Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Slurry.

Let me tell you what it was like. Lying on a rack of a bed, the sweat from all of a sudden and a half minutes of sex still clinging to my naked body, I am no longer relieved. Instead, I am shaking (but it’s not cold). The blankets have fallen away and I don’t dare get up to retrieve them. I know that if I do I will not return to the bed. And it is all gone anyway, finished off an hour ago amidst impetuous greed and loud music. The others, the music, all of it was irrelevant to relentless want. The pattern repeated, ten minutes of synthetically induced exaltation followed by the entirety of my consciousness engulfed by its insufferable demands. Fake rapture.

And in that bed, everything I had poured down my throat to even me out is trying to make its way back up. Another reason to stay put, but I can’t sleep with my head twitching and an arm around my neck. So, I will pace. I sort of know the neighborhood, and because I do it will occur to me much later how fucking stupid I was. Not just because some desperate fuck could have put a gun to my head, or because it was way too much, or because I am not entirely familiar with the body in the bed, but because I will have to live with it.

Nevertheless, I am not thinking of that when I pull on my clothes and walk out the door. Swallowing hard and still grinding my teeth, my jaw is tired and my lips are chapped. My feet step ahead of me slightly, but I am keeping up. In order to slow my quick heart my breathing becomes forced, gasps long and slow. Think. Breathe. Walk. Walk. Walk. Think. Breathe. If I just keep walking it will go away, all of it…even the body in the bed.





p.s. yep that was the last and forgive me the past and present tension.

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farawaysoclose said...

there you go TJ you are ontop for a while now!!

right guys gotta go!

take care and have good nights sleep!

resurrected wreck said...

Have a good day, FASC :) Happy Father's Day to Mr Bloke!

toujours said...

i just read the last comments you guys made -- sorry i took the top spot you were aiming for! *oops*

i'm going to make my good nights to mayo, now.

talk to you later. :)

resurrected wreck said...

Bye for now, TJ :) Have a good day!

Anonymous said...

Happy Father's Day, Blogbelieve

For those, that have a father to spoil today, give him an extra hug. :)

toujours said...

mayo,

well, nothing like saying good night on a brand new page, huh? but go to bed, i must. can't sleep on your couch two nights in a row (though i thank you for the hospitality).

but it was a fun night last night, and a fun day, too. maybe i just need a blog overdose every once in awhile, just to keep me balanced. *grin*

although, maybe it wasn't so much fun for others -- i practically pic spammed your blog today! *facepalm*

i get like that sometimes, especially when i have a friend over for a visit for the first time. i can't even help myself -- i drag out everything. every drawing i've made recently, every half-finished project, every new bauble...

look! look! look!

i'm half-ashamed as i do it, but it's as if i can't stop until they've seen all my stuff, until they've seen me.

it's like i'm still a little kid. it's like, as much as i am content with myself, and as much as i am proud of my individuality, i'm still reaching for acknowledgement.

so today i made your blog a show & tell. sorry. didn't mean to!



i'd better skedaddle before i think of something else to post a link to...


mayo, rest easy. everything will work out. just trust yourself.

sweet dreams to you.

resurrected wreck said...

Thank you, anon, that was lovely :)

I'll have to send my dad hugs via the telephone, as we live in different parts of the country.

resurrected wreck said...

Going to email him right, now, actually...

resurrected wreck said...

Time for me to go to bed.

Goodnight :)

Anonymous said...

RW chicken curry was fantastic and loved by all! Will def. make it again
It's work with lamb too, and even maybe beef.
Plus I'd like to try it with a bit of tomato in it.
Thanks for sharing :)
Thought I'd let you know as you look like you're still here

hi Fasc!

goodnight TJ sweet dreams

resurrected wreck said...

Excellent, EP! :D Tomato would be great in it, I shall have to try that!

resurrected wreck said...

Try the beef stroganoff sometime, EP, it's another good one!

And now, for bed... goodnight :)

farawaysoclose said...

just a quick pop in again!!

as its fathers day i thought i'd post this. it is such a beautiful song with beautiful lyrics.

this is for everyone but especially for OPL and OPJ as i know they'll appreciate it the most!!

computer is being turned off now so i am not tempted to pop back in!!

farawaysoclose said...

god that just made me well up!

shit i am still here!

wanted to explain that the song is about bono's relationship with his father. this was written while his father was dying of cancer. it was about bono trying to be accepted by his father, trying to be let in, so to speak, to help him.

bono's mum died when he was 14 yrs old and he grew up with his dad and his older brother who was quite a bit older. a very tough, male environment, i think quite a brutal (emotionally anyway) environment. i love the line in it a house still doesn't make a home

right here are the lyrics cos they are just so special, to me anyway.

oh and the video is shot in dublin and the scenes where bono is in a bedroon is actually bono's old bedroom where he grew up. obviously owned by some one else now. i thought that was cool.

Sometimes You Can't Make it On Your Own

Tough, you think you’ve got the stuff
You’re telling me and anyone
You’re hard enough

You don’t have to put up a fight
You don’t have to always be right
Let me take some of the punches
For you tonight

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don’t have to go it alone

And it’s you when I look in the mirror
And it’s you when I don’t pick up the phone
Sometimes you can’t make it on your own

We fight all the time
You and I… that’s alright
We’re the same soul
I don’t need… I don’t need to hear you say
That if we weren’t so alike
You’d like me a whole lot more

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don’t have to go it alone

And it’s you when I look in the mirror
And it’s you when I don’t pick up the phone
Sometimes you can’t make it on your own

I know that we don’t talk
I’m sick of it all
Can - you - hear - me – when – I -
Sing, you’re the reason I sing
You’re the reason why the opera is in me…

Where are we now?
I’ve got to let you know
A house still doesn’t make a home
Don’t leave me here alone...

And it’s you when I look in the mirror
And it’s you that makes it hard to let go
Sometimes you can’t make it on your own
Sometimes you can’t make it
The best you can do is to fake it
Sometimes you can’t make it on your own

Anon616 said...

