He found it fit to sit and complain.
And in the shit still, remain
Spirit coursing diligent, but in vain.
He is unraveling spools for the core.
He is unknown: “The Word Whore”
Has every opportunity for more,
But now at last he has become the boar.
p.s. not even (a lex icon) the sharpest ink will get you out of that paper bag.
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Am I the only one here?
*feels exposed*
Lord love a duck!
Timing!!
Hi RW!
How're you doing Mayo?
Hullo there, PP! :D
How's things?
Mayo
I just said goodnight to you over there but here you are..
Hey
Hey Possum and RW
Hi there pickles, it's good to see you *hugs* how are you?
Hi again RW *big squeeze* :)
Great thanks, RW. =)
Saturday afternoon here and I'm diligently ignoring the call of the Lawnmower.
Whatcha up to sweetie?
ok, so that startled me. :)
thank you for the poetry, mayo.
hi mayo
Hi Elena and BC! =)
long white cloud today?
hi TJ bc rw elena tj
(i said that over there but now it's here)
and hello everyone. :)
stupid blogger
that should be
HI PP how's the land of the long white cloud today?
Hi Elena, BC *squeeze*, TJ, EP :)
Sometimes it pays to lurk! Even though I don't have the foggiest what Mayo's going on about, but what else is new?
Well, PP, I am lurking when I should be sleeping!
ok mayo the poems meaning?
doesn't strike me as a happy state of affairs
and the riddle?
you remember?
answer?
maybe?
pretty please?
with sugar on top?
and whipped cream?
and a cherry?
Hi Ergo and TJ
Yep, I'm totally getting glared at right now...
TOO BAD, don't care
Hi Ergo, TJ *hugs*
Hi Ergo and TJ!
Urgh. Much as I'd love to stay I'm going to have to go and kick start the old two stroke. >_<
Mayo,
I have soap for that mouth of yours if you want it ;)
Catch you all later at my stupid o'clock!
See ya. =)
pumpkinheads are devoted followers of the smashing pumpkins
And what are appleheads?
Have a god day, PP :)
oh, and thank you to the pumpkinhead anon from the last post for the further elucidation. now i am enlightened. comprehension acquired.
*grateful bow*
:)
Is this post about Gerard? Or you being Gerard?
elena, you just glare right back and tell him it's from me! *heh*
bye P enjoy the mowing!
RW
followers of Gwynneth Paltrows baby?
Mayo/Carmine/Gerard talking about himself actually
Crap, I gotta go. This time for real.
MAYO
I meant what I said in my goodnight. About what I always hope for you....
he's now a male pig?
Oops, Ergo, it's a Long Freaking Grey cloud today.
Same cloud since mid May >_<
But not the rain for once!
Yay, for lurking RW!
Are we sneaky quiet lurkers or do we give ourselves away by whistling on the street corners?
And what would we whistle?
See you all later =)
good night elena. :)
Which one is the swine?
bye elena stay well <3
I kinda read the post as perhaps being about Jimmy Urine, not G-Way.
But I guess that just goes to show that most posts are open to various interpretations.
RW
followers of Gwynneth Paltrows baby?
Or maybe Fiona Apple fans?
fiona apple?
while swimming swan-like I could have sworn I'd seen a sweetly swooning swine
Snap, 12:13am!
Hey everybody, I wondered where y'all were.
Mayo--as if I didn't know. ;)
This one sounds a little "pointed", if you will. Anger for someone close? Or yourself?
Or both?
Only time will tell.
Elena, I know you called me earlier; I was on the phone to my sister then. And now both phones have lost all juice. :P How's it going?
Hey Ergo, TJ, BC, Possum, RW, whoever else is here.
high five RW!
*high fives 12:15am*
Hullo, J :)
How's things?
What if Mayo is Jimmy Urine. That would be cool as shit.
she swooned,
as swiftly swishing by
came a swarthy swine
swathed in silks divine
meh, whats new J, seems like that most of the time. kass was right after all...mayo is JU O_o
Things...are things, RW. No better than usual. Perhaps a tad worse, but hey, there ya go. :/
How's by you?
hello j. :)
If shit is cool then so is Jimmy, I guess.
it kinda figures, Mr Piss is always pissy
I'm sorry to hear that, J :(
Things are fine over here.
