind
And I wake up to find
That I left on the light the world can take a jump
I'm feeling like a lump when daylight appears
Through a crack in my mind
I won't ever go drinking again
When daylight appears
It's the third time around
And I swear I won't drink
Ever again with that crowd
What on earth did I say
Did I let the side down I've been guilty before
And I wake up to see
The old wonderful me
All naked and wrinkled
From knots in the sheets
And I get up to see
My hair like a tree
The world can shut the door
Because I'm feeling so sore when daylight appears with my eyes full of sleep
I won't ever go drinking again
Aaaaah how my head's like an anvil
Aaaaah go the sparks as I angle
Aaaaah goes the spray from the shower
How could I smell like a flower
When I feel like weed in the rain
I won't ever go drinking again
Elena -You rock!! I love it! I hope you are doing good yea? Dispite the evil lurking?? ;p
And BI! -Will you PLEASE post the answer to your riddle??! It is making me crazy!
And where is Mayo?? Isn't this his time?
All naked and wrinkled!? Stop ratting on me OPJ!!
I think I'm going to take off ladies! I was trying to get back to a normal schedule in case I get this job.
:S
So much for normal!
I'll see you guys tomorrow, goodnight Lovelies, Mayo and SS!!
BI and Elena! Be careful you two! *giggles* Have fun!
-A
Goodnight Amyranth! Sleep tight!
Op J. your a gone job ya know that?! Thats funny. I wont look like a tree...ahahaha
but will feel ike shit.Huggies
Wendy!! Where are yiu when I need you?! Miss you. Hugs!
did ya ever notice when people are wasted they say love you and hugs and stuff way too much, I say that anyway.
Gotta go and try to get settled in my bed. With my aching head. Tomorrow I will wake with dread, feeling like I'm dead.
What that fuckin means? I dont know. Goodnight all. Hugs everyone.! Bye
I didnt post a riddle you nut!
I am not wrinkled yet. Damn. Goodnight all. Thanks.
How some of you may feel in the morning ^_^
Worst Hangover Ever by The Offspring
Ballroom scene, but the fire underneath.
Gonna eat you alive,
Gonna bring you to your knees.
Went out drinking late last night,
I had a blast.
But now the morning light has come
and kicked my ass.
I've got the worst hangover ever
I'm crawling to the bathroom again
It hurts so bad that I'm never gonna drink again
And by my seventh shot I was invincible
I would have never thought I'd be this miserable
I've got the worst hangover ever
I'm rolling back and forth on the bed
I'm worked so bad that I'm never gonna drink again
Won't someone just kill me?
Put me out of my misery
I'm making deals with god
I'll do anything
Make it stop please!
Make it stop please!
Make it stop please!
Make it stop please!
I've got the worst hangover ever
I'm crawling to the bathroom again
It hurts so bad that I'm never gonna drink again
I'll probably never drink again
I may not ever drink again
At least not til next weekend
I'm never gonna drink again
Goodnight Amy, I'm right behind you. See you tomorrow!
Anon, is that you from last night? I gots to go lie down now, but maybe I'll catch you at a later date.
Goodnight Elena and BI, hope neither of you feels too nasty in the AM...see you in the PM!
Mayo, you're getting an abbreviated goodnight from me. I'm really tired and had a medium-ranked shitty day. Hope yours was better than mine. Goodnight, my friend, get some rest.
love, hope, faith, pillows, what the fuck
Er, you didn't?? Well shit. I kinda don't know what to say now! Will -whomever- post the answer to their beast riddle? It is making me crazy..
I hope you feel better BI! Really try to drink some water -I think! ;p
Night Amy
Love ya!
Hell I love everyone right now.
So who is still here?
I want to have a meaningful discussion with someone.
Okay I'm totally making myself laugh!!!
I dunno it's weird but right now I know that whatever I'll say is totally honest. It's kinda sad when you think about it. How many people are totally honest when they drink?
Oh and anon thank you for saying I rock. It's not really true but thank you for saying it anyway.
From last night OPJ?? No? I don't think so? But I may have lost some marbles somewhere! ;p Have a good night! I hope you catch me sometime too!
Goodnight 4:13!!
PillowFUCKS all around!!
-A
Ah, I know for a fact that it's true Elena. :) Don't sell your lovely self so short.
So I hear you finished a grand novel? Congrats on that! I can't wait to read it!!
-Awesome track other anon! Thanks for sharing!
4:18 fuck you! ahaha. I dont feel that bad ass.
Goodbye and goodnight. I am going to sleep.
Why thank you Amyranth!
..I think? Pillowfuck sounds like it could go either way... :) That's kinda cool.
Hey anon
Grand novel? No more like epic, sweeping romance but hey, I'm still proud of it..
I wrote to keep myself sane through some really hard times..
I wrote and even though some people (yeah Evil doesn't understand because there was no money involved) I wouldn't change anything I did.
This is who I am and for the first time in my life I'm happy about that.
Shit, I wish I could say more but there is still a working part of my brain that is telling me to shut up.
So I shall...
