Devour me.
Pass me through your lips,
divine.
Chew me up and spit me out,
or swallow me
in time.
Take me.
Pull me in or toss me
aside.
Rejoice in my undying faith
while insinuating
my rhyme.
Shame me.
Judge me with your kind eye,
wise.
Give reason to my rambling
while presuming
my crime.
Reach me
Touch me with your words,
sublime.
Teach me a lesson and rise
or bear witness
my unwind.
p.s. if you continue to hammer the nail the point may find its way clear through or the fucking pounding will cause its head to bury itself too far into the wood to ever be pulled out.
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Ahh Triston... as usual, blame Lilith! :P
Triston said...
Tied up half naked....now that could be venturing into the gray area of what I consider entertaining.
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O_o
I didn't say TIED UP. I said TANGLED!
;)
....and theres nothing better than slow dancing naked under a full moon...
Kick up the Elvis....
Treat me like a fool....Treat me mean and cruel....But Love me...
Yes Indeed...
Like I'm really gonna believe that
*looks around*
Where did TJ and Elena go?
*hopes they went make more nachos*
Treat me like a fool....Treat me mean and cruel....But Love me...
Gotta love The King.
cupcake said...
Actually, anything naked under a full moon is pretty damn good. ;)
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I agree with you on that one, Cupcake!!!!!!
Well, SOME naked things are good under a full moon.....
some, not so good! ;)
Cupcake...I don't blame her....I love Her....she is the ORIGINAL party girl...
*has a feeling Triston has been drinking Mad Dog again*
;)
Oh really Wendy? haha
Triston, amen to that. I always thought Lilith was pretty damn kick ass.
CC That song is the bomb...its just sexxxy...if ya cant stir em up wit dat.......they are dead.....well you need a few strategically placed touches to light the fuse ;)
Take my foolish heart....Tear it all apart.....but love me....
For Triston and Cupcake's first dance:
Burning Love METAL ELVIS
*grabs BC to dance*
yep cupcake....she knew....If your going to be a bear....be a grizzly bear ;)
Thank you for the dance, sweetcheeks! I had no idea you could jitterbug, METAL style!!!
;)
Of course. ;)
Ohhhhh.......NEGATIVE has a new video out!
Won't Let Go from the soon to be released KARMA KILLER
I LOVE IT!!!!
:D
What?! Jitterbug? ;p
href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0mBuFtTT09Y">The Real Thing
U don't have pics yet wendy I'll take some
have to go make dinner and stuff
take care all see you next time, which could be a few days I have a wedding tomorrow!
bye
Bye Ergo, take care.
Goodnight Ergo! Have fun at the wedding tomorrow and be sure to have a few shots scothch for me :D
I shall miss you! :(
*big smooooooooooch*
*still watching & loving NEGATIVE*
:D
Well That only took a couple of tries...
And a pleasant good night to you Ergo.
*blows celebratory horn and throws confetti in Triston's honor*
You did it!!!! You ARE drinking Mad Dog, ain't ya?
;)
BC: YES, you are a wonderful metal jitterbugger! ;)
Damn I love that song.
Its not the Grand Marnier so much as all the xanax I did earlier ;)
Oh and goodnight Ergo, sleep well sweetie, and have fun tomorrow!
Triston said...
Its not the Grand Marnier so much as all the xanax I did earlier ;)
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O_O
Did you get the xanax and zantac confused again????
I hope you don't have to fly far tonight!
;)
That Elvis huh,no wonder my mom was only 17 when I was born and they had 4 kids
Triston: Did sister vamp decide if she wanted to do Slop Fest/JAZZ Fest this weekend?
WHY does it always rain for JAZZ Fest? :(
I could probably use a couple of Zantacs right now...my poor stomach is messed up!
Try the altoids!
I have no idea.....ya'll have a party...I'm not standing in that crap even if aerosmith makes a surprise performance
Maybe for Rush though...
*wonders what TJ and Elena are doing in the woods - again*
Thanks sugarplum
The altoids mite take my mind off my stomach for a while
Did you see Rush a couple of weeks ago? They had to postpone the show (0ne night) due to The Hornets making the playoffs. Who would of thunk it? :)
We don't have altoids in Australia, what are they like?
Bleeding Chaos said...
Thanks sugarplum
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You're welcome, sweetcheeks!
Care to dance again? We don't have to jitterbug this time! ;)
Triston: Would you care to explain Altoid and all their uses to Cupcake? ;)
They were great...They had big chicken roticeries...???...behind them....They are the best!!
Cupcake: I do believe he is talking about RUSH! Altoids have nothing to do with chickens! ;)
cupcake...well lets see....they are hmmm...cool and hot all at the same time....They taste great....the scary thing is they can mask things that may not taste as great but now you don't know....so you do it anyway.......everybody wins :D
hahah just popping back an dthat so sounds like altoids had chicken rotisseries!
aren"t they like antacids? like quickeeze
Hmm... how about we go spike Triston's drink? ;)
Young lady you need to move to america....switch with me for a while...I'd like to dive the coral reefs and swim alongside the Great Whites.....somebody bring a camera please!
