Honorable Mention.
I am the clown.
Because you asked me to
and I am colorful enough, so
I quickly make the change.
It’s an easy switch in contrast.
Then, you are off and running.
Up and down the row
I am chasing you and I am out of breath.
You are elusive, but you see
I am the clown.
And I will use a trick to catch you.
I must catch you, because I have to tell you
I am not a fool. But, I have failed.
The pulsing lights drawing on
Death and destruction flash above
And beyond you. The images are mostly grave
Punched in and out in perfect time.
They were too many and too long, but
I had to remain until the end.
I knew they would tell the story.
Then, the images stop.
I achieve execution in a flash of bright white
Then perception returns to me, the clown,
Looking at you down the row.
I can’t move but to say the end.
But, I forgot the most important part.
Then, you are gone.
For a moment, I am frantic to find you.
But, I also don’t want to lose my character.
It is of every color and
Can give me up a reckless fool.
While I pretend to know the rest,
I search for my friend.
His name is random, and
He was sitting next to me.
Before you came along…
And as I am just about to take my leave
You appear again, but now
You are the clown.
And you want to tell me that
I am just a fool.
p.s. strung out on pointless prevarication and cardboard collusion.
(...fucking nightmare)
Friday, May 16, 2008
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tonight i took a snapshot, guess i got a tender spot
that’ll never change
i got brand new strings, someone waiting in the wings
and that’ll never change
and it’s good to be home tonight
yeah, it’s good to be you and me
i got nowhere to go after the show
but that’s all right, yeah that’s all right by me
no cop no stop cruising to the corner shop
that’ll never change
park near the backstage pass a lot of underage
that’ll never change
and it’s good to be home tonight
yeah, it’s good to be guaranteed
there’s nowhere to go after the show
but that’s all right, yeah that’s all right by me
and i, i don’t think you understand
I really didn’t get a wristband
but could you let me in cause i’m with the band
and it’s good to be home tonight
yeah, it’s good to be guaranteed
i got a place to crash after the bash
it’s called home tonight and that’s all right by me
and all the kids sing boy we don’t like what you became
since you made it well it isn’t the same
but i guess that’s really typical of fame
Goodnight Entropy!
-A
anon I was thinking a sauterne or a botrytis semmillon or a sweet dessert red.
but chianti is good too!
I would love a blowtorch but I think i may be dangerous
I do like cobblers, J :)
G'night, E :)
Goodnight Entropy, hope you have good dreams too!
J
Goodnight entropy
Who's that by, anon? I like the lyrics.
They are lovely wines as well.
Ergo, sometimes you have to play with fire ^_~ Nice things might come out of it.
we don't really have cobbler here, crumbles and I've made tarte tatin and cafloutis
Good song, Anon. The lyrics make me think of Springsteen.
J
anon you just reminded me I have to buy marshmallows before we have a cardboard burn
goodnight entropy sweet dreams
I actually have a white shiraz at the moment (well not right now, for later) I relaly like it
Cobblers are pretty easy to make, Ergo. If I can dig up the recipe, I'll send the one my sister makes, it's really good. Just basically a thick, sweet, bready crust over fruit. Peaches are typically the fruit of choice in the South, but you can use most kinds of berries, apples, that sort of thing.
J
I had better be off I have to meet the bus and then titoring.
hahaha
just give me enough wine and I'll titor anyone!!
lol
I've never heard of a white shiraz before Ergo, who's the Vinter?
-A
J, I prefer berries
Movin' to the country,
gonna eat a lot of peaches
Corny, but always gets stuck in my head
Okay, time for me to try this sleep thing once again.
Wah! I want to stay up and chat late into the night like I did with MJ yesterday. Guess I'll have to wait for the weekend though. Bugger :(
Have a good night, all :)
Snap, anon! I was just thinking of that song too :)
oh thanks J I love getting new recipes and winter is a great time for hot desserts
and I'll be posting your stuff tomorrow
The River
she fell in love with a lover boy
in the old days i would walk alone
any other day not disturbing
while the others roamed
and i listened to her song
but would walk on the other side
we'd be lonely, blue and lonely
then she fell in love with another one
i was older now, and followed a path
she had learned to be cool, to be caring
and i thought i should say
it's too much just to be
but not enough for the life of me
to be lonely, blue and lonely
that's when the river ran dry
that's when the river was all but a spill
that's when the river ran dry
every soul on the shore
without sail, without will
she said her saviour was soon to come
from a long way, to bring back the girl he once knew
to be true and all loving
in the very best ways
and i listened to her song
but would walk on the other side
we'd be lonely, blue and lonely
that's when the river ran dry
that's when the river was all but a spill
that's when the river ran dry
every soul on the shore
without sail, without will
if time were a second
if life were a moment that once stood still
i'd leave it untattered, untouched, until
but it's too much just to be
but not enough for the life of me
to be lonely, blue and lonely
she fell in love with a lover boy
in the old days, i would walk alone
any other day not disturbing
and i listened to her song
but would walk on the other side
we'd be lonely, blue and lonely
that's when the river ran dry
that's when the river was all but a spill
that's when the river ran dry
every soul on the shore
without sail, without will
and i knew it before, and i do know it still
Martha Stewart has great cake recipes, if you're a domestic goddess, that is :)
Goodnight RW.
amy mine is a cleanskin but it's a nice slightly acidic but fruity rose.
A bit like white zinfandel, but I think it's nicer
you must have a look for it, It's not a common wine but I'd say someone would have it over there.
bye all!
resurrected wreck said...
Who's that by, anon? I like the lyrics.
The Verve Pipe
Winter? Man Ergo, you totally need to come to Canada. Now we're getting HOT!~
-A
Not here we're not, A :(
Thanks, anon :)
Goodnight!
Gotcha, Ergo. Catch you later!
Goodnight RW, don't be too jealous, we'll all be gone soon too...:D
Anon, peaches are tasty, and juicy. :D Stupid Trivia Moment: In Perry, GA, there is a giant peach on a stick. It's metal, about the size of a house, and waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay tall. Kind of their mascot, I guess.
