I would like to share with you one of my favorites.
SHOCK
C.K. Williams
Furiously a crane
in the scrapyard out of whose grasp
a car it meant to pick up slipped,
lifts and lets fall, lifts and lets fall
the steel ton of its clenched pincers
onto the shuddering carcass
which spurts fragments of anguished glass
until it's sufficiently crushed
to be hauled up and flung onto
the heap from which one imagines
it'll move on to the shredding
or melting down that awaits it.
Also somewhere a crow
with less evident emotion
punches its beak through the dead
breast of a dove or albino
sparrow until it arrives at
a coil of gut it can extract,
then undo with a dexterous twist
an oily stretch just the right length
to be devoured, the only
suggestion of violation
the carrion jerked to one side
in involuntary dismay.
Splayed on the soiled pavement
the dove or sparrow; dismembered
in the tangled remnants of itself
the wreck, the crane slamming once more
for good measure into the all
but dematerialized hulk,
then luxuriously swaying
away, as, gorged, glutted, the crow
with savage care unfurls the full,
luminous glitter of its wings,
so we can preen, too, for so much
so well accomplished, so well seen.
p.s. it was a plunger but nevertheless.
Monday, June 30, 2008
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I was too busy writing to get top-spot! Boo!
I'm calling lights out on myself now. Gonna catch me some early Zzzzz's.
You all have a great night! Watch out for slithery snakes, Ergo!
Hi and Bye, MJ!
goodnight mib
Mayo,
Life is feeling your insides catch on fire, hearing the crackle, seeing the embers.
It's the first snow of the winter season. It's snowflakes on eye lashes and icicles and the tingle you feel in your fingertips right before they go numb.
It's melodies and harmonies and titles that no one understands but you. Life is when the music sounds from the inside.
It's dusk on Halloween, and it's Thanksgiving Day. It's Christmas morning and New Year's Eve.
It's the perfect string of spaghetti wrapped around your fork or a pepperoni on every bite of pizza.
It's yellow daisies and hours of He loves me, He loves me nots.
It's Orion's belt.
It's bubble baths on Friday nights, rain showers on Sunday mornings.
It's your favorite book, your favorite song, and your favorite movie all at one time.
It's clumsy puppies and days full of laughter.
Life is one huge, supermassive burrito.
I want moments of clarity like this all of the time. I wouldn't trade them for the world, and I sincerely hope you have them, too. I mean, I'm sure you wouldn't compare life to a burrito, but...hell, you know what I mean.
P.S. It's being part of something greater than yourself.
SS,
It's good to feel your presence around here again. And in case you didn't know, it was greatly missed. Thank you, as always, for not giving up on us or on this place.
Have a lovely Thursday, dude!
TJ,
Sending you more good thoughts and support than you know what to do with. Best of luck tomorrow. And as an aside, "Skylines And Turnstiles" popped up on Ye Ole iPod, and I thought of you. You aren't in it alone. :)
Entropy,
Best of luck to your boyfriend. I hope everything's okay. I'll be thinking about you guys.
brb
not lame at all, sdock. i've been very touched by your nightly remembrance. :)
hi and hey everyone, i'd like you all to send out thoughts of safety to elena and her friend fred, okay? they were trapped under a bank drive-thru by a hailstorm, and decided to make a dash for better shelter (they're in the center of a severe storm atm).
her text message stopped abruptly, so i'm hoping they made it to safety!
oh, mustard. thank you.
i just don't deserve friends like you guys -- you're all so solid.
sweet dreams to you mustard. ♥
I won it fair and square, Julia! >_<
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Mustard,
That was perfect. I ♥ you like dis <---------> much. And multiply it by a gabillion. ^_^
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Entropy - we iz still sending you happy thoughts! I hope everything is okay. Let us know! :)
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TJ,
PINK BUBBLE!!!!!
We're still with you and we'll continue to be right there with you. You know that. Everything is going to be just fine. :)
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Mayo,
Whooo-hooo! What do you think about the Sugarbaker sisters? Bwah! I am not lying either, Mayo. We are 100% Julia and Suzanne Sugarbaker. Not that I think you sit around and watch old Designing Women reruns but ya know. Anyhoo! Like the decorating ideas, Mayo. It was a nice touch. Subtle. Huh. ^_~
Have a good one, Mr. Mayo. And one more time: No, thank you.
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SS!!!!!!
OMG! DUDE, you so want a viking kitty mural of your own. I know you do. Well, guess what? You've got the folks here to handle the job. Hee-hee. Hope you're doing okay, dude. It was nice to see you haven't lost your subtle skillz. Have a good one, SS. ♥
Sweet dreams!
Night BlogBelieve! See you guys tomorrow!
♥♪♥♪♥
ELENA AND FRED: PINK BUBBLE!!!
so, monday i was pretty happy (for some reason...*feigns ignorance*) and i found myself whistling while at work. didn't even realize it (and apparently, i've been singing occasionally, too. um. oh geez.) but when i stopped to think about it i recognized the song -- it was one we used to sing at pagan things.
i just wanted to share it, because it's a great little image -- i think it's actually a poem, but i'll google it later.
be like the bird, who
halting on a limb too slight
feels it give 'way beneath her,
yet sings,
sings,
knowing she has wings,
yet sings,
sings,
knowing she has wings.
for all the blogfolk experiencing difficulties. we have wings, my friends.
Mayo,
Can I just cheat tonight and say what Mustard said? That was bloody brilliant, I say. Fucking magnificent. Okay, I won't cheat, but I really, really wanted to.
How are you tonight? I hope you are somewhere smiling. I hope you can look up and see some stars, or maybe just one star. One star is really all you need, right? You just need one to wish on. So close your eyes and make a wish, Mayo.
Yeah, I think we probably both wished for the same thing for the same person.
Nice.
Thanks, Mayo. I can't say it enough, but I hope you see that this place is full of pure love and magic. I feel lucky to be a part of it.
We'll continue with the Viking Kitty Mural tomorrow. It's going to be the talk of BlogBelieve. Just you wait and see.
