He found it fit to sit and complain.
And in the shit still, remain
Spirit coursing diligent, but in vain.
He is unraveling spools for the core.
He is unknown: “The Word Whore”
Has every opportunity for more,
But now at last he has become the boar.
p.s. not even (a lex icon) the sharpest ink will get you out of that paper bag.
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hello, book report at the top of the page. >.<
Dang, I did try to get it that time. Just cuz last time I posted it was on the cusp.
J, I'm slowly getting there. Not bad, but eeeehh...
How are you and L?
Night, Guys. I know it's just some stoopid head blog, but I like hanging here and I care about you guys.
didn't mean to take it from you carrie. i was all happily typey typey typey, then WHAM!
*sigh*
good night, carrie. good talking with you. :)
Pretty good, RW. Having some pretzels and Tab--snack of champions. :) Getting your room finished up, maybe?
TJ, sounds interesting. I like the author's name: Robin Hobb. Nice and rhymey. I'm reading a collection of short stories by Laurell K. Hamilton, called "Strange Candy". Good, so far.
And YES, I FINALLY FINISHED THE DEMILLE MONSTER.
*cheers from the crowd, confetti and streamers fall all about*
I have never been so happy to see the end of a book in my life. Good thing he only produces a new one every couple of years or so. *whew*
i was all happily typey typey typey, then WHAM!
O_O
Hi RW *big super squeeze* :)
J, yep, I'm talking about that green giant, hehe. I had to work today but I spent some of my day on AIM talking to a friend about how I felt. I feel attracted to him, but yet I don't know.
And I don't want to rush.
Good to hear you're well, J :) How's L?
I did some painting on my room today. Put on two coats of primer. Tomorrow I'll start slathering on the green.
Hi, BC! :)
*SQUEEZE!*
Goodnight Carrie, I love you too. :) *hugs*
Amy, L's at her parents' til tomorrow. We leave on our trip Tuesday, so we've got lots to do before then. She's been doing really well lately, still has some "down" days, but none like there used to be. YAY FOR LYRICA.
Are you having second thoughts about your job? What's the matter?
Goodnight Carrie! Even though it's a stoopid blog, I like to see you around. :)
J, excellent! I'm glad to hear the Lyrica is working so well for her.
The job is awesome, no second thoughts there. *knock on wood*
No, it's just a couple of things came to my attention yesterday, and it kinda left me a bit of a mess is all. Nothing I'd strew all over the blog, because it's not really that interesting to anyone but me.
Have a good night, Carrie :)
*reads new post*
:]
*scratches head*
:/
BC, have you talked to him yet? Or is it still in the "gaze from a distance" stage? Has he shown any particular interest towards you? Not rushing is good, but keep in mind that if it doesn't get started, you won't have to worry about rushing. Y'know?
RW, see my "L" comment to Amy. :D Good luck with your painting! I hope the green will be pleasing to your, uh, sensitivities? Yeah, that's it.
Hi, Belle :)
That was my reaction to the new post too.
Actually, that's my reaction to most of Mayo's posts.
Aw carrie. Goodnight and sweet dreams
Where are you going on your trip, J?
Hey Belle, are you feeling better tonight?
Amy, if you need to talk about anything, you know you can email me. I'm always here. (Literally, I'm almost always here.)
Hallo Belle!
J, I might take you up on that offer. Although you might regret it! XD
Happy Birthday!
I hear north of Louisiana is lovely this time of year....hmmmm....you should go....tonight!
Well, RW, I don't want to say exactly, b/c usually anything I write is dissected and splattered all over the blog. Suffice to say it's away from here. :D And it's going to be fun.
I don't want to come across all seekrut kwiet, but for my own peace of mind, I'm waiting til Monday to talk about it.
Boy, this sounds waaaaaaaaaaay more big dealy than it is.
Hi Belle.
J, actually, the last time I seen him, he caught me looking at him *blushes*
I'm trying not to repeat that. It's still the "gazing at the distance' stage, but I'm gonna try to say hi next time. For real. Everyone wants me to make the first move.
I'm reading a collection of short stories by Laurell K. Hamilton, called "Strange Candy". Good, so far.
i've heard nothing but good things about that author, j. maybe i'll put that book on my list. i've always liked checking an author out by reading an anthology, if they have one.
Amy, it'll never be a regret. We help each other; that's what friends do. :)
Well, wherever you're going, J, I hope you have a great time! :)
Thanks RW. :) We'll do our best.
BC, sometimes you gotta stick your neck out and make that first move. Guys are mostly as nervous as girls are when approaching someone they find attractive. One thing I've heard is that most guys find women who aren't "perfect" much more approachable. You know, the ones who don't look like models, don't wear a lot of makeup, dressed casually, etc.
It's usually when I look my worst that guys have flirted with me, like in stores or wherever. I'll have on sweats, t-shirt, hair's everywhere, blah blah blah. And damn if they don't come on over and start talking. Go figure.
TJ, she is a fantastic author! The interesting thing about this book is that LKH tells the reader these stories aren't like her regular novels. So, if you want to read some of her "regular" writing, start with "Guilty Pleasures," which is the first in the Anita Blake Vampire Hunter series. She's got two different series going, that one and the Merry Gentry series. (She's a faerie princess. Really and for true.)
the Merry Gentry series. (She's a faerie princess. Really and for true.)
oh, see, now you've got me interested! i'd heard of the anita blake series, but not that one...hmmmm. :D
Thanks J. See the problem is, most guys think that I'm gonna kick their ass or something, so most stay away. That makes it dificult sometimes.
The first one in the MG series is called "A Kiss of Twilight", I believe, TJ. You can probably *gasp* look that info up on the Internet! Imagine. ;D
They're...rather different. To say the least.