J
Oh that's right RW, you're in Toronto.
It was 33 here on Saturday. Pure, blistering hell, but made for a gorgeous walk home at 10 at night.
-A
J, a peach as a mascot?
Could be worse I suppose...like a giant banana!
First Anon at 1.29, how sad! I actually got teary with that one. It made me think of, well, someone.
J
Giant banana...heeheehee.
Well, maybe not "mascot", but, uh, like an icon for the town maybe. I have pictures of it, somewhere.
J
Anon and J
O_O
Did you guys eat to much cake
It was fun guys! Goodnight.
Out Like A Lamb
would you help me cause i need you?
or i'll be charismatic
with the power to persuade you
supposing i'm a saviour
or a drunkard, or your highness
you slither in these sheets
and then you ask me for forgiveness
i'll tell you parables of making love
and spreading kindness
flames rise like butterflies
been frightened by my stompin'
i'm laughing 'cause they don't know who i am
the philistines toss tangerines
'cause springtime is for dancing
in like a lion and out like a lamb
goliath sits and watches
tired of this investigation
so children grab your M-16s
and load your ammunition
i will work all night
rewrite the book of revelations
flames rise like butterflies
been frightened by my stompin'
i'm laughing 'cause they don't know who i am
the philistines toss tangerines
'cause springtime is for dancing
in like a lion and out like a lamb
now go and tune your guitars
and i'll meet you here tomorrow
grab that case of scotch
it's all the courage you can swallow
i'll burn for all your sins
but i'm expecting you to follow
Original Punks said...
First Anon at 1.29, how sad! I actually got teary with that one. It made me think of, well, someone.
Me too
Goodnight anon
Goodnight to you all. Thank you.
Anonymous said...
J, a peach as a mascot?
Could be worse I suppose...like a giant banana
What's wrong with a giant banana???
New South Wales Aust.
What is it you really want?
I'm back
Goodnight Anons, nice to have you here tonight, Come back soon.
J
Anyone wanna go "fishin"?
http://www.youtube.com/
watch?v=9nQWTMaNII4
-A
Anonymous said...
What is it you really want?
May 20, 2008 2:01 AM
True, unconditional love. What about you?
J
I'm still awake...working on a few things. Just wanted to say goodnight to everyone, yet again. :)
Elena, awesome talking to you. Glad you got your computer up and running. I was worried!
....
Mayo, you can't still be fantastic and strung out on 'cardboard' collusion...something must be new with you. I hope for the best.
Goodnight my friend.; Goodnight all of my friends.
More specifically, night Martha, J, Amyranth, Elena, Ergo, RW, Anons, Lurkers, Mayo, etc.
Goodnight Anima! I'm talking to Elena right now, and her computer is fucked up yet again. But she says goodnight!
J
Anonymous said...
What is it you really want?
From whom? What? When and Where?
-A
Goodnight anima.
I want to see the link but it isn't working for me.
And to answer your question Anon, Financial Security.
I don't need to be rich, but enough money to cover the bills and leave us enough to have a night out for a change.
Maybe someday. I just have to work for it.
-A
MJ, it's Weezer's Keep Fishin.
I love that song!
-A
I love that song too amy. the video is great
MJ, I used to love the Muppet Show as a kid. I didn't really understand it until I was older though. XD
-A
Animal, animal, animal
I love animal
I think what I like the most about the old show, is that was a real band. They actually wrote music specifically for the show, and the Muppets played it. Really cool.
Anyway, I should go. I have to get the cat to the groomers tomorrow morning early. She's not going to be happy with me, but so far, that's 3 out of the 7 animals in this house. What're they gonna do, stage a mutiny?
Goodnight MJ and lurkers!
Mayo, we'll see you tomorrow, yes? Have a good night's sleep. I hope I do. :P
SS, don't see you around as much. Hope all's well in your little corner of the world.
Pass the cake.
-A
Goodnight amy. I didn't know that. That is so cool
Goodnight Amy, thanks for all the Cake, and the Double Cakey Cake. Good luck with Miss Diva Cat tomorrow!
Martha, I'm going to bed too. Had fun hangin' out tonight, dissing the Transformers and all that.
Goodnight Elena, hope that Internet stays on long enough to get that mother posted!
Take care, all, talk to you tomorrow.
love, love, love
J
Mayo,
I'm starting earlier tonight so that I can see what I'm writing.
Just a brief one this time. I hope you're staying out of that same old trouble from before. You get me? Hope so. We worry about you, man, so don't give us cause to do so.
Enjoy tomorrow, and come see us sometime. Be good to your friends and your family, and they'll be good to you.
Goodnight, my friend. Love to you.
J
Goodnight j &l
Dear SS,
Tonight was a good night, talk of cake and the Verve Pipe. And fruit being mascots, and living cars. Another typical night at the Castle.
You know, something that makes me wonder is: why is it ok for a potential Presidential candidate to call a professional (female) person "sweetie", but not ok for me to call you "precious"? Boggles my mind. Have any insight on that?
So, yeah. Cake or Death?
I've got to go now, but I'm sure I'll be back tomorrow. Take care of yourself, please. You know how I worry about you.
Goodnight baby, I love you.
covered in thorns
J
anyone here?
I'm sorta here Martha but my internet is being a bitch. I can't load my g-mail at all. I did respond to you from my other e-mail. Think I'm gonna try to post my goodnight then go watch some TV.
take care, talk to you tomorrow.
you mean the world to me
May 18, 2008 3:28 PM
Elena I was having problems liked that earlier. Well have a goodnight
yes, yes, yes
words that touch the lips
like fingertips
Mayo
So how was your day? Oh holy crap I just realized that sounds like you just got home from the office and I’m making small talk. Let me try that again. Mayo, good to see you. How have you been? Nope, that’s just as bad. Now it sounds like we’re at a cocktail party making small talk. (I’ve never been to one of those but I’ve seen them in movies). You now what, lets just skip the formalities and get to the meat and potatoes of this goodnight. Wait, meat and potatoes? You know when people use that it always drives me crazy. I mean I get it but still it sounds stupid. Like, what does food have to do with this? How about, “You can’t have your cake and eat it too.” Not true, you can eat it and it’s still with you, at least for a while. Oh, and “The proof is in the pudding.” Or “How do you like dem apples?” All really weird sayings that are food related but not really dealing with food. Uh, just what was the meat and potatoes of this goodnight? Well hells bells I have no idea where I was headed before. I think I really did have something I was gonna write about tonight. Oh well, it’s gone now. Damn food. It’s really not hard to get me off track some nights. (okay most nights).
