Tuesday, August 12, 2008

For giving myself time.

We are all in some way the same. Any of us can be traced on parchment and placed over another and the outline will match, at some point. Keep turning the page until it fits just right. Call it coincidence, if you will.

I can hold you up against me and often the lines match up perfect.



The following is an excerpt from an old handwritten journal.

Yesterday I saw my reflection and waited for an answer. I stood there like an idiot, swaying and staring. It took a while, but what I found was strength and self-respect. The bags packed themselves and walked right out the door. My hand held tightly to all that really mattered, my own heart. All of my abandon had left the poor thing in a sad state, atrophied. But if I am patient and use it a little more each day it will regain its once youthful bounce. It will be fit for giving...forgiving. Forgiving.




(I needed the white noise as well.)


p.s. it is yours and no one can take it away.

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sdock10 said...

Oh did you like the song, Mustard? I heart Tori Amos.

Did you like "Bang, Bang"? You better say that you watched it even if you have to lie!!!

sdock10 said...

Mustard, you know....heeeeeeeeere.

Anonymous said...

I totally watched it. Like, one trillion times.

sdock10 said...

OMG, did it turn you into liquid, seriously?

Have you watched em do Gnarls "Crazy" yet? OMG! Just as fabulous.

Anonymous said...

STRUNK AND WHITE! Oh Mayo, dude I haven't said this in too long, but you totally win for Strunk and White. ^_^

Hey Fimble Jazz! Hey Splash! You totally did say "colon happy." Sweet. :D

Anonymous said...

why is Mayo saying he's uncomfortably obvious?

Fimble Star said...

sorry guys, i am off. Solly i didnt get a call, something is up with signals. I will call you tomorrow about times. be careful on your trip and i will speak to you on the road. I am checking in at 4pm but we will discuss it tomorrow.

night guys.
Stay safe.

Amyranth said...

Mayo's telling us things he wasn't hoping to have to tell us. Most likely that he's uncomfortable within large groups of gabby people.

Also, the anon who was asking about Teej, I just emailed her. I think she's going to be alright. Thank you for noticing.

-A

Anonymous said...

Please be safe, Fim. Talk to you later, okay?

Anonymous said...

why is Mayo saying he's uncomfortably obvious?


See:

Anonymous said...
Yes, on occasion.

But by elephant, I meant uncomfortably obvious, not reclusive.

August 19, 2008 4:50 PM

Anonymous said...

Mayo,

i guess you didn't have a good time at Frances Bean Cobain's Sweet Sixteen party last night.

Anonymous said...

Have you watched em do Gnarls "Crazy" yet? OMG! Just as fabulous.

No! I haven't! Mr. White can certainly hit those notes though.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
Mayo,

i guess you didn't have a good time at Frances Bean Cobain's Sweet Sixteen party last night.


O_O

Amyranth said...

Smoke, I guess our invitations got lost in the mail.

-A

Anonymous said...

Sdock linked me a picture of Frances Bean the other night, and I was floored at just how much she favors Kurt now, especially through her eyes.

Anonymous said...

Mayo,

I could really do something freakin' hilarious right now but I'm not.

Muwahahaha.

God! I want to so bad.

*bites lip*

Anonymous said...

Last night, the moon rose red.

This is an adorable leafy bug face!

Princess, don't look! Here there be spiders.

Adorable fuzzy spider!

An awesome, beautiful orb weaver.

the flash is overbearing here but you can see how fuzzy she is.

^_^

Anonymous said...

godd to hear TJ is alright. thanks Amyranth

Anonymous said...

Clicked on pics by mistake.

*passes out*

Anonymous said...

Mayo/Carmine/Gerard would feel like the elephant in the room with all the fan girls gawking at him.

Anonymous said...

would someone here do me a favor?















kill me!

Anonymous said...

No, not yet. Slowly, oh so slowly.
Like the rest of us.

sdock10 said...

Kill you with laughter or kindness, Anon??

Motherfucker, my shoulder hurts!


Jules, great pics! Smoke just took one of a rainblow that I'm sure she will show all of you later.

Anonymous said...

Ohh, but Princess! They are so cute, and so beneficial and sweet!

Anonymous said...

Oooh, Solly, sweet! Say, I got a cool pic of a rainblow too!

