Let me tell you what it was like. Lying on a rack of a bed, the sweat from all of a sudden and a half minutes of sex still clinging to my naked body, I am no longer relieved. Instead, I am shaking (but it’s not cold). The blankets have fallen away and I don’t dare get up to retrieve them. I know that if I do I will not return to the bed. And it is all gone anyway, finished off an hour ago amidst impetuous greed and loud music. The others, the music, all of it was irrelevant to relentless want. The pattern repeated, ten minutes of synthetically induced exaltation followed by the entirety of my consciousness engulfed by its insufferable demands. Fake rapture.
And in that bed, everything I had poured down my throat to even me out is trying to make its way back up. Another reason to stay put, but I can’t sleep with my head twitching and an arm around my neck. So, I will pace. I sort of know the neighborhood, and because I do it will occur to me much later how fucking stupid I was. Not just because some desperate fuck could have put a gun to my head, or because it was way too much, or because I am not entirely familiar with the body in the bed, but because I will have to live with it.
Nevertheless, I am not thinking of that when I pull on my clothes and walk out the door. Swallowing hard and still grinding my teeth, my jaw is tired and my lips are chapped. My feet step ahead of me slightly, but I am keeping up. In order to slow my quick heart my breathing becomes forced, gasps long and slow. Think. Breathe. Walk. Walk. Walk. Think. Breathe. If I just keep walking it will go away, all of it…even the body in the bed.
p.s. yep that was the last and forgive me the past and present tension.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
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«Oldest ‹Older 201 – 400 of 3616 Newer› Newest»oh amy!
what a way for the guy to get caught out!
and probably a shock for his dad who has been unaware he's been dead all this time
Oh YAY ME!!!
*happy dance* and I didn't even notice!
ok really off this time!
Congrats Ergo! Take care. Amy, lol. That Brad is so busted ^_^
*snickers to herself, earning a sharp look from her attendant*
So anyway, yeah. We're all quite surprised to hear that Brad's Dead Dad isn't that dead.
Either that or this is the Rapture after the Resurrection.
-A
I'll be back later guys. I think I'm gonna go watch the news and snooze for a bit.
-A
See you later Amy. It's gone quiet in here.
See you later Amy.
Mayo,
You make me sad. Just sayin'.....
My trip down memory lane lasted longer than I had expected.
Hello to everyone! Not sure who all is here right now.
Hey Mustard!
hi mustard
It's just one of those things, huh Smoke?
Not quite sure what to do to help.
Hey, guys. :)
Yep, Mustard. Just don't know what to say really.
Well, it would just be nice if he'd say whether or not this was last week or last month or ten years ago, ya know? I know he owes us no explanation or anything but still, you can't help but worry about the guy and this post makes me worry.
:(
Hello, RW!
Hi BC
Hi Mustard
Hi Smoke
Hi RW
Hi to anyone else here.
You know, I think it's times like these when friendships are truly tested, not only here, but in real life.
In our darkest moments, the moments when we think it will be impossible to pull through, when we don't see any resolution, the people we have standing by us during those moments are the ones you know you can depend on for forever.
I think that can be applied here as well. Maybe it isn't necessary to say or do anything, but just let the person know that you'll be there if they need you.
Maybe that's all we can do, just be here.
Niiiiice, RW! :) I ♥ you!
You're right, Mustard. And maybe he knows that if he needs us, he can count on us. Just know that we'll be here.
You know that, right, Mayo?
Hi RW *squeeze*
Hi again Miss T *hugs*
Hey, RW. :) Hadn't said hello yet, so hello!
*hugs again for BC*
I had to wear a high-necked shirt out in the summer heat today because the sunburn on my chest and neck is peeling & I look like the victim of a zombie attack O_o
*sniggers* But in a sympathetic way. yeah right.
It's going pretty good RW, just keeping my fingers crossed on this job I applied to the other night.
Thanks :)
Going to take a shower! I'll be back in a bit. :)
Oooooo Good luck with that BC.
See you later smoke.
Enjoy your shower Smokie. Thank you RW, Miss T
See you later RW
I'm back from gyming!
hi all from before
hi mustard RW
See you later RW.
Blimey Ergo. That didn't take long.
