Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Up To The Ground.

Those hills breathe fire
And exhale into the stream
Billows of crackled frames
Mixed with the amassed sordid matter
Of a thousand million leaves
Pelf, from pandered promise
Settles into the hollows
Filling the rift with futile night
They will brush ash from their soles
For an eternity after having been told
Better to swallow holes than believe
What was struck, no longer stands




p.s. and so it went.

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resurrected wreck said...

My landlady's daughter appears to be hosting a party. Why the hell does she always choose to do this on a night when I have to get up early the next morning >_<

Smoke said...

That is scary, K.

Anonymous said...

She does things like this all the time, but usually not in broad daylight, and she usually doesn't go on this long after she's woken up. For a good ten minutes she has been convinced that there's a toddler hiding under her bed.

I told her, maybe it's the son I'm going to have one day. O_o I just don't know what else to say and she's talking to the wrong person: her flaky granddaughter who already believes that reality is subjective, and who the hell am I to tell her there's no little boy under her bed?

Except that she's so elderly and no one wants her getting confused and hurting herself.

Anonymous said...

Err, and upon re-reading you Mayo, in today's comments, I'm sure glad you feel enlightened but for myself, I did nothing but babble. :)

resurrected wreck said...

Well, I should give my mom her weekly phone call before she has a coronary and thinks something's happened to me.

I shall be back on later. Bye for now ^_^

ergoproxy said...

I'm off for a bit, gonna try and get a walk in before it rains

back later

Smoke said...

Bye Ergo! Bye RW! See you guys later.

Mayo,

You iz funny. Glad you could come and chat today.

Anonymous said...

Bye Ergo!

And Mayo, err, Oh! Unless you mean that time wayyyyy wayyyyy wayyyy back? In which case, el oh el. ;)

Anonymous said...

Bye, Ergo and RW! See you later!



Mayo,

Just want to say, and I might be speaking for some more people as well, it's just really cool when you come in and talk with us, however brief it may be. It kind of feels like old times.

I still wouldn't.

Anonymous said...

^it is nice, and it does feel like old times. It's cool.

And I still would. I'd be all Pandora no matter what and open up that infernal box.*

Though I'd probably panic, spaz out and slam it shut before Hope had a chance to escape. O_o My luck.



















*LOL I said "box."

Anonymous said...

don't get too excited, maybe it's nothing

Anonymous said...

I said "This thing is huge," and you all went "O_O."

Muwhahahaha. I kill myself.

Smoke said...

Bwahaha

sdock10 said...

I just thought I'd let you guys know that it's still fuckin' hot outside.

So, what's for supper?

Anonymous said...

That was a courtesy laugh, so don't even. ;)


I think I'm gonna go Meff it up.

Smoke said...

Mayo,

Just want to say, and I might be speaking for some more people as well, it's just really cool when you come in and talk with us, however brief it may be. It kind of feels like old times.


Yes, it does. It is nice, Mayo. Thanks for chatting. :)

Smoke said...

Meff it up.

That could be a cool song title.

Anonymous said...

I gotta tell you guys something weird that's on my mind. It's really stupid though.

Smoke said...

Cool.

I iz eating a pineapple juice bar and it is totally awesome.

Just sayin'...

Anonymous said...

"Meff It Up."

It's like, "Mess It Up," but SS style.

ergoproxy said...

hi again

forgot my mp3


I see Mayo would

Smoke said...

SS style. Oh, most definitely.

Bwahahaha.

Anonymous said...

So Splash, remember way back, we were talking about things that make you instantly sad? And we both agreed that someone dropping their ice cream, especially if it's an old person, but really anyone, was instant sadness?

Okay so yesterday I was bored and ended up looking up stuff about bees. Then I got into bee stings. Then there was a link to a page about pain graphs for different insect stings and one of them was actually pretty funny.

Then from there I took a link to the common medical pain index. This is a new one on me.

So apparently the generally accepted pain index ranges from "doesn't hurt" to "hurts the worst" and they are displayed by either happy or sad faces, and the "worst pain" one is a sad face with tears.

Oh my god. Well, one look at it and I was in tears. I was thinking, oh my god, if I worked at a hospital and someone ever marked that one off, I would probably have to quit. I don't think I could stand being that sad for someone who was in that much pain. It would be like, debilitating sadness, I would have to go home and cry like a bitch.

