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Yes, I am aware.
Art by: Toujours
No Contest
even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Blog header image by: Anima
I would like to credit the photographer and thank her for sharing her work.
something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
Art by: Toujours
“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
Jean-Dominique Bauby
Jean-Dominique Bauby
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Oh yeah,...............
Don't they bullride the most...
in TEXAS?
L.
Sorry I was over at e-bay looking at a bar of soap with Gerard Way's picture inside.
Honest to God !!!!
I wonder what Mayo is doing right now.
Original Punks said...
Don't they bullride the most...
in TEXAS?
in Texas or on?
Blogger Elena said...
Sorry I was over at e-bay looking at a bar of soap with Gerard Way's picture inside.
Honest to God !!!!
April 4, 2008 3:13 AM
No, I don't think that is something I would use or even buy
I would say on at this point, Elena.
Hell, at any point...
L.
A g-way bar soap? Lol
But why Martha?
You could use the soap then dry off with your towel that has GW's face on it.
Honest I'm not making this shit up.
Bath towels with his face on them. Oh Lord!
Oh L
You went there!
Oh, yeah, I went there!
L.
In and ON, Elena and L! ;)
That's soap sounds scary, Elena!
Elena said...
Oh L
You went there!
And how was it? Details please!
Shit I just quoted myself.
Wow, that's funny ^_^
Bath towels too????
Okay, this leads me to the question of the night:
Would any of you want your faces on bath towels?
I'm gonna have to say NO.
I don't even like thinking about it!
Anon616 said...
In and ON, Elena and L! ;)
Oh yeahhhhhhh
Much like the nkotb bedsheets. No no no.
Ha ha, that would be a hell no
Original Punks said...
Wendy,
I'll take it fast and hard!
L.
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Now there's a pro! ;)
hehe
*goes in search of the proper "beat" for L*
Bath towels with faces, no, not going there. Wouldn't want to be on one either!
Elena, do you want the short version or the LONG version?
L.
The LONG version of course.
Does that come super sized?
L's bullriding mood music (courtesy of Motley Crue):
Take a ride on the WILD SIDE
;)
LoL it's getting dirty in here
I would like the LONG version too, L !!
Oh Lord I just saw a Gerard Way Light switch cover.
Okay not gonna say where the hole is for the swicth.
not lying...
You can't make up this shit.
Lol yeah it is
Martha Jones said...
LoL it's getting dirty in here
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And we haven't even brought out the dotuns yet, Martha!
;)
To go with my "wild side", Wendy!
L.
A light switch too? Lolz :D
Elena said...
Oh Lord I just saw a Gerard Way Light switch cover.
Okay not gonna say where the hole is for the swicth.
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O_O
You better order your's before the sell out, Elena!
Let me guess, the sales 'plug' for that one is:
"Flick Gerard's switch....as much as you want"
*wonders if it works with up and down OR in and out switches*
Hmmm.....
I wonder what GW thinks when he see that stuff.
All that he was made fun of in school and now horny teenage girls can't get enough of him.
Well, you see, it was like this, there was dotuns (stripped of their chocolate and cream) everywhere, handcuffs hanging from the bedpost and...
Oh, you know, it's really late and I need to go to bed, so I will have to continue at a later time.
Really, I am going to go to bed, but it was great talking to you guys tonight! Have fun!
And yes, Elena, you get a side order with that "super-sized"...
Love ya,
L.
Original Punks said...
To go with my "wild side", Wendy!
L.
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Of course, L!
You know I have you covered! ;)
Psst....I have an extra jar of body frosting hidden in my room.
Will get it to you later!
^^ *snickers*
You know what, I want to buy the light switch cover. So I can take it to him and have him sign it. Just for the look on his face.
Martha Jones said...
All that he was made fun of in school and now horny teenage girls can't get enough of him.
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Or playing with his switch!
Mayo, SS,
Goodnight, my friends, wherever you are. Whoever you are.
Love. Hope. Peace.
L.
Let me guess, the sales 'plug' for that one is:
"Flick Gerard's switch....as much as you want"
*wonders if it works with up and down OR in and out switches*
___________________
I was thinking turn GW on, Turn GW off. Happy G, Sad G
Goodnight and sweet dreams L, it was a lot of fun :)
Mj, that would be hilarious ^_^
Lol wendy
Noooo, L! You can't leave us hanging (like those handcuffs on the bed posts). Shucks :(
Well, I must be off for awhile too.
It's late, ain't it!
Goodnight to L, Elena, BC, Martha, Mayo, SS, lurkers and all the ones dreaming of turning on that light switch!
