Monday, June 30, 2008

Guess I should have called a plumber.

I would like to share with you one of my favorites.

SHOCK
C.K. Williams


Furiously a crane
in the scrapyard out of whose grasp
a car it meant to pick up slipped,
lifts and lets fall, lifts and lets fall
the steel ton of its clenched pincers
onto the shuddering carcass
which spurts fragments of anguished glass
until it's sufficiently crushed
to be hauled up and flung onto
the heap from which one imagines
it'll move on to the shredding
or melting down that awaits it.

Also somewhere a crow
with less evident emotion
punches its beak through the dead
breast of a dove or albino
sparrow until it arrives at
a coil of gut it can extract,
then undo with a dexterous twist
an oily stretch just the right length
to be devoured, the only
suggestion of violation
the carrion jerked to one side
in involuntary dismay.

Splayed on the soiled pavement
the dove or sparrow; dismembered
in the tangled remnants of itself
the wreck, the crane slamming once more
for good measure into the all
but dematerialized hulk,
then luxuriously swaying
away, as, gorged, glutted, the crow
with savage care unfurls the full,
luminous glitter of its wings,
so we can preen, too, for so much
so well accomplished, so well seen.





p.s. it was a plunger but nevertheless.

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resurrected wreck said...

Hi again, S&V :)

Iz you all squeaky clean?

Smoke said...

I iz, RW!

Can't you smell me? I smell like Caress. Ahhhhh, niiiice. ^_^

ergoproxy said...

where we camped


the creek, kids played a bit but too cold to swim
will be great in summer

sdock10 said...

I ♥ PPU too.

Oh, I'm sorry. You was talkin' bout ♥ing the Flobots.

My bad.

resurrected wreck said...

Iz that you wot smells so good, S&V?

Nice ^_^

resurrected wreck said...

What a lovely area, EP! Do you often camp there?

Smoke said...

Sure iz. :)

Ergo, that looks so pretty! Of course, I'd have to go to a hotel during the night and come back. ^_~

ergoproxy said...

oh smoke you smell great!

in the campsite pic the blue thing is our shower

but we had a lot of water and 2 kegs (yes beer ones) modified to boil it so showers were easy and noone stank and you could even wash your hair and everything :)

ergoproxy said...

first time we've camped there Rw but we will go back.
One of the guys dad's caretakes the property (it's HUGE) and he goes there hunting feral pigs, took hubby and his brother a couple of weeks ago and they decided to take everyone for a weekend camp. it's only an hours drive too so it'll be a good spot in the future

Anonymous said...

I thought of you on the weekend,I went for a walk each morning alone for exercise and listened to MUSE each time, they are soooooooo awesome

Awww, you is so nice. :) Perfect music to be sweating to, I'm just sayin'. They'll work your ass out for sure, won't they?

Sounds like you had a great time!



Hey, SMOOOOOOOOOKE!

resurrected wreck said...

Excellent, EP ^_^

I haven't been camping in 10 years, but I used to love it.

sdock10 said...

I just found out that jelly does indeed have a shelf life.

Just puttin that out there...

resurrected wreck said...

O_o

What does your expired jelly look like, Solly? Is it growing green fuzzy friends?

ergoproxy said...

oh RW I saw you say your sis is going to become an aussie citizen. Good for her!

resurrected wreck said...

I've read that the only "perishable" foodstuffs that doesn't go bad is honey. Though I've seen sone crystally honey that I wouldn't want to eat.

ergoproxy said...

sdock just how long had the jelly been there?
did you find it was staging a coup in the fridge?
Holding the cheese for ransom?

sdock10 said...

RW,

It had stuffs in it and it was no longer jellified. Kinda smelt like it mighta fermented a bit. The date was September of 2004.

I don't eat jelly a lot.



Ergo,

I used to camping lots, but I haven't been in about 3 years I guess. I loved it.

resurrected wreck said...

Thanks, EP :) She's very excited! Her official ceremony thingie is January 26th.

resurrected wreck said...

It had stuffs in it and it was no longer jellified. Kinda smelt like it mighta fermented a bit. The date was September of 2004.

O_o

Maybe it's turning into some kind of jelly wine?

sdock10 said...

I was so mad. I really wanted jelly and I had 2 jars that were no good. I was stuck with some apple that luckily was unopened but it too had a date back from 2004. I chanced it. It was s'okay.

Smoke said...

Ewwwwwww! Solly! That is gross!

MUUUUUUUUSSSSSSSTTARRRRDDD!!!

sdock10 said...

No, Smoke. It would have been gross if I had eaten the bad jelly or scraped the stuff off the top.

It twas not gross that I throwed it away.

resurrected wreck said...

I've got some brand new orange marmalade, but I've run out of English muffins to put it on :/

Smoke said...

