He found it fit to sit and complain.
And in the shit still, remain
Spirit coursing diligent, but in vain.
He is unraveling spools for the core.
He is unknown: “The Word Whore”
Has every opportunity for more,
But now at last he has become the boar.
p.s. not even (a lex icon) the sharpest ink will get you out of that paper bag.
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«Oldest ‹Older 1201 – 1400 of 2980 Newer› Newest»Oh Carrie, that is such a waste. I actually did that once, didn't vote. Then another time I voted for Nader. I blame myself for this mess.
On that note, I am off to bed.
LEWIS! I hope you see my messages to you on the last page.
Good night!
well shh you are welcome over my place anytime. :)
cooking is my specialty so I'm sure we can come to an arrangement
Hi & bye, K :)
good night kapunua!
I've ammended my poem to avoid any more confusion.
Gerard Way
Saved the day.
He(ALLEGEDLY) fixed the bus
His wife's okay.
His hair is(ALLEGEDLY) pink.
He missed the show.
This is the way
the rumors grow.
goodnight K sweet dreams
He's going to vote, he claims, but not for the main candidates.
That's okay J. Haha, thanks TJ. Glad I could make you laugh. Sometimes I would make them do the splits, but if I wasn't doing that, I would rip their heads or legs out just for fun.
Most little girls my age would have played jump rope or dress up their dolls, but I spent most of my childhood playing sports, video games, collecting X-men cards and going to my local comic book store with my brother. I also fought a lot, although I'm not sure if I should be proud of that.
So his hair may not actually be pink?
Pity. I would have liked to have seen that.
i say, that's very decent of you, 10:29. good show, and all that.
10:29, you crack me up, and shhh I can talk old{er) films, I loves them. But also, as soon as I say that, you will inevitably mention something that makes me go HUH?
I find him dying his hair pink much more believable than him fixing a bus.
oh, bc. your poor, poor barbies. :)
I have burgundy hair, does that count?
My hair's burgundy too, J! :)
i never did pink hair, myself. i prefer the cool end of the spectrum: blue, green, purple...
elegant, classy colors.
I used to hold my barbies in hostage situations, one had her hair cut short and stubble drawn to be the bad guy
I never had boy dolls :(
but then I got transformers :) I still have Starscream (and others but he was my favourite)
My hair kinda looks like a calico cat right now. I thought I was gonna try and go natural, but now I'm looking in the mirror and going eeehhhhhh.
mine was purple with pink streaks 2 years ago
mine was purple with pink streaks 2 years ago
O_O
Do you have any pics?
Ergo, I still have my Star Trek dolls, plus the Enterprise Playset.
ergo, i actually had a ken doll you could shave. he came with a special marker and a sponge-bladed razor. it was weird.
but they gave him really deep dimples, and i could never shave him clean! *sigh*
Classy green hair??
wow, carrie. that's cool.
yes! yes, it was very classy! and mossy.
but classy!
OMG TJ, I remember him! He totally looked like Miami Vice Ken before he got shaved.
Mossy can totally be classy!
So can calico!
P.S. That's why I never said I was a delicate little flower in the first place. I'm more of an amazon warrior underneath ^_~
Lol Ergo. Those poor barbie dolls ^_^
yeah! that was him carrie! he had white plastic shoes and a tennis racquet, too.
I dismembered my Barbie & buried her in the backyard.
yeah, I always kinda thought of him as gay Ken, but oh wait, wasn't there one that had a freaking mullet?
calico is classy with a soupçon of daring joie de vivre.
somewhere I do RW I'll have a look
RW, I actually gave my Barbies to my ex boyfriend's little sister, a dumbhead move on my part.
carrie, i thought that the shaving ken had a mullet? hmmm.
resurrected wreck, that's so reverent of you.
classy moss?
o.....k......
Barbie deserved a decent burial I thought, TJ.
Carrie, do you wish you'd kept your Barbies?
Oh ha, guess it was the same horror of Ken doll all wrapped up in one!
I think mine are still at my parents
however our house is complete with Barbies and Bratz now. and I have to say Bratz are scary
Yeah, RW, I wish I had, because Annie would have dug them. I remember playing with my Aunt's old Barbies when I was a kid and thinking they were the shit.
resurrected wreck said...
I dismembered my Barbie & buried her in the backyard.
