There are so many things missing, last night
Last week, and now quieted by irreverence
Two feet deep and thick with sickness
We are lost and no longer linger. Still
I can reason your denial in difference
Came upon you for thought, and mine
I must say thrust upon me in shame.
I shut my book to save your eyes.
Who is lost in plain sight can speak
As you have always claimed, in truth.
p.s. with an uncompromised view for any other is...well, it is compromised.
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even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Blog header image by: Anima
I would like to credit the photographer and thank her for sharing her work.
something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
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“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
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«Oldest ‹Older 4801 – 5000 of 5811 Newer› Newest»Anon @11:48, I am blaming no one. I said "anons"....you are all the same when you hold the same name. Don't take it personally.
I didn't start it Anima. I saw that other people were getting mad and I just said they had the right to express their feelings of anger to her JUST like she has the right to spew on and on with Japanese death poetry.
for Carrie, Ergoproxy and other homebrewers
home brew beer
Yay to ergo..on top. It's good to be the King..ok, I mean Queen. Eh,it's an old Mel Brooks movie.
*Throws confetti* ^__^
Carrie, Amyranth, just don't stop fighting the fight alright?
I just watched the trailer for Mystery Men and now I want to watch it.
I loves me some Geoffrey Rush.
There's a yeast factory here in the city, and there are days when it's all you can smell for MILES...
-A
Anonymous said...
Yay to ergo..on top. It's good to be the King..ok, I mean Queen. Eh,it's an old Mel Brooks movie.
*Throws confetti* ^__^
Robin Hood: Men in Tights.
-A
Anon, you should say what you want...and I'm totally okay with it, but don't you think you might be feeding the fire.
The fire is out of control as it is.
She won't accept apologies. She won't accept reason.
How fair is that?
-A
dude, really? I appreciate and all, but there is no fight, at least not in crazy BlogBelieve. My fight is in the real world, where I hang out with my real family and stuff. I do enjoy everyone on here, but it's not my life. And I don't mean that in a mean way either, I don't know, evidently I am not cut out for the cutthroat world of the interwebz.
Amyranth said...
Anonymous said...
Yay to ergo..on top. It's good to be the King..ok, I mean Queen. Eh,it's an old Mel Brooks movie.
*Throws confetti* ^__^
Robin Hood: Men in Tights.
-A
Thats a good one too. The one I was referring to was History of The World..
didnt mean to interupt your convo.
It is NOT fair and I'm glad people are speaking up!
thanks anon :)
*has confetti in hair*
I love Mel Brooks
Amy
I find life pretty much ok, but rents where we are are really high, we own our home so it doesn't worry us, food is ok some stuff gets dearer, fuel is really bad but that's everywhere. We live fairly modestly and don't use credit or takeaway much. So I don't find it bad at all
what's it like in Canada?
It is fucking ridiculous, RIDICULOUS that people don't stand up to her! Go Amyranth! I can't believe Mayo did this. I know it is his choice but I can't believe it.
Carrie please don't back down, you always do this, you say what is right about K and then when it gets good you back down, don't you see that you shouldn't do that??
oh rents are high as we have coal mines close and miner pay is heaps so they drive the rents up
I'm confused. So because Kapunua doesn't want to talk to you all, you think it's fair game to keep on repeatedly bringing it up on the blog? I don't remember her having a fight with you, Amyranth, but maybe I missed something. Is that what you want? To bring fights on here? If she doesn't want to talk to you, that's her right too, isn't it? Or does her right not to talk to people she doesn't like come at the price of you slamming her every chance you get?
If you had a fight and she got over it maybe you should too, instead of carrying on about how she won't accept your apologies. That's what makes the blog look ugly.
Anon @ 11:50, such is life. There is no reason to worry about such little things. Much more important things to concern yourself with than this blog.
Unless you want to come hang out. Pick a name and discuss with conviction.
Anon @ 11:54, it's all good. Seriously, no worries. I'm not concerned with who started what...it's the fact that it continues. It's old news.
....
Carrie, I'm so with you on that one. Zero drama in blogbelieve is all I wish for. :) We all have enough of it everyday.
Mayo sure did stir it up today.
He must not be paying attention to how many people have been offended and mocked by her.
Drink up and forget.
No, I don't see that. What? Do I think she's a bitch for not accepting my apology? Yeah. She thinks I'm a bitch for saying anything bad about her in the first place, so we're all even and stuff. I like my life, she likes hers, we both think we're superior to the other, so I guess it all balances out.
Anima, why are you telling the anons this? Tell your friends, who won't let it go. Every few days Carrie comes on here taking a swipe at Kapunua. She never answers the digs. Who is really keeping it going aside from Carrie, Amyranth and various anons? I see you standing up to the anons Anima, but not to your friends who are just as bad.
transcript of a fabulous Mel Brooks interview
shame you can't see his face, boy can that man work a crowd!
I don't think you're "even" Carrie since she has not said a negative thing to you, and you can't seem to let it go and every chance you get, you call her a bitch. And you say you have more important things to worry about than the blog? Well why don't you get over this and worry about those things instead.
Mel Brooks Anon - That line was in History of The World too?
After The King kisses Maid Marion before her marriage to Robin, Mel's character says "It's good to be The King!".
I love that movie.
Ergo, it's back and forth. Times are good and bad. My average grocery bill for a week is around $70 and that's all meals. Meat, potatoes, rice and milk and such.
Mortgage is a little expensive, but nothing we can't handle.
To be honest, it could be worse. My parents live on the East Coast and the mortgage is only $250 a month, but they have to leave the island to find work. Here, I have the work, and the money, it's just a matter of getting the bills straightened out.
So overall, not horrible, just need some money management.
How long have you owned your home for?
-A
Mayo has some seriously BAD taste, that's all I can say.
I am disappointed in Mayo. I wonder how many people will just walk away from him for this. It's not right.
Yeah, okay, into the universe....
I think Carrie is able to say what she wants.
Mr. Curiosity
Hey Mr. Curiosity
Is it true what they've been saying about you?
Well, are you killing me?
You took care of the cat already,
And for those who think it's heavy,
Is it the truth,
Or is it only gossip?