Oh yeah, you are wondering about the bullshit I was talking about this morning. Dude, my pile is still standing. My only decision now is whether or not to keep it where it is or move it some place else.
Maybe the answer lies in my dreams. Maybe the answer lies in my brain. Maybe the answer lies in my heart. Maybe the answer lies in the Viking Kitty Mural.
Fuck, I better hurry up and finish it then.
Once I get that done, all I need is someone to decode the shit. Write a book. Make a movie starring Tom Hanks.
Yeah, I know. I need medicine.
G'nite, Mayo.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. The Solly Code.
oh goodness
FRED AND ELENA BE CAREFUL!!!!!!
pink bubbling for you!
goodnight sdock smoke and mustatd
and I think that first comment is brilliant!!
Hi TJ
glad the scan went well and how fantastic that you were able to see deep inside yourself,
hope the results are prompt and good
good night smoke!
i am so laden down with pink bubbles i oughta become a burlesque dancer!
;D
Yeah, I'm echoing the PINK BUBBLE FOR ELENA AND FRED!
and mustard your comment also, just perfect
thanks ergo, and well..
i owe you an apology.
your story about your snake experience had me giggling.
*shamefaced*
i'm glad you escaped safely.
:)
Mustard's comment rocked my fucking world.
I ♥ you, Mustard.
Did ya hear me?
*yank, yank*
oh TJ I can just picture you doing that!
singing that lovely song (which is so simple yet so meaningful)
and thanks for the recipe too I saw it a couple of days ago but kept forgetting to say
Tj living here you really can't get too stressed out about stuff like that, occupational hazard?
lol
why we need masses of venomous reptiles here is beyond me!
ergo, the version i know is performed by the group libana, they have a beautiful way of layering their voices.
my favorite of their is a shaker hymn:
come contentment, lovely guest,
reign unrivalled in my breast,
thou alone will do.
thou alone canst soothe the soul,
every passion canst control,
when the stormy billows roll,
thou canst bear me through.
i sang that as a spell for myself one year. it worked, too.
you'll have to let me know how the recipe turns out!
why we need masses of venomous reptiles here is beyond me!
you know, of course, the venomous reptiles are thinking "why do we have to have masses of these obnoxious bipeds??"
lol
victor hugo.
the poem libana turned into a song is originally by victor hugo.
oh Tj that is really lovely, it is a really powerful sentiment
and yeah the wildlife does probably wonder about that
"humans with their silly walking around type behaviour"
I'm off to have lunch back in a while
see ya, ergo.
i've been trying to track down this one song we sang at hallows every year. i can't quite remember the words...but it was a favorite too.
Hiya Teej! How'd it go?
Elena and Fred! Be careful you buggers!
hey amyranth! you mean the scan?
it was fine...it went pretty quick and i even got to see the monitor showing the cross-section of myself. :)
hopefully, i'll get the results tomorrow.
how are you doing?
Not bad.
Worried about YOU all day.
Okay, I feel weird saying that now.
-A
aaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwww!
*smooshey hug*
you guys make me happy with all this, you know. :)
HAHA!
I always feel weird telling someone I worry about them, mostly because everyone else has said it, so I feel like you already know we're all concerned.
But then, I feel like if I don't say it, then you don't think I care.. and I'm really bad for second guessing myself.
Yeah, and I babble a lot on only 5 1/2 of completely inadequate sleep.
-A
i get like that too, amyranth. sometimes, don't you just wish you could turn off your head? :)
I had a yummy salad lunch now am watching Dark Crystal
HI Amy how was your day? Apart from not enough sleep?
Hiya Ergo.
Well, the saga at work continues. After the last few days at work being a complete and utter FARCE, I found out today that the District Manager is coming in on Monday to "see the store". The visiting manager has been telling him EVERYTHING, and he's more than a little pissed off at our store manager, who is away on holidays.
This should be interesting.
How about you Ergo?
-A
I'm good thanks
apart from a slight reptilian encounter earlier
we are going camping over the weekend so that will be nice
and I have a parcel waiting at the post office which is either my Black parade or a parcel from Elena, I have to sign for it, so I'm thinking it's Black Parade
I'll get it in the morning
I hope the holidaying manager gets a revving!
just got a text from elena -- she and fred made it home safe and sound (though not so much the same with her car, apparently. *ouchie*), but she's without the internet at the moment.
*phew* for making it home.
Hi guys.
You're probably just the folks I need to talk to. What sorts of vitamins and/or supplements aid in pain relief? Are there any really good ones? Cause L (or Em, or OP) is in major-ass pain, and her fuck-wit (nod to Ergo) dr won't prescribe her anything for pain.
I need some help, girls.
Goodnight
Goodnight Martha.
j. i'm sorry, i can't remember -- does heat help l. or not?
because a hot bath soak would possibly relax the tight muscles and bring relief...
Hmmm.. pain relieving. The only things I can really think of are things like Lavender and Tea Tree oils, which are really only topical and help a bit but not much.
-A
J, she's tried acupuncture, right?
-A
TJ, I don't know that she can use heat when her muscles are in a "flare". I don't think she knows either. I'm afraid if she got in the tub she wouldn't be able to get up. Her knots are so severe right now it's hard for her to bend or "contort" a lot.
Amy, she uses Aspercreme for topical relief, and even then it doesn't help much.
Thanks anyway, you guys. I'm at wit's end trying to come up with ideas. Fucking dr.
So TJ, you said you got to see your CT scan results? Could you see the area in question? If so, what did it look like to you?
Amy, I'm thinking Monday might be a good day to quit...;)
Acupuncture? Oh my, no. Don't think she could do that; it's more a matter of (lack of) insurance than anything else.
J, I'm definitely typing up my notice letter, that's for sure!
Tell L she has a sort of partner in misery. My cat Hazel got a piece of dried catnip in her eye and she's been rubbing it until it swelled.
I have a cone around her neck now, and the poor little thing just can't get around. But, the swelling has gone down and it's all I can ask for right now.