Well maybe it will come to me later. If it does I’ll just pop in and do a “Goodnight Mayo II”. Oh shit can you imagine a sequel to this? * Mr. Movie Voice* “Goodnight to Mayo II…. this time it’s personal”
Uh, no. Don’t think so. Hey, take care of yourself.
Night Mayo
Elena (oh no I’m gonna get my just deserts)
is 3.13 ang?
communication error
ep you still around?
don't use my words 3:13
I'm 3:28 may 18, posted at 3:13 this morning. Did I confuse someone?
mayo,
i thought about your post "rush" today.
i was sitting out under the father oak in my folks' backyard. i was
writing in my journal for awhile, but gave up to lie back and see what i could read in the branches and leaves above me.
i cried.
i thought about your post because you wrote that you were drifting, but anchored. i've lost my anchor. maybe i threw it away, maybe i misplaced it on the road somewhere, but it's gone. there's just a ragged cord trailing behind me in the current.
i did this to myself, and i trust my path and know that somehow this is part of it, but oh, i'm scared. i'm lost.
it's the full moon tonight, and i was out in it. i haven't been able to just go out and sit in her light and talk with her for the longest time, so i've been waiting for this.
i watched her rise, golden like candlelight, illuminating the sky and the last bank of clouds like something painted by rembrandt. it was perfect. the night all bright, a whipporwill singing, crickets, and the first fireflies of the season. little fairy lights.
i came back inside to wait for her to soar free in the sky, above the treetops, to wait until she was silver.
i lurked. i tried to write to elena, but apparently her computer refused.
i drifted.
do you need to know any of this? of course you don't. you had your own night, your own moonlight. mine is just a bedtime story you didn't ask for.
still, can't leave a story unfinished, can i?
i went out, then, in the witching hour, and she was exquisite. silver at last but with a faint creamy glow, and ringed, so that she was the whole sky.
i sat on the grass, i listened to the night birds, i watched the fireflies, and i prayed. i opened up my heart and laid it out on the dark lawn, and let her shine on the contents, and hopefully, bless them.
i even danced -- poorly, but still. she had asked me to do so once, and i thought it would amuse her if i did so again.
why the hell am i telling you this?
so i can pretend i belong somewhere? because i'm so weak i need to have a portion of my life witnessed, even if it's as a soliloquy rather than a conversation?
i don't understand, may never understand this.
in all my searching today, i found no answers, to any of it. i fell asleep under the oak, and he did not speak to me in my dreams. i hovered in the dark corner silent and faint, and had no voice. i danced under the moon, and though i did not dance alone, i am still left adrift.
i'm not even sure if the spider's thread is still around my wrist. it couldn't have unravelled, could it?
good night, mayo-sama. may the moon bless you, too.
May 18, 2008 3:28 PM
yes
words, that touch the lips
like fingertips
May 19, 2008 1:15 AM
my words...don't use them
Well pardon me. No need to get mean. This is why all anons need identifiers!
(because i didn't say it before, not really)
i like those words, your words.
hey mayo how today been? I'm goodnighting earlier too today I thought it's easier to get it dome before I have to get dinner etc. Well I had the yummiest lunch today at a Singaporean restaurant and then managed to pick up a very nifty little black zip up jacket (waist length, lined, nice collar you get the idea) second-hand, always better when it's a bargain. There was a great pair of boots too, but they were $20, and I don't really need them but they are on my mind, I have to go back next week so perhaps I'll say if fate deigns for them to still be there I shall take that as a sign to at least try them on, then maybe ....sure I could do with another pair of black high boots can't I? So glad you agree, I'll have to consult you more often :)
So wishing you good shopping, great bargains, cool finds and low prices much love EP xx
SS
How are you? Well I hope! You found any good bargains lately? Hope you have. Stuff is always nice to have. And my reasoning is at least I'm not spending heaps of money, lol. I have to have one vice in my otherwise fine upstanding life.....you didn't just laugh did you? Oh you had a cough... frog in your throat...ok then.
Sending you tranquility, calm, serenity and peace lotsa love EP xx
goodnight blogbelieve, sweet dreams all and have a good day those waking up and coming in soon
bye xx
Goodnight Ep and TJ
hey MJ I'm just off for the night take care!
hi TJ I'm sure you're still attached by your web strand, stronger than steel it is weight for weight. It doesn't break, and not when your psychic twin is still around to think of you too.
I watched our moon last night too, It was so clear, and I thought of you :)
I hope your path becomes clear again, it's still there I know it, perhaps it's just a little misty at the moment
Toujours
Sister you are not adrift. You have not lost the path. Look, it is still there. Do not be blind to what is before you. See it, feel it, it is still there.
I too see the moon. The same moon yet she speak only to you.
It will be all right. Trust it will all be all right.
Goodnight sister.
I was not being mean, just annoyed, I'm sorry. Words are precious to me.
If you are one of the "love" anons I hope you will be united with your love soon.
May 20, 2008 3:07 AM
I hope I am speaking to the right person. You mean the world to me, too.
Do you remember "a bone for a book?" If so, then you are the one.
Morning Mayo!
Goodnight MJ & Ergo!
Hope you are all well. Did Fimble come back or is she lost to us forever? I don't have time to read back as I'm leaving early today for a probing at the hospital (knee/ankle) so I have to get everything done stat.