September 1, 2008 12:17 AM
You're a sick woman, RW. O_o
I liked stuffed animals much more. Still do.
You're a sick woman, RW. O_o
Hee! ;P
It's the feet poppy off thing that disturbs me, Ergo. Or wait, is it their big heads? Or no, is it the fact that they dress like whores? Annie, bless her heart, actually got up early this morning (she's practicing for school) and had a Bratz doll Church service. And she was all like, is this dress good for Church? And I'm like no honey, you can see her coochie.
I was never much of a doll person, carrie, but I used to love to go through my grandma's trunks in the attic and play dress-up with her old clothes.
And she was all like, is this dress good for Church? And I'm like no honey, you can see her coochie.
HAHA!!
RW, that sounds like heaven.
Scroll down.
holy pink shit!!!
Oh man, please tell me that's photoshopped! His hair looks terrible!
Thanks for the link, 12:31am :)
That pic kind looked photo shopped, and was more red than pink, and OMG, was even gayer than the Nascar one.
He is clearly insane. LOL!!!
Oh, but thanks, 12:31. :)
eep!
oh dear I really hope that isn't a for permanent thing, he looks ridiculous
it is sooooo not his colour
You dismembered your barbie RW?!
Shame on you :p
That hair makes him look like Danny from The Partridge Family.
I'm sure that pic is Photoshopped.
maybe it matches his briefs
maybe it's a wig?
*prays it's a wig*
I actually laughed out loud, I hope it's like a dare
BC: :P
maybe it matches his briefs
O_o
well it would be novel if the carpet matched the drapes
o_O
:P
Photoshopped. And very badly at that.
Ergo, thanks a friggin' lot, you do not want to be in my mind now.
OH NO!!!!
it's the same colour as Elmo!!!
His hair looks terrible, but it looks so funny!
He reminds me of Ronald McDonald.
carrie I think my mind just went one step too far!
maybe that's the point BC, he doesn't want to look hawt or only for the wifey
He reminds me of Ronald McDonald.
BC, you're gonna burn for that one. ;)
Computer nastyage, must reboot. May be back, or not.
Gerard way is a clown.
TICKLE ME!!!!!!
he should try green next week...or blue...or green and blue streaks. might just bring out his skin tone.
no no no no
bad brain
stop it
*hit*
Next thing you know, he'll have a red nose and some giant shoes.
TICKLE ME!!!!!!
Stop it, EP, you're killing me!!
You may have a point there, 12:44.
Well J, let the burning begin! Muhaha. On second thought, he looks like the red-haired pigtail chick from Wendy's.
he could do cookie monster next
i keep getting a j-pop vibe from that pic, actually.
...or he could try the afro ken look
J-pop?
green drapes and blue rug...interesting
blue and green should never be seen unless there's a color inbetween
oh dear....
catches breath...
sorry...
I just cannot get past the whole Elmo thing..
*giggles again*
yeah, you know, resurrected wreck, japanese pop. lots o' cute guys in j-pop, lots o' colored hair.
you mean visual kei toujours?
hmmmm
I don't think I've ever seen any j-pop dudes, TJ. Clearly I've been missing out!
sort of like pippy longstocking BC?
oh, look what you made me say.
*slaps hand over mouth*
I'm not sure I'll be able to sleep tonight after seeing that pic.
oh god! now I'm thinking about where the eyes would go...
someone stop me please!!!!!!!
I'm with you on that one, 1:00am.
:)
Do you remember still the falling stars
that like swift horses through the heavens raced
and suddenly leaped across the hurdles
of our wishes--do you recall? And we
did make so many! For there were countless numbers
of stars: each time we looked above we were
astounded by the swiftness of their daring play,
while in our hearts we felt safe and secure
watching these brilliant bodies disintegrate,
knowing somehow we had survived their fall.
Falling Stars
by Rainer Maria Rilke
Girls, I'm going to bed. Shitty day, shitty night. Not y'all, just...other stuff.
Goodnight Ergo, BC, RW, TJ, Carrie, anon, have a good rest of the night.
Goodnight Mayo, have a good Monday.
Goodnight SS, sorry, baby, I just don't have a whole "goodnight" in me tonight. Tomorrow, I promise. Love you.
love, faith, hope
Hahaha, definitely 12:59. It just popped into my head when I saw that pic. After the ronald mcdonald comment.
something like that, 12:58. :)
resurrected wreck, it's got a lot of good music, too. t.m. revolution is my particular favorite.