Good *insert time of day here* Mayo, SS, RW, Ergo, TJ, FASC, Possum, Kass, PJ, everyone I missed last night, anons and lurkers, watchers, blokes and sheilas of blogbelieve!

HAPPY FATHER’S DAY everyone!!!!! For those of you lucky/blessed enough to still have your dads (biological or/and otherwise) here, on this earth - near or far, don’t forget to give them a big hug (or at least a phone call) and tell them how much they mean to you!

How are you all today? Happy and well, I hope!

Anon @ 2:52 pm, June 14th: Thank you for your beautiful words.

“Before we drove off, I saw Timothy go inside and return a few minutes later with a cup of coffee in one hand and a can of dog food in the other. His act of kindness and generosity probably not only saved the life of the dog that night, but also of her puppies.”

Thank you for sharing your story with us . I think you are correct. I don’t think there is a more beautiful and humbling experience in the world than to witness an act of kindness - an act of generosity - being paid forward. No matter how small or insignificant we think the act is, the ripple effect can spread far and wide.
Thank you!

Elena: I’m happy to hear the garage sale was a success (except for the plastic pumpkins)! Poor you, having to deal with (psycho)circus environment of a garage sale the day after a root canal! I think you deserve at least 90 percent of that money! You DID do all the work. I suppose your daughter sees things differently though. Of course! ;)

Ergo: I’m sorry to hear about your tooth. It seems to be the month for dental problems. My toothache has returned as well. I think I’ll be visiting my dentist this week too. Oh, JOY! I hope the tooth pain didn’t interfere with your Sunday fun!
*big achy smoooooooooooooooch*

J: I’m so sorry to hear that L is still is so much pain. I hope her doctor can find the right combination of meds for her soon. Don’t forgot to take care of yourself while worrying about her! Forgetting to take care of yourself can be such an easy thing to do….
Love to the both of you!!!

Mel: I’m so sorry to read that you have decided to leave. I shall miss you! We had fun with the cheese whiz and zooming around the castle, didn’t we!? I shall keep the ‘cycle gassed up incase you decide to return!

In honor of fathers' day and my dad:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
A Most Beautiful Man
by: me

I remember his eyes.
They were a pale baby blue
And in them shone love
And gentleness too.

His smile, like his laughter
So honest and pure
Reflected the heart of a man
I will always adore.

I remember his hands,
So big they dwarfed mine;
And the moment I held them
For the very last time.

All that he taught me
Including patience and love;
He taught by example
With a grace from above.

I remember my father,
My daddy, my light
His faith, strength and wisdom
Will always shine bright.

How I wish to look into those eyes once more.
See the smile, hear the laughter and hold the hand,
Of my daddy, my hero;
A most beautiful man.

(c) 2007 Wendy/WMZ (me)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Cherish every moment you are given.....

Have a beautiful day everyone!

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

ergoproxy said...

what a wonderful poem wendy and hope your tooth is better soon,mine at least doesn't hurt, but it's very annoying

my best wishes to all celebrating father's day today

Mayo so how are you? anything new? Winter is arriving with a vengeance here, some areas are predicting frosts so I guess we'll be getting some soon. The beautiful clear skies don't really keep much heat in. I suppose you are getting hotteer though, isn't it human nature to want what you don't have! I'd love a warm day right about now.
I don't know if you have a father, father in law, grandfather or father figure, or indeed if you are a father to a child or child substitute, but I suppose you fit into at least one category. hope you enjoy the day and best wishes to any fathers you feel close to.
Wishing you good memories, pleasant days, warm nights and great friends, much love EP xx

SS as for mayo I know there is a category in which you will fit for father's day, and whether it is in reality or memory I hope it's a day filled with love. Sending you happiness, health and something to stop that jumping! lotsa love EP xx
goodnight blogbelieve

♥xx♥

Anon616 said...

Hi Ergo and thank you so much for the compliment! I hope your curry turned out delicious!

I found something(s) via youtube to cheer me up a bit. I thought you and some other blogbelievers might enjoy these as well.

From Download Festival 2008
Donnington Park

NME interview with KISS

NME interview with KILL HANNAH

NME interview with HIM

They're all so funny!!!! Great interviews, methinks.
Yes, those did cheer me up quite a bit!!!

Okay, I'm off to get a couple of hours sleep....I hope.

Goodnight all!

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

Good Morning, to you! I hope you are feeling fine and dandy this beautiful Sunday. I'm awake and stirring. My belly is growling but I can't decide on breakfast. My options are limited because once again, I find myself almost out of groceries. Funny how that happens almost weekly. Oh well, oh well, oh well....I do have a fresh blackberry cobbler in the oven. Yum! Yum!

I'll have to make the run to Wal-Mart eventually today. Must find something at least relatively super duper for my daddy for Father's Day. But like Smoke said last night, what do you get the simplest man in the whole world? My daddy makes any present seem completely lame because he knows and I know that he will never wear it or use it. It's a weird day for me, Mayo. I'm so beyond grateful that my daddy is still here. So many women my age aren't as lucky as I am. I still have both my parents. But I can't sit here and pretend that the relationship has been a smooth one. Some of the things he has said to me or looks he has given me still haunt me. It's kind of messed with my head for life in a not so good way, but now, he treats me more like his baby than he ever has in my whole life. Seriously. He was harder on me at 13 than at 33. I don't get it.

Maybe it just took him another 20 years to finally "get it."

Is that what we all need? Another 20 years to get it?

Fuck, I hope not.

And I know that when I hug him today, if I get to see him, I will still be that little girl seeking daddy's love, validation, and approval. Some things never change no matter how old you get.

Have a great day, Mayo. May your day be filled with enough warmth and sunshine, love and laughter, to fill your heart to the point of bursting.

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. You live in illusion and the appearance of things. There is a reality, but you do not know this. When you understand this, you will see that you are nothing. And being nothing, you are everything. That is all. Kalu Rinpoche

How's that for enlightenment and deep thinking on a Sunday?

Pickled Possum said...

To all Fathers of Blogbelieve:

Happy Father's Day!