Ohhh altoids sound pretty damn interesting.
You don't need spiking for me...I am much better aggressive and alert.
ergoproxy said...
hahah just popping back an dthat so sounds like altoids had chicken rotisseries!
aren"t they like antacids? like quickeeze
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haha! I don't think I would like a chicken flavored ALTOID! ;)
They're The Original Celebrated Curiously Strong Peppermints....
They're addictive!!!!
They are addictive...but I fear too much could give you a very bad urinary tract infection.
Bleeding Chaos said...
Hmm... how about we go spike Triston's drink? ;)
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Hmmmm........what blood type should we use, sweetcheeks?
;)
Why does THAT turn me on?... I'm a very strange person.
And on that lovely note my naughty lovelies...I shall be off to see the Wizard....
so....Treat me like a fool.......
cupcake said...
Why does THAT turn me on?... I'm a very strange person.
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LOL!!!!
And THAT is one of the many reasons we love you, Cupcake!
;)
I really must stop thinking out loud. And typing... communicating in general. :P
Ohhh....before you go Triston,
Did you hear Dino bought Kenny Vincent's Southside?
Dino (with Trey's backing, I suspect) is back in the Fat City bar business!!!!! It's going to be GREAT!
Yes Wendy..I have heard that...I have also heard he will have much trouble opening that bar back up....We Shall see
That bar is another murder waiting to happen....3 in one year. Trey was there for a couple of them I believe.
Fat city is all Gangstas and section 8 housing....you can do the math on that one...it would probably be a safer bar if I put it on an unlit section of Rampart St.
Goodnight Triston. Sugarplum, any type is fine ^_^
And on that note, I'm gonna sign off for the night and go to bed. We're expecting strong storms tomorrow. Good night sugarplum, Cupcake. Sweet dreams guys.
And I have to apoplogize about making the assault assumption. Reading those disgusting anon comments made me too angry to have a clear head earlier on. My apologies. But I'm definitely not sorry for the cursing.
Goodnight everyone.
Goodnight BC and Wendy And Cupcake and Well everyone.....I will be up and working in 3 hours...to keep up this Vampyre Lifestyle I lead.
I heard they couldn't deny him a liquor license because he has a spotless record. They can't hold him responsible for what happened under Kenny's watch! I don't think he'll have any trouble as long as you know who remains the silent partner ;)
*apologies for local bar talk*
And, on that note, I must be off too!
Goodnight Triston, Cupcake, BC, Ergo, Elena, TJ, Mayo, SS, watchers, lurkers, Elvis and metal Elvis fans of blogbelieve.
Sweet dreams to one and all!!!!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
*waves to J and L*
*waves to Miranth and FangBang as well*
Well I too must be off!
Thanks for a fun evening everyone. :)
Love to you all.
XOXO cupcake
hello again, even though i think everyone's left? -- saw you all were talking about going skyclad earlier! *leer*
i was tempted to shuck everything and go dancing in the yard a little bit ago -- we're having a huge storm here -- thunder & lightning right on top of us, winds up to 70 mph, sideways rain...
so exhilerating! :D
elena says it's just a typical kansas spring. (wow.)
so we were out on the porch, and trying to get the news upon their tv, and calming her big twitchy scaredy-cat dogs.
fun times. :)
and so, is there really no one here?
*glances about*
*spots the shape in the corner*
mayo. shouldn't you be in bed? *tsk tsk* a growing boy needs his sleep.
however, if you're going to be all lurker-boy, why don't you just pop in and say something?
i know you said you would try after posting sometimes, but hell, it's your blog. we all feel free to make the random comments at any hour of the day, why shouldn't you?
:)
augh! i hate it when i spell my own name wrong! D:
toujours
toujours
toujours...
Morning Mayo & possibly TJ!
If Mayo's lurking hopefully he's been checking out the War and Peace of crap that got posted on page 1. I haven't laughed so hard in a long time, and for that I must thank her.
Hello to everyone who posts after me,
Kass xx
I meant that^^ as "a very good example of bad writing", rather than a pun on "piece of crap".
The English language is not my friend today!
Hey sista look i am on my phone cause you are on my computer
\0/
yesh!!!
wha-ha, mayo, watch out buddy-boy! we can has internetz connection on the road trip!
don't be skeered. we'll be gentle.
*wicked grin*
Mayo
Well I’m here to say goodnight but really since it’s after 4am this should be good morning. Wow does this mean we spent the night together? Oh now see I’m being bad and it’s totally TJ’s fault. She’s a very bad influence on me.
