I will repeat it again and again.
For thirty-two, then thirty-three
time stopped. But, when does it end?
With empty rooms and unfilled beds,
and desperation; the last moments
and too many words left unsaid.
I am copying each name with bold black ink onto plain white card, filling the empty space with the only tangible evidence I have. One at a time I place a card face down before me while I consider each as if it were my own. Then, on the back of each card I write my name.
I can, but they cannot.
So, I will.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
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«Oldest ‹Older 1601 – 1800 of 3839 Newer› Newest»Hi Elena. Poor TJ. Free labor must not be pleasant ^_^
does anyone know what the sheriff badge is all about?
Ok, Anon No. 3, at least there's no mess to clean up. So, you didn't answer my other question. How about it?
Hey BC, how're you feeling after your show last night?
J
Hey Elena and TJ (working for slave wages)! How's Kansas?
J
Hi J, how are you? *hugs*
After last night's show, I'm feeling much rested. I was on buzznet and saw something really funny, concerning the topic of "what would you do if there was a zombie apocalypse?" it toally made my day. There was these buzznetters making doodles and maps and stuff :D
I heard about the earthquake too. It's pretty incredible. I hope no one got hurt. It was so nice today but now its starting to cool down.
Poor TJ. Free labor must not be pleasant.
actually, i'm in the poetry section, so i'm happy enough!
back i go! :)
Have a good time TJ :)
Mayo, oh Mayo, oh Mayo,
What ya doin?
*runs through the house, checks out the corner, swings in the kitchen, grabs a coca cola and runs back out on the porch*
Hola, all!
Give me a "HOORAH!" if you're glad Friday is over!
These past two weeks have steamrolled my ass. Glad it's the weekend. :)
AND! I found my LOTMS. I'm so freakin' 'cited 'cause I'm pro'ly gonna watch it tonight.
I hope everyone's spiffy!
Aaaaaaand, as per usual, I ask the Anons questions and they run away. You know, that happens almost every time. Think I'd learn, wouldn't you?
BC, Elena, TJ, I'll be back later tonight. See ya then!
J
Any idea who the anon was who posted the erotica on your blog?
Mustard,
YAY! I know you were feeling lost without it.
Yes, I'm very glad to have it back. It's just one of those things you don't want to lose. It reminds you of where things began. A bookend of sorts.
Yeah, I bought Smoke her very own copy. It's one of our most favoritist things ever. I love to watch the live performances and stuff.
anon @ 6:16, who are you thinking that anonymous writer was?
I have no idea which is why I was asking.
I didn't think reading erotica from a male POV would do anything for me.
How wrong I was!
Take care J.
I killed the blog.
I'm here.
I was just arranging Mayo's magnetic alphabet letters on the fridge to say...
MUSTARD IS BETTER
I am still here.
Mustard,
What ya been listening to today?
I have been listening to Muse and this new artist I found - Adele.
She's from the UK and she plays piano. She has a very powerful, strong, bluesy, 50's R&B voice. I'm really liking her music.
Niiiiice! Nothing like finding some new music to get you all excited.
I need anyone out there in BlogBelieve that has any good info on Sloss Furnace to start spilling.
Anyone?
Heellllppppppppp!
Yeah, it's pretty great.
Totally opposite of what I normally pick, but it's for those calm, mellow, peaceful, tranquil days when shredding literally shreds my brain.
:)
Wanna play Food For Thought or should we take a Friday pass?
hey, mustard, have you ever heard streetlight manifesto?
i just caught them at bmboozle and they really impressed me -- like a rockier gogol bordello.
Up to you!
Always seems like a good conversation starter. Probably just 'cause you pick really good ones. I am jeluz.
I have heard of them, but haven't heard their music.
I should check them out?
Is there anything that you were deprived of as a child that you still yearn for?
oh yes! you should!
i hadn't planned on catching their set, but i was passing by, and their sound quite literally made me take a sharp turn and head toward the stage. :)
lots of horns, as well as traditional rock instruments. very unique and energetic.
*oops*
i sense that my mistress is nearby....
>_>
<_<
back to the poetry section! hope you like them!
*scurries off*
Independence.
I guess I could have explained, huh?
I felt like I didn't get enough as a kid. I'm completely fine now doing things on my own, when and where I'd like to. It just would have been nice to have that earlier. I feel like I missed the whole "Live and Learn" phase.
Hello.
I will have to think on this one and get back to it.
I will be back in a bit.
HEY SMOKE!
HEY TJ!
I was deprived of sleep when I was a child. My sister used to like to keep me up all night watching the Atlanta Braves. >_<
I ♥ Adam.