So then I started thinking--because I sabotage myself, you know--Oh man, what if someone in my family was ever sick? So sick that they felt like that?

Well, I had to walk away from the computer and try to distract myself. yet I still can't stop thinking about that!

Whoever thought up that pain indicator is a sick, emotional sadist.

But I am such a ridiculous creature that I don't even like sad face emoticons, so there is that, too.

Oh man, I'm so neurotic.

ergoproxy said...

Mustard I am singing Meff It Up in my head to the tune of Start Me Up

Anonymous said...

Oh, Mayo.

If



I


Would



Could



You?

Anonymous said...

And yup, high five for the Pandora Effect, homeskillet.

Anonymous said...

Let me explain:

"Meff It Up," SS style = No front teeth. ;)



Jules,

That would surely rip my insides out. I hate it. It's the worst thing in the world seeing someone hurt, physically or emotionally.

Anonymous said...

Mustard I am singing Meff It Up in my head to the tune of Start Me Up

That is awesome!

Now I'll be singing it!

sdock10 said...

I'm singing it to the tune of "Lick it Up".

Interesting....

Jules, I don't that's too weird at all.

ergoproxy said...

K that's a pretty extreme reaction

they use the faces for kids and people with limited/no understanding of english

I don't think they are trying to be sick, emotional sadists they are only doing something to enable them to get an accurate indication from a patient

Smoke said...

Jules,

We have those in every patient room at our hospital. I never liked them. They always pissed me off to look at them. I don't want to see a damn smiley face if I'm hurting, ya know?

ergoproxy said...

smoke I don't think they should be up on walls I imagine that is disconcerting, ok virus scan has started and I have my music and I'm off walking

see ya

sdock10 said...

Be careful, Ergo. Watch out for wildlife.

Smoke said...

Bye Ergo!

I've seen them in quite a few hospitals. Like on the bulletin boards.

Not sure why really.

They are just irritating to me. (I know, it doesn't take much to irritate me but still)


Our pharmacy used to have one that was an advertisement for all kinds of medication. My favorite was the Ambien smiley face. He looked like this----> X_X

Bwahahah!

Anonymous said...

Have a nice walk, Ergo!

Anonymous said...

Ergo I was being hyperbolic about the inventors being sadists but my reaction to them stands: looking at them makes me ridiculously emotional.

Anonymous said...


It's when days are the longest and evenings are mine
it's grapes and raspberries straight off the vine
citronella and chlorine, coconut and rum
it's Bob Marley and Ziggy and the sound of steel drums

It's first light of morning already twenty past warm,
the irreverent suddenness of an afternoon storm
the twitter and squee of the jay's second clutch
and the way the breeze stirs with a feathery touch

by the light of the fireflies it's the sword and the staff
and dancing under the moon on the island's behalf
and then carried away on the scent of the sea
still glowing with manna and flowing with chi

though the kingdom of sun is already declining
its fall is far off and the sun still is shining
and I wonder if anyone else feels it too
so tell me my friends: What is July to you?

Smoke said...

Weaver Girl, I ♥ you.

Anonymous said...

I want to write like that.

Smoke said...

Me too!

Fimble Star said...

Hey people.

Anonymous said...

Hey, Fim!

How was your lasagna?

Fimble Star said...

Hey mustard,
It was very filling, thank you.

Fimble Star said...

I once watched a television programme which featured a set of twins, both identical femails in there 20's. They stated that they lived together in a 2 bedroomed apartment and yet they still shared a room, actually they share a bed because they hated being apart. The girls were models and quite pretty, so maybe one could say that this was for the males to use in their imagination, who knows.
Is anyone a twin? what do you think of this?

Fimble Star said...

femails = females
duh!

Anonymous said...

Thanks guys. ^_____^ You make me smile so huge.

So check it out, I go outside and I'm all, "ooooh I'm going to eat my raspberries straight off the vine like I just wrote!" which I do every day in July, right? I'm all Nature Girl and all that nonsense? And I pop one in my mouth and it tastes all gross so I spit it into my hand.

AND A DOG TICK IS WALKING ON IT!

I almost ate a tick, and I tasted it and it was nasty!

I screamed like a bitch because there is nothing as repellent to me as ticks, I'd rather chew glass than have one look at me.