Well, I've got some stuffs in my cabinets that's older than LHM.

Muwahaha.

ergoproxy said...

2004!!!!

I don't think vintage jelly is really good for you.
but jelly wine, now that could be a concept we could work with!

sdock perhaps it's time to have a little look through the pantry and remove anything that was use by closer to 2000 than 2010 ;)

resurrected wreck said...

Jelly wine... like jello shots.

sdock10 said...

O_O


Niiiiiiice, Smoke.

ergoproxy said...

smoke unless it's alcohol that may be a problem

(I cleared my fridge/freezer the other day and I swear some food was looking at me)


RW 26th is Australia Day that's when they hold the citizenship ceremonies.

sdock10 said...

Ergo,

I think you might be right. Seriously, I really think the only thing that was bad was the jelly.


RW,

Jelly wine! Nice.


SMoke,

Remember the song Jelly Roll by Blue Murder?

I ♥d that song!

resurrected wreck said...

RW 26th is Australia Day that's when they hold the citizenship ceremonies.

That makes sense then, EP. I hope she gets some good piccies!

Smoke said...

She said come lay with me darlin'

She said take my love from me

She said I'll be yours forever

If you just believe in me


Hahaha, I'm such a mean mother. LHM just accidentally gave me a knee to the eye and I went and put dark eyeshadow on it so it looks like a black eye. I'm just waiting on him to see it. Bwah! He's probably gonna be like, "COOOOOOL!"

X_x

resurrected wreck said...

0_0

resurrected wreck said...

Well, time for me to get ready for bed. Must be up early in the morning, damn it! >_<

Have a good night, all :)

ergoproxy said...

goodnight RW sweet dreams

smoke - awesome practical joke (how old is LHM again? give him an aussie g'day from me)

sdock10 said...

G'nite, RW!

Have fun at work tomorrow!



Smoke

You rule so effin' hard!

Smoke said...

He's 8!

Yep, he did exactly what I thought he'd do. He laughed so effin' hard. My child is as mean as I am. :)

Sweet dreams, RW!

ergoproxy said...

smoke think my girl would do the same (then try and get the makeup to do one on herself)

Smoke said...

Welp, I'm gonna go for a bit. We're about to watch School of Rock. ^_^

Woooo-hooooo!!!

Mayo,

Where are you, dude? We miss ya when you aren't around. Hope you had a wonderful long weekend, Mayo. Sweet dreams.

SS!!!!!!!!!!!

You are so sneaky, sneaky, sneaky. You are also hilarious. :) It's good to see you around here. Even if it takes us awhile to find it! Ha! Hope you have had a lovely weekend. Sweet dreams!

Sweet dreams, BlogBelieve!

Sweet dreams, Viking Kittens!

XOXO

Smoke said...

Yep, Ergo. He was yelling and laughing. It was funny. ^_~

Night all!

ergoproxy said...

goodnight smoke sweet dreams

ergoproxy said...

*turns stereo on so blog doesn't sound so quiet


* ooh baby don't you know I suffer...
ooh baby can you hear me moan....

Anonymous said...

Jack Black makes me laugh so hard. Have fun, Smoke! Give LHM a high five for me! See ya later!



Great choice, Ergo!

ergoproxy said...

can't go wrong with MUSE mustard :)

Anonymous said...

Nope! Sure can't!

Everyone disappeared from BlogBelieve, Ergo. They all went *POOF*.

ergoproxy said...

they did mustard

must be a big *POOF* it took everyone!

O_O

Anonymous said...

Yes, it was poofier than your normal *POOF*. It must have been a *POOF* no one has ever seen before.

*puts a candle in the window*

Anonymous said...

always

sdock10 said...

I'm lurki mclurkin.

sdock10 said...

OMG! Fimble just sent me an email and it looked like she sent it on 6-10-08! I asked her if she was a time travler!!

Anonymous said...

:) ♥

ergoproxy said...

fimble probably is a time traveller, she is pretty specially gifted

sdock10 said...

♥♫♥♪♥♫

sdock10 said...

I agree Ergo. I completely agree.

Anonymous said...

♥♥
:)

Anonymous said...

Aw, I'm reading old comments from last year when we were still getting to know each other. It's so goofy.



*waves to my #1 Sweaty Betty Lobster Botch!*


Hello to all of the Anons!

ergoproxy said...

☺ ♥ §

sdock10 said...

*sigh*

How the fuck did a 3 day weekend go by so fucking fast?

*growls*

*sighs*

Well, BlogBelieve, I'm off for the night.

Sweet dreams, you guys
&
G'day to Ergo!




SS,

You, Sneaky McSneakerson you!

Good job! Thank goodness it was the astute one who found it, otherwise, well, I dunno. It just all worked out like it was s'posed to.

