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I am not who you think
I am
Who you think I am not
I am
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Art by: Toujours
No Contest
even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Blog header image by: Anima
I would like to credit the photographer and thank her for sharing her work.
something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
Art by: Toujours
“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
Jean-Dominique Bauby
Jean-Dominique Bauby
4,234 comments:
«Oldest ‹Older 2001 – 2200 of 4234 Newer› Newest»Sioban, ARE you the anonymous who is saying that abou tGV and Kapu or are you just agreeing?
its sooo much better without her here even if its only 1 day
Sorry Siobhan. You don't get first this time.
wow a toothy anon?
the other anon should see noone cares!
Are you sayin Gerard knocked her up?
its sooo much better without her here even if its only 1 day
its sooo much better without her here even if its only 1 day
its sooo much better without her here even if its only 1 day
its sooo much better without her here even if its only 1 day
its sooo much better without her here even if its only 1 day
its sooo much better without her here even if its only 1 day
its sooo much better without her here even if its only 1 day
its sooo much better without her here even if its only 1 day
its sooo much better without her here even if its only 1 day
its sooo much better without her here even if its only 1 day
its sooo much better without her here even if its only 1 day
its sooo much better without her here even if its only 1 day
its sooo much better without her here even if its only 1 day
Yeah Ergo, a toothy anon. I should get the Cookie Monster anon to go after them ^_^
i got reposted!!
To the anons who think that Mayo is GV and that this is all about Kapu....
I see what you are trying to do but you're wrong. If you are trying to get Mayo to come out by tying Kapunnua to the stake, it's not going to work.
MOST of us know that Mayo is NOT GV. And MOST of us know that Mayo only tolerates Kapu on the BEST of times.
So please stop spamming up the board! If you hate her take it to her blog!!
Anonymous said...
Are you sayin Gerard knocked her up?
That would not be a cause for smiling. They are both fucked up and unhealthy, mentally and physically.
Seriously, stop spamming the blog.
Spam sucks.
KAPUNUA, YOU KNOW MAYO IS GV, YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MAKES YOU RIGHT? A TRANNY'S MIND FUCK WHORE
Yes, she wasn't a famous burlesque dancer at that time, but if you're trying to achieve fame you should be aware of the fact that those things will always surface when you least expect it.
ROFL PWNED. ILY PASTED.make an account
No, I'm not the anonymous person, anon.
So what's new? You want publicity, you release a porn tape.
person that wrote the tranny mind whore comment how many ppl reposted???
Siobhan, exactly. Look what happened to Paris Hilton. Eww.
Yes, I am Mayo.
I'm sorry that dragging the game on for this long has caused such anxiety. I wanted this to be a fun game, not a wall to stone others.
I try not to favor people. However, as in real life, I have inadvertently felt a closer bond with some. Please do not take offense. Please do not think I have been ignoring you. And please, please stop picking on each other. As I stated a few days ago, you're not going to like everyone you meet. But that doesn't mean you can't show them respect. There is no need to be dishonest, but abusing the ability to post anonymously so as to say things in as cruel a fashion as possible is unfair. If you're having a bad day, I'd rather you take your frustrations out on me, the progenitor of this glorious mess. (Please stop saying I am angry at Kapunua. I bear her no ill will. If I seem distant, it's because my schedule has picked up and I can no longer read through every comment. And yes, I was not lying. I genuinely loved her video. I loved everything you put up there)
A few notes on the Mayonaise blog....
Yes, I started this purely for fun, but really, I wanted my life purged of the Gerard Way thing that was going on. At least one anon has said I was paranoid crazy and they're likely correct. Though imperfect, I have several traits in common with schizoids. Delusions, seeing connections everywhere, unique and strange thought patterns, etc. I figured if the universe won't let me escape Gerard Way, I will become Gerard Way. I based the personality from three sources: MCR interviews, my exes and reflections of how I used to feel, to be. I was hoping to exorcise what demons I had left while possibly helping any of you in the process. Hence the connections between Mayo's blog and this one.
Why am I finally revealing this? Actually, it was inspired by one of my younger friends here. She was describing her intense fear of death. I knew there was nothing I could do or say to comfort her. I have not feared death for at least a decade. But upon pondering the topic, I came to a macabre realization. Any of us could at any time pass away, never knowing the secret to this game.
