I am not who you think I am
I am not who you think
I am
Who you think I am not
I am
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Yes, I am aware.
Art by: Toujours
No Contest
even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Blog header image by: Anima
I would like to credit the photographer and thank her for sharing her work.
something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
Art by: Toujours
“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
Jean-Dominique Bauby
Jean-Dominique Bauby
4,234 comments:
«Oldest ‹Older 3401 – 3600 of 4234 Newer› Newest»Awww drat! ^_^
Well, see, that's okay cuz they don't crawl around and stuff.
My husband has a black widow on his arm. O_o
Real ones?
OH! MY! GAWWWWD!
I will break my neck or someone else's to get away from one.
I'm thinking of a wish to make.
True story. I was always that kid that took forever to blow out candles on a birthday cake, because in my mind, I was doing this heirarchical arrangment of wishes. Like, what would I like to have more.
Took me forever. And then parts of the cake were ruined because of that wax.
I can believe that, Mustard. ^_^
Me, I was like constantly changing my mind...
Wait! Yeah, okay.
No wait! Alright, got it.
Just wait! Nevermind.
Mustard I did the same thing. People would start yelling at me to blow out the candles. I just thought it was too important to rush.
Right, and how many of those damn wishes do you remember?
And if you remember them, they were a child's wishes. Like, are you still driving around in a Barbie or GI Joe battery powered kid's Jeep?
Nuuuuuuu.
Ha! Exactly.
You guys have a great weekend, I'll drop by again real soon!
It's not the make-up
And it's not the way that you dance,
It's not the evening sky.
It's more the way your eyes
are laughing as they glance
Across the great divide.
If I had a photograph of you,
It's something to remind me.
I wouldn't spend my life just wishing.
I always took so long because I'd always find Twilight zone / Monkey's Paw-ish loopholes in all my wishes. "I wish so and so. Oh! But if I wish that, the Wish Gods could turn that around on me!" So I'd have to word it exactly the right way with a few addendums and and amendments. I am so neurotic. ^_^
Dude, you too! Thanks for popping in, it's always great to hear from you!
Take care, okay?
Bye, Subtle :) Have a great week!
Great to hear from you hoaloha, and I hope you do! Have a great weekend. And if you're still lurking, I want to say I always hope you get to read some of the greeting and goodnights people here leave you. You are loved and admired and everyone always wishes the best for you. ^_^
Bumblefuck?
I'm not even going to ask.
Later, dude. ;)
You better!
Take care, okay?
HAHAHAAA! ^___^
Bye friend
Take care, we'll be waiting for you.
Bumblefuck? O_O
Oh my.
Is that near BFE, 'cause I totally have been there a time or two.
Like, BFE and myself or like dis *crosses fingers*. ;)
"Or" is the same as "are" now, didn't you know?
Can't think today. >.<
What's up this weekend, guys? :)
Not much RW. Just thinkin' on stuff. You?
Just got home from work, K.
My brain feels like it's about to explode, so that's cool. :)
I'm using this Saturday to my full advantage. I've not had time to even think this week. Life is moving too fast.
I hear you, Mustard. I put in a lot of overtime at work this week. I'll be happy about it come payday I'm sure, but in the meantime it feels like all I do lately is work & sleep :/
Good to be home, huh RW?
Splash, I know what you mean. Time sucks.
And because this got bumped and I think it's important, this video.
Good to be home, huh RW?
T'is good indeed, K! I've got my feet up, am noshing on spaghetti & listening to Bollywood songs.
I'm going to head out in a bit though to go to the mall.
Any plans for this evening?
Just chilling and then later on watching my husband on Saturday Night live.
Your husband, K?
0_0
Yeah, I'm gonna have to think about that wish for a bit.....
LOL
I'm totally gonna watch SNL, too. I gotta give the man some credit. He's still a cool meffer after all of these years.
WHO??
Well RW, I can have a wife and a husband. Don't be jealous, you are my only wife.
The fact is that Christopher Walken has been my secret husband for many, many years.* I've had many other secret husbands (Ewan McGregor, Joaquin Phoenix,) but Christopher Walken was actually one of my first secret husbands.
And tonight I celebrate my looooove for him.