May your lovingly prepared eggs be not so raw on your rather burnt toast this morning!

And may the young smiles that come with them, remind you how special a childs love for their father is...
and what a Father will do for their child =)

Munch and smile, munch and smile!

Pleasant Sundays to all =)

Smoke said...

Morning BlogBelieve!

For all the Fathers out there:

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!!

Right now, I'm thinking of the first time that my daddy took Solly and I to see Def Leppard. Bwahahaha. He pulled out his pocketknife (nice security, eh?) and shredded his hankerchief to stuff in his ears. I've never been so embarrassed in all my life. Gotta love him.

Have a great day everyone!

XOXO

Anonymous said...

I posted this wayyyyyy back at the beginning of the blog, but I'm posting it again. ^_^

This is my Dad singing Boulevard of Broken Dreams.

Happy Father's day to all of you. I'm sorry if this is a hard day for any of you; I can't imagine the loss. But your Da will always look out for you still, because that's what Dads do.

Today I'm going to my cousin's barbecue, as it is his first father's day as a father, and it's all he's ever wanted out of life. :)

Smoke said...

SOLLY! CALL ME!

Anonymous said...

My father shot blew his head of with a shotgun the day after my fourteenth birthday. He was a drunk and an alcoholic and never much of a father to me.

This year I'm doing the John Cusack thing from Grosse Pointe Blank for Father's Day. A fifth of scotch I think. He always liked scotch.

toujours said...

good morning everyone.

anon, for some of us, today is just a day to get through.

*raises a glass*

here's to seeing you on the other side of it.

Anonymous said...

Amyranth serously at MCRUMOURcontrol talking about how the OPS have a "special connection" with SS.

I hope no one else feels left out!!

Anonymous said...

People here should show more sensitivity when wishing happy father's day, and talking about certain subjects that are distressful to others.

Anonymous said...

I never knew that the OPS had a special connection with SS. Their special connection now made it over to MCR rumor control?

Anonymous said...

People here should show more sensitivity when wishing happy father's day, and talking about certain subjects that are distressful to others.

toujours said...

11:35, it's all right. i know i can't speak for everyone, but i feel fairly confident that those of us who might find today a bit rough know that the others aren't being insensitive or malicious. it's perfectly all right.

thanks for being concerned, that's very kindly done. :)

Anonymous said...

anon,

what's the link to MCR rumor control

Anonymous said...

anonymous
I am sorry for your distress but I am sure the people here are not trying to be insensitive to anyones feelings. They are showing love and affection for their fathers and sharing that with the other people.

Anonymous said...

blog

Anonymous said...

has

Anonymous said...

gone

Anonymous said...

to

Anonymous said...

hell

Anonymous said...

in

Anonymous said...

a

toujours said...

disneyland?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Anonymous said...

People here should show more sensitivity when wishing happy father's day, and talking about certain subjects that are distressful to others.

June 15, 2008 11:42 AM


I am sorry to the person who lost their father. That is a terrible thing to happen to you.


But anon that wrote the comment that I c&p how are the people here to know that about that person.

Yes not everyone has a good relationship with their parents. My mom was far from being the world's greatest mom. But I am not going to try and make people who do have good parents and relationships with theirs feel bad.

Doing that isn't going to make your bad relationship with your parents go away.

Anonymous said...

motherfucking

Anonymous said...

mcr rumor control

Anonymous said...

handbasket

Anonymous said...

Pish posh.

Is anyone still about?

toujours said...

lol, thanks for the link, anon. that was a pretty fun read! it's always nice to finally get the recognition i deserve for being crazy. it's about time people came over to my way of thinking about it.

:)


hi martha!

toujours said...

yo, kapunua, howdy. :)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello tj and kapu

I am off I am watching DR who

later

Anonymous said...

Good afternoon, Everyone, and as always, Mayo and SS included. :)


For those of you who have lost your fathers, I am so, so sorry. I know today, of all the days, is probably one of the most painful, and I hate that for you. I really do. Like I said yesterday, I hope today will provide some sort of memory, and at the risk of sounding cliche again, I hope you will find some sort of silver lining.

For those of you whom that didn't speak to, I hope your day is filled with making even more memories with your dad. So, a very Happy Father's Day to to them.

I'll be around today. Must go grab some lunch right now. And just an overall apology for not being here as much. I do have my reasons, and I'm just really sorry.

See you guys later. :)

Anonymous said...

Hey you guys!

Here I was hoping to chat and whatnot, but I have to go out and buy a card (and maybe some groceries to make my special delish salad) real quick.

But before I went I wanted to tell you guys that, remember my teeny baby "sparrow" from the other day? Well he popped his feathers today and magically turned into an oriole. O_o He is so beautiful.

Okay, gotta run, be back later!

Mayo, meet me yesterday afternoon around 12:30.

Anonymous said...

Which is ridiculous because I have already forgotten what I was babbling about at that time. WTF is wrong with me?

Anonymous said...

Oh shoots, I remember. Circumspectacular. DUH! Okay, really going now.

Anonymous said...

WTF is wrong with me?

That's a loaded question...^_^

Martha Smith-Jones said...

And before I have an anon come screaming in calling me stupid for my 11:51 comment. I have lost many loved ones and I still wouldn't try and make others feel bad for celebrating father's day.

Original Punk J said...

Well, THAT was an interesting read...you know, people keep calling me and L (and Elena and TJ too) delusional. I wish I was b/c then I'd be on some really good drugs!

Whatever. Whatever, whatever. I'm not getting into it with anyone, so don't even try.

Thank you Amy for your defense of us and the whole blog, for that matter. You tried, and that's cool.

It's Father's Day, and to those of you lucky enough still to have your dads with you, have a great day. Make it really special, b/c you never know when you won't have the chance anymore.

For those of us who don't, let's remember our dads in their better moments, as best we can. That may be hard for some, but do what you can. They're still with us, every day.

Now I'm off to my mom's. No confrontational talks today. Just...quiet.

See you all later, I hope--except for the Vultures, of course. Enjoy your day.

