Those hills breathe fire
And exhale into the stream
Billows of crackled frames
Mixed with the amassed sordid matter
Of a thousand million leaves
Pelf, from pandered promise
Settles into the hollows
Filling the rift with futile night
They will brush ash from their soles
For an eternity after having been told
Better to swallow holes than believe
What was struck, no longer stands
p.s. and so it went.
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«Oldest ‹Older 2801 – 3000 of 5145 Newer› Newest»Hi, EP! :)
I have an ouch :(
By the way, you missed the shiny new page at DM...
Hmmmmmm i know RW!!
have a restful day!
gotta go now guys!
Have a good day, FASC :)
An ouch, EP?
my left underwire has attacked me.
....yep it's been at least a few too many hours since Mayo's has turned to boobs.I feel it's my duty to share in the hope of steering it there!
my left underwire has attacked me.
OUCH! >_< I feel your pain.
Are you going to get a new bra?
Going to try to sleep off my migraine.
Have a good day, everyone :)
Have a good sleep, hope it goes away RW I don't get migranes but friends do and I know they are awful
as for new bra, not sure it's a pretty usual on I wear and it's never worried me before, bra is still intact but I think it may be chafing from wearing it fishing, maybe
I don't know it's unusual so I'll see how it goes
anyhoo 'night all see you tomorrow
Papercut Skin by the Matches
Day out, day in
It's the alarm versus me
and the snooze button wins.
I've been waking all my life
to become what I'm going to be.
I'm a crone, la da da da da da
A headstone
Day out, day in
and begin again
Day out, day in
recycle bins
cash out, cash in
debit pins
day out, day in
the paper cuts my skin again
skin again
Cash out, cash in
I can burn all I earn
on some weakness or whim
without thinking
I'm a mark for their marketing plans
I'm Americancer
A Myspace romancer
Cash out, cash in
and begin again
Day out, day in
recycle bins
Cash out, cash in
debit pins
Day out, day in
the paper cuts my skin again
skin again
Day out, day in
Vitamins
give out, give in
Vicodins
Day out, day in
the paper cuts my skin again
skin again
skin again
skin again
All ye, all ye, come home free
Olly Olly oxen free
Day in, day out
I call time out
All ye, all ye, come home free
Olly Olly oxen free
Day in, day out
I call time out
I call time out
Give out, give in
If a man's hands show his trade does it suit me then
This papercut skin that makes me wince with each hand
I'm required to
shake, shake, shake, shake
Day out, day in
recycle bins
cash out, cash in
debit pins
Day out, day in
the paper cuts my skin again
skin again
Day out, day in
Vitamins
give out, give in
Vicodins
Day out, day in
the paper cuts my skin again
skin again
skin again
skin again
I call time out
Olly Olly oxen free
"growing up and going to highschool just like anybody else especially in America you know you are in (gendered) to violence you are drugged up to calm you down you're fed lies and bullshit you're made promises.....about the world, when really all you're doing in highschool...I think highschool's very important and people need to go and learn but what you're learning is the fact that people are actually bad, people..they do terrible things to each other their tribal um their savage and uh you know they feel that the only way they can solve their problems is with violence and I think thats one of the real dissapointments about being a teenager um you're kind of right away put at a disadvantage against the world"
^He's not terribly articulate, is he?
Mayo,
Have a happy Monday! It's back to work for me and I'm looking forward to getting back into the routine. I've had too much time to sit and think lately, so it will be good to be busy. Of course, by this afternoon, I'm sure, I will be back to bitching about it. Bwah!
Oh well, oh well, oh well....for now, let's enjoy my moments of hope and calm.
Wishing you the same. Hope and calm, I mean.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Keep smiling.
Morning!
Morning all =)
I might be a little confused, but was that both Mayo and SS mixing it up earlier?
I've got to admit I thought the 'you guys slay me'comment a while back was SS.
If it was you back then Mayo, oops, sorry!
Why do the guys here have to be so mysterious? >_<
Mayo,
About the 5:20 question, I'm with RW and Kapunua, and say 'yes', also*.
No surprise really. ;)
It has been like watching a movie where you wait and wait to read the named credit responsible for directing it, but the person responsible adopts a pseudonym.
His motives for hiding his name weren't exactly pure, as he incorporated the style of others, but over the film's duration, with the odd obvious blip, he found his own individual style.
As it turns out the director ends up with a slow sleeper hit on his hands. It's the biggest thing he has ever done,watched by many, discussed by many.
He'd like to reveal himself, but he wonders whether it would destroy the essence of the film if he does so.
Not everyone likes to visit IMDB.
Tough decision, dude.
*Or, quite simply, the foreplay was very nice... but...come already!
*PP has a headache tonight*
TJ,
Good thoughts for you =)
... and a plague of bored teenagers on your Doctor if he doesn't get your results through today.
Kass,
Achey?
It's that old age kicking in, you know ;)
Have a great day everyone =)
'Night all!
I iz so not wanting to work today. :(
Mayo,
Hope you have a fantabulous Monday. That is all. ^_^
SS!!!
You, too. But I ain't playin' with you. When I get my hands on you, Sneaky McSneakerson, I am gonna put your ass in the corner. We miss ya, dude. Hope you have a lovely week! Hope to see you around, okay? ^_~
BLOGBELIEVE!!!