Hope you had a great weekend!

Viking Kittens.....It is brilliant.

When we finish up here, we'll run right over to the cottage and fix you right up!

Anonymous said...

Frances Bean Cobain asked Gerard to perform at her Sweet 16 party. Courtney Love said that Gerard emailed her, but she wouldn't say what he said in the email. she just thanked him for being so kind to Frances.

ergoproxy said...

how come the little smiley always looks ok in the comment box but comes out looking like it's been in some kind of horrific accident?


mustard it is funny looking back, can't believe it's been 10 months!

Anonymous said...

Goodnight, Sdock. Talk to you later! Awesome post at your place. :)

ergoproxy said...

goodnight sdock sweet dreams


that was nice of him anon, it'd be great to have the money to even consider that asking something like that of a performer would be remotely doable

sdock10 said...

Mustard,

I ♥ you so fucking hard.

I would love to crash at your place again. I miss the wild parties.

Anonymous said...

Oh my gosh, I know. They were entirely out of control parties. ;)

I wish I had something to say, but I can't find it! Maybe soon.

Anonymous said...

Well guys, I'm going to head out, too. It's been fun today! Talk to you all at some point tomorrow!

Gonna search around and maybe post something, then I'll be off.

Goodnight, everyone!

ergoproxy said...

goodnight mustard sweet dreams

Anonymous said...

Mayo,

Today, I was reminded again of the reason my heart beats, the reason I crawl out of bed in the mornings, the reason I breathe. I was taken back here: a tale told in three verses and a chorus repeated twice.

There are just some things you know. You can question and ponder and shuffle shit around and look at it backwards, upside-down, and sideways, but at the end of the day, you just know, and you have to thank those who made you realize.

Have a great night, dude. See you around.



SS,

You are sly as a fox, dude! Just, thanks for hanging out with us when you can and being goofy and letting us know in your uber, trying-not-to-be-sly-but-I-must-be-really-good-at-hiding-Easter-eggs-and-not-really-know-it kind of way. ;)

Smell ya later, dude!

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

What ya been up to all weekend? I hope you had a great one. Me? I've been inspired. Can you answer me why that shit only comes in bursts? I actually wrote a blog that wasn't complete shit. That's the first time that's happened in a long fucking time. I found myself awake in bed this morning and words and ideas and thoughts were flowing through me like electricity. I had to get up and write it all down. Then, I was all like, I'll work on that later, but my brain would not stop until I got it all out. Funny thing is that it wasn't supposed to be a poem at all. But the longer I sat out there on my porch the more the words came and then, it started rhyming and I wanted to keep going and going. I had to make myself stop.

That was a pretty great feeling. I came to a sort of realization this weekend. I have to live, Mayo. And I mean really start to live. I need experiences to draw upon. I need to soak it all up. Listen. Sing it. Write it. Read it. Draw it. Touch it. Build it. Feel it. And I'm quite sure that I will fuck it all up along the way, but that'll be okay too. The mistakes are the best part. The coloring outside the lines. The thinking outside the box. The singing off key. The writing that doesn't make sense. Oh my GOD, it's all so good! And it can all be so very bad, but that's life.

Said it before, I'll say it again.

Life happens and it's tragically beautiful. It's a story. It's a movie. It's a book. It's a true love. It's a song. It's a dance. It's a work or art.

It's a fucking masterpiece.

Unique and one of a kind. All yours.


Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. I didn't think I sounded that manic. Did I?

toujours said...

hello. :)

i have a moolatte.

and i'm happy. :)

(up the rollercoaster! lol)

Amyranth said...

Teej, you went to DQ too?

I had a double cheese burger and a small brownie blizzard.

Weird.

-A

toujours said...

my mom wanted "dessert". :)

what's shakin'?

why is blogbelieve so echoey?

*echoey*




*echoey*












*echoey*














*oey*

Amyranth said...

HAHAHA!

Okay, scary wavelength.

Once I was texting Mister. It was just after Mom and Dad's stuff had been packed on the truck to leave town.

The message said:

"Wow, the house is soo empty, ty, ty, ty...."

And he wrote back"

"Huh?"

And I said:

"The House! It's devoid of furniture!"

And he says:

"I get that, but who's Ty?"

-A

toujours said...

lol, poor guy. :)

ergoproxy said...

hello TJ and amy!


who's ty? lol lol lol

ergoproxy said...

hey do you know how to unzip a zipped file so it stays unzipped

toujours said...

...i'm here, but i'm not here because i'm drinking my moolatte and listening to the sva talk.

again.