Is that who that other guy is? I was wondering.
I wasnt deprived,but i miss being carefree, not having to worry about work or paying bill.You just get up in the morning not bothering to brush your hair or look in the mirror,playing outside and getting dirty.. not caring if you got dirty.
S&V, I gotchoo two jars of homemade organic tomato sauce. And some black eyeshadow.
I hear you, anon @ 7:06pm.
My greatest wish for my birthday this year was to be able to have a month being 8 years old again. Playing in the woods with my friends, riding my pony, dancing to my uncle playing Orange Blossom Special on his fiddle. I had a wonderful, carefree childhood.
Yeah, I often miss not being a kid anymore.
When all you had to worry about is if your mom or dad gave you enough money for popsickles at snack time.
My English is off today, can't you tell?
*I often miss being a kid.
Hello, Smoke, RW, and Anon!
Greetings to you all. :)
I loved the summer and school was out and making mud pies and somtimes ...tasting them!
Hullo there, Mustard :)
How was your day?
Today, for my lunch, I had a mayo sandwich.
Normally, I have it on whole wheat bread, but today, it was white bread. Classic.
Yum.
Sometimes, just to mix it up a bit, I'll have a wasabi mayo sandwich.
That's pretty much perfect.
And thus ends my report.
That's the news that is the news.
I loved the summer and school was out and making mud pies and somtimes ...tasting them!
0_0
Were they any good?
Not as good as they looked.HA HA!
Good evening Mayo.
Good evening All.
TJ, Elena and Anima - thanks for the up-dates, you seem to be having a grand time ( apart from the kwinkies ).
So what's the topic of converstion tonight?
Anon @ 7:06,
You just made me miss being little again. :(
We used to play outside from the time the sun come up until it went back down again. Never worrying about a thing.
Good times. ^_^
RW,
Black eyeshadow? COOOOOOOLLLL!!!!
Mayo sandwich, eh? Niiiiice.
Hello, GS!
MUUUUUSSSSSSTTTTAAAAARRDDD!!! ^_^
Or rather, conversation.
Hell, it's gonna be one of those nights. Typo fairies strike again.
Hiya Mustard, Princess and RW.
Unfortunately they never are, anon @ 7:14pm :/
Yes smoke those were the days! We ran around and could be as silly as we wanted because we were young! Now when we do it people might think we are a bit touched... well i might still be!!
Hullo, GS! :D
How are you this evening?
Apologies; and Anonymous.
RW,
Black eyeshadow? COOOOOOOLLLL!!!!
Not as cool as you, S&V! ^_^
what do Tony Stewart and a toilet bowl have in common?
their both white, fat, and full of shit.
jr rules
I'm fine RW, it's been a hairy day at school though. One of the children ended up in casualty.
Oh, dear lord, GS! What happened??
Didn't Tony Stewart kick JR's ass not too long ago?
Hello, GS! What happened at school?
Hello, Jr. Anon and various other Anons!
He was climbing a chain link fence at the back of the school fields ( which he knows is not allowed ), slipped and the wire ripped through his hand pretty much down to the bone.
Me being a first aider I was there with another FA, her wrapping the wound whilst I was trying to keep him calm.
Last thing we heard he might need surgery.
Smoke,
YOU LIE!! YOU LIE! I have never kept you awake.
I guess I wish I had been given a little more confidence. And like Mustard said some independence.
Jr Anon!
Where you been? Haven't seen you in like foreverrr!
Ummm, Tony could kick Jr's ass any day of the week, by the way. ^_~
Touched in the head Anon,
I'm right there with ya!
GS,
That makes me cringe just thinking about it. X_x
GS: Oh, gods! That's terrible :( Good thing there were people present who knew what to do.
I like it when Gerard counts in songs.
Maybe I watched too much Sesame Street as a child?
Poor guy. Was he trying to escape!! Got to give him props for that but im sorry he got hurt.
Sdock, I gotchoo a silver-plated sycamore leaf pendant.
Smoke - 'twasn't pretty.
RW - yeah, we have 7 qualified FA's on staff so we're pretty much covered.
The joy's of working with chidren!
The Count is my favorite.
^_^
Gerard on Sesame Street: "One, motherfucker, ha ha ha."
He could teach how to count 1rst base 2nd base!!!
GS!
That's horrible. I hope he will be okay.
Snuffleupagus, you have made my day. Thank you.
Poor guy. Was he trying to escape!! Got to give him props for that but im sorry he got hurt.
Snort. And yes, we do feel really bad about it, yet at the same time we're kind of ' well, that will be a useful way to emphasise why we don't let them climb the fences!!