The injustice of that situation riddled me with guilt. I knew, then, it was time to end this charade. I am the megalomaniac of which I've been ranting about. I am the voice of the person who refused to hear me.
I don't ask for forgiveness, I ask that you save your less than kind words for me and no one else.
Anon 6:27
If people want to achieve fame by doing it the sleazy way, it doesn't say much about their dignity or self-respect now does it?
Like I said, people like that are fucking idiots.
I reposted and I wasn't the one who wrote it
Vision in the night
One winter night, hear the call
Look through her burning eyes
He saw her face, a distorted blur
Like a dream that never lies
Fade away to black
(Never) Never coming back
(She's a) Shadow in his mind
(She's a) Love he'll never find
Haunting scenes causing you pain
Making you realize
Climbing the walls, going insane
Never to see her eyes
She's a vision in the night
She's a diamond in the firelight of love
She's a vision in the night
She's a memory of a clouded mind
She's a vision of love
One winter night, she held his hand
Making him lose his mind
He turned around, nowhere to be found
He knew he'd never find her
She's a vision in the night
She's a diamond in the firelight of love
She's a vision in the night
She's a memory of a clouded mind
She's a vision of love
ok I'm off I'lll be back later in the day
have fun everyone,
pasted, now we are in suspense but you knew that'd happen hey! :)
and anon it is not up to us to judge the suitability of people to parent, unless you know them personally shut up.
BYEEEEE!!
OMG!!! is that true??? Gee a dad????
I think this is more correct!
To the anons who think that Mayo is GV and that this is all about Kapu....
I see what you are trying to do but you're wrong. If you are trying to get Mayo to come out by tying Kapunnua to the stake, it's not going to work.
MOST of us know that Mayo is NOT GV.
AND MOST OF US DON'T CARE!
And you're not going to get Mayo to come out and say anything, bot because he doesn't care but because he doesn't have to!!
So STOP spamming up the board! And don't take it ANYWHERE!
You have got to be kidding me.
GV AND Kapunua obsessed anon,
please stop with your crazy scenario's and discoveries.
you're acting like you discovered a cure for AIDS. if GV is mayo, who cares. in the grand scheme of things does it really matter.
I THINK NOT
Yes, anon. But, I think it will not help her.
Anonymous said...
OMG!!! is that true??? Gee a dad????
Yep, sadly, I think soon to be.
I feel sorry for the kid. Can anyone say Britney Spears??
WTF? MAYO? WTF?
Siobhan said...
Yes, anon. But, I think it will not help her.
Who are you talking to Siobhan?
Bye Ergo! Take care!
Vision in the night
One winter night, hear the call
Look through her burning eyes
He saw her face, a distorted blur
Like a dream that never lies
Fade away to black
(Never) Never coming back
(She's a) Shadow in his mind
(She's a) Love he'll never find
Haunting scenes causing you pain
Making you realize
Climbing the walls, going insane
Never to see her eyes
She's a vision in the night
She's a diamond in the firelight of love
She's a vision in the night
She's a memory of a clouded mind
She's a vision of love
One winter night, she held his hand
Making him lose his mind
He turned around, nowhere to be found
He knew he'd never find her
She's a vision in the night
She's a diamond in the firelight of love
She's a vision in the night
She's a memory of a clouded mind
She's a vision of love
Who is this for??
Bye Ergo! Anon 6:30
Calm down! No one said anything about Gerard being a dad. You're only being caught up with what the other anon said. It's just speculation.
Stop acting like you know shit, BC.
6:34 Lyn z of course! He loves her, he dedicated a song in Vegas to her.
She was there.
If you are trying to get Mayo to come out by tying Kapunnua to the stake, it's not going to work.
MOST of us know that Mayo is NOT GV.
AND MOST OF US DON'T CARE!
And you're not going to get Mayo to come out and say anything, bot because he doesn't care but because he doesn't have to!!
You're going to kill BC with jealousy if you keep saying that Gerard loves LynZ!
Anon 6:32
Agreed.
To that anon, who said that she's trying to get publicity.
Of course, it will give her publicity, but 'Wonderbra' who hired her to be their new model are already thinking about firing her.
When We Two Parted
by George Gordon Byron
When we two parted
In silence and tears,
Half broken-hearted
To sever for years,
Pale grew thy cheek and cold,
Colder thy kiss;
Truly that hour foretold
Sorrow to this.