*So secret even he doesn't know about it.
Christopher Walken!
:)
mustardisbetter said...
LOL
I'm totally gonna watch SNL, too. I gotta give the man some credit. He's still a cool meffer after all of these years.
Umm, "cool" is inadequate for Mr. Walken. He's made up of everything that's awesome in this world. You know like hearts and butterflies and daggers and wicked dance moves and the utter lack of punctuation, which is only cool when he does it.
OOOO! I LOVE Christopher Walken!
Can we share him, K? After all, what's yours is mine, yes?
And what's mine is mine. Just making that clear ;)
Will you be celebrating your reunion by Sharpie-ing yourself and the television? ;)
I know. I'm such a bad, bad, bad, bad girl.
THiS IS MY HUSBAND.
Jonathan Rhys Meyers used to be my secret husband. Not sure I still want him any more though. Can I trade him in for Viggo Mortensen?
Umm, "cool" is inadequate for Mr. Walken.
Oh, I beg your pardon, ma'am.
"Ingenious?"
Or "Totally fucking awesome?"
Your call! ;)
Ooh. That's a good point you've got there, RW. Err... but didn't our marriage agreement, uhh, thing, have a Christopher Walken Claus or something? Like something that says that the original owner of Christopher Walken retains full, umm custody or whatever of Christopher Walken and, umm. Right?
mustardisbetter said...
Will you be celebrating your reunion by Sharpie-ing yourself and the television? ;)
I am totally going to sharpie CONTINENTAL on myself tonight.
Errr, I was briefly married to Rhys Meyers as well for about a year. ^_^
This was my secret husband.
And apparantly yours too, K!
Ooooh! He's pretty. ^_^
But I'm willing to settle for him.
You know, if I must.
I think JRM and Mikey Way were separated at birth, S&V.
I ♥ Viggo Mortenen.
My first taste of him was LOTR. He had such a cool character. I haven't seen anything with him in it since though.
Awwww, snap! I can totally see it!
KAP you obviously don't really know that much about Layne. He died on the 20 of April not the 5. Trying to get attention again??
I ♥ Viggo Mortenen.
My first taste of him
0_0
Oh, wow!
They do favor quite a bit!
RW, you should send him a "Mikey Fucking Way" t-shirt. ;)
Wasn't he in that movie, ummmm, something about Violence?
I ♥ Viggo Mortenen.
My first taste of him
0_0
Oh shit!
You know what I mean!!!
Eastern Promises is supposed to be a very good movie, Mustard, and Viggo is in it. It's very violent though.
I know Viggo was in that Hildalgo movie, but I never saw it.
And wasn't he in 28 Days, the one with Sandra Bullock about recovering alcoholics?
Wasn't he in that movie, ummmm, something about Violence?
History of Violence. I didn't think it was that great a film though.
I'm tempted to send Mikey a "Jonathan Fuckin' Rhys Fuckin' Meyers" shirt.
I wonder what Mama Way thinks of the "Mikey Fucking Way" shirt.
My Sunday Afternoon Secret Husband
^_^
28 Days! Yes, I knew I had seen him in something else. I liked that movie. Sandra Bullock is funny.
That would be awesome!
It's kinda scary really. They do look so much alike.
Who is that, S&V?
So, that's the dude Jr. Anon hates with a bloody passion!
;)
Tony! ^_^
My Rock N'Roll Son of Detroit Secret Husband
For when I feel like possibly getting arrested at the nearest Waffle House.
So where is Sdock today? O_O
SOLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!
My
Name
Is
Kiiiiiiiiiiiiiid,
It's Kid Rock!
For when I feel like possibly getting arrested at the nearest Waffle House.
HAHAHA!!!
Dare to dream ;)
For real. Solly and I were that close to being there, too.
Waffle House in Atlanta.
Damn. :(
Sucketh, S&V :(
I see she has no answer for that.
Time for me to head to the mall. Gave a good one, eh! :)
Byeee, RW! Buy me sumfin'!!!
Bye, RW! Have a fun time!
Sorry, I went to make a smoothie. This one kind of tastes nasty though.
Johnny Rhys Meyers with Ewan McGregor. MMMM!
