and hammer again
Louder
and louder still
Listen
and listen again
until you have heard everything that I have to say
And so I stay
and what I found
while at your side
was the moon all along
smooth calcified cockles
and a tangled mass of slime
a child’s bucket bobbing out to sea
Some of it stays
some of it goes
p.s. would I?
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Elena said...
Okay don't play nice. Be nasty if it makes you happy.
Seems kinda sad being nasty would make you happy but whatever.
It is sad, isn't it Elena and OP-J?
The things these people say to ones who don't like Gerard Way are always worse..... and more personal.... than what people say about Gerard Way. But in their mind they have a right to accuse you of waiting for a certain person to come on and feel SICK, to give your opinion of Gerard.
Crazy, crazy, crazy....
*said sweetly*
i was just expressing my opinion, concerning your opinion.
Yes, there have been FUCK YOU's and birds flipped. By whom? The horrid anons?
Why no. The sainted "lovelies."
Seems kinda sad being nasty would make you happy but whatever.
It is sad, isn't it Elena and OP-J?
Is it? OPJ is the nastiest person on here. She throws nasty words and rumours around about the regulars all the time. She says vile shit to anons that Elena would chew anyone else out if they said it. But it's different when it's her.
toujours said...
*said sweetly*
i was just expressing my opinion, concerning your opinion.
No one was cursing YOU out Toujours. Just saying that Gerard is a dick. Then you turn around and curse US out. But you ave no problem hurting peoples feelings if they don't happen to like the same ROCK STAR as you. Hello! Does this sound right to you?
You need to get your head checked out. You are unstable and unreasonable when it comes to things about Gerard Way.
Yes, there have been FUCK YOU's and birds flipped. By whom? The horrid anons?
Why no. The sainted "lovelies."
And they have the nerve to call us nasty.
i was just expressing my opinion, concerning your opinion.
Flipping the bird is not an opinion.
Face it..... if you don't have your tongue up Gerard's ass they are going to curse you out, call you garbage, accuse you of waiting SPECIFICALLY for them to come on etc. If you don't have your tongue up Gerard's ass, you are their target and it is OK to say those things to you.
My husband just read me one of his old English papers, and yeah, you youngsters don't so much get it, this blog crap, is not so much of the mattery. And now, let us have a little of the emo poetry from 1899
A man said to the the universe:
"Sir, I exist!"
"However," replied the universe, "The fact has not created in me
A sense of obligation."
personality development online course
for the anons.
Carrie.... posting poetry.... after the poetry bitch fest?
hey ergo. :)
Flipping the bird is not an opinion.
er, generally, yes, yes it is. not a very mature one, i'll admit, but hey! so sue me! :)
hi TJ carrie elena J BC anons
Of course. If you are not part of the MCRMY these people will flame you at the stake. nothing means as much to them as defending their God.
Is it? OPJ is the nastiest person on here. She throws nasty words and rumours around about the regulars all the time. She says vile shit to anons that Elena would chew anyone else out if they said it. But it's different when it's her.
"Nasty," am I? Let's see. I haven't bothered addressing any anons for weeks now, have you noticed? No, probably not.
And, where are these "rumours" (spelling on that word--makes me wonder) and "vile shit" that I reportedly throw around? Post it all here. Tell me where you got it from, too.
Haha. OIC wut you did thur, OPJ. Posing as an anon again.
Of course it's okay for you to say FUCK YOU ALL, isn't it?
Hi Ergo
hey carrie. that's cute, i like it. i can hear the frosty tone that the universe speaks with.
ToujourS, you are a hypocrite. And you really REALLY should get emotional help about your feelings toward Gerard. If you think it is OK to curse someone who doesn't like the same rock star you like..... that's normal to a point for someone who is about thirteen years old. But an adult woman, taking it personally and getting insulted when someone insults your favorite rock star.....
Yeah, I'm going with you need help.
carrie,
way excellent poem choice. short and to the point.
everything in moderation.
thanks, 1:06. *smoochies*
so, carrie, j. (elena if you're lurking, bc if you're lurking too), what are your plans for labor day weekend?
OPJ, everyone on here already knows WHO you always accuse of being ME and possibly other anons. Everyone knows who you accused of faking emails about a post that YOU made. And who are you accusing now just because of the way I spell? Do you REALLY want to rehash all that? Me to post your deleted post that you tried to blame on other innocent people?
Oh and for the record. When I asked the anons to play nice it wasn't about Gerard. It was about LynZ.
Saying mean, hurtful shit about anyone seems wrong to me. And I asked nicely.
But then again I'm just a Saint so what do I know?
Carrie said...
everything in moderation.
Exactly.
Carrie did not post THIRTY SEVEN poems in one night like a certain "someone else" I could mention.
Saying mean, hurtful shit about anyone seems wrong to me. And I asked nicely.
Do you ever ask the OPS nicely to not say mean, hurtful shot about people?
Do you ever ask ToujourS not to say mean, hurtful shit to people who don't share her opinion of Gerard?
No, you only ask that people don't say mean hurtful shit about Gerard OR LynZ because you obviously think that Gerard is reading this.