-A
j., what was it that causes her knots again?
and you know what? i completely forgot to look at the place where my lump is. i was fascinated by my ribcage, and the exact location of my heart (gonna have to shift my hand a little next time i'm at a ballgame...) and so on, and it wasn't until i got back that i realized i hadn't even looked for myself!
d'oh.
i passed along your request to elena via text, j. she's thinking about it, too.
and she thanks everyone who sent her good thoughts and pink bubbles!
J., A friend of mine has fibromyalgia and sometimes when she is out of pain meds she uses Excedrin back and body and she says it takes the edge off the pain. Maybe that could help. I'll call her and ask her if she has any other suggestions.
is it fibromyalgia, then?
i went out and asked my mom, you see. she had a co-worker with that and the woman's doctor was the one who suggested the hot bath...in fact he prescribed for her a hot tub!
it might be okay then, if she tries it...
Helloo everyone. J, I'm sorry to hear L's in pain again. I wish I could give you some helpful advice :(
Thanks Anon, that would be cool.
As for what causes L's knots (to TJ and Anon), she has a condition called "chronic myofascial pain", which is a more painful cousin to fibromyalgia. In fact, she told me that people can have both conditions at the same time. The myelin sheath that covers your muscles and nerve endings gets inflamed and knots up. When the swelling grabs onto a nerve, that's what causes the pain. Some of L's knots are so large you can't even distinguish where the edges of them are.
Amy, poor baby Hazel. Those cones are hard to maneuver with, too. When Dumplin had his surgery 2 years ago he had to wear the E collar for 2 weeks after coming home. When he walked, it would bob up and down. Poor baby, I hope she feels better soon. Did you know that you can give cats half a baby aspirin for pain? The orange kind? Rain gets one for his arthritis, and it really helps him.
J and Lovelies, check this out.
-a
gah, that's awful, j.
i'm sorry that i couldn't offer any better advice.
would...please don't hesitate to say no...would it be alright if i tried to send her some calming, cooling energy? something to maybe help soothe the swelling?
hello J
I just finished the dark Crystal and now we're onto Labyrinth
ok vitamins etc
I ma pretty sure magnesium is really good, but make sure it's chelated
and I think zinc but I'll have a quick google ;)
Grr.
I'd better take off, the cat is getting herself stuck into something again.
I'll see you later Lovelies!
Goodnight Mayo and SS!
-A
J., My friend suggested that she either sit in a tub of hot water as hot she can stand it or if it's too hard to get in the tub, sit on a chair letting the water run. Also to rub mineral ice or icy hot would help as well. She was also curious about how L. found out she had her condition instead of fibromyalgia, because she wonders the same about herself.
J try this from your experience, or get J to look at it
magnesium deficient?
magnesium has been studied and the results are really encouraging
evening primrose oil, B12. calcium, glucosamine, sulfur, chondroitin
Later Amy
When did Mayo changed his profile page?
BUT!!
because she has other medication I would advise talking to a pharmacist or a reputable naturopath (say at a good health food store)
there may be stuff she should avoid, or may not be able to take Mg as she is taking them:
(from one website)
Before taking magnesium amino acids chelate, talk to your doctor if you are taking
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a tetracycline antibiotic such as tetracycline (Sumycin, Achromycin V, and others), demeclocycline (Declomycin), doxycycline (Vibramycin, Monodox, Doxy, and others), minocycline (Minocin, Dynacin, and others), or oxytetracycline (Terramycin, and others);
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a fluoroquinolone antibiotic such as ciprofloxacin (Cipro), ofloxacin (Floxin), enoxacin (Penetrex), norfloxacin (Noroxin), sparfloxacin (Zagam), levofloxacin (Levaquin), lomefloxacin (Maxaquin), grepafloxacin (Raxar), and others;
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penicillamine (Cuprimine);
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digoxin (Lanoxin, Lanoxicaps); or
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nitrofurantoin (Macrodantin, Furadantin, others).
You may not be able to take magnesium amino acids chelate, or you may require a dosage adjustment or special monitoring during your treatment if you are taking any of the medicines listed above.
Drugs other than those listed here can also interact with magnesium amino acids chelate. Talk to your doctor and pharmacist before taking any over-the-counter or prescription medicines
TJ, send away. Anything is welcomed at this point! Thanks, hon. *hugs*
Amy, thanks for the link, I printed it out.
Ergo, I'll take a look at what you posted too.
Anon, one of L's cousins has fibro, or FM as they call it in this book. L borrowed it from her, and both conditions are discussed at length. The name of the book is "Fibromyalgia and Chronic Myofascial Pain", and I can't tell you the authors b/c she's taken the book in her room. But I'm sure you can find out on the Internet. When she read the symptoms of CMP, she said, THAT'S what I've got instead. There's no knots with FM, but scads of them with CMP.
Hey BC, how are you? Thanks for the sympathy, honey. *hugs*
Oh, and goodnight Amy. Give baby Hazel some kisses for me.
Hey J, I'm good. Looking forward to this weekend. How are you? *hugs*
I'm not happy whenever I hear L's in pain. It sucks :(
Hugs and love to her. Hiya TJ, Ergo
ok, j. i'm heading outside then.
it probably won't be much -- i haven't done this in a while -- but i just really want to help, even if it's just the energy equivilant of laying a cold washcloth on her forehead.
back soon.
goodnight amy
hope the cat isn't doing too much damage
and HI BC
earlier today to answer your question on the profile change
Aw TJ, that's so sweet. She'll be so pleased to hear that. Thanks.
BC, I'm so-so. Very frustrated, rather angry, quite sad. But this too shall pass, I suppose. I hope. Are you doing something fun this weekend?
Ergo, I knew you were the woman with the plan! Thanks for all that info. I probably will go to GNC and/or Nature's Pantry tomorrow, see what they can tell me.
I just talked to Elena, and she and Fred are safe and sound, like TJ said. Elena said some of thet hail MAY have cracked her windshield, but will have to wait til tomorrow to check it out. All daughters are also accounted for and are safe. Hubby had to leave in the middle of it to go to work, but drove instead of taking the bike!