Have fun and wishing you all dreams of sweet treats (such as dotuns)!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
Martha you should take one to have him sign it....
Well girls it almost 3am and I still have to take a bath (not with GW soap)
You know there is a joke in here about dropping the soap in the shower but I'm not going there.
Gonna post my goodnight to Mayo and take off.
Take care and see you all tomorrow.
elena said...
I was thinking turn GW on, Turn GW off. Happy G, Sad G
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LOL!!!! I had to run back in to laugh at that one. Good one, Elena!
I wonder if it would work with the clap-per???
:))
Mayo
Well lucky for you I think my brain has turned off tonight. Way too much drama yesterday. I’ve sort of walked around in a daze today. That ever happen to you? Maybe I’m just conserving brain cells. Lord knows I need to do that. I’m not sure how many I have left but I fear their numbers are dwindling.
So here then is the short goodnight I’ve been promising. It’s late, I’m all alone and the damn dog won’t stop barking. Oh and the fact we’ve been talking about horror movies before isn’t helping. I just keep thinking about the scene in “Halloween” where Lester keeps barking and then well you know what happens to him, poor dog.
Okay so now I’m looking over my shoulder and hearing all sorts of noises. Think I’ll hum a happy little tune to myself, loudly. Crap, I’ve seen too many horror movies. Know what I always hate about those? The people are so stupid. So yeah, the woman hears a noise. Now she has three choices on what to take with her to investigate. A machete, a flamethrower or a flashlight. She always takes the flashlight. I swear I’m going with the flamethrower. Light and fire, that’s the ticket. Okay I’m outta here.
Night Mayo
Elena (what was that sound?)
Goodnight l
Goodnight Elena
I guess I should be off to bed as well.
Goodnight
Goodnight elena. Sweet dreams. Wendy, lol, you mean the clap on clap off light? ^_^
Bye sugarplum *squeeze*
Goodnight mj. Damn, guess I'm the only one here :(
Goodnight mayonaise, pleasant dreams love. Goodnight ss, bloggers, lurkers.
Morning Mayo,
It's Friday again! I have my first Taunton Half-Marathon this Sunday so I shall spend the weekend mostly eating pasta and aching. Why do these things always seem like a better idea when they're months into the future?!
Have a great day, y'all!
Kass xx
good morning mayo!! hope you are good? hope you have a great day.
good morning SS! still no lights on at your place?? hope you're doing well too and have a lovely friday!
morning family!
i haven't been around much of late sadly. no bloody time!
hi kass!! hope the half marathon goes well!!! yes it always seems like such a good idea at the time and that you'll be really fit and up for it by the time it comes round and then BAM it's tomorrow!! eeeeek!! just take it slow!!
right guys love to all and hope you all have pleasant fridays!!
oh and lewis and martha are both going to see MCR in san francisco tonight!! i'm so jealous! even though they are 8 hrs behind the UK so they've got a while!! anyway hope you have such a fantastic time both of you!!!!!!!!
hi to the usual suspects...ergo, PP, miranth, wendy and anyone else that pops in to say hello!!
Greetings (again) to Mayo, SS, Kass, FASC, Possum, Miranth (if she peeks in), watchers and lurkers, dreamers and realists of blogbelieve!
How are you all today? Well and still dreaming beautiful dreams, I hope!
LEWIS and MARTHA: Have FUN tonight and be careful!!! Please give us a detailed concert review as soon as you're both RECOVERED! :)
Ergo: I would also appreciate details of your romantic night out; in private if need be! ;)
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To ponder/inspire today:
"When you know who you are;
when your mission is clear and you
burn with the inner fire of unbreakable will;
no cold can touch your heart;
no deluge can dampen your purpose.
You know that you are alive."
Chief Seattle
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May no cold touch your hearts today!
Have a great Friday/Saturday everyone.
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
It's Friday.
YAY!
Morning errbody!
Morning Mayo!
Morning SS!
Everyone,
Have a great one. Take it and make it a great one if nothing else. And for God's sake, think before you speak or type. You may never get a chance to take those hurtful words back.
See you all tonight!
XOXO,
S&V20
Mayo,
Hey, how are you today? Are you ready to kick Friday's ass right on into Saturday? Yeah, well, I will settle on 5pm.....
Mayo, try not to take any shit today, but just in case you do...you take that shit and you make it seem like it's the best shit ever. The most prettiest, best smelling, most amazing, cleverest piece of shit you have ever laid eyes on. WOW!
Just smile...you know what to do.
Feel me?
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Their hands will be dirty, not yours.
Good morning everyone, Mayo!