Why do you care so much about Lindsey, Elena? What has she ever done to deserve your respect?
Hi elena
do you guys have a holiday weekend?
stands up and cheers for Carrie
Mayo is a psycho and these women are his followers. It's kind of like a virtual Manson Family, innit?
Creepy as fuck.
I for one am glad that Carrie did NOT forget that a certain person thought it was acceptible to post THIRTY SEVEN poems.
ONE is fine. There is a difference.
Mayo is a psycho and these women are his followers. It's kind of like a virtual Manson Family, innit?
Creepy as fuck.
August 29, 2008 1:13 AM
It's only because they think it's Gerard Way. IF they didn't (remember they know the "secret" OPJ you wanted another example of the rumours you were spreading), then they wouldn't follow Mayo the way they do.
They'd still spit on you if you didn't like Gerard Way though.
well I had a nice day at work..
we do ergo. monday is a holiday. mostly i think people celebrate labor day by buying stuff on sale at home improvement stores, though.
You deserved a nice day at work, ergo. I like you. You aren't mean and nasty like certain others on here.
First anon 12:57,
Who the hell are you calling a saint? I'm the ruler of Hell, I aint no motherfuckin' saint by any means ^_~
*cackles evilly*
P.S. GW is not a god, but chocolate is.
TJ, labor day plans include cookout, and maybe, just maybe some swimming, if the day is nice. How about you?
Hi Carrie Hi Ergo
Anonymous said...
Why do you care so much about Lindsey, Elena? What has she ever done to deserve your respect?
My mama taught me to respect others. I do not have to like someone to treat them with respect. I've never met the woman. So I don"t know what she is truly like but that's not the point. Treating others with respect is my choice.
*sigh* Bleeding Chaos, no one was talking to you. A different anon called Elena a saint. It was sarcasm because she always tells people to not say things about Gerard (LynZ but that's only because she thinks Gerard is reading), but she doesn't seem to care when her friends say even more vile things about regulars here.
No one mentioned you.
My mama taught me to respect others. I do not have to like someone to treat them with respect. I've never met the woman. So I don"t know what she is truly like but that's not the point. Treating others with respect is my choice.
Then why don't you ask your friends to treat the other "lovelies" and anons who have different opinions with respect?
Elena, you haven't met us, yet you don't mind at all when OPJ says FUCK YOU ALL, do you?
ah TJ it sounds like public holidays here, we try to avoid home stores unless we really have to.
to us it's go out camping or fishing or something
TJ, labor day plans include cookout, and maybe, just maybe some swimming, if the day is nice. How about you?
i think someone mentioned grilling some brats over the weekend. plus, we're going to go over to my sister's and ooh and aah over all her new kittens. :)
Elena, you haven't met us, yet you don't mind at all when OPJ says FUCK YOU ALL, do you?
She also doesn't mind when toujours flips one of us the bird.
Elena, you haven't met us, yet you don't mind at all when OPJ says FUCK YOU ALL, do you?
Good point but you are not going to get a reasonable answer. If you don't like Gerard Way, in their mind it is OK to treat you like that and talk to you like that.
Everything these people feel is filtered through their feelings for Gerard Way. They can't see anything past that.
It was a nice try though and I agree with you.....
yeah, it's actually a big outdoorsey weekend here, too, ergo. it's seen as the last blow-out of the summer. most schools start back up this coming week.
She also doesn't mind when toujours flips one of us the bird.
Because OPJ and ToujourS weren't insulting Gerard. They were acting like that to defend him from meanies who don't like him.
That makes it not count.
Again, you expect this behaviour from a young teen with her favorite band. When adult women act like this over their favourite rock star it is not just creepy, it is scary and these women need help.
I'd like everyone to take a deep breath and change to having a nice chat
Aww kittens, they're so cute, even if I don't like cats in general.
I hope you have a great holiday TJ :)
1:21,
Didn't you see that I was just kidding? Some anons these days.... Such sticks in the mud *tsk tsk*
Dudes, not trying to start shit, um, I'm going to bed now. My husband wanted me to post that poem, he was all feeling spunky and readind his old college literature book.
Everyone EP? Including your friends who said "FUCK YOU ALL" and Toujours who flipped off people who were talking their opinion about Gerard and his wife?
Whether you were kidding or not BC no one was talking to you.
Anons if one of my friends came on here and started talking shit about someone I would have said the same thing when this all started.
But obviously a war started and don't know if you noticed but the anon side hurtled some nasty remarks before anyone else got involved. Look back and see what was said before the Lovelies reacted.
yes everyone
"Reacted" to people thinking SOME ROCK STAR is an asshole.
You people need serious help.
Whatever Carrie, it was a good point you made. SHE posted thirty seven poems. YOU only posted one. Everything in moderation.
No actually Elena people talk about Gerard and his wife Mudflaps all the time on here. "War" as you call it didn't break out until OPS started shouting "FUCK YOU ALL" and accusing us of STAKING YOU OUT before giving our opinion on Gerard.
That is what I call crazy.