Call it mystery or anything
Oh just as long as you call me.
I sent the message on.
Did you get it when I left?
See, this catastrophic event
It wasn't meant to mean no harm,
But to think there's nothing wrong is a problem.
I'm looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it's making me cry
(Trying not to ask why)
This love is a mystery
Mr. Curious...
Come back to me
I'm a Mr. Waiting on and never patient
Can't you see
That I'm the same the way you left me?
In a hurry to spell check me
And I'm underlined already in envy green
And pencil red
And I've forgotten what you've said
Will you stop working for the dead and return?
Mr. Curious, well I need some inspiration
It's my birthday and I cannot find no cause for celebration
The scenerio is grave, but I'll be braver when you save me
From this situation laden with hearsay.
I'm looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful, but it's making me cry
(Trying not to ask why)
This love is a mystery
Mr. Curiosity
Hey Mr. Please
Do come and find me, oh
Oh, come on oh, yea yea
I'm looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it's making me cry.
Love is blinding when your timing's never right.
Oh, but who am I to beg for difference
Finding love in a distant instant
But I don't mind
Oh love at least I tried, well I tried...
What's funny is this song's title was printed incorrectly when it the packaging was produced, so millions of copies were pressed with an incorrect jacket.
Carrie, I saw her talk to you once, after you said that you were being anonymous to get her to talk to you and you were bothering her, she asked you to stop, to let it go. You are the one who can't seem to because every time you come on here you start up shit about Kapunua. Now Amyranth too and honestly I can't remember anything happening between you two in the first place but maybe I missed it. Truth is I haven't seek Kapunua say anything to either of you but you two are always the ones trying to start some shit. Now why is that.
And Mustard, who plays both sides of the team but is secretly on K's side..... disgusting.
Fuck off, just because Kapu doesn't start shit HERE doesn't mean it hasn't happened in other places, maybe that is what Amyranth is so mad about. Doesn't she have the right to express her anger here?
Amyranth said...
Mel Brooks Anon - That line was in History of The World too?
Yeah it was. He likes to put quotes from one movie in another. Very funny.
Just a thought. If any of you have land, you can make a vegtable garden and plant seeds. They are only 30 cents at WallyWorld. We have our garden for about 4mths. and it saves us alot of money.
I don't have to buy lettuce, squash, cucumbers, tomatoes, string beans, carrots etc..every week.
It's worth a try. Not that hard. You do need some kind of fencing(nothing fancy) to keep out animals.
Blogger ate my comments before, bastard!
Oh for goodness sake Mayo chose a poem that was really nice. Should he avoid ever feeling something someone does is worth keeping just because some other people may not like them? No
I am sure kapunua would not feel it gives her free reign to run wild on the blog any more than elena, TJ redrum, mustard sdock or myself did.
Some people just don't get on, and anons you may well miss stuff believe it or not!
so perhaps we should all drop it, as it's just drawing more attention to it
amy we've owned it for a couple of years, we paid in as much as we could both working,(up to about 7 yrs ago) and hubby worked a year and a bit on a mine contract so we just went for broke and used all we could to pay it out. We didn't spend on a lot of other stuff at the time, we both have 2nd hand cars, the house still needs some work done, our furnishings are average, nice but not extravagant
Kap got what she deseved no more no less, and NO I am not talking about Mayo putting her shit up there (DISAPPOINTING)!! but about her job. Bad things happen, karma!
If you had a fight and she got over it maybe you should too, instead of carrying on about how she won't accept your apologies. That's what makes the blog look ugly.
Her problem with me is that I don't agree with what she says about other people.
I have explained to her that I don't think her behaviour in some situations is great. That when it comes to the day to day on the blog, she could stand to be a little nicer to some people on here.
She has refused my suggestion, and refused to speak openly and reasonably about the subject.
And you're right. I can't let it go. Do you know why? I do not think that what she did should be condoned. My personal opinion.
However, to point something out.
After MWM, I said some pretty shitty things to Toujours. Yes, the same girl I affectionately refer to as Missy Teej!
We got over it. We eventually started talking again, and I would think that there's no animosity between us. Well, the animosity was on my part, so I forgave her.
Jules will not accept apologies from anyone. I don't care if she won't take one from me, because I'm not extending one. No skin off my nose if she doesn't like me.
What upsets me is that Carrie has said that she's sorry. All she's asking is for Jules to say "That's fine." Nobody said they had to be best friends again.
She will not do this.
Mustard, I know you're still here. You spoke of a rift earlier.
Here it is.
And I KNOW I'm not the only one who has this feeling. This "Not fair" feeling.
That feeling is what is causing the rift.
-A
I am sure kapunua would not feel it gives her free reign to run wild on the blog any more than elena, TJ redrum, mustard sdock or myself did.
That is where you are obviously so wrong. Look at how many people are hurt by her ignorance, Amyranth, Carrie, other anons. Mustard did get full of herself after Mayo put her words up and Sdock a little too but now Kapu is going to never ever EVER quit. That is all the proof she needs that it is alright for her to act anyway she wants. This is going to get really bad from here on in.
anon we have a vege garden too it is lots cheaper and we have hens and we have our own beef so that saves a lot, but I can buy meat (as I do now as we have to kill this weekend) without budget blowout, I know how to cook a lot, as amy does and cheaper meats are often nicer
SO if you have the space it's worth it
Anon (12:06), I care a lot about everyone here...I struggle with the conflicts. You bring up some interesting points. I wish to address it, but I'm sure it will not satisfy.
All I can say is that when it comes to life, I'm not in a position to call anyone out...we are adults. I try to understand my friends and their personal circumstances before placing judgement...
I only know half or even less of their life story.
In the end it's about my life, the person I have to live with everyday that I want to change, that person that I want to make better. It's all I have.
Exactly, Amy. Not to cry Emo tears, but yeah.
I have personally seen Kapunua have arguments and fights and disagreements with other people and have them both walk away shaking hands and laughing over it. Carrie however seems to be freakish over it and bothered her for a long time. She admitted to being a lot of the anonymous people too. I remember Kapu asking her to stop it. Carrie wouldn't. I think it is up to Kapunua whether she wants to talk to her again or not. Maybe it's not fine, Amyranth. Or do her feelings not count?