*sits at ergo's feet, anticipating the next verse*
a swashbuckler swine
with sword and twine
swooped upon her
swerved and smiled
What if Mayo is Jimmy Urine.
JU can be rather clever with words when he wants to be. He's married. He's kissed both men and women (and God knows what else), he plays on smaller stages than MCR...
sweltering
under the swollen sun
she swabbed his sweaty
fevered brow
while swarms swirled
and swooped
he smiled
and said with swinish glee
ooh! aah!
*golfclaps*
more, ergo!
Hey TJ, Anon. Yep, Mayo's usually pissed about something, but I didn't even think about JU. I mean, why? And what's up with "the sharpest ink"?
Makes one think a little harder.
And no, I don't think Mayo IS JU. Again, why? I just don't see him being this quiet about his identity if it were.
Ergo: you're officially making my head hurt. ;D
If Mayo is Jimmy Urine, then I'II be a monkey's aunt.
"We may just Swedish swine all be
but you're the swine
who swooned for me."
lol possible the worst pig poem ever!
Can I rent your monkey?
Hi J
just back from heading off on a tangent there.
how are you and L?
Hi J, how are you tonight?
Goodnight Elena and Pickles.
Of course RW! My monkey is the prettiest and best behaved ^_^
Ju is not Mayo. Please spare me. Gerard is not Mayo. Like the new post. Intriguing to say the least.
I like "word whore". I have used that myself at times. Hey!
Every new post gets shorter and shorter. Like the sands of time,no?
I am not a pumpkinhead! >_<
Anonymous said...
What if Mayo is Jimmy Urine.
JU can be rather clever with words when he wants to be. He's married. He's kissed both men and women (and God knows what else), he plays on smaller stages than MCR...
August 30, 2008 12:20 AM
JU wasn't married when mayo told everyone he was married.
it was lovely ergo!
*hands the poetess a rose*
Ohh, Mayo. You need a nap dear. You seem crabby. Jeez. And who said you could sit in my shitfield? Don't crowd me.
I hope everyone is doing well tonight -aside from our host??
I was looking for a Leo quote to give back to our anon from previous, but I can't find my old folder with all of him in it. So upsetting. I did find a poem though, which I didn't seem to write the author down with it. I tried googling it, but to no luck. I am starting to think my friend (back in school) may have left it. She liked to leave romantic encounters too. I accidentally turned in Romeo and Juliets one night of passion to her -with my report on Aphrodite. I will never forget the look she gave me.. I just said back to her "...what? You don't believe in extra credit??"
----
I feel the heat take me
I breathe the hunger
As I turn, I lay back into the wet
Your sweat
Your fire
your malice of the flesh
All that you possess
Break me
take me over
free me, let me fly.
Save me with your kiss
Sing me free
Caress me caged
Never leave me be,
Waste all your fucking magic on me.
Bare hold tighy my reins,
don't let me fall alone tonight.
Keep me safe when morning hits,
I couldn't take one more lonely night.
Save me,
sing me free
save my soul
still my mind -
push your fire into mine.
Burn flat the world around us,
wrap me in your flesh,
hide me in your fingertips
blow my innocence to dust
breathe a mighty sigh -
Leave us here to lie.
-----
Again, weren't me! Sounds rather teen and angst and sweaty. Sorry for the missed spelling, if it's there -I just typed from the notebook. I have no time to double check it. If anyone happens to knwo who wrote that -leave the autthor for me will you? Unless it really was my friend, then I shall have to call her! ha!!
Anyway, I hope you guys like it. I am off -everyone be well. And I am sorry I never catch up fully. I always miss what is going on. I have to tell Sdock, however -that I did catch her poem (re:the white stripes) and as I have misplaced my cd- it is haunting me. You did this. I curse you. But god bless you tube. ;p
Nighty night lovelies! And Mayo, take a nap huh??
-loves
Of course RW! My monkey is the prettiest and best behaved ^_^
Does it wear bling panties?
I'm very particular about my monkey's attire, you understand.
Hi & bye, Lewis! :)
you do have a point 12:29
Ah, Op J is right! I have the same vibe and my vibes never lie.
They just haven't told me the winning lottery numbers yet. Oh well. I'll work on that one.