And...guess what came in the mail yesterday?
And guess whose mask I got?
Hmm?
J this is one treatment, towards the end is nutritional stuff
There's no knots with FM, but scads of them with CMP.
Thank you on behalf of my friend, J., she's been dealing with bad knots for ages and wondering if she really did have FM or something else. Oh, and she had another suggestion that helps with her legs; a gentle massage. She says it will hurt at first but it really does help. And she wants L. to know she's praying for her because she knows how bad that pain can be.
i'm back.
sent out a healing beam of cool green glittering earth energy, straight to l.
Oh that last link is really great, Ergo, thanks! I favorite-d it. It looks like more of what she needs.
Thanks Ergo. J, after hearing how your day went, here's a hug *squeeze* I hope it helps a bit.
Well, 4th of July celebrations are this weekend, so tomorrow I'm thinking family cookout, and maybe some swimming,and Friday I'm going to a festival and go get some funnel cakes. The weather will be perfect. Not super hot or anything. I can't wait :)
hi anon as well your friend and L may like to look at this group
CMP support group it looks fairly new and only has 32 members but it may help to hear what others have tried.
I had a read of some of their discussions and I really feel for your friend and L seems really hard to get anything to help
Tell your friend thank you, Anon. Actually, would you believe that massaging isn't recommended when the pt is having what's called a "flare"? That's when the pain is at its worst. Same for stretching, if you stretch the knots during a flare it can cause more damage than help.
See if you can find that book (I wish I could remember the authors!), it's got lots of good info. It even talks about how food allergies can trigger flares! It's very informative.
L uses Aspercreme by the bottleful; she takes longer showers so the water can run on her trigger points; but she's willing to try anything at this point.
TJ, thank you for the "energy transfusion". I'm interested now in what L says about how she feels in the AM! :)
Ok, so since nobody guessed, I'll tell you.
I got Frank's mask. :)
*small yay and quiet happy dance*
Sorry, not trying to be obnoxious or anything. Just pleased. Very pleased.
you're welcome, j. if she felt something fizzy like champagne, then we'll know it got to her! :)
and congrats on the frank mask!
i wonder which mask will come with my dvd? i asked elena today, but ours haven't arrived yet.
really, i wanted the special edition for the pine box.
too cool. :)
TJ, you know what's the weirdest thing about the pine box? It's got wood shavings in it. The band name is burned into the lid, too. It looks like something out of the Old West.
I will hopefully know what I have in the morning( about 19 hours away, lol)
I have to go into town tomorrow and I don't really want to drive in today as well. I feel quite comfy here at home after I was in town all day yesterday
J., I just found the book on Amazon, so I'm going to order it for her tomorrow. Thank you. It's times like these that I really love this blog. Everyone sharing helpful advice and positive thoughts. I have to get going though and finally attack that huge mountain of laundry before it eats a small pet. If I get any other ideas I'll let you know. Tell L. she is also in my prayers and *hugs* for you J., because I know how hard it is to watch your best friend suffer with so much pain.
wood shavings, really? *hee*
i remember i wasn't going to buy the special edition of tbp -- i was going to be a good girl and just buy the cd because really, it was the music i wanted...
but when i saw a pic of the black velvet box....
what can i say?
*laughs at self*
i can't wait to see it for myself! and smell the scent of the wood!
and you know... watch the concerts. natch. :D
have you watched the dvd yet, j.?
oh for J in case you didn't see before, I have a card that there is an international package to pick up that I have to sign for at the PO
bye anon hope the book helps your friend
and all small pets are accounted for
I'm glad you found the book Anon, it has been a great resource for both of us. I hope you and your friend can benefit from it as well. Please let me know how she's doing, ok? Thanks for the hugs, and here's some back for you. *hugs* Hey, if you ever feel like emailing me, my address is on my profile. Maybe we can trade helpful tips. :)
To quote the George Clooney movie, Good night, and good luck.
Entropy update since her phone is a ho and keeps dying on her. Boyfriend still in the hospital, had an endoscope, esophagus looks like hamburger from nonstop hurling, should have the results tomorrow. I keep kidding her she gave him an ulcer. Also, he is thirsting to death because they won't let him drink anything. And her dead car got towed to a safe place. She is way more resilient than me, I would be all fetal in a corner by now.
Hello gang!
We survived (I think). Storms have moved on for the moment and it's too dark to see any damage on the car so we won't have to sedate Elena until morning.
How is everyone? I myself feel very pink at the moment.
hi carrie! let entropy know they are in our thoughts
is car a write off? I'd be really sad, but boyfriend in hospital is way more important.
At least he's in the hospital where they can help him
HI Fred!!
gosh what an adventure! So glad you are both OK and hope car is not too dinted or cracked
she says maybe ish. But her dad knows a guy who knows a guy who is gonna look at it.
Thanks to all for all of their kind thoughts while Mother Nature was doing her best to make us into bean dip. If the car isn't too squished, it was actually kinda fun. The perfect end to a very strange day.
Have L check her blog for more remedies.
lots of good vibes to entropy, carrie!
and oh ho, there's fred! yep. a distinct pepto-bismol-esque tint.
Nope, not yet, TJ. What happened was the mailman left the package at the apt office, and we didn't know that until last night. So L went down today and got it. But she just hasn't cared about anything today, so we haven't watched it, or listened to it.
Ergo, I saw your comment from earlier, are you excited about your package? It's really cool!
oh, that's too bad, j. i'm sorry to hear that...
maybe when she gets a bit better, it will be just the thing to pick her back up all the way. :)
Final Fantasy VII is coming true in real life.
Just saying.
I didn't have time to write about my crazy mad dream. Ahh well. >_<
Ridiculously tired, way past my bed time, too much swimming, training and gaming today.
Good night! Elena, glad you're safe!
TJ, owe you a long one!*
*Email O_O
Hi everyone,
I wish you had sent the pink bubble for the car (can you do that?)