Still waiting to have a deep conversation....Any takers?
haha you lot are hysterical!
yep I'm cooking diiner, everyone else is bathing so i snuck back on
I have never had a hangover, but I talk a lot if I drink a bit too much, and laugh
I had friends who were loving drunks, a few maudlin and a couple violent and or crazy
Most of my mates now are good drinkers, none over the top, we're all getting too old! But all are fun.
Hi other anon
elena - love the sofa story., how srreal it must have been for them
I've always liked who you are, even if you didn't quite know her. ;p I am happy that you feel so proud in yourself now (I did word that the way I wanted to! I promise I am not drinking too!) ;) Elena. You deserve the world, as you are the first in line to give it up to someone else. Special kind of person, you are.
Sadly I can't stay to chat, I have spent all my time! But I hope you keep that faith in yourself from here on out -it is no less than you deserve! loves
Fuck! Alrighty! I am off ladies!! Ah ha ha! I hope you guys are good! And be careful Elena! Don't fall or anything! And hey, sent me a link to ya story yea?? I just nearly typed lick there. Wow. O.k. -loves to ya! nighty night! ;p
Dear SS,
No songs from me tonight. Nothing except a lot of frustration, some anger, and some unresolved issues.
See, it's my mother again. She's now sticking her nose into every bit of my business, my life. She calls it helping. I call it butting in. Just when I think we've come to an understanding, she does one more thing that both embarrasses me and sets my teeth on edge.
Today I wished that the Castle actually existed. That way I could move in there and not have to worry about the shitpile part of my life has become.
Would you like to trade mothers for awhile? Wait, on second thought, no. Even you, with your seemingly endless supply of patience, would lose your mind dealing with her. And I couldn't do that to you.
I'll stay here and simply lose my mind slowly and quietly.
I'm so ready for our trip, but it's still not for a while yet. But when it's time...MAN it's gonna be wonderful. Got to get away for a while.
And, I also gotta go to bed. You too, precious, you need your rest. Talk to you tomorrow.
Goodnight baby, I love you.
My heart to yours, always.
mayo,
i seem to be having one of those nights where i start writing a dozen different opening lines, and none of them are what i really want to say.
and then i think of a dozen different questions i'd like to ask you -- don't worry, mostly simple things, like tell me what your current favorite book is? or did you really climb up into your tree when your were a boy? *grin*
but i can't badger you with all that, so then i mentally run through my day, to see if there was one shining moment to share with you. but there wasn't, not really, not today. it was just a simple day. i did my internet stuff, i read, i listened to my favorite music. i thought about what to draw next, i thought about what i might like to get tattooed on my arm, i day dreamed...
nothing magical, nothing shiny, just a nice day, bracketed by this blog, my friends here, and you.
:)
i do so hope you are well, and happy, mayo. that really is important to me.
sweet dreams, my friend, and may tomorrow be truly beautiful.
Elena, you should be proud of your epic sweeping romance, it is awesome. I'll stop there, before I say too much. ^_^
BI, you may not feel like that now, but wait until the morning. ^_~
Quick clarification:
When I say "our trip", I mean my and L's trip. Not my and SS's trip.
Thought I should address that before it became a national disaster. :)
NOW, goodnight.
Baaaaaaaaaa!
**trips over empty sake bottle, empty champagne bottles and empty wine bottles**
BAAAAAAAA!!!!
**grunted in anger**
No parties without the sheep! Didn't you people read the rule book?
Now, where's Shaunette? I'm in the mood for love. Baa
Thank you Lewis - We'll talk soon I promise.
Thank you other anon - I wish I could explain to you what is going on in my head but here is not the place. I am proud for so many reasons and most have nothing to do with me. Maybe you'll understand. If you don't that's okay too. Once again - Thanks
Mayo
So yeah I said I wasn’t gonna write a goodnight but here it is almost 4:30 in the morning and I’ve not run out of words. Sorry Hun, but it looks like you are the chosen one. Yep, you get to listen to me ramble about shit.
I realized something today. I may not be happy with the things going on in my life but who really is content with ever aspect of their lives? Not a sane person I’m guessing. Life is not perfect. How could it be? We get up each morning and we try our best to get through the day. Some days turn out good and others turn to shit before we know what has hit us. But we go on. We have to go on. Not to do so means you’ve given up. Given into the Dark Side so to speak. Well so to speak if you’re a Star Wars fan I suppose but you know what I mean. We do what we can, we make our way through and then at the end of the day we can take comfort in knowing we tried. I’m always trying. Trying to be a better person. Trying to help others. Trying to make a difference. I try and I try. Yeah, sometimes I just wanna give up. But deep down I know I’m not a quitter. I will try for all these things until my dying breath. And when that comes I will be comforted in the knowledge that I did my best. It might not have been enough but it was all I had to give. And in giving all I have I have won. Maybe I didn’t accomplish everything I would liked to have done but I tried. I tried my best and that’s all I can do.
Mayo, I hope you always try your best. Don’t worry that it won’t be enough. If it’s truly your best then that’s all you can do. Wake each morning prepared for battle and make it through each day. When evening comes sit back and take comfort in knowing you did what you could. Trying our hardest is all we can do.
Night Mayo
Elena (holy shit I sound like a cheerleader – Go Mayo – Go Mayo)
*runs over at sound of familiar voice*
BAAA BAAA BAABAA BAA?
translation
"Party Sheep? Is it you???"