HAVE A GOOD MONDAY! :)
This is IMDB.
It isn't some secret blog ;)
Loving your daily videos at DM, Princess!
Hope the day goes fast for you =)
Hi PP, Smoke, sdock,
Damn ageing, where's the wisdom I'm supposed to be getting? - Oy fiale az dum ass eye ehva woz!
I say 'yes, Yes, YES!!' to 5.20 too, but then I'm a inquisitive SOB. Are we even sure that was the Mayster anyway?
I love to visit IMDB; together with the Rotten Library & DListed it's the source of all my knowledge.
And it no doubt shows!
Kass xx
*comes in singing*
“The moon is shining bright
The mood is feeling right
I'll kiss you on your neck
People will stare but we won't care...”
*^RJA “Damn Regret”^*
Good morning/afternoon/evening Mayo, SS, Ergo, Kass, FASC, Possum, Lewis, Sdock; various anons, lurkers and watchers; Rumi lovers and Mummy lovers in the land o’blogbelieve!
How are you all today? Did you all have a nice, fun weekend? I hope you - each and every one of you - did!!!!
Ergo: HOODOO?! O_O YIKES!! That’s some bad stuff there! I hope the fish recover. ;)
Sorry to hear about the underwire incident. "Ouch" is right. It's more Hoodoo!!!!
*smoooooch*
2:21/HIM lyrics anon: For me? An extra special ‘thank you’ goes to you!! I appreciate the gesture - greatly (and despite being **“Gone With The Sin“**)! I hope you had a wonderful yesterday and have a more wonderful today! *big hug*
J: Sorry to hear that ankle is giving you trouble again. Try to stay off your feet today. Dr. Wendy’s orders! I’m sure Dr. A (B and C too) would agree! ;)
Elena: Beautiful words from you this morning! Thank you!
TJ: I’m hoping you receive good news from you doctor!
Kass: Glad to hear you had such a fun birthday weekend! Achy today, eh? To me, that revelation indicates at least a 9 on the 'I had this much fun' gauge! :D
To think about (or not) today:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"There came a time when the risk to remain tight in the bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom."
Anais Nin
and
"It is not the strongest of the species that survives, nor the most intelligent, but the one most responsive to change."
Darwin
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Happy blossomings, everyone!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
*Lewis: I refuse to apologize for turning you into an addict! After all, it is such an enjoyable and worthy addiction! ;)
Hi PJ, Black Jacket, PPU, Gel and Lolli H!
**Aren’t we all?! ;)
Ooops! Good morning, Smoke! Try to have a decent day at work!
And, for the blogs viewing and listening pleasure this a.m/p.m:
RJA Damn Regret
T'is such a catchy tune, methinks!
Possum!!!! *nuzzles*
Lewis, why?
Once again, I am sorry.
d:(
An interview from this website
popYOUlarity: Do you think about the future or do you think for the here and now?
Gerard: The way the band operates is that we are very for the here and now, but we like to live as if we have come from the future. Then you kind of know stuff. If we would have lived in the times of Abraham Lincoln, we would have known that he would have been shot, and we like to live like that, to know that something is going to happen.
popYOUlarity: Let’s say that you got to live the rest of your life in your idea of paradise. Maybe it is an island, on a mountain, in the country, wherever you like. Where would it be? What would it look like?
Gerard: I think I would be fifteen in an endless Dungeons of Dragons game, that went all night, and they had unlimited Dr. Pepper. I would have to be eternally 15, with other friends of mine that were 17 and 15 and so on, then that one weird guy who is like 28 hanging out with fifteen year olds, playing Dungeons of Dragons forever.
Perpetually fifteen and not terribly articulate. How can anyone think this guy is Mayo?
SS, Howdy!!!
You gonna come out from hiding anytime soon?
Holy christ, you couldn't pay me enough to be fifteen for a minute longer than I had to. I would never even revisit my adolescence. I try not to revisit in my mind for godsakes. I couldn't leave that time frame soon enough. I was so happy to be an adult. There's no way I'd go back.
I also miss SS pretty fiercely. Hope and trust all is well!
TJ, I'm thinking about you today! Hope you get your results soon. :)
good morning everyone. my time on the computer is almost up, and i realized i hadn't had a chance to say hello yet!
lewis, i hope you're alright.
here's all my updates:
today i'm calling the doctor, i've waited long enough! so maybe i'll be back tonight with the some news. i hope.
and it seems i'm going out today to get a library card at the local branch. on the one hand, that makes me happy. that will be three states i have library privileges in, and hey, can't have too many library cards! but on the other hand, i never thought i'd be living here long enough to qualify for a library card. *headdesk*
and one last thing, a question for all the blogbelieve brits: do any of you know any americans living and working in the uk? i'm curious about the idea, and anything you guys could tell me would be greatly appreciated. :)
okey-doke, almost time to hand the keyboard over.
hope everyone has a happy little day! see you tonight!
bye blogbelieve.
bye mayo. :)
*hee* thanks kapunua!
i'm hoping so, too. :)
see ya!