Hello Ergo, Carrie! I'm just going to do some household stuff over the weekend. Oh, and practice being nasty to everyone. What about the rest of you guys?
Anon/s, I don't know who you are, and I just really don't care. I've said all I'm gonna say about past issues.
Do you want to know why you got the treatment you did tonight? Because when you come in to state your opinions, it inevitably turns into something derogatory, against at least Gerard, LynZ, and one or two of us. First, if you don't think Mayo is Gerard, this tactic makes no sense. Why put your opinions about GW/LW on someone else's blog? You call US crazy, delusional, but look at what you're doing. Why would Mayo care what you think of GW?
Second, it just gets fucking old to read the same spew day after day. Why not start your own "We Hate Gerard" blog and comment there? I promise none of us will come over there and barge in on you.
So tell me. Why come here? What's your agenda?
good night carrie. tell your dude i liked the poem and thanks. :)
now, elena, you're just going to spend the long weekend resting up, right? riiiiight?
Goodnight carrie, sweet dreams.
SOME ROCK STAR
Oh I guess that means he's not human. He's not someone’s son, not someone’s husband. He doesn't deserve respect, right?
EVERYONE deserves to be treated like you would want to be treated no matter who they are.
I'm just going to do some household stuff over the weekend. Oh, and practice being nasty to everyone.
sounds like a busy weekend, j.! *grin*
TJ I'm tired of resting up. I'm tired of sleeping. I need to get out of the house.
"non/s, I don't know who you are, and I just really don't care. I've said all I'm gonna say about past issues."
YOU were the one who asked for examples.
"Do you want to know why you got the treatment you did tonight?"
Because you're a psycho fangirl. Oh wait was there more?
" Because when you come in to state your opinions, it inevitably turns into something derogatory, against at least Gerard, LynZ,"
Oh you mean the lesbian who is too dumb to remember her name? YOUR words. Way back when.
" and one or two of us."
No one said anything to or about you until you exploded in rage.
" First, if you don't think Mayo is Gerard, this tactic makes no sense. Why put your opinions about GW/LW on someone else's blog?"
Why should anyone have to? Some of us have been coming here sinve the early times of this blog. That shouldn't have to change just because you found out Mayo's "secret" and you have to kiss Gerard's ass now. Wasn't MIB saying nasty things about MSI today? Smoke, Kapunua, I didn't see you telling them to go somewhere else.
" You call US crazy, delusional, but look at what you're doing. Why would Mayo care what you think of GW?"
Who cares what Mayo thinks??
"Second, it just gets fucking old to read the same spew day after day."
Then skip it. Trust me many people here probably think your insanity gets old and they skip over it without cursing everyone out.
" Why not start your own "We Hate Gerard" blog and comment there? I promise none of us will come over there and barge in on you."
Barge In? Excuse me but people who dont' like Gerard have just as much right to be here and to talk as YOU do. This is not your blog. I know you like to think it is but it isn't.
"So tell me. Why come here? What's your agenda?"
Why does there have to be an agenda? We think Gerard Way is a dick. Some people here agree, we like to talk about it..... DL/DR.
I know you want to think it's all about persecuting you guys but get over yourselves. It's just making fun of an asshole rock star.
my, my.
these other little anons are so polite and deserving of respect. coming in here and trashing everybody here tonight. hallo to each of you jurisprudent anons.
EVERYONE deserves to be treated like you would want to be treated no matter who they are.
Wow. I'm still waiting for you to tell that to OPJ and ToujourS who thinks it is OK to curse the rest of us out.
Nice try again. But you can't reason with fangirls. They are obsessed. Until they get over their obsessions they will never see how crazy they sound.
Nice try.
i have noticed that mayonaise is no longer in limbo. i hope he is currently heaven ---- and not hell ---- bound.
Mayo himself already pointed that out, anonymously claiming it was because Gerard had caught up with Mudflaps.
J sounds like a busy weekend, I don't know what we are doing, I just want a good sleep, I was up a couple of hours during last night and I hate that
Unfortunately you are right. You can't talk to these women. They are not adults in the emotional sense of the word.
OPJ I realize you are a sick woman. I'm sorry for engaging you. Get help.
Second anon 1:45,
Exactly. Thank you for pointing out the obvious.
Uuuuueeergh.... good point. if you can't reason with them then best leave it to professionals. Sad.
1:51,
perhaps you should be more concerned about who is on your mudflaps and not whose mudflaps gw is on.
well anons it was nice of you to call by, sorry the outing seemed so pointless in the end.
TJ I'm tired of resting up. I'm tired of sleeping. I need to get out of the house.
aren't you getting out of the house this coming week? isn't that soon enough? (still jealous)
:)
Elena, Toujours, OPJ, please do a little soul searching to try to see where your hate comes from for all people who simply don't like a rock star that you love. Ask yourselves why you think it is OK to treat those people like dirt and curse and say vile things to and about them. He is a rock star. This is the internet. You three really, really lose your shit when people don't like him.
So do a little soul searching, try to be less hypocritical and less angry all the time.
