When I was young I was picked on quite a bit. The usual set of circumstances, I was an easy target (smart, quiet, odd, insecure) and once the kids found my buttons they didn’t relent. For a long time I tried to ignore them. I spent a lot of time reading because I thought that with a book in front of my face I would blend into the background. And, for a while I did. From behind those first books I developed my love of the written word. Beginning with the marvels I found in the library and then later the stories I found in my own head. My need to escape elementary school torment helped foster my imagination, I suppose. I need to thank those kids for that.
So anyway, a few times the kids pretended that they wanted to be my friend. A kid would ask if I wanted to hang out on the playground either at recess or after school. The first couple of times I bought it. It was a pathetic display of desperation that, looking back now, makes me laugh. You can see that kid, right?...very awkward, over-filled book bag, disheveled clothes, greasy hair, hopeful smile. I would wait for my friend to show up and of course they wouldn’t and I would eventually trudge home. Sometimes they would gather somewhere along my route and give me a hard time shouting “Who were you waiting for back there?” and “Did you really think we’d be friends with you.” It was worse when they would wait until the next day bringing my humiliation to school to share with the rest of the class.
Why am I telling you this? Well…insight I suppose and also to offer some context that you may draw from for those times when I seem a bit vague (yes, really). I have had to overcome and still battle with some pretty substantial trust issues. Always present in the back of my mind is the voice telling me to watch out for anyone who gets too close because they probably have an ulterior motive that will leave me in a rut. It has taken me a long time and years of therapy to be able to ignore that voice and share even my more simple weaknesses with friends (without the guise of fiction). And, so I share this piece of myself, my past with you.
p.s. I am not sure what you will glean from my palate but my gut holds plenty.
(Not at present: soon and I'll let you know when.)
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Actually I use "snark" as a portmanteau for "snide + remark." ^_^
I have. And amaaaaaayzing is right. yet still even easier to read and more literate than some of the crap I've come across in my travel that passes for good writing. ^_^
You are killing me right now. I'm serious. You are effin' killing me! ^_~
Maybe Kapu is jealous because she's supose to be such a great writer and poetry writer hmmmmm YES, I think so!
Princess, am I killing you softly? :D
Bwahahaha!
7:39, LMAO! Yes, all right, I am jealous. I so badly wish that I had the inability to express beauty without the use of obvious cliche, and the inability to spell words correctly, too. Oh, curse my adroitness!
Kapunua said...
LOL, nice try. But "filling" is obviously a mistake and is supposed to be "feeling."
Ahhh, bad writing makes me LOL.
August 3, 2008 7:23 PM
critics make me lol
I wish my skin was porcine, too, BTW. 'Cause then I'd take some proactive photos, and none of you would be discussed. Then I'd nail some rock star and get a book deal out of it.
Maybe you are not as smart as yout hink you are!!!
I have seen that, the brain only uses a few letters in the word to recognise it, even if the order is slightly incorrect. As well as many words being seen but not filtered into the conscious brain.
The faster a person can read the less letters the brain needs and the faster they process them. But under light hypnosis the person can recall everything as seen, even identifying the spelling errors.
Did you ever see the paragraph where every word is spelt incorrectly but because they are homophones they are not picked up by spellcheck.
Some people have a lot of time on their hands
Eliza... book deal? What, when?
*runs in to the shower*
*grabs Lady Bic*
*runs in Mayo's wearing nothing but Paul's sweater*
*chases Kapunua*
Hey Ergo!
That's the rumor, 7:44, I read it on BlogBelieve so it must be true.
I'm sure it will be a very haunting tale.*
*Ghost writer.
DAHHHH! It's after me! SO PORCINE I CAN HARDLY STAND IT!
*bangs Kapunua's head against the wall*
Muwahaha.
I saw some porcine skin last night, it was black and white blotches and covered in very bristly hairs.
and lice
O_O
OMG, you better stop that, Emma, or I will break out the little pieces of wood!
Ergo, LOL!
