Friday, May 16, 2008

An obscene waste.

Honorable Mention.

I am the clown.
Because you asked me to
and I am colorful enough, so
I quickly make the change.
It’s an easy switch in contrast.
Then, you are off and running.
Up and down the row
I am chasing you and I am out of breath.
You are elusive, but you see
I am the clown.
And I will use a trick to catch you.
I must catch you, because I have to tell you
I am not a fool. But, I have failed.

The pulsing lights drawing on
Death and destruction flash above
And beyond you. The images are mostly grave
Punched in and out in perfect time.
They were too many and too long, but
I had to remain until the end.
I knew they would tell the story.
Then, the images stop.
I achieve execution in a flash of bright white
Then perception returns to me, the clown,
Looking at you down the row.
I can’t move but to say the end.
But, I forgot the most important part.

Then, you are gone.
For a moment, I am frantic to find you.
But, I also don’t want to lose my character.
It is of every color and
Can give me up a reckless fool.
While I pretend to know the rest,
I search for my friend.
His name is random, and
He was sitting next to me.
Before you came along…
And as I am just about to take my leave
You appear again, but now
You are the clown.

And you want to tell me that
I am just a fool.



p.s. strung out on pointless prevarication and cardboard collusion.



(...fucking nightmare)

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toujours said...

for b:

may your mind be blessed with healing thoughts,
may your body be blessed with healing strength,
may your heart be blessed with healing emotions.

be well and be vibrant.

ergoproxy said...

thank you anon

Anonymous said...

comes out from yall's secret blog?
TFO
LMAO

ergoproxy said...

oh and thank you carrie and TJ too

how are you both?

Carrie said...

anon, say what?

ergoproxy said...

congrats K!

Anonymous said...

I swear this nasty cat is pissing me off tonight. >_<

Carrie said...

SNL is hilarious tonight! And hi Ergo and tj, I'm doing great.

Anonymous said...

Congrats on what?

toujours said...

you're welcome ergo. it was other people's prayers that helped cure me, so i know that it helps.

i'm doing okay, how are you?

Anonymous said...

Goodnight, guys.


Mayo:

Nothing tonight. I haven't a clue what to say. All tapped out.

Have a nice evening, and a great Sunday. See you later maybe.


SS:

Thank you again for taking the time to drop in. It's always, always appreciated.

Take care of yourself, and we hope to see you around again. Goodnight!

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

Dude, how are you? I hope you are well. Me? I got a touch too much Georgia sunshine today, so tonight I am feverish and feeling kinda icky.

You know what this means?

You get a pass tonight.

No rambling, babbling sdock for you, but I will be back in full force tomorrow.

Try not to go through withdrawals. I'm sure there's enough of my work around BlogBelieve to get you through the next 9 hours.

Take this time and relax, regroup, and recharge.

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. A freebie.

Anonymous said...

I swear to god, I'm such a flake, I can't remember two seconds ago. O_o

Anonymous said...

Look, Obama is eating ice cream! ^_^

Carrie said...

Night Mustard and sdock, and I hope your sunburn gets better. I don't have to struggle with that too much, living in the frozen tundra of Michigan.

Vivienne said...

Hello everyone :)

Carrie said...

I'm not a big John McCain fan, but he did just make me laugh really hard on SNL.

Carrie said...

Hello Cuppie!!

ergoproxy said...

goodnight mustard and sdock sweet dreams

K do you have a water pistol? or a good spray bottle? if so water and citronella and squirt the thing
(and it was for getting first comment)

Vivienne said...

Hello Carrie, how are you?

ergoproxy said...

Hi cupcake! I'm good thanks TJ it's a cold day but now I'm waiting for hubby to get home then we are out for the afternoon visiting for a while

Carrie said...

I'm doing good, made it through the party unscathed. Got taken out to dinner, it was a good day. How about you?

toujours said...

hello, cupcake.

*grin*

Anonymous said...

I don't, ergo. But I do have dogs. ^_^ I swear the next time this bastard comes around... Ooh. He is out there now looking me dead in the eye.

toujours said...

sounds like fun ergo. :)

Vivienne said...

Hi Ergo, good to see you. :)

Sounds nice Carrie, my days been quiet, lots of lying around in bed.

Anonymous said...