Have a great day whatever you're doing,
Love,
Kass xx
Sorry Elena, didn't see you there!
3:46, I'm not sure who I am anymore.
May 18, 2008 3:28 PM
i do not remember. sorry. i think you are responding to the wrong person.
3.46
words are precious
That's okay Kass I'm not really here. Wait, I must be here if I'm typing this.
Okay I'm here. But I shouldn't be. I should be trying to sleep but sometimes that's impossible for me.
My mind won't shut off tonight.
Regardless,
I need to be kissed.
3.59
a kiss
must be lack of sleep because I'm totally confused
3:59 watch what you wish for!
I will leave you two.
*kisses anon*
there you go
elena I hope rest comes to you soon, have a nice cup of tea perhaps?
thinking of you :)
Hello kass
Oh, thank you, 4:03, and thank you Ergoproxy.
I almost felt them.
3:56 thank you
kass hope every thing goes well for you at the hospital
and yes what is fim doing I didn't have a chance to get her today
I'm waiting for hubby to get home, having a glass of my white shriraz
you're very welcome not a love anon, hope it made you smile, here's a *hug* too
4.13
you're welcome
Hi Everybody!
Wendy - My friend (whose birthday was today!) loves wolves, too. She even has a beautiful wolf tattoo on her arm. I'll have to ask Amy about the Jagermeister... I very often have feelings about things myself, but then I second-guess them! My friends get pissed because they realize they should have listened to me in the first place, but I changed my mind, as usual! That's cool that you trust your instincts.
Amy - What's the Jagermeister thing? :)
Anon 2:58 - That's what I was talking about. But, were you comparing him to GW? I don't see a resemblance! But I do find that attitude to be a problem, as I expect more of Barack because he can make change... But I am older and the term has a negative connotation where I come from. Call anyone in Detroit sweetie and see what response you get :D *laughing* Unless you're the person's grandma, you'd better start running! :)
Mmmmmm CAKE!!!! I think I'll have some....
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I always miss my Dad more around Memorial Day than father's day... I think it's because he served in WWII and it was a pivotal experience for him. He enlisted when he was underage. Not a good idea! So many kids were lost back then... My Dad was lucky and contracted malaria, so he was discharged. He lost most of his friends. He gave away his medals and burned his uniform and rarely spoke of the experience. But it's still one I associate with him...
Anyway, positive thoughts for those caught up in that kind of miserable circumstance. And, unfortunately, many are in the world today...
Reminds me even more of the song by operation ivy. Unity, anyone?
I miss BC, Wendy, angel, triston, and many others. Thinking of you guys :)
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*Kisses* for everyone today!!! I am feeling generous :)
morning mr mayo man!
no new words!
nothings changed!
i like new words and things changing!
oh well, hope you are OK and have a lovely day!
SS you OK?
still cherry cherry good!
right you have a lovely day also ok!
hi family!
right have i missed wendy's birthday?? if so i am so sorry wendy and happy belated birthday!!
and some one has a birthday on sunday?? is it toujours?? i think so.
anyway hope we are all good.
kass good luck with your probing!!
hello to anyone around or arriving soon!
kass i've not seen fim around anywhere on my extremely speedy catch up!
oh and princess i dreamt i had an affair with mr jackass last night!! seriously!! sorry bout that!
you weren't mad at me though!!
fuck what must go on in my head!!
right on that note of infidelity i'd better go!
love to you all!
Good morning/afternoon/night Mayo, SS, Miranth, Ergo, Kass, FASC, Possum, Martha, Carrie, Entropy, RW... everyone I missed (again) last night... watchers, lurkers, not love anon(s) and love anons of blogbelieve!
How are you all today? Well and happy, I hope! Did everyone have an unobstructed view of the moon last night? It may have been this year’s smallest full moon; but, it was gorgeous, wasn’t it?!
Don’t forget about the rendezvous tonight! What rendezvous, you ask? This rendezvous, of course:
Tuesday, May 20 Moon, Antares rendezvous on night of May 20-21
;)
Miranth: I miss you too! You, and many others! I’m trying to get back to my regular/uninterrupted ‘strange’ schedule! Please wish your other wolf loving friend a belated happy birthday from a fellow wolf lover! Permission to HOWL aforementioned happy birthday greeting, granted. If your family/friends is/are anything like mine, a little howling is not unusual *wink*
Ergo: *big smooooooch* How’s B feeling?
Possum: My ‘bite’ is back to normal! Look out!
PS: Are you SURE you don’t want to pay that ear doctor’s bill?
;)
Elena and J: OH NO! What is this? Jake and Dumplin are e-mailing each other? Sandy Ann will be heartbroken! My poor big girl!
Fimble: You're leaving the land o'blogbelieve? Thank you for the wishes and I send the same wishes your way! Be happy!
Pixie: Hei! kaveri/serkku! Mites menee?
MissT: I'm starting to 'feel' this man is a little obsessed with you. If so, I have more (unsolicited) advice for you: Carry a can of pepper spray, mace or wasp spray in your purse! Better safe than sorry ;)
Hello to all who entered while I was typing this morning's greetings/novella!
To read and ponder today:
(or ignore, if you so choose)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Be glad of life, because it gives you the chance to love and to work and to play and to look up at the stars."
Henry Van Dyke
and:
"If you cannot be a poet, be the poem."
David Carradine
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Have a terrific Tuesday (or a wonderful Wednesday - as applicable) everyone!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
PS (again for Possum): Ummm....I'll try sending that bill to you AFTER Saturday's Type O Negative show. I am quite certain more damage will be done! ;)
Morning/afternoon FASC!!!!
No, you didn't miss my birthday, love. My birthday is in August - don't rush me, PLEASE! *wink*
Miranth's other wolf loving friend had a birtday yesterday.
I think we should send her a pack HOWL!
I'm sorry to hear about your poor car :(
Please give it a farewell pat on the bumper for me!
*runs back in*
I do thank you for the 'belated' birthday wishes FASC!