Oops! I meant:
I gave the drawing to my TEACHER! -along with my report. Wow. I sure that makes much more sense now! Ha!! Be well guys! I wish I could stay to chat! Had such fun last night -hopefully again soon! Love to ya all!
hi lewis! bye lewis! :)
It wears "juicy couture" nappies RW
hi and bye lewis!
*accepts TJ's rose*
thank you :)
RW, I read your comment at my blog. It made me laugh. You're so evil :p
awwwwwww
how come RW gets to rent the monkey?
no one ever rents me a monkey.....
mayo could be lynz, she could hide how really smart she is.
It wears "juicy couture" nappies RW
The monkey is stylin'!
Goodbye Lewis. Salutes as Lewis walks out the door to... umm.. to..
(where do you go Lewis?) somewhere to slay dragons and stuff.
BC: ;D
Goodnight lewis! Hi monkey anon, and other anon ^_^
Bedtime for me.
Have a good night, all :)
mayo could be lynz, she could hide how really smart she is.
o_0
I think someone has lost their mind. makes announcement to the castle:Please return the mind to the anon if you find it.(the other anon wiseguys!)
goodnight RW sweet dreams
Hey BC!
i'm confused. how can mayo's post have a posted timestamp after the first comment timestamp?
Yes, my monkeys are the ultimate accessory to reflect class and style.
Ergo, fortunately for you it has a twin.
good night resurrected wreck. :)
anon, the last laugh could be on you! gee wouldn't marry someone who is brain dead.
Goodnight RW
toujours said...
i'm confused. how can mayo's post have a posted timestamp after the first comment timestamp?
August 30, 2008 12:40 AM
psst.. beacuse someone posted for Mayo? Think. It could happen. walks away to the bog to ponder such things. No moon, damn rain.
Hey Lewis! I really like your friend's poem. It doesn't sound teen or angsty to me, it was really vivid. Great imagery. And yeah, you better come back soon, girl! You always make me laugh. :D Take care.
2nd 12.31, it seems you have the Lottery-Deficient Vibes made by Ronco. You need the Surefire Winning Lottery Vibes by Proctor and Gamble. Only $39.99 plus tax!
yay! I can haz a monnkey tooo!
thank anon :)
does it TJ?
he edited and reposted it? maybe I have no idea
Goodnight RW sweet dreams
Blogger lets you post-date your entries. You can back date them as well.
Goodnight RW, and take that monkey with you. The things creep me out. :P
possibly 12:43, but i'm thinking more like maybe this was a timed post.
ergo, even if you re-edit, i think the timestamp remains at the original time -- not sure about that though.
that's what i was thinking, 12:45.
no biggie, just an interesting detail. sometimes, it seems, my inner nancy drew isn't entirely moribund.
:)
anon, the last laugh could be on you! gee wouldn't marry someone who is brain dead
grant you, shrewd is far different than brain dead. I didnt call her that so you know. I don't know her.
The half dozen interviews or so doesnt paint her in a great light. Like, she isnt that articulate. Thoughts tend to be scattered.that could be due to outside influences.
lets see. Oh yes, if were a little smarter she would not "dis" (for lack of a better term) her husbands comic books or his band's musical talent. That keeps her in the money. If she were thinking at all she would try to promote, not bring down the comic books etc..
Also, if you truly care for someone you try to take an interest in what they hold dear. Get it? I knew you would.
Now, I will return to my walk around the bog by the NO moonlight!
"But now at last he has become the boar."
Mayo, I'm wondering: did you mean "boar" as in pig (aka swine, nod to Ergo there), or "boor", as in obnoxious person?
More to ponder.
Frank. It's about Frank and Leathermouth.
the wonders of blogger.....
see Mayo IS blogger, it's the only reasonable explanation
Winks ;) Thank you Op J. You have a keen insight to these things. However, I was being serious and half playful. Not sarcastic. Hope you didnt take it that way.
no need to get grumpy 12:49. they are still together so they must "care" about each other, i'm guessing.
or bore as in dull
how is it about leathermouth?
ya mean leathermouth lyrics?
Op J. I took it as both. The later boor is what. no could be either or. You can take it either way. Not the spelling. That means plain wild pig. Not very nice is it? I dunno.
Ergo, you can haz a kitteh and a monkeh. Both! You have to clean them. Holds nose.