I am sorry too EP. I will never understand why those three flip their shit over Gerard Way and preach about respect.... but it's OK for them to say "FUCK YOU ALL" and flip the bird to others.
Waste of time. I'm sorry too.
Rockstars are a dime a dozen...
Ergo, it may or may not be. My oldest sister is coming in and is going to talk to our mom about some of her behaviors of late. Neither I nor my older sister are supposed to be there for that. Kind of not looking forward to this weekend, then.
Anon I don't care if you or anyone else likes Gerard or his wife. All I wanted was for there to be no name-calling. No nasty remarks. Do you think that's wrong?
I have never called an anon a nasty name because they didn't like him. Actually I try very hard not to say bad things about anyone. Believe me it's not always easy.
So maybe, just maybe you should soul search a bit and ask yourself why you think that just because this is the Internet it's okay to say unkind things about anyone.
Anon I don't care if you or anyone else likes Gerard or his wife. All I wanted was for there to be no name-calling. No nasty remarks. Do you think that's wrong?
Do you think it's right for OPJ to tell us all "FUCK YOU ALL" or for Toujours to flip us all off? I am still waiting for your answer to that.
oh yes J could be emotionally charged
so elena where are you going? you're feeling all better yet?
"So maybe, just maybe you should soul search a bit and ask yourself why you think that just because this is the Internet it's okay to say unkind things about anyone."
Gerard's best friend is Jimmy Urine. Does it bother you that GERARD thinks it's OK to say and do the things that he does?
I suck at cuts so just click on the link below.
You don't have to read the review most of it isn't even about the shows.haha
Jepha from The Used was there and he wouldn't shut up about how sweet Frank is.
http://jamielsmcr.livejournal.com/1593.html?mode=reply
Jepha and Frank getting back on the right track. I wonder what that means about Frank and Gerard. After all The used did a whole album about Gerard being an asshole.
okay, trying to get back into the "do not feed the trolls" mode here, but i'd like to address this.
less angry all the time.
the thing about that is that you don't really know how i felt when i wrote what i did. most of the time when i break my own rule and say something back to mean anons, it's because i'm just fed up with the maliciousness of the language they use.
so they want to come here and express an opinion. okay. i can do that, i can read any sort of opinions that i don't agree with and let them pass by with equanimity.
but after awhile, i get tired of reading "opinions" that are posted just as an excuse to say something nasty and vile in the hopes of making others angry, and that's when i end up saying something.
but if you read my comments as something written in haste, with liberal foaming at the mouth? then you're reading me wrong. then you're reading me through a lens of your own.
that's all.
Rockstars are only good for fantasies.
Frank probably sees Gerard's assholishness too.... it probably just hurts him too much to admit it yet.
Jepha Howard..... he knows the true deal.
I like Jepha, he seems like a nice fellow
but after awhile, i get tired of reading "opinions" that are posted just as an excuse to say something nasty and vile in the hopes of making others angry, and that's when i end up saying something.
but if you read my comments as something written in haste, with liberal foaming at the mouth? then you're reading me wrong. then you're reading me through a lens of your own.
that's all.
You are reading THAT through a lens of YOUR own.
But its OK when you do it I guess.
ANd ToujourS, I never ever see you get angry or challenge the nasty and vile things that are said by REGULARS.
Gerard's best friend is Jimmy Urine. Does it bother you that GERARD thinks it's OK to say and do the things that he does?
Uh really Gerard doesn't call me and ask my opinion. Wait, maybe he should? I'm sorry I really don't understand where you are going with this question. What difference does it make what I think?
Frank Iero hanging out again with Jepha Howard.
Yup Frank's eyes are probably open now too.
What difference does it make what I think?
Because you are always judging US.
Well Elena, none of us asked for your opinion either.
other anons,
thank you for the psychiatric assessment tonight. i'm sure your walgreens psych department dean feels that $10 degree served you well. your therapy method is most amusing. no need for any of us to see the professionals now. your gentle and advanced methods have cured us all. we will not require that brain-mutilating psychosurgery. we will never be able to repay our dept to you. most unfortunate.
"Well Elena, none of us asked for your opinion either."
EXACTLY.
I'm always judging? Really? How so?
elena, Gerard calls me all the time, shall I give him your number?
other anons,
thank you for the psychiatric assessment tonight. i'm sure your walgreens psych department dean feels that $10 degree served you well. your therapy method is most amusing. no need for any of us to see the professionals now. your gentle and advanced methods have cured us all. we will not require that brain-mutilating psychosurgery. we will never be able to repay our dept to you. most unfortunate.
August 29, 2008 2:15 AM
Who is "us"?? Personally I was addressing Elena, Toujour and OPJ.
I'm always judging? Really? How so?
Ummm re read your last few posts telling the rest of us how you were taught respect and you don't like a certain kind of talk and you think it's mean and nasty...... Yes, that is judging.
But you don't seem to mind when OPJ tells us FUCK YOU ALL or Toujorus flipping the bird and you never seem to get upset over beloved Gerard's best friend and the things he says and does.
Why am I even trying to reason with you?
Goodnight everyone.