So my sista is here and Kansas gave her a quite a welcome. As soon as we stopped at the Wal-Mart (Evil Empire) the tornado sirens began to wail. Because we didn’t want to get herded into the back of the store like cattle we decided to head for home. Gotta love Kansas in springtime. No tornado but straight line winds from 40 to 70 mph. Lots of rain and lightening. TJ wanted to stand on the porch and watch. Since we’re up on a hill it was pretty spectacular. We watched natures fury and talked about uh..the blog and you. Imagine that.
So since I’ve got to get up in two hours there will be no long rambling from me. Not tonight anyway but watch out tomorrow night. Take care Mayo. You are needed by so many, needed in more ways than you’ll ever know.
Night Mayo
Elena (lightning, thunder and Mayo what a combo)
mayo,
here's the thing: storms make me happy. they really do. part of it is, i'm sure, the excitementof how dangerous they can be. thunder crashing overhead thrills me and terrifies me.
but there's also this supreme joy in being a witness to the true power of nature. she's so much more than the pretty flowers in the window box, you know?
so tonight, while a bit frightening, was a good night.
my visit with my folks was a good one too. i had time to remember some important things. at the same time, i think i was a little distracted by some of the shinier possibilities in my future.
and here's the other thing: my main focus in this road trip was to complete my transformaton (or at least set myself upon the final stage of it). mcr is the vehicle and the catalyst for that transformation, but still, the trip is about me becoming me.
i missed out on a lot of things, all those years that i was married. i narrowed my life and narrowed myself to fit that life. i never want to lose so much of myself ever again, never want to give so much of myself away. i want -- i need to be a whole person. i need to be my true self.
and so this trip, and all the changes it is bringing, internal and external.
and all the connections it is giving me. when everything changed for me,when the housewife died, everything else in my life began to be stripped away, too. those last two years i felt like i lost everything and everyone. why was my life being emptied out like that?
i think i understand it now. i had to rebuild myself, rebuild my life. everything was cleared away because i needed that room in my life for all the riches i am now experiencing.
so i have to keep on moving forward toward my true self, mayo. the links in my new life are being forged.
when i stand in the crowd in st.louis, and in columbus (and in philadelphia, now!), it's not just because i need to see to see mcr perform, not just for the sensation of being alive that they give me. it will also be because i wanted it.
i will be there through the kindness and generosity of my friends, but also because i took the steps to be there.
i will never give my power away again.
good night, mayo-sama. get some rest. laverne & shirley will be bugging you all the way up to st.louis. *grin*
hiya Mayo how have you been today? well I hope!, I had a busy day actually, helping out for lunch at the school, we call it tuckshop, once a week and parents volunteer but today was different it was in the afternoon at 1pm as there was a visit from a touring opera group doing Hansel and Gretel so we went and watched while things cooked. Their singing was lovely the story fun but the highlight for me was the set pieces, hinged flats which were painted as green bushes and red and white spotted toadstools but at one point they pulled the sides apart to reveal the candy cottage ( I assume you know the tale)and the gasps of wonder and amazement from the youngest kids were just....well I even got a little choked up. I love the theatre,saw countless shows (Gilbert and Sullivan mostly) and spent many hours helping my Dad paint scenery but it's really the magic it holds. To perform and transport people into a different world for a time, I always wished I had gone into performing, but I was shy and never did, though it still enthralls me. But also just the fact these youngsters where so willing to be transported, no fighting it, just the innocence to be amazed by it all. We lose so much as adults I think we should always try and recall that sense of wonder at the world, it sure makes it a lovelier place. So wishing wonder, delight, amazement and wide-eyed innocence to you and yours
much love EP xx
SS I hope you're well. I am , if you read above, which you can even though it's addressed to Mayo, feeling a bit , I don't know,... melancholy or reminiscing? neither seem quite right. But I think age can bring so much hardship and responsibility we forget the sheer beauty and fun there is to be had. I hope you can hold onto that childlike appreciation of the world.
Sending peace, calm and delight to you and those you love
lotsa love
EP xx
SS & Mayo
I won't be around tomorrow night, I have a wedding of 2 friends to go to ( I actually got them 2 hand turned red cedar bowls as a gift, heck I'd love them so I hope they do) so I will be enjoying the reception at this time tomorrow. But I'll be thinking of you both and know I'm sending you good wishes even though I can't post it.
and all of blogbelieve I don't know when I'll be on tomorrow, early (for me ) if at all but I'll be thinking of all of you and missing the chatting,
To TJ and elena safe trip, and with you the OP's anima and maybe VM enjoy your concert Saturday I'll be with you in spirit and thinking of you.
goodnight everyone
take care and I'll see you all when I get on next
love EP xx
elena take care drive safely and enjoy the adventure
TJ that is the most lovely goodnight post I can feel you just from reading it
Take care and enjoy your journey I just know it's a great one!
lotsa love
good night elena and TJ!!
hi there kass!
good morning mayo! how are you today?? you know i was reading your post again and it is really beautiful. simple and beautiful. well to me anyway.