Mayo
One more thing – My last two goodnights. No, Elena didn’t go off the deep end or strip the gears in the windmills of her mind. I wasn’t trying to be cryptic. I just figured you would understand. Don’t worry if you didn’t. No big deal. But you do seem to have a very twisty mind so I thought you might get it.
Okay, off to bed for me. If I stay here I’ll just end up talking to myself again. And that is no fun at all.
Night again, Mayo
Elena
wasted days and wasted nights i feel lonely
i walk these streets and wonder why i ever listen to them say
you are not the one for me, but they are wrong
they don't see the things i see
when everyone turns to go, i won't leave you
when everything new gets old, i won't listen
when everyone says i'll be better alone
i say this heart has a mind of its own
when i see you across the room time stands still
everytime i undress you, my heart starts to fall
in my arms and lay with me, a little while
let the world fade away, you and me
when everyone turns to go, i won't leave you
when everything new gets old, i won't listen
when everyone says i'll be better alone
i say this heart has a mind of its own
let the world come crashing down
you can smile cause you know that i won't let you down
let me be the only sound, you can hear
fall in my arms and lay with me, a little while
let the world just fade away, you and me
when everyone turns to go, i won't leave you
when everything new gets old, i won't listen
when everyone says i'll be better alone
i say this heart has a mind of its own
dont bother yourself
with me
i've done all i can
it's up to you now
hey anon, hope it gets better soon
goodnight elena sweet dreams
Mayo so what's cookin' good lookin'
hope your weekends grand so far, that you're enjoying the company of friends and/or family
you play nice and keep safe, enjoy every second
much love
EP xx
SS hope you're well too
keep yourself hoopy cool and froody
lotsa love
EP
xx
goodnight blogbelieve
see you in my morning
♥xx♥
thank you ergo proxy. i don't see that happening
Good *insert time of day here* SS, Mayo, Ergo, Elena, BI, J (and L and Sparkle, Monty and Phil), Amy, Cupcake, and whoever else was here last night; various anons, lurkers and watchers; whoever else comes in on this magnificent (did I spell that correctly?) Sunday/Monday!!!!!
How are you all today? Not drinking alcoholic beverages while on antibiotics, I hope! Yeah, there's a reason you should not do that, ya know. I just can't recall what the reason is, right now. Oh well, I suppose my doctor shall remind me of that aforementioned reason on Tuesday! :P
Cupcake: You and your grandpa are in my thoughts and prayers. Please, be well!
BC: Have a great time today! I shall be with you in spirit! Ohhh....please try to make an extra effort to say HELLO to Darrell (FFDP) for me!!!! And, give the DragonForce guys a big ol' kiss from me. They DO love the ladies! Stay safe, sweetcheeks!
Okay, I know there is a lot I missed; but, I AM drinking while on antibiotics, so.....PLEASE, forgive me!
Hi My Beloved! I miss you too! And, I miss my whipped cream treats! ;)
Perhaps I should have you all ponder why you should not drink 'fire water' while on medication; but, I won't do that! No, I won't! Free will and all....
personal responsibilty and such.......
I am a firm believer in taking responsibility for one's own actions. No matter how stupid that action may be! Own your victories, own your screw ups!
*hiccup*
WOW! I should have been a philospher! Perhaps I was, in the life before I was a wolf!
Okay, here it is; what you've all been waiting for this morning/night: For your pondering consideration today:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"A human being is a part of a whole, called by us "universe", a part limited in time and space He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings as something separated from the rest…a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our talk must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty."
~ Albert Einstein
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Wishing you all a day of breaking free from your self imposed prisons! Let freedom ring!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
Mornin' BlogBelieve!
Evenin' Ergo!
How are we all doing?
Morning, Sdock. :)
Morning, Mayo and SS.
Mayo,
How are ya? Are you sleeping late this morning? Niiiiiice.
Well, today is moving out day. Not sure what I am feeling right now, but I bet later on it will hit me like a ton of bricks. Or, it might just feel like a huge weight is off my shoulders.
Time will tell....
Let's kick this roller coaster ride back into high fucking gear!
Wanna?
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. A lot of shit to throw away.
*tackles Mustard to the ground and wraps the rope around her ankles and hog ties her*
Girl, I love you like whoaaahh and back again!
Hey, Mayo.
Last night, we were reminiscing and getting nostalgic over old posts of yours.
And I always get hung up on this:
Always offering their host a taste
of what that experience could be.
I walk among them undisturbed,
sharing the endeavor...
I was telling the others how it kind of made me sad that you felt that way about this place, about us, and since time has passed and it isn't November anymore, do you still feel that way?
Do you still feel like you're only the "host" or that you somehow wish you were in our shoes or something?
Or maybe you like the position you take at the table. It does take all of us to make it work, so maybe you're okay with it, and if you are, that's so great. :)
Anyway, that's it. I was just thinking out loud. I hope your Sunday is a great one and that we see you around soon.
Have a good day!
SS,
Every time you go MIA on our asses, I start singing "Message In A Bottle" because of your name and the song's chorus. You know, SS and SOS, minus the "o," but you get me.