Fred is dancing around the house singing, "tiny bubbles". Somebody help me!
Hi Carrie. Hi Fred, nice to meet you. J, you got the Frank mask? Cool beans!
Night K. Hi Elena, glad to hear you're safe
I am looking forward to it J!
I was tossing up driving down but I have to go in again so I thought I'd be a big girl and wait
(but it's so haaaaaaaaaard)
carrie can never beet a guy who knows a guy.
we do that a lot
TJ
The package was here today when I got home. Yeah...
You got Ray!
HI ELENA! Glad you're ok, sorry we forgot the carbubble
goodnight K sleep as you wish!
YAY for TJ!!!!!
now I shall hunt you down and steal it!
Hi K
Bye K
Oh my poor car.....
I want to go out with a flashlight and look but Fred won't let me!
Ergo
My chat is gone again!
cars can be pretty tough, but I'd be prepared for some damage.
Which would be fixable, my old car had a few dents from a huge hail storm that hit before I bought it, lost of bargains from caryards after that.
I never bothered fixing them they are often not really noticeable
but I hope it's not too bad
Anon, thanks to you too. Those look like great links. All of you folks have been so supportive and helpful, it's so wonderful.
Hey Carrie, tell Entropy she's being very brave, and to keep going, we've got her back spiritually, too. I sent her an email tonight.
Elena! Fred! Good to see you here.
With all the problems people are having, I think we're gonna need to send padded mattresses instead of bubbles! Or maybe add padding to the bubbles. One or the other.
Yeah, BC, I got the FI mask. :D Too cool!
I'm onto it elena!
*grabs cape*
*switches undies to outside*
That's awesome J. I hope it brought a smile to your face :)
All my best wishes to Entropy and her bf. I wish him a speedy recovery
Hello J
Hello BC
Fred is waving too!
*waves back*
Hey Elena! Sorry you and Fred got hailed on. And hey BC and Ergo and J and anyone I missed.
my internet dropped for a tiny bit but what is this? what is this?
The package was here today when I got home. Yeah...
You got Ray!
oh elena!!! can you mail it to me? please? i really would like to see the maxwell show...i'll pay you s&h, if you want.
*big, pathetic puppy dog eyes*
pleeeeeeeeeeeeeease
*switches to bambi eyes*
no! even better!
*puss in boots from shrek eyes*
damn now my chat is acting up!
Sure you want me to mail it? It's pretty damn heavy. I could just mail you the DVD/CD right now and you can get the box later.
TJ you know noone can resist Puss In Boots eyes!
Well, girls, I'm going to go to bed now. Thanks for all the helpful info, tips, energy (I just spoke to L, TJ, and she DOES feel some better!), and well-wishes. They are all appreciated.
Take care, all. Elena, you and Fred stay in the house!
Ergo, I hope you get your package tomorrow!
TJ, keeping my fingers crossed for your test results. *sending good thoughts your way*
Carrie, hope you're doing ok!
BC, see you tomorrow maybe? Yeah!
Anons, thank you for your input as well!
Gonna write my goodnights to the guys and then--whoosh--I'm outta here.
Goodnight, Lovelies! Enjoy your day tomorrow.
love, peace, happiness
Goodnight J!
goodnight J sweet dreams and love to L
Good evening:)
good night, j. and i'm glad i could help a little!
elena, that would be okay. i can wait to see the box and the mask...but i think it would drive me crazy to know you have my copy and i can't watch it!
thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou!!!
Night J
We can't stay in the house. I gotta drive Fred home.
*or she could walk*
She heard me. Really Fred do you kiss your mother with that mouth?
Goodnight J,. Sweet dreams. Hopefully we'll see you tomorrow
TJ
I will pop it in the mail tomorrow. I can't wait to watch mine.
Oh Fred and I took a pic today just for you. Let me see if I can get it.
i'd hug you for a really long time elena if i didn't know you'd try to squirm away! :D
*wiggly happy*
and a pic?
*waits with anticipation*
TJ
you address.....got the numbers but it's Oak "what"?
Hey PH!! How are you?
Hi grasshopper, how are you? *hugs*
Oak Level.
Hey Carrie and BC! *HUG*
And Elena and TJ who aren't talking!
I'm good thanks, how are you guys?
Doing okay, PH, hubby is on vacation this week and I keep forgetting what day it is because my whole schedule is messed up.
HI PH!
*hug*
Awwh that is completely understandable Carrie! =] I'm sure you miss him like crazy!!
Hey Ergo!! *HUG*
oooh! paperheart!! i'm sorry, i'm so s-l-o-o-o-w!!! >.<
how are you doing?
TJ, no >.<
That hurts. :P
lol.
I'm great how are you?!
How was the appt?!
*HUG*
No, Ph! Opposite! You misunderstood, he is here all this week, so he's underfoot and messing me up.
TJ's pic
carrie it's school hols here so I have same problem , but younger
Ohh!
I thought you meant he LEFT for vacation somewhere else!
Awwh tell him to fuck off and leave you alone! ^_-
Or just ignore him. =]
I'm good PH, getting ready for tomorrow, thanks.
oh elena!
that is a classic!!
Ohh what is tomorrow, BC?
Hi Paperheart
Hi Carrie
Sorry I wandered off to get TJ's pic.
lol, that pic!
i am, i really am! *hehehehe*
thanks elena, thanks fred, that's hilarious!
paperheart, you don't like the squinty face?
ah, shoot.
the appointment went well, and i had my ct scan today and that went okey-doke too. hopefully, i'll get the result tomorrow!
So you feel my pain, ergo :). Having extra people here always messes me up. I have a nice schedule of chores and such, and then they all ruin it!!
No TJ! I love that face. I was doing that to you because I was not impressed that you didn't say hi! :P
I'm glad it went okay! My thoughts are still with you! <3
does your hubby want you to play with him all the time?
that is what I'm going to be doing now, barbies and bratz apparently, until I can weasel out of it again
back in a bit
Mayo,
Again, nice changes with the colors. So now there's purple and green. They're lovely, and quite popular.