J

elena said...

Hello all

Well I just wanted to wish everyone a Happy Father's Day. I will be remembering my Dad today, as I do everyday, with lots of wonderful memories.

It's getting ready to storm here and it looks really bad. The temp just dropped about 10 degrees so I'm thinking some hail is on the way. Oh joy.

My oldest has invited us all over to her new apartment for lunch. She's making something special for her dad. *whispers* she burns toast.

I think it's so sweet she's trying to do this for him.

Take care, people. Much love to all!

Anonymous said...

OPS, I want to hear more about your special connection with SS. I didn't know you had one.

Anonymous said...

As soon as people start talking about a special connection they have with a rock star.... or someone they think is a rock star, it's scary. It's just weird.

I wonder if SS knows that some people here are obsessed with Frank Iero and they don't have anything else in their life to cling to. I hope he realizes it's wrong to lead them on when they already think they have a "SPECIAL CONNECTION" that has made it as far as MCRUMOURCONTROL.

BUT.....I also hope that doesn't stop SS himself from coming here to talk to people who think of him as plain old "SS" and don't think they have a "special connection" and are going to do all those nasty things with him. It's not fair to the rest of us that the ones with a "special connection" who had a fit off their rocker when he didn't talk to them once (they thought J was his angel and they chewed him a new one)..... would chase away someone that the rest of the blog..... really admires.

Bellatrix said...

Well,hello Mayo,SS and Lovelies.

First of all,HAPPY FATHER’S DAY TO ALL THE FATHERS OF BLOGBELIEVE!(even if we celebrate in March...)


Toujours,J,Elena,Anon @10.45 and anyone else who has lost their fathers,I’m so sorry.I know what it feels like to lose a member of your family,somebody so important in your life.I’m thinking about you all.


Anon @11.35,I can understand your reaction,but trust me when I say nobody here would cause any distress on purpose.


Kapu,I’ve told you this before:I love that clip!


SS,thanks for stopping by and for sharing your beautiful story, my friend.


So we’re a bunch of delusional middle-aged women,uhm?
Oh well,nothing new,I see.




Right,right,I’ve got to go back to my law books now.
It was a pleasant break.
Hope to see you later
Love you all!
*HUGS & KISSES*

elena said...

Well isn't it nice that people in other places talk about me.

Okay first off Elena was my great-grandma's name. So really it pisses me off having some idiot laugh about my name on this blog.

As for the rest they said about me...

Well kids here's a new flash..someday you'll be older and just maybe you'll get tried of trying to conform to what others think you should look like. Shit, I really like how young kids so on and on about being yourself and not conforming but hey I guess that doesn't apply to people over 40. They are saying that there is something wrong with me dressing and having my hair like I like it. Yeah, whatever. I just wish the person who said that about me would look at themselves and ask "Do I really have the right to judge someone else?".

Oh and as for my kids not listening to me... Nope they don't and that fact doesn't surprise me at all.

I just wish people would realize that every person in this world is different. Expecting them to fit some mold is so wrong.

Anonymous said...

Thank you Bella!

Oh my gosh. Err, my cousin just called. Apparently our Gran is at her house, umm, surprise! She walked there. Not a long walk by any means but, well I guess it's making me nervous because it's not clear why she went there, even to her I guess. So, she's 89 and her memory even for big things is pretty mcuh gone (I think, I'm pretty sure, she has dementia.) So now I feel like she's starting to wander and that doesn't strike me as something that bodes well.

Anonymous said...

Hey Elena, I agree: do what makes you jappy at any age. I will probably be 40 and having my hair all kinds of colors and dressing how I like too!

toujours said...

oh, that's scary, kapunua. it's good though that it seems you have a lot of family close by.

well, i've done my internet chores for the day and now i need to clear off and free up the phone line for anyone trying to call my stepdad today. :)

i'll be back tonight, natch.


to those celebrating: have a good one!
to those remembering: *hugs*
to those enduring: at least it's well on it's way to being over!

bye, blogbelieve.

bye, mayo-sama. :)

toujours said...

the bit about your grandma is the scary thing, i mean, not the bit about your hair when you're forty!

*eyeroll at self*

*grin*





*waves, blows kisses, toddles off*

Anonymous said...

Haha, I gotcha TJ. She just came back. She's been acting really odd lately and asking strange questions, not just memory, but logic questions. So I get worried sometimes.

Well, I'm off to my cousins'. See you guys later!

Anonymous said...

The tech changed it from the Mindeless Self Indulgence Tour to The Birthday Massacre US Tour '08.

What I'm really curious about is, how did he, or anyone in their crew get wind of all the fans getting mad about the monkey so fast.

He's calling it a birthday massacre so I'm figuring he got in trouble.

It's just wierd for something like this, fans getting angry, to get heard.

Anonymous said...

Because people who know them lurk here.

Anonymous said...

Well, then, hi! Your band sucks!


Or did we find the tech that is playing Mayo here?

Anonymous said...

or because mayo is gerard

Anonymous said...

or because SS is frank

MissTottenham said...

So, me and my sis accompanied a coach load of foreign students to Alton Towers on Saturday.

It was fantastic, the weather was lovely, warm but not too warm and we only had one shower that we managed to miss cos we were on an indoors ride at the time. Charlie and the chocolate factory ride if you must know. Yeah yeah, I know it's a kids ride but we couldn't resist.

In fact, we decided to have a kiddie day. We went on a load of chab rides. We rode the tractors and this little boat ride where there were some buttons on the panel in front of you. the buttons made different animal noises and you had to press them when you spotted the matching animal. As you can imagine, as adults, we abused this and just pressed them willy nilly and constantly. Oh well.

We did go on all of the big rides too, except for Rita as the queue was too long. I wasn't bothered about missing out on that one as the last time we went on it, it went so fast I couldn't breathe right for an hour afterwards.

Me and my sis are not really screamers on the big rides. I tend to go "whee" when they set off then just enjoy the ride. Which is why it was damn funny that a bit of water had us squealing like a fishwife.