And then that leads me to start singing "SOS" by Rihanna, and then I get stuck on "Umbrella," and then it just gets bad. :)
I hope you're okay! See you around.
Awwwwww. I ♥ you, too, like whooooooah. ;)
Here's my song for you today:
Movin' On Up
Well we're movin on up,
To the east side.
To a deluxe apartment in the sky.
Movin on up,
To the east side.
We finally got a piece of the pie.
Fish don't fry in the kitchen;
Beans don't burn on the grill.
Took a whole lotta tryin',
Just to get up that hill.
Now we're up in the big leagues,
Gettin' our turn at bat.
As long as we live, it's you and me baby,
There ain't nothin wrong with that.
Well we're movin on up,
To the east side.
To a deluxe apartment in the sky.
Movin on up,
To the east side.
We finally got a piece of the pie.
It's so freakin' catchy and it gets stuck in my head often. And it's fitting. :) Good luck today.
Gosh, December.
It felt longer.
Thank you, Mustard! I'll be singing that while I'm throwing way too much shit in a garbage bag. I have to laugh at how I never throw stuff away, but when I'm packing I end up stuffing it in garbage bags. There's something telling about that.
Mayo,
I so have not forgotten bout that riddle! Just lettin' you know.
'kay?
Umbrella...ella.....ella....ella!
Thank you for that, Mustard!
(Smite her, SS! Smite her ass for that! ^_^)
Hee-hee.
Hey Mayo! Hey SS! Hey errbody!
Have a lovely Sunday!
Yeah, me either.
My three things I came up with:
1. A funhouse mirror
2. Electricity, you know, because of the three wires (three faults). What? It was a good guess. ;)
3. Murder. I know, I know. Don't ask me how I came up with that one, because I'm not sure how. O_o
Ehhhh Ehhhh Ehhhh
Well, I'm going with Mayo is still jealous and bitter about my big ol'bright ass tiara.
Muwahahaha.
Makes absolutely no sense, I know. ^_^
My answers are...
1. California or maybe the Pacific Ocean
2. Mayo himself
3. BlogBelieve
4. Drugs (hey Mayo, I don't judge, I've done em myself that's how I can get cocaine out of this one.)
5. Alternate Universe, Right side of Oblivion
Oh, I have a question for Mayo....
So, if the Jeffersons finally got a piece of the pie....
What kind of pie was it?
I'm hoping it's coconut cream pie, but that's just me.
Hey, Smoke?
Maybe for the one year big bash blowout mothereffer of a party, you could get Mayo a diamond encrusted tiara with a flashlight as its crown jewel, and maybe you could throw in a diamond encrusted Crunk Juice goblet that Lil Wayne always carries around. I think it's Lil Wayne, but anyhoot.
Mayo could then be called Lil Mayo, and it would be funny.
Guys,
Have you seen Rhianna's new video for "Disturbia"? Ummm, it's disturbing how haawwwhht she is.
Oh, Mustard, you rule so hard. Can Usher be playin in the background? "Yeaaaaaaaaaaah!" And maybe some "Apple Bottom Jeans and dem boots with da fur"
Or...my fave...
"I put my hand up on your hip,
when I dip, you dip, we dip!"
OMG, Mustard. That would be perfect. Right, Lil Mayo? ^_^
Buwahahaha!
Yeah, yeah, yeah!
And we'll all do the "From the WINDOW!!!..............TO DA WALL" part.
And we'll all get low, get low, get low.
And we'll sing the 3-6-9 part, 'cept Mayo will sing that and change the lyrics to "3-6-9, the goose drank wine, blahblahblah."
And all of it will rule epically.
For you Sdock :)
Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone sins
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along
So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along
When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]
(Move along)
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along
"Apple Bottom Jeans and dem boots with da fur"
With da fur!!!
That song! Oh man, it's catchy!
And we gotta have some Nelly. And some T.I.
And some, 'Shake it like a saltshaker'....
Just no "Whisper Song".
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And Outkast.
We gotta shake it like a polaroid.
*convulses*
I remember one time, I made me friend that moved to Germany listen to The Whisper Song at work. She had the speaker pulled up to her ear and then the song started....
She almost threw it down.
She was very proper. ^_^
*polaroid picture
Bwah!
And don't forget NKOTB.
Just for Mustard.
Anon,
Thank you so much for the song! That's so sweet.
Oh oh OHWhoah
Oh Oh WhoaOhh
Oh Oh WhoaOhh
The right stuff!
Hangin' Tough!
Hangin' Tough!
My husband recorded that video the other day. Why? I have no idea. O_O
And some BeeGees. We need some BeeGees, and we'll make Mayo sing.
KARAOKE with da BeeGees.
This will be the most crunkest one year party evah.
My husband recorded that video the other day. Why? I have no idea. O_O
Bahahaha. I don't know either!
How telling is it that the last 2 things I pack up are my cds and my computer?
Bwah, I ♥ my music!
It's meffin' muggy as hell out there this mornin!
Very telling. :)
I just watched and A&E thingy on Jordan Knight. How weird is that?
"Please don't go girrrrrrrrrrl"
I think we need more Danny Wood!