Hope you're doing all right, maybe getting ready for an Independence Day celebration? Maybe enjoyed Canada Day? Some other holiday with fireworks? Ah, it's all good.
Gotta head for my bed, it's been one hellatiously long week of pain, frustration, tears, yelling, and sadness. That shit will wear you down.
Take care, Mayo, and we'll be seeing you around.
love to you
Hey guys
I gotta drive Fred home. Be back later but if any of you leave before then......Bye Bye.
Talk to ya later!
Fred says....So Long Farewell, auf wiedersehen...
next time i'll really jump on you when you show up, paperheart! i'll pounce! i'll hug fu you!
you'll see.
no one expects toujours!!!
does your hubby want you to play with him all the time?
that is what I'm going to be doing now, barbies and bratz apparently, until I can weasel out of it again
back in a bit
I know what you are talking about. And please do enjoy yourself missy. =]
Ha with the playing! Although he is playing quite a bit this week, he and Annie are building a Barbie size Tardis. He even found a light for the top that works with a key type mechanism and she is in total heaven.
Goodnight J and Elena! *HUG*
Oh TJ, I can only pray! I love you sweetie. : ]
bye elena, and fred, and ergo, and...oh shoots.
i have to leave anyway. it's bedtime.
good night everyone!
paperheart -- extra hugs to make up for my lapse! *hughughughughug*
Ohh and goodbye to Fred too! : ]
Toujours, no need for the extra hugs. =]
Sweet dreams sweetie pie! <3
Night Tj!
Dear SS,
Well, as you can see, there's only one of us to call "punk" now. L is now "Emerald", and I'm "Original Punk J". It's not due to any ill feelings or anything, just the need for individual identities and some decrease in confusion.
Whose, I'm not sure. :D
Anyway, between us there's now three blogs. Her own, my own, and ours (SP). It's been like decorating a room, making changes to suit our own needs. Pretty fun, actually.
So you'll still see both of us here, but under different names. Unfortunately, we still only have the one computer, so we can't be on at the same time, but hey, we never could do that.
Have a grand Thursday! And in true male tradition, I'm wishing you either coffee or beer, and cigarettes. These, I believe, are the things that get you through your day. ;D
Take care, precious. Goodnight, I love you.
My heart to yours, always.
Ph, tomorrow we're planning on having a cookout? and then Friday it's independence day here so I'm gonna be going to some festivals. Should be fun I hope.
Take care Ergo. Elena, hilarious pic. There is a kiosk shop at one of the malls not too far from where I live and it's called Toujours ^_^
I gotta head out too, Goodnight Ph, Bratz playing Ergo, and anyone else who is hanging 'round.
Ohh yeah, fourth of July? Canada day was sweet for me. =]
Have fun at your festivities BC. =] =]
And goodnight Carrie!! *HUG*
Goodnight TJ, sweet dreams. Take care Elena. Goodnight Fred
clunk clunk
clank clank
clunk clunk
CLUNK CLUNK
Goodnight Carrie, sweet dreams. Thanks grasshopper. I can't wait to eat some funnel cake. They're fried, but so damn good with powdered sugar
I've never had funnel cake! That sounds so gosh darn great right now!
Clunk clunk to you too anon ^_^
PH, you never had any?! *faints* You should try it. It's good.
They usually sell it at festivals, but I think you can make homemade ones. They're should be some recipes for it
mayo,
so, maybe i went a little fangirly there. *ahem* it's just that i miss seeing those guys on stage, you know?
regardless what anyone may think of it, that was my life for over a month. i'm hoping the dvd will help me relive the feeling of seeing them perform. it won't be the same as actually being there, of course, of hanging on the barrier and being enveloped by the music and the energy...but it will be good, even so.
tonight seems to be one of those nights i have a hundred things i want to say to you, and they're crowding and jostling up against each other in my head and i can't sort them out. they aren't bad things, i'm not needing to flay myself open tonight. they're just the things one says to a friend, in conversation, through the course of a day.
and maybe it's a bit beyond the pale for me to want to talk to you like this, except for one little detail: you are a friend, aren't you? you've become one, to me, to all of us here.
and i marvel at it, because how did you manage that, being all sneaky and cryptic and stuff? *grin*
except, somehow, it always feels like you're here, so maybe it isn't that mysterious, at all.
good night, mayo. stop lurking and go to bed. *grin*
Hey, um, thanks to everyone being awesomely nice. It's amazing how some words on here can help so much.
Thank you so, so much.
It's cezingly shocking that me and/or my boyfriend are being thought of. Thanks, again.
Love you guys.
*drags self from land of make believe*
help...
too...
many...
dolls....
hey clanky anon
night carrie and TJ
entropy no worries, just hope everything turns out ok :)
lol. I've lived in a bubble BC. =]
Hey there Entropy. =] *hug*
You're welcome Entropy :)
Take care of yourself k? If you're leaving, sweet dreams to you
Sometime bubbles are not good grasshopper :)
Well guys, I'm off to bed. There's a chance I might have to wake up and go to the store early. We have nothing prepared for tomorrow :/
So I must say goodnight and sweet dreams to you. Goodnight Ergo, PH, Elena, whoever else lurking about.
goodnight Bc sweet dreams
and sweet dreams to TJ and carrie and entropy too
*can't breathe*
*fingers numb from fiddly clothing*
barbie...
bratz...