Well, he will never be as goth or as stylish as the j-rockers!
I thought he was aiming for punk, seeing he is married to such a classy punk chick.
Have a good night, J :) I hope tomorrow will be better for you.
Please say hi to L!
good night, j. hope tomorrow is tons better.
good night, g'nite. that one has me smiling. :)
I shall have to check them out, TJ.
goodnight J hope tomorrow is better
sweet dreams
thanks g'nite, sweet dreams to you
*wonders how wendy is*
Goodnight J. I hope your mood improves tomorrow. Goodnight g'nite anon, sweet dreams
Gerard is a sad little ridiculous man.
1:04, that pic was taken at a con, after all -- lots of anime stuff there. maybe he was getting into the swing of things?
*gasp*
maybe, he's going to cosplay next.
SNUFFLEUPAGUS!!!!!
*falls off chair laughing*
l'arc-en-ciel is another good band to look for, resurrected wreck. you'll find a lot of j-pop at places where you buy anime, they sing a lot of the sooundtracks.
Gerard is now officially a Muppet.
ergo has morphed into elmo! oh no.
yikes! tickles and hides
Thanks for the tips, TJ :)
Pink hair or black hair, Gerard is a muppet. He's a joke.
I was just thinking about Wendy. :(
sure, resurrected wreck. :)
Time for me to head to bed.
Have a good night, everyone :)
GAH!!!
I am hideously ticklish!!!!
*runs from anon*
whats the latest of the storm anyone?
Maybe the pink hair is to celebrate their upcoming anniversary.
One year, it's hard to believe.
good night, resurrected wreck. :)
1:10, every time i hear something about the hurricane, i send wendy a little bit of "you can do it" energy, kind of my version of kapunua's pink bubble.
she'll get through this. she's going to come in and astound us with her stories about what happened. :)
goodnight RW sweet dreams
not good ep.predicting to hit Monday morning. damn. they dont even know the so called experts. weather channel is saying it is still a category 4 storm. very scary
my 10th anniversary is in 27 days and I'm not intending for my or my hubby's hair to be pink, but it would be an interesting way to celebrate...
thanks anon, we get updates but only in scheduled news shows, is there a good website to get info? a weather tracker thing?
Monkeys and pink hair, they go hand in hand...
Don't forget matching unicorn t-shirts.
yeah, www.weather.com it is the weather channel we have here as a 24 hr program if you will. most exciting i must say. rolls eyes.
I was in a category 4 cyclone when I was a kid, luckily it hit at low tide and the eye didn't cross the coast, but it did a lot of damage, our roof was torn off and we had to run out to the house next door. I will never forget the sound.
curently new Orleans La has a tornado watch in place now as well.
ep did you think of the wizard of oz? or were you too young? how old were you? that must have been terrifying for you
thank you anon
oh you guys are bad. poor Gerard. I do feel bad for him at times. I guess I'm a sucker after all. ok, bash me. *covers head*
Is Wendy with her family? Surely she is not alone?
I was 4 1/2
but I remember it really vividly, it was really scary, christmas morning, but it was so dark.
And I remember going around after and looking at all the damage, I can still picture it.
I have copies of the papers too, it was one of Australias worst
no anon she is on her own.
that's why we are worried, but she says she's prepared adn was there for katrina
I just keep praying she's ok
if anyone is interested, I was in Althea in '71, the one people mostly know is Tracey in '74
1:23,
That sucks. I hope the warning passes without incident. I just saw the weather channel, and it said Gustav is now a category 3. And it looks like it's heading west of New Orleans, which could mean that there might not be any serious damage in that area after all.
I'm keeping my fingers crossed and hope everyone is safe. You too sugarplum.
Ergo I remember watching something on National Geographic about cyclones.
Was that Tracy?
Anon try not to be too concerned for Gerard. His wife will look after him.
I know some things do sound off the wall he does. I cant help but feel protective of him. I dont know why! I feel that way about my friends etc..(he isnt my friend, I know) I still feel for him. He has acted like a dumbass alot of the time especially lately.
I guess i still think (or would like to think) deep down the old Gee is in there! Dying to escape and cant
shrugs shoulders. I dunno anymore
Mayo, SS, darlings.