Just popping in, I'm away for a few days, so think of me.
All you anons, try to play nice!
love ya
pj
Weaver Girl,
I miss you!
...just sayin
Goodmorning flying monkeys and munchkins!
TGIF! Whoot!
*dons white flares and yellow skinny rib jumper*
*applies aqua blue eye shadow*
*starts Hustling around Mayo's enthusiastically*
MJ and Lewis, hope you find each other at the concert and have a fantabulous time =)
lol L and J @11:08pm,
A most plausible theory.
Hmm,does Ergo's techno-involvement make her 'E', the blog equivalent of James Bonds 'M'? The gal after all does have a way with science.
PJ,
See you when you get back =)
Kapunua,
Where did you get to today O_o
You alright?
Random ponderment:
Anyone else had The Sharpest Lives play on a radio station? It happened here tonight. I was all like O_O... then ... cool ^_^
Hi Mayo,
You might need to dip your blog in Headache Relief solution with all the head mojo stuff going on around here lately.
With the amount of screen licking that goes on also, strawberry flavoured might be a good idea.
SS,
Do your ears hang low,
Do they wobble to and fro..
Just wondering =)
Happy Friday!
Night all
*Hustles on out*
Hello anyone here this morning.
Hey Lewis i left you a message someplace else.
Please don't ask her to come back!! Did you notice how nice it was without her, aside from when she wrote poetry to herself and then said it wasn't for her or Sdock!! Lol idiot!!
Think abourt everything tht happened on this blog. I knpw most of you hate the "spam" but it proves a point. Kapu and her friends only bring this on themselves. They know how to make it end and if they cared about this blog or Mayo they would.
SELFISH is what I call that!
I saw mentioned "The Phantom Of The Paradise" Excellent taste.....The Phantoms Theme
And Everyone have a Stellar Weekend!!!
TA VMPR
thanks triston!! hope you have a lovely weekend too!
i tell you what...mayo's through the UK working day is as dead as fuck!!
anyone around??
why is it that whenever the ops do something stupid...like bitching someone out for something when the ops are the ones that are incorrect...they always claim it was due to a health problem? diabetes...or sinus...etc. LOL
hey, look, im being a bitch. its because i chipped my nail earlier. sorry.
And for anyone who thought we were burning Kapunua at the stake to get Mayo to reveal himself lol NO! Well maybe some were but I just want her and her friends to make the anon attacks stop and they KNOW how to do it. The won't they never will!
I don't see why obtaining peace around here means that people have to leave.
It's not what Mayo wants, nor it is what anyone wants.
We'll never achieve total harmony, but really is it so hard to say "If I haven't got nothing nice to say, I'll keep my trap shut." ?
-A
I write poems for mayo because I think he's manly
I still know it's GV, I just want to fuck a tranny!!
Anon @ 11:22 YOU are the attacking anon. Only you can stop it, or are you so dense you don't see it. Who do you think YOU are that you can decide who gets to stay and who should leave? You hateful anons really should think about what you are doing. You are the ones ruining this wonderful place. I feel sorry for all of you hating anons, you are really SAD!
Well I for one am not trying to force anyone to leave like what happened to the OPS. I just think that the "porchies" should leave Mayo alone and stop begging for his attention. Stop with the poetry and the LOOK AT ME posts.
It sickens me how they all stick up for each other against truthful anon attacks and act like victims.
Especially want Kapu and Sdock to get it through their skull that Mayo is not in love with them. He might still have some patience for Sdock but I am one of the ones who truely believes he is finished with Kapu's bullshit.
I just want tham to stop acting so eletist and begging for his attention. And the poetry DOES make me sick.
And the poetry DOES make me sick.
well don't read it then anon.
simple as that.
this aint your blog, it's mayo's place and if he/she didn't like the poetry he/she would delete it.
obviously mayo likes the poetry.
hi amy!!
Hi FASC!!
Not on for long, just checking the bank.
-A
if you use that logic, Mayo likes mean anons too.
Anon @ 11:57. What are you the Mayo blog police. Everything with you is "I want". Again what makes you think you can tell ANYONE what to post and what they can't. Many people on here really like poetry, if you don't , don't read it. What is it to you whether anyone thinks Mayo "loves" them or not. That is very immature. Oh, and if they are "ATTACKED", they are victims. Get over it. I for one miss the fun and laughs. This blog is dead without Kapu and Sdock and Mustard and Fimble. At least they make us laugh and not feel like we don't want to be here.
maybe catch you later amy!
if you use that logic, Mayo likes mean anons too.
hmmm yeh i know what you are saying!!
i just think mayo doesn't like to get involved. it would be a full time job for him/her then!!
and anon @ 12.16pm ....well said!