Good morning to anyone who is here...
and one last thing, a question for all the blogbelieve brits: do any of you know any americans living and working in the uk? i'm curious about the idea, and anything you guys could tell me would be greatly appreciated. :)
TJ i am afraid i don't know any americans except for my friends here. how crazy is that?!
hopefully someone else will be able to help you.
Or, quite simply, the foreplay was very nice... but...come already!
oh PP you know i love you right?!!
just briefly popping in to say i won't be around til the morning (UK time). not that i am around much but just checking in to let you know.
ok so have fun guys!
love to you all!
ALso, WB Kass, and hello to everyone else! PP you crack me up too. :D
I gotta run, sorry to be so brief and all. Later guys!
anon 10:36
that's an old MCR interview. Gerard was probably drunk during it.
??
Yes, that interview is old and he was most likely drunk or hungover. Either way, he was not thinking clearly.
He is a college graduate and by all accounts a pretty decent writer. The lyrics he writes are meaningful and clever. His comic is smart, funny and is nominated for an Eisner award (so it's not just the MCR fans with their heads up his ass that agree).
Although he may piss people off, during his recent interviews he expresses himself in an articulate manner (for an example refer to the interview at SVA).
That's not to say that he can't be a complete ass (for an example refer to interview prior to MSG show where he talks all over his bandmates).
?? no
♥♥ yes
?? :)
In edited (print) interviews Gerard can appear articulate, but when you him in a video interview he uses typical teenage words and phrases such as, "it rules," "that was pretty sweet," etc. I also recall an interview on SURS where he said he had been "mistook" for Billy Corgan at a Pumpkins show once. Embarrassingly, Steven corrected him and said "mistaken."
oh so i am a liar!! just popping in again!
incase anyone is interested - taken from the LA Times...
Gerard Way's Essential Shelf Part 1. (top 10 books...here are 10,9 and 8)
Gerard Way's Essential Shelf Part 2. (no.s 7,6 and 5)
more to come. will keep anyone who is interested informed.
right i need to go and make myself look pretty as i am off out!
seeya tomorrow blogbelieve!
I have been asked to reveal myself to you. You all know me. I am whoever you want me to be, I am an artist, a poet, a singer, a motherfucker, and a contradiction, a mouthpiece, a friend, and an enemy, a brother, an informant, a whipping boy, a basket case, a queen, and a criminal...(credit to John Hughes.)
Notice he doesn't say the word "husband."
anon 12:40
Mayo says he's married at 12:30am in his post called "Independent Endeavor".
Mayo is saying who he is to the lovelies (readers of the blog) who he would most certainly NOT want to lead any of them in the husband direction.
who they want him to be.
And anon @ 12:48,
That is just freakish that you can do that.
anon 1:03
a lot of people here go back and read through the old posts.
Re: G-Way quote @ 7:27am:
^He's not terribly articulate, is he?
Yes, it's a bit awkward, but I get what he's saying.
Hello everyone. I am trying to eat my fiber.Yuk.I had grapefruit juice too. yes, trying to be a little healthy after a weekend of debauchery.
Can you believe was over a friends house this weekend and my male friend was yelling at me to eat! Kept shoving food in my face. He was insulted when I said I cant fit it.
Then he brings us all to Dairy Queen! Bastard! I shared someones blizzard. It was sooo good.
Hope everyone had a good weekend.
Lots of Mayo talk I see. Must go back and read some more. Catch up with you all later.
Perpetually fifteen and not terribly articulate. How can anyone think this guy is Mayo?
In spirit, I consider myself to still be 15. It's just that I've been 15 for 25 years.
I could live without the D&D though.
side note:
toujours, I hope things are well with you. Sending you positive thoughts.
RW. I am the same way.
Hangs head in shame. NOT!
Laters
Hi & bye, BI :)
Notice he doesn't say the word "husband."
I think the point is that since GWay is constantly on with the "my wife, this, my wife, that" and the "married life is amaaayzing!11!", Mayo could not possibly be Gerard Way.
I've given up on the "Who is Mayo" guessing game. Those of you who are still at it, I wish you luck. You have more stamina than I do!
I gotta go with Elena on this one. It wouldn't make one whit of difference to me who Mayo "really" is. We haven't known for almost a year, so why know now? I also agree with Ergo about the air of mystery that the whole "Castle" and "Lovelies" attitude creates.
Let's face it, most people come here, I think, to escape real life for a while. You can be someone else, so to speak, and yet still be yourself.
Isn't that why we call it Blog"Believe"?
A little fantasy time never hurt anyone. Mayo, if you happen to read this (and I'm still pretty doubtful that you do--my comments, that is), I don't care who you are in "real life". Here, you are, and can be, Mayo.
Whoever we see him to be--and whoever YOU see him to be.
OH MAYO YOU NEVER READ MY COMMETNS!!!! PLEASE PROVE TO EVERYONE THAT YOU DO! SHOULD I POST PORN ABOUT YOU TOO PRECIOUS?
Hi, J :)
I still want to know. I'm not a fan of this particular mystery.
So it's Monday 'eh?! Fuck the weeks are flying by.
Hi everyone! Sorry I haven't been around much. Thank you to everyone who stopped by and/or had words for me throughout the blog. I really appreciate it!