Anonymous said...
Winks ;) Thank you Op J. You have a keen insight to these things. However, I was being serious and half playful. Not sarcastic. Hope you didnt take it that way.
August 30, 2008 12:53 AM
Uhhh...wha? Got me confused, Anon.
12.51, that thought crossed my mind, but, again: why? Not really a feasible explanation for that reference.
There is nothing to be afraid of,
it is only the wind
changing to the east, it is only
your father the thunder
your mother the rain
In this country of water
with its beige moon damp as a mushroom,
its drowned stumps and long birds
that swim, where the moss grows
on all sides of the trees
and your shadow is not your shadow
but your reflection,
your true parents disappear
when the curtain covers your door.
We are the others,
the ones from under the lake
who stand silently beside your bed
with our heads of darkness.
We have come to cover you
with red wool,
with our tears and distant whispers.
You rock in the rain's arms,
the chilly ark of your sleep,
while we wait, your night
father and mother,
with our cold hands and dead flashlight,
knowing we are only
the wavering shadows thrown
by one candle, in this echo
you will hear twenty years later.
Night Poem
by Margaret Atwood
I not grumpy 12:53. I promiz I not
Nice poem anon 12:59
Margaret Atwood...the same woman who wrote The Handmaiden's Tale? Very nice choice, GB. As always.
Sleep well tonight, and have a care. Thunder and rain aren't always friendly.
oh man. margaret atwood both creeps me out and thrills me. that poem is also reminding me of an anime by miyazaki.
thank you again, g'nite. :)
oh so I haz dirty monkey and kitteh?
iz ok, I cleanz them nice
thanks g'nite sweet dreams
(I think, poems is a bit unnerving)
Ergo. I swear I nearly pissed myself. They arent dirty yet. When they soil themselves you have to clean them. Very funny schtick.
I gave the kitteh and monkeh to you clean! I dont hand out dirty animals. sheesh! lol
Ergo, I think you need to house train them.
Just like husbands :)
haha it kinda read either way.
I will keep kitteh and monkeh nice and cuddle warm, clean and happy
I iz good mummy
Mayo. I know you wrote "boar" which means wild pig. Is that what you really meant? Could be taken a different way. Just wonderin
Ergo iz a good mommy and teacher. I know. They will keep you warm at night
Thanks g'nite anon. Sweet dreams to you
Goodnight blog believe.
Some husbands never get properly trained. Then you drive far away and drop them off in the woods. Oh, wait, they somehow return and find their way home. Darn!
Cant live with them, cant shoot em.
No you cant! Tempting I know.
Goodnighters!
Boor: a crude person with rude clumsy manner.
Bore: to make weary by being dull, repetitive or tedious.
not mayo
heehee thanks 1:13
I haz done pretty good job with husband too, though his annoying and dangerous right hand just refuses to behave
goodnight 1:17 anon
sweet dreams
I kinda think mayo would have written boar on purpose, he rarely makes errors like that
Goodnight anon, sweet dreams.
I think I'm gonna sign off as well. I'm gonna read for a bit. Goodnight everyone, sweet dreams.
Boar: An uncastrated male pig.
Thank you for the definitions.
I do know what they mean. However,am not too sure what Mayo means thats all.
goodnight BC sweet dreams and enjoy the reading
People, it is now officially Wendy's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEACHES!!!
*throws confetti, streamers, sparklies, Hurricanes, and donuts*
I hope you have the most exciting birthday yet, Wendy! (Not withstanding the torrential rain, wind, and general nassy weather)
You can come stay with us if you need to! It might be a bit of a drive, and a few days later you'd be by yourself (well, with the animals) cause we're going out of town...
But Sparkle says, "Baa ba baa baaa ba BAA, baa baaba! Baa baaa baa baaaaaaaaaaaaa baa baaaa!" ("You could come stay with ME, Aunt Wendy! We would have soooooooooo much fun!")
HAPPY JAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY FRIEND! We love you! (That's from me, L, sparkle, Dumplin, Rain, Pinkle, Logan, and PFF.)
interesting trivia; boar in chinese astrology is roughly equivalent to the western sign of scorpio
though his annoying and dangerous right hand just refuses to behave
Can totally relate to that Ergo ^_^
Goodnight BC, enjoy your reading! *hugs*
Anon said:
Cant live with them, cant shoot em.