We'll just consider them VERY EARLY birthday wishes!!! :D
Morning BlogBelieve!
Kapunua,
That moon was gorgeous. It's funny to think about all of us looking at the same moon and thinking the same things, huh? ^_^
FASC,
You made me LOL this morning. Hee-hee. So, I'm guessing you must have a thing for Quinn, too? Seeing as how that's who I'm married to and all. ^_~
So, how is Mr. Bloke these days? Do I need to pay him a visit? Hahaha!
Love ya!
MAYO!!!!!!!
Yeah, I'm yelling at you today. No particular reason why. So, have a good one, Mayo.
SS!!!!!!!
Gotta make sure you hear me. Hope you are doing okay, dude. And just so you know, I am the Blimey Limey whatever. I was going for Grape but damn it all, I don't think there is one. Lime and Cherry are the only two freakin' flavors, I guess. Oh well. Have a good one, dude. And if you get a chance go check out the daffodils. I think you'll get a kick out of that. ^_^
Errbody play nice today! I'll be watching you!
Especially Mustard. Cuz we gots unfinished bizznezz in the cage.
B.B.L.O.W.
BlogBelieve Ladies of Wrestling
HA! Gotcha, Mustard.
♥'s to you all!
Mayo,
Good Morning, how are you today? I hope you are happy and well. Me? I'm okay. I am still feeling rather quiet. The words, the questions, the answers are hidden...somewhere on the very tip of my tongue and in the deep dark corners way way way in the back of my mind. I haven't been back there in ages. Better check my flashlight for batteries.
Mayo, I hope today is better than yesterday. I hope today is so freaking good that it leaves you wanting to make tomorrow even better.
Feel me?
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Damn, it's dark and very dusty in here.
*waves Fimble Star*
Hi!!
Fimble Star said @12:13,
Thank you, my friends, for sharing the last 9 months of my life with me. I hope each and everyone of you has a very happy and fulfilled life.
Thank you, Good Bye
So the time has come for your shift back to Old Blighty, Fimmy?
You have no idea how much I will miss you and your quick fire wit, and your mass contributions to the lexicon =)
I hope you find what you are seeking and that good things come your way that you weren't.
In the mean time we'll be here holding the door wide open for you...just incase =)
All the best sweetie,
*hugs*
and safe travels.
Oh fuck! I swear.
That was supposed to read...
*waves to Fimble Star*
Not waves Fimble Star....although....that's not such a bad idea.
Hi Fimble!
I'll try sending that bill to you AFTER Saturday's Type O Negative show. I am quite certain more damage will be done! ;)
Enjoy the show 616 =)
*strolls outside and nails the mail slot closed*
Goodmorning everyone!
Lovely daffodil story Princess, Go RW's ass!, Tj what a wonderful night for a moondance!!
Hope everyone has a super day.
Yay, short and sweet tonight ^_^
'Night all =)
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I got a pocketful
:)
'Morning Mayo,SS and Family!
I can't stay,but I wanted to wish you all a great day!
Have fun and smile,guys!
See you later.
Love you all!
*HUGS & KISSES*
PS:Kisses to my favourite albatross!
*sneaks back in with a hug for The Sun*
*sneaks back out a little crispy and burnt*
Good afternoon and Goodbye Mayo & Empty Space!
Thank you 'The Sun'. I like the new Natasha Bedingfield songs but I'm annoyed that I bought the original album and now she's re-releasing it with some extra tracks. Grrr...
Toodles!
Kass xx
Well the greek gods once fused a cow and a human and made the Minotaur which liked to munch on people so I would say that it's definitely a good idea...
I don't think that was a good idea at all. Mess with nature and nature just might come back to bite you on the ass.
for bleeding chaos
from a friend
Thanks, Princess!
Hey Solly, can you wave Fimble a little harder? I can't quite see her. :(
Mmmm, okay, I love cloudy and rainy days and all, but could the sun cone out today for a little while? I want to wheel Havoc's cage outside so he can sit in the sun. And I need to plant all these plants I bought too.
Catch you guys later!
Remember there's no such thing as a small act of kindness. Every act creates a ripple with no logical end.
Scott Adams
Kind words can be short and easy to speak but their echoes are truly endless.
Mother Theresa
Morning! Just now getting around.
Very true, Anon(s) right above me, very wise words. :)
Not much to say this morning aside from the fact that the dream I had made me want to stay asleep. I liked it.
Back later.
Bye, Mayo!
Bye, SS!
Bye, Everybody!
*misses #1 Sweaty Betty Lobster Botch*
Anonymous said...
What is it you really want?
I don't know.
No kind action ever stops with itself. One kind action leads to another. Good example is followed. A single act of kindness throws out roots in all directions, and the roots spring up and make new trees. The greatest work that kindness does to others is that it makes them kind themselves.
Amelia Earhart
10:59, thanks for posting that quote. I almost chose that one because it reminded me of a t-shirt I saw yesterday. Do you know about S//C?
You're welcome. I have heard about S//C but I am not really familiar with them or their merchandise. Sorry.
I have heard they do good works.
:)
Scorpio (10/23-11/21)You're about to be asked to take on a larger role in a group. Welcome the news!
Lookout people! Scorpios are going to take over the world!
Muwahahaha!
Hey Mustard! Hey Anons!
Very nice quotes there. ^_^
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stunning colors
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magic rainbows
divine sunset
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For Mayo
SOMEWHERE
Somewhere along the way I lost myself
Somewhere on this journey I left it all alone
And I'm too tired to go back
Can someone bring me home?
What we see is an illusion
What we feel is the only truth
Just don't pay attention to the barkers
Standing by the carnival booth
"Three chances for a quarter
Sure to win a prize"
Then you find out they've been lying
And still you believe you'll win this time
I wish I knew what happened
Maybe deep down I do
But I don't have the strength to question
I'm on my knees and praying for you
I cried out to the angels
As I stuggled to my feet
And I hope to God they hear me
My voice is tired and weak
Just a soft, scratchy whisper
Is all I have and a lonely dream
Would the Heavens heed my prayers
Even if I could scream.
are you ok IDRM?