OMG, there are two of them! I feel bad, because I know they're so hungry. But they can't eat my bird! >_<

ergoproxy said...

throw a bucket of water on them

Vivienne said...

Hello TJ, and Kapunua. :)

How are you both?

ergoproxy said...

he's home so I'm off!

take care all and see you tomorrow

TJ I will have to chat to you soon I miss you!

bye

Anonymous said...

Hi Cupcake! I'm good, but I'm getting mad.

That's a good idea, Ergo. But they run everytime I open the door. >_< I have both my dogs leashed though and the next time they come around I'm going to take the dogs out as quick as I can. (I just did that now and it scared them away.) I can't let the dogs go otherwise they'd kill the cats though.

Vivienne said...

Have fun Ergo. XD


I'll be back soon guys.

toujours said...

miss you too, ergo! have a great afternoon. :)

Carrie said...

Bye Ergo!

Anonymous said...

8:12, thank you so much. You always know how to make me feel beautiful.

For you.


A moment of happiness,
you and I sitting on the verandah,
apparently two, but one in soul, you and I.
We feel the flowing water of life here,
you and I, with the garden's beauty
and the birds singing.
The stars will be watching us,
and we will show them
what it is to be a thin crescent moon.
You and I unselfed, will be together,
indifferent to idle speculation, you and I.
The parrots of heaven will be cracking sugar
as we laugh together, you and I.
In one form upon this earth,
and in another form in a timeless sweet land.


A Moment of Happiness
Rumi

toujours said...

hey, carmine. did you get your frappuccino today? i hope so, because i'll feel guilty if you didn't.

see, i think i brainwashed myself, because when we went past the only starbucks in town today, i was incapable of not getting a frappuccino. what if that was your frappuccino?

do you usually order a green tea frap?


oh.

oops.






you can have the next one i buy, okay? sorry 'bout that.

*embarrassed by addiction-enhanced thievery*

Anonymous said...

Is that you AG?

Vivienne said...

Ahhh... shower fresh.

toujours said...

i'm perplexed, 12:26. how do you know?

i read that poem, too. there was no address on it. seriously, i don't get it.

but i like rumi, so more is good. thank you for that, at least.

Carrie said...

Hello again shower fresh Cupcake. And what up with the AG thing?

Vivienne said...

hello again Carrie :)

Anonymous said...

Why is Tourjour talking to Mayo (Elena told everyone that Carmine was Mayo) like they have some secret together??

Anonymous said...

TJ it looks like the anon lovers again.

They should really email each other.

The poetry is nice, but if they are not together it's only a fantasy.

Anonymous said...

Wait, is toujour one of the love poem anons??

Carrie said...

oh, don't know, don't care, but hi anon, how was your day?

Anonymous said...

So Toujour and Mayo are the love poem anons then. Why the game?

Carrie said...

I don't think they are, and I miss mah movie watching pimp.

toujours said...

lol, 12:37, if i was one of the love poem anons i wouldn't be asking them questions, now would i?

anyway, i like talking to carmine. it amuses me.

that's all.

hi carrie, hi cupcake. :)

Anonymous said...

But you talk to him LIKE YOU KNOW HIM and your continuing a convo with him. If you met Mayo why didn't you just get his email address and talk there? Why stir up shit by talking about it here? I guess it makes you feel special??

Anonymous said...

I believe you Toujours. I think it's Mayo and his "wife".

Entropy said...

I'm so sorry about what is happening, Ergo. B will for sure be in my thoughts, and her family.

toujours said...

anon @ 12:37, i have to admit i agree with your statement. i like the poetry, and i like the cryptic bend of mayo's blog, but this is getting a bit ridiculous.

even my inner nancy drew is starting to get a teensy bit fed up.

Vivienne said...

Hello TJ :)


Does anyone live near somewhere with bears? like... grizzly bears or anything?

Carrie said...

Hey tj, did you hug some trees today? :)

Entropy said...

I saw that, Carrie!

Vivienne said...

Hello Entropy

What has happened to Ergo's friend?

toujours said...

anon #1 @ 12:43, i am just indulging my whimsy by talking to carmine. no secrets. just me being my old crazy self.

calm down, okay?

anon #2 @ 12:43, i couldn't really say. i don't know who they are.

Carrie said...