What's up with your shoulder?

Anonymous said...

but i want to be put out of my misery now. thanks for nothing.
:-/

sdock10 said...

I dunno. Probably the way I sit and type at work or something. I think that maybe I lean on this arm too much. It hurts like a bitch. I already popped 4 ibuprofen.

sdock10 said...

Anon,

If you can figure out a way to bottle that misery, we could build a factory and make it, maybe? And be like rich and stuff and buy our happiness.

Whaddaya say?

Anonymous said...

<;)

Anonymous said...

Solly, maybe it needs to be stretched or rested, or maybe you should to get a massage, or go to a chiropractor. :)

Anonymous said...

anon 7:29

i just farted, you should be dead soon.

sdock10 said...

I dunno what that face means.

sdock10 said...

I would love to have a massage. That would be nice. Maybe it will loosen up when I get in the shower.

gnothi seauton said...

I heard a voice today that was clear and true, not muffled as it has been lately. Yet it saddens me to say that I don't think I am going to hear it anymore.

I hope I am wrong in my assumptions.

May you have -
Walls for the wind
And a roof for the rain,
And drinks bedside the fire
Laughter to cheer you
And those you love near you,
And all that your heart may desire


Be well.



TTFN

sdock10 said...

My arm kind of tingles and goes numb like. Is that normal?

Anonymous said...

Hey GS! How're you doing? Everything all right?

Solly, a nice warm shower can surely help if it a muscle-ish problem.

Anonymous said...

Ooooh, you could have like a trapped nerve or something. If your muscle is pulled or inflamed it could be poking at your nerve. Wait a few days and see if it quits.

sdock10 said...

Hi GS, Bye GS! Miss you!

Anonymous said...

I gotta bail! I'll try to be back later on. :)

sdock10 said...

Are we AIMing tonight??

Mayo, my offer still stands. If you ever want to shoot the bullshit, come chat me up.

sdock10 said...

Going to hit the shower, be back later.

Anonymous said...

Yeah Mayo, listen to your friend Solly. You can make up a fake name, one-time use. Change your profile to let us know you are coming on. Solly's AIM is Sollydock. Mine is Kapunua. I don't want to give away everyone else's and all.

But wouldn't that be fun?

Solly, I will be on in a few, okay! :D

Amyranth said...

Gnothi?

gnothi seauton said...

Solly - hi.
Kapunua - quite well. Thank you for asking.

Sorry ladies, I'm not in a very sociable mood lately. I hope you are all well.

Fim, Smoke and Solly - if I don't see you before I hope you have a great time at the Leathermouth gig.

Good night.

TTFN

gnothi seauton said...

Amy?

Anonymous said...

Mayo must be either famous(in certain circles) or infamous to be the elephant in an overcrowded party. In order to be the elephant, one needs to be known, or known of, by most of the attendees.

Anonymous said...

Hey, no worries, GS, we all go a little anti-social sometimes. ^_^

Anonymous said...

Not really, 7:47. Most of us have found ourselves in that situation. Haven't you ever been to a party or something, where everyone--even if it is a few hundred people--seems to know something about you, or at least you feel like they do?

It doesn't have to be a large gathering, it could be a backyard party or something.

Try not to read "OMG FAMOUS!!" into every little thing. I think it skews your perception and limits you.

Belle. said...

Hello.

Anonymous said...

Doesn't the term "elephant in the room" mean a subject that no one can ignore but because of its sensitive nature no one will bring it up?

Amyranth said...

Just hoping you're alright, GS.

-A

Anonymous said...

You mean like a drug problem? Or a rockstar who couldn't persuade his bandmates to perform at a party with him?

Belle. said...

Well,I hope everyone is well.

Especially Mayo ;]

Bye.

Anonymous said...

I am neither limited, nor skewed.

Anonymous said...

Not necessarily a sensitive issue, just something huge that no one acknowledges. Like for instance, did you ever see the movie "Elephant"? It's a fantastic movie and was named for that phenomenon.

7:55, if you look at everything on here through Gerard-colored glasses, then yeah, it's limiting and skewed.

Smoke said...

How pretty is this rainbow? Or rainbows? You can't hardly see the top one but there was two.

