Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Hollow point.

I will repeat it again and again.
For thirty-two, then thirty-three
time stopped. But, when does it end?
With empty rooms and unfilled beds,
and desperation; the last moments
and too many words left unsaid.



I am copying each name with bold black ink onto plain white card, filling the empty space with the only tangible evidence I have. One at a time I place a card face down before me while I consider each as if it were my own. Then, on the back of each card I write my name.
I can, but they cannot.

So, I will.

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ergoproxy said...

YES!!!!!!

recognised for my true awesomeness again!!!!

*does happy dance*

Anonymous said...

Ergoproxy, then you must have an inner Frank :)

Original Punk J said...

ERGO RULES! Well, this page, anyway.

Anon, let's say: a little bit of both. You know, you can always try your hand at writing, too.

Ah, more bad drummer jokes...or is that redundant?

J

Anon616 said...

new anon said...
anon616, definitely not :)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
*wipes sweat off forehead*

WHEW!

It's been fun 'night shifters'; but, I must be off for awhile.

NO, REALLY, I MUST GO! ;)

Goodnight Mayo, SS, Ergo, J, Elena, TJ, New Anon, LiveMusic Anon, lurkers, drummers and percussionists of blogbelieve!

Have a great (rest of) the night/day everyone!!!

Sweet dreams to one and all!

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

Ergo: Can we have another bunny story? Puhleaze???
*bats eyelashes*
Oh....and bring some scothch to the reading of said story! :)

Anon616 said...

*runs back in to blow party horn in honor of Ergo's victory*

CONGRATULATIONS HONEYBUNCH!!!!

*throws confetti*

Goodnight (for now) all!!!

Original Punk J said...

Goodnight Wendy, catch you tomorrow, maybe! *hugs and kisses* Glad you liked all your goodies from TN!

Sparkle says to tell you she sent the "baabaaa" but not the other "baaabaa"s. ???

J

Original Punk J said...

Awfully quiet in the Castle now...Wendy's gone...Elena and TJ are missing...Ergo's gone silent...even New Anon has left me all alone.

Mayo, come on down and play Mancala with me, dude.

J

ergoproxy said...

thank you thanks you!
*brushes confetti from hair*

anon , an inner Frank! :) If I could be half as lovely as he seems to be I'd be happy!

I may have to prepare a sheep story for sparkle and shaunette

*wonders where shaunette has been*

but will definately bring scothch

ergoproxy said...

sorry J had to go play mother hen to my chicks to feed them before bedtime
they sleep in a box inside as it's a bit cold out.


I will have to go soon and get dinner ready though

Original Punk J said...

Sparkle was asking about Shaunette the other day, Ergo. Has she been fraternizing with the wombats and kangaroos? Hopefully not with the snake...

Sparkle, BTW, has some new pretty Mardi Gras beads from Aunt Wendy. She looks so beautiful in them.

J

Original Punk J said...

What's for dinner tonight, Ergo?

J

ergoproxy said...

I do believ I saw shaunette out the back paddock, must speak to those wombats!

dinner is roast chicken portions with a mexican spice rub, corn cobs and a salad of lettuce tomato cheese with salsa and sour cream

chickens in the oven and I just have to chop the stuff and boil the corn, we'll eat in an hour or so

Original Punk J said...

Ooh I love Mexican/spicy dishes. Oddly enough, the things I cook the best are pastas/Italian food. As a matter of fact, I'm going to fix our neighbor a baked spaghetti dinner tomorrow and take it over to him. He replaced my car battery about a week ago. We told him we'd fix him dinner one night and bring it over for him and his girlfriend.

J

ergoproxy said...

oh that sounds yummy. we do a lot of pasta too!
I love that sort of barter system, we always do stuff like that too

anyway got to have a shower and get going,

I'll be back to goodnight later and I'll be thinking of a sheep tale (tail) for tomorrow

take care J (and L)
and new anon

have a great night and friday!

Original Punk J said...

Goodnight--whoops, good evening, Ergo, have a lovely dinner! *hugs and kisses*

Sparkle will be waiting (im)patiently for her special bedtime story. :)

Goodnight Elena, TJ, New Anon, hope you guys have a great Friday!

Night BlogBelieve, see you tomorrow.

love/hope/faith/peace/happiness

J

Original Punk J said...

Dear Mayo,

I wanted to say that this new post is my favorite of all those you've written so far. Its simplicity carries such gravity, yet it dazzles the mind with its--if you will--"cleanness". Does that make sense?

Your words made me cry, Mayo. For those you honored, and for those they left behind.

Some might say this was a tiny, meaningless gesture on your part. I don't see it that way. I see it as a beautiful, moving tribute to innocence, and innocents, lost.

Thank you, my friend, for your words. Tonight, I give you some back, borrowed though they may be:

Pactum Serva.

J

Original Punk J said...

SS, precious,

Did you see my note to you on the last post? You probably did, as you read everything.

Thanks so much for passing on the info on Frank. You know we care about him, just like we care about you. I'm glad he got some extra sleep, and hey, brownies are ALWAYS good for what ails you! Hey, what form of chocolate isn't?

I meant to say this before, that I've been drinking this (I guess) new SoBe product called Life Water. It's flavored, and comes in several varieties for various needs. For instance, the Calm water has lemon grass and chamomile in it. It will put you out, let me tell you. Four ounces the other night dropped me like a rock! So, if you might pass on that info to Frank as well, he might want to try this Life Water stuff. (Right now it's on sale at Kroger for 99 cents for 20-oz bottles. I know how he loves a bargain.)

Ok, I'm going to bed now. Hope to hear from you soon. Smile for me, all right?

I love you, babydoll.

J

Anonymous said...

whoa mayo we're here now!

warning: this may not make sense because i can't really see the keyboard although i'm really focussing on it.

*gathering what little wits i have left*

*ahem*

mayo,
it's probably good that you weren't here tonight. because i seem to be slightly under the influence.