PIMP! Who is hidey hide watching movies with the beau, how dare you all have a life and such.

Anonymous said...

Maybe it's someone who reads this blog and believes this love anon is "speaking" to them.

I mean, if they knew each other for real, this wouldn't be happening.

Some people just like to play games.

Anonymous said...

HOLY FUCKING SHIT!


"I can feel your cock, it's making tiny spasming movements against me. I know you're on the verge of coming, too, just like I am. Suddenly you reach up and free my right hand. As I'm bringing it down to clutch at your back, you push something into it: the vibrator. At first I'm surprised, then I understand what you want me to do with it. "Fuck me with it," you rasp. "Untie my other hand," I request. You do, and so do I. I ease the vibrator into you as you ease yourself into me."

That's from the OPS. Fuck, they really DO want to fuck Frank up the ass!! I didn't want to believe that's what they meant but.....

FUCK! EWW! I hope they never get within ten feet of him.

toujours said...

cupcake, i used to. i grew up in nw montana, grizzly country. why?

carrie, though i did smell the mock orange today, i was able to restrain myself. mostly. ;)

Anonymous said...

Tourjour, you have been hiding your knowledge of Mayo ever since you went to see MCR in concert. But not hiding it very well. What confuses is that if you really wanted to keep it a secret you wouldn't come on the blog dropping hints. Instead of keeping a secret you just want the attention.

Vivienne said...

Well TJ, bears interest me I suppose.
Did you ever see any?

Carrie said...

I do love the mock orange smell, and anon, ok, whatever.

toujours said...

that makes me sad, anon @ 12:47. the love poetry seems so sincere.

but then, sometimes pretending is all we have, isn't it?

Carrie said...

Look, I could be totally wrong, but I don't think that toujours has any speshul seecrud info she isn't sharing.

Anonymous said...

Anon at 12:47, that's nothing they also have one with the two of them fucking two "mystery" men, Frank and Gerard. Except F & G are fucking each other. "A kind size bed, four players". That goes way beyond the idea of simple fan girls.

Anonymous said...

Toujours ignore the crazy anon at 12:49.

Entropy said...

I know, ho, I'm such a meany to have a life.

Hey, guys! Just stopping by between movies. We're going to watch The Mist next! should be cool. Talk to you all later.

toujours said...

anon @ 12:49, no information to hide, really. but i have a very vivid imagination, and i guess, like the love anons, i like to pretend, too.

no one ever got upset when i talked to the dust bunnies under the couch, why get upset when i talk to carmine?


cupcake, i saw a few black bears while out driving in the mountains, every once in awhile. you don't usually see grizzlies, unless you're hiking.

Anonymous said...

Toujours pretending can also stop you from having a real life.

Anonymous said...

I skimmed through that excuse for a story. They didn't want to write their own names and Frank and Gerard so they overused My love, her love, your love, it's love, his love, the elephant's love, the fly on the wall's love instead.

Vivienne said...

Sounds good Entropy. :)

toujours said...

oops, 12:52, too late. :)

but thank you for the advice. i ought to do that, but it seems so silly, what they're suggesting.

Vivienne said...

Thanks TJ. :)

Me and my strange questions...

toujours said...

12:53, i'm pretty good at balancing the two.

lifetime of practice, after all.

Anonymous said...

Agreed. They are silly. Probably just seeking a reaction.

Anonymous said...

I don't mind the sex stories and I don't personally care if they are writing their fantasies about F&G and themselves. All that really bothers me is how bad it is.

toujours said...

you're welcome cupcake. and i like strange questions, actually...

:)

Anonymous said...

No, just telling the truth. Toujour has been a shit stirrer since the concerts and hinting that she met Gerard, Gerard is Mayo and calling him Carmine. She even said a few times that she missed seeing him smile at her. They obvously met but instead of keeping it a secret she wants every one here to know.

Vivienne said...

That's good TJ, because I'm full of them!

toujours said...

point taken, 12:56.

must have had too much caffeine today, it's making me chattier than usual. :)

Anonymous said...

I understand Toujours, but it's pretty futile loving someone on a blog who you don't see.

Stops you from having a complete relationship with someone real, even someone you might be with at the moment.

Vivienne said...