2:16, the fact that they said "we" and "us" shows that it's one of them not signed in.
Well Elena, none of us asked for your opinion either.
Thank you. Exactly. But don't you see that Elena is entitled to her opinion but YOU are not.
I give up.
I just feel sorry for them.
Anonymous Anonymous said...
Okay, so here's the thing. Gerard spent the first five years of his career talking about how girls and women should not allow themselves to be objectified by rockstars...
and then he goes and marries a woman who is essentially a glorified stripper.
This is why we don't like LynZ and this is one of many reasons we no longer like Gerard.
Does that make us bitches? No. That just proves that we have brains.
August 28, 2008 2:31 PM
Stating my opinion of how people should be treated in not judging.
It's just my opinion.
By the way an anon did ask my opinion about Gerard and Jimmy.
Ah, but through the miracle of modern psychotherapy, I don't HAVE to see a professional. I've attended the 60-Minute Lobotomy Course offered here at "The Mayo Clinic" FOR FREE! You've been so helpful, really. I don't feel so angry anymore. I feel...calm. Peaceful. Tranquil. Soothed.
I Wanna Be Sedated.
And for the record, I was defending Elena. She's been horribly sick all week, and her cat just died. Thought you guys might have a little sympathy for her.
What was I thinking?
2.15, very nicely said.
Ergo
Have the damn man call me.
so just asking, who was the question at 2:06 for then?
A Rockstar is only a creation.
The private person could be completely different.
2:24 I rather think they usually are
elena next time we catch up for a chin wag I'll slip him your cell
2:18,
profound conclusion. don't forget to bring the electro-shock equipment next time.
good night bc. sweet dreams. :)
WAIT!! 2:18! Try me! Try me!! Reason with me!! I judge!! All the time love!
And I hate lots of people, Rock Stars, Aliens -You name it I probably hate it!
:D
I think JU is absolutely disgusting, and I feel personally shamed that Gerard hangs with him. I don't care for Lyn either. But with both JU and Lyn -all I know of them is what they have Publicly shown us. (So I am Really trying to holding out hope that they are much better, more self and to other's -respectable people in private.)
Thanks to the anon for putting up the LJ review. That's cool, I like Jepha. Mostly, I think I like his name ---JEPHA! JEP -HA!! Fun.
How are you feeling tonight Elena? Ears less crackley?? I hope everyone is doing good tonight, dispite our tempers flaring here. I think we are all just having a shit day. Hard to be civil when nobody seems to be in a good mindset...
Goodnight BC, sleep well.
*whispers*
If you can shut out the voices.
Thanks Ergo. I have so much to tell him. You know I'm sure he'll listen to everything I have to say.
True ergo, and usually they project a side you don't normally see otherwise.
It is show business after all.
original punk j,
thank you. anytime.
hmmm...someone seems to like playing amateur psychiatrist.
Hi Lewis! I owe you an email, honey. Don't think I've forgotten, I'm just shit at keeping up correspondence. How are you doing?
goodnight BC sweet dreams
HI Lewis
Hey Lewis
My ears are still messed up but at least I didn't lose my balance and run into any walls today.
Oh did you know I'm Saint Elena?
Patron Saint of Damned Rock Stars, I guess.
Well, duuuh. I saw the glow from here loves. No need to hide it any longer. But uh, would you be a dear eh? Help a girl out -I have a toothache, would ya bless my left cheek?? It's hurts.
;p
Glad to hear the walls have finally been defeated! Hurrah! (But I am sure they are planning their next attack..) It's really awkward and uncomfortable -and I just hate it!- when you can't hear or breathe properly. It's like one of those everyday things you take for granted, then suddenly, you are so vastly aware when they are gone. I am soooo sorry! I hope it clears up quickly E.
And uhh, Ergo-- do you happen to have Mikey's number too?? I want to know what his comic is gonna be about!
2:24 it's all the image they wish to portray.
Performers pick a style they think will be popular, I would love to know what some are like in "real" life, but we rarely get the chance.
Look at how many seemingly together actors etc suddenly commit suicide, then we find out things, or seemingly off the wall celebs turn out to be terribly boring normal people out of the spotlight.
Then some are just as they seem.
As the public we never get the whole view
OMG Elena, I am gonna make you a badge. A star shaped badge. And you must wear it everyday.
So all the other lovelies will know just how Saintly you really ARE. ;)
SO true Ergo.
I actually, fear meeting some of the icons I admire. I simply don't think my idea of them would compare to whom they really are. That makes me sad. But then, I do tend to believe and expect more from them, than most others -considering their positions.
-How ya doing tonight??
2.15, you're welcome. I enjoyed your use of big words. :D
Is it safe now?
goodness me Lewis!
how about I just forward my address book? I have everyone!
But seeing as Mikey is flying over to get an aussie perspective on his comic I'll tell him for you
Lewis I shall put in a good word with the higher ups about the tooth.
But since you're not a Rock Star it's really not my department.
Why that would be awesome Ergo dear! Thank ya much!! Although, I'm afraid I won't know what to say to some of them! Maybe, Bob-o. He seems good and safe. He looks like my brother. I'll call Bob-o....He can teach me how to be quiet...