Double Rainbow

Same Rainbow from the side

Totally out of place but I took this today. My husband hasn't had his hair cut since his accident. His hair was shaved on the back of his head in the one spot that came back almost black. The hair around it was never shaved but is a couple of shades lighter than the rest of his hair altogether. Weird.
OMG, weird.

I told him it was for target practice. He's gonna get thumped every time he says something stupid. ^_~

Smoke said...

Oh shit! And that's the recliner he broke yesterday in the corner of that pic. The brown blob. Bwahahaha! That was funny.

Anonymous said...

DId I ever link this here?

RIckrolling Obama.

Possibly the cleverest video I've seen this summer this side of The Dark Voice.

Good stuff!

Amyranth said...

Smoke, I like your rainbow. Did your son flip that couch? O_o

-A

Anonymous said...

I didn't see Elephant, K, but I did see Tropic Thunder! How fucking amazing was Robert Downey, Jr.?

How does he do the things he does and make it look so effortless?

Smoke said...

Nope, my smart husband did. :)

Anonymous said...

Three important rules for breaking up
Don't put off breaking up when you know you want to
Prolonging the situation only makes it worse
Tell him honestly, simply, kindly, but firmly
Don't make a big production
Don't make up an elaborate story
This will help you avoid a big tear jerking scene
If you wanna date other people say so
Be prepared for the boy to feel hurt and rejected
Even if you've gone together for only a short time,
And haven't been too serious,
There's still a feeling of rejection
When someone says she preferres the company of others
To your exclusive company,
But if you're honest, and direct,
And avoid making a flowery emotional speech when you brake the news,
The boy will respect you for your frankness,
And honestly he'll apeciate the kind of straight foward manner
In which you told him your decision
Unless he's a real jerk or a cry baby you will remain friends

I'm head of the class
'm popular
I'm a quarter back
I'm popular
My mom says I'm a catch
I'm popular
I'm never last picked
I got a cheerleader chick

Being attractive is the most important thing there is
If you wanna catch the biggest fish in your pond
You have to be as attractive as possible
Make sure to keep your hair spotless and clean
Wash it at least every two weeks
Once every two weeks
And if you see Jhonny football hero in the hall
Tell him he played a great game
Tell him you like his article in the newspaper

I'm the party star
I'm popular
I've got my own car
I'm popular
I'll never get caught
I'm popular
I make football bets
I'm a teachers pet.

I propose we support a one month limit on going steady
I think It will keep you both more able to deal with weird situation
And get to know more people
I think if you're ready to go out with Johnny
Now's the time to tell him about your one month limit
He wont mind he'll apreciate your fresh look on dating
And once you've dated someone else you can date him again
I'm sure he'll like it
Everyone will appreciate it
You so novel what a good idea
You can keep your time to your self
You don't need date insurance
You can go out with whoever you want to
Every boy, every boy, in the whole world could be yours
If you'll just listen to my plan

Anonymous said...

Beautiful rainblow, Princess. Stunning! ANd that is so weird but cool about your husband's hair!

8:01, RDJ was fantabulous. He had these weird, random one-liners with his half-snarky-ass delivery. And man, even when he's being comical he has this depth or intensity or something that is truly goddamn hot.

Anonymous said...

By famous(in certain circles), I was referring to Mayo's social circle, not OMGMAYOIZGEE111!!!

But thanks for your interpretation.

Anonymous said...

Well if that be the case, then I guess we are all famous in some way, yeah?

Smoke said...

Bwah!

Almost Famous.

^_^

Nutbusters Famous.

I iz going to take a shower now. Be back in a bit!

resurrected wreck said...

IZ YOU EXCITED, S&V?????

Whatchoo gonna wear tomorrow?

Anonymous said...

RDJ is sporting a pornstache these days. O_o

Anonymous said...

i dont think i could handle being famous. i would not like it one bit

resurrected wreck said...

I'm not a people person, 8:10pm, so I know I'd suck at it.

Smoke said...

Oh! I don't know yet! I was trying to decide between my red S//C shirt and my capri's and my little black and grey cutsie shoes or my Used t-shirt which is light blue and my capri's and my white Chuck's.

Hmmmm....

That be a run-on sentence right thar.

Pornstache? He can pull it off though. ^_^

Okay, BRB!

resurrected wreck said...