Did anyone see him in Gormenghast? He was awesome.
Anon, it was the 5th. If you're trying to needle me about this, don't bother. ^_^
He is pretty, isn't he?
Damn.
One of my most favoritest beautiful men, Takeshi Kaneshiro. ^_______^
Princess, JRM is just about the prettiest man on earth. he's so pretty it's ridiculous.
A much better picture here.
Mayo, you know, you haven’t come out to play with us in a long time. You used to play games with us, questions and answers. And movie quotes that one time! So now there are so many questions for you to answer if you wanted to. Like, what’s on your iPod? Do you like Muse? What would you taste like if cannibals ate you, and how would you be cooked?
And now, another pressing question: who do you find physically attractive? Since we’re doing beautiful men in here.* You can pick boys and girls of course. :D
You should come out and play with us, Mayo. ^_^
*I totally said we were doing beautiful men. O_O
JARED of course. ^____^
Yummmm. ^_^
Prettiest Psycho I've Ever Seen
Leave me alone Kapunua.
A Mistake
I'm gonna make a mistake-
I'm gonna do it on purpose
I'm gonna waste my time
Cuz I'm full as a tick
And I'm scratching at the surface
And what I find is mine
And when the day is done, and I look back
And the fact is I had fun, fumbling around
All the advice I shunned, and I ran
Where they told me not to run, but I sure
Had fun, so
I'm gonna fuck it up again
I'm gonna do another detour
Unpave my path
And if you wanna make sense
Whatcha looking at me for
I'm no good at math
And when I find my way back,
The fact is I just may stay, or I may not
I've acquired quite a taste
For a well-made mistake
I wanna mistake why can't I make a mistake?
I'm always doing what I think I should
Almost always doing everybody good
Why-
Do I wanna do right, of course but
Do I really wanna feel I'm forced to
Answer you, hell no
I've acquired quite a taste
For a well-made mistake, I wanna
Make a mistake, why can't I make a mistake
I'm always doing what I think I should
Almost always doing everybody good
Why-
I'm gonna make a mistake-
I'm gonna do it on purpose
I'm gonna waste my time
Cuz I'm full as a tick
And I'm scratching at the surface
And what I find is mine
And when the day is done, and I look back
And the fact is I had fun, fumbling around
All the advice I shunned, and I ran
Where they told me not to run, but I sure
Had fun, so
I'm gonna fuck it up again
I'm gonna do another detour
Unpave my path
And if you wanna make sense
Whatcha looking at me for
I'm no good at math
And when I find my way back,
The fact is I just may stay, or I may not
I've acquired quite a taste
For a well-made mistake
I wanna mistake why can't I make a mistake?
I'm always doing what I think I should
Almost always doing everybody good
Why-
Do I wanna do right, of course but
Do I really wanna feel I'm forced to
Answer you, hell no
I've acquired quite a taste
For a well-made mistake, I wanna
Make a mistake, why can't I make a mistake
I'm always doing what I think I should
Almost always doing everybody good
Why-
wwwwwwaaaaaahhhh? Ok I JUST saw this post. Don't know what the hell it means but I got a good laugh out of it.
Mayo, you are one sneaky little ****.
I'm gonna make a mistake-
I'm gonna do it on purpose
I'm gonna waste my time
Cuz I'm full as a tick
And I'm scratching at the surface
And what I find is mine
And when the day is done, and I look back
And the fact is I had fun, fumbling around
All the advice I shunned, and I ran
Where they told me not to run, but I sure
Had fun, so
I'm gonna fuck it up again
I'm gonna do another detour
Unpave my path
And if you wanna make sense
Whatcha looking at me for
I'm no good at math
And when I find my way back,
The fact is I just may stay, or I may not
I've acquired quite a taste
For a well-made mistake
I wanna mistake why can't I make a mistake?
I'm always doing what I think I should
Almost always doing everybody good
Why-
Do I wanna do right, of course but
Do I really wanna feel I'm forced to
Answer you, hell no
I've acquired quite a taste
For a well-made mistake, I wanna
Make a mistake, why can't I make a mistake
I'm always doing what I think I should
Almost always doing everybody good
Why-
So yeah, it looks like I've missed a hell of a lot of shit that's gone on around these parts.