"More nightmares will come to me now. More than I previously had."

/Vincent Valentine.


AAAAIIIIIMMMM

Smoke said...

O_O

Fimble Star said...

I am sorry you ALMOST ate a tick, jules. I see them at the shop most days and they turn my stomach, never thought about eating one though.

Amyranth said...

'Alloooo....

?

Who's bedroom IS this?

-A came in through an open window.

Anonymous said...

Was it the bathroom window?



I'm so shameless, it's embarrassing. :)

Fimble Star said...

you should be careful amy, especially if it was dark, you may have someone scarred enough to smack you over the head with a blunt object.

how are you?

Smoke said...

Bwahahaha! Snap. :)

Amyranth said...

*grins at Fimble, then takes a coughing fit*

Shit, enough dust in here for a colony of rabbits. I'm good.

Was anyone else supremely overheated today? It was so hot today, I drank half a glass of wine and passed out on the couch for 2 hours.

Mustard, I'm pretty sure it's not a bathroom... not one any LADY would use, anyway.

-A

Fimble Star said...

cheap date then amy? :)
It was 95*F here, so it was very hot. i lay in the pool for 30 mins and caught the sun. oh well.

Amyranth said...

Cheap date and then some Fimn. Don't have to get me drunk, I'll probably show up that way on my own!

Just kidding. Only when it's hot does alcohol affect me that quickly.

Lounging in the pool? Rough life Fimn!

-A

Fimble Star said...

I am sitting here eating twizzlers that you can pull apart.

Fimble Star said...

yeh, totally amy. shame about the 2 year old throwing water on my constantly, at least it cooled me down.

What did you do today in order to warrent an alcohol beverage?

Amyranth said...

Mmmmm.... Twizzlers.


I'm getting pestered for ice cream by someone who is more than old enough to make the decision to go to the freezer and get some for himself.

-A

Amyranth said...

Fimn, not much. I actually made a risotto for supper, and I used 75% of the wine in that, and the other 25% went in my glass. That was the 25% that knocked me out.

I'm trying to write my resume up as well, and I'm not having much luck.

-A

Anonymous said...

♥♥
:)

ergoproxy said...

hi again

hi fim, amy


no nasty wildlife sdock but I saw a wallaby

It's not raining yet but it's really humid

ergoproxy said...

*psst* what's a twizzler?

Fimble Star said...

Yes amy, that bloody annoys me. the worst is when you get yourself sorted and asked if anyoen wants anything, you settle down for soemthing and then he decides to speak up and tell you that he is hungry or thirsty and that he wants you to get him something. funny thing is, when you refuse, they go in a foul mood like you have just broke their favourite game of somet. oh well

Anonymous said...

bleh. a tick in your mouth?! that sucks!





had to



bwahaha it was funny

Amyranth said...

Indeed Fimn! I think the heat has scrambled his brain, because instead of just being a gentleman and assuming I'd want ice cream, he's watching Ghostbusters and whining of being deprived.

Ergo, do you guys get snow in Australia, or is it just rain?

-A

Fimble Star said...

Good evening anon and ergo.

Ergo, a twizller is nice, i dont know how to explain it. it is like a chewy sweet and mine is strawberry flavoured.

How was your rissotto amy? i had lasagne and it was delicious.

ergoproxy said...

it's all about control amy

put a little tin foil hat on and block your ears and say "No your feeble attempts to condition me to be your slave are futile earth man!!!"


bet ice cream will be the last thing on his mind then

Amyranth said...

♥ ♥!

:)

-A

ergoproxy said...

hey we watched Ghostbusters on Saturday!

classic movie

there are areas get snow amy, south of us and high
we get frost in winter but that's the coldest, but I'm pretty far north
(you know where I am don't you? if not I'll find a map)

resurrected wreck said...

Hi :)

Amyranth said...

I don't think I know Ergo, not offhand anyway. Fimn, the risotto was good as always, but maybe I'll stop saving a glass of wine for myself. Too much sleeping on the couch :P

I see Mayo popped in for a bit this afternoon. Too bad I missed him.

*scoots back into the room she came from, scrawling "Hope to see you again soon, Mayo!" in the top of a dusty... something.*

-A

Fimble Star said...

yeh, too bad i missed him to. oh well, saves for another time if there is one.


RW hello *waves*

resurrected wreck said...