(hey! it's only the third time! *sheesh*)

toujours said...

nope, i don't. sorry ergo. :(

ergoproxy said...

s'okay Tj I was hoping a techno savvy lurker may be around

toujours said...

okay, so i started using my sketchbook today.

i don't have my watercolor travel kit put together, but i thought no sense putting off the drawing part of having a sketchbook, right?

i have to try to start doing this stuff on a more regular basis.

toujours said...

i've never had an opportunity to unzip a file ergo. *fooey*

i liked your camping photos -- made me jealous. made me nostalgic actually, which then morphed quickly into envy. :)

ergoproxy said...

well if you ever make it over here I can take you

elena said...

Ergo

Not squishy!!!!

ergoproxy said...

elena

come on a teeny bit squishy...


not that that's a bad thing

toujours said...

well, start planning it then, ergo!

hey there elena. :)

elena said...

Hey TJ

Ergo - You are Fred are so wrong!!!

Anonymous said...

not a techy but i have unzipped a file. Double click on the file "zipped". A message box should open and on the top it says "unzip"

After you click that, you have a couple options. I say click Save but make sure you know where you are unzipping and saving them at. There should be a browse button so you can save them where you want. Then click and away it goes.

Then go to where you saved it and they should all be there.

Hope that helps.

ergoproxy said...

will do TJ!

I think Fred is more wrong than me!

a bit squishy is nice, soft and cuddly

ergoproxy said...

oh thank you anon!


I shall try it :)

Anonymous said...

Collards is green, my dog's name is Blue and
I'm so lucky to have a sweet thang like you.





Yore hair is like corn silk a-flapping in the breeze.




Softer than Blue's and without all them fleas.





You move like the bass, which excite me in May.




You ain't got no scales but I luv you anyway.





Yo're as satisfy'n as okry jist a-fry'n in the pan.




Yo're as fragrant as "snuff" right out of the can.





You have some'a yore teeth, for which I am proud;
I hold my head high when we're in a crowd.





On special occasions, when you shave under yore arms,
well, I'm in hawg heaven, and awed by yore charms.





Still them fellers at work, they all want to know,
what I did to deserve such a purdy, young doe.





Like a good roll of duct tape yo're there fer yore man,
to patch up life's troubles and fix what you can.





Yo're as cute as a junebug a-buzzin' overhead.




You ain't mean like those far ants I found in my bed.





Cut from the best cloth like a plaid flannel shirt,
you spark up my life more than a fresh load of dirt .





When you hold me real tight like a padded gunrack,
my life is complete; Ain't nuttin' I lack.





Yore complexion, it's perfection, like the best vinyl sidin'.




despite all the years, yore age, it keeps hidin'.





Me 'n' you's like a Moon Pie with a RC cold drank,
we go together like a skunk goes with stank.





Some men, they buy chocolate for Valentine's Day;
They git it at Wal-Mart, it's romantic that way.





Some men git roses on that special day
from the cooler at Kroger. "That's impressive," I say.





Some men buy fine diamonds from a flea market booth.




"Diamonds are forever," they explain, suave and couth.





But for this man, honey, these won't do.




Cause yo're too special, you sweet thang you.





I got you a gift, without taste nor odor,
more useful than diamonds...... IT'S A NEW TROLL'N MOTOR!!

ergoproxy said...

oh yay!

it did work but it says extract to, instead of save then gives the browse option


thanks anon, now I'll know what I'm doing!

toujours said...

lol!

how did some dude from the neighborhood get on the blog?

*grin*

ergoproxy said...

lol anon that's one sweet pome y'all got there

toujours said...

i'll fry you up a mess of catfish for your efforts, 11:28

:)

ergoproxy said...

I do like the duct tape bit, I got me a man like that

Anonymous said...

I glad it worked.. ok extract instead of save :-). I could see the box in my head but not what was written on the buttons.

toujours said...

for some reason, this *ahem* poetic offering makes me think of a childhood picture i just saw recently...

of myself as a young girl, standing in the corn,

proudly wearing my hee haw overalls.



*facepalm*

ergoproxy said...

I owe you one techy.
I am increasing my computer knowledge slowly but surely.
:)


aww Tj bet you looked adorable!

toujours said...

er, well...

probably. :)

i had my hair in pigtails and everything.


*sigh*

it was fun being a little kid on a farm. :)

ergoproxy said...

I bet it's a different life altogether

I grew up in the suburbs of the city but at least back then kids could still play outside and aussie cities are pretty spread out, we all had backyards. I cannot imagine being a kid in a big city, never seeing the outdoors

elena said...

Lived on the farm got plenty of charm beep beep

Got no cows but sure got a whole lot of sheep......


Bet no one knows this song!!!

ergoproxy said...

nope elena you got me there

toujours said...

you're right, elena, i don't know it!

ergo, we didn't live on the farm for long -- moved to montana when i was about 7 yrs old -- but it gave me some of the best memories of my childhood. :)

elena said...