Hugs Kapunua!!!!!
runs away super fast!
as I am only a mere green belt.
bows politely and runs some more!
see, have fun!
Hugs K again!
:p
catch me, catch me. if you catch me you'll have to kiss me! agh!
I know you dont want to do that!
So, I know you will never catch me.
You like someone to match wits against I see.
I am not in the mood. However you would make a good lawyer. I was going to be a lawyer but I would most definately be a poor one.
I would do pro-bono work I know it. It would be for the principal of the thing.
Bye. *smootches K*
Once again runs!
WTF was that?
*stops and looks at Anon*
Ummm, what?
Oh my goodness, anon! I am a mere green belt too. What's your art?
Also, I think I'd make a crappy lawyer because I'd get frustrated knowing I was right and my arguments would consist of, "Your honor, WTF? Honestly!"
Hey again!
Can I just add that I'm really confused? Damn.
I am too, Splash. ^_^
Me three. O_O
But I stay that way so.....yeah.
Hi guys
I'd hate be be a lwayer, I couldn't defend someone believing/knowing they were guilty
shichikyu- green belt
no not like you.
I was a teen. Does not count.
What are you k?
I can't be bothered enough to be confused.
Me too, Ergo.
or a lawyer for that matter
*kisses K's beautiful boy*
Runs away!!
I couldn't be a lawyer because when I think I'm right, damnit all to hell, I AM EFFIN' RIGHT.
And I'd end up throwing something across the courtroom.
hi sdock
Meg sends clucks
and my porcine skin was still attached to a very annoyed boar
I like to argue. I would probably be okay with being a lawyer.
I had to google that, anon. Aikido? Did you like it? Why'd you quit?
I do Kung Fu: Choy Lei Fut, Lama Pai, which includes the five styles of Snake, Crane, Mantis, Tiger, and Monkey. It's northern style, long-arm.
I've been at it for three years. (We do belt ranking really, really slowly, none of this racing through to black belt in a year.) But, I'm all paid up so I train free for life. ^_^
And if you kissed Beautiful Boy, how was it? I'll just live vicariously through you.
Hi Meg! Cluckity cluck cluck!
Meff it up!
I would do the same thing, Princess. I'd be like, "Can't you see that the defendant is a lying dumbass? I mean, come on people!"
Judge would be like, "ORDER!" and I'd be all, "Order this, mafah!"
I don't know hat sehing means but it gives me a link to your live journal Kapu.
You can also spell it "sihing" or shixiong and probably get better results. It means "elder brother" and "sije" or "sizhe" is elder sister.
rokukyu? Is that your level Kapunua?
I dont know. I was a kid. A young teen. You want to know why I quit? Because I was stupid,stubborn and didnt want to bow to something and people I didnt know or understand.
I do now know what it means in terms of respect etc. and i DO repsect the art.
My nephew (older) is a Sinsei, teacher.(he even taught my daughter for a short time)
He is registered black belt and 10th degree? something like that.
Hahaha, no I have not kissed beautiful boy. I would'nt knowing someone else liked him anyway.
I have one of my own. Well,(I think he is, I have to, I live with him!)
For real! Me, too!
Wedding Crashers is coming on now. I love that movie.
Let's get all hopped up and make some bad decisions.
^_^
We don't really name the levels and if so, it would be Chinese and not Japanese. Belt levels is western; my Sifu wouldn't do it except that it's what people seem to want. It's more like, you know what you know when you know it. The belts are really just for show.
I always recommend it to people. I have a problem with authority, too, but if they are better than I am and I can learn from them, I'm cool with it.
Tiger is all I know
♥
I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...
♥
I guess if I were anything it would be Simui (younger sister) to the elders, and Sije (elder sister) to the ones below me. That's about as far as it goes.
Savage Garden, I have that CD too. Bought it just for that song.
I rule.
*is headachy but mellow*
Hi :)
In the 60's and 70's it became 'westernized" because that is what people wanted and when it became popular it was switched. It is Japaneese. That is all I know.
If I stuck with it, I may have been good.