Just got off the phone with my mother. She told me something I have to share with you guys.

We were discussing my nephew & the funny traits of two year olds. Anywya, it seems that the younger rother of a girl my sister went to school with didn't talk until he was two, as he had all his needs attended to without ever having to ask. His parents were getting concerned, so they asked their doctor about it. He advised them that th ebest way to get him to talk was to ignore him until he was "forced" to say something.

So his first words were: "Water, damn it!".

I couldn't stop laughing.

resurrected wreck said...

*tackles Fimmy*

How are you this weekend, missus? :) Did the tornado throw water at you?

resurrected wreck said...

*younger brother

My spelling sucks to night >_<

Amyranth said...

HAHAHHAA, excellent story RW!

I knew a kid like that too, except he unfortunately turned out to be deaf. :(

-A

ergoproxy said...

north east coast to the left of the word 'reef' there is a city called Mackay, I'm slightly south and west of that

Fimble Star said...

hahaha thats funny rw, i am great the tornado has gotten into the habit of saying 'i want water, i want water now' well, she doesnt ask or demand from me anymore cos i tell her straight, ha ha ha.
How was your weekend?

Anonymous said...

RW, that is actually the punchline to a well-known joke! O_o

ergoproxy said...

RW what a way to break into speech!

my friends son did that, he didn't talk until he went to preschool, they had him to so many doctors and they kept saying "he cantalk he just doesn't" and it looks like my nephew is doing the same.

resurrected wreck said...

I knew a kid like that too, except he unfortunately turned out to be deaf. :(

One of my friends has a deaf child. He's 5 months old. Fortunately, it was caught in time that something is able to be done to help his hearing. What clued my friend in that somehting was amiss was when she was taking him for a walk in his stroller when he was about 2 months old and something loud was going on at a construction site but he didn't react to it at all.

Anonymous said...

AAAAIIIIIMMMM

July 20, 2008 7:45 PM


nooooooo
MSNNNNNNNNNNN

resurrected wreck said...

RW, that is actually the punchline to a well-known joke! O_o

It is?? Well, damn!

Amyranth said...

Oh wow Ergo! You're right on the Reef! That must be so incredible!

resurrected wreck said...

I was very busy painting this weekend, Fimmy. Just as well, as it was miserable outside both days.

Amyranth said...

How many past jobs DO you put on a resume?

The Peanut Gallery on the couch suggested that I "put on your three favorites".

*sighs*

-A

resurrected wreck said...

So, K... if we would, and Mayo would, does that mean we're going to?

resurrected wreck said...

The Peanut Gallery on the couch suggested that I "put on your three favorites".

HAHA! I love it!

Amyranth said...

He's something else RW. Definitely something else.

-A

Fimble Star said...

rw, maybe he gets all his votes in and then decides to set up a secret plave to let everyone know the answers? nah, he has already been there, done that, bought the beer mat. I would like to know.

Fimble Star said...

plave = place,
duh!

ergoproxy said...

It is a great are amy, we have the reef off the coast, with island resorts and we have rainforest areas and to the west the outback and gem fields

it's why we often camp and fish

Amyranth said...

Damn Ergo, I'm going to have to come visit someday.

Secret place? Wat?

-A

Fimble Star said...

nothing, not that i know of anyhoots. just saying as an imaginary thought. if he asked who wants to know who he is, then cast the vote and so on just my crappy mind.

resurrected wreck said...

I've really been going to town with my home decorating, Fimmy. I've even ordered some funky switch plates (two Fleur de Lis, one Salvadore Dali, one ying yang cats) to replace the cheap off-white plastic ones. And I'ma gonna put up some cast iron fixtures (three wall sconces, a curtain rod, two curtain hooks, and a Fleur de Lis hook). I am very happy with the way things are looking :)

Anonymous said...

I have MSN 8:34. Want I should go on or were you just being snarky?

resurrected wreck said...

I sympathise with Mayo's dilemma. As for myself, I would like to know. But I think there are people here who don't.

How do you make all of us happy? You can't, I guess. Just got to go with your own gut on this one, man.

Fimble Star said...

oh, that sounds great rw, have you placed where everything will eb going? you will have to take photo's for me and dickie to look at :)

resurrected wreck said...