Hey BC

How are you?

toujours said...

hey there bc. :)

toujours said...

i just put in the live cd to listen to, and when it's over, i have to go to bed.

just sayin'.


i gots a curfew tonight.

Anonymous said...

Two redneck college football players were taking an important final exam. If they failed, they would be on academic probation and not allowed to play in the State game the following week. The exam was fill-in-the-blank. The last question read, "Old MacDonald had a _________." Bubba was stumped. He had no idea what to answer. But he knew he needed to get this one right to be sure he passed.





Making sure the professor wasn't watching, he tapped Tiny on the shoulder. "Pssst. Tiny. What's the answer to the last question?" Tiny laughed. He looked around to make sure the professor hadn't noticed, then he turned to Bubba. "Bubba, you're so stupid. Everyone knows Old MacDonald had a FARM.



"

"Oh yeah," said Bubba. "I remember now." He picked up his No. 2 pencil and started to write the answer in the blank. He stopped.



Tapping Tiny's shoulder again, he whispered, "Tiny, how do you spell farm?"

"You are really dumb, Bubba. That's so easy. Farm is spelled E-I-E-I-O.

ergoproxy said...

hi BC how are you?

Anonymous said...

Billy Bob and Luther were talking one afternoon when Billy Bob tells
Luther, "Ya know, I reckon I'm 'bout ready for a vacation.



Only this
year I'm gonna do it a little different!

The last few years, I took your advice about where to go.



Three years
ago you said to go to Hawaii. I went to Hawaii and Earline got pregnant.





Then two years ago, you told me to go to the Bahamas, and Earline got
pregnant again.



Last year you suggested Tahiti and darned if Earline
didn't get pregnant again.



"

Luther asks Billy Bob, "So, what you gonna do this year that's
different?"

Billy Bob says, "This year I'm taking Earline with me.

elena said...

Lives on a farm, got plenty of charm, beep, beep.
He's got no cows but he's sure got a whole lotta sheep.
And brand new wife and a family,
And when he comes to town,
I wonder if he'll play with me.

Laying in bed, watching tv, cookie!
With his mama by his side, she's japanese.
They scream and they cried, now they're free,
And when he comes to town,
I know he's gonna play with me.

He's a long-haired, cross-legged guitar picker, um-um.
With his long-legged lady in the garden picking daisies for his soup.
A forty acre house he doesn't see,
'Cause he's always in town
Playing for you with me.

I play guitar, a - d - e.
I don't play bass 'cause that's too hard for me.
I play the piano if it's in c.
And when i go to town i wanna see all three,
And when i go to town i wanna see all three,
And when i go to town i wanna see all three.


Early 1970 by Ringo Starr

ergoproxy said...

12:08

hahahahahahahahahahahaha

Anonymous said...

Hi Elena, TJ, Ergo, anon. I'm good, just got back from the movies and still smelling like banana sunscreen(I went swimming earlier)

Ergo, how was camping?

toujours said...

ok, so here's my funny story. well, maybe funny. anyway, i think it's funny.

i watched the mexico show this morning while my folks were at church (to spare them the swearing, screaming audience, etc etc lol) but i didn't start in time to finish before they returned home.

so i'm sitting there, wiggling (natch), drinking coffee, and my stepdad walks in. i'm ready to turn it off, but he just stands there, squinting at the tv, as if he's trying decide something.

after a moment of this, i finally say (very brightly): "these are the guys i was following around the country"

so he sits down. (!)

it's cool, right? "famous last words" is pretty safe, amped and all but relatively safe for the over-65.

and because he seems receptive, and i don't want him to think these guys always go around in the facepaint, i let the dvd go on to the maxwell show.

and then my mom comes in.

and sits down.

and so they're both watching this, and i'm calculating...it's wttbp, that should be okay, right, i mean let me think about the lyrics here...

and then gerard shouts out "motherfuckers!"

*urk*

i glance at my mom (she's very anti-swearing), but no visible reaction. still, nervous, i quickly say, "yeah, heh, that's new jersey for you."



she let it slide.
*phew*


actually, they were both curious, and even though they didn't really get it, they were nice enough about seeing part of the performance.


yeah, so maybe not uproarious funny, but it made me giggle to think about it.

/fail

ergoproxy said...

oh wow elena, that's about the other 3 beatles isn't it

Anonymous said...

Buffy, a blonde, needed some extra cash, so she begged her friend at the highway department for a job - any job at all.





"Sure," he said. "I always have job openings to paint the lines down the center of the roads.



Would you be interested in painting stripes?"

Buffy agreed and began working immediately. The first day she painted five miles of stripes. The next day she painted three miles. But on the third day, she only painted one mile of stripes.





The supervisor took Buffy aside and asked her what was wrong. "You worked so hard and painted so fast the first couple of days.