Ergo, I just read back to the last page, and read about B. Though I don't pray in conventional ways, I will certainly be sending out all the love and healing I can. My thoughts are with her, and all her loved ones.

toujours said...

*sigh*

i shouldn't say anything...

but i'd like to just clarify that the smile i perhaps unwisely keep referring to came from someone else.

no secret meetings. no shit-stirring.

seriously, the way i blurt out everything to mayo? what secrets could i really be keeping?

Anonymous said...

anons, I think you're the ones who are convinced Mayo is GW, as none of the girls in blue believe it.

What would a happily married man be doing here wasting time posting such bitterness.

He would be busy with his artistic pursuits and his wife.

Anonymous said...

That's a stupid question Toujour and you know it. The secret you could be keeping is that you and Mayo met up and you keep talking to him on his blog. Only not keeping it really well since you keep talking about it. And no you said you missed CARMINE smiling at you.

Anonymous said...

Toujour believes it.

Carrie said...

Yeah, marting and all that.

toujours said...

12:59, you touch upon something i've struggled with for a long time, in regards to this blog.

just how real are the relationships we form here? we make connections here based on our thoughts and feelings...is that enough? this blog is like a glorified pen pal exchange...so are the friendships real?

now that i've met some of my blog friends, and have seen how the relatonships forged here on the blog have become a foundation for real-world relationships, i think what we do here is real, is valid.

at least, as a start.


sorry for the philosophy, you hit one of my topics. :)

Anonymous said...

Toujours please ignore them. They are muck-rakers.

Anonymous said...

Welcome, ladies and gentlemen, to the Battle of the Nitwit Anons!

In this corner, we have Anon Who Hates the OPs, wielding old, worn-out, rehashed accusations of oversexed, disgusting, fangirlish behavior!

In the far corner, we have Anon Who Taunts Toujours, brandishing stale, ludicrous, inane babble about her "seekret luv uhfayr" with Mayo, who may or may not be Gerard and/or Carmine!

When the bell rings, come out...AND BITE MY ASS!!!

Anonymous said...

Toujour is the muck raker.

toujours said...

1:04, please repost that quopte for me? i don't remember saying that about carmine, specifically.

but then, maybe i did.

i like to imagine i amuse him, after all. so i hope he smiles when he reads my comments.

Anonymous said...

Anon Who Hates the OPs, wielding old, worn-out, rehashed accusations of oversexed, disgusting, fangirlish behavior!



If the shoe fits........

Carrie said...

Even if she does believe what you think she does, what is the BFD?

Anonymous said...

It was a few days after the last concert Toujour and you said you missed seeing Carmine smile at you. SEEING him smile at you. If you met him great fine. Good for you. If you know who he is great. but why taunt the people here with the fact? The only reason is for attention.

Anonymous said...

1:09 you sounds almost envious. Does this satisfy your fantasies?

Carrie said...

Well so far the only attention I see is anon attention, and I'm not thinking she was looking for that.

toujours said...

i ought to, 1:07, you're so very correct.

(but i'm kind of having fun...*oops*)

with the exception of the quote (since i requested it), i shall.

*chin up, back straight*

Vivienne said...

Soooo...... ummm

toujours said...

1:11, repost the quote, if you please.

Anonymous said...

I don't think the OPS are oversexed, I think they are UNDERSEXED and taking out their frustrations on Frank.

Anonymous said...

I don't mind the sex stories and I don't personally care if they are writing their fantasies about F&G and themselves. All that really bothers me is how bad it is.


Me too! I don't care who it's about, but what their bad writing is unremarkable.

toujours said...

cupcake! how are you, anyway!!! :D

Anonymous said...

I can't go back and find it which you KNOW. But we both you know you said things like that quite a few times.

Amyranth said...

He would be busy with his artistic pursuits and his wife.

Especially with his wife.

Hiya everyone!

-A

Anonymous said...

you are doing this deliberately so I comment, fool

Vivienne said...

I'm ok TJ, bewildered by anons as usual, trying to sort out something with my partner via msn... I sense an argument in the near future.

Hi Amy. :)

Amyranth said...

Anonymous said...

you are doing this deliberately so I comment, fool

*raises her eyebrow*

Thanks?

So, how's everyone else tonight?

-A

Anonymous said...

Me too! I don't care who it's about, but what their bad writing is unremarkable.