I've also heard "Can't live with 'em, can't put 'em in a sack." Hopefully yours needs neither. :)
Boar ~ Scorpion
Hmmmmmmmmm........
Happy Birthday Wendy!!!!!
SMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOCH
The boar - it's someone born in 1971 to 72 (in most recent times 83 - 84 chinese year)
my hubby is, I'm a sheep
If Mayo were to delve into chineese astrology that is. Are you trying to say certain people are Scorpios? Reading waay too much into it or not. Who is to say
though have to say I see little in common between the boar and scorpio, but i don't think the two systems correlate well anyway
Reading waaaayy too much into these things is usually what happens here.
And sometimes anons get waaayyy too excited about nothing.
Just the waaayyy of the world.
good night bc.
chinese astrology was the firat thing that came to mind when i saw "boar", but i just assumed i'm a little warped.
Happy Birthday Wendy. Namste.
I didnt know it was your Birthday.
Hands out champagne to everyone.
*Hides Absolute in the botton cabinet far right in kitchen*
She will know where to look. ;)
Goodnight and sweet dreams everyone
You too Mayo. I must go to sleep for my eyes grow to heavy to keep prying open.
If I dream of wild uncastrated pigs I will hunt you down I will! Drive you far off into the woods and well, you know the rest of the story. heehee
Very true, Ergo. Seems like the Chinese horoscope is broader than the Western one. My Chinese year (snake) only fits me partially, but my Western astrological sign (Sagittarius) is about 98% dead-on.
1:35 that was meant for myself that comment. That I as in ME was reading way to much into things.
Dont be so defensive. It was a good analogy the astrology thing.
Bye
"but i just assumed i'm a little warped."
I've assumed you were a LOT warped for months, TJ. You're just NOW assuming that? :D
(I know, there should be a period after 'assumed'. As far as I know...)
GOODNIGHT BI! Good to see you again. I'm assuming you're a little warped too. :D
good night beloved imortal. :)
and happy birthday wendy!!
for me, the chinese astrology works out pretty much the same as the western system, and they connect up in a weird way, too: i'm a gemini, which is ruled by the planet mercury. the animal associated with mercury in ancient times is the rooster, which just happens to be my sign according to the chinese system.
i am all tied up neat and pretty in a bow, i swear.
oh you're a snake? cool
I find the opposite actually my chinese fits me better than virgo.
except for one virgo description I read, they always say we are perfectionists and neat etc, and I am not at all.
But fire sheep seems to be more like me
weeeeellll, j.
you see, i just didn't want to mention it before. i was trying to pretend i was normal. all camoflaged and so forth.
why didn't you tell me my stealth mode was broken?
:)
Sorry 1:41 not defensive, only teasing.
HI BI!
and bye BI!
take care
My eyes are telling me, GO TO BED. So I think I will.
Goodnight Ergo and TJ (wow, has everyone else already left?), hope to see you tomorrow! Have a nice evening, Ergo, and a nice night, TJ.
love, faith, hope, kittehs, but NO MONKEHS
ergo, have you ever read your sun sign and moon sign combined? a lot of times when people say their sun sign doesn't fit them it's because they haven't factored in the influence of their moon sign.
Dammit I forgot! Before I leave:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY sugarplum!!!! *smothers with super special sloppy birthday kisses and hugs*
I hope you have a great one, but most importantly, I hope you're well and that you're safe! Maybe you should relocate to my area. We have NO hurricanes here whatsoever :p
Happy birthday!!
Now I'm outta here. Goodnight everyone.
good night j., sweet dreams. :)
say hi to l.!
J. this is the description I found for year of the snake;
People born in the year of the snake are usually considered attractive, wise and enchanting. He or she can become an Ambassador, a Mediator or a talented musician. Such a person is a thinker who also likes to live well; affluence. The Snake person loves books, music, clothes, fine food and wine; but with all their fondness for the finer things in life, their innate grace and elegance gives them a dislike for frivolities, small minds and foolish talk.
Some Snakes may have a slow or lazy way of speaking but this does not reflect in any way their speed of deduction or action. It's just that they like to ponder things, to assess and formulate their views properly. Generally speaking, Snakes tend to be very careful about what they say.