Thanks FASC:
Sometimes you just get sick and tired of the hatred, right?
Seriously, why not let this blog die then?
Whoever it is doesn't care about how people are treated here.
Anonymous said...
Seriously, why not let this blog die then?
Whoever it is doesn't care about how people are treated here.
If that's how you feel, then you obviously have not been paying attention.
I can't stay away because I am in love with Mayo!!! But only when he pays attention to me!! So Mayo pay attention and I will come back to you and keep writing you more poetry and making everyone everyone else miserable!!
thats Ok anon @ 12.34pm.
Sometimes you just get sick and tired of the hatred, right?
too right!
anon @ 12.40pm i don't want this place to die. i just want people to get on in a civilized manor. it's not mayo's fault that some people can't speak nicely of others. he/she is not our parent, we are responsible for our actions!!
I hate how nasty it's gotten around here.
Hatred is a venom. It spreads and kills what it touches. These words of hatred from the anons are venomous. Don't you all see it?
It just makes me sad that the blog is coming down to this.
There are many different personalities that reside in the Casa de Mayo. Some I'm drawn to, others not so much. It doesn't mean I have to get nasty with them. No need to tell them they're stupid, ugly, boring, or rude. I just leave them be and they leave me be.
I don't see the need to kick a bee hive.
I guess that's it for me today. I'm just bummed. This place used to be like a burst of sunshine on a cloudy day to me. Now it's turning out to be the other way.
drop it fake K!!
hi jenn!
i know how you feel.
I don't see the need to kick a bee hive.
good god no don't!! one of my biggy phobias!!
I have payed attention.
Anonymous comments are still allowed, Mayo still won't be straight with people and you keep making new places for private talk. If your friendships are restricted to this blog or secret meeting places, what kind of relationships are they?
Buy a vowel and get a clue already.
Anonymous said...
I have payed attention.
Anonymous comments are still allowed, Mayo still won't be straight with people and you keep making new places for private talk. If your friendships are restricted to this blog or secret meeting places, what kind of relationships are they?
Buy a vowel and get a clue already.
Again, you missed it. There are people meeting in real life from here, calling each other, forming bonds that they never would have had if this blog had not been here.
And its "PAID" attention.
You should have bought that vowel.
Anonymous said...
And its "PAID" attention.
Don't you mean IT'S the contraction of IT IS?
You should both buy a dictionary.
Don't you mean IT'S the contraction of IT IS?
Granted. I must be slipping.
But the thought stays the same.
Reminders, they are not reluctant
So stop me if you've heard this one before
Sideways blinders,
I can't find a way (around a way) around...
"We must develop and maintain the capacity to forgive. He who is devoid of the power to forgive is devoid of the power to love. There is some good in the worst of us and some evil in the best of us. When we discover this, we are less prone to hate our enemies."
-Martin Luther King, Jr.
Mean anons, please, for one day, give it a rest. Think about what you are saying, think about how you would feel if those words were directed at you. If you have even a small amount of kindness in your heart, find that and hang on to it today. This is not the day for hate.
hi mustard!
nice quote anon @ 1.20pm!!
gotta disappear for a bit!!
bye!
ZOMG lyke, im hittin' puberty and cant control my hormones. So lyke ignore me when I spam the blogs with halfcocked theories based on my stupidityzzzzz.
REPOST IF YOU AGREE IM AN IDIOT!!!!!!!
Anonymous Anonymous said...
ZOMG lyke, im hittin' puberty and cant control my hormones. So lyke ignore me when I spam the blogs with halfcocked theories based on my stupidityzzzzz.
REPOST IF YOU AGREE IM AN IDIOT!!!!!!!
April 4, 2008 1:33
I agree
Is this what you call tact?
I swear you're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back.
So let's end this call,
And end this conversation.
oh hells it's dead in here!!
hi mustard!
i'm in and out, have kind of been doing stuff and lurking but i have to go now.
take care guys and hope you have a fun evening! hey when is the mayoasquarade ball (think i've spelt that wrong!!) taking place?? maybe we need that to brighten us up!! where the fuck is bikey though??
anyway love to you all ok!
mayo and SS love to you both too.
def spelt it wrong!!!!
I agree Allie, your an IDIOT!!
2 days now. this is a miracle
hello once again. To anyone around.