Uh... that elephant mentioned above, did it happen to be wearing a pair of bling panties? 'Cause if it did, it's mine!

resurrected wreck said...

Wear the s//c shirt, S&V!

Anonymous said...

S//C for sure! What time you guys leaving?

Hi RW!

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, K! ^_^

Anonymous said...

Not really.

When I was younger I was part of group of about 200 or so "alternative" kids who met up at a local park to just hang out.
Some were very well known and some were sort of in the backround, but all belonged there. In every social circle there are always "stars", for lack of a better term.

resurrected wreck said...

T'is very quiet in here tonight.

fallen.angel said...

Wow.
I love your blog :)

Anonymous said...

'Tis, RW. I was just watching RDJ on youtube and stuff. Maybe gonna go on AIM in a bit, see who the beef is on.

I'm HUUUNGRY.

Anonymous said...

How come all these new people use dots in their names? Like, across the board, everyone new has a dot in their user name. Is that something new with blogger or something?

fallen.angel said...

I dunno.
I have always used dots in my user names and stuff like that

Anonymous said...

I like dots.

resurrected wreck said...

I like cats.

Smoke said...

Thrust?

Yeah, thrust.

Anonymous said...

I like dots and cats and dogs.

resurrected wreck said...

I thrust treats at cats.

resurrected wreck said...

They don't seem to mind.

resurrected wreck said...

And horses. I like horses.

I thrust hay at horses.

Anonymous said...

0_0

You should never thrust nuthin' at a cat. You iz brave.

resurrected wreck said...

Do you like cats and dogs with dots, 8:47pm?

Anonymous said...

I like dots and cats and dogs and horses and hamsters.

Anonymous said...

He thrusts his fists against the posts and still insists he sees the ghosts.

Anonymous said...

I like cats and dogs and horses and hamsters and big cats with dots Resurrected Wreck. I think those are called cheetas.

Amyranth said...

*brings in a glass of milk and some Oreos from the kitchen*

Anonymous said...

Oreos don't have dots Amyranth. I don't like them.
;)

resurrected wreck said...

I likes cheetas too. But I wouldn't thrust my hand at one, not even to pet it.

Amyranth said...

Anonymous said...

Oreos don't have dots Amyranth. I don't like them.
;)

*ponders this*

*wanders off into the kitchen to rummage through the icebox*

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, A :)

Amyranth said...

*shuffles back from the kitchen with a bucket of Dippin Dots*

Hallo RW! Would you like oreos or Dippin Dots?

-A

Emerald said...

Amy,

Your goodnight last night made me cry. It was absolutely beautiful.

*Climbing the stairs, dragging my blanket behind me*

Love,
L.

Smoke said...

Kapunua said...
He thrusts his fists against the posts and still insists he sees the ghosts.


Niiice one.

LHM would be like "Hell yeah!"

Okay, so maybe more of a "Heck yeah!"

Emerald said...

Mayo,

A quote for you tonight…


“I am ready for whatever's coming. I expect nothing but to be let down or turned away. I am alone. The shit hurts sometimes, but I realize what I am, what I have become. The alien man waved his arms up and down and noticed that he couldn't wave in the right language so he stopped.”

--Henry Rollins

Goodnight, goodnight.

Love,
L.

Emerald said...

SS,

For you tonight,

"If I listened to all the things that they said to me, I wouldn't be here. If I took the time to bleed from all the tiny arrows I wouldn't be here. The ones who don't do anything are always the ones to try to put you down. You could spend your entire life in the nowhere land of self doubt, Cause when you start to doubt yourself the real world will eat you alive.”

--Henry Rollins

Goodnight and Sweet Dreams.

Love,
L.

Anonymous said...

Princess, that is from Stephen King's IT. ^_^

Emerald said...

Everyone,

This is for all of us.

“If I lose the light of the sun, I will write by candlelight, moonlight, no light. If I lose paper and ink, I will write in blood on forgotten walls. I will write always. I will capture nights all over the world and bring them to you.”

--Henry Rollins

Goodnight, BlogBelieve.

Goodnight.

Love,

resurrected wreck said...

A, I have never heard of Dippin Dots.

Hi, L :)

Anonymous said...