The dew of the morning
Sunk chill on my brow--
It felt like the warning
Of what I feel now.
Thy vows are all broken,
And light is thy fame;
I hear thy name spoken,
And share in its shame.
They name thee before me,
A knell to mine ear;
A shudder comes o'er me--
Why wert thou so dear?
They know not I knew thee,
Who knew thee too well--
Long, long shall I rue thee,
Too deeply to tell.
In secret we met--
In silence I grieve,
That thy heart could forget,
Thy spirit deceive.
If I should meet thee
After long years,
How should I greet thee?--
With silence and tears.
I am drawn to those who misguidedly assume they have little to offer. I admire those with the biggest hearts, and the quietest egos. And the vibrant, passionate, strong willed and self assured also encourage my craft.
youre a fucking liar
Anon 6:37
Bwahaha! Nah, I'm never jealous of her. Sorry for your misconception. I don't care what he does.
Hey anon 6:36 Weren't you here yesterday?
Ugh!
6:37 he's married. Shouldn't he love his wife? He knocked her up as well. How exciting babies too!
KAPU STOP WRITING POETRY TO YOURSELF
Siobhan, so because she apparently made that porn tape, they're gonna fire her?
Where is popcorn when I need it?
Lyn-Z is pregnant
WOW! i thought dudes couldn't have babies.
Oh BC, like you never thought Mayo was Gerard and told him over and over and OVER again how you were in love with him.
There's more proof that Mayo is GV.... she never told your fat ass to shut up.
Gerard is in love with his wife!!
Who would not be jealous.
I so want to be like Lyn-Z!
She is sooooooooo classy!
6:29 is not for kapu
im going to be sick
Apparently so, BC!
They want a clean cut image.
I'm just asking myself why they hired a burlesque dancer then?
Uh, anon, I don't think that's K.
6:44 we know that, it's an ode to Lyn Z, a vision of love in Gerard's eyes.
wrong
I totally forgot!
A big shout out to my fellow Leo:
Miranth - Roarrr!
EVERYONE JUST STFU AND GTFO
well at least Gerard's kid will grow up with two dads, him an Lyn-Z
First Anon 6:42
LOL
Second anon 6:42
Even more LOL. That's okay. I don't want to like someone who tells little girls to moan for him, and it's obvious that you're a little girl.
Siobhan,
How hypocritical of them. They should have known better than to hire her in the first place.
KAPUNUA, YOU KNOW MAYO IS GV, YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MAKES YOU RIGHT? A TRANNY'S MIND FUCK WHORE
KAPUNUA, YOU KNOW MAYO IS GV, YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MAKES YOU RIGHT? A TRANNY'S MIND FUCK WHORE
KAPUNUA, YOU KNOW MAYO IS GV, YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MAKES YOU RIGHT? A TRANNY'S MIND FUCK WHORE
KAPUNUA, YOU KNOW MAYO IS GV, YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MAKES YOU RIGHT? A TRANNY'S MIND FUCK WHORE
KAPUNUA, YOU KNOW MAYO IS GV, YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MAKES YOU RIGHT? A TRANNY'S MIND FUCK WHORE
KAPUNUA, YOU KNOW MAYO IS GV, YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MAKES YOU RIGHT? A TRANNY'S MIND FUCK WHORE
KAPUNUA, YOU KNOW MAYO IS GV, YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MAKES YOU RIGHT? A TRANNY'S MIND FUCK WHORE
Who would not be jealous.
I so want to be like Lyn-Z!
She is sooooooooo classy!
-------------------------------------
Ha ha Siobhan. You make me laugh :D
Anon, can you stop with the GV spam? We get it, okay.
Tell me how Kapu is ANY different from Lyn Z or any better then her. She is NOT. They are both untalented TRASHY "women" who both look like men!!
BC, it's disrespectful to make fun of the mother of his future child.
Tell me how Kapu is ANY different from Lyn Z or any better then her. She is NOT. They are both untalented TRASHY "women" who both look like men!!
HAhahahaa that's so true! ANd to add to that they are both loved by a shemale!
Spellbound
by Emily Brontë
The night is darkening round me,
The wild winds coldly blow;
But a tyrant spell has bound me
And I cannot, cannot go.
The giant trees are bending
Their bare boughs weighed with snow.
And the storm is fast descending,
And yet I cannot go.