Our supervisors at work are away tomorrow. One of them gave me some work on Friday to tie me over until she was back on Tuesday. She said that should keep me out of trouble. I assured her that I was perfectly capable of working and getting into trouble at the same time.

I multi-task!

resurrected wreck said...

oh, that sounds great rw, have you placed where everything will eb going? you will have to take photo's for me and dickie to look at :)

I have definite ideas for one wall, and vague ideas for others. They will fall into place as I go along, I think.

The one wall is going to be part of my Black Parade memorial. I'm going to hang curtains, Mikey's mask, and some Black Parade piccies up there, possible set my BP costume up on a stand beside it as well.

I've still got more painting to do (haven't done my bedroom yet), but that will have to wait for another weekend.

Amyranth said...

I think the real question is, what will any of us gain from not knowing? Or knowing? Nothing? Everything?

If he were to offer the information, I'd look, but if he didn't want to say anything, I wouldn't pry.

I like this place for what it is, regardless of whom puts their fingers to the keyboard and types.

Contrary to popular belief.

-A

resurrected wreck said...

I have MSN too. Not that I use it much these days.

Amyranth said...

MSN keeps fucking up my computer.

-A

ergoproxy said...

perhaps each of our blogs will receive a small brown paper wrapped email addressed to "the occupant"

Anonymous said...

resurrected wreck said...

I sympathise with Mayo's dilemma. As for myself, I would like to know. But I think there are people here who don't.

How do you make all of us happy? You can't, I guess. Just got to go with your own gut on this one, man.

July 20, 2008 8:53 PM



I do too, to a point, and I get him asking, too.

Is Mayo important enough to us as a person that we would forgo the truth just to keep him?

Would people leave if they found out who he was?

Would people leave if they found out who he wasn't? I believe that some people would.

I do want to know, and curiosity kills me ded. But I don't want the blog to end.

If the question boils down to "Am I worth it" then the answer is "Yes you are," said Pandora.

Anonymous said...

Snarky
Not Mayo.

ergoproxy said...

I think I have msn, but I have no idea what my name or anything is

amy I'm with you too, I don't know what I'd gain, I don't mind the mystery and I like the place as it is, knowing might change it

resurrected wreck said...

I'm more likely to stick around here if I knew who Mayo was. As it stands, I still can't quite shake the feeling that we're all being played, and that doesn't make me happy.

Anonymous said...

Just an offer, anon.

Anonymous said...

Oh, man.

Now it for sure reminds me of old times.



Hey, guys!

Fimble Star said...

i would like to know but i wont lose sleep over it. but i do come here for my friends.

rw, your bp wall sounds amazing, can i please see pictures when you are done, pretty please :)

Anonymous said...

When we are older you'll understand
It's enough when i say so,
And maybe somethings are that simple.

ergoproxy said...

and if mayo said who he was would it get believed?, unless he, I don't know, took a picture of himself with a sign saying "I am going to change the header now" with the time and a current newspaper with the date and then it happened and some anon would come on and say "ah but they may be in collusion with the real mayo to deceive us into thinking they aren't someone, or are someone"

Anonymous said...

I really like that.

Is that part of a poem or song?

ergoproxy said...

*or herself

Anonymous said...

WTF, RW, why do you hate us in AIM? ;)

Anonymous said...

Splash, I will post the whole lyric. :)

When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go

You're giving me too many things
Lately you're all I need
You smiled at me and said,

Don't get me wrong I love you
But does that mean I have to meet your father?
When we are older you'll understand
What I meant when I said "No,
I don't think life is quite that simple"

When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go

The daily things
that keep us all busy
all confusing me thats when u came to me and said,

Wish i could prove i love you
but does that mean i have to walk on water?
When we are older you'll understand
It's enough when i say so,
And maybe somethings are that simple

When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go

Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before

When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go



Utada Hikaru

Fimble Star said...

lol ergo, you made me laugh :)


i have msn as well, just throwing it :)

Smoke said...

I do not want to go to work tomorrow! GRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!

>_<

Anonymous said...

Thank you for posting. :)

Anonymous said...

Simple and Clean in English.

Simple and Clean in Japanese.

I like the Japanese better. ^_^ Either way I think she has a beautiful and sweet voice.

Anonymous said...

And, OMG, I have just eaten a quart of ice cream.

Anonymous said...

Mayo,

four people on this blog already know.

