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Who you think I am not
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Art by: Toujours
No Contest
even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Blog header image by: Anima
I would like to credit the photographer and thank her for sharing her work.
something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
Art by: Toujours
“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
Jean-Dominique Bauby
Jean-Dominique Bauby
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«Oldest ‹Older 2201 – 2400 of 4234 Newer› Newest»hey, not all anons. there are plenty of nice anons that are nice and respectful.
Oh MAN!
Now I want to order breadsticks and cinnamon sticks.
But not pizza.
-A
Yep. Gah, I'm hungry.
There HAVE been. But not today it seems.
-A
I miss eating cinnamon sticks! I think pizza hut has good ones.
i think there was, just lost in the sea of hatred.
bc, how long till your pizza is ready?
An this is from an anon who called me a fat ass, but fuck it, pizza and bread sticks are awesome.
35 mins and counting fimble ^_^
Oh fuck it, he's here now. I'll be back.
ok bc, enjoy
right, be back later. have fun
xx
BC, you wanna talk fat ass, I tried on a pair of pants the other day that fit me two years ago.
I can't get the bastards past my knees.
-A
Take care fimble. Amy, that sucks.
And we're supposed to be the fat, ugly, desperate women on the blog. Ha!
Although more than anything, I hate my boobs
BC, peh. I just went out and bought new pants.
Although it DID make me wonder just how skinny I was. I must've been a frigging stick figure!
Anyway, I gotta run. Suppers gonna be ready and we're going to a concert tonight.
I'll see you guys tomorrow though!
-A
Okay. Goodnight and sweet dreams Amy.
Hello Amy and bc how are you?
alright this joke is lame very lame but when you read the punch line you will know why I had to post it.
90-Year-Old Meat Beater
What do you call a 90-year-old man who can still masturbate?
Miracle Whip!
Mayo, it's almost only 8 and there's no one here. This is not normal dude. Not normal at all, although....
SS,
Dude, don't make me break out the glowsticks, or resort to using RW.
What a thing to threaten the boy with!
But, well, I guess a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do when stumbling around in the dark.
I woulnd't want to break an ankle.
That's my story & I'm sticking to it.
Hi Mj, how are you? Me and you are the only ones here for now.
Ha ha
Hi RW *squeeze*
Goodnight Amy and have fun.
Lewis I think my friend and I will get to SF around 3pm. I think we will go to the virgin mega store, Blondie's Pizza and the west gate shopping center. Just to Border's at that place.
Hello RW how are you?
Bc I am well. And it looks like there are three of us now
Yeah, it's been real quiet, but we had anons attacking earlier on.
Lullaby
by W. H. Auden
Lay your sleeping head, my love,
Human on my faithless arm;
Time and fevers burn away
Individual beauty from
Thoughtful children, and the grave
Proves the child ephemeral:
But in my arms till break of day
Let the living creature lie,
Mortal, guilty, but to me
The entirely beautiful.
Soul and body have no bounds:
To lovers as they lie upon
Her tolerant enchanted slope
In their ordinary swoon,
Grave the vision Venus sends
Of supernatural sympathy,
Universal love and hope;
While an abstract insight wakes
Among the glaciers and the rocks
The hermit's carnal ecstasy.
Certainty, fidelity
On the stroke of midnight pass
Like vibrations of a bell
And fashionable madmen raise
Their pedantic boring cry:
Every farthing of the cost,
All the dreaded cards foretell,
Shall be paid, but from this night
Not a whisper, not a thought,
Not a kiss nor look be lost.
Beauty, midnight, vision dies:
Let the winds of dawn that blow
Softly round your dreaming head
Such a day of welcome show
Eye and knocking heart may bless,
Find our mortal world enough;
Noons of dryness find you fed
By the involuntary powers,
Nights of insult let you pass
Watched by every human love.
Poetry anon, you're still here?
Hi BC and MJ :) Squeezes to you both!
So, is Gerard pregnant?
I saw that pasted dropped by. It has been a while. Hello pasted.
So someone else need to be congratulated I am going to go with someone got married. They were just in Las Vegas.
I don't think Lyn-z is with child. that thing called a band she is in is just taking off.
So Pasted just pasted and ran, eh?
Blogger resurrected wreck said...
Hi BC and MJ :) Squeezes to you both!
So, is Gerard pregnant?
April 3, 2008 9:05 PM
I think him being pregnant is the more likely.
I think Ray got married. He's the next one who got engaged. Aww. RW, lol.