And I don't know what rift the two of you had but you are the one who seems to keep dragging it on here. You seem to not be able to let things go and move on. Isn't that how it is?
Mustard, I know you're still here. You spoke of a rift earlier.
Here it is.
And I KNOW I'm not the only one who has this feeling. This "Not fair" feeling.
That feeling is what is causing the rift.
I agree. It's Kapu. But Mustard will never admit to that.
Mel Brooks/Planting Anon
We're going to give that a shot this year! We tried to grow Cukes, Beans, Peas and Tomatoes from seed, with little luck. I'm just going to go and buy seedlings and go from there, I think.
Oh, and garlic! We can really grow garlic.
We're going to go for pumpkins this year too, hopefully have some sizable ones by Hallowe'en.
Ergo, our house is a starter home as well. Nice little yard, everything could use some work. But it's my first house, and I'm just glad to have a roof over my head, so it's like a palace to me.
-A
Yeah, my heart belongs to Amy. Or borrowing it.
And I don't know what rift the two of you had but you are the one who seems to keep dragging it on here. You seem to not be able to let things go and move on. Isn't that how it is?
Cute. Assuming makes an ass out of you and me, sweetie.
Do you want to see? I have the links and the emails if you'd like.
-A
You are lucky to have all that. I get my eggs from the people down the road. We discussed getting hens but I didn't want vet bills and am afraid the bears will get them. Eh, we are too noisy for bears.
Anyway, I am glad you do have the vege garden and all.
Anon @12:17, I went on a garden rampage. Five books from Amazon. If only I was retired! I swear if I had more time I grow whatever I wanted!
...
"This is going to get really bad from here on in."
Anon, only if you want it to. Please pick a name and discuss. Will you? Will any of you anons?
yeah, dudes, I'm freakish, watch out.
Mustard is just a coward who either won't stand up to Kapu, or won't defend her. She just hides her head in the sand and pulls it out to kiss Mayo's ass. At least have an opinion.
Um, that's not the most accurate, anon, but, whatever.
Cute. Assuming makes an ass out of you and me, sweetie.
Do you want to see? I have the links and the emails if you'd like.
I never said assuming, "sweetie". So you two had a fight in email and you want to post the emails here publicly on Mayo's blog? I think that says a lot more about you than it does about her. I would say go ahead but I am not in the right to ask for another person's private emails so I won't.
Mel (I'm just gonna call you Mel now!)
I live in a sort of inner city neighbourhood, so I'll always have to go to the grocery store for something, but hey, if I could, I'd have a chicken and a cow on my property!
I'd like to have a farm, except for the whole slaughtering thing.
-A
That is exactly what I mean Amyranth. You seem to be the one who wants to bring fights to Mayo's blog.
you take hens to the vet???
well ours are kind of survive or not hens, and we have really only ever had dog trouble (ours) so we no longer have a dog.
amy I think a lot of people want it all NOW and you can't do that without massive debt (unless you have tons of money)I'd rather wait, you feel better about it too I think, it's an achievement
would love to stay but I must be off titoring again , so have a great night and I'll see you for a bit tomorrow before I have to go to town and a bit after.
perhaps a new post?
lotsa love all
xx
I never said assuming, "sweetie". So you two had a fight in email and you want to post the emails here publicly on Mayo's blog? I think that says a lot more about you than it does about her. I would say go ahead but I am not in the right to ask for another person's private emails so I won't.
Nope. Not a fight in email.
I saw her attack another poster, not only on another blog, but she then followed her over to her OWN blog and continued to chew her out over there. It was something so insignificant that it could have easily been left alone by Jules, but she didn't drop it.
Once again, do you want the link? The post is still up. It's a public fight, that a few even asked her to back off over, and she didn't.
-A
Mayo made a HUGE mistake putting her poem up there.
OOOh, blog fight, let's take a byte out of each other!!!
That is exactly what I mean Amyranth. You seem to be the one who wants to bring fights to Mayo's blog.
Aside from this very moment, show me where.
-A
It's funny how people are always saying that if you have some fighting words to say, take it to that person's blog. Amyranth wants all the fights to be brought to Mayo's. Post the links if you want Amyranth, I missed the fight myself but I have a lot more respect for her keeping it off here than I do for you, since you seem to have a vendetta and want to stir up shit.
oh bears are a worry they don't come near your house do they?
amy I shall photograph our slaughter on the weekend if you like (and slaughter sounds so messy) we quarter and hang the steer for 2 weeks then cut up and bag (and mince/corn as well)
bye!
amyranth
our house is a starter home as well. Nice little yard, everything could use some work. But it's my first house, and I'm just glad to have a roof over my head, so it's like a palace to me.
It is "your" palace.I hear ya.I feel the same way about our house.
I am NOT breaking into song on this one.
*bites lip*
I know no one has to answer me. Been here a long time in the shadows mostly.Why can't you ignore each other if there is a problem?
You can't force everyone to get along with everyone, but talk to whomever you please without talking to the ones you don't want to.
Bring it Amyranth! Bring it Carrie! Time to show her that she can't get away with shit!! Do it, I want to see, I want everyone to see!
Have fun Titoring Ergo! I hope you have lots of A-MUSE-Ment~!
-A
amy I shall photograph our slaughter on the weekend if you like (and slaughter sounds so messy) we quarter and hang the steer for 2 weeks then cut up and bag (and mince/corn as well)
Yikes almighty!
My hair would be a natural white by the time it was done!
-A
I know no one has to answer me. Been here a long time in the shadows mostly.Why can't you ignore each other if there is a problem?
You can't force everyone to get along with everyone, but talk to whomever you please without talking to the ones you don't want to.
That is my point. I haven't seen Kapunua start fights with either of you, but they seem to want to keep it going. She ignores them, they take a stab at her. She ignores them and they take more stabs at her. Especially Carrie who seems to be slightly obsessed.
I remember when people asked her POLITELY not to spam up the board with poems and she refused again and again. Now that Mayo put one up it's going to be like free reign. That's what i find so disgusting.