Fimble Star said...

hahaha you pig :) eat the other 3 quarters yayness lol.

Amyranth said...

The Anon Theories pretty much mean that we'll always be in the dark I think.

-A

Anonymous said...


I never sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
I never said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me

Oh, did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper

How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if your're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

ergoproxy said...

you know even on the TBPID dvd it looks and sounds like Gerard says Mexico Fish Ingrarr

Amyranth said...

Mexico Fish Ingrarr

Shirt plz.

Fimble Star said...

what is it supposed to say ergo?

Smoke said...

Mayo!!!!!!!!!

Thanks again for stopping to chat with us. I still say that it doesn't matter. You are no different from us. Would I like to know? Today, not really. Tomorrow may be a different story. Who knows? Would it change anything? No. I just hope that this place still gives something back to you. I hope you still find some answers of your own here. And a few laughs here and there.

Have a nice night, dude.


SS!!!!!

Hope you are doing okay. Wherever you may be. We're gonna find you. We will. And when we do, we are gonna tie you to a chair somewheres and make you sit in the corner for a while. ^_~

Have a good night and a good week, dude!

Sweet dreams, BlogBelieve! :)

Amyranth said...

Goodnight Smoke!

-A

Fimble Star said...

good night smok, sweet dreams :)

ergoproxy said...

goodnight smoke sweet dreams


fim it's at the start of Black parade and he apparently says "Mexico fists in the air"


I just got a call to say the principal of the school which I was looking at doing tutoring with is willing to offer me a 0.6 permanent teaching load until the end of the year.
I'm going in to see what the classes and timetable are tomorrow, If they are shits I may decline

Fimble Star said...

oh, well done ergo. fingers crossed that it is what you want. :)

Anonymous said...

I just hope that this place still gives something back to you. I hope you still find some answers of your own here. And a few laughs here and there.

Just wanted to share the same thought. :)

Night, Smoke.

resurrected wreck said...

Mexico Fish Ingrarr!!

*pumps fist in the air*

Rock on!

Fimble Star said...

*places a fish hat on head*

*stands tall*

*pumps fist in the air*

yay, rock on.

this is so much fun

whoop whoop

resurrected wreck said...

I'm going to make a fish costume to wear to their next show!

Anonymous said...

The "BURN!" and the "NAAAAAARGH!" always kind of somewhat make me giggle on "Famous Last Words."


And did I mention that that little guitar diddy Ray plays at 1:11 and 1:59 (on the disc), make me love that song twice as hard?

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

I echo what everyone else has already said. Thank you for stopping by and hanging with us for a bit. It was very nice.

And I still stick by what I said, I would not want to know. I just don't thnk it matters that much. You know, sometimes, when I think about it, it's almost selfish of me to think that way. I like things just the way they are. Any time that I get to questioning this place, the who, the what, the why, something always pulls me back. It can be a word, a song lyric, a funny story, a blog post, a quote, or a simple, "Hey, how are you?", and it's then, I remember. I get more out of this place than I could ever give back in return.

So, thank you.

Also, your question got me to thinking if I could have known the exact day and time my relationship would end, would it have changed anything? Would I have just passed it over and not even tried? No, I don't think I would change a thing.

All roads lead to right here, right now.

And it's all about perspective. Some days it looks pretty dark and hopeless, some days it's full of hopes and dreams, but here, I am always surrounded by people who won't let me be alone.

And that, my friend, is a pretty damn special place to be.

I hope you feel it too.

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. Nope, I still wouldn't.

ergoproxy said...

it's the whole new Piscatorial Metal Movement!!


*makes metal devil horn fingers sign*


*turns it sideways and waggles it like a fish tail*

INGRARRRRRRRRRR

resurrected wreck said...

NAAAAARGH??

Fimble Star said...

hahahahaha, do you think that the new wave metal fish hardcore rockers will show up on the toetour2008?



goodnight solly, sweet dreams and you know where i am hun, ok :)

Anonymous said...

do they? does any one really know?

toujours said...

actually, he says "burn! in hell!"

hi people

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, TJ :)

Anonymous said...

NAAAAARGH??

Hell if I know, RW! That's what it sounds like!




Ergo?

What song is this that Gerard talks about fish?

toujours said...

hi resurrected wreck. :)

i tell you, it's not a wordless groaning yell, it's "in hell".

that's what he says in "flw" in mexico city.




yes, i'm being pedantic about it. :)

Anonymous said...