I hope everyone's doing ok, no matter what happened.
Hey MP!
Alright people, I need some help. (Mayo, shut up. ^_~)
Gone Baby Gone
Jackass 2.5
We Own the Night
Eastern Promises
American Gangster
Mr. Woodcock
What should I watch tonight?
and go ahead doing what you think you should - your life
Byeee, RW! Buy me sumfin'!!!
I bought you a chocolate bar, S&V!
Johnny Rhys Meyers with Ewan McGregor. MMMM!
Ah, Velvet Goldmine :) T'was my fave slashy thing ever. Until MCR PR, that is.
Did anyone see him in Gormenghast? He was awesome.
I LOVE Gormenghast!!
Thank you, RW!
Yum!
I'm gonna make a mistake-
I'm gonna do it on purpose
I'm gonna waste my time
Cuz I'm full as a tick
And I'm scratching at the surface
And what I find is mine
And when the day is done, and I look back
And the fact is I had fun, fumbling around
All the advice I shunned, and I ran
Where they told me not to run, but I sure
Had fun, so
I'm gonna fuck it up again
I'm gonna do another detour
Unpave my path
And if you wanna make sense
Whatcha looking at me for
I'm no good at math
And when I find my way back,
The fact is I just may stay, or I may not
I've acquired quite a taste
For a well-made mistake
I wanna mistake why can't I make a mistake?
I'm always doing what I think I should
Almost always doing everybody good
Why-
Do I wanna do right, of course but
Do I really wanna feel I'm forced to
Answer you, hell no
I've acquired quite a taste
For a well-made mistake, I wanna
Make a mistake, why can't I make a mistake
I'm always doing what I think I should
Almost always doing everybody good
Why-
Watch Eastern Promises, Salt & Vinegar!!
Dudes, terribly sorry.
I'm completely engulfed by HAARP right now.
Enjoy, S&V :) It was either the chocolate or a belt - that's all I came home with - and I thought the chocolate would be tastier.
Engulfed by what, Mustard?
fumble around some more - no one's stopping you, have fun
Speaking of beautiful men...
A belt could be used for whippin'! ^_^
Well, I'm going to take a shower and stuff and watch a movie, I think.
Still debating...
Eastern Promises or Jackass 2.5
^___^
I ♥ Johnny Knoxville.
Be back later!
Okay, I still haven't decided yet: MCR hoodie or Skeleton Crew hoodie?
Oh, wait! Does Leathermouth have a hoodie??
A belt could be used for whippin'! ^_^
0_0
Have fun watching whatever movie you choose, S&V!
HAARP=
MUSE's Live from Wembley Stadium
Needless to say, my face and socks have been officially rocked the fuck off.
And if there is a heaven, I want it to sound like this.
RW
Easy answer - MCR or S//C - Get Both!!!
That's funny, Mustard, 'cause I want Heaven to sound like a Bollywood soundtrack done by MCR.
If Staley really died on pril 5 Kapu like you say.... and only got found dead on april 22 then ewwww, YOU do the math!
Can't afford both right now, Elena.
I'm leaning toward s//c. Though if Leathermouth has a hoodie...
I haven't seen a Leathermouth hoodie. I did order the T-Shirt
Anon you're not being fair. But I guess you don't know what fair means anyway. Kapu what you did on your blog was brave, you left yourself open to all kinds of personal insults. But I happen to think you are very pretty. Don't let the idiots get you down hun!
Has it arrived yet, Elena? Please let me know how it fits size-wise. I may get me one of those instead of a hoodie. It's coming up to summer, after all!
At their concert on 2 april Gee dedicated to Lyn-Z 'My Way Home Is Through You'
That.. fuck
He has to be the most amazin-est, dorkiest, loveable, romantic... absoulutely amazing man on this planet
RW
It hasn't arrived yet.
Too bad he originally wrote that song for "Kat" huh..?
Will you let me know about the fit when it arrives? I find that sometimes the sizing of clothes from online stores can be off.
Thanks :)
He met death
As a falling blossom
Without hesitation
Or regret
I will let you know RW. Hope it comes soon!