Snake people like communicating, particularly interesting and challenging conversations; if the conversation becomes repetitive their attention may soon wander. It is almost impossible to fix their attention for long talking about mundane everyday habits as they prefer to focus on new, interesting and evolutionary ideas in general. The Snake needs mental exercise in a conversation or relationship.
In relationships with others, Snakes are possessive and very demanding. And yet at the same time, they view their associates with a certain distrust. They will never forgive anyone who breaks a promise. They are also prone to being neurotic, even paranoid, where pet fears and suspicions are concerned.
These people have a special talent that enables them to judge situations correctly. They are alert to new possibilities: when they have an idea of what to do and how to do it, they will pursue it persistently and energetically. The Snake is at home in any social situation, able to adapt and converse on all levels. In Chinese astrology it is believed that they are self-confident, driven, focused and willing to listen to someone else's opinion, but don't necessarily take it 'on board'. Refusing to listen to constructive advice; intelligent and headstrong. They treasure their privacy and will have many a dark secret locked up within.
Although it is difficult for such people to take advice, they are patient and compassionate with others when it comes to giving a helping hand, and their ability to look at a problem from a variety of angles is extremely useful. When faced with a dilemma, Snake people, as a rule, act with speed and conviction, since they believe intensely in what they are doing and rarely waste time or energy on projects lacking in good potential.
The best partners for the Snake will be the dependable Ox, the dauntless Rooster or the illustrious Dragon. Snakes can also do well with the tenacious Rat. Though the Pig, Horse and the Tiger may not be able to work.
In life, they know precisely how to use people and situations to their best advantage. There will be no holding them back as Snakes are destined for fame and fortune.
In times of confusion and trouble, the Snake person is a pillar of strength because he maintains a presence of mind. The Snake can deal with bad news and misfortune with great aplomb. They have a profound sense of responsibility and an unsinkable constancy of purpose. It will be this constancy of purpose coupled with a natural hypnotic charisma that could carry a Snake to the highest realms of power.
Goodnight, sleep well.
goodnight J sweet dreams
TJ that was the one that fitted better, though as I'm on a cusp it gets even more complicated
Mayo,
Thanks for the new post. I'm not quite sure why we thank you for putting something on your own blog. After all, it's we who are the guests, not you.
Anyhoo, this new piece of your mind throbs with hostility. It wouldn't surprise me, but it would sadden me, if this were for/to Best Friend. I hope I'm wrong. Really, "The Word Whore"? Yowch.
To quote part of an INXS song, "Words are weapons, sharper than knives..."
Of course, that works both ways. *coughYoBestFriendcough*
So for now I'll say goodnight, Mayo. I hope you can get your differences--with whoever you're addressing here--settled soon.
Have restful dreams, my friend.
actually TJ it wasn't the moon sign, I just looked it up and it sounds even less like me! lol
ergo, cusp does muck things up a bit, but then, who wants a simple natal chart? :)
it's the cusp that's a bit more like it
but the one I liked said that virgo's may appear completely disorganised but know where everything is, it just doesn't look it
oh! poor ergo! lol
you must be a very special case. :)
Wow, Anon, that description was something else! I DID see a lot of myself in the text. The book on Chinese Astrology says about the same things, but some were new to me.
Thanks for the new info, 1.50. It never hurts to understand yourself more.
Goodnight to you also. Sleep well, too.
that would fit me, then (i'm a virgo moon). i have an organizing system, it's just an invisible one. :)
haha Tj
people tell me that often lol
I'yam what I y'am
you know a song I really love is "kiss them for me" by siouxsie and the banshees
just thought I'd share that
SS baby,
If I could replay this day, complete with changes, I'm pretty sure I'd run it through "rewind" back to the beginning.
It started out as a "one thing after another" kind of day, then progressed to a "why did I get up" kind of day, then crashed into a "what the fuck is happening here" kind of day.
But you know, I'm not gonna complain about it. My day was immeasurably better than a lot of people's. Some people awoke to devastation; some, to homelessness; some, to addiction; some, to take their final breath. My bad day? Pfft. Nothing, comparatively. And I am so thankful for that.
Wishing you a bright tomorrow, full of warm feelings and moments of realization.
Goodnight, precious. I love you.