I miss you all so much! Hopefully soon I will get back to my somewhat normal routine, well maybe not, but whatever...I'll figure something out!
TJ, I need to call you. My phone has been ringing off the hook these last few days. I have had to disconnect myself. I think I have over 6 unheard messages. I should probably get on that!
Mayo, nice to see you around yesterday. Not sure how to answer that question. Curiosity definitely gets the best of me, but at the end of the day, you are our friend here. There are many mysterious people who we love and care for around this place. So it's all good imo. The only thing that makes blogbelieve so hard sometimes is not being able to physically embrace each other, especially in time of need. I also wouldn't mind hearing actual laughter too. A person's laugh can be so endearing.
Well, not sure if that made any sense. My mind is a mess right now. Hope everything is going okay for you. Just know that I miss you when you are not around. I think of you often...
I think about everyone here so much...it sucks when I can't be here. :(
Okay, I gotta run. Hope to talk soon.
♥ you guys.
P.S. Mayo, if the answer came to me personally and secretly, then yes, I would want to know. So get on it! Hehe! ^_~
......
Hi RW and J!
See you guys later. :)
Found this, and after reading it a few times, I came to the conclusion that it has a lot of applications.
It made me think of this place, and also, pretty much this entire community most of us have found ourselves residents of.
"Everyone wants the inside scoop. No, that's not what you need to know about, that's got nothing to do with the music we make. What we create, you can talk about. What the songs are, how we present them live, and what the aesthetic is, art-wise, to what we're creating.
It's the same thing as asking Michelangelo, 'What kind of shoes do you wear?' It doesn't really have anything to do with his painting.
In the end, it doesn't really matter, because I always think, in 20 years' time, the only thing that's going to be left is our records and photos. If we're doing something meaningful with those, that's what will live forever, so that's what's really important."
Courtesy of Mr. Jack White
Think about it.
Perfect, Mustard. :)
Don't You (Forget About Me)
Hey, hey, hey ,hey
Ohhh...
Won't you come see about me?
I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby
Tell me your troubles and doubts
Giving me everything inside and out and
Love's strange so real in the dark
Think of the tender things that we were working on
Slow change may pull us apart
When the light gets into your heart, baby
Don't You Forget About Me
Don't Don't Don't Don't
Don't You Forget About Me
Will you stand above me?
Look my way, never love me
Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling
Down, down, down
Will you recognise me?
Call my name or walk on by
Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling
Down, down, down, down
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Ohhhh.....
Don't you try to pretend
It's my feeling we'll win in the end
I won't harm you or touch your defenses
Vanity and security
Don't you forget about me
I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby
Going to take you apart
I'll put us back together at heart, baby
Don't You Forget About Me
Don't Don't Don't Don't
Don't You Forget About Me
As you walk on by
Will you call my name?
As you walk on by
Will you call my name?
When you walk away
Or will you walk away?
Will you walk on by?
Come on - call my name
Will you all my name?
I say :
La la la...
____________________________
This song is stuck in my head today.
when Mayo asked the question "Even if it meant the end?", was when i thought he could be Gerard.
if Mayo came out and said he was Gerard he would have to end the blog. the blog would get to crazy with fans and i don't think Gerard would want people to know he was blogging. if Mayo wasn't a famous person there would be no need to ask about ending the blog if he revealed himself.
Nicely put, Mustard :)
However, I still want to know.
Hi Elena! How's your day? Thanks, now I got that song stuck in my head too. >_<
Hey dudes, check this out. Remember how upset I was when Daddy K cut down all the plants in my garden and cut back 2/3 of the wisteria tree? Oh my god, check it out.
This was what it looked like in the Spring. Me, I love the green. I don't even mind weeds as long as they are green and look nice and lush. There's a word in Hawaiian, uluwehi, and it means things that are lush, verdant, alive etc. That's what my K-mart pond/garden place was.
This is what it looked like two days ago. Wisteria tree mostly gone, everything dead and dry. Looked like the desert.
This is what I did yesterday and today.
Okay, okay, stop cheering, I know you're all floored by my artistry, but honestly, just throw money. ;D
Surprisingly this didn't cost very much. Home Depot is my friend.
It's not uluwehi like it used to be, but it is sort of zen, peaceful, interesting and artistic, right? The yin yang, the figure eight, the swervy lines? It's not so bad anymore, right?
It reminds me of like a Japanese garden or something. Like in the Meiji or Heian, right, or even the the Chinese Empire like outside of the Forbidden City at the turn of the century, right, and then I'd be living there and I made that garden thing, and then like warriors would come along and be all tired and I'd be all like, "Come into my garden to rest and rejuvinate" and they would feel all magical and whatnot and I'd be like, "Have a drink," and they would, and I would get them drunk and they'd be all drunk and they would forget that I was this plain looking woman and I'd get all silly and girly and say, "Teach me some of your secret warrior moves!" and they would oblige me and teach me all this martial arts stuff and I would repay them with sex--because there are no STDs and they are drunk so they have sake goggles on--and then they would continue on their journey and the next warrior would come by and I would play out the whole scene all over again until I had learned so many Kung Fu forms which I would practice outside of the garden until I was nigh unstoppable, and then one day Bad Guys would come and try to take away my house, but little do they know that I had spent all those years learning from wandering warriors and honing my skill, and they wouldn't stand a chance against me.