RW,
THANKCHOO!!! YOU IS SO FWEET!
Oscar the Grouch's little worm was my favorite!
Slimey???
Hey GS, Hey everyone I have missed, Hey Anons, Hey Lurkers!
Snuffleupagus said...
Gerard on Sesame Street: "One, motherfucker, ha ha ha."
OMG. I'll never think of Sesame Street the same way again. :)
I used to update my Emergency Child Care certificate every year, gS (I got it originally because I was thinking of applying as an au pair abroad, though I never did). They showed us pics of some of the emergencies we might encounter. They were not pretty.
Good thing I'm not squeamish.
good morning just popping by
I'm a bit hoarse this morning, long time since I've been to a night club!
on sesame street I loved Snuffy, I had a big floor snuffleupagus jigsaw puzzle and used to make it and lie on it to see how tall I was, when I was a kid, though I could probably still do it now! lol!
Anons @ 7:33 & 7:34pm: HAHAHAHAHA!!!
Hullo, EP! :D
Hey, Ergo!
I live to be fweet, Solly!
He could teach the children how to send messages with sharpies and they could save on paper!!
Oooo! How was the hen night, EP?
Hello all
RW there is something special waiting for you
My first crush was on Bob from Sesame Street, and then I dumped him for Kermit.
I was a fickle child.
Hi Solly :)
Good thing I'm not squeamish
I can manage all body fluids so I end up doing blood, sickness, etc. I'm a lucky duck.
Awwwww, poor Gerard. God bless him.
Very environmental of him, anon @ 7:40pm. They'd all drop dead of ink poisoning, but at least they'd have saved a tree!
Hiya, MJ! :D
There is??
*scuttles off to look*
My favorite was always Snuffleupagus. Then followed by Oscar.
They always brought out the best in my personalities.
But, thinking back on it, that might not have been such a good thing.
Which one was Bob? Refresh my memory.
wow GS poor kid!
I had some yr 10 boys ('nuf said) playing with a big nail we were going to experiment with (electromagnets if your wongering) and they were throwing it from bench to bench and I had just told them to stop when it was thrown again and the boy went to grab it and drove it straight into the palm of his hand, and it was stuck tight, he needed it cut out. Told him so!
I was always fine except for vomit, lucky teenagers are less prone to that!
Anonymous said...
My first crush was on Bob from Sesame Street, and then I dumped him for Kermit.
I was a fickle child.
My first crush was on Polkaroo.
-A
*squeals in delight*
Thank you, MJ!!!! :D
~ Awwwww, poor Gerard. God bless him. ~
...did he sneeze?
I ♥ The Count.
That's it. The Count and his bats.
Sesame Street Bob
Hello everyone. Anon 7:40 Lol
Hi Martha.
Awwwww, poor Gerard. God bless him.
That makes him sound like the Queen. When English royalty reach a certain age their name always seems to be followed with ' Gawd bless 'em '.
I'm sorry, I'm southern! I can't help it! We say that about everything and everyone!
God bless us. ^_^
One and all!!!
the boy went to grab it and drove it straight into the palm of his hand, and it was stuck tight, he needed it cut out. Told him so!
Sometimes you just want to turn around and say " well, that'll learn ya ".
Hi by the way * waves *
I thought it was "each and every one."
;)
'Cept we may be thinking different things.
sdock I loved slimey too! he never got enough air time!
did any of you have the kids book "the monster at the end of this book " with grover? I had it and found it 2nd hand for my daughter.
and the hens night was pretty good, It was funny watching the others get really drunk, about 6 of us were pretty much sober ( I was seeing as I was driving) and watching others staggering about and talking to random sleazy guys was amusing, though seing as they were all married women a bit icky. I was dancing and stuff so that was fun. At 12:30 they decided to move to the 4th bar/club and I thought it was an opportune time to bail I could see they were just going to get drunker and they were staying in town so I didn't want to end up in charge of pouring them into taxi's!
There was only one penis shaped object which was a straw, shaped at the drinking end, even with little testicles! Mine was purple and I have no idea what I'll do with it now!
Im from texas and i say that to! yall hear me?
*Group wave to everyone*
Hi, BC! :D
*squeeze*
Ergo,
O_O
A penis straw? I just don't know what I'd do with that either. :)
I mean, Ergo, I don't even know what to say about that last bit.
Frame it?
Or chuck it.
;)
Leave the straw at your local fast food establishment in the interests of education?
Ergo, i would drink a dr pepper from it. I dare you to take it to work and use it and act all casual and see the look on their faces!!!