BC, now why would guys think you're gonna kick their ass? Aren't you a sweet, delicate flower? A soft little kitteh? *big cheesy grin*
oh, i do like different, j. thanks for the tip!
A sweet, delicate flower? A soft little kitten? Haha hell no. Far from it.
You like different, I got two words for you.
Renesmee Carlie. AKA Edwob Charlisle.
*snickers a little*
No prob, TJ. I introduced my niece to the Anita Blake books several years ago, when she was still in high school, I think. She loves them, too. She's like me, not as crazy about the MG books, but still likes them. Hope you can find them. They're most likely not at the library, unless your library has a really big collection. Let me know when you start them, ok?
Amy, that sounds more like a sneeze than a name! j/k Who is it?
BC: you mean...I've had the wrong impression of you for all this time? I...I'm speechless. You've burst my bubble, girl.
(You HAVE got your sarcasm sensor out, haven't you? Hope so! :D )
Mayo
This is the first day in almost a week that I’ve been awake the entire day. No naps for me today. I even went to the grocery store for a few items. But now it’s caught up with me and damn it I’m tired. And let me just say I hate being tired. I have so much work to catch up on and I really wanna write. Still I know I need to rest and I know the medicine, while helping, is causing a lot of the fatigue. So suck it up Elena, stop whining and get to sleep. See? I just yelled at myself. Of course I don’t listen to anyone else so why would I listen to me? Good question - got no answer. I find that is the case often. Now if I could just figure out some of the answers….but not tonight.
Take care, listen with your heart not your ears. It’s much easier to hear then to feel. But then you know that.
Night Mayo
Elena (it’s a whole different world between the lines)
i'll let you know, j. the library system back in seattle is actually pretty huge (second largest in the country, last i heard *trying not to be too smug*) so i have hopes that i'll find them!
amyranth, i googled those names. oh no. not the twilight thing. i've heard enough form my flist to stay faaaaaaaaaar away from those books!
*yelling*
good night elena!!!
(what? am i too loud? *grin*)
Hi and goodnight, Elena. Glad you're feeling better. Try not to run yourself down, you've got things to do!
Tell Fred I'm sorely disappointed in her. And I'm sure she'll tell me to stuff it. :D
Talk to you tomorrow!
J, in real life, I'm a pain in the ass. Not to mention a smart ass. My mouth always got me in trouble :)
Tee hee heeee...
J, sent you an email.
Ladies, I'm off to bed. Early morning tomorrow, and the week starts anew.
Goodnight Lovelies, Mayo and SS.
-A
Well, I'm fading in and out so I shall sign off for today.
Have a good night, all :)
Amy, I went to the bookstore earlier today and saw that they had a twilight t-shirt, of all things. Ugh.
Hi and goodnight Elena.
Goodnight Amy, and RW, sweet dreams.
Goodnight Amy, I'll take a look at your email. Have a good day tomorrow!
Goodnight RW, good luck with the painting!
BC, I never would have guessed. ;D I feel ya, honey.
Oh, don't be so surprised J ^_^
People might think I'm sweet, but I always want to make sure to be honest and true about informing others about my tougher side. I'm not a soft, marshmellow, feeling kind of person to be honest.
good night amyranth, good night resurrected wreck. sweet dreams!
Well, BC, you ARE a caring person, I know that much. You don't have to be soft to be a softie. :)
The cool thing is, there's somebody out there who'll love you for whoever you are. It just may not be your time to meet yet. Remember that soulmate theory. You'll know when you meet him.
In the meantime, practice on Killer. He might need a little loosening up. ;D
Oh, man, I think I'm gonna head for bed. Goodnight BC, TJ, have a good day tomorrow! I'll see you in the PM.
Goodnight Mayo, are you feeling any better today? You seem to've been in a shitty mood for about a month now. What's going on in your life that's making you so angry? Time to stop moving for a while, let things catch up with you. Confront your troubles and learn how to cope with them.
love, faith, hope, belief, trust
good night, j. sweet dreams!
Thanks J. I appreciate that. The One, or whoever, must respect the fact that I like movies with lots of blood and and I like putting my music loud. If he respects that, then I do find that cool.
It could be Killer for all I know. He's such a tall stringbean. He should be playing for the NBA, in my opinion ^_^
I do like his goatee. And if he doesn't soften up, I can cut his beautiful long hair with a pair of scissors, muhaha >:)
Goodnight J, sweet dreams. I'm on for a few minutes, then I'm off to go finish watching Casino. I like gangster movies as well.
SS baby,
Your words have taken on a whole new meaning today. "Consider the source"? Holy fuck, YES.
Come on, let's get out of the Castle for a while. Bring your CDs; we'll drive around and sing Black Flag really loud.
Goodnight, precious. I love you.
My heart to yours, always.
Will there be starlight
tonight
while she gathers
damask
and lilac
and sweet-scented heathers?
And will she find flowers,
or will she find thorns
guarding the petals
of roses unborn?
Will there be starlight
tonight
while she gathers
seashells
and mussels
and albatross feathers?
And will she find treasure
or will she find pain
at the end of this rainbow
of moonlight on rain?
Will There Be Starlight
by Michael Burch
g'nite bloggers
Both
Sorry for my neuroticness. It's an emotional thing :p
Anyways, I'm off for the night. Goodnight TJ, sweet dreams!
Sugarplum: Be safe! Love and birthday kisses to you *blows kisses*
Silence: Best of luck to you and your mom.
Mayo: Go be happy or something for once. Stop being moody. Life's too short.
Night everyone.
good night, g'nite. myself, i always vote for starlight. :)
time for me to be hitting the hay as well, so good night bc, and good night to lurkers and slinkers and all you shadowy types!