That's what my new garden makes me think of, but I still miss the green.
Hi also RW!
I have to go feed the dogs. Now try not to be too envious of my rocks. :)
I ♥ you, Jules. :)
Good job, K! ^_^
Anonymous said...
when Mayo asked the question "Even if it meant the end?", was when i thought he could be Gerard.
if Mayo came out and said he was Gerard he would have to end the blog. the blog would get to crazy with fans and i don't think Gerard would want people to know he was blogging. if Mayo wasn't a famous person there would be no need to ask about ending the blog if he revealed himself.
July 21, 2008 4:01 PM
well it made me think the opposite. if mayo is GV and she owns up to the fact she has been playing everyone all this time, then the blog would end.
Hi, S&V :)
I didn't getchoo anything today 'cause I didn't leave the house.
I shall get you something suitably nice & sparkly tomorrow :)
Fair enough, RW. :) I know how migraines can be so I'll let it slide this time. Hee-hee.
Thankees ^_^
I'd be totally okay with Mayo being GV if that were the case.
Thanks RW!
♥ you too Princess. :)
Mayo isn't Katherine. I asked her once and she told me no, straight up. That would be crossing the line to outright lying and I really don't think she would do that. I trust her. :)
Miss her, too, damn!
then you are in the minority. i think she is well aware of the potential backlash. trust me, the blog would have to end.
I miss her too, K :(
I don't see that as a reason for Mayo's having to shut down. Still, if it has to end, it has to end. There are other blogs.
whoever "Mayo" is, that person does a good job of intertwining aspects of Gerard's life with theirs.
He just makes it too obvious though. Mayo tries too hard.
^ Agreed. For someone so keen on protecting his identity, he drops enough hints that he is Gerard.
Hi everyone, how are you? Well I hope.
I want to take this moment to thank all of you who mentioned Eric while I was gone. I am so touched that you did.
I also want to give a big thanks to SS and BC who put my dad's name on their blogs. That was amazing guys, I'm so moved.
SS, I always seem to miss you lately but the little things that you do just make me all gushy. you are one sweet dude.
BC, you are a sweetie and I've told you before but I think you are a darling.
So, we had a nice few days at the coast. We went to the sea front and did the customary thing of feeding the seagulls with doughnuts. I always manage to make one eat from my hand. My mum swears at least one of them is the reincarnation of dad come to get his annual doughnuts. That's why we do it, cos dad loved the doughnuts and the seagulls.
Speaking of seagulls, I have discovered that they never sleep. They sqauwked all night long, I didn't get much sleep and I'm still knackered to be honest.
We ate far too much, talked about what dad would say if he were there and we laughed too. I liked that part the best, talking about dad and laughing. When you first lose someone close, you don't believe that you will ever be able to do that.
OK, so I'm back and I'm fat and tired but I'm kinda happy too, even though I have to diet ha ha!
When we got back home, we spent the next day with an old lady called Dot. She was widowed a few days after we lost dad. her husband used to work with my dad and viewed him as the son he never had. So, as it was her anniversary too, we spent the afternoon with her. We had tea and cake and looked at old photos and reminised.
It's not been what you'd call a fun holiday, but it's been nice and I have really enjoyed it.
It sure is nice to be back though.
Anyone care to tell me what I've missed. I'm far too lazy to scroll back over days of pages.
4:34
like this post. Gerard just moved to LA and Mayo's new post just happens to be about wildfires.
now i would have been impressed if he had posted it before it was public knowledge that gerard had moved to LA.
if this blog doesn't belong to Gerard, whoever owns this blog certainly wants you to think it is his.
12:48 frightens me.
4:40
why?
Welcome back, MissT. I'm glad that you had such a nice time. You and your family deserve it. ^_^
Now that would have made it obvious.
Knowing about LA and posting about it before anyone else knew would have been a little bit too much like the "it's in the blood" post.
they remember the post and exact time time Mayonaise said he was married. are they taking notes?
Could be that people reflect GW on Mayo, because there is no context and everyone (admit it!) believed at one point that Mayo=GW.
Or, it could be just coicidence that mayo's posts are reminiscent of GW.
Hello guys,
Jules, it is a massive difference what daddy k did but i think it looks lovely now, i like your water feature.
Misst, i am so happy that you had a nice time on your trip, i was thinking of you all weekend. So the seagulls kept you up all night? well, arnt they naughty buggers. If you go to sunderland, i tell you, they are the size of small dogs or even medium sized dogs, they are scary :)
Hullo, Miss T :)
*runs and jumps on rw*
sorry i left you before, tornado woke up and started the rampage again. she is at her daddy's house now :) peace and quiet at last, whoop whoop
anon 4:46
anons come in here a repost comments from earlier posts all the time. it was a response to anon 12:40 who said Mayo didn't say he was married in an earlier post. there's nothing freaky to worry about.
Thank you Fimble!
Hiya K, Fim and RW and Anon.
Thanks guys. It was nice but it's nice to be back too.
How are you all?
not bad misst, just being poked with a stick by a weird sheffy wag ;)
How are you?
Jules, have you stopped feeling sick from last night?