Hello, Ergo. :)
just call me ...
"dum dum dum dum dum dum dum dum ..
...FLASH! ah aaaaaaaaaaah queen of the impossible!"
*covers eyes*
Ergo's flashing again.
Oh, the song. I geddit.
Are you ok?
Okie-doke. I'm back and I smell like night-blooming jasmine.
^_^
*sigh*
I just feel blah.
*blushes*
oops sorry ...
wardrobe malfunction
Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
I love that song, Anon.
i smell like a blooming onion.
I don't know the song, who sings it?
and anon do you mean one of those deep fried things?
If so you must smell pretty appetising
wardrobe malfunction
*sniggers again.
What can we do to cheer you up smoke?
I dunno, RW. I may be coming off of my sugar.green tea high from yesterday. O_O
Damn, I meant, MissT. Sorry MissT!
I should think so too. ^_^
Mayo,
Remember when we were scared the last time, when we didn't know what was going on and we were all getting bad vibes from your post?
And this is what you had to say:
“It” is self-awareness. I am at a strong place. I was moved to explore my weaknesses. I was tired, drained actually. Perhaps because I was so vulnerable at that moment my thoughts turned to temptation.
You then apologized, and added:
There is more, but that will come in time.
Maybe you're still just at that place and you're still doing some exploration. I'm not really sure.
Maybe this is the "more." I hope you're dealing with it in a positive way and trying your best not to dwell. Dwelling, in my opinion, makes it so much worse.
So, just kind of putting that out there.
I agree, Mustard. Dwelling can sometimes make things alot worse.
Hey, Smoke. :)
Is Sdock okay?
I talked to her earlier and she was cleaning her house. I thought she'd be on by now. :(
Oh, okay. Well, maybe she'll be here shortly then.
mustard I really hope he's just sorting through past experiences,
I would hate to be living with that kind of feeling
And I think Mayo just has me at a loss, tonight. Ya know? It's weird. I just wasn't expecting this today.
Me too, Ergo. But, sorting out the past also makes you relive it all over again, so I dunno. It's hard.
Smoke,
It's kind of like I'm holding my breath, just waiting. It was unexpected, but I suppose life always has a trick up its sleeve and will use it at any and every opportunity.
You got that right, Mustard.
I don't think anyone was expecting this smoke.
Epiphany
Your words to me just a whisper
Your faces so unclear
I try to pay attention
Your words just disappear
'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said
So I speak to you in riddles because
My words get in my way
I smoke the whole thing to my head and feel it
wash away
'cause i don't take anymore
of this, I want to come apart
or dig myself a little hole inside
your precious heart
'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said
I am nothing more than a little boy inside
That cries out for attention
though I always try to hide
'Cause I talk to you like children,
Though I don't know how I feel
But I know I'll do the right thing
If the right thing is revealed
yeah I just was ready for bed when I thought I'd look to see if he'd changed the "inductor" and then read the new post, it was kind of like a sick feeling in my stomach reading it.
It seems so disgusted in himself.
Dude,
That's by Staind. I totally forgot to put the band stamp on that. My bad.
Way to fuck it up, sdock!
Hi Guys,
How goes it?
Yo Solly, where you been?
Niiiice, Sdock.
That was perfect.
it was kind of like a sick feeling in my stomach reading it.
Yep. Exactly.
Good evening, Sdock. :) Nice lyrics.
Yeah, Ergo, I read it first thing this morning and it just made me feel so sad for him. Not like, 'awwww, bwess him' but just sad.
Gah, I can't explain it.
Hey All,
Just been sifting through shit in my head, ya know?
If it's one thing Mayo is good at, it's getting me to thinking.
Yeah, there was just this sadness and hurt.
I hate seeing people hurt. It's the worst thing in the world for me.
Well, it goes back to that feeling of being helpless.
Swallowing hard and still grinding my teeth, my jaw is tired and my lips are chapped. sounds like a bj to me....
not judging...just saying what it sounds like.
I hate when people feel like they are the most solitary singluar alone person on the planet. When someone feels like surely no one else has ever felt the way they are feeling at that moment. And it doesn't matter how many people they are surrounded by, the loneliness, never goes away.