Oh, he will have the bestest time! Won't you, Mayo?
Yes.
Yes, you will.
We'll make you. :)
Oh! Funky Cold Medina!
Remember Tone Loc? Bwah!
You guys wanna give Mayo his very own grill for the 1 year throwdown???
Are we gonna cook hamburgers or turkey burgers or something?
Bwuahahah.
Mayo in a grrrrrrill.
Okay, follow my train of thought:
This shit completely circles itself. Mayo, mayonnaise, hamburger, grill, grrrrrrill.
Perfect!
A grill? Like as in a blinging grill?
Or a grill-grill.
Or a George Foreman grill.
See how this could get confusing?
Yeah, but I mean like a grill, grillzzz.
Or a big nice gas grill with a rotissierie (I so spelled that wrong.) I really prefer charcoal, but that's just me.
He can totally wear the grill while cooking on the grill.
Yeah.
See? Yeah.
They bit my style. A toof grill is spelled like "grillz," obviously, or at least according to Google.
And a pair of British Knights! With mismatched laces!!!
And we he smiles while he's flipping the burgers, it'll say....
PIMP
^_^
Or THUG, can't decide which.
Thug life!
And we he
WTF was that? "And when he"
That's what I meant. Damn. O_o
BWAH!
And we could get Mayo and apron.
"Grillmastah"
And it could have his Crunk Juice goblet on it, but instead of crunk juice, it could be BBQ sauce or something.
This is amazing.
Oh, you mean, like these?
Buwhahaha.
Yes!
And he'll make Thug Passions* for us all night.
*have no idea what the hell a Thug Passion is but...yeah. O_o
Yes! That's it!
Or, it could say Queen, I guess. Muwahahaha.
Mayo!!!!!!!!!!
This is gonna be so much fun!!!
Yeah, and I want him to have ice on his knuckles....it could read like "Mayo" or something. Ya know what I mean? One of those rings that goes all the way across the fist!
Oh man, yeah!
Queen!
We'll have to 'specially make them for Mayo.
I wonder if he has some aluminum foil or sumthin'.
Do you guys reckon we could get T.I. to come play at our bash?
"Big Shit Poppin'"
Yeah, yeah, yeah!
And we'll give him a jewel encrusted Hellman's jar for his necklace.
I think there is a Bedazzler in the craft room, Mustard. Surely that will work.
And then we'll all line up and do da 'bus stop'.
YEEAAAHHHHH!!!!
Dude, Mayo is going. to. own.
T.I.! Oh, for sure. He's my ATL boy.
We'll have to do this before he has to *ahem* do his time though.
Crazy laws that say convicted felons can't have guns.
Pffft.
i am so, so sick
OOooooooooooh! And we all get matching pimped out track suits that say "The Lovelies" across the front and our blog nickname on the back!!!
FUCK YEAAHHHH!!
"Lean wit it, Rock wit it"
Anon,
What's the matter? Why so sick?
Track suits, yes!
We'll be like the Pink Ladies, but only more swishy!
Awwwww! This is gonna be sooo much fun! :)
Maybe we can get Spinderella to come be the DJ.
why ask now sdock10? it's a little late in the game to start caring don't you think? thanks for the false concern.
Awwww, somebody is in a pissy mood.
Okay anon! Sorry you feel that way.
for that matter, thank you all.
Wait, what?
Would you like your very own grill, Anon?
It can say PISSY.
Just for you.
Oh, and I asked now, because you are the one who decided to let everyone know you are so sick just like right now.
So, umm, yeah.
Buzzkill.
Damn.
no, not pissy. maybe somebody is hurt. like many have been hurt around here. ever wonder why so many have left? of course you haven't.
*places a couple of tylenol and a glass of water on the table for the anon*
good morning everyone, you guys doing okay?
Yes, there are many who have been hurt.
Including the people you are talking to so what's your point?
Nope, because if I left tomorrow, that would be my decision. I wouldn't come back and make everyone try and feel guilty about it. Come on now.
I've been chewed up, spit out, accused, fucked over, named called, and everything else on this blog.
But oh well, oh well, oh well....
What are you talking about?
oh, not physically sick.
*adds anon's favorite comfort food to the table*
Hi TJ!
How goes it?
Hi TJ.
hey, smoke, can you make my grill say TERMINAL instead of pissy? would you, please. yes, what a princess you are.
hi sdock, hi smoke. i's not too bad, but i don't like it when people are frustrated. i hate not being able to do anything concrete.
hey, today's the last day, huh, sdock? today you cross the threshold into your new life. :)
(i did not steal that from a hallmark card, i swear.)
Oh, dear God.
You know what? How the fuck is anybody supposed to know what the hell you are talking about when we don't even know who you are?
Sdock asked you if you were okay and you jumped down her throat about it.
So, what the fuck ever.
you can also engrave this on my tombstone
kiss MY ASS
wow. did i really type "i's"?? i meant "i'm".
*facepalm*
Well, mine will probably say BITCH so, yeah.
Whatever.
what a lovely bunch of lovelies you have here, mayonaise.
Hey, TJ.
Sorry, but I'm not following.