Why are you working so slowly now?"

Buffy replied, "Because the bucket keeps getting farther away

Anonymous said...

Body: The only cow in a small town in Arkansas stopped giving milk. The people did some research and found they could buy a cow in North Carolina, for $200.00.





They bought the cow from N. C. and the cow was wonderful. It produced lots of milk all of the time, and the people were pleased and very happy.





They decided to acquire a bull to mate with the cow and produce more cows like it. They would never have to worry about their milk supply again They bought a bull and put it in the pasture with their beloved cow.





However, whenever the bull came close to the cow, the cow would move away.





No matter what approach the bull tried, the cow would move away from the bull and he could not succeed in his quest. The people were very upset and decided to ask the local Vet; who was very wise; what to do.





They told the Vet what was happening. "Whenever the bull approaches our cow, she moves away. If he approaches from the back, she moves forward.





When he approaches her from the front, she backs off. An approach from the side and she walks away to the other side.



"

The Vet thinks about this for a minute and asked, "Did you buy this cow in North Carolina?"

The people were dumbfounded, since they had never mentioned where they bought the cow. "You are truly a wise Vet," they said.



"But how did you know we got the cow in North Carolina?"









The Vet replied with a distant look in his eye; "My wife is from North Carolina.

ergoproxy said...

camping was really good thanks BC glad we are home though the othres stayed and it's raining today

I posted some pics a while back at 7:46 top of the page


TJ very cool that they took the time to see what you enjoy, even if they may not see the draw it has on you at least they didn't dismiss it

though I can imagine your Mum at the "motherfuckers!" yelled out

elena said...

Yep Ergo that's what the song was about..

TJ I love that story. SO now your mom wants to wash out Gerard's mouth with soap?

ergoproxy said...

nice ones anon!

Original Punk J said...

Hello all, just on for a minute.

Elena, I'll call you tomorrow. I was going to call tonight, but after talking with my sister about my mom and her opinion of my financial situation, and where my "loyalties" lie (her or L), I just don't really feel like talking at all. Just another page in the ongoing saga of "my so-called life".

Hope everyone is well. Talk to you tomorrow, probably.

toujours said...

gods, i hope not, elena! lol

but i really did cringe, not because i thought she would be all chastising me or anything, but just because i would hate to see her disapprove of my chem.

i tell you though, he'd only swear once if he was in her house! she has a very effective quelling glare. lol

toujours said...

hey j. sorry to hear you're feeling low-energy.

ergo, it was cool that they were willing to see what all the fuss was about. i give 'em full credit for that!

JocelynHolly said...

Hello all. =]

TJ, how was the visit to the doctors? I've been worrying about you since I haven't gotten to talk to you in a couple days!

elena said...

J

Sorry you had a bad day. We'll talk tomorrow...


Fred sends you a hug!!

elena said...

Oh poor Gerard.....

He'd totally get that mama glare, TJ

ergoproxy said...

she can do "THE LOOK OF DISDAIN" TJ?

that is what my hubby calls it from me, he even knows when I'm doing it over the phone lol

hi J

families, can't choose em, can't live with em, can't legally kill em.

hope it works out ok, without too much drama

ergoproxy said...

hello PH *HUG* hows things?

toujours said...

he so would, elena. and he'd have to smoke outside, just like my sister and brother-in-law.

*smirk*


paperheart, you snuck up on me! D:

i didn't get to pounce on you! shoot!

my ct scan went well, it turns out that there is in fact something there on my sternum, so i'm going to a surgeon tomorrow to talk to him about scheduling a biopsy.

sounds scary, but it's just the next step in figuring out what's what. and hey, i'll get another battle scar out of it. :)

Anonymous said...

Hi grasshopper, how are you? *Hugs* Hi J, sorry to hear about your sucky day. I hope you and L are well *hugs*

That's good Ergo. I'll check out the pics tomorrow. It'll take too long to load on my phone :(

elena said...

Holy crap TJ

No smoking or cussing for Gerard????

ergoproxy said...

oh and TJ I have a little bone to pick with you.

whats this I hear about you being the cheerleader?

I think that anon failed to recall that I am the blog cheerleader

perhaps we need a pom pom off to decide ;)

Anonymous said...

pom pom off to decide

that's cute :)

elena said...

Oh man

The pom pom has been thrown down....


This could get ugly

toujours said...

No smoking or cussing for Gerard????

inside, elena. that's the crucial point. if he want to swear a little while standing on the patio outside having his cigarette, i'm sure my mom would turn a deaf ear.

lol

poor gerard.


ergo, i concede! my pom-pom skills are damn near non-existent!

*gratefully hands over pom-poms and short skirt*

toujours said...

oh shoot.

the cd just ended. :(

gotta go to bed now. i have to get up earlier than usual this coming week, since my ride in to work has changed.