I was laughing about that earlier with the anon who said that. It was funny :)
So Pasted just pasted and ran, eh?
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Lol, yep ^_^
And in the process I was called a fat ass and a fan girl. Tell me, how is caring about someone constitutes as being a fan girl? I care about someone yes, but i don't wish him harm or anything bad O_O
Maybe G-Way and LynZ renewed their vows. They were just in Vegas, and it has been a whole seven months of wedded bliss after all.
Well It was hard to tell if pasted, pasted and ran. There seemed to be a lot of anons running wild and free at the time. Where is the anon hunter when you need him?
Never you mind about nasty anons, BC. They're just sad people with too much time on their hands.
Ha ha probably RW.
Well It was hard to tell if pasted, pasted and ran.
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That's actually kinda funny if you read it ^_^
what DID happen to the anon hunter? It's been a long time.
For some reason I don't think pasted would tell us to congratulate GW and Lyn-z on anything.
Not that pasted doesn't like Lyn-z. But most people believe we are jealous of Lyn-z or just plan hate her.
I can't say that I like her but it has more to do with not respecting her.
Was there an anon hunter? So many people pass through here it's hard to keep track :S
Well, guys, I must shower my sweaty self. I shall be back shortly, in about 15 minutes...
The anon hunter had a hat and a pointy stick. And thought we were to innocent to hear his tales of hunting wild anon.
Don't you guys get sick of the love poetry spamming up this blog?
RW, yeah, about a while back there was. I'm not sure what happened to them.
Mj, honestly, it's hard to respect someone who dresses in kids's clothes and does back bends.
I don't respect women like her.
Enjoy your bath RW
Enjoy your shower RW. Anon, I'm actually more curious as to who is posting the poetry and to whom.
It's weird how all of these anons came to attack K while an anon was posting poetry. It's kinda funny though.
BC, you do have a point. I mean why would anyone post love poems to someone on a blog?
It's kinda dumb.
All the time.
I find it hard to respect a lot of the young woman who are famous these days. They are either famous for being spoiled brats or drunken party whores. Who run around with their no nos out for all to see.
Anon if people want to post poetry they can. I am just no good with poetry so I read it and move on.
I'm not sure anon, but hell, we have unicorns and vampires and all types of shit here (Good shit) We already have two anons expressing their love to each other, so nothing really surprises me anymore.
How can two anons be in love on a blog, or maybe it's you know, them?
Mj, yeah it's hard, and when you see them do that sort of thing, your respect for them automatically plummets. I don't have a lot of respect for female singers either.
I'm actually just surprised that poetry anon was lurking after all this time. Whoever they are, they are free to post poetry if they like. It's not my blog after all.
I really did like the song lyrics from 6:29 though.
Well anon, one of them goes by the name of Angel. They write poetry to their beloved. I think it's beautiful though, but they only lurk late at night on the blog.
Okay, this pizza is making me feel stuffed.
Anon how can someone be in love with someone that they haven't seen in over 4 years. than know after a month of dating that they should get married. It is just one of those things that we don't understand
Mmmmm, pizza!
MJ, I think it was a publicity stunt, but at this point, I don't care. Eh.
Right now I'm trying to breathe.Hiya RW. *passes slice of pizza to RW*
I ate like, six slices. Ugh.
OOOOO! Thank you, BC :)
*nibbles*
MJ. I wouldn't have a clue why. Maybe he's madly in lust/love with her.
Maybe his previous GF didn't make him happy.
or maybe he loves women with tatt's, who knows?
RW I am watching the Simpsons right now.
0_0
Why does that comment feel like deja vu to me, MJ?
I like tattoos too, but I'm a chick. Your welcome RW :)
My favorite Simpsons episodes is the one with Stan Lee in it and the one where they go to Japan. Those are the episodes that makes me laugh :D
Why can't most anons be like you, Anon 9:35?
You ask questions, but at least you don't come and attack people and talking trash. I like you already.
Hahaha
anon that is a mystery to me that i don't think I want to know.
BC, that's such a nice thing to say.
The other anons probably like the drama!
Wow, it's quiet in here tonight!
MJ, I think most of us don't really want to know what's in his head. I can guess though, and I'm guessing it's dirty.
You're welcome Nice Anon :)
Oh my yes, the other anons do like the drama. Today was one example of what goes on on a almost daily basis.
RW, I'm surprised too. Half of the bloggers weren't here all day, but then the anons probably drove them away I don't know :/
Gerard can't have Frank, so LynZ is the closest thing to Frank. looks wise anyway.