I always, always think of you. lately, I've thought of you a lot, as I've been away.
I think the best way to explain is with an excerpt from my latest blog.
The world slipped away, crumbled, I fell.
It was night, approaching morning and I dropped into darkness.
I found myself in a hospital bed, lights glaring down at me, and I knew I'd gone crazy.
But I came back, clawed my way out, out of a world where we shuffled around instead of walking, a place where time stood still and checks were performed at night. A place where sharp objects were removed and pills dolled out at meal times.
And now? well now I just don't know.
I miss you all, I hope you're well.
XOXO cupcake
Whoa, Ep,I've never heard of those storms. Stupid Amercians (yes we are at times) were not always informed of major catastrophies from around the world especially at those times.
You never forget such a traumatic event even at that tender age.
Your house was ok right?
BC, I hope you are right. Cat 3 is a little better than a cat 4.Less damage. I am watching the weather channel right now too.
I know wendy said her bro and sis in law wanted to go get her on their way out. maybe they just forced her to go. I hope she did.
I hope so too 1:41. Evacuations were mandatory. I hope she got out. I'll keep an eye on the weather just in case.
I miss you cupcake. I hope you and your grandpa are well. Take care love.
There they go, the weather channel talking about the oil refineraries that will be affected. Bunch of shit.
as of this morning she said she was staying put
anon we are a long way off, and you're such a big country you have tons of your own news.
our worst recently was Cyclone Larry a couple of years a go, hit a town north of me called Innisfail and all but destroyed it, also all the banana plantations etc, it was around the same time as Katrina and over here we couldn't believe how different the response was, the govt sent crews straight in, builders and plumbers etc gave up their own jobs to travel up to help for no fee.
We couldn't comprehend how the US was so different
Nat geo anon it would have been Tracey if it was film from '70's or Larry if recent
CUPCAKE!!!
what's happened? you're ok?
I just got a message from Wendy, she is ok has electricity and her dogs are fine, a few bad squalls so far, it's 12:50 am and she's going to try and get some sleep, they expect the worst from 4 am.
she can't post at blogger but wants to thank all of us and the anons
That does sounds vaguely familiar ergo. I remember hearing banana plantations being affected.
I will check out Nat Geo for Tracy info. thanks
Goodnight all. Sweet dreams.
Cupcake, hope you are ok. Night
she will try and call L and J if she has cell service after it's over
Thanks Ep! Wendy needs more than a pink bubble on this one stubborn bullox! Am relieved she is alright. So far so good.
Goodnight. Positive thoughts and prayers for Wendy
goodnight anon sweet dreams
Unfortunately, oil prices can be directly affected by natural disasters, and even during crisis in other countries. Typically they increase when such disaster occurs. It could happen with Gustuv, and if it happens, the consumer can feel a tighter pinch at the gas pumps, especially since gas is near $4.00 a gallon right now.
It's politics and economics at work. But let, they still suck.
And I got an email from Wendy. She's still alive and well, and is okay, but says that she expects tomorrow to be a rough one
BC any excuse puts up fuel prices!
Haha, okay Ergo had the email thing covered already :p
Goodnight anon, sweet dreams.
And to say this: Worrying about the oil refineries is nothing compared to worrying about how many lives and pets are being put at risk from a hurricane(Albeit a stupid hurricane)
That's true Ergo. I really hope that with this hurricane, FEMA will do a better job. They did such a half-assed job when Katrina hit three years ago.
And it's disheartening to hear that there's so much corruption in the city government, from what Wendy had told me once.
Sometimes I hate politics. And wow, are we the only ones here?
looks like we might be BC
I can tell you those of us overseas were shocked and disgusted at the treatment of people after Katrina, by the government but also by each other. It was a sad reflection of the lack of care for your fellow man
Yeah, it was disheartening to see that. Hopefully, this time mistakes were learned. I hope so.
Well, I'm gonna sign off for the night. Goodnight TJ and Ergo, sweet dreams guys. ♥
Sugarplum: Lots of love and kisses to you! I'm not much of a prayer type of person, but you are in my thoughts. Be safe! *smothers with kisses* and kick that stupid hurricane's warm current ass to the curve! :p
Cupcake: ♥
J: I hope tomorrow is a better day for you ♥ to you and L.
Night guys!
Hiya Bc, Ergo.