Oh, you are talking about the thing with Capture This Void Amyranth, I remember seeing that on the secret blog away from Mayo's. CTV was mad at SS because he didn't give her credit for what she said to him and Kapuna said it was stupid to get mad at him because maybe he just forgot. I think she called it a pity party or something. Maybe it wasn't a nice thing to say but she didn't drag the fight here and cause drama, like you seem to want to do.
Sorry for the repeated goodnight...but I should go once again.
I had more to say, but per usual I deleted it.
Take care everyone. ♥ to you.
See ya, Ergo!
I sort of agree to a point about people being too cowardly to stand up for Kapunua. People who hate her band against her and take shots at her and take shots and take shots. People who like her run away. On the other hand maybe they are just showing a classy side and not wanting to bring the drama to mayo's house.
Kapu out of the picture for a second, some people are dirty little liars and trouble makers who cause a big shit fit and then run away.
I am talking about one of her ass kissing friends here, not any of you guy's.
Dude, seriously, she is not obsessed. Maybe just wondering why someone can forgive people who lost your job but not people who don't have the same opinion? Maybe?
It's funny how people are always saying that if you have some fighting words to say, take it to that person's blog. Amyranth wants all the fights to be brought to Mayo's. Post the links if you want Amyranth, I missed the fight myself but I have a lot more respect for her keeping it off here than I do for you, since you seem to have a vendetta and want to stir up shit.
You know, it's interesting.
I took it to Jules.
I spoke to her about it, and her words to me were to fuck off and leave her alone.
I took that to mean that if I didn't agree with her, I wasn't worth her time.
I see that a lot around here. Maybe you don't.
I never DID see it, until I saw another person get hurt pretty badly. That person doesn't come here to hang out anymore, and I think that's a fucking shame.
You know, Mayo talks about us being able to stick up for myself, and if you actually spend any time here, yeah, you'll see I fight a lot.
I fight for a lot of people. I spend time on here telling Anons where to go and how to get there.
These Anons have undesirable behaviour, and we let them know we don't like it. Some of them leave, most of them don't.
What gets me about Jules, is that you can't even talk to her about her behaviour. If you say anything against her, it's taken as a MAJOR affront, and it all goes to hell in a handbasket from there. How fair is that?
Please, tell me how fair it is?
Do you really think it's fair that things can't be brought up in private conversation?
That it takes a buildup over time of anger and frustration and stress before this sort of thing is heard?
It's a shame it has to be heard by more than one person.
It's a bigger shame that the person who needs to hear the words the most chooses to ignore them.
Mayo, I am indeed quite sorry that I brought this out here.
SS, I understand I am saying things about a person you care for very much.
But both of you need to realize that this has been happening. Private conversations have been initiated and not allowed to continue.
We talk about the Anons, the not so nice ones, tearing this family apart.
I really do believe that it's happening from the inside more than anything.
*shrugs*
And there's nothing that can be done about it.
-A
Maybe just wondering why someone can forgive people who lost your job but not people who don't have the same opinion? Maybe?
Where did she forgive the anons who made her lose her job? ANd Carrie did a little more than not share her opinion if I remember, and she also admitted to BEING some of the anons and then to talking to her anonymously after that as a trick. And every time she comes on here it's to take another stab at her. yeah a little obsessed. That's what it looks like.
Yep. Obsessed I am, all my waking hours, with the husband and the kids, I think, ooh, what would K think of this? No, I had never had any interaction with internet crazy people up until this juncture, so didn't know how it worked. Trust me, have figured it out now, doesn't work like the real world, got it. Again, anons, don't cry for me Argentina, I'm over it.
Call me..Rented fingerz anon. It's just from earlier today. i didnt say any of those things. Except the part about veggies, hens and why can't you ignore one another. That is another anon who said the other things.
I try not to get into too much crap. Why I stay away most of the time, stay in the shadows..lurking
Besides, some of you know me by the other name from a while back.
Oh, you are talking about the thing with Capture This Void Amyranth, I remember seeing that on the secret blog away from Mayo's. CTV was mad at SS because he didn't give her credit for what she said to him and Kapuna said it was stupid to get mad at him because maybe he just forgot. I think she called it a pity party or something. Maybe it wasn't a nice thing to say but she didn't drag the fight here and cause drama, like you seem to want to do.
But she brought it to CTV'S blog.
She made CTV feel like shit over a momentary lapse of sadness. CTV even apologized later for making a mountain out of a molehill, and Jules still went to her blog and chewed her out.
Sorry, but you know, we call this place Mayo's house. We try to not bring drama here.
Yeah, it doesn't always work.
But, if I have a beef with someone, I try my best to let it slide.
I tried to take it up with Jules.
Did you know she got mad at me for agreeing with Carrie? I told Carrie it was okay to be angry if she needed to be, and Jules got upset.
And now, you're telling me that it's not okay to be displeased with something?
That I should have just turned my back and ignored what she said? How she made someone else feel?
Sorry. Can't do it.
-A
I spoke to her about it, and her words to me were to fuck off and leave her alone.
I find that hard to believe since I didn't think that Kapunua ever uttered the word "fuck"... in all my time here I have never seen her say it. Even in fuckfest 2007.
Amyranth, trying to turn her friends against her because she doesn't like YOU is low. I'm sorry, but all my respect for you just flew out the window.
And it pains me that the only person sticking up for her is an anon, though an anon who she knows, but still.
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Mayo, I am indeed quite sorry that I brought this out here.
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I don't think you are, if you were, you wouldn't have started it.
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SS, I understand I am saying things about a person you care for very much.
But both of you need to realize that this has been happening. Private conversations have been initiated and not allowed to continue.
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I'm amazed at how low you just sunk.
Where did she forgive the anons who made her lose her job?
Read back a couple of posts for that one. She thanks them for being a blessing in disguise.
-A
Again, anons, don't cry for me Argentina, I'm over it.
Until the next time you come on here taking a swipe at her, Carrie.
Read back a couple of posts for that one. She thanks them for being a blessing in disguise.
I did read that. I didn't see thanking them as forgiveness.
Amyranth, trying to turn her friends against her because she doesn't like YOU is low. I'm sorry, but all my respect for you just flew out the window.