Anon that's what I was thinking as well. I must thank the Internet for that. Even if you look up something innocent it turns into some nasty porn. I need to go bleach my eyes and brains now.
I knew someone was gonna say that ^_^
MJ, *hides laugh* what happened?
Well, that was chaotic. O_O
RE: Gerard, Lindsey, and possible Way baby or babies
Though I think that there's a mighty good chance this is the beginning of a massive rumor, on the off-chance it is true, I wish them nothing but luck. Family comes first, and if they, as a couple, have decided this is the time to start one, I wish them well. :)
RE: Raymond Ze Bull Finger Skillz Toro and the Lovely lassie
As with Gerard, Frank, and Mikey, I would be consumed with joy that he has found someone he'd like to spend his life with. I couldn't be any happier for that dude.
Otherwise, I hope we're all well, huh?
Hiya mustard. You didn't know that Ray was engaged?
Mayo,
I hope you had a great Thursday. I hope you will have an even better Friday. Me? I am off to bed. Nothing new to spew...don't even have anything old that I would like to respew tonight.
Empty...spent...drained...sucked dry...bled out...tapped out...numb....and just tired.
Feel me?
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. In serious need of a transfusion.
Yes, I knew he was engaged, but the rumor from previous pages is that he got married.
So, if he did, props yo. :)
Hello Mib how are you?
Bc what hasn't happened. We are on the Internet a place that is wild with anons and porn. Really scary porn. That lurks around every corner.
GAH!
Sdock, I miss talking to you.
Today was shit, just so you know. Had I not been surrounded by people all day, I would have been a puddle of tears and frustration.
Goodnight Solly, sweet dreams. Mustard, okie dokey. If he did get married, that's awesome. Aww :)
I'm gonna go try that sugar free leftover birthday cake. Be back in a few.
Hiya Mustard & Sdock :)
Goodnight SD10
*tackles FS and nips her bum*
Hi fimmy fim. MJ, that's true. I even heard that typing an innocent word on Google brings up some unpleasant images O_O
*thud*
OUCH
*turns around and looks at her bum*
who nipped my bum?
*stands up and waves*
*spots rw and jumps on her*
*licks her eye*
Hello FS how are you?
Mib let it out.
hey slash, bc, mj and anon.
fuck10, where the fuck you been? are you coming to talk to me?
Good Evening, everyone, how are you doing?
L.
Hey RW, BC, Fim, and MJ!
Nice to see you all!
AAARRGGHH!!!
*wiped saliva from her eye*
How are you tonight, missus? :)
Hullo, L! :D
Why is it people start arriving just as I'm getting ready to leave?? :(
It's good to see you too mustard :)
Hi L, how are you? *squeeze*
OM NOM NOM.
This cake is yummy :)
Hello L how are you?
Hello, RW, Fim, Mustard, BC, Martha, SDock, nice anon. Did I miss anyone?
What HAPPENED earlier today? I checked in about 5 and promptly stepped AWAY from the computer. It looked like Anons Gone Wild in here!
L.
hello L.
rw, i am ok. sat outside today and tried to get a tan. i was waiting for ergo to arrive as well because she was supposed to trip last night and fall all the way down to me. i dont think she tripped tho. tuh tuh tuh hehehehehe
how are yiou?
Some anons were getting all hot and bothered it seems, L.
resurrected wreck said...
Why is it people start arriving just as I'm getting ready to leave?? :(
April 3, 2008 10:00 PM
NO, you can't leave yet! Or is the Ballgown of Doom dragging you away?
L.
I am good, Fimmy, though tired! Been working overtime all week, an am going into work early tomorrow. We've got to get the Barber of Seville costumes ready to be taken to the theatre tomorrow night. Dress rehearsals start on Saturday.
Anons Gone Wild!!!
O_O
I don't know if I want to see that. Half dress anons running around drunk with their no nos out and free.
my computer is slow tonight, pain int he royal arse so i am going to hit the hay.
have fun everyone and sweet dreams.
nighty night
night mayo
night ss
night people
xxx
Martha, how are you feeling today? Is your headache doing any better?
BC, are you getting better from your flu?
L.
Martha Jones said...
Anons Gone Wild!!!
O_O
I don't know if I want to see that. Half dress anons running around drunk with their no nos out and free.
April 3, 2008 10:06 PM
I'm pretty sure none of us want to see that, Martha! :) Especially most of the crop we had in here today.
L.