It Doesn't Really Matter,
I know this probably means absolutely nothing, but I know exactly how that feels.
If I may ask, did you write that?
toujours
is that you? are you ok?
Well, no matter, I like the words. :)
I gotta go, but I'll leave you guys with this. Later, guys.
...In the world I'm building, everybody shouts hello to everybody else from their car windows. People have speakers attached to their chests that pour out music so you can tell from a distance what mood they're in...
From Let Me Stand Alone: The Journals Of Rachel Corrie
stopping by real quick on my way off the internet, and good timing too.
no, 12:44, that isn't me, though i understand that poem all too well.
thank you for your concern. though you're anonymous, it does warm me, all the same.
until tonight, be good blogbelieve.
be well, mayo-sama.
It Really Doesn't Matter,
Wish I could offer you some encouraging words, but I'm afraid I've run out of them today. In fact I think I need a few myself.
Hey, maybe we could run away and hide together, hunh?
Nah, sorry, you probably wouldn't want to do that. I don't think too many people would want to spend that much time with me.
Hope your day gets better. Mine, I don't know. Doesn't look much like it from here.
Good luck to you.
J
IDRM
Very touching words. Thank you for sharing them with all of us.
&V20 said...
Scorpio (10/23-11/21)You're about to be asked to take on a larger role in a group. Welcome the news!
O_O
Seriously, that exact thing just happened to me.
More later. Hope you're all well. I might not need to pursue serious fulltime work anytime soon; I might--might--get to do what I love all summer.
J
I'm always happy to spend time with you and L
Mustardisbetter,
Yes. I did write that. I am no one who knows Mayo, except from here. Thank you for your words.
Elena, thank you
J, I know how you feel too.
And anon, no, I don't think I am, but thanks for asking.
Lyn-Z says she tired of being called Mrs Gerard Way
http://www.buzznet.com/
tags/gerardway/journals/
2384461
"I think it sends such a bad message to girls because it wipes out all the hard work that I did. "
Bwahaha, anon!
"got the good girl and a with the with the squish it squish it
good girl drive far animal what the fuck
non-stop heavy rock eat shit suck cock
girl it's so awesome that you came here
I wanna give you some drugs and I hope that you like 'em baby
because I ain't no lightweight
pussy all night come on get some"
IS THE RIGHT MESSAGE TO SEND TO LITTLE GIRLS?
Plus, if she didn't want to ride on his coat tails and be known for that she wouldn't have gone on the european tour with his band.
She has to say this now because she knows that people are on to exactly what she (and Gerard) did.
Someone also left me a link to Jimmy Urine doing "make the crowd have sex with me' long before Gerard did, I might be making a new post.
Does anyone have anything they want to add to a new post? What else have I missed lately?
Hope you are all doing good.
-V
Hello Ladies!
How are you doing?
Well, that went well.
-A
what hard work did Lyn-Z do, she admitted she has no talent when it comes to playing the bass.
oh, i forgot, she's a professional back bender
hi and a nice afternoon/evening, how´s it going?
damn blogger is again slow, but maybe it´s because of the old computer I have to use at the moment ^^
No offense Verita but I think the horse is dead!
Hello Amyranth!
Hello, Pixie!
How are you?
"It's f---ed up and totally offensive that my name has totally disappeared and I am now referred to as 'Mrs. Gerard Way,' " Lyn-Z – who married Way on September 3, 2007, following the final date of the Projkect Revolution tour – told Kerrang! It's f---ed up that little kids want to come to my show to see Gerard standing at the side of the stage. And I don't want to have anything to do with it."
Lyn-Z, who has been playing with Mindless Self Indulgence since 2001, also said she wants young girls to be inspired and motivated by what she does. Music shouldn't just be a "man's world" after all, right?
"One of the biggest reasons that I do what I do, is for other women and for other girls, then suddenly, when I got married, that was taken away from me. I'm suddenly 'wife of blah blah blah.' I think it sends such a bad message to girls because it wipes out all the hard work that I did. He [Way] doesn't want that for me either. The questions are neverending, and it's disgusting."
There might be a happy ending to this eye-opening story, though, as Lyn-Z added: "I get a lot of positive reactions, too — people saying that I have inspired them and that feels good. If that stuff wasn't in place, I'd probably throw it all away."
Well what the fuck did she honestly expect! If she had half a fucking brain she would have realised this would happen! But in all honesty we all know that being Mrs Gerard Way is the only thing that has made MSI a bigger band! All her hard work since 2001 got that band what exactly?? Oh yeh the chance to hook up with Gerard Way! OK that makes sense now!
Hallo Pixie and Siobhan!
Yeah, I kinda have to agree. Poor horse.
-A
I´m fine siobhan, how are you?
the horse is dead? damn now I have this stupid song in my head "mein hahn ist tot, mein hahn ist tot..." *sing* ^^
MR and MRS. Blah Blah Blah Way
I made my decision long ago. I don't support them anymore with my money. That is the best way to show them what you think about all of this.
At the beginning, this discussion was really important and much needed but I think by now everyone involved in the discourse have already made up their minds.
They either still support them or they gave up on them.
What's more left to say?
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!
Pixie, I have this song in my mind all the time. At work I sometimes have to deal with a 'Herr Hahn' and I always stard to sing: Der Hahn ist tot, der Hahn ist tot!
*start* Pfft!
Der Hahn ist wirklich tot!
i want a cannoli and a chocolate shake
yeah siobhan now he´s definetely dead, armes federvieh ^^
so how was your day siobhan?
Anonymous said...
i want a cannoli and a chocolate shake
I keep meaning to get a recipe for cannoli, but I just never did get around to it. Same with the gnocchi, man, I gotta make that sometime.
-A is really hungry now, thanks.
Anon
I want a cannoli and a cup of Verona
Alas I'm having a cigarette and Flogers. *sigh*
Anonymous said...