I'm not trying to turn her friends against her.
Do you see this as a call to arms?
I'm not trying to tell everyone that I hate Jules and they should too.
In fact, I didn't even say I hated her, did I?
-A
She made CTV feel like shit over a momentary lapse of sadness. CTV even apologized later for making a mountain out of a molehill, and Jules still went to her blog and chewed her out.
I was there for that, and I didn't see her chew anyone out. I didn't see CTV apologize either and to be honest...... I thought that CTV was being ridiculous too.
Anonymous
I was there for that, and I didn't see her chew anyone out. I didn't see CTV apologize either and to be honest...... I thought that CTV was being ridiculous too.
Not as Anonymous as we think.
-A
Do you see this as a call to arms?
I'm not trying to tell everyone that I hate Jules and they should too.
You basically just ran to Mayo and SS and tattled in order to make them think less of her. It's the most childish thing I've ever seen done on here and that is saying alot.
I think that Mayo made a mistake in putting her poem up there too. But for different reasons than most of the others.
She wolf I'm sorry for this.
Not as Anonymous as we think.
I already said that.
Amyranth, you are doing the same thing to her that you think she did to CTV except in your case, you are trying to involve Mayo and SS. Whereas Kapunua, left SS out of it when CTV got pissed at him and went to HER blog. You did not have to get involved only you thought it was right to stick up for CTV. Now you're getting angry at me for doing the same thing... sticking up for Kapunua. Only difference is that you didn't take it to HER blog, you dragged it here. And then you went further and tried to drag Mayo and SS into it for reasons only known to yourself.
Not as Anonymous as we think.
Yeah, no shit.
Kapu was sticking up for SS, and she kept it private. After finding out what you are like I don't blame her for not talking to you anymore.
I already told you I knew about the "secret" blog.
Is Kapunua Sei Shonibla bla bla?
I missed something? Why was CTV mad at SS?
Is Kapunua Sei -----
YES, FUCK! The Sei babble is all her!
I remember her sticking up for SS when CTV got upset. I didn't think it needed to be dragged here either. Amyranth did you seriously just try to get SS mad at her for TELLING him that she stood up for him when someone got mad?
No wonder he doesn't come here anymore. He can't do anything right. :(
Why are you people attacking CTV and Amyranth?
J
CALM DOWN anon at 1.05! I thought it was strange if Kapu was Sei etc etc etc because she JUST wrote the thing about rumors flying about her, and some King believing them and how she was upset by it. I just tought it was strange, not taking sides!
And Carrie.
Throw that out there.
I see Amyranth attacking Kapunua, and none of her friends (aside from me) saying anything to defend her. But I guess that is all right with you, that they are attacking her.
I shouldn't claim to be her friend when I am hardly ever around and any time I am it only turns into things like this.
I didn't see anyone attacking CTV.
Mayonaise should take down that fucking poem. It's causing more trouble than anything.
Again, who said I'm angry?
To be fully honest with everyone here, I'm really disappointed with the behaviour I see around here. Yeah, Not-so-Anon, you can go ahead and call me on it, but really, when you go to the source and you get nothing, how do you let out your frustration?
I have nothing against Mayo posting one of Jules' poems, so you can get that idea out of your head. I could care less about that. Mayo posts what he likes, and I guess I've never said anything he's liked. So what?
And you know, telling Mayo and SS that I feel this has been going on for a long time, with no rectification? It probably won't matter, because I seriously doubt that either of them read much of what I say, or take it to heart.
Mayo's already stated that we take care of ourselves quite well, so why is it going to matter to him?
Why are you acting like this is going to shatter everything? You and I both know that Jules will skim past what I write. She doesn't care about what I say, and god forbid I vent.
If I had said it on my own blog, it would have been a matter of days before someone posted it here, and the shit hit the fan anyway. Except less scrupulous people would be taking time to twist my words and turn things out worse than they had been.
Take your pick.
-A
"Besides, some of you know me by the other name from a while back."
I said I wouldn't refresh, but alas I did. This has to be my last comment because I do not know what else I can say...
Anon, are you "Present?"...
Either way it's nice to see you. I meant to mention it earlier. I may be mistaken.
-Anima is half asleep...
when you go to the source and you get nothing, how do you let out your frustration?
You could ignore her the way she ignores you?
Amyranth, I find it hard to believe that you thought "tattletaling" wasn't going to make a difference, or you wouldn't have done it in the first place. Everything you write, you want to be seen. It's very low. Oh go run and tell Mayo that Kapunua is a nasty person who told you to fuck off (sorry not believing that one),, and tell SS that she got mad at someone who got mad at HIM, over nothing. And that she tried to keep it off this blog. But that you brought it here. Wow not that it matters to you, but my opinion of you is less than zero.
J, don't worry about it.
This is my problem. I can take care of myself.
-A
I'm not present Anima, sorry. But I have been here since the early times, not September like most of you but November around. I see a lot and I happen to like Kapunua and I love Sdocks beautiful soul. I see Kapunua get torn down over and over again and I never see anyone actually take her side and it makes me a little sick. Thank you for hearing me out.
Again, who said I'm angry?
I'm sure you're speaking out of the beauty of your heart Amyranth. And you want to make sure that Mayo and SS get mad at Kapunua because she won't answer YOU. Because she defended SS. I just can't believe that you would try to turn her friends against her.
I never see anyone actually take her side
Speaking of things that make you a little sick.
Even in the last few months, when Jules and I have not been speaking, I HAVE been standing up for her against Anons, thanks.
And if you don't believe me, go ahead. Read back a bit.
-A
There are two of us here. I'm not the She wolf anon. I'm just another who thinks that this doesn't belong here and I agree, trying to get SS and Mayo to turn against her on a thing that was private, is really low.
I'm sure you made some remarks to try to make yourself look charitable Amyranth.
Kapunua's friends, classy, or cowards? Hmm that is the question!
--A third anon!
Ooh, look who's putting Mayo and SS all up in that high step stool.
I'm so sorry, Kapunua. I always loved your fire. I have seen you tone it down a lot but you still get attacked. I again am sorry for one to be a part of it and for another thing, to be the only one (aside from another anon)? who is here to say anything on your behalf. I think this is over now. I said what I wanted to say.