It's a great big empty hole where something is supposed to be, something that was missed somewhere along the way, and you spend your whole life trying to fill it.
A temporary fix is the best you can do because nothing ever works for very long.
Drugs, love, bad habits, sex, recklessness.....
See, buttsecks!
This is so about a dude.
8:51 you obviously don't grind your teeth when you're stressed, it hurts
hi sdock
smoke I know just what you mean
I agree anon at 8:54!
*sniggers at anon*
And in that bed, everything I had poured down my throat to even me out is trying to make its way back up..........
and anon who really cares who it was with, the feelings he's describing are so defeated and disgusted. That is the crux of the post not speculating about his sexuality.
Exactly, Ergo.
Im not trying to be mean,but that is how it sounds to me..Who knows?
I hate when people feel like they are the most solitary singluar alone person on the planet. When someone feels like surely no one else has ever felt the way they are feeling at that moment. And it doesn't matter how many people they are surrounded by, the loneliness, never goes away.
Absolutely.
You can be in a room full of people, and it doesn't even matter. Cliche? Yes. Truth? Most definitely.
I have no problem with anyones sexual preference..to each his own..and your right he does sound hurt.
I was just stating what i thought of the post, if it was about eliza i would be grinding my teeth and saying WTF to!
Hey Mustard, Smoke, Solly, Ergo, Anon, anybody I missed.
How's it going?
Hey Star! How are you?
anon it could be interpreted either way, there is very little to go on but the obvious pain inside a person who engages in a seemingly alcohol dulled act to try and fill some void makes it so tragic
The latest post kind of reminds me of this song...
Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades
Keep the noise low.
She doesn't wanna blow it.
Shaking head to toe
while your left hand does "the show me around."
Quickens your heartbeat.
It beats me straight into the ground.
You don't recover from a night like this.
A victim, still lying in bed, completely motionless.
A hand moves in the dark to a zipper.
Hear a boy bracing tight against sheets
barely whisper, "This is so messed up."
Upon arrival the guests had all stared.
Dripping wet and clearly depressed,
he'd headed straight for the stairs.
No longer cool, but a boy in a stitch,
unprepared for a life full of lies and failing relationships.
(Up the stairs: the station where
the act becomes the art of growing up.)
He keeps his hands low.
He doesn't wanna blow it.
He's wet from head to toe and
his eyes give her the up and the down.
His stomach turns and he thinks of throwing up.
But the body on the bed beckons forward
and he starts growing up.
The fever, the focus.
The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell.
Die young and save yourself.
The tickle, the taste of...
It used to be the reason I breathed but now it's choking me up.
Die young and save yourself.
She hits the lights.
This doesn't seem quite fair.
Despite everything he learned from his friends,
he doesn't feel so prepared.
She's breathing quiet and smooth.
He's gasping for air.
"This is the first and last time," he says.
She fakes a smile and presses her hips into his.
He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides.
He's holding back from telling her
exactly what it really feels like.
He is the lamb, she is the slaughter.
She's moving way too fast and all he wanted was to hold her.
Nothing that he tells her is really having an effect.
He whispers that he loves her,
but she's probably only looking for se-...
So much more than he could ever give.
A life free of lies and a meaningful relationship.
He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides.
He waits for it to end
and for the aching in his guts to subside.
The fever, the focus.
The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell.
Die young and save yourself.
The tickle, the taste of...
It used to be the reason I breathed but now it's choking me up.
Die young and save yourself.
Up the stairs: the station where
the act becomes the art of growing up.
The fever, the focus.
The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell.
Die young and save yourself.
The tickle, the taste of...
It used to be the reason I breathed but now it's choking me up.
Die young and save yourself.
hi star
how are you?
ergo, i think we have all felt that way at some point in our lives.
but the obvious pain inside a person who engages in a seemingly alcohol dulled act to try and fill some void makes it so tragic
Yes, yes, yes.
Hiya star sweetie, how are you?
Whoa, those are some heavy lyrics. Thank you for posting them.
Hello, Star. :)
goodness those lyrics! And I had a listen to the song, his voice gives them even more impact
every time i read this post, all i think of is drugs and alcohol. that's how it reads to me.