Thanks :D
The bamboo flute
Wore out when he played
One note endlessly
Who's "Kat"? Maybe he just imagined her.
Another beautiful man.
They're coming out of the woodwork tonight!
:( I will never catch up. I'm only on 400.
Hi everyone, I have missed you!
Hey all! Just in for a few, gotta go get some dinner.
RW, who's your last pretty boy?
J
Who is that, RW? There's no name or tag or anything.
Hi Anima. ^_^
Guess, J! :D
Hi, Anima! :)
"GUESS"? Oh my cow. Uh, is he that guy from "Lost"? I got no clue.
J
Do you give up, J & K? Huh? Do ya??
Hey Anima
Getting excited about the 15th?
"GUESS"? Oh my cow. Uh, is he that guy from "Lost"?
Hells no!
Things I Want Decided
Which shouldn't exist
in this world,
the one who forgets,
or the one who is forgotten?
Which is better,
to love
one who has died
or not to see
each other when you're alive?
Which is better,
the distant lover
you long for
or the one you see daily without desire?
Which is the least unreliable
among fickle things--
the swift rapids,
a flowing river,
or this human world?
Yeah, RW, I give. Who...is...he?
J
Under the water
what is the grebe's heart like?
Seen the usual way,
from above,
how unfeeling it seems.
I think I will not go out again
on your drifting boat
that floats
in any direction
without ever setting a course.
Damn it was beautiful today. I love when I can finally open the windows. And the grass if starting to turn green again. Amazing.
Here's a more recongizable picture of him.
Hey Elena, whatcha doin'?
J
I think I will not go out again
on your drifting boat
that floats
in any direction
without ever setting a course.
I like this. A wise choice.
It finally feels like spring, doesn't it, Anima!
RW, you are FUCKING KIDDING ME! What happened to him???!!!
J
Hey RW, Kapunua, Elena, J, anons.
Elena, I am really excited! It's just what I need right now. I think I might slip up though and call you Elena ^_^. I'll have to work on that. TJ is coming too?!
Is that a good "are you fucking kidding me" or a bad "are you fucking kidding me, J?
Hey Anima, how's it going?
J
RW, absolutely!
And who are you guys talking about? So confused (and I can't access 'tinypics'...still.Sucks.)
*is very envious of everyone going to an MCR show this year*
I'm not happy that what might have been the last MCR show I see in a couple of years didn't have Frank or Bob at it :( I have yet to see MCR with the entire band there.
resurrected wreck said...
Here's a more recongizable picture of him.
NO.
WAY.
O_O
Orlando Bloom, Anima.
He's scrumdillyicious!
answer
the one you see daily without desire
choice made long ago, live long and prosper
Yes, indeed, K! T'is OB!
Too painful
that you became smoke--
even the cicada's
empty,useless shell
lasts on in existence.
Anonymous said...
answer
the one you see daily without desire
choice made long ago, live long and prosper
For some, I guess. ^_^
More of an unbelieving "are you fucking kidding me"! I had no clue he had the capability to beef up like that! He's not attractive to me, though, so the pic doesn't, you know, do it for me, but still. Wow! Muscles!
J
I nearly called you Enima, Anima 0_0
I think he's hawt, J, especially in that first pic!
Hey everyone
the distant lover
distant -yes
lover - no
J
I'm putting books away right now.
Yeah Anima TJ is gonna go with us!!
^He beefed up for his role in Kingdom of Heaven.
Anonymous--wha?
Elena, got any more copies of "Texas Rapture"? heeheehee
J
I just emailed you the pics, Anima.
Do you like Izumi Shikibu, anon?
RW, that is one amazing picture there. O_O And that dude does nothing for me, usually.
Hi, BC! :)
*SQUEEZE!*
What do you think of Orlando Bloom?
Did anyone ever see Ned Kelley?
Heath Ledger was in it with Orlando Bloom, and it looked pretty good.
He had something extra special going on for him in that particular photo shoot, K, and no mistake!
RW, that sucks (not having seen the entire band). I am so scared that someone will not be there. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that all will be okay.
Orlando, love 'em.
Anon, when I see their shells it does make me sad. I have to remind myself that it is a part of their existence.