have a good friday mayo!!
oh and an anon said on page god knows what has anyone danced round the mayopole today?? made me smile!!
morning SS. you're still optimus prime! hey you know i said i didn't know anything about transformers. well i went to my nephew's 6th birthday party on wednesday and he is in to them!! he had an optimus prime and a bumblebee! it took mr bloke about 1hour to transform bumblebee. seriously!!! i was like "what the fuck have you been doing while i've been running around after all these kids??!!"
anyway have a pleasant one ok!!
morning family!!
how we doing??
glad to see solly and smoke back safe and sound! glad you had a blast sisters!!
so hi to anyone around or arriving soon!
oh and PP is off line for a few days cos she has lots to do!!
it's friday again everyone!!
love to you all!
ergo!!
hope you haven't gone but i bet you have!!
have a fabulous time at your kid free wedding!!
loved reading all the typos that have stuck with us and other blogbelieve words we have adopted!! do we call them mayoisms?? not sure??
anyway cos i obviously don't have time to do this but fuck it i like to push myself to the limit time wise!! so i put the list together. if anyone can think of any others feel free to add. i just like them, they make me smile!! i am such a simple soul!!
Jappy
Sexcited
Hilariopus
Hormally
Garlic
Blows of cereal
Stupid O'cock
Rainin' Bran
Prick up!
Whank you!
Blooger
Dotuns
A blow of Rainin' Bran
vrilliant
vunch*
botch
The all important MEFFER!
rhythm stick
Protoct!
Pasted
Marks of love.
clams before the storm
t shit
Cezy!
cezy bizzy
sugarfart
*But BlogBelieve has adopted "vunch" as its own! Can vunch be like the generally accepted form of annoyance resolution at BlogBelieve?
oh yes indeed Kapunua! it's a must!
sdock10 said...
People, places, and things made of WIN:
Matt Fucking Cortez
Drive By
People in Birmingham
New Tires
Smoke's Car
Subway Sandwiches
Fountain Cokes
McDonald's Restrooms
Frank Iero
Mikey Way's Headbanging
Ray Toro's FingerSkillz
Gerard saying "Come on You Fuckers!"
Desert Song
Bob Bryar
James Deweese (the man can bring me to tears)
Gerard calling Sloss Furnace "that thing behind him."
My Sister for pulling me out of the pit.
aah you make me smile solly!!
Hi FASC (again)!
"Matt Fucking Cortez"
Awww, be still my beating heart! And he's top of the list too.
Just read back through the comments - GW can't be too much of a fan of the Tour De France, 'cos then he'd know that the winner gets a yellow jersey not a gold medal! He's still my favourite muppet, after Gobo the Fraggle...
Kass xx
Anonymous said...
i miss you
my love
my heart
Tonight, we reunite
Though in our heart, we are never really apart
Breathe me
Hold me
Love me
Dream with me
Love, You're So Beautiful Tonight
May 2, 2008 2:16 AM
every breath I take
you are there
everywhere I go
you are with me
i hold you close
every second of everyday
every dream I have
is shared with you
always
Your words are my food, your breath is my wine
You are everything to me.
- Sarah Bernhardt -
be well
my love
fasc thank you!!!!!
I just looked back in
and you need to add scothch - the drink of the night shift! lol
take care xx
loved reading all the typos that have stuck with us and other blogbelieve words we have adopted!! do we call them mayoisms?? not sure??
Please add to this list MJ's clam before the storm.
It makes me giggle every time I think of it ^_^
He's still my favourite muppet, after Gobo the Fraggle...
haha! bless!
and you need to add scothch - the drink of the night shift! lol
will do ergo!
right i must depart!!
later guys!
Please add to this list MJ's clam before the storm.
it's there RW!!
take care have a good day!
So it is! 0_0
How did I miss that??
Bye for now, FASC :) Have a good day!
Good morning/afternoon/night Mayo, SS, Ergo, Kass, FASC, TLA, RW, Elena, TJ, Possum (who is incommunicado for a few days), watchers, lurkers; all Jappy, Sexcited, Hilariopus people of blogbelieve (especially those who enjoy a little scothch now and then)!
Did everyone have a good night filled with sweet dreams? I hope so!
TJ: I understand (and share) your love of thunder and lightning! Tornados and hurricanes I do not love; but I do love a good thunderstorm!
Kass: Is today your last day at the office OR do you still have a week to go before you do the "free at last happy dance"?
J(uicey) & L(uscious): Have a fantabulous time today and tonight!!!! Watch out for those naughty toy boys ;)
To ponder (or whatever) today:
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"Life and the seasons are similar in occurrence. The most beautiful tree will enter winter, the dark time, and it will shed its leaves and go through the harsh changes that seasons and life bring. When all seems lost in the winter season, the tree will shed the unneeded parts to survive and eventually emerge into spring with a new outlook, a new life, a new beginning. When the sun rises and new life emerges with new opportunities and perspectives - shake off the old and gray and grab the new chances. Your sun rises everyday and you have a new season in front of you - embrace it with hope - not despair."