I like rainbows...and moonlight is a must :)
Goodnight and sleep well everyone.
mayo,
it's the dark of the moon tonight. did you know that? no waxing,no waning, just night. the moon turns her face away from us. tomorrow, or the next, if you look up into the sky in the early evening, you will see a lovely sight, the thin line of the new crescent moon.
endings and beginnings and endings, cycling through our lives. there's always a fresh new start when you recognize the circular shift of time.
this afternoon, i was outside, taking some pictures, and something stilled me. i lowered my hands to my sides, my camera dangled from my wrist on its strap, and i felt as though i had unknowingly opened a door within me.
all my senses were open to the world around me. did you know the world has a body language? she speaks to us, we only have to listen.
so i listened, to the scent on the air, to the leaves gossiping with the breeze, to the light in the field, to the birds flying from perch to perch, to the beetle crawling across my toe.
and when you listen like that, well, it's inevitable that you'll end up praying. because you're part of the conversation, too, you see.
after a long while of that, i asked my gods for help, asked them for the aid only they can give me, to make another beginning.
a swallow dipped on the wing, as they will, and flew directly over me.
and so i was answered.
it doesn't matter what kind of day it was today. it doesn't matter how many times i looked to my future and felt bleak, or how many times i smiled, or how angry i was, or how loving. that moment was in it, that long lovely moment of conversation, and so today was a good day.
i hope you are able to have shimmering solid moments like that, as well, mayo. they're like stepping stones. without them, life is just a cold wet slog across a stream.
sweet dreams, my friend.
hello again I'm home after a very nice lunch/afternoon, succesfully avoided toalking to my sis in law for too long,
I do that "enough to be poite" type thing with her, heck I can't help it if we have nil in common apart from marrying brothers, who are themselves very different
goodnight elena J Amy BC TJ
glad to know you're all well.
WENDY - E..V..A..C..U..A..T..E
Please don't be a hero be very very careful. I'm worried for you, I've done cyclone and they are dangerous
hehehe
I am the eeeeeevil comment
But of course you are Ergo...You're Mad Wicked..
;p
So I had wanted to offer something up to Mr.W Blake tonight, but I am too sleepy for you. I am sorry! But your post's anon were just lovely, and a very welcome sight. I am starting to think you are terribly fond of Leo and ice cream too yea?? ;p I hope you give us more when you can. (uhh, well -ice cream too.)
I have been chewing on your ugly words all day today Mayo. And while I didn't see it at first, I do think you are talking about yourself now. I think we can all be monsters. But we can't let that part of us control us. And with all your rage and fire -you seem to give up so quickly. I do wish you wouldn't do that.
You have seen evidence of how much you're Lovelies care, not just about each other -but the strangers (anon's) that come in and say they are hurting. You are aware -there is always someone here to talk to, that will care and will WANT to help make you feel better. You don't even have to explain, you just talk to them. It is amazing to read. And even more amazing to get to be a part of it. I had forgetten how powerful such a gathering of various people could be. I hope you appreciate that, and I hope you take more positive advantage of that when you feel brave enough.
Of course, again -it is late and I don't really know you. But I wanted to say something regardless. Like the Saint<3 said earlier -it is much easier to give up than to make the effort. No one can be blaimed for wanting too, but we, ourselves are the only ones who save us. Or rather, we alone are the only ones who can ask for help(when we so need it). I hope that makes sense.
And I hope Wendy gets her stubborn ass out of firing range! I am waiting for the comfirm on THAT one Wendy loves... >:(
I hope everyone is doing good, nighty night
shit!
what terrible spelling!!
*talking to my sis in law
*enough to be polite
Hiya Lewis!
I think that is one of the best things, if someone has a problem we can all rally to suggest help, it's always good to hear other peoples ideas and to know, though we may not be near, we do actually really care.
Sometimes you don't get that from those who are physically near you.
take care <3
700!!!!!
oops..
I can't count lol
I saw the 69 and my mind went off on a tangent.....
I did mean 670!!!!
but now
671!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Good morning/afternoon/night Mayo, SS, Ergo, Lewis, Possum, FASC, Kass; various anons, watchers and lurkers; evacuees and stuborn things in the land o'blogbelieve!
*blushes because her sorry arse is exactly where it was at this time yesterday morning*
*hopes it is still here Tuesday morning*
How are you all today? Happy, well, safe and on high ground, I hope!
Amy and Lewis: I'm not stubborn! I would say I am an independent thinker - bordering on stubborn. (I will admit that one foot does occasionally cross that border). Oh hell, I is stubborn, isn't I?
Carrie, J, Ergo and Martha: Thank you, loves! I am hearing many GTFOs and GTHO of dodge. Unfortunately, my hurricane traffic experience is telling me that it is already to late for that. Gustav have speed up and his expected arrival is now tomorrow/Monday afternoon.
I shall finish picking up in the yard, cleaning the culvets and drains, finding that axe that I have not seen since Katrina - and bringing it (and the crowbar) up to the attic (along with bottled water and some energy bars) - just in case we do get that 'worst case scenerio' storm surge.
After I do that, all I can do is sit, wait and hope (wish and pray too) that I made the right decision when I decided to stay.
*takes deep cleansing breath*
12:45 am: Thank you for the birthday wishes, the hello & harmony and the road sign pointing north! I, too, have heard Northern Mississippi is lovely this time of year. It's just a darn shame it would take me 5 to 6 hours to get to the LA/MS border if I left now! It would normally take about 75 minutes!!
BC: You ARE a sweet, delicate flower, sweetcheeks! A beautiful rose (with wicked sharp thorns). You are also that soft little kitten (with long razor sharp claws and fangs)! And we, your friends, would not have you change a thing! ;D
TJ: Yes, instentional fortitude I do have! I just hope my bladder holds!