You sound like you have many diverse backgrounds in various techniques.
Do you do wrestle too. I dont know what that is called. I forgot.
hello RW
hope the headache goes away
We do wrestling, suai chiao, but that mostly consists of chin na (joint locking) that occasionally goes to the floor.
Hi, EP, thank you :)
I'm listening to Savage Garden right now, Solly.
Kapu is one smart cookie. Does someone think it is wise to be nice to her maybe?
I always recommend it to people. I have a problem with authority, too, but if they are better than I am and I can learn from them, I'm cool with it.
August 3, 2008 8:10 PM
Thats how I look at too. I would get my ass kicked now. I am afraid I would get angry in training. I need alot of discipline and I am sure it would help tremendously
with that.
Three years is a long time.
How do yo uknow levels then? How do you know when you have accomplished your goals? I needed to have the levels and the stripes. made me feel as if I attained something. I guess that is westernized thinking but its all I know.
We do have belts, but Sifu tells the advances students that they are meaningless anyway. He just says that when you know it, you know it. If a student starts bitching about not going up in belt levels he will just throw them one and say, "Here you go." It renders it meaningless, or at least shows how meaningless it is.
What means more to me than the green sash with the black stripe is that I can walk by myself at night through an alley, or really anywhere, without fear.
Except for like airports and stuff.
Femble star everyone know sit is YOU.... who else says you WAS??
I left, came back. It happens. Like the sun sets and sun rises.
It happens all the time.
Oh hey, I left my video game on pause for like an hour; better get back to that. Then I will have some sex with Krycek later*, can't wait for that!
Later guys!
*Watch my X Files DVD.
O_o
What?
So you are green with a black stripe. Pretty cool.
That was the whole purpose of why I started. For defense and a place to put my energies into. It was all paid for too. I got in big trouble for it. From the school and my parents.
I regret it till this day that I didnt finish out my next year fully.
Well, you live and learn.
Ok, some are getting annoyed that we are talking Kapunua.
It was good to talk about the martial arts as it has been a long time for me. Thanks for the chat.
Continued luck with your classes.
Have a goodnight all. Later.
enjoy it K
see you Bi
ACTUALLY
You do not know me and you will never know me because I am equal to you.
Are we all not just a simple.......
ANONYMOUS.
Still confused.
Hey, Ergo!
I need a swingy around office chair
I will have to go buy myself a swingy around office chair, maybe tomorrow.
Wonder if I can get a secondhand swingy around office chair?
Hi Mustard!
How are you apart from confused?
ah my cat has the right idea, she is out in the sun rolling in the grass
What a life!
*still can't be bothered enough to be confused*
I'm with you sdock, I'm just letting it all wash over me
Yes, Ergo, like a nice refreshing shower.
And you do need you a swingy around office chair, for sure.
The party favors were Baoding Balls, I effing kid you not. The best part was that the insert on how to use them read: For relaxation, place two balls in hand and move them about.... That was funnier than it should have been to the adults, because every once in a while we would open the box, read the insert and go, "Khhkhhkhh!" I've had a pair of Baoding balls since I was in my twenties and I know how to use them in both hands, but no one else really did so I was showing some people how to do it. Sifu walked in just then, saw me with them and said, "I thought yours would be bigger. And brass." And I just lost it. Toward the end of the day, I was showing Raq's Mom how to use them but the pair I had were really teeny. Chris was carrying his around, which were bigger and I wanted to show her using his ones so I called him over, only to realize that I had no idea how to ask him.
Hilarity, of course, ensued. It ensued many, many times, actually.
But there was more to it than Baoding balls. There was cake and swimming and long talks. In the pool, Raq's family had these really cool toys and one of them was a huge, gold round one. I climbed on it (with help from Chris; it was slippery and hardly anyone could climb on!) then sat in the lotus position and called out, "Hey guys, who am I?!" Everyone was like, "BUDDHA LOL!"