MissT!!! ^_^ I iz so happy to see you! We missed you like whoah!
Jules,
I just wish I could grow anything. I iz jelluz of your mad gardening skillz. I kill everything I touch, I swear. :(
Okay, I gots five more minutes.
See you guys in a bit!
Mayo is Mayonaise
Why can't that just be enough?
Why can't he just be the guy writing the words we read? Does it have to be some big mystery? Look at the friendships that have resulted because of his blog. We can either take what we want or need from his words or turn a deaf ear. No one is forced to be here. No one is forced to listen. It's all about choices we make. I just don't understand why putting a face, an identity, to the words means so much. Would knowing change what you've gotten from being here? Would it change the meaning of his words?
i will be back later, going to make me tea and have a shower. have fun
♥♥
Elena
that's easy for you to say, since you already know Mayo's identity. you don't have to respond because i already know you'll deny it.
See ya later fim, can't imagine who poked you.
HIYA SMOKE! I missed ya too.
I am wearing my black armband in respect for your lost name. Gone but not forgotten.
Just a quickie, because I'm actually trying to get work done for a change. :)
Welcome back Miss T, I missed you!
Elena, I couldn't agree more.
Hello Fimmy, K, RW, anons, lurkers.
(Back to work for me)
Hiya Elena sweetie.
I'm good, MissT, good to have you back. :) Fim, thank you for asking, I felt better just as soon as I went into my bed. ^_^ Princess, but I saw your lawn and it is beautiful! Your land is gorgeous. :) Elena, I think that people are answering just because Mayo asked; he put the question out there and it got people thinking, and talking.
Hiya Andrea!
I missed you too sweetie. How are you doin?
Ehh, and it's fun to wonder sometimes, too. It's not hurting anyone to hypothesize and ask questions and put forth ideas. Mayo himself yesterday said that in our place it would eat him alive, so. :)
Remember when Mayo used to change his time zone to whatever location GWay used to be in at the time? That seemed like he was trying awfully hard to make people think he was GWay.
Also, why is the blog now set to eastern time when LA is three hours later?
Mayo didn't know GWay had moved to LA, methinks.
I'm alright Miss T. My tendonitis has flared up and it hurts to type or use the mouse. But I make a living by working on the computer, so what can I do? Swallow some ibuprofen and grunt through it!
Hi Smoke, sorry I missed you there.
Hmm... obviously I'm not very good at going back to work when I say I'm going to. :\
Aw thanks K sweetie. It's nice to be back.
Sorry to hear that you haven't been feeling well. I hope you are feeling better now.
Man, you should see me. I am covered in plasters cos of papercuts. You's be hard pressed to actuallt find some unplastered part of my hands.
Can I ask , what did mayo ask? Like I said before, I'm way too lazy to read back over 5 days worth.
Ooooooo sounds painful Andrea. Do your tablets work?
My mate at work has these blue tablets and they work for everything. Whenever we have headaches or anything we go to her for some little blue pills. We tell everyone they are viagra.
5:01
Are you intimating that Mayo is GW again?
If GW created a blog and was hiding his identity, why on earth would he reveal it to a fan of their music?
That's totally illogical.
Mayo asked if we would want to know the answer even if it meant the end. I automatically assumed he meant "the answer to live" and "the end of the world" or just a general question. Me, I can never turn down information. I am like Pandora in that way.
I am feeling much better, I just made myself sick last night with a quart of ice cream and nasty tea.
Plaster? Why are you covered in it?
Could be that people reflect GW on Mayo, because there is no context and everyone (admit it!) believed at one point that Mayo=GW.
Wrong.
5:05
this post is about what's going on in California, with all the wildfires their having.
He probably didn't come out and say it, he probably gave TJ a sign. She was staying with Elena at the time and she would have told her. Elena would have told the OPS And the OPS came on and told everyone they knew Mayo's secret.
Anon at 5:01 - Good point I won't answer you cause you don't believe what I say anyway.
Hi MissT, Andrea and K
I'm just sitting here thinking about how I have to go back out in the heat soon. It's almost 100 here.
This is so, RW never once believed that Mayo was Gerard. I can attest to that since RW and I go way back.*
*Like, four years, even before this was a baby blog.
Elena, take the advice that i took from TJ: wear a hat! Huge difference.
rw,
how could that be wrong. that's why people came to Mayo's in the first place. Mayo posted this link at a blog that was about Gerard.
Lol, Miss T, Viagra! That's hilarious.
It's funny, I've had this tendonitis for years now, and it just sort of comes and goes as it pleases. I will go for months without any problems, and then one day it just starts hurting. Ibuprofen works some of the time, and if I take it regularly, it will eventually clear up the problem - or this particular episode, anyway. I never know when it will be back. :(
I went to starbucks today, and the guy who served me said he had the same problem. We bonded over our wrist pain.
Ok, now I'm just rambling. Back to work, really!
Hi, Fimmy ^_^
anon 5:10
exactly!
Hi, Andrea :)
Why is it a problem if some of us acknowledge that we'd like to know who Mayo really is? I don't have a problem with people not wanting to know. Either way, in the end it really is up to Mayo whether or not to reveal.
Thanks K.