We decided to go on the grand canyon which is one of those rides where you ride the big ring over the water and get splashed from all sides. You should have heard us scream like the girlies that we are. We had to laugh at ourselves as we realised how ridiculous we were being. A bit of water and we go loopy.

Anyway, I am so tired and my arse is gonna hurt like hell tomorrow. Whenever I do a lot of walking, my legs or feet never get tired but a couple of days later my arse aches like mad. I send people loopy walking going "my arse, my arse" all the time. I'm such a moaner.

Well, I am so envious of you people who are enjoying fathers day with relatives. As you know, this is not a fun time for me. I hope all you who do have fathers have a great day. As for the rest of you, my heart goes out to you as I know from the depths of my soul just what you are missing out on ,as I too am suffering.

MissTottenham said...

Hello to everyone and I hope you are all well and happy today.

Anonymous said...

anonymous said...

The tech changed it from the Mindeless Self Indulgence Tour to The Birthday Massacre US Tour '08.

He's calling it a birthday massacre so I'm figuring he got in trouble.




Then you are figuring wrong. The Birthday Massacre is the name of the band. Get your facts right.

Anonymous said...

Mayo has E.D.

Anonymous said...

If SS is Frank, how the hell would that get back to the MSI crew?

Gerard, too. Like he would care about angering his fans?
Especially when it was a monkey that he got for his wife, and not say, everything he has donw the past year.

Anonymous said...

Done*

MissTottenham said...

Goodnight.

Anonymous said...

MissT,

You made me laugh so hard. You are crazy-brains, and it's so awesome to hear that you two had a fantastic time! Sorry about you arse. ;)

And though you're already gone, I'm sorry that you're hurting, and I hope, with time, that hurt begins to lessen and turn into something different, something less painful. See you later.

Anonymous said...

Dove Dark Chocolate (DDC)

Ahhh to hell with the negative people i say!!

If you want to believe, believe! If you want to NOT believe, not believe!

If you want to make friends online.. do so. If you want to hassle people... do it in person if you have the guts, if not... let it go, OK?

Nothing wrong with making great friends thru all different kinds of medium. Didnt anyone ever send for a penpale thru the PBS show "The Big Blue Marble" I think that was it anyway?!?!

It is a place to share, be heard, get others opinions and unwind after a long day or night.

Having said all that... buzz off you negative ranters and if you think people are crazy, who made you the label police anyway?!?

Going to enjoy some DDC and maybe a Heath bar too. :-P

Anonymous said...

Could this day be going any slower? Damn, dudes.

I'll be hangin' for a few.

sally said...

*sighs*

sally said...

Hi Mustard! Hope you have been well.

Gotta go.

Anonymous said...

I knew mel anon would be back under a different name.

sdock10 said...

Mustard, KD, Anon(s),

Wassup?

I'm swiffereing my kitchen floor and listening to some Def Leppard.

Because you know....everyone needs a clean floor and a little more Def Lepp in their life.

Anonymous said...

Damn it, now I have to go.

I'll be back in a few!


Hi and Bye Sdock and KD! Great to see you both!

Anonymous said...

4:58 you fool

sdock10 said...

Really people, Def Leppard is the answer....I swear.

Sonofabitch, it's hot and muggy here today. And raining. I love the rain though.

Oh and the headache that I'm fighting is kicking my ever loving ass right now.

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

What's your fave Def Leppard song? Are you a Pyromaniac? Do you suffer from Hysteria? Or do you speak in Slang? I am X-ing right now.

Yeah, I have to admit Pyromania is tough to beat. It's a classic, but I guess if I had to choose my favorite song, it would be Hysteria.

But if you've never listened to "Slang", oooh, you're missing out.

"Blood Runs Cold", Dude...just putting that out there.

Smoke said...

Fa-fa-fa-foolin'


fa-fa-fa-foolin'


Jr just won his 1st race in 76 races. Yay.

sdock10 said...

Yayness for Jr! Yayness for Def Leppard! Yayness for Mayo! Yayness for BlogBelieve!

Yayness for Excedrin Migraine! Yayness for Smoothies! Yayness for the rain! Yayness for Swiffers!

sdock10 said...

OH MY FUCKING GOD!

Smoooooooooke!

Raconteurs! TABERNACLE!

Smoke said...

Yayness for Tony beating Jimmie Johnson and Jeff Gordon! Yayness for the tacos that I'm gonna make later! Yayness for Mama's awesome blueberry pie!

Boo for my daddy not being home when I went to see him. >_<

He's a ramblin' man though. Why would I expect any different?

Smoke said...

Wait, what did you say?

Smoke said...

The Raconteurs? Atlanta? The Tabernacle?

Ummm, yes please. ^_^

sdock10 said...

Yes, yes, yes!

We are fucking going to see Jack White!

sdock10 said...

I just ordered 2 tickets!

Fuck yes!

October 1, 2008!

That will be an early bday pressie for me!!

sdock10 said...

WTF? What is wrong with your telephone?

resurrected wreck said...

*pokes Solly & S&V with a stick*

Hi :)

Anonymous said...

DDC - Dove Dark Chocolate

Bringin' On The Heartache

Oh I'm sorry but it's true
You're bringin' on the heartbreak
Takin' all the best of me
Oh can't you see?
You got the best of me
Whoah can't you see?

You're bringin' on the heartbreak
Bringin' on the heartache
You're bringin' on the heartbreak
Bringin' on the heartache
Can't you see?

sdock10 said...

RW,

How are you? I am super duper beyond sexcited because I am going to get the opportunity to drink Jack White's sweat and bask in his awesomeness!!

This almost makes my headache go away....almost.

And I owe it all to Def Leppard! Had I not been searching the ticketmaster website for DL tix then I would not have punched in Raconteurs and saw the Tabernacle parking passes and what not!

It's funny as fuck how things work out sometimes.

Smoke said...

Hi RW!

SOLLY! I ♥ you! Dude said I couldn't go. I said, "Bwahahahaha! You're funny!"