In the pool, I talked for a long time with Chris about everything under the sun (mostly college, since he's going into the medical field and I am going back to school,) travel, and we compared scars. And out of the pool with sharp-witted Alex about Kung Fu, people with issues, our own issues, and how they don't really go away when you "grow up" the way people seem to think they do.
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If you want to hide your friends names K you better try harder.
And here are some ones of Mike with the mantis, including when it's on his face. :D
The guy with scars is MIKE.
Hey hearty anon, you the same one that was complaining about your love using the name Always before? Or are you a different hearty anon. You guys hurt my head with teh confusingness.
Your powers of deduction are astounding, 8:55pm.
You go to Green Cloud.
http://www.greencloud.net/
Anyone who wanted to tell ANYONE what you were saying about them can go here
http://www.greencloud.net/949617.html
You got fired form your job, maybe you want to get kicked out of the school you love so much too???
anon 8:55
you're creepy
You got fired form your job, maybe you want to get kicked out of the school you love so much too???
August 3, 2008 8:58 PM
enough! are you threatening anon?
What the fuck is all this about?
What are you going to do, tell her martial arts friends that she LOVES them?
Shebly Dockery Coffee County, you people need to be more careful. Just trying to help you.
Here's a brand new idea! Why don't you just leave her alone?
Shelby Dockery
Clerk / Delinquent Mobile Home and Property Tax Specialist
Employed with Coffee County Tax Office since April 1999
that is a bit unnerving
Anonymous said...
Hey hearty anon, you the same one that was complaining about your love using the name Always before? Or are you a different hearty anon. You guys hurt my head with teh confusingness.
nope. different 1
Mayonaise, you need to step in this time.
Kapunua's friends..... funny how there is a Shelby there too...
What is your point?
well being "helpful" by publishing peoples details is not being helpful at all.
Helpful is advice, and can be taken or not by the recipient
That is being creepy
And a tristan from Green Cloud
Anyone can get this info!
Shelby N Dockery
Douglas, Georgia
What in the holy hell is your point?
You are way out of line.
Miranth said...
Hi FASC!
Its ok Wendy - I'll just say if I find something too personal, but thank you ver much for the consideration :)
TJ do you mean Society for Creative Anachronism? :) I don't belong to it but I often attend renaissance fairs - in costume- and I've made friends with some of the performers over the years. I always call to wish them happy holidays and see which state they're traveling to. Much fun!
I am glad it's ok that I commented - you can also talk to us for support - all of the family are great that way. And I am like that too.
I was curious - do you know if j'observe is kapunua? I just wondered cause they seem to have similar prose styles and I read she often posts anon? Anyway - I'll comment one of the blogs to ask, if I am still curious and you don't know.
Thanks and take care
Kapunua's old journal on blogspot hmmm
What exactly are you getting out of this? What are you trying to prove?
Seriously?
I had three whole dates this year. WOW!
Get a life, anon.
I read that too 9:22. Pathetic
nope. different 1
Sweet. Thanks for the answer.
Cassowary? Sorry, never had one. Backstreet boys fan fiction?! Blech! Let it be known right now that I absolutely stand against the image-rape that is real person fic. Even when it does happen to silly boy bands. :/ 'Course, I have to laugh when it happens to someone I loathe. But on the other hand, I have to laugh when someone I loathe falls down the stairs, too--though on the whole I know that falling down the stairs is bad.
I just can't fathom anyone doing that to someone they claim to admire. If you like someone, you don't hurt them. You save your meanness for people who suck. I guess that's where I get confused on this subject. "I really like such and such. I'm going to abuse his image, write about him and his family, and who knows, maybe write stories where he gets raped and unexplainably impregnated." WTF, people? I can't even MST that kind of crap.
A few weeks ago while googling for lines from the movie Gladiator, I saw a RP fic about Joaquin Phoenix that was so intrusive and so vile, it made me want to seek out this author and slap her in the mouth. I don't even feel quite right blogging about it in detail, because it was so sleazy. I'll just say that she took something really, really personal about him, and used it as this twisted emotional manipulation device. That made me feel really bad.