;p
I am good thanks
a bit tired I have an ear, not ache but annoyance and it kept me up during last night so I'm trying to clear it
I think there is water waaaaaay down somehow, or wax
how are you?
comedians are the worst, some are so boring off stage. ones I've met recently have been great guys though, but they are younger
That is a way of looking at it ergo.
As for boring personalities, sometimes it just could be a case of plain old inferiority complex, mixed with a strong ego.
Ah ha ha! Ahh manz, Elena. Maybe if I practice really Hard being quiet for Bobo, he'll teach me the drums too -and then you can put me on your list of "too save's." ;p
But, at least -thanks for telling me straight! I'll let that poor little goat I was gonna offer you, go now. His names Ted. Just in case you were wondering..
That's true, Anon. It's easy to pretend to be someone else on stage; it's a part to play. The person can be who the audience wants them to be, or how they perceive the audience wants them to be.
Many entertainers are quite shy and reserved in "real life" because they're presenting their true personality then. Inferiority complexes, insecurities, low self-esteem, all those things are such stumbling blocks for some. It's also safer to be someone else (in their minds); people won't catch on to how fucked up the person thinks he is.
2;45 creative areas often draw people with issues, we just had an actor commit suicide yesterday, noone in the public knew he had major depression issues
I remember Spike Milligan was terribly wracked with mental issues. But he was brilliant.
I think it's a fragile existence for some.
Original Punk J said...
2.15, you're welcome. I enjoyed your use of big words. :D
Is it safe now?
i think it is safe now. mayhaps they went in search of electro-shock equipment to use next time. or they had to look up some of those big words.
goodnite original punk j, saint elena, bleeding chaos, ergoproxy, lewishasfallensloppydead and tj and other nice anons who use big words.
2:45 -you mean Buffy? Superior, but with an inferior complex... neat. She was awesome. I dig people like that. Uh, not that kill mythological creature/beings, but ya know -have issues. Keeps life interesting, and it's comforting to know there are others like me. Ha.
HELLO OPJ!! So sorry I missed ya up there! Whoa!! Take you're time love! I know things are rough. I shouldn't be on tonight but wow, I just wanted to escape for a while ya know??
I am doing o.k. Ergo. Sorry about your ear loves. Try laying on your side (with the messed up ear) for a while, it will uhh ---drain and stuff. Or you could try a q-tip with rubbing alcohol.
Yes, My Child, set Ted free
hey there lewis, how are you doing?
good night, 2:50. :)
Goodnight 2:50! Have a pleasant one! -And wow, I can't believe ya put my whole name out there. Effort. Damn! ;p
Ya know, there is the rare occasion that an interview is real and personal (with icons and such) and it turns out, most of them -that I have read of, have had some really troubled lives. And not just before the fame came. It is amazing to see just how like us ordinaries they all really are. I think there are a lot more people out there in the world, who given the right chance -could be just as powerful and deserving to be heard, as most stars out there. Perhaps even moreso. Ya know?
Goodnight Anon, Peace Be With You
goodnight anon sweet dreams
lewis I'm trying anything I can think of
I can hear my pulse and it stops me falling asleep
"swoosh swoosh swoosh"
Goodnight 2.15, hope you sleep well. Thanks for helping us out tonight.
Lewis, you want to hear something ironic? I was on the phone to L earlier tonight (she's gone to her parents' until Sunday), and she said I should "go on the blog" tonight, I MIGHT HAVE FUN.
O_o
I think she sent me a curse instead! :D
How are you doing, honey? Feeling ok?
Ergo, who was the actor you were referring to? I hate to hear those things.
ha ha, but I LOVE Ted now. I simply can't. Can I keep him Elena? Huh? Huh? I promise not to sacrafice him! (and I'll even make him little outfits to wear..)
Howdy Tj! I am o.k. Had a rough morning! But it's ending much better. Thanks! How are did you're day go??
Lewis, who among us doesn't have issues? I think I can safely concur that everyone has :)
Some are just quiet about it, or work things out privately in their own way.
J he was in a medical soap here called All Saints, I didn't watch it but he was only 32 I think, up and coming, popular and he jumped out a window - not nice
i'm glad to hear that your day had an upswing, lewis! my day was okay, pretty even keel for once.
and i think i'll get to see sme adorable kittens this weekend, so there ya go. :)
Elena you're killing me! ;p Ha!! I'm waiting for -May the Force be With You. -Wait though, I think you have a DARK lightsaber...uh oh.