Sparkle: "Ummmmmmmmm" indeed! Thank you for my sweet treat, my little lambkin niece! Please tell Mom J and Mom L to be careful and safe on their trip!!!! Baaa Baaa BAAAA!
For pondering consideration today (a short one and my opinion):
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"The calm before the storm."
~~~~~~~~~
What, exactly, is that supposed to mean? There is no calm before the storm, I tell you! There is worry, panic, fear, indecision, hysterics for some, emotional turmoil, physical labor and exhaustion. Yep, where is the calm in that? Hmmm.....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I hope you all have a nice and safe Sunday/Monday! It's time for me to get back to that "calm before the storm" (aka: work and worry).
Thanks, again, to everyone sending good thoughts, vibes, wishes and saying those prayers. I truly believe they do help!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
PS: P-anon in Lafayette, LA - YOU and your family PLEASE be safe too!!!!
*blows smoooooches and kisses too*
O_O
Please forgive all those typos in that comment. I am stressed!
*blows more kisses as she trots out the door*
morning mayo!
hope you are doing OK? you have been giving off vibes of frustration and anger for too long now. life is too short, take a deep breath and have a wonderful day! please try. why not treat yourself mayo.....fav food, fav movie, new underwear? works for me!
SS you are alive! thanks for making your presence known to us, although it took me a while to see any changes! but that's just me! not entirely sure what you meant, but hey i can guess, which is pretty much all we can do here in blogbelieve!
have a good one SS!
hi guys!
wendy, god i am worried for you. just be careful, fingers crossed you are safe. have you got someone to be with you? too scary on your own. sending positive thoughts your way wendy. hope they help!
right guys, no time my end.
have lovely sundays everyone!
wendy please please please be careful
let me know as soon as you can that you are ok.
charge your phone, find batteries, candles, blankets
put everything in waterproof bags, get food and a can opener, water do you have a gas camping stove? or anything, just get everything and please be safe!
Can you get the net on your phone?
email someone, or call someone so we know you're ok.
It's on the news here and I'm so worried.
But I went through a bad cyclone as a kid, xmas day Cyclone Althea in Townsville, our house roof was lost, had to run to the block of units being built next door. They really scare me.
Oh they just said it's weakened to a Cat 3 but may intensify, well hopefully it won't intensify much.
I'll be thinking of you all day.
Goodmorning everyone!
Hey there, Far!
Hi there, 616!
Ho there, Ergo!
616,
Gustav is headline news here, too. So, see, now both Ergo's, and my country, are worried for you! ;)
Keep safe and I'll be thinking good thoughts for you.
Same for P-anon, Triston, and any other Mayo readers in the path.
Far,
While Mayo's getting new undergrunds, maybe he should look at getting a new swimsuit.
He really could do with the extra boost. ;)
SS,
No such satorial exposure for you.
Maybe tomorrow. ;)
Elena, good to see you were able to get out today. =)
PATD update from last night. After all the doom and evil gloom, and saying it looked like it hadn't sold well, I'm very happy to report that the seats sale must have been good, because the dudes are doing a secret show here tomorrow "for all their fans that couldn't make the show".
Nice for their fans, and good on ya, for the PATD guys. =)
And I am off.
Half an hour off - from Monday >_<
Have a great day everyone. =)
Hi PP
and HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
oh boy, mayo is looking pretty hot!
and yes! everyone else in the area, triston...flap away somewhere safe!
any anons please be careful
Mayo I hope you are feeling a bit less frustrated and angry. I still think it's at yourself, so whatever you've done, you aren't unknown and it's never too late.
I'm off to bed, wishing you gladness, prosperity, freedom and joy
much love EP xx
SS
good to know you're still about, I hope we interpreted your words as you meant them. Sending you rainbows, sweet scents and soft grass
lotsa love EP xx
goodnight blogbelieve see you in my morning
♥xx♥
oh and I've heard PATD are nice lads, good to see it's true for their kiwi fans!
BlogBelieve,
Good Mornin'! I should be sleeping late but it's too bright in my room. Not that I'm complaining. It's nice to wake up to bright rays of sunshine, though I kind of miss the 8 year old bouncing on my bed telling me that Mama was cooking a breakfast big enough to feed an army...only to find out 10 mins later he was lying just to get me up. Silly kid. He owns my heart. Where else could I get Umbrella Academy quotes first thing in the morning???
Hope you guys have an awesome day!
Go see Tropic Thunder!!
Ergo and PP, hope you guys have a nice evening/night.
Wendy 616, be careful and stay safe.
Fimble Star, I miss you like whoaah!
Mwah! Mwah!
Thanks 616
We are boarded up and picked up. Going to stay. We are far enough inland and expecting down limbs and power outage. Also will be volunteering at the cajun dome here if need be. Katrina memories still burn in my mind.
Thanks sweetie and be safe; well wishes to you and yours home girl.
p-anon
Mayo,
How are ya this morning? Wake up, brush the dirt off your shoulders, wash your face, look in the mirror, take a deep breath, and let it all go. Shake that shit off.
Sling a hairbrush if need be.
Go see Tropic Thunder! Laugh a little. Get silly. Laugh at yourself and get sillier.
I'm about to go eat Alpha Bits cereal. Wish me luck. I'm hoping it spells out my future for me. If not, I'm just hoping to have a kick ass breakfast.
Yep, today is one of those days, Mayo. I will make sense to nobody but me and I will love it.
Think about it
Listen to it
Write it
Read it
Give it away
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Someone else might need it more than you. Clear your head.
did i miss ss. where?
p.
Hi p,
He updated his page to say "consider the source" sometime yesterday.
Happy belated Birthday Wendy! Sorry I missed it. Please be careful. I hope you won't be alone through this ordeal. I'm sure you know what you are doing since you've been through this before, but I am worried for you.