4:30 am, people.

i'm getting up at 4:30 am.

*sigh*

see you all tomorrow!

elena, there probably won't be much news until after the biopsy, but i can still let you know what the dr has to say tomorrow, if you like?

good night everyone!

*waves, throws kisses*

ergoproxy said...

just as well TJ

I would consider taking you on as an apprentice though
to pass on my legendary skillz

*shakes pompoms*

BOOM BOOM RAH!!!

*flips skirt*

*splits*

*holds pom poms in the air shaking them majestically*

elena said...

Please let me know TJ

You know I'll be waiting to hear.


Fred too!!!

Anonymous said...

Be careful with the splits Ergo!

Anonymous said...

Goodnight Tj, sweet dreams

ergoproxy said...

goodnight TJ sweet dreams and hope the 4:30 isn't too hard on you

and all the best for the doc, hope it can be done very soon and that it's all minor and easy to fix

JocelynHolly said...

Tj, I love you, and you will be on my mind the whole time. I'm sure it is nothing more than a little bump. =]

*PH got preoccupied*

ergoproxy said...

anon I think you may be right

*pathetically flaps pom poms*

ummmm...

can someone give me a hand here?
I appear to be stuck

elena said...

Ergo

Do you need help?

Should we call someone?

ergoproxy said...

*feeble and high pitched*

yes!

elena said...

poor Ergo

She's pommed her last pom

Anonymous said...

Lol poor Ergo. Do you need help?

elena said...

So Anima's picture.....

Does anyone else see a man's face in the clouds????

ergoproxy said...

I can't feel my toes!

ergoproxy said...

I'm not sure elena the clouds look a bit squishy

Anonymous said...

*giggles even though she shouldn't*

^_^

Elena, for me, no, but I haven't took the time to notice anything on it :/

toujours said...

mayo,

i haven't really been thinking about tomorrow much, actually. i knew i'd have to have a biopsy, what with my history it's a given, so going in to meet a surgeon isn't really a surprise.

and maybe the surgery can be scheduled for very soon, and i can get on with my life (and you can breathe again, you poor thing *grin*)

not very excited about having another scar...

it's not that i'm vain, mind you. i'm no swimsuit model with miles and miles of dewy virgin skin. lol

in fact, i consider every scar i have to be a mark of a battle i fought to stay alive -- and not all of them came from my cancer year, either. i've been fighting that particular war -- the one to keep breathing, to keep hoping -- for years, in one way or another.

each scar is proof to myself that i will never give up.

but even so, i don't relish adding a new one to my "collection".

oh well, i don't wear strapless gowns all that much anyway. *grin*


and we're all scarred, inside and out, aren't we? every scar is a mark of how we have lived. every scar is a story that tells who we are. maybe they don't always need to be flaunted, but they certainly shouldn't be hidden in shame, either.

none of us are perfect. perfect is boring, perfect is dead.


i much prefer people who can tell me the stories behind their scars. *grin*

good night, mayo. sleep well and dream deep, my friend.

ergoproxy said...

elena I see a man, all the clouds he's looking up to top right and has dark eyes or glasses on and dark sideburns or hair

elena said...

TJ

Fred said scars are cool...


Ergo don't start that squishy thing again.......

Not squishy

ergoproxy said...

scars are part of life,we all have them and I think visible ones are better than the other
I have impressive feral cat scar now to add to collection

elena said...

Hello

Where did everyone go????

ergoproxy said...

squishy?

did I say squishy?

I meant soft and rounded clouds

elena said...

Ergoooooooo

Perfect, just perfect....

No squishy

Anonymous said...

I'm still here, just watching a movie

ergoproxy said...

upholstery is nice

Anonymous said...

A Thank You for Toujours & Good Luck

Elena

Ergoproxy

BleedingChaos

Paperheartxx

Amyranth

anons

EVERYBODY

:)

elena said...

Ergooooooo


You is a bad girl....


Stuffing huggable

elena said...

Well thank you anon....

I love that spider!

ergoproxy said...

oh thank you anon!
that is so sweet of you!

those wildflowers are breathtaking

for you :)

Anonymous said...

Aww thank you for the beautiful picture, anon. That was sweet of you :)

ergoproxy said...

padding is nice too

as long as it's evenly distributed, you don't just want one big lump

sort of all over squishy

Anonymous said...

Emerald and Original Punk J

whoever needs it

:)

elena said...

I don't know Ergo there's a lot to be said for one big lump

Anonymous said...

Ergo,
Elena,

This conversation is taking a dangerous turn

ergoproxy said...

oh that lamb is so cute!

Anonymous said...

You are welcome. All of you.
Thank you Ergoproxy.
:)

elena said...

Oh Fred....