My heart to yours, always.
why, thank you for sharing, ergo!
ummmm...
do i have anything to share?
ummm.
hmmm.
oh! i had an abba song in my head earlier. "knowing me, knowing you". don't know how it got there, haven't heard that song for years, but there you go.
and now it's in my head again.
*facepalm*
well I'm a way for a while, heading over to visit friends and have a bike ride (I don't ride I watch)
bye TJ have a good saturday.
or I may catch you when I'm back
I feel like I'm leaving you alone in an empty house!
*puts on coffee*
*sets out pillow and blanket on couch with remote*
*and a book in case TV is boring*
♥xx♥
aaaaaaaaagh!
now it's in my head!!!!
:]
*giggle*
thanks ergo. have a good time. :)
oops!
sorry!
I just had to come back and say something quick. So I am dropping and running -so lovelies -be well, I hope to chat again soon! (And Abba is fucking killer.) Just sayin!
Oh yea -and I slay plenty 12:36. Not just dragons and stuff... ;p Salute to you as well loves. (And don't touch my sword. Well.. maybe.)
;)
MAYO.
So, damn. You're new words have been buggin me, ya know? You're an angry little cuss tonight yea? And you're previous posts were almost so affectionate. Full of hope. Any effort, if you MEAN IT is not in vain. Sure it helps when the other party puts some damn effort in too, but even if they don't -maybe that is only temporary. Maybe you are trying for it, at the wrong angle. Maybe they don't know how much you want- things to be better?? I agree with OPJ, this does sound pointed. Don't let you're temper ruin something beautiful you had, or could have again.
And you're p.s. Fuckin A yo. That is some mean shit there dear. No matter what you say, or how sharply you say it- they are still gonna hide from it? The truth? The meaning? Wow. Again, temper. TEMPER. It sounds like you are near done with this person -but think on this: If you are so done with them, why are they getting to you So Much? Something is still there, I believe? Something BIG. -Considering how hard your words are today. I wouldn't be so quick to turn from them, as you seem to want too. I would just try to calm down. Try another angle -or confront them straight. Sometimes that is the only way to fix something broken, to pick it up and make a true effort. No more yelling at it. Get the tools.
Of course, I don't know you from Adam, so you really could be talking about livestock. (not just someone who behaves as such..) And uhh, o.k. then. Don't touch my goat. >:(
Be well guys! I just had to rant!! -loves!
to August 24, 2008 11:48 AM
The first, the last, my everything
And the answer to all my dreams
You're my sun, my moon, my guiding star
My kind of wonderful, that's what you are
I know there's only, only one like you
There's no way they could have made two
You're all I'm living for
Your love I'll keep for evermore
You're the first, your the last, my everything
And with you I've found so many things
A love so new only you could bring
Can't you see it's you
You make me feel this way
You're like a fresh morning dew on a brand new day
I see so many ways that I
Can love you till the day I die
You're my reality, yet I'm lost in a-a-a a dream
You're the first, the last, my everything
[Musical Interlude]
I know there's only, only one like you
There's no way they could have made two
(Babe) you're my reality
But I'm lost in a-a-a a dream
You're the first, you're the last, my everything
For all you know 8/24 @ 11:48 could be a fan girl thinking this is a GW blog.
I wouldn't trust any poetry.
mayo,
i'm not sure what to think of your latest post. i am sure, however, that i will be reading it and re-reading it, tasting the words over and over. i'll wander through them, wondering.
that's what i like to do. each poem is a world.
tonight, at first taste, all i can say...
and i hesitate to say it aloud, so come closer, yes?
...is that though i may not have a solid meaning for your poem, i find there is something compelling about its jaggedy fierceness. is it truly anger here, and if so, i shouldn't like it, should i?
(but i do)
is this poem a challenge? i read it to myself in a whisper and it rasps uncomfortably against my skin. how do you do that?