Yes, is they too good for what is writing like you?

Carrie said...

Hi Amy, and bye Amy. My eyes are going too long with the blinks so it's time for me to pack it in. Have a nice night guys.

toujours said...

i've said alot of things, 1:15, many quite dubious.

*shrugs*

i'm not going to worry about this one if you can't find it to show to me.

bye, now.



don't be too confused, cupcake. it's just anons. they're like the weather on this blog. just gotta pull out your umbrella. :)


oh! i heard that somg on the radio today while out shopping, and i couldn't stop giggling. *heh*

Anonymous said...

Other anons, the OPS are only shaming themselves with their bad writing and their behavior about Frank. It was wrong of whoever did it to POST AND REPOST their bad and embarrassing behavior and their sex stories about Frank. They are the ones who said those childish things and they should be ashamed but if they are NOT..... it is NOT up to you to use it to embarrass other people! It was bad enough the first time they wrote it, so why keep posting it?? The same thing goes for their sexual stories on their own blog. At least it is kept on their own blog, we do not need to read the shit about them ass fucking Frank HERE ON THIS BLOG. So just knock it off.

toujours said...

"somg"?

*facepalm*


good night carrie, sweet dreams. :)

Anonymous said...

You have said alot of things Toujour, I misjudged you. I thought you were one of the nice ones but it seems like you need the attention and drama more than any one else. Then you just giggle and pretend like you meant nothing by it.

Vivienne said...

Goodnight Carrie, sleep well.

Anonymous said...

To the anon that loves to taunt Toujours...

STEP THE FUCK OFF! You don't fucking know TJ and what TJ does or knows is none of your fucking business so CRAWL BACK UNDER YOUR FUCKING MOSS-COVERED ROCK and leave her be!

Honestly, some people are just fucking pigs!

Anonymous said...

1:23!

"Drama"! Seen that word before, many, many, MANY times. Do you realize how often you use it? And the double question marks? And the double exclamation points? And the bad spelling? And every comment you make to Toujours just gives you away a little bit more?

Anonymous said...

Hi Elena who has been doing the same thing. And PIGS is a strong term for people who are just annoyed with her stupid "I know Mayo and you don't" games for attention

toujours said...

1:23, the things i have written on this blog are meant for my friends. i speak from heart for them and to them. mayo is one of those friends i speak to.

i don't know who you are, as you are posting anonymously. are you a friend, a lurker, a troll? i don't know.

but i know my heart, and i know that i have never said anything here on this blog that hasn't been something i believed and something from my true self.

my honor is not affected by your disappointment, and neither will my friends' trust in me be (so i hope and believe).

this blog is my home.
these people (all of them) are my friends.

see? i'm not giggling now.

Anonymous said...

...another boring day at the blogs *sighs*

Vivienne said...

Why does everything have to be a big conspiracy? everywhere I go today...
and no, I wasn't just referring to here!

Anonymous said...

1:23 you are very rigid in your assessment of people

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
Hi Elena who has been doing the same thing.





You stupid ass...do you think Elena needs to post a comment to you ANONYMOUSLY? I am not Elena--you think TJ only has one friend out there? Or on here? YOU, on the other hand, obviously have NO friends or else you wouldn't need to be attacking someone you don't even fucking know. You talk about TJ not having a real life, WELL LOOK WHO'S TALKING SHITHEAD!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello everyone.

Anonymous said...

Hello MJ

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello anon how are you?

Anonymous said...

Thats alot of anger anon at 1:32, you obviously know Toujour from the blog or from real life so why don't YOU sign in??

Every one here knows that Toujour found out who Mayo is, she has been talking about it and flaunting it since the concerts and then pretending all innocent like Oh my, I just don't know what you're talking about! The OP'S themselves confirmed it in their "telling secrets" post. That TWO PEOPLE had found out Mayo's secret. THis was right after the MCR concert and JUST when Toujour started talking to 'Carmine' and saying she missed seeing him smile. Elena joined in and they were like high school girls whispering about their secret and laughing at every one else who didn't know. Then strangely enough, TWO PEOPLE told the OP'S the secret and then they started to flaunt it. A little strange. And hard to deny.

Vivienne said...