Ummm, I just realized I failed to prune my rose bushes in April. I wonder if there is still time?
*err, I mean March/after the first frost.
I didn't see Ned Kelly, Mustard :( I guess I can always rent it.
Hi RW! *squeezes back*
What do I think of Orlando Bloom? Honestly, he's alright.
*err, last frost.
I should shut-up now. ^_^
Rather than recall
in these flowers
the fragrance of the past,
I would rather hear this nightingale's voice,
to know if his song is as sweet.
youse are haters, he is in love with Lyn Z
God I love that woem LOL
its like she rebult his self eSteem, he is showing ARMS! omg I love her
Hey BC, how's it going?
Anon, I think I just got what you're saying. Maybe. Your choice, or another's?
J
You don't think he's hawt, BC??
0_0
I do! He's far too young for me, of course. Which makes me giggle, as he's older than G-Way (who seems to think he's ancient!)
Of course J
Would you like a copy? It's quite exciting.
RW, thank you my dear. :)
Elena, I can't wait!
Mustard, I don't know about Ned Kelly. However, netflix just arrived..."Candy"...I think it's pretty messed up. Gotta be in the right mood, I think.
LOLZ at 7:28!
Um.. that was a joke, right?
Anon, you are funny. :)
Even in my dreams
I never think of you--
how strange now,
seeing your handwriting,
to recall...
Hmm...I don't know, Elena. Is there talk of a rodeo in it anywhere? Or perhaps donuts?
Anon @ 7.28...oh, forget it.
J
RE: Candy
I've heard about it, and it may have been here actually. Is the basis of this movie about drugs?
He loves Lyn Z!
Fuck! Shes a rel womn, beautif cool & smrt
Anon 7:28
Lol
RW, actors who look too pretty are ones that I don't usually find attractive. Sorry.
Hi J, how are you? I'm alright, just eating and finding some band pictures. We had beautiful weather today :)
Fun fact: Behind my house is a park and the guys are playing soccer [football for all my lovely friends across the ocean]. They are all Hispanic guys and they are serious about their soccer. It is quite a pleasure I must say.
I didn't know Lyn-Z was actually a worm lol
Anonymous said...
He loves Lyn Z!
Fuck! Shes a rel womn, beautif cool & smrt
April 5, 2008 7:33 PM
Oh my, learn to spell, please.
J
Here's what I find funny.
It's like, hell, we could be talking about toe nails, and someone will, out of the blue, start talking about how awesome Gerard and Lyn-Z are and how jealous we are of her and how we loath their relationship.
I cannot wrap my brain around this.
I mean, dude. I just want to talk about toenails. Is that really so bad?
Smrt?
Noit just a worm, BC, but a rel one, apparantly!
I cannot wrap my brain around this.
I mean, dude. I just want to talk about toenails. Is that really so bad?
I hear you, dude!
Did I tell you my toenail fell off last week?
Hiya Mustard. With these little kids, it's just a temporary phase for them. Right now they're what you call in the "Ass Kissing Stage."
Mustard, I'll bet if we start talking about Gerard and Lyn-Z's toenails, we'd be, like, ultra-faboo.
Yais?
J
Yup, its about drugs. I don't think it is as bad/horrible feeling as Requiem for a dream; but from the clips, it doesn't look too pleasant.
Boo
Oh my! I'm a rel boy!
Pinnochio. I need to dust that one off and watch it again.
RW, actors who look too pretty are ones that I don't usually find attractive. Sorry.
I like the pretty boys, BC. What can I say!
Hey BC, I meant to write you a note just then! Whoops. I'm getting ready to eat dinner, too, kinda hungry. Otherwise ok.
J
RW, lol
How about this, I broke one of my nails the other day.
Anima, when I worked for a season at Stratford Festival, we used to take out coffee breaks outside to watch the shirtless soccer boys playing in the field.
Ah, happy days...
Anima:
I need to watch that. Sometimes it takes watching something emotionally heartwrenching to put things in perspective, you know?
RW:
I did read that your toenail fell off, but there was a brand spankin' new one awaiting its own arrival! The human body is so freakin' cool.
RW,
Boo!! ;p
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