Clouds beyond clouds above me,
Wastes beyond wastes below;
But nothing dear can move me;
I will not, cannot go.
does anone remmeber when kapu thought mayo hated her she said she USED to have a crush on mayo then when he says everythings fine she says she HAS crush on mayo? ROFL idiot.
Tranny Mind Fuck Whore anon,
you are so creepy.
your like a stalker who hides in the blog bushes all day waiting to strike your obsession.
Grow The Fuck Up!
Anon, I was laughing at Siobhan-san. Take it easy. Anon 6:52 How can you say such a thing?
Okay, I'm off to bed now!
BC, I'm so sorry to leave you alone with this buzznet scenario.
I wish you a good night!
Bye, doll! ❤
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ergoproxy said...
I like that last pic! You should dress up and go somewhere with sand and palms and do it. A pic like that would look lovely!
4/2/08 11:38 PM
Anonymous said...
You are a beautiful girl, I do'nt know why you think you aren't.
4/3/08 12:13 AM
Anonymous said...
get a life bitch, stop taking pics of your half naked ass. You are pretty on the outside (from certain angles) and ugly from all angles from your insideness. Sorry, it's the trooth.
4/3/08 1:31 AM
Anonymous said...
This is ugly as you are. Your poems are shit but I would rather have those then have to see this!!
4/3/08 12:18 PM
Anonymous said...
You look like a very pretty boy. That's why GV loves you so much!!! She's as fucked up in the head!!
4/3/08 5:41 PM
sdock10 said...
Beautiful.
I love you, Jules.
4/3/08 5:43 PM
Anonymous said...
KAPUNUA, YOU KNOW MAYO IS GV, YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MAKES YOU RIGHT? A TRANNY'S MIND FUCK WHORE
4/3/08 6:25 PM
Anonymous said...
TRASH
4/3/08 6:52 PM
Anonymous said...
TRASH
4/3/08 6:53 PM
Anonymous said...
TRASH!!!!
4/3/08 6:53 PM
That's okay Siobhan-san. Goodnight and sweet dreams love.
Anons, can you guys stop with the trash talking? Take it back to buzznet why don't you?
These Lyn z dedication poems are getting a bit much.
does anone remmeber when kapu thought mayo hated her she said she USED to have a crush on mayo then when he says everythings fine she says she HAS crush on mayo? ROFL idiot.
Noooo it's the other way around, when she thinks he's hating on her she says she has a "mind crush" on him but when he talks to her she USE TO, she is still an idiot though
who has a bigger dick
Gerard or Lyn-Z
The More Loving One
by W. H. Auden
Looking up at the stars, I know quite well
That, for all they care, I can go to hell,
But on earth indifference is the least
We have to dread from man or beast.
How should we like it were stars to burn
With a passion for us we could not return?
If equal affection cannot be,
Let the more loving one be me.
Admirer as I think I am
Of stars that do not give a damn,
I cannot, now I see them, say
I missed one terribly all day.
Were all stars to disappear or die,
I should learn to look at an empty sky
And feel its total dark sublime,
Though this might take me a little time.
TAKE IT TO KAPU'S BLOG AND SPAM HER THERE IF YOU HATE HER!!
STOP SPAMMING HERE!!
This is nuts. Are there any nice anons here?
Anon at 6:58 is that to Lyn Z? Is she really pregnent??
No, it is KAPU or one of her friends writing poetry to her. She writes poetry to herself and pretends it Mayo!!
6:29 is not for lynn z or kapu
they are song lyrics
Anon, K hasn't been here most of the day. Are you really gonna continue to stoop so low and talk trash on her own blog?
Enough is enough already.
i liked it better when mayo kissed bleddingchaos's ass, not this pathetic idiot
Can somebody PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE find and repost the part where Mayo put Kapu in her place when she was getting on his nerves?? I can't remember where it was!!
Lyn-Z got Gerard pregnant.
Gerard told Lyn-Z that he was two weeks late with his cycle.
I don't think he ever did Anon. I said before that I don't like people kissing my ass.
Anon 7:04
Lol
funny anon, they are obviously so in love still, and can't stop fucking!
No BC he did. It was when he said Who the fuck is Gerard Way. I do'nt remember which entry but he put her in her place!! I think that said ALOT about how he really feels about her. I think it said EVERYTHING.
I really think if Kapu could get this through her thick skull she would leave the blog.