Gotta go to town. Be back in a bit. ^_^

ergoproxy said...

hi everyone

good morning smoke sdock K mustard elena katherine, DDc not sure who else is about


whoever DDC is I agree, I would like to know who ordained these people

and I love Def Leppard, great music for the gym!

sdock10 said...

Nice, DDC!

One of the oldies but goodies!

I shall speak in nothing exclamation points in honor of FASC!!

Happy Father's Day Mr. Bloke!

oh
&

Happy Bday and Father's Day to Mr. Jackass!

resurrected wreck said...

Awesome, Solly! :D I hope you and S&V have a great time!

I am still waiting for a good concert to come to Toronto this year. Nothing yet :/

sdock10 said...

Hi Ergo!

Anytime I think of Def Lepp, I think of you because I know you like them too! How are you today?



Smoke,

That's alls you can say....that's it! We are going to see The Raconteurs and you can remain this calm????? Are you serious? This is huge...this is bigger than huge...this is GINORMOUS!

Anonymous said...

DDC - Dove Dark Chocolate

Love Bites

Love bites, love bleeds
It's bringin' me to my knees
Love lives, love dies
It's no surprise
Love begs, love pleads
It's what I need

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, EP :D

ergoproxy said...

hi RW

sdock how cool for you!

perhaps you could collect his sweat and wear Eau de Jack White?

resurrected wreck said...

Anyway, off grocery shopping.

Have a good day, everyone :)

sdock10 said...

Wow, October 1st is like a long time away, but at least it won't be like suffocating hot when I go and stand in line all day long to be up at the front so I can catch the sweat on my tongue or in my pores. I just know that when I do that I will become at least half as fucking awesome as Jack White. Right?

Yes, I am insane.

No...seriously, I've never been tested, but I think I might be.

Nobody should ♥ music this much.

Anonymous said...

DDC

Saw them in concert way way way back when.

When you could be in the lawn and catch a contact buzz, no problem.

Rock back with your fav buds and sing, dance, kiss a stranger. ;-), and use a lighter yeah... way before cell phones.

Oh, look what you've done to this rock 'n' roll clown
Oh Oh, look what you've done

Photograph - I don't want your
Photograph - I don't need your
Photograph - All I've got is a photograph
But it's not enough

Anonymous said...

DDC

I wanna touch you.. yeahh!!! Your photograph... photograph...... photograph...

sdock10 said...

RW,

Have fun! Bye me sumfin!



Ergo,

That's a pretty good idea. I should definitely try and keep some for later. Because I bet it's so powerful, that it only takes a teeny tiny drop to have his super powers.


DDC,

Another goodie, but I'm a "Hysteria" girl myself. Plus they have some ass kicking rock songs and I ain't just talking about Rock of Ages and Pour Some Sugar On Me. I ♥ them like so much. I have been to see them 3 times.

ergoproxy said...

Oh DDC love Love Bites, also Pour Some Sugar and Photograph

I'm good thanks sdock but cold it was 7 C (44F) here last night and is only 10 (50) now, and I live in the tropics apparently!

RW that curry was so nice I kept the leftovers for my lunch rather than let hubby have it for work

sdock10 said...

Ergo,

I keep forgetting that you are completely backwards and upside down from me. It's too weird to wrap my mind around. I didn't even know it got that cold in Australia. Seriously. Which I guess, that's pretty much like how we get here. We think 50 degrees is damn near unbearable.

sdock10 said...

Guys,

I'll be back in a bit. Until then, keep singing Def Leppard!

It will make your life that much better...I guaranfuckingtee it!

Anonymous said...

DDC
sdock, ergo

Have you checked out the DVD about how they got started? Pretty cool.

Hysteria - The Def Leppard Story

Editorial Reviews

Product Description
The true story of one of the most successful pop-metal bands of the 80s. All born in England, the group first found success at home and then, with the help of producer Mutt Lange, they began to top the US charts. Although problems with drug and alcohol addiction took their toll, it was not until a car accident took the arm of the group's drummer that the party came to a halt. Faced with the potential death of the group and pressure to find a new drummer, the group banded together and encouraged their mate to learn how to play with one arm and re-join Def Leppard. They went on to sell over 14 million albums during their next tour

Mayo.. tell us what is your fav Def Leppard track?!? Curious minds want to know.

Amyranth said...

Anonymous said...

yes toujours, but imagine naming 10 different hues of white

Had to take this challenge~

Eggshell, Cloud, Snow, Frost, Ice, Cotton, Pearl, Bone, Tooth, Chalk.

But past that, I'm completely stumped, and even pearl is a little iffy.

-A

Anonymous said...

DDC

North American Tour dates....

Detroit Michigan with Styx and REO, no fucking way!!

Anonymous said...

DDC

Shit... rescheduled for April 18th, what kind of shit is that. Reschedule earlier?!?

Damn.... missed it!

ergoproxy said...

hi amy!


sdock it'll get colder too, lowest I've experienced here is -7 (19)
fortunately it's only ever middle of winter and we rarely have wind.
Further north and the coast don't get as low but Cupcake will be freezing! She's way further south than me, like next stop antarctica south

Anonymous said...

DDC

Duhhhhhh.... was on the 18th now in August... wow I had a brain cramp there for a moment. Ooops...

Anonymous said...

DDC

Can't


Sit


Here


Any


Longer.....

I have to sing and dance to what.......

You guessed it.. Def Leppard!!!

You got the peaches i got the cream...

byeeeee.........

Amyranth said...

Hiya Ergo!

We get to about -30 here in Alberta for cold, but right now it's +16 and I'm seriously considering an icecream run.

-A

Amyranth said...
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Amyranth said...

Posting once is informative, posting twice is bragging :P

-A

ergoproxy said...

oh amy ! ice cream! brrrrr
I am not used to the cold yet, it'll take me a bit to adjust again, though I do like it though as I can wear my nice jackets and boots without broiling

anyhoo I'm off to the gym so back in a while!

enjoy the dancing DDC. think I'll work out to DL today too!

Anonymous said...

Is DDC mel anon? They write the same? ANd DDC seemed to know who Mel anon was which if they were new they wouldn't know.