Spirit coursing diligent
so beautiful, although i think i might have some disagreement with the idea that one's striving spirit can ever fail...there is always tomorrow for the battle to be fought again, and won.
but that's philosophy, and now it's time for dreams.
so good night, mayo. remember who you are to yourself, in yourself, and you can't ever go wrong.
or song lyrics for that matter
teej is the biggest fangirl of them all
morning mayo!
well what can i say? You sound angry as fuck! and bitter! i get the impression you are referring to someone else? but knowing you (although i very obviously don't!!), erm ....knowing what i know of your words for the past nearly a year, you could very easily also be referring to yourself.
either way i feel sad that you feel that bitter towards another person, or yourself. that shit is gonna eat you up! all consuming!
or maybe you mean none of it and are just blogging words that you want to just cos you can. fair do's and all that.
either way, take care, be good, stay safe and stop frowning!! those frowns will become permanent some day mayo! we are all getting older! you don't wanna be forking out for some botox prematurely do you now?!!
I really hope this isn't gerard talking about frank.Maybe he is as worried as we all are that leathermouth will mean the end of mcr.I don't want mcr to break up.
:(
morning everyone! hope we are all well?
HAPPY JAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDY!!
so sorry to hear your gig got cancelled! hope you find something else super wild and fun to do instead! have a lovely day!
same applies for everyone else! have fun filled saturdays!
SS you too if you can!
oh and welcome back lucy!
I hate to break it to you but this post is so bitter that if it is about Frank then it looks like the friendship is over and that means the band will probably be over. They will end up like blink182 did where they all hated each other.
Valid point. When the mud starts slinging, little hope is left. Heartbreaking. Such a unique and caring band.
Nothing gold can stay.
*shakes head*
You mean something was chosen over something else?
no I just mean that blink went on to do their own things and none of them took off or were as huge as blink.
Yes 4:38.
Pride.
Ego's.
Over friendship and meaning.
It's hardly going to work if there is no longer a spark between them. Hate just masks deep anger or pain.
So true.
So sad.
I don't think that is it. Frank is one of the most humble people I've ever met. He doesn't see himself as a 'rock star' he just loves to play. Maybe Gerard is just nervous that Frank might want to leave the band so he's throwing a hissy fit.
I thought they would split up ever since the day Gerard shook Frank like a ragdoll in front of thousands of people. And Frank forgave him!
Not seen any of the new Leathermouth footage have you?
He is quite nasty up there.
It is not clever.
It is not like him.
It is ugly.
It is so very Project Revolution.
I would be pissed too if he came at me for my attitude, then turned around and took it on himself.
Think about it.
4:46 it sounds like a third presence may be involved. Then again, I may be wrong.
4:38 very sad it may amount to this.
I have too 4:50.
But I don't think he forgave him.
I don't think he was even good at hiding that fact during this last tour.
Hate just masks deep anger or pain.
This post is full of hate.So what do you think frank could have possibly done to cause gerard/mayo/carmine such anger and pain.
At the Leathermouth show I was at Frank was talking about bullying and how violence is never the answer. I don't see how that compares to Gerard's between song banter of getting teenage girls to simulate orgasms for his own amusement.
4:53 you're assuming this is GW. Could be just another clever post.
He is quite nasty up there.
It is not clever.
It is not like him.
It is ugly.
THAT'S THE POINT!
Frank has said in interviews that Leathermouth is an outlet for all the emotions he is not proud of, an expression of his darker side. It has always stood for that. He has never pretended leathermouth was something else. Gerard took everything MCR stood for and then chewed it up and spat it back out at us in disgust. That's the difference.
Could someone be throwing something back in someone's face?
4:56 That is NOT how Frank treats his fans.
No matter how great a 'frontman' he is trying to be.
And No 4:55 it is not on the same level.
However it is the fact that neither of them are behaving as they were.
Neither of them is behaving like the people we (the fans) thought them to be.
That is my point.
It was hypocritical of Frank to sit and glare at Gerard during interviews for his holier than thou attitude during that time and for Frank to now carry the same attitude on stage.
All I was trying to say.
5:02 are you Mayo? Just come out and say whatever conclusion you are trying to steer us towards or join in the discussion like evryone else.
No 5:04, whatever gave you that idea?
5:03 so many people have met Frank recently and he is always gracious and friendly. I saw something on LJ where Frank met a couple of girls in a mall and they expected to just get an autograph and be on their way, but Frank engaged them in conversation about what they had been buying, the rock band game etc and then apologised for taking up so much of their time! Of course they walked away with a hug, autograph and a photo which is more than they would have got from gerard cos he 'doesn't do' hugs, autographs (unless you stand in line for hours) or photos.
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