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagh!!
for my love, who is always with me in my heart
We are still all right
We took it on the chin
But in the thirteenth hour
No one ever wins
But we're strong enough
Like traffic all tied up
And when the static clears
The radios still buzz
And I stop and I breathe
'Cause you wanted me
And I wanted you so bad
And I stop and I breathe
'Cause I still believe
No one really knows what it is that we have
Like blood in a vein
We chased this one down
And in the darkest long night
We turned it all around
And it was coal-dusted snow
That covered the fields
But the corn it still grew
And the injury healed
And I stop and I breathe
'Cause you wanted me
And I wanted you so bad
And I stop and I breathe
'Cause I still believe
No one really knows what it is that we have
And I stop and I breathe
'Cause you wanted me
And I wanted you so bad
And I stop and I breathe
'Cause I still believe
No one really knows what it is that we have
another for you, my love
We've been crippled in love, short changed, hung out to dry
We've chalked on the walls a slogan or two about life
Stood dazed in the doorway, the king and queen of clowns
We've been flipped like a coin, both of us landing face-down
So please, please, let me grow old with you
After everything we've been through, what's left to prove
so please, please, please, oh please let me grow old with you
We've been living with sorrow, been up, down and all around
We've buried our feelings a little too deep in the ground
Stood dazed in the doorway, the king and queen of clowns
We've been flipped like a coin, both of us landing face-down
But tied to the same track, the two of us look back
At oncoming trains ahead
How many more times can we lay on the line
Watching our love hang by a thread
Oops! Goodnight BC! *HUG*
I was kind of preoccupied, thinking about 'cute-poetry-boy'.
I guess that I am off to bed as well! Goodnight everyone! <3
Mayo
Today was….interesting. Yeah, let’s go with interesting. Fred and I were hitting bookstores we frequent occasionally. We started in Oak Grove then on to Grain Valley, Mo. I can’t go into a lot of details but I do want to tell you what happened at McDonalds. There was a little girl and her mother in the bathroom. Suddenly the little girl took a pink bead out of her hair, stuck it in her mouth and proceeded to start choking. Her mother panicked. Fred did not. She quickly took control of the situation and because of her knowledge and swift response the little girl is fine. I couldn’t speak about this when Fred was here because she would have been upset with me. She’s like that. She never wants recognition. However this is one time she should be honored for what she did. Now, I know if she reads this, and she probably will, she’s gonna be upset with me. I don’t care. What she did, though it only took seconds, changed what could have been a horrible accident into a simple incident. I’m very proud of her.
You know if you think about it we all have the chance each day to do something for someone else. Yeah, most days it’s not something all that earth shattering but even little acts of kindness to another can change so much. We all have that ability but sadly sometimes we seem to forget. We get so lost in our own little worlds we fail to see those around us who might need a smile or a kind word. If only we could remember this.
Well, I’m off now to try to finish up a bit more work then read a few more pages of a book an anon recommended. Take care of yourself and don’t forget those who pass through your life each day who are strangers to you. A smile just might be all they need.
Night Mayo
Elena
very true elena simple for someone may be massively more meaningful to the recipient.
Fred should be very proud she could help, I know recognition may not be what she wants but it was a blessing that she , with the knowledge, was there,
So Fred, you did real good.
Was a time when I wasn't sure
But you set my mind at ease
There is no doubt you're in my heart now
Said sugar take it slow
It'll work itself out fine
All we need is just a little patience
Said sugar make it slow
And we'll come together fine
All we need is just a little patience
(inhale) Patience...
HAPPY 10 MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!
hey mayo can you believe that?!
well maybe you can but there were some testing times for sure. as it stands now this place is looking very pretty!
have a good one mayo and......thankYOU! (sorry i will quit that soon(ish))
hi there SS!
you good?
hope so! really really hope so!
take care and have a fabulous day!
hey family!
10 months guys!!!!
entropy still thinking of you and your boyfriend, poor guy sounds in such a desperate state! hope he is on the mend really soon.
TJ good luck for today! really really good luck!
elena hope the car is OK and great fast acting by Fred! it's so horrendous when kids choke on things!
a bit of advice to anyone for now or the future....always cut grapes in half! their texture makes them impossible to get out if the child inhales them! that some scary shit!
i always cut grapes (for kids)......people think i'm so OTT but i don't care, they can think what they want. same with child car seats! i am BIG on that, some parents are so slack on it and think i'm just a neurotic mother (which obviously i am) but i don't care! gets me riled! my father in law constantly takes the piss (cos back in the day there was none of it blah blah blah) but i don't care what he thinks of me!! i would never forgive myself if something happened!
i saw a grandma in the back of a full car and she had her 2yr(ish) old grandchild on her lap and she put the seatbelt round her and the child. totally the worst thing to do and so very fucking ignorant! i was walking along the pavement with my son and i just had to knock on the window (and i am not confrontational) and say "if you have an accident your body weight would crush that child!" they started giving me the "what the fuck, none of your business shit." i was nearly in tears! i know picture me! i'm sure you can!!
needless to say she looked stunned and started unbuckling and i walked away shaking!
sorry biggy rant!
ok so i've lost my train of thought??
hmmm......nope its gone?!
Ok well i'll publish and then have a think!
Morning Mayo!
Morning Guys!
On this day in history:
Jul 3 1988
Mistaking it for a F-14 fighter plane, the American warship USS Vincennes shoots down Iran Air flight 655, killing all 290 people aboard. Despite his country's having recklessly downed a passenger airliner while operating inside Iran's territorial waters, Vice President George Bush (Snr) declares a month later: "I will never apologize for the United States of America, ever. I don't care what the facts are."
Remember intelligence is hereditary, use a condom!
god that is scary kass!
oh news from buzznet.......warner bros will sell all the masks independantly so you can collect the whole set. no news of when this will happen, but it will happen! some one emailed WB.
so thats very damn cool!
Yes, Mayo, well done young man! And to think most 10-month olds are struggling with their first word!
Thanks FASC, re: grapes. I never knew that, only that you should never give 'em nuts, but it makes perfect sense.
"i would never forgive myself if something happened!"
Exactly. Ever since that episode of Brookside, if there's a kid in the back of my car then I don't move until their all securely strapped in. I mean, we all remember "Sean Preston-gate" with Britney feebly insisting that because she's "country" her son is somehow less likely to die in an car wreck when he's perched on her lap!
I have told off people for driving with hand-held mobiles and for smoking in a car with a baby in the back and the windows rolled up. Then again, I'm huge so I'm less likely to get beaten up by Chav Mum!
And I'm off to wrestle the postbag...