Take care.
"consider the source"
what?
p.
P,
I dunno either, da who, da what, da wha???
Morning, guys. :)
he hurts my head sometimes >_<
p.
hi mustard
p.
Mornin' Mustard,
I just had my Alpha Bits! How are you doin?
Singing the alphabet now. I was trying to work on my list, but the other night, I didn't even get to numero uno, so. That can't mean anything good. :)
Hey, P!
Dudes,
I just want to write a new meffin' blog of my very own, but right now it's not coming along so great. I have a fantastic title though.
"I'm not going to tell you the title, because when I change it like 3 months from now you'll just bitch about it. What? You know it's true, you know it's true. Actually, the title it has right now is the final title and it's totally awesome." *Gerard Voice
You aren't going to tell us the awesome title are you? -_-
Hey, since I haven't asked and not because I'm insensitive, but just because you seemed bright, how are you? How's life?
Wow. That face doesn't even resemble a face now. I was supposed to be glaring at you, but in all actuality, it looks like someone jacked the eyeballs of my face.
CREEPY AS HELL! I TELL YOU PEOPLE, IT'S CREEPY AS HELL!
Anywayz.....
Whatcha up to, peeps?
I've been reading up on LM's tour and some kid broke his leg the other night at the show so they had to end it early. I don't know what the hell he was doing. Stagediving when there was no band on stage and nobody tried to catch him.
WHAM!
WTF?
Well, Mustard, funny you should ask that, why funny? Because I was just in my bathroom, washing my face, brushing my teeth, and I caught myself thinking. Thinking about what has or has not went on in the past..what is it now? 3 weeks? I flip and I flop but mostly stay in the middle. Like, I wonder if has thought about me and all and then I wonder if it would bother me if he hasn't thought of me at all. That kind of stuff. I miss my doggies. Then I looked around at my cluttered bathroom and realized I should really clean it. I'm being lazy. It's only one of the 2 rooms I have to keep clean, but something about the cluttered mess reminds me it's me. I'm not a neat freak by any stretch of the imagination. Not nasty just cluttered. So, I thought about that then my thoughts turned to meeting Jules and Fimmy in Orlando next month and hoping that it was actually going to happen and how I have no ties to anything or anyone keeping me where I am. Nobody to answer to but myself, unlike my sister. Does that make me feel lonely? Sometimes, like this morning when I missed my nephew bouncing on my bed.
So, to answer you question, that's it. That's how my life was, how it is, how it's always going to be and that was only in the last 15 mins.
Life is beautiful in all it's fuckedupness.
How's yours going?
Smoke,
Creepy, right? Really fucking creepy.
Re LM tour: Poor dude. That sucks so bad. Wow, a broken leg? Damn. I hate it when anyone goes out to have a good time and something shitty happens. I bet he was doin' somethin' he was s'posed to be doin'. Stuff that will get you a broken leg.
Yeah, from what I read he and his friend were really drunk and all of a sudden he just jumps.
He had to be taken out on a stretcher.
OMG, I would feel so bad if I had done that and they had to stop the show early. I would feel stupid if I had done that and nobody tried to catch me. I would cry.
Not really. ^_~
Damn, I just realized that was a pretty fucking self absorbed conversation I had with myself. Way to go, Solly!
Bwah! No it wasn't.
Well, Mayo?
We disgust your post last night. And I came to the conclusion that I like the P.S. And I thought to myself, "Yeah. Go ahead and tell him that, see how fast you get your ass smited." ;)
Because in my head, that's like telling the author you liked the introduction to their book. They hear it as "Hey, I liked the introduction to your book...you know, the actual book< part with all of the words sucked ass." That's what they hear, or at least that's what I think they would hear.
It's kind of like telling a songwriter, "Dude, the liner notes rock. Rock mah face off, they rock." You know?!
But, I have a really good reason as to why I like your P.S. It's almost the same thing someone else said, and it reminded me of it because I had forgotten. And in reminding me of that line, it reminded me of everything else, all of the things that have now been flushed, and no one will ever be able to see them again.
Have you ever considered that maybe they wanted to write their self in, that it was important to them, and they might be content on staying? That might be their place, that place where they're comfortable.
Then there'd be no reason to write their self out.
Anyhoot, just thinking aloud. See you around!
I would be like, "what the fuck? some friends you are! you were supposed to catch me. you fuckin promised! when I get done with this, when I get through with my multiple surgeries, my cast, my rehab, I am coming for you. Oh yes, there will be hell to pay!"
Broken Leg Boy, poor dude!
That would seriously suck hardcore. CATCH ME, then nope. No one caught you and you broke your leg. How terrible.
Sdock,
It sounds like you're managing though, which is good. You're just living. :)
I told Mayo yesterdeee that we were gonna have loads of fun with this post. I know that is prolly so not what he had in mind when he put it out there, but still he prolly had some idea. I am super jealous of Mayo's ability to take my mind in every possible direction. With Mayo's post, you never know and chances are you will probably never know. Hmmm, is he talking about himself? Hmm, is he talking to someone here? Hmmm, is he talking to someone else? Hmmm, is he metaphorically speaking about the blog?
Where the eff did my comment go? I typed one and it said it saved it but where the hell is it?
SEE! I TOLD YOU MAYO! THERE IS SOME CREEPY ASS SHIT AROUND HERE!
>_<
Unlike my blogs, when I write my blogs, Mayo. There's no fucking doubt who I am talking about. People drop by and go, "well, fuck, there she is talking about her sorry self, ahhhgain." *sigh*
Blogger was hungry, Smoke. It liked your comment so much that it wanted to eat it.
Smoke, it went *POOF* into BB air.