Anything I am thinking of typing to Mayo seems really trite and corny tonight.
It's weird.
One thing's for sure. This post is about bad times.
Anyway, off to bed now. Have fun everyone.
Goodnight.
Sweet dreams, MissT!
Star, I know what you mean. I feel the same way.
anon me too
misst goodnight and sweet dreams
and all I hope is that it's recalling a bad time he's come to terms with and moved on from
Anything I am thinking of typing to Mayo seems really trite and corny tonight.
It's weird.
It is, isn't it? I don't even know what to say.
i think "the body in the bed"
is a metaphor for a drug that mayo regrets taken.
Ergo, I got a question about a bug.
i agree 9:28 & 9:38.
slurry is a toxic mix.
I hadn't thought that anon
my thought was if it wasn't another person that it was himself, become a person he didn't recognise
smoke hit me with it and I'll try to help :)
He kind of looked like a type of moth or something. He looked like a piece of bark and his tale curved way up.
Mayo,
I know I have been away for awhile. Life throws a lot of curve balls these days, but I keep going, keep fighting.
Sounds like you have had a lot of that in your life as well. I thought about the last post, how you wanted to keep digging into the core, to tear out the demons, but wondering if the soul will remain.
That thorn bush in the core will continue to grow if you don't dig it up, burn it down. The vines will continue to engulf you inside until they break out and wrap around those around you, those that need you. Those that love you unconditionally.
Your soul will remain intact, Mayo. It's the darkness, the deepest core that you have to tear from you.
This post surprises me, I have to admit. For you to pour such strong and painful feelings here says a lot about how you feel about this place and the people here.
The question is, how long ago was this memory? I may matter, it may not. The good thing is you are addressing it.
I wrote a post on our blog some time ago about my past with alcohol. I was in my early twenties, and it started as a pain killer for my back. Then it became a solution for all my problems. I was good at hiding it too. Or so I thought.
You don't know J. very much, but I can tell you, she may be little, but she is stronger than most people think. She spent one horrible night screaming at me because I wanted to leave my apartment and get more to drink. I now know that if I had tried to really get out that door, she would have punched me out right there to stop me. She would have done anything to stop me.
You have no idea how grateful I am for her. She probably saved my life that night.
I thought about that when I read this post and the walking out the door to the street.
Mayo, I hope you have someone who loves you enough to punch you square in the face if it calls for it. That is meant literally and figurately, and with love.
Keep digging. You have to deal with EVERYTHING. Maybe when the landscaping is done, and all the windows are open, you will see that what is inside of you is beautiful, raw and special.
But you have to SEE it, and believe it.
Goodnight, and take care of yourself sweetheart.
L.
P.S. I would have punched you in the mouth.
SS,
Goodnight to you as well. Take care of yourself and those you love. You know the path.
Love. Hope. Faith.
L.
To the rest of my fellow bloggers,
Goodnight.
L.
We speak in different voices
When fighting with the ones we've loved
We speak in different voices
We say these things to know they're real.
We speak in different voices
When fighting with the ones we've loved
We speak in different voices
Why can't we say what we're thinking of
We speak in different voices
when fighting with the one's we've loved
We speak in different voices
We speak in different voices
To know why you're crying
Crying...
Hiya Lovelies!
RW are you still around? Yes, ringworm, and Brad is a 36 yr old man who should know better than to lie about an Undead Father.
-A is out of her jacket and feeling sorta better.
L so good of you to post that, it is the way so meany people feel ad you are so fortunate J was there to help you.
I hope Mayo has someone too
goodnight and sweet dreams
smoke - don't fret about your answers just give them in the order I ask
Did it have really distinct wings?
Did it's tail end in a set of pincers?
About how big was it?
Was it shaped like a shield?
Were it's legs out to the side or more under it's body?
hi again amy!
poor Brad, imagine the phone calls he'll get from family!
I don't know a damn thing to say to Mayo tonight, you guys.
Everything just sounds stupid, worn out, and cliche.
Did it have really distinct wings?
Kind of. They stayed spread out.
Did it's tail end in a set of pincers?
I didn't see any.
About how big was it?
About an inch to an inch and a half long and wide.