PREDICTION
MAYO, i am so sooo sorry about all of this. i keep trying i dont know what to do to stop al of this(except i actually do)
i swear there its gonna hppen i can see the future!!
I'm sorry but that was funny
Well we could get her to leave. I think she really would if it would go through her FUCKING THICK SKULL that Mayo does not like her.... not even a little!!
PLEASE, where is that part where he put her in her place??
Mayonaise said...
I don't give a shit about what the anonymous said about me.
I am not entirely sure why I even asked, aside from just starting conversation.
I can ask for your opinions, right?
was that it??
You anons are really fucking insane! If you don't like her that's one thing but you are out of control.
Many people here like Kapu. She has never been actually nasty to anyone who didn't already come here looking for a right or pushing her or her friends around. What do you care if she likes Mayo? What do you care if anyone likes HER?
You can't seem to make up your mind, Mayo hates her, Mayo loves her, Mayo is GV Mayo is not GV.... Where does it end?
Anon 7:07
I get that you guys don't like her, but do you really think talking trash is going to make things better? How would you feel if someone was talking shit about you? You wouldn't like it, would you?
And not to cause confusion but my previous comment was referring to the anon comment at 7:03
My comment at 7:08 was referring to the comment at 7:04
Mayonaise said...
I don't give a shit about what the anonymous said about me.
I am not entirely sure why I even asked, aside from just starting conversation.
I can ask for your opinions, right?
That's part of it but it went ON from there and he actually said more things to her! But yeh you found it!!!
Pasted anon? I know you don't usually respond, but could we maybe get a little more of a hint regarding what it is you are hinting about? *puppy dog eyes*
She wolf anon you are probably GV anyway so fuck off!
i love to kiss ppls ass! look at me !
Anons, you can't make anyone leave this place. It's open for everyone, regardless if you don't that person.
There's no rules saying that all of us are going to be close and get along with everyone.
Some are closer friends than others.
Hi she wolf anon.
You have all the hints you need! Listen to interviews with Gerard! He wants kids you know!
Anon who found the pos with Mayo telling Kapu off, PLEASE tell me the date so that I can read the whole thing again and post it!
BC, just dropping in for a minute.
What's going on? Apart from the anon bullying, did I miss something? Is Gerard going to be a dad?
t Sunday, February 10, 2008
Anon 7:14
Uh, I seen some of those interviews before. He's actually undecided about having kids. I remember once he said that he wasn't gonna have any if he feels that he wasn't "right in the head" if you know what I mean.
Is Gerard going to be a dad?
That's what it looks like!!
Hi katherine,
It's anon madness here. Some pasted anon here posted earlier that we should congratulate "someone other than Frank"
And then these anon kids automatically thought that Gerard is having kids.
Well he obviously feels "Right in the head" now because he is happier then he's ever been!
Anon 7:18
We don't know what really goes on in his head. Please don't make assumptions.
Various anons,
I'm afraid I have to take a few minutes to go order a pizza. I haven't decided on whether to get cheese or pepperoni (Sorry vegetarians about) It's really hard to choose.
What should I get? Should I go with thick crust or thin crust?
don't you kids have homework to do.
why don't you run along and go clog up the Jonas brothers blog.
I was kinda stunned BC! Oh well, they are married, to be expected. I suppose congratulations are in order, if she is!
Hopefully my boy and I will have them soon as well. ^_^
Mayonaise said...
Hello to everyone.
What do you think that anonymous is suggesting that I should give up?
And misstottenham, yes I see.
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Kapunua said...
Plus, since when do you care what the anonymous people think of you? Unless this one seems different to you.
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Kapunua said...
Okay, forget the stupid anti-valentines thing. Mayo, you seem to have an opinion on that anonymous. What do you think it is telling you to give up? I'm curious why you even care.
You can see she was mad because he ignored her shitty "gift" of a home movie, lol!!!!
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Mayonaise said...
I don't give a shit about what the anonymous said about me.
I am not entirely sure why I even asked, aside from just starting conversation.
I can ask for your opinions, right?
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Kapunua said...
^ *Also does not care what anons have to say about her*
Mayo, I'm gonna go out on a limb here and say that anon thinks that you are pretending to be Gerard Way and that you should stop. You must know that outside of here that's what most people think about this place: that you are some kind of faker and we're a bunch of idiots.