GS @ 7:32, that was beautiful! Irish blessings say it best sometimes.
I think your assumptions are right.

Amyranth said...

*beams*

Goodnight L! See you tommorow!

-A

Anonymous said...

Henry Rollins is a cool dude. Crazy but cool

Amyranth said...

RW, I hadn't either, until a friend of mine introduced me to a song that talked about them. The song is pretty derogatory, so I won't post it here, but I did get to try them at the Stampede.

They're little flash-frozen beads of ice cream. They're really kinda cool, because you get a mouthful and they're melted before you know it. I like them.

-A

resurrected wreck said...

Gonna turn in.

Have a good night, all :)

resurrected wreck said...

They sound... dubious, A O_o

Anonymous said...

Splash just said "egg" to me in the chat room.


O_O

Anonymous said...

Butbutbut, it was only because we were trying to guess the riddle again, for the fiftieth millionth trillionth time, and Sdock was like, "It's probably just 'mayonnaise.'"

And then I was like, "Oil, Egg, and Vinegar...Three faults."

And then Jules spazzed and said we weren't allowed to say "Egg" or "EGG" or probably any combination thereof.

:)

sdock10 said...

Then, I told Jules that she sucked. She sucked like hardboiled eggs.

Right? Yeah.

Anonymous said...

OMG you all need to quit saying egg to me.

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

Which came first?

The chicken or the thing the baby chicks hatch out of?

Anonymous said...

Satan has a crush on Princess!

sdock10 said...

Is there a priest available? My sister is in need of an exorcisim.

Anyone? Anyone?

Anonymous said...

OMG STOP IT!

Great, Solly, now I am going to get knocked up!

Smoke said...

Do you think Satan would like an EGG for breakfast?

Just wonderin'....

Amyranth said...

Goodnight RW!

-A

Anonymous said...

A FERTILIZED egg for breakfast, knowing Satan.

Damn you all!

sdock10 said...

Satan wants Jules' egg for breakfast.

Smoke said...

Muwahahaha.

*head starts to spin around*

Anonymous said...

You guys are cezy!

Anonymous said...

O_O I TOLD YOU.

I told you it was all a sign! But you didn't believe me. WHY DIDN'T YOU BELIEVE MEEEE?

sdock10 said...

I dunno...maybe it's because I was too busy nom nomming on my EGGo's.

Seriously. Troofax.

Smoke said...

Oh, I wish I had a Cadbury EGG.

Or some Robin EGGs.

Ya know, it's a little chocolatey EGG.

Anonymous said...

Egghead

sdock10 said...

I need to go water and fertilize my little EGGplant.

Anonymous said...

Eggbeater

Anonymous said...

Eggshell

Anonymous said...

Eggo

Anonymous said...

Then there are EGG shells.

And EEGs. Don't say anything, just make it work.

Anonymous said...

Oooo, Anon beat me! *high fives*

Smoke said...

EKG's.

EGG sammiches.

EGG biscuits.

Boiled EGGS.

How do you like your EGGs?

Anonymous said...

Sorry. I got lost trying to find raw meat to thrust at the cheetas.

Dipping Dots! I really like those. Thank you Amyranth.
:D

Anonymous said...

Actually, I meant for that to say, "The Anon beat me!"

Anonymous said...

I'll stop now. I don't want to EGG you on. :)

sdock10 said...

mustardisbetter said...
Oooo, Anon beat me! *high fives*



But please be (G)entle!

Anonymous said...

Hahahahah!

Anonymous said...

I am with you Emerald. I think Amyranth deserves oreos and dipping dots and a peanut buster parfait for that beautiful goodnite.

toujours said...

amyranth, i just read your email but i couldn't reply because gmail wouldn't give me a clickable anything.

i'll try again later. thank you for writing.

Amyranth said...

You're welcome Anon!

Teej, I feel your pain. Gmail is being a bit of an arse tonight. I just wanted to make sure you're okay.

-A

toujours said...

i appreciate that, amyranth. you're the first gmail i've had for a few months, so it was nice to see something in the inbox, too.

toujours said...

it never fails. it's almost funny.

Anonymous said...

i wonder if any pics will come out of Gerard at Frances Bean Cobain's sweet sixteen party from yesterday.

Anonymous said...