Ooh, look who's putting Mayo and SS all up in that high step stool.
Yeah AMyranth actually, because trying to drag them into it is like saying that Kapunua should care more what they think!
Again, here we are assuming that SS or Mayo will read this. Or care.
Probably not.
Is this going to change anyone else's opinion of Jules?
Probably not.
Carrie and I are the only two crazies, sitting in the corner babbling to ourselves.
-A
Poem = HUGE mistake
If you didn't think so Carrie then why did you run telling them how she was nasty to you and told you to fuck off? Seemingly after she defended SS?
I meant to write Amyranth, sorry.
Anonymous said...
Poem = HUGE mistake
In the grand scheme of things, the poem doesn't matter.
-A
Is this going to change anyone else's opinion of Jules?
Probably not.
But you hope it does.
I think him putting the poem up started this whole thing up.
Actually it was Carrie getting mad at Kapunua for writing a poem instead of being upset over Sydney Pollack, that started this whole big thing.
Hey, hormonally challenged anons, why don't you leave Amy alone and go pop a fucking Midol or something to relieve those constant PMS symptoms.
There's an existence outside of this place. It's called real life. Get one.
Um, no. They were just mentioned the past like, five of your comments.
All Amy did was apologize to them.
Well, whatever, 'cause like she said, it's not like they read any of this. Not the maybe sane stuff.
Hey, hormonally challenged anons, why don't you leave Amy alone and go pop a fucking Midol or something to relieve those constant PMS symptoms.
There's an existence outside of this place. It's called real life. Get one.
You could say the same thing to Amyranth, Carrie.
Anonymous Anonymous said...
Is this going to change anyone else's opinion of Jules?
Probably not.
But you hope it does.
From the way you're going on, I think YOU do.
Anon, it's one thing to say your piece and leave, but really, why didn't YOU just say "Hey, too bad you and Jules don't get along, buck up and things will get better."
And you didn't. How does that make you better than me all of a sudden?
-A
All Amy did was apologize to them.
Noooo Entropy. She called Mayo's and SS's attention to Kapunua and said that she was the one causing the rift. That is a far cry from being an apology.
Anon, it's one thing to say your piece and leave, but really, why didn't YOU just say "Hey, too bad you and Jules don't get along, buck up and things will get better."
I did, and someone else did, but YOU kept going, then you dragged Mayo and SS into it. I never said I was better than you either.
Hello Mayo, SS, Ergo, J, Carrie, Entropy, Amy, various anons.....
Anons attacking Amy and Carrie: BACK OFF! Worth less than zero, eh? That brings back memories of someone else being called worthless.
Amy's opinion is JUST AS VALUABLE as Kapunua's. No more, no less!
As is Carrie's!
*pounce tackle hug and smooches for all my lovely friends*
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
Anon, it's one thing to say your piece and leave, but really, why didn't YOU just say "Hey, too bad you and Jules don't get along, buck up and things will get better."
Why didn't you just say "Hey CTV and Carrie, too bad you and Jules don't get along, buck up and things will get better" instead of going Oh look Mayo she is such a bitch! SS I know you like her but you have to know that the problem on the blog is her!
Anons attacking Amy and Carrie: BACK OFF!
Why aren't you telling them, who are attacking Kapunua, to back off? Fair is fair.
Noooo Entropy. She called Mayo's and SS's attention to Kapunua and said that she was the one causing the rift. That is a far cry from being an apology.
Nooooo Anon. Re-read what I said.
I told them both that I was sorry for bringing this here, especially when she's one of SS's dear friends. Then I alluded to the fact that I had tried to work it out previous and it just hadn't happened.
To be honest, regardless of who reads this, I'll be blacklisted by tomorrow morning, with about 800 emails in my inbox, so really it clearly doesn't matter what I say, or what I think.
-A
Why aren't you telling them, who are attacking Kapunua, to back off? Fair is fair.
Because no one signed in ever does, anon.
Sorry, I said I was leaving, now I am.
Sooooo......Amy: How's that rent money collecting situation?
Have you and the former roomie worked out a compromise?
Entropy: Are you caught up on Lost yet? Thursday is the season finale!
Carrie: Are you still around?
Amy, I wanted to help you because you helped us. You're my friend, and that's what I do for my friends (to quote Martha).
If you need me, you know where to find me, ok?
CTV doesn't even post here anymore. It's not right for you anons to bring her name into this at all. She felt miserable that day. No matter where the "discussion" took place, it seemed unnecessary. I miss CTV, she's a lovely person.
J
Anon 1:33
Should I stop by Target and buy you a couple of boxes? It'll probably give you the instant relief that you so desperately need.
SS, I understand I am saying things about a person you care for very much.
But both of you need to realize that this has been happening. Private conversations have been initiated and not allowed to continue.
How the fuck is that an apology? You can't sit there and say that you weren't trying to bring it to their attention that Kapunua had fucked you off in an email or some shit.
CTV doesn't even post here anymore. It's not right for you anons to bring her name into this at all.
Amyranth was the one who brought it up. She was going to post a link to her blog, so why not mention her name?
Why didn't you just say "Hey CTV and Carrie, too bad you and Jules don't get along, buck up and things will get better" instead of going Oh look Mayo she is such a bitch! SS I know you like her but you have to know that the problem on the blog is her!
*nods*
You'll have the invisibility power, too, Amy!!
To be honest, regardless of who reads this, I'll be blacklisted by tomorrow morning, with about 800 emails in my inbox, so really it clearly doesn't matter what I say, or what I think.
Not likely, since she is pretty much hated. Stop pretending like she has a posse. Some low-life anons / lurkers defending her really.
Why didn't you just say "Hey CTV and Carrie, too bad you and Jules don't get along, buck up and things will get better" instead of going Oh look Mayo she is such a bitch! SS I know you like her but you have to know that the problem on the blog is her!
It's a matter of support. You support Jules, regardless. I try to support everyone else, regardless.
When you see someone who is supposed to be FAMILY take a shit on someone else, you tend to not want to be as supportive.