Lewis i hope to see you tonight.
alright i am off. Talk to you guys later
Give it up hating anons. MANY people here miss her and can't wait for her to come back. And I hope she has some poems saved up. Grow up and deal with the fact that you cannot live the life of hatred and viciousness you do and hope to be happy when you are an adult.
your mom
THe problem with the poems is for one thing it is just TOO MUCH. When Angel and other anons do it is alright, but Kapu, just too much. Then, worse of all, she only writes them for certain people. Look at the other night, she wrote poems for her friends only and Mayo and SS. A lot of people felt left out. If you don't have enough to "share with the class" then you shouldn't have any at all. Leaving people out with the excuse of Oh I'm too tired and going to bed, sucks. It's rude and hateful behavior. If she was going to write for her friends she should write for everybody and I know that some people were upset and feeling left out. J didn't get a poem, Wendy and BC didn't get them and they even said nicely that they hadn't gotten a poem from her. You can't be ELETIST like that and expect people to still be nice to you.
I also have to say that the best time around here as at night, when it's just Angel, Wendy, BC, Triston etc etc etc and when the "porchies" go to bed.
"Tearjerker"
Hey Mustard!
Missed you today!
MJ,
I hope you have a great time!
Hi mayo, Hi ss, Hi everyone.
How are you all?
I agree with whoever said they miss the fun we used to have round here.
I hope that tonight we can put an end to the slagging and have a laugh.
Hello to anyone who may be lurking. Well anon, honestly it doesn't bother me when I don't get poems. Life is too short you know?
Mj and Lewis, I hope you have the best time tonight.
Hey smokie, miss t, mustard
Hi BC, how are you sweetie?
Hey MissT! Hey BC!
How are you guys?
I'll be back in a bit.
Hi and bye for now Princess.
Don't be long.
Take care smokie. I'm doing okay miss t. Got one hell of a toothace, but right now its not that bad. I'm filling out some applications.
How are you?
I'm good thanks BC. I've had my friday pizza so I'm stuffed and happy.
Sorry to hear about the toothache. I haven't had that in years. I didn't even have any pain when my wisdom teeth came through.
My dentist asked if I'd had any trouble with them and I told him no, then he said they won't need removing because don't take this the wrong way, but there's plenty of room for them. I shouted are you telling me I've got a big gob. I like our dentist, we have a laugh. I am one of those weird people who actually enjoys going to the dentist.
It might not bother you BC but it would have been nice. It's mean to leave people out with the excuse of "being tired" and I know a lot of other people were saying basically the same thing but were too afraid to come right out and SAY it.
I need some kool aid to fill me up!
Kapunua, you are one tough cookie, but consist of snark and intelligence. Additionally, you are a joy to read!
This is dedicated to you
The House Of Clouds
by Elizabeth Barrett Browning
I would build a cloudy House
For my thoughts to live in;
When for earth too fancy-loose
And too low for Heaven!
Hush! I talk my dream aloud---
I build it bright to see,---
I build it on the moonlit cloud,
To which I looked with thee.
Cloud-walls of the morning's grey,
Faced with amber column,---
Crowned with crimson cupola
From a sunset solemn!
May mists, for the casements, fetch,
Pale and glimmering;
With a sunbeam hid in each,
And a smell of spring.
Build the entrance high and proud,
Darkening and then brightening,---
If a riven thunder-cloud,
Veined by the lightning.
Use one with an iris-stain,
For the door within;
Turning to a sound like rain,
As I enter in.
Build a spacious hall thereby:
Boldly, never fearing.
Use the blue place of the sky,
Which the wind is clearing;
Branched with corridors sublime,
Flecked with winding stairs---
Such as children wish to climb,
Following their own prayers.
In the mutest of the house,
I will have my chamber:
Silence at the door shall use
Evening's light of amber,
Solemnising every mood,
Softemng in degree,---
Turning sadness into good,
As I turn the key.
Be my chamber tapestried
With the showers of summer,
Close, but soundless,---glorified
When the sunbeams come here;
Wandering harpers, harping on
Waters stringed for such,---
Drawing colours, for a tune,
With a vibrant touch.
Bring a shadow green and still
From the chestnut forest,
Bring a purple from the hill,
When the heat is sorest;
Spread them out from wall to wall,
Carpet-wove around,---
Whereupon the foot shall fall
In light instead of sound.
Bring the fantasque cloudlets home
From the noontide zenith
Ranged, for sculptures, round the room,---
Named as Fancy weeneth:
Some be Junos, without eyes;
Naiads, without sources
Some be birds of paradise,---
Some, Olympian horses.
Bring the dews the birds shake off,
Waking in the hedges,---
Those too, perfumed for a proof,
From the lilies' edges:
From our England's field and moor,
Bring them calm and white in;
Whence to form a mirror pure,
For Love's self-delighting.