"It's f---ed up and totally offensive that my name has totally disappeared and I am now referred to as 'Mrs. Gerard Way,' " Lyn-Z – who married Way on September 3, 2007, following the final date of the Projkect Revolution tour – told Kerrang!
He needs somene who is happy to be called Mrs. Gerard Way, and he needs someone he can be happy with calling them his wife. You don't lose your identity if you don't want to, it SHOULD be 50/50, together. He needs someone to be there to help him, to love him, to take care of him, and he needs someone to love, to take care of and help as well.
That's the saddest thing about this whole thing. He has been used so many times, changed himself so many times to fit what he thinks others think he should be.
I just wish he would find who he REALLY is, and let someone in that truly cares about him. It's hard to trust when you have been burned so many times.
Sometimes the one you need is right there in front of you.
Blogger Siobhan said...
I made my decision long ago. I don't support them anymore with my money. That is the best way to show them what you think about all of this.
At the beginning, this discussion was really important and much needed but I think by now everyone involved in the discourse have already made up their minds.
They either still support them or they gave up on them.
What's more left to say?
May 20, 2008 3:03 PM
There is a lot more to say Siobhan . If people don't continue to speak out against what they find wrong with msi more and more of the pop culture will think that what they say is fine. If you don't want to talk about it that is fine.
Cannoli
14 tablespoons sifted confectioner's sugar
2 Tbsp butter
1 egg
1 cup sifted all-purpose flour
3 Tbsp cream sherry
1 Tbsp wine vinegar
Fat for deep frying (half olive oil & half vegetable shortening)
1 lb ricotta
1/4 lb diced mixed candied fruits
1 tsp vanilla extract
1/2 tsp ground cinnamon
1 Tbsp heavy cream, or more.
Mix together 2 Tbsp of the sugar, butter, egg, flour, sherry and vinegar. If too stiff, add a little water. Let dough stand at room temperature for 30 minutes.
Cut dough in pieces about size of walnut. Roll out each piece to an oval shape. Wrap each around an oiled wooden stick about 1" diameter and 6" long. Seal the edge with a drop of cold water.
Heat the fat to 365º of a frying thermometer.
Gently remove stick and drop each rolled wafer into fat. Fry until golden brown. Lift out carefully, drain. Place on rack to cool.
Drain ricotta. Be sure it is cold and dry, but not iced. Mix it with remaining confectioners' sugar, candied fruits, vanilla, cinnamon and cream. If mixture is too thick, add a little more cream. Mix well.
Fill the cooled cannoli.
Refrigerate until ready to serve.
Serves 12
alternative filling
You are now ready to prepare the filling. You'll need:
* 10 ounces (250 g) of the freshest ricotta, put through a wire mesh sieve
* 1 1/4 cups (125 g) powdered sugar (the kind without starch; if need be whisk sugar in a blender)
* An ounce (25 g) minced candied fruit
* An ounce (25 g) of bitter chocolate, crumbled
* 12 strips candied orange peel (optional)
* 12 maraschino cherries (if you like them), halved
* A half cup, or perhaps more, minced pistachios
* A pastry bag, with an open end rather than a nozzle
Gently combine the ricotta and the sugar on your work surface, mixing until you obtain a light, airy mixture (you may find this easier to do if you first lightly beat the ricotta, then fold the sugar in, taking care lest the ricotta deflate) and then fold in the minced candied fruit and the chocolate. Spoon the filling into the pastry bag, twist the top (or tie it) to keep the filling from emerging, and fill the shells, squirting some of the filling in from either end. Dip the ends of the cannoli in the pistachios, then decorate one end with half a cherry and the other with a strip of candied orange peel. Arrange them on a platter, sprinkle with a little powdered sugar, and they're ready!
My day was fine. I was at uni and saw many cute guys, hehe!
What about you?
Hi there, Elena!
How are you doing?
Irdm @ 3:29 IAWTC
Hello everyone
Martha Jones said...
Irdm @ 3:29 IAWTC
I'm not the best with internet speak. What does IAWTC mean?
sounds good siobhan :)
my day, well work was ok and after work I carried boxes again... damn there is so much more stuff... ^^
I agree with that comment. Sorry about that. I am not very good with internet speak either. That is one of the few ones I know. And I had to look it up
It Doesn't Really Matter,
Sorry for the late reply, but what you wrote is beautiful -- in a somewhat backwards way, you know? I can't say I know what you're going through, because I don't.
"Three chances for a quarter
Sure to win a prize"
Then you find out they've been lying
And still you believe you'll win this time
That can be relatable to many different things, and it's definitely calling my name and has been for what feels like forever.
Again, thank you for posting it.
Making post after post after post, V. You're really not doing anything.
IRDM, it means I agree.
And I do. I think you put it in some really good terms. Any marriage, whether its a celebrity or not, needs to work on the basic ground rules of Husband and Wife.
There is a Husband, and a Wife. Both should be comfortable with the terms. Or make an agreement to be uncomfortable with them.
I'm the Husband, if you can't tell.
-A
Instead of ricotta you should try mascarpone!
Martha, do you really think we can change their ways by discussing this for years?
It will only draw more attention to them.
They make that kind of music and write these kinds of lyrics because it brings them the attention.
Maybe, we should just ignore them and they will go away.
MCR are having their break now and MSI will no longer have a popular band on which coat tails they can ride.
Cannoli Anon, thank you for the recipe! I'm going to try it later, after the lavender cookies.
-A
evening all beautiful people!!
He needs somene who is happy to be called Mrs. Gerard Way, and he needs someone he can be happy with calling them his wife. You don't lose your identity if you don't want to, it SHOULD be 50/50, together. He needs someone to be there to help him, to love him, to take care of him, and he needs someone to love, to take care of and help as well.
That's the saddest thing about this whole thing. He has been used so many times, changed himself so many times to fit what he thinks others think he should be.
I just wish he would find who he REALLY is, and let someone in that truly cares about him. It's hard to trust when you have been burned so many times.
i agree it really doesn't matter
i think you kinda hit the nail on the head there!