Horrified, enraged, disgusted -and humilatied. By whom most? Our own government for abandoning our people? Or our own people turning on each other? Not sure which was worse. But both was like driving past a car accident, you can't help, it makes you sick and scared -but you can't look away either.
Nothing so any of us could do. Too poor to send money. WAY too poor to actually make it there to help. No idea why Real (governement) help wasn't coming. It was terrifying. And seeing their poor Mayor. God, he made me cry. It was like no one -Anywhere understood what was going on. I PRAY that doesn't happen again.
goodnight BC sweet dreams
Oops! Bye BC! Have a good one, hope to catch ya later!
<3
Hi lewis that's what I thought
I think the people turning on each other made it so much worse, there were stories of human kindness etc but the rest was so horrible.
You may not always be able to rely on governments (though for the most powerful and richest country in the world it was a very poor effort)
but the tales of human cruelty and violence were just awful
I really hope the whole world learned a lesson from it
just stopping back in to say my good nights.
sweet dreams everyone.
goodnight Tj sweet dreams
I told wendy you sent her the protective energy, she said to say thank you she appreciates everything and feels very safe and loved
How you doing tonight Ergo??
Good god, I hope so. If that happens again. We just aren't worth it as a species.
At the time, I had about 12 million news channels. It was like -which horrid and in depth detail shall I watch to make my heart ache and my stomach turn today?? That really was the worst, you are right. People -jesus, the shit they did was Immense. And far beyond what I thought humans capable of. That is what really scares me with people staying there. When things get desperate -things get primative.
Hiya Tj! nighty night! the kitties were disgustingly wonderful! Really -I saved the pics! And I showed 'em off! And I made annoying little 'awwz!' noises again and again! Thank you for sharing those!! Have a good one! <3
I'm good thanks lewis, waiting for hubby to get home from work
It was so different to see that happening there while we had cyclone Larry here, the difference was incredible, and same with our recent flood disaster.
Sometimes you wonder how much the species really has evolved
how are you?
Hi guys
hi elena!
Howdy Sainty! Kiss ya!!
Yeah, natural disasters certainly bring out the best in people don't they Ergo? It's shameful. I don't even know how to word it to convey just How much so. Ya know?
I am doing o.k. Starting to really worry about not having a new rental set up yet. There is just Nothing out there. Starting to panic now, ya know??
How are you feeling Elena?? No more frisky walls yeah??
What's up, Ergo?
Oh -and Ergo, how is You're wooshy ear? Did you sort it, or have to call the doc??
lewis I hope something comes up soon
No Lewis the walls have stopped running into me. Pretty glad about that. I'm feeling much better but still kinda tired. I did get my car ready for my trip today. I even bought a new air freshener but it's terrible. Gotta get another one tomorrow.
Thanks very much Ergo. (I sure hope so too!) ;)
not much elena winding down for the day
not that I wound up that much
what's up with you?
lewis it still does it but not as badly, I'm using drops which seem to be making it better slowly, I can sleep properly now
what airfreshener did you get?
some smell awful I have one of those liquid ones that sit over the air vent, you can buy refills for them, mine is currently "Speed"
zoooooooooooom
Ah ha ha! We accidentall bought one that smells like that ---er, soap?---they put in urinals. gah. Every time we opened the doors it was like "WHOA! EWWWW!" ;p It was kinda funny, but uhh after about a month the funny rather stopped. It was one of those frivolus purchases that you knew you shouldn't have, but ya really wanted too.. So we left it. It was AWFUL.
And walls, can't live with 'em, uhh well no. I guess you really kind of need them -for that whole 'House Thing' to work. Are you getting exctied? Is hub going with you?
Is the hub going with me? To a Reggie and Leathermouth concert? Do pigs fly? Sorry...
Uh no, he's not going.
The air freshener was called Black Ice. Nice little black pine tree. Man did it smell.
You can smell Speed? Oh wow. Theres a whole other place that question could go. Not sure I like that!
We have a little strawberry airfreshener. It oddly though, does not smell like strawberry. Even that 'oh so fake and plastic strawberry.' Kinda smells like gum. Ha.
Glad to hear it at least didn't get worse. That stuff so grandly messes with you're equallibrium. (Huh Elena!?) I had vertigo (uh, not the movie) for some time a couple years back. No reason why, and nothing the doc could do. He was like -"yea, sorry... 50 bucks please." Jerk.