Enough about that nonsense. I'm over it.
that should piss off her 'friends' here who actually enjoy reading fan fiction!!
Sex! Semen! PORN! PORN! PORN! #
Here, let's try to get some porn up there instead. Semen! Sex! Hot! Wetness! Boffing! PORN! PORN! PORN! #
If you change the date on the archives of her old blog you find even more. It's easy.
could you stop posting all that please, it's not a nice thing to do
That's an asshole thing to do.
But of course, you don't care, do you?
Asshole.
http://www.ficwad.com/author/48550
Monday, July 07, 2003
( 1:27 AM ) Jules
No, wait. One more thing. A good friend and I had an interesting chat tonight. It was about Jesus. I've often championed the humanity of Jesus and become obsessed with it, rather than with his divinity. (Not the devout Christian, am I.) I like Jesus as a human being, with feelings, passions, loves, lusts, anger and all. Jesus was a revolutionary as much as he was a sacrifice, or at least that's how I like to think of him. If Jesus was a character in a fanfiction, I could see fangirls just making him into what is the basic, accepted, simplistic Christian veiw of him: Lamb Of God, here for one simple reason, died on the cross.
BLAH! Whatever. I think that's rather selling him short. Where's the depth? Isn't that rather boring?
Plus, my favorite sculpture in the world is Michelangelo's Pieta. I've always rather felt that the Mary in the Pieta was Mary Magdelaine, and not his mother. Cause, dang, could you get any sexier?
That's all I'm saying. #
My first reaction after someone asks me on a date (rare) and I say yes (even rarer) is one of sinking panic. It's an odd panic, too, not the kind most neurotic girls describe ("what if I mess up? What will I wear/say/do? What if he doesn't like me" e?tc.) No, the second after I say, "sure, okay!" my brain starts yelling, "Don't you dare try to change me! Get away! I'm my own person! I'm not going to marry you!"
O_o
Christ, after getting asked on a measley date! And I wonder why guys don't often call on me. Maybe after I say "okay," they see the horror on my face, and can almost hear my brain going, "I AM SET IN MY WAYS! SO DON'T THINK I'M GOING TO BE YOUR GIRL!" ;D
Anyway, one of my pirate friends asked me on a date today, and since he's always been nice to me and is fun and interesting, I said okay. Then I went home and said, "well, he probably drinks or hunts or some other nasty thing that I don't know about, or...all of the above!" Yeah, wtf is wrong with me, and all.
One of the younger pirates asked me out about two, three years ago when I first started with them. Really younger. He's one of these natural comedian kids, always on. (I appreciate people like that if they're nice [and he is] but I have to take them in small doses.) But I had to be perfectly honest and tell him that if he had been ten years older, I would have said yes, because this kid (and I guess he's about 20 or so now,) is anime-classic beautiful. I don't often go for the bish, and I actually didn't go for him, but he's one of those people that make you (men and women) stop thinking for a second when you see him. It's creepy. He's not as breathtakingly handsome as my gay boyfriend (Adore! Adore! Adore!) who is 34 and stops my heart everytime I see him, but still lovely.
He, (the young pirate guy,) was there today, and he, his (adorable) girlfriend and I were talking about storms, and I happened to mention that I hadn't missed an east coast hurricaine in about 13 years. And that's true. If there's one in Florida, I'm in Florida at the time. If there's one here, I'm here for it. If there's one up the coast, I'm flying around it or driving through it. I've hit them all. To which he replies, "holy crap. That means you're an elemental." Uh huh, okay. ^_^ Now I've been called a lot of things in my lifetime... ;) Anyway.
It's still fun to be a wench. Guys can call you "girlie" and you don't have to pretend to be insulted. ;) And it's fun to just shut everything else out once in a while and sing and yell and act. Improv is cool that way. Concentration without the pressure of memorization.
In other news, love ya, Hwei! I've got a letter in the works for you; I guess it's gonna be kinda long, so I've been adding to it when I have the time. ^_^ Take care, and best of luck on your exams.
Malama kakou!