SLIGHTY.

this is my good night to you, mayo-sama. um, i should probably not say anything at all because i have a feeling my brain is acting treacherous. but hey! spilling my guts to you has become a blogbelieve tradition.

i don't know what you really think of me, one of your lovelies (which btw why don't you call us that anymore? huh?) but i have to tell you that there's always a conflict within me -- i'm always struggling between what my intuition is telling me and what my rational mind insists must be.

these days, i think my intuition is what is telling me the truth, and so i am trying to listen to it, and trust it.

it puts me in a wobbly place, because listening wholly and solely to one's intuition can leave one ungrounded, and i don't want that. so i'm always trying to hang on to my balance, and that's a struggle too.

but i'm looking toward the future with so much hope.

what will be, what is meant to be, will be.

i believe this.

and so, i have tied up all my expectations in my basement, and i'm here just trying to listen to my heart, and keep my honor, and...

who knows?

i gave it all over to the fates, you see, mayo-sama. my destiny is up to them, and my gods -- and those who are most important to me.

beyond all the rest, regardless of what my imagination destracts me with, my ultimate goal is to finally, truly, live my life as my best self. i can never let myself forget that.




this is too honest.

the boundaries are not mine to set.

and this is too special to try to define.



tally-ho, mayo. however it plays out, tally-ho.

and you know what? i think writing my comments under the influence is maybe a bad idea, but still somehow, though i intended this to just be a silly ridiculous fun night time comment, hopefully making you smile -- still, i can't help but tell you what's true.

sorry, mayo.

please don't think badly of me.

it's just so good to suddenly have a best friend again, you know?

be sparkling tomorrow, mayo-sama. i'll be trawling for books with elena, which i'm very excited for. find excitement in your day's tasks too, ok?

good night.

hope you're sleeping well, and dreaming sweetly.

farawaysoclose said...

good morning mayo!
i know i said it yesterday but this post is so sad and also so lovely, if that is possible?
have a good day mayo.

morning SS, didn't mean to call you a sneaky c**t last night in an offensive way i can assure you!! totally meant it as a term of endearment.
have a toptastic day if that's possible SS!

good morning family!! so even though i am here it will still be rushed as hell! have lovely days everyone. i will pop in later.

ergo glad your wedding that you are going to is a kid free one also! makes the world of difference!!

thank you FASC for the loan of that name!

no worries mad and high. sorry to read what is going on in your life. there is little i can say, i just hope you get through it. alternatively.... move away?? i know yhat's a bit drastic but sometimes it doesn't need to seem like running away, just a fresh start.

right i've got to go and achieve!!

love to you all!

farawaysoclose said...

EDIT

that's

the day is complete without a typo!!

night night TJ (and elena!!)

love to you both!

farawaysoclose said...

EDIT

isn't

hell!!!!!

elena said...

Mayo

Well, I guess it’s my turn to tell you goodnight. Where to begin? You know I’m not sure tonight. Tonight I’m not sure about a lot of things. Maybe then I should just tell you of the things I am sure of…I’m sure that because of you I’ve found my sister. Strange thing for an only child to say but it’s true. Growing up I always wanted a sister. I always wanted someone I could tell my secrets to, laugh with and cry with. Now I have that person. How weird is it that at this point in my life I’ve gotten a childhood wish? But of course now comes the “Be careful what you wish for” part of the day. See now I have someone I truly care for but with that comes worry. Not that there is a thing wrong but my natural instinct is to worry and fret. Okay I’ll be very honest here, I’m jealous of what she’s doing with her life right now. She following a dream she had. She’s going for it. I ask myself would I do the same thing in her position? I say that I would and I hope that I would but of course I can’t really say. Maybe if I didn’t that the responsibilities I have I would travel across the country. Just get out there without fear. Oh fear, well that one always gets me. I strive so fucking hard to be fearless. To accept that whatever happens I can face. To be honest I am getting better. I’m taking chances and doing things I would never have done before but still I fear. So now add to my worries TJ. Will she be okay traveling alone, will she get a job she truly loves, where’s she gonna live? Holy crap, see what I’m saying. She’s following her dream and I’m bogged down in the worry and fear. Maybe I can’t really change this about myself. Maybe that’s just how I’ll always be. Maybe fearless will always be out of my reach. And maybe I’ll never follow any of my dreams. Maybe that’s just how it’s meant to be. Some take off and soar and some never leave the ground. Think I should just find a nice place to sit down and watch the sky.

Night Mayo

Elena (Maybe I’ll never know)

Anonymous said...

in my dreams
I held you
we were as one
it felt like forever
when I awoke
and opened my eyes
I cursed the sunrise
knowing I must wait
until tonight
where I will find you
and hold you again


From your Tomorrows, Your Love, Your Always

resurrected wreck said...

BOO!!

Morning :)

Anon616 said...

Hello (again) and a very good *insert time of day here* Mayo, SS,
Ergo, Elena, TJ, FASC, KASS, Possum, RW, watchers, lurkers, booksellers, bakers and candlestick makers of blogbelieve!
(Umm...ya'll really didn't expect me say 'butchers', did ya'll) ;)

How is everyone today? I hope you all had a wonderful night's sleep and woke up ready to conquer the world - or at least your own part of it!

I noticed I missed the PIT discussion yesterday :(
Well, better late than never, right?

BEST PIT EXPERIENCE EVER (NO DOUBT ABOUT IT and END OF STORY TOO):

PANTERA!!!!!!!!

Yeah, well, I guess you had to be there to appreciate all the blood, torn hair, black eyes, busted lips and broken bones at The St. Bernard Civic Center. LOL, those were the days!

I shall treasure my pit memories always; but, I bid them farewell...quite a few years ago!
My bones ain't as strong as they were when I was teenager. I might get knocked down/dropped and break a hip or something ;)

TJ and Elena: Have a great time book hunting today!

To ponder/encourage/inspire today:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The ABC's of Nurturing yourself:
(taken from A Survivor's Story)

A:
Appreciate the uniqueness that is YOU! Appreciate the uniqueness of others as well.

B:
Buy a coloring book and have at it. I was told that it's perfectly OK to color outside of the lines!
Be less concerned with what others think of you.


C:
Compliment people and appreciate the positive things they do.
Create a special spot in your home that you can go to relax and release.

D:
Dance or move to music;
Daydream
Decorate your home for the seasons
Do something nice for someone else. Help carry packages, smile at them, say hello, give them a card just because.

E:
Embrace your flaws and faults. Everyone has them.
Everyone should own a pair of PJ's with the feet. Trap door in back, not a necessity.

F:
Find a good book and totally immerse yourself in the story.
Find small joys in everyday life

G:
Go to a movie, concert, out to eat.....alone. It's very liberating, aside from the all too frequent question "Only One." If you want to scare them, you can always pretend to "talk" to your imaginary friend or say "No, I'm dining with myself tonight."

H:
Have dreams, ambitions, and goals for yourself.

I:
It's OK to be silly sometimes.
It's OK to let your emotions out.

J:
Joke around with friends and coworkers.
Joy! Experience it and spread some of around.

K:
Keep a journal and write out your feelings.

L:
Laugh at your mistakes. Often they are very funny!
Learn to breathe deep, causing your stomach to rise and fall
Learn to just be able to be. Clear your mind. Often easier said than done!
Learn to live life mindfully. Work on staying in the present and focus on what is happening RIGHT NOW!
Listen to relaxing music or sounds you like and find comforting.