But hey. I still was. Jules and I had our disagreement, we don't talk, and yeah, I opened my mouth about why I'm upset.
But really, I can't talk to her about it. She's not willing to smooth it over, or even admit that maybe she didn't go about fixing the previous incident in a great way. It wasn't the best way to admit that I'm less than pleased with her, but it's what happened. Can't undo it.
What DO you expect me to do now?
-A
Anonymous said...
Anons attacking Amy and Carrie: BACK OFF!
Why aren't you telling them, who are attacking Kapunua, to back off? Fair is fair.
May 28, 2008 1:36 AM
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Why on earth would I do that, anonymous? Afterall, she did inform me, awhile back, that she felt no reason to thank me for having defended her in the past.
I was also informed that she ignores everything I say?
So, I say, why bother. I prefer talking with people who actually enjoy talking with me!
J, they're right. I brought up the situation, but another anon said her name. She didn't have to.
Either way, it doesn't matter.
Posse or not, people are going to be upset with me in the morning, I'm fully prepared for that.
Wendy, I haven't been able to chat with her yet, we're gonna wait and see what happens yet.
Entropy, powers of invisibility sound cool! Can they make me rich?
-A
Hi, Wendy! Yeah, still not really. They are going to show encores before the season finale so I think I'll be set then. Hopefully.
It's funny, the previews are all, a whole night of Lost! Lost! Whole night!
Speaking of...
HI WENDY! Did you ever get your card?
J
I never really did get into Lost.
Didn't it go from "We're trapped on a deserted island" to "Aliens are gonna eat us"?
-A
J!!!!!!!!!!! How are you? A lovely night in blogbelieve, isn't it?
*yes, that was said sarcastically*
;)
You were going to post the link to CTV's blog Amyranth, think they would have found out her name then.
When you see someone who is supposed to be FAMILY take a shit on someone else, you tend to not want to be as supportive.
The way Kapunua was not supportive to CTV after CTV took a shit on SS. Oh that is DIFFERENT. She did it privately after all.
Like I said I doubt you will be blacklisted, no one really defends Kapunua so you're in the clear.
Amyranth said...
Didn't it go from "We're trapped on a deserted island" to "Aliens are gonna eat us"?
Kinda like here, hunh? :D
J
A whole night of LOST!!! That sounds good to me. I think I would really enjoy getting Lost about now ;)
Amy: They've gone from flash backs to flash forwards. It can be very confusing at times. Much like life!
J: I never did get the card! Darn pony express. Did ya'll get the package I sent?
*aaa-chooo* Excuse me!
And this never ending, constantly changing, stupid as hell drama is part of the reason why I stopped coming here.
Well done on trying to get SS mad at kapunua when she was defending him. Well done trying to get Mayo mad at her for..... Not talking to you and Carrie after Carrie has taken months trying to take her apart. Good night to you all.
Oh Wendy, it's a gorgeous night! Watch out where you step, though.
Sparkle's stamping her little hoof and saying, "BAA BAAA! BAAAA BA BBAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!"
I believe she's upset...
J
Hi BC.
Sorry.
-A
Yeah, I watched too much and got sucked in. Even after watching Cloverfield and knowing we're not ever going to get answers, I'm still watchin'.
BC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*grabs BC and squeezes until she's blue*
I'm so glad to see you again! How are you?
Wendy! NOOOO! There was a sticker in it that said "Namaste"! And the card and envelope had wolves on them! Crap crap crap. Well, we can get you another if you don't get the original. We haven't gotten the package yet, maybe tomorrow?
J
*sighs*
Oh well. Blogbelieve.
Damned if you do. Damned if you don't.
So what have you been up to Wendy?
J, thank you. I know how this is going to go from here, so it's probably better if you guys don't get too involved. I don't want you to feel shitty again.
Entropy, I noticed that Lost is constantly being rerun, I should check it out some night. Do you watch Heroes? That's one that I love.
-A
Don't be sorry Amy.
BC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's so good to see you, sweetcheeks!
*extra big hug and kiss*
J: OH NO! My little lambkin niece is upset? I'm not happy about that at all! You know when Sparkle gets upset it makes me want to cry.....
I love Sparkle!
*passes a fresh bottle of Sake to Amy*
Pssst.......we'll lure 'them' out into a dark alley for you, Amy!
But, c'mon, you're not even in it.
*shrugs* Why not?
I'm going to spend a lot of the next few days seeing a lot of brown eyes. Might as well start now.
Sorry. I.. this just really wasn't a great way to go about this.
-A
Hi J, I'm good, just got a headache and in the midst of talking to a friend. We're thinking of becoming roommates sometime in the fall, so it's cool.
*Hugs and squeezes J super hard*
Hi Amy, Carrie, Wendy, entropy *hugs*
Where do you freaks get the idea that SS likes Kapunua? Don't any of you remember when she called him a liar, and Mayo too, when she went after Alie and them? SS himself came in and told her it hurt him to have his integrity called into question.
As for her taking up for him, no, you're wrong. Her selfish reason behind her comments was to make CTV feel bad. Why else would she go back to CTV's blog four times, and write something worse each time even when no one, much less CTV, said anything in between?
It was cruel, nothing else.
LOL @ Wendy!
Entropy, don't have to be! Actually, I have a bit of a crush on the guy who plays Hiro Nakamura.
-A
Heroes! Yeah, that's a really good one. I love that one, too.
J: I'm sorry! Maybe it's stuck in one of the gazillion catalogs I get. I'll flip through them all tomorrow/today and let you know if the card was playing hide and seek!
;)
Amy: I've been sneezing and coughing. Yep, that's about it!
Would you like another big germ-y hug? :D
What did you do today/yesterday?
Wait, your excuse for not taking this to YOUR blog Amyranth was because you said it would eventually make it's way over here anyway..... yet looking at your blog you did actually vent there quite a while ago and it never did make it's way here. Hmmmm. Just couldn't let it go, had to try to turn Kapu's friends against her. Speaking of letting things go, that is something I can do, even though you can't.
Hi sugarplum, how are you? *smothers with extra special kisses and super hugs* I missed you! Hell, I miss a lot of people, who am I kidding?