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SHE LIKES THEM YOUNG
anons don't start this shit again. IT'S GETTING OLD FUCKFACES.
My old blogs are public, so I don't see what you're getting out of this.
I actually feel a little bad reading Kapu's old writings actually
Blech, make it stop! Get that in writing, too. "Don't give me any feedback unless it glows and oozes like space mud! Otherwise you'll kill my muse!" I've even heard some writers say that writing instruction, you know, like, learning English, is stifling to their creativity. WTF? Hello! Can ya hear me in th'back?! (/Fenster) :/
Once a bitch always a bitch!
Well, you got at least one thing right, 9:41.
And honestly, thank you for finding that link! I didn't used to save my posts from back then and I thought they were long gone. It's kinda fun looking back. :)
(Can't access my stupid optonline email for some reason. Grr. Reach me till tuesday at kapunua@yahoo.com or ndn_girl72@yahoo.com.)
You're a dick, however.
anon 9:45
smells
http://members.tripod.com/~jaytori
/potcfics.html
What the hell?
What is that you're trying to accomplish here?
Oh noez, I wrote POTC fics a few years ago, how awful!
They're not too bad, either. And thanks for finding that actually, because I haven't read some of those in a long time and couldn't find them anymore.
My favorites are "First Night in Tortuga" and "The Serpent's Wench" by the way. The rest aren't as good.
anon 9:48
is a bedwetter
Kapu and Sdock here are some things for you to consider.
Kapu, you pissed off Mrs. Mayo when you said something about her writing. You know who Mrs. Mayo was. Look who else was on at the time.
Sdock, think about how your real name got out in the first place. The OPs wrote an email to you. They must have sent the email to other people in their little group, and one of those people anonymously posted the OPs email that had YOUR REAL NAME in it.
Cripes, I just get back and I see the idiots have returned to the blog.
WTF is wrong with people.
This is just a blog you nasty anons. You have crossed the line once again.
Please go away.
from theearofmyheart.com:
Why people are rude or harass online
The online “Disinhibition” effect: People say and do things in cyberspace that they wouldn’t ordinarily say or do in the face-to-face world because of:
Anonymity: “You don’t know who I am!”
Invisibility: “You can’t see me!”
Delayed reactions: “You won’t respond to me right away.”
Attempt to equalize status: “I am significant when I am in control, or have equal power to you.”
Personality styles: “That’s just the way I am. I won’t change for anybody!”
“Mind Blindness” and Blogging: Unable to sense what the other person feels and thinks. Lack of empathy.
Who does this?
Troll or Cyberbully: A person whose main goal is to insult and provoke others. They usually have lots of free time on their hands and are probably lonely and seeking attention. They often see their own self-worth in relation to how much reaction and drama they can provoke. May have a psychological need to feel good by making others feel bad.
Kook: A regular member of a forum who habitually leaves comments that are unrelated to the topic or have no basis in reality.
Flamer: Their only contribution to the group is by making inflammatory comments that excite anger and cause disorder.
Hit-and-runner: A person who stops in, makes one or two heated comments, then moves on.
Cyberstalker: Person who shows a continuing pattern of offensive communication, malice, premeditation, repetition. The stalker becomes obsessed in causing distress to the victim. Some seek revenge and may make threats that cause victims fear for their personal safety. Cyberstalkers often disregard warnings to stop, and they may have a history of controlling and emotional abuse during a relationship.
Actually Kapu I am reading FortitouS AND IT IS REALLY good (damn caps lock)!!
OK. So much for being a feminist activist.We get it. You can let go of the hate now and stop the harassment.
Actually honey..... Fortitious is BRILLIANT. Wow.
Thank you, nice anon.
Smoke said...
What exactly are you getting out of this? What are you trying to prove?
Seriously?
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I can answer that for you, Solly.
These people suffer a meaningless existence. This is the only way they can get attention because no person will give them the time of day off-line.
Want to make it stop? Ignore them.
kapu,
My son is taking taekwondo, just started this summer. He really seems to be enjoying it. He has been in love with all things Asian since he was in 3rd grade. I just wanted him to be old enough to understand it isnt about offense it is about defense.