M:
Make a list of all of the positive things in your life or things you enjoy. Refer to that list when you are having a bad day.
Make a collage of your life or things you find special
Meditate or pray by saying words that are comforting and personal to you.

P:
Play often. It doesn't matter if it's with fingerpaints, colors, clay, Legos, kite flying, sailing a boat. Whatever you enjoyed as a child, continue to do that. Why should kids have all the fun?

R:
Read your favorite childhood story or a great collection of poetry.

S:
Sing your favorite song as loud as you can with fake microphone and/or instruments. Not a good one to try at the office!
Slide on the park slide. Play on the park swings
Spend time with people who truly care about you. Don't waste time on those who don't.
Star gaze. Learn about constellations and see if you can locate them in the massive night sky.
Stay in bed for an entire day and take the phone off of the hook. Read, watch TV, eat a special food, have a movie marathon.

T:
Take a walk in nature and collect special items and place them in a pretty basket in your home to remind you of that walk.
Take a warm bath with lots of fragrant bubbles and candlelight.
Take a class. Learn something new, just for fun.

W:
Watch a good movie. Pick a type of movie that you normally wouldn't see. Diversify!
Wear your favorite color, even if it's purple or bright aqua
Write a letter to someone you admire. You don't have to send it, just get the words and feelings on paper.

XYZ ???
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I hope you all spend a little time nurturing yourselves today!

Have fun today everyone!

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

PS:
POSSUM: Do I pass the WALL PAPER exam now??? ;)

Smoke said...

Morning everyone! ^_______^

So, Mayo....

Have a good one, okay?

SS,

Dude, I keep looking at your 'in my pants' location and all I can think of is Spongebob Squarepants. Don't ask me why. ^_^

You are clever, sneaky, hilarious and super-duper awesome. And you are just as goofy as the rest of us, aren't you? ^_~

Mama, we're all crazy now!

Gotta go, BlogBelieve!

See you all later today. Have a good day!

XOXO,
S&V20

Bellatrix said...

Goodmorning Mayo, SS and Family!

Mayo,reading your post and all the comments that followed it,I realize I would never for this place to come to an end.
Your gesture was really nice.I’m not sure there’s something after this life, but I believe those 33 innocent people would appreciate your sweet heart,if only they could let you know it.

What surprised me the most, though,were the discussions that followed your words.
My Family was inspired by them and got through some of the most serious and complicated issues in everyone’s life.

It’s in the nature of the human being trying to face and understand those matters, but we’re not always able to reach a valid explanation. Most of the times we are only left with our doubts hunting our mind, because our society hasn’t educated us to listen to one-another.

But yesterday a bunch of beautiful people found the strength in themselves to discuss those very topics all together and tried to help each other. No fights,just the wonderful image of 40 or so ladies(and maybe gentlemen) wandering the forest of human fears,always holding hands to remind each other they’re not alone in this journey.

And that’s simply amazing, Mayo.

Sure,we spend a considerable amount of time here just joking and laughing together, but every BlogBeliever is also capable of listening to their friends,and developing their ability to know themselves on a very deep level at the same time.

I don’t know how, but you Mayo have had the talent for creating such a beautiful and inspiring place,where anyone can feel like they’re not alone anymore, and for that we’ll always thank you.

Take care, my friend.




Oh well, that’s pretty strange,SS...
I’ve always thought super-heros used to wear tights, not pants...

Hope you’re fine, dude, and spreading your wise words around, making the world a better place.
We miss you.

Stay safe,friend.




Hey Family.
Shit, my life has been pretty erratic in these past few days!
I go out early in the morning and don’t come back home before midnight,and literally collapse on the bed.

I miss chatting with you, but I’ll try my best to come back here tonight,I promise.

Have a great day guys!
Love you all!
*HUGS & KISSES*

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

How are you today? Having/had/about to have a nice morning so far? Me? Oh my goodness! Man, I feel like a woman today. Not the Shania Twain/Mutt Lange version either...I feel like the bitchy, ugly, fat, nothing fits, everything sucks, nobody loves me, hates work, hairbrush slinging kind!!!!

Moody much? Yeah, I am. I can be such a girl sometimes and today is one of those days. I want to throw a good fit, stomp my feet, tear something up, and then cry about it.

Oh well, oh well, oh well...

I will bite my bottom lip and make it through somehow.

Mayo, may your day be free of hissy fits and tantrums, but just in case you feel the urge, find the biggest hairbrush in the room and sling it as hard as you can!!

Feel better now?

Yeah, I thought you might.

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. Not at the mirror!!

sdock10 said...

BlogBelievers,

Have a simply marvelous day!!





SS,

My friend, have you heard the latest? We are going to to put out a calendar now for the ToeTour2008!! Isn't that a genius idea?

Afterall, feet sell!!

Kassiopeia said...

But not mens' feet, which are often unholy and generally best avoided!

Afternoon Mayo & Mayoettes,

Very sweet post I thought.

Kass xx

ergoproxy said...

hey all don't have much time so I have to be quick

Mayo hope you had a good day, and hope tomorrow is even better, be true to yourself and live the best you can
wishing lots of great gigantic good gifts to you and yours
much love
EP xx

SS how is it in your pants today? Not many guys I've ever asked that question of! haha, So hoping there's "Good Vibrations" in your pants, that you "Rock On" in your pants and that everyone is "Happy Together" in your pants ;)
lotsa love
EP xx


goodnight blogbelieve have a great friday and I'll see you all later!

ergoproxy said...

sdock count me in, I have little feet but I think they're cute!

bye!

Anonymous said...

Good morning, Everyone! :)


Mayo,

I don’t know how, but you Mayo have had the talent for creating such a beautiful and inspiring place,where anyone can feel like they’re not alone anymore, and for that we’ll always thank you.

That said all that I wanted to say. It's a gift that we'll never be able to return to you, Mayo. Thank you for the support, the words, and the hospitality. Have a great Thursday.

(Thank you for those words, Bella.)


---
BBers,
I hope the day treats you well! There's just one more, so I'm pretty sure we can make it!

Have a great one, everybody!

MissTottenham said...

Hi everyone, how are you?

I just wanted you to know that my power pack for my laptop exploded and pc world has taken my computer away to check it out.

I am writing this from work.

The power pack went pop, bang and there was smoke and flames. It fused everything in the house and I had to sort all that out.

I was using my computer off the battery but that ran out so I went to plug it in and that's when it exploded.

Once I got the electrics back on, my broadband worked and with the last dregs of the battery I checked my computer worked and that was fine but PC world wanted to check it out.

They will give me a new power pack as I'm still covered my the guarantee.
Phew.

It never ends does it?

I hope to see you all again soon.