I think that I'd like to turn that question around with my answer and say that if I knew it was the end, then I want to know it all.
I'm happy not to know right this minute if knowing means the end. But if the end is here, I wanna know the answer now.
Sorry, forgot about the American way of sayiong things. For plasters read band aids.
Thank you, K ^_^ You iz my hero!
Now, where's my bling?
Anonymous said...
Now that would have made it obvious.
Knowing about LA and posting about it before anyone else knew would have been a little bit too much like the "it's in the blood" post.
Not really. Two entirely different things. If he posted this exact post before it was common knowledge Gerard had moved to LA, it wouldn't prove anything, there would be no risk to Mayo's identity. Some people would say it was a coincidence that Mayo chose to write about wildfires, others would say it was proof that Mayo is Gerard. It would just have been edgier and far more interesting if he had hinted he was in LA before everyone knew, that's all.
I went to starbucks today, and the guy who served me said he had the same problem. We bonded over our wrist pain.
Beautiful *wipes away tear*
A sign?
You mean, like, in sooper seekrit Mayo-code or something?
how could that be wrong. that's why people came to Mayo's in the first place. Mayo posted this link at a blog that was about Gerard.
which is why his 'joke' of 'who the fuck is gerard way?' was so ridiculously unfunny.
Yo RW, you going in for a bit of bling?
Lol, sooper seekrit.
Starbucks has put me in a better mood. I'm giggling at everything now. :)
That's how I feel too, MissT. If it's going to doom the blog then I can wait. But if Mayo ever pulls the plug, then I do want to know. Same as with life. ;)
Ahh, bandaids, gotcha!
RW, here are some diamond panties!
Mayo knows he fucked up by not changing the timestamp...so he posted about the wildfires in California so as to keep up the charade.
Besides, aren't the wildfires mostly in northern CA right now?
You know, if Mayo signed in and made a comment or post saying "I am Gerard Way" I still wouldn't believe it.
It would take Gerard Way standing up saying "I am Mayonaise" to convince me.
He probably didn't come out and say it, he probably gave TJ a sign.
TJ is so delusional she probably really believes he did give her a sign.
I am feeling much better, I just made myself sick last night with a quart of ice cream and nasty tea.
I made myself sick with ice cream last night too, K!
See? Meant for each other ^_^
anon 5:17
TJ said she gave something to Matt Cortez to give to Gerard at one of the concerts.
This is so insanely stupid.
Everyone is complaining that GW shows contempt for his fans, yet he would give some "secret message" to toujours.
You anons just love making up things as you go.
I totally picture gw as writing this blog everytime i come here and read this blog. Im just being honest.
rw,
how could that be wrong. that's why people came to Mayo's in the first place. Mayo posted this link at a blog that was about Gerard.
It's wrong to think that everyone here once thought Mayo was gErard. I did not.
I came here via BC's blog. I'd heard that was a forum where you could speak your mind on Gerard/MCR without being labeled a "hater". For the most part, that was true, but not always.
Miss T, when I read about you feeding donuts to the seagulls, it made me want to scarf down a bunch of donuts myself.
[In my best Homer Simpson voice]
Mmmm.... Donuts....
Ice cream sounds the best way to make yourself sick. I'd go for that technique.
Diamond panties, well I never.
Ooops! Don't think I said yet: Hi, Elena :)
I wish I had some left to give you Andrea but those seagulls are damn greedy.
anon
i don't think Mayo will change his timestamp, he wants to keep people guessing.
I think people can picture different people who may have created this blog,but it doesn't matter,these people have made friends here and that's what counts.
Yo RW, you going in for a bit of bling?
K has promised to cover me in gaudy bling. And buy me an elephant.
Toujours is a fanGIRL who kisses his ass, he would give her something
How is the migraine RW?
I've never had one myself and can't imagine how bad they must be.
Hey, dudes!
MissT,
Very glad to see you back!
I'm just going to play Devil's advocate here and throw out a proposition or two.
RE: "Up To The Ground" post
I'm only speaking from personal experience, but news stories, especially ones that are highly publicized, ones that are damaging as well as heart breaking, often cause me to have this intense rush of creativity and inspiration. I don't know why, so I can't answer, and I feel really backwards because of it.
Maybe Mayo was "inspired," for lack of a better word, by the imagery, the mood, etc., of the wildfires, or just fire in general (Dude is the first person I've ever come across to have this enormous fascination with light), just as he was "inspired" by the anniversary of the Virginia Tech shootings.
Anyway, I agree with RW. It shouldn't be a problem that some of us don't care about Mayo's identity and some of us would like to know for whatever reason.
And you guys have probably changed subjects, so I guess I'll shut up now. :)
RW, here are some diamond panties!
Thanks, honey!
Hey, these things chaffe in the oddest way.
*undecided whether that's a good thing or a bad thing*
I think people can picture different people who may have created this blog,but it doesn't matter,these people have made friends here and that's what counts.
I agree. :)
Woweeeeeeee bling and an elephant RW.
That's the true sign of love. You are one lucky girl.
*wrings hands in jealousy*
morning!
HIYA MUSTARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How are you sweetie?
*looks at RW's Diamond panties*
I wouldn't wanna be the one who has to buff them up.