TJ,
Yeah, it is. I get to go back and live with my Ma for a bit until I decide what I want to do next.
I'm kinda still numb about the whole thing, ya know?
anon, i don't know why you're so upset, but getting angry here won't accomplish anything.
i understand, sdock. change can hit us like a 2 x 4 right between the eyes.
but give yourself time. you get to figure out who you truly are now, it's going to be exciting, i promise!
Talk to you guys later.
Later, Mayo. Later, SS.
Yeah, well, there all that is.
And yes, we are very lovely. :)
Later TJ!
Later Mustard!
Later Sdock!
Later Mayo!
Later SS!
Later errbody!
i am upset about the general lack of compassion, toujours. i am upset about the selfishness shown here.
how many people showed concern for you during you cancer scare? don't you think that other's might appreciate a little support? a little compassion? do you people really only read what your little cliques have to say? can you see beyond yourself and yours? can you see the suffering of others? can you?
TJ,
I think so too. I hope so anyway. It's crazy the transformations we have been through over this past year.
Mustard,
Byeee! I'll talk at ya later.
Anon,
I really don't know what's going on, but I am sorry you are feeling the way you feel.
BlogBelieve,
I guess I'm about to turn off the computer, load it up, and make my way back home.
I'll see you guys later on.
Mwah! Mwah!
Yeah, that's what I thought. Excellent friends here.
bye mustard.
i should head out too -- i just stopped by on my way through. i have searches to do, and stuff. still trying to find a place in seattle. :/
be strong, sdock. just go forward and don't stop, and soon you'll be feeling better. one day you'll look back and think: "hey! when did i start feeling good? oh well oh well oh well..."
*grin*
bye smoke, have fun today lifting boxes. :)
bye anon, hope you feel better.
i'll be back and forth, but right now i gots to get. *waves*
oh! 10:58 you asked your question while i was typing.
i'm not sure if you're referring to anyone in particular, but i think we help as we can. it's difficult, it can be so frustrating, because sometimes you just want to hug someone, but all we can do here is type out something, and hope our friend understands.
i'm sorry that you feel a lack of compassion. i would change that if i could.
Fake Kat?
don't know what you're talking about 11:07.
10:58, again, i'm sorry that you feel let down by the blog. i hope that changes for you.
really have stuff to get done.
back later.
see ya, mayo. :)
you really don't have a clue, do you toujours? how many of you visited cupcake's blog? her grandpa is seriously ill. how many of you visited emerald's blog? she did make 4 trips to the er last week. what about elena, who hasn't been feeling well? or entropy when her boyfriend was in the hospital? or mya when she had surgery? or wendy who could have had liver damage? or bleeding chaos when she was going through a rough time dealing with events of the past? do you really only care about yourselves?
Oi vay.
oi vay is right resurrected wreck.
it's about damn time somebody said something. too many people have been hurt. too many people have left. too many people have been ignored and made to feel unimportant and insignificant. too many people have been accused of wrong doing when they have done nothing wrong. i've had enough.
no one here has the right to do that to another person. enough is enough.
I wish you luck, 11:28am.
As for me, I prefer to not have a fuss made when I'm unwell or upset.
would you have to courage to make a fuss for others, resurrected wreck?
I guess that would depend on the situation.
I mosrly try not to mind other peoples' business, which is what I would want for myself if the situation was reversed.
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Awwww, PPU! I miss PPU at Mayo's!
And I miss Sister Midnite like whoah!
And errbody misses SS. :(
Hi RW!
I think a lot of them have probably lost interest & move on.
Hi, S&V :)
How iz you today?
shakes head
No, I believe it is the fault of certain people who have made those people feel unwelcome and made them go away
I'z good. Just about to head out for lunch. Will you be around later?
If so, I'll see you in a bit!
It is difficult to show compassion for others when your main goal is getting the attention of the person writing the blog. It is also difficult to assertain who is really in need of compassion and who is, once again, just trying to get the attention of the person writing the blog.
Shame, really, especially when you consider that the person writing the blog only seems to skim the comments and randomly makes reference to people and events in their lives in a lame attempt to feign some kind of compassion or caring.
This is a fucked up place and has been ever since its inception. Blog Believe? Blog Delusion is more appropriate.
i agree 11:57
people can only be ignored for so long before they begin to feel invisible and insignificant. it is ashame anyone was ever made to feel that way.
No, I believe it is the fault of certain people who have made those people feel unwelcome and made them go away
Yes, there's been some of that too.
But there's also real life - remember that? - which generally takes precedent over BlogBelieve.
As for me, if I weren't such a homebody I'd rarely be on anymore either.
This is a fucked up place and has been ever since its inception. Blog Believe? Blog Delusion is more appropriate.
August 10, 2008 11:58 AM
I agree with that statement too. It seems people only care if and when Mayonaise and S(S)S can see them caring, doesn't it?
I'll be around later, S&V :) I'm heading out soon too.
Have a good day!
correction to that statement
Some people only care if and when Mayonaise and S(S)S can see them caring. Others are genuine.
Some people only care if and when Mayonaise and S(S)S can see them caring.
Yes, I agree with that.