Was it shaped like a shield?
Ummmm, don't know.
Were it's legs out to the side or more under it's body?
Under, I think.
God, did I even see him at all? I'm not good with details! HAHAHA!
Hey Amy! Goodnight L!
if the wings were spread out it may have been a type of moth, other things that are similar are leafhoppers
if it's wings were transparent a cicada
like either of those?
if teh wings seemed to be sort of dusty it is probably a moth, they have wings covered in tiny scales
any of that help?
there are a few other things like thrips and such but I'd need a bit more detail
was it's "tail" like a long thin flament? one or two of them?
It wasn't either one of those. The tail was like part of his body but it curved upward at the end. And his whole body, wings included, looked like tree bark. He was a cute little thing.
I'll see if I can't find a pic tomorrow. ^_^
Thanks!
Damn, Warners has reduced the price on the limited edition TBPID boxed set to 44.99! No fair! I paid fifteen more dollars for mine.
I feel ripped off. :(
it may have been a type of stick/leaf insect
a really tiny one of this
you'll have to try and get a pic I ma intrigued! Nothing better than a research task!
Mayo,
I don't really know what to say to you. I don't. I can't say that I understand what happened or what went on in your head because I don't. That's the part that I don't get. I'll never understand it. I have more experience with standing on the sidelines and watching someone that I love dearly try their best to destroy everything good in their life. I can't sympathize with you, I can't even compare notes with you, but I can listen. That much I can do. We may just be names on a screen but you are my friend, Mayo. I hope you consider me the same. And that's what friends are for. I'm sure you have plenty of people in your real life to talk to. I hope you do. But, sometimes it's not that easy, is it? Well, just know that I'm here, Mayo. Okay?
Have a good night, dude.
Nope, that wasn't it either, Ergo! Hahaha! He was more greyish.
Goodnight BlogBelieve! Hope you all have a great night! Or day, or whatever it is! :)
Mayo,
I've been over and over this post, and each time it got a little bit harder to chew.
I've never been in that situation, but I've never been one to cast blame on anyone that has, and you are no exception. I hope you can do the same for yourself.
We fuck up, dude. That's just the way the ball bounces. We fuck up, we do a little self-loathing, sometimes a lot, we man the hell up and deal with it head on, no side roads, we talk about it, and we lay it to rest.
It may take us awhile to get to that final step, to finally let it go, but we have to. If we don't, it will eat us alive.
And never having been there in that room, next to that body, counting steps, trying to forget it all, I don't know exactly how much room I have to talk.
But, I have felt that alone. I know it like the back of my hand. I know what it's like to be surrounded by family, friends, aquaintances, and, at times, music and feel so completely lost.
It's the life I built for myself. It's the hand I was dealt.
Not for you, dude. You're holding Aces.
Though it sounds incredibly worn out, I do really hope you're okay. Whatever you're dealing with right now, I hope you find a suitable outlet to deal with it, fix it, and change it.
I hope you have someone there to walk with you, keep you level-headed, and hold the flashlight.
Night, dude.
really anon!
that sux so did I plus postage!
oh well win some /lose some
hey smoke it wasn't like this
scorpion fly?
SS,
You okay today? I hope so. I don't think I have to tell you but just to be sure, what I said to Mayo applies to you as well. You are my friend and I hope you consider me the same. I know you don't always feel like smiling either. Nobody does. You've always got friends here, dude. Always. You've got one right here. Know it and believe it, okay?
Hope you have a great night, SS.
Sweet dreams!
Oooh, he's pretty! But no, that wasn't him either! Hahaha!
Night, guys. Have a great evening and I'll talk to you all sometime tomorrow!
SS:
I hope you're okay. Not much for you tonight, but I do wish you a wonderful Thursday. One day closer to the weekend means one day closer to freedom!
Night!
sdock and mustard what you ended up saying sounds perfect
goodnight and sweet dreams smoke, mustard and sdock
Kind of in the same vein (and also because Brand New is rad like whoa) I will post one more song.