By the way, the performance pics for Onegin (the opera I just finished working on) are up. If anyone is interested in having a look, just clickie on the blue linkie.
Goodnight, Fimble. See you tomorrow.
L.
SOme of us anons were NAUSEOUS because of a certain regular L and J.
Goodnight FS.
L my flu or cold or whatever it was is better. But my illness has caused my headaches to come back. I have to take 800mg of Advil just to get it to go away for an hour.
NO, you can't leave yet! Or is the Ballgown of Doom dragging you away?
It's the Ballgown of Doom and all the other Barber of Seville costumes. We have only one more day to get them ready for the dress rehearsal. We worked 10 hours on them today, and are going in early for work tomorrow. So, alas, I must head to bed.
Night night, Fimmy :)
RW, those pics are wonderful. I loved the black and silver dress that Tatyana wore in the next to last picture. Did you work on that one?
L.
Ok, anons, that's my pet peeve--YOU were NAUSEATED, if you're NAUSEOUS, you're making us sick. Oh wait, you were right the first time, my bad.
L, that's exactly what happened
Goodnight, RW, sleep well, and try not to work too hard.
Martha, I'm sorry your headaches are so bad. That's a lot of Advil for only one hour of relief. I wish they could find out what is wrong.
L.
RW, those pics are wonderful. I loved the black and silver dress that Tatyana wore in the next to last picture. Did you work on that one?
I didn't, L. But I worked on the two gowns in the previous pic.
Anyway, time for me to go. Have a great night, everyone! :)
Goodnight RW, fimmy, sweet dreams. Nah anon, you're making me nauseous. That's why I'm currently in the bathroom.
Mj, lol about the no nos.
Sorry anon at 10.11 I was just saying what the OPS said a few night ago about someone and repeating it for TRUTH.
Anonymous said...
Sorry anon at 10.11 I was just saying what the OPS said a few night ago about someone and repeating it for TRUTH.
April 3, 2008 10:19 PM
Anon, please do not drag us into this. J. really and truly had sinus drainage the other night and was sick. What ever your agenda is, we are not part of it.
L.
Anon at 10:11 LoL.
L at least it isn't as bad anymore either.
Yeah it is a lot but my dr knows I take a lot.
L, I'm sorry I didn't see your question earlier. To answer, yep I'm all better now :)
Martha,
Does it hurt at all or is sore if you press behind your ear on the side it hurts?
L.
That's good to hear, BC. It's been a rough week for me, but I'll get better. Lot's of people are much worse off than me.
L.
Goodnight RW and your work is lovely. Can you please go help GW. I swear I hate that vest he is wearing now.
Martha Jones said...
Goodnight RW and your work is lovely. Can you please go help GW. I swear I hate that vest he is wearing now.
April 3, 2008 10:25 PM
Send him the "Ballgown of Doom", RW!
(Ok, that was bad, even for me. ^_~)
L.
It is on one side but this time my neck also hurts. That was the only thing hurting for a while. And no amount of Advil was helping with that.
Martha,
The ENT may be able to help if the regular doctors can't. It might be worth a shot.
L.
If it looks good on him ( the ball gown of doom) send it away.
Hey, put them all in ball/evening gowns for one night. It would be interesting to say the least!
L.
You know, I'm really glad I wasn't around this afternoon with all the shit being slung around in here.
Anyone who has nothing but hate to spew....
Just save it. No one here wants to hear it. And with all your talk of what's ugly, well, take a good look in the mirror because what you are doing is truly ugly. The real deal ugly. The ugly that can only be fixed from the inside out. Good luck with that.
Mayo,
Have a good one and sleep well. Wherever and whoever you may be. Wait, should that be 'whomever'? Oh well. ^_^
SS!
If I fall and break an arm or a leg or God forbid hurt my tiara or muss my hair because you have yet to turn the meffin' lights on at your house.....well, I'll just yell really loudly in your good ear. ^_~
Sweet dreams errbody!
XOXO,
S&V20
You're not feeling super well L? I'm sorry I hope you better soon.
That vest doesn't look really good on him.
I am going to email my Dr. about it see what she says
Hello S&V20 how are you?
Sweet dreams smokieee
Goodnight, Smoke.
SS,
I think she means it. Might want to pay the electric bill...
L.
Just tired, MJ. I hope you are feeling better!
See you all tomorrow!
Hey all
Okay I have to admit it ----
I like the vest!
See you tomorrow S&V20
I've had better weeks, BC. But, thems the breaks, you know. I'll be fine. Just takes a while.