All my love.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
in my dreams
I held you
we were as one
it felt like forever
when I awoke
and opened my eyes
I cursed the sunrise
knowing I must wait
until tonight
where I will find you
and hold you again


From your Tomorrows, Your Love, Your Always

April 17, 2008 6:51 AM


my love, my heart
your words touch me
so deeply

we will be as one again
--tonight
and the nights of all tomorrows
our tomorrows

you hold me always my love
--
--
--always


She Comes Not
Herbert Trench

She comes not when Noon is on the roses--
Too bright is Day.
She comes not to the Soul till it reposes
From work and play.

But when Night is on the hills, and the great Voices
Roll in from Sea,
By starlight and candle-light and dreamlight
She comes to me.

Anonymous said...

TLA, why don't you just email this person?

Pickled Possum said...

Goodmorning everyone!

OMG Ergo! You are a completely dirty Emu for that message to the pantsman...and yes, you rule! ^_~

*adds PP to the House of Wolves list behind Ergo, J, and 616*

Bella - That was beautifully written. There were many sad stories shared over the day and I'm sure many a tear shed.

Siobhan @3:33 - Dita?? There must be something wrong with me. I thought ERW was channelling Manson O_o
(In the photo girls,in the photo!)

Anon @3:47 - Being rundown can take a while to bounce back from. I hope he has someone keeping an eye out for him, and their other eye on replenishing the brownie supply =)

616 - I have to say that wallpaper effort was pretty impressive today. You have serious decorating ability =)

Pickled Possum said...

Hi MissT - the powerpack caught fire?!? That was a lucky escape. There was a recall for three different types a few months ago, as they were exploding, catching fire etc. I'm hoping your PC World isn't still selling them O_O
Hope to see you around soon.

Anonymous said...

getting ready to head out for the day with elena, thought i'd stop in and see what has transpired overnight.

so good morning everyone!




but man, i think i'm more confused than ever.

hey mayo,
i was cringing to see, by the light of day, what i had written to you last night, when elena and i were....

um...

having so much fun. *grin*

but it's okay.
it really was the truth, and even the typos weren't so bad!

i'm still going forward, on an unblazed trail, and everything is still unknown.

whatever happens is what the fates intend for me, and i'm perfectly willing to accept.


gotta go.

have a good day everyone! i think it's supposed to rain here, so yay!
:)

anima said...

Good morning Blogbelieve!

I am back at work this morning. Damn. So after three days off, I'm completely swamped. I'm dreading the day ahead of me. ^_^

I have only scratched the surface of catching up. And I really want to share my experience at the show. But it will have to wait until tonight when I have more time. Sorry I didn't come by last night. When I arrived home, my husband and I met this agent to look at this building for our venue. We have looked at many so this is nothing new. It was so upsetting, he treated us like total dogshit. We spent the evening re-grouping; trying to not let this pompous asshole get us down.

....

SS, you effin' crack me up. Thanks for the smiles. Wishing you a fantastic day full of all things wonderful. :) Hope to see you around soon.

....

Mayo, make it a great day okay. :) I miss you. Just sayin'.

....

Blogbelieve friends, I just want to remind all of you how much I care about all of you. It makes me sad when I'm not around to share the days with you. Lovelies, you make my heart full of love and it rules. Thank you.

elena said...

Good morning all....

We're off to search for books. TJ gets to go on a treasure hunt. She's not quite right - it's not just gonna rain it's gonna storm. Wow she'll get to experience that too!

Have a great day everyone....

Mayo - I promise to keep an eye on her!

SS - Brownie weight is the hardest to loose - just sayin'. Take care, my friend.

Elena

Pickled Possum said...

Hi Mayo,

You're a generous person to acknowledge and add the 33rd person on there.

Two days ago here, not by the hand on a gun, but by the force of nature, a flashflood took the lives of six secondary school students and their teacher.

The students had been singled out by their school for their abilities and were participating in a leadership course; their teacher had just returned from 6 months of volunteer work in Nepal.

Prior to leaving for the trip, one of the victims parents was worried about the weather. His daughter had replied, "We're going to jump in puddles. Even if it's bad we're going to make the most of it..."

So now our small country grieves for the bright young lives cut short. Their fresh smiling faces, looking out at us from newspaper and screen, indelibly etched in our minds.

This time next year we will be writing names on cards also.



Hi SS,

So what did you think of the support act for Hallux - you know...Silipos?

Kind of soft, I reckon.


By the way, if you are McLurking in the chiller section of my corner convenience store, you better have more than just your pants on in there O_O

Have a great day ^_^



Anima,
Glad you're home safe. Looking forward to reading all about it later =)

TJ,
Yeah totally understood you last night.

@_@

Just kidding ^_^


'Night everybody.


Hi PJ!!!!

anima said...

Thanks PP!

I'm rockin' out to Our Lady of Sorrows right now. :) Thank goodness no one can see me in my office right now!

*Back to work!*

Anonymous said...

i have to go take a dump.


bye!

Anonymous said...

Hey guys! Hey Anima, good to ehar from you!

Hope to chat you soon.
A dog came in with MERSA today.

And the owner didn't evem tell us, wtf!

Hey hope you guys are all doing eell. Sorry I can never say hi to everyonea, hope you all realize that these entries are written in spurts over hours when I get a second. So I miss a lo of comments.

Well hpe you guys are having a good day. :D

Anonymous said...

Hey to everyone who is here. Looks like I won't make it to the show tonight, and I won't be going to tomorrow's either, so instead, I'm gonna spend my day looking for decent employment. Not exciting, but it has to be done.

See you guys later.

Anonymous said...

You're very lame, bc.

Anonymous said...

I know that anon but I don't care. I'm actually glad I'm not going.

Anonymous said...

LynZ and Gerard, true love! A love that the jealous one's will never get.....it hurts you to think about it. Imagine them.... Dancing in each others arms in the moonlight. Their pale skin glowing as they look into each others eyes. The smell of each other in their faces as they press close together.... The taste of each other in their mouths as they dance to a music only they can hear. And they see each others beauty while the haters keep being jealous and lonely and saying stupid things about them. They don't care!! For they are a beautiful couple in love. They will be together, until they die!!!

Carrie said...

You know, I'm happy for them too, I really am, but why got gotta be all urpy about it? Makes you sound kinda weird.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
LynZ and Gerard, true love! A love that the jealous one's will never get.....it hurts you to think about it. Imagine them.... Dancing in each others arms in the moonlight. Their pale skin glowing as they look into each others eyes. The smell of each other in their faces as they press close together.... The taste of each other in their mouths as they dance to a music only they can hear. And they see each others beauty while the haters keep being jealous and lonely and saying stupid things about them. They don't care!! For they are a beautiful couple in love. They will be together, until they die!!!