Kass xx
Then again, I'm huge so I'm less likely to get beaten up by Chav Mum!
haha kass you always make me smile!
good luck with the post bag!
i have to go too, lots of things to do!
hi to anyone arriving soon!
take care guys and have a good day!
love to you all.
hi PJ!
One stone,
One step,
Each one going forward
into the unknown,
this path I walk with you.
(I don't even know if we go to
the same destination.)
But I'm waiting for the next
paving stone to be laid down,
all the same.
Anon,
Very nice. I love that.
Good Morning, BlogBelieve!
Happy 10 Months!
Special thoughts go out this morning to TJ, Entropy, L., and Anima! Wishing you guys all the best.
Hugs & ♥s!
*waves to PJ*
*yells at Fimmy*
*yanks on Mustard*
*looks for SS*
Have a wonderful Thursday guys and thanks so much for an amazing 10 months!
Mwah! Mwah!
Mayo,
Happy 10 Months! Good grief, has it really been that long? Weird thing, time. Sometimes it seems to be dragging so slowly that you can actually see things before they happen and other times, well, it goes by so fast that you're pretty sure you fucking missed most of it. Damn distractions. And then there's the whole thing about wasting it. But, like I have said before, that's what makes it special I guess. Knowing that you can't beg, borrow, or steal it away. You're only given a certain amount and it's yours to make of it what you will. I make a big hot mess most of the time.
I think we've done a mighty fine fucking job making something pretty special around here.
What do you say?
My real life, well, I'm trying to get that sorted. I have a decision to make. God knows I suck with that. Will I make the right one? I don't know.
Time will tell I suppose.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. What time is it again? Fuck, I'm always running late but always on time.
SS,
My friend, Happy 10 Months to you too! It's been a wild and crazy ride, right? Crazy blog ladies getting all up in your grill. I hope you still find yourself caught up in fits of laughter and smiles when you visit this place.
Just wanted wish you a great Thursday and safe and happy holiday.
Weird how all the shit happening in my life is falling on Independence Day. Hmmm...
Take care.
Faith, Hope, and Love,
Always,
S
SS isn't 10 months old until the 17th.
well, i'm caffeinated and fed, and have just enough time to pop in and say good morning.
thus: "good morning"
*grin*
anyway! happy ten-month anniversary, blogbelieve!
happy ten-month anniversary, mayo!
you know, to be honest, back in the early days, i really only expected this blog to be around for three months, maybe four. it wasn't cynicism, i just hadn't imagined it would become what it has become. i hadn't imagined that you would become our friend in this way, or that so many bonds would be created.
i'm so grateful. :)
gotta go, gotta change out of my grubbies into my office lady clothes. have a great day, everyone. *hugs, to each and every one of you*
bye!
(you know that thread i put on? i've decided to just let it fall off on its own. it's not all that noticeable to others, just a half-dozen loops of sewing thread, just a thin grey bracelet, but it frequently catches my eye during the day, and i like that. *shrugs* hey, i'm a pagan, i have natural leanings toward talismans. *grin*)
ha! good luck to you and your "secret" love ^_^
shit i knew there was something else important!!
OPJ you are so sweet and kind and so obviously worried about your best friend.
L - thinking of you and i am so sorry you are in so much pain. hope some of the recommended treatments help.
see my grape cutting and car seats for kids rant totally threw me!!
seeya later guys!
wow it's been 10 months!
I can hardly believe it, It seems only yesterday I started reading and commenting, but then it also feels like I've known people for years.
Mayo well on our anniversary I think it only appropriate to thank you again. I know you don't really do a lot, but if it wasn't for you I would not have met some wonderful people from all over the world. Who'd have thought I'd now have friends in the UK and USA, Europe and NZ and a little pal in Oz too!
SO like I said to elena, sometimes something that to one person may seem so small can mean so much to the recipient. And I think we all as recipients have benefited so much, and perhaps our day to day rambling have also benefitted you, maybe even little comments we see as meaningless or trivial strike a chord with you,
Wishing you inspiration, dancing, singing and enjoying yourself much love EP xx
SS I know you're still here somewhere, I miss seeing your visits, sometimes being part of it, sometimes reading it later, I still read your blogs, theyare beautiful words and sentiments. Take care sending you green, lilac and turquoise, lotsa love EP xx
goodnight blogbelieve,
thinking of you TJ
Hello PJ!
Hi Fim!
Katherine answered you
Have a good Thursday everyone
(Friday for PP)
see you all in my morning
♥xx♥
may be old news i missed but the mikey fuckin way t shirt is now available for sale!!
oh and FASC irrisponsible parents are one thing I too absolutely despise
no kid is in my moving car unless buckled in!
night ergo!!
hey that link above also links to a new Umbrella Academy article, which i have no time to read now. i shouldn't even be here!
later lovelies!
Oh
Happy
Day!
Oh happy day!
Now, I'll be singing that song all day, Anon. :)
HAPPY 10 MONTH ANNIVERSARY EVERYONE!!!!!!
I gotta get to work but just wanted to pop in to say that I hope everyone has a great day!
Mayo, SS and all of you!
XOXO
Love you all!
Oh, and one more thing....
SS,
Ya know, it's been about the geese, and the bunnies, and the frogs. Well, today, it's all about the viking kitties. ^_^
And of course, it's always been about the love. Thank you for sticking around here. It wouldn't be the same without you. :)
Wow, ten months, eh? Ten freakin' months.
How did we get so awesome?
Ten months of itty bitty parts of our lives, milestones and thresholds and roller coaster rides we get on for free, and salty tears and good tears, and chuckles, giggles, and belly-laughs, disappointments and fears, and do-it-yourself decorating, and favorite bands, and hearts, all are right here.
How did this happen?
HAPPY 10 MONTH ANNIVERSARY MAYO, SS, AND BLOGBELIEVE!
Mayo,
Thank you for allowing this to continue, thank you for being our friend.
SS,
Thank you for the stories, pearls of wisdom, and your friendship.
Have a lovely effing day, everyone. See you guys around!
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