10:13,

yes

Fimble Star said...

i thought it said burn as well slash, oh well my ears must be clogged with wax then :/

the fish movement is commencing whoop whoop

hey tj

Anonymous said...

actually, he says "burn! in hell!"

Oh, I wasn't sure. There wasn't an insert containing the lyrics, so I took my best guess.

I still think it sounds like NRRRGHGHHH.

Anonymous said...

10:18,

are you sure?

ergoproxy said...

hi TJ!!

Mustard it is after he sings the first quiet bit of WTTBP before all the instruments come in

toujours said...

oh and btw, "pedantic" is related to "pedagogue". the first form of the word, "pedant", 1588, really just meant a teacher (albeit a boring one), but in common use meant a "person who trumpets minor points of learning" which was first recorded 1596.




lol pedantic comment about the word "pedantic"

*muffled giggles*

*heeheeheehee*

*looks at the room*

what?

ergoproxy said...

where is the burn in hell/nrrrargh?

Anonymous said...

Gonna go try and listen for fish!

I've not listened to "WTTBP" from Mexico.

I got bored with the lyrics, but the onslaughts still rock me.

toujours said...

hi ergo. :)

yep, it took me awhile to figure that were words in that bit, but there you go.

maybe.

just possibly.

i have already listened to the live cd too much.

ergoproxy said...

TJ pedagogy is the absolute most boring part of teaching theory

Amyranth said...

INGRARR!

I'm frustrated.

And hungry.

-A

Anonymous said...

"Famous Last Words," Ergo.

toujours said...

TJ pedagogy is the absolute most boring part of teaching theory

lol!

*muffled helpless giggling*

*heeheeheeheeheeheeheehee*

resurrected wreck said...

INGRARR!

Was that a rumble in your tummy, A?

Anonymous said...

Buwhaha.

It does kind of sound like he says "Fish, in the air!"

Fimble Star said...

thank you very much tj, for posting your useful information. i really enjoyed it :)

How are you today?

ergoproxy said...

oh I heard the "Burn in hell", lol it is a bit NRRRRRAGHGH



can you picture the lyric sheet if it actually said what some things sound like?

(and I won't go in to "testicle hands in the air....")

toujours said...

ergo -- ear-bash?

toujours said...

hi fimble, i'm not too bad. how are you? :)

resurrected wreck said...

Well, it's that time. Got to head to bed.

Have a good night, everyone :)

Fimble Star said...

fine and dandy to be honest. just fine and dandy :). havent had my coffee today but i think i may take double tomorrow.

Anonymous said...

10:22,

yes, i'm pretty sure

Fimble Star said...

good night rw, sweet dreams and have a great day tomorrow :)

ergoproxy said...

his next guest spot will be at a Trout fishing contest

"everyone FISH....INTHEAIR!!!!!!!!"


"you, *points* the man with the black waders holding the 12 pounder....*hardcore metal fish finger symbol* INGRAARRRR NRRRAAGHGHGH"

toujours said...

i did not know that "ebriety" was the opposite of sobriety. huh.

from the 1500's no less.

latin.

figures.

toujours said...

good night resurrected wreck. :)

oh, i had my usual amount of coffee today, fimble. my mom has learned -- she makes a full pot now. they have their little morning cups, and i drink the rest. :)

Anonymous said...

his next guest spot will be at a Trout fishing contest

"everyone FISH....INTHEAIR!!!!!!!!"


"you, *points* the man with the black waders holding the 12 pounder....*hardcore metal fish finger symbol* INGRAARRRR NRRRAAGHGHGH"



OH MY GOD, that is hilarious.

You need to write scripts, Ergo. You'd be magnificent. ;)

ergoproxy said...

TJ pedagogy is what they trundle out to try and justify some new teaching theory
I HATE that word, it always means "heaps of pointless waffle"


goodnight RW sweet dreams

Amyranth said...

INGRARR was the rumbly in my tumbly.

BRB, comp is being :P

-A

ergoproxy said...

thanks mustard!

oh I can just picture it *tries to stop goggling and wipes eyes*

toujours said...