Ergo -try the rubbing alcohol. Sounds nasty but do try it -pour a little (very little!), less than a capful into your ear. Turn you're head the opposite way, so that it goes INTO your ear more. Let it set for a few minutes (totally comfortable by the way!) and then turn you're head back the other way -so that it drains. Should help for a bit. But it sounds like you have an ear infection loves. And let the Sainted One's ;p stubborn streak be a lesson! Make an appointmenr, get some atibiotics! (Preferably before you end of with the weirdo dream meds...although, I have to say as weirdo dreams go..not so bad Elena!)
kittens = happy
kittens = happy
very much so, esp. as i am going through kitty withdrawal, and even more esp. because apparently two of them are polka dotted. :)
I shall have a go lewis, I have some eardrops for after swimming, I might fill my ear with them (it's be the same stuff basically)
I'm trying this wax softening oil stuff , I should lie over on my side a while
Ohhh L is a wicked one OPJ. Watch out.. ;p
Had a walk through this morn. Eleven fucking strangers. I hope they all stubded their toes viciously today. But thank you for asking! And you?? How goes it today?
Why anon. Truer words have never been spoken. I wish I could be quiet about mine...ha. ;p So uh, do you sleep with a lava lamp to hide the fact that you are still afraid of the dark too? Mine's yellow with purple lava. :)
Glad to hear it Tj! Someone needs to have a better day! And oooh! fuzzie! Don't get me started. Miss T will warn you. I love HARD. I squeeze. It's just terrible...
I was going to give up but I failed
/:
Oh sure Lewis make fun of the Saint who didn't want to go to the doctor...
And yes my lightsaber is dark...
As for the dreams. Just think poor old Gerad is still lost at the Bates Motel. The other dream? Damn man wouldn't answer me.
it's been so long since i had a chance to cuddle kittens, lewis, i'll probably be the same! gonna have to exercise my self restraint, make sure i set them back down and not surreptitiously tuck a couple in my pockets.
Oh TJ
I just remembered your comment this morning.... Yep I do miss Seldom sitting on the back of my office chair.
hey belle what's happened?
Polka dotted kitties? Are you kidding? Whoa. Nature has gone whacked. That is so cool. I want a picture!!
Oh -I watched the beautiful vid that K put up this morning. Did you guys see that -about the lion! Wow, it was so hard not to cry. I just hate it when that happens! But it was really beautiful! And wow, I loved the pants guys. Cliff would be proud. <3
Good luck Ergo! But if you did get pool water in there, oh dear. I am afraid you will get stuck with the 'bird' in you're ear for a few days! But don't give up yet -try ya options!
Where did Saint Lovely Elena go?? Is she admiring her shiny badge and can't be bothered with us underlings?? Come on Bob! Help us out! Throw some talent yo!!
And where did our fellow issued anon go? Did I scare you with my nightlight needs?? :(
Oh, kittens! How wonderful! They're all so cute, and they make you want to take them ALL home. Which is painfully impossible, but true nonetheless.
Polka-dotted? Are they that breed--whose name escapes me now, of course--that have, like, cheetah and leopard patterns in their fur? Kind of rare?
"The Sainted One." *coughyeahrightcough* That's on the same par as Elena the Pure. :P heeheeehee
Hiya Belle! I don't think we've met. Are you okay honey??
And yes, Elena. I mock. I mock many. I am a dick that way. :P AND -you KNOW you should have gone into the doctors much sooner....but ya had to be an Amazon and Show off at everybody! Why am I surprised, this is a holy woman we are talking about. The whole universe might close in -were she to be proved wrong.... oh lord!
Ya know, I hope he checked the shower wall for peep holes. Cuz, just eww. EWW.
I have literally no restraint- ever Tj. So kudos. And good luck! And pictures yea??
Elena the pure...
Robyn the brave...
:D
Just lost and hurt
/:
Belle?? You can talk to us. We promise to try and help you. Please come back??
OPJ, now watch yourself. Or you won't get on her GOOD list. Do you play the drums by chance??? ;p
Elena is an Amazon Saint????
Lewis it wasn't from a pool, I think it's happened over a period of time, I'll try and if not it's doctor I shall go
belle you always know you can be here.
It's not much but it's somewhere
he was a very cool cat, elena.
and yes, polka dotted. the whole litter is all mixed greys and white and tuxedo kitties, and there's a couple who have very regular grey spots.
i'll try to get a pic. :)
i needs to be getting to bed, everyone. it turned into a nice chatty evening. :)
good night everyone, friendlies named and friendlies unnamed. sweet dreams!
Oh Belle, I am sorry. Can you talk about it? If not, just know you are not alone. You have ventured into a sea of people who feel just like you, most days. Is there anything you could do to make it better? Is there anyone you can talk to, to fix the situation?
Sorry I am typing so slow.
oh, and hello and good night belle. i'm sorry you're hurting tonight. *hugs*
Yes of course she is Ergo. Can't you see the glow?? Makes it hard to sleep sometimes, that damn bright glow. (but then, it is also just as comforting..) <3
And thank you also Ergo -for calling the doctor soon!
(...Elena. Stubborn....)
Thank you much Tj -look forward to seeing those! Have a lovely evenning!
Belle?
Hey Belle, what's the matter?
Lewis, I'm probably not on ANYbody's GOOD list. Remember, I'm the nastiest person on the blog. Can't go about tarnishing my reputation. ;)
Goodnight TJ, yes, DO try to get kitten pictures. We must have kitten pictures. It's a requirement. Have a good night!