Sorry Ergo, never heard of that book.
The hen party sounds, er, interesting :)
And what's Tiny Tim doing in here?
Guv'nor, luv a duck, apples and pears.
Helpful Anon,
I need some help.
*Waves to Ergo* Hi RW *big squeeze* :)
Hello anons.
Hello ones again everybody. I was having technical difficulties.
Glad you liked it RW and hello GS.
At least the little boy will never do it again.
Nice straw EP.
Helpful Anon,
I need some help.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Yes, my child?
We all need help, don't we?
Ep I was just thinking your straw brings new meaning to the word cocksucker
Ep I was just thinking your straw brings new meaning to the word cocksucker
Hi BC.
And welcome again, Martha. And I very much doubt he's learnt his lesson, he was born to defy.
0_0
MJ, you almost made me pee on myself, well maybe i did pee...just a little LOL!!!
Not to be impatient, but...
[looks a wristwatch]
Well than there is no hope for him, if a child can't learn from something like that.
LOL. I got an RW face and a person almost peed their pants. It has been a good day.
Helpful Anon,
Smoke and I need helpful info about Sloss Furnace. Can you help?
Hello MJ, how are you? Hi GS.
Oh shit, sorry!
I was watching a video. I have ADHD.
Anyhoo....
Do you know anything about Sloss Furnace? Not sure why I'm asking you but just trying to cover all the bases.
Bases! 1st base, 2nd base....
X___x
I am well bc and yourself.
Aw at RW's face. You know, Wendy is developing the same facial expression as yours. It's infectious ^_^
lol MJ It sure does!
I did one shot which actually was a cocksucking cowboy!
anon I do like the fast food idea and the other anon that would be funny too!
That's good MJ. I'm good, but annoyed.
Myspace is being a fucking bitch. I'm having trouble sending comments.
Hey guys just checking in. My cousin is spending the weekend and we're going to play video games and eat ice cream. She's been talking about school and stuff, what she feels her teachers are doing wrong, things that are bugging her in school and stuff. It's very eye opening.
Well, I'll prolly be back on later tonight, like after ten or so. :D
Work today was a joke, it's not even worth talking about! O_o
grover book
Hey and bye, K! Have fun!
Smoke and I need helpful info about Sloss Furnace. Can you help?
Is it a tabasco sauce based Slush Puppy spoken by someone with a slight speech impediment?
Hi, K! :D
Tough day?
You and Smoke may find this site useful, Sdock10.
Many people to help. Must away.
Remember: every new piece of information you acquire creates a new connection in your brain, and increases your lifespan by five minutes. Live long; be knowledgeable!
Bc that is why I don't have a myspace.
That and I don't know how to work it.
Aw at RW's face. You know, Wendy is developing the same facial expression as yours. It's infectious ^_^
It's catchy & spreading, BC! Watch out!
Smoke and I need helpful info about Sloss Furnace. Can you help?
Is it a tabasco sauce based Slush Puppy spoken by someone with a slight speech impediment?
HAHAHAHAHA!!
Thank you so much, Helpful Anon! You are so, so, helpful!
Mwah! Just for you. ^_~
It's got ghostsessess, GS. Real, ghostsesssesss. Wooo-hhooooo.
Check out my horror-scope:
Scorpio (10/23-11/21)You're excited about an upcoming event, but you still have to find some patience.
Right on target, I'd say.
Ergo, The Monster at the End of this Book was my favoritest one to read to my kids ever!! I do a pretty good Grover voice, even though it hurts my throat.
Sloss Furnace
This place looks cool! I want to go!!
Hi, Carrie! :D
gee helpful aon you're helpful AND knowledgable! :)
and if your interested anyone
I'm a rootin' tootin'bad cattle rutlin' emo cowgirl! Yeeha!
hey rw and assorted other peeps here, I was trying to speed read, I haven't been on much today and it's hard to catch up! I saw the pics you posted of the ballgown in action, that was so cool!
I found this as your horoscope, S&V:
Scorpio
It's the Week of the Fabulous Smirk. Not the Week of the Arrogant Smirk or the Vengeful Smirk or the Hateful, Whiny, Passive-Aggressive Smirk. Rather, the Smirk that Passeth All Understanding. The Wise, Charitable, Forbearing Smirk. The Uber-Smirk that says, "I've figured out what everyone's hiding, and I love them anyway." You are ready, Scorpio, to explore the Divine Smirk that arises naturally when you have outwitted an obstacle that was obscuring the truth from you; when you have finally seen through the delusion you were under and guessed the secret you weren't smart enough to see before.
Look out, she's got a gun!!!