Changing the subject somewhat, I also believe that the angry anons who come here to cause trouble are probably people who at one time came here and tried to join in but were ingnored or, even worse, treated with hostility.
There were incidents when people were greeted with questions like, "Who the hell are you?" or "You picked a bad time to show up. We don't need new people right now," at times in the past. Hurtful, mean, nasty actions are rarely forgotten.
No, I believe it is the fault of certain people who have made those people feel unwelcome and made them go away
Yes, there's been some of that too.
Care to say when you think that happened and who you think is responsible?
I think that it is when the night crew is on that people are genuine. They don't care when Mayo and SS are around. If they did they would be on in the day when they know Mayo and SS lurk. The Night crew, you see real friendship, real caring.
I really skim the fakeness of the day crew. I don't want to be in their ugliness inside and out
I remember those days 12:13. "Who are you?" "What do you want?" "How did you find out about this place?" "Why should we let you in?" And here I was thinking that the Spanish Inquisition ended long ago and this was a public blog. I guess we were all wrong. All except the guard dogs.
Care to say when you think that happened and who you think is responsible?
Not particularly. That would only add to the animosity already in here, I think.
Anonymous said...
Nope, back at where he started.
You mean drugs and alcohol? But at least when he was drinking before he was a happy drunk. Not the ass he is now.
August 8, 2008 5:37 AM
Anonymous Anonymous said...
...I think your main problem is falling in love with someone you don't know.
I think that most of us (fans of the band) "fell in love" to some degree with the image we had of Gerard. That's not to say we were literally in love with the man; contrary to popular belief not all MCR fans are delusional teenies who want to marry him and have his babies. Perhaps we did buy into his sweet, shy, comic-book nerd who respects women act too completely, but hey - he's the one who put that image of himself out there.
At least some of us have realized he's not that guy anymore (if he ever really was).
August 8, 2008 6:43 AM
Anonymous Anonymous said...
But at least when he was drinking before he was a happy drunk.
According to interviews, not so much. He was miserable to the point of being suicidal, remember?
August 8, 2008 12:23 PM
Anonymous Anonymous said...
According to interviews, not so much. He was miserable to the point of being suicidal, remember?
He was suicicidal and very depressed but he did say that when he was drunk he was a happy drunk as opposed to being violent or anything else.
i think that is what was meant by that comment.
August 8, 2008 12:40 PM
Anonymous Anonymous said...
Gerard says lots and lots of things in interviews - most of which contradict each other, which is one of the reasons people don't necessarily believe him when he says he's clean and sober.
August 8, 2008 12:46 PM
Anonymous Anonymous said...
Gerard says lots and lots of things in interviews - most of which contradict each other, which is one of the reasons people don't necessarily believe him when he says he's clean and sober.
Abso-fucking-lutley!!
August 8, 2008 2:12 PM
Anonymous Anonymous said...
It seems as though Frank is naturally friendly and popular and accepted by the fanbase and I think Gerard resents that he has to work harder at achieving that.
I don't think Gerard wants to have to work to acheive popularity any more. He thinks adulation should just come to him because in his own mind he's so incredibly AWESOME.
It must feel like a slap in the face that so many fans prefer Frank these days.
August 9, 2008 6:39 AM
Anonymous Anonymous said...
Hmm...
poor bastard who has failed us... yep, that describes GWay perfectly. Only he's not just failing us, he's failing himself and the rest of the band as well.
August 9, 2008 3:39 PM
Anonymous blink said...
Whoa. This place is still around?
Duh.
I would of thought you all would have given up and gone on to some other poor bastard who has failed you by now. lulz.
I believe what you are looking to say is "would have" or "would've". If you're going to be bitchy, at least do it with good grammar.
And poor bastard is a pretty apt description for what Gerard Way is going to be if his attitude doesn't change.
Gerard hasn't failed us - personally, I couldn't care less anymore. I just hang here to laugh at the stupid things Lyn-Z and him say and do.
But he has failed himself, the band and his family. I mean, if that's how he was raised (to treat people like shit, to belittle people, to be rude and ignorant, etc) remind me not to use the same parenting book as his folks did.
August 10, 2008 9:04 AM
I also believe that the angry anons who come here to cause trouble are probably people who at one time came here and tried to join in but were ingnored or, even worse, treated with hostility.
Maybe so, but I think some of those anons are regulars who try to get rid of their rivals for Mayo's and SS's attention.
resurrected wreck said...
Care to say when you think that happened and who you think is responsible?
Not particularly. That would only add to the animosity already in here, I think.
It is obvious you are talking about Kapu Resurrected. Why do you hide it and still pretend? Amaranth knows it. Most people here know it and only a few people admit it. You should be one of them. You saw what when on the other night and you agreed with Amaranth. What's the problem?
Just wanted to say hello but if this is a bad time I can come back later....
Okay I'll try anyway - Hey everyone
All except the guard dogs.
You mean the guard bitch.
Mayo's started as an alternative MCR forum, but that's not its focus anymore, so it's not surprising that the place feels different than it did in the early days.