Me Vs. Maradona Vs. Elvis
With one or two I get used to the room
We go slow when we first make our moves
By five or six bring you out to the car
Number nine with my head on the bar
And it's sad, but true
Out of cash and I.O.U's
I've got desperate desires and unadmirable plans
My tongue will taste of gin and malicious intent
Bring you back to the bar
Get you out of the cold
A sober, straight face gets you out of your clothes
And they're scared that we know
All the crimes they'll commit
Who they'll kiss before they get home
I will lie awake
Lie for fun and fake the way I hold you
Let you fall for every empty word I say
Barely conscious in the door where you stand
Your eyes are fighting sleep while your mouth makes its demands
You laugh at every word trying hard to be cute
I almost feel sorry for what I'm going to do
And your hair smells of smoke
Who will cast the first stone?
You can sin or spend the night all alone
Brass buttons on your coat hold the cold
In the shape of a heart that they cut out of stone
You're using all your looks that you've thrown from the start
If you let me have my way I swear I'll tear you apart
Cause it's all you can be
You're a drunk and you're scared
It's ladies night, all the girls drink for free
I will lie awake
And lie for fun and fake the way I hold you
Let you fall for every empty word I say
I will lie awake
And lie for fun and fake the way I hold you
Let you fall for every empty word I say
I will lie awake
And lie for fun and fake the way I hold you
Let you fall for every empty word I say
but I just thought as it hasn't been billed yet perhaps it will be at the new price?
*fingers crossed*
Is a temperature of 38.4C (101.12F) considered a high fever? =]
You know, just outta general curiosity.
Is a temperature of 38.4C (101.12F) considered a high fever? =]
Anything over 102F should be medicated. At 103F you should probably call a doctor.
ph yes it would be a fever
you doing anything to bring it down , it should be 37C
RW,
it's true. on the website it still says 59.99$, but when you click to order it says it's on sale for 44.99$.
RW their site (which for some reason kills my computer) still says 59.99
Why is everyone so worried about what they say to Mayo?
anon I can't even get to click it! lol
well I hope the do the moral thing.
RW whatchoo get?
Mayo,
Well, you certainly know how to stroll down memory lane, don't you? Sometimes, it's not so pretty. And today, I must confess, you got me to thinking, just like you always do. See, unlike Mustard and Smoke, I have been there. Maybe I haven't taken the same path as you, but I'm pretty sure we've been down some of the same roads. Ya know?
And here's the part that always fucks with my head the most, I don't know why it is that I do some of the things I do. Self destruction? Attention seeking? Trying to fill an empty void? Selfishness? Experimentation? Who the fuck knows?
Oh, the morning after, it's easy to try and come up with all these reasons, these explanations, the twisted logic for the why. In my head, I can reason my way out of anything. And I can try my best to push it all away, until the next time.
I'm ashamed to say that I have stared at myself, face down in a little bitty mirror on my bathroom counter. It's funny. I don't recognize her. I can pretend, at that moment, that I don't know her. But when sunrise comes and I'm still awake and I stumble into the bathroom for another little pick me up, I catch a glimpse of myself and there she is. She is me and I can't outrun her. No matter how fast I go, there she is.
And I can blame it on 10,000 different things, but it all comes down to me. I did it. I made the choice and I wish I could tell you that I would be strong enough not to make that choice again, but I have never lied to you and I won't start now. It's been months since I have done anything like that, but.....well, you know. It's always there.
So Mayo, there's nothing that I can say to you tonight that you haven't already heard. Hell, you don't need me to tell you how fucked up it all is. I guess I just want you to know that I understand. Believe me, I get it.
This all sounds so fucking lame. I'm fucking lame. Nothing is coming out right and well, I hope you just know what it is that I'm trying to say here.
Feel me?
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. It can't rain all the time.
10:50 I suppose in the mood he may be in to post that they don't want to sound trite
PH,
RAWR! ♥s to you!
BlogBelieve,
Goodnight, you guys! Thanks for being the coolest friends evah!
Love ya'll!
SS,
Just wishing you a night full of smiles, laughter, family, friends, and sweet dreams.
Because....
Everyone needs good night's sleep and nothing wears you out like laughing your ass off.
Always,
S
RW,
i think it's probably not selling well. i think people are disappointed that it's not more like LOTMS. it's just the two concerts without a lot of the backstage stuff that people like.
my comment above should read..