Smoke said...

I have three woodpeckers in my front yard. OMG. They are soo effin' pretty. ^_^

sdock10 said...

Smoke,

Take pics! We wanna see!

Smoke said...

I can't! They keep flying off. They are huge! :)

Anonymous said...

I still want to know about the special connection that the OPS have with SS, that made it over to MCrumour control.

Amyranth said...

Anon, that's up to them to explain to you, and at their discretion.

-A

Anonymous said...

Back!

Raconteurs for the mothereffin' WIN!

Hey everybody!

Smoke said...

Mustard!

Amy!

I gots a funny pic to show ya'll. Hold on.

Amyranth said...

Hallo Mustard, Smoke and Solly!

I need more cookies, BRB.

-A

sdock10 said...

Hey Amy, Mustard, Smoke!


Mustard, wanna go wit us?

Come on? You ain't that far from Hotlanta, are you?

Smoke said...

Solly and I saw this car today at Wal-Mart. It used to be the Pillsbury car. O_o


Jolly Rancher anyone?

I'm thinking of puttin' these 24's on the Smokemobile

Anonymous said...

Amyranth said...

Anon, that's up to them to explain to you, and at their discretion.

-A

June 15,



But you were the one who put it over at MCRC.

Smoke said...

:(

Well, damn.

sdock10 said...

Smoke,

Are you sure it used to be the Pilsbury car? Are you sure this isn't just a diff car? WOW!

Anonymous said...

Man, I dig them wheels, and if I leaves now, maybe I can steals 'em from Wally World!

sdock10 said...

Smoke,

Everybuddy left us. Bwahahah!

I still ♥ you.

sdock10 said...

Anon,

We also have a Skittles car around here too. Maybe I can get the Skittles car and you can get the Jolly Rancher one and we can race!

Amyranth said...

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Amyranth said...

Anon, that's up to them to explain to you, and at their discretion.

-A

June 15,



But you were the one who put it over at MCRC.

Indeed I was. However, it's not up to me to reveal everything about everyone now, is it?

-A

Anonymous said...

I see Amyranth doesn't deny that the OPS think they have a special connection with SS.

Smoke said...

I don't know, the Pillsbury car was a Caprice, too, I think. Isn't that a Caprice?

The Orbit car was a older model. It's orange. ^_^

Anonymous said...

Indeed I was. However, it's not up to me to reveal everything about everyone now, is it?

-A





Is it that secret thing they were talking about a few months ago that only they knew?

Anonymous said...

I think one of my titmice is dying. :(

Hey guys. BBQ was awesome and terrific and all that other cool stuff. I'm so full of good food it isn't even true.

I gotta go feed my little ones again and see what the deal is with this sickly one.

Anonymous said...

Don't you think it starts trouble to say that the OPS have a special connection to SS that you can't talk about and to put ot on MCR rumours?

Amyranth said...

Anonymous said...

I see Amyranth doesn't deny that the OPS think they have a special connection with SS.

I never did.

-A

Anonymous said...

So you do think that the OPS have some sort of special connection with SS? How do you think he feels about his special connection with them.

Anonymous said...

All of you "anons" who are mad about the relationship that the OP'S have with their friend Ss are showing your jealousy and your true colors. The OP's have been here since the beginning and they go all the way back with SS. He has shown them he loves them many times and they have shown him. GEE I wonder who you jealous ones could be. Back off and accept that they mean a lot to him.

Amyranth said...

Anonymous said...

Don't you think it starts trouble to say that the OPS have a special connection to SS that you can't talk about and to put ot on MCR rumours?

Nope. Because there's nothing wrong with saying that they have a connection with someone. I have a connection with a few people around here that I can't explain. Does that start trouble?

Solly and Smoke have a special connection, and it's up to them to explain it to you.

-A

Anonymous said...

Solly and Smoke have a special connection, and it's up to them to explain it to you.



They are sisters.

So you are basically saying that SS is closer to the OPS than to anyone else here?

Anonymous said...

This goes back to the secret that the OPS found out about when Tourjour and Elena went to the concert.

Smoke said...

*bangs head against the desk*

Oh. My. Gawwwwd.

Anonymous said...

Does the special connection have to do with a dildo? Or was that just part of the "joke" they wrote about him?

Anonymous said...

Your jealousy is showing!! He CARES about the OP's. GET OVER IT!!

Anonymous said...

I think some of you are mad because he has always held a fondness for the two of them. Why is he not allowed to have that?

Anonymous said...

IAWTC!

Anonymous said...

SDock, I thinks we arta steals them cars and run over that anonymous dipshit who keeps talkin' trash!

Anonymous said...

For J...
So its your birthday tomorrow. I hope (1/9)!

What do you get for your birthday?

(2/11/19-21) (1/5/42). But can you (1/5/35-37)?



(1/7/87-88),

(3/9/13-20), (3/8/90-96).

(1/2/155-165). (3/2/53-57)? (1/7/12-22) - (1/6/70) birthday!

(3/4/49-54), (1/4/212-214) and (2/3/22) hard - (2/3/140-149) - (3/7/121-125).

(3/2/202-206), your (3/6/69) touches (2/1/29-34), (1/2/32-36) (1/8/24-30).

(2/5/67-82), (1/7/1-5) - (1/9/87-89).

(2/2/63-64), (3/8/101-106) (2/5/12-18). (2/4/42-45) means (2/2/136-141).

(3/1/1-5)... (3/9/334-338), (3/10/101-103) J! (2/11/115-117)!!!

P.S. Please save me some (2/3/182). You know my (3/8/35)!





Do you have ANY idea how special that is? YES I would say he holds a special place for them in his heart. Just deal with it and get over it!!

Smoke said...

Bwahahaha, Anon, you are funny.

sdock10 said...

*sigh*

I'm off to take a bath and here I thought Def Leppard, The Raconteurs, and Jolly Rancher Car would cheer up this place.

Anonymous said...

And when they had a fight with him.... HE apologized to THEM. I would say that means a lot!