April 17, 2008 1:20 PM

Well put
The Very best of luck to them. Dont deny someone a bit o happiness

Carrie said...

oops, I meant to say why do *you* gotta be so urpy about it? Dang, I should proofread. Anyways, I make it through my day without imagining Ger-Z romantic trysts, as I'm sure most on the blog do. Doesn't mean I want to deny them their great happiness or whatever. You know you just trying to push some buttons 'round here.

Anonymous said...

Bleeding Chaos it's better that you aren't going. Seeing Gerard might re open the feelings that you had for him. They were unhealthy and unrealistic so its probably better if you forget him. It sounded dangerous for both of you. A clean break and you getting on with your life is best.

Anonymous said...

*ouch* stop pressing down so hard!

Anonymous said...

Anon 1:45

Even though I no longer have a crush, it has nothing to do with that. I just don't consider myself a fan anymore. I stopped listening to their music a long time ago.

Anonymous said...

anon616 said...

Why are most drummer jokes one-liners?

So guitarists can remember them




Its funny cos its true!!!

Entropy said...

Things are shaping up to be pretty odd...

Anonymous said...

The smell of each other in their faces as they press close together.... Anon at 1:20,thats what you call romantic?

Hope they brushed their teeth first! Man i wished i could find someone that would breath in my face because that is true love.
Im so jealous!

Original Punk J said...

Hey BlogBelieve, just a quick run-through, will be back later.

BC, good luck with the job-hunting. I'm sorry you won't be able to see your friends tonight, and sorry too that you won't be seeing MCR, but I understand about that. Hope everything goes well today; I'll keep my fingers crossed! *hugs*

Possum, I'm so sorry to hear about the students and teacher from NZ. How terrible. At times like that I try to remember that even though it seems random and unthinkable, it was their time, and they were called Home. Just my beliefs, not a reflection of everyone here.

Bella, it's good to see you! *hugs* Hope your studies are going well, and that you're able to take some "you" time every once in a while, too.

Anons with Crap to Spew: No thank you, we gave at the office. Don't harrass BC, stop gushing about Gerard and Lyn-Z, and just, I don't know, GO AWAY.

Anon Who Realizes Guitarists Need Short Words, Too: :D Although I have to say, the few I've met are the complete opposite of this...so maybe they don't drool so much, after all. Hmm...

Hi Entropy, how was your concert adventure? Hey Carrie, I like your use of "urpy". Hi Anima, did you survive the night hangin' with Elena and TJ? heeheehee

Well, I'm off for a while. I should be back later tonight; it's just me and the Furries for a few days, so I'll be wanting folks to talk to later!

love and all that stuff

J

P.S. Oh yeah...

SS--so, uh, what're you doing in your pants? ;)

Mayo--wouldn't it be hilarious if you changed your profile to say "Location: in SS's pants"? heeheehee

BYE!

Anonymous said...

what you talkin' about willis?

Anonymous said...

J, if you're still here, I have decided to go to the show after all. All because my baby sister was driving me nuts today, and because of that, I decided to go. It could soothe the headache I now have.

So, I'll let you guys know how the show went. Be back later on tonight.

Carrie said...

bc, you're giving me whiplash! :)

Carrie said...

Hah, Wendy, when you said furries, it made me think of those weird people that like to dress up in animal costumes and well, you know. Or if you don't, you don't want to.

Carrie said...

Whoops, I meant J! Sorry! Ok, gotta go and take lame kid back to school to get her math book, she forgot it and she has homework. Hope someone is still hanging around there or she's going to be SOL.

Anonymous said...

Lol, sorry Carrie. I can't believe stress is making me go to the show. Ha ha.

Anonymous said...

Way to go BC!! Anons give you hell all the time but you never let them get you down,that is why i think your really a cool person. And i really think your nice to all of the nice anons too. YOU ROCK BC!!!

Anonymous said...

Thank you nice anon :)

Those mean ones can kiss my internet blogger ass.

Pixie said...

hi and a nice afternoon/evening/morning, someone here?

mayo thanks for the new post again! :)

Anonymous said...

LOL BC!!You are funny to!

farawaysoclose said...

hello guys!!

BC you go and have lots of fun! tell us all about it when you get back!!

hi carrie,OPJ, entropy and anyone else??

PP sorry to hear that sad news that happened in NZ. just awful!

bella you do the best damn summaries of everyones' thoughts i think!!

Ok i know i've got something else to say but i can't think of it??!!!

farawaysoclose said...

Hope they brushed their teeth first! Man i wished i could find someone that would breath in my face because that is true love.
Im so jealous!


had to giggle at that anon!

hi pixie! you OK?

Pixie said...

hi fasc how are you? *hugs* I´m fine right now :)

farawaysoclose said...

oh i remember now....

SS
obviously in england pants are underwear so when i read your location in my pants.............

let's just say in makes the UK contingent picture you in rather less fabric then the other family members!!

farawaysoclose said...

pixie i am good thanks very much.

Anonymous said...

Farawaysoclose, ive been married 22 years but we have never danced in the moonlight with our pale skin, It mustnt be true love, rats!!!

Anonymous said...

Aw thanks anon 3:33

I like to make people laugh :)
Hi faraway, pixie, how are you guys? *hugs*

Far, I'll try to have a good time indeed. Thank you :)

Pixie said...

hi bc, well I´m ok, it depends, it changes from hour to hour nowadays ;)
how are you?

Anonymous said...

Sure you're okay pixie? Here's an extra hug *hugs*

I'm alright, just have a headache. Have to get ready to leave. See you guys later and have a great day.

farawaysoclose said...

Farawaysoclose, ive been married 22 years but we have never danced in the moonlight with our pale skin, It mustnt be true love, rats!!!

ha ha anon!! i know!

farawaysoclose said...

bye BC!!

you sound down pixie??

Anonymous said...
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Anonymous said...

true love is picking up my husbands underwear and dirty clothes!

Pixie said...

awww thanks bc, take care *hugs*

well i just don´t have an easy time at the moment fasc, I have a lot decisions to make and don´t know which ones are the right ones... ^^ that´s life...

hi mustard, how are you?

farawaysoclose said...

pixie i hope you make the right decisions. it is hard i know.

hello mustard. do you mind if i ask what you mean by that??

anon.....ooh me fucking too! scabby fuckers!

Anonymous said...

Hey guys!

I'm okay, very busy, but okay. :)

I hope the same for you all!



(That's my erased comment. Not really sure what I was thinking.)

Pixie said...

thanks fasc *hugs*

Anonymous said...
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farawaysoclose said...
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farawaysoclose said...

*hugs* too pixie. we all need *hugs*

Anonymous said...

Okay, I'll be erasing that just so you guys know.

Didn't want to leave you hanging after you asked me a question.

farawaysoclose said...

oh fuck i'll erase mine too mustard. i feel wrong you know. and that is me feeling wrong and no diss on you. i love that you question things, you are sweet and thoughtful.