Okay, my $.02? Shut up, Mayo. >_<
I don't see it as being angry. Maybe a little sarcastic but not angry. Maybe a little "I told you so", which I hate to hear and I'd pop him in the mouth for, but not angry.
Yeah.
What?
Shut up, Mayo! I ♥ you. You're awful, I love you!
Mustard, Mustard, Mustard!!!
Newsflash!
Donnie Wahlberg of NKOTB is back on the market! He and his wife of 9 years are deee-vorcin'! Run, run, go catch him!
Unless, you were maybe a Danny Wood girl.
Oh shit! No, you didn't!
He must be thinking he's gonna get him some fly honey on the road.
*snicker*
Dude, I'm sorry but you're brother is the cool one.
Muwahahaha!
Donnie Wahlberg of NKOTB is back on the market! He and his wife of 9 years are deee-vorcin'! Run, run, go catch him!
Bwuahaha!
See, Marky-Mark did his rap thing and said, "Huh, you know? This may not be such a good thing. I mean, it's cool and all but yeah. I'm gonna try acting."
And BINGO! Hot as hell when he wants to be!
He stole the movie in The Departed if you ask me. I ♥ Marky-Mark.
Mayo,
What if the person doesn't just use the "sharpest ink"? What if they have another pen in their pocket? What if this one is soft and bleeds right through the paper bag? You know what I mean? Causes the paper to just disintegrate.
It's always good to have extra tricks up your sleeve...err, or in your pocket.
You never know.
Don't sell them or yourself short.
Marky Mark is pretty cool.
Donnie was awesome in Saw, though!
The cool-factor dropped a few digits when NKOTB re-grouped. No matter how you swing it. >.< Bwuahahaha.
Did you guys see what RW and PP left for PPU on the porch? Bwhahah.
im not following sdock
Oh! I forgot that he was in SAW!
Yeah, they should have left well enough alone.
*shakes head*
Damn. Dudes, why? Just WHY?????
And BINGO! Hot as hell when he wants to be!
You are too funny! That's exactly what he was going for, you know? Exactly. ;)
And "The Departed" pretty much rocked. I loved that movie.
I did see that, Solly. I laughed out loud.
PPU iz gonna be talking all kinds of shit if they find that. They'll be having a glad for sure.
^_^
MISS YOU! YOU BAD OL'UNICORN!
Anon,
Don't worry. It's one of those days. I don't always follow myself.
I'm not sure I can explain what it is that I'm trying to explain.
RW and PP were trying to get PPU plastered and make them start saying too cool for school shit. 'Twas amazing! ;)
He was. Totally. Just for me, too. ^_~
I love that movie, too. Alec Baldwin and Marky-Mark (I know he prolly hates that but pffft, anyhoo) stole the show.
I admit it though. Leo owns a little tiny piece of my soul.
I've ♥'d him since The Basketball Diaries.
Back to the "sharpest ink" for a mo. It makes me picture caligraphy pens, the one with the sharp ending? I always tore the paper trying to write with them. /babble
MEN AT WORK are on VH1!!
I haven't heard that song in forever.
Down Under
ARRGGHHH! I'll be singing it all damn day now.
Yep, those things can be lethal.
Very sharp. I sucked at trying to use them. O_o
Well, sharpest ink....words, sharp pointed words.
I was just taking it literally you know....sharp ink, soft ink...like magic markers and such. The kind that bleed right through the paper bag.
do you think someone is cornered?
Daughtry is on my VH1. *sigh* Is this dude ever happy? Does he ever get to go home? He's too angsty for me. Makes me want to jump off a bridge and impale myself on a jagged rock.
Oh, I was watching VH1 Classics.
80 Hours of the 80's.
I'm not sure if someone is already feeling cornered or it's a warning to someone to be careful and not let themselves get cornered.
The someone could be anyone for all I know.
Could be talking to someone or about himself.
Well, sharpest ink....words, sharp pointed words.
Yeah, yeah, totally! Like, pretty much saying that whoever's (or whatever, maybe) in the paper bag is going to need a lot more than "sharp" words to get their self out.
But, my whole thing is what if they want to be in that proverbial bag? They'll come around eventually and see for their self if it's not the right choice for them.
Does he ever get to go home? He's too angsty for me. Makes me want to jump off a bridge and impale myself on a jagged rock.
LOL
Yep, Mustard. Maybe that's exactly where they want to be right now. Maybe it's where they need to be right now.
I dunno.
I suck at this.
No, you don't! How can you or anyone else suck? It's like taking stabs in the dark with a Barbie-sized knife! ;)
beats me. how do you end up in a paper bag?
Yeah, and I guess what I was trying to say and failing really hard at saying is that maybe if they wrote themselves in, don't count them out. Don't just assume they can't write themselves out.
But if we are going to take it down this road, and you guys know how I like to travel....aren't we always writing ourselves into a corner? Writing, talking, drawing? It's hard to break free and change it up when everything we do is left up to someone else's interpretation.
I dunno, but I am betting that a paper bag is better than those plastic Wal Mart bags. You could suck some of that down your throat and suffocate and die. At least with a paper bag, you could possibly chew your way out. You could eat the paper if need be.
A Barbie-sized knife? That made me LOL! Hahaha.
How does one end up in a paper bag? Does anybody know? It just happens, I think. I'd suffocate. I don't like being backed into a corner or feel like something is closing in on me.
how do you end up in a paper bag?
Bahaha. I know what you're asking, but it's kind of funny just as a stand-alone question. ;)
"How'd you end up in that paper bag?"
Okay, bad humor. I'll continue. :)
You've heard of the saying "You let the cat out of the bag," right? "The Bag" is like some proverbial place you can somehow end up, and not for one particular reason. There's also the saying, "You couldn't write your way out of a wet paper bag" I've heard used among writers, basically saying your writing is not-so-good.