And oh, by the way, that Midol anon was me. Muhaha.
BC, you're getting your own place?
For God's Sake, make sure you get a GOOD vacuum!
-A has a really crappy vacuum.
Don't any of you remember when she called him a liar,
No I don't?
Oh, no, my 1:57 comment was about the complaining about blog drama.
Anonymous Anonymous said...
Wait, your excuse for not taking this to YOUR blog Amyranth was because you said it would eventually make it's way over here anyway..... yet looking at your blog you did actually vent there quite a while ago and it never did make it's way here. Hmmmm. Just couldn't let it go, had to try to turn Kapu's friends against her. Speaking of letting things go, that is something I can do, even though you can't.
*raises her eyebrow*
Then why are you still here?
-A
Entropy: I've never watched Heroes? Am I missing a very exciting show?
I mean, hi!
*blinks*
Haha! I should have read closer!
Yeah, hopefully Heroes is going to be a bit better this year. I was disappointed how they ended it. I really wanted to see Sylar gone, and Adam replace him as the main villain.
-A
BC, that's so cool! Living with a good friend can be so rewarding.
Just remember this one word:
COMPROMISE. It is all. ;)
Amy, I'll defend you no matter what. These Vultures don't upset me anymore. They're just words, you know. L and I will have your back, honey, don't worry. (I've got my handy-dandy patented SS Vulture-Bashing Broom!)
Wendy, Sparkle's mad about all the fighting. She's a lover, not a fighter! :D
ELENAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! Where the FUCK are you, sweetie? We miss you, we're worried, and we want to talk to you.
J
J, L, and Sparkle, thank you.
*fluffs Sparkle's wool*
Is Elena okay?
-A
Amyranth said...
Speaking of letting things go, that is something I can do, even though you can't.
*raises her eyebrow*
Then why are you still here?
-A
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LOL back for Amy!
Now THAT is a very good question!
Amy, yeah it looks like it. We're still talking about it though. I told her to save me a room in case this school thing works out, and if she gets a place.
It would mean that I don't have to look for a place on my own, which would be a great thing. I'm ready to move out already.
You should check it out, Wendy. It's pretty awesome. It's like a break away from the cryptic weirdness that is Lost and gives you cool super-powered people!
That are really pretty.
In the time of chimpanzees I was a monkey
Butane in my veins and I’m out to cut the junkie
With the plastic eyeballs, spray-paint the vegetables
Dog food stalls with the beefcake pantyhose
Kill the headlights and put it in neutral
Stock car flamin’ with a loser and the cruise control
Baby’s in reno with the vitamin d
Got a couple of couches, sleep on the love-seat
Someone came in sayin’ I’m insane to complain
About a shotgun wedding and a stain on my shirt
Don’t believe everything that you breathe
You get a parking violation and a maggot on your sleeve
So shave your face with some mace in the dark
Savin’ all your food stamps and burnin’ down the trailer park
Yo. cut it.
Soy un perdedor
I’m a loser baby, so why don’t you kill me?
(double barrel buckshot)
Soy un perdedor
I’m a loser baby, so why don’t you kill me?
Forces of evil on a bozo nightmare
Ban all the music with a phony gas chamber
’cuz one’s got a weasel and the other’s got a flag
One’s on the pole, shove the other in a bag
With the rerun shows and the cocaine nose-job
The daytime crap of the folksinger slob
He hung himself with a guitar string
A slab of turkey-neck and it’s hangin’ from a pigeon wing
You can’t write if you can’t relate
Trade the cash for the beef for the body for the hate
And my time is a piece of wax fallin’ on a termite
who's chokin’ on the splinters
Soy un perdedor
I’m a loser baby, so why don’t you kill me?
(get crazy with the cheese whiz)
Soy un perdedor
I’m a loser baby, so why don’t you kill me?
(drive-by body-pierce)
(yo bring it on down)
Soooooaaaar....
?em llik uoy t'nod yhw os ,ybab resol a m'I adanaC revo raoS
[You can hear hear it if you reverse it.]
(I’m a driver, I’m a winner; things are gonna change I can feel it)
Soy un perdedor
I’m a loser baby, so why don’t you kill me?
(I can’t believe you)
Soy un perdedor
I’m a loser baby, so why don’t you kill me?
(Nlehh...)
Soy un perdedor
I’m a loser baby, so why don’t you kill me?
(Sprechen Sie Deutsch hier, Baby!)
Soy un perdedor
I’m a loser baby, so why don’t you kill me?
(know what I’m sayin’? )
J, yeah it is, and it can be a blessing in disguise because that would mean I won't have to spend time looking for a place for arts school.
And I may have a job lined up. Finally. I don't want to get my hopes too high up yet though, but I want to because I want to take some tae kwon do classes during the summer.
But enough about me. How was L's birthday? I missed you guys a bazillion bunch.
Many of us miss you too, sweetchecks!
It's so good to have you back with us!
Amy and Entropy: I have no idea who these Sylar and Adam people are; but, if you say they're good villians *wink* I shall take your word for it!
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No worries, Amy, we're all good to rumble when need be!
Sparkle says, "Ba baaaa baa baa, baa baaba!" which means, "I love you too, Miss Amy!"
(And she LOVES wool-fluffing.)
Hi Entropy, sorry to be so rude...and Carrie, are you still here?
Anima, if you're still around too, have you talked to Elena?
J
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Coolio song.
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at it again AG?
Cool superpowered pretty people!
Sounds like TV people I would like, Entropy!
*note to self: start watching Heroes*
Hello anons. Thanks sugarplum. This is just a touch and go visit for me. If I feel up to it, I'll come back in I don't know how many days. It depends.
I'm not feeling the spark for this place anymore.
Holy crap. I go to the bathroom (to do the same)
do some dishes..come back and all hell has broken loose! The last thing we were discussing were veggie gardens.
The school thing should work out BC, I don't see why you wouldn't get in.
I didn't go to University, I had planned to do a Jewelery Apprenticeship, but with the cost of the house and whatnot, it's on the back burner.
-A
I still think that poem = mistake. What was Mayo thinking??!
Hi BC. Hello all..
Maybe he put it up because he wanted to make her get attacked?
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