I hope they do the moral thing, that is Warner.
it is unfair that it hasn't even been released yet and they alter the price.
Perhaps sales are slower than they expected
Oh RW a fine day shopping!
what a great find!!
RW, I'm feeling a little cold, but my temperature is up. Work was not enjoyable as I nearly fell off a ladder with dizziness.
Ergo, I wrapped myself up in a house-coat? =]
Anon, so I don't need to be medicated or anything? =]
And Sdock, LOTS of love to you! I've been lacking in the hugs department recently. =[
Hey gang, I just heard from Fimble.
She just woke up, arrived safely, is on an old phone but will have access to a computer tomorrow.'
Yay for Fimble!
RW,
Just wanted to let you know in case you haven't heard from her, Fimmy emailed and she arrived safe and sound. Our pink bubble of protoction worked!
Nite guys!
OMG! We posted that at the same meffin' time!
BlogBelieve is spooky like that.
Just statin' facts....
Send Fimble my love!!
RW, its not really that warm, probably 18C here today? Weather has been crappy the past week too.
Hi everyone
BC, I was just thinking about you!
Anon, so I don't need to be medicated or anything? =]
Nope, not for the fever, per se, but if you're experiencing any pain or chills associated with whatever is causing your fever, then go ahead and take ibuprofen (motrin, advil) or acetaminophen (tylenol) for those symptoms. :)
oh so happy fim is home safe!
send her my love!!
PH I would take a couple of paracetamol and get a cool cloth and put it on your forehead.
Remember if you feel cold it's because your body thinks it should be at a higher temperature so it interprets normal as cold. So don't overheat and try to drink plenty of water (not too cold though)
RW, my last day of classes is on Friday, but exams are next Tuesday and Wednesday.
It started with a cold a few days ago, turned into a fever this afternoon.
hello again BC
experiencing any pain or chills associated with whatever is causing your fever
Well thanks Dr. Anon! I'm definitely getting chills! I don't want to take any meds though.
Ergo, cloth is ready! =D
I'd wake my mom up and ask her, but she's got to get up early for work.
RW, I'll try to rest! =] I've been on the go what-with work and school and I started re-doing my bedroom last weekend. ^_^
SDock, that WAS spooky!
Night all.
Aww PH, I missed you. I hope you get better soon *hugs*
Hi Ergo, RW *big squeeze*
PH or you could try a cold and flu medication, it sounds like it could be developing into something, but if you try and rest, stay hydrated and treat the symptoms you should be ok in a few days.
Just make sure you see a doc quickly if it gets really bad, esp any rashes on your skin, that can be a sign of a bad infection
Night night jen
Well, I'm off to look at my popcorn-ceiling and dwell on useless thoughts and events.
Mayonaise; I'm still not worried. You're a big boy, you can take care of yourself, you don't need our hands to walk you through life, but we are here as your support! 'Live Strong!'
xoxo
- Paperheartxx<3
*hug*
PH or you could try a cold and flu medication, it sounds like it could be developing into something, but if you try and rest, stay hydrated and treat the symptoms you should be ok in a few days.
Just make sure you see a doc quickly if it gets really bad, esp any rashes on your skin, that can be a sign of a bad infection
Aww fuck! I can't rest with two exams coming up! =[ RAWR.
I'll let ya'll know how I feel tomorrow.
Thanks again for everything, and all the advice.
Very much appreciated.
<3
goodnight Jen sweet dreams
PH if it's bad wake your mum, it's their job lol
PH I'm sure you can study just no mountainclimbing or bungee jumping :)
sweet dreams, hope you feel better
Goodnight and sweet dreams PH. Get better soon
hello everyone.
paperheart, get some rest and take care of yourself! ♥
the weird thing about eating with headphones on is that it sounds super-loud, like b-movie giant loud.
i have starbucks espresso truffles.
*swoon*
Ergo, it's not too terrible, it's not like I'm about to die or anything. I'll get her to check me out in the morning. Or maybe I'll sleep in my mom's bed tonight. =D
Again, goodnight.
<3
PH :)
hi TJ!
starbucks make truffles???????
well, hello, resurrected wreck. :)
Meow?
-a
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