That seems to be popular opinion among some anonymous posters. I'm sure you've seen those rumors yourself.
Anon, if you'd care to step up and tell me I'm wrong (or stupid, or a bitch, or bitter, or ugly, or whatever,) please do so.
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Mayonaise said...
Who the fuck is Gerard Way?
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Kapunua said...
Why do I just feel like the trap just sprung behind my tail while I was munching away on a piece of cheese?
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Mayonaise said...
Yea, I kinda set you up for that one.
Sort of had it planned.
When have you ever known me to address an anonymous?
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THAT IS THE WHOLE THING
Hi everyone......Waves!!!
I go to the store, get something to eat, come back and Lyn Z is pregnant, Kapunua is a mind fuck whore, did i miss anything else?
And where out of the blue did pasted come from?
O'well congratulations Ray, Bob, Mikey, but Gerard no way, maybe its worm he has been gone for about nine months it seems...lol
Now that's what I call getting PWNED!!!
BC, cheese on a thin crust :)
Katherine, honestly, I smell donkey bullshit on this, but if it's true, then it's cool.
My more pressing matters concerns what to put on my pizza. It's hard to decide on the toppings.
Should I put pineapples, olives?
You're planning on having kids someday? Awww ^_^
\
looking back over that convo.... No that doesnt' sound like getting pwned. It sounds more like joking around.
Anon 7:23
LOL.
Katherine, I love thin crust, but I think I'm deciding on pepperoni on thick crust *Makes hungry Homer Simpson noise* ^_^
Mayo has NEVER, EVER, EVER in the whole blog, spoke in a mean way to ANYONE but Kapu. That ONE time he spoke in a harsh tone it was to her.
That is NOT a surprise.
REPOST IF YOU AGREE
If you like sweet, pineapple, savory, olives.
Yeah, I would love to have two at least!
Hiya PJ *waves*
Wait, you think it's Worm? How long has he been gone? ^__^
No he was NOT joking. He sounded PISSED OFF and fed up with her fucking attitude!!
Mayo has NEVER, EVER, EVER in the whole blog, spoke in a mean way to ANYONE but Kapu. That ONE time he spoke in a harsh tone it was to her.
That is NOT a surprise.
REPOST IF YOU AGREE
Hello everyone,
how are you all tonight?
Anons, guys, you're supposed to help me decide which pizza I should get ^_^
Hey PJ
Can you see him as a dad?
Wait, you think it's Worm? How long has he been gone? ^__^
You wish Fangirl. But your getting all sweaty and shaky thinking about your beloved Gerard making babies with Lyn Z.
BC, i just had pizza go for the pineapples i love that.
I'm planing on having kids too one day, i just have to make up my mind if i want to be with a man or a woman, to hell with making up my mind.
I'm screwed.
Hi fimmy fim, how are you dear? Be aware, it's Hurricane Anon 2008 here.
Hi Fimble
bc,
are you ordering from Pizza Hut.
don't you live in Chicago, where there's a lot of good pizza joints.
i'm from New York, where you wouldn't even think about going to Pizza Hut or places like that
that stuffs for tourist.
i am very well, thank you bc. how are you?
pj, i am sorry i had to run before, i saw your comment after i said goodbye. i hope your ok and if you ever want to talk then you know how to get me.
katherine dreier said...
Hey PJ
Can you see him as a dad?
Yea i can, i just do not think it is now or in the future.
But he is hung up on this age thing, maybe he thinks his clock is ticking.
hello kd, how are you on this fine and dandy night?
Anon 7:32
Like I said before, I really don't care what he does.
I'm good fimmy. Been having problems with my tooth all day, but the pain is starting to get better now. Hopefully it will stay that way.
It hurts when I drink cold stuff.
Pizza Anon, hell no. No pizza hut for me. I haven't had that in ages. There's a local pizza joint here by my house that I'm gonna order from. They make really good pizza and deep dish pizza as well.
I like places where the pizza and ingredients are fresh and tasty.
Thanks Fimble,
I get this way once a year, when i could be this way 365 days a year with my life.
But really, i am fine!
Mo worries!
I will always be little miss sunshine!
I'm very well FS my dear :)
PJ, I think we girls have to look at our body clocks when we decide. I don't want to be too old, when they are adults, and I want to enjoy them, while I am young!