Eric Stewart
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(I like that one so much I think I'll have to use it elsewhere this weekend)!
I hope you all enjoy a day filled with feeling the warm embrace of hope! It's there.....
It is!
Have a great day everyone!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
Hello Mayo, SS and Family!
Yesterday was a very important day here because the first of May is also called “International Workers' Day”.It’s a political festivity,and every year one of the biggest concerts in Europe takes place here in Rome.
So,since I’m a volunteer yesterday I had to work there for 12 hours but hey,I had so much fun and I listened to some great music and,as Fimble should know, that’s an amazing thing to me! ;)
Anyway,I see you had very interesting discussions here!
Kapu,I can see your point about the 3rd Wave.I don’t know,maybe you’re right and that was exactly her intention.
But I can’t say I agree with her.Saying you should act like Paris Hilton if you have the need to,is not a great example of feminism to me.Not because of Paris Hilton herself,but because of how our society might see and interpret your actions.
We all know nowadays acting like that means that society (which is still quite misogynous)will think you’re an “easy girl” and probably stupid too.
I know, some could say it’s not Paris Hilton or whoever lives that kind of life to be wrong,but that very society that judge them.That’s absolutely true. But we have to face the fact that people won’t change soon,nor seem to have the will to,and that means if we can’t actually do anything to modify their minds,well then we (and I mean all the women) should act in a different way, proving them they’re totally wrong about us.
And this doesn’t include going around showing clearly you don’t usually think before you speak.Or that’s what I think anyway.
Hope it makes any kind of sense...:/
Then you talked about women role in religions.
Well,I think we should do a distinction here. What Christianity says is one thing, what Christians do is another.
You should all know by now I’m not a religious person and I’m not really aware about the Bible,but I guess we can all agree Christ spread the equality between men and women.
Now,the problem is that those who came after him have devastated this idea completely, and I believe a good example could be taken from the Church structure. Why there isn't any kind of “position” which could be filled by a woman? Why there aren't female priests or even a female Pope in the Catholic system?Aren’t we all equal in front of God?
That’s the point. It’s not the Christian religion that is against women,but the people who claim to follow its principles.
Coming from the country in which the Church has always had the greatest influence,I can say things are not different in Catholic families.If you take as example a typical family from the south of Italy,you’ll see that men still believe women are here just have children, they’re not entitled to work,for example.
And I believe none of us can deny the intolerance that typify the Church(and I’m thinking about homosexual people,people who are divorced,people who decided to have sex before marriage...the list goes on and on).
Right,I’m rambling but I love when we have conversations like these!
Anyway, have a great day everyone and happy International Workers' Day!
See you later
Love you all!
*HUGS & KISSES*
PS. Fimble,we’ve never recorded anything,but I’ll let you know if we do it! :D
PSS: Smoke and Sdock, I’m glad you enjoyed the show!!
Oh, and anon(s),sometimes your stupidity and tactlessness really amazes me.
Bye Mayo & BlogPeeps,
See you after the weekend. Have a good one everybody!
"I know, some could say it’s not Paris Hilton or whoever lives that kind of life to be wrong,but that very society that judge them."
It's a valid point you make, but have you ever seen Idiocracy? It's a terrifying vision of the future in which the "skanks" & "bimbos" have taken over. If society ever sees chosing stupidity as a viable option I shall be first in line with a hot bath and a razorblade 'cos I quit!!
Kass xx
It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal the neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it.
I'm not exactly sure why, for the past month or so, it's been weighing so heavily on my mind. I guess things that are important to you tend to do that.
I liken it all to a disease, a malfunction, the feeling of being dependant on a drug. It is just that. It is a disease, and no one will ever understand.
He told me the other day that he did believe in me. And I couldn't help but laugh, because I thought to myself, "Where were you and those words a few years ago," because they sure didn't get said when they needed to.
I have become a disappointment to them, to all of them. My dependency, my craft, my drug, the thing that saved me, got my proverbial ass kicked to the proverbial curb.
It's something they will never understand, something that will always be questioned, and when it's all over, it will be just me. And at this point, I'm really not sure if I give a fuck.
He sold his soul at the crossroads, and I wasn't too far behind.
Morning everyone! Morning Mayo! Morning SS!
Sometimes....I wonder. About what you might ask? Everything. How people can be so mean. Why do people have to be so vicious? Why can't they just be nice? Do I have anything to offer anyone here?
I don't know, Mayo. Today, i just really don't know.
Have a great Friday, Mayo.
SS,
I hope your day is lovely. I really do. Wishing you all the best of everything. ^_^
BlogBelieve,
Make it a good one!
XOXO,
S&V20
Oh My God!
We forgot one of the best, you guys.