Hello MJ :)


I'd like to state for the record that I have nothing against anyone here. I trust you guys, I don't care if it makes me seem naive or stupid, but I consider everyone here my friend.

I care about you all, I hope you know that.

Anonymous said...

Also I never said anything about Toujour not having a real life.

Anonymous said...

Well, but at a loss as to what sometimes motivates people to behave this way.

Amyranth said...

Ai yi yi.

Well, at least supper's almost ready.


Teej, are you feeling any better?

Hiya Martha!

-A

Anonymous said...

It's like MWM all over again. Toujour was in on that too and she was one of the ones laughing about how no one else knew.

Anonymous said...

Does anybody else think that Mayo likes to turn people against each other by using tricks like this? He picks Toujours or certain others to tell a secret and then when everyone starts to feel left out he feels..... I don't know, better about himself?

Anonymous said...

What is SS reading and when did he change it?

Anonymous said...

1:38 do have a problem with exclusion or rejection, because I distinctly sense that from you.

And people do joke around with friends, only some take it too seriously and misinterpret things.

There is no secret.

toujours said...

cupcake, you're a sweetheart. don't worry, okay?

amyranth, doing okay, for the most part. still making orange juice my whole life, but, it could be worse. how are you?

Anonymous said...

Who doesn't have a problem with rejection and being excluded? MWM hurt enough the first time. Seeing it happen again with the secret messages to and from Mayo to Tourjours makes me feel like this time its going to be worse.

Vivienne said...

Thank you TJ :)

Anonymous said...

"
There is no secret."


How would you know?

Amyranth said...

Hey Anons,

Did you ever think that this might be something that Teej, Elena and the OP's are doing just to piss you off and drive you batty?

-A

Anonymous said...

It's weird because I thought Toujours was nice but now it feels like she is trying to purposely make people feel stupid and left out.

Anonymous said...

1:44 don't start this nonsense

Anonymous said...

Quick summary of Saturday at Mayo's.

-Anon's hating on the OP's (AGAIN!), and reposting the same stuff over and over again. (With your continued bashing of them and what they write, it makes one wonder why you keep reading what they write?)

-Anon's convinced that TJ has secret. (So what if she does? Everyone has secrets - I know I have many secrets of my own.) And they are convinced she knows who Mayo is. (Again, so what? I'm sure many of us here have ideas, and many more, except the nagging little anonsquitos, really don't care anymore.)

-Anon's attempting to embarrass a friend who stopped by with old news. (Get over it.)

So in conclusion, it was just another typical day here at Casa De Mayo. Maybe we should try setting out some citronella candles...

not an anonsquito

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Amy, CC and Tj I hope you are all well.


Anon I think it is too much time on their hands.

Anonymous said...

Did you ever think that this might be something that Teej, Elena and the OP's are doing just to piss you off and drive you batty?"


Add Mayo into the mix and that's what I just said.

Anonymous said...

Hey little girl with the double question marks, you ran away awfully fast a few minutes ago.

You're the one who sounds jealous here, talking constantly about Gerard and Frank and how others want their attention. Should we believe that you actually want that for yourself and your friends?

If you'll kindly look around, no one here was talking about either man--that is, until you showed up and wrote their names.

By the by, why doesn't anyone ever get this excited about Bob, or Ray, or Mikey?

Oh, and I need to set my watch. What time is it where you are?

Anonymous said...

Nobody knows which anon you're talking to Martha Jones.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

You guys if I disappear it's because I am having problems with my internet.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Or blogger is being an ass

Amyranth said...

Teej, work, work, work.

I'm really considering quitting this place. I'm not fully trained, so I try to get by on what I know, and then I get yelled at for even bothering.

Agh, not worth the $16.50 an hour.

-A

Anonymous said...

I agree Martha, too much time and not enough joy in their lives.

Anonymous said...

It seems like Miracle Whip all over again with the same players, only now the OPS are in on it which is fucked up, they reamed out every one who was in on it last time.

I really think that Mayo gets off on this. I think now that Toujour does too. That's two times with her laughing at the people left out, on her track record.

toujours said...

hey martha -- was it cooler for you today? my folks were watching the weather channel (because they're retired and that's like mtv for them) and i saw your area is having a heat wave. *yikes*

Anonymous said...

Spoke too soon 1:47, she is speaking to me originally 1:34.