Or even "You couldn't joke your way out of a wet paper bag" or "You couldn't sleep your way out of a wet paper bag." OMG, the possibilities are endless, I think!
And if you stick a candle in a paper bag, it gives off a really pretty glow.
I'd much rather be inside a paper bag than a canvas bag or a plastic bag or other types of bags.
Nah, the corner is cool. At least you don't have to worry about someone coming at you from behind.
Muahahah....you just look straight ahead, quick glace to the left, quick glance to the right.
Unless, you end up walking straight ahead into the corner. Oooh, that's a whole different color of fucked up. Reminds me of The Blair Witch movie.
Or, you couldn't fight your way out of a paper bag.
I've heard that one too.
what if this person doesn't think they're in this bag? maybe they're protecting themselves. i dunno.
Shut up! You all are making me hyperventilate!
*takes deep breaths*
*passes out*
*hands Smoke a paper bag*
what if this person doesn't think they're in this bag? maybe they're protecting themselves. i dunno.
I don't know either. You're right, maybe they don't even know they're in this paper bag. I have no idea.
Anon,
You could be exactly right. This person might like where they are or they might be oblivious to the fact that they are backing themselves into the "bag".
But not everyone speaks or writes a load of bullshit either, I would like to think that some out there write and speak from the heart. Not everything is a lie or a story to tell. Sometimes it's just the real deal. Maybe this person isn't backing themselves into a corner at all. Maybe they are shouting from the top of their own mountain.
Let's see what am I trying to say. With some people the more they talk the more convoluted the story becomes, the more embellished the "truth" becomes, leaving little room for error or escape.
What if this person isn't doing that at all? What if this person speaks the "truth"?
I dunno.
Be back in a bit!
What, Solly, what? What's this "IF it's gonna happen?" We are IN LIKE FLYNN. This crap is going down.
As you can see, I am street today.
Also, I am so sorry that you miss your doggies. That breaks my heart for you. I'm sorry.
Guys I have to run, I still have all the morning birdie stuff to do before my BFFL gets here and we go running off to the Powwow to eat frybread and see awesome dancing and hear Mystic Riiiiiiiverrrrrr! And look at beautiful boys in buckskin, too.
Solly! You are getting your ass down to Florida and we are going to hang out and drink a pina colada and you are staying over-meffing-night at the hotel and we are going to play dress up and throw pillows and post madly to Mayo about how our day went.
No questions! ^_^
Blogger mustardisbetter said...
*hands Smoke a paper bag*
BTW, wasn't someone just in that bag? Be careful.
;)
*throws hands up*
Jules, Okay! You win! I'm in like Flynn again!
Have a great time today!
Yes, exactly what you said, Sdock.
Maybe the person Mayo is directing the P.S. to or the thing maybe, or the idea he's directing it to doesn't see themselves as being in a paper bag like we said.
And maybe to some, maybe to Mayo, they don't see this person ever "escaping" this bag, but the person in it has no need for escape in the first place. That's their truth.
Have an awesome day, Jules! Eat some Frybread for us and Lucy!
Mayo,
Is you laffin' at us? Is we funny cwazy people tryin so hard to make sense of your words?
Are you shakin' your head right now? Saying to yourself, it's really sweet that they try so hard, but they are completely clueless.
Saying to yourself, it's really sweet that they try so hard, but they are completely clueless.
Awww, we totally are clueless. I always feel like we're two steps away from hitting the jackpot, and we always, without fail, hit every option around it.
But, we can be cool like that.
maybe he likes you doing this
Speaking only for myself of course, I have been guilty of sitting back and swearing that I am about to watch someone fuck some shit up, when really they're not. It's my fucked up view keeping me from seeing the big picture.
I'm all sitting back waiting. Trying to warn them. Telling them I have been there, done that. Sitting there with my smug face on...
Not realizing that this person watched me fuck up, they learned from it and they in no fucking way want to be like me.
Bwah!
Anon,
Maybe he does, I hope he does, because I sure as hell enjoy it. We used to do it a lot more in here, but things got more than a little touchy in here and it just became easier to discuss his posts amongst ourselves.
I have missed it.
maybe he likes you doing this
I hope so. :) We haven't done it in a long time on here, so it's kind of cool really.
Not realizing that this person watched me fuck up, they learned from it and they in no fucking way want to be like me.
Dude, it happens all of the time. You probably do it, too. You see someone, and you're like, "Note to self:" I know I do that.
i think he may as well. it might give him a different side to think about. im just guessing.
Yeah, Mustard, exactly. That's part of what friendship is all about. You can try with all your breath in your body to talk someone in or out of anything, to warn them, but in the end, all you can do is stand back and watch.
You either get to cheer them on or be there for them to help them put the shit back together again.
Trust that your friendship can withstand the highs and the lows.
Also, a totally selfish reason as to why I've always enjoyed pulling apart these posts is that it forces you to not be self-involved for a few minutes. You try and think how others would feel, what they're going through, how you can help.
It's totally human and okay to worry about yourself and how you can fix it, don't get me wrong. But, it's nice to get out of that every once in a while. Just my thoughts. :)
You can try with all your breath in your body to talk someone in or out of anything, to warn them, but in the end, all you can do is stand back and watch.
Exactly. And in that situation, the only thing you're left being able to do is just be a friend. Just be there. And sometimes that's the hardest thing in the world.
And sometimes, being my friend is a really tough thing. I can be the world's worst most shittiest friend. I love to spew and spit out all the advice in the world. I will just talk, talk, talk, and sing, and possibly preach to you all fucking day long, but when it comes time for me to sit down and listen.
Dude, I suck at it. I fucking suck at taking advice. It doesn't taste good and I always think I know better. I can handle my shit so much better.