;p
mayo,
a pink bubble may seem frivolous, but it's just as much a prayer as any other device.
our thoughts always reach each other, no matter how they are sent -- that is how it works, being human. we are tied together in so many ways, and so many of them are invisible.
we worry about our friends, and we do what is in our individual natures to help them and comfort them, always as best we can.
even if it's just a prayer.
even if it's just a pink bubble.
good night, mayo. sleep well.
Uhh, Elena. I live in a primary colored Pre-k world... Pigs Most Certainly Fly Here. ;p
Are you going by ya lonesome?? That kinda freaks me out! :(
Night TJ!!
Elena, a friend actually had an airfreshener of a CK colonge. She called it her 'boyfriend.' (I was sure, had it been a real guy -his shirt would have been shiny. Wow.)
I get labyrinthitis an inner ear infection and get really dizzy, pretty much every time I get a virus
lewis I never made that connection until I typed it in that comment! *duh*
it does smell nice though, not girly I hate florally car scents, I like fresh water blue type smells
Nope not going by myself. I was planning on it but my flighty daughter asked if she could go with me because she didn't want me going alone since I've been sick.
Okay not sure how this is gonna go but hey it was sweet of her to ask and I'm sure it has nothing to do with the fact she really wants to go to the House of Blues.
This is gonna be a strange trip!
oh lewis I love CK "one" but the aftershave, not the female one.
I always buy male deodorant too, I much prefer the smell, though I wear perfume, girly deodorants seem to compete
Wow Ergo -for an infection that sounds pretty cool! ;p Dig that name!!
You would want the little blue dolphin then. (well, at least at the car place we're gone! ha!) It has that lovely manifactured "Ocean Scent."
oh elena it is good you have company, it'll ease the stress on you trying to drive all the way alone. and you will probably have a good time, I'm sure she'll be great company
Oh! I would do anything to see The House of Blues! I didn't know you were going to that gig! AWESOME!! And hey, ya never know -you could totally convert her...wouldn't other such memebers of you're family LOVE that... muhwah. ;p You guys will have fun! I know it!! How could you not at a sweaty loud handsome fellowed concert!?? Please!!
CK, Ergo -has made two of my fave perfumes. And I totally get what you mean about girly deoderants. And seriously, the more Female pretty they smell -the less they seem to work really! And if my hairspray, my perfume, my lotion and on the odd occasion (weird trend) my nair polish ALL SMELL like something different -it's better for anyone near me if I try to cut back Somewhere! ha!
Yeah I know and she's all excited cause she'd gonna get to drive my car. I told her she could drive part of the way. It's just kinda weird. She and I have never taken a trip together since she's no longer a little girl. I have to remember she's a adult and that's hard sometimes.
Oh I see what you mean now. That would be hard to let go of Elena. But truthfully -there are times when we don't want to be anything But our mama's little girls. Hard line to walk. But it is a really good opportunity for you both then. Really. You could really have some good conversation. Just really get to know each other -As Adults. ;p Ya know? You should be excited! I would be nervous too, but this is really a great chance for you guys.
Lordy. I don't think I could Really any more.
..really. :P
elena it'll be a good time to connect with the adult her, probably it's not something you'd be able to do otherwise, have that time, just the two of you
(the walls have taken her ergo....hide.)
:(
Yeah, I'm sure we'll have a great time.
Well, golly Elena.. Don't sound too enthused! ;p I am sure it will be fun. Like an adventure. And if all else fails -bring lots of music!
the walls are going to get me?
<_<
>_>
No Ergo.... but their watching you....
O_O
Their dirty like that. ;p
I do want her to go with me. It's not that. I really can't explain without it sounding really wrong.
She's just so much like her dad. Not that there is anything wrong with that. Not at all, I'm very proud of her. She has a strong personality. Very outgoing, people like her. She can walk into a room and within an hour she is talking to people like they are old friends. People warm to her easily. I have lived with her father who is the same way for years. It's just that when I'm with them I fade. Might as well stand in the corner and not be there.
See this sounds bad and I'm not explaining it at all well.