He was picked on a lot during school. They dont pick on him as much now considering he is 6'2" and about 215lbs....lol.
Though i dont know you, i cant help but like you. You never seem to get away from the onslaught of stupid fucking anons coming in and poking at you.
I'm going blue and will be back. In the meantime.. turn the volume up on your music and let's all chat and ignore the little fuckers, shall we :-D
wow anon@9:57, great info!
Thanks for posting it!
hello sisterlor how are you? And I bet they think twice now he's grown up!
hello PPU how are you?
I'm off to have lunch and have flip through my new Readers Digest
back later
Hiya, PPU. How's it hornin'? Sisterlor, good to read you. Your family is good people. ^_^ And, good on your son! That's what I like to hear. ^_^
Imma go have some sex with Alex Krycek right now and eat a bowl of fruit.
Anons, thanks for finding those old fics and that old blog for me. I thought those were long gone. And if you do write to Tristan and tell him I think he's cute, thanks. I've been trying to tell him for years and can't seem to!
PPU,
I've missed you. :)
Hi, Kapunua and Ergo. I am doing well!
S&M, I have maybe kind of missed you too.
hey everybody, hey sis!!
kapunua, did you go already? i told my mom about your bird cake and she was very interested. they feed a ton of birds here and she'd like the recipe, if you wouldn't mind sharing it. :)
But not as much as you missed me, right, PPU?
Maybe?
Oh, come on! You know you always miss me. ^_~
Don't ya? Yes, sir. You most certainly do.
What's the matter anons. I think, no, I KNOW you are jealous.
Kapu. These anons are jealous of you that's why they hate you so. Maybe those stalker anons WANT to join a karate school and have lots of attractive friends and go to parties with them. But they lack the sheer GUTS it takes. Maybe they want to write like you. But they don't have the talent.
I know it's not right and very WRON G of them to post your private info when everyone else onthe internet is allowed to have a Myspace with all their friends on it. But just remember why they hate you.
Yes, of course, Solly!
S&M, I have a rep to protect.
TJ, that is perfectly fine! It's a good recipe and they really go for it. ^_^
10:22, thank you, as well. :D
PPU, good to know that you're doing well. :)
I just went to clean the birds so maybe i have one less to do tomorrow and now I am going to go watch Sex Files. ;D
^_~
Okay, I'll go along with it.
Have a good night everyone!
Sweet dreams my favoritist Unicorn!
Jules,
You crack me up constantly.
Have a great night.
*has never watched a single episode of the X files.*
cool, kapunua, thanks! can you email the details? mom wants to know proportions, do you pat it out or put it in a pan, etc. etc.
moms. :)
BlogBelieve,
I feel those Tylenol PM's kicking in, so I guess I'll head off to bed.
Happy 11 Months!
Nite Guys!
PPU,
Thanks and it's great to read you round here again! I ♥ you, but you know that already.
Mwah! Mwah!
good night sdock! i liked reading your eclectic cd collection. :)
Karma will take care of this.
Mayo,
G'nite, my friend.
I was going to crack my knuckles and pop my fingers for you tonight.
Thought you might've needed some tapping or pushing of your buttons.
Dare I say?..."Pinch, poke, punch and provoke!"
But shit happens, and well, shit happened, so we'll leave that for another night.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Sorry.
♥♥
I will be strong, I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on
A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning, yeah
♥♥
Karma usually does in the end, 10:37.
K,
Chin up!
I would like the recipe for the bird cake but all we have is piggy little squirrels around. Need another dog to scare them off!
Night and talk to you again.
hey there sisterlor! :D
Hi everyone
Hey ergo, evening to you.
This being blue is nice.. :-)
I think it goes well with my new fake bake tan.
ohh and dont let me forget.. brownies for the nice people!
Well hello TJ!
Fancy meeting you here. :-)
K, you are right.. my sis is good people!