Bring a grey cloud from the east,
Where the lark is singing;
Something of the song at least,
Unlost in the bringing:
That shall be a morning chair,
Poet-dream may sit in,
When it leans out on the air,
Unrhymed and unwritten.
Bring the red cloud from the sun
While he sinketh, catch it.
That shall be a couch,---with one
Sidelong star to watch it,---
Fit for poet's finest Thought,
At the curfew-sounding,--- ;
Things unseen being nearer brought
Than the seen, around him.
Poet's thought,----not poet's sigh!
'Las, they come together!
Cloudy walls divide and fly,
As in April weather!
Cupola and column proud,
Structure bright to see---
Gone---except that moonlit cloud,
To which I looked with thee!
Let them! Wipe such visionings
From the Fancy's cartel---
Love secures some fairer things
Dowered with his immortal.
The sun may darken,---heaven be bowed---
But still, unchanged shall be,---
Here in my soul,---that moonlit cloud,
To which I looked with THEE!
Miss t, that's not weird :)
But my tooth problem is that when I drink or eat anything cold, it becomes really sensitive. I made an appointment to have it checked out.
Anon, if it bothers you that much, why not formally address the issue to K then?
It's my desire. Danger! Danger!
I can see you, now give the jig up. You are not that clever 'lovey'
Directed to a life on the real scene!
?
Ooooooo sensitive teeth, I sympathise.
My mum has sensitive teeth. It bugs her that I can chomp down on ice lollies then go straight to drinking warm tea. I'm lucky like that.
The only thing that makes me squirm is when towel squeaks against my nails. That is like nails down a chalkboard for me, which funnily doesn't bother me at all.
It's my desire. Danger! Danger!
I can see you, now give the jig up. You are not that clever 'lovey'
Directed to a life on the real scene!
?????????????????????????????
good morning! BC mustard missT S&V (and wendy in her absence - she wanted to know)
My dinner was soooooo nice
Wood fired garlic pizza bread and an antipasto platter to start then I had grilled chicken breast wrapped around asparagus and sundried tomatoes and then wrapped in prossuitto (or however it's spelt) with a mustard (hey mustard!) and garlic aoli (which is almost mayonnaise) haha ate you both!
Hubby had a steak and seafood (like a surf and turf)which I had the previous time -Yum!
and a very nice bottle of chardonnay, I was very full and had a lovely night out
Ice lollie=Popsicle?
Hi Ergo, how are you?
If I wasn't already stuffed with pizza, i would be drooling at that.
Sensitive teeth sucks miss t, but it just started recently. I think my enamel is starting to weaken that's why the aches.
Oops sorry Anon, I forgot about the Americans. Ice lollies are popsicles.
good thanks off to have breakfast we have a house guest so I won';t be about much
You're well MissT? BC shame about your teeth. I am like missT straight from ice cold to hot and bite straight into icecream and ice blocks.
You can get toothpaste that helps
I have a dream for Sdock too I'll post it when I can!
take care
Anon, that's why my comment had the question mark. Some of these anons are weird. Good morning Ergo. My, that sounds super delicious!
Thanks ergo. Take care
See you later ergo.
BC not all anons are bad
Hey ALL!
How is everyone today?
*runs and snogs solly*
How are you babes?
I'm okay, MissT. How are you?
BC, I'm sorry to hear you still have a toothache. That sucks.
i'm good thanks solly.
It's quiet in here tonight.
Yeah, it is.
SNL
Tomorrow night, April 5th.
Christopher Walken
Hi Mustard sweetie, how are you?
Are you sure you are OK solly? You sound quiet.
I know that anon. Hi sd10. How are you?
Hey MissT, Sdock, BC, anyone hanging around. :)
"Need more cowbell!"
....just sayin
Hey Mustard, how are you?
MissT,
I'm really okay.
*hugs sdock just to make sure*
I'm doing fine, thanks.
Glad you all are okay.
BC, so sorry about your toothache. They rank up there with headaches on Things-Not-To-Get.
Thanks solly. I may have to get a toothpaste to help my enamel. I think that's where the problem started. I hate how it makes me feel that I have to bite on something :/
For BC
How to care for a toothache
Things You’ll Need:
* Dental Floss
* Ibuprofen
* Mouthwash
* Ice Packs
Step 1:
Clean your mouth by rinsing it with warm water.
Step 2:
Floss gently around the sensitive tooth to dislodge any food particles.
Step 3:
Try placing an ice pack on your jaw to soothe the pain.
Step 4:
Use over-the-counter painkillers like aspirin or ibuprofen to relieve pain.