You just wanna talk about socks and short pants

ergoproxy said...

elena
*nods*
I see what you're thinking.


Hi fred,
I think it was always going to sooner or later

Anonymous said...

THE NIGHT CREW!!!!!

Anonymous said...

I am not SS or Mayo in case anyone is wondering. I only wanted to show some love and appreciation.
Goodnight!
:)

elena said...

Thank you again Not Mayo or SS anon

That was very sweet of you!

ergoproxy said...

hey that's fine anon, no need to qualify
to me kind thoughts are always appreciated for themselves

goodnight and sweet dreams

ergoproxy said...

I do like socks

elena said...

striped socks Ergo?

Anonymous said...

Goodnight anon, and thank you :) Hi fred

ergoproxy said...

striped, spotted, ...beige

any socks really

Anonymous said...

Hi BC

Howzit going?

Anonymous said...

I'm off to bed, so tired. Goodnight everyone

Anonymous said...

Ergo

Striped, definitely striped

Anonymous said...

Goodnight

sweet (squishy) dreams

Anonymous said...

Getting ready for bed Fred. I hope you're well. Sorry I can't stay longer, but I'm so tired. Sweet dreams guys

Anonymous said...

Gotta go home now folks

so, goodnight....

And as Elena is my ride, she will be absent for awhile.

Later all

ergoproxy said...

goodnight BC sweet dreams

ergoproxy said...

goodnight fred
sweet stripy sock teddy bear dreams

ergoproxy said...

squishy

ergoproxy said...

he

ergoproxy said...

shall

ergoproxy said...

be

ergoproxy said...

my

ergoproxy said...

squishy

ergoproxy said...

yay me!

*happy dance*

*knows fred will love that*

*and elena won't*

I am a baaaaaaaaaaaaaaad girl

:)

Anonymous said...

If you want my love you got it.
When you need my love you got it.
I won't hide it.
I won't throw your love away, oo.

If you want my love you got it.
When you need my love you got it.
I won't hide it.
I won't throw your love away, oo.

Yes, I thought you were a mystery girl,
A special girl in this crazy old world.
You couldn't see me when I laid eyes on you.

'Cause lonely is only a place.
You don't know what it's like...
You can't fight it.
It's a hole in my heart, in my heart.

If you want my love you got it.
When you need my love you got it.
I won't hide it.
I won't throw your love away, oo.

You hold the secrets of love in this world.
I'm hypnotized by your ev'ry word.
A special face, a special voice,
A special smile in my life.

'Cause lonely is only a place.
You don't know what it's like...
You can't fight it.
It's a hole in my heart, in my heart.

If you want my love you got it.
When you need my love you got it.
I won't hide it.
I won't throw your love away, ooh.

If you want my love you got it.
When you need my love you got it.
I won't hide it.
I won't throw your love away, ooh.

If you want my love you got it.
When you need my love you got it.
You won't hide it.
You won't throw your love away, ooh.

Anonymous said...

yay ergo! throws confetti and put out sparkling champagne
and of course does the happy dance with ergo

Anonymous said...

And in the end we shall achieve in time
The thing they call divine
When all the stars will smile for me
When all is well and well is all for all
And forever after
Maybe in the meantime wait and see

Chorus
We love the all the all of you
Our lands are green and skies are blue
When all in all were just like you
We love the all of you

And when I cry for me I cry for you
With tears of holy joy
And did I ever say Id never play
Or fly toward the sun
Maybe in the meantime, somethings gone

Chorus

Well that sounds fine so Ill see you sunshine
Give my love to the future of the humankind
Okay, okay, its not okay.
While its on my mind theres a girl that fits the crime
For a future love dream that Im still to find
But in the meantime.

ergoproxy said...

thanks anon!

*clinks glass*


and I love Cheap Trick , that always struck me as such a romantic song

ergoproxy said...

what happened to amy?

she was there and then gone!

the *POOF* got her ?

*gasps*

Anonymous said...

If you keep losing sleep over other lovers
If you keep losing me you're gonna be bored
If you're up chimney sweep under rubble covers
If you keep counting sheep and being adored

You're a tombstone in the mud
Playing twister in a bubble again
I need a breath a wind so pure
To dry up the mud over me
To be reborn not born again
Erase my regret from the start
Shot the model
Flaking temporary skin you're no burden
Such reduction
Such seductive silent wine hop scotch trigger

If you keep losing sleep over other lovers
If you keep losing me are you gunna be
If you're up chimney sweep under rubble covers
If you keep losing me

You're a tombstone in the mud
Playing twister in a bubble again
If you keep losing sleep over other lovers
If you keep losing me you're gonna be
If you keep losing sleep over other lovers
If you keep losing me

Anonymous said...

yea cheap trick is pretty good

i hope i dont go *poof*
one never knows, do one

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