No, no Elena. I completely get you loves. It could go really well. Or it could be just as you said. Rather happened with me taking my cousin to the MCR gig back in April. Was probably one of the worst times I've had. She wasn't a fan. She didn't get it. I mean, ALL of it. As I know you know. ...Uh, ya know?? ;p
Doesn't sound bad at all Elena. Sounds totally logical, and Honest. I hope it goes better. But I do see where it could lead. I am hoping for better. But it the latter comes -fuck it babe. You better just let go and enjoy yourself. As your daughter, I am sure, will be quick to point out --You're both adults now. Have YOUR good time!
And I am serious Elena, if she starts to get a tude or mock you -just let it go and enjoy yourself. Step away. Enjoy the moment. Don't Not do something you would have, had you not felt inhibited. Think about it this way -when do you think this chance may come again? I missed mine. I didn't even try. (It would have been moot, apparently; but it haunts me that I didn't even try -cuz I didn't want to hear it. Ya know?) So you can aim for a good time with your daughter Elena, but just remember -this is for You Too.
elena I know what you mean , and it doesn't sound bad, I know when I'm with some people I tend to feel like a fade out, then other situations I can come across as really confident and together.
But the fading is a bit of a choice, for me anyway, maybe it'll give her a chance to see you for you, not in comparison t anyone else, and get to know the great person you are.
You don't need to fade elena, you have so much to give, you just have to believe it
and I agree with lewis, it's what you want to do and you deserve to enjoy every bit of it, don't feel responsible (though you will, but after knowing she is right in her own respect - phone, money, place to meet if you get separated) for her enjoyment, you are going to enjoy yourself and goddamn it you had better enjoy yourself or we shall have to revoke your Sainthood!!!
I'm no saint. Just a confused woman who keeps looking for answers to questions that really don't make a bit of difference one way of the other.
Anyway, thanks for listening. See you tomorrow.
Aww Elena. We can see the glow dear. ;) But we are all looking for answers sometime. I think that is at our core, no matter how different we all think or seem to be from each other -inside we are the same. And we are all still asking Elena. You be well, loves.
You too Ergo! I hope the wooshing goes. Love to you ladies, nighty night
elena you, and all of us
lucky that particular boat has a lot of seats, as there are a lot of us on it, but if we all row together and help each other we can get there in the end
goodnight elena and goodnight lewis
sweet dreams
me again
YAY!!!!!!!
*happy dance*
*and sets up ticket booth for the "trying to figure out your way and place in the world" cruise*
see you all aboard!
Congrats Ergo!! Cofetti for you and such! ;p
I forgot to leave this. The day made me obsess over this song like no other day.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z9eH0nmy0og&feature=PlayList&p=9090806A4AE3D890&index=169
(sorry, I can't seem to sit still long enough to learn the linky trick.)
(Oh and so as not to confuse and make people search ---in english too. The song is pure glory. I hope anyone likes it.)
NON, JE NE REGRETTE RIEN
Paroles: Michel Vaucaire, musique: Charles Dumont, enr. 10 novembre 1960
Non, rien de rien
No, nothing at all
Non, je ne regrette rien
No, I don't regret anything at all
Ni le bien qu'on m'a fait
Nor the good that was given me
ni le mal, Tout ça m'est bien égal
Nor the evil. They’re all the same
Non, rien de rien
No, nothing at all
Non, je ne regrette rien
I don't regret anything at all
C'est payé, balayé, oublié
It’s all paid for, wiped out, and forgotten
Je me fous du passé
And I don't care for what’s gone by
Avec mes souvenirs
With my memories
J'ai allumé le feu
I’ve lit a fire
Mes chagrins, mes plaisirs
My sorrows, my pleasures
Je n'ai plus besoin d'eux
I don’t need them anymore
Balayés mes amours
My romances wiped out
Avec leurs tremolos
With the tremblings they braught
Balayés pour toujours
Wiped out forever
Je repars à zéro
I set out once more from zero
Non, rien de rien
No, nothing at all
Non, je ne regrette rien
I don't regret anything at all
Ni le bien qu'on m'a fait
Nor the good that was given me
ni le mal, Tout ça m'est bien égal
Nor the evil. They’re all the same
Non, rien de rien
No, nothing at all
Non, je ne regrette rien
I don't regret anything at all
Car ma vie
Because my life
Car mes joies
Because my joys
Aujourd'hui
Today
Ça commence avec toi...
It all begins with you…
Ah ha ha... "Cofetti."
rawr! ;p
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