I may be one of the few who likes the vest. I think he looks good in sleevless shirts. I know he's pale, but well, so am I, so can't say much there. I like the fact he's put on weight too, he looks healthier.
L.
Once again, Elena, we are in each others heads!
L.
Hello Elena how are you?
He has other vest that look good on him. I think that one is just to bulky.
Hey all, again!
Popping through before my bath.
Hey, KD! How are you doing?
L.
Hello KD how are you?
Hey Martha
Hey L
Excuse me L? I said it first!!!!
Hi elena. I agree he looks nice in sleevless, and its great that he doesn't look bony.
OPS and Elena and the rest of you who want to believe Mayo is not GV and you say you love him. How would you really feel abotu Mayo if you found out it was GV all along? Would you still tell Mayo you love "him" and write notes and such? Or would you be disappointed?
hey L!
How are you feeling now? Hope Your better, dear.
Elena, you've been through a lot lately too! I hope your daughter is better today :)
Ah, but Elena, I was typing and THOUGHT of it first, so, you must have heard me thinking about it, and wrote it quicker, because my comment was longer.
So there! :)
L.
I wouldn't give a rat's ass anon. Hi katherine.
Hello BC and KD
Yep BC I agree he looks good sleeveless!
Hey MJ & BC!
How was your pizza, good? :D
KD, it's kinda one of those, good days, bad days sort of things. I do feel a little better today, so that's good.
How are you doing?
L.
OK so you don't want to answer thats fine. But why don't you think that Mayo is GV then??
KD
My daughter is going well. Very sore but glad to be alive. The whole incident has really made her stop and think about how precious life really is.
L
You just keep telling yourself that but the fact is - it was my idea first! SO THERE!
Tired L, a long soak in warm bath will do me well :)
I haven't seen any of the pics, what's the problem with the vest?
Elena,
Ok, ok, I will give you that one. Maybe.
I did suggest ballgowns for the whole band.
You should have heard J.'s idea.
L.
That's denial for you.
Ask Mayo's I mean GVs skank how she would feel about it!!
Anon I don't write notes to Mayo so I didn't think that I should answer.
But I don't think that GV is Mayo because she still hasn't given me any proof. If she changes something on the blog I will believe.
Also it isn't hard for some people to sound like other people. We have has a few fake SS on here so given that. If there is no change to to the profile I don't believe.
Anonymous said...
Pasted is never pasted away.
So i hope you remember me.
And hope you remember i can never say too much.
You should be congratulating someone other than Frank.
Pasted is all smiles.
April 3, 2008 5:47 PM
It is usually customary to congratulate both parents-to-be.
Anon stop being so pesky!
Katherine, oh yeah the pizza is delicious, now I'm having some leftover cake :)
Elena, oh yeah. Anon, I already answered. I said I don't give a rats ass.
I woul dlike to know how you would feel, Elena. Is that too much to ask?? BC if you notice I never even asked you.
SO you're saying that Jamia is the pregnant one?
Well that only means one thing.... Lyn Z will be next! You know Gerard can't let Frank do anything without him being right after or even BEFORE him!!
Elena, that was truly miraculous! I believe an angel was looking out for her. Things happen for a reason.
Mayo:
The words are stagnant. But with fingers crossed and hope secured, they'll start rattling out of my head and onto the screen.
I thought today would get me down, and who am I to try and outsmart intuition? I could have, but I love feeling this way. Yes, me. In the most backwards way, it makes me feel. Feel like shit, but feel. I am out of my mind.
Tonight, I look foward to ending this day in bed. My head will hit the pillow and maybe an hour later, I will finally drift off. Throwing myself side to side, and ping-ponging thoughts between two hemispheres like a fucking game of "Guess who sucks at tennis?" Then, in all likelihood and because this night is just like all the others, a wave of black, dark, morose, nausea inducing muck will take over.
A failed attempt to line the inside of my skull with safety harnesses and latches will soon find me out. Then, to the proverbial sea, I will set my sails, drift from shore (To see if I can catch a dream), and hope against hope it doesn't happen tomorrow.
Sly as a fox. Yet not so incredibly cunning.
It doesn't matter who you are, and you know this.
Night, Mayo.
SS:
I don't know about the others, but I quite enjoy running around your place trying to catch fireflies! 'Cept the fun ends when I stump my toe, for the fourth time, in the same spot, of your really really super dark flat of gargantuan size.
So, yeah. As much as I enjoy the firefly darkness, get that shit turned back on, okay? ;)
Night, dude.