Self induced alone time. So then I can yell and shout about how fucking cool I am for being so alone. Look at me I can do this right by myself.
Also, it's hard for me to be there for people when things are going really good for them. Only because I can become so self absorbed in how bad things really are for them. I am like, "oh no, poor thing, she can't see that things really suck for her right now."
Well, I know Mayo shakes his head at me. He's like, "Girl, just hush your mouth. Don't even play like you know what you're talkin' 'bout. Stop frontin'."
Yes, Mayo is southern for me today. ^_~
JULES! HAVE FUN TODAY!
Smoke,
You are just concise and to the point with what you say. I love to draw pretty circles and loopty loops around my words before getting to what is supposed to be the point.
Mayo ♥s you for that. He's like finally, YAYNESS, someone who is just going to give it to me straight.
i wanna ask something. who's the monster?
Half the time, I've missed the point though.
I think I know what I'm talking about but yeah. I'm waaaaayyyy off.
Except for the creepy shit. I know creepy when I see creepy.
And Blogger can be pretty meffin' creepy. O_o
I suck at taking advice, too, but I'm normally the one that can give it. It's really weird. And that isn't to say it's the best advice ever, because I know it isn't. But, I always try to dig and pull up something, and it's normally because I've been the person needing it before.
And there's nothing worse than needed some sort of advice or a pat on the back or some honesty when you say, "Look. I really don't know what to say, but I'll sit here and listen all day if you want me to," and then you don't get it.
I think we would all live in a much better place if everyone could just listen to one another. You don't have to understand, and likely you won't, but if we all just listened, you know? And it's okay if we suck at listening, but what matters is if the other person just knows you're there.
At least that's what I think.
LOL, Smoke! It makes me laugh to think Mayo might say "Stop frontin'."
Anon,
I dunno. Again, this could be Mayo talking about himself or he could be talking to someone else.
Who's the monster?
Oooohhhh, good one.
Maybe the 'he'? Maybe this person has some anger or some other issues and has sat back and now he's let it manifest into something totally scary.
See? No clue.
I dunno, Anonymous. Whoever or whatever is in the bag, I think. I think we all decided at one point that his titles and P.S. usually connect somehow, so I think whoever is in the bag?
I know!
Mayo: Stop frontin', Princess.
Me: I love you though. You suck, really but I love you.
Mayo: Child, boo!
Hahaha!
That made me laugh.
Mustard,
You are so right. If we all could just stop and listen to each other, things would be so much better.
But most of the time, I can't hear for all my noise. And make no mistake, it's MY noise. I really need to do better at being a better listener because I feel like I miss so much.
I wonder if Mayo has ever ridden dirty?
i thought it was about the bad anons :/ i had a friend who didn't listen to me when i used to give advice. i now think its because they weren't ready to accept it.
Hahaha!
They see me rollin'
They hatin'
Patrolin' and tryin' to catch me ridin' dirrttyy!
Could be, Anon. It totally could be. I have no clue about Mayo half the time.
Most used saying at Mayo's:
"I don't know."
Bwuahaha. No, really. That's the most used phrase. Srsly.
;)
Anon,
It could totally be about the bad anons. This post could be completely blog related. Mayo is super fantabulous like that. His post can always be taken at least 3 different ways.
And about your friend, you're probably right. Think about how many times you are willing to accept advice on the first try. I know plugging my ears and sing la la la la la works when I don't want to listen.
Totally.
^_^
95 South, Mayo! 95 South!
Or 75 South, 75 works pretty well too.
You'll find yourself deep in da Georgia swamp.
I'm good at nodding my head and going "Uh-huh" and totally thinking about something else at the same time.
Like at the same time! *Adam voice*
Then about a half hour later I go, "WTH did that person just say?"
O_o
OMG, only 1 fucking month until I get to see Jack White!! I better start working on my sweat catching abilities.
95 South was such a cool rap group in the 90's.
I wore that cd out bigtime.
Sure did.
Boom-boom-boom.
I'm going to try and not get spit on that this show though. Dude, I was within milimeters of being spat on by Frank Iero. I could literally feel the mist as it went by my cheek.
I could literally feel the mist as it went by my cheek.
O_o
Your description. It's quite descriptiony.
Not that Frank's spit is gross or anything. I'm sure it's super clean and probably hypoallergenic and stuffs. It would probably kill germs, but I was just so unprepared and caught off guard.
Bwuahaha. He should have warned you, shouldn't he?
"FOUR!"
Dude, I was within milimeters of being spat on by Frank Iero. I could literally feel the mist as it went by my cheek.
You totally were! OMG! And my eyes were like this --> O__O
Then I laughed out loud and said, "Oh shit, Frank just spit on you!"
It was hilarious. :)
Not that Frank's spit is gross or anything. I'm sure it's super clean and probably hypoallergenic and stuffs. It would probably kill germs, but I was just so unprepared and caught off guard.
Hypoallergenic.
OMG, now that would make him laugh out loud, I bet.
I'm still pissed he wouldn't let me have his coke. I was so meffin' thirsty. He just sat it right there in front of me and never touched it again.
Gah! The nerve of that man. :)
You totally should have stopped the effing concert by asking people around you, then Frank himself, if they had any Purell or anything.
That would have been a show-stopper.
Or spit back?
Wonder what he'd do?
Ya think you'd have a spit-off right there?
Eff you! *spit*
No eff you! *spit*
I ♥ you Frank, you're awesome! *spit*
Well, thanks! *spit*
BAH!
That would be sooo gross, but oh-so funny.
"TAKE THAT! AND THAT!"
Meanwhile Frank looks like a freakin' sprinkler system.
It's
called
Improv!
Hypoallergenic Spit, FTW!
YAY!!!
I tried for that one. :)
Nice!
Hahaha!
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