BC, you order what you like, but I agree with the anon, Pizza Hut is BAH!
awwwww
the sun has got his hat on,
hipp hipp hooray
the sun has got his hat on and he is coming out to play.
a song just for you pj.
:)
Bleeding Chaos said...
Hi fimmy fim, how are you dear? Be aware, it's Hurricane Anon 2008 here.
Hay! BC, is it too early for FUCK FEST 2008?????
See, I like pizza hut's bread sticks, but other than that I don't eat from there anymore.
I'm getting hungry just talking about pizza, which I should be ordering now.
Be back in a few minutes.
Dream of a lifetime
An eye for an eye, a heart for a heart
That's the way that we play
Up in the clouds, where angels fly
You take my breath away.
Your love is my heaven
Now I'm going that way, hey, hey
And when I get there
You know I'm gonna stay, stay, stay
You're the dream of a lifetime
Whoa, yeah
You're the dream of a lifetime
Yes, you are
Caught up in the roles that we play
It's foolish game
There's nothing we can't do or be
If we want the same
If I had all my chances
To lock you away, hey, hey
Now when I find ya,
you know I'm gonna stay, stay, stay
You're the dream of a lifetime
Whoa, yeah
You're the dream of a lifetime
Yes, you are
Okay, I'm going too. Have fun tonight!
I have to go too!
Love all of you!
Night!
bye kd and pj, have a lovely night.
PJ, I'm afraid so. I think we need it though. It's so much fun :)
I want to make one last comment to anon 7:32
Geez, I'm so sorry that I don't believe anything an ANON ever says. Their word is sacred and ALWAYS true *note the sarcasm*
Now I'm done ^__^
bye bc, enjoy your food.
Hey, who's leaving poetry? But I can't complain, it's more nicer to read than the anons complaining about K.
Keep it up poetry anon :)
Goodnight PJ, Katherine. I'm sorry you guys had to leave :(
The poems are for Sdock, right?
No, get it right, they are odes to Lyn Z
Fimble, I haven't ordered the pizza yet. I will now, and then I have to wait 45 mins until it arrives.
Lyn-Z was there. Apparently my sister has apparently has wife/girlfriend radar and saw Lyn-Z walk past her twice and she seemed unnoticed because no one else looked or asked for a pic from where we watched. So she begged me to go with her, but I sent Tammie to take her to take the pic. Emily said she was nothing but smiles but she reeked. ^^;;;; Yup, figure Gerard's wife would, but I say it with love because later on my sister saw Jamia, they made eye contact and the Jamie rolled her eyes and then asked her bodyguard to take her out. Lyn-Z had no bodyguard. Hm... So my sister was sadden that Saint Jamia was rude but Lyn-Z was nice. I wonder how fans are going to take that?
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Kapunua... Your pictures are very beautiful. You are a beautiful girl with oodles of talent. By far the best writer and poet on here (yes better than Mayo him or herself) so please don't let them get to you.
Mayo likes you too, don't let them make you think he doesn't.
ANd no I am not Mayo this is just the opinion of a simple meaningless anon.
Oh and we have talked before and I've been anonymous and Kapu has always been nice to me.
Oh yep, Lyn Z, I hvae been within smelling distance of her and she does stink really bad. I'm sorry she may be nice but, she smells like beer, smoke, BO and crotch.
cam i just add that it isn't a bloody contest to win his affections.
Anon 7:49
Nah, you're not a meaningless anon. The others who talk shit about the bloggers are.
I don't know why, but I can't wait until the mcr shows I'm going to are over. I think those are going to be my last ones because it gets old and boring seeing the same band all the time.
Fimmy, right you are. It's ridiculous isn't it?
nobody is making you go, bc ya stupid cunt
I'm actually going with my friends anon, that's why I'm going. I don't see them that much unfortunately. Last time we hanged out was last summer.
I hoping to go to the family values tour this summer, if there's any good bands lining up.
LYN-Z SMELLS
LYN-Z SMELLS
LYN-Z SMELLS
bc, have you done your paper work for college yet? are you going in may?
Get this straight, NEVER, EVER, will there be a reunion.
Devote as many songs as you like to her, and live a long and prosperous life together.
Fimble, I sent everything in last Friday thank goodness. I got a letter the other day and apparently, I am going to get a decision within two weeks.