Pixie said...

hahahaha you two *laugh* how good that I read the comment before huh? ;) just kidding ;)

thanks fasc and you´re right. hugs are always welcome ;)

farawaysoclose said...

yeh i know pixie!! i think me and mustard are pretty sensitive about everything!! alot of us are.

we are a funny bunch!!

Pixie said...

oh hell yeah funny bunch, that´s it! ;)

Anonymous said...

LynZ and Gerard, true love! A love that the jealous one's will never get.....it hurts you to think about it. Imagine them.... Dancing in each others arms in the moonlight. Their pale skin glowing as they look into each others eyes. The smell of each other in their faces as they press close together.... The taste of each other in their mouths as they dance to a music only they can hear. And they see each others beauty while the haters keep being jealous and lonely and saying stupid things about them. They don't care!! For they are a beautiful couple in love. They will be together, until they die!!!

April 17, 2008 1:20 PM


Cheek to cheek, dude to dude

farawaysoclose said...

nice chatting if very briefly pixie. you take care and hope you get dealt some good cards in response to your choices!!

mustard catch you around!!

i am off to watch house.

night everyone.

*hugs* to mayo and SS cos i am kinda feeling like that!!

love to you all!

Anonymous said...

LynZ and Gerard, true love! A love that the jealous one's will never get.....it hurts you to think about it. Imagine them.... Dancing in each others arms in the moonlight. Their pale skin glowing as they look into each others eyes. The smell of each other in their faces as they press close together.... The taste of each other in their mouths as they dance to a music only they can hear. And they see each others beauty while the haters keep being jealous and lonely and saying stupid things about them. They don't care!! For they are a beautiful couple in love. They will be together, until they die!!!

April 17, 2008 1:20 PM


Cheek to cheek, dude to dude


HYSTERICAL!!!

Anonymous said...

Hello everyone!

How's it hanging?

Pixie said...

thanks fasc, was nice talking to you, take care *hugs*

there she is :) siobhan, schwester d! how are you my sweetie???? *hugs*

Anonymous said...

LynZ and Gerard, true love! A love that the jealous one's will never get.....it hurts you to think about it. Imagine them.... Dancing in each others arms in the moonlight. Their pale skin glowing as they look into each others eyes. The smell of each other in their faces as they press close together.... The taste of each other in their mouths as they dance to a music only they can hear. And they see each others beauty while the haters keep being jealous and lonely and saying stupid things about them. They don't care!! For they are a beautiful couple in love. They will be together, until they die!!!

Aww, how cute! You must be like what, 12, 13? I think you've read a few too many fan fictions written by other little girls, sweetie.

Anonymous said...

Hello there, Schwester B.!

I'm doing pretty well, cutie!❤

How are you doing?

Pixie said...

I´m doing fine at the moment siobhan :) how´s cologne? rainy? sunny?

Amyranth said...

Wow, that there is some truly horrible fan fiction.

-A

Anonymous said...

We had nice weather today, Pixie. It was sunny and not really cold.

How's the weather in Helsinki?


Hi there, Amyranth!

How are you?

Pixie said...

hi amyranth, how are you?

well we had a sunny day to siobhan, but last evening/night was freaking cold, I had to wait ages for the trams and it was so cold and windy ^^

Amyranth said...

Hallo Siobhan and Pixie! Nice to hear you're both having good weather!

Can't complain in Canada either.

Why is it so quiet in here?

-A

Anonymous said...

I'm tired of the cold, but I'm not looking forward to yet another horrific summer with about 32° or more every day.

Me no likey!!!!

Anonymous said...

FASC:

Thank you. We'll catch each other later, okay? Have fun. :)



Hello again, everyone!

Anonymous said...

why is everyone disrespecting Gerard and his husband.


Lyn-z seems like a good dude. i never met the guy, but if their happy that's all that matters.

Amyranth said...

Hallo Mustard!

-A

Anonymous said...

Why is it so quiet in here?

I think it's because most of us already choked on our jealousy.

I WANT GERARD SO BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD!!!

Pixie said...

why is everyone disrespecting Gerard and his husband.


Lyn-z seems like a good dude. i never met the guy, but if their happy that's all that matters.

---------------

hahahaha that´s hilarious! thanks for making me laugh!!!!

Pixie said...

well siobhan, I also hate hot summers... i´m not looking forward to have 32°c in july (and being in hospital...they should have aircondition !!)...

Anonymous said...

Hey there, Mustard!

How are you doing?

Anonymous said...

Yes, that's awful. They have no air condition. GAH!

Anonymous said...

I think I'm doing okay! Just ready for the blasted week to be over.

Pixie said...

yeah how good that it´s friday tomorrow ^^

anyway it´s again after midnight, I have to go now. take care *hugs*

Amyranth said...

Siobhan, you can't have him! He's mine first!

Mustard, I just had 2 days off, now I work 7 straight before I have another day off. But I'm okay with that, because my next day off is a comic book convention!!

-A

Anonymous said...

Those damn timezones again, eh?

Yes, I have to call it a day too!

Goodnight ladies!

Stay happy!
Stay healthy!

Anonymous said...

Goodbye, Pixie! Have a nice evening!


Amy:

Hoorah! That'll be fun!

Anonymous said...

Goodnight, Siobhan!

Amyranth said...

Mustard, oh indeed. George Takei is going to be there, and so is one of my favorite comic book artists. I hope she has some stuff to sell!

-A

sdock10 said...

Hello Mayonettes!

Wassup?

Anonymous said...

That sounds really cool, Amy! Hopefully you'll be able to get some reading material. :)


Hey, Sdock! What's shakin'?

Anonymous said...

BABA BOOEY!

Amyranth said...

5,000.00 CAD = 507,545.86 JPY


I wanna go to JAPAN!!!!

-A

Bellatrix said...

Hello guys!

sdock10 said...

Um...nothing, Mustard.

What you doing?

I feel like poo poo that has dried and been stepped in and caked to bottom of someone's shoe.

...just sayin

Anonymous said...

Hey, Bella! Hello, Anon!


Bella:
Not sure if you saw or not, but what you said this morning was nothing short of truth and amazing. Thank you for saying all of that.

sdock10 said...

I will be back later.....my dude is home early and I have to feed the dogs and cook supper and some other stuff, but if anyone wants to play FOOD FOR THOUGHT just let me know.

I will come up with another question.

Anonymous said...

I feel like poo poo that has dried and been stepped in and caked to bottom of someone's shoe.

Can't thank you enough for that visual.