Hey everyone. TJ, I left a comment on your blog earlier.

Anonymous said...

Hi TJ.

:D

Sadly I am going to bed as well.

:(

Anonymous said...

Hallo Toujours.
:-)

Smoke said...

Welp, nighty-night errbody! I gots to go to bed and get ready to drive to O-Town!

Sweet dreams!

XOXO

LEATHERMOUTH LIVES!!!!!


Whoop! Whoop!

Anonymous said...

Hallo Bleeding Chaos and Goodnite anon.
:-)

Anonymous said...

I have been one acquainted with the night.
I have walked out in rain - and back in rain.
I have outwalked the furthest city light.
I have looked down the saddest city lane.
I have passed by the watchman on his beat
And dropped my eyes, unwilling to explain.

I have stood still and stopped the sound of feet
When far away an interrupted cry
Came over houses from another street,

But not to call me back or say good-bye;
And further still at an unearthly height,
One luminary clock against the sky

Proclaimed the time was neither wrong nor right.
I have been one acquainted with the night.

Acquainted With the Night
Robert Frost

Anonymous said...

Well, it's quiet so, I guess I'll go ahead and say goodnight!


Mayo,
I'm not quite sure what you want to hear, or need to hear, or would like to hear, or maybe what you don't want to hear, because I can't very well say something to you or anyone else if I can't follow through with it, too.

Honestly, I don't have the problem you have. It's not the being obvious part, it's the being uncomfortable part. And I don't know how I deal with it, so I can't elaborate.

Maybe it's just one of those things that everyone has, one of the things we can't change about ourselves because that's just the way our world is spinning.

Or maybe it's one of those things that can be changed, but you just have to work on it.

Baby steps and honesty.

I hope your night was better than your morning, and that we get to see you around again. :) Night, dude.


SS,
Dude. Are we going to have to hire the Princess, the one with the most powerful lungs in all of Blog Land, to holler for you? Sheesh! ;)

I hope you're well and everything is superb on your end! Have a great night.

toujours said...

hello and good night 10:24, and hello 10:26 (i think you are two different anons, am i right?).

hello bc, i just replied to your comment over at your blog.

good night smoke.

toujours said...

i've always liked that robert frost poem. thank you for posting it (are you 10:24?)

Anonymous said...

Yes, you are correct Toujours.
G'nite.

Anonymous said...

I'm always late to the party, I totally would have gotten the It quote. I actually use that somedays as a sort of mantra because I'm weird that way. That book was so cool until the end that weirded me out and made me feel icky.

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

Uncomfortably obvious or obviously uncomfortable?

Because, see, I am always obviously uncomfortable and does that make people stare at me? My nervous twitches. The way I stare at the floor. Check my watch. Tap my foot. Play with my hair. Pick at my food. Wander around aimlessly. Talk too much or not enough. Am I being stuck up? Am I supposed to know these people? How much do they know about me? Do they know that I had to pop a xanax just to go to this thing? How am I supposed to eat this? Fuck, is that what the toothpicks are for? You're supposed to stab your food with em? Seriously? I thought those were for after. Damnit, I dropped my napkin. Now what. Fuck it, maybe no one is looking and I can just lick my fingers. Nope, someone is looking. They're always looking. I'm the only one wearing jeans. I didn't know people would be all dressed up and shit. I will just shove my hands in my pockets if I can find somewhere to dump this plate. Surely that will work until I can find the bathroom in this place. Oh God, here comes someone I haven't seen in years. No, I'm not married. Yes, I still work at the same job. Don't fucking pretend like you care now. Is it too early to just bail?

And that's exactly how it would play out, because that is exactly how I would expect it to be. I wouldn't expect any more or less out of myself or anyone else. And that's my fault entirely.

Maybe if I did a little bit better job at blending in and stopped worrying that OH MY GOD, everyone is staring at me, I would realize that everyone in that fucking room probably feels pretty close to the same way I do.

Or maybe not. I'm pretty fucked up.

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. Never looked good in camouflage.

toujours said...

good night, 10:34.

sdock10 said...

G'nite, BlogBelieve.

Sweet dreams and thanks for always trying to pull my obviously uncomfortable ass out of that corner.

Mwah! Mwah!

Anonymous said...