If I get accepted, I'm planning on starting right away in May, which means I can't go to vacation this summer, but I guess I have to make that sacrifice.
i know what i'm bringing to the next MSI concert
a Douche for Lyn-Z
wow bc, thats fast. what did you decide to study in the end?
anon, what is a douche?
Fimble, douche is a bad word, let's just say. Yeah, I was surprised about the letter thing too.
As for what I'm planning on studying, it will be music business.
you clean your vajayajy with a douche.
i can't believe Lyn-Z has swamp crotch.
Get this straight, NEVER, EVER, will there be a reunion.
Uh, what reunion are you talking about?
Anon, can we not talk about that? That's disgusting O_O
cheers for clearing that up.
well, bc, you're studying the music business? wow, what kinda of classes will you be taking?
Fimble, I'm afraid I won't know until I get an acceptance letter and then after that I have to make an appointment with the school counselor and see which classes are right for me.
Apparently, this school is supposed to be one of the best in the country, but I heard it's really good and that the students love it there.
thats great bc, but shouldnt you really know what classes there are, before you start? i mean in order to register for your classes, you need to see wich ones to choose from.
it is coming up to summer semester here and people are registering but i wont because i am going home.
Fuck Gerard and Lyn-Z
New Kids On The Block are back together.
i feel like kid again.
And another thing, as a token of your good will, concentrate your art and porn on her.
new kids on the block?
i assume they are an american boy band? like n*synce and bsb
If it makes you happy to go home, then I'm glad you are fimble.
See, I didn't order the school catalog to know which classes they have, but I guess I have to order one soon.
It's 7:17 and I'm surprised barely no one is here. Mayonaise, if you were lurking, sorry you had to see all of this, again. It always makes me feel awkward when this shit happens, and for anything that I have said, I'm really sorry.
It's just weird to deal with this at times, and if the rumors are true, it's cool. It's not my business, but I am never one of those people who automatically believes what someone says. People can be tricky to deal with sometimes.
And besides, pizza awaits. Who the fuck cares about the anons? ^___^
I hope you had a great day.
bc, dont they have a website? i am sure if they are a great school in america they will have the lessons and courses on their web-page
how long you got till your pizza?
What?! So the rumors are true. NKOTB are back together again? Dude, I grew up listening to them. I used to have a crush on Johnathan. Brings back some good memories :)
Fimble, you never heard of NKOTB? They were a boy band from the 80's. they had their own cartoon, dolls, bedsheets, lunch boxes. They were really big here.
Fimble, yes they do, but I haven't taken the chance to look at the courses yet he he *smiles sheepishly*
New Kids On The Block were the first boy band.
they were really popular in the late 80's and early 90's.
it's their 20th annivesary
i was born in 86 and in england so i doubt it. i think miss t has heard of them tho? not to sure.
Christ Almighty Anons! If you haven't got nothing nice to say, go fuck yourselves!
ANON WHO CLAIMED TO BE MAYO
If you WERE Mayo, why didn't you post that on the front page? Or change your location to reflect that?
Nice try.
-A
well, cheers anon. i need to utube it to see if i am missing out.
bc,
i had all of their stuff. they were my first concert.
their going to be on the Today Show tomorrow.
hey amy
how are you
Credo
by Matthew Rohrer
I believe there is something else
entirely going on but no single
person can ever know it,
so we fall in love.
It could also be true that what we use
everyday to open cans was something
much nobler, that we'll never recognize.
I believe the woman sleeping beside me
doesn't care about what's going on
outside, and her body is warm
with trust
which is a great beginning.
Damn, their 20th anniversary already. Wow their old. Hiya Amy. Weren't they supposed to announce the reunion on their website? That's what I heard.
6:29 AND 7:42 ARE NOT FOR LYNN Z
KAPU OR SDOCK
THEY ARE SONG LYRICS MEANT FOR SOME ONE ELSE
Hallo Fimn and BC.
Lindsay is pregnant? Wat?
-A
Anon, then who?
I read the USA today article about the reunion. It is indeed true O_O
That's what some of the anons think Amy, but the person who started it didn't say anything about that.
Song lyrics huh?
How about, everyone loves everyone, except these anons?
-A
Huh!
First post for the win!
-A
8:26 how do you know?
Amy,
Boo!! No fair ;P Congrats though
Everyone loves everyone, except anons. That should be a logo here.
The pizza is gonna be here in an hour and I sincerely hope the pizza boy doesn't get lost. They almost always do :/
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