Slaw Ass Princess.
;)
*sticks tongue out at Mustard*
I didn't forget. ^_~
lol@It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal the neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it.
Mayo,
How are you? I hope today finds you feeling well, happy, and full of love. Me? Well, I did eventually pass out from exhaustion last night and just what I feared would happen, happened. I woke up back in reality. I surely wish I could have hung out in that suspended state for just a little bit longer. Oh well, oh well, oh well..
Mayo, my "real" life is crumbling around me. Actually, it started crumbling about a year ago when I came back from my last trip. Now, all that's really left are pieces and those are slowly turning to dust. I hold so tightly to them, but for what? Every day, there is less and less to hold on to. And I can't lie and say that there isn't this fear inside of me. This nagging voice screaming to me that I'm fucking it all up again and that I'm just a stupid, silly girl who loves to dream, but is too scared to try and make them come true.
So, should I leave now and take the pieces that I still have with me? Use them as a foundation to start over? Should I stay and give it one more chance knowing that I risk opening my fist and finding nothing left at all?
Heavy thoughts today, Mayo. But something has got to give...Will I give it all away one more time? Will I give in and fall at his feet? Will I give up, pack my shit, and walk away?
Maybe it's finally time to see.
Damn, it's good to be back here.
Mayo, please let yourself have a lovely Friday. Make today something special for someone who never feels special.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. There's so many shades of black.
I don't understand what happened last night. It seemed like Kapu was upset because this guy did something inappropriate to her friend? And you guys are setting her up to get fired and sued? It looks like you are for one thing blaming the victim and also using your vendetta and personal dislike to hurt her and someone you don't even know. She was asking her friends for help and advice. This is serious and her only mistake was trusting that no one here was crazy enough to try to get her fired.
good morning all, good morning mayo. i am practicing posting from the phone! so, that storm last night? turns out it was a tornado. O.O
On one side you have Sdock sounding like a damn soap opera and acting like a drama queen. MAYO PLEASE SAVE ME!!! Then you have people getting bitched at for giving Kapuna what she deserves!
Look Kapu talks shit about people! She talked shit about Gerard all over VVs blog that time calling him a SEXIST (AS FUCKING IF) so how do you know that her and her friends aren't making shit up about some guy just to spread rumors! If she kept her mouth shut about things that SHE Thinks are wrong and NO ONE ELSE IN THERE RIGHT MIND AGREES WITH this might not be happening to her!! But she always has to open her mouth! This is called getting what you deserve!
And here we go again.
Do I sound like a drama queen? Damn.
Because I was really going for more of a stupid, pathetic, lonely, loser kind of vibe....
Awwh shucks.
And please point out where I ask Mayo to save me?
Mayo can't save me. Nobody can. I can only save myself and sometimes I can't be bothered to even try, but I can come here and talk about it.
You, my anon friend, do not have to like me or read me or even care.
Instead of spewing so much useless hate around this place, why don't you dare to try something different? Reach out to people. You might learn some things about yourself like we all have.
You know it would have been easy to ignore you and your comments, but I've never in my whole fucking life done anything the easy way, so here I am offering to talk to you if you want. I would like to try and get to know you, to understand you if you would let me.
2.16
Tonight, we reunite
My love, I feel your heart beating with mine. Excitement fills my entire being. Excitement, nervousness, elation, wonder, happiness, bliss, and so much more.
How can mere words describe what I feel for you?
Breathe me
Hold me
Love me
We will shine through
gotta go - i'm being cast out! lol
(we're doing the book trawl today. *grin*)
ciao!
Actually wouldn"t it be funny if it was Mayo on last night saying that to Kapu?
Do you really have such a low opinion of Mayo? You think he doesn't have the courage of his convictions to say what he wants to say on his own blog signed in?
Mayo probably isn't an insensitive jackass.
You didn't.
I do not have a blog. Do you?
Mayo has been anonymous many times, remember?
HI Everyone!
I am aware of only one time, to set up a joke, and he made sure everyone knew it was him.
Please, tell me the other times he has posted anonymously.
Why would he want to post anonymously on his own blog?
Scorpio (10/23-11/21)If you feel under attack, don't fight back. You must avoid conflict at all costs.
Okay, who's gonna tape my mouth shut today and tie my hands behind my back?
Hi S&V! Did you have a nice time?
Oh it was awesome, Safe. AWESOME! I typed up a review yesterday and it's a couple of pages back and over at DM.
I'm just sad it's over now. :(
I will have to check out the porch then!
I'm gald you had such a great time. You deserved it! :)
*glad
Thanks! You doin' okay?
I'm going slendidly. You?
Just about to go eat some lunch. I'll be back in a few!
Have a good one in case you're gone when I get back, okay?
XOXO
And now I'm all alone again
Nowhere to turn, no one to go to.