Amyranth said...

I really think that Mayo gets off on this. I think now that Toujour does too. That's two times with her laughing at the people left out, on her track record.

Excuse me?

Who the fuck are you to be flinging accusations around?

Why is it any of your business?

If you're not gonna identify yourself, go away.

-A

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I think the anon i am talking to knows that I am talking to him or her. But if you must know it was the anon at 1:34 and 1:38

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
Toujours pretending can also stop you from having a real life.

May 18, 2008 12:53 AM




Is this not you?




Anonymous said...
Thats alot of anger anon at 1:32, you obviously know Toujour from the blog or from real life so why don't YOU sign in??




What's it to you how I know Toujours? And I don't have a login--why don't YOU sign in? Hmmm? I know, too chicken-shit to sign in aren't you?



Does anybody else think that Mayo likes to turn people against each other by using tricks like this? He picks Toujours or certain others to tell a secret and then when everyone starts to feel left out he feels..... I don't know, better about himself?


Why do you care? Are you someone who was shrugged off by Mayo? What does it matter who Mayo really is and what he/she does on this blog? Why don't you go and create your own blog and litter that space with your conspiracy theories and provocations? But whatever you do, either STFU or go away!

redrum said...

Must we? Really?

toujours said...

um, amyranth, i'm looking for a job...

that sounds like pretty good pay to me. could i be the untrained person filling your position if you do quit?

maybe?

:)

Vivienne said...

Hello Redrum :)

Anonymous said...

Yawn


I agree that Toujours is that popular girl in high school who everyone thinks is so sweet, but secretly enjoys being in the "in" crowd and will laugh at you behind your back. I think she may THINK she knows Mayo and enjoys spreading the paranoia that she is in on something that no one else is. I agree that it's the same feeling as MWM.

But you're not going to get anyone ELSE to believe it. Not the other girls in her "in" group and not the Mayo fangirls.

Mayo is the jock, they are the cheerleaders, everyone else is the chess club.

But grow up and let it go. It's just a blog and they are not that important. Don't let it get to you. Go to bed.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Tj the city that I live in was cooler. But my friend and I went shopping at a Koren and Japanese supermarket today so we were out in the 90+ degree weather.

toujours said...

hey redrum! long time, no see.

except, you know. for my recent comment on your blog.

um.

Anonymous said...

"
What's it to you how I know Toujours? And I don't have a login--why don't YOU sign in? Hmmm? I know, too chicken-shit to sign in aren't you?

"


That's bullshit, you are a regular, probably Elena. She's usually on this time of night.

toujours said...

oh geez, martha. and so early in the season, too. ouch.

it's weird to be grateful to not be in the west because of the heat. crazy weather this year.

Amyranth said...

LOL.

Teej, if you don't mind being screamed at, feel free. You'll need your canadian citizenship first though.

-A

Anonymous said...

1:51, I was 12:53, but none of the others.

Please do not implicate me with them. I was merely pointing out that some people are not living a full happy life and being content with what they have. Instead they constantly wishing for something they cannot attain.

Anonymous said...

Well I'm sorry but I hate that girl in high school and it fucking sucks to be in the chess club. i always see right through the girl who pretends to be nice but then laughs behind your back when you get left out.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello redrum how are you?

Anonymous said...

Amyranth, she will neither sign in nor go away. She's a coward, and she wears two faces, at least. She pretends to be someone's friend, then moves in for the kill.

She also didn't answer my question about what time she has now. Anon?

Anonymous said...

Toujour is the one with two faces. One nice to you and the other laughing behind your back because she knows you're a sucker, while she only tells the rest of the "in" crowd the big secret.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
1:51, I was 12:53, but none of the others.





I sincerely apologize for including you with the other anon's flapping gums. It's difficult to tell the anons apart...=)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Tj its not just heat this year the water company has put restrictions on how much water we can use. In July they will start the fines.

redrum said...

Hi.

TJ, that was nearly two hours ago. Practically forever.


There is nothing wrong with chess club. That's some intense shit.

Anonymous said...

I agree that Mayo gets off on this. But Toujours is a surprise.

Anonymous said...