Goodnight solly, 10:34, mustard. TJ, thank you. I'll be leaving another one before I sign off later tonight :)

toujours said...

good night sdock.

toujours said...

i'll be looking for it, bc. :)

Anonymous said...

Hi 10:26 how are you? :)

Anonymous said...

is it just me or does anyone else think Mayo seems sad and pissed off lately.

Anonymous said...

Mayo always seemed that way to me. Seems to be driven by anger, regret, depression, fear, etc.

toujours said...

then you've missed his wit, 10:55. he has shown us his whimsical and lighthearted side, as well.

Anonymous said...

SAVE FERRIS !!!!!!

Anonymous said...

Toujours, put away the snark. Mayo doesn't need protection. All I did was answer the question. Wit has nothing to do with emotion.

toujours said...

11:04, there was no snark in my comment. i was merely countering your opinion with my own.

was i protecting mayo? was i defending him? maybe. i think characterizing him as a dark figure is a disservice to him. he has shown us many aspects of himself.

Anonymous said...

TJ,

do you think Mayo's pissed off comment from this morning was about him being at FBC's sweet sixteen.

Anonymous said...

PMS? Having a different opinion doesn't mean I missed anything.

Most people here think Mayo is dark. That's why they like him. Hell, you know the stories better than anyone.

toujours said...

it seems he was somewhere very like a party, 11:10, and did not enjoy himself, but that's all i was able to find in what he said.

Anonymous said...

Dave Matthews Band sax player LeRoi Moore dies (AP)
AP - A publicist for the Dave Matthews Band says saxophone player LeRoi Moore has died of injuries suffered in an all-terrain-vehicle accident in June.

Anonymous said...

Mayo didn't enjoy himself because he was in a room full of teens gawking at him.

toujours said...

yes, mayo is dark, just like so many of us here, 11:14. i merely wanted to point out that dark isn't all that he is. no one is wholly motivated by "anger, regret, depression, fear, etc." no matter how much those emotions affect us.

Anonymous said...

I never said it was, Toujours. You overreacted because it was about Mayo. You tend to do that. Chill and stop trying to correct other people's opinions.

toujours said...

thank you, and you do the same.

Anonymous said...

You're welcome. Too bad it wasn't your opinion I was correcting. Maybe someone else can explain it to you later.
Feeling lonely? Having a bad night? Take it out on people not even talking to you. That makes sense.

Anonymous said...

That is, unless it was you who asked the question. Bait for company.

Anonymous said...

Mayo/Carmine/Gerard,


if you don't want to be gawked at, don't go to teen birthday parties.

toujours said...

you do so cut me to the quick. which should i use? pills? or a noose?

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
Dave Matthews Band sax player LeRoi Moore dies (AP)
AP - A publicist for the Dave Matthews Band says saxophone player LeRoi Moore has died of injuries suffered in an all-terrain-vehicle accident in June.

August 19, 2008 11:17 PM


NO!!! too sad. OMG. He will be missed. he was very talented. i have to go check this out.

Anonymous said...

Toujours, you need help. Talk to someone, anyone.

Anonymous said...

"wondering why they don't really like me anymore"

This is why.

Anonymous said...

i don't know how to try helping anyone, anymore.

Anonymous said...

TJ, you okay?

Anonymous said...

First! >:)

Anonymous said...

congrats bleeding chaos. are you doing ok?

Anonymous said...

Thanks anon. I'm okay, just listening to my Ipod at the moment. How are you?

Anonymous said...

I am fine, thank you. I am speaking Mayonese tonight.

Anonymous said...

goodNite bleeding Chaos.

Anonymous said...

That's good anon. Goodnight and sweet dreams to you.

*looks around, then begins to cartwheel through the blog out of sheer impulse*

Weeeee!

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Anonymous said...

I sadly concur about TJ. You can say whatever you want about anyone else here. But if you say that Gerard is less than a god or if you have an opinion on Mayo that is dark, TJ loses sight of reason and logic.

Amyranth said...

Sorry about that! I was talking to The Bride again. She doesn't realize how much work there is to do. O_O

-A is reading back.

Anonymous said...

And when she freaks out it s over tiny little things. No one here acts that way about any other person.

Amyranth said...

Hey Teej and BC! How's the night going for you two?

-A

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