Without a home, without a friend
without a face to say hello to
But now the night is near
And I can make-believe he's here
Sometimes I walk alone at night
When everybody else is sleeping
I think of him and then I'm happy
With the company I'm keeping
The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head
On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone
I walk with him 'til morning
Without him, I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way, I close my eyes and he has found me
In the rain
The pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me forever and forever
And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say there's a way for us
I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone
The river's just a river
Without him, the world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers
I love him
But every day I'm lonely
All my life I've only been pretending
Without me, his world will go on turning
The world is full of happiness that I have never known
I love him
I love him
I love him...
But only on my own...
^ Forgot to credit. On My Own from the play Les Miserables.
Obama balls and Gerard juice brought the LOLZZZZ!
Think about it, if Mayo was Gerard he would want to get back at Kapu for calling him sexist and saying that what he decided to do on stage is wrong. Even if it wasn't Gerard he would do something like that because it is well know she is a bitch. If he wants her to leave the blog, he can't say it because too many people here kiss her ass. What better way to make her leave then let her know its not safe for her to post her bullshit here anymore?
Good afternoon blogbelieve!
Hi Mayo, how are you today? Me, I'm okay. Tired as fuck, but okay. I got to work late today...oops. It was raining out, the windows were open and I just couldn't get out of bed. Oh how wish I was still there.
I have a question for you. I was invited to go to the MCR show in Ohio and well, I can't bring myself to ask off of work because I took some time off just a few weeks ago, we are in the middle of preparing for an audit, and I was late today. If you were me, would you just call in sick on Monday? I can't decide. I am going to the show tomorrow in St. Louis, so I will see them again, but I kind of feel like I should seize this opportunity in Ohio because I don't know when I will see these guys play again. What's a girl to do?
Princess, what does it say for Aquarians this week?
Hello there people!
How is it going?
Hello?????
Hi Siobhan. How are you?
So you think Mayo would post mean comments anonymously? You don't think much of him do you?
Hello Anima!
I'm doing fine. Thanks for asking! How are you doing?
Good to hear that Siobhan!
I'm trying to work, but it's just not happening. I really want to go back to bed. Maybe I will take a nap when I get home. Yes, that's what I'll do!
So what are you up to? Anything new and exciting?
Back to worky work. :(
I'm watching 'To Wong Foo' with Patrick Swayze, Wesley Snipes and John Leguiziamo(?) as drag queens.
I love that movie.
Poor Patrick. I hope he beats cancer.
Okay. Have fun, Anima!
For Anima:
Aquarius (1/20-2/18)Your altruism might be misguided -- do you really need to sacrifice anything now?
I have a question for you. I was invited to go to the MCR show in Ohio and well, I can't bring myself to ask off of work because I took some time off just a few weeks ago, we are in the middle of preparing for an audit, and I was late today. If you were me, would you just call in sick on Monday? I can't decide. I am going to the show tomorrow in St. Louis, so I will see them again, but I kind of feel like I should seize this opportunity in Ohio because I don't know when I will see these guys play again. What's a girl to do?
hi anima! obviously i am not mayo!! can't you tell by my fabulous writing skillz!! you have to go!! call in sick!! just go girl!! seriously. they are not touring again in ages!! go for it!!
can't stop sorry!
hi siobhan!
Smok,can you do pisces please.
i agree with fasc, i think you should go anima. grab it with both hands and live it to the max.
grab anima, grab it girl.
Yikes, my altruism might be misguided. That can't be good.
Thank you Princess! You are awesome.
Enjoy the movie Siobhan!
Hi Fasc! Bye Fasc!
Hello Smoke!
Hello Fimble!
How is it going?
"grab anima, grab it girl"
Thank you Fimblelina!!!! You always bring the biggest smile to my face.
Oh and thank you FASC! I almost missed you. *waves*
Thank you, Anima. I will do that.
i try nimalina, you just remember. if in any case you are scared tomorrow night, you ring me ok. i know it will be the scariest thing you will have to do, remember you dont have to if you dont want to ;)
nimalina nimalina, whoop whoop
hello siobhan, how are you and germany this time of year?
I think Mayo is very manipulative and he would do that to K just to get back to her.
read the first page and make what you will. each to their own.
For Fimble:
Pisces (2/19-3/20)There are some puzzles around you right now, but you don't have to solve them all.
Hey everyone!
chers smok, interesting to know. good job i have solved a few. i will leave the rest till another day ;)
good day? is solly in work?
I'm well, Fimble. Thanks for asking.
Hmmm... Germany cannot really decide whether it is spring or fall.
It's getting warmer but it's also rainy and windy.
How's the weather in Florida?
Nope. She just left my house. ^_^
She's on her way home now.
cool, i saw her post before. i wanna talk to her. nowt new there then is there love muahahaha.
the weather is hot and surocating siobhan. i burnt my back yesterday so i am quite sore today.
are you doing anything at weekend?
I think if the weather is nice I will hang out with some friends at a nice 'Biergarten'.