Step 5:
Call your dentist if you have a fever or if the pain worsens or lasts for more than a day. He or she will ask you questions to determine the urgency of your need for treatment.
Hi mustard. Thanks. It actually hurts worse when you drink something cold, but it'll get better eventually. Its just sensitive right now.
I feel like I slept for 14 hours and I'm feeling tired already. Blah.
Will tylenol help Dr. Anon? I don't have any aspirin and luckily, no fever or anything, just a sensitive tooth at the moment.
But thank you for the tips and advice.
I think you are very beautiful.I hope you know when these little girls say that you are ugly, that they are only jealous! Why do girls do that? When they see a pretty girl they say omg she is so ugly! Lol! Dont let them get you down girl, you rock!
BC, Tylenol is not an anti-inflammatory, Ibuprofen is. The nerve in your gum is most likely infected, so you need to reduce the swelling :) Go to your drug store and ask them for something. :)
Mustard,
What ya been doing today?
Gosh, I didn’t leave or anything, honestly. ^_^ I just wanted to take a breather from all the stupidity going on because everytime I’d come here and scroll, scroll, scroll, it would be all “Evil Kapu / bitch / trash / ugly / writes too many poems / doesn’t write enough poems to go around / writes poems for the wrong people / is mean to Mayo / is too nice to Mayo / her friends all suck” and so I says to myself I says, I says, “Self,” I says, “wouldn’t it be nice to not read man things about yourself for one night, and just have a shower, watch Sweeney Todd, read a book and then go to bed and dream nice dreams about a ferry boat?” Which is exactly what I did.
It’s not that any of that stuff hurts my feelings (I always consider the source,) but more that it is really boring.
While I was scrolling one thing caught my attention though, and it was that thing about people “tying me to the stake to get Mayo to reveal himself.” Two things about this kinda tickled me: the first is that I hope that no one really wants Mayo to come down from his tower to reveal himself! (On a serious note I’d like to add that I really hope Mayo has nothing to say about this because it is not his responsibility, and I’d never ask because I can think of nothing more embarrassing than saying, “Mayo, come and stick up for me!” Please! That would imply that I even cared in the first place and I do not.)
The second funny thing is that it occurred to me that I would probably smell really yummy if I was burning on a stake. It’s weird because at work the other day we were discussing what we thought we would taste like if someone cooked us and ate us, and how we would be prepared etc. I just think I’d taste pretty good, because I’m a vegetarian and I don’t eat too much sugar (well, in moderation I eat it,) and I don’t smoke and am nice and clean.*
Thank you those of you who were nice to me on my blog. While the photograph thing is like a control issue for me (briefly I can control how people see me, I guess,) it’s still hard to put pictures up and to anyone who didn’t have something mean to say, thank you. Elena I am super impressed that you can do a split, ambulance or not. I still have a few inches to go! Ergo I just wish there were palm trees around here! ^_^
ANON with the EBB poem, thank you so much. She is one of my favorite poets; I love her work across the board. That’s very thoughtful of you. ^_^
mustardisbetter said...
SNL
Tomorrow night, April 5th.
Christopher Walken
WHANK YOU! For this, you rock my face clear off. Thanks for this reminder. I’m so excited!
Thank you 7:12, as well. ^_^
*Getting back to me burning at the stake and the cannibalism question, there’s something I’m wondering of all of you tonight: If someone were to cook you and eat you, how do you think you would taste? And how do you think you’d be best prepared? Mayo and S(S)S, as always, you are invited to answer the question, too.
I don’t know much about cooking, but as for me, I think I’d do nicely marinated in some kind of fruity sauce and then lightly baked. I had tofu once that was baked in some kind of orange or tangerine sauce. I have no idea how they did it but it was so tasty. I would probably be pretty good with some string beans cooked in olive oil and garlic.
How about you guys?
Trying to keep my head out of the clouds, but above the surface.
It's a very delicate balance, one that shouldn't be fucked with.
What have you done besides worked? Anything fun?
so I says to myself I says, I says, “Self,” I says, “wouldn’t it be nice
Channeling someone? ;)
Good to read you again.
Kapunua, so good to read you again.
Nothing fun, Mustard....just daydreaming with Smoke mostly.
Hi Splash, hi anon, thank you!
Channeling Adam? ^_^ Actually I got that from my aunt about fifteen years ago, she used to always says that and it always cracked me up. :D
Thank you Dr. Anon. I think I have some aspirin laying about as well :)
I agree, Anon. It is very good to read her again.
Hi K, how are you?