I think Elena's gone off to save some poor wicked, damned Rock Star. She's quite busy, you know.
goodnight TJ sweet dreams
essential kitten training
Belle
Please let us know if we can help.
I am sorry.
I think I am going to head off to bed maybe I just need sleep;
Good night everyone/ Mayo :/
Sweet dreams...
Thanks for caring.
-xoxo
a good night - kitten style
Well J, neither am I. So ha. I am feverishly in love with Mayo, Redrum, Far.... give me a minute. I have a list.... ;p
You can be nasty and I'll be a loveslut. Deal?? Just wait -I'll blog make out with you ---as soon as I figure out which buttons I kiss with.. ;D
Did Belle leave?
We do care Belle
Take care, Hun. Remember someone will be here for you if you need us.
belle don't be sorry
caring comes free, without obligations
sweet dreams and hope tomorrow is better
Don't feel sorry Belle. Sometimes it's the hardest thing just to ask for help, or even to find the words to say you need it. So good luck to you honey. And do come back, there is always someone here with great words. I know they will help make you feel better. Sleep well, and hopefully things will be clearer in the morning. <3
ERGO!! I am gonna SQUEEZE EM!!! Awwz!! OMGee!!! So damn cute! And tiny tiny tiny babies! BABIES!! Fuzzie! Ahhh!
I couldn't fall asleep all last night my mind was racin'
I left so much behind to find the dream that I was chasin'
And now I have a need to take a look at what is real
I need to learn to live and love and breathe and touch and feel
But all I really know is what I see
And everybody sees it differently
I wish someone would open up my heart and look inside of me
But I'm the only one who holds the key
Your body aglow as if to show you peacefully dreamin'
So only you could know that deep inside somebody was screamin'
And callin' out to anyone who could help you through the night
And hopin' that someone would come along to make it right
But all you really know is what you see
And everybody sees it differently
I wish someone could open up your soul and set the demon free
But you're the only one who holds the key
Lewis
Just remember I can smite you!
Why hello anon. And who are posting tonight??
Is this our demon we are sadly hiding, or you're's? That song is miserble. But a little sense of hope yes? I hope someone pulls it out of you love. Hell, I hope someone pulls it out of me too. Makes me feel itchy..
What the shit Elena!?? Did you so quickly forget poor Ted!?? You said I could keep him didn't you!? No sacraficing!! You LIE!!
Serves me right, following a SAINT ----with A DARK SABER.... ohhh. wicked.
;p
Well think about it. I'm the Patron Saint of Damned Rock Stars. What kind of saber would I have?
mayo,
an interesting grab-bag kind of night in here, huh? yeah, well.
*shrugs*
so, you're no longer betwixt and between, eh? that's good. i have to admit i'm a bit envious, though. i'd like to find my way to one thing or the other, eventually.
that's all from me tonight. i'm tired, and worn out, and a little happy, too. so a nice muddled end to a muddled evening.
no stars for me tonight, just dreams.
good night, mayo.
Belle, I hope you find some answers, some peace, some comfort, somewhere. We're here if you need us, whenever that is. Take care. *hugs*
Ergo, I love the sleeping committee! Awwwwwwwwww.
Lewis, you crack me up, girl. :D
Elena: NOT THE SMITING!
Girls, I think I need to go to sleep. I'm so tired now, and just bummed out generally. See you tomorrow, probably. Hope everyone has a good day.
Goodnight Elena, Ergo, Lewis, TJ, Belle, Nice Anon/s. Sleep well.
Good morning FASC and Wendy! Hello PJ, Pixie, Siobhan, Cupcake (hope Grandpa is doing even better than before!)!
BI! Thank you for your sweet words! Dumplin the Peckerless says "I'm SO glad I could provide you with amusement, human." Hear the sarcasm? :D Come back sometime and spend a few hours with us. *hugs*
love, faith, hope, patron Saints, kittens
You have a point there Elena.
..and now I am picturing it slightly bent.
ah ha ha! I am totally amusing myself tonight! Where did the silly come from? I was all poo and grr. Now I feel light hearted and oh -light headed. There IS something in the water here isn't there. That's sick Mayo. Sick....
Nighty night Tj! I am glad you are feeling better too! Crazy how it turned tonight, but I am NOT complaining!!
Hey, where did J go? I miss everything...
And anon. REO SPEEDWAGON. ha!
It's a hopeful song, amongst all the blog drama. Not meant as any deep message.
Dear god. My first ever time on top... and THAT's what I say. Wow.
Shamed. ;)
Goodnight OPJ! I was so happy to talk with you! I miss getting to really chat with people!! Love to you, L and the poor peckerless fuzz! ;p
It's a step in the right direction.
Thank you anon! I like you're selections. It is hopeful. That is always something useful isn't it.
You having a good night??
goodnight J sweet dreams
Mayo,
Seriously, man, you have to get that screen door fixed.
That, or booby-trap the moat again.
Maybe Lewis would loan you Ted to be the GuardGoat. He'd come in handy, wouldn't he?
Goodnight, Mayo, my brain hurts. Hope you sleep well.
thanks anon hope you're well
blog drama
oh yeah, that sums it up
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