5:23
no one is making shit up. i didn't make up the fact that Elena said Gerard is Carmine and Carmine is Mayo. she said it.
I've never had one myself and can't imagine how bad they must be.
*is intensely envious*
At the moment, it's fine. it went away about 4 hours ago. It comes and goes this time of the season when the weather is so erratic (it's air pressured-triggered). Thank you for asking :)
Hi RW
Hi Mustard
MissT,
I bet RW's diamond panties (WTF? Bwuahaha) will last as long as your yellow knickers! ;)
Hiya Ergo sweetie.
It moght be morning where you are but it's beddy byes time here, at least it is for people who go to bed at a reasonable time.
How's July 22nd looking so far?
Hi, Mustard & EP :D
*looks at RW's Diamond panties*
O_o
Hello Mustard and Ergo. :)
5:31
Ever heard of the term "joking around". Or do you take everything as god given truth?
LOL Mustard. Maybe you are right. These nuclear blast proof panties are the future you know.
FOr godsakes anons, we are all currently waiting to hear TJ's test results. So back off, okay?
Hey Splash!
Guys, it's time for me to run off to Kung Fu. Chat you all later!
Actually Mayo sent a carrier pigeon to TJ. She was staying here at the time. However my cat intercepted the bird. Well, to be blunt he ate the bird and I found the note. Yes, it revealed Mayo's true identity. There was even a picture. But I didn't share the info with TJ. I'm like that, you know. So actually I'm the only one who really knows.....
Like that story? If not I've got hundreds more, seriously.
not a joke but a mistake. TOUJOUR said Mayo was Carmine. ELENA said GERARD was Carmine. They got their wires crossed, not a joke.
I don't think i care who writes the blog, but i would hate to come here one day and see that i't gone. Not because of who wrote it,but because i really enjoy coming here and talking with all of the people here.
Elena,
you know the OP's fucked you, tj, and mayo over with their "Secret" post.
See you later K, have fun.
So, will TJ find out today? I have all my fingers crossed for her so you'll have to excuse spelling mistakes.
Me too anon @ 5:35
Have fun, K :)
hello missT andrea elena RW mustard
missT - rainy
LOL Ergo. says it all really.
Just got a text from TJ
Still no word.
Oh, by the way. I got Ray's mask when it eventually came.
Elena, should she be finding out tonight?
Hi miss t, I just wish the anons who come on here that only want to find out if this is gws blog would quit thinking everyones got a big secret and perhaps just join on the fun,they would be alot happier!
It would take Gerard Way standing up saying "I am Mayonaise" to convince me.
It is possible that Mayo may reveal his identity at some point in the future, but Gerard will never publicly acknowledge 'Mayonaise'.
Runs in *hugs MissT, RW, Elena, Kapunua, Andrea, and Mustard* All at the SAME TIME!!! Yup, I'm that good!
*sends hugs and good vibes to TJ*
I'm going to try and sneak on later, but if I don't make it, have a nice evening (morning/day) everyone!
hey guys, i am back all clean and full now.
*waves*
Oh, by the way. I got Ray's mask when it eventually came.
Awesome, Miss T!!
Hey, to everyone, a combined hello! :)
I made myself a Ray mask.
On the back of it, it says:
"Ray Toro made this mask, I promise."
It's a pretty cool mask, just sayin'. ;)
She's waiting for them to call back, MissT
I agree anon @ 5:44. I'm not part of any conspiracy, I'm just here for the waffle.
Ooh, Miss T, you got Ray's mask? How do you like it?
I didn't buy the special edition or any of the masks. I sort of wish I had, but I'm trying to cut down on the knick-knacks that clutter up my place. You know? Like next time I have to move to a new place, those masks will be one more thing I have to pack carefully and hope they don't get broken.
Ergo, I miss Nicole. :)
Yay, hugs from Anima!
Hi again Fim. :)
*sending good thoughts to TJ*
hello Fim
Hi and bye anima
Hiya Anima, thanks for the smashing hug sweetie. How are you?
LOL mustard, you crack me up.
Hi again fimmy, you smell better than the last time we spoke.
Oooo Elena, TJ must be so nervous right now. I really am sending her my good thoughts. I hope it helps.
...I'm just here for the waffle.
Well, gosh. Where are the damn eggs?!
*happy dance*
Good joke, right? I know, amaaaaaazing.
well andrea she's very busy with the new baby
(had to hush hush all the other, you know, stuff up for the media)
but sends her love
I really like it Andrea, most of the others are kinds skull like and this one actrually looks like a face.
It is possible that Mayo may reveal his identity at some point in the future, but Gerard will never publicly acknowledge 'Mayonaise'.
Well, then I'll remain unconvinced, I guess.
Unless, of course, Mayo turns out to be someone other than GW.
Runs back in real quick like, *hugs Ergo and Fimblelina*
(psst, MissT, I got Ray's mask too!)
me!
Hi, Anima! :)
Welcome back, Fimmy ^_^
LOL mustard, you are on a roll.
oh sheesh that was fast!
RW I'm still going for the eccentric millionaire who will fly us all to his mansion for the "big reveal"
*wants to see Mustard's Ray Toro mask*
*places some ham and cheese on roll with mustard*
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