Smoke said...

And who are you saying is jealous? The other anon? Cuz I'm confoozed.

Not sure why I'm even asking. Must be the migraine.

Anonymous said...

Why is it funny? IT's not funny. It is very loving. Get over it SMOKE.

Smoke said...

You aren't funny. The Anon talking about stealing the Jolly Ranchers car is funny.

Anonymous said...

Yes all of the "ANONS" who obviously have a problem with SS having that special something with the OP's, is jealous. That much is obvious!

Anonymous said...

*sighs* I give up. OK sure, SS has a Special Connection with the OPS. good for them.

Anonymous said...

DDC

Who is Mel anons anyway? And what makes you think i know this person? I just dropped by yesterday and thought it was a fun place to hang out. :-).

Talk about goofy. anon 6:16pm

I will even go make a blog instead of typing as DDC anon... will that make you feel better? I dont want to add anymore mystery to an already mysterious blog.

Changing... be right back.

Smoke said...

Why are you yelling my name like that? SMOKE. Damn, I'm right here.

Well, you guys have fun with that. I'm off to take a shower.

sdock10 said...

And We're going to see The Raconteurs!!

I just had to say it one more sonofabitchin' time!

Fuck, we might even ride out to A-town in the Jolly Rancher car!

How fucking smooth would that be?

Yeah, I know.

Later, peeps!

Anonymous said...

DDC

Who is Mel anons anyway? And what makes you think i know this person? I just dropped by yesterday and thought it was a fun place to hang out. :-).




Me think the anon protest too much. Just be careful regulars.

Anonymous said...

DDC, did you find this place through rumour control?

Anonymous said...

DDC

I dont think you would believe me if i told you. But i will try.

I am not a huge fan of MCR. Do I like the song, The Black Parade, well yes, but that is about as far as it goes.

I was in blogger just snooping around and saw a post about saying good night to MCR fans or something. I did a search for MCR in interests...... it lead me to user name which said, is this really Gerard's blog? I clicked.. it seemed interesting... and bamb... here i am. 2000+ comments on one persons post. I had to check it out.

I nosed around a bit yesterday and then jumped back on today. I saw the post about the rumor blog... i checked it out. It made me laugh.. sorry.. i find this all pretty damn funny.

So here i am and now you think i am someone else who has been here and i am not and you think this and that and wow... i dont know about you, but i have dishes to do and not enough time to investigate who has special connections with whom. I say good for them if they have made connections.

I hope i have put at least one rumor to rest... i am just DDC, some middle aged mother having some fun on her weekend surfing the net.

Gotta create the blog.

Amyranth said...

Be back later, going to paint some trim.

-A

Anonymous said...

"I was in blogger just snooping around and saw a post about saying good night to MCR fans or something. I did a search for MCR in interests...... it lead me to user name which said, is this really Gerard's blog?"




Would you mind telling us which blogger is giving out this link?

resurrected wreck said...

Solly, I gotchoo a pepperoni pizza with extra cheese & some chocolate ice cream ^_^

Anonymous said...

Amyranth take this advice. Stop talking at MRrumourcontrol. You are making yourself, the OPS and SS as well as the rest of this blog look really bad.

sdock10 said...

RW,

Thank you! I am so meffin hungry right now! It will be delish!

Anonymous said...

Hey guys.

Ever have one of those weeks when you do nothing but eat everything in your path (aside from meat, if you're a veggie like I am?) That's the week I'm having. I just ate a piece of wheat bread with cold tomato sauce, now i'm eating a piece of toast with Nutella. I drank about 20 oz. of fruit juice (the real kind though, not the sugary kind.)

I'm waiting for my toast to toast while i have my video game on pause. I don't even want to move. WTF?

Anonymous said...

I had such an emo moment today.So my goddaughter, right? After she was born, on a whim, I bought for her that little "Growing Up Girls" baby in a cradle statue. Then when she turned one, I thought it'd be cute if I got her the one year old one, too. Then I got her the two year old one and after that, I felt like I couldn't stop and didn't want to. I have gotten her one for each birthday and she keeps them on a shelf in her bedroom.

The dolls only go up to sixteen, and today was the day I've been kind of dreading for about sixteen years: buying the last one. Her sweet sixteenth is on the 28th of this month. No more Growing Up Girls at every birthday.

I might cry like a bitch when I actually have to give her the last one!

Well that settles it then: the only option is to start a whole new tradition!

Smoke said...

I'm about to eat some more blueberry pie. Yum. ^_^

Smoke said...

Awwwwwwwww, K. That is so sweet. :)

resurrected wreck said...

Ever have one of those weeks when you do nothing but eat everything in your path

Yes. It's called PMS Week.

Anonymous said...

Innit though? That thing they say about time, the whole "flying" stuff, is really effing true.

Blueberry pie, YUM.

sdock10 said...

Jules,

I ♥ you.

Just because I haven't said it today and I'm having an emo moment too.



Arrgggh, my fucking head hurts!

Anonymous said...

But it's not, RW. It seems to be doing it on its own. I CANNOT STOP FILLING MY FACE.

resurrected wreck said...

Blueberry pie??

0_0

If I shares my vanilla ice cream with you, S&V, may I have some of your pie?

Anonymous said...

Oh my Solly! ♥

What's your emo moment about?

Smoke said...

Yep, I took a look at my son today and said, "Good God, how did I end up with a little person that is almost as big as me now?"

He's growing up too damn fast.

Smoke said...

Me!

resurrected wreck said...

Don't know what to tell ya, K. I usually get the munchies like mad just before my period. But not in the summer, for some reason. As soon as it gets hot out all I want to do is drink things, but my appetite goes way down.

Smoke said...

Blueberry pie

Smoke said...

Damn.

resurrected wreck said...

I have some pretty headache pills I could share with you, Solly. They're red!

resurrected wreck said...

You were too slow, S&V! ;)

Smoke said...

*hands RW a slice of yummy blueberry pie*

You beat me! ^_^

resurrected wreck said...

Will you still share your pie with me, even though I stole your first page spot?

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