What am I doin'? I'm about to be turn on some la musica and chill the hell out. I may talk to you guys if you're lucky. ;)

Fimble Star said...

hey, gonna lurk tonight. not very with it. sorry. hope you all had a nice thursday.

bella - i sent you an email hun.

Bellatrix said...

Oh, thank you very much mustard. :D

And also thanks to PP,J and Faraway.
You all know your words mean the world to me.


So,how've you guys been?

ergoproxy said...

good morning smoke sdock amyranth bella anon

how are we all today?

for PP that canyoning tragedy was terrible, such a loss of young promise and the teacher too. One of the people killed in Switzerland was a guy we knew from here, Billy Peel. After that I thought it was dangerous, but after this there is no way I'd allow anyone to try canyoning it is far too risky


amyranth unfortunately the prices of things in japan are ludicrously high. A few years ago my mum had to pay $A45 for a can of hairspray!

Bellatrix said...

Hi fimble!
I'm going to check it out now. Thanks.
*HUG*

sdock10 said...

Fimble,

I ♥ YOU!


...just sayin

ergoproxy said...

hi fimble!

struth sheila you're going to lurk like a shark out in the Bay?

- actually that is one story line they've never had!

Bellatrix said...

Fimble, I replied to your email.

Hey ergo!

ergoproxy said...

hi bella how are you?

Smoke said...

Okay I got a question...

How is it that I can live in friggin' farm country central and can't find a decent apple anywhere?

GRRRRRRRRRR!!!!

Hope you all have had a great day so far! If not, well, maybe tomorrow will be better. We can always hope, right? ^_^

Be back later...

Gotta go drive twenty miles to hunt some apples. >_<

Bellatrix said...

I'm fine, just a bit tired.
And you?

ergoproxy said...

I'm good off to the gym shortly.

my friend messaged she saw Gerard and Frank go past surrounded by security at the Chicago show. The venue is open now, show in about 2 hrs


oh I can't remember who said but for me pants = underpants, so perhaps I've had a different take on this game heehee ;)

Anonymous said...

Still here guys!

Just not sure what to talk about. :/

Amyranth said...

amyranth unfortunately the prices of things in japan are ludicrously high. A few years ago my mum had to pay $A45 for a can of hairspray!


Don't ruin my dream! I probably wouldn't go to Japan to buy hairspray unless it had some good Engrish on it anyway!

-A

sdock10 said...

FOOD FOR THOUGHT

What is preventing you from making the necessary changes to become the person you really want to be?

Amyranth said...

What is preventing you from making the necessary changes to become the person you really want to be?

I'll be cocky and say nothing, except that I really want to be married, so in that case, I'll say an engagement ring.

-A

Anonymous said...

Fear
Cowardice
Probably some weakness

And there's gotta be something else, but I don't know what it is.

sdock10 said...

Fear
Complacency
And plain ol laziness

sdock10 said...

Mustard,

Fear of??????

Anonymous said...

Hell, I don't know.

It's just scary. There's just a fear. What if I don't make it? What if I'm not good enough? What if all I ever hear are "I told you so"s?

No one could ever do this. It's a disease.

Bellatrix said...

Probably the fear of finding out that in the end it would have been better if I didn't make those changes at all.


Right guys, I'm off to bed.
Take care everyone, see you tomorrow.
Love you all!
*HUGS & KISSES*

Anonymous said...

And you know the real kicker?

Earlier this week I had myself convinced otherwise.

I'm like a fish out of water, flopping around on the salty deck of a boat going nowhere.

You'd think I'd eventually start believing myself after this long.

ergoproxy said...

off to the gym

back in a while

- feel the burn sdock!

Anonymous said...

Goodnight, Bella. Thank you again. :) Have a great evening.

Anonymous said...

An engagement ring won't change the person you are, Amyranth.

sdock10 said...

Mustard,

I'm right there with you. I have days where I think I can and I almost do, but I never quite get there.

And then there's this thing of just getting so used to the place you are at. And being afraid to leave it.

Makes no sense.

I shake my head at myself.

Amyranth said...

Anonymous said...

An engagement ring won't change the person you are, Amyranth.


I suppose that's true. The thing is, it's one of the few things in life that I want, but I don't have a plan for it, you know?

My other goal in life is to design and sell my own jewelery. Gold being as high as it is makes that goal a little harder, because I can't easily afford the raw materials for casting. So, my plan for that is to continually put money aside and eventually I'll have enough to buy some casting gold and I can go from there.

I have changes that I want to make, and I have plans for all of them. Except for the "getting engaged" part.

Being engaged won't change me, but apparently being married DOES. I don't know how, but I'm pretty eager to find out!

-A

Anonymous said...

You know what they say.. the grass always looks greener on the other side. maybe we sometimes take our lives for granted and we should really be grateful for what we do have family, friends....

Anonymous said...

It's just so frustrating.

That's really all it is.

sdock10 said...

But it's pure human nature to be unsatisfied and wonder. Wonder if there is something more. Wonder if the answers to all the questions lie somewhere out there.

sdock10 said...

It's frustrating because it all goes back to the belief in myself and the love of myself that I am lacking.

Frustrating because it's all so simple but I complicate it.

Anonymous said...

So very true! Thats what keeps me from getting a goodnights sleep.

Anonymous said...

Sdock10 I wish you did love yourself! I come to these blogs and i read what you write and i think you are a real sweetheart!

Anonymous said...

Mine all stems back to the lack of faith in myself. I know that I have the ability to do it. It's just believing I have the ability to do it. I see them as two different things. I know I can, but I have to believe that I can.

Then there's always the question of whether I'll make it. And what happens if I don't? My dream will be gone. And I will have nothing. And that scares the fucking shit out of me.

Anonymous said...

WTF? "Stems back to?"

Stems from

Anonymous said...


What is preventing you from making the necessary changes to become the person you really want to be?


Good one, Solly.

Well, I think I am the person I want to be--I am who I want to be--but lately am not sure I'm what or where I want to be.

And what's stopping me is doubt, first and foremost, because I'm not sure that thse things are really what I want to be. What if I become those things and I'm wrong?

Secondly, sacrifice. To be those two things I'd have to give up on other things that I currently hold really, really dear.

Also laziness. I'm a remarkably lazy cow. The things that I want entail hard work. Well I work hard at my job now, but it's work that I know; it's comfortable even at its worst.

Then of course, fear that I will screw up or not be good enough. For instance, you know I've been thinking about going back to school for my Master's degree. Dude, I'm 35, I've been out of school for a long-ass time. I breezed through college the first time around; very few projects were a challenge to me (I was in my comfort zone.) I pulled almost straight As and maybe one or two Bs in my entire time there. But what if I can't do that anymore? What if I go back and it's difficult, and I'm not as good as I used to be? What if I forgot how to be a student? Forgot how to study? Well I never did have to study back then, that's the thing! I just took notes and remembered things without having to review them. I had the ability to make it up as I went along when writing papers. I always said that BS got me my BA. ;)

And complacency, too. I've been so happy for so long and it's only recently that I started to question that. Was forced to, in a way. And it's not just the dramallamas that are going on at work, either; it's lots of things.