Well I'm sorry but I hate that girl in high school and it fucking sucks to be in the chess club. i always see right through the girl who pretends to be nice but then laughs behind your back when you get left out.
--------------------------------

But aren't you the same one making the conspiracy theories that she met Mayo and knows his identity and are making claims that she's dropping hints? And if you are, then you are getting the hints, right? So, by earth logic, you're not really left out are you?

Anonymous said...

Toujour should not be a suprize. She was one of the ones laughing at everyone who wasn't at Miracle Whip.

toujours said...

oops, canadian citizenship?

well, i spent my 16th birthday in calgary, does that count?

probably not, huh.




i'd better go google "how to become a canadian".

Anonymous said...

But aren't you the same one making the conspiracy theories that she met Mayo and knows his identity and are making claims that she's dropping hints? And if you are, then you are getting the hints, right? So, by earth logic, you're not really left out are you?


Hints is not the same thing as the truth. Toujour drops hints and then when you ask her she does "giggle" and acts like she doesn't know what you're talking about. So that is not "earth logic". If it was then she would own up. If you know a secret fine. But when you use it to taunt other people then it becomes wrong.

Anonymous said...

Stop it anons! Your insecurities are quite breathtaking!

toujours said...

wow, martha. that's going to cause a lot of trouble, isn't it?


redrum, you are so right. so hello!

and i don't know about the chess club, but i have plenty of stories about yearbook staff shenanigans.

oh yes.

Anonymous said...

But aren't you the same one making the conspiracy theories that she met Mayo and knows his identity and are making claims that she's dropping hints?


-----

Anon, all of that is true. She has been dropping hints. It's true that she's been acting like she knows Mayo's secret. The OPs confirmed this, thinking that others would be too stupid to get what they were saying. The "four people" they talked about started the conspiracy theory. If they didn't give people something to wonder about then no one would wonder about it now would they.

I also think that Mayo enjoys this.

Anonymous said...

And Toujours like it too. It feels good to be in the in crowd. For some people it feels good to shit on "lesser" people or less popular ones.

Anonymous said...

I have to ask a question. Why are you other anons so wracked up about this alleged "secret"? Why do you care so much? If you want to know what they're all talking about, why don't you ask Mayo? Afraid of the answer? Afraid you'll be left out?

He seems like a nice guy. Go on, ask him. Or are you gutless?

Anonymous said...

Why do you care so much? If you want to know what they're all talking about, why don't you ask Mayo? Afraid of the answer? Afraid you'll be left out?

He seems like a nice guy. Go on, ask him. Or are you gutless?



People HAVE been asking him. yes, I am afraid of the answer because I know it will be another MWM and that was mean of EVERY ONE who was involved.

Mayo seems like a nice guy, less and less!

Anonymous said...

Hold on, just because someone hints something do you have to swoop in and behave like a colony of vultures!

Why does this incense you so much? Do you want to believe in something so badly?

Anonymous said...

Why are you other anons so wracked up about this alleged "secret"?



"Alleged"? The OPS confirmed it themselves. They knwo the secret. The "two people" told them and that was right after Toujours and Elena came back from the concert talking about how they were going to miss seeing "Carmine" and Elena later confirmed that Carmine was Mayo.

There is no "alleged" unless you think the four of them are lying.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

They were just talking about fire season on the news Tj. But yes it will cause a lot of problems.

Anonymous said...

Why does this incense you so much? Do you want to believe in something so badly?



I personally would rather NOT believe it. But it came directly from them.

Anonymous said...

For some people it feels good to shit on "lesser" people or less popular ones.


Anon, you should know.

Anonymous said...

Anon, you should know.


That's bullshit, Toujours is playing a "popular girl" game and every one else is picking on the people who are upset and angry because they are left out AGAIN.

Amyranth said...

well, i spent my 16th birthday in calgary, does that count?

Aw MAN!

You should have mentioned that!

-A

Amyranth said...

When did we open the Yak Pen?

-A

Amyranth said...

First Meow!

-A

Amyranth said...

Wait, how about... now!

-A

Anonymous said...

Toujours has a nasty, mean small heart to be able to treat people like that.

Anonymous said...

This is silly and out of control.

Haven't you ever nicknamed someone? Especially someone you like? It does not mean they personally know him or have met him.

But he seems familiar as they have been here for months.

Vivienne said...

Well, I think I'm gonna go.

Take care everyone.

xoxo cupcake

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