"coffee" goes back to 1598, italian from turkish from arabic, but this is cute:

mooreeffoc
"coffee-room, viewed from the inside through a glass door, as it was seen by Dickens on a dark London day; ... used by Chesterton to denote the queerness of things that have become trite, when they are seen suddenly from a new angle." [J.R.R. Tolkien]


*hee*




i am closing the window on my etymology dictionary now.

sorry.

Fimble Star said...

ergo, we need a hardcore metal fish chant so that we can chant it at them :)

Fimble Star said...

well, its time for me to turn in for the night.

SS - hope to see you soon, hope you're having a fimtastic time. stay true, stay blue, stay with the clue :)

sweet dreams and have a lovely monday, everyone.


TOOT TOOT for the beany baby

Amyranth said...

For some reason, I've been walking around all week, randomly singing "Clap your hands to the beat!".

I'm positive I'm losing it now.

-A

Anonymous said...

That makes me want to sing that Gloria Estefan song, "Conga" I think.

ergoproxy said...

goggling?

*removes goggles*


GIGGLING

ergoproxy said...

goodnight fimble sweet dreams

have a great monday

Anonymous said...

10:32,

ok
if you say so.

Anonymous said...

Well, guys, I'm going to call it a night.

Have a nice evening. Talk to you all sometime.

Night!

Amyranth said...

*sighs*

I have to give this desktop some corporal punishment.

Be back after reboot.

-A

toujours said...

good night fimble, good night mustard. :)

ergoproxy said...

goodnight mustard sweet dreams


amy what is your computer doing?

Anonymous said...

Mayo,

It's really weird:

Today, you unknowingly kind of forced me to take another look at the months, almost year, we've all shared.

The stories, the poems, the music, the laughter, the inspiration that oozes from this place, all of the help we've received, the countless kicks in the ass, I remember it all.

I would not trade this place, these words, these people, for anything.

I don't need to know. I'm okay not knowing, and if it all came crashing down tonight and I still didn't know, it would not make any difference.

It isn't you in particular. It isn't who you are or who you aren't.

It is this place. It is all of us.

It is what you've made here, who you've accidentally brought here, and what we've all made together, you know?

Anyway, I still wouldn't.

Night, Mayo. Thanks for coming to chat with us.



SS,

Smoke means bizznezz. I'm just saying. ;)

I hope your week is a fantastic one! Maybe we'll see you around.

Night, dude!


Sdock,

All roads lead to right here, right now.

And it's all about perspective. Some days it looks pretty dark and hopeless, some days it's full of hopes and dreams but here, I am always surrounded by people who won't let me be alone.


You're so right, about all of it. You'll be okay, and things will work out. I know those words probably ring a bit hollow right now, and even I didn't believe me when I told myself the same thing, but it will. It will for you, it will for me, and it will for everyone else.

Goodnight.

ergoproxy said...

oh well here comes the rain

ergoproxy said...

me

ergoproxy said...

me!

ergoproxy said...

*happy dance*

YAY!!!!!

Anonymous said...

TJ,

what do you think of the question Mayo asked earlier?


"Would you really want to know?"

Anonymous said...

d:)

toujours said...

i've been thinking about that very thing, anon.

i thought maybe i'd answer him in my good night, but as i've already answered it, sort of...

this is what i wrote:


if you meant would i want to know, like, in a highlander sort-of way, then no. definitely not. i like the dark places, the unknown. i like maps that have dragons ond wildmen on them. i would have to have an imaginectomy if i was given all knowledge. ick.

if you meant re: the blog, and all the general mysteries that swirl about it?

i don't know.

honestly, what i know about this place changes day by day, and none of it based on fact for the most part. intuition is a shaky platform. i try to just go with the flow. my sister (sisterlor, do you remember her when she popped in on the blog awhile back?) advises me to just enjoy the moment. i'm a bit of worrier though -- and in the sense of a puppy with a sock, actually, i have a difficult time letting go of ideas -- so i don't always do so great at the zen/enjoyment thing. sometimes, i do. other times, nancy drew, you know?

all of which is to say i don't know. yes and no. i do want to know and i don't.

sorry. not much of an answer, after all, is it?

but ultimately, this is your place, mayo. and i trust you.

that's all i've got.


sorry anon. not very satisfactory i'm afraid. a much more difficult question than it seems.

toujours said...

nice hat.

goof.

Anonymous said...

11:05,

nice hat.
<:)
g'night

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