Did I hurt your eyes with my email response?!?
hey there bc. :)
was today your concert?
lol, no! i'd be surprised by now if i got a monochromatic email from you. :)
can you stay?
*grabs sisterlor's arms, pulls*
here, here, come sit here on the couch. this is where i sit a lot. and sometimes i pull the blanket off the back (see it? the green plaid one, that looks like it's made from a flannel shirt. *grin*)
*tucks the blanket across sisterlor's lap*
*beams*
oooh sisterlor you're blue!
very nice
Hiya TJ
HI BC
goodnight sdock smoke sweet dreams
TJ you must introduce her to Knipp Knap and Knopp
hi, ergo. :)
how's it going?
oh, yes, i should! oh geez. i haven't been checking in on those guys. :/
bad dustbunny mom, huh.
Hi sisterlol, nice to meet you. Hi Ergo, TJ nope, my show is next Sunday :)
Hi RW *big squeeze* goodnight smoke, solly
well there has been plenty of food left about so I'm sure they are going about their dustbunny business. I bet they were glad to hear you were ok though
i knew it was coming up, bc! i must have missed it when you guys were talking about it last night. :)
you know, i thought i did some sort of fuzzy squeaky cheering that night, but i was distracted by all the pretty bishonen. :)
I bet the dustbunnies are munching on birdcakes.
"did hear"
fuss and bother, i hate typos.
then they're sitting pretty, aren't they, anon? *heehee*
That's ok TJ ^_^
Hello BC and others.
I would love to stay longer but I hate dial up. :-(.
I do like the couch.. comfy.
Dont forget to grab a brownie. I dont want to take any home.
Yeah I decided to go blue. :-D
hey does this mean you're going to have a blog...?
where i can leave you diverse comments...?
hint hint hint hint :D
I just ate a huge salad but I'll take a brownie for later :)
Left my first post already!!
I now am all SisterLor'd up. I have the blog, I have the gmail, and I am blue. :-) I feel so grown up now!
Will you be my teacher? I have about 3 weeks before I go back and I want my adv kids using my blog by then.
\0/
yay! you do!!
:D
Thank Ergo.
If I have to take some home, I will just eat them myself.
Take more. :-) It is quiet in here tonight.
anyone lurking.. please set up and claim a brownie, pleeeease.
oh you'll pick it up quickly sisterlor
what? help you navigate the mysteries of blogger? you bet. :)
what are you going to have your kids use it for? (and will i still be able to leave dorky comments?)
BC, take a couple brownies, please :-)
oh twice in one day!!!!!!
I am doing well :)
I actually have one for the students already. You are more then welcome to leave a comment there too.
I thought maybe have them practice some of the basic HTML with blog comments.
But I am open to suggestions! Anyone!!
I dont want it to be the normal boring question/response type blog. They will hate that. It needs to be fresh and up to date to make them engage with it.
this has been a good place to pick up some html tricks. i'll have to think on it...
*munches on a brownie*
Good job Ergo!
Ok all, honey is online. Needs to get my man time in!
Thank goodness for messenger!
Talk to you later! Thanks for the warm welcome.
see you later, sisterlor. i'll be working on an email back to you. (no colors though, lol)
have fun!
bye sisterlor see you next time, have a good night
so ergo, what's up next, now that you've won all those ribbons?
what fabulous concoction are you going to create now?
*takes brownie from sisterlor*
Thank you :)
well right at the moment I'm sorting out roasting one of our roosters, though at 6 lb he's closer to a small turkey
6 lbs! are all your chickens that large? what are you feeding them?
Take care sisterlor
the hens aren't as big but the breed is a big breed, they are meat and egg layers, but we were amazed when we weighed them, didn't expect it to be that big
that's the size of a small-to-medium sized cat. :)
er...not that i'm advocating roasting cats...
ew. no no no no no no no no no no
>.<
i shocked the blog into utter horror...
i am so ashamed.
I just converted and he'd be 7.05lb and that's ready to go in the oven so with feathers, insides etc he'd be heavier
*eyes toujours warily*
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