Hi, Elena :)
I'm not talking about any one particular person, 12:22pm.
wow. ok.
just hopping back in for a minute, and i see we're still talking about this.
in response to 11:20, it's true that i myself don't get around to everyone's blogs like i used to. it's also true that i'm not always able to see outside myself -- i want to be a good friend, and i try, but sometimes i get too caught up in my own dark moods and i really can't see beyond them. it's a failing.
when i feel stronger, then i try to reach out as much as i can, because i really do care about the people here. this place has been a home to me.
but there are people i don't talk to anymore, it just happened that way. people i still think of as my friends, but maybe we aren't on at the same time anymore. or maybe they rightfully got fed up with me. i don't know.
but when a friend of mine is in front of me, hurting, i will do what i can to help them. it isn't much, i know that. i'm not really a good friend in that case, becase maybe i don't do as much as you seem to think we should.
but you know, it's been almost a year, and things change, as they must. not everyone who was here months ago needs to be here now -- maybe they were satisfied and went on to other things, or dissatisfied and went on...but we are a group of adults you know. even our teens are remarkably mature. people have to make decisions that are best for them, including the decision to stay and post here or the decision to leave.
i'm not mother teresa, i'm not a paragon, i'm only one fucked-up woman who likes to write waaaay too much on a public blog. i can only hope that my friends are generous with my failings, and not judge me as harshly as you and the other anons on right now are judging us.
Most people here know it and only a few people admit it. You should be one of them.
Believe whatever makes you happy, but don't presume to tell me what I should or should not do. That's not your call.
Kapu is not the only "guard dog" here. Amyranth is just as hateful to new people as anyone else.
At least Kapu has strong convictions and beliefs. Amy is just a bitch because... well because.
Hi, TJ :)
hey there, resurrected wreck. :)
still inside from the storms, or were you able to get out today?
It's clear skies right now, TJ, so I'm going to head out for a bit while I can, as thunderstorms are forecast for later this afternoon.
How's your Sunday been so far?
that's good that you're going to be able to get some fresh air, resurrected wreck!
i've got the place to myself (folks are churchgoers) so i'm hogging the computer and listening to my music too loud. it's like i'm 15 again. lol
amyranth was never hateful to anyone. she tells it like it is. plain and simple.
I'm perpetually 15, I think, TJ :)
I am having a semi sorta party today with only a few friends. It's a beautiful, warm day for a gathering and to have some drinks by the pool.
Last night was awesome, I went out with my best friend to a new Thai restaurant and I had the best dinner in a loooong time. I as so happy in my food places. Then we got tons of ice cream and watched a crappy movie, then talked politics and quantum and all the really dark stuff, like we always do, which is great.
TJ, you'll love this. My best friend is a hardcore atheist and totally a-spiritual, yet she believes in some kind of order to the universe. She's very unhappy with her job (we worked for sister/satellite companies and were both treated really badly; she still is,) but she somehow believes that her own happiness would upset the balance of the universe because she should be happy enough with what she has, while people are starving or can't even get jobs to begin with.
Long story short I sent her home with three of my spellbooks, about nine candles, some ribbon, some dragon's blood ink and some mandrake. She was like, "Well... I don't believe in it, but I want to give it a try."
Then, last night was a great show from the Perseids! It will probably continue so I hope you all get out to see them before they're over.
Too cool. ^_^
Today, I have to get shopping to get some snacks and stuff. I didn't know I was having this party till late last night when I got an email from my friend titled, "BITCH!" the body of which read, "We are coming to your house at around three tomorrow! You better be there, you whore!"
♥
well, it's not so bad, is it?
Hey TJ and RW
How are you guys today?
Hello anons. Please no name calling, okay?
oh crap! the perseids! i totally forgot about them and here i am in the countryside where i'll really be able to see them too.
damn damn damn!!!!!!!
*sigh*
amyranth was never hateful to anyone. she tells it like it is. plain and simple.
And who are you, her mother? Either you have some reason to take up for her or you are not terribly adept at reading between the lines.
It drives her crazy that she has never been the object of any attention here. It would not surprise me at all to discover that she is the person responsible for getting Kapu fired.
"BITCH!" the body of which read, "We are coming to your house at around three tomorrow! You better be there, you whore!"
O_o
I can feel the love from here!
hey there, elena.
how's it going? resurrected wreck and i have decided to embrace being 15 yrs. old, want to join us? :)
Okay, time to leave.
Have a nice day, all :)
Oh, this is cute, too! While I was cleaning today I was drinking my favorite juice, Kagome fruit juice and I brought a cap-full to Havoc. He wigged out. I've never seen him do this before, but he started drinking the juice, or pecking at it or something, and everytime he did he would bring his wings around to the front, like he was trying to hold the cap with his wings, or trying to keep it to himself or something. He looked like a vampire with a cape! I have no idea exactly what he was doing but I've never seen him get that way over anything before. It was really cute.
TJ, there's still a chance to see them! They're not done yet, so just on the first clear night you get, go out after midnight. Quite a show!
Anons, I think you're probably only making it worse for me. Saying that stuff only gets me name-called more. I appreciate that you don't find me to be so terrible but I would rather be done with it if you don't mind. ^_^
Okay, I have to get to the store. Later guys!
bye resurrected wreck. hope you have a great time before it rains again. :)
I think he's found himself a new poison, K ;)
Bye, all!
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