0_0
Lol, yes it is RW. Who knows who would be next ^_^
MJ, I had mines for a long time now. I was trying to send a comment on a band's page, but it kept saying I was flooding the page, when I was only reading the comments, not posting one at the time.
Not the first time it happened though. My space can be such shit at times. Grr.
Thank you, Carrie :)
I'm very pleased with it... now that it's done and out of my hair!
hi Carrie!
It was one of mine too!!
and my daughter loves it, it's just a funny funny book.
my other fave was Gay Purree, about a girl cat who goes to Paris and the boy cat and his friend who have to find her!
The week of the Fabulous Smirk.
Niiiiice.
Cuz I be Uber-Fabulous. ^_^
I am especially impressed being as I can't even hem a pair of dang pants.
Hi carrie
I am especially impressed being as I can't even hem a pair of dang pants.
Lol! It's easy-peasy ;) But boring!
Ok, do not go to the Fright Furnace page and click on the questions link. DO NOT!
FUCKING SCARY ASS CLOWN!
That one I haven't heard of, Ergo. I was always partial to Lazy Ozzie, it was about an owl who was too lazy to fly. Oh, and Click Clack Moo and the sequels are great too.
Smoke that is one of the best horroscopes I've read - you uber-smirker you!
I'm tired of this Jesus weather. :P
-A
carrie i don't know those but Click Clack Moo sounds intriguing!
Sloss Furnace - I want to go!
Not as spooky as my house though. Do the kettles turn on by themselves at Sloss Furnace? No they don't. I haz kool kettles :D
I need to lay down for a bit. I'm not feeling well
Auuuughhh! Hate clowns, I definitely have clown fear, S&V! And hi BC, aren't you glad you went to the show last night?
Oh yeah Ergo, the subtitle is something like Cows That Type, and there is a sequel in which the ducks order pizza or something, behind the farmer's back. They are both just hilarious, but then, typing farm animals amuse me.
hi amy! what is jesus weather?
We are going to get moshed to death in the pit and become ghosts forever to haunt Sloss Furnace.
Oh my...
That sucks, MJ :(
Have a lie down, & I hope you'll feel better soon.
Jesus weather? That you gotta explain. :)
Aw, not again. I hope you feel better soon Martha :(
solly, then maybe you guys can be on an episode of Ghost Hunters!!
oh MJ I hope you feel beeter soon!
Get well soon MJ. Carrie, it was a good show, but I was having a headache so I didn't thoroughly enjoy it, but it was good.
No sharpies or anything that I saw last night. Thank goodness.
Solly,
No we are not. It's gonna be amaaaaaaaayyyyyyyzzzzzzinnngg. Maybe even a little biblical and dramatic...
Who knows?
Hi Amy
Feel better MJ, the Christmas Doctor Who special is on SciFi channel tonight!!
Carrie,
Way to put a positive spin on things. Thanks!
MJ,
Hope you feel better!
Hullo there, A! :D
Hi Ergo.
I'd show you a picture, but it won't show up on my camera.
-A
We are going to get moshed to death in the pit and become ghosts forever to haunt Sloss Furnace.
If you go in with that attitude you will be killed. Elbows must be sharpened ready for the day!
Hallo BC, RW and Carrie!
It's weather that is SO atrocious, you think "Someone up there fucking hates me! Jesus weather!"
-A
This is going to be the Sloss Furnace show:
Thank You For the Venom
(actually, that's all they have to play and I'll be happy)
and Gerard will have S&V20 is Uber-Fab written in sharpie on his arm
and Frank will be running and jumping and falling and bouncing around everywhere.
Perfect.
We are going to get moshed to death in the pit and become ghosts forever to haunt Sloss Furnace.
Oh my...
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That's too bad Solly. I was sad that I didn't get to go to the pit last night :(
Amy, that's the kind of weather we've been having. Not to mention there was a earthquake close to my area earlier today O_o
Oh gotcha, Amy, I experience that weather all the time in MI, particularly when it snows in April. Today was nice though, glorious even. Terry and Annie are still playing outside.
Jesus Weather!
More appropriately.
-A
I'll be back.........
I am terrified of the pit. I have this feeling that I will suffocate, pass out, and be trambled to death.
But that's only cause I have never been in the pit. So I don't know what to imagine.
S&V and Solly, are you guys going to try to meet them before or after the show?
Oh yeah Amy!! Definitely qualifies.
Oh dear :(
Did it snow in Calgary today, A? It was +25 C here.
Okay, yeah, that was quick.
Damn!
I don't hate the snow, unless I have to take the bus home in it.
-A
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