I wasn't online last night and scrolling through the blogs to catch up was, well, dunno what to say really. I just hate the slagging that goes on here, I really do.
As for being eaten, well I think I would taste potato falvoured. Crisps (potato chips) are my snakc of choice. I don't really have a sweet tooth, salt and vinegar crisps are what I crave.
So, I would probably be salty enough, no added salt needed.
In fact, once I was all crispy burnt, I would probably be good to be dipped.
mean anons, Please stop the bullying.I know alot of you are young and believe me,i have nothing against young teens,been one myself and have one too but one day you may feel bad and regret things you may have said to hurt somebody.When you have kids someday you certainly wouldnt want somebody bullying your child . I bet all of you have been called nasty names before and im sorry for that. just remember how that felt.
Hey Jules!
I would taste like the most bestest tenderest rarest steak ever. I would melt in your mouth but I would stir the animal inside. You would wipe blood from your mouth and I would leave you hungry for more.
Hi Solly! ^_^ Solly, how do yout hink you'd taste and how would you like to be cooked?
MissT, I think you'd be pretty tasty. I like potato flavored stuff; in fact potato bread is my favorite. And I have to say I also love salt and vinegar chips, they are the bomb.
Your are welcome BC. Just make sure you visit your dentist before it gets worse. You want to try to avoid a root canal, they are expensive and nasty!
O_O That's quite a description Solly. How would you like to be cooked? And what would people drink with you?
Fizzy pop would be the best thing to drink with potato MissT.
And you'd have to do a huge burp afterwards to show how tasty I was.
Over an open flame...maybe in a cast iron skillet.
Drink.....I don't know. Once they take one bite, they won't care about the drink.
Solly?
What the hell have you been into today?
Rarest steak ever? O_O
Hey errbody over here! I was like wayyyyy over there.
hey hey hey,
how are you all today?
good to read you jules, really good
oh and to not leave anybody out.
good to read everybody!!!!!
Hey...Jules asked...I answered..don't poke fun at me.
Hi princess,
Hi Fim,
How are you both?
I think I'd taste nice with some plain old fruit juice, or if we're going wine, then plum wine. Not just 'cause I like it, but because it's festive and an unusual choice.
My leftovers would actually make a really good sandwich. Mix pieces of me with a little light mayo (el oh el) and some chopped celery and onions, and throw the whole mix between two slices of toasted potato bread.
Mmm, can't you just taste me now? I'm almost enough to make me give up vegetarianism. O_O
Fimble Venoms,
How are you today?
Hi Princess, hi Fim! How do you guys think you would taste?
Well, I just don't know what I would be.
O_O
For all the girls who frequent this blog, each of you holds beauty, and beauty is everywhere, if you just open your eyes.
You are so beautiful
To me
You are so beautiful
To me
Can't you see
You're everything I hoped for
You're everything I need
You are so beautiful
To me
You are so wonderful
To me
You are so wonderful
To me
Can't you see
You're everything I hoped for
You're everything I need
You are so wonderful
To me
You are so beautiful
To me
You are so beautiful
To me
Can't you see
You're everything I hoped for
You're everything I need
You are so beautiful
To me
Dr. Anon, I have an appointment scheduled for monday already. And besides, I have to have a couple of fillings in the meantime :)
I have to start cooking soon. Now, I'm hungry.
hey everybody.
me? bit pissed today but heck what can you do.
princess, i just seen your eye. that is scary, when does it disappear?
Drink?
Moonshine.
One swig and I'll knock you flat on your ass. You could even start a few fires with me. Fun right, Mayo? ^_~
Food?
Ummmmm.......
Anon,
That was nice. We need more of that around here.
cheers anon, i am sure the lovelies will love it :)
jules, how do i taste? well i amnot to sure on that, i have never tasted myself. maybe you should ask me maggots. i am sure they will tell you
It's creepy isn't it?!?!?!
THE GREAT EYEBALL OF DOOMDOM! It never goes away, Fim.
Never. >_<
Just keeps lookin' and starin' and gawkin'....
Anon! Too sweet. ^_^
well, thats crap. do you want me to come up there and sit on the damn thing?
Thank you anon. Hi fimmy, smokie
Yes, please. That would be nice.
^_^
Vroom, Vroom...who will be first?
Revs engine...
That was lovely anon.
brum brum........
Takes corner...
motherfucker
yay, check me out botches hahahahaha
Dammmmmmnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!! >_<
2nd place is for LOSERS!!
STFU and GTFO, Solly! I'll run your ass over.
I'm about to go cook up someone...oooooh I mean something...really. Some Skettie and stuff.
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