Thank you, Martha! I have limited knowledge of those as well.
I don't usually say anything about the "Mrs.", but, it burns me up to hear someone complain about the person they are supposed to love, or at the least, seem to be saying, "Ok, I got what I wanted out of him, I got myself and my band noticed, now I don't want to talk about him or be connected with him anymore. So LOOK AT ME ONLY!"
Very few people knew who MSI was before this. It certainly speaks volumes about what she thinks of him.
So many people DO care about him, not Rock Star Way, buy just plain, shy, sweet Gerard.
If that is how she really thinks, I feel sorry for him, I really do. I can't help but feel she is going to be the match that lights the fuse to destroy not only MCR, but Gerard himself.
I hope not, I really do. But that is how I feel and I can't help that. I care too much about him to not say something. I wish he would listen to those who love him. Who really love him, just for himself.
I can't help but feel she is going to be the match that lights the fuse to destroy not only MCR, but Gerard himself.
The only good thing I can say about the MCRmy is that if it comes to that, she won't survive it either.
-A
Now, hello everybody! I hope you're all doing half-way well or better!
I have nothing new to add to the whole Lyn-Z thing. If she wanted to be recognized solely for her and her band's "musical" creativity, taking your own way to the top (I use "top" loosely) would have been a better route, not lurking in the shadows and riding the coattails of your husband's multi-platinum selling band.
Same opinion as always. You want to be known for something? Work your ass off and do it to it.
On a personal level, Gerard and Lyn-Z deserve, just as much as anyone else, to be in love and to be happy. And if they are, I couldn't be happier. I just hope they're wise and make wise decisions. :)
Siobhan ignoring it is even worse. Yes it will give them attention but in order to show how we feel about what they are saying you have to do that.
yep i agree with you mustard.
hello to amy, mustard, martha, siobhan, pixie, elena, IRDM, anons and anyone else!!
Idrm you are saying a lot of the things I feel but nicer.
Mustardisbetter, you are welcome. So many times it feels like we are all at the fairgrounds and being pulled this way and that way by the barkers. Promises made, promises broken. So we still try, try to ask for help, even if our voices are down to nothing.
Farawaysoclose, Amyranth, thank you as well.
The name I chose refers to it doesn't matter who I am, it is only the words that I wanted to share.
Thank you for letting me share them.
I hope everyone has a good day. I hope to speak with you again sometime.
By the way, you also know me as Guardian Angel.
Yes, Martha! But hasn't all been said already?
Guardian Angel
YAY!
-A
So, should I bake brownies, cookies, or cake?
Or all three?
-A
more FREE HUGS
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What a question, Amyranth! ^_^
All three, of course!
I'm thinking Lavender chocolate chip cookies, or maybe lavender cookies dipped in chocolate..
Yumm,... Okay, I need to go to the grocery store now, before I eat my mousepad.
I'll be back in a bit guys.
-A
Siobhan just because something may have been said already doesn't mean you shouldn't say it.
Look at it this way. GW said in an interview and I don't have his exact words but it was something along the lines of. He didn't need to say the positive message anymore because it had been said already. And what happens a group of kids get the wrong idea of what the band is about and one kills herself. And I am not saying it was his fault. I am just saying that here is always someone out there who has heard what we are saying or who now has a new out look on the situation.
IRDM aka guardian angel......are you off? if so bye for now.
its nice to hear an honest opinion written well.
see you around!
see ya amy!
I still have problems loading this site, but I guess it´s because of the old computer. can´t wait till I´m home to use my mom´s computer... or my new laptop..
anyway, I´m off, have a nice afternoon/evening guys! :)
Amy you should make a cake filled with brownies and cookies. You know like a turducken I think that is how its spelled.
wow more free hugs anon!
thankyou!
me?
Later pixie
yes!
oh i see no other competition??
bye pixie!
Hello everyone.
Don't want you to think I'm ignoring anyone but I'm just popping in and out today.
Now I'm back out. Gotta get more yard work done.
Stupid big yard.
Take Care All
you're welcome!
I'm sorry but what positive message are you talking about?
Just because the dude said at a concert a few times that people should not cut themselves or go seek help when they feel depressed that doesn't make them a band with a positive message.
Just like I said once at BN. Where are the links on their band website which leads kids to online sites on which they can find help if they have psychological problems?
What kind of charity work did they do exactly? Did they donate money to suicide hotlines or something?
Positive message? Bwahahaha!
"It's f---ed up and totally offensive that my name has totally disappeared and I am now referred to as 'Mrs. Gerard Way,' " Lyn-Z – who married Way on September 3, 2007, following the final date of the Projkect Revolution tour – told Kerrang! It's f---ed up that little kids want to come to my show to see Gerard standing at the side of the stage. And I don't want to have anything to do with it."
Then why did she and Gerard tour together if this was going to be such a problem. You can't believe that they didn't expect it.
"One of the biggest reasons that I do what I do, is for other women and for other girls, then suddenly, when I got married, that was taken away from me. I'm suddenly 'wife of blah blah blah.' I think it sends such a bad message to girls because it wipes out all the hard work that I did.
What hard work? She admitted herself that she can't play the bass and doesn't want to learn to improve. She admitted herself that her main talent was doing backbends.
And if she's so concerned about the messages she's sending to little girls, why is she in Mindless Self Indulgence with lyrics like theirs?
He [Way] doesn't want that for me either. The questions are neverending, and it's disgusting."
Then why the sharpie messages and the over the top public propaganda of their entire relationship?
It doesn't make sense to me.
I also agree with Siobhan that the "positive message" was never really there. Also I think Gerard just said all of that stuff to further get attention on the band. I think it was a marketing ploy, unfortunately.
I know that they did some art thing for breast cancer. And no I don't think they had any links.
But they still went out and said something about it. Which is more than other people in their same situation have done.
Sometimes all you need are the words. To know that there is someone out there who has been through the same shit. That way you know you aren't alone.
And I will take words over donating money. Because most of those famous people who donate to cause do it for the tax right off.
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