What are your plans for the weekend?
Biergarten? is that german for a beer garden?
i will probably set up watching football, then go either shooping of the beach. i have my niece on sunday so i will b e watching her.
Hello Everyone!
Betty Botch, what ya doing????
fuck, do you wanna be a meffer?
Oh, and I almost forgot.
L. & J,
You guys stay safe and have a kick ass time in Memphis.
Anima,
You should most def. go. Duh!
You have to put some curd cheese on your back, Fimble.
I heard it helps withdrawing the heat from the sunburn.
What the fuck does that even mean???
Huh, Botch?
I want to come to the beach and drink bears with you and have blows of cereal.
O_O
Yes, it is, Fimble. haha
The Germans love their Biergärten. :-D
Hello there, Sdock!
How are you?
Hey Siobhan,
I'm pretty good. How are things in your neck of the woods?
God, not that I even like to drink because I don't but a Midori Sour would be so damn good right now.
:(
curd cheese? never heard that before. do you just want to know that i have smoothered curd cheese on my back so you can have a giggle?
Are you allowed to drink beer at the beach in America?
Wait? Bears? Huh?
Mayo,
What ya doing?
i miss my beer gardens. i used to skive off from work on a nice day. get to the beer garden around 12 and stay there till around about 11. glory days, i miss them soooo much
Siobhan,
That's what Fimmy calls beers, bears.
I think we are allowed to drink on the beach here as long as you don't get caught. Or maybe it's as long as it's in a plastic cup...or maybe I don't know.
A pina colada....Niiiiiiiice.
you are not allowed siobhan, but you can pour it in a soft drinks bottle, dependant on the type and then disuise it that way muahhaahaha
lol
No, it's true. Curd cheese.
Like I said, it helps to cool your skin.
And afterwards you can find a cute dude who licks it off your back. ;-)
If you like pina coladas...
Why do I even know that song?
I'm a-ok, Sdock. Thanks for asking.
I used to 'OD' on hemp lemonade with wodka.
Bleugh, can't stand that crap anymore. Makes me gag by only thinking about it.
oh my word, never siobhan, i am innoent. i dont think like that!!!!! ;)
Hahaha, they sing it in that movie with Cameron Diaz and Christina Applegate.
Wait. 'The sweetest thing', right?
I love the 'Penis Song'!!!!
Hahahahhaa
Seems there are a few comments missing from last night. Guess which ones? Kapus, of course!
mmmmm vodka lemon and lime, or even better
cinzano oh my word, that is my favourite drink. i can get legless on that tasty pasty
I thought she wasn't afraid?
yeh, if you go back to the older posts, there are some comments missing as well. i wonder who's those are, now let me take a wild guess there.
'You're too big to fit in here'
And here we fucking go again?
siobhan, is that song where she gets her mouth stuck?
Yes, I totally meant to pose that in question form.
I love Campari and Martini Bianco.
No, they sing 'I don't want to miss a thing' by Aerosmith when that other girl gets caught with a penis stuck in her mouth, haha!
They sing that song in that chinese restaurant.
The Penis Song
its oozy and its green, that is classic. cheers siobhan to funny.
you have good taste if you like martini bianco, that is just the same as ccinzano. i had a ful bottle of that when i went to chester one weekend. i had it withing 1 hour and 30 mins. i was legless by the time it was time to get ready to go out. good times hahaha
Good afternoon, everyone! :)
Oh man, I just finished reading some of the really old comments from some of Mayo's very first entries. They are fucking priceless.
It's all "Fuck you, Mayo!," "You're an ass!," "Shut the fuck up!, "I don't understand anything you're saying!"
God, I laughed really hard.
Anywayz, how are you guys? Looks like you're all pretty spiffy!
I got drunk with Martini Bianco the very first time in my life. I think I already said that here. I 'decorated' my friends bathroom walls that night. I couldn't stand the drink for quite some time after that but now I love it again.
Just like you said, Fimble. Funny times.
Asti Cinzano is not bad either.
Mustard!!!!
I know! I can't believe how, ummm, mean I was to Mayo.
Sorry Mayo! ^_~
hello slash, how are you today? anything exciting?
Hey Mustard,
It is funny to go back and read the old stuff, isn't it?
what does that taste like siobhan? is it any different. that was my first drink i was drunk on, my mother used to drink so i started to drink it when i was 12. it was so cheap as well. £3.15 for a bottle. glory
Hello Mustard!
What's up?
Come join us singing the penis song.
GAaaaaaaaaaaah
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
Oh man, Smoke. You were. You were catty with him! ;)
It's hilarious to go back and read. And even funnier to see how much we've all changed. It's pretty cool.
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!
BOW DOWN, BC!!!!
BOW DOWN!!!!!!
I wonder what Mayo thought of us back then. I bet he was like 'Damn! What the hell did I ever do to this girl?'
Hahahaha!
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