BBers:
Sorry I can't spend much time here. I'm neck deep in timelessness. I sincerely hope you're all doing as well as can be expected. :) Goodnight, everyone.
L
I like the ballgowns for the band idea. Gerard in taffeta!
Anon why do you want to know?
Kd I don't like the way the est GW has been wearing lately looks on him. It seems to bulky to me. Maybe if it was another color other than black or if his shirt was another color I might like it better.
Martha, maybe his wife suggested it :D They do influence their husbands, you know!
Goodnight Mib
Elena I am sending you good vibes.
Goodnight and sweet dreams mustard.
Anon, yeah I know, but I wanted to say something either way.
I mean, it's a blog. How can your be angry about the host in a blog?
Well Kd she has no taste than.
MIB, will you kindly shut the FUCK up with your "poor me" bullshit and PAY ATTENTION TO ME MAYO!!! shit, you are getting as bad as Sdock for fuck sake. Mayo put your words up on the side of the page and ever since they you have been writing LOOK AT ME bullshit to get it to happen again. Get over yourself, you have been hanging out with CERTAIN people too long. You used to seem sweet but now you're so full of shit.
J. and I came up with:
The True Story Of Mayo!
Seven months ago in a remote Australian woodland, a tourist stopped to take pictures and left the door open on their Range Rover. While the humans were away, one lone wombat climbed into the front seat and made off with a wireless laptop, dragging it back into the woods behind him.
Once safely hidden, and after the tourists had left, the first Wombat, named Monty, opened it up and started tapping on the keys. Eventually he found his way to Blogger and created a blog. But still he had no screen name.
While he was thinking, his friend, another wombat named Phil, wobbled over to see what was happening.
Monty explained about the blog, and that he had no name. Phil, after searching the area, found a couple of take-away packets on the ground. They were crumpled, so one N was hidden in Mayonnaise, and the other was so badly ripped that only the SS remained from the Steak Sauce.
So Monty and Phil have been posting as Mayonaise and SS for the past seven months, and various friends of theirs have been commenting at different times.
Pickled Possum found her own laptop, just before Elena could get the grill out of the pool.
L.
MJ, that's the thing. He almost always wear black.
Elena because I want to know what would become of the blog and how some of you regulars would feel, especially the ones who don't seem to like the idea of Mayo being GV. So many people say they don't care but I think some do. Would you be mad if Mayo was GV? Would you still pour your heart out and say you love Mayo?
That's right L, anything so you don't have to believe that the person you have been talking to and saying you love for all these months is the one you were so mad at for her "joke" on you......
How can your be angry? Lol, I meant you, not your. Damn.
Lovely story L :)
L, you are a genius!
That is by far, the most rational explanation yet ^_~
Okay first off anon I have never told Mayo I love him. I don't write him love letters. I do pour out my heart to someone I belive listens and truly cares. I could be wrong but I don't think so. Doing this helps me to come to terms with feelings that I tend to bury in my "real" life.
Second I do not belive Mayo is GV. As Martha pointed out there is no proof other than she said she was.
For the record she did send out an e-mail to some people saying she was going to shake things up on the blog. Well she did do that.
LoL L
I know you don't beleive it Elena that is not the question. How would you feel if it was true?
Thank you. I suspect Ergo may have had a hand in helping them with various technical issues, but that's only a guess.
L.
Martha thanks for the good vibes. Me and my girls need them.
KD I believe my daughter has a wonderful guardian angel. Actually all three have them!
Punks - I love the story.
Anon - leave Mustard alone. That is all!
Guys, I'm going to go for a bit, but I probably will be back on later. I am going to make some coffee and check on my littlest bunny. (He's still molting, but not sneezing so much today).
Talk to you in a while!
L.
Aww I hope your bunny is better L. I love bunnies. Take care.
Anon I can't answer that question. I truly don't know how I would feel. I may think I would know how I'd feel but unless it would happen I could only guess.
People so often think they know how they would feel or how they would react to certain things but when it really happens then what they believed is out the window.
Later l I hope the bunnies are better
Elena, that anon seems quite concerned for you!
Where are you guys?
Anyone home
I will be first
Yes Martha you shall be first!!!!
There can be only one!
Oh Highland quotes
I am Duncan Mccloud of the clan Mccloud
I'm here but I was taking a shower
Oh no I just heard my voice echo.
Helloooo
Helloooo
This is kinda scary. Am I truly alone in the castle?
Oh glad you guys are here. I'm not to be trusted alone.
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