So now that we know what those things are, what are we gonna do about them?

Then there's always the question of whether I'll make it. And what happens if I don't? My dream will be gone. And I will have nothing.

Then have more dreams. ^_^

sdock10 said...

I have 9 years of not sleeping behind me and looking forward to 9 more!!


Awwh, thanks for saying that, anon. I wish I believed in myself too. But I'm working on it.


Mustard,

But when would you stop trying to achieve your dream? You keep saying what if I don't make it, but I want to know what would make you stop???

Anonymous said...

I can't have more dreams.

This is all that I want.

Anonymous said...

You keep saying what if I don't make it, but I want to know what would make you stop???

At this point, right now, nothing could stop me.

It's the things I don't envision happening that could make it all stop.

sdock10 said...

Jules,

YES, YES, YES, YES, YES to everything you said.

sdock10 said...

But you want it so badly, that I think all that would do is slow you down, it would not make you give up on your dream, right?

Anonymous said...

Then there's always the question of whether I'll make it. And what happens if I don't? My dream will be gone. And I will have nothing.

Then have more dreams. ^_^


Totally agree Kapunua. Nothing is fixed in concrete. Our prisons exist only in our minds.

Anonymous said...

Yeah, I guess. That makes sense.

Gah! It's just so freakin' hard.

*throws a hissy fit*

:)

sdock10 said...

Mustard,

Today was proclaimed by me to be HISSY FIT HAIRBRUSH THROWING DAY!

Jennicula said...

Hello kiddies. What's new on the playground?




Blooger is a punk-ass bitch already tonight.

Anonymous said...

*purchased 100 hairbrushes in bulk for days like this*

;)

Anonymous said...

Hello, Jen. :)

We're food for thoughtin' it.

Jennicula said...

"What is preventing you from making the necessary changes to become the person you really want to be?"

Very simply - myself.

Anonymous said...

You shouldn't feel bad because you dont have your engagement all planned out, Amyranth.

Call me old fashioned but proposing is something the guy should spend time planning. I'm sure your boyfriend will be plotting and scheming for weeks to try and choose the perfect time, location and words to make the moment extra special for you.

My wish for you is that when the love of your life pops the question, he does it when you are least expecting it, with the perfect balance of romance, originality and humor.

Anonymous said...

Our prisons exist only in our minds.

I agree to an extent.

But, when it's the one of the few things you believe in, when it was
there when friends and family weren't, when it's your life, it is your prison.

There's nothing else out there for me.

sdock10 said...

Hey Jenn!

How are you?



Yeah, Mustard, my mind is my prison, my sanctuary, my comfy place, my scary place, everything I know.

Anonymous said...

Please allow me to change my name to 6:27 anon.

Anonymous said...

There's nothing else out there for me.

Maybe you cannot see past this belief for now.

Future life experiences may change your perspective. When you are emotionally ready to replace this belief, it may come to you as a form of loss.

sdock10 said...

6:27 Anon,

That was funny!!!

Jennicula said...

Hi Solly, Mustard, 6.27 Anon, K, Amyranth, and other anons.

I'm doing well today. Got another promotion. It's weird. I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop. It's kinda freaked me out.

How is everyone else?

Sorry I bailed so quickly last night. I had things (husband) to do ;)

Anonymous said...

Maybe, I dunno.

It's just that when something has had a profound impact on your life, losing it really isn't an option. You'd do anything but let it go. You would give up everything to, for lack of better wording, pay tribute to it.

Anonymous said...

Sorry I bailed so quickly last night. I had things (husband) to do ;)

Dirty meffing bird, Jen!

Uh, hope you guys had fun! And that's so awesome you got another promotion! How do you feel about it?

sdock10 said...

I'm making tacos!!

...just sayin

Jennicula said...

Mustard, you pay homage to it, but eventually you have to move on and welcome new experiences. Gone does not necessarily mean forgotten.

Promotion, hmmm. I'm just getting used to the other position. Getting in my groove with my peeps. I don't have to answer until Monday, but the higher up muckety-mucks want me for this position. It's one of those things that if I don't take it, it might not look good.

It's just that change rattles me quite a bit. I flounder around until I get my footing. Probably look like an ass most of the time.

sdock10 said...

Jenn,

Change rattles me too. I suck at dealing with new shit. I like getting into a groove and a routine, but of course with that comes my laziness and complacency.

Anonymous said...

I'm glad I made you smile Sdock. I swear my brain is fried.

My inability to perform even the simplest of tasks today has been the source of much amusement to my so called friends and much embarrassment to myself.

Anonymous said...

I think that's one thing I'm really proud of myself for. I'm always striving harder than I should, giving more of myself than I should, just because I know that what's on the other end waiting for me is worth it all of the time and effort.

But, I do have tendencies where I get too comfortable. I am resistent to change, but sometimes I have to convince myself that it will be worth it.

Anonymous said...

My inability to perform even the simplest of tasks today has been the source of much amusement to my so called friends and much embarrassment to myself.

If you can't laugh with them, laught at them!

Or something like that!

Anonymous said...

It's in our nature to resist change.

sdock10 said...

6:27 Anon,

Grab a hairbrush and sling it! Join in the fun. It will make you feel better. Unless, you are having such an "off" day that you sling it and it bounces back and breaks your nose.

This coming from a chick who once stepped on a rake just like they do in the cartoons. It popped me in the eye and I saw stars just like in the cartoons.

resurrected wreck said...

LynZ and Gerard, true love! A love that the jealous one's will never get.....it hurts you to think about it. Imagine them.... Dancing in each others arms in the moonlight. Their pale skin glowing as they look into each others eyes. The smell of each other in their faces as they press close together.... The taste of each other in their mouths as they dance to a music only they can hear. And they see each others beauty while the haters keep being jealous and lonely and saying stupid things about them. They don't care!! For they are a beautiful couple in love. They will be together, until they die!!!

Why do I get the feeling that someone was rubbing off when they wrote this?

It's a skill to type with one hand in your pants.

Anonymous said...

I've never seen so many typos in my life.

I need a special computer that will type the words I say for me.

Anonymous said...

Lets just say trying to defrost socks in the microwave wasn't the best idea I ever had.

Anonymous said...

Lets just say trying to defrost socks in the microwave wasn't the best idea I ever had.

What the hell? That's, well, not quite sure what that was. Smart or not so smart.

I have to ask.

What happened to them